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the thing about my friend eduardo social network is that because they did him like they did jesus a little bit a lot of people think he's a sweetheart and it makes little sense for him to be friends with mark based on their personalities. but actually mark and eduardo are more alike than you could ever imagine. and i think they're both in awe and jealous of the other for the things they manifest on the surface which the other finds are aspects of their personality that dont come to light naturally
#and thats why it hits so hard also. it's that thing where you find someone who you click with and get#but who is coming at things from a different angle so you are both comforted and excited which is like the goal#AND THEN. 0.03%#like you know when eduardo waits for mark after the facemash thing and he tells him he doesnt know why he lets mark do these things#HE'S SAYING THIS FONDLY. HE PATS HIM ON THE BACK. HE LIKES THAT HE'S A DICK. admires it even. because eduardo cant do that publicly#but he sooo wants to. thats why when he gets a proper justification to be an ass he never takes the high road#and well mark. not an asshole he's just trying hard to be one. but the goal is NOT to get laid but to MEET a girl. to him.#but he wouldnt say that to anyone but eduardo. cause it's EMBARRASSING#tsn#thing
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Your gamkar looks pretty red and not pale (no hate, I just don't get why would you call red rom "pale")
...dude
#ceabu's asks#LMFAO GET A LOAD OF THIS GUY#CANT TELL THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN RED AND PALE#GET OUT WITH THIS BULLSHIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTT#YES MOIRAILS KISS AND SMOOCH AND SO WHAT DOES THAT MEAN THEYRE RED?????#i will never ship gamkar in any other quadrant than pale so lets get that out of the way first because mY GOD#they are pale#nothing else#you might see pale as just guys being pals and besties who just need a pat on the head from their homie somethimes#but how i see it is#pale romance is the most important#you put ur whole faith and trust in each other share secrets you would never ever utter to anyone else you let yourself be vulnerable#AND WE R TALKING ABOUT TROLLS HERE ALRIGHT#REMEMBER TROLLS ARE AGRESSIVE CREATURES WHO KILL AND STUFF LOL#so yes moirails should def kiss and smooch because CHECK IT OUT DUDE#PALE IS A ROMANCE#AS IS BLACK AS IS ASHEN#JUST BECAUSE THEY DONT FUCK DOESNT MEAN THEY DONT LOVE EACH OTHER#pale romance my beloved no one gets you like i do
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god i fucking hate my dad
#he came home today from a bike trip he went on and he's been arguing with me about honeybee the whole fucking day#he keeps saying just let her out let her run around! every time i put her in her pen to nap#and he refuses to stop her from biting him#and he got mad at her for playing with his socks when she'd just been playing with mine and he threw them on the floor of the living room#which first of all stop being such a fucking slob#and second of all what the fuck did you expect to happen? it's a soft new toy on the floor where she spends most of her time. where all her#toys are. very similar to the two soft items she's allowed to play with (my socks)#she's fucking 3 months old she doesn't understand the difference between my socks and his socks#and i keep telling him i know what im doing i was doing all the research while he went to buttfuck nowhere on his midlife crisis motorcycle#but he just wont fucking listen to me#and hes like oh youre at that age where you think youre right about everything and are so stubborn like fuck you actually#first of all im stubborn about this because its a living breathing puppy and his actions will affect her behaviour as an adult#and bc i know what im fucking doing. ive been an animal person my entire life. i did all the research. i did this exact same thing with#parrots for five years.#and hes like you cant just put her in her pen every time shes being a dog like no i fucking dont. i only put her in her pen when it's time#for a nap and she's getting overtired. you can't just let her run around until she collapses bc for one she never fucking will#second that's only going to make her energy threshold higher and then she'll be absolutely impossible to handle#and i told him that and that i read that on like every professional dog training source i read#and he said that might be true or might not be#like it fucking is bitch omfg#and then he tried to one up me like um i actually raised you guys for a long time i know what im doing#like a child is not a fucking dog. also my mom raised us lets be fucking serious. and look how well adjusted i turned out#and he told me to relax and calm down like i wasnt even arguing with him but i sure as hell will now#like dont tell me to fucking relax. when has telling anyone to relax ever made anything better. especially a teenager. especially a (for#simplicity's sake) woman.#and i told him dont tell me to relax and he got all pissy and stormed off#like literally fuck you#im my fathers daughter. im just as stubborn as he is.#rambles
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I'll be so doomed the day I ever get a girl f/o
#pan rambles#I say doomed in like. a positive way. In a “I'd get way too flustered” way#I haven't really talked about it here because I don't feel like I owe it to people to talk about my attraction and the complexities of it#But I'll talk about it a bit bc I just need to ramble#I'm 99% I'm Aro. At the very least some flavor of it. I don't care about finding a specific label- I've spent many years stressing about it#And I don't really feel like spending even more years stressing about it#Despite being aro- I like the idea of being in a romantic relationship one day#Even if I know it'll probably never happen#Not only am I perfectly content with my QPR rn but also because I don't think most people would be open to the idea of dating an Aro#Which hey! Is completely fair! I know the love I feel is different than what I think most people feel#Though I'd argue that even if it's not exactly the same type- It's still plenty strong.When I love my friends it's a strong feeling#I'd do anything for my friends and I love them so much that I'd literally do anything to see them happy! The love I feel for them is strong#But it's not. Romantic y'know? Augh I'm getting distracted!#Back to my initial point!!! I can't tell if I like girls or not!#I'm not exactly in a safe place irl to try to experiment with those feelings so I've been pushing it aside for so long!#But I think there's definitely a chance I like girls in the same Aro™ way that I like guys!#I'm not gonna try to find a label for it because I don't want to label it but yeah#There's definitely a few crushes and f/os that I've headcanoned as Transfem before#But I've never romantically f/od a girl#Afksnfksnfkskd Ok yeah that's enough of Panchi rambling for tonight!#I just needed to let that out!#Thank you to anyone who listened to my Rambling about Attraction and stuff-
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get it Kim has a lot to unpack do you get it
it's imperfect I'll never polish it just take it as it is I should have put aerostatics not airplanes...
#I don't know how the hell to draw kim#PLEASE gib me feedback#pretend the dialogue is better this is all I can do lol. but you get the gist of it#aaa give me constructive criticism. the other post about kim secretly being a loser made me think about what his apartment would look like#and this popped in my head I had to draw it#is this in character?#there's no eyebrow battle because in my head this happens some time in the future where kim opens up a little more easily#at this point he trust him with his secrets more (but not completely. harry's not touching the blue box today)#but it's a mixture of ''maybe if I tell x he will stop asking for more'' and real trust#but like do you see that happen#it's a secret because he doesn't want other people to learn that insisting can work#like I said in the tags of the other post I think he never lets anyone in to the point of avoiding calling the plumber even if the sink#has been broken for months#addition: fuck I should have putted more machines in there. I couldn't think of anything else other than radio controlled airplane#and a sewing machine. he must have more stuff like the camera.#he'd have some dangerous thing to warm the room#and nerd stuff. I'm not sure if he'd display it or keep it boxed somewhere#disco elysium#that's a convertible couch-bed if you can't tell. half covered with the Pile#pointless microblogging#it's so hard to draw them right they look different in every official thing#believe me I have tried#idk how to put more of the skills here :/#I have achieved peak kimharry brainrot I can't go back
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Okay what the actual everlasting fuck? This is certainly a Direction™ and this is quite literally my least favorite horror trope of all time ever
Not even being dramatic, I hate it with every single fiber of my being, no joke.
How did we get from one of my favorite tropes (groundhog day) to here -100/10 wish I could skip this arc entirely
#I thought it was going to be really interesting and then... it wasn't#I mean no offense to anyone that appreciates that trope#but I have to be honest that I have never and probably never will see anything redeemable in it regardless of how it works out#(can you tell I was not raised christian? but let's not go there)#I hate every. single. thing. about that trope any way it has been or could be done#gabrielle and I are built different I would have committed a second murder#so much of horror is things that don't actually happen#but the pure violation in that trope happens to countless women and is literally becoming more and more prevalent in the US#so absolutely fuck that#pre roe during roe post roe I don't care#(obviously roe is just the US specifically but the lived reality is universal because it could be any woman)#I thought we were going to have an interesting arc about gabrielle not whatever the fuck this is#maybe I'll late the later bits of the arc but I'm not hopeful#that was not an intended pun#jo watches xena
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not to be about opera again but to be about opera again. as an art form it has the reputation of being super stuffy and something for snobs who don't know how to have fun only but honestly this was one of, perhaps even THE main theatrical entertainment for centuries. i wish people knew how hard these things can go and how engaging they can be. like characters kill and die and fight wars and (almost) commit human sacrifice left and right. characters fall in love they mourn they're ecstatic they cry they're furious it's an extremely dramatic and emotional art form! and i understand that opera does not appear approachable bc of the general conventions of the art form but i promise old works can be fun and engaging if you go watch them with some preparation beforehand (reading the libretto helps) - not to mention not all operas are old bc there are so many modern operas which engage with topical events! also the music slaps.
#le triomphe de trajan (1807) out here calling for a man's execution with this banger:#point de grace pour ce perfide; que tout sons sang coule sur un autel#(no grace for this treacherous man; let all his blood flow on an altar)#this is also annoying to me when people write historical fic and the characters treat the opera as this elitist thing#that they don't know anything about.#you know when they go to the opera reluctantly and then they have no idea what's going on on stage or who the composer is.#which is. very unlikely for anyone with the money to attend an opera in certain opera houses in the 19th c. tbqh#like im more of an expert on paris and vienna idk what it was like in london#but if you were decently (upper) middle class or nobility (esp in paris) you went regularly. this was like a whole social space too#i recently read a fanfic and one of the characters was like 'oh it's in italian. i don't know that' and the other character went like#'it's by a man called donizetti what did you expect'#(this was situated in 19th century london)#like first of all. donizetti was NOT a librettist he was a composer he did not write the text#and second of all. he worked on french operas ?? so did rossini. and spontini.#opera was an incredibly international art form. also bc productions would be performed in different countries all the time#(sometimes changed and/or translated but not necessarily)#and again like i said. this was one of THE main forms of entertainment. people were familiar with its conventions! it was well-liked!#ofc bc of the seating prices it was not very accessible to lower classes most of the time#but lbr most characters that get written into an opera scene in fiction are at the very least decently bourgeois lol#i wish people knew how to properly historicise forms of entertainment whose reputation has changed in the modern era#from what it was a century or more ago#very adjacent to people 'cancelling' old lit bc of 'bad takes' like idk how to tell you this but people thought different back then#completely different world view from what we have today. that does not make lit from that era irredeemable it is just from a diff. time#acknowledging that and reading the text critically but also still enjoying it are things that go tgt here#ok rant over (it is never over)#curry rambles
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i know doctor who has never been Perfect, and i love capaldi, i love twelve, but christ alive its a hard watch sometimes
#toy txt post#they just made him so egregiously and blatantly RACIST? like to the point where im like was this like? an on purpose characterization#choice that i just strongly disagree with? or like? is it a consequence of the writers trying to be less racist by including more#characters of color but failing by not checking their own implicit biases so now not only is the doctor racist but like. egregiously so bc#theres so many more opportunities for him to be racist? like just#and if youre sitting here like hes not!!! how dare you: pay attention to the difference in how he treats characters of color vs white chars#he hates soldiers. okay fine thats been fairly consistent. okay but 12 RLY hates them. he hates them so much he cant stand Claras bf Danny#who should be the doctors like ideal soldier bc he was a soldier who didnt want to be anymore and just wants to chill and do good in the#world and for ppl to be safe so hes just a nice math teacher and the doctor calls him stupid and treats him as if hes fucking rambo? but#the doctor is largely fine with: kate lethbridge stewart? hes fine with ogood who may not be a soldier in her own right but shes actively#participating in UNIT as a scientist in a way thats way more ~soldiery~ than anything Danny is doing? and like they clearly wanted that to#be a point of tension to point out the doctors hypocrisy of how the doctor is like a high ranking officer/general whatever#and like thats fine and fair to point out but it just sucks that they do all that and dont seem ti realize how fuckijg racist they wrote#him? he was fucking besties with winston goddamn churchill but he refuses whatshername. journey blue? as a companion bc#shes a soldier. well bro you could make her not a soldier by removing her from the fucking battlefield maybe instead of getting morally#outraged about it? not to mention noticing how when he goes from '900 yrs of space and time and ive never met anyone who wasnt important'#wandering around being fine with UNIT apparently declaring him dictator of earth in emergencies (HELLO?) but dont worry he'll let us know#he disapproves by picking some random UNIT guy to be a really condescending asshole to. pay no attention to the fact that this UNIT#guy happens to be another character of color. ~the 12th doctor is too faceblind you cant call him racist~ well for a guy who cant tell#humans apart from sontarans his accidentaly racism beam is off the charts. its crazy. god#god i wish he'd gotten written better than this#when they do write him good they write him good. but godddddddd its so#doctor who
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System agrere culture is worrying you're invalid for being a regressing fictive even when you are still valid.
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#you're entirely valid and never let anyone tell you anything different#age regressor culture is#agere#age regression#sfw agere#sfw agere blog#agere community#age regressor#agere blog
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I may have spent too much time making myself a custom meme template....... Was it worth it? Absolutely🫠😭
#whump#whump blog#whump community#whump post#whump meme#tumblr memes#I am tired#I have too much power#Never let anyone tell you that art is useless#They just can't make custom meme templates#They are just too salty#I might create even more different custom meme templates in the future LOL
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Shoutout to me and the one other person who actually adores Willow's breakdown in ftf but isn't a huntlow fan
#like everyone ik hates that scene or doesnt like it#and to that I say fair enough but you don't know them like I do dont let the straight bait aspect get to you this is actually so much for#Willow's character arc#the reason it had to be hunter is because he is the only person who has never seen her at a weak point#hunters serious treatment of her as his iron willed captain is huge for her#she's gotten what she's wanted she's been taken seriously and she earned Hunter’s respect fully on her own#when he had no qualms against being brutally honest with her#were it anyone else telling her she can let out her emotions just by themselves it wouldn't be enough#because to willow that sounds like you go back to the way things were before#also its like one of the few disabled hunter moments we get#Luz is the only other person besides the two of them who experienced this particular form of ableism#and Luz has a wholly different experience with it as a human#and a lot more going on rn#Willow getting that validation from the one source she wouldn't expect it and desperately needs it isnt about shipping to me#the shippers cant have this one#random rambles bc i refuse to argue with haters on discord they have the right to be haters i love u haters
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thoughts on the leafs taking a FAT L?!?!?!?! (i’m so sorry i’m a tampa fan but i’m also a fan of u but i had to)
OKAY
simmer down
that was a close fucking game
for a team that blew a 4 - 1 lead like two days ago i would be less cocky
(but also my thoughts are terrible and i hated it and i'm sad and i can't believe i have allowed myself to get invested in a team i KNOW is going to lose)
#also WHY are you all tampa fans#what the hell#they are my ENEMIES#except you vasi boo darling bb#i heard what they were saying about you after the last game and i never believed it#you are still the best goalie in the league don't let anyone tell you different#soph talks hockey
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unpopular opinion maybe, but personally I think it is WAY past time for the Super Tight Butt Jeans thing to fade into obscurity.
#let’s just… let that one go now ok??#you’ve got one skin. it’s not your jeans. let it do it’s job and let your jeans do their own different job.#let us girls with actual hips have a chance at wearing jeans without having to constantly feel like an 80s comic book character#drawn by a male artist for their overgrown fanboys who’ve never talked to a real actual human girl in their lives#sorry if this sounds bitter but like. I just think it’s kinda stupid?? how tight all the women’s jeans are rn????#mom jeans are supposed to be the counter to this trend#and yet!! there’s Old Navy over there with their ‘’’’mom jeans’’’’ that have a super snug butt. like??!#could you miss the point any MORE????#(anyway can anyone tell I’ve been trying to find clothes for summer and looking ahead to things I’ll need for college lately lollll :’)#gurt says stuff#womens fashion#fashion#vent post#ok to rb
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I'm exhausted from seeing people argue that transmascs aren't really oppressed or that our oppression isn't really that bad
Sincerely, a transmasc person who will likely never pass
#@ all the transmascs seeing this you're wonderful and valid and so very important#never let anyone tell you any different#transphobia#transandrophobia#transandromisia#transmasc#transmasculine
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patron saint of being hot
and a lot of skill and really interesting anecdotes about your life and having professors that give me second hand anxiety bc they seem kinda awful and mean. But mainly just being hot
ty! admittedly my professors are not that bad, ive only had one bad professor that was more incompetent that awful. if you want another anecdote, ill tell you about the only teacher i truly despise to this day (on the tags, cuz its a very dark story)
ask gamerino
#i retook that course with a different professor and passed expectacularly. now for the horrendous teacher#on this story we have vomiting injuries and attempted suicide so watch out#in my last two years of our highschool equivalent i had PE with a teacher that loved to play favorites#if u were on a sport team you were immediately given special treatment and as you might already tell i wasnt. i hate ball sports#i loved exercising but i dreaded PE because of her#i have a condition that made my periods incredibly painful and meself anemic so those weeks were hellish#even though i was a good student she would NEVER let me sit out the navette test. even with a doctors note#i would do my best and then literally go vomit and pass out in the bathroom cuz if i did it on the court i would be berated#that wasnt enough to earn my absolute hatred tho. we now move to the worst day of my life to this day#it was just getting to school from lunch (we could go home and have it there) and i had PE#when i get a text#it was my best friend being cryptic thanking me for being a friend and saying goodbyes#he was going to commit suicide#i absolutely lost my shit as one does and went on a rampage#i couldnt get in contact with anyone (his ex stepdad was abusive and isolated his family) and they didnt let me get out of school#i was desperate and my friends were trying to help me but i didnt know what to do. i called my mom and she called his school and then i just#sat and waited with a friend. while the other classmates did the navette test#the minutes passed. i got message from my bffs number and it was his mom telling me she found him just in time#i broke then. i started sobbing and screaming and scratching my arms and my friend held me and tried to keep me from hurting myself#some other classmates came concerned and tried to help#then the teacher came. she just looked at one of the volleyball girlies who shrugged#she didnt ask if i was ok or if i needed to call someone or go somewhere. she just asked if i planning to do the test#i said no and she left and i kept crying#when i felt stable enough i went to see what had happened and she just failed me. i couldnt give the test any other day and that was that#she simply didnt care#i had to calm myself down while writing this. its no use getting emotional over a teacher that didnt care#but i hate her. she made the worst day of my life worse and she doesnt know and doesnt care#that memory fuels me to never surrender to indifference and make the pain in this world worse#my bff got help he needed after that and our bond is stronger than ever. he never pulled something like that again#thats the story! not gonna tag this babes
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for the first time in a long time, i threw together something to eat and it was actively bad. not because of parosmia or any other external thing, it just genuinely wasn't good. i barely finished it and was really glad it was one serving. #humbled
#think i might be going a little too crazy on the white pepper#also think i don't know rice vinegar well enough to just use it no recipe#and i fear i may also have a similar situation with tahini#yes tahini is just sesame seeds so where sesame seeds can go it can go#however! you have to keep in mind a teaspoon of tahini is 3.5 billion sesame seeds 😔 you must wield this power cautiously#i got really emboldened with that yum yum sauce the other day that was really really cool that i could just pull sauce out of the air#but that doesn't mean i can just slap together like 9 different ingredients 2 of which i'm not best friends with yet#and expect an incredibly delicious meal every time#just like 9/10 times lmao#adam yaps#i guess this is just growing pains#bc of my parosmia i can't just endlessly alternate between french and italian cooking principles#most of what i know is completely out the window without onions#so i'm having to cook in ways i historically have only experienced as a customer#and let me tell you. cooking was not 'coming naturally' to me before. i spent my first decade on earth as my mom's sous.#ofc i had a 'knack' when i started doing it solo#i have never soused for anyone cooking complex asian cuisine so unfortunately the 'knack' is not nearly as present u_u
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