#named after my hamster from a few years ago

[ghost-ruin-zone]

thinking about his gerbil

[pnutbutter-n-j-elyy]

⋆˙⟡♡ Redamancy ⋆˙⟡♡ Epilogue - Redamantia

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Jisung x Fem!Reader

Anon Request: I hope you enjoy, sunshine <3.

Pt1 Pt2 Pt3

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Stemmed from the New Latin word "redamantia" which is derived from the Classic Latin word "redamō" which translates to "I requite love"; Redamancy is used as a term translated to "a love returned in full, loving the one that loves you". Or in the simplest form - the opposite of unrequited love.

Redamancy: a love returned in full, loving the one that loves you.

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Redamantia : Present active participle of redamō. Requiting love, loving back, loving in return, returning love for love. "I love back”, “I requite love".

♡ Redamantia: present active participle. stage four. what you wished for♡

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The party was in full swing. The hum of laughter and clinking glasses created a soothing backdrop to the celebratory atmosphere that pervaded the lavish venue. Twinkling lights adorned the room, casting a warm, golden glow over everything. The night was about celebrating another successful year for the boys, and everyone seemed to be in high spirits.

In the midst of it all, you found yourself standing by the bar, nursing a glass of champagne and enjoying the lively conversation around you.

It had made you happy to see the celebration the boys got- and deserved. They had worked their butts off to get to where they were, and you couldn't be more proud of them.

Their success was far from overrated. Every second they put into their work culminated into this reward, and you smiled as you sipped, knowing that they would only continue to sky rocket from where they started.

And you would support them every step of the way.

As would everyone else here at this party- as they had come to celebrate their chart topping creations.

Which is why you hadn’t anticipated being the center of attention at all- but here you were. Minho, who had always been an enigma to the outside world, had once again managed to make you the focal point of a rather interesting situation to the inside world as well.

It had all started a few weeks ago, at another celebration, where you had been spotted standing with Minho.

You had underestimated Stays and they had noticed you previously, even if you had dressed up as staff, and were convinced the way Minho acted with you was not in any way shaoe or form a normal staff and idol interaction.

Which they weren't wrong but they weren't right. Because you weren't staff.

You were Jisung's girlfriend. And you had been standing with his best friend while waiting for him to finsih using the bathroom because he had the bladder the size of a hamster.

But do the circulating - but obviously untrue rumors- the drunken idol that had tried to set you up with Minho a little less than a year ago had decided it was his mission to set you up with Minho for sure this time.

And it obviously failed at the first celebration, second celebration and would continue to fail over and over.

You had all but told him you were dating Jisung, since you guys had decided to keep your relationship under wraps for the most part. Minus from the guys- thanks to the maknae walking into a tender moment of you and Jisung napping together; then escalating it into a wild narrative that had absolutely nothing to do with what he saw. He just liked to be dramatic as his hyung taught him.

"Hyungs! My virgin eyes will never unsee that! Hyung and- and- and Noona- I need to find the bleach. Rather than pour it in my eyes I'll pour it down my angelix pipes for a bitter death. Please...tell Stay I loved them-"

"YAH! Jeongin-ah! We were taking a nap! Fully clothed! We have never-"

"When I die name the mini-hyung and mini-noona after me. Han Jeongin. Or Han Jeongina. Then...you will always remember me."

"Can you stop influencing him Hyunjin?!"

You had thought back to that often and it was always fond when you did. And despite their sometimes-dramatic antics, you were always apart of the family, and they were all elated that you and Jisung found happiness in each other.

Tonight, however, the same drunken idol was back at it, his antics already a source of some concern, regardless of what you told him.

He’d managed to slip through the crowd and approach you once more, his words slurred and his intentions as clear as ever. "Y/N!” he called out, his voice loud enough to cut through the background noise. “You and Minho, you two - come on, you should be together!"

You couldn’t help but chuckle at his persistence, shaking your head as you replied, "We’re just friends, remember?" You had long since gotten used to these kinds of comments, especially after the recent, rather awkward attempt at matchmaking that had gone awry. And especially after the persistence of Stayville's investigation.

You stood up from the bar and nodded at the bartender headed towards some familiar faces when he grabbed your arm lightly.

"C'mon...you'd....you'd be cute wontcha?" He slurred. The poor guy was shitfaced out of his mind.

You sighed hoping, this conversation wouldn't start to take a turn for the worse and pulling your arm away gently when you felt a presence beside you.

Jisung, who had been absent from the party for a little while, had returned with an energy that was unmistakable. You turned to him, eyes meeting his with a blend of surprise and affection and a light bit of amusement. Your boyfriend, visibly intoxicated but still managing to maintain a semblance of composure, moved closer to you.

Without missing a beat, he leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to your shoulder. The unexpected gesture sent a shiver down your spine, drawing an intrigued look from the drunken idol, who seemed to be gaining a sense of sobriety at the scene unfolding before him. Han, in his slightly unsteady state, managed to gather enough of his wits to clear his throat and speak.

And speak rather loudly.

"Actually," he began, his voice a mix of determination and clumsiness, loud and bellowing, causing those near you to listen in. "Y/N-ie and I are together. We’re not-" He hesitated, as though searching for the right words, "We’re not going to be with Minho. Not at all."

He shook his head with his eyes closed and placed his head on your shoulder. His grown out hair tickling the base of your throat.

The room seemed to go silent for a split second, the impact of Jisung’s declaration hanging heavily in the air. You glanced around, noting the surprised and curious looks from those nearby. It was clear that your relationship with Han had been kept under wraps, just as the guys had promised.

You rested your head on Jisung's, a playful smile tugging at your lips as you brought a manicured hand up to pet his fluffy locks. "I thought you were a words guy, Sunnie," you teased, using his nickname with a gentle tone. "Seems like you’ve got a lot to say, even when you’re a bit tipsy."

Jisung’s eyes softened, and he looked at you with a blend of love and adoration. He took a deep breath, clearly trying to gather his thoughts. "You’ll see soon enough that I’m good with words," he said, his voice now a gentle murmur. His words, though a bit awkward, held a deeper promise. You could sense there was more he wanted to say, something beyond the surface-level confession.

As if in response to his declaration, he drew you closer. His arms encircled you, pulling you snugly against his chest. The contact was warm and intimate, and despite the crowd, it felt like you were in your own private bubble. You leaned into him, feeling his heartbeat against your back, and the world outside seemed to blur.

The intimate embrace you shared with him was filled with unspoken words and promises. His arms around you felt like a protective cocoon, a space where only the two of you existed. His touch was gentle, almost reverent, as if he was savoring the closeness. You could feel his breath against your ear, a soft, rhythmic whisper that heightened the tenderness of the moment.

Ji’s fingers traced small, soothing patterns on your waist, his touch both reassuring and electrifying. Each stroke deliberate, as though he was trying to communicate everything he couldn’t put into words. His lips brushed lightly against your neck, sending a cascade of tingling sensations through you. The kisses were feather-light but filled with an intense warmth that seemed to radiate from his very soul.

My Sunnie.

You closed your eyes, losing yourself in the sensation of his touch. The rest of the world seemed to fade away, leaving only the two of you in this bubble of intimacy. Han’s embrace was a silent declaration of his feelings, a testament to the depth of his love and commitment.

As the evening wore on, you found yourself drifting into a state of blissful contentment. Your boyfriend’s presence was a constant source of comfort, and the way he held you made you feel cherished and adored. The occasional kiss on your neck, the gentle caress of his fingers - it all added up to an experience that was both deeply emotional and intensely romantic.

Han’s thoughts were consumed by the anticipation of the moment he would reveal his true plans, even more so as he continued to sober up.

Hidden in his pocket was a small, velvet box. Inside it lay a ring, carefully chosen and symbolizing his commitment to you. It was a token of his love and devotion, a promise of a future together that he hoped to make official. He had been planning this moment for weeks, waiting for the perfect opportunity to reveal his true intentions.

He felt tonight would be good, but he had gotten a little carried away with the "alcohol will give me courage" mindset, and found himself tipsy before he knew.

You guys sat together as the party winded down.

The way Jisung looked at you, with a gaze full of unspoken promises, was both reassuring and thrilling. You knew, in that moment, that his feelings were genuine and deep. You had always known, but it was funny how in small moments like this those truths seemd to be assured more and more.

His mind was focused on the future he envisioned with you, one filled with love, laughter, and countless shared moments. He couldn’t wait to see the look of surprise and joy on your face when he finally revealed the ring.

Tonight was a night of celebration, and although it was already special, he wanted to make it even more special. And he would.

Especially now that your relationship was now a beautiful secret no longer hidden.

He would promise you forever.

And so as you made your way back home, Jisung walking you with as he did most nights, his thoughts lingered once more on words, his fingers playing with the small box in his pocket.

You stepped into your home and turned to face him in the room where he had realized it was only you he wanted to love. It was only you share his love. To requite it. To bask in this mutual feeling.

And seeing you smile and step toward him, blissfully unaware of what was about to happen he knew that all he wished for had been granted.

Language was a funny thing to him. How a few letters could change the entire meaning of a word. Or a few words could change the entire meanings of sentences, and sentences monologues, and monologues stories. And how a wrench was thrown into that based on the tone someone was to deliver certain things in.

It was fascinating to him. And it was also fascinating to see how things could change by saying a few simple words.

And how they would change - because he was about to live through that firsthand.

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Redamantia : Present active participle of redamō. Requiting love, loving back, loving in return, returning love for love. "I love back”, “I requite love".

♡ Redamantia: present active participle. stage four. the start of f♡

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[paradoxmimzy]

Shapeshifter HRT

Day -394

I go in to the doctor. Doctor T.H. Arian. The name is a little suspicious but his treatment of my wife has been favorable.

"I thought about this for a long time doctor. I want to be a shapeshifter."

His face gets serious. "Do you know how many people that come in here and ask for that? What do you really want to be? We do offer polytherian treatments if you just can't decide between a few."

So I list them. Every single one. Cat, dog, fox, mouse, snake, bird, hermit crab, angel, devil, elf, vampire, unicorn, hamster, ferret… and others… forms that don't have names but I describe their anatomy in great, sickening, detail.

"If I tried to go through all of them one at a time it would be too complicated. Too much for me to keep track of and what happens if I want to change into something I haven't listed yet? Please doc, if I had to be one thing it would be a shapeshifter."

He removes his glasses and sighs.

"There is a treatment for it." He says.

I can't contain my squeaks of excitement.

"But." He cuts me off. "The substance I'm using is a lot more controlled. I can guarantee the things that it will do to your body will be worse than what your wife went through."

"I still want it… If you got anything that basically makes me like Venom that would be ideal."

"Will you be changing into anything mechanical or robotic?"

"Probably not."

"Okay. I will put in the request now, but do not hold your breath. A government agent will eventually contact you and mail you the paperwork that you need to fill out."

- Day -96

6:21 in the morning. My phone was ringing and with my wife still asleep I answered it.

"Hello this is Officer Mitchell. I am here with Agent Duress. We're here to ask you some questions about this… medication you are requesting?"

My local sheriff, with some guy from the government. Great.

"Yeah I made a request sometime last year and hadn't heard anything."

"Yes, well. There had been some policy changes 150 days ago about the substance you're requesting. Everyone who filed a report had to do so again."

"And I'm just hearing about this now??"

"Your doctor had been informed about it two weeks ago and resubmitted all files that needed to be submitted. He requested we handle this urgently so that is what we're doing, ma'am."

"I'm not a ma'am. Please use Sir if you can."

"With all due respect, ma'am. You take this medicine it's going to turn you into something that I don't even want to think about. Gender ain't gonna mean much to a freak like you."

"I can still use whatever damn pronouns I want."

"Okay, okay. No need to be so sensitive about it. I just gotta sign this thing that says I'll keep an extra eye out for you if you decide to start doing crimes."

"Oh my god."

"Hey, you're the one who wanted to be everything all these stupid fucking things. Ferret, angel, hermit crab? Really? If any crimes are done from species in any of these lists you're gonna be on the suspect board by default."

"Fine. I'll consent to it."

"Alright, good. Next is understanding the exact risk of this substance. Has your next of kin been notified?"

"My wife is fully aware yes."

"Your parents, darling. I'm asking about your parents."

"Dad died 3 years ago and mom's never had custody of me. I am nearly 30 fucking years old, why are you asking about my fucking parents?"

"Standard procedure. Normally we have underage people asking for this stuff. So what age would you say you were dysphoric as a… 'Mono-formic being.'" He sounded out each word bitterly.

And so the questions went on and on and on and on and on. Until finally a voice different from the sheriff's came in.

"Thank you for your time. It will be under consideration."

And then it hung up.

"Ugggghhhh." I groan to myself.

"If you wanna go to the diner I could search for a shirt that fits me now." My cow wife says.

"It's fine. I'll just hang out on the internet. All I can do is fucking wait after all. From email or carrier pigeon I guess!!"

"Too loud."

"Sorry. I'm just mad."

"Do you think they hire pigeon therians into the government to carry messages?" She asks,

"Derpy Hooves is definitely a pigeon therian." I reply back,

"So true OP…" She yawns and slips back into sleep.

- Day 0

It was a text message. It was ready at the pharmacy and all I needed to do was go pick it up like any other medicine.

Doctor T.H. Arian gave me information on how to apply it and what to expect for the low dose they start me on.

He was very insistent I record my emotional state through this and that he would be prepared to stop the treatment if it made me 'worse.' Though he refused to define what worse was.

The medicine itself was just a little black goo in a bottle. I had been informed that it could be applied just on my skin, but that carried a risk to my partner and her own HRT procedures. So I opted for injection instead.

[mieeaahhh]

How I view all for the game characters but it’s just pictures! (Updated version + some useless head-cannons)

Renee Walker

-Andrew helps her whenever she re-dyes her hair

-transgender mtf 🗣️🗣️🗣️

-he has a few smaller tattoos other than the wings on her back but she got them in ‘hidden’ places

-is really bad at video games

-has a pet rabbit named Barney that lives back at home with her mum

Allison Reynolds

-has been collecting shoes since she was thirteen and has a matching pair for every single outfit she owns

-her love languages are gift giving and acts of service

-has a diary that she still uses from when she was eleven

-she has one of those ‘upside down smiles’ or whatever it’s called

-low-key had an emo phase but if you bring it up she’ll post your home address and card information on social media. How? A magician never reveals his secrets🙂‍↔️🙂‍↔️

Neil Josten

-desperately needs braces but couldn’t care less about getting them so his teeth are messed up

-can do that frog blinking thing

-can cook and is actually really good at it but doesn’t enjoy it

-he would’ve been a chronic scooter kid if he grew up like a normal person

-has the face of someone with zero thoughts, eyes wide and face flat

Andrew Minyard

-the only reason he doesn’t wear his glasses is because he actually lost them years ago and doesn’t want to admit he can’t find them anywhere

-when he was a little kid he was actually really shy

-when his nail varnish chips he just paints back over it instead of taking the rest off before hand and it’s usually kinda messy

-since he has smoker lungs™️ whenever he’s sick it actually sounds like if a teenage boy going through puberty smoked twelve boxes a day

-only got piercings because Aaron had them and he thought they looked cool and he only really started finding his ‘style’ after moving in with Aaron and Nicky

Kevin Day

-has the LOUDEST snore ever but denies that he snores at all

-the foxes all tease him and have inside jokes about his ‘crush’ on Jeremy

-almost everyone and their mother has numerous videos of his drunkenly singing his heart out and it’s usually something like bohemian rhapsody or some basic ‘white chick’ music

-in the nest his hair was always trimmed and neat but when he left he let his hair grow a bit and just left it to flop around and do its own thing

-will literally stop, drop and roll in tears if a spider goes near him

Aaron Minyard

-growing up he was considered a ‘crybaby’ by a few people because he cries or gets teary when frustrated/angry

-has fallen out the bed so many times it’s ridiculous and then will wonder how he wakes up with random bruises (my other post about his weird sleeping🗣️🗣️🗣️)

-has a fear of cats

-Aaron’s eyesight is a lot worse than Andrews

-Randy often asks Matt to invite Aaron over during the holidays and stuff once Matt and Aaron become closer (they are best friends idc)

Seth Gordon

-he likes when Allison is the big spoon but that’s a secret for them and them only

-had a pet hamster named Jerry who ran away when he was a kid

-DAHLIA PIERCINGS🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️

-he was the sibling that turns off the lights and holds the door closed to scare his siblings

-Allison was the first (and last) girlfriend he was truly inlove with

Matt Boyd

-gives THE BEST hugs🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ I mean like lifting people off the ground in big bear hugs kinda hugs🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

-buys flowers for Dan everytime he goes to the shops

-he and Andrew do become somewhat friends at some point

-he the best at video games AND board games out of all the foxes

-he has very subtle freckles in his nose

Dan Wilds

-GUMMY SMILEEEEEE!!!!!!!

-she and her work sisters used to do secret Santa every year and she was known for the best/most meaningful presents

-she’s one of those people who hit when they laugh

-her favourite Disney princess growing up was Snow White

-she is absolutely COVERED in beauty spots/moles

Nicky Hemmick

-used to be very lanky before joining the foxes but ended up gaining some muscle after awhile

-he doesn’t like his hair being played with but he LOVES playing with other peoples hair

-has a resting worried/shocked face and the foxes find it hilarious

-would rather go bald than eat chocolate cake

-acts like the world is ending and his immune system is shutting down whenever he has a cold

[favoriteblogonthecitadel]

15 questions for 15 friends

Thank you @pigeontheoneandonly for tagging me! :)

ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?: My mom apparently read through a few baby name books to find my first name, but my middle name was picked after my grandma.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: A week or two ago. I was feeling particularly sensitive (thank you, hormones) and I was curious whether my dog, who expresses love by licking, has figured out by now that my weird human kissy sounds are my equivalent of affection. So I started Googling "does my dog know--" and came across so many searches along the lines of "does my dog know I love them?" that I started crying about how much people love their pets and how much they want to make sure the pets are aware of this.

DO YOU HAVE KIDS?: Nope.

WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED?: I rotated through a bunch of sports as a kid (roller skating, swimming, basketball, flag football). In my adult years, I'm more of a "go jogging or do a YouTube workout routine once a month" kind of person.

DO YOU USE SARCASM?: Yes, but I tend to accidentally make it very deadpan, so people who don't know me well are often confused because they think I'm serious lmao. I do love using sarcasm around those who know me, especially my partner. Good-humored sarcastic/silly banter is a love language and the way to my heart.

WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?: The look in their eyes. I get a feeling for someone's attitude and intentions pretty intuitively from this, and decide how genuinely myself I want to be around them.

WHAT'S YOUR EYE COLOUR?: Brown-eyed gang unite!

SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?: Well-earned happy endings and well-justified scary movies (not a fan of watching people suffer for the sake of suffering, but some themes in scary movies are fascinating).

ANY TALENTS?: Words. Writing is part of it, but I've also been told I have a way of saying things that just clicks or expresses things thoughtfully, which I take as a huge compliment. I also make really good brownies and recently learned I'm a great teacher.

WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: The Yucatán Peninsula.

WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?: Reading, gaming, writing, teaching my cryptid dog how to behave in polite society.

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: See above! Yali is a xoloitzcuintle, but has also been described by myself and my friends as part cat, part jackal, part deer. Yali picture under the cut :)

HOW TALL ARE YOU?: 5'4"

FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?: I love learning in general, but I think my favorite subject was languages; which, growing up in Mexico, mostly entailed learning English. Once I tested out of that, I switched to French, which was also fun.

DREAM JOB?: I plan to be the clinician that people go see when they need to check in about their brain's health. I also want to be a leader in the field to help make sure that Spanish speakers, low-income/uninsured, and other marginalized folks have access to those services.

Tagging @isayashai, @daggertongue, @miniature-space-hamster, @metzlishepard, @creaking-skull, @dandenbo, @hungerofhadarr, @whimsyswastry, @rowanisawriter, @greenteabtch, @galpalaven, @neonbutchery, @laelior, @tiny-banana-time, and @vlwl! Plus anyone else who feels like joining! Edit: adding @aphoticfairy because I missed it!!<333

[skelevenn]

Repostober 14 - Extra Life 2019

The big ridiculous scene that came out of fundraising for Extra Life, which I do along with my office every year. Mostly its peoples' DnD characters (including a few of mine) and a bunch of little sillier additions. This was the second, and final, of these huge scenes lol. I would make a big background and just leave a lot of space for placing characters, which people could pay to slot into. I would start drawing them on our annual stream, but it was obviously too big to finish in a couple-hour time slot, so the work would extend well into December, which was much less fun. Unfortunately none of my other art-related fundraising ideas have been as successful as this, but I just don't have it in me to do it again.

Big old breakdown of characters under the cut! (though I don't remember a lot of names lol)

Starting in the top left, on top of the cliff: Strahd, the titular character from the Curse of Strahd adventure

Two random little monkeys sneaking up on...

Mycall, a little mushroom boy I designed for the previous game I worked on, Crusaders of the Lost Idols.

Bottom left, older lady riding a horse is my grandma!

Big armored half-orc, trying to be stealthy (and convinced he's doing great) was a donor's DnD PC

some kind of elf PC sitting on a lot eatin snacks, with her raven familiar

A little hamster in a racing helmet, having stolen a snack

Sitting on the ground to the right of the half-orc is halfling Penelope, playing by Hope Lavelle. Shes having a teaparty with the tree!

In the foreground sitting on a rock, re-stringing her bow, an air genasi PC.

The dragonborn sitting on a rock roasting marshmellows on her collapsable pole is Orkira, played by Lauren Urban

Giant angel giraffe in the background... is what it is :shrug:

dainty unicorn in the trees!

tiny bb kitten sleeping in front of the fire

big spikey snapping turtle named "Fluffy," and a little trail of babies!

The centerpiece group by the fire is the office Curse of Strahd team, which I was a part of!

left, sadly playing the lute: Morgana, human Bard.

Sitting on the ground with the big book: Bignapor Gampus, gnome Druid.

middle on the log, getting his arm bandaged: Aeofardian, half-elf Rogue.

rightmost on the log, my character Tethys Shadebrooke, water genasi Cleric.

behind them all brooding under a tree: Veshok Wraithmantle, shadar-kai Elf Warlock.

Sitting on the ground at the end of the log wasn't actually a part of that group, but was a "constantly getting way too beat up" Monk PC, so he's sitting in line to see Tethys for healing lol.

ANGY unicorn. specifically donated for after the first unicorn... for contrast, I guess?

The moon is actually an egg a dragon is busting out of! That was the whole prompt, more or less.

very tiny, waaay in the back and added at the end without a donation: the crew for when I was DMing Curse of Strahd. I posted about them a few days ago and they're basically too tiny to make out here haha.

A rogue-styled version of a likeness of a very regular donator named Alan, "negotiating for a suspicious package"

Holding the mysterious package is one of my PCs: Penumbra, tiefling Wizard.

oh and finally, the little glowy bits all over the place are tiny fireflies... but they're also turtles.

[1337wtfomgbbq]

15 questions

Thank you @artemisalilianvesta for tagging me!!

ARE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?: Not that I know of. My mom just saw my name in a baby name book and fell in love with it.

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?: I think a few days ago or last week. Because of my period being a cunt, and the trip to the indoor pool triggered Uhthoff's phenomenon.

DO YOU HAVE KIDS?: Nope, and don't want any anyway.

WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY/HAVE YOU PLAYED?: I used to do horse back riding for a a year and a half, in middle school, as well as badminton (didn't like that one).

DO YOU USE SARCASM?: Yeah. All day, all the time.

WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?: Their general face.

WHAT'S YOUR EYE COLOUR?: Green.

SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?: Scary Movies. Gimme.

ANY TALENTS?: Writing🤷

WHERE WERE YOU BORN?: In the city in Germany that doesn't exist. Bielefeld.

WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?: Writing, world building and character building, watching new shows and movies. Reading manga or the occasional book.

DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?: Yes. I have a new hamster that I named after one of the characters from my book. Lunsha.

HOW TALL ARE YOU?: 1,65m.

FAVOURITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?: I always really liked history and religion.

DREAM JOB?: I would like to be a paleontologist.

Tagging @miafi, @dorianslover, @schumi-honey, @lauriel816 and whoever wants to do it♥️

[cutestkilla]

15 Questions | 15 People

Rules: Answer these 15 Questions, then Tag 15 People 

Thanks for tagging me @theearlgreymage @johnwgrey @aristocratic-otter @artsyunderstudy @shrekgogurt @raenestee @you-remind-me-of-the-babe and @yellobb! Man, I love learning all these things about you all!

Are you named after anyone? Nope. All I know about my naming is that my dad wanted to call me Brooke but my mom kiboshed it for the association with “babbling”.

When was the last time you cried? I was going to say last week when I had to tell my kiddos that their auntie had to put her sweet 14yo dog down. (RIP Rufus, you were a good boy and we all miss you. ☹ ) BUT then Raen mentioned crying at the premiere episode of The Last of Us and I think maybe I did too!

Do you have kids? I do indeed, a pair of boyos, 4 and 7.

Do you use sarcasm a lot? Oh god, so much. Cue me having to explain to my kids why I keep saying "great" when the thing I'm talking about most certainly is NOT great.

What’s the first thing you notice about people?  I truly don’t know how to answer this… Probably just their general vibe and whether I vibe with it?

What’s your eye color? Blue.

Scary movies or happy ending? Happy ending, but man I love a scary movie too. But if I’m just by myself picking whatever I want I would go happy ending.

Any special talents? Define special… Um, I am able to touch the tip of my nose with my tongue. I’m a really good Googler. I can type at 72 WPM. I’m super fucking good at Excel. (Somehow, I turned this into a job application to be someone’s secretary...)

Where were you born?  Northern Ontario, Canada.

What are your hobbies? Apart from fandom stuff, which is currently my biggest hobby right now, maybe home improvement/DIY and gardening. I’m pretty good at plumbing and electrical, though I used to do that stuff a lot more before having kids. For several years I ran a fashion line with a couple friends, which I’m classifying as a hobby because we never made any real money at it, but it was fun and now I have a closet full of clothes I helped design. I also take ballet lessons once a week and play in a few sports leagues in the summers.

 Do you have any pets?  Nope, none. I used to have hamsters and fish growing up. My entire family have become dog people, so I have lots of pets in my extended family (5 – now 4 – dogs, and 4 cats).

 What sports do you play/have you played? The only sport I still play with any regularity is beach volleyball, but up until a few years ago I played fastpitch (softball) which I started playing as a tween. Going all the way back, I’ve played basketball, court volleyball, badminton, field hockey and I’ve run track as well.

 How tall are you? 5'4"

 Favorite subject at school? I think the answer would have to be music for this, because I went to a performing arts high school and took music with a specialization in vocal all the way through. For the general subjects, probably Physics and Math? But I also really liked English and History.  My favourite subject in university was Astrophysics (specifically cosmology), which was one of the things I majored in.

 Dream job? I think my dream would be to live in a society where we don’t need to have “dream jobs” and just having a fair and equitable balance of doing the things we need to do to survive and the things we love to do is the goal. In this dream we all work together to achieve this goal and nobody has to feel like they've failed somehow if they aren't doing what they love to earn a living... That said, I’m really fortunate in my career to have a great work-life balance and to work with great people, so I think I am sort of living the dream in a way. My ACTUAL dream when I was younger was to be a successful musician, a performing vocalist or even a songwriter. I did try a bit, in my early twenties, but in the end took the practical path. Then for a while I dreamed of being a scientific journalist. Most recently, I considered a career switch into AI/ML and got myself certified in machine learning but in the end, I decided not to give up the sweet gig I have.

Tags for: @technetiumai @larkral @hushed-chorus @ivelovedhimthroughworse @creepyspice @bookish-bogwitch @chen-chen-chen-again-chen @captain-aralias @moodandmist @fatalfangirl @palimpsessed @ileadacharmedlife @skee3000 @facewithoutheart @onepintobean (Sorry to harass you if you've already done this!)

[kapiandkylo]

LONG POST.

[TW: Death]

Last week we lost our little floof of feistiness, Kapi (originally known as BunBun before we adopted him, then changed to KapiBun, named after the character Kapibarasan).

It has been a long weekend and the days immediately following his passing were sad, lonely, and exhausting.

I adopted Kapi from the SF Animal Care & Control in January 2013, as I was looking for a new soft friend after my little ball of fury, Pixel the dwarf hamster, died suddenly (likely from a heart attack from running too much). I read up on rabbits and prepared for having one at home. I hadn’t seen Kapi’s photo’s up on the SFACC adoptable friends so I was looking forward to meeting a few other buns in mind. As I passed his cage, he immediately ran to the metal door with his nose out and wanted attention — more than any of the other rabbits. I met with a couple other bunnies first; one was so scared he peed right by my leg then hopped away. Then I decided to meet and greet Kapi.

As soon as they let him out with me, he was curious and super friendly. He binkied around me and wanted so many pets. The staff told me he had been surrendered just a few days after Christmas, but whoever his owner was treated and trained him well and he was really well socialized and was at least 1 year old and no more than 2 years old. I loved him, but I went home to think about it.

I went back the next day to get him because I didn’t want anyone else to have him.

Kapi was such a welcome joy in my life at a time where a lot of things started falling apart. He always zoomed around, hopped up on the couch, and demanded attention from me. The way he got spoiled grew and grew, as the living room was soon taken over by him as he needed a bigger pen, more space, and more toys and more attention. He traveled to work with me the first year I had him and got so much love from many people.

Over the next decade almost, he continued to be a fire in my life; with all the ruined plushes and towels, territorial acts, and even stressful speed dating (not always successful) came a lot of cuddles, laughs, and fun.

Even though he was stressful at times, he never got sick or needed an emergency trip to the vet. And he also eventually learned to welcome another bun into his life, Kylo, in 2018.

In October of this year, his annual checkup showed he had lost about 10% of his body weight and he had muscle atrophy. We noticed he was a little bit more tired looking than usual this year, but he was still feisty in the mornings for his vitamins, always ran out and around, and groomed Kylo. The vet said he was “too young” to have arthritis (which I didn’t believe for a second because he was already at least 11 years old); we ran lab tests and his bloodwork came back fine. We put Kapi back on joint supplements and we switched our water bowls out for a water bottle because Kapi was overdrinking and dunking his head in the bowls and couldn’t seem to control himself. This seemed to help him retain a more food after a while and prevented his chin fur from getting soaked and matted constantly, but he was starting to lose his litterbox habits and we noticed much more pee spots on the playmat even though the litterbox was cleaned two to three times a week. We treated him to pellets to help him gain weight. Some nights we did a little PT on his hind legs.

But suddenly a week ago he started falling over more. While he still came out for vitamins when he heard treat bags and waited at the pen door to get some pellets, he was looking more and more tired as the days went on. We would hear him fall because we would hear struggling a little as he couldn’t get himself back up.

We called the vet and scheduled a checkup for the 20th to get him tested for e. cuniculi, because Kylo had tested positive in April but stopped showing symptoms after being on metacam for a week.

A few days after we scheduled that visit, Kapi was found unable to move in his little castle. He couldn’t run out for morning vitamins. He would drink or eat even though he was drinking from the bottle and eating hay, pellets, and fresh veggies just the night before and running (though tripping and falling) around while we were awake. We couldn’t get an emergency visit with our regular vet so we were referred to a place in Berkeley that was 24 hours, so we drove him there and called them that we were on the way.

In the car, I got him to munch on some parsley. I had to prop him up with his little paws on my hand. He would chew for a little bit and then stop, tired. He was still fighting.

When we got to the emergency room, they took him in and said he was in critical condition. The emergency vet didn’t believe he it was e. cuniculi causing his condition, despite us catching her up on his history from this year, and just noted he was a geriatric rabbit especially at his older age of 11. His heartbeat barely registered and he was extremely cold (around 90 degrees, where he should be closer to 100 to 105). He was struggling.

We spent our final hours with him at the emergency vet and we gave him some pellets and celery, which he still munched on, but his chewing and breathing was so labored and he could barely keep his eyes open. His little nose slowed down until it didn’t wiggle anymore. I know he fought so hard.

It hit very hard going home without him.

He meant so much to this home. We’ll never forget him.

Rest in parsley, little dude. And say hi to Kitfo over the rainbow bridge; we’ll keep an eye on Kylo for you.

[vostok3-ka]

15 Questions for 15 Friends

Thank you so much for tagging me @vivelarevolution13. So lovely of you!!!!!

Are you named after anyone? >>> Yeah! I'm named after one of the most loved and strong historical women in Arab and Muslim history, the wife of the Prophet peace be upon him, Aisha. She was known to be very lively and lovely, and was incredibly clever and loved to have fun. In my culture we believe that naming a baby gives them some of the characteristics of the person or thing they are named after, and I really hope that's true, because she was an awesome woman.

When was the last time you cried? >>> Last time I cried was when praying for Gaza. Half of my family are either Jordanian-Palestinian, or Palestinian and when I see pictures of little children being hungry and frightened I can very easily image my siblings or little cousins in their place. It is only a border-line that separates us, and I could easily have been from Gaza. So yeah, I was quite upset.

Do you have kids? >>> No, but would love to someday, really would.

What sports do you play/have you played? >>> The first sport I ever did was Taekwondo as a little kid, I loved it but stopped when I got the blue belt due to life circumstances, before starting riding lessons. That went on for a few months and I was so happy. I loved it so much, but the prices became higher so I had to stop and was very sad about it. Then I did Brazilian Jiu Jitsu for a few years, and stopped when I got my grey and black belt. Then I did swimming, and stopped after around a year and a half, then I started archery about nearly two years ago, which I am still doing, and I absolutely adore it. I compete amateurly, and it is super fun. I also do kickboxing, have been doing so for a year, and it's such a good sport and I enjoy it so much!

Do you use sarcasm? >>> I don't really. Got told off by my mother too many times for using it that I only do sometimes, and lightly now.

What’s the first thing you notice about people? >>> Their eyes. And their cheeks, if they dimple. I just find both really pretty!

What’s your eye color? >>> Amber/Golden-lightish brown? Not really sure but between light brown and amber.

Scary movies or happy endings? >>> Happy endings! I prefer tragic endings that leave me nearly gasping in emotion, but I do NOT like horror unless it's gothic/existential without any jump scares.

Any talents? >>> I am not sure honestly? Writing I suppose? I am a little uncomfortable with calling what I can do talent, I think I'm quite your average Joe or however the phrase goes ;) I do think I sometimes write some alright poetry though!

Where were you born? >>> In the Gulf of the Middle East. My family are expats so I wasn't born in the Levant!

What are your hobbies? >>> Archery, Kickboxing, Writing both poetry and prose, reading, and occasionally playing video games. My favourite book by far is Catch-22 and my favourite video games would have to be either S.T.A.L.K.E.R. or Metro 2033

Do you have any pets? >>> I used to have a dog when I was really little, then some fish, then some cats, then a hamster, and then a bunny, then a parrot and then a cat, and now I currently have none!

How tall are you? >>> 172cm

Favorite subject in school? >>> Literature, WWII History and Psychology

Dream job? >>> Humanitarian or Army medic. I would love to be able to help people in warzones, and I get bored really easily so a high stress job would be perfect for me. I would also really like to be a firefighter or a detective.

I had so much fun answering these, and would like to no-pressure tag @writethewolvesaway @bbyboybucket @sadeyedlady-writes and @catcoffeeenjoyer !!

[frankanthonyiero]

sorry i NEED to know this story. stranded at sea???????? political exile AND street performer???????

i've been having more moments lately where i reflect mid-scenario and realize i'm doing too much and have put myself in serious or life-threatening danger or otherwise like bizarre or discomforting and totally avoidable situations. i maintain composure through damage control because there's obviously no other option but what the fuck man.

my immediate family lives on a tropical island which for the barest pretension of privacy i will not name, and for some reason has only been able to befriend the street performers and vendors that make a living down in the main town square. one of whom i met five years ago at his wedding reception, where i was also a witness at the wedding to his high school dropout bride, even though i met both of these people hours prior. i discover he is attending my family's christmas dinner and we reconnect here. i am hitchhiking down an open highway the following day in the blazing sun and he scoops me up and i ride in the trunk of a soft-top doorless jeep next to a tumor-ridden pitbull and his owner, who is ex-military and has a machine gun tattoo the length of his full calf. we enter random yards and harvest their coconut trees to sell later. i ride in a dinghy out to his boat, which is anchored in a public mooring field and where he also lives, to eat daal. while selling in the town square, i befriend several cuban nationals and one girl who lives in a homeless commune on a nearby island helps me download beat makers on the app store and we make beats. later, the man i earlier harvested coconuts with drives me to the housing authority-operated complex to acquire molly rocks, and i fully intrude on somebody preparing dinner in their home. across town, i walk up onto some guy's porch and engage him in a lengthy conversation about siberian dwarf hamsters. i enter his next-door neighbor's house where there are three total strangers eating spaghetti. they make me a plate and pour me a glass of wine and i rail off their counter. i have to stress that these were perfectly normal people, like a retired guy from new hampshire and two lovely polish women. i am here for three hours essentially hostage, as are our hosts, obliteratingly high while my companion recounts the most traumatic moments of his life in excruciating detail -- to come full circle to the original post, one of these relayed an assassination attempt on his life by a high-ranking communist party member that drove him into exile. on my end, i am just now beginning to perceive red flags. i go back to the boat because i have no idea how to get home at this point, but begrudgingly knowing that this will probably entail sexual favors. anyways, redacted. in the middle of the night a monsoon rolls in and by the time i come to in the morning i am trapped on the boat by foul weather. after a few hours, i become violently and perhaps psychosomatically seasick and am shlepped off on the dinghy, buffeted by four-foot waves the entire ride into the harbor. the monsoon by the way was so violent in the early hours of the morning that the mooring ropes of the surrounding boats had been shorn off by the friction and were wrecking themselves around us

[notmoreflippingelves]

A, E, M?

A - Ships that you currently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPs because not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

*whispers* Elena/Esteban (EoA S3 era or afterward). Either just the two of them or an OT3 w/ a third character( that I won't spoil b/c my friend is still catching up w/ the show and there are specific plot reasons why specifically these 3 together give me every feeling). But like, platonic is good too. I guess. Even if my feral little gremlin brain is like "yes, my precious..."the whole time. To be fair though, pretty much anyone with Esteban will probably make my brain spin happily as though on a hamster wheel. Also from EoA, Princess Valentina deserves to smooch *everyone* and it makes me sad that there isn't more content of her with anyone other than Alonso or occasionally Elena. (Esp. feeling the lack of Val/Naomi, Val/Chloe, and Val/Esteban content.)

I mean Phoenix/Kristoph from Ace Attorney will always have huge chunk of my heart and they still do even if Kris is no longer my main blorbo. Also from Ace Attorney, Gumshoe/Lang/Edgeworth are still THE OT3 (and Kay & Gumshoe & Edgeworth are THE BROT3) and Apollo/Klavier/Ema are the 2nd fave OT3 (tho I can literally only conceive of them as a poly ship. I can't ship any other permutations of them.) I've also as of late been having a lot of Cykesquill feelings which I imagine will only intensify when the AA 4-6 port comes out and I can revisit Dual Destinies.

I haven't really been doing much except thinking, reblogging and admiring from a distance, but "Rebel Captain" (Jyn Erso/Cassian Andor from Star Wars) have also been hitting all my buttons lately. Just the inherent eroticism of being narratively coded as soulmates AND also literally doomed by the narrative at what should've been the beginning of their story. It's just so good.

I've also been missing Malcolm/Nicola from The Thick of It and Jane/Michael from Jane the Virgin a lot lately. Just nostalgia for old OTPs coming back and hitting me unexpectedly in the feels.

I also had an unexpected craving for Gwydion/Achren from The Chronicles of Prydain recently. And was dismayed to learn that it barely exists. Not that I should've been surprised. The fandom itself is pretty tiny and I am queen of the rare pairs after all. But the potential is just exquisite and it's depressing that barely anyone else sees the vision.

E - Have you added anything cracky/hilarious to your fandom? If so, what?

"Adding to your fandom" makes it sound so serious and powerful. I don't think I have that kind of sway. Maybe in the Father Brown fandom a few years ago but like probably not any more. Though people did seem to like the Barbie Selfie Generator post I made for the characters. I think I was one of the first people using/popularizing "malcola" as ship name for Malcolm/Nicola and I did make a (not very funny) joke (that Nicola might have appreciated) that they are the "bad soda" ship because "mal" as in the root for "bad" and "cola" as in "coca-cola."

I've also made some pretty outrageous things for AA that almost no one knows about since I didn't widely share them and I have no wider influence on the fandom as a whole. The most notable and hilarious of which is an absolute absurd batshit AU that my friend and I came up that just exploded to the most ridiculous and entertaining (imo) nonsense imaginable. (Ask me about the "larryan and the klavengers" I dare you. You will almost certainly regret it. But I probably won't :P)

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

It's tricky to say, since a lot of the characters that I am drawn to aren't necessarily the same characters I would want to hang w/ irl. In part because there's usually a lot of projection going on and because I'm awkward/shy/sensitive and I just sort of assume that my faves wouldn't want to be around me even if I wanted to be around them.

However, I feel somewhat safe in saying that I would probably get along well w/ (and feel really cherished and validated by/happy around) Athena Cykes from Ace Attorney and the title character of Father Brown. (I mean probably the whole squad tbh but Fr. B is an especial case. He's so kind and he would look out for me even if I felt intimidated/shy/overwhelmed by the rest of the squad's utter fabulousness.)

Link to Questions

[brown-little-robin]

tagged by @dimsilver: thanks!

Rules: answer the questions and tag some friends at the bottom! (I'm judiciously removing and/or editing some of the questions here, forgive me.)

1. Are you named after anyone?

My parents named me the feminine form of a Biblical name. I was NOT named after my uncle, although he has the masculine form and firmly believes that I was named after him.

2. When was the last time you cried?

During winter break, I think? Just briefly, out of frustration with myself. It was cathartic.

3. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Less than I used to. I used to use it as a defense, but a couple years ago I got burned out on anger, I think, and I'm less likely to twist my words to be sharply clever now. I still use words cleverly when clever things occur to me, but my specific angry sarcasm is asleep now, thank goodness.

4. What’s your eye color?

Warm dark brown. Turns a rich caramel-gold with light directly on it.

5. Your go-to pizza or coffee shop order?

Cheese pizza! Hot chocolate! Lemon poppy-seed muffin!

6. Any special talents?

Special? Does having synesthesia count? I have chromesthesia (see sounds), grapheme-color (letters are associated with colors), ordinal linguistic personification (numbers have personalities), and spatial sequence synesthesia (I perceive days and times as having physical locations around my body). It's more a brain condition than a talent, but I think it's special.

7. Where were you born?

Illinois, which is odd because I've lived the rest of my life in Iowa.

8. What are your hobbies?

Sewing stuffed mice, writing fanfiction and original stories, and sculpting ceramic animals!

9. Have you any pets?

Not right now, but someday I'd like to have a hamster again. Or a cat or dog if I could reasonably handle the responsibility!

10. What sports do you play/have you played?

None *pensiverat* homeschool PE consisted of walking or biking the bike trails with my dad and brother. I have taken a martial arts class and enjoyed it very much, though! If I get a job where I don't get exercise, I might get into Tae Kwon Do or something similar.

11. How tall are you?

5’3. I'm not super small—I can reach plates in tall cupboards if I stand on tiptoe—but definitely could be categorized as short.

12. Favorite subject in school?

English! My major! :) followed by ceramics.

13. Dream job?

Fiction writer (room and board in rural cottage provided by filthy-rich patron) and co-owner of a thriving ceramics shop (love the ceramics, don't love entrepreneurship duties). But in the real world? Librarian. Oh, how I drool over librarian jobs. Especially @isfjmel-phleg's job (Interlibrary Loan / Cataloguing Assistant). I love libraries, I love sorting things, I love filling out forms, I love digitizing and working with recalcitrant technology. Working at a public library would be interesting and challenging; working at a university library might be better for my little introverted soul.

Tagging: here’s a few (no pressure <3) - but please consider yourself tagged if you want! @swinging-stars-from-satellites @fortes-fortuna-iogurtum @lovesodeepandwideandwell @isfjmel-phleg @lady-stormbraver @rainofarrows @fruitbatvampiresociety @thatfriendlyanon @bluesidedown @called-kept

(I have no idea why my tags are Like That. this happens to me sometimes)

[hungry-skeleton]

Cthulhu mythos/Yog-Sothothery info dump on the ones you most like been waiting for t̵̺̥̔̾h̸͎̪́͐͘ͅê̷̜͘m̵̦͇̰̍̑ T̴̛̛͕̲̳̯̹͕̀̋̉̾̄͂̓̕͝ͅH̷̙͖̬̪̬̮͇̫̋̄̏̋͑͋͋́̕͝E̷͕̓͌ ̶̰̻̅̅̀͐̋͘͘̚͝O̷̧͇̠̮͓̝̭̿̐̾͐͌̕ͅṴ̶̧̡͔͉̔̈̍̂̀͘͝͝ͅT̴̢̳̯̹͓̠͖͚͖̯̫̠̄̏̉̑͌̀̾͂͜͝͝E̵͇̬̪̫͈̟̦̳̯̠̦̮̓̇͌ͅȒ̶̢͍̙̦̘͕̱̘̑̃̈́̈̏̈̐̌̕̚͝ ̵̘̬̼̭̔̓Ģ̴̨̞̳̲̻̝̦̝̘̦̳͉̙̞̆̚Õ̵̢̫D̸̡̛̝́́̀͑͆͊̌̚͠Ŝ̸̨̧̡̨̨͍̞̹̯̮̫̂̅̃͌͌̄͗̓̐͘̕͜͠ͅͅ so let's begin

Lord of the Watery Abyss: Great Cthulhu.

Size 300 meters.

Threat level: Yellow to Red.

Appearance: a head of an octopus with rubbery rotted skin and prodigious claws on his hands and feet along massive narrow wings on his back with a body structure similar to an orangutan, the beast's body is made out of something not of this realm seeing it once may cause you to lose your sanity in a week

History: on the planet Vhoorl, located in the "twenty-third nebula" the great one was born from Nug and Yeb or yog sothoth some no one truly knows. At some point he traveled to the binary star of Xoth, where he mated with gods knows what and had three children named Ghatanothoa(still ugly but there he is), Ythogtha, and Zoth-Ommog. after that he traveled to Saturn, followed by Earth, along with his species only known as the "Star Spawn of Cthulhu" whose origins are unknown. they landed (or were possibly thrown) into a continent in the Pacific Ocean where they built the great stone city of R'lyeh, after a war with the elder things, great Cthulhu went to a deep hibernation in r'lyeh where he rests now hopeful it stays like that.

Habits:

fun fact I once fought a kid back in elementary school because they thought Cthulhu had a tail I don't know why I did that. Cthulhu is the only one of hp Lovecraft's creations that he drew a picture of and it's funny enough he only used Cthulhu once in a story that is the call of Cthulhu, he mostly just referenced him.

The King in Yellow: Hastur.

Size 15 feet to 300 meters.

threat level: unknown possible Red.

Appearance: in Hasturs more human form he is a 15-foot-tall man of unknown origin wearing a yellow robe, wearing a medallion with his yellow sign, in some cases he may wear a mask or a crown along with it, in his other form he appears as a yellow, vast, vaguely octopoid being although unlike his brother he never has an octopus head

History: it is mostly unknown where Hastur comes from besides the fact that he is Cthulhu's brother although his yellow symbol has appeared in a cave painted dated back to 64,000 years ago, he is likely imprisoned on a star near Aldebaran in the torus constellation but as of now he might have escaped

Habits: Hastur mainly instills insanity into people's minds creating madder and madder pieces. Oftentimes, they will succumb to the influence of his infamous "Yellow Sign". They will recreate the horrid sign however they can and seek to share its image with others often repeating the simple words "Have you seen the Yellow Sign?" it has been pieced together by those who have somehow met the deity that he raised all of his cults to kill his brother Great Cthulhu, because of this Hastur has the second biggest cult in the world, culture, the way of think, music, art, memetics, all of it, was spawned from his influence So tell me… Have you seen the Yellow Sign?

fun fact when Mario + Rabbids Sparks of Hope was first revealed I seriously thought the main villain was Hastur. I have a strange relationship with Hastur when I first started getting into the Cthulhu mythos/Yog-Sothothery I only saw Hastur once and it wasn't much just a few images and the yellow symbol i thought cool Cthulhu has brothers then as I'm writing for an AI dungeon as a joke I slowly start thing about hamsters name and the yellow symbol, even more later on I start thing about it again as I'm drawing, foursome reason anytime I join a fandom for long peridot of time and make joke stories slowly overtime Hastur will return to my mind no matter how many times I join new things or leave them Hastur always comes back first the rest of the Lovecraft stuff comes back to but always Hastur first. what the hell is it that he isn't even my Blorbo he's not even my favorite Lovecraftian god I'm kind of horrified that the one god who mainly influences the minds of creative types is the one I can't stop thinking about.

The dark goat with a Thousand Young Shub nee-Goo-roth.

Size 3,776 meters

Threat level: Green

appearance: an enormous cloudy mass that extrudes black tentacles, slime-dripping mouths, and short writhing goat legs

History: unknown

habits: Shub nee-goo-roth is mostly stated to be an outer god of fertility and has been stated to have birthed most life in existence and is the most widely worshipped entity, she has mated with many entities such as yog sothoth and Hastur(gross), only real habits on recoded are showing up to her cults to gift them a rewards to certain worshippers of Her called "The Milk of Shub nee-goo-roth" or "Mother's Milk" there is very little information about this substance other than it might have mutagenic qualities, with the power to influence childbirth in among Her worshippers, who's to say She can't influence others?

fun fact yes her real name is bad that's why the change, she isn't the least important, but only that most writers using the mythos merely reference the deity in passing terms and with rare exceptions don't use Her as a physical presence, this all spawned from Lovecraft himself because he only ever used Her name as mentions by various cultists and in various incantations so most don't even know what to do with her, she is one of the only females of the outer gods the final boss of the video game QUAKE is Shub nee-goo-roth.

The Lurker at the Threshold Yog Sothoth.

Size: Varies, normal 47 meters

Threat level: Varies, White to Yellow

appearance: varies mostly a mass of glowing orbs, with eyes or tendrils with incest-like features in some versions

History: unknown

Habits: yog sothoth only appearances on summoned in some manner reason may vary between gain forbidden knowledge or limited power over space and times. or Ultimately, however, those who seek to interfere with the nature of space and time end up with Yog-Sothoth... which is said to be a fate worse than death. those who had the gift to speak to yog-sothoth say they don't find him good nor evil more like a true neutral, yog-sothoth is he is omnipresent as he is all of reality he is omniscient as he is in all places at all times for you see he is the everything from the largest of multiverse to the smallest of atoms and even beyond that he is all that has been is and all that shall be ,an all embodiment of all of time and space across an essentially infinite number of space-time continuums, "Yog-Sothoth knows the gate. Yog-Sothoth is the gate. Yog-Sothoth is the key and guardian of the gate. Past, present, future, all are one in Yog-Sothoth. He knows where the Old Ones broke through of old, and where They shall break through again. He knows where They have trod earth's fields, and where They still tread them, and why no one can behold Them as They tread", he views all existences in all dimensions simultaneously, yet is still locked out but still watching, aware of us, is watching us, and is thinking about our every move.

fun fact the dunwich horror is yog-sothoth son because a framer convinced him to impregnate his daughters. he is the second most powerful entity ever made like really he has time, space, reality manipulation, limitless range, omnipresence, true godly regeneration, omniscience nigh omnipotence, and even more, truly infinite capacity and yet he still only the second strongest funny how that works right? as i was writing this I two dreams about him the one, one of them I hug his weird form until I fell asleep hugging him and the other one was when I gave someone godly powers and he should up to me and beat me with a stick

The primal chaos ,The Blind Idiot God, The Cold One, Azathoth

Size: unknown

Threat level: Black

appearance: unknown

History: Before there was time, before there was anything, there was nothing. And before there was nothing, there were monsters. and before there was monsters there was only the Daemon Sultan. long long long ago, he fell into a deep slumber. and then there was light, life, death, dreams, mind, concepts, pain, power, chaos, space, reality you, and I, all. The first things to come after his rest where 5 beast, The Lurker at the Threshold, The dark goat with a Thousand Young, the crawling chaos, and 2 nameless mist. he now rest at the center of all things surrounded by the ultimate gods playing accursed flutes and maddening drums to keep the demon sultan asleep. during some point the he was given a name... Azathoth the unclear chaos

habit's: Azathoth hideous name. azathoth only true habit is he resides on a black throne at the center of all things, it won't be wise to go there It's A terrible pilgrimage to seek the nighted throne of the far daemon-sultan Azathoth. all of Azathoth's creations only exist in his dreams And that is everything and all. Azathoth knows not what He dreams, but everything from the primordial bacteria on Earth up to Yog-Sothoth Himself, is a figment of Azathoth's imagination. When... -not if- Azathoth awakens, we will wink out of existence and Azathoth will be left alone yet again, there is truly nothing that will survive. in the space beyond space and beyond time where azathoth and the rest of the ultimate gods change doesn't even exist things are stagnant and unchanging there is no getting a new transformations, no power ups, this is absolute. "Out in the mindless void the daemon bore me, Past the bright clusters of dimensioned space, Till neither time nor matter stretched before me, But only Chaos, without form or place. Here the vast Lord of All in darkness muttered Things he had dreamed but could not understand, While near him shapeless bat-things flopped and fluttered In idiot vortices that ray-streams fanned. They danced insanely to the high, thin whining Of a cracked flute clutched in a monstrous paw, Whence flow the aimless waves whose chance combining Gives each frail cosmos its eternal law. "I am His Messenger," the daemon said, As in contempt he struck his Master’s head". There is no relating to Azathoth. No comprehension, ... and no sympathy. When Azathoth awakens... ... we don't.

fun fact when you get down to it azathoth really represents what cosmic horror is all about, The completely apathetic existence of an alien creature, that is completely outside our realm of understanding. and the fears that come with the unknown. azathoth the one thing above yog sothoth making him the strongest entity ever because again it's all just his dream and where the result of that dream. I once talked about azathoth during a school trip to a 7-Eleven where i said and this is for Verbatim "he's like Garfield" it was really stupid to because the only proof I had was that they just sleep and that wasn't even correct Garfield eats lasagna and hates Mondays, azathoth only sleeps..... and basically creates everything to

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The Crawling chaos Nyarlathotep ☻

lǝʌǝl ʇɐǝɹɥʇ: B̷͙̹͎̍̉̓̀̔̍͠͠L̸͈̠͈͖͍̳͗̑̈̐͜͜͝͝A̵̱̰̬͛̈̅͛̀͗̈́͋̚C̴̡̨͖̞̰̤̦̥̘̋͆̌̋̅͗̈́͌͝K̴͈͐̋͐̿ unknown

Size: Varies, 7 feet, 784 meters

history: unknown

appearance: a man who resembles an egyptian pharohs, five meter tall black stone sphinx, with vulture wings, the body of a hyena and a human head devoid of a face, a striking physical appearance over six feet tall with deep set eyes and a stately manner, a man small of stature, a gigantic black entity, similar to a bat. Its body is only partially material, being composed of a corrosive substance capable of dissolving human skin on contact. Its most characteristic feature is its brilliant trilobed eye. a beast covered in dozens of tentacles, mainly in its head, where they resemble hair, and tail. An eldritch being composed of human flesh and bone, with the exception of its head. It is covered in dozens of tentacles, mainly in its head, where they resemble hair, and tail. Its body is mainly a large human spine and ribs that doesn't have a face, instead it only has a hole in its head. , a human girl with long silver-colored hair that changing shape whenever she feels a strong emotion and bright green eyes, A three legged beast with an eyeless tentacle for a head

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Habits: Nyarlathotep is he Messager of the outer gods, said to have a thousand different forms. Most are which said to be horrific and terrifying, some of his forms, however, such as the pharaoh form mentioned in the short story perfectly resemble humans. It is likely, then, that he is capable of assuming any form he wishes. he is capable of any ability he choices which ever he choices it doesn't matter his greatest strength, however, is his power to manipulate. Often making bargains or deals with those he deals with, he is conniving, deceptive and almost never trust worthy. he is meant to bring complete doom and destruction to Earth but choices not to, what reasoning would he have he's a creature that delights in madness and manipulation, and why destroy his favorite play things he's been toying with ever sense life first stepped on land, before man was he waited for them. as far as capability goes, Nyarlathotep is the strongest being, well yes yog sothoth is all in one, and one in all, and azathoth can wink out all. nyarlathotep the only deity that can actively effect the entire existence and  is the only one that can bring the other Outer Gods and Great Old Ones into our mortal realm. "Screamingly sentient, dumbly delirious, only the gods that were can tell. A sickened, sensitive shadow writhing in hands that are not hands, and whirled blindly past ghastly midnights of rotting creation, corpses of dead worlds with sores that were cities, charnel winds that brush the pallid stars and make them flicker low. Beyond the worlds vague ghosts of monstrous things; half-seen columns of unsanctified temples that rest on nameless rocks beneath space and reach up to dizzy vacua above the spheres of light and darkness. And through this revolting graveyard of the universe the muffled, maddening beating of drums, and thin, monotonous whine of blasphemous flutes from inconceivable, unlighted chambers beyond Time; the detestable pounding and piping whereunto dance slowly, awkwardly, and absurdly the gigantic, tenebrous ultimate gods—the blind, voiceless, mindless gargoyles whose soul is Nyarlathotep." Nyarlathotep appeared to the ancient Egyptians in various guisesand was revered as both a pharaoh and as a God, but why would he stop there? A God that can take any form and who delighted in manipulation and deception, would've likely taken other shapes to continue to manipulate the human species. Whose to say Nyarlathotep wasn't actually Napoléon Bonaparte? Or Gavrilo Princip ? Or Karl Heinrich Marx? Or Paul the apostle? Or that Nyarlathotep is responsible for every major religion we have currently. He could've been Nikola Tesla. Or Rasputin, or Judge Holden of Texas. Nyarlathotep is immortal, powerful and very patient. And we are all simply his toys.

fun facts Nyarlathotep is the main reason I hopped in the Cthulhu mythos/Yog-Sothothery, it all started because my brother once told me about him back when I was elementary school, and I wanted to know more about him so I started looking around one thing leads to a next and I'm learning about Greek mythology to understand who Hypnos is, watching an anime that appends to about him, and buying a PlayStation 5 for bloodborne. Nyarlathotep besides Cthulhu and Hastur might be the most influential entity in the mythos, when you look deep into it characters like, Bill Cipher, Discord, The Lich, Randall Flagg, the Scarlet King or the Ambassador of Alagadda, Zalgo and even Godzilla from singular point can all have some part of them traced back to The Faceless God. there where easier names I could have said for who Nyarlathotep could have been but I didn't know if you would be comfortable with them. and to finish something off Nyarlathotep would be the third strongest entity ever so basically Azathoth >∞ Yog-Sothoth>>>>>>>>>>>>>>Nyarlathotep >X100 everything else. besides Hastur, Nyarlathotep has shown up in my dreams the most, the final boss of the game dusk and Sundered is Nyarlathotep. the moon prescance in bloodborne is basically Nyarlathotep, the anime series called Nyaruko: Crawling with Love is a whole series where Nyarlathotep is an anime girl who comes down to earth and falls in love, yes this is real and it's adorable, Azathoth, Yog-sothoth and Nyarlathotep are the only characters completely banned from all versus debates because they are scene as to overpowered. there has only been one person who escaped Nyarlathotep and he is Randolph Carter, because of this Nyarlathotep completely hates him, the reason most ship them together is because it's really the only actual relationship he has in any of the story's he has ever appeared in, however it does not mean he is removed from "love making" in fact lets put it lightly there's a very good reason why he has a page on the pure evil wiki. my favorite Lovecraftian monster bounces around a lot but Nyarlathotep might acutely be my favorite entity in the mythos. heres a fun list about how I image all of the outer gods on the list Cthulhu, Hastur, Shub nee-Goo-roth, Yog-sothoth , Azthoth, and Nyarlathotep. do you remember Nodens ya, because Nyarlathotep hunts them down like animals, then mocks them, and then rips them apart for his sick kicks. this doesn't have to do with anything but when I was writing this I kept seeing images of Scarlet Flandre and Marx and I would sometimes write there names instead of nyarlathotep, it's like a cute little siblings walking into your room as you've been working for hours and hours, there like a little beacon that need to do go to sleep or do something active.

overall this has been fun to share this mythos with someone else for once and this is the second to last one the last one is about everything else. so thanks for reading ;)

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Thank you again, cosmic horror anon

[batri-jopa]

a meme!

Thanks for tagging me @notasapleasure

1. Are you named after anyone?

Not after a real person. My mom said it was a name of a doll in some kind of fairy tale that she watched (or read?) and she just liked that name.

2. When was the last time you cried?

A week ago. Well, I guess I asked for it: after all those years I just should have known better than dwell on that kind of stuff from the past and in this part of my hormone cycle. (You know stuff like one of these few extremally rare moments in your life someone from your closest family said sth that made you feel like shit but thinking about it years after still never fails to make you feel like shit all over again?)

3. Do you have kids?

No. Surprisingly no. If asked ten years ago I would most surely say I'm going to. Not that I ever really desired it so much. More that not wanting was always considered as something that is worthy of condemnation. So it was just that "normal thing to do" with no deeper thinking involved nor required, you know?

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

It depends but sometimes it feels like the last thing that is left to defence my mental stability. And I'd rather be commenting an absurdish situation (especially in my job) than a person.

5. What sports do you play/have you played?

Table tennis my love!❤ Any other I ever tried playing is not even worth mentioning (I played field hockey two or three times and football once or twice and I remember really enjoying it. But unfortunately girls were let to play it extremally rarely, we were expected to play volleyball or basketball - none of which I ever liked😑)

6. What's the first thing you notice about other people?

I'm not sure what kind of situation I'm expected to consider... So in the place where I am just a random person in the crowd (railway station and such) I would probably first notice if anyone looked angry or impatient or irritated - to make sure I can avoid getting on their way (e.g. being a patient in a waiting room it's about sitting quietly with your head low and ignoring any possible evil comments about healthcare and politics). As for when I'm feeling safe or even going to meet someone new - I will pay attention to people's face expression and eyes, I also like to see someone smiling or doing or wearing something that make me think we have something in common. Also I notice their clothes sometimes if I liked the colour or the pattern (I can't help it, my brain is of visual artist😅 It doesn't mean I judge ppl by their look. Many times I find something ugly in objectively pretty person that I did not liked and in somebody I liked I'd always find some beautiful detail, regardless their look)

7. What's your eyes colour?

Yellow on the inside with blue ring on the outside. I like to think it makes them look a bit green from a distance.

8. Scary movies or happy endings?

If only two options avaliable I'd rather choose happy ending. Life is scary enough😅

9. Any special talents?

Drawing I guess. I am able to project a picture from my brain to a flat paper with a piece of charcoal and it's like freaking magic. It never stopped to amaze me.

10. Where were you born?

In a town in north Poland.

11. What are your hobbies?

Drawing most of all. Also creating short stories on my head I then illustrate or longer stories I sometimes write down. Given more free time I also like to engage into pyrography, sewing stuffed toys or crocheting. From time to time I like to travel, most usually to one of Polish towns but traveling abroad I like too.

12. Do you have any pets?

Cat for the last 4 years. Before that I was having syrian hamsters for almost 20 years (16 hamsters).

13. How tall are you?

165 centimeters.

14. Favorite subject in school?

Mathemathics above everything else! Also liked Polish, biology and chemistry. Most hated was always sports, while geography, history and physics were dangerously close to "hate" line.

15. Dream job?

Dream as "daydream"? I sometimes fantasize if I was born again I'd like to be one of the graphics making animated movie, like those of a Pixar studio. Or a pastor officiating weddings of gay couples

Dream as what I wish or plan: creating art on request or design prints for t-shirt, cushions and children blankets, maybe designing playing cards too - just enough for me to be satisfied that I can do it and my client to have a personalized gift. At the same time working other job 2-3 days a week to earn just enough for a comfortable life.

Tag fifteen mutuals - that's the worst part, how do I get so much?😑 Okey, everybody, feel invited but not pressed: @figuringthengsout , @chrisoels , @morulezopelforever , @sharp-lines-in-charcoal , @parttimereptile , @greenbloodedskink , @krejong , @theflyingrhubarb , @sunlightismydestroyer-blog , @asteeee , @bylercultism , @princesspink48484 , @elephant-reincarnation , @angleshades , @sweetlullabyebye

[cyndalyssa]

Lo and behold, we have Electrex, an electric gerbil!

Bio under the cut:

Electrex (Gerbman) Merrimouser is an 11 year old gerbil with a lot of energy to spare. He has many ideas on how he's going to use this energy--he's got a skateboard, a scooter, and a bicycle, and he knows how to use them and maintain them. He can even perform tricks! He's got a bunch of friends that he hangs out with that are into those kinds of sports, so as long as they don't get into trouble, it's time well spent.

Unfortunately, Electrex has a tendency to get into trouble. Whether it's a misadventure he got into by accident, a consequence of a practical joke he pulled, or even just finding himself being the first to face the villain of the day, there's no doubt that whenever shenanigans are happening, it usually involves him. Most instances are usually the type one can look back and laugh on, even if you don't find him taking over the internet to do a stupid meme dance on every screen funny at the time. There are a couple occasions where something horrible did come out of it--such as creating a supervillain from his powers--so Anna is trying to get him to reel back his shenanigans, especially those involving his powers.

However, when you're a young boy with the power of electricity, there's a lot you want to do. Besides shooting lighting from his fingertips, he can convert himself into energy and travel through electric currents, jumpstart various gadgets and power machines, go out in a thunderstorm to catch or even ride lightning, and he even can do a bit of magnetism (though that bit's unrefined and he often accidentally conks himself on the head with a bucket or something). He'll often do a little 'joy buzzer' type of prank to people he meets, which can be a bit annoying.

Despite his youth, he's the one who's had the most practice with his powers--not just in pulling pranks, but in having to navigate around family members with health issues. His parents were sickly, with his mother passing soon after his birth, and his father holding out several more years until he passed too. As he was born with his powers, he often wonders if he caused his mother's death, and if his powers contributed to his dad's worsening health. As fun as his powers are, he does have enough self-control to not hurt people too bad; of course, his adoptive family of fellow supercritters are tough enough to handle him, and when it comes to villains (especially Voltzo, the manifestation of his unchecked power and mischief), he'll have less restraint.

Still, he's no buzzkill, as stated before. He's often the one making jokes (good or bad) to his siblings and friends, and he'll be the one doing most of the roasting of the villains they face. He's also the one who enjoys when the news covers them the most, often asking if they got his good side--though he may object if someone slams them for whatever reason. He does wish from time to time to have a segment on him, covering not just his powers, but his sweet tricks on a skateboard, or how he managed to get a radio working without having to rely on his powers. And maybe pull a harmless joke on the host.

And of course, he often has to clarify to people that the lightning bolt on his chest is NOT a tattoo, it's a birthmark. His mom wouldn't let him get a tattoo at his age.

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So, Electrex was originally created by my brother as an addition to the Super Rodent Squad back when we were kids--though initially he was a hamster named Electroball (clearly meant to be an electric version of Fireball). Since bro has moved on, I've kinda adopted him, and when I revamped the Squad a few years ago, I decided to change his species to gerbil (since I wanted more variety in the team's roster than hamster, mouse, and rabbit), and rename him something that isn't a Pokemon move (or Fireball ripoff).

I did want to keep his design mostly intact (he got a longer tail and a different nose due to the species change) and he needed to keep the goofball personality my bro gave him, though it can't hurt to expand on his character