#no but why is my music so depressing

[ihateornithologists]

[smallphoenix13]

One line in everybody’s waiting that I haven’t seen an analysis for yet that I wanna talk about is the “ginger shots, vitamins” line

It’s obviously a reference to after that one tour when bojan got so sick the night before his debut movie premiere and kris had to stay up all night making him ginger shots to get through it

And you can see in clips of the premiere that bojan is absolutely miserable and barely even lucid, and then had to perform the next day (a performance that people would’ve understood if they cancelled, but I get the feeling that he would’ve felt guilty if they did)

And how stress and anxiety can make you physically ill, and how running yourself both mentally and physically ragged can just absolutely destroy any sense of fun that you had for your passion

And I just think it’s really interesting how just that tiny snapshot clearly made such an impact on his mental health. Especially because in an interview once he said that the most important lesson they learned from the band was “nothing is so important that you have to do it even if you don’t feel up to it” and I just hope it’s a lesson he continues to internalize

[brooklynisher]

It feels weird to say because it's such a popular song and it was also a big meme song back in the Vine days, but I think Mad World is very Commander Cosmo-coded

Specifically the Pentatonix version because I don't associate it with the meme and also it sounds a lot more intense compared to the original which sounds very soft. I feel Commander Cosmo is more intense than he is soft. Also, I just like their version more

[dangerousbrick]

new pura, we're finally being fed

[a-little-bit-poss]

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[cleric4vampire]

url music game

Thank you for tagging me, @dolceaspidenera <3

Tagging @dragon--sage, @bhaalsdeepbat, @justabiteofspite, @witch-from-a-block-of-flats (good luck if you decide to this 🤣) and @birb--birb; as always, only if you wish!

Added lyrics because I can't just follow the rules 😂 but I'll try not to do EVERY song (and if I tagged you, don't feel like you have to include the lyrics because it WILL take double the amount of time lol)

C - Calcutta by Sleep Token (sleep token earlier work my beloved. would share lyrics but it's the whole goddamn song. just listen to it)

L - Lilac Wine by Jeff Buckley

Lilac wine, I feel unsteady, like my love / Listen to me, I cannot see clearly / Isn't that she, coming to me?

E - Eight by Sleeping at Last (instant tears)

You were wrong, you were wrong, you were wrong / My healing needed more than time

R - Run by Hozier (again. the whole damn song. yall know how I feel about mr hozier)

I - I'll Be Seeing You by Billie Holiday

And when the night is new / I'll be looking at the moon / But I'll be seeing you

C - Catherine by PJ Harvey

I envy the road, the ground you tread under / I envy the wind, your hair ridin' over / I envy the pillow your head rests and slumbers / I envy to murderous, I envy your lover

4 - 4:00AM by Taeko Onuki (really didn't think I'd be able to do this one, but what do you know)

V - Vampires Will Never Hurt You by My Chemical Romance (I have four songs saved that start with the word Vampire lmao)

A - Atrophy for Lethargy by Wayne Szalinski (aka the song I listen to when I need to feel something 💀 I won't include the lyrics so you can have a ~fresh~ experience if you haven't heard it. reccommended for those who enjoy angst and hurt/hurt lmao)

M - Madeline by Kiki Rockwell

The battlefield is no place for a lady / So no one would expect to see you there / And if you use this trick to your advantage, girl / You'll cut them to their knees as if in prayer

P - Persephone by The Tragic Thrills

Persephone, you screwed me over / Wish I stole you out of nowhere / How'd you get so sweet? / How do you make it look so easy?

I - It Hurts Until It Doesn't by Mothers

You have eyes in every room / But you won't see me / You won't see me

R - Remember by Seinabo Sey feat. Jacob Banks (this song always makes me think of Alistair and then I'm weeping)

Show me a God that I can believe in / Show me some stars beneath this, beneath this ceiling / And I'll remember you / Baby, I'll remember you

E - Exeunt by The Oh Hellos

[clefclefairy]

out of curiosity; in replies/tags, tell me what location in pokemon games is one that you "hang out" in, by which I mean visit and spend time in for reasons completely unrelated to gameplay or story. Just a spot where you go to enjoy the music, or admire a certain town design, or nostalgic memories, anything like that.

[scarletcomet]

I feel so stressed ahhhh

[siriuslynephilim]

what is wrong with my dad i hope he dies man wtf😭

[transsweet]

musical nerds ch 24 spoilers . go read it [heart]

mn - r0b0-writes

i'm just really tired.

[house-in-the-backyard-trees]

Me, my friend, and her daughter (she's 5) were walking at the park today and her daughter just reached up and grabbed my hand and held my hand for like 5 minutes while we were walking and i almost started crying

[spiltcandycoatedpunkblood]

u turn me on (but u give me depression) // LØLØ

I might just be a masochist I'd let you eat me alive You'd call me up, I can't resist I swear that

I could punch a hole through the wall With all this pent-up aggression I embarrass myself 'til I need witness protection You get me so damn high I need an intervention Yeah, you turn me on, but you give me depression

Take me to heaven Put me through hell All the way up then all the way down Give me attention, then throw a wrench in all of this tension I don't know how

[thedevotionaltour]

thinking about daredevil yellow again im not. going to make it Guys.

[yallemagne]

The frustrating thing about trying to distance oneself from a previous hyperfixation is that... all my fuckin art is just that. And my own art doesn't stir any negative feelings (other than the typical negative feelings an artist is saddled with when viewing their own creations) but I don't really want to work on those things... buuuut starting new shit when I have so many WIPs is annoying to me. Especially when these new projects aren't finished immediately. If I'm going to be slogging it might as well be with something already established.

Then again, I kinda have two things I've already finished over my break, but since I didn't post them immediately upon finishing I just have no will to post, so finishing any projects seems pointless with that particular roadblock in the way.

grrr bark bark wahyyyy.

I know the reason why: I don't want to build myself up, but why draw if I'm not even letting myself be proud of my work?

[ayakashibackstreet]

Listening to some μ’s songs, I accidentally made myself feel nostalgic af

[iftitah]

all i ever wanted was to be like my mother all i ever did turned out like my father