#my dumbass almost forgot:

[meirimerens]

can you come dance with me dude. are you man enough to fucking come dance with me. are you too much of a coward to hold my hand.

slow-danceable OST of my mind

[bl3ul1m0n]

I FINISHED THE DRAWING and also then got carried away and drew other things. Also, im not too good with colours, or maybe i am, i have no idea. I just used some random colour palette, though i added a few other colours. Please enjoy !!! :)

[yukaeso-week]

Hey, welcome to the very first YukaEso week! It's only happening on tumblr, but if I ever decide to do this again I might branch off to other social media sites! The prompts are as follows:

Day 1, September 8 - Sun/Rain

Day 2, September 9 - Gift/Birthday

Day 3, September 10 - Cuddling/Holding hands

Day 4, September 11 - AU

Day 5, September 12 - Photography/Makeup

Day 6, September 13 - Public/Private

Day 7, September 14 - Free day

If you're participating in the week, please tag your posts with #yukaeso week 2024 to make it easy for me to find it!

If you have any questions about anything involving the week, send in an ask, I don't mind!

[hovkinnie]

I FORGOT I FINISHED THIS INGRID. oh ingrid järveläinen-kindlysong we're really in it now

[littleogreboii]

beginning to realise i have a type when it comes to anime characters and it's boys who can play piano.

[smalltownfae]

I'm going to say it: I love dumb protagonists. Not in the unrealistic way, but in the very human way we all can be kind of dumb. In which the main characters are smart about some things, but so so dumb about many other things. I like to point and laugh at them. I hear so often people criticize how dumb an mc is, but screaming and being frustrated at a book for that reason brings me some kind of weird joy.

Examples of main characters like this are FitzChivalry Farseer from Realm of the Elderlings, Jezal dan Luthar from First Law and Ishmael from Moby Dick.

[ghastlybin]

Helloooooo I have an odd request but do you mind doing a Nayeon fic based off the song lover of mine by 5sos? It’s perfectly fine if you don’t want to 🙈🙈💘

Not an odd request, I love song fics :,) also went through a huge 5sos phase but ignore that. THANK YOU for your request and sorry if I took forever, ily though and stay safe <3333 :)))

Pairing: Nayeon x GN reader

Word count: 1k

Genre/contents: was not supposed to be angsty but here we are. Very minimal amounts of fluff, good luck finding it.

TW: maybe don’t read this if you’re going through a breakup. I can’t control you though

Note: This mf (me) is posting again at 4am, can you believe?? I can. But this really wasn’t supposed to be angsty but I’m also kinda upset rn (unrelated to you, anon. ily) so it’s angsty, surprise surprise lmaaoooooo. Uhhh I also omitted some of the lyrics that I couldn’t really ‘brain’ too well with so yee, but they are color coded. You’ll hopefully see why once you read haha THANK YOU AGAIN I HOPE YOU ENJOY and thank you for your patience :)) 💜

I fcking love Nayeon though. She gives me butterflies. Also couldn’t find a gif because they are too happy for the contents of this post.

Lover of mine, maybe we'll take some time

Everything was perfect in the beginning. You had Nayeon, she had you. The warm feeling you two felt when you saw, spoke to, or whenever you were simply near each other.

Perfect.

But it was only the ‘honeymoon’ stage of your relationship.

Everything after that would be one long rollercoaster, showing you that relationships weren’t just cuddles and kisses and complimenting each other sweetly.

The bumps in the ‘rollercoaster’ would need time to get over and luckily, you were both on board.

Kaleidoscope mind gets in the way. Hope and I pray, Darling, that you will stay

Nayeon wasn’t sure how this would end, your relationship. If it would end.

Moments where you would grow distant because of the amount of work you had or when Nayeon would be away for weeks- even months at a time during her groups' comebacks.

The distance created a kaleidoscope of doubts and fears in your mind, hoping that she would stay and not drift off.

Yet there she was, her bright smile as she softly hummed, opening a box of various sweets. Seeing her smile alone had eased your worries and you were glad she stuck by your side.

And she, with you.

Dance around the living room, lose me in the sight of you. I've seen the red, I've seen the blue, Take all of me

Everything was perfect.

The spontaneous dancing together, forgetting every flaw in your relationship, the way she made you feel, the way she laughed when you were at your happiest.

It was all red, if you had to assign a color to this feeling. The color of love and romance, you and Nayeon energetically aligned with each other. The color of the blood pumping from your heart as your heart raced.

It was the color of her lipstick when she’d kiss you on a night out or the blush on her cheeks when you made her feel your love.

Though that was more of a pink tint, it was still a tint of red.

Then there was the blue. The arguments you would have or even the lonely nights you and Nayeon spent away from each other. It was all blue.

The emptiness, the longing, the heartache. The blue.

“I’m sorry.”

Two words that only go so far. Two words you frequented more often than you’d like to admit. To really mean it, you would have to show it. Nayeon was always accepting, adding to your guilt from arguing.

“I know.”

Whether your moments with Nayeon were red or blue, you still wouldn’t change it for the world.

I'll never give you away 'Cause I've already made that mistake

You were scared. Scared you would lose her, scared she would find better than you.

But she was the same. She feared losing you, feared you would find someone with more time.

Time.

Such a delicate thing, isn’t it?

It’s either too fast when everything is red, or too slow when everything was blue.

Nayeon looked at you from across the table, setting down the menu when she did.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Nayeon beamed, a blush tint on her cheeks.

You just smiled at her a little bit wider, knowing you had her by your side and you would never let her slip away.

At least not for as long as you had control.

“You’re just very beautiful.”

If my name never fell off your lips again, I know it'd be such a shame. When I take a look at my life and all of my crimes. You're the only thing that I think I got I right

It was perfect how Nayeon said your name when addressing you or trying to catch your attention.

It would be a shame to never hear her voice again. There your mind went, phasing into a Kaleidoscope of worries and fears of losing her.

Everyone you’ve been with in your past, the heartbreak, their respective ‘red’ and ‘blue’ moments you experienced.

Even the failed ‘talking stages’.

None of those were meant to be. You know this.

But with Nayeon, it was different. It felt meant to be.

Perfect. Everything about her was perfect in your eyes.

And you looked at Nayeon, your mind a Kaleidoscope of worries and fears that rapidly turned into the most beautiful kaleidoscope of thoughts of her. The patterns of the lovely things she’s said and the different looks you’ve seen her in.

The red outweighed the blue.

Everything wrong from your past didn’t matter.

You were at this moment in time, with Nayeon.

Everything about your relationship felt right. From the moment you met her, the red, even the blue, it was all right.

Everything was perfect.

Lover of mine, I know you're colorblind. I watched the world fall from your eyes. All my regrets and things you can't forget.

The red or the blue, Nayeon didn’t see the colors you saw. The red, she saw happiness, good times. The blue, she wished she could erase.

And like all good things, they eventually came to an end. Your past and her past relationships eventually collided.

Not in a crash and not in a fiery explosion of blue flame either, but rather quiet, simply letting go of a rope that had dug into both of your hands for too long.

An hourglass that ran out of sand.

Time was a delicate thing.

Trying to keep each other close and yet being so disconnected for long periods.

It was possible to maintain or manage the time. But just like Nayeon, time had fleeted away from you too.

Light them all up, Kiss them goodbye

“I love you.”

Three words that only went so far. Three words you often said, but not enough. The kaleidoscope in your mind showing you patterns of what-ifs, things you will never know now that she had moved on.

Nayeon’s mind was equally a kaleidoscope of what-ifs, even after your break up, she wondered if breaking up was the right decision.

“I loved you.”

Three words that hurt the most to hear, yet went further than I love you. Somehow, it was red.

Her last kiss to you before she had moved her stuff out of your apartment meant so much but was painted blue in your memory.

“Maybe next time?”

Blue? Red?

Purple.

“Maybe next time, sure.”

But everything was perfect.

[hollowknightinsanity]

oh boy, i love writing explicit gore! i sure hope i dont accidentally trigger my emetophobia by thinking about the other characters’ reactions

that would just be terrible!

[fauslayer]

why is it always the utena themed blogs that clog up the umineko search with the worst possible liveblog posts. like i get it erika furudo you cant read but do you have to make it my problem. i keep having to block them.

[itadore-you]

teehee moving into my uni accom today

[mcchipisfried]

Dracula notes from the 2nd of September. A few thoughts, a building, and an exciting new voice.

[skenpiel]

I didn't even realize you were OP lmao, sorry for the spam

GIPERHGREHGAOGRHES dont worry man lmfao

[swildy]

a border guard

[cak31ssuperi04]

uve prolly gotten this before but y ship the blondie and oreoy,,,, curious

Is this about Izuchi and Sagara??

For what little we see of it I like their potential dynamic. They're so particularly annoyed by each other. I like that most of Izuchi's presence in the story shows him as a hyper-smart prodigy who thinks he's better than everyone, only for him to get lame and pathetic in Sagara's 3rd event because the competent bonafide genius is weak to the Weird Anime Kid. She's able to bring him to her level and cracking through his ego, which is maybe more fragile than he lets on. He's stubborn and likes challenges, and she wants her unhinged mad scientist antagonist-figure to clash with. He acts like he's above the petty rivalry but folds after one childish insult. If that's all it took, and if Nanashi had to get between them this time, I 100% think this happens regularly and has escalated before. They're silly.

They're both jaded teens who have an inflated sense of self-confidence. They do what they want without regard for what people think(though I will draw the distinction between how she's just kind of annoying and he's actually harmful) and end up detached from them without much of a drive to change that, but they take it in different directions, with Izuchi being pragmatic and serious and Sagara being a chuuni who's easygoing and kind of making it up as she goes along a lot of the time. He's arrogant and will wrong others to further his research but can be capable of and willing to help others(re. Meru's event). She ultimately means well and is a nice person but will casually threaten strangers and target people because she thinks they're weird(her dialogue regarding him as an organization member indicates that she doesn't seem to actually know about any of the legitimately shady shit he does and just messes with him because the genius schtick is bizarre. Again, Kind Of A Bully Maybe is really not on the level of Human Experimentation but then the game doesn't treat that very seriously either. And also Sagara's still capable of knocking him on his ass)

It definitely would take some sort of development for them to come to like each other or for romance to come into question, but I think it could be fun. They'd challenge eachother. She'd keep his ego in check and make him see the value in things that aren't strictly logical and he'd act as a voice of reason(to an extent…) and help strike some balance between reality/fantasy, but they still wouldn't really care about what people think. Menaces always.

[phoenixiancrystallist]

Month 4, day 15

Fuck taxes, I made a butterfly :D

[outrockoakley]

she consumption on my media until i lose all critical understanding of how media/art has historically been one of the only things in society that support connection while letting you keep your own interpretation/sense of individuality. she consumption on my media until i forget that "consuming" art has saved endless lives since art was created and as long as humans still exist, we still have the ability to let art impact us and change us as people and make it feel easier to exist in a world that doesn't want art to survive