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kavehater · 6 months

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I support girls but NAH THIS IS REACHING “if you look carefully LIKE REALLY CAREFULLY 🤓☝️”

#the same people who would shriek like the witch of the north melting her skin off if I tell you haikaveh / kavetham isn’t implied because #if you actually look into our culture they’re being normal and not everyone having rivalry and caring about each other means they’re 💅#in fact Arabs are some of the worlds most hospitable people alhaitham letting kaveh live with him #is the most Arab thing I’ve ever seen #heck if kaveh was a stranger it wouldn’t be unusual for an Arab to let him in their house ☠️#goddamn #“if you look in the internet you can see how they’re implied!🤓☝️”#maybe if you had any respect for my culture or any desire to be educated when I’m handing this to you for free you wouldn’t be your mistake #your mums greatest mistake 🤗🤗🤗*#dora daily #if only ppl dedicated this level of detail to actual culture compared to pulling out their microscope at level 100x magnification lens to #observe robins spots under her eyes the world would be a better place 🙀#let me tell you btw this whole I hate you meh meh meh ( I’m so in love with you ) trope is the most whitest booktok millennial plant growing #basement dweller nonesense I have ever heard in my life don’t do that to my pookies ☹️#( the pookies in fact were 11 and 9 years older than her respectively )#guys my dad is the straightest man alive ( oh the trauma lowkey wish he wasn’t ) and he legit was putting his hand on his best friends lap #LMAOOO even I as a very logical person was like bro this is so zesty rn I am SO uncomfortable #anyways live laugh love boothill x Baizhu they’re the most canon things I’ve ever seen in my life #<- this is a joke btw it’s an ironic ship I saw on tiktok ☠️

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suckerforfluff · 10 months

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is it fucked up that as a filipino i dont know any filipino mc streamers or filipino streamers in general? like the ones who actually stream in tagalog/bisaya/ilocano/ilonggo/whatever dialect???

like im so envious of the ppl who are like "so and so was my childhood im excited to see them in qsmp" and here i am like "wow filipino streamers huh can't wait to meet them ^_^"

#qsmp #i would also like to preface this post by saying im from the middle of mindanao and i spent all my life hating manila #motherfucking manila why do they always get all the conventions and concerts #most of the ppl from manila ive interacted with online/irl when they learn im from mindanao say 'wait you have internet?' fuck off fuck you #actually now that i think about it maybe i dont want filipinos on the qsmp our country is so fucked up it's like the tower of babel #like what if theyre out of touch rich kids or worse like what if theyre from manila? like i cant handle that #dapat yung laki sa hirap dapat yung probinsyano #coco martin for qsmp #payag ako na tagamanila kung laki sa hirap #ALSO WE HAVE SO MANY DIALECTS LIKE HOW DOES THIS EVEN WORK?#like are they only recruiting tagalog streamers or are there cebuanos and ilonggos too? maybe even maguindanaoans? im reaching #when q said he was researching a country with an interesting culture i hope it was us #pilipinas as a country is just a whole can of worms and it sure is interesting #i also spent most of my life hating spanish ppl for colonizing our country haha and now im learning spanish haha how ironic #actually no im like cellbit im learning mexican #hi mexican ppl did u know our countries are like colony twins #girl no one is reading this

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leezuhh · 2 years

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it's crazy to me that there are people out there who still think that media and fiction do not affect how people think at all

#like that whole 'does fiction affect reality?' debate is so stupid to me cuz it's like #i mean just think about it for a second. what is propaganda? what did jaws do for people's perceptions of sharks?#i think studying the effect that popular media and fiction has on people in real life is really interesting #and it's crazy to me that there are people on the internet who think that it genuinely doesn't #like umm shoutout vit sisler for his paper 'digital arabs' i just read it for my game studies class and it's super interesting #about like orientalization how western shooter games' usage of middle eastern/muslim stereotypes as enemies created both a negative -#- stereotype for people who arent in that group and how it negatively affects the mental health and self-image of the people who are #also shoutout stuart hall and richard dyer they're really cool people and also have some super interesting papers on how representation -#- in media affects people's IRL perceptions of certain groups #i know online this focus tends to lean on that whole shipping discussion but i think it's more worthwhile to look at it on a wider scale #because 'does fiction affect reality?' is not just a 'fandom ship war' discussion it's like. the basis for many fields of study #anyways umm #liza post #actually this is more like a #liza ramble #i love tumblr bc i can write a one sentence post and put my body paragraphs in the tags #it's really late and i am tired ‼️ i wish i could be more concise i just adore my game studies class and visual culture studies in general

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aleki-lives-here · 7 months

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#I thought there was not enough “MXY and WWX are two different people” art and tried coming up with how they could be different #mdzs #my art #wei wuxian #mo dao zu shi #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #cql #wei ying #mdzs fanart #mo xuanyu #wwx #wwx is slightly tanned because he lived in lotus pier he couldn't not #mxy has no such excuses tho #his hair isn't black #because in the donghua all the Jins have brown hair and I thought it'd be more fun like this #why is it curlier tho? i dunno. I felt like it lol #It's totally not from the Jins tho. my headcanon is that he got it from his mother. i suddenly badly want to draw his mother #I imagine WWX never had a bad hair day in his life. first life. but then he learnt that mxy's hair actually requires taking care of #like every day. but thankfully by that point lz is a constant in his life and is quietly ecstatic to do the whole new hair routine every da #while wwx is asleep if needed #I have no excuses for the facial features tho #I just thought mxy needs to have a softer more rounded look compared to wwx?#why am I even searching for excuses?#It's my first time sharing my art with the internet okay im nervous okay dont mind me plz #aleki-does-art

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sysig · 5 months

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Reading moodboard #84430940 (Patreon)

#Doodles #I wonder what this is in reference to lol - could be anything really!#Bit funny actually - I was reading something else in overlap at the time - a fic from another fandom though it ended up not being for me #Different authors just speak to different people! It was fun to come back to something familiar and realize Just how much I appreciate it ah #Novel and familiar! My very favourite <3 And of course it was a wonderful experience on top of that hehe ♪♫#Numbers lol - I really have done way too much age headcanon math pfft #I just love timelines! And even if the hints aren't exact they /are/ hints and I'm going to use them!!#The numbers that are established are such fun markers - and using characterization as hints towards how many years have passed! Ah! ♪#Like how it's definitely possible that Max took a two year but considering his family he was probably pushed to do a four year #There's no confirmation either way but it's just so fun to consider what they'd do based on how they're written!#These are the kind of written math problems I enjoy hehe #I was being a bit self-deprecating for that doodle actually tho lol - art mimics life and all that pfft #Also confirmation of him being a Lit Major ❤️💕💖💞💗 Small details give me big love you must understand this lol #As evidenced lol ♪ Adding to my playlist definitely didn't help it very strongly upgraded to Big Love for like a week straight lol #Terrible ♪ Couldn't stand it <3 Genuinely painful ♫#Lol - ''finding'' more - it's what had my blood on fire! I'm so grateful for mirrors #Anyone who's been following me for a while knows I have this whole thing about Legacy and what you leave behind and the internet in general #That the internet is forever except when it's not - that plenty of things get deleted or lost etc. etc. and it makes me very sad :(#So seeing that there was an in-built preservation - it only saved Some things but anything saved is precious!! It made me very happy <3 #And then finishing off 💔💕 Beautifully heartbreaking ah #Even skim-reading later made me cry again! It's deeply affecting hhh #Another experience I'm so happy to be able to have ♥ Another tally on the wall haha <3

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hawkhills · 2 years

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talk to me about profound, formative events in adulthood impacting people's settled daemons. are their shapes set in stone? would a strong enough experience manage to cause a crack in their settled shape? is there such a thing as daemon dysphoria? do our daemons define us, or do we define them?

#his dark materials #daemons #like ok i know daemon settlement is related to dust and adulthood or whatever #but they reflect peoples souls and the kind of people they are #AND THAT CAN CHANGE #our souls can be broken or elevated at any time of our lives #we can experience things so profound and of such incredible importance that i truly believe a person can be changed at their core #at any moment of their life #i was thinking about recently when i took an mbti test for fun for the first time since i was 20 #so arguably an adult and would have had a long set daemon by hdm standards #mbti as most other personality tests widely available on the internet are bullshit but still #a few years back it consistently would give me infp and i definitelt related to that #now its enjf and yea. i grew and changed a lot over these years and the defining qualities do seem to fit #so that made think about my own daemon again and while before an african civet seemed the perfect fit now i found im a gray wolf #[using the daemonpage forum for reference btw; their analyses are superb]#anyways yea #this just led me to think about how constricting the concept of settled daemons is #people change over their whole life #sometimes the most defining changes dont happen during adolescence. sometimes we 'grow up' more than once #what happens then #granted i have not read everything pullman ever wrote so i might be wrong #but i dont think this has been ever properly explored #i want to talk about this so bad

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spider-man-2o99 · 1 year

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Just wanted to say that I have been thinking of you and pre-emptively empathizing with the nonsense you are no doubt being flooded with and the psychic damage it must be causing. Keep stanning the king ignore the weirdos <3

thankg u.,, i feel like ive been trapped in a fuckign . Torture Labyrinth these past coupl days . but. wwe will. We Will Yet Persist onwards w/ our hand on the left wall till we;re either out or at the center i swear 2 fucking GOD,

#talking tag #asks #th pain is forever the Horrors r unending the lack of media comprehension on all sides is Disappointin But Also My Goddamn Life I Guess lol #though i will say ppl in my inbox have actually been.. surprisingly polite overall? if not outright rather kind as a whole. um. post-atsv.#but. god. i have not Talked About so much of that movie because i kind of just.#..ok actually i realize this is gonna sound rude as hell lmao. but. hhaha i Kinda Just. was fool enough to Assume that everbody would yknow #like. Comprehend The Film yk yk yk. since it is a well-written movie that doesnt try to Hide any of what it;s abt? yk?#i come On Here onto tumblr dot bumblr and i make my stupid esoteric gddamn complaints abt 2099 Themes for Me Only so my head doesnt blow up #n silly ol me i really do like earnestly honestly in my Heart think. like. we all saw the same movie. right? mayb thingsll calm down.#but oh oh oh oh oh no no no No No. they do Not calm down they get So Much Worse.#and now hypothetical Internet Strangers might be Passing Judgement bcuz we look like an Apologist 4 assuming Everyone Knew Media Literacy #CHRIST. do people think i think mig was. like. In The Right. in atsv. no ive known he would be Wrong for years dudes.#why do yall think i was so low-key Disappointed he was placed in a role that couldve better suited. like. Superior Spider-Man.#public image. DING-DONGs. man he is Never Going To Be In Movies Again After This Hes An AU SPIDER-MAN FROM THE 90S. LORD!#i had SO MUCH FUN watching atsv!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i dont like the choices it made to put miguel in the situation that it did. Bizarre Thematic Changes to 2099 that Only I Care Abt. but like #that is SUCH a fuckin SMALL and insanely autistic nitpick like i earnestly loved the hell out of the film and its mig is--#--Earnestly One Of His Better/Best Adaptations despite bein within the limited confines of th plot nd setting he is In & w/o his inner mono #..i just. Hate So Much That This Movies Version Of Miguel Will Be The Only One That Anybody Knows For The Next Seven Years At Least. yknow.#i lov watching that fuckers trainwreck of a slowmotion mental breakdown for two hours but the movie gave practically Zero Context 2 newbies #BTSV please save me BTSV please save me BTSV PLEASE save me PLEASE please please please PLEASE BTSV youre my last hope....#(arthur clenching his fist meme) ppl r Already so shitty 2 ppl w/ Messy Symtptoms i could Handle losing MK but SM2099 means too much 2 me..

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triglycercule · 21 days

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i want to headcanon the mtt having absolutely terrible hygiene and struggling to keep themselves clean (this MAY... just QUITE POSSIBLY.... only in the SLIGHTEST bit be projection) but i think it would be too gross and man EVEN I dont wanna think about that

also killer canonically smells good and i actually really LIKE that idea so oh shit there goes that idea out the window. horror and dust youre my only hope please let me make you smell bad for reasons you won't understand

#also i dont think i. just got a sense of dejavu wtf. anyways #i dont think im THAT bad at maintaining my hygiene..... like i dont bed rot for months which isn't good by any means #but if i havent reached that point of bad hygieneness then i dont think i should be talking about this topic #sure i may uhhh may struggle to brush my teeth and shower multiple times a week but like. ngl it's not that bad #i am NORMAL okay THIS IS NORMAL. people struggle with this stuff all the time everyday i dont need to be making a whole post on this topic #i wish that the capital i in this app looked different. because when i wanna emphasize I it just looks normal #i type like how i speak has it not become glaringly obvious yet. so it boggles and bothers me when i cant emphasize i like i can irl #the laundry piles in dusts room are probably unfathomably tall he just throws it all into one corner (HES JUST LIKE ME FR!!! I DO TJIS!!!!!)#all the water in horrortale has turned toxic and polluted and bad so horror's only option is to not shower or shower in dirty water #he chooses the former because what if that water has monster dust sprinkled in it. his paranoia wont let him shower in dust infused water #TRIGLYCERCULE GET YOUR FUCKING LIFE TOGETHER INSTEAD OF THINKING AND PROJECTING ONTO FICTIONAL CHARACTERS. SCHOOL STARTS IN 3 DAYS.#I KNOW I KNOW IM SORRY.... IM SORRY OKAY I KNOW!!! I KNOW THIS IS BAD!!! I WILL TRY!!!!!!#anyways back to projecting. do you think dust has sheets on his little matress bed #because the sheets will enevitably get dusty and then he's gonna have to lay on the dust of those he killed and thats a bad thought #sheets can fix the problem temporarily because he can just change them out and wash them #but also.... changing sheet hard.... take long time..... dust just want sleep.... rot away..... so no sheet on matress??? idk #dust might be able to make fun of horror and killer for having food issues but #killer gets to make fun of dust and horror for having hygiene issues #he's had his lows but he's never gotten THAT low 🤣🤣🤣🫵🫵🫵 LOSERS!!!!!#what does horror get to make fun of them for??? idk murder #killer might be able to keep himself clean but he cannot keep anything else around him clean with thet goddamn eye goop so HAH take that #me on my way to overshare with strangers on the internet. this isnt that bad compared to other stuff ive seen online actually #triglycercule can you just shut the fuck up and get back to posting about the mtt nobody CARES #alright..... limps away like a kicked and beated puppy...... like killer after getting abused by nightmare for the 56th time..........#advanced humor only utmv fans will get it #tricule rant #i said i wasnt gonna make the post but i did infact make the post. just in tags #me when i LIE #just offically reached 50 drafts where my medal. i should clear them out? alright shoot that guy

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steviescrystals · 3 months

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MY LIFE IS NOT REAL WHAT IS GOING ON

#GUYS #so for context before i get into the storytime i currently live at home with my mom and brother #and my mom came into my room at like 10:30 and said ‘i need you to go downstairs and be the adult right now because i can’t deal with this’#(my mom is 54 and i’m 20 but sure i’ll be the adult???)#so basically. my brother (13) gave our fucking address to some random person on discord who claims to be 11 but who the fuck knows #keep in mind my brother was born in 2011 so he’s grown up with the internet his whole life #and he’s been told countless times by my entire family not to give out personal information online but he has done it multiple times #anyway he says he and his friends from school have been talking to this ‘kid’ on discord for like a year #and none of them know him irl bc he lives in rhode island or something but they’ve apparently been on video calls with him and seen his face #so there’s a good chance he actually is a kid but i personally don’t trust anything online anymore so i’m not totally convinced #but anyway he apparently sent my brother what looked like a youtube link but when he clicked on it it gave this kid his ip address #i have no idea how that shit works or if that’s possible but that’s what he’s saying #and then my brother was arguing with this kid bc i guess he’s racist?? and the kid was like ‘just remember i have your address’#and my brother is being super vague about everything but i guess the kid implied he was going to send a swat team to our house or some shit #so my brother freaked out and called the cops and since my mom wanted me to be the adult i had to go sit downstairs and wait for them #and let me tell you it was so fucking embarrassing standing there while my brother told the cop this insane story #and while my brother was inside getting his phone the cop asked me ‘so what’s the deal do you think this is legit or just kids talking shit’#like bro don’t ask me i have no idea what the fuck is going on and i’m so sorry you had to come to our house to deal with this 😭#anyway he’s going to file a report so if the cops get a call anytime soon about a murder or something happening at our house—#—they’ll call me or my mom to ask what’s going on and make sure it’s not this fucking kid from rhode island swatting us #so that was my night! what the fuck #i’ve never regretted moving back home more than i do right now #lj.txt

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linabirb · 6 months

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begging the pinterest girlies to stop using pinterest as their diary girl idc if you got a cut or if your teacher sucks i just want to see some cute art and aesthetic stuff GET OUT

#and you can just tell that like. these are kids. these are literal kids telling the whole internet about their life using whisper memes-#and it's always the fucking pjsk/genshin/etc background. girl idc if pinterest is 12+ this is a website/app that anyone can download-#WHY ARE YOU TELLING EVERYONE ON THIS APP YOUR WHOLE LIFE STORY.#bro and the fact that they are also going “well i don't have a therapist so deal with it”#what does not having a therapist has to do with you describing your period in detail while using a bandori background.#anyway hi im alive. kinda #sjjdkdkd it's fine i'm okay just way too focused on gaming rn. also chronic pain 😔#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]

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petorahs · 7 months

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bruh literally unfair what happened to Strega what the fig... kicks a can... Shinjiro too... theyre all doomed by the narrative as always... I cant do this... is this grief...

#aishi.exe #still thinking about the top 5 list i made....... Jin........ Shinji........#that picture at the end........ man....!!!!!!!!! 😭#FUUUUUCK. what the hell.#so strange loving the killers while also loving the deceased too like they were fully in the wrong for cutting his life so short #IK HE WAS GONNA DIE ANYWAY BUT BRUHHH #but what gets me is that they were gonna die too anyway 😭 like what Jin did to himself at the end... BRUHHHH #YOU DIDNT HAVE TO..?#takaya is just insane ig.#hes fine. i guess he got what he wanted (?)#but i wonder if chidori feels like massive survivor's guilt at being the sole survivor of that whole debacle.#wait oh shit she doesnt remember 😭#FUUUCK #WHO WILL KEEP THEIR MEMORY ALIVE THEN...?#jin's funny 2000s meme posts on the internet...? MANNNN

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leezuhh · 1 year

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more people need to play shtdn this is literally critical im going insane

#ITS FREE ITS A FREE GAME PLEASE I CANT HANDLE THIS ON MY OWN #ITS ABOUT LOVE AND LIFE AND LOSS ITS FUNNY ITS EMOTIONAL IT'S BEAUTIFUL #im actually going fucking crazy insane its unreal. game made me cry multiple times. its FANTASTIC #if guille sees this... i credit ur insanity to my eventual obsession with this game #since ur the one who found and introduced it to the gc LOLLL #liza post #literally growling going feral insane crazy holy god #shtdn #ITS FREE GO PLAY IT U CAN PLAY IT RIGHT NOW #um. um the plot. its about a computer virus whos seen the whole internet and the antivirus whos never left his pc.#and the virus teaching rhe antivirus about the world as they go through the pc's image files as the antivirus searches for the virus's code #it's genuinely so beautiful and well-written #the only negative thing to say is that the gameplay gets repetitive but it's basically a 2d walking sim/vn so #having played the long dark i can grind walking sims all day any day babey

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probablyaseamonster · 1 year

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I have decided that if I still care by the time I learn to edit I will make a comp of all the lore that esmp s2 Jimmy had that wasn't in some way related to him being Woody.

I really liked the sheriff stuff, and I would do this for me and for everyone who got tired of the toy jokes!

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seelied · 2 years

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i finally finished daughter of the moon goddess and like im sorry but liwei is so boring

#like he feels like a cop out like yeah yeah first love never did anything wrong his whole life etc etc it's soft and sweet but boring imo?#like yes wenzhi....things happened #but at least he was a fuller character imo #me personally i would love a xingyin / shuxiao plot sorry guys i had to say it #either way the book is rly good and i tried to pace it so i wouldnt have to wait too long for book 2 #victorias internet diaries

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m0e-ru · 2 years

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desperately nailing boards on my doors and windows carpal tunnel in my wrists back pain from sitting like a shrimp bags under my eyes hair I haven't combed out in days leaving informative pamphlets outside and hiding behind glass with a pot as a helmet and a rusty wrench in my hands shaking weeping terrified crying

#kommento #// remasters are going to drop and I'm going to be a hater about it #// it is 2023. i am so so tired #// am I not popular enough to make a dent in the collective unconscious to have people think straight and not mindlessly follow a fanon #// that has been the bane of my existence for almost three years #// thank you to the sopping wet pathetic mess of a gas station attendant for taking the fall and being the controversial blorbo to teach me #// things about the internet. I will love you and only four people can understand #// I have not died but I am like an angry ghost haunting a whole town you can feel my malicious intent or you do not #// wish I had another active fixation on the side so this could balance out this is the millionth time I'm talking about it #// sometimes I also wish I could hole up and be a pixiv artist who's niche is what makes them popular but their identity is still vague #// I am worth a thousand a million a billion fans all the potential love a person can have for blorbo is stored in me #// and the burden is so heavy like I'm calcifer trying to keep alive but theres nothing but twigs and ash drowning out the actual flames #// anyway hi. this is your manager. they are so tired. and busy. for the whole month. or until they get their life together. they love you

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tenitchyfingers · 1 year

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so anyway people are always criticizing anyone who's interested in true crime but I feel like cyber sleuths should get a healthy dose of bullying too because like yeah ok you may think people who read and listen to content about true crime cases are insane (arguing the point is not in my best interest) but the fuckholes who'll harass people and push them into suicide because they think they know something they clearly don't and like they can do a better job than the people who investigate professionally? yeah no those guys are the actual psychos

and yes this is about the Elisa Lam documentary on Netflix

#i'm actually kinda really pissed #because that metalhead's music is butt hair and i'd never willingly listen to it in my entire life #but it'd be one thing if a couple folks wrote to him and told him that his music is ass and then left #which is legitimate #boy believe me i cringed so hard at this dude's music it's so low quality #and i'm saying this as someone who appreciates metal including some good death metal #but it's a different thing when hordes of strangers come at you and accuse you of murder with NO evidence whatsoever #and holy shit this guy almost killed himself from the pressure and stress #bottom line: she didn't take her meds which she was supposed to take after she decided to travel to a whole other country alone #and she kept not taking her meds for days and that's how she ended up drowning in a hotel's water tank #that's all it is #and the folks who harassed this innocent guy never even said they were sorry - the fucking cowards #'but they had good intentions!' no they didn't - all they wanted was to be under the spotlight and that's all it is #people who have any actual good intentions will try helping and not broadcast it to the whole internet #and if the detectives and professionals tell them they're not necessary they'll sit the fuck down and shut up #/vent #btw yo remember when that case happened and everyone went insane phewwwww i'm so glad it's over

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