Omg 'Zu Ende' was the blood baptism scene and NOT the final confrontation??!! So I didn't need to wait until today's Dracula Daily before looking up context omg 🤣
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Are you jealous you're not the only one that homoerotically stabbed Ed?
No... I wasn't clear in what I was saying, and now I feel like a bit of an idiot to be honest.
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its so weird to read some of my old fics (do NOT do it but i'm just being hypothetical rn) and reading it. like who even was this person?? i completely was in a haze back in 2020. i literally was posting 3 chapters a day. A DAY. what in the WORLD was that shit.
anyway i remembered some STUPID sappy shit and i didnt remember if i'd put it into a fic or not BUT I FOUND IT.
She and Hope had been dating in secret for months anyway, and any attempt to go talk to Ryan only filed her disposition of displeasure upon knowing that she couldn’t tell anyone, Molly especially, it destroyed herself mentally. They couldn’t really go anywhere near the school, always having to lie to everyone about having projects together when Molly wasn’t around them.
It’d consisted with 9 PM - 2 AM intervals of being able to actually see each other. Hope would sneak through her small bedroom window with a portable record player and whatever she had gotten from the vintage record store downtown, and Amy would always fall asleep around eleven because of her internal clock.
She would always wake up to find a single sticky note stuck on the edge of her desk whenever she woke up to her alarm the next morning.
One of them, Amy still had tucked inside of her phone case, a heavily detailed human heart, with blue and red ink sketched onto a neon pink sticky note, there was a caption that headed the small paper reading the phrase over every now and again makes her almost melt every time.
“You have my heart.”
yeah idk why the fuck but i thought of this fucking idea again today and i was like "omg did i ever put that heart note thing in a fic???" yeah you fucking did.
all that to say ME AND WHO???? imagine. thats so fucking.... RAHHHH.
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I know I've been particularly incoherent for the past few days (again), and it's so dramatic and ridiculous but it seriously feels like something is punishing me. I just want to like things a normal amount. I just want to like people and characters a normal amount.
I don't want to become so fully obsessed that literally nothing else exists and thinking about anything else feels like my brain is being stabbed with a thousand tiny knives. I don't want to need to find every piece of information I possibly can on whoever it is this time. I don't want to feel like I'm (literally) losing my mind when I see them. I don't want any of this!
I can not believe that I exist as a human being on this stupid planet just to get obsessed with people over and over and over again forever.
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[ me over here losing my mind at why my dashboard has been showing posts out of order (like even from DAYS/WEEKS ago constantly) when all I had to do was just change my dashboard preferences. I am gonna lay down and hide ]
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*squishes his cheeks and kisses his lips softly* ugh, I'm so in love with you 😭 *kiss kiss kiss all over his face*
🥺🫶💙💜💙💜
I'm feeling the YEARNING-
Kissies, hugs, cuddles, going on dates, holding hands, looking into each other's eyes- ugh I'm so lovelorn right now, gimme your stupid face so I can kiss it and your muscles... And your chest so I can lay on it like a mattress!!
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Thinking about how an old family friend gave me a "joke present" for my 7th birthday that was a book "for hypochondriacs" listing all the lethal things that a mundane symptom could be and how she thought it was so funny to make fun of my constant anxiety over my own health. Wonder how bad she'd feel realizing that that sort of mockery is genuinely part of why I almost died once and why it took so long to be diagnosed with so many things.
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the girlypopification of bpd and rampant ableism in said community needs to stop tbfh. also if "narcissists create borderline children 🥺🥺" then by that logic do borderlines create narcissistic children? because it kind of makes sense if you think about it. theres no way you maladjusted assholes are never responsible for traumatizing kids, especially with the recent trend (i see it on tiktok mainly but i dont doubt it exists everywhere else too) of acting like having bpd makes u this. perfect fucking baby uwu victim whos soft and sweet and loving and Better Than Narcissists like. please get help you are traumatizing the hoes
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