#not really kin i dont think but

[marblerose-rue]

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the planes of existence

[fried-manto]

"Even if I wanted you to forgive me, I really hope you won't."

Chapter 11: The darkness, Amalgamate by DoctorHaifisch or @jamieprimack on tumblr

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OMG GUYS THIS FIC LITERALLY MADE ME SCEECH OUT LOUD WHILE READING IT, ITS SO GOOD!!!!

This scene in particular is one of my many favourites, honestly I have too many favourites..

I'm probably wrong but I like to imagine this scene with Kokichi slow increase in his wardrobe as to sort of depict Kaitos slow succumb to the darkness with the way he views Kokichi becomes increasingly negative because Kokichi, to him is becoming increasingly incomprehensible and antagonistic..

Idk how to really explain that but yeah..

Tldr; this fic has driven me MAD

[gokupowers]

feel like modern Dave writers/kins forget he's hussies self insert and written to be totally fucking lame in canon bc hussie was a 25 year old loser living in his parents basement making anti SJW rage comics at the time . dave strider is an awesome character but he is genuinely so fucking embarrassingly lame and a loser and it's a beautiful thing & we need to remember our roots #makedavelameagain

[cerealmonster15]

[sebekifies your anon hate to cope] the demons are winning today lads

[fujobritta]

weird storytime and an abed analysis (abednalysis ?)

in s1e17, physical education, abed says that he didnt mind changing for other people because hes comfortable with who he is . a season later, in s2e19, critical film studies, he says instead that he doesnt like change . and now i realize what he really meant when he said that he didnt mind changing .

when i was younger, around 11-12, i would pretend to be other people online . more than five different separate identities in one discord server . because i wanted people to like me more . i made these alt accounts and assigned each one a personality, a different typing style, a reason for joining, a region, and a timezone . and for the most part, they were people who were nicer and just generally likeable . because im not someone who is any of those things . i am not a nice person . i dont even think im a good person . and god i am not likeable . at all .

so i played these characters . most of them only being active for short periods . i would have full back and forth conversations with these alt accounts to sell it . i had these weird insane elaborate plans . a 16 year old former drug user, lives in manitoba, somewhat parental . 13, california, liked minecraft and drawing -- completely different artstyle (and different software) too . etc .

i would let these accounts bake (make them and then not use them) so that it didnt seem suspicious with a brand new account joining the server . then i would spend a week making the account and forming a character to go with it, sometimes asking people to help me out . it was so fucking crazy . i was insane . might still be .

…yeah i probably still am .

i was such a better person on those different accounts . because i didnt know how to change on the inside, i just started over and over again . different account, new me . like i was experimenting with who i really wanted to be like . formulating the perfect person to act like when i finally decided that i wanted to become a better person .

i gave up eventually obviously . im not a tween anymore . i was a really weird tween . obviously . but i think about it a lot .

honestly i only went back to being myself because it was comfortable . i felt better being a fucking douche . and i still am a douche . im not a good person . i dont think ill ever be a "good person" . what the hell is a good person, anyways . all i know is that im fine with myself like this . even as much as i not-so-secretly hate myself, and deny it out of fear of seeming like an "edgy attention seeking loser" .

its not that abed doesnt mind change, he just doesnt mind changing the persona . he doesnt mind changing the person showing on the outside . a separate identity . but ultimately, he wouldnt ever fundamentally change as a person . because hes fine with who he is, even if other people might not like him for that . and i want to be like him . i want to be someone who is fine with who they are, even if that someone is a socially inept ass who learned tenth grade math at age ten but cant figure out when their own face is making a smile or not .

[nerves-nebula]

since im changing my name irl soon I'm just gonna let you guys know I've been going by Macaque irl for the past 2 school years (possibly more like a year and a half Normal Time).

I thought it'd be easier for people than my previous name because Macaque is an actual english word, but apparently most people aren't as aware of the different kinds of monkeys as I am and literally no one I introduced myself to knew how to pronounce it. WHOOPS. for creepy guys I introduced myself to them as Mac because they have a habit of belittling my name otherwise. they still belittled Mac but it wasn't as harsh or weird cuz it wasnt LONG and weird it was just short and kind of boyish sounding i guess.

so if you wanna go by Macaque but are worried about it just know that you can do whatever you want and nobody will ever know. (i mean as long as you live in a city or something. i'm sure there are places you'd get eaten alive for going by Macaque.)

anyway, i set this name free, peace and love.

[angeldustanalog]

gotta get the rarest eiriel encounter damn :0

[disgruntled-crow]

being silly on main

[medicasino]

"Maybe i'll post the wip here idk" i have no restraint and honestly do like how it looks so far SO Mikan drawing wip before i pass out :3 rbs off solely bc its a wip and . Idk actually i just dont want my wip getting rb'd atm lol but feel free to comment if you'd like :3

(also pls dont make weird comments about Mikan here i hc her as a minor)

[hunter-burton]

The guy !

[judadisyourjudaddy]

i keep thinking "hey i should maybe get into one of those animes/games that my brother really likes because that way we would share another interest and i'd understand what hes talking about and he wont have to keep spoilers from me anymore!!" but if i THINK about danganronpa i am DOOMED.

[miraclemaya]

i should kin assign someone karin.... and then we can kill eachother about it

[iiizuru]

please. take him

Don't tag as kin/me!

[farrenlux]

i've been haunted by images and now i inflict them upon ye

[arthur-liquor]

yes

that is a basil kin sona, i'm not apologizing

[yuridovewing]

Now I think Tigerclaw was actually a family man to some extent in this au... I think he genuinely loved Goldenflower and all of their kits together, they were childhood friends, I think he mourned Swiftpaw and Lynxkit's deaths, I think he was overjoyed when Tawnypaw came to ShadowClan because he was glad to know one of his kits would be safe. He cared deeply for his mother and sister and originally doted on his sister's kits before Ravenpaw saw him murder Redtail.

Granted, is he a GOOD dad? ... No not really. He got his own son killed (albeit as collateral damage), Tawnypelt has ptsd from what she witnessed in TigerClan, Bramblestar has a complex, and tbh he just treats Mothwing and Hawkfrost like dogshit. But there's some conflict there, they all have fond memories of him and he tries to appeal to that to get them to join him and conform to his ideology. Tawnypelt has this worst of all because she's now the only living kit who spent the most time with him and saw him at his best and his worst.

He also easily turns on them, his love comes with conditions.