#not a chance in hell

[ley-med]

Hey! I want to apologise in advance because well I'm going to cry about my life in your asks and ruin your mood. I'm a second year? First year student? I'm not sure anymore. I had my first year final exams and got my results 2 days ago. I failed anatomy. Not by just a bit but by 18 marks. People who have not studied even a single day the whole year somehow passed. I was blaming the system, the checkers and what not but my mom kinda said that your failure is your fault more than anyone else's and she's not wrong. I always dreaded studying anatomy, I hated it cuz it was hard, maybe? Idk on the other hand i scored pretty good in biochemistry and physiology. I have a month roughly to prepare for my supplementry exams that are in February and if I pass I can rejoin my batch , I'll be with my friends again. But to study alone this month feels so difficult, fomo as my friends and classmates go to clinics and OT's constantly makes me anxious. My parents are very supportive, they were very positive and that I have gotten a chance to resolve my fear. My mental health is fluctuating so bad, a moment I'm so motivated that I can do it! And the next minute I'm in pits of sadness and dispair. Idk why im sharing all this but as a fellow in medical field I hope maybe i could have a word of encouragement or maybe a reality check. My friends believe hundred percent that I'll pass and I'm hopeful too but my anxiety does not rest. If I fail I'd have to repeat the year and be with my junior batch. Thank you for listening and I'm sorry again.

Oh sweetheart, I'm so sorry, I feel your pain!

Do you know how many times I failed anatomy? Well I won't say the exact number because that's frankly embarrassing, but I'm probably on some sort of list of "worst students to ever disgrace the halls of the anatomy department"... I failed anatomy and biochemistry and had to repeat first year. Then I failed anatomy and physiology and had to retake second year too... Shit happens.

Do you know why they say med school is hard? It's because it is damn hard. Most students will fail some exams here or there, some will fail more than just a few exams, and very few will pass all of theirs. (Even those who don't study and somehow seem to always pass? Even their luck runs out sometimes). Sometimes it's unfair, and sometimes it's our fault.

Your exam results has nothing to do with how good of a doctor you will become! It's just school, nothing more, nothing less. See me, I was so bad at med school, just terrible at it, and now that I'm a doctor, I might not be the best ever out there, but I'm good at my job.

I know this sucks now, it sucks to fail, and it sucks to study again when you could be doing something else. But it's just an exam, not the end of the world. You cry, then you dry your tears, sit back, and study as hard as you can.

And there is no guarantee you will pass the next time either, passing is never ever guaranteed! You just study and hope for the best. And if you fail again, you cry some more, then realise that maybe your "study as hard as you can" wasn't really your hardest, or you realise you aren't studying effectively and you need to find a way of studying that better suits you. We all have to learn how to study...

And sometimes you just say, fuck it, and pass purely out of spite.

Anyways. Don't compare yourself to others. You live your life, not theirs. And unfortunately, yours now includes some more exams and studying... Allow yourself some time to wallow in despair, you absolutely deserve that relief, but after that, give yourself a pep talk sweetheart and get back to studying. And do something fun, and have some treats! You deserve that too!

And hey? You can do this! I believe in you, anon, you absolutely got this. Just be patient with yourself :)

[grojbandboi]

I think you and Chrystyna should hook up

no.

[jenanigans1207]

Do you guys think, back when Dazai was with PM, Chuuya ironed his clothes for him?

I mean, he lived in a shipping container. There definitely was no part of him that really cared about appearances. But Chuuya does. And he’d be damned before he let his partner go around looking like a wrinkled mess.

And since we all agree that Dazai spent most of his time at Chuuya’s apartment, dropping his coat on the floor with his shoes instead of hanging it up like a decent person, I’m willing to bet that Chuuya would iron his suits for him. He’d bitch Dazai out the whole time, and Dazai would make Maid-Chibi comments, telling Chuuya what a good dog he was, but Chuuya would still do it anyways.

And the first time Dazai went to the ADA, when he finally had to care about his appearance again because he was going back into society and he was being a good person, he realized that he had to be the one to iron his own jacket. And his throat burned and his chest ached the entire time he did it. He’d never stopped missing Chuuya in their years apart, but it hadn’t been such an acute pain in awhile.

[artzychic27]

What's your opinion on Chlolila?

… Hahahahaha…

No… Nonononono… No.

[nevvaraven]

Chuck and Nate using the bus in the first season of gossip girl is so unserious

RIGHT 💀 The writers had to figure out some way to put them in the same vicinity as Dan loser Humphrey and they were struggling

Just imagining Chuck Bass swiping his gold card to get on a public bus is taking me out

[depressedhatakekakashi]

Jiraiya feels like the kinda dude who see’s an opportunity to watch buys kick ass and decides to sit back and enjoy the show

And then he complains when she scolds him afterwards while covered in blood yanking on his ear

[crossgravitycamp]

Is it not bad enough i have to listen to your insane bullshit every day. Don’t knock on my door. Don’t involve me in your dysfunctional life.

[acherys]

i have an interesting question for you if zoen was tapped by the bronze dragonflight to do the culling of strathholme dungeon, could she do it? could she play out the scenario? or would she do Something Else

His response would be "Get fucked" and then he'd walk away.

[dragon-zena]

I don't think I ever stood a chance against becoming an akechi fan tbqh

[dapperrokyuu]

Luka vs. Till is the funniest faceoff tho. Like, what is Till even gonna DO? Purebred pedigree dog vs. stray mystery mutt found in the garbage and literally 50% discounted, FJFJEKFKDKCJEJ-

[yudol-skorbi]

finally started c3 here is my first orym fanart hope you guys like it

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

there's just... there is no reason to make yet another cop show in this day and age. copaganda is not only bullshit, it is a failure of imagination.

you want to watch brooding characters with dark pasts investigate crimes in an official capacity? just use private detectives (cops have a miserable solve rate anyway). want eccentric geniuses & their sidekicks solving mysteries? i present you with armchair detectives & neighborhood busybodies. oh, you're craving a workplace comedy-drama starring overworked protagonists doing their heartfelt best to resolve community conflicts? social worker office sitcom! bitch this is ACHIEVABLE

[obiiow]

I know the whole thing with eren growing his hair out was because he just didn’t care anymore but I like to think it’s because his mom always told him his ears turn red when he lies and he was about to spend the rest of his life lying to everyone he loved 🥹

[dear-ao3]

to the person who reads wwe fanfiction on ao3/reading yaoi manga/listening to music in conspiracy theories class:

if you follow us, can you a) shut the fuck up and stop interrupting our professor, and b) maybe read a book on english monarchs in context with the british empire and c) stop yassifying queen elizabeth i? thanks!

[pucksandpower]

Ferrari giving Charles a competitive car (soon … hopefully) is going to hit like crack when we finally get him going wheel-to-wheel with Max again

[risaonda]

did anyone find out what the fuck this means by the way