#niki doesn’t write </3

[rnjfy]

NIKI !!! top 5 fave fics of urs : GO !! ;D

OMGOMG i just saw this now duckie </3 but thank u for the ask !! my faves so far are:

— rose and thorns by @minniepetals ; definitely an all time fave of mine :( minnie’s writings are just so ethereal i can never get enough !!

— orange tulips by @kainks ; i remember reading this when i first had tumblr (way back on my old account) and i fell in LOOOVE this is quite literally my comfort fic </3

— the color blue by @jeonginks ; another long lasting fave of mine!! a friend recommended it to me and ever since it’s been an iconic fic to me :_)

— the habits of a broken heart by @softykooky ; AAAAHKJFKWBDMWBFKNEKDNAKDNWKDNWKDNKWBFMDNRKRNFN.

— nevermind, let’s break up by @ppangjae ; i’m still waiting on part two 🥲 i remember telling all my friends ab this fic PLSJAKDMA

hehehe i loved looking back at all these legendary fics!! tqsm duckie :]

[krkiiz]

take a chance with me . luke castellan x reader

you decide to confront luke about your current situationship with him.

luke castellan x f!reader , reader is the daughter of Athena , crack , misunderstandings , “what are we” , “i thought we’re already dating” , fluff with slight angst , overthinking , kisses , them being sappy , nicknames

note : can’t stop falling in love with this evil betrayer smh. inspired by niki’s song “take a chance with me” ! (IM SORRY IF THIS IS CRINGE this is my first time writing kiss scenes help 😭😭😭😭)

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“It’s getting dark. Let me walk you back to your cabin, yeah?” The dark haired boy smiled at you.

Gods how you loved that smile of his.

It’s a tradition of yours. Him walking you back to your cabin after your outings. The two of you walk hand in hand as your near the Athena cabin.

You and Luke had been acquainted for quite some time. You both first met when you arrived in camp for the first time.

You were fifteen back then. Time passed by as fast Zeus’ lightning strikes as summers blurred after summers. In a blink of an eye, you guys were both eighteen now. Adults, no longer those carefree teenagers that relied on your counselors.

During those three years of friendship, you and Luke only got closer. It was hard to admit, and after an excruciating time of denial (and constant pestering from your half siblings including Annabeth), you finally surrendered and admitted the growing feelings you harbored for your close friend.

You’re too afraid to confess your feelings as you treasured your friendship with him deeply. You would gush about how sweet he is to Annabeth, rolling yourself on your bed as blood rushed to your cheeks at the thought of him.

Little did you know he was doing the exact same thing. Confiding to Annabeth about your recent encounters, eyes lit up rivaling the shine of Apollo himself as he thinks of you.

Poor girl. Annabeth was sick of it.

But this summer, you felt a shift in your dynamic with the curly haired boy. He would eat lunch with you more often, asking you to go on more hangouts, challenged you on more duels, battles. It felt different, closer.

You were not complaining, matter of fact you were quite glad. Maybe your feelings wasn’t just one sided after all.

But as time move forwards, the closer you two get, more couple-ey interaction commends. He would tuck your hand behind your ear as you both converse, intwining your hands when your in the same path, calling you nicknames.

The more your relationship with him progressed, the more it blurred the line between friends and more. At this point, you knew he had feelings for you as well, and he too was well aware of yours.

A bubble of thought soon started clouding your mind. What were you both now? Friends? Close friends? Lovers? You don’t remember Luke asking you to be his girlfriend.

What was the nature this relationship?

You feel his grip on yours loosening as you stopped near the grey building of Cabin 6. “This is it for you, princess.”

Words rolled of his tongue like honey and you felt like a honeybee, drawn to its sweetness.

Friends don’t call each other nicknames.

Luke placed a gentle hand on your cheek, drawing closer has he placed his lips on your temple, as if he was kissing your thoughts away. “What’s got you thinking so hard since we started walking, hm?”

Your cheeks lit up like campfire at his action, he smiled noticing your flushed state.

Cute

You look up to the curly haired boy, his fingers still pressed on your cheek. What are we, Luke?

What if Luke suddenly doesn’t want you anymore because of that question?

Were you too selfish by wanting more?

Was this not enough for you?

No it wasn’t. You want to draw a clear like between friends and more, and Luke and you were shoveling a deep hole in the middle of said line.

What if he fears commitment and disappears?

“Oh no, it’s nothing Luke.” You shook your head away from his grasp, pushing all your thoughts away. “It’s late, I should probably get in.”

But before you can turn away from him, Luke was quick to grab your hand, not letting you go any further. “No, Yn. Something is clearly bothering you. And I don’t want you to go to bed with an unpleasant feeling.”

He squeezed your held hands. “Please, Yn. Is it something I’ve done?”

You were quick to deny him. “It’s not, Luke. I don’t even know it’s just. I don’t know, confusing? I think complicated is the right word.”

The dark haired boy brought your intertwined hands to his lips, kissing your forearm softly. “It’s okay take your time, darling. I’m listening.”

You sighed seeing him caress your hand gently as he brushed his lips on the skin. “It’s about us, Luke.”

Dark hues make contact with your own. “What about us?”

“What are we Luke? I don’t even know anymore.” You retracted your hand from his grasp, frustration getting a hold on you. “Friends don’t hold hands while they walk, friends don’t kiss each other’s foreheads, or hands, or even call each other nicknames.”

You look up to see the confusion written clearly on his face. “What are we, Luke Castellan?” You asked once more.

There was a moment of silent and you dreaded it. Each passing second you can hear the rustling wind, chirps of birds, and the sound of your heart falling into your stomach.

Before he finally broke it. A wholehearted chuckle graced his lips, creasing his eyes.

You scrunched your eyebrows at his reaction. Clearly displeased. Were you some joke to him?

“Luke, this is serious, why are you laughing right now?”

He quickly straightened his composure after hearing your tone. “Ehem, wait sorry. You’re serious? Is this what you’ve been worrying about?”

“Well yeah. What’s so funny about it? Am I just some joke to you?”

“No no! Yn, wait.” He placed both of his hand above your shoulders. Eyes peered at yours before genuinely asking. “Haven’t we been dating for like two months now?”

What? Confusion warps your face.

“Yn, remember? Two months ago when I took you on a picnic by the lake? I asked if you wanted to be together and you agreed to it, remember?” He tried to recall your memory.

Then it snapped.

“Oh, that was a confession? I thought you meant it in a friendly way.” Luke mentally face palmed himself and you sheepishly giggled.

“Okay maybe I was too vague with my words so let’s redo it right now yeah?” You tilted your head at him.

The dark haired boy took both of your hands from your sides, lacing them into his. “Yn L/n, daughter of Athena, one of the best warriors I’ve ever seen, wisest and the most just ever, will you take the pleasure of being my girlfriend?”

You unwind your laced fingers, your hands moving, circling themselves around the nape of his neck as his hands are now placed on the sides your waist, drawing you closer. “Hm will I?” You teased him lightly.

“Please?”

“I guess you got yourself a girlfriend, Castellan.”

You laughed against his chest. And you can feel his ribcage expanding was he laughed along with you.

You tilt your head above, standing on the tips of your toes, as you pulled him even closer than before. Your noses touch at the proximity and you could feel his breath on yours. “Is this why you’ve never kissed me before?” you hear him whisper.

“Well I am doing it right now.” You pull him in, his lips crashing with your own. His grip on your waist tightened as your hands made its way to the softness of his curls. Eyes tightly shut as you both bask in the bliss of ecstasy before pulling apart.

He leaned his forehead against yours. Giving your lip a small peck as he craves for more of you. “I don’t know if this is not obvious yet but I like you, so so much, my Yn.”

You softly giggled. “I like you just as much, my prince.”

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[m4tthewmurd0ck]

THE MORNING SKY

— (Young) Coriolanus Snow x Fem!Reader

After the disastrous 10th Hunger Games, where Lucy Gray Baird was among the many that were killed by the snakes, Coriolanus Snow felt ready to give up. He gave his all to help Lucy Gray win, and it still wasn’t enough. She was this close, but the games found a way to take her down. Coriolanus doesn’t know if he has it in him to do this again. And then he meets his second tribute… you. The stakes are higher than normal, because you also happen to be his soulmate.

OR

A redemption story for our dear ole’ Coryo, in which he isn’t a complete asshole.

Soulmate!AU | obviously not book / movie canon

TABLE OF CONTENTS —

0 — PREFACE / ADDITIONAL CAST

1 — THE REAPING / THE SPARK

2 — A CHANGE OF HEART

2.5 — MEET THE TRIBUTES

3 — MAKING AN ENEMY (I’LL KEEP YOU SAFE)

4 — NOT ENOUGH TIME

5 — THE GAMES [PART 1]

6 — THE GAMES [PART 2]

7 — NO CRIME GOES UNPUNISHED

8 — WE’LL FIND A WAY

9 — WHEN ALL HOPE IS LOST

10 — THE MOON AND THE STARS

11 — SNOW LANDS ON TOP

BONUS — EPILOGUE

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[delcakoo]

just thinking about taking another one of Niki’s hoodies to trade it out and he catches you and is like ‘wtf i literally just gave you one? Why tf do you need another?’ And then you’re all like ‘it doesn’t smell like you anymore’ and Niki is way too flustered to even tease you about it

-🧋

boba anon and their big brain at it again <3 the amount of riki content i’ve been writing HEL

6:14PM — “oh, what’s this?” the teasing tone of your boyfriend’s voice can’t help but emit a surprised flinch from your body, nearly dropping the clothes rack in your hand as you turn to meet his gaze. niki’s tall figure resting against the doorframe, muscle on display from his white tank top as he mischievously takes in your deer-like expression.

pouting, you decide to accept defeat and continue pulling one of niki’s favourite black hoodies off the hook. “i thought you were playing something with jake?”

“i was, but ‘wanted to come see what my baby was up to.” he watches as you pull out another one of his green hoodie’s from under your arm, eliciting a betrayed sound from his throat. “ay, i’ve been looking for that. what’s wrong with it now?”

as you try to think of a response that won’t result in weeks.. months.. no, eternal teasing, you swallow and look away. “i just.. i wanted to change it up.”

“you’re shit at lying.” right as he speaks up, niki’s arms have already wrapped around your waist, resting his chin on your head as you swiftly place the green hoodie back into the closet. at the closeness, you fidget around a bit, and the boy definitely notices this by the way he snickers playfully.

“whatever, go away,” you whine, attempting to pull away from his grasp.

unfortunately, your boyfriend has been working out a bit too much and it only results in him pulling you closer to his front. “not until you tell me!” he laughs, shaking you back and forth. “i know you, jagi. you’re hiding something!”

you can’t stop to think before you’re blurting it out. “it lost your scent!” thankfully, niki stops his ministrations to spin you around, confusion in his eyes while trying to process your words’ meaning. god, will he think you’re crazy now?

“the green one didn’t smell like you anymore, so i had to come get a new one.” shyly, you press your forehead against his chest, too shy to meet his eyes that are slowly forming into crescents.

he laughs softly, a fond gaze in his eyes that you unfortunately fail to catch — much too busy burrowing further into the thin material of his tank top. “you’re so cute. seriously, it’s annoying sometimes.”

instead of teasing you in his classic niki way like you’d predicted, he instead grabs the hoodie from your grip, helping you pull it over your head and watching as it completely engulfs your body down to your thighs. delicately, he pushes some hair out of your face before moving back to take you in fully.

of course, you’re occupied being a flustered mess, completely unprepared for such a romantic gesture from your usually playful boyfriend. “stop staring already!” when you smack his arm, which clearly has no effect judging by the way he laughs even harder, niki pulls you over to the door.

“c’mon, i want jake hyung to see your outfit too. and you can help us finish building the lego pirate ship he bought me!”

srry boba ik u asked me to make him flustered but i thought this was cute <\3

[y2niki]

# SOON ! <3

→ just idol 니키 x you who misses him

warnings? none

tossing beneath the covers, you open your phone. your clock reads 1am, your world clock shows that the time in milan is 6pm, so, unable to sleep you call your boyfriend. “mura ?” “hi baby,” niki greets you sweetly, leaving the room to find a more private spot for himself as he puts his phone on speaker“everything okay at home ?” “uh yea.” your voice is shy and almost bashful in a way. your loud personality falling away, you had always seemed to shy back into your shell when you wanted to ask niki for something. “okay,” he whispers back. “are you sure?” a sweet smile tugs at the corner of his lips when you stay silent, his smile threatening to break into a laugh. he knows you well enough that he knows you’re going to ask him for something “what is it, baby? what’s the matter ?” you let out a small sigh and let the 2 words fall from your lips . “2 days.” and he’s silent... 2 days? he doesn’t even have time to reply before you’re speaking again “2 days until I can see you again” a slight huff finishing your reply niki lets out a small, laugh. “i know. i’m very sorry babe, but i can’t help being popular” there’s another short pause as you hesitate over your next choice words. “i can’t sleep,” you confess. “i miss you.” “every time i can’t see you it feels like the sky is falling, i miss you so much more than you probably even realise” it’s niki’s turn to stay quiet, feeling warmth blossoming in his throat. yes he misses you too. he murmurs softly. “i’m just about to leave, okay?” “you just don’t get it, mura,” you grumble, “mm,” niki hums fondly, his voice softening “just sleep now. goodnight, baby. i’ll see you soon ”

an : hi!! this is my very first piece of writing so please be nice to me :) I’d really appreciate notes and reblogs!! take care~

[niki-phoria]

TELL ME THAT YOU'VE NEVER FELT LIKE THIS BEFORE

pairing: niki x gn!reader (no pronouns used) genre: fluff word count: 503

notes: inspo from this fic, i wanna start writing for tgcf so expect some hualian x reader fics lmao, title from the spook school - i wanna kiss you

“i’ve wanted to kiss you since the first time i saw you.” niki’s sudden confession catches you off guard. his words are quiet, whispered into the silence of the night as if it’s the most casual thing in the world. “i think about it sometimes - kissing you.”

you feel like the wind has been knocked out of you; the breath stolen from your lungs unexpectedly. shifting slightly to face him, you study niki’s expression for any hint of humour. you find none. 

a second passes. then another. you’re not exactly sure what you’re waiting for. the silence is almost suffocating enough to force the words out of your throat. “so why haven’t you?” 

niki’s eyes are wide when they meet your own. a stream of moonlight streams in through your blinds, coating the room in silver. the minimal light does little to hide the bright blush on his face. he can’t decide if he’s grateful or not.

“are you serious?” 

“are you?”

niki doesn’t answer. at least, not verbally. his hands twitch as he hesitantly reaches out, carefully cupping your cheek. 

there’s a hint of uncertainty in the way niki holds you. his touch is so gentle you can barely feel it. there’s enough distance between you for you to comfortably flee. to blame your words on the confusion of sleepless nights and go back to normal. 

but you don’t want normal. 

“are you okay with this?” niki’s hand rests comfortably against your cheek now. his fingertips trace along your cheekbone with care. 

he stops entirely when you wrap your hand around his wrist. he watches as you gently lift his hand to press a chaste kiss against his palm. niki’s heart races. “yes. are you?” 

niki’s face feels hot. his answer comes in the form of his fingers weaving between yours, intertwining your fingers together. 

he unconsciously licks his lips when his gaze meets yours once again; his eyes flicker down to glance at your lips for just a second, but it’s enough to send a cascade of butterflies through your stomach. niki leans in so close that you can nearly feel each breath he takes. his voice drops so low you almost miss the words he murmurs entirely. “can i kiss you?”

this time, you’re the one who takes the initiative. with your fingers still intertwined, your eyes flutter shut before you finally close the distance. 

niki’s lips are soft against your own. he wastes no time in returning the favor, eagerly kissing you back with fervor. his kisses are gentle, like there’s no expectation for more. each of his movements are deliberate - the reassuring brush of his thumb against your knuckles; his free hand rests against your jaw, guiding you through the movements. 

his hand remains when you finally pull away. the flush on his cheeks matches the tint lingering on your lips. a beat of silence passes before niki smiles softly. “can i kiss you again?”

you softly chuckle, quickly closing the distance. “you don’t even have to ask.”

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[iovnyu]

ೃ getting woken up by enhypen

genre: fluff

pairing: enhypen x gn! readers (correct me if i’m wrong)

a/n: hello! i have not wrote in a while but here is a headcanon! in the months i have been gone i have met enha irl at kcon and also saw them in concert two times!! requests are open! please look at the guidelines before submitting!

「 heeseung 」  

he would probably hum a tune, using his lovely raspy voice in the morning. he knows you love when he talks to you the first thing in the morning because of the rasp in his voice. you will try to pretend to still be asleep just to hear his voice for a little bit longer but he will catch on pretty quickly. as you lay on his chest, you can feel the vibrations of his laugh. peeking through one eye, you are met with heeseung side eyeing you. “you know you can just ask me to sing to you whenever you want, you know i’ll always do it.”

「 jay 」  

he is the type to rub your back (assuming that your back is facing him or is facing up). if you were to be laying on his chest, he would trace random shapes onto your back, wondering how long it will be until you would be awake. he already finds himself excited to cook breakfast for the both of you and see the lovely smile that adorns your face when there is your favorite food in front of you. after getting bored of tracing shapes, he will begin to write your name and his on your back (maybe even add a heart in the middle of it: y/n <3 jay). he wishes to have many more mornings like this.  

「 jake 」  

jake would probably just stare at you in awe while you sleep facing him. he is literally stunned. he isn’t the type to laugh at how you are positioned, he would just look at you and immediately think you are the cutest thing ever. if any of the members walk in to jake just staring at you, they would think it’s creepy at how he is facing you. it would look as if a child saw santa in real life right in front of them. he could care less though, but either way, he would never be the one to ruin your sleep. either you’re waking up yourself or some loud noise will, never him.

「 sunghoon 」  

sunghoon would tap your cheek lightly or tap any skin that is exposed (out of the blanket that was covering you). if your feet was dangling outside of your blanket, he would go over and tap your feet a couple of times to wake you up. if tapping you doesn’t work, he would definitely jump on your bed next to you because of how impatient he is. sunghoon would bug the living shit out of you if you didn’t wake up to his first attempts.

「 sunoo 」  

sunoo would definitely wake you up with a happy smile, telling you what the plans are for the day knowing damn well you can’t understand what he is saying. he would open the curtains to let the sunlight in, and if you don’t have any he would turn on your lights. he comes in singing a little tune, not like heeseung though. he would sing it obnoxiously but in a funny way to ensure he is the first thing you hear when you start your day.

「 jungwon 」  

jungwon would wake you up by slowly pulling the blankets off your body. like how he woke up jay in that one en o’clock episode. he would grab your hands and pull you up with all his might. you would try to lie back down but he is quick to grab your arms and pull you up again. he would sit right in front of you and brush back your hair from your face in hopes of waking you up. (fun fact, this actually makes you sleepy even more).

「 niki 」  

niki would be a menace waking you up. he would make sure that your sleep would be interrupted no matter what. you guys have a joking and playful relationship and this includes when your sleeping or when he is sleeping. he would definitely pull the blankets off you in an aggressive way, especially when the temperature is in the negatives in your room. you would groan trying to find the blankets only to find him running away with it while laughing manically.

[haknom]

ALONE AT PROM? — NISHIMURA RIKI

PAIRING: playboy!niki x crush-fem!reader

SYNOPSIS: Nishimura Riki, Earl Grey High's most known playboy. He constantly earned the title as ‘who's most likely to become a frat boy’ for the past 2 years and being a senior wouldn’t make a difference. But watching him chase after someone who doesn’t seem to like him back was quite shocking on his end—he never experienced it before. And for his highschool life to be complete, he need to ask you out for prom. Why? Great question. Still, with your frequent ignorance of his presence things only became even harder.

GENRE(S): written series, highschool au, nonidol au, playboy/troublemaker!riki, onesided enemies to lovers, slight sports au, and onesided pinning (for a bit)!

WARNINGS: riki is VERY delusional, cringe, and is quite the red flag, lmk if i missed anything

WORDCOUNT: 1522 words

NOTE: here comes chapter one................ i'm literally writing chapter 3 as we speak !!!! have fun reading this if u wanna leave feedback PLEASEEE DO. text me reply send asks ANYTHING i just want your thoughts on this ❤️

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CHAPTER ONE. you really are unpredictable.

Nishimura Riki, Earl Grey High’s well-known playboy. Yes, he was quite the troublemaker, but he also enjoyed breaking hearts while playing with feelings. It was terrible. Many students from nearby schools heard about him, and although they had never met him before, they claimed to hate him. Come on now, only psychos would find joy and entertainment in these things.

Many questioned how he managed to have a decent group of friends—none (except one) were like him. The five boys were so alike, causing Riki and Heeseung to stand out more. Starting off with Yang Jungwon, everyone’s favourite class president. He and Riki have been friends since they arrived at Earl Grey High, which always managed to throw many off. 

Park Jongseong and Sim Jaeyun, who preferred to go by Park Jay and Sim Jake, were both star athletes at school. Being captain of the boys’ basketball team and boys’ soccer team only brought many benefits, for example, love letters. Every day, they’d open their lockers to find newly sealed envelopes that varied from shades of pink to red. It was quite a fascinating sight to be around. Still, this brought consequences—the school’s janitor hated them. 

Think about it. Imagine having to clean up a pile of letters filled with girls who poured out their feelings into every single letter. Who wouldn’t hate that? 

Kim Sunoo and Park Sunghoon were the most different of the bunch. Sunghoon came off as the quiet type but still managed to fit in with the loudest group of boys known to society. Crazy,  right? As for Sunoo, the school’s library freak, if you needed to find him, all you needed to do was ask the librarian. He was always there. He enjoyed having his nose stuffed in a book. Although he came off as a book nerd, he knew everyone and everything about the school.

It was almost as if he were a map of Earl Grey High himself. 

To be honest, Lee Heeseung and Nishimura Riki were like father and son. Heeseung was known to be their school’s biggest playboy, but after he graduated, Riki took over almost immediately. It’s a shame they didn’t add the ‘who’s most likely to become a frat boy’ question while Heeseung was in school.

It’s not like this friend group fell apart; most of them graduated, leaving Jungwon and Riki behind. There was no way in hell you could separate the two. 

“Don’t tell me you’re going to try again.” Jungwon said in a disbelieving tone while looking at the boy who sat beside him. “Studying is boring! I don’t get how you find it amusing, Won. Besides, it won’t hurt to give it another try, right? She’ll eventually fall for me anyway.” Riki replied while staring you down. “I doubt it. At this rate, people will think you have a huge crush on her.” He’d emphasize. 

“Woah, if you put it like that, I’m going to sound like a desperate loser. I told you this already,” Riki started while pushing his notes aside. “All I need to do is ask her to prom. I’ll get prom king way easier that way, am I right?” Riki looked at Jungwon with a sly smirk as the boy sighed. “I don’t get how anyone falls for you. That’s clearly not going to work, Ki! I’m warning you now; you’re eventually going to realize what you’re doing and actually, well, fall for her.” Jungwon explained, causing Riki’s eyes to go wide.

“Are you crazy? I, Nishimuara Riki, AKA Earl Grey High’s most well-known playboy, fall in love with someone like her? Never.” Riki got up from his seat, leaving Jungwon in the dust. His footsteps approached the table in front of them in the silent cafeteria. It was 8:49 AM on a Monday, yet he was full of energy and confidence. 

To be honest, Riki was ashamed to admit that he truly liked you. At the start of his so-called plan, he only wanted to take you to prom to help him reach his goal of being prom king. Or was that just an excuse? He knew his reputation could easily crown him on its own, but still, he needed a coverup for his friend, Jungwon.

Although Jungwon was very smart, he still seemed to buy Riki’s blatant lie. A lie he said a year ago. Even if he secretly liked you, he had to play it cool and keep it a secret. Still, that didn’t mean his playboy antics came to a halt—no, never. But he only wanted to make you jealous. Clearly, you didn’t care, nor did you bat an eye at his many failed attempts. You were aware of his attraction to you, yet you didn’t like him back. Any girl would fold almost immediately if they heard that Riki liked them first, it was a rare occurrence. But you weren’t one for romance. It was never really your thing growing up. 

Still, Riki didn’t know why he was so attracted to you. Your looks were quite average in his opinion, and your personality was, well, also average, but there was something different about you. It was corny, but true. He couldn’t explain it any better than that.

Riki bit back a smile as he approached the empty table you sat at. Of course, he wanted to be noticed. So, why wouldn’t he make a big entrance? Instead of walking around the table like a normal person, he walked across it. Jungwon’s eyes widened as he grimaced at the sight. God, nobody knows where his shoes have been.

The loud step on the surface of the table caught your attention, but you didn’t turn around. You already had an idea of who it could possibly be. As he took his seat beside you, you rose from your own and moved away with your backpack, keeping a distance between you and him. Oh, come on,” he said with a slightly disappointed expression. “What do you need today, Nishimura?” You said, using his surname, leaving an effect that felt like a punch to his chest.

Although he’s been chasing after you for almost a whole school year, you never once saw him as a close friend. Why? Well, did he ever mention that you had a boyfriend? And did he ever mention that your boyfriend, Cha Junghwan, the captain of the Tennis team and student president, despised him?

“You know, the usual. Have you changed your mind about going to prom with me?” Riki asked, pretending that the distance between you two didn’t exist. “I’m sure you’re aware that I have a boyfriend. No matter how many times you ask, my answer will still be the same. I’m not going to prom with you, Nishimura.” You said, grabbed your backpack, and left the cafeteria.

Riki smiled to himself, his ears turning a faint red. You wanted him so badly, and he knew it. He always felt a connection between you both every time you spoke. Just give it a few more months, and his delusions will come true.

He regained his composure and returned to his seat beside Jungwon, who awaited the context of their conversation. “So?” He asked. “Let me guess, she said no again?” Jungwon said as Riki grabbed the notes he had pushed aside earlier. “Riki, I don’t get it. You claim you don’t like her, yet you’ve been asking her to prom for the past school year while knowing she has a boyfriend? You really are unpredictable.” Jungwon sighed while closing his binder. “So? What is he going to do about it? Hit me with his racket?” Riki joked. “You and I both know he can’t fight for shit. Therefore, I’m safe.” Riki said with a proud smile. 

“They’ve only been dating for 5 months now. I’m shocked he hasn’t said anything to you yet. Plus, when have we ever seen him fight?” Jungwon slipped his binder into his backpack with a slight laugh at the mental image of a beaten-up Riki. “Hey, I know what you’re imagining right now. That’s not going to happen. And please, do you think he has the guts to lose his title as the captain of the Tennis team and student president? No way.” Riki insulted him while zipping up his own backpack. “Hey!” Jungwon started. “Yeah, no, I have nothing to say.” He finished as Riki hummed in response. 

The bell rang, signaling that classes would begin shortly. “Wishing you luck. You have him in your first period class, don’t you?” Jungwon said. “Yeah, and second. But I’m fine with it; (Name) is in my second class. Hopefully, I can make it work during Physics.” Riki explained while swinging his backpack over his shoulder. “I doubt it.” Jungwon whispered. “Anyways! I’ll see you in the afternoon. Good luck with your morning classes.” He smiled and waved at the boy as Riki did the same. 

Riki prepared himself to be stared down by his classmate—your boyfriend. He hated him as much as your boyfriend hated Riki. Yet Riki didn’t care. This only made things a little funnier, in his opinion. 

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[storiesoflilies]

⋆ ˚｡⋆ lily’s whimsical summer event ⋆ ˚｡⋆

have you ever dreamt of the faraway milky stars and the salt of the deep ocean, my darlings? perhaps you could sit here with me for a while, and we could dream together…

status: open

hello my darlings! i have decided to do a little collab event to celebrate reaching over 300 followers <3

what is the theme? well… the theme is all about travelling to that whimsical universe in your head that inspires you to create wonderful things.

my all-time goal has been to write pieces that transport readers to another place, even if it’s only for a little drop in time. some of my best work is born when i listen to music that fits the vibe of what i’m trying to write or when i see artwork that inspires me.

RULES & HOW TO ENTER

᭞𓇼 this space is 18+ only! so minors, absolutely do not interact!

᭞𓇼 please do not write about/draw any characters who are minors, and no aging up/time skips!

᭞𓇼 i don’t mind dark content, so long as it doesn’t contain any of the following: r*pe/non-con, explicit physical abuse, bestiality, pedophilia.

᭞𓇼 this event is open to any fandom, and not just jujutsu kaisen!

᭞𓇼 this event is open to writers, poets, artists, and any and all other creators. you can even create moodboards or playlists if you’d like! there is no limit to what you can create here <3

᭞𓇼 send me a dm or ask to take part, and tell me what song/artwork/poem (or whatever else) has inspired you to create a new piece. i have included a couple of my favorite songs, and lyrics from them, that has helped inspire some of my recent work – so feel free to use them if you need a starting point!

᭞𓇼 please please please tag me in what you guys create, and use the tag #Lily’sWhimsySummer

᭞𓇼 the deadline for applying is the 30th of September!

᭞𓇼 i will always reblog and add everybody who takes part to this post, so come back here to check for new content!

᭞𓇼 it would be really great if everyone who sees this could reblog and boost this post so it can reach more people to inspire! i don’t mind you guys tagging people you think would be interested in this either.

MY INSPIRATION SONGS

• i don’t want to wait - the war on drugs

⋆ ˚｡⋆ “i don’t want to change. i’m right behind the door. i’m bloodied but i’m yours.” ⋆ ˚｡⋆

• bishops knife trick - fall out boy

⋆ ˚｡⋆ “and i’m yours, til the earth starts to crumble and the heavens roll away.” ⋆ ˚｡⋆

• conrad - ben howard

⋆ ˚｡⋆ “oh i loved you with the good and the careless in me, but it all goes back.” ⋆ ˚｡⋆

• what a feeling - one direction

⋆ ˚｡⋆ “when the air ran out and we both started running wild, the sky fell down.” ⋆ ˚｡⋆

• bloody mary - lady gaga

⋆ ˚｡⋆ “i won’t cry for you, i won’t crucify the things you do” ⋆ ˚｡⋆

• every summertime - NIKI

⋆ ˚｡⋆ baby i’d give up anything to travel inside your mind. baby, i’ll fall in love again come every summertime.” ⋆ ˚｡⋆

• judas - lady gaga

⋆ ˚｡⋆ “i’m just a holy fool, oh baby he’s so cruel. but i’m still in love with judas, baby.” ⋆ ˚｡⋆

• take me out - young summer

⋆ ˚｡⋆ “and if you leave here, you leave me broken, shattered i lie.” ⋆ ˚｡⋆

MASTERLIST

my inspired whimsical darlings:

᭞𓇼 ‘abalone’ (tojixreader) by @bungalowbear / inspired by the painting ‘lighthouse hill’ by edward hopper - coming soon!

᭞𓇼 ‘strawberries and spilt milk’ (tojixreader) by @muzansslxt / inspired by a playlist and bridgerton.

᭞𓇼 ‘goblin market’ (sukunaxreader) by @ffsg0jo / inspired by the poem ‘the goblin market’ by christina rossetti - coming soon!

᭞𓇼 ‘the ballad of nevermore’ (gojo/toji/sukuna/getoxreader) by @ffsg0jo / inspired by the book ‘once upon a broken heart’ by stephanie garber - coming soon!

᭞𓇼 ‘in heavy mist, in glitter dusk’ (sukunaxreader) by @pinknipszz / inspired by the song ‘girlfriend’ by hemlocke springs - coming soon!

᭞𓇼 ‘sugar and seaglass’ (gojoxreader) by @madaqueue / inspired by the song ‘sweet/i thought you wanted to dance’ by tyler the creator - coming soon!

©storiesoflilies 2024, all rights reserved. please do not plagiarize, translate, or repost any of my work on other sites! i only post on ao3 and tumblr.

[blue-jisungs]

Could you make a version of giving flowers but with enhypen? Love your writing! 🥺

giving them flowers ♡

a/n. thank you sm <3 i hope you enjoyed it!! i’m on my soft niki agenda :( AND POSTING THIS BC ENHA IS IN MY COUNTRY RN + LAST POST BEFORE BIG ANNOUNCEMENT WILL DROP TODAY

skz ver here :D

┆彡 HEESEUNG [ 희승 ]

you took him off guard, he got so flustered 🥹

would go speechless for a moment looking at you with those bambi eyes

screaming rn

he would hug n cover you in kisses like there’s no tomorrow <\\3

“hey, hee! i got you a little something!” you hummed, waltzing into his room with a bouquet of fresh flowers. you looked around, his dorm reassembling a literal man cave “i hope they’ll survive here though…”

“huh?” heeseung turned around, taking off his headset. his eyes widened when he noticed the colorful flowers “oh my goodness, i have the cutest girlfriend ever…”

before you realised, heeseung started covering your face with kisses giggling sweetly.

then he ran to grab a vase and put the flowers next to his gaming desk, looking at them wide a grin and hearts in his eyes.

this boy :(

he’ll take such gentle care of the flowers

even if the boys say that they’re “too girly”

(and he’ll just tease them that they are just jealous because they didn’t get flowers ;P )

┆彡 JAEYUN [ 재윤 ]

you wanted to gift your bf flowers just because!!

and you did when you had a moment alone

i’m crying he’s so cute

almost kissed u to death 🤕

“jake!!” you hummed, tapping his shoulder. jake turned around and his gaze shifted from the tv to you “those are for you!”

he took a spin and almost crushed the flowers when taking them from you. then he blinked repeatedly, making you giggle at his cuteness.

“those are so pretty? wait, do we have a vase?! you keep them in vase, right? thank you baby!” jake grinned and pecked your lips before running off to kitchen to grab a vase.

when he came back he made sure that every inch of your face was covered with obnoxiously loud kisses. because of that you didn’t catch his red ears.

brags abt the flowers on weverse for a whole day

even sent a photo of them to his mom ;(

but his heart almost jumped out of his chest, he didn’t know it was possible to love you even more

but even after such a simple gesture it turns out it was <3

┆彡 JONGSEONG [ 종성 ]

he’s such a precious human being so you actually fight the urge to give him flowers everyday

but once you did, on a random tuesday he felt his heart beating so fast he was afraid it will jump out of his chest

will literally melt

“baby?” you hummed, closing the door behind you. the soft strums of guitar stopped and were later followed by footsteps.

“coming! oh–” jay stopped in his tracks the second he saw a bouquet in your hands “should i be concerned?”

“what? no! i bought them for my lovely boyfriend” you cooed, cupping his cheek. jay gently took the flowers from you, his eyes filled with love. as he tried to gather his thoughts, a soft peck was placed on your hand.

“i should be the one who’s giving you flowers” he only managed to murmur. your giggles filled the room and jay swore his knees went weak.

“let me be a gentleman for once” you scoffed, rolling your eyes dramatically.

sets a pic of the flowers as his wallpaper ☹️

would give you all the flowers in the world if he could

he’s just so soft for you :(

smiles tenderly once someone mentions how pretty the flowers are, mumbling “not prettier than y/n though” underneath his breath

he’s just so perfect i love him i wanna cry

┆彡 JUNGWON [ 정원 ]

he thought he forgot about an anniversary or something (which is almost impossible because he remembers all the dates)

but then you just looked at him so sweetly he almost melted on the floor :(

has to take a few deep breaths to calm himself (it doesn’t work)

“wonie! say something!” you giggle. he said as staring at the bouquet in disbelief for the past five minutes. he shook his head, looking at you with curiosity

“did i do something…?” jungwon tilts his head. you sigh dramatically and hand him the flowers, only to peck his cheeks after

“except for being my lonely boyfriend who i love way too much? hm, no. those are for you. just because. do you like them?” you asked, eyes blinking with excitement. it took all of his willpower not to start screaming at your cuteness; however,

“i love them. they are beautiful” jungwon breathed out, his stomach swirling with butterflies.

be prepared to receive a 5x bigger bouquet though.

he also changed your name in his phone to my flower <3

(cries)

will glare at anyone who will even look at the flowers, he does not want them to get destroyed :(

┆彡 NISHIMURA RIKI [ にしむら りき ]

oh god he’s so precious i wanna hold him

it’s safe to say you’re riki’s first love and he just loves you so much

and vice versa

and once you decided to give him flowers! because why not

“knock knock is mr nishimura here?!” you knocked at the door from the practice room and peeked inside. jungwon told you he should be here and the leader was correct. riki smiled softly upon seeing your head and stopped the music.

while he did so, you whipped out the flowers from behind your back. niki turned around and slowly walked towards you, eyes wide.

“i got you flowers” you hummed. riki gently took them, looking at the soft petals in silence “you deserve them. you deserve the whole world, actually– riki?”

“i love you so much” he mumbled, eyes glassy. the love he felt was just too overwhelming, in a good way; and he couldn’t help tears that were falling down his cheeks.

“oh baby…” you smiled tenderly and hugged him, holding him close.

help.

ofc later we will threaten you not to tell anyone about it – and you don’t

but he’s so grateful for you 🥹

immediately sends the pic of flowers to his members (to tease them) and his mom (to ramble about you, for the fourth time that day)

┆彡 SUNGHOON [ 성훈 ]

i wanna strangle this mf to death (affectionate)

he was teasing you about the way he treats you like a princess and that you should do the same sometimes

so you went “whatever 😐”

little did he know that you remembered his words and made it your personal mission to spoil him for a day

starting with flowers teehee

sunghoon opened his eyes, the smell of something flowery and fresh filling the room. he rolled over to hide his face in your neck but… you weren’t there.

“yah, y/n…” he whined, voice sleepy when you cleared your throat dramatically.

“turn around, your highness” you teased and watched him lazily roll over (again), eyes landing on the fresh bouquet. in matter of seconds he became flustered, covering his face with the duvet “don’t hide your pretty face from me, princess, i woke up early for this”

he shot you a offended glare, peeking from under the cover.

“don’t call me a princess” he rolled his eyes dramatically but you just scoffed, his ears getting redder the longer he stared at the flowers.

sigh

he was joking and certainly did not expect you to be serious

esp with those pretty flowers, the petals in his fav colors

he loves you so much but please be careful with the princess treatment, i’m afraid his poor heart wouldn’t handle it 🥹

┆彡 SUNOO [ 선우 ]

sunoo was having a bad day

a horrible one, even

and that’s when you, an angel of a gf, walk in

sunoo was looking at the rain drops racing down the window, when the door suddenly opened. he turned his head around, kind of disappointed that it won’t be so quiet anymore but then he realised it’s you. all soaked with… flowers?

“hi baby! surprise?” you grinned and closed the door, struggling to take off the coat. sunoo sal most flew towards you, helping you to take it off and the tilted his head curiously. “i got you flowers! they reminded me of you and i just had to buy them. and deliver them”

“really?” sunoo pouted, cheeks warming up because truth be told those were the prettiest flowers he’s ever seen.

“really. now let’s cheer you up, hm? i can see you’re in a bad mood” you cooed, cupping his cheek which made him squeal because of how cold your hand were.

god he’s smiling like a fool (in love)

takes dozens of pics

guards the flowers from the boys like his life depended on it <\\3

he’s so madly deeply in love with you it’s insane ☹️

[ masterlist <3 ]

taglist. @geniejunn ,, @luvhyun3 ,, @starlostseungmin ,, @elviransworld ,, @jnks6r ,, @sieunsgf ,, @ethereallino ,, @laylasbunbunny ,, @duolingofanaccount ,, @slytherinhobi ,, @jung0ne ,, @ka-ni-ma ,, @iliveforlixie ,, @moonacholy ,, @ameliesaysshoo ,, @dazzlingligth ,, @mark-geolli ,, @l3visbby ,, @w3bqrl ,, @ddenoudepression ,, @yourfavoritefreakyhan ,, @cinnamoroxie

[hanniluvi]

hi i rlly enjoyed ur niki bf headcannon if ur open to requests pls do one for zerobaseone taerae if u have time :)

📸 — TAERAE AS YOUR BOYFRIEND !

hihi tysm <33 !! ofc , reqs are open !! and aaa im so glad you requested for taerae !! needed to write something for zb1 and my boyfie 🫶 hope you enjoy!

warnings : brief spoilers on camp zb1, mentions of petnames

— daily drives with him! doesn’t matter if it’s day or night, you two can spend hours driving together, playing songs you both love <;3 hes driving ofc HAVE U SEEN HIM IN CAMP ZB1?!?!?!

— would probably prefer being the driver since he wants to impress you, but he doesn’t mind if you do <3 !

— in this relationship, he’s def going to be the talker and you’re gonna be the listener. he just has sm to talk about so he needs someone who is willing to listen to him. and that will be you so prepare for lots of conversation!! flashbacks to taerae and ricky eating LMFAOOO

— honestly goes to you for support. when he’s down, he feels comfortable enough to share with you what he’s thinking. genuinely tries to listen to you and follow your advice.

— when you guys hang out, he would pull out his guitar. he’d play it and sing songs that are secretly dedicated to you! not anything special since he always sing w/ a big smile on his face <3 I NEED A TAERAE

— seems to be shy when getting compliments ESP FROM YOU. like he would giggle, kick his feet, turn red—just ANYTHING a lovesick person would do.

— our little taeraeista would definitely need some fashion advice. although he loves his red pants, he still needs to look good when he goes out! so he talks to you for advice. and well, if you’re both bad at fashion, at least you both can dress weirdly <3 could couple match with the red pants 😊😘

— you guys would do random things out of nowhere. you two could be eating and suddenly taerae is singing “call me mother” and acting like hanbin..and you’d join him and then laugh it off together 😭😭

— he’s gonna impersonate everyone INCLUDING you 😭 so do anything he thinks is funny, he’s impersonating you for a lifetime. good luck!!

— the type to just go up to you and bother you. like your space is his space too, don’t think you’re getting away if he’s there 🤨 you and him are one.

— he’s just a clueless bf at times 😭 i gen thinks he would zone out and be like “huh?” after you ask him something

— probably uses petnames like darling or love. like he’d be like “can you get me that darling/love?” like shut up n give me a kiss already like 😊

— he seems like such a patient bf 😭 like he would give you all his attention whenever you wanna say something. would probably give you a big smile as his rubs your hands bc he thinks you look so cute when thinking </3

— never a quiet place when taerae is there. when he’s in your presence, you better get a speaker and playlist ready bc you guys are ready to party!!!!! super loud n chaotic!!!!!

— teases you but gets flustered when you do the same back…like sir did you not just?$?!

— seems like the bf you can just always joke around with <3

💭 — head empty just taerae

ZB1 PERM TAGLIST — @dwcljh @ilovewonyo @jiawji @tzyuki @kpoprhia @flamiricky @rikizm

[rnjfy]

not me messing up duckie’s request 😦 aaaanyway ! here are my top five from my works!! @sungbeam :’)

— everything ‘bout bf!jisung ; i remember sitting and listening to taylor swift when this idea came into my head LOLZ

— regular ; i think i hated this when i first posted it,,, but the concept is too good </3

— life of those in love ; absolute simp energy radiating from this tbh . but since i love the dreamies so much it’s ok ! ;P

— pudding ; oh oh oh !!! i got this idea from a literal pudding that i ate for dessert. i couldn’t wait to write this & wrote it in the car on the way home from the restaurant :’)

— sweater ; :’’) park jisung i am weak for u so much !!

[ special mention !! to this rj timestamp, i was laughing my ass off after posting it LOL]

[fxirysforesight]

I don’t care how much y’all try to justify it. Making nsfw posts about Niki is weird. I don’t care that he’s 18. He just turned 18 literally 11 days ago and some of y’all started this nonsense the DAY he turned 18 so there’s no excuse. Y’all were waiting until he became of age to start this nonsense.

“But the legal age of sexual consent in Japan is 16”

1. Don’t care. That’s ALSO not normal.

2. Niki is Japanese but he’s not currently living in Japan. He lives in Korea. He obeys Korean laws.

3. 20 is the legal age of consent in Korea. And they now go by to International Age System. Therefore Niki is 18. Not 20, and therefore not legally able to consent.

“But everyone started sexualizing Sunoo and Jungwon at that age too”

1. That doesn’t make it right. It’s still weird.

2. Weird.

Also, trying to get by with this by saying that kpop companies make their idols sing suggestive music so if we listen to it we’re just as guilty as the people writing the smut is weird and has zero correlation and at this point you’re just yapping. Just because it’s considered normal and everyone does it does not make it okay. Also stop sending me nsfw niki tarot and astrology asks.

[shenachigans]

LOST YOU — PT. II | Natasha Romanoff

PAIRING: Natasha Romanoff x Fem!Reader

CW: angst no comfort, mentions of cheating (Nat) and pregnant!Wanda, implied that Nat has a cock

SUMMARY: Natasha finds a letter after her recent mission

A/N: It could be read as a stand-alone too. I saw the requests for Y/n getting with another person, but this part two was kind of an accidental write. This was going to be a whole other angst oneshot, but it ended up becoming what it is not that I mind. Inspired by NIKI’s Oceans & Engines. I hope you guys enjoy this and I might but I can’t promise a part 3. Lemme know if you’d like that :)

WORDS: 1,793

Lost You — Pt. I

(FANFIC IS UNDER THE CUT!)

Natasha had just returned to the compound after a four-month mission. The injuries and soreness from her body couldn’t compare to the mental and emotional damage that returned with her. It was a mission that could’ve cost her life if she wasn’t careful, and she couldn’t tell anyone about it per Director Fury’s orders. Ignoring the casual welcomes of her team, Natasha heads to her room. However, hesitance filled her when she held the doorknob and entered the room. She plops her gear bag onto the floor as the sight of a clean room welcomes her. 

Her hands balled into fists to prevent themselves from shaking as she released a ragged breath. The welcoming scent that usually washes over her was no longer present and replaced with nothingness. Her bedroom felt lifeless, but she tried to shake it off, walking toward her bed when she saw an envelope. Natalia, my love, it says. She knew exactly who this was from, and her indifferent facade cracked. Sitting at the edge of her bed, Natasha looks at the ceiling, preventing the dam of tears that pooled in her eyes from breaking. She can’t cry. Not now, not forever, for this was her mistake. Natalia Romanova doesn’t deserve to cry after what she did. 

“How long have you been cheating on me? With Wanda?”

“You could’ve told me you wanted more. I would’ve given everything up to make you happy. You just needed to tell me, not her…” 

“Divorce papers are coming in a few days…”

“I was going to give you one more chance because I love you… but she’s with a child.”

A two-month affair that ruined her marriage and made a new life…all because she wanted more. Natasha’s selfishness and greediness caused her to lose you: her wife, and now, unfortunately, her ex-wife. She didn’t know why she did it, cheated. She had no romantic feelings for Wanda, nor did she. Natasha loves you with her heart. They were just using each other to fill their needs. She doesn’t deserve to hurt you. She doesn’t deserve you. She didn’t deserve to have you in the first place. Her insecurities got the best of her and led her to seek someone else for comfort. She didn’t want to become a burden, but it didn’t give her an excuse for doing what she did. 

Natasha regretted many things and hated herself for not being enough for you and hurting you. She should’ve just communicated, even if talking her emotions out wasn’t something she was comfortable with due to her past. Natasha should’ve trusted you because she knew you would understand her, but the gnawing feeling in her chest, making her feel like she was drowning, prevented her from being truthful. She didn’t want to be weak in front of you because you had a handful on your platter. She didn’t want you to be fed up with her and her baggage, causing you to leave her. Her self-sabotage did the work for her, and it would take a miracle for you to return in her arms. Now, Natasha has to deal with more missions to distract herself and help Wanda with her pregnancy as much as she can. 

The two agreed to co-parent the child, but emotional attachments toward each other were forbidden. Wanda was still in love with Vision and was still grieving for his loss. She felt awful for breaking your marriage, even if you kept reassuring her that things were meant to happen. You forgive her, but she knows you won't forget, and your friendship will never be the same. A pang of deeper guilt gnawed at her when you told her you would still be her friend. Wanda doesn’t deserve you, and certainly not Natasha. You had blamed yourself for not being enough for her when she was clearly at fault. 

You left Natasha for the sake of her child. Raising another woman’s child, someone she cheated with at that, while having a relationship is not something you could handle no matter how much you loved Nat. You didn’t want things to get dirty more than it already was, which wouldn’t be healthy for the child so you left. Natasha doesn’t know if she could hold the baby when it’s born or even raise it with a healthy emotional relationship. Wanda’s pregnancy reminds her of her mistakes, but knowing you, you would never forgive her if she becomes cold and unavailable to the baby. You had always wanted to have children with her, biological or not. You wanted a family with her, but her mistake ruined everything you two had. 

Natasha closes her eyes, letting the tears roll down her face from her train of thoughts and memories she shared with you. She will never be able to forgive herself for losing her world and solstice: you, but it’s been eight months since you parted, and Wanda was due in a month. She has to get her shit together and emotionally prepare herself to raise her child for you. 

Natasha then opens her eyes and wipes the damp tears from her face before grabbing your letter. You must’ve relayed the letter to Wanda, and she placed it on Natasha’s bed while she was away from her mission. Natasha knew you visited Wanda often to check on her as a friend despite how much it pained you. You couldn’t let Wanda stress more about what happened while she was still grieving. It wasn’t healthy for her or the baby. Your other friends told you that you were too nice and that Wanda and Nat didn’t deserve your kindness after they hurt you, but you were just like that: kind. Being kind was the only thing you could do to be good about yourself and forget your own problems. Natasha had a love-and-hate relationship with your selflessness. She finally opened the letter with trembling hands, carefully not ruining the envelope. More tears fell as she read your letter aloud:

Dear Natasha,

How are you? I know this is sudden. Me writing a letter and all. I hope you’re not overworking and risking yourself on your mission, but alas, I just hope for your safety. I just wanted to say things about us... I would’ve talked to you in person, but Wanda told me you went on a mission. Hence, I’m writing you this letter. Very old-fashioned of me, huh?

 I just want to start by saying that I’m sorry for not being strong enough to stay and mend our marriage. It was selfish of me, but I didn’t want to risk getting hurt again, and it wouldn’t be good for us in the long term. It hurt me to leave the person I love, but it was needed. I hope you understand. 

You’re going to have a child soon, and though you might not believe me, I’m happy for you. You’ve always wanted a child. We both did. Sadly, I’m not the one carrying the future bundle of joy and raising it with you. Nat, I know you have regrets, and the child is not helping you overcome them, but please don’t blame the baby for what happened to us. As much as it pains me to say, Wanda is carrying your child for a reason. The child is innocent. If it’s too much for you, love the little one for me, please? I know you and Wanda will be great mothers. You’ve always had a motherly instinct, even if you tried to deny it multiple times.

Before you think I only wrote you a letter for the sake of the child, you’re mistaken. I thought about why you did what you did and how I could’ve done things to have prevented you from doing it. I also thought about how we would be now if I didn’t leave. Would we be mending each other, or would our relationship be worse than it is now? I hope it won't be the latter… 

I don’t know what we are anymore, but I hope we won’t be strangers when we stumble upon each other in the future. I forgive you, Nat. Don’t blame yourself for what happened because I’m at fault too. I wasn’t enough for your needs, and I understand that. I understand why you did it, but it hurt me. I know you would never hurt me, but your needs needed to be satiated and I wasn’t there to fulfill them. I just didn’t think our relationship would end like this… Not that I thought that it would end…

I’m sorry for rambling; I just wanted to pour my emotions into this letter. I have so many questions, but I’m pouring them into the ocean for a new start. I’m leaving New York tomorrow. But by the time you receive this letter, I’ve already left. It pains me to say this, but I’m letting go. I’m giving up your ghost, but don’t get me wrong, I’ll always love you. That’s why I wrote you this letter. I guess this is where we say goodbye. I know you and I will be alright, but not just tonight. Please don’t go hard on yourself for what happened. Goodbye, Natasha.

Sending you my last ‘I love you,’ Y/n

Natasha was a sobbing mess by the time she finished reading the letter. Tears have watered down some words on the paper, creating abstract patterns with the ink when it dries. You’re moving on from her to start anew. You’re prepared to find someone else to call you theirs. When you do, you’ll spend the rest of your life and have children with them. She’s still part of your life; she knows that, but it’s not the same anymore. You said you’ll always love her, but Natasha knows it wouldn’t be the same romantic love you both shared. She can’t hold you in your arms…call you hers…and have her children anymore. Her future with you now belongs to your future partner. 

She doesn’t think she can recover from her mistake. The guilt and regret will continue to gnaw at her heart, but she’s going to be strong for you. She’ll love her child because that was what you wanted. Natasha also wants to love her own blood and flesh. You didn’t mention it, but the letter was a silent message for her to move on too. It will take a while if she does, but she supports your decision. It was her mistake for letting you go first. As much as it pains her, she hopes you find happiness in someone else. She’ll try to be happy too, but Natasha will always love you.

“I love you so much, Y/n. I’m so sorry for hurting you…”

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[delcakoo]

enha’s ways to make you blush. *ੈᜊ‧₊˚

༉‧₊˚ PAIRING ! enhypen x gn!reader

༉‧₊˚ GENRE ! fluff

༉‧₊˚ WC ! 2k

a/n: thank u for the love on my other fics, luv u guys <3

 # LEE HEESEUNG ! 

 this handsome idiot doesn’t even have to do anything. in fact, you blush just from looking at a picture of him. during the paradoxxx invasion mv shoot, you’d be waiting with some other staff for heeseung and the rest of the boys to be done. you sat on your phone patiently, lying on your elbow while scrolling through twitter. when you were extremely bored, like now, you’d search up your boyfriend on social media and have a laugh at the different kinds of content engenes would post about him.

it was going great, you even found a few memes to harass with him later, that was until you came across the most amazing photo of heeseung you’d ever seen. he looked angelic, ethereal even, you don’t think you’d ever taken a screenshot so fast in your life. a small giggle rips you out of your daydream, and you jump at the closeness of the easily recognisable voice from behind. “really, babe?” 

you quickly turn off your phone, the blush on your cheeks growing quickly as you meet eyes with your boyfriend, who’s watching you over the couch with a dopey grin on his face. “listen, you just looked so good i had to save it, and i needed it for my album of you.” 

“why do you need an album of pictures when the much better, real life version is right here in front of you?” he inquires, manhandling you to your side to press a quick kiss on your lips. before you can recover, he snatches your phone and unlocks it, taking his own glance at the photo of him that you were practically drooling over. “hm, that is a pretty good one actually.”

“yah, give it back!” 

# PARK JAY !

sometimes, jay would let you come with him, sunghoon, and niki to work out, and you couldn’t decide if you should hate him or be honoured by the invitation. he’d be there in a muscle top, lifting weights, sweat running down his neck, while you sit there in your oversized hoodie and shorts trying to process how he ever became yours. sometimes, he would purposely flex his biceps just to see your reaction, and would even send winks your way every so often. meanwhile, niki would be like: “hey y/n, can you come help me do sit ups?” 

and you’d be like “u-uh yeah sure! coming!” *nervous laughing* of course niki means no harm, you all know this as you sit there, holding his legs down and counting for him while he stretches repeatedly. but jay still doesn’t approve of the fact your eyes were on his friends instead of his, and especially that the blush on your cheeks could be caused by not only him, but now niki too. in your defence, this kid has gotten way too buff in only a few months!

“y/n, come help me do sit ups now.” your boyfriend doesn’t ask, but rather demands, straight up grabbing your under arms and dragging you away from a confused niki. jay does about 20 sit ups, giving you a soft peck on the lips every single time he comes back up. (🥺)

# SIM JAKE !

cutieeee! jake would definitely write lyrics about you in songs not specifically to make you blush, but to show just how much he appreciates you. he would try to tell you right away ‘cause of how excited he would be, and you’d be so cheery and grateful every time. once he’d tell you about his lyrics, whenever you listened to those songs, you’d begin blushing without fail because of how special it’d make you feel, especially when he was the one singing the lyrics about you. “babe, did you listen to the b-sides yet?” jake asks, sitting down excitedly on the couch next to you.

you nod in return, grinning at him proudly. “my favourite is shout out for sure, you guys really suit the rock concept.” you scoot closer to him, offering a small kiss on his cheek. 

he grins shyly, “well, you know the part where it says ‘my life without you is a misery’?” you nod, “i wrote those lyrics for you.” 

you gasp, moving back from him in disbelief. that was your favourite line of the song from first listen, the thought of him writing that with you in mind made you squirm in your seat happily. “seriously!? i thought that was for engenes?” 

jake ponders for a second before shrugging in reply, “them too, but it’s mainly for you. you’ve really helped me a lot without even realising.” he leans down to embrace you, pulling you onto his lap. you really don’t deserve this boy.

# PARK SUNGHOON !

 this man catches on to anything and everything, unfortunately (or fortunately) for you. when he first gave you a back hug and realised how flustered you’d got from the close contact and the sight of his biceps wrapped around your front, he knew he’d found a new weakness of yours. 

you were angry at sunghoon, which was something that you didn’t feel towards him very often. you texted him, specifically saying not to eat the chocolate chip cookies in your pantry, and what did he do? he ate all the cookies that you had planned to have with the milk you’d just bought, even after you specifically told him not to. “i just don’t understand, how can i text you saying don’t do something, and you do it an hour later? i was so excited to have those coo– ah!” you yelp as your suddenly dragged forward into your boyfriends arms, then being spun around so your back pressed against his built chest. any anger and frustration dissipated in seconds as your tense body relaxes, the only thoughts in your head now was how nice he smelled and how warm he felt behind you. why did he have to be so sneaky?

his chin rests above your head, strong arms locked around your waist securely. “i really did forget, i’m sorry baby. i promise i’ll buy you the best cookies in the world tomorrow.”

you grab hold of his arms and gulp at how muscly they felt, leaning your head back to look up at him. “you know exactly what you’re doing, don’t you?”  

he giggles adorably, “maybe.”

“i hate you,” you huff.

“it’s a sin to lie, y/n.”

# KIM SUNOO !

 this baby probably wouldn’t even be aware when he made you blush half the time because he could be doing literally anything and you’d still be flustered. however, he did recognise that there was one way that always worked if he wanted to see your cheeks turn bright pink. sunoo finds it hilariously adorable that whenever he showers you in compliments and attention, you start blushing as if it’s your first date all over again. 

you were at your local park on a boba date when you ask if he can take photos of you for your social media. of course, he agrees excitedly, making sure to take the photos on his phone so he could keep them forever and perhaps get them made into polaroids for his room. “okay, show me that beautiful smile!” he grins cheekily when you do, offering a few cute poses. “you’re so stunning, i think i’m going to go blind! wah, i’m so lucky.” 

“yah, you’re so embarrassing, just take the pictures!” you whine, blushing from his compliments. he giggles, recognising the blush on your cheeks immediately. 

“i can’t help it, how can you be so adorable?” he blabbers, continuing to snap more photos for you to choose from, never stopping his onslaught of cheesy remarks along the way. 

after your mini photoshoot, you walk back over to your boyfriend whos looking a bit too suspiciously happy. “what’d you do n—“ your jaw drops as you see him changing his lock screen to a photo of you when you were in the middle of scolding him during the photoshoot, looking like an angry, embarrassed puppy. “sun! i look stupid, take that off right now!” 

he only laughs harder, bending over. “no you look adorable! look at your pouty face!”

you whine once more. “you couldn’t just pick a nice picture?!”

# YANG JUNGWON !

 being the leader of his group despite being the second youngest gave jungwon a hand at constantly checking on his members and keeping an eye on every little thing. this boy always makes sure you’re well and tidy, and damn if it isn’t attractive.

for example, you’d just be sitting in the dorms while jungwon cleaned up the kitchen, your sleeping shorts not doing much to cover you. jungwon’s keen eye would notice right away as they rode further up your thigh, eyebrows furrowing at your underwear nearly peeking through. he’d rush over, pulling your shorts down, and you’d look up from your phone in surprise. “oh, thanks,” you say, a slight blush blossoming along your face. it flustered you to know that didn’t matter what he was doing, he always had you in his little bubble of consciousness. 

your boyfriend grins, “you’re welcome, love.” his big eyes turning into cute crescents as he leaned down to give you a quick peck before going back into the kitchen. his thoughtfulness and constant care for you was truly outmatched. 

or if you were ever in a situation where you were uncomfortable, jungwon would know right away, his leaderly instincts alerting him to step in. you’d be at the grocery store, running errands when you were stopped by a man who seemed around your age, perhaps a bit older. jungwon was in the aisle next to you, and he could clearly hear your conversation. “hey, i think you’re really pretty, can i get your number?” the man said. you frowned. you were tired, and you just wanted to have a cute shopping date with your boyfriend. jungwon - knowing you so well - could see this by your expression alone, so even if he was confident you could stand up for yourself, he made his way back to the aisle you were in to deal with it for you. 

“they’re taken.” is all he needed to say, offering the man a passive aggressive smile. despite being shorter than the guy, jungwon managed to intimidate him with ease. you always appreciated his little acts of service for you, he truly was perfect.  

# NISHIMURA RIKI !

 where do i even start with this cocky mf.. niki is always finding new ways to tease you and make you flustered, it’s just how he shows affection. he does all kinds of things to make you blush; purposely wearing tank tops to flex his slowly growing muscles (hybe close the gyms pt.2), being extra touchy out of nowhere to see you freeze up, and of course, making fun of your shortness by asking stupid things like how the weather is down there. one of his most favorite methods though, which has worked every time without fail, is when he gets right up in your face during a conversation. 

he completely understands the effect he has on you, never the oblivious type, and uses it to his advantage any chance he can get. you would be on his bed, playfully bantering back and forth like usual. “an arm wrestle? that’s how you want to settle who’s stronger?” 

niki scoffs, “yeah, how else? this is like the nicest way i can show you, idiot. i still don’t get how you think you’re stronger than me to begin with.”

you roll your eyes at his, “you have way too much confidence, i’m stronger than i look.”

“fine then, c’mere,” the boy demands teasingly, reaching his arm out. you quickly follow after him, grabbing his larger hand in yours.

“i hope this won’t bruise your manly ego too much, i’m going to win,” you declare. gripping his hand tighter, you look up at him, ready to begin a countdown until you see his face right up in yours. your mouth falls open slightly in surprise, gulping as your noses brush, lips centimeters away from his pink ones.

“oh yeah? you’re going to win?” niki says almost mockingly, and you feel a shiver go down your back as you feel his warm breath on your face. you’re still drowning in his closeness, trying to comprehend what was happening when he suddenly begins counting down with no announcement at all, “three.. two.. one.. go!” his arms flex as he immediately yanks your arm down, making you wince in slight pain.

“you’re such a fucking cheater!” he laughs proudly at your whining, falling back at your still dazed expression. “you were seducing me like some crazy siren!”

 “yeah, and it worked. you should be happy babe, you were going to lose either way. at least i made the process a bit more enjoyable for you.”

the audacity...

the end! thank you for reading c:

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[heeseungzz]

Hiii!! I was wondering if you could write the reaction of the enhypen members to their girlfriend being a softhearted (extremely caring, sweet, considerate...) person and sometimes people take advantage of her because of that.

It's fine if you can't/don't want to write it!! I hope u're having a good day / night ❣️

enhypen with a soft-hearted partner

pairing: bf!enhypen x gn!reader

wc: 1k

thank you so much!  i hope you don’t mind, but i made this gender-neutral! <3 ngl i had a bit of trouble writing this since my mbti is ISTJ, who are known for their cold-hearted nature lol... so i hope this turned our semi-decent!

heeseung

you always offer your help to anyone, even strangers. So he knows if he were ever to ask you for anything, you would drop everything to be there for him

because of that, he makes sure he never asks for too much from you

he loves how caring you are, and it’s one of the things that drew him to you

after a while, he came to realize that your extremely caring nature caused you to sometimes neglect your own needs

he knows he can't change the way you are, So he tries his very best to take care of you and help you recharge

rest of the members under the cut!

jay

he's such a caring person that i can't imagine him with someone who doesn't have those same traits

seeing you being used for your kindness makes him so sad

brings out his protective side, he’s so overprotective with you :(

not even in a possessive way, it's just because he cares about you a whole lot

so he does everything he can to prevent it from happening in the first place

he's so sneaky about it too, like you don't even notice lol

jake

i love jake, i really do but i honestly don't think he would notice until you said something

he would listen to you with his undivided attention, letting you explain how you're tired of people taking advantage of your caring personality

lots of reassurance and tells you he's here for you (along with lots of kisses and cuddling)

in his head he gets a little upset, 1) because he didn't notice this on his own and 2) that other people are using you

after you let him know this he always asks you if you need to rest, or if he can help you in any way

he would do anything for you because he loves you so dearly <3

sunghoon

i feel like he would be drawn to people with a softer personality (you can see how he is with sunoo lol)

he absolutely adores how caring and kind you are, but he gets very upset when someone uses you because of your wonderful traits

he tries his best to understand things from your pov, but really struggles. he’s not selfish, but he knows that there is a time a place to prioritize yourself

always explains to you that you don't owe anyone anything and that it's okay to say no.

i have more thoughts on this so i left a little scenario at the bottom lol

sunoo

he is also like this, so he can really understand where you're coming from

fighting or any type of confrontation makes you very upset, and you do all you can to avoid/prevent it from happening

eventually, this made you have a mini emotional breakdown, which sunoo just happened to walk in on

he would probably end up crying with you but reassures you that you're doing your best and is here for you

would give head pats and back rubs until you're feeling better :(

jungwon

he has such a soft spot for you, and treats you so gently

anytime someone asks you for something, he immediately would tell them to do it themselves lolll

he’s kinda super protective over you so he stops people before you can even agree to help (not in a jealous way tho)

he doesn’t want you to spread yourself too thin, so at least when he’s around he can help you out

obviously he knows you are your own person and you like to please people, but he’s there to remind you to put yourself first!

niki

same as jake, i don’t think he would realize until you said something

but once he found out you were struggling he would be the best support system

his favourite thing about you is how sweet and gentle you are and he constantly tells you that

on days when he can tell you’ve had a tough day, he does everything in his power to cheer you up

he also loves to sleep so he would drag you to the closest surface and make you cuddle with him saying that it would help re-energize you lol

sunghoon mini scenario!

you finally finished up the project that you had been working on for weeks, leaving you completely exhausted. you handed it in, and were ready to spend the weekend with sunghoon. unfortunately, one of your classmates messaged you saying they completely forgot about their project, and that they need your help. and this wasn’t the first time they have done this. due to your kind-hearted nature, you found it very difficult to say no, especially when someone was asking for your help. you texted sunghoon, letting him know that you would have to move your plans to later, due to your classmate. he was not having any of it, so he ended up going over to your place, knowing the only way to stop you was by physically making you stop. once he arrived, he tried his best to calmly explain to you that you owe your classmate nothing and that you should enjoy your weekend. you really did want to spend time with sunghoon, the boy you loved so dearly, but for some reason, you wanted to help your classmate. it was all so overwhelming you couldn’t stop the tears from falling from your eyes. sunghoon pulled you down onto the couch, playing with your hair until you calmed down. it felt so nice for someone to take care of you, and his hands felt so gentle as they combed through your hair and rubbed circles into your back. after a few minutes passed, sunghoon looked down to see you fast asleep on his chest. it broke his heart to see you so exhausted. so of course before he fell asleep with you, he managed to sneak in a text to that person, warning them to not take advantage of you again.

i’m a little late but thank you so so so much for 200 followers! it means so much to me <3 i appreciate you reading my works