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[tsukkismoonlight]

Hi! Idk if you’re taking requests right now, but if you are can I please request headcannons or a scenario of Izana finding out he has a younger half brother(reader is younger than him by a year)from his bio parents? After reader was born, they give him to a different orphanage and he was adopted by another family. Izana finds out about his existence, after Shinichiro’s death. And maybe how Izana would treat him/interact with him(fluff if possible)? I’m sorry if this is a little too much.

hi!!! First, thank you sm for sending this in to me! I don’t get to write for tokyo rev as much as I want to so i was pretty excited for this! On that note tho,,,i really don't know enough about Izana like I probably should, so if this is a bit out of character or idk inconsistent with the actual timeline i am so sorry 😭 i also wrote this half awake so i rlly hope its not like choppy or anything,,,but anyways !!!! Also this literally took my ages to finish and i am so sorry 😭 i have the worst time with writing things especially when i /want/ to write them (and work has been a whole other thing so) but ANYWAYS

It's been some two years since Izana’s older brother died. Most of those years he had spent in denial of sorts, and there was of course, the anger that he had tried so hard not to give in to.

Two long years of carefully avoiding anyone he used to know, all while crafting his own gang as their new leader. Anything to get back at those who have wronged him, stolen from him…hurt him. He would have his kingdom, and no one could stop him, not even Manjiro Sano.

“Hey boss, this was left by the door.” A voice he doesn’t care to distinguish cuts him from his thoughts, and Izana turns to look at the manila envelope being held out to him.

He takes it quickly, flipping it over a few times before tearing it open, dumping out the contents onto the short glass table in front of him.

Pictures stare back at him. Most of which are of a young boy, and who he can assume is the boy’s family.

Izana rifles through the photos, an unwelcome feeling of anxiety shooting through his body as his eyes landed on a photocopy of a birth certificate, and an adoption paper.

“Uhh, sir?” The Tenjiku member shifted his weight on his feet, “is that like, someone we have to take out?”

Izana’s eyes slide to him, a look of pure annoyance filling them as Izana waves him off wordlessly.

Izana looks back to the pictures spread out in front of him, the unknown boy in each one who looks like he couldn’t be more than a year or two younger than Izana himself.

The words of his mother chimed in the back of his head. She had told him that he wasn’t blood relatives with his family. She had told him that he was all alone. That there was no one he truly had as a family.

In a sudden fit of rage, Izana found himself flipping the glass table onto its side, watching as it slid away and into the nearest wall.

He approached the mess of glass and photos, chest heaving. He once more peered into the eyes of that young boy, and snatched up the picture, alongside the adoption record.

He knew what he needed to do.

It only took about a week to find the kid. It took maybe another for Izana to work up the nerve to approach him.

He was sitting alone outside of a school, reading some manga that had seen better days. The thing was battered and its pages yellowed.

“Hey kid.” He said, watching as the younger boy stilled.

He looked up, puzzled, “uh…hi?”

With a clear view of his face, Izana could see the resemblance between himself and his half brother. A lot of it was in the eyes, he had the same eyes, the same never ending stare.

“Are you-“ he started, but the words caught in his throat, unable to bring him to speak the name.

“Am I what?” The boy furrowed his brows, taking a second to study Izana.

Then he did something that surprised him.

“You’re Izana! Izana Kurokawa!” He grinned, immediately getting to his feet, “that means you got my message!”

“You sent the pictures?” Izana could hardly believe it. How did this kid figure it out?

The younger boy nodded, “Well, I knew from the start that I was adopted, and well my family isn’t very secretive. But I never thought that I would have a brother! When I asked my parents they said that we had been separated when we were really young and…”

The kid rambled on, suddenly unsure of what to do with himself.

“You parents told you…?” Izana felt his stomach churn. Of course he wasn’t the lucky one. He had spent his whole life living a lie, and now the truth was right in front of him.

Before the kid could answer, Izana asked another question, “Are you hungry?”

He wasn't sure where it came from, but Izana had the urge to take care of the kid. Perhaps it was something he picked up from Sinichiro, or maybe it was just him wanting to be there for the kid like how he had wanted when he was younger, in the days before the Sano family.

“Uh…yeah I guess so!”

And that was all it took.

For the following weeks Izana would wake up earlier than normal just to walk with his half brother to school.

He would take him out for meals when the two could get away with it.

Izana had his gang carefully follow him around in case anyone tried to mess with the kid.

It wasn’t until one of his members brought it up to him that Izana even realized how much he was doing for the kid…for his brother.

He caught himself with a small smile on his face any time he thought about how he could do something for the kid.

Izana even began to catch himself thinking about what they could do when the kid was older. Would he want to move in with him? Maybe the kid could learn to ride one of the motor bikes with Izana. He would think about maybe even one day having him join the gang, mostly for safety reasons, but maybe in case Izana needs to pass on the mantle for any reason.

And the craziest thing about it to him was that he wasn’t even sure when he started to think this way.

All he knew was that the kid was his brother, and nothing would ever change that or come between them again.

[nutmargaret]

TAMAKI GAVE BIRTH

if he could he would

[fatuismooches]

I know that Dottore is smart and all - but the idea of occasionally oblivious Zandik is so funny to me, because come on all geniuses slip up sometimes.

What if in their Akademiya days, reader wore just a bit of make-up to cover up the staple 'overworked scholar' look. They've been doing this way before meeting Zandik, so he just naturally assumes that yes, somehow this one person is always glowing and radiant. Some people are just naturally more aesthetically pleasing than others (he thinks they're pretty but he'd never admit that to himself).

Until one day reader just didn't have time to do their usual routine so they get to class, bare face and all. Zandik sees them, his brows immediately knitting together as he scans their face.

"... Are you sick?" He bluntly asks. Seeing how his friend had this pallor, their eyes appear more sunken - he even sees some discolorations on their skin, what caused so many blemishes overnight—

"I'm not wearing make-up." Reader deadpans, their lips folded into a thin line, unimpressed by the comment.

"... Ah."

The conversation ends there.

Centuries later, Dottore is reminded of that very, very brief conversation whenever he least expects it.

Adding to the make-up ask: "... Remember that one time you thought that I naturally had glitter on my eyes?" "It was a lapse of judgement." "A lapse of judgement that lasted an entire year apparently." "..." "I had glitter on my cheekbones too—"

Zandik, the Akademiya student that had sworn to himself to surpass the intelligence and strength of the Gods above, to have humanity itself reach that level; the one whose classmates whispered about his flawless projects and papers (that were honestly pretty boring to him), who was a begrudging genius - the same man who also happened to be an idiot every once in awhile around you.

Dottore had never cared much for looks, and that still applied to you, but he still had to notice how put together you were. Even after all nighters, you still looked lovely- fine, he meant to say. To be honest, perhaps he was more focused on your lips - are they supposed to appear that soft? He doesn't know, his ones definitely aren't, and it's not like he goes around looking at others' lips! And he definitely doesn't stare at yours! What a foolish thing to even think about.

Regardless, he doesn't care to question it anyway. You do always say he has naturally fluffy and soft hair. He'd thought it'd be reasonable for him to think you were naturally glowing! And some of his peers have odd characteristics too - animal ears and tails - and no one bats an eye...

Now, for Zandik to even inquire as to your health is proof that his words come from genuine concern, not rudeness, but of course, for him to question your face as being sick has you incredulous! If it wasn't way too early in the morning you would have laughed! The scholar stays quiet and tries to ignore your squinting look for the rest of the class, internally cringing at himself - only because he likes you enough to feel a bit of guilt for his words.

Although you were a bit annoyed back then, now whenever you think of the memory, you start laughing at the now Harbinger's previous idiocy. Whenever Dottore hears you cackling, he already knows you're going to bring up something stupid he did.

[bastardofharrenhal]

Would you be interested in drawing Podrick Payne?

my take is that pod and sansa should've kissed when they had the chance. alas.

art rqs are open on @snoozingfae✨

[taegularities]

Cmi!jk, your eherm *physical* relationship from when you started your fwb has been described as “animalistic”. Now that you guys are in love, what’s it like now? More gentle, soft making love or a balance of both? 😌

your eyelids are shut, your expression peaceful. when jungkook started trailing his touch along your clavicles and up your neck ten minutes ago, you were still sighing and humming in delight. but now that he's caressing your jaw, tracing your lines and curves, you've become entirely quiet.

slumbering away, letting warm fingertips draw patterns on your bare, glowing skin. jungkook thinks you're prettiest like this. natural and content, so gorgeous that it truly hurts sometimes. how did he get so lucky?

the picture of where are you now and of where you used to be is nearly impossible to grasp. over a year ago, your mid-sex conversations consisted of lewd praises, cocky teases and otherwise unintelligible sounds. moans reverberating off walls, intimacy of the most animalistic nature.

barely any kisses; lips lingering on hot skin.

even now, neither of you ever suppresses the hunger. both a writhing mess, thirsting. but… he sees so much more of you now. your moles. your smile. how your eyebrows furrow when he kisses your neck. and how soft and vulnerable you sound sometimes. how you call his name… like you've forgotten every other word in existence.

he still feels the graze of your fingers along his back. how you hold onto him, pull him closer. how you steal kisses and mix your unfading desire with all that your heart contains. all the things he says to you; and all the things you say to him.

want no one but you.

stay with me, my love.

i'm so lucky to be yours.

as jungkook's movements along your shoulder stop, your eyes start to open again. you sigh again, one more crease between your eyebrows before you slowly, surely look at him. a smile comes into view when you notice him staring; and as he basks in the beam, leaning into you with a clump in his throat, all his feeble voice allows him to say is–

"can i… kiss you, angel?"

[ahamkara-apologist]

whyd you have to give taniks a hot mom....

A.) Because Taniks had to get that handsome face from SOMEWHERE, and:

B.) Because I wanted it to be clear why a high-ranking baron of House Scar would want to pay a young drekh barely coming into her first heat cycles some of his ether shares in exchange for spending nights in his nest whenever he willed it

[ask-crests-gang]

HIHIHIHI!!!

Cross my bookie... Why'd you join the gang brotha? Have you been exposed to the skibidi rizzlers...?😢

somebody may need to help him out here ^^" (also, hihihi!!) -Mod Funtime

[no-psi-nan]

Awwwww, thank you so much!! 🥺💜 (this is about my latest extra love stories chapter btw)

Yeah I just can't imagine Saiki putting up with bras, especially when he doesn't even have that much cake to lift hsfjdlshfks

The only thing preventing Aiura from asking him to lift hers too is the knowledge that if he gets distracted she'll have a baaad time with her bahonkadonks. Also she likes getting bras with cute patterns on them so it's worth some of the bullshit.

[pushing500]

What Bladur's Gate class would the twins be?

I think, with Kwahu's recent delving into the Staticlord psycast tree from 'Vanilla Psycasts Expanded', the Jones boys would make for excellent sorcerers of the Storm Sorcery subclass, though they'd have trouble with the charisma side of things, I suppose. Perhaps they'd make for better knowledge-domain clerics of Oghma, or monks.

I do think the sorcerer outfit looks best on them, though.

[calmlb]

hi! just curious if you hc dazai with any specific mental disorders/illnesses? i have read a bunch of your fics and loved them all but cannot remember rn if you have ever labelled or coded him with anything💕

ooh, this is an interesting question!!

unless i’m exploring a specific mental condition, or the condition is a theme in the fic, i generally don’t put too much thought into labels when it comes to Dazai’s mental health 🫶🏻

obviously he does struggle with his mental health, & i have certain headcanons that seem plausible (such as dissociation, depression, possibly SAD). but i usually prefer to explore from the psychology/philosophy/emotional angle of his character :’)

that being said, i recently realized that im neurodivergent, which made me realize that i’ve been unknowingly writing Dazai as neurodivergent all this time (which i def do believe he is) 😭😭

tldr: i guess the only label that i generally use with him is neurodivergent 🥹

[tsukkismoonlight]

Thanks a bunch! Some things about me, I am a male, and I’m gay. For fandom I want Tokyo rev and kny. If I can only do one fandom I’m fine with Tokyo rev only.

I'd consider myself a weird person overall. I don't show off my real personality unless I'm with my friends. My real personality can include referencing stuff/inside jokes with my friends, using sex jokes, being playfully mean, use dark humor, use brain rot humor (almost), and say things that don't make sense. Along with my real personality, I'm also considered to be antisocial, dumb, petty, loud without realizing, moody. Mentality wise, I overthink a lot, believe everyone hates me, have OCD, and have depression. Other things about me include cussing a lot, being a pothead, say a variety of words often, and say fucked up shit whenever it's dead silent in a room.

Some interests and hobbies of mine include anime, horror in general, reading fanfics, smoking pot, shopping, using Tiktok, listening to music, hanging out with friends, and procrastinating.

okay i havent really written in a while so im a liiiitle rusty but i digress,,,,

(for that reason i also only did a tokyo rev match up < 3< 3 )

((i also apologize again for the wait 😭 ive had this half done for like four ish days but work just absolutely kills me with my wage cage hell shifts))

so, knowing what i know, i would absolutely adore seeing you paired with none other than,,,,,

chifuyu matsuno !!!!!!

-personally, i think that Chifuyu is a healthy balance of introvert and extrovert,, which leads me to this;

-he’d definitely introduce himself first, cool, casual and collected, something he’s grown into as he got older (only the outside ofc, everyone internally panics or just has the windows loading screen in their brains ((its me, im everyone)) )

-he’s fairly observant when he’s not being absorbed into someone else’s daily shenanigans, so he wouldn’t pressure you into being his friend right away, wanting to get a general understanding of you and your personality

-he’d think you’re funny, Chifuyu definitely has that same kind of humor when he’s around his close friends, and that’s how he’d start to get closer with you

-one day its making a semi crude joke at the expense of another member in the group, just to poke fun in what was probably a dry conversation, then the next day its inviting you along for a ride on his bike

-you’d never really ridden on one before, much less with someone else driving. its a bit nerve wracking at first.

-i mean, you’re sitting on the back of his bike, helmet strapped on (rule number one of any sort of bike ‼️) arms wrapped around chifuyu as he does whatever it is that starts the thing

-so there’s the whole, its not a car and there’s no seatbelt thing, but also arms around a cute guy on the back of his bike thing

-all in all it was actually a pretty safe ride, exhilarating on the straightaways where he could speed some, easy on the corners so you could get a glimpse of passing scenery

-you’d treat him to a sweet treat afterwards, chatting about how you actually enjoyed the ride, and that melts into a normal conversation where you can be yourself.

-soon enough youd find yourself off on random excursions with him, wandering a park or by some old railroad tracks, hanging around a local convenience store so no one bothers the owners, you name it, you’re basically his second at that point

-and chifuyu likes to learn more about you as time goes on, your favorite horror movies or the latest dark joke you thought of, sharing headphones to figure out what kind of music you like best, time never seems to pass quietly with the two of you

-he’s also gentle with you on days that arent as copasetic for you. he’d ask if you want his company to keep any negativity away as best as possible, and bring over some manga he politely borrowed from takamitchy (stole is the word takamitchy uses)

-its not long before you guys are fairly inseparable, most days all the others hear are half of an inside joke, a bit of playful banter with some choice swear words, and a good amount of laughter (though you guys lock in as needed ofc)

-the day that things become official is different than those though

-it starts off with another ride around the city when days off from work or classes line up for you both

-you’ve gotten better with being his backpack, leaning with him on the turns as needed, holding onto him with the right amount of security, all of that nonsense

-he’d find a nice little view to stop at, surprising you by climbing off the bike and helping you off

-he’d walk towards the nearest tree or large rock, whatever gets yall out of the way of passersbys

-chifuyu would definitely be a bit red in the face and stumble over his words, talking about how he’s been thinking a lot and how he’s noticed that things with you just feel better than with anyone else

-it takes a lot to not make a joke about ‘who’s the other “woman” (or man or whomever) that he’s referring to’

-and then it all kind of…spills out. he’s got big feelings for you, and has had them for awhile, and just never quite knew how to put them into words, but chifuyu is most certainly an overthinker so he had to tell you before he thought himself to death

-you’d let him know, albeit a little bluntly, that you’ve been feeling and thinking the same way, which takes both of you a minute to process

-eventually you’d end up going to get something sweet to eat, much like the first time you ever went on a ride him, except this time, things are different in a good way, the same kind of jokes are said, and maybe you get a little too loud in the shop, but thats who you are, and thats part of why he likes you, besides he’s definitely the same way

[compacflt]

idk if this question has already been answered or not but idrc, would your ice have considered it "talking about it" to admit his physical attraction towards mav? like calling him beautiful or genuinely complementing him. this goes for mav too

i do feel post debriefing ice would call mav beautiful openly or some sappy bs like that

love your writing 💌

anon i need you to know this ask was so cute it made me physically nauseous. i was sick all week thinking about how cute this ask was. thank you for sending it.

i actually had a couple drabbles where yes ice both pre- and post-TGM mission is like yeah im physically attracted to you, but it’s less like “oh my god you’re so hot 😍” and more like “i mean, yeah, you objectively look like tom cruise so it’s not like i really have a choice.”

but “beautiful” specifically i had not thought of, and it has knocked me off my feet and made me go feral/rabid/undomesticated for a few days straight, so i will be writing something about this. thanks.

[fatuismooches]

Brain is braining. POV we're Capitano's personal assistant. RAHHHH-

Imagine our dear Captain pining for his personal assistant who- really doesn't do much- handles some of his paperwork because he's often on the field.

Poor Capitano because his romantic advances fly over his PA's head because you're too oblivious </3. But it's fine, he's a patient man. He'll play the long game.

But oh, even a patient gentleman like him has his limits. He wants nothing more than to hold you close and call you his 😇

♡, 🌼

BRAIN IS BRAINROTTING WITH YOU 🌼 ANON! It's only natural for each Harbinger to have their own personal assistant(s), and when you were assigned to Capitano, you were expected to be swimming in a truckload of work, but... surprisingly enough, the Captain was quite gentlemanly and strict about your working habits. No, sitting in a chair all day, hunched over, is going to hurt your posture. Go stretch your legs and come take a (very silent and awkward) walk through the winter garden with him. No, don't worry about working overtime. He has other agents on the case already. Huh? You want to come and watch him train during your lunch break? Well... he won't say no. (Capitano wonders if your willingness to spend more time with him means you're starting to warm up to him. You were quite scared of him in the beginning...)

Your oblivious nature will have him wondering if he's the one doing something wrong. Is this not how you woo someone? Is the books he's reading incorrect? Did Tartaglia lie? No, those seem unlikely. He's confused, he thought he was being rather forward in his advantages... it just so turns out that the person he likes is... a bit unaware when it comes to these things. Oh, the Captain has his work cut out for him, doesn't he? But not to worry. One thing the art of actual war has in common with the war of love is patience. Patience in waiting for the perfect opportunity to strike.

And strike he will, if you let him.

[popppyfur]

...Im having thoughts and i need a 2nd opinion.

How long ago do we reckon trolls were caught/eaten/found by bergens? (relative to the great escape for simplicity)

lemme walk you through my thoughts...

we dont know how the tunnels got there, did the trolls dig them? or something else? or were they always there?

When did Peppy decide to use the tunnels? when were they discovered?

How many trolls did the bergens eat. surely at first they must have bean eating HEAPS of trolls daily before realised that they would run out. how long was it until then?

It had to have been long enough that they would have then decided to make trollstice (help cant spell) a yearly tradtion. could it at first have been monthly?

We dont know how many pop trolls there were at first. have their number gone down? by how much? since more being eaten means less babies.

How many queens/kings were at the troll tree? Just peppy? his parents? But that raises the question of wether or not any of the escaped trolls remember a time before the bergens.

-- A brand new, different anon.

GOD you reminded me of when i eventually realized how massively fucked the pop trolls were pre 1st movie. i remember trying to read everything i could that talked about it and staying up til 4 am to do it because holy hell they were being eaten on a yearly basis. IM HOLDING UR HAND AND SHAKING IT REALLY HARD. and im gonna answer this as jumbled as i can bc. its me. the professional yapper.

on that note ! all under read more to spare everyones dashboards

also, i havent really gone through actual specific numbers, my brains just settled on some vague decision that the pop trolls dont pass the hundreds, or five hundreds. that is to say, poppy would probably still try to know everyone by name just bc she would lol. so i hope you guys can just make up imaginary numbers of years too !!

we dont know how the tunnels got there, did the trolls dig them? or something else? or were they always there? When did Peppy decide to use the tunnels? when were they discovered?

ive always kinda assumed that the pop trolls dug it themselves! they knew about it long enough that they bothered to leave behind decoys of themselves after all. im assuming its a part of a long, long long list of attempts to escape, and they finished digging just a bit before the last trollstice. peppy wasnt gonna risk losing any more, especially since poppy herself was gonna be given to gristle

How many trolls did the bergens eat. surely at first they must have bean eating HEAPS of trolls daily before realised that they would run out. how long was it until then? It had to have been long enough that they would have then decided to make trollstice (help cant spell) a yearly tradtion. could it at first have been monthly? We dont know how many pop trolls there were at first. have their number gone down? by how much? since more being eaten means less babies.

i lost the damn reddit post so im gonna make my own screenshot instead LOL

from left to right, classical, techno, pop, funk, country, and the red blob under them; rock with a mix of other trolls

so like. THIS FUCKING DEVASTATED MEEEEEEEEEEEE. assuming theres more classical trolls just off screen, the visible sheer difference in numbers from the pop trolls in comparison to the other tribes (FUNK IS AN OUTLIER HUMOR ME) just. genuinely left me a bit speechless.

and if you go back to the first movie and remember that the entirety of their village fit in branch's bunker not to mention the DAMN POT? it just. really puts itself into perspective. bc that stage was still relatively big, but the pot. the fucking pot. the entirety of pop village

ALL of them. in THERE? isnt that crazy? we can say that some escaped, sure. but just the fact that they couldve gotten wiped out just like that is so. messed up to me man ToT

i dont remember which fic i read it from anymore, but there was a line going how the pops initially outnumbered the other tribes and thats how they were ever able to threaten actually overtaking everyone. and like. YEAH SURE. fuck me up even more like that why dont ya!!!!!

so suffice to say, pop troll population not doing so hot! and all your thoughts is just one domino falling after another. you piece together the pieces and ultimately just ending up with one undeniable answer. they got eaten. simple as that.

How many queens/kings were at the troll tree? Just peppy? his parents? But that raises the question of wether or not any of the escaped trolls remember a time before the bergens.

and ur first question, putting them together for one last godawfully long ramble :]

How long ago do we reckon trolls were caught/eaten/found by bergens? (relative to the great escape for simplicity)

the fact that world tour makes it a point to say that only peppy ever knew of the other tribes makes me lean more onto the assumption that its been... a while? but also like. no one's ever mentioned viva? no one remembers the princess who was old enough to fight bergens and mention that to poppy??? whos to say these guys arent just repressing everything as they always do????????? [ITS HARD TO ARGUE SPECULATIONS HERE BC they had to make plot for the movies to make sense!!! its why it feels so mean to me to just blame everything on peppy LMAO. even if that is the easiest way to make sense of it. I WANT NUANCE DAMMIT]

so for the sake of it. i like to think that theyve been under the bergens' capture long enough that everyone outside of the royal family forgot about the time that they were even free from the bergens. long enough that the royal family could rewrite the scrapbooks to make it seem like it wasnt their fault. that it never was. whether to spare themselves the blame, selfish deniability, or just. give up the hope that there was a single minuscule possibility to have help from the outside.

i said before that i headcanonned peppy holding resentment for them in the belief that no one could ever bother to just check. and thats part of the reason why he doesnt even want to attempt getting to know them, since it probably felt like no one EVER cared except for themselves.

again. im sorry that i dont have a specific number for you though ToT the most i can say is that: its long enough that they forgot.

POST ANSWER ASK RAMBLEEEE

heres a fic that made me ugly cry about this! i think it gives really good answers to your questions!!!!!!! and though it doesnt completely fit with whats 'canon' (when has anything ever) its such a horrifying and deliciously good outlook on how the bergens affected the pop trolls as a whole! cant recommend it enough!! please leave the author kudos and love especially if this is your type of jam!!!

more than anything. the realization of how hard the pop trolls' lives mustve even been prior to the first movie made me have so much fucking love for them even more?? T_T even if it is unhealthy to an outside perspective, they tried to stay positive, and they got through all those yearly eatings thanks to it, no wonder they try to stay within that mindset even after everything. sometimes i wonder if they felt like its all they had

[tsenya]

weekly music roundup ! no. 1

new:

cradle - dua saleh

no name - intentions

who's who - frex

undo - 4bout

trevi freestyle - sofi de la torre

reruns:

new phrase - oskar o.

fool's gold - aries

we'll be alright - ilham

seatbelt - brevin kim; halfoff

stomp - cosette

[bumblingbabooshka]

thoughts on saavik?

I don't know anything about Saavik v_v I really love these two posts about her though! X and X I think about these posts often and whenever I do I feel like I want to draw!