#new comfort ep nonetheless tho

[mashed4077]

[serpentthecrow]

Today's gonna be fun

Edit: omgf Idk if I am stupid but the first episode just might come out in precisely an hour and 1 minute if my math's not wrong. I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS.

Edit ep.1: so. I just finished that. Damnnn okay. I can already tell this will indeed be the best game adaptation of all time. If I didn't see the visuals at the Sarah scene (yk what I mean) I would think I am listening to the cut-scene in the game and not a life-action adaptation of it. The acting is fucking unimaginably great and Ellie is just unbelievably cracking me up. Casting Pedro Pascal as Joel should be rewarded by the Nobel prize for perfection tbh. I love how they kept it true to the game but still added somethin new. Idk how am I supposed to wait till next week, but I will be updating this post after every episode. I it's already obvious to me why this game got so high reviews. And yeah I also cried when I heard the intro soundtrack, almost forgot that.

Ep.2: holy fuck. I love this shit sm. I knew it was gonna happen but Tess stunggg. It was a cute little trick they did there, including her more in the whole episode. The graphics in this show are amazing, so familiar, now just life-action. I am telling you; SHIVERS when I heard the clickers, it was pretty comforting to know what we're afraid of just by hearing it, it was no less scary nonetheless. As always, Ellie's so funny. I always found her personality being so dynamic in the situation she's in. She's both though and humorous. Joel was.. Joel, I think there is nothing to add to that, other than the fact that all of the characters are portrayed amazingly. I have to say, -it sometimes happens that the first episode sets a higher standard and the rest of the show can't keep up- with last of us that didn't happen. It was equally good as the begining. Can't wait for Monday(for the first time in my life)

Ep.3: THIS MF SHOW MAN. the fucking queer joy I felt the whole ass episode, I was smiling sm. Until I wasn't. You see, I like being traumatized the same way, just in a different media. The emotional connection I formed for almost an hour just got smashed. I don't think I even cried more during a show/movie/book. (I cried like that during Crooked kingdom, but I dare say I cried more today). "I am old. I am satisfied. And you were my purpose." I was sobbing. And then when I wiped my face and thought 'okay it's Ellie and Joel again, no more sad shit' it all crumbled with a "-to keep Tess safe". I couldn't fucking breathe. The begining of the episode tho. Ellie fucking slays and so does Joel. When she had her 'dora the explorer' moment I thought 'okay and now there's gonna be a jumpscare and imma shit myself' I DIDN'T EXPECT HER TO GO SO BADASS THO.(to explain, I saw a bigger part of a playthrough of this game years ago, don't remember much and I didn't wanna rewatch for it to feel like the first time). Also, we just saw post-breakout!Joel show some emotions! Hurray! First, he twist his face into a somewhat smile much more than he did before, actually allowing himself to show amusement at Ellie's antics and second, he low-key looks like he's about to actually cry outside the house, but goes to distract himself with something else. That's about it for this ep, just fucking masterpiece. Also YAY SEASON 2! TLOU 2 SPOILER- *idk if to be happy or sad cuz I don't wanna play golf*

Ep.4: so late sorry. Oh my lawd the masters of getting caught in situations of others in action. Can I just say I went "aw that's a cute lady with a very cute voice" and then went "OH OKAY I TAKE IT BACK IM SORRY I DIDNT KNOW WHO U WERE" I got pretty much nothing much to say to this one except the begining!!!! I love the scenes in the forest. First, Ellie finally shows she's afraid and Joel sees it's so unlike her that he lies into her face about being safe then and sacrifices his own sleep to make it a truth, at least for one night. Second of all, the cooking scenes. 20 years old ravioli were gold. And then the coffee sceneeeee. "It smells like burnt shit" and then immediate shot on Joel who's SLURPING the coffee so damn loud on purpose. Also the genuinely surprised "you don't like coffee?" Is so me whenever my friends say it. The end tho. "Did you know diarrhea is hereditary?" I COULDN'T BREATHE. and Joel's lil "Jesus" "this is so stupid" was so great. And the GIGGLES. MELTING.

Ep.5: this was a ride. I am so glad it came early, with the anticipatory ending they pulled last week. This was so good. "He just sounds like that, he has an asshole voice" lmao slapped so much. Most of it was pretty calm too, but when Henry said "idk what you're waiting for man. I am the bad guy cuz I did a bad guy thing" I almost YELLED at the screen "YA U DID A BAD THING BUT WITH A GOOD INTENTION". the ending thoooo. I can say I gasped and flipped off my phone when that bigass motherfucker showed up, ripping people apart. Loved the slow motion before he climbed out, the anticipation moments are amazing in this series. Seeing Ellie so afraid, was really new, both from the game and the series. I am not used to such expression of emotions at all. Also love the way Joel covers her and she's dependent on that cover,looking over at him to have her back. He goes 'go, I've got you' pulling tunnel vision on solely her and her savety. And when u think everything is gonna be okay, "when you turn into a monster, is it still you inside?" I CRIED. The way Ellie doesn't show her fear, the way she's strong for Sam but the way she tries her best to save him. She's told she's special, told she's the cure so she tries to save him. And it fails. I WANTED TO JUMP THROUGH THE SCREEN AND HUG HER THE WAY SHE CRIED. In the end, Kathleen was low-key right. My babes looked fresher than ever after digging two graves tho. "I'm sorry"- Ellie is feeling useless. Contemplates what is this 'imune' shit for anyway when she can't save the people she wants to save. Joel the master of miscommunication pulls a 🤨🤨🤔 and doesn't say shit. They are both just incredibly emotionally constipated.

[grendelsmilf]

have you seen the new mq ep? i'm so mad that they're trying to give brad depth... let him be cartoonishly evil! also hoping for dana's corruption arc. more yelling at poppy for her <3

I mean I think it’s great that they’re letting danny pudi broaden his range more, bc he’s an incredible actor who can convey more with his eyes than many actors can convey in a whole movie. and brad is clearly a very broken person. even poppy can recognize this, and she’s... well... poppy. like, brad being cartoonishly evil was very fun for him, especially because they made the brilliant decision of casting someone so charming you can’t help but root for him even though he’s a complete and utter asshole. but brad is now getting the same backstory ian got at the end of the first season when it was revealed that his father was abusive and he then abandoned his own son out of the fear of perpetuating that cycle of paternal estrangement (thus perpetuating the cycle nonetheless). he’s sympathetic now without being any less of an asshole. he’s evil enough to put profit before merit, but not evil enough to slaughter his pet (sidenote: was brad raised xtian or did his father just make him slaughter a pig as a test even tho they weren’t gonna eat it... either way, explains a lot ngl). jo, on the other hand, was established very early on as being completely remorseless, seeing as she takes pleasure in driving children to suicide, so I think this will be a good payoff to that setup, however that arc may end. but yeah, I think it’s a good thing that they’re giving brad depth, because if they cast danny pudi in the first place, it’s because they know not to waste his talent.

as for dana, I love that they’re showing that there’s a limit to how much she can actually put up with. because she’s such an angel, and so accommodating, but she’s not a doormat either. and the contrast between her and rachel, and how race plays such a (previously) unspoken role in their dynamic, which they’re establishing now is so good. I loved when poppy was like “I’m a woman of color so it’s fine” god that was good. i love how many pee oh cee on this show get to be assholes but not necessarily in a white way (whereas jo and david are assholes in an especially white way lmfao). the gag is that if rachel were being mentored by poppy and dana was being mentored by ian, both pairs would get along so much better. ian has a way of comforting people and making them feel good about themselves even when he’s blatantly exploiting them, whereas poppy and rachel are both in their comfort zone when being argumentative and confrontational, so they would probably build off of each other’s ideas really well. unfortunately, poppy is the one who knows how to code, and ian is the one who can actually grant rachel access to resources, so they’re stuck with each other. lmao

[survivorazores]

Ep. 7 - “A connoisseur of keyboard smashes“ - Abbey

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163772166338/tribal-immunity-7

Whew! An easy tribal ty to my tribe for not being crackd this proves who the ones that need to go are!!  Now to win and make jury since I'm already a huge target 

Ricky being voted off is good because I never talked to him when we had the One World Beach. I'm just glad to see Bryce safe :-)! Things have been very calm on Salao. How I like it. Now a new challenge has been posted and god - I think the hosts know how much I suck at puzzles and are rigging it against me. Anyway, I guess I have to work on that tonight after the show. I'm excited! I'll probably call Amanda and work on the puzzle with her. I'm hoping something interesting happens soon but I am also enjoying the peace.

i got swapped away from amanda and its a bad time. im with will and emily and we have plans to make a majority alliance that should work. we won immunity though so thats good

The thing is I love Emily so I just don't know what to should I spill the tea? Also these two new people I don't get at ALL they barley talk something sounds fishy to me I'm thinking of splitting the votes also I love me some Gwen! I love her, abbey is a wild card I just wanna make merge

This puzzle is going to be the death of me. It's so difficult and I don't understand how someone can do it in under 20 minutes. Lord, help me.

OMG IM SOOOO HAPPY RICKY IS OUT!!!! I literally have only been to 1 tribal i loves it!!!! and now we have a 6th person out I'm GAGGGING SIGNOSINIOSNGSIONSOINIOSNF i can't wait till merge bc thats when shit really does get real af!!!! but anyways congrats on amanda n michael for surviving that tribal bc it was 4v4 i wonder who flipped???????? but whatever still  going to keep doing what I'm doing:)))))

I'm really nervous about tribal if we lose like no one talks game to me like I thought I was in a AmaZing position for the first half of the game we just need to win immunity otherwise I think I'm in a precarious position but it might be all paranoia

I have done this puzzle about twenty times. My time started at forty-seven minutes and now I'm at eighteen. I just want to beat fifteen!!! I can't do that though.

In regards to my social game, I've been keeping in touch with Ali and Amanda G of course, but I've also been talking a lot to Gwen, who is SUCH  sweetheart. She's just so sweet. We talked for a while about astrology and a little about theatre and like she just seems so genuinely interested and can actually keep a conversation. I love her??? So sweet. I feel really bad that I want to align with Gwen while trying to take out one of her closest allies, Nayeli, but it's because Nayeli has the idol and I can't fuck with that!!! I'm scared!!! Amanda G also has an idol but no one knows she does. It's pretty much universally known Nayeli has an idol. And we need her to either play the idol so we can get it out of the way, or she doesn't play it and gets voted off with the idol in her pocket.

Of course I'm hoping we can avoid tribal for another round, but I suck at puzzles. I see that Francie has scored a sixteen minute score and Nayeli twenty-seven minutes. That's a lot of a difference between scores and I'm worried!!! We have less than three hours!!! I just don't want tribal :-( I don't know who I would target and I'm scared I might be a target for some reason??? I just never feel safe and I don't know why. The only reason I would want to go to tribal is to get rid of Nayeli's idol (and also to make a pretty parchment. I've only made one.)

So I feel like I'm in a good position here I hope I don't get blindsided I have allies and I have abbey so I hope we can split the votes Nayeli kinda made me mad tho she said she didn't wanna talk to me because she said she was good with me, I kinda wanna get will out he's a threat and I don't what that at merge

Ricky getting voted out is both good and bad for my game, bad in that my best friend and number two is gone RIP, we would've been an F2 lock while keeping it lowkey - which brings me to why this is good for my game. We wouldn't have been able to keep an alliance quiet for long and we would've been picked off, so it's good that (if one of us did have to go) it happened pre-merge. Someone made a voting confessional saying he was a dangerous player for having survived the chopping block three times... little do they know I was a part of that as well. Oops! I know Amanda G will try to turn on me at some point for lying to her about the Zoe and Rafael votes, but for now we have to work together. It makes no sense to get rid of her until at least two of the other original Salaos on our tribe are gone. Me and Abbey can keep playing the middle, and if we have to go to tribal we could easily push people against someone else. My core four right now are me, Abbey, Emily, and Amanda - and I know we can take out the others if it comes to it. Nayeli is a good person to keep as well - we could take Ali out unanimously now, then turn the numbers on Nayeli and Gwen if we needed to. I'm not playing to make friends and share fun stories anymore, I'm playing to win this.

I've never been more nervous for results. I did terrible in the challenge and I'm hoping others don't target me for that

My former tribe ties should keep me safe in this game, but I can't trust other people's influences on one another. I'm out for myself in this tribe.

i hope i get voted out. yeah i literally dont really talk to anyone bc im literally tired't of survivor its ugly BUT im just hoping someone else is liked less

I love the concept of other people taking the lead, because I'll never be the one to take the fall. If a rumor or an alliance or a name originates from someone else it makes it that much easier to hide when shit goes down and let the other person take the heat for it and I'm? Entirely okay with that?

The Espirito tribe finally wins immunity

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163810008853/immunity-results-7

This is my fourth tribal and I hate this. I just want a break from tribals, especially live ones. I hate them because the struggle is real to come up with a good answer live and the struggle is real to keep your poker face in tact. I'm really nervous for tomorrow but hopefully, we'll get rid of Nayeli.

I'm so glad we won this challenge because we don't have to worry about this coming tribal council. What does worry me is that I had the second shortest time, after Amanda, (though Bryce's time was only 30 seconds more than mine) because even though it helped us win it's likely to put a target on my back come merge if people come to view me as a threat for doing a good job in challenges. I'm not gonna lie, I'm glad I had the second shortest time because the primary target at merge would be Amanda before myself. I want to keep Amanda in this game because I trust her more than the other players but it's kind of a comfort knowing that even if I wind up with a target on my back shortly after merge, someone else has a larger target. If she leaves before I do then I'll really have to worry.

IM SO HAPPY, THIS IS WON-DERFUL

I won a challenge??? Only the 2nd challenge I've won so far excluding the left/right thing. It feels good to not be in trouble for a  day! Also I looked at some wiki seasons and I think the merge will be approaching soon. I really hope Amanda, Emily, and Will... are safe! I miss our calls :(

We did that!!!! Whew thank you team!!! https://vignette3.wikia.nocookie.net/glee/images/9/9a/MarryYouBrittana.gif/revision/latest?cb=20120810110301

WE WON SOMETHING WOOHOO! winning has never felt so good I'm glad I'm safe for one more week and it'll be interesting to see what happens with the other tribe.  I just hope that Will will be okay. I doubt it will be nayeli because I think she's really well liked by everyone.

SO we lost the challenge which is fine tbh. Will and I have a plan so it should work out fine. An alliance came together of Will, Emily, Amanda and myself. Thats 4 on a tribe of 7 so we have majority. I want gwen gone, but Gwen is close with Nayeli apparently and Nayeli has the idol. SO I came up with the idea to try to flush the idol. Idk if its gonna work yet but we shall see

Not only did we win but we won with puzzle challenge which I am horrible at!!! I was not last!!!! https://68.media.tumblr.com/f430e94315accfedf94476de6bc56178/tumblr_inline_oietjpkxfl1tu9u6o_500.gif

I just realized that I made a typo in my confessional from a few hours ago as I was looking at the immunity challenge results again. The difference in my time and Bryce's was 20 seconds not 30

ODHHHHHHHHHH my god. My page refreshed before I could send my long ass, well thought out confessional. This thing was like ten paragraphs, I kid you not.I guess I'm starting over.

I'm bummed about losing the competition because I feel like I'm really stuck. The person I want to go after is Nayeli because she hasn't made any connections with me and she has an idol. Her idol makes me very uneasy. I want to get rid of it before merge.

My plan for doing so is to get Abbey, Ali, Amanda G, and Will to vote for Nayeli. I know that Gwen is very close to Nayeli, and if Nayeli's name is brought up to her, Gwen will inform Nayeli of the fact, and Nayeli's idol will definitely be played. Whoever Gwen and Nayeli vote for will then be voted off, and that is very risky considering I'm aligned with literally everyone else on the tribe.

I just ended a call with Ali about the coming tribal, and he seems very on board with voting out Nayeli. He told me he was added to an alliance called "The Girls Next Door" with Gwen and Nayeli once our new tribes were settled. He didn't tell me about his five person alliance he had previously with Amanda Lynn, Michael, Gwen, and Nayeli, but I remember it. I still trust Ali nonetheless. We both established that we can tell each other anything - though I'm not exactly doing that. I reassured him that no one was bringing up names to me, and that he wasn't just being left in the dark - though that is what is sort of happening. We made a plan though. He is going to talk game with Nayeli and Gwen and lean them towards voting out Will. Ali will tell them that I will vote with them and thus have the majority. In their mind, it will be Ali, Gwen, Nayeli, and myself voting Will and then Will, Abbey, Amanda G voting elsewhere. But, if everything goes how I want it to, the votes will fall like Gwen and Nayeli voting for Will and Ali, Amanda G, Abbey, Will, and myself voting Nayeli. Nayeli doesn't play her idol, and she goes home. If Nayeli does happen to play her idol, Will goes home. Will isn't as close to me as the others. The problem with being aligned with everyone in the game is not wanting to see anyone go because you gain something from each connection :-(. I don't want Will to go, but I also would rather him go than Amanda G or Ali.

If Gwen and Nayeli vote Abbey, though, I wouldn't be very upset either. I have thought about who I would want to go the most if Nayeli plays her idol, and I have decided it's either Will or Abbey. I feel like Abbey trusts me because of the Gal Pals alliance that Amanda Lynn created. I know that Abbey and Amanda Lynn are very close, and that is dangerous, especially considering how good Amanda Lynn is at comps. If I want to take Amanda Lynn out eventually - and I do - then I need to weaken her connections. Abbey would be the first boot because they are so close. And I don't have to go through Amanda Lynn for "permission" because we're on separate tribes. She wouldn't be able to confront to me about it until merge. I'm enjoying the One World Beach being taken away for that reason only.

I have also been planting seeds that Amanda G is a good person to have around because she's pretty alone and has few connections, which isn't exactly very true. Ali briefly brought up her name during our call, and I told him I think it'd be smarter to keep someone with no allies around and use them as a number in our favor. He agreed. I'm praying that when Ali talks to Gwen and Nayeli about the vote, Amanda G is not the one they plan on targeting. I want them to vote out either Abbey or Will. I could even tell them that Amanda G would be a number on their side. She would vote how we want her to vote. I just need to protect that girl. I can't have her leaving pre-merge. She and Ali are the ones I'm closest with on this tribe.

Ugh, but another negative to voting out Nayeli is that I just reconnected with Gwen and I'm going to have to keep her in the dark about this vote if I want this plan work. I feel bad because I really like her and I trust her and I want to work with her! But I also know she will guarantee Nayeli stays another round. And I can't have that. I need Nayeli and her idol gone before merge! I'm hoping I can do some damage control with Gwen after tribal and explain to her why I didn't tell her what was happening.

I'm going to talk to the newly formed alliance of myself, Amanda G, Abbey, and Will about this plan tomorrow and tell them Ali will vote with us and get the scoop on how Gwen and Nayeli will be voting. But now that I'm thinking about this, they will be very uneasy with Nayeli and Gwen's votes going towards one of them especially if Nayeli can play an idol, almost guaranteeing one of our own goes home. I just need to explain to them that Nayeli won't play her idol and we will be fine! We just need to stick together and stick to the plan. I don't think we can afford to split the votes. WAIT! If three of us vote for Nayeli, two for Gwen, and two (Nayeli and Gwen) vote for whoever, then that brings us to a tie if Nayeli plays her idol. A tie would then result in a revote between Gwen and the whoever, and we could vote out Gwen there. I like Gwen and I don't want her to go home, but if the dragons get worried, I'll need to tell them that plan to guarantee we don't go home this week.

I'm just hoping that no one is catching on to my many alliances. Once they do that, I'm fucked. Everyone will turn on me and I'll be gone. I also feel that I will be given responsibility for whatever results from this tribal, but I don't mind. I was talking to Ali about this and he was saying he doesn't want any blood on his hands from this tribal. While I admire that, I recognize that you have to get a little dirty if you want to win this game. I am more than willing to take responsibility for this tribal. I am not going to go to final tribal without a resume. This will be one of the things I can put on it. It's time for me to start making moves. I suppose getting a player with an idol out is my first real one. Wish me luck!

I'm so frustrated!!! I really like Gwen and I hate that I'm keeping her in the dark about this Nayeli plan but I know I have to!!! I have to draw the "Emily is everyone's friend" line somewhere. I need to accept the fact that I'll have to backstab some people. I don't want to!!! I feel bad!!! And damn I thought I would be playing like a hero. I feel like a real villain. I have barely done anything bad but I feel so shitty!!! I just hope that Gwen understands this move and doesn't hate me. I want to work with her but I think this move puts a barrier between us. I feel bad. But also this will be such a blindside and I'm really excited to have my name on it??? But HOLY FUCK!!!! I JUST FEEL LIKE A MESS!!!!!!!! I took advantage of that four tribal gap. I need to start playing!!! But I'm scared!!! Oh god I hate my life.

Emily told me that she was thinking of getting Nayeli out because she has the idol and I'm all up for it. I really want to work with Gwen because she seems sweet, but at the same time I need to get that idol out. No one suspects that I gave Toph the idol and no one suspects that I have one now. I feel confident because no one has even thought that I could have it. I feel like my social game is really saving me right now and I'm proud of it. I really hope this doesn't backfire on me.

I'm just writing one of these today because Ali rhymed confessional with bombfessional.  Also I'm just really glad that I'm not having to go to tribal council tonight WHEW.

Bombfessional

My (can I even call it mine?) plan is working out very well. I am excited. We have decided it best to split the votes 2 Gwen, 2 Abbey, 3 Nayeli to ensure that one of us doesn't go home. I'm just praying Nayeli doesn't use her idol. I feel so incredibly shitty lying to Gwen like this but I know I have to. Why do I have to like everyone in this game??? Not fair. I think the thing I'm scared about most is Will flipping on us and sending one of us home. But I have some sort of faith he won't do that. Ugh. I guess we'll see tonight. :')

me and nayeli are going to fight it out at tribal i guess??? I'm hopefully going to be voting with emily amanda g and ali and were all voting out abbey (i would like to do will but nayeli likes him so i guess ill stay with it) and anyways nayeli might vote with will UGH but let the battle begin!!!!! i hope I'm right bc she said emily is shady but idkkkkkkk I've been so good with her n amanda g soooooo and ali is kinda just following me it seems. IM SCARED IM GETTING PLAYED but I'm sure that I'm actually going to get abbey out! hahahaha i did THAT! gwen starting her resume for the FTC

There's a very real chance I'm gonna get blindsided tonight, and there's not really anything I can do about it - if they were smart they'd take me or Abbey out right now. Actually if I was smart I'd take Abbey out since her and Amanda Lynn are basically locked in as an F2 alliance, but I'm just gonna play what I was dealt and in this round it looks like I'm going against Nayeli and Gwen - sorry y'all. The best part is that I can just blame this all on Ali no matter who goes home, unless if I go home then the girls clearly have something going on and... that's understandable lol who doesn't love an all girls alliance. If this really all is a big ruse and they're gonna blindside me, then props to them, but I also don't think that's coming just yet. I'm a loyal number and that's what people need right now, at least until the loyal number turns out to be the one calling the shots the whole time

Whew, this was a fast round!! There isn't too much to say... We won immunity bc my tribe is amazing at puzzles. I was worried we were gonna lose, since Michael could only do it on mobile and his time was almost an hour. YIKES! But he was able to knock of 30 minutes, so whew! I'm hoping that will cause people to overlook that I got the lowest score overall. I'm mot making myself look like a non-threat..... gotta work on that. Hoping I only need to survive one more tribal before merge!

I am so paranoid!!!!! Help me I swear to god if I leave tho I'll be shocked and I will bed for my return but please I hope I stay shwhwhwh

B o m b f e s s i o n a l

From what I've heard, we're splitting the votes between Nayeli and Gwen incase Nayeli uses the idol. If she does, all of our votes go to Gwen and she's gona. I hope it sticks to this because we need that idol out before merge.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just want things to work out tonight. I don't want Nayeli to play her idol. And I have a feeling that even if she doesn't, my ties with Gwen will be cut forever considering she was our plan B should Nayeli play her idol. Ugh. At least I have Ali, Amanada G, Abbey, and Will on my side. I want merge. I feel shitty. Ugh. But I'm low key excited for tribal to be live because I look cute right now. Everyone should see me. I'm cute.

Eeek tribal coming up and I'm not in it, but I still don't feel quite comfortable in my current state of the game. Hoping a merge/twist happens soon or at least we can go on immunity runs. Really hoping our alliance doesn't go out 1 by 1 JFDKDSKF

https://survivorazores.tumblr.com/post/163847885008/tribal-7-nayeli-voted-out-3-2-2-abbey-and-gwen

Last Words:  i should have probably seen it coming since toph exposed me for having the idol. I almost abandoned the plan to go with abbey and vote out someone else when Will suggested it. maybe if i had done that i'd still be in the game but who knows.

Nayeli becomes the seventh person voted out of Survivor Athena: Azores