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The traditional seasonal visit to the Beyond to —report the news of this timeline— comfort your local involuntary time traveler
#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#destiny art#bungie#the young wolf#hunter guardian#the exo stranger#elsie bray#elisabeth bray#d2 pouka#oc x canon#fanart#comic#d2 lightfall#currently praying i'm not shooting my foot and messing up with canon lore for this comic#it's criminal that i only came to do anything about the CE book lore only this week#but be sure the idea of sharing feefees had been in my mind ever since#i actually had idealized some ranting from elsie for this idea about the anxiety of being looped back again#but i'll save that idea for another time#for now we stay with... self-inflicted pt stress?#i've been realizing myself as aro this year and yet THIS IS THE CHEESIEST THING I DID I'M AN EMBARRASSMENT
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ooc; go bother him too
#☽ [ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴀ ᴍᴏᴏᴅ ɢᴀʙʀɪᴇʟʟᴀ! | ooc]#[heyo cryptids!!]#[i'm back to work today sigh but that means more writing time for me at least]#[currently working at chipping away at my many drafts and asks but lmk if you want to start something new with my depraved demon lord]#[and pls follow my michael sideblog so we can have some angelic funsies too!]#[he's heavily under construction dont mind the mess]
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totally not using my birthday as an excuse to draw some really self indulgent oc doodles
#oc art tag#oc artist#my ocs#original character#original art#artists on tumblr#digital art#art#oc artwork#oc art#sketch#doodles#drawing#character concept#concept art#illustration#i say self indulgent bc all of these characters are pretty messed up in their current canon#dont mind the ages its mostly so i rmb at which point in time these are supposed to be#all these characters are 18 or older whenever the story takes place#ik these seem like some regular humans someday ill elaborate on their crazy lore#bonks their heads These little guys have so much trauma stored in them#the quality of the 2nd pic is odd prolly bc i kept desizing some layers#but i hope its not too bad#can u spot the sonic#small artist#looking for art mutuals
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A character i designed in class today, got the assignment to make a character and for some reason i was thinking about bells I realized while making her that she'd actually fit into my oc world pretty well and add some really interesting stuff
Have not come up with a name for her yet unsurprisingly, so lets just call her Bell Goat(sheep? cow?) Grandma for now
Also heres the sketches from when i was trying to come up with ideas, first i drew the bells in the corner, then the person in the top right, and then the sketch i ended up refining
#I should really have a proper tag for my oc stuff shouldnt i?#OC#Original Characters#I dont have a name for the world/story/whatever itll be yet either#Thinking about calling it Reverie something.... Reverie Lost has been in my mind for the longest#But i dont really like it much lmao#Also i would like to talk more about my ocs but the problem is that they change so much because my worldbuilding process is a mess#Literally just decided one day “hey im gonna take literally all my current ocs and just mash them together in one universe”#And i ended up getting much more attached to my characters because of it but also#Making everything fit together as im still developing each character fairly seperately is like the worst puzzle ever#Its fun for me so its ok#Ill get there one day
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ㅤ/ It's been a long while since i've done one of these (or if I've ever done one at all) but!! currently, this is the list of my muses in here that I currently feel most inspired to write for! meaning that chances are that I might (big emphasis on might) feel more inspired to write with these characters than the rest / might be easier for me to cook replies with them;
Fresh from the oven (the top rn basically) :
Dante
Salieri
Would tip my fedora if asked to write them, aka: cannot miss with these guys (no specific order) :
Asclepius
Constantine XI
Odysseus
Saito Hajime
Moctezuma II (?)
Arjuna
Camazotz
L.ucifer (~)
You can always ask for them and chances are, I will probably always be able to cook something with them :
Gilgamesh
Arthur
Arjuna
Jason
I can vibe with them if requested :
Robin Hood
Karna
Arash
Tezcatlipoca
Edmond Dantes (an old time favorite but im putting him here bc I would have to re-read a lot to remember stuff! it's been a long while!)
Nitocris
Nero Claudius
Sherlock Holmes
Moriarty
Ashwatthama
Tlaloc (?)
Oberon
#;ooc#ooc#for reference !#u can always request anyone from my muse list but im going to be honest and say#some im not feeling too much currently;; that could change of course! its just that as of right naow they are on the low tides per say#some characters i've only used to mess around with and/or actually never seriously wrote them#again this list keeps changing according to my interests and if a wave comes back with old muses i miss#this is only in regards to this blog btw#/i put m.octe with a (?) bc on one end he is too special to me and i fear i wont be able to give him justice by not knowing exactly#where i want to aim his character#so i mostly ramble about him and his themes but actual threads scare me OITHRIUTHR#the rest are good to go#the other 3 (?) at the end is bc it depends-#everyone else that is missing from this list is currently on the low tide where i either struggle connecting with them again#or its been too long and i would have to research a lot to get them to click inside my brain#i would like to add m.organ somewhere but tbh i would have to reread a lot of stuff and my energy is so lowwwwww#l.uci has a (~) bc its been some while since i dusted him and i want to refresh my mind too but he's interesting yes
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George sided with John against Paul in the whole mess with Klein. It should count as a crime that Paul was left alone after everything he did for them.
No. Even if in hindsight Klein caused a lot of trouble, the others had every reason to reject being managed by Paul's new family, George in particular.
In one interview after Anthology, Paul mentioned how he was glad that he was finally able to tell his side about the split and lawsuit to George and Ringo, which led me to believe that, at the peak crisis, he kind of put George and Ringo aside to focus on John. Meanwhile John took the time to convince them and explain why he thought that Klein would be a good match for the group.
Finally, George didn't sign with Klein just because John told him to or wanted to put Paul down. I think Friar Park is what finally convinced him to keep Klein.
#the beatles#george harrison#paul mccartney#musical abilities aside. I wouldn't want to work with Paul. Let alone have all my finances/career dependent on his family affairs#I know things were a mess after. Still need to reasearch more#my current knowledge is a couple of interviews and 'I me mind'#ask
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zatna voice claims except it's not just one. they're also all correct.
#(✦) ꮪꭲꮜꭰꭹ ;#yeah it goes under the official study tag bc im correct in all of these heres my essay:#first one is almost strictly during her solo line with sloane. i just think it fits the art style and time period tbh.#a bit young still but growing into it?? enough to be confident and teasing?? U GET ME. tbh it fits more of her jla days too..#second one is of course i want her voice to be diff when shes under spells/casting her self. in the specific scene she just finished#swimming thru a rotten ass mind so. i think it messes with her entirely voice included. thats just canon to me ok i DO make the rules#i like how deep kaines voice is compared to the first..a bit more accurate especially in current day/jld team ups. <3 <3#just fits her temper during it & strain under combat. minus maybe like 70% of the swears but its funny sooo#hehe okay im done thank u please tell me u like them
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Somehow, the release of live-action Avatar resulted in me watching live-action One Piece instead. I have opinions about live-action One Piece now.
#coming from a background of having currently read around thirty percent of one piece#but even though i think the show was well-executed and embraced the canon vibes in a lot of ways#one of my takeaways was 'huh the character intros in the manga are better-paced and better-constructed than i realized'#because the show messed up some of the impacts imo#is this the most important thing to tell you during my sunday posting window?? probably not but it's on my mind atm :P
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That "Everyone has some weirdness inside themselves. I let it out, why won't you?" fucking destroyed me.
#dragon is watching#vent#I can't let it out like you because I've got no one who supports me!#i only always get told I'm childish and should grow up. that that what i like is trash. that i never had real friends.#that i always had to try to fit in because no one ever shared my interests. i always trued to get into the stuff my ''friends''#were into so that i at least could understand something they are always talking about#i never was the first choice. or second. or third. i had to be lucky that someone from our clique is sick so I'd be included#i had to convince my ''friends'' to hang out with me. do tasks I've offered them.#having real friends who actually cared about me and my favorite stuff would have saved me#and maybe wouldn't have turned me into this emotional mess that i am now#pretty sure my undiagnosed autism plays into this too#didn't had friends or siblings in my age. i have siblings and i love them but they are ten years older than me so i always felt like an#only child.#I'm ashamed of my weirdness. because people laugh at it. and belittle me.#kinda ironic that I'm currently fixating on a franchise that's all about weirdness and the acceptance of it. isn't it#I've spent quite some time crying under the shower. yep. classic style. how you all know it. I was sobbing. crying. whining. bawling.#that movie just destroyed me. i shouldn't have watched it.#thinking about all that made me realize that I'm actually projecting way more on those triangles than i thought#who i am and who I'd like to be. but like split. my two origami wolves inside my mind#or maybe I'm just overreacting cuz I'm on my period idk...
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The title for my version of the TMNT "adolescent evil turtles" gets more and more funny as it develops in my mind because near the end of the story literally all of those things are either untrue or up for debate
#a rare original post#Me? Make a consistent story and not change it completely? Naaahhhhhhh#Don't expect anything to stay consistent okay#I do the things that I like and let me tell you these buggy boos are getting a lot of revision lately#To be a story that I like a lot better#Most of the things I've made about them so far have been accurate#The fanfiction I have written which I am working on the last chapter for don't worry is the most accurate thing currently#Tho that is showing them under intense stress and also being children and not teenagers#Well I mean Mikey is a teenager but he's 13 and that's like when you put the pasta in when it says bring to a boil like it IS technically#Because honestly in a story by themselves I don't like characters to be pure evil or even mostly evil#Because originally they were just villains for a crossover so them being pure evil didn't matter#But then I started developing them as actual characters and well they didn't feel like TMNT but I do like how they've spun in my mind#A lot of the older stuff is still accurate (Donnie has way more to his character now so the old stuff is still kind of accurate#Except for quite a bit but I don't know exactly what I said um so I can't correct myself easily)#Also I will probably be changing Casey's backstory because I don't know I felt weirdly guilty about a connection I didn't realize beforehan#So it will be changed slightly#I also feel a little bad about changing things so much because you know I've already posted about them and some things I used to be able to#Associate with them I don't anymore#But then I remember that literally no one cares I'm literally giving them far more interesting#Honestly I don't even know if their villains anymore I don't think they are#I mean they do do some messed up crap but like there's also a lot more to it and also like#I'm removing a lot of the stuff I thought they used to do or changing it a bit#But not really?#Idk man#tmnt#Adolescent evil turtles#Aet#Teenage mutant Ninja turtles#tmnt iteration
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thought I was going to write for two specific fics for Jarch when I suddenly remembered another WIP!! And that WIP was on hold because it started because I had a paragraph in mind and ended up taking notes on a lot of stuff except for this paragraph because in reality I thought about it because I have a ProblemTM with it, but yesterday right before sleeping I suddenly got over it and found a way to write about it without going too deep into the ProblemTM so now I'm unexpectedly working on this fic! Do we think I can actually manage to write and publish something by tomorrow?? No, we don't what the hell
#Jarch#fic ramblings#My writing and English skills and my current attention capacity tell me this is going to be difficult#I'm also considering working on a video edit#My mind is a mess
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REYLO /lh
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#/lh#but yeah 😭#IN MY DEFENSE. I WAS TEN AND STUPID#and my irls were enabling me#really. it's what got me into fandom spaces in the first place#(at ten years old)#at first i was just reading fics without an account but i wanted to keep up with one specific one#so i made a wattpad account#then an amino account#interestingly enough amino wasn't that traumatizing for me#wattpad was actually bad for me. looking back. i was getting into all sorts of bad situations 😭#but yeahh i have mixed feelings about reylo now because if it was in the context of a different franchise with a mature audience -#- i wouldn't care#but the sequel series IS made with a lot of very young people in mind (example ME 😭😭)#and people trying to say that reylo was not toxic AT ALL kinda messed with my understanding of romance at the time 😭#my current ships are obviously more toxic but the difference is 1) im older now and can understand that shouldn't be replicated irl#and 2) those ships are in series that are primarily for more mature audiences#anyway rant over 😭#asks
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m back on mobile :D
#just me hi#not rn though i like playing minecraft mobile but i don't like using tumblr w/o desktop kfvshgh#my inventory's a Mess i haven't organized that thing lmfsvh#usually i do but i was very sleepy last night and just elected not to :)#also behold! my current habit of not putting any windows in and using stairs instead hfsvh#Can things get in? sometimes. Is it easier? yyiesh#leo's on this world too and he took off to get me a cherry blossom sprout lol :> much thanks to him for that but i Can foresee an early#return ghfshv#/i'm planning on doing a whole Thing w/ the landscape i've just gotta figure out how it's gonna look :>#also don't look at the jungle wood it's bothering me Lmfvhjfs#i wanted a darker wood for the fencing but the 4 types of trees i have around me are birch oak jungle and acacia </3#i wouldn't mind the acacia if i had started with some orange in mind but at this stage it's Not going to work lol#also my dog !! i've named it Thang :D#and the sheep enclosure was a spontaneous thing. good thing though cuz we're having a lull in animal spawns lmfshv#/leo's Also doing the mining god bless#i'm the home builder/food obtainer and i am scared of caves 👍💥#would rather fall into a ravine 500 times trying to get a piece of coal than go into the Dark so it works out :)#/oh wait but i gotta tell you abt the Beautiful Waterfall later it's a thing hfsvhfh#i am more or less obsessed with it. beautiful waterfall that tries to kill you#and the world seed is p much nuked so :/ pbbtttttt#//okay i gtg rn though. ttttttttooodles :3
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nova
#shes so sad eahfdh#guys im going insane ok like imagine royce and oz fighting about nova cus Royce is like “shes a threat we cant keep her! ”#and oz is like “thats my daughter! ” rahhh and oz knows nova can't really be fixed but he tries to keep her out of trouble as much as he can#and everyone in the night bureau kinda bullys nova cuz ooh shes not a real Dreamchaeer haha what a loser#and they end up fearing her rjwjfj do NOT mess with the failed star threat bro the night bureau has that registered under her name#cuz of how dangerous she is and also umm she has the secret night bureau badge btw i need to talk about it at some point im losing my mind#BUT ANYWAYS nova is literally a villain and night hunter not wanting her to do the same mistakes as her and trying to stop her#from doing this and he fails as he watches her and realizes shes not gonna stop at anything ensnnffn GUYS#also trust me the nova and coop fight is so epic k#i wish i could put you in my brain and see it </3#also erm really cool at one point in the fanseason mateo is frustrated and says#“i dont understand why we cant beat her she doesn't even have dream powers!!! ”#and night hunter says “exactly.” do you get it do you do sjsjfjndkssn RAJDJ DO YOU GET IT#NOVA NOABHDJDJDJSJSJDDJJSZJCJJCJDJFGJJFCJVJ#im currently losing it and have grown an unhealthy addiction to blockblast#insert that one cat pic i always use recently#RJAJFJJDJAKSKDKXCJCJCJCJ#NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA NOVA#IM GONNA LOOOOSE IT SHES TAKING OVER MY BRAIN GUYS#im.#normal#im normal#n#o#v#a#NOVA#NOVA.......#RJAJDJJSJFNX#m00n talks
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..i need to make a blood orange gif edit HMMM
#someone remind me of this when im not tired out of my mind and in the middle of trying to sort a million beads#this song just tickled his current state just perfectly. ough#..unsurprisingly its nate. its always nate. lmao#night is an absolute mess on main
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Received too much psychic damage from my phone that I had to start studying
#ace is a mess#Technology#ive been cycling through the same three apps absent mindedly completely bored out of my mind for hours#spent far too many seconds thinking about a reply that i was waiting on that i had to get rid of my phone#my phone is currently in a cupboard downstairs and ive opened up a textbook and a notebook to take notes#because ill be damned if i let the phone win today when i was actually semi productive earlier#no more doomscrolling. no more worrying about messages. we're doing taxonomy. education first <3#when you do more studying in one sitting than you have in weeks cus youre trying to avoid thinking about a boy
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