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no1islost · 1 year

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The fact that my PS4 isn’t currently downloading Horizon Burning Shores because it’s only released on the 5, even though Forbidden West was released on the 4 AND 5, is criminal….and while I somewhat understand why it’s on the 5 after watching the trailer, I’m peeved that a small DLC is so exclusive when the (massive) main game wasn’t. I mean, I’m so glad I got to play Forbidden West, but still…and don’t even get me started on the increased price for new the Zelda game dropping next month.

#who knows when I’ll be able to play #and how long I’ll be able to dodge spoilers #but homegirl is broke #and a 5 is not in my future #and anyways I always wait for the better models of systems #ps5 slim when?#i also went from a ps2 to a ps4 #played that 2 into the ground #my 4 is only 6 years old!#hfw #hzd

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autisticaradiamegido · 1 year

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day 147

psychically induced chronic illness squad

#day 147 #year 4 #aradia megido #sollux captor #homestuck #arasol #solluxs migraine thing is right in his introduction #but we only get like. one line from aradia in her singular conversation with rose in a5 #where she mentions an 'elusive feeling of sickness' following her for her entire life #which i think you could read as like. anxiety/sense of impending doom due to upsetting psychic whispering 24/7 #but when i was a kid and i felt anxious it ALWAYS manifested as a feeling of Oh I Am Going To Barf About This #to the point that i spent like a full year getting a whole barrage of medical tests trying to figure out what was wrong with my guts #turned out it was simply undiagnosed mental illness because nobody really considered that a 6 year old could have one of those #but such is life anyway catch me projecting onto these two once a fucking gain

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bb-eb-db-bb-eb-b-ab-f-b-ab · 2 months

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LMAOOOO I CAN’T WITH THESE LOSERS THEY REALLY HAD EZRAN LIKE

#the fundamental appeal of tdp is watching rayllum fall and angst all over each other #while ezran deals with the most traumatizing shit ever thrust upon an 8 year old #can you believe the king of katolis is third wheeling this hard #lately (since season 4 oop) the marketing for the show feels so rayllum heavy and rayllum focused #where’s the love and emphasis on My Boy Ezran #he’s probably my favorite character in the show atp like he’s complex he’s got so much going on he’s dealing with So Much #and he’s only like 8-12 #but the show has LOST FOCUS it’s SHIFTED AWAY FROM MY BOY #season 6 looks like it’s got tasty ezran drama tho… him on a battlefield… ooooOOOOO #NEED to see where this is going #anyway. justice for ezran. FREE MY BOY FROM HIS DORK OLDER BROTHER AND BADASS SISTER IN LAW LMAOOOOO #tdp #the dragon prince #ezran tdp #tdp ezran #ezran #tdp callum #tdp rayla #rayllum #tdp s6 #tdp season 6 #the dragon prince season 6 #twitter

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icewindandboringhorror · 6 months

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More misc. daily life pictures and such

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1 & 2 - Very bright pretty looking sky !#2. HUGE icicle that looked like you could kill someone with it or something.. Pulled from near a gutter on the side of a building #3. & 4 & 5 - various images from a silly party I had where I pretended to be some elf king turning like 204 years old lol (also not like #a REAL party. Only my roommates were there really and we're all in the same household bubble.#just to clarify. I would never dare have a large party anyway given #my hermitous nature but on top of that.. didn't want there to be some implication that I'm having a Party while covid is still ongoing lol.#NEVER.. But I do love dressing up as some fantasy character so much.. The only thing that could ever bring a true hermit wizard #to engage with others socially is the prospect of connecting it somehow to fantasy worlds and costumes lol. One must simply dress up #as a silly 200 year old man from time to time and pretend you've never seen a balloon before in your life. etc.#6. bapy boye... feets #7. The main food that I made for the elderly elf man 'party'. which was a Deconstructed Beef Wellington (kind of as ajoke since I watch s #o many silly cooking competition shows and they always make stuff 'deconstructed' at the last minute when under time limits or whatever.)#I've wanted to make beef wellington a few times but Ithink to do it well I'd need like..an actual kitchen and a lot of time and #an oven that fully works to bake things and etc. etc. So I thought this would be an easier method. A thick steak cut round to kind of mimi #c the round tenderloin or whatever it is in a wellington. instead of the puff pastry being wrapped around - I just did star shaped cut outs #of pastry and baked them and put them on top (to go with the star theme). instead of mushroom duxelles being wrapped around in pastry #its in a little circle under the steak. and instead of mustard being brushed onto the meat I made a mustard gravy sauce type of thing #Then of course asparagus on the side.. my favorite... Though I know some wellington #also has a layer of prosciutto I think. or I saw one person use crepes. I didn't feel it was necessary to incorporate that too lol #8. bapy son helping me do a giant puzzle that took me hours and I had no idea it was actually that large of a puzzle #until I started putting it together and for some reason it made me stressed by the end instead of relaxed lol.. puzzle fatigue #photo diary

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the-bitter-ocean · 8 months

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I just think the events leading up to this moment is very funny @jonahmagnus @felikatze If you told ocean from 2021-2022 that this would happen she’d have looked at you crazy:

#isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #isat act 2 spoilers #isat act 3 spoilers #isat act 4 spoilers #isat act 6 spoilers #context: a while back on the isatcord when only the prologue and comics were out I theorized that the headhousemaiden was a islander #like sif and the king and that they were all connected in some way or knew each other but then had forgotten etc #fast forward 2 years later and isat comes out and well. you know the rest lmao #that’s also why my old doodles/ hc of sifs parents look similar to Euphrasie and the king #bc I probably was thinking along those lines

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marshroom580 · 15 days

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okay so, okay, so, anakin and padme... met when anakin was seven and padme was like seventeen... and then they eventually, y'know... y'know, which isn't like weird, no it is totally fucking weird, and this is canon. right this is canon. what the fuck starwars

#my friend is introducing me to star wars right now and 4 5 6 was nice #1 felt like a little slap in the face honestly #but only bc i realized that anakin the tiny baby anakin and padme the literal ruling princess padme will end up together #i mean...i mean it's kinda weird but it's...idk it's just a weird choice #okay google is telling me that APPARENTLY padme is a ruling 14 year old #which is also weird bc that girl is NOT 14 in that movie there's no fucking way #and anakin is 9?? apparently??? so yk a little less age gappy but still really fucking weird

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i-am-just-a-skeleton · 1 month

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clothes shopping at places that aren't thrift stores is so nerve-wracking i don't like this. like. things being 30-40 dollars? mmm i can handle it this is good quality and not second hand. sure. over 50? aaa! scary! over 60? what the fuck man i'm gonna throw up. every pair of shoes i own was acquired for under ten dollars i can't handle this

#if i remember right all my shoes put together cost me like. 20 dollars maybe #(one pair was 6 one was 2 two of them i got for free and the other two i'm p sure were 5 each)#i paid $20 for a pair of jeans from walmart and i think that's the most i've spent on a single item in years #i'm only willing to do this because you just can't Find binders locally and my only one is 4 years old and almost too small #spending money scares me

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fuzzyunicorn · 2 months

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So every1 knows what’s up this is my only tumblr account ik im well aware a group of girls were impersonating me w my pictures on all social media platforms. I repeat this is my only tumblr account. @stickydinosaursweets I do not message weirdos back (or any1 other than my husband) :) so if u messaged any accounts (that is not @fuzzyunicorn) & got a reply u were speaking 2 my impersonators

#my only other account on OTHER social medias r: munchiepuddles & munchiepuddlesplayswcards #you’ll only find those two accounts on TikTok and Instagram ONLY #this is my 1 and only tumblr account #don’t message me ever again that’s exclusively 4 my husband🖤 :)#she is also the one who orchestrated her brother & his wife & two sons to rape n film my rapes when I was 5 & 6 years old so she could break #me down in order to siphon my energy & magick that is far far stronger than her

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angelstrawbabie420 · 3 months

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i legitimately do not know how i have persisted under all this grief and i fear i won’t be able to for much longer

#it is like everything has been crashing down on me lately #everything happened in such quick succession that i had no time to even begin to process or cope #sibling went missing in ‘19. just gone. still don’t know what happened to them.#my mom had her stoke in ‘21 went into a coma for months made it out relatively okay only to be diagnosed with stage 4 cancer months later #then she passed late ‘22 #not even 6 months later my dad passed completely unexpectedly #had to give up my dogs bc i could not take care of them on my own/we can’t have pets here #then my cat died a couple months ago #all i have left is my brother and our relationship is rocky at best to the point he’s physically hurt me and idk if we can ever recover from #all that #extended family on my dad’s side never gave a single shit abt us bc we were poor so i have zero relationship with them #my mother’s side is all dead #i really truly have nothing. EVERY single thing was taken from me in the span of 5 years #i try to foster the relationship i have w my brother but it’s genuinely bad for me mentally and physically at times #like how am i even supposed to move forward. what the fuck is left #i’ve been suicidal since 8 years old and every year it just gets fucking worse #i have no hopes or dreams or motivation to stay alive whatsoever #el oh el #death tw

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dylanconrique · 1 year

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thinking about the time i got to chat with eric and melissa (and nathan) and melissa recognized my sailor moon tattoo in my zoom pfp and immediately starting singing the theme song. 🥺💗

#*and this is icarly!#the rookie #melissa o’neil #eric winter #nathan fillion #chenford #it was like 3 years ago during the lockdown and they did those chenford chats #honestly best 5 minutes of my life #the only reason i even made a zoom account lol #i always forget that melissa is from canada and likely grew up watching sailor moon as a kid #she was 6 years old when the first episode aired.....#iiiiiii... did not even exist yet #in fact i didn't know what sailor moon was till middle schoool #and when i did i fell in love with it and that's actually why i came to tumblr in the first place when i was 13 #cause i didn't have any sailor moon friends and wanted some!!!! .... and somehow that led me to here #anyway....#i'm just getting emotional reminiscing about my love for sailor moon and combining it with my love for the rookie #i joined her at one point and eric and nathan were so confused aewrsdtghijkl #they were like 'what's happening right now??? do you know what's happening right now????' 😂😂😂😂#it's 4:30 am.....

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sangrialuvr · 4 months

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2day has been such an ass day and next week will b even worse

#daisypost #1. woke up at the asscrack of dawn 4 first aid training. got home at 4pm #2. the second i step through the front door father decides 2 scream his head off about how my mother is such an ass parent even though #i have never seen him 4 more than a month at a time since the ripe old age of Three #3. tried hunter rank. got every single toxic perf main Ever. fuck perf mains all my homies hate perf mains #4. father still treats me like im Five years old. i think that says a lot about him #5. he also thinks hes the only one who knows anything in the world. mental illness can b genetic #6. parasitic growths called the reproductive system #7. i got lessons tmr and 4 the whole of next week. and i also need 2 write a full crit essay that is counted in my finals score #haha what if. nay i shant say #tw rant

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itsohh · 4 months

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BLACK OPS 6?

#cod #brother mw3 only came out last year #in terms of multiplayer #wasn't cold war 6?#or was cold war 5?#I know 4 didn't have a campaign #I never did the campain in them #I think I only briefly played maybe 1 when I was a child on our family friends ps3 #the previous games are pretty old I wonder if they are going to make a thing so you can understand the story #or you know make the previous games cheeper considerING THEY ARE STILL $100 DEPSITE BO1 BEING 14 YEARS OLD #LIKE HELLO? WHAT ARE YOU #Im intrested in staying up to date with it but I won't be preordering #unless they reallly make it worth my time but even still then ill be fast to hit that refund button on steam

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chloelouygo · 5 months

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Trying hard in therapy so I can fix myself to make my therapist proud 🫡

#he's the absolute SWEETEST #gutted i can only get a course of 6 sessions with him :(#but I'll try super hard over these few months to get better!!#i told him i did cross stitch and he went🥹 i love needlepoint!! and i was like ooh i have needlepoint horses on my wall!! and he was like😍#entirely too precious ;o;#i don't tend to babble when i talk unless i connect with the person or subject I'm talking with or about #and i find myself rambling when i talk to him #which honestly im often really awkward and quiet to speak with #so he must be good if he can get me rambling lmao #it's really weird to have therapy over the phone though because like #aside from being a pasty irishman in his early 30s-ish #i have no idea what he looks like??#and like it's odd to spend a while talking but to not see tuem #i used to do weekly phone calls to lonely older people #and i spoke to 4 people over my years volunteering #i spoke to lesley for nearly 3 years #do i know whqt she looks like?#not a clue #we weren't allowed to email or know last names or anything so i have no idea what amy of my lovely old friends looked like #and it's so weird how some really important people in my life (you reading this included most likely)#are people who ive not actually seen #idk how whimsical is that #people in old times would not have understood having great friends who you can connect with really well but have never been in a room with #i be monologuing sorryyyy #ily

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icewindandboringhorror · 6 months

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Various images of things

#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1. PIBBINS.... cheering clapping hooting hollering glorious applause everytime I see a pigeon in public #2. Birthday card that I drew for someone. .. kittys...#3. 2023's annual haul of tiny white pumpkins.. i get at least one white pumpkin every year around fall when they have pumpkins in stores #because I just love the color and texture ... bright white and smooth and cold and round.. kind of like a volleyball or something #4. A brief adventure into watching big brother (only earlier seasons of course as I hate all reality shows post like 2013 or something when #they became overly focused on social media and overproduced memeable phrases more.. like even though ALL reality shows have always #been extremely fake and annoying and mindless it's like..... newer stuff seems A Different Kind Of Fake or something) since whenever #I'm sick sometimes I find weird mindless things like that to watch (that one time I had bronchitis I watched all of Flavor of Love in my #half awake illness stupor and now everytime I heat up canned minestrone soup (mostly all I ate that week) I think of flavor flav since #thats just a weird brain connection I have now lol) ANYWAY.. I was sick and watched like 2 seasons of this and then thought it was too #uninteresting and obnoxious to continue (more like 1 and a half since I skipped the rest of one once only boring people were left) BUT this #one guy had a very mischevious looking face and he also said a few things (like the above captioned speech) that sounded like dialogue #some fantasy character would say.. so I took a screencap of him and edited him into a mischevious wizard i guess.?? idk I was sick lol #~your little friend has a poisoned tongue~ is just a very unexpectedly serious sounding wording for some random normal #frat dude looking guy to say while casually chatting on a reality tv show in like 2008 or whenever that was filmed lol #5. FLUFFY CLOVERS!! I'd never seen them be furry and soft before?? inchresting..#6. Noodle sitting in bed with the cat figurines looming above him... the council of kittys...#7. McDonald's full breakfast platter + asparagus + strawberries & cream (also of course this is old and I am now boycotting mcdonalds etc)#i try to group the images somewhat consistently like.. winter stuff with winter stuff or summer stuff with summer stuff #but I have so many random pictrues floating around on my computer that I never post that sometimes some are not organized or just #thrown into a set because there's nowhere else for them. Like the pigeon picture is from like 3 years ago for example lol #8 & 9 - I think I've posted these before but I just find them very interesting looking flowers. whenever they happen to be blooming #I'll pick up a few when I'm out on walks or etc. ... poof ball looking things #photo diary

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running-in-the-dark · 1 year

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had a conversation about gym class with my friend who I went to school with today - it was depressing but also nice to hear that her experience with it (at that particular school) was just as bad as mine.

I don't think the way my school treated gym class was entirely normal tbh. it was completely different to the school I went to after, anyway. and everyone I talked to there only knew gym class to be a pretty fun, lighthearted thing. at my old school it was only about achievement, you had to be perfect, if not you were usually yelled at. and if you couldn't participate because you were feeling a bit ill (but not enough to stay home from school) you were ridiculed and/or insulted in front of the whole class. this happened with every gym teacher we had over the whole 9 years there.

it felt like two hours of punishment, there was nothing good about it. and it made at least the both of us feel like any kind of exercise/sport, especially in a group setting, was terrifying - for years after. even my much more positive experience at the other school I went to didn't make that go away.

#maybe my school really just sucked #I mean I already know it did. but maybe it did in even more ways than I thought #maybe it's a Gymnasium thing. idk. any Germans please feel free to comment if gym class at your school was like this #and it wasn't just because we were bad at sports or anything. I got very good grades in gym class at the other school. and my friend does a #ton of different sports now and everything #I remember there was a girl in my class who got a 1 (the best grade) in every other class and a 4 (out of 6) in gym class. and the teacher #was so fucking awful and gleeful about it. he made fun of her so much.#I'm pretty sure I was about to get a 6 in gym class right before I dropped out - and that definitely played a part tbh. I just couldn't #spend one more second with that gym teacher. he was horrible and gross and mean (and sexually harassed girls at another school! but of #course he was still allowed to teach at our school!! ľ #anyway. gym class was the worst part of my (already not great) life from 11 to 19 so I hope all my old gym teachers break both their legs :)#except one. he was really nice to us and didn't do any of the stuff the others did. but we only had him for a year in between all the other #ones so it wasn't enough :(#like one of our (female!!) teachers would loudly make fun of girls who said they couldn't participate because they were on their period and #in too much pain.#in front of everyone. when we were like 13.#I hate that woman more than any of the others.#lol it's funny how like half of my issues are because of my parents and the other half is because of that fucking school #I will never forgive my mother for forcing me to go there and never letting me change schools even though I asked to for 8 fucking years #personal

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hoonietual · 6 months

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sometimes i randomly think abt the way i was bullied in kindergarten for having a deeper voice than the other girls. and the time a bunch of moms were giving me weird looks when i asked if i could play with their daughters at the park. those were some wild ass moments in my life

#like . was my voice THAT deep??? i was like 4 years old????#anyway after that park situation i stopped talking before i was spoken to #u ever had the distinct feeling there was something very wrong with u at 4 years old ?#only to grow up and realize it was not a you problem everyone else was just weird #anyway ive had an inferiority complex ever since. not going away any time soon #unfortunately u cannot change other peoples views and beliefs just by existing as u are #sometimes thats fine. other times u develop social anxiety at the tender age of 6 yrs old

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