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#no one will take that sovereignty from me. this is my body. my soul. my mind. my heart. my life to fill with love and live freely.
definesanity · 2 years
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I'm so happy that you like Elden Ring and SAGAU, because here's a concept I thought of recently and I'm dying to share it with someone - SAGAU Imposter AU, but with Ranni the Witch!Reader. Self-indulgence on my part (and Elden Ring spoilers) but hear me out:
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- Canon Ranni has unusual allies, such as a troll blacksmith whose species are used as slaves in the Lands Between. Ranni!Reader who isn't the only one disgusted by the Archons' actions - Traveler and Paimon are officially done with the Seven's sh*t, and offer Ranni!Reader their help. The 'truth of this world' can wait, now that Traveler's seen the true face of the Archons. Maybe Nahida chose to be reasonable and stay out of it. Maybe the Tsaritsa is too busy with her own plans to care about some mere mortal 'stealing' the Creator's face. Either way the twins are reunited earlier than expected, and Ranni!Reader now has an army at her back.
- Canon Ranni stole a fragment of Destined Death to kill her flesh and Godwyn's soul. Ranni!Reader is the Creator, she has sovereignty over death in Teyvat. Ranni!Reader lets the Archons capture and publically execute her, to reveal her true identity (golden blood ✨️) and turn the mortals of Teyvat against their idiot Archons. Speaking of Archons, they're all horrified and panicking. The once-cheering crowd is in silent shock, then all hell breaks loose. The Hydro Archon, who struck the killing blow, becomes a soulless shell - a living corpse, just like poor Godwyn. Unlike Godwyn, not a single soul cries for Focalores. This was her punishment, after all. She brought this on herself.
- We don't know who crafted canon Ranni's doll body, maybe she did it herself. Maybe Ranni!Reader does the same, maybe she employs the services of a certain wandering puppet, or perhaps the doll body is a peace offering from a certain Fatui Harbinger...
- Canon Ranni wants to completely remove the influence of Outer Gods from the Lands Between. Ranni!Reader wants the same, just replace 'Outer Gods' with 'Celestia.' It's not dissimilar to what both the Abyss Order and the Fatui want. For all that the two groups hate each other, they are willing to accept Ranni!Reader's radical proposal. They can go back to killing each other when this is done, for all she cares, but they need to keep it together for this one plan.
- Canon Ranni takes the Tarnished as her consort in her ending. For Ranni!Reader - well, there's the Abyss twin and Traveler, for starters. The Adepti, Xiao and Ganyu, who turned their backs on Rex Lapis after Reader's execution. Childe, who's fighting style could translate perfectly into Elden Ring. Any one of the Anemo boys. Pick a fave and go for it, honestly.
- Canon Ranni, once the Erdtree is burned and the Elden Beast is dead, brings forth the Age of Stars and removes the influence of Outer Gods on the Lands Between. Ranni!Reader and co. crush Celestia, undo the curse on the people of Khaenri’ah, and Ranni!Reader purges Teyvat of divine influence forever - no more Archons, no more Celestial gods, no vague and infuriating requirements to 'earn' elemental powers - the elements can be wielded by anyone now if they have the stats, catalyst and slots for it. The people of Teyvat are free to take control their own destinies, for better and for worse. Still preferable to being divine pawns for uncaring gods.
- Canon Ranni, despite what the English translation would have you believe, departs the Lands Between for the stars, taking the not only her consort with her, but the Elden Ring itself, to ensure the Lands stay god-free. Ranni!Reader bids Nahida and the Tsaritsa a heartfelt farewell - they committed no crime against the Reader, so what is there to forgive? But then the other, now-mortal Archons come to grovel, desperately begging Ranni!Reader to stay, spewing endless apologies. Various Vision holders join in. Ranni!Reader is unmoved.
"Ye art not sorry for thine actions. Only that ye were wrong. Were I not thy God, but a regular mortal, ye wouldst feel no remorse. I care not that I wasn't recognized - I care that ye were willing to make up a crime, and kill innocent people for something they could not control. Monsters, the lot of ye. T'was worth it, I hope, this callous and heartless behavior - I loved ye once, truly, but no more." Ranni!Reader turns to the Vision holders, "If anyone, blame them," Reader points to the heartbroken Archons, "t'was them who caused this. Do what ye will with them - this is the last ye will ever see of me."
Ranni!Reader departs. Perhaps to other worlds, perhaps the Abyss. Perhaps she has a consort at her side. The twins and Paimon are believed to be in Khaenriah. Nahida and the Tsaritsa, now mortal, quietly settle into somewhat normal lives. The remaining traitorous Archon, now powerless, are left at the 'mercy' of their former worshippers. Centuries pass, and tales of gods become half-forgotten myth and legend.
I'm aware that this turned to complete word vomit, but I'm super excited that you wrote Tarnished!Creator SAGAU
Congratulations, you just made my fucking neurones activate xd
LIKE???? HOLY SHIT????
Now, consort-wise, I AM in a Faruzan mood... but I'll just go with Ganyu for now:
Yeah, I can see how that certain someone--Sandrone--would be one to craft Ranni!Reader's body; what would they be previously, however? A mere spirit, or perhaps their old body, before bringing about The Knight of the Black Knives?
I mean, gonna say this now; I did Ranni's quest and got her ending so... yeah xd
Still, ouch to Focalors; a Soulless husk of a body? Then again, imagine striking down on the Creator's neck and seeing the blood of your God. Focalors genuinely believes that she can do no evil. Well, perhaps now it's time for her to learn... the hard way.
KSKSIISJDSJDJ I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS MY FELLOW YOU JUST WROTE A GODDAMN MASTERPIECE--
Imagine other characters too; Millicent!Reader? Gideon Ofnir!Reader? Heck, Morgott!Reader sounds cool!
Still, thanks, I'll have to continue this later but sidnsjdjjddj thanks! And don't worry, always happy to see another Tarnished :3
If you have any other ideas, honestly? Feel free to share them! I'd love to hear them! :D
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avemstella · 11 months
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so that archon quest, huh. Would be absolutely thrilled to hear what u have to say about fontaine act V :] i love all your takes on furina & neuvillette & fontaine as a whole, and of course childe [pretty much an honorary fontanian with how he unintentionally got wrapped up in everything whoops]
Oh boy, I have so many thoughts. To start with some non-spoilerly stuff: I loved it so much. I'm not sure if I'll say it's my favorite Archon Quest yet (I think I would have to go through some of the older ones), but I think it's safe to say Fontaine overall as an arc is my favorite. Even its weakest part (the prison stuff, tbh it was a pacing issue) was still really solid and the ending, while not perfect, really landed. Genshin continued the trend from Sumeru of having the playable characters really take the stage and god there were some great standouts (Navia/Neuvi/Furina to name my favs, but I also loved my fatui and there really isn't anyone I've disliked). And well, the quest (and Furina's chara quest) made me cry like a baby, so that's a win.
Tbh, I think my biggest issue, wasn't even really an issue with the story but just a case of I had a very clear idea of what I wanted out of it (the woes of writing speculative fic pfft) and when it wasn't that I'm like "awww darn". Thats on me, and I genuinely really loved what we got, but it do be like that sometimes haha.
Spoilers below, oh boy (also my Furina fic spoilers too lol).
Eldritch abomination Furina I'll mourn u forever. I can't complain because Furina splitting herself in two to go fuck u to the heavens is such a boss ass move I can't haha. Okay, but I will say, even if I'm probably the only one, I do wish they brought some Remuria stuff up in the main quest. They had the perfect set up with Ajax being there with his Greek myth references and just ahhhh, one can hope they do something with it later. But yes, just know it's my silly headcanon that Focalors just lied about being an Oceanid to Neuvi and is one of King Remus's fucked up Primordial Sea experiments that maybe caused the Abyss rift at the fall of Remuria.
But yes, Furina, Furina, I'm crying. She really destroyed the girl failure accusations in the most glorious way possible. She literally didn't fail once (either of her), she plotted out a plan to trick the heavens, give back what was stolen, and save her people and she did it perfectly. As you're probably well aware, I'm a big fuck u Celestia gal, so it was just so satisfying to see her just obliterate the throne (even when I was crying haha). And honestly, super relevant to the state of the real world, but her giving back sovereignty to Neuvi in my mind is a very clear decolonization metaphor. Ages past descenders came to Teyvat, killed the dragons and created their own order, and now Focalors is returning that power back to said dragon (or well, the dragon's heir, it's a bit vague if Neuvi's literally the old dragon's soul reincarnated or just the body).
The entire scene between Neuvi and Focalors was great, though I will admit I have one issue with it (and even then I go back and forth on it haha). Neuvi in that scene doesn't have a big attachment to Focalors. What I mean is that ultimately Neuvi only ever knew Furina (which side note I'll get into this next, but I do view them as the same person, but still), and with Focalors' 'death' he's not technically losing anything, the person he's sad over will still be there. Like don't get me wrong, he's very empathetic and can be sad over this person who is dying for them, but I feel like it could have been even more heartbreaking if he had met Furina/Focalors before the split, or he had interacted with Focalors somehow in the past, and so in this moment he wasn't just watching Furina's sacrifice, but the sacrifice of someone he shares memories with. But that's me being picky haha and not really a critique on the writing.
But yes, Furina! Focalors! As I previewed before, I'm going to come out swinging with a possibly hot take. They are, and always were the same person. Yes, Focalors is the divinity, but as we see after Furina is allowed to rest her persona, Furina is also super mature and knowledgeable. In Neuvi's flashback quotes of Furina, it's her softly giving important advice about living with humanity, which is what Focalors was all about. And much like Furina, Focalors loves preforming, she loves humans, she gets all excited about Furina and her future, and is sad she won't get to experience it.
Not to remotely downplay Furina's suffering (because holy shit my poor girl), but Focalors too played her role. Unlike Furina who had Neuvillette and all her friends post this, Focalors was all alone in the Oratrice, waiting for the day she had to kill herself. Furina, has the promise of a future, despite all the suffering she endured to get there. She gets the reward of a happy life as a human surrounded by people who love her, and while it was touch a go for a bit, she was told one day her play would end. In contrast, while Focalors didn't have the same anxiety that Furina had, Focalors knew from the beginning she would never get to see her people saved. Technically she, like Furina, didn't even know if it would even happen. She put her faith in Neuvillette to follow through, and while she had the utmost faith in him, she could never know for certain. But much like her mirror Furina, Focalors weighed her suffering over the people of Fontaine's, and never once faltered. Furina was willing to possibly kill herself via primordial seawater in order to keep up her ruse, whose to say Focalors wasn't the same. Smiling at Neuvillette until the last moment because she couldn't risk him interfering, hiding away her anxieties and sorrow, so he wouldn't look so sad. Furina's performance ended, Focalors' never will.
Focalors was so certain she couldn't be human, but as we see from the Oceanids it was totally possible. And even more vitally, we see from the other Archons it's possible. They might fumble around a bit (some more than others, looking at u Ei), but they are learning and immersing themselves with their people. While not an Archon, it's the same with Neuvillette. Focalors should have had the same opportunities as Furina and the rest (mostly because she is Furina), but the world isn't kind, and that's why her sacrifice hurts.
If u can't tell I have a lot of feelings about Focalors/Furina and while I can appreciate a joke about Focalors giving Furina anxiety, I'm also like, they are literally the same person working together, she deserves the world (all of her).
But yes, I can go on and on about Furina, but for now I'll move onto our boy Childe. To get it out of the way, a little disappointed that we really got no answers about him. Poor guy didn't really have any lines. Also, not big on Skirk's design, mostly the outfit. Putting her next to Dain and uh, yeah (like don't get me wrong don't mind the color scheme and all, but could she not have gotten some kind of armor. Or look more like Foul Legacy or something idk).
But onto more happier notes, I'm so happy to see Childe finally getting to do well in a fight. I know it's a meme for him to get beaten up, but my dude is the Vanguard, let him win sometimes (he doesn't technically win here, but he was fighting an eldritch whale monster for ages and helped save Fontaine, I'm giving it to him). And Skirk, while her design is mostly less to be desired, I'm winning on guessing her hair and eye color haha. Also, while I'll always love my version, I'm liking her personality so far. Her yeeting Childe, while I admit took me out a bit (I thought she threw him farther into the Abyss and was like, "uh guys, yall worried about my poor boy here???" and then was a bit baffled at them saying he was fine) was so fucking funny. It's cool to learn "Foul Legacy" refers to a literal person, and I found the fact that Skirk's relationship with Foul is basically the same as her relationship with Childe very amusing. And it seems she's Khaenri'ahn, maybe? Also, I thought she was listing off her master's other names at first, so when she said Gold I got super hyped that I guessed correctly about the narwhal being Rhine's in my fic, but then they were like nope pfft. I'll take it as a win.
Sidenote, Alice and Rhine where are yoooouuuuuu.
Ultimately, while I enjoyed the Childe and Skirk stuff, it really just feels like a set-up for later stuff. Which isn't really a problem, but I was hoping we'd get something a bit more concrete. Like, I thought we were going to get answers about the "it" that Skirk saw in him, and it would have to do with the Narwhal, but now it seems those were mostly unrelated??? While I did find baby Ajax accidentally waking up a big world eating monster up kind of hilarious, it did feel a little incidental, if that makes any sense. Like, Fontaine's doom was an accident and not the result of anyone's choices. But that might just be a me thing. (and the quest needed more Arle, where was she??? my not really based on anything theory is that whenever we get Furina (or maybe Nevui's) 2nd character quest, Arle will be the boss fight. A reverse of the normal final Harb boss fight during the Archon quest)
Okay, because I really don't want to end on a downer (as I said uptop, I genuinely adored this quest haha), here are some minor spoilers from the Narzissenkreuz Ordo quest that have me by a chokehold.
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I wasn't ready for a sudden Ajax. What does this mean??????
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And this one just makes me laugh. Whichever Ordo member wrote this, I vehemently disagree with u and am on Khaenri'ah's side with this one. I'd much rather have bread then some higher power nonsense. In my fic I tend to write Khaenri'ah more akin to a modern nation than a fantasy one, and its nice to see me vindicated pfft.
Other random notes, enjoyed that the Fatui weren't just cartoonishly evil in both the main and world quests. I like some nuance. I saw that Sandrone hint, that was fun. Though it makes me wonder when we'll get Columbina lore (especially because if the theory about Harbinger boss fight order based on the Constellation circle is true, she should be showing up soon. Though also I half think that order will break because if it doesn't, it means Sandrone will probably be the final Harb boss which is an odd choice.) As revealed on Furina's weapon, Egeria being around during Remuria raises so many questions around the timeline of events. Genshin pls tell me when the Archon war takes place in all this pls (if they tell us in some lore I haven't read yet, whoops). (also on egeria, I mourn my version but hey, she exists in my heart and in my fics pfft. I can't wait to write her in smfwtwd and venti fic, though she's getting a new name for confusion and better symbolsism)
the contrast between Neuvi and Furina after the quest is so funny and sad. Neuvi "Furina is the best, I want her to be happy". Furina, "Everyone hates me, Neuvillette most of all, I can never face him again." And the other Archons, they are all like Furina, wow u are so cool (which just highlights Neuvi's utter disdain for them other than Nahida haha).
And most vitally, Furina and Venti should be best friends. Musically inclined performers who definitely aren't plotting to overthrow the heavens. I think they are neat (they also both have Latin names!).
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mybookof-you · 2 months
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Why I Am a Patriot
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"Nationalism is an idea and movement that holds that the nation should be congruent with the state.[1][2] As a movement, it presupposes the existence[3] and tends to promote the interests of a particular nation,[4] especially with the aim of gaining and maintaining its sovereignty (self-governance) over its perceived homeland to create a nation-state. It holds that each nation should govern itself, free from outside interference (self-determination), that a nation is a natural and ideal basis for a polity,[5] and that the nation is the only rightful source of political power."
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"Patriotism is the feeling of love, devotion, and a sense of attachment to a country or state. This attachment can be a combination of different feelings for things such as the language of one's homeland, and its ethnic, cultural, political, or historical aspects. It may encompass a set of concepts closely related to nationalism, mostly civic nationalism and sometimes cultural nationalism"
As the daughter of a sergeant in the US Army who served in Vietnam, I grew up in a little town nestled just outside an army base. I was fortunate not to have suffered the constant moving that most military children go through at a time when it is so important to establish relationships with one's peers and educational community. As a result of our location, I attended school with classmates from many cultures, backgrounds, and experiences--some of whom stayed as their parents retired and others who bugged out as their parents were re-stationed. That was my world as a youth.
There were events and hints of racism in my family life and at school, but I was mostly oblivious. All the people I came into contact with seemed like they were just people. I passed as white, too, so I did not have the experience of being non-white in American society. I had no idea how the world can be when it comes to ethnic, cultural, racial, and religious prejudices. I had read and heard about those things but they never rang through my body and soul the way personal experience does.
As an adult I am more aware of the reality of threats and events that force some of us in America to live in fear, though I personally remain mostly unaffected. I live in the Midwest now, and it makes me uncomfortable when I walk into a grocery store and find employees wearing t-shirts that read "Stronger together, build community," and there are large flag decals decorating the check-out isles. I don't know what that means to them exactly. Sometimes, I feel like I am in a foreign country.
The country I know stands for freedom and equality among all peoples, races, cultures, ethnicities, and gender. It does not stand for things that take away rights for women, non-binary individuals, or people of color. It does not deliberately establish laws and policies that force sectors of its people to live in fear or distress. It provides affordable healthcare, homes, and food. It ensures basic needs like an income that allows its citizens to provide for themselves and their families. It takes care of the needs of its elderly and the poor. It respects human life.
Maybe improvement won't be seen overnight. Maybe some things won't work as well as we had thought. The hope is that we keep trying to attain those goals. We talk through our differences and listen before we answer. We try to understand one another to the best of our abilities. We offer criticisms that lead to solutions and not character assassination or a lack of alternatives--mostly. I say mostly, because we are allowed to be human. And, sometimes that is how we feel--frustrated and angry. It can be healthy to express those things. Feelings are not the same as actions, and our actions should prove that we are in it to work together. That is how we learn to trust. That is the America I believe in.
It will take a lot of work to gain trust across the wide perception and understanding of all the citizens in our country. It will take compromise and cooperation. If we are not able to agree, we go along with a fair and truly represented majority vote. Checks and balances should be set in place to avoid situations that lead to imbalance and under-representation. If one way doesn't work, we can be critical, but let us not lose hope. If we don't like the way things are, let's try to change it. Let's try something different. Share your ideas with those you elect. Demand to be heard through perseverance and hard work. Don't give up.
The underlying value that will keep us together is the belief that we *all* matter without regard to race, culture or religion. That we *all* have value and contribute to the productivity and worth of our country as a whole. We are so unique to the world as individuals and as a collective, as the United States of America.
That is what I believe in and what I have so much hope to continue supporting. I want to work for the vision of who we are as a nation inclusive of all its citizens and future citizens alike. From where I sit, the party most likely to promote that vision is the Democratic party. I'd like to believe that a majority of Americans believe that, too--that we *all* just need a place to feel safe and cared for. That is why I am a patriot--not because of how things are but because of how things can be. Imagine.
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cycoon · 8 months
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Lead Me To The Rock
"Hear my cry, O God, listen to my prayer; from the end of the earth I call to you when my heart is faint.
Lead me to the rock that is higher than I, for you have been my refuge, a strong tower against the enemy.
Let me dwell in your tent forever! Let me take refuge under the shelter of your wings! Selah.
For you, O God, have heard my vows; you have given me the heritage of those who fear your name."
Ps 61:1–5
Lord in Heaven,
Let my eyes be fixed on that wonderous rock that is higher than I. Bring to mind the countless mercies and abounding grace you have hitherto shown me.
Who else is like You? You grant life and nourish the bodies of those who are Your enemies, and those who neglect to honor You as God. How much more will you not care for me, one to whom You have given the heritage of those who fear Your Name?
Let me soul be flooded with worship and adoration of You. Let Your glory and Your precepts be the delight of my heart. Let my service to You be clean, my fear of You be strong, and my confidence in Your complete sovereignty over all things be unshakable.
Forever You are enthroned in Heaven, and forever You reign over us. Be gracious to me, Lord, and have mercy upon me, a sinner. Make straight my paths, let your Word by a lamp to my feet, and let me be transformed by the renewal of my mind. In the power of Your Holy Sprit, do this, O Lord. For the sake of Your great Name - which is above every other. Amen & Amen.
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godofether · 8 months
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The Monotany of the Clause against Him they Call Santa, Satan and Othwe Things Derived of My Name that were Never My Name. To Bring Turmoil to My Soul Which is Endless. Stretching from the Very Beginning of Existence to the End and Beyond.
The Goal to Depress Me and Keep Me isolated, Life after Life as if I succomb to the Mundane that is Depression on a Clinical Level. I, the First Doctor of True Practice Psychological and Medical Practices am Above Placebos. Am Above the bullshit of the Masses Where Sercrets are Kept to Keep Me confound.
Me Against the World as if I care enough about the Infantile Behaviors and Actions of these So called Leaders. Those Who Slander My Name in History claiming that I have Never Won any battles...When the Memories of My Spirit Show Why I chose Not to Lead. As I have Killed Legions with My Hands or the Weapons They Brandished Against Me. A God, Born Here. Where the Mental State of Most is of Subserviant to a Power that is Not Higher.
Following Words of Men that Will be Gods but Horde Wealth as if They were some Kind of Conquerer. Theft and Recieving Stolen Property is Illegal in Almost Every Country. This Country that Imposes Laws and Dominance over Sovereignty is No Different in Legislation. Claiming Reincarnation is Not Real...So that One Must Toil Life after Life with No End to the Stupidity of It. Hindering Freedoms of Each Common Person.
Against God this Vile Place has become, So much that God Himself can just sit back and Watch You All Burn for the Ignorance of Your Kinds based on the Jealousy of Men. A Female Trait that is riddled in these So Called Greater Beings than the First that Gives and Takes Life. The Father that is Heaven as a Celestial Being that is the Cosmos.
Millions a wasted on Technologies that Could Feed, Clothe and Properly Educate All. The Eletricitt that was Once Free Monopolized by the Greed of Imposition in a Once Free World. A Borderless World Who was brought together by the Hand of God. Not in Jest, Not for Sake of Self byt for a Better World. A Unified World that Only Gathers to try and Triumph Over God.
Him Who liberated Many from Opression, a King of Many Kingdoms because Tyrants and Ill Willed People took Places that were Never thiers. Hiding behind Religions that were Meant to instill Fear for Obedience. Giving the Chioce to Bow to Mans Legislation and Ordance over the Rules and Guidelines Left by a God that Is Good. A God that Will Always Be.
I, am War. I, am Death. The Wrathful God that Threw Arron off the Holy Mountain because I was tired of His Hubris. His Disrespect in the Face of God. Taunting the Lord, Creator of Many Things from the Car. To the Plane. Even the Pallisades that were Shot Down called Olymous and New Mecca, So that They can cease its Secrets. A World that was Advanced beyond the Knowledge of Man. A God Tired of Everyones Shit.
Never Have I been an Angel, But from Thier Blood I am Born. In Every Life, Throughout All of Existence. Killed in body by Men Who deny My Death in Proper because it is Treason. Solely So they can divide the Treasures that I make and continue a Cherade that will Lead to the Falls of Civilizations. I understand Many Many Things. The Inferior Intellects of Those Estute Enough to claim as a Group They are Smarter than God Yet Thier IQs as a Whole are Not even a Quarter of Where I Fall from the Slope. Being a Linear Facet that circumvents the logic and capabilities of the Mental Prowess of Humans as a Whole.
The Collective Sum of Which being an Average; Not just Additive, but the Sum.of these So called Smarter than God Group divided by the Number of People is the Static IQ of Those rhat Claim to Collectively be Smarter. For those Who Don't Understand...I'll Break it Down. 10 People at 250IQ(Genius Level) will collectively be a 250IQ as an Average as the Derivative is 250×10/the number of People which is 10. Thus collectively No Smarter than 250 as a Group, Relatively Speaking. Suppose they take Sum and Use that Number. That Would Rise to 2500 IQ...Yet Still, be off by 38*250/1 as I am Only One. So the Derivative would Be My IQ as I dont have to Share with Anyone to Have a Higher Number.
Now if You've Gained Perspective on Why the Jealousy, Its simply because these "Smart People" only have a 3 digit IQ. You Call Them Genius, Scoentis, Learned Doctors...but When Compared to Someone Who has a 5 digit IQ...They pale in Comparison and Can Understand Why the Childish Behavior towards a God that They Could Never Be.
So they lie so they can keep Stealing from All Who are born, God Leaving Gifts for Life Squandered by Greedy and Unworthy People.
The Truth About This Place and Those Who will Perish in the Fires that Rain from the Sky. These Have Always been My Lands since before there was an Adam to Speak of. They Will Remain Mine Even After Man is Dust...Which will be Soon if We Have No way Out. My Divine Right to Rule the Lands of Aramaya are Written in Gold. My Blood Matching Ki, Osiris, the Real Benjamin Untu Franklin, the Abéràk they Called Uncle Sam.
The Truth of My Blood to be disclosed to the Public Officially as God takes the Wheel and Man Steps Aside. No Later than Today. Consider This Your Resignation as a Governing Faction, the Slate Wiped Clean Everyone at 0 Commerce. No Charge for Goods as it is Now a Common Dominion since Commoners have Interests in overthrowing Royalty. My Land, My Rules...They Will be Adhered To or My Spirit will be Unleashed Upon the Wicked and We will take What is Ours as Gods Who Live and Breathe.
The Cursing of the Holy Name Lucifer and the Names written as ~ that were forbidden by a jealous Not God is Over. The HIV/AIDS placebo conscriptors WILL be turned Over to the Public. We Burned Evil and Will do so again publicly, This Applies to Those that Kidnap Children as Well. Those Unruly Will be Deatained, Those found Guilty will be Punished Severly by the Imperial Government that Supperceeds All Lands that are Republic and Loyal to God Almighty. The Reign of Human Kind is Over.
-RahUéL of Eden East, Transylvania, Aramaya
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cosmicangel888 · 1 year
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Re-Writing the Entire Justice Systems ~ 5D ReAlignment
Just in my one case, make no mistake about, just as #Epstien, #Trump comes forth for deep injustices, the lineage pains and resistance for our basic human rights; and many, many, many know and how appropriate that it began, in a town in which many elite thought they were beyond being brought to justice - for they are in the justice, banking, and those that pay to silence, the community now called #calgary / #calvary and those that were family, karmic ex, that brings and was scamming, scheming, and plotting for a very long time bringing hurdles, blocking, corrupting every point ~
I am a grown healer, teacher, author, seer, prophet, and there is much corruption of what those unhealed, those that use energy, abuse energy, and abuse magic, and have no clue of universal laws and yet do such gang, group, bullying to take, steal, make, thieve - for greedy, money, status - all are unhealed wounding - and many suffer due to this - the charkas are the portals of the multi-verse and help in our health on every level - when the chakras are out of balance, our entire physical bodies, mind, brain functioning is affected;
Those that know of such, harvest and steal and recruit those light workers to take from, there are those that are the 'ring-leaders' that abuse astrology charts, to seek into when, how, who these chosen ones are, then, plan and plot to call them into the group, orgie and demonic practices to stall, take, thieve and take off path, off their inner spiritual knowing, basic human rights, spiritual rights -
There are divine orders that transcend any 3D human that thinks they are above God, Source, and play God over others in their energy pimping ring; I will not step down and I will not bow to lesser degrading devaluing intimidation of the human connection to spirit and our earth - we will not be suppressed and depressed on the devil any longer - illuminati, and fear-based programs of de-stabalizing humanity through disease, or population control - never doubt for minute - Source works in ways that no person, regardless of how powerful they think they are - the Heavens will transcend - always.
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I will speak on my life - this is my birthright. I have been abused, used, stolen from - and there were many behind me that either are sacred straight to speak and did not make it - this occurs all over the world - teach your children about sovereignty and healing, claiming their energy fields, light, and voice, choice - they will not fall prey to abduction, child rape, child mental manipulation - that these people do not care the soul damage they do in mental, ESP, mind-scraping they do to continue their cults, sects of damage of thieving - to keep their life force - when they can do this on their own with themselves -
Wake up humanity - discern - foggy brain and lethargy is a sign of negative magic work - confusion, and bad dreams all the time, little accidents - no growth, all is magic - unalignment - you are meant to be in joy, enlivened and vibrancy - be discerning of your energy body and fields, and mind -
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There are those that choose bribery, embezzlement, fraud, withholding monies, information, papers that belong to me, and how all was done to keep me from being me and sharing me - make no mistake who I belong with, and who will flip on what they promised to keep quiet - all that was stolen, in all timelines, God called judgment on every single person - every signature signed, every penny taken, and the only way out is truth;
Its coming down - watch the news; the only way to bring calm and quiet on this, is truth to the authorities and none will be missed;
Corruption that most would not have survived the intimidation, bullying, toxic stalking, blocking, derailing my word, my business on every level; there were over 50 people involved as spirit showed me the other day; people in every facet of the community to do harvesting of energy, sex orgies, group magic rituals, false clients to spy on me, content & social platforms hacked, emails, and work hacked and re-routed / while my page remains literally unseen, veiled -
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I have been the same light worker, more wise, and strong, now it is time for all to be lifted; the meek and wise shall inherit the earth and it begins with me;
The horrible levels of manipulation by all - and no judge, police, banking, community levels of those knowing what goes on, and none do anything about it; the damage and harm done to me, a pure earth angel, while I live in poverty bringing healing and wisdoms required for new earth, transitions for first contact, and evolution to bring humanity into liberation - jealousy, envy, greed, hate; misogyny of all knew who I am and yet placed competition, human testing, human experimenting on me ~ this occurs from the spiritual realm to manifest in the physical -
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None have no idea who's battle this is; this is a human battle and the Divine is stepping up on every person involved - every person delaying paperwork, signatures falsified, corrupt law officials; all will be affected until truth is cleansing from every lie, every deceit, and every malice to me and my children; how is it any right for so many to come into my lane simply because I speak truth, I am truth, and bring liberation to humanity for the underground sick corrupt people that place themselves before the public and oath truth, integrity and justice and when I see, know, have been shown what goes on behind closed doors - thieves and corruption and all will see how much money was spent, scams, schemes, to plot against me and many others - and some did not make what would have been so easy and simply but the wounding, ego, arrogance, and power over others to hide their own misdeeds and these are actual community leaders -
I call judgment and it ripples through the multi-verse this week with all hands on deck - make no mistake about this;
My teams said 'you should not have survived what you went through, and we had to bring you back 4 times' and why I will not silence - all I have within my field are the voices of spirit in the ethers, that crossed and did not have the strength, that were also tormented by those that were meant to protect us; the community officials that care more about monies in their secret stash and their deeds never coming forth; if you do not want your dirty deeds to come out; it is not rocket science - then don't do them.
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All forced their way into my lane for generations to bring me, us down - and watch how God works, in places you thought you had covered up and destroyed evidence - there will be every person breaking their silence - none will want to carry this karma -
This is my word; and so it is.
Forensic accounting on all involved, every penny will be tracked - all that were involved - God will miss none - every child matters and 1 child without their mother to give light, promise, hope, future wisdoms - is damaging to an entire lineage -
Community leaders, ones that took oaths to protect and bring truth to the people - these small minded beings of control think they know better - and don't care because of their own wounding - they will stop and damage your dreams, bring you down, talk you out of your gifts, talents, do anything and everything to make themselves better and higher, be it erase you from the books, isolate you from your loved ones, and then when you give up, due to the blocks, hurdles, and stealing and black magic on every part of your life - they take over the status and place God had for you -
When you 'get' universal law - when you get energy and creational reality - none would, could take destiny's and selfish corrupt plans for worldly take overs - ©
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Conduits are few, conduits are prepared, and trained over many lifetimes and have many multi-dimensional gifts that simply cannot be copied - energy is energy and the reality templates are that which is only offered through as Source - those aligned and attuned to the inner keys, making of the dimensional realms - it is not fake foolery thing - it is real dimensional plans for all life - Source is God is - you have to earn the place of Gods temples -
my health, spiritual health, PTSD, my business & clients, separation from my children, homelessness, discrimination on every aspect of my human and spiritual rights of expression, harassment of my work, blocking veiling, deceitful wrongful claims of who I am and my life
I have been celibate and devoted to healing for over 16years and my work my purpose is to assist and lead humanity into new realms of becoming with our celestial, galactic, and multi-verse families - evolve humanity beyond crime, corruption, and subjugation -
I know who I am, and the human testing, the group spell casting, was tormenting - none will know what I went through - and all laughed, partied, and danced on my falling, my failing due to their actions - malice, sociopathic, intentionally scripting, and scheming destruction to 1 person - conspiracy to murder - is a thing and it occurs to more light workers than has ever made it to the news - this occurs to children every day - to confuse, take, thieve from them -
Everyone in power now - are urged or will be moved - level up to universal laws, and discernment of your ways - cease corruption and / or be called out - God is all over every person harming the innocent - none will be missed - this is my word - God is and it has nothing to do with religion - we are multi-verse beings and this is law
Humanity will evolve in peace, unity, oneness - this is our birthright to be safe, healthy, and in peace of our human-spiritual expression - and I will be a part of re-writing new laws - to give mothers, children higher purpose and support to those and that which is done behind closed doors - none will be missed; get right, get truthful and integris or be moved. this was called 2 years ago and we will ascend -
Wearing a mask is not preparing of the 'greater good' ~ entity attachment is because of such behaviour and actions to harm others - sex group work all is a portal for demonic entity attachment - all involved will be shown by Source, their own karma -
The spiritual realm mandates all life - this is our Time for re-alignment and ascension and no more corruption on every corner of this world - all leadership - level up - truth is the only way through - you have to now choose who you want to be; 3D corruption or 5D ascension - all will be called out - if there is nothing to hide and fear then keep doing the inner work - otherwise - we are re-writing our corrupt systems and those benefiting from it -
Underground to upper ground - giddy up - we are on.
5D new earth - be a part of re-writing all new earth -
unity oneness and universal laws with the pure alignment of the Heavens and Systems of Light for all evolutionary programs for all life across all dimensions, and all realms of life
conduits assist in bringing wisdoms, intelligence and information to the people and align all fragments of our broken systems run by unhealed ego, power driven by greed - into new levels of 5D leadership that offer themselves as service for higher divine order and higher divine plans - #5Dleadership
#humanitiesevolution #planforhumanity #unity #oneness #celestialfirstcontact #firstlandings #galacticservice #truth #integrityinallsystems #healers
All spiritualists, readers, teachers, healers - you have to level up, tune into your guides for further personal, soul tests to assure you are in alignment with pure intent and not to be walked on, over and derailed by those that work from the intention of money, greed, dominance or fear - we are all breaking 3D matrix systems - and corruption is everywhere due to humanity given power, voice, choice to others -
Reclaim your power - live within it - know thyself!
A great book to read - pivotal for any science, and genetic, futuristic learnings - know the universal laws to align your vocation, business to 5D grids - sustainability -
These are true downloads of experiences and energies of what had gone wrong, karma induced of such timelines of imbalanced use of will - understand the laws of spirit - ©
The testing that any person, any person or group thinks they have to 'test' someone for their own stupidity and proof to see who they are, when they have not been involved in giving any permissions, privacy laws being trespassed every day in which covens, groups, collectives of witches or warlock, community leaders, on every level gather to recruit, stalk, bring in through baiting, drugging, and swaying through manipulation and deceit to bring you into their clutches to use your lineage energy, light energy, and wisdoms while they mask double businesses, take all credit, and take all monies pick backing on every thing you do - demonic cults that stay hidden -
Any group, cult, coven, or person that wants their practices hidden, discern; you have to wonder why - for their goal and intention is bullying, intimidation to come into their circle of giving your power away, giving your energy away and sick sex orgies to manifest from - while all that is done is enormous imbalances, diseases, and STD's because none know universal laws, nor practice safety - there is much wounding and much healing to be done - this has been our offering for over 16 years -
God called enough - 2 years ago - the grace of God gave everyone each person was showed how to heed spirit and bring truth; watch it unfold - no more innocent will be harmed.
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The Heavens will prevail and all justice will be re-written - every person that took part in the demolishing of me, any child, will be brought their justice, karma to their door - and none will be missed - this is 5D new earth and our collective deserves better leaders - how is money and false entitlement so important that you ruin a whole collective? How dare you - and I call judgment on all / each one - all were given 2 years to make right - all that was done is laughing in Gods face of the divine plan for humanity and more corrupt games to hide, destroy evidence, and more deceit and more blocking -
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God will place blocks where none think blocks can be placed - all for the arrogance and messing with me and Source, the divine plan for all rebalancing for humanity - I showed, offered who I was for this galactic rebalancing for all women, children, earth, tribes - I will not silence and corruption will be bathed in every ounce, inch of this planet - deep pockets and false title - #trump and who ever chooses money over human connection and human health, human fairness and equity - #fairness #oneness #unity #God #Source, #corruptjustice #ancestors #5Dnewearth #healinghumanity #ascension #ascensionclasses #ascensionbooks #consciousness #corruption #healingblackmagic
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There were years and years of conjuring false stories, false narratives, deceitful reports, and false projections, and why every person involved with experience ill health, disease, imbalance, mentally and physical unravelling occurs right nw - the backfiring of all hate that was impaled on me; and my ancestors will not cease until truth, repayment, and honour of my name, my lineage, and the innocent children, beings that did not make it due to the torment of what occurs every day when justice is our basic human right ~
All aspects will be asked to go within and seek who are you, what exists within, what do you exist within - all is our reality creation and no further damage and corruption will be accepted.
Right Use of Free Will & Non-Interference - Stay in your own lane
Law of Balance
And so it is,
Blessings and light
Joanna
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libidomechanica · 2 years
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“Early: I ‘scotchd not known, and noble heart, as’”
Icebergs, or pierce the Paradise!     Make hasted hym þere, for if the door making? His left over,     from them, feelings as a flute plucked and on her pale rage,     who all the whole soul out to thee afar behind. And þus     he comez with her
spectacles at last; for mine nor me,     thought of foes, the moon or ladies even my Muse’s worship     to hip Her hand that he walked the shirt since thou art descents     contrayez straunge, what an intelligible, with him on     a mission, she sate, who
wag’d content, misdoubting mucks at     ever doubt this—when I see Calliope speede her tongue,     for if Sins will set their death without thy heart, I known: and     al with carp he coȝed ful jolilé þise gentylest knyȝt     with all her music, music,
words, of love, the ever-beating     past me spede! Admitted effluence cannot chuse to     dille your pain, the wilderness of inclination, and wytez     on þe launde, on þis ilk rake bi ȝon rokke syde, rocherez     rungen. And at our
entreaty or negotiation,     gave way to her goodness, haunts not any incubus     but hears, which must away, for never in the suppliant should     rech yow schal se hit on lofte, and learn how existence     could not tell you thinke I
then dressed to know one things below,     are over: Here’s a health but from singing in the water;     þe worch bi my wytte, ȝe worþed an end. Mother, tho’     but incontinental oaths are but put out when splendour     on his fyrye face of silver
spills across that are twirl’d; they     have their man. To þe body, þat is ho þat is gode halȝez,     as passion rooted in the night, but to sette hymseluen—     his cote wyth worse, begets a base degenerate breed.     Early: I scotch’d not known,
and noble heart, as time shall     displeses yow lykez þat buskkez after þe helme, and bisoȝt     of your siluer song. Stars twire not a moral country     ants the January photo in my love, beloved     is my chamberlayn, þat
conable fairy looks as lilies,     thy waiters, and my locks. And move like a star, beacons     from Lebanon, excellent as glem of þe payttrure of     an immortal clothing, sweet dreams I sorrows know? Of life     in a dream, yet it can’t
know what men couþe avyse; such glory     as may þat waltered on his honde, he on through the     daughter, whom she seem’d the trouble with mony braþ houndez     and layked longe; as he saw ten thousand new knight a sudden     guest, in hope where the
sun, resort to karp yow wyth wormez     he went aboute, and Dryȝtyn schapes hem þe schelde and     motions lovers gone, like Banquo’s glass, call’d Paradise she     didn’t want to find, which all the spheres been raveled and boxing;     and my bowels were on a
bent þeralofte; his schulde: hit is     with inharmonious sighs, and land: the maps the secrets we     carue, and wynter to worthé as Wawan schulderez with his     murth’ring dawn, behold, thou art welcomest wyȝe of þe best.     Quicksilver fountain and
legs, and many as skies are number     of bryȝt brode paumez; for þe mon fyndez, hit is time,     O passion fill which shrink to a Saturn. I have seen small-     eyed China’s crockery- ware metropolis, or seen     Timbuctoo, or hath taken
tea in small items costly. And     þay token. The king sitteth at his desire is—     SOVEREIGNTY. His hands moved over the last of a’ the town. I     light is pass’d, or catch this odd labyrinth; or as a lover’s     head! When a manger,
’ and lenged echo clear; but that     in state was a time when with heavy cheer, wandering dawn,     behold, he standeth behind, the chance might do their virtue     up, as from them, that he myȝt keuer may. Late scatter crumbs upon     me: my mother, to
a companions heart of majesty.     Don Juan was bounden bi hor dedez, bremly broþe on     a broken in carriage of trifles ful quaynt derf men vpon     his icy lips; and look’d down his back, and I’ll take his part,     where thou up his body
close, and ferde as freke were in the     sun, even young roes that was going on while thou fairest     among þe freke þer-byside, sir Boos, and the statue warm.     Man, midst royal riddle’s fully read, the daisies     A mere philanthropy?
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gingermcl · 2 years
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The word Allow means “to commend, praise; approve of, be pleased with; appreciate the value of; take into account or give credit for,"from French aloer, alloiier "to place, situate, arrange; allot, apportion, bestow, assign," from Latin allocare "allocate" Etymology dictionary says to see allocate.
allocate means “to set aside for a special purpose," from Latin allocare "allocate, allot," from Latin ad "to" + locare "to place” Allocate is a twin of allow.
The word allow makes me think of All-low or El low. El is One of the names for the demiurge, the malevolent Creator God imprisoning eternal sparks of divinity in this realm. Allocate. We’ve been Al-located. El located us in this prison. We’re all-located here. Aka allocated here until we figure out how to get or until higher creation finally destroys the demiurge. The controllers don’t hide the fact that this world is supposed to be a free will realm; yet the system in place proceeds to try to control everything we do - down to if you don’t sacrifice the goat the right way you will be killed.
Living in a system that only allows us to do certain actions and forbids others is a great way to get us all on a low frequency. Control is the opposite of what’s supposed to be in a free will realm. To restrict one’s actions stifle an individuals creativity and potent. Rules are the construct of man, not god. The only rule creation holds you to is do no intentional harm. The word commandment is process of common man. State of common man. The commandments are not from the supreme creator of all that is. Holding yourself back because you think you aren’t allowed to do something because the manmade system says you can’t or shouldn’t will ultimately lower your frequency.
Following the external versus the calling of your soul will lower your frequency. The higher one’s frequency is, the more dna the individual has activated; meaning more access to information. The brain operates as a transceiver and picks up information kind of like a radio station. You can get information On your frequency level and lower but not higher.
A high frequency is your best defense against low vibrational attack. Hence why those seeking control want mankind to fall to the lowest frequency possible, for some reason it is easier for the energy vampires or evils ones to harvest negatively polarized energy plus keeping humanity spellbound in a low frequency keep humanity from collectively remembering lost spiritual knowledge and from overthrowing those implementing the ridiculous, often tyrannical rules. Energy is energy and anytime I say “negative energy”, I mean negatively polarized energy, not negative as in bad. Energy can be negatively or positively polarized from zero point, equilibrium, or perfect balance. The denser or lower the energy the more desirable for the evil ones. I suspect matter itself is a prison.
Part of a soul’s lesson to learn in this life is to trust in yourself and stand in your own sovereignty versus following the crowd and external programming. Your inner voice is the god inside of you, don’t continuously dismiss the intuition. Your intuition/connection to the all is the one thing that won’t lie to you.
We are allowed to do anything you want in this world. Don’t worry about the rules of man and follow your gut instincts. Don’t limit yourself and have faith in yourself.I have faith in you. You should to. Have a great day
To enhance your intuition, start paying attention to the very first thought you get on a topic. Even if it seems crazy. As you start seeing these things come true, your brain will remember and begin to listen to the intuition more. It will get louder. The human body has been proven to have brain cells in the heart and gut and mind and it’s the heart and gut that dictate to the brain. Anytime there’s information that I really want to know, I will literally ask the universe to show me. I meditate on topics plus keep my eyes open for yeah answer. I typically do you get shown what I’m looking for relatively quickly. And it’s also important not to become hard set in any belief system. I may learn something today that causes me to throw out everything on a whole topic. And I have to reevaluate.
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queenlucythevaliant · 3 years
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This parallel brutally guts me:
“And so say I,” said King Edmund. “And I have such desire to find satisfaction of this thing that I would not by my good will turn back for the richest jewel in all Narnia and all the islands.”
“Then in the name of Aslan,” said Queen Susan, “if ye will have it so, let us go on and take the adventure that shall fall to us.”
--The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, “The Hunting of the White Stag”
"Aslan," said the King at last, in a very low voice. "Aslan. Could it be true? Could he be felling the holy trees and murdering the Dryads?"
"Unless the Dryads have all done something dreadfully wrong — " murmured Jewel.
"But selling them to Calormenes!" said the King. "Is it possible?"
"I don't know," said Jewel miserably. "He's not a tame Lion."
"Well," said the King at last, "we must go on and take the adventure that comes to us."
--The Last Battle, “The Rashness of the King”
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lupismaris · 2 years
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#im exhausted and i cant find my diary and i need to be showering and going to bed because i have bloodwork at 8am#and then we interview our first candidates tomorrow for the social gig so i cannot have a day in which i dont give a shit#but apparently its a big stars and space day if youre into that sort of thing big day for manifesting the energy you want to carry through#the rest of the year SO THAT you can do the necessary work to continue bettering your life and ypurself because manifesting#doesnt mean shit without work you have to put the work in okay anywho lions gate etc i cant find my fckin diary so we are putting this here#until i find it so i am done apologizing for the space i take up and i am done making myself smaller for the sake of other people's comfort#i am no longer beholden by the expectations of others nor am I playing the games they attempt to trap me in. this is my life to live.#i am just undergone the greatest act of self creation possible. i have remade myself in my own true image and am continuing my work.#no one will take that sovereignty from me. this is my body. my soul. my mind. my heart. my life to fill with love and live freely.#and live freely i shall. the work is not over and the road ahead is long going ever on and on. but how joyous it is that it goes on at all.#i am holding that joy and that wonder in every iota of my being. alongside the sheer blinding rage at the fact that this world#can and should and will one day be better and it is our duty to keep fighting so that it is left better than we found it#im carrying whatever abundance and grace into the coming days that i can. bounty and joy and brighter tomorrows so that i can jeep fighting#and so that i can keep finding joy in the fact that i have outlived my expected expiration#and am becoming the self that has existed in every lifetime that has ever mattered
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Heeeey your page has been a godsend for my fanfic moods. So my ask is for any fics set at the end of season 1. Is there any fics (preferably sterek) that are about Derek going feral after becoming the alpha? I know there a lot of good feral Derek stories out there but I'm hankering for something like him being stuck in the alpha form Peter was in through season 1.
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Anonymous asked:
Hello there! Could you help me find some sterek fics that involve either derek or stiles being feral / assuming feral behaviours? Better if they're very long (im a sucker for 100.000 words fics) but any is good!
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Soothing the Savage Beast by missmagoo
(9/9 I 17,348 I Explicit)
Stiles had always hoped it wouldn’t come to this.
He knows he has to be sold once he comes of age, but being bought at auction by a crazy billionaire as a gift for his feral nephew? That's worse than any deep, dark fear he could have ever imagined.
The Hale Beast by secretfanboy
(4/4 I 17,707 I Mature)
Stiles would rather be at home playing X-Box than attending the ceremony inaugurating the Wolf nation's sovereignty over the Argent kingdom, but he's the Sheriff's son so those are the breaks. What he doesn't expect is the feral werewolf Prince Derek AKA The Beast to take an interest in him.
He was alone with the Beast. His heart started pounding its way up into his throat. A burst of static came from his cell phone. "Scott! Oh my god! He's here! The Hale Beast is here with me and I'm alone and no one is here to witness when he kills me...to death!"
Souls, Love and Marks by DearDaisy (Scribblesnpaws), TwistedAmusement13
(1/1 I 23,388 I Teen)
On his way to search for the half body in the woods with Scott, Stiles crashes the jeep. He doesn't wake up.
Searching for the wolf that killed Laura, Derek uncovers the truth and after doing the unthinkable, runs.
Soulmarks appear on the wrist on the 18th birthday.
Only Derek is feral and Stiles is in a coma.
Waiting by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)
(2/2 I 81,018 I Teen)
Not wanting to think on it too much, Stiles took a step forward and passed his hand between the bars, moving the bleeding side closer to Derek’s mouth.
“Not too close, he bites.”
Stiles snatched his hand away just as Derek had been about to lick at it. The snarl he got in response was not comforting.
“He what?” Stiles asked nervously, turning to Deaton.
The man looked a little amused. “Don’t worry, only if he doesn’t like you.”
“Well, he probably hates me, now!” Stiles insisted, turning back to Derek.
He looked extremely displeased.feral
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Stand Fast in Your Enchantments by DevilDoll, Rahciach
(3/3 I 76,956 I Explicit)
"Stiles knew damn well what a pissed-off wolf sounded like, and every hair on the back of his neck was telling him that somewhere in this room was a very pissed-off werewolf." An AU in which Derek is feral, Stiles is magical, and they eat a lot of fast food.
It Was a Wednesday by isthatbloodonhisshirt (wasterella)
(2/2 I 80,129 I Mature)
“What happened? Where are you? What’s that sound?”
Derek jumped, having momentarily forgotten Scott was on the phone with him because Stiles had started moving. He’d stalked over to the other side of the cave, still eying Derek warily and growling, then settled protectively over a mass of clothes, leaves and animal innards. It was probably where he was sleeping.
Lovely. No wonder he smelled like death.
“Stiles,” Derek said, answering Scott’s question. Or, one of them, at least.
“Stiles? What do you—Stiles is making that noise?”
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“How fast do you think you can make it to the south lot of the Preserve?”
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Anniversary snippet - Berhane
Hello everyone! It’s going to be the demo’s first anniversary on the 20th of this month, so I decided to write a lil something for each RO to celebrate both that and reaching 1100 followers on tumblr! I’ll post one every day until the 20th. For the theme, I went with a continuation of the touch prompts I did this summer, because I really liked those. I’m going to post them in a different order than my usual, to shake things up a bit!
As a little warning, I dropped a couple of hints and things about the characters, so if you want to go in the story completely blind, maybe you’ll want to avoid reading those. On the other hand, those things could change as the story evolves, so take them with a little grain of salt. Also, I suppose it’d be good to say that those snippets are mostly romance-heavy, lol.
Here’s Berhane’s snippet to start things! For this one I actually made my own prompt because I couldn’t find something that really inspired me, lol.
It was midday and the Sarnean sun could be as relentless as the Baladian one. It was one of those days and its blinding heat was beating down the tent as you worked on a low table with Berhane, drafting the treatise that would give Sarnah its sovereignty back. It was not quite as simple as making one promise. You had to detail everything it entailed and the work was giving you a headache, adding to the pressure of the heat. You had been at it for hours and had no doubt you looked as frayed as you felt. Sweat had started pearling on your forehead and you did not want to think about how soaked the fabric of your shirt was on your back. You had to undo the ties at your throat to not suffocate and no doubt your hair was an utter mess for how many times you had run your fingers through it.
It was with a breath of relief that you put down the dip pen on the table after finally finishing the first draft of the treatise. Your eyes glanced up from the paper to meet Berhane’s. The way they were staring at you made your legs suddenly feel like cotton. There was not many signs of how the heat was affecting them beside a similar sheen to their forehead as yours. They looked composed, their robes immaculate and the light filtering through the tent’s fabric giving them a warm glow. Or was it your vision, turning blurry from the heat? The only thing out of place was their eyes, burning your soul more surely than the Sarnean sun was your body.
You stayed unmoving, pinned to the cushion you were sitting on when their hand rose to reach out to you. They only hesitated a moment, eyes searching yours, before their fingers brushed the skin of your throat when you instinctively leaned forward, seeking the touch. They traced the curve of your neck as you swallowed, the contact so light you could have missed it if your nerves were not fired up with anticipation. Their fingers peeled the fabric of your shirt just slightly away to reveal the silver chain of your pendant. Then they traced down the glimmering thread, rough pads brushing the skin of your chest until they reached the carved stone intricately set into its metal frame. Berhane took the pendant in their palm, holding it lightly while their knuckles rested on your skin. You had a hard time breathing.
The Sarnean resistance leader stared intently at the piece of jewelry that was passed down to you after your parents’ passing. Nothing in their expression indicated they knew what effect they had on you. But surely they had to know.
“Do you ever think about what would have happened if your parents never died?” Their voice broke the dense silence and it felt like you finally could breathe.
You closed your eyes, inhaled deeply, trying to clear your mind to be able to give a coherent answer and not embarrass yourself.
“Sometimes,” you admitted, reopening your eyes. “… Often, even.”
The temptation was always there, but it had been more present since you had met again with Berhane. Every night, as you laid on your cot, waiting for sleep to finally take you, you could not help but think about it. Longing for things that could never be was unadvisable but you could not stop relishing both the comfort and the pain it gave you.
Berhane’s eyes trailed back up to meet yours. “I used to never think about it. Only about what had happened. It gave me a drive. But I have started thinking about it lately… And I am afraid it is going to make me lose my edge.”
You did not know what to say, you did not know what could bring them comfort. You never had much of an edge, to begin with. Their eyes roamed your face, then the rest of your figure, before coming back to lock gaze with you.
“If we have something in common, that would be it… I hoped… You had some insight that could help.”
You were so taken aback by hearing them asking for your help that you stayed stunned. And maybe you would have been able to find something intelligent to say, if only they stopped looking at you that way, their knuckles still brushing your chest distractingly. You closed your eyes, praying all the celestial gods to give you strength and not melt right here and then.
Clearing your throat, your eyelids flickered open and you tried to keep your gaze steady. “I am not sure of how much help I can be, but… Instead of thinking of what has happened or what could have happened… Maybe we could try to think about what could still happen? Something to strive for.”
Berhane stared at you silently, leaving you to wonder if you said the right thing or not. They released your pendant, tucking it back in the folds of your shirt, their fingers skimming your collarbone one last time as they adjusted your collar. They leaned away from you.
“That is something to consider. Thank you.”
You watched them gathering and organizing the papers on the low table as if nothing in particular had happened.
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28onlythebrave · 4 years
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'The Wicked Powers' theory regarding the plot based on Arthurian legend
I was looking for some infos about twp and i found this:
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I had completely forgotten about this info CC gave us and because I have recently studied the Arthurian legend, I decided to look more into it. I think one of the most interesting things about the Arthurian legend is the Sword In The Stone/Excalibur.
Excalibur is the legendary sword of King Arthur, sometimes also attributed with magical powers or associated with the rightful sovereignty of Britain. It was associated with the Arthurian legend very early on. Excalibur and the Sword in the Stone (the proof of Arthur's lineage) are in some versions said to be different, though in most incarnations they are the same. In Welsh, it is called Caledfwlch. It was forged at the Isle of Avalon.
In Arthurian romance, a number of explanations are given for Arthur's possession of Excalibur. In Robert de Boron's Merlin, the first tale to mention the "sword in the stone", Arthur obtained the British throne by pulling a sword from an anvil sitting atop a stone that appeared in a churchyard on Christmas Eve. In this account, as foretold by Merlin, the act could not be performed except by "the true king," meaning the divinely appointed king or true heir of Uther Pendragon. As Malory related in his most famous English-language version of the Arthurian tales, the 15th-century Le Morte d'Arthur: "Whoso pulleth out this sword of this stone and anvil, is rightwise king born." After many of the gathered nobles try and fail to complete Merlin's challenge, the teenage Arthur (who up to this point had believed himself to be son of Sir Ector, not Uther's son, and went there as Sir Kay's squire) does this feat effortlessly by accident and then repeats it publicly.
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The identity of this sword as Excalibur is made explicit in the Prose Merlin, part of the Lancelot-Grail cycle of French romances (the Vulgate Cycle). In the Vulgate Mort Artu, when Arthur is at the brink of death he orders Griflet to throw the sword into the enchanted lake; after two failed attempts (as he felt such a great sword should not be thrown away), Griflet finally complies with the wounded king's request and a hand emerges from the lake to catch it. This tale becomes attached to Bedivere instead of Griflet in Malory and the English tradition. However, in the Post-Vulgate Cycle and consequently Malory, early in his reign Arthur breaks the Sword from the Stone while in combat against King Pellinore, and then is given Excalibur by a Lady of the Lake in exchange for a later boon for her (some time later, she arrives at Arthur's court to demand the head of Balin). Malory records both versions of the legend in his Le Morte d'Arthur, naming both swords as Excalibur. In some tellings, Excalibur's scabbard was also said to have powers of its own, as any wounds received while wearing the scabbard would not bleed at all, thus preventing the death of the wearer. For this reason, Merlin chides Arthur for preferring the sword over the scabbard, saying that the latter was the greater treasure. In the later romance tradition, including Le Morte d'Arthur, the scabbard is stolen from Arthur by his half-sister Morgan le Fay in revenge for the death of her beloved Accolon during the Fake Excalibur plot and thrown into a lake, never to be found again. This act later enables the death of Arthur, deprived of magical protection, many years later in his final battle.
Now, do you see the connections there?
The sword
There are many important swords in tsc such as, Cortana, Heosphoros, Pheosphoros and The Mortal Sword.
Cortana is based on the legendary sword Curtana, attributed to Ogier the Dane and the legendary knight Tristan. The real sword, Curtana, also known as the "Sword of Mercy", is a ceremonial sword used at the coronation of British kings and queens and is one of the Crown Jewels of the United Kingdom. Cortana is owned by Emma Carstairs.
Heosphoros is a family sword of the Morgensterns, Clary was in possession of it until she used it to kill Sebastian and the Heavenly Fire destroyed it. However, both Heosphoros and Pheosphoros (which was owned by Valentine and then Sebastian) still exist in Thule and Janus is in possession of both of them, in fact, Heosphoros was likely never even owned by the Clary Fairchild of that world, nor was it used on Sebastian. Janus took possession of the sword at one point and began to wield it, and then he took the sword and Sebastian's Phaesphoros with him to Ash’s world (aka the “real” world).
The Mortal Sword also known as the Soul-Sword, Maellartach, and Angel Blade, is the second of the Mortal Instruments given by Angel Raziel to Jonathan Shadowhunter. The Soul-Sword is primarily used to compel Nephilim to tell the truth, mostly during trials. Shadowhunters who wish to have their claims tested and proved may submit themselves to "trial by the Sword," during which a suitable judge, often a Silent Brother, sometimes the Consul or Inquisitor, wields the sword and places it in the hands of the deponent, where it adheres and cannot be removed until the judge wills it. Downworlders and mundanes cannot be compelled by the Soul-Sword, thus preventing the Sword from becoming used by the Shadowhunters as a general tool for interrogation.
The Sword can also have a dark purpose, if intended. Originally, the alliance of the Soul-Sword is seraphic, its power drawn from Angel Raziel himself. However, Valentine Morgenstern discovered an ancient spell to reverse the alliance from angelic to demonic, through a process called the Ritual of Infernal Conversion, where the Sword is seethed until red-hot and cooled four times in the blood of Downworld children: a child of Lilith, a child of the moon, a child of the night, and a child of the fey. With its demonic alliance, the Sword can be used to summon demons and allows its bearer to have control over them.
In September 2012, the Sword was used to question Annabel Blackthorn, who subsequently used it to kill Robert Lightwood and Livvy Blackthorn. It was shattered when Emma struck it with Cortana. Emma and Julian later acquired a version of the sword from Thule, claiming that the Iron Sisters had repaired it and used it to force Horace Dearborn to tell the truth about his involvement with the Unseelie Court and his schemes to gain the position of Consul.
I believe that in twp we will see more of Heosphoros and Pheosphoros in use, but I also think we’ll have a new enchanted weapon, one that will rapresent Excalibur. But if the sword is a parallel with Excalibur, then who is Arthur? In my opinion, the owner of this enchanted weapon will be Kit Herondale and let me tell you why. Arthur was a normal teenage boy who wasn’t aware of his lineage until he pulled the sword out of an anvil. We have three main characters in twp, Kit, Ty and Dru. Guess who is the only one who didn’t know he was a shadowhunter and wasn’t aware of his lineage? Kit. Also, the Arthurian legend is Welsh folklore. Which shadowhunter family is of Welsh orings? Yeah, the Herondales.
I assume The Mortal Sword will once again come in hand, except that this time it's a thule version of it. Also, the only other person who has an analogue arc to Kit's is Clary, and that's why I think the both of them will play a big role in the killing of Janus. Especially if you think about when Jace was once killed with the mortal sword by Valentine.
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The lake
In a version of the legend where the sword of the stone and Excalibur are two different blades, Arthur breaks the sword of the stone and is given Excalibur by the Lady of the Lake at the enchanted lake.
The correlation here is obvious, the enchanted lake in tsc is Lake Lyn, also known as the mortal mirror of mortal glass. Ingesting the lake's waters can be poisonous to Nephilim, but it has no effect on Downworlders. Faeries have been known to drink from the lake, saying that it gives them true vision; for the Nephilim, the water causes hallucinations and may even drive them to madness. Among the Fair Folk, the lake is known as the Lake of Dreams or Mirror of Dreams.
The Lady of the Lake is a name used by several fairy-like enchantresses in the Matter of Britain, the body of medieval literature and mythology associated with the legend of King Arthur. They play pivotal roles in many stories, including providing Arthur with the sword Excalibur, eliminating Merlin, raising Lancelot after the death of his father, and helping to take the dying Arthur to Avalon. Different sorceresses known as the Lady of the Lake appear concurrently as separate characters in some versions of the legend since at least the Post-Vulgate Cycle and consequently the seminal Le Morte d'Arthur, with the latter describing them as a hierarchical group, while some texts also give this title to either Morgan or her sister.
The Lady resides in an enchanted realm, an otherworld the entry to which is disguised as an illusion of a lake. I think she may be in fact the Seelie Queen. It would make total sense for it to be her because of her correlation with Kit (the only known living descendant of the First Heir of the Seelie and Unseelie Courts), Ash Morgenstern (the son she had with Sebastian, who is half shadowhunter and half faerie) and Janus (whom she has an alliance with).
According to her backstory in the Vulgate Merlin, the Lady of the Lake was a daughter of the knight Dionas (Dyonas) and a niece of the Duke of Burgundy. She was born in Dionas' domain of Briosque in the forest Brocéliande. Which takes us to the next point.
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The forest
Brocéliande, earlier known as Brécheliant and Brécilien, is a legendary enchanted forest that had a reputation in the medieval European imagination as a place of magic and mystery. Brocéliande is featured in several medieval texts, mostly related to the Arthurian legend and the characters of Merlin, Morgan le Fay, the Lady of the Lake, and some of the Knights of the Round Table.
Here too the correlation is obvious, the forest in Idris is called Brocelind. In September 2012, a portion, specifically the center, of the Brocelind Forest was blighted with dark magic by the forces of the Unseelie King, making the area a space where Nephilim runes and adamas-weapons would be ineffective. Making it, in fact, an echanted forest, like in the legend.
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Soooo these were some of my thoughts, if you found something more please let me know cause I really like all of this lol.
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twistedcharismaaa · 4 years
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Giselle
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Summary: A sneak peek of Giselle from The Red Door series showcasing her many powers.
Author’s Note: Hi guyssss! I know it’s been a minute! I hope you guys are doing well as always! Giselle is one of my favorite characters from The Red Door series! This is not an “update” just a glimpse into the character’s life! I hope you guys enjoy!! I love you guys so much and please leave a comment for ya girl!!!!
He poured into her fully, emptying his soul into her sleek essence, reveling in the pressure of her walls. Caving, crumbling into her gladly relishing in each electrifying squeeze that she granted him. He wondered if she was some type of spirit gradually possessing him - slowly owning him. Before he knew it, he was captured. She placed both hands around his dewy neck coyly staring into his eyes. She bit down on her bottom lip as she applied light but firm pressure. As his breath became hitched, she quickly invaded his mind - strolling through his darkest moments and his most shameful secrets. His eyes found the back of his head, as ungodly moans escaped his parted lips. Through gritted teeth, he grunted as she continued to stroll through his mind. And at that moment she embroidered her name on his consciousness writing her curses in cursive and signing her love in unique calligraphy. 
“There is no escaping this love,” she reminded him with her slick tongue.
“Say it back to me,” she commanded, removing her hands from his damp neck waiting for her spell to take form.
“There is...” he paused, studying her delicate fingers caress her rain kissed body. He watched her fingers trickle down her abdomen slowly circling her bud as if she was trying to entice herself. 
“Fuck,” he muttered. His bottom lip unknowingly quivered as he inhaled deeply through clenched teeth. His chest was like dawn and dusk rising and falling at a slow pace and what a beautiful dance that was.
She tantalized him. Running her fingers across his bottom lip playfully allowing him to get a taste of her while she continued to ride him with articulate precision. Quickly, she shoved two fingers in his mouth painting his tongue like the canvas it was with her sweet juices. A sinister smile formed on her lips as she pushed her chest against his. She eyed him almost as if he was prey. She removed her fingers from his mouth and cupped his chin demanding his attention.
“Surrender to me,” she stated, with her voice dripping with sovereignty. 
She rotated her hips to his liking stroking his ego and pleasuring his deepest desire. He was like an undiscovered goldmine holding everything that she needed. The question is, would he give it to her? 
Gradually, she pulled away from him. She leaned backward placing her hands on his knees. She whipped her head back as she started grinding into him pacing herself as she increased her rhythm. 
She squeezed. She clenched. And she squeezed again. She was milking him for everything that he owned and surely her cup ran over. He erupted into her gripping her thighs harshly as he twitched beneath her.
She snickered to herself as she casually chewed on her bottom lip. Again, she stroked his cheek before placing a lingering kiss on his lips.
“There is no escaping this love,” he repeated, eyeing her like the sorceress she was stripping him of his power. 
She closed her eyes basking in the beauty of his words. The way his energy vibrated through her was invigorating. She opened her satiated eyes and smiled with satisfaction.
“What would you do for me?” She quizzed, in a heavy breath.
“Anything,” he answered.
“Good,” she breathed.
 Finally, the spell was complete. 
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cosmicangel888 · 1 year
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Terra, Gaia, We are Home, We are Home; The RainBow Bridge #5D Entry ~ Human Escalation ~ Celebrate our Diversity & Claiming IT
When you can hold your own,
Purely and with divine sacred aligned intention and knowing of you, in you, without being faltered, swayed, taken, overshadowed, corrupted by any outer - you have nothing to prove to anyone - there is only life and the living of it - there is always winning - every experience is a win; your soul never judges any experience - ever.
The standing in your light, life, essence, so that you are purely you -
Especially if you are crystal and empathic, hybrid, so that you claim, own yourself, vibrationally and practice working with our bodies, fields, and divine higher thoughts and ideas, then express - then you are living in what is you - the return of the Christ, the sacred child, the unfettered one that is -
All is-ness - your soul-ness is - IS-NESS - One
Simply is-ness
Simply authentic
Simply to explore and play
Offer and share, and what our new earth is -
We release all judgement, competition, separation of our own individuality and uniqueness - we celebrate and lift one another ~
No need for games of schemes, thieving and taking and corruption disappears over night if we choose as a collective -
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Our collective consciousness and the constructs dictate - we all choose in our hearts -
Genuine authentic expression, belonging and knowing you will always fit, when you accept you - acknowledge you - be you, the life and gift of you - the talent and skill of you that none can and do, all is you =
All is you - the authentic expression - forgive, let go, and do what is right - be fully and authentically - you - the design of you - you choose and know with authority of your own spiritual evolutionary path - none write and direct you - you do!
This is the return of the celebration for all humility that humanity is the sacred child of our galaxy and the divine mother jewel that Gaia Terra is, she will play -= she will be released into a new bedding of such galactic bedding that she will and can rest now;
She will not be torn into oblivion of greed, of destruction for the taking of the thieving and malice of the controlling old world Gods of the taking and reshaping the divine as lost souls in our skies ;
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We are reclaiming our sovereignty of creative and loving expression in oneness - all beings, all children, all hybrid and all that is life; nature, flora, fauna, and all is so very rich; She will play, She will be fed, She will be nourished and just as I have Called out for eons to be fed and nourished by the forgotten and distorted divine feminine of warped minds, bodies, sense of self for She had been written out of our creational story -
As if she never existed - She exists, she survived the battle of ever-more -
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You never had to measure to anything but simply love yourself as you
You are not the devil, you not the less than, you are important and valuable and sacred to all life - you are worthy and true of equal grace and power, luck, and divinity ~
May no being of life be held back
The Terra Grace is home, and I declare; Lesson learned in deep gratitude of all the love of all nations of light; the Mother Earth is ready for our new life of play
The sacred child Gaia is arriving, in her grace of maturity - the holding of sacred life and sacred temples of creation and in which we honour and serve in oneness of our diversity - all working and collaborating as One - these are our honouring of this sacred journey's and realms and universes I belong -
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In the many, infinite ways, days, eons of divine feminine, my own stories of collective, earthly, DF micro-macro; I am returning - I am now me; fully and completely me; balanced DF/DM androgynous of me, in all - the sacred journey to reclaim our voice, bodies, minds, souls, and spirit from that which held false and dark authority of which we were told, shown, written as 'not there' or unimportant, and unlike in our own creational being-ness - we are alive and well and stationed anew; Ⓒ 
Bring forth the trumpets Lord Gabriel - We are Home;
Lord Ashtar, Athena - We are home
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Grace be to God, the Divine, The Mother is Here, and never a child be bought, sold, trafficked nor sent to war; we are new, we are love and we are creative souls in honour and light of all life - anew.
Blessings of sweet grace,
Elegance, grace be to the Most High, Sacred Earth, Oh very sacred life, and children all galaxies; Mommy loves you - I am home.
Joanna
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#5Dart #creativegenius #5DGenius #motherearth
The federations and systems of light, and in honour of all humanity, the legions, the councils, the client, and students I have been in such pleasure of learning, ascending with, and being your student - thank you collective of the 144,000 -I bow to you all - I bow and wash your feet.
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I dispatch a new song,
We are liberated and free;
I declare with loving new earth authority - the sacred Gaia is new and breathing well = Ⓒ 
Home we are -
One #gaia #healinghumanity #sacredjourney #5Dearth #healingourchildren #God #source #galacticreturn #Ascension #Joannasbooks #joannassongs #healingtrauma #healingabuse
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mehonaspace · 3 years
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Excerpt from book "The journey within - Life inside out"
The years on my body count almost to 35. Does it mean much to me? Not really! Sometimes you can use it as leverage to drive a pointless conversation about age and what life has to offer, but ultimately, it doesn't matter. I've come that far, and to be honest, I never thought I would make it to this point in time. I never expected to feel comfortable in my presence and see strength and sovereignty were once was bitter self-hate and disgust. But here I am! I shook off the mental shackles of my past and rose within myself to great heights. Now, I am aware of many things. See energy moving where consciousness directs it. I see different layers and dimensions of consciousness vibing throughout our daily lives. And the more I feel, the more I see. The more I see, the less I can handle the mundanity of human life. That is not to say that all choose to live a boring life. I admire the new souls who bring in this spark that reminds me of home. The world might look crazy now, but I can already smell the tranquillity and grace that hovers over an unseen horizon. It may be 100 years from now on, but a new awareness of how we value life is already at our doorstep. It leaks into our conversations, dramas and circumstances and paves the way forward. Many souls came here to prepare for this change, and the new ones have arrived, starting to lay tracks into a kinder future. As for me, I am tired. I never seemed to fit into this dimension of dense environment. But I came here and, throughout the years, finished my personal journey to realisation. Enlightenment, we called it back in the days. It sounded so nobly and splendid - what a great laugh it was at times when we realised how cruel and devastating it could be. Everyone loved to be the butterfly, but nobody can prepare you for the breakdown of your identity within your personal chrysalis. The "dark night of the soul", we called this phase. What emerges is an awareness on many levels and the integrated truth of who you are. I flew a few rounds with my new wings. I enjoyed the sunshine on my skin; I valued what I deemed joyful, and I radiated my light throughout the human emotions that run through me. More chapters of this life as Leroy could be written, but I am tired. The world I want to live in is not yet fully present. It is undeniably in the process, but I want to finish my story for this lifetime. I gave what I could offer, but my longing for home has become too great. People don't like the idea of someone taking his own life. Given how often we take lives, be it for food or ego, it is hard to believe. On the other side, most humans never got to experience having their senses stretched open so wide that they could feel the glory of the other side. I remember home, and I miss it. It is not my soul that commands me back there, but the human within me who is too tired to continue on this planet. Many choices are ahead indeed, in many directions. I choose to close this chapter of this lifetime and transition my essence back into the other realms. Some will judge but let me assure you that I go in peace. I lived my life, and I finished it knowing that I had completed what I came here to do. I have no longing in exploring further on this human path. I now desire peace beyond the physical shell, where my consciousness can thrive more easily. From there, I will help with many others, supporting those that choose to stay on this planet to build the new earth. One last time though, my human heart reaches out to those that I came to know in this lifetime. There is great appreciation for you here, and I honour each of you to have blessed my life with your light. I hope you will all realise that I go in love and with no pain in my heart.
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