Was there a day in Riots life when she learned to answer 'go а yourself' instead of 'sorry, maybe not this time, im not sure, blah-blah-blah'? Or was she born this way: beautiful and always protecting her personal borders?
LMAO She was a people pleaser when she was younger. Her need to be loved/appreciated/seen was so great that she got along with almost anything. Classmates wanted her help with homework? Sure. Wanted her notes? Sure thing. Everything and anything to be accepted (she was bullied for being half foreign and physically different).
Her grandparents had to have a lot of talks with her about having to accept that not everyone was good, not everyone would get along with her, and that she was being taking advantage of.
She's not sure what made her change though. No big moment, no eye opening talk. One day, when one of the people that usually abused her naivety/need for validation asked for something, she just said no. And kept saying no.
Of course that made her even more isolated, but at that point... she had accepted it. She'd never be one of them. She was the not-orphan-but-almost weirdo that lived in a farm with her grandparents because her parents didn't want her, that spent summers abroad, that had interests way different than her peers, that looked different, acted different, and that didn't give a shit anymore.
Of course now all grown up, deep inside, the little girl still wants someone, anyone, to see her and want her for what she is, but the grown girl finds it difficult to understand and believe that there are people that appreciate her and love her how she is, flaws and all.
𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨 𝐨𝐥𝐝 ! they say. 𝐮𝐧𝐰𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲 ! they complain. it makes you SEETHE, really. to be bought and sold and made a BROODMARE was a woman's destiny for the 𝐈𝐎𝐑𝐈 𝐂𝐋𝐀𝐍. it becomes clear they have a TASK in mind for you. a way to both keep the BLOODINE going and simultaneously STRENGHTEN it. 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐲 ! and you could not dread it any more if you TRIED.
a bow in practiced respect, draped in the FINEST cloth your family could acquire and idly, you wonder if they thought it would DISTRACT from the scar that SULLIES otherwise delicate features. gaze settles on @divinezenin and you swallow,
JAAAAAY to me you're mostly known for the amount of emojis you use and the genuine enthusiasm you have and how much you love the two sunshines Häärijä and Jure and you always bring so much joy aaaaaaaaaa 💛💛💛💛💛💛🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💥💥💥💥💥
Aaaaaaawwwwwwwwwww thank you 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛 my friend my dearest, you are the freaking sweetest and nicest person and an amazingly talented artist and storyteller and i am so happy i got to meet you on here and soon this year 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌. We love emojis and sunshine in this house 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛.
Is there going to be any more fics we hope to see in the future? The one who wrote the inkiyma (butchered name) as readers teacher was a BLESSING
Yes of course! There’s definitely gonna be more❤️ You’re talking about lovely @tiredmamaissy, i agree she has blessed us with incredible works of art💖 Head over to her blog, she has a few goodies in the bag coming up💋🙏🏻
Heyooo bun! I’ve been alright writers block hit me like a truck, so I haven’t been writing really recently… but I’m terms of stuff outside tumblr it’s going alright too. I’ve made some progress on getting a job now… I just have to wait and see if something comes up!