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celestiachan · 5 months

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people on this website will make posts about things like having friends at school and running around and playing (physically. not on a wii or computer or phone) a lot as a child and every time i am forced to remember that the average tumblr user has more of a life than me

#xenon screams #i didn't really have a choice in having helicopter parents or avpd #but damn #wait #helicopter parent*#my dad's fine with me going outside #and i didn't get bullied either. what happened was i was ''''friends'''' with the most annoying person God has ever made me interact with #and im too much of a pushover to tell her to fuck off #so now i just don't talk to people #also ive just been tired since i was in 2nd grade #i don't remember first grade but i did play physically a lot when i was in preschool and kindergarten #id have probably played more if it weren't for the whole not allowed to go outisde thing #and it's not because we're in the usa #there are two playgrounds within a walking distance of the house i grew up in

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trans-estinien · 2 days

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i am never. ever. opening instagram again.

#I HATE THAT APP. I HATE IT #BOOMERS WERE RIGHT #i love tumblr because it doesnt make me mentally ill.#twitter just makes me go “man look at these idiots”#but instsagram.#there is no faster way to feel like a sad loser freak #i mean.#its not hard #the only times i go outside is to get groceries with my dad #and. its almost october and i still havent gotten a job like i planned #i still like. existing. i have commitments. but i dont know what. to fucking do. other than just play video games #but i cant do that. forever #i should go to uni. but. i. really do not want to do more school. or theater.#i dont have stagefright #i could go up on a stage and be perfectly fine #its. the backstage. the other cast members. the crew. theyre who im terrified of.

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definitelynotnia · 6 months

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im sorry i have to rant im so fucking pissed

my exams end on 19th and I have to get rid of some books and buy some books which are quite pricy online so I had planned on going to college street on 20th and selling my books and buying the new ones at a cheap price and i was frankly really excited about it because all I get is a one day break to relax bcz i have to start studying for entrances from 21st so all I have is 20th and i wanted to spend it at college street and then get some food and basically have like a solo date kind of thing.

and i was so so excited about it i told my boyfriend about it like 500 times bcz i kept forgetting i've already mentioned it and it was literally on my mind a lott so i kept bringing it up and ik it seems like not a big deal cz i can just sit at home and chill too but i literally do not get to go outside my house. like- the last time i went out was new years eve and after that the only time i've gone out is to school or to give my boards that is it. my mother has some weird like problem wiht me going out like even if i tell her that i just want to go to our terrace for 5 minutes just to get some fresh air she won't even allow that she'll be all suspicious and like sTaNd In ThE bAlCOnY aNd TaKe FrEsH aIr like she herself doesnt leave the house (and blames it on me and my brother ???? when have we ever stopped you bro, she said I HaVe To Be HeRe To KeEp An EyE like im 18 i dont need to be watched 24/7 stop blaming me for choices you put upon yourself) and i just feel so suffocated ALL THE TIME i feel so overstimulated and im so sick of rotting on my bed and i dont want to wait for some birthday party or friends meet up to be able to leave my goddamn house i just wanted to go and have a fun day and get me some books thats it.

anyway so initially the plan was that my mom would go along but something came up so she wanted to postpone it to 21st and i didn't want to bcz i'd already be missing 3 days bcz of my boyfriends birthday, holi and my brothers birthday (all of which are important and i dont want to miss which makes me the villain apparently bcz i should "adjust" and cancel my "parties" instead of trying to stick to my plan bcz that makes me too demanding and selfish apparently) so i suggested that ukw why dont u go do ur thing which came up and i'll go to college street by myself...which is when the solo date idea came which i had really wanted all along but didnt bring up bcz i knew she'd say no but now there's a valid reason for me to go alone so like, its a pretty easy fix i can just go alone but noooo. First of all,

I've been to college street multiple times before so its not like its an unknown area to me

im going by metro which is quite safe

im going when there is stark daylight and i will return home much much before it gets dark and im literally 18

she never lets me go anywhere alone, not even take ubers alone if i want to get back from somewhere my bf has to come drop me everytime and then go backwards to his house which is so so so stupid and i never get to go out alone unless accompanied by family or by a male friend, so obv when i said i'll go to college street alone she refused to let that happen and started screaming about how 'if its so important to go on 20th bcz u dont want to miss a day of studying then cancel ur 'parties' and study then' and i was like no its not about missing a day its just that there's a very easy and logical fix to this problem which is i go alone and its not inconveniencing anyone so why cant i just do that but she will not listen to that bcz im 'adamant' and 'everything has to be according to me' bcz i found a viable solution to the problem. so instead of letting me just go she was literally ready to pay much more money and buy the books online, like.....why cant i just go bro??? (and she keeps telling me im a waste of her money bcz i will amount to nothing in life and my education was a failed investment or wtv so like now why are u wasting more money??? im literally trying to save the money that u 'waste' on me so just let me ???)

anyway i called my dad last night and told him and he was super ok with the idea he said its a good idea that i go alone and that he would speak to her but then today when i asked her if dad spoke to her she said yes, we'll go on 20th and i was like .....we? so apparently she CANCELLED her previously immovable thing for which she wanted me to cancel my 'parties', she cancelled that and agreed to go with me on 20th just so that i dont get to go alone- like ???????????????? what is ur problemmmm

so obv i was super annoyed and i went on a whole ass rant about how i literally struggle to even cross roads bcz i dont know shit about basic travelling bcz all my life ive been in a car and its a running joke with all my guy friends that i 'cannot navigate' and 'dont know any places' and obv??? if im never allowed to go anywhere then how tf will i know the places- the only places i know is bcz recently i've been paying a lot of attention and asking my dad stuff about what roads to take to reach certain places and when i go out with my friends i kind of try and learn a bit but thats it i've only ever gone alone completely alone to two places which is my beauty parlour thats 5 minutes away from my house and one bazaar one time that was 2 bus stops away, thats it. thats my extent of public travelling alone. and now im supposed to go to a whole new STATE for college and i cant even call myself an auto without struggling. and like- is this not a basic life skill??? like ok yeah its not rocket science and i will probably figure it out even if i start later in life but why not now? most of my guy friends literally go everywhere alone, why not me? and my dad agreed with all of this but my mom was just like "you'll be in the hostel only, no need to go out of the campus" like ARE YOU FOR REAL????????? and she's like "if u want to learn skills learn how to cook" like ok yes i will also learn how to cook for sure but i wont have a fucking kitchen in the hostel but somehow cooking is an urgent skill i should learn but going places by myself is unimportant bcz i should just never? leave? the? hostel?

anyway after much screaming and shouting my dad gave up and just cut the call bcz he doesnt want to get into an argument with my mother and my mother was being all suspicious like why do u hAvE tO gO aLoNe AlL oF a SuDdEn even though i literally explained why i want to do this alone but she doesnt think thats valid. so she refuses to let me go and i asked her for one reason why i shouldnt cz usuallt its always "no u have exam what if smthn happens" but now i literally dont even have exam so whats ur excuse now? streets will always be unsafe forever so "what if smthn happens" is not a reason to never let me go out without a man so just gimme one reason and she couldnt give me a single reason she just said "i said no, thats it".

and now she's gone off about how im useless and blah blah and "high maintainance" bcz i want books and "everyone else (some pishi's son) just studies online" and so the whole option of college street is apparently now cancelled and she's trying to set up a whole ass kindle account (half the books i need arent even available as ebooks) just because i wanted to go by myself.

#in our house kids dont stay outside past 6:30pm'' but now all of a sudden its fine for my brother to play #till 10:30 at night #she literally stopped me permanently from going down in the evenings since i was in class 7-8 #this is why ive never had any friends outside of school bcz she wouldnt let me leave ths fucking house #and now that my brother is in class 7 #he's allowed to be out playing with his friends till 10 freaking 30 #he comes home an hour late sometimes...45 minutes and almost always at least 30 minutes late at NIGHT and she says nothing except like #one sentence #yeah im only the villain i only keep u locke #up in the house its all my fault #this is just so damn unfair #like literally insulting #im not a child what is her problem #what sort of fucking solution is 'never leave the hostel' like ok even if i do that what happens then??? after i graduate?#i'll be a 24 year old who doesnt know shit about going from one place to another without a man present]#and then this woman preaches how she 'always raises her son and daughter equally' like srsly shut the fuck up #my whole life i've been told abar late?''#and for me bcz i would come home 5-10 minutes late nd i did it maybe once or twice she made me completely stop going down to play #5-10 minutes late from 6:30 wherein he comes an hour late from 9 fucking 30 #and this sounds so stupid bcz im an 18 year old now and i dont give a fuck abt how long i got to play but its just unfair dude #with me it was always smthn or the other either exams or she gets miraculously sick every time i want to go out to play #im not even kidding she did a whole “i have fever and ur going to leave me like this and go play?” on me one time bcz i was adamant abt goi #after months of not being able to go bcz of exam or smthn or the other #she did not have any fever it was fucking bullshit #and how am i supposed to help with ur imaginary fever anyway im literally 12 #its so fucking annoying man and then if i say anything at all she'll go on a tirade about how #like YOU DO THOUGH??????? im sorry ur feelings are hurt bcz i said you do smthn that u LITERALLY DO #istg not even 2 days ago she was having a fight with my dad abt how he should teach my brother to learn how to cycle so that he can go buy #groceries #i can cycle

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sparklingchim · 2 months

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playing the uno reverse card on ur parents when they don't answer the phone is saur funny like why didn't u pick up when i called?? 🤨 what if needed urgent help???? u are being saur irresponsible ignoring me !!!!!

#like hellaur this is ur youngest daughter calling how dare u not pick up when it's dark outside !!!!!#anyway i am actually fine n just being dramatic bc i forgot my keys at home <3 #n wanted someone to open the door for me bc i didn't wanna disturb anyone by ringing the door bell <3 #dad opened n he was so confused bc he didn't know i left the house #which is always so funny to me bc my dad will legit not care about anything but #my mum makes sure to ask where m going who i am going with when i'll be back who will drive me home #n usually texts n calls when im out but today there was silence !! i was so shocked i was close to calling her to say i am okay #anyway my parents are so funny i love them n i am thankful for them <3 #hope u are surrounded by amazing people too besties i love u 🫂

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what-is-it-to-be-pk-esque · 3 months

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My partner finally finished BG3 but has no idea that his ending was actually bad cause he was a pro-Vlaakith githyanki who rode off with Lae'zel but got NO EPILOGUE where Withers points out y'all died im 😭😭😭

they have no idea what happened with Gale or anyone else (who was still alive) after flying away 🙃🙃🙃

#i cant even tell him cause hes gonna play again more “normally”#its so tragic he would like skip dialogue and just fight to get the jump on boss battles instead of waiting for the cutscenes to start #and he didn't exhaust dialogue trees!! like... how... why...#and also he staked Astarion 😭 and p much never reloaded #and didn't clear the shadow curse so no Halsin #also everyone at Last Light Inn died so Dammon was gone and Karlach only got 2 upgrades #and he didnt know moonrise towers was basically a second town #and his game was buggy a lot maybe? cause he kept trying to be hella creative with things and do things out of order #like killing gortash before doing steel watch 🙃#it's fine it's fine everyone plays differently #he tends to care more about gameplay than anything else but still!!#i just want him to know all the character backstories and see everything that made me emotional #i mean he did say he was sad when Lae'zel broke up with him in act 3 and when Karlach died and when he had Gale use the orb in act 2 #which he considered his canon ending :/ sigh #i dont think he got Jaheira's lines about death #and he didnt understand why Karlach wouldn't go back to the hells #and he thought Wyll was happy being the duke (and has NO idea you could save his dad cause the mission didn't happen!! 😭)#the iron throne was like my fave mission outside of killing Cazador and I can't discuss either one cause he didn't do them properly yet 😭😭#he also avoided talking to children so he missed those quests and yenna glitched so no cat appeared in camp 🙃#sighhhhh cannot believe he plays so differently than i do lollll #he didn't even do unlimited kisses with Lae'zel!! meanwhile im over here kissing Astarion every night hahahah #hoping my partner doesn't see IRL if I have the office door open as if it matters lmfaooooo #i need him to play again and see why im in love with a video game character lol #maybe we could both um... benefit from knowing more about all of Astarion's scenes lmao #but like he has NOT SEEN Astarion's silly or sweet side yet just him being a bit of a chaotic vampire #and thinks i like him cause of vampires WRONG!! play the game again and see that i love his silly & sweet real self!#bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #bg3 #baldur's gate 3

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arcaneyouth · 2 months

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theyve gotta stop doing this to me

#spider right up next to my bed again :/#vent post #negative #its whatever. it didnt reveal itself to me a terrifying way this time so im not freaked out more just annoyed #and theres no other spiders in our spare room so i can sleep there #its just stupid?? like come on man. stop that #kinda tempted to ask that we get rid of the top bunk of my bed #which would mean i dont.... get my nice comfy lil bed cave anymore #but it would mean i no longer have to be terrified theyll yknow. crawl onto my face again.#i dunno if i could give my bed cave up tho its so nice #ill have dad check out the sealing on my window first before i think about that #cause i knowwww those lil shits are coming in from there #they pretty much always spawn in my room from there #unless its the lil babies in which case they try to fall on my computer from the vent above me #but i can handle the lil babies i can put those ones outside theyre literally tiny #tho it might be fuckin useful to put the damn vent cover back on my vent finally.#gaugh. i hate summer. i hate that my fucking room is a spider magnet. go awayyyy #i think that last spider encounter tho may have been genuinely traumatizing tho #cause i can HANDLE spiders. i cant get rid of them but i can cope with them existing #if theyre out of sight theyre not my problem!#but i like. couldnt handle not knowing where this one was. i needed to be sure or i wasnt gonna rest #and when i did find it it was in kind of a bad spot so the shit im scared will happen again was totally possible #so while normally it wouldve been Fine the moment it went out of sight #this time im sleeping in the spare room. sighs loudly #whatever. the spare beds comfy and i managed to grab all my stuff so im all set up #just annoyed

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kavehater · 4 months

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Okay after freaking out about alhaitham it’s time to be neurotic again that girl is freaking me out sm :D

#like bro I don’t understand wallah I don’t #I’m so confused and it’s literally ruining everything #dora daily #AND I NEVER SAY WALLAH ABOUT ANYTHING THIS IS HOW BAD ITS RUINING ME AAAAAAH #on one hand she’s ignoring me on the other she isn’t and she genuinely doesn’t see any of my posts #on the other she just forgot #ALL OF WHICH ARE SHIT OPTIONS #IT ISNT FAIR #i even tried liking her posts to show her yo I’m alive in case she didn’t see #I TRIED SENDING HER AN ASK ABOUT SOMETHING WEEKS AGO AND SHE DIDNT REPLY #I am trying so freaking hard and it is not working #and it’s fucking me up because what the fuck did I even do man #I didn’t do anything different #why do people ALWAYS do this I don’t fucking get it #it would’ve been much kinder if she just dropped me from the beginning when I was so hesitant with her #before I got so attached because what she’s doing right now is literally not only torture but so incredibly cruel #like I was getting obsessed with this one girl at work once but she ghosted me relatively early on in the very beginning stages of my #obsession coming into fruition and guess what IM TOTALLY FINE WITH IT NOW #BUT SHE LET THE RELATIONSHIP DEVELOP FOR MONTHS #then introduced a third party then now she doesn’t even acknowledge me #she is making me sewerslidal and it’s literally ruining everything #any time I would try to study I think of her and it freaks me out #every time I try to focus I think of her and it freaks me out #even when I go to sleep bro #like 8 ish weeks ago or so it literally was making me so messed up that if I hadn’t gone outside for a necessary out of uni task then my dad #taking me sight seeing in said area I genuinely don’t know what would have happened #because the level of rage I felt or whatever it was #was the most insane form of genuine torture ever #THIS WHOLE POST SEEMS NEUROTIC AND I’m just like I don’t even know anymore man #but what do I even do atp like bro

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renard-dartigue · 4 months

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Someone help. I've regressed back into my 2012 dnb/darkstep/neurofunk era due to Sleep Token's pre-show music playlist.

And I'm getting more upset learning some of the composers I listened to have quit, disbanded, disappeared, or (the most upsetting) lost in translation deep in some european social media/forum beyond my reach.

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vulcannic · 1 year

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this is the third time this year there’s been an emergency on my street where a fire tuck and police cars had to park outside my house and i gotta say!! i’ve discovered this is a big trigger for me!!!

#delete later #text #obviously the emergencies are more important like i’ll deal #luckily this time is seemed to be nothing too bad #just really reminds me of the morning my dad passed 🤪#but the the other two times were not good and had me shaking on the floor on the verge of throwing up #but this time the fire truck pulled up and they got the houses mixed up and came knocking on our door and scared the shit out of me #anyway #i said on twitter i was staying away from social media most of the day because my pmdd symptoms are thheee wooOoOOoorstt rn #but i needed to get this off my chest or else i would go full panick attack mode #sorry i only make text posts about shitty things #edit: ok i thought this time wasn’t that bad because my neighbor was outside the house acting fine and the fire truck left #but now two more cops showed up and they’re putting caution tape around the house……..#i don’t think anyone died since the neighbor lives alone and is fine but like 🧍#EDIT 2: ok i think i got the old guy mixed up with our other neighbor…..#i think the neighbor i thought it was might be dead and they’re treating it like a crime scene homy fuck

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fivefeetfangirl · 11 months

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convention money is crazy. i wish i could make that kind of cash just from taking pics with people and signing my name on shit. lord what misha and jensen made in two days would feed and house me for a decade easy. madness. i bet they got free food all weekend too. fuck my entire life aint worth $250k. i could literally sell everything i own, a kidney and my ass to a dozen dudes and still be 90% short of what misha and jensen made this past weekend.

you and me nonny, you and me 😔

personally im good. i dont need their money. i'll wear my wool sweater and wool socks and keep warm etc etc but it just feels so unrealistic sometimes. like they really do be living such a completely different life than most of their fans. thinking about con prices and such really is crazy. im not gonna come on here and say they should do this and this with their money but i do hope they do feel some resposibility to do something useful with it

#the thing is. im fine. im good. my uni is covered like 99% by the state. i have my student loan which im saving for something else. and i #live with my family during normal uni days (not rn tho). and i get that theyre in like a completely different period in their lives. they #have worked like 30+ years and i know misha comes from a poor family and i do know he often donates to charity which is nice #but like every time i actually sit down and think about the numbers. jeez. like. one picture. i payed 120 euros for ONE picture with misha.#and i get that i dont have it bad. i went to a con. im going to a con. but like. i do that and have to not do something else. yk? i have to #choose. imagine never having to think things through without buying (omg re rob and the watch or whatever)#anyways. idk. feels weird. the world is unfair (i hate saying that). and i doubt they (jenmish) will get cheaper and i doubt cons will stop #so yeah. i suppose it kinda is a it is what it is situation #stuff like this is always so weird. we mock my dad for going on business trips and stuff. but for him thats tiring. so like i get its their #job to do cons and thats tiring. but for me. (us?) an outsider. it sure looks like a really easy job. idk. im just ranting and throwing #thoughts out there. hi! if you bothered reading this far down <3 #funny that my feet are freezing rn. the amount of wool clothes im wearing you guys. crazy. gonna take a hot shower later to warm up

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badger-bear · 1 year

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#earlier today my nephew and i were playing in the driveway he was riding his bike scooter skateboard #all sorts of fun stuff and i made him wear his helmet because DUH #had my BIL cover for me for like 10 minutes go back outside and he wasnt wear his helmet cause dad said it was fine #we clearly didnt stay outside for long after that #well just now we were outside and i was like bud i really think you should wear your helmet gotta be cool #whatever #well he didnt no back up from dad and guess who face planted and busted his lip #i told my sister when it was just us that BIL said no to helmet earlier so they can have a talk #but HONESTLY how DUMB can you be to not make a 3 year old wear a fucking helmet #we're lucky he only hurt his mouth

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piplupod · 1 year

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idk whats up today but things feel Bad™ but I also have a bit of energy for once, so I'm just kind of going from room to room to sit nervously for a bit before moving onto the next room to sit nervously in there too

#i will take an anxiety med maybe? but i should save it for this afternoon when i have my group im supposed to go to fjfkdl #i dont think i should take two in one day #they dont last v long though argh #i feel very nauseous fjfkdl i would play piano if i could to get out excess nervous energy but my dad is sleeping so arr eye pee me #i have a to-do list but i feel sick so i cant Do anything and also im shaking so fjdkdl I can't work on any fine motor activities either #aughhh i wish i could play piano fjdldl it would fix this a bit #i cant even go for a walk bc my paranoia is so so so bad today fjfkdl i might be able to step outside at least?#pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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