#now im just...average
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not me sitting at my desk staring off into space wistfully thinking about what im going to do on december 19 at 11am after my last final as if i don't have ten assignments to do, a paper to write, two exams next week and 3-4 finals to study for
#help#def gonna buy myself a milkshake and some snacks when it's over then just nab an empty classroom and play video games for hours#thinking about winter break on the horizon is literally the one thing getting me through this final stretch stg#that and those mountain dew fruit flavored energy drinks#ofc my dad was asking if i wanted to get a job over break#like i would consider it but my break is 2.5 weeks long#yes the theater would probably take me back but it took me like a week and a half to start bc paperwork#haha im to busy to be unmotivated but too stressed to get to work#just looking at differential equations is making my head spin much less SOLVING them#why did my school decide that five days (counting the weekend) was enough for thanksgiving break#my elementary school siblings had more time off than i did ffs#how much longer can i tell myself just x more days#how much longer till i just...lose it#wrote myself a long ass to do list for now till break then had to take a several hour long break to calm dowb#and now im more stressed bc im more behind and fml#im too stupid for engineering#still holding myself to my high school standards which are just impossible to reach in uni#like when im doing high school shit i barely studied and always got above an 80#now im just...average#like literally half my grades are at the class average#feels like im fighting tooth and nail for C's but oh well that's just mechanical engineering ig#it's just months of “just gotta get through this exam” over and over till a two week break then it's time to do it all over again
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always have many thoughts about pre-gorillaz stuart, the most average british lad there is. (2D with eyes jumpscare)
#gorillaz#gorillaz art#2d gorillaz#stuart pot#fanart#he is just a GUY!#he was just a 19 year old being thrusted into the fame life#he had the most normal average life ever like this guy was Not prepared for any of this#+ the identity crisis of being stuart vs being 2d#i think it makes so much sense looking at his character of the perspective that he's stuck at 19 mentally because that's when stuart 'died'#like he does just act like a teenage brit boy#and the whole 2d got everything he wanted without really trying vs murdoc who had to claw his way up the ranks to get anything#anyway now im rambling hehe just love talking about this era
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#starlingpaw#warrior cats#warriors#wc#2025 designs#skyclan#this guy...... i wanted to draw him and his sister but im going to bed so just one for now#i do take back my mean post about him unless he becomes a protag at any point cos i love starlings#gets the cool name pass. hope he doesnt become an angst boy protag#changing skies#about average height. i think hes pretty large for an apprentice but probably wont get much bigger#not a huge cat but big enough if you saw him out the corner of your eye you could go aaargh a badger
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modern au body trivia (read my fic)
#eustass kid#killer one piece#trafalgar law#monkey d luffy#my art#secret modern au#undescribed#im so sick rn. spent all of 1am reading about average dick size to check their weiners were accurate to what i had in mind.#while feverish and brain tired. it felt insane i'll tell you. still not sure if i got it right. uncensored ver on bluesky.#drawing naked ppl is so funny sometime you're like 'wow his bush turned out so good here!' and thats just your life now.#sending my regards to whoever said to censor parts with character's funny face instead of black bar or smth. very genius.
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horrortale waterfall game broke me sorry (hey just like horror!)
#say it with me: average triglycercule art if i locked in#THERES NO FUCKING ART OF THIS CHAPTER YET IS EVERYONE JUST SLEEPING OR SOMETHING!!!!! WHAT!!!!!!!!!#all the blue's supposed to be the light from the core after horror's eye was used to reactivate it btw#and (this was unintentional but anyways) the purpleish tone horror's clothes have is because he said that to aliza in the game#ohhhh my goddddddd....... how much is your life worth......... its worth so much but treated like its nothing#ACTUALLY not EVEN horror's life. just his body. screw the personhood in the first place#hey horror looks awfully similar to another black eyed and mouthed sans out there..... huh...... i wonder who.........#current horror saying that type of shit to past horror AS IF HES NOT SUPPOSED TO BE NICER IN THE FUTURE#this was originally an excuse to draw horror with the new gray eye but then i decided against it smh.......#and also an excuse to draw blood. the ONLY thing i'm good at rendering#my inability to render is really prevalent here. only covered up by the composition and harsh lighting and lineart and whatever the fuck#anyways TRIGLYCERCULE ART???? IN THIS DAY AND AGE?????? when was the last one........... probably my birthday rain of dust art LMAO WHAAAAA#well that completes my shitty trio focused art. killer's bday dust's bday (although it was so ass) and now this! now they all have 1 piece#tricule art#horror sans#horrortale#murder time trio#utmv#sans au#my horror bias has really been showing these past few daus#but i mean........ I MEAN LIKE WHEN HES THE ONLY ONE THAT STILL GETS UPDATES OUT OF THE TRIO IM ALLOWED TO BE OVERJOYED#as the sole horror representative of mtt nation i gotta fucking carry all the other 3 supposed horror enjoyers on my back 😒😒😒😒😒😒😒#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmare's gan#eeaaughhhhh hes not part of the gang hes part of the trio...... get horror away from nightmares fugly ass.......euaaghhhhh#but whatever. im so excited for this art to be locked in the Five Note Banger Jail!#IF YOU READ THESE TAGS THIS IS YOUR SIGN TO PLAY THE WATERFALL GAME OR REREAD THE HORRORTALE COMIC 🫵🫵🫵‼️‼️‼️‼️👿👿👿👿👿
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award for most neurotic 13 year old goes to...!!!!
(LOW-EFFORT FUNNIES UNDER CUT)
#mp100#mob psycho 100#kageyama ritsu#ritsu kageyama#Okay. fandom tags out of the way now I get to be annoying#so. um. several things first i havent properly drawn anything digitally since August?#and this is also my first time in several years to do something on a computer. and not my phone#I have yet to invest in any sort of shitty tablet so this is a bit stiffer than i would like but its fine!#I've been for lack of a better word '2018-maxxing' because i managed to get back into mob at the same im back on bandori.#its great. probably#But yeah i dont know how mp100 re-entered my brain it just happens like that sometimes.#This has all reminded me awfully of how formative ritsu was for middle school me .#funny thing i remembered is spending several history classes drawing ritshou. fun times#also caption is completely a lie the average hobbyani protagonist is significantly worse than ritsu but shhhhhh#also how the hell do people come up with backgrounds. i just put colors there because i think theyre cool. if it works it works.#someday I'm going to make myself learn actual composition techniques and anatomy and literally every other art basic
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i know you guys want certain scenes to be gifed and are requesting for them but i will open them once im done with the things i want to gif
ive finished all the pending reqs i have on discord + letting yall have the option to expedite cait's cupcake's gifset but i also want start doing the gifs i want. thanks for understanding!
#if youre to req under my replies it will also likely be ignored now#ever since i opened my replies i keep getting reqs on random posts lmfao#i have to keep deleting these reqs bc i clearly stated in my FAQ that requests are CLOSED i only do discord bc i love the cord#but even there i asked ppl not to send any more reqs since i want to do the things i want#else i am just SWAMPED with them and i can never get to do what i want to do#each gifset if im not rushing will take an average of 2 hours to do and i just wont be able to find time if i get over 5+ reqs a day#thanks for understanding!#personal tag
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#dinluke#digital art#dinluke art#the mandalorian#clan of three#force sensitive din#he's trying his best#its not very good lol#between din and grogu the baby is definitely the better student#look im not saying that din would have former gifted kid burnout when studying the force#but that is exactly what im saying#like to be the covert's source of income he must have been a fantastic mandalorian#and if he has the force that likely supplemented his abilities#so going into force training with luke he's expecting to pick it up easy just like always#but whoops he's actually just average and he is now struggling with that#grogu is just happy to have his dad do lessons too#this doodle has grown legs and lore sorry lol
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guys the very cute guy at the local dispensary was …. *deep ragged breath* calling me baby? like multiple times and . ……. okay maybe i just have a dirty mind but he was just saying all the right things and i’m tempted to walk back over there and be like
“what are we……? bc you lowkey talked me through it while i was trying to buy a vape and you can’t really be that patient and attentive AND call me baby AND make me laugh like what is your name and your number 🤨 like right now 🤨”
#mind you this interaction happened hours ago#but i#literally keep thinking abt it bc i always thought he was cute#and he was always like a little more pleasant than your average straight man that’s uninterested#so it was lowkey giving he thinks i’m#cute …. 😌#then when i go in today……………… he’s calling me baby#he also very much wiggled his eyebrows at me when he first greeted me but that.#from a psychological perspective could have just been of recognition#BUT THEN. when im looking at the vape flavors.#they were too far and too small to read without my glasses so i kinda . started to huff and whine very quietly#BC I WAS STRAINING MY VISION AND I WAS WORRIED I WAS TAKING TOO LOMG#so THEN he goes ‘what’s wrong hm?’ THE HM??? I LOVE THE HM IDK WHY#THEN I GO ‘i don’t know which one to get 😞’#and he goes ‘what do you want? talk to me baby’ and .#it may have awakened something in me … namely the brat#BC I STARTED WHINING THAT I COULDNT READ THE LABELS and he laughed and he goes ‘you want me to#read em to you?’ and i was like 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️👍👍👍 yes get to it pleASE#so he’s pointing and reading them out loud and he gets to the second to last one and he reads it out and WHIPS his head around and stares#at me with the very obvious ‘i think you should get that one’ face#and then i burst out laughing and he laughed and now#i’m#in love.#.txt#actually this may have inspired me. gtg
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I think at least half of my criticisms of ESO’s writing are a result of the game’s attempt to have its cake (have a chronological sequence of events and storylines) and eat it too (make almost all storylines and quests be accessible in any order). Trying to do both at once has just led to them not doing either one very well imo.
They want to have overarching stories that develop over multiple expansions, but because they want players to be able to jump into any expansion in any order, each one's main storyline has to make sense and be somewhat disconnected from the other storylines from different expansions in the same overall arc. Any side quest that relates to the main storyline needs to be understandable without knowing anything about the main storyline. And this makes it feel like the writing is often held back and the dialogue doesn't reflect that I already know what's going on.
On the other hand, they also want any expansion accessible at any time. Overall I actually like that I can go to any zone whenever as long as I own them (I'm not locked out of them until I finish previous ones or something like that) and the difficulty is relatively the same, but from a story perspective it just leads to so much timeline fuckery and, like I said, it feels like it holds them back from having actually solid conflicts and character writing.
So far, of the 2 year-long arcs I've played (Elsweyr and Skyrim), in both the main story of the bigger chapter felt so much better paced, with more tightly woven and coherent narratives/characters, while the DLC felt like we were going on a long tangent in a new conflict that was superficially connected to the story from the chapter (and then a pretty satisfying epilogue tying them together, but I don't think that detracts from my point). At the same time, I'm not sure the DLC stories would've made a lot of sense to me if I hadn't already played through the chapter. They would've been so much better if they weren't stuck making the DLCs their own thing and just embraced having them be the second part of a larger story.
Hell, I know everyone loves the Daedric War arc, but I feel like it almost had the opposite issue, where the overarching narrative felt under-developed in Morrowind and Clockwork City until it was tied together in Summerset (even then, it just wasn't satisfying to me personally. That might just be because I'm not a fan of that story though).
idk if this makes a lot of sense because I'm not good at explaining my thoughts, but it's just an observation I've been having while playing.
#mine#eso#i think this would make more sense with specific examples but i just wanted to get the thought out there for now#maybe later ill come back and add some specific breakdowns of moments that irked me#because markarth has had some really egregious ones#and i really liked both the elsweyr and skyrim storylines!#i just think this was the cause of their biggest flaws for me#i honestly have a ton of thoughts on eso because ive been playing it so much and getting genuinely invested#im just not sure anyone would be interested in them for that game though lol#i get the vibe im absolutely not representative of the average eso player at all
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saw a post about "what if sonic and tails acted like realistic siblings" and sonic chasing tails around the house while tails was screaming bc tails ate sonic's food. but to me. it would be the other way around. it's TAILS' house. its' TAILS' food that he bought with his OWN money. sonic is the one mooching off him and tails is a lot more petty than sonic
#also i like. get really picky about 'realistic sibling experience' stuff too#yes a lot of it is true and amusing growing up with siblings is An Experience#but a lot of the stuff I see people do - in general im not talking about sonic fanart now - is passing off bullying or abuse as-#-'funny sibling shenanigans'. some 'average sibling experience' jokes and memes i laugh at but a lot just makes me cringe or get angry#idk. anyways i dont think sonic and tails would fall in to that dynamic too much or too often just due to them not living together#HOWEVER. yes. tails is conducting unethical experiments on sonic#egg.txt
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Re-watching wakfu for the first time in years and s1 Yugo was so silly???
dude discovered he could make portals at will and his first thought after actually acknowledging it is "i can do so many cool pranks with this"
#he was just a kid..... guys he was just a kid....#HE WAS SO SILLY#also the fact that after eva told him they used to call amalia princess gobball he just laughs at it ☠️#was he 12? i think he was in s1#why dont they ever celebrate characters bdays tho#thinking over it now there was little to no chill time for these guys#sure there was a good amount of non plot stuff to get to know the characters but like#idk? ummm like in the first ova they gave them some chill time and i wish they had done that more#s4 was an amalgamation of “FUCK NOT AGAIN JFC”#OH ACTUALLY#there was (1) episode with chill time and i loved it#despite having gone thru alot of effort to be like look!!! chibi and grougal!!! theyre bros!!! yugo spent like. 5 minutes of screentime#with them. like actually being their brother.#and like it was kinda funny because imagine like the world sorta blowing up a little and then ur child comes back just to say#'dad im rlly fucking upset. ive been to the house of the gods btw. and i met my mom.'#alibert mustve been so fkn confused hdhdbd#then again. its like. average shit for his son#alibert went from gay dad with his lil guy from a species he does not know of who basically works a farm inn to like#a literal demigod. he def has made some enemies#i remember the most abt yugo bec the hyperfix was strongest on him#current thoughts on the others in the brotherhood:#tristepin: yugos nickname did not translate well into en lmao. also my guy pls stop harrassing women?? he gets an arc ik but like. my guy.#yes specifically s1 them#amalia: i mean. she does in fact act like a spoiled 13 yr old. but like. girl they did u kinda dirty.#eva: they also did you kinda dirty. love that your the only one just sick of everyones logic defying shit.#ruel: yk what. no notes. that is the most realistic old man ive ever seen. hes hilarious#az: this mf gets his ass in trouble every five seconds. u can tell he grew up with yugo. also according to s4 he gets bitches so XD#wu's rewatch notes#thats what im calling this#wakfu
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#i am... redesigning some of my buggies#specifically me bee#my bumble beast in combo with the bee sona i made last year...#reblog for sample size if u want this isnt an important question#i am thinking abt the logistics of including support for itty bitty anthros that would be really Small#(like rodents and small lizards and bugs)#in an average to way above average anthro society#OR to just make it simple and make em all human range sizes#but#thats BORING#i need.... little houses for little beasts... and BIG houses for BIG beasts... and everyone is very casual abt it all because thats just#the way it is#anyways#im done rambling 4 now catch u all on the furry world building 2 electric boogaloo#this poll prolly wont effect what i do personally but it did make me curious what other ppl think
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real quick redesign for his bunny uniform
#playfellowxxx#i really like it now#it was ok before but now it has ~flair~#featuring his break outfit (smoking outside lol)#im making himmore air headed now#just a pretty face and an ok ass#not flat but def not huge#average ass#ok lmao#playboy au
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Yipee hooray i ate one full meal today at 9pm after giving like a quart of blood to check my hormones and almost passing out on my walk home. Surely a few hours later i won’t already be-*
…Why am i hungers? 🤨
#my stuff#i hate struggling so much with food. i’m trying to do better. the awareness of the cost of food tho makes it hard to be kind to myself#and it’s reached the point where even if i’m hungry i can maybe eat two bites before most things are unappetizing#unless it’s something very simple like crackers or fresh meat or fruit or Milk My Savior Milk#i made a kind of birria soup yesterday that i usually adore and i can’t stomach it and i hate that it’ll be wasted bc of me#and of course it’s only at 3am when The Gnaw sets in that i suddenly know what i want but can’t have at that hour#bc it’s usually things i only have for like 2 days once every couple months before i eat it all#god i wish the average mf in the midwest could get sashimi grade salmon or tuna for cheap#insane and privileged desire i know but im deeply constantly hungry and i live in the US state most closely cosplaying Finland#i am deprived of sunlight and warmth and have always been a barely better than a skeleton#so raw fish calls to me. my budget does not allow tho.#but god if i could just chomp into a whole nigiri filet for breakfast that might fucking fix me#or if nectarines were in season#idk i’m rambling now#though we never eat we still know how to feed#<- unofficial erika ed tag now ig sorry
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