#my stuff :)

[st-froy]

@jamie.withapen on insta is having a dtiys

Yall should join ! It’s due June 1st pretty sure. I’m also pretty sure they have a tumblr but idk it lol

[mistress-light]

Beauty and the Beast (1991) • Walt Disney

[junocornkiwi]

🔥⚔️

i like this sketch but will never finish it

yes it's that one screenshot inspired

[ddarker-dreams]

yan anaxa, mydei & phainon — how they kiss.

Anaxa considers it a valuable learning experience. 

He never does things on a whim. Even though you inspire hedonistic impulses, he has the willpower and pride to subdue them. He only approaches you with amorous intent if he's confident he'll find success. The timing must be right. Whether you’re chasing a thrill or trying to manipulate him, he waits until you’ll accept his advances. He’s a scholar at heart, theorizing, testing, and making adjustments until he discovers what makes you weak. He aligns himself with your preferences. This isn’t solely for your benefit, no; he derives satisfaction from understanding you better and exploiting it. 

Loquacious as he can be, he’s noticeably silent in between kisses. If you open your eyes, you’ll find satisfaction over his success embedded into his features. It’s only when you're breathless that the unwelcome observations begin. He’ll note aloud what gets you visibly excited, where you’re sensitive, how well you respond to his affection… there’s no way to shut him up than with your lips. In one of the many notebooks he keeps about you, he records the development as a resounding success. Neat handwriting details what techniques he should employ in the future for better results. 

In direct contrast to his intimidating stature, Mydei is hesitant when he kisses you. 

He isn’t sure what led to this development, but he doesn’t want to waste the opportunity. His hesitation is unexpected. You’ve seen the longing in his eyes, try as he might to hide it. Given the bloodthirsty creed of his people, you expected him to be a brute, only to discover he handles you like you’re made of glass. He often pulls away, eyebrows knitting together as he examines you. He isn’t a fool. He’s confident that you’re scheming, and while this displeases him, the temptation to share an intimate connection temporarily eclipses reason. 

It’s a bit awkward at first. If he feels your pulse has skyrocketed or your breathing is labored, he’ll stop and ask what’s wrong. This might give the impression he’s unaffected, but don’t be fooled. He’s enamored to the point he doesn’t trust himself. That’s why he keeps pausing and checking. He’s worried his grip may have grown too tight or that he’s smothering you. In reality, his kisses are rather chaste. His lips might be chapped, but he kisses you softly and slowly, with great restraint.

Phainon is concerned you’ve lost your sanity since his last visit if you willingly kiss him. 

Once he establishes that no, you haven’t gone mad, you’re just craving stimulation, he’s conflicted. He’s crafted a romantic narrative in his head and cast you both as the leads. He’s eager to reciprocate, but he can’t help but wish your motives were different. This mental hurdle is quickly leapt over. He decides to make the most of it, his hands cupping your face and lips feverish against yours. Don’t be surprised when he sweeps you off your feet. This helps reinforce the delusional storyline you’re so intent on deviating from. 

He’ll dip you, the sudden fall causing you to latch onto him out of instinct. Your subsequent gasp is so endearing that he gets this boyish grin, a flush settling over his face. He’ll sheepishly apologize if you chastise him, yet the words have no sincerity. You might think he’s getting drunk off kissing you. He grows increasingly sloppy and disheveled, although his grip never loosens. If anything, it tightens, as he discovers what he’s been missing out on. Getting him to let you go is a time-consuming endeavor. 

[nightmailer]

sacrifice

[fencecollapsed]

[lackofserotonine]

YOOOOOOOOO

I hate when I say things like "oh I want an ipod classic but with bluetooth so I can use wireless headphones" and some peanut comes in and replies with "so a smartphone with spotify?" No. I want a 160GB+ rectangular monstrosity where I can download every version of every song I want to it and it does nothing except play music and I don't need a data connection and don't have to pay a subscription to not have ads and don't have popups suggesting terrible AI playlists all over the menus.

Gimme the clicky wheel and song titles like "My Chemical Romance- The Black Parade- Blood (Bonus Track)- secret track- album rip- high quality"

[irmavep11]

i'm still doing this project, i'm just doing it sadly now

[shinyhappygoth]

#AAAHHH #dangerous beans peaches sardines darktan hamnpork #an uhm #and uhm did i miss somebody #nourishing? #AHHHH THE GANG'S ALL HERE (@qishylia-adelia)

Yep, the last one is Nourishing! She doesn't really have any distinguishing characteristics described in the text, but I needed a sixth and she is doing her best. ^_^

Trans rats upon ye

[dill-weeds]

hans bb how could any one ever be mad at you??

[snderist]

kairo is growing a little too fast :( prev | next

[goldsnek]

Special double update of my new Radioapple Comic Ambrosia!

Preview of page 13 and 14!

available on patreon! (link)

♥ 4 pages each month for 3$! ♥

[earthnashes]

A whole bunch of patreon rewards I did, with a couple of them being from last year! TLDR: I offered custom rewards on my patreon and found out the hard way it wasn't really something I could practically do, and ended up with what I called "art debt" of overdue rewards. So I'm beyond pleased to say that a few weeks ago, I've finally finished ALL of the rewards that were overdue, aaaaaand I will never do anything like that again to say the least. xD

All things considered I'm pretty pleased with how they all came out. :> Thank you everyone who had a reward the patience you gave me to get them done! ;w;

[mortalscience]

16x07 vs 18x03 - tara wistful over willifer vs jj wistful over tebecca

[erinravenseeker]

I think Undertale is a lot of things, but the one that’s relevant to this conversation is that it’s a discussion of nihilism.

When you treat the story and characters (even the most inconsequential ones) as if they all matter, you’re rewarded with what the fandom has decided to call the True Ending. The fact that we collectively call it that reveals something about what we all feel the message is; the true ending is the one where you show the most kindness and compassion. It’s not a moral obligation to save everyone just because you have time travel powers. You don’t even have to do that, Flowey just… suggests it’s possible at the end of Neutral. You can totally quit there and have a satisfactory game experience.

The Genocide route, on the other hand, is gruelling for a reason. If Undertale wants to be about showing compassion and kindness, even towards one-note NPCs in a video game, then the exact opposite is… well, it’s becoming like Flowey. Like @lumsel said, it’s about treating the game and its characters like a checklist. It is practically IMPOSSIBLE to do a genocide run by accident, by Hotland you are walking around for HOURS waiting to kill everything. The game FORCES you to actively make that choice, and KEEP making it. And at the end of it, the game says fine, you spent hours on this, so I’ll give you a good boss fight. And it will hurt and challenge you and you will win it and you will feel satisfaction, and maybe that will last you forever and you want that ending. That’s fine. But maybe that satisfaction will be fleeting because you have simply won a hard fight. You have not told a good story.

So Undertale is a discourse on nihilism. The nihilism that Flowey and the genocide run represent is the idea that nothing matters because everything can be reset and people can be boiled down to checklists of interactions. The other type of nihilism, the one personified by the pacifist and true endings, is the idea that even though everything can be reset and therefore nothing matters, then the only thing that DOES matter is how we choose to act and treat the people around us. (Especially because, and this is a bit of personal headcanon, it’s implied by the fact that Sans gives us the ‘timelines stopping and starting’ spiel even if you DO win a genocide run on your first playthrough, that EVERYONE ELSE’S save files are canon to YOUR playthrough. Doing a True Ending on YOUR first try doesn’t stop all the millions of other resets from existing.)

Undertale wants us to pick positive nihilism, wants us to see value in kindness and compassion even though everything is pointless and your file can be reset just like that. To that end, yes, it absolutely IS pushing a certain emotional narrative, and it DOES want you to feel bad about choosing the genocide route. I think expecting it to have no opinion about your actions either way is a fundamental misunderstanding of the game. Also this discussion of nihilism is, like, what 99% of time loop stories are about.

Hey, Undertale! We could all argue about Undertale, that could be fun!