#ofc all love to the admins after everything they went too

[hyperfixation-symposium]

Relapses. I miss them so much

[welcome-to-ikea]

My personal take on Spy & Scout’s Ma’s relationship- how they met, how it went with Spy being a merc, and eventual reuniting

Spy grew up in France obv, in a pretty good family (money-wise anyway. His parents were shitheads) and not in Paris but in some other pretty large city. He met Scout’s Ma when she came over to France as part of a learn-abroad experience her school was doing. At first he didn’t really like her, hoity-toity French n all, but fairly quickly warmed up to her. He found it endearing the way she stumbled through her French, tried so hard to be polite to everyone, but at the same time wouldn’t hesitate to slap a bitch if they were actively rude. They became friends, and gradually it evolved into dating (much to Spy’s parent’s disapproval). Spy took everything that was legally his and moved to America with Ma.

His absolute first priority was getting a job- while he had already been working on spy skills and was considering being a mercenary or smthn similar, he went for a more. Legal job, but still practiced merc stuff on his own. He got a *good* job, hella good pay, and bought Ma’s dream house. They got married, had seven kids (some of them weren’t from Spy BUT Ma & Spy talked beforehand and both were fine with it. They trust each other, besides we all know Ma’s getting men left&right), were still doing great- and then when Ma was pregnant with Jeremy, Spy got fired.

At this point they’ve been together a long time, obv, and Ma is perfectly aware of Spy’s hobbies. Her own dad was a mercenary, so she’s not objected to it at all- she’s just worried abt the safety of the family and potentially not seeing Spy again if he takes it up. But they ultimately decide it’s the best and fastest option. So despite how much it hurts Spy and Ma and their sons, he leaves. He tells Ma to tell Jeremy only a little about him, although his name is allowed since he’s going to legally change it once he goes to the country his first job is in. Spy continues to get paid well through his job as a merc, more than his old job, and routinely sends as much money as is safe to. Sending the money is a whole PROCESS to avoid traceability, but he does it anyway

And then after many many years, after even young little Jeremy is grown up and just left for his first job (RED merc) a few weeks ago, Ma gets a letter. She’d gotten letters before, she always burned them. She knew they weren’t from Spy; they always had some meaningful little word or doodle that was shared between him and her. Because they both knew it, that meant it was discoverable by someone else, and not reliable as a way to say “it’s really me”, so if it were on there it meant the letter wasn’t his. She’d even gotten letters with nothing special on them- whoever was forging them saw how she threw them away, figured out why, and stopped doing it.

But THIS letter. It had a meaningless ink drip. A small little blotch over one of the words. Something Spy would never let be seen on something he wrote. Unless it was intentional.

It was a real letter from him, and it said he had a persistent job that was also secure. He apologized profusely for not talking for so long, and told her he hoped with all his being she still knew he has always and still does love her. And she writes back. She never stopped loving him, either. Sure, it was difficult, and sometimes she cursed him for being so uber-careful, but she still *loved* him. They start writing back and forth to each other (scout writes to Ma too ofc), they write so often that Admin had to yell at Spy for using up all the postage.

Somewhere like a year and a half in, she gets a letter from Spy essentially saying “scout found out 💀” and a letter from Scout essentially saying “THIS is my dad?? This French fuck who’s a routine asshole?” (Over time scout calms down and accepts it- he still isn’t very close with spy, and still views him more as a coworker than a dad, but he doesn’t not care about him either)

And then one more year later Ma gets an excited letter from Scout saying she’s allowed to come to the base for Christmas. Shortly after she gets a letter from Spy saying “I assume Jeremy’s already told you all about it. It would be more wonderful than words can describe to see you again.” He jokes about how it wasn’t cheap to “convince” admin to let Ma come, but mostly he just misses her like all hell. She comes over, meets the whole team, but most importantly she and Spy fully reunite again and love wins <33

[bithegai]

Things I loved from MCC 10:

(it’s long again so i’m putting it under the cut)

HBomb on the admin stream!! H is so charismatic and knowledgeable about MCC, making him the perfect fit there. His commentary was a fun combo of personal insight as a seasoned player and light hearted banter, which added a lot to the stream. He’s just such a good commentator and an absolute delight to listen to

The Sapphire Simmers honestly popping off during Battle Box. They knew their strengths and knew what they had to do. It was chaos but a hell of a lotta fun to watch

The support for Niki and everyone during the end of Ace Race!! You could tell she was getting a little tilted towards the end, but having everyone supporting her and cheering her on definitely helped her relax a bit more. Plus it’s just really sweet seeing everyone genuinely wanting each other to do well, even though it’s a competition 💗

The viewer teams overall!! Congrats to Purple Pandas for coming in 8th, and tbh gg to all the viewers! They did such a good job for their first MCC, and you could tell they had sooo much fun

Dream raising $3.4 k for St. Jude’s

Orange Ocelots legitimately popping off for the ENTIRE championship! They got first in: Bingo, Battle Box, AND Build Mart, a solid 3/8 games. And of those three, undoubtedly that victory in Battle Box was the biggest shock! I don’t think anyone- least of all them- expected them to win 8/9 rounds, so that was fantastic

The way the Orange Ocelots progressively got more and more hyped, as they kept winning. When they won Bingo, everyone just collectively went, “Oh” because they were just so genuinely surprised that they’d won! (which was adorable!!) And then in Battle Box, they just kept getting more and more fired up with each round! They were so timid going into the first round, so it was beyond satisfying to watch them progressively realize their potential and gain more confidence together

The absolute skill of EVERYONE on Orange Ocelots. SO many people slept on the potential of this team, thinking Pete was the only ace. When in reality, EACH of them are extremely skilled and deserve all the hype:

OFC I could go on about False for days, literally. Even with just her performance in the games! Considering her terribly timed lag spikes, she did spectacularly. She was fantastic in Battle Box and totally clutched in Bingo! (Only person to get a crossbow!!) And then, no one will forget her total domination in Dodgebolt. I was literally speechless the entire time, because I could not believe she did that!! Only three other people have aced, but imo False’s was the cleanest by far. That final round was undeniable proof that she earned her consecutive win, and I genuinely wonder if anyone can ever clutch another back to back win. Honestly False is already a legend, and her being the only consecutive champion would be supremely fitting. But 100% confirmed: the prophecy was REAL and False truly is the Queen of Heads, Hearts, and Body Parts. Anyways, instead of ranting some more, here’s some stats:

False mentioned wanting to know her updated Dodgebolt stats, after everything that happened:

MCC 9: Dodge Rate- 71.43% (Dodged 10/14 times) Bow Accuracy- 18.18% (Landed 2/11 shots)

MCC 10: Dodge Rate- 89.47% (Dodged 17/19 times) Bow Accuracy- 75% (Landed 6/8 shots)

Overall: Dodge Rate- 81.82% Bow Accuracy- 42.11%

False is genuinely such a skilled, well-rounded player, and I can’t rant about her enough

But also: Cub. False was absolutely spectacular, but Cub NEEDS more love and praise for his FIRST MCC win!! Tbch, I feel like all the Cub hype got a little lost with the Dodgebolt, but I know everyone’s just as thrilled for him too. Not to mention, this man got THREE kills in his first ever Dodgebolt! As a whole, the Hermits did supremely well in this final. But honestly Cub pulled through for the entire championship. He was the MVP in Build Mart, arguably the most important game for them. Gathering materials and coordinating what everyone needed, I was seriously impressed with how much Cub’s communication improved this time. He also really did his best in the individual games, and I’m so so so proud of him for getting 13th. Plus he’s the only MCC Champ AND Twitch Rivals Champ! Truly the cream of the crop 😤

That being said, I seriously believe Joel is the most underrated and underappreciated player on this team. Everyone was expecting, and frankly depending on Pete to go hard, but Joel?!?! Obviously, I’m not trying to undermine Pete or the hermits, but credit where credit’s due! Joel was consistently placing in the top 10, top 15 of every game. He got really far into the parkour and placed very well in Ace Race AND TGTTOS. He was also top 5 in Battle Box! Top FIVE. He was just so focused and determined throughout the entire event, and it really showed. This man is seriously a force to be reckoned with. And I know we talk about big placement jumps, but how is no one talking about how Joel jumped from 33rd to 8th?! A MASSIVE 25 placement jump?!?! That’s WILD!! The perfect embodiment of how “for fun” players can go hard when necessary. I mean we already knew he was a dark horse after his 1v3 in MCC 8, and tbh that alone should’ve earned him a win. So I’m beyond happy he finally got his first MCC win

The hilarious difference between Green Guardians and Orange Ocelots during Dodgebolt. I genuinely feel really bad for Lizzie and Joel having to go against each other, and you could hear how panicked Lizzie was throughout it. But then, this meant Orange Ocelots were just quietly concentrating, while Green Guardians were frantically running around, trying to play while also having to calm down Lizzie. I feel bad it stressed her out so much, but it was SO funny

“I WANT A DIVORCE!” “Wait! It was False!” “... nevermind!”

Also Joel popping into Lizzie’s recording space right before to say, “Baby, we’re going to Dodgebolt against each other!!” only to then shut the door on her is hilarious

Everyone’s reactions to False’s Ace. Honestly, I think a lot of people still thought False was carried in Dodgebolt in MCC 9, since she was often the first one out. But now they got to witness the absolute majesty of False with a bow and realize that she is undeniably a powerhouse. Jumping from each team’s pov, it’s equally as unbelievable and hilarious to see how many people were shouting “FALSE SUPREMACY!” by the end. Philza and his team especially had a super nice reaction to the entirety of Dodgebolt, and it was great to see Pearl hyping them up in the chat. Yet H of course, was THE #1 False stan from the start, chanting “False Supremacy” since before Dodgebolt even began. His reaction alone had me crying from both laughter and wholesome-ness

Pete’s post-win speech. I genuinely didn’t expect this from him, and it had me so soft. I haven’t said much about him, but I think everyone knows Pete’s an absolute BEAST in MCC, constantly getting #1 in the games and never ranking below 5th. But in this speech, he was just so kind and humble, to a shocking degree. As one of the top all-time players, Pete’s been teamed with a LOT of MCC all stars. So you can imagine my surprise when one of the FIRST things he says after leaving the call is, “I really don’t think I’ve been part of a team that has done THAT well across every single game in the event”. He was just super down to earth and perfectly explained why MCC placement predictions suck. He was SO proud of his team for popping off and thrilled that each of them got to prove how good they all were, in spite of predictions! It really was just a very sweet, wholesome speech and great way to send off the event

[sleevesareforlosers]

also! i know you’ve mentioned quite a few times before in posts/fics about how party and kobra really only met right before they left the city? and i’m not entirely sure if i’ve just missed it but i would LOVE for elaboration specifically on that. i just!! am super interested to know about them and their lives in the city...and how everything shakes out regarding that 👀

!!!! okay thats def one of the more obscure bits of my canon? bc in universe party and kobra dont rlly like talking about it and on a meta level city life isnt rlly something i wanna devote too much energy to writing but i HAVE thought abt it!

i covered it a little bit in this fic but some details have shifted a bit just irt kobras job/timeline bc its over (i think?) a year old and its short so. not super elaborate

so when i say that they hadnt really met before leaving the city its like. they knew each other and lived with each other but they weren't really themselves. party bc of like. reeducation and kobra bc he was really fucked up with a combination of dysphoria and city drugs both prescribed and not (which i *think* ive mentioned arent a given in the city? most people dont get medicated the same way kobra did and not all the city meds are bad)

i will say that they were pretty close before party got reeducated. as close as u can be when ur thirteen and eight at least. but ofc he got taken and came back Completely different and kobra was a smart kid and kinda realized that directly confronting him abt the change would end really badly for both of them. party was rlly susceptible to the reeducation and its not their fault in any way but they definitely would have reported kobra if he'd tried to make a move.

so then once kobra snapped and cut his hair and party snapped out of the reeducation (combination of time since getting bleached and like. still being a caring and loving person under it all and knowing that he should care abt kobra) they escaped obviously and had to do a little crash course in 'how to be siblings' bc until then they were more just. people that lived in the same house and had nothing in common to talk about so they jsut didnt. i hope that makes sense? they knew each other but they didnt Really Know each other

as for what life in the city looked like for them!

i feel like its kinda important to know that their parents were low-level workers so they grew up in the slums on the edge of the city. not the worst part of the city (the lobby) but not downtown or even a suburban area.

party (post reeducation) became a total model student and ended up in a mid/high-level admin position in hq as soon as he graduated, set to get a promotion when he turned 20 and was in the process of trying to move out to a place of his own actually. kept getting their applications rejected bc they didnt have an "approved reason" to not live w their parents (no long-term partner and not a high enough level to qualify for one of the downtown studios). wasn't necessarily getting frustrated with the company but was getting frustrated with not being able to "start his own life" in his own apartment yknow? also a bit of a superiority complex/classism thing bc of having a higher-level job than their parents, wanting to live in a nicer part of the city like the rest of their colleagues. he had a Few friends, mostly from work, but it was nothing like the crew and friends hed had pre-reeducation bc. you know. obviously. it was just a little group of polite, well trained late-teens bli drones who got up to just the right amounts of bli-approved trouble (android girls and mood synthesizers but only on saturdays type deal). um. probably the least bli-approved thing they did was give spare carbons to broken-down droids in street corners and pretend to listen to the ones preaching the graffiti bible. This is all actually a huge reason Why party is so wanted by bli, like apart from the obvious of being a killjoy and fucking up a lot of shit for the company, he was also So close to being a perfect citizen that rebelling and escaping is a real lemon-juice-in-the-papercut for bli

kobra, on the other hand, was about one and a half Minor infractions away from getting reeducated himself. bli mostly saves reeducation and bleaching for people with confirmed rebellious biases or actions, people they dont think would be trusted enough to take their pills basically. theyd get fed up after enough violations though. kobra was on watch as a nuisance, but not a rebel, so he got away with attempts at medication and therapy that were... kinda effective? but he was Really pushing it especially once he got his job in the lobby and started running with lobby kids. really just imagine an absolute menace shithead of a fourteen year old breaking every law he could get his well-manicured but grubby little hands on. i think at some point ive mentioned that half the reason kobra was so good with tech and wiring was bc he picked it up from fucking with scarecrow cars and reprogramming shit about them? yeah. im not gonna say kobra's friends were like. a bad crowd. they were just chafing against city culture in a very specific way. lots of sex, violence, vandalism, underage mood synthesizer use (and by underage i mean even below the technically-underage-but-bli-looks-the-other-way-bc-they-know-people-need-to-feel-rebellious-sometimes age that like. party and his friends started trying them at). this is when he learned how to knife fight too which definitely saved both his and party's life the first night in the zones. on top of this all is the whole trans thing which isnt something thats necessarily frowned upon in the city, but when kobra finally realized what was up he went about it in a non-city-approved way (hacking his hair off with a set of nail clippers rather than like. submitting a transition application) and that absolutely would have been the last straw for him for the city if party had reported him rather than stuffed him in their car and left.

i dont know how to tldr this one but like. they both led really different lives in the city, kobra being rebellious and breaking laws but not in a killjoy way and party being So close to being a perfect citizen as a result of getting reeducated when he was thirteen, so they weren't honest with each other until party's bleaching broke and they left the city and THATS why i say they hadnt really met until they escaped.

[eueden]

 ⟨ MAUDE APATOW. CIS FEMALE. SHE/HER. ⟩ though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, EDEN KOPPELMAN is actually a descendent of H E S T I A. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-THREE year old VETERINARY from CAPE TOWN, SOUTH AFRICA has taken after their godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite THOUGHTFUL & QUIXOTIC.

hi, hello, allô, hola, ciao, ella here again with another character. okay so there’s not much to say about me that most of you don’t already know, i have no life and i’m always lurking even if i never do replies (don’t tell the admins) hgsghssghs anyway, this is eden and in a shocking turn of events i actually have a good idea of who she is and look i even made a graphic, if that’s ain’t dedication then i don’t what it is.

basic information.

NAME: eden atara koppelman

PRONUNCIATION: EE - d uh n

NICKNAME: E?? idk

GENDER: cis female

PLACE OF BIRTH: brisbane, queensland, australia

HOMETOWN: cape town, south africa

DATE OF BIRTH: june 26, 1997

AGE: twenty-three

SEXUAL ORIENTATION: heterosexual so far but secretly curious

MAJOR: veterinary

EXTRACURRICULARS: president of the jewish student association, vice president of the herpetology club, president of the volunteer service, women in leadership member, student government member

SPORTS: captain of the climbing team and co-captain of the track & field team

character inspo.

Jessica Day (New Girl) ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖

Elliott Reid (Scrubs) ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖

Amy Santiago (Brooklyn 99) ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖

background.

tw: death, infant death, car accident, fire

Eden was born in Brisbane, Australia. She comes from an animal lover family. Her grandparents are very popular down under because they had an animal TV show à la Steve Irwin. Her dad followed their footsteps and it’s a well-known zoologist who also had some TV shows (think of Bear Grylls).

TW: death, infant death, car accident. Matthias Koppelman (her dad) had been previously married but lost his wife and child in a car accident and after that he isolated himself from the public eye and moved to Namibia. 

At twenty-eight, he felt the need to climb Mount Everest as one does, ya know? But ofc this man hadn’t climbed in years (he had experience but he’d been too sad to climb mountains. I mean he could barely leave bed, let alone climb Everest). That didn’t stop him and he did.

He almost d worded there bc as I said he was not ready but that’s when Hestia queen of fire showed up and warmed him (in a non sexual way bc she’s pure okay) and he was like oh that was a near dead experience and didn’t think much.

After he conquered the Everest with the help of Hestia, he moved back to Australia and oh surprise a few months later he opened his door and voilá a bebé was there with a note that said “you deserve to have a family, love hestia” 

He was shocked like “did i just impregnate a fantasy?”  but then Hestia was kind enough to send another and explain everything.

Anyway, Eden lived in Brisbane for four years before her dad took a job in South Africa. They moved to Cape Town (and her grandparents came with them) and pretty much had a happy life surrounded by animals. 

TW: fire. When she was nine, her dad took her to a game reserve in Limpopo and by some reason a fire started endangering animals and flora. Everyone was panicking bc I mean wouldn’t u? But Eden was attracted to the flames like a pyro (the good kind tho) and since everyone had better things to do than taking care of a child, they left her unsupervised and she delved into the fire.

Ofc nothing happened to her because ✨immunity✨ but guess who showed up again? Hestia!!!! Being a great goddess and mom, she taught Eden how to use her powers so she could absorb the fire and save all the animals and people. 

Everyone was like holy shit a miracle and the firefighters were like “the fuck? we did shit but we gonna take the credit lol”

Eden was like “did that just happen?” and yes, it did but she was like “meh that was imagination” and her dad was like *nervous chuckle* “yeah…” because he didn’t want to tell her the truth since that could put her in danger.

At 13, she had her bat mitzvah and it was all fun and games until fire lady showed up aka Hestia. Her dad and Hestia explained everything and Eden was like: 

Hestia claimed her and off to camp she went. For the next few years she went to camps all over the world as a treat.

She never went on a quest bc she was afraid and also because she couldn’t put herself in danger and risk losing her life bc her dad already had lost a child… so yeah

Her dad remarried when she was seventeen and a year later she welcomed a new baby brother and that’s why she decided to take a gap year to be with her bro and also work with her dad in the reserves.

She moved to Athens when she was nineteen and decided to go into veterinary school. So yes Ella will get her dog one way or another idc what the admins say :chaos:

Ahhhh that’s all folks!!! We did it!

FULL BIO (yes, i completed it this time)

personality.

Eden never loses her sense of curiosity. You could say that she sees life through rose colored glasses as if she lived on the edge of a mirror country where worldly objects come to life, where flora and fauna assume almost human qualities.  

She has the ability to see the good in almost anyone or anything and tends to sympathize with even the most unfriendly person. She often hides the extreme depth of feelings from her, even from herself, until circumstances elicit a passionate response. 

She has a deep sense of idealism that comes from a strong personal sense of right and wrong. She sees the world as a place full of possibilities and potentials and is governed by her intuition. She is quite reserved and is not easily manipulated. 

She is a good listener and considerate, they try to care for and understand others in a deep way. She can be very calm and intuitive with the people around her, being able to search for hidden meanings in the actions and words of others.

Of course, all of life is not rosy and Eden is not exempt from suffering the same disappointments and frustrations that are common to others. She tends to be a perfectionist and often strives for personal ideals that can be exhausting or very difficult to obtain.

She also struggles with time management, always leaving everything to the last minute claiming she “works better under pressure” but the truth is she’s just a procrastinator. 

Very sensible, she cries almost every day either because of a commercial or a sweet story she read on Facebook. It doesn’t matter, if it’s slightly emotional she will shed some tears.

powers.

pyrokinesis: This power first manifested when she was nine years old and she helped to save an animal reserve from the flames with the help of Hestia. Since she was claimed when she was thirteen, she’s learned how to use this power. Now she can summon fire without any problem and put it out just as fast. This is very helpful because she loves baking but she’s a bit clumsy so she often burns herself, but thankfully, she’s immune, so no pain. However, Eden has never been able to create a hot wall of flames nor she has ever asked how to do that, she just hopes she never has to use it.

serenity inducement: Eden avoids conflict at all cost, not only it makes her cry but also makes her very uncomfortable and anxious which is why this was the first power she manifested. She was just a child but from what she remembers it was during a class in preschool that a kid started hitting another one. Eden panicked at such an act of violence she went there and touched the bully’s shoulder which immediately calmed him. Back then she didn’t know it was a power but after finding out about her true identity, many other events like this started to make sense. This is the power she uses the most, also with animals which is why she makes such a good veterinarian because she can calm an animal's nerves.

bond manipulation: She wouldn’t say this is one of her weakest powers but it’s one she didn’t use often growing up because she came from such a stable family that it didn’t seem necessary, however, she sometimes catches herself using it in group projects or at her workplace, you know, to keep things healthy and positive.

ability to summon food: By far the one she uses the least (personally speaking), she likes cooking and baking, so she doesn’t see the point but she does use it to feed stray animals.

headcanons.

Eden speaks fluent English, she has a mixed South African and Australian accent but she can switch. At school, half of her classes were in Afrikaans, so she also speaks it fluently. Greek comes from her demigod side, but she also took some classes back in school upon her father’s request. Growing up in a very Jewish family, her grandparents believed it was pretty important that Eden learned Yiddish and Hebrew, she can read it perfectly but struggles speaking it, especially Yiddish because she also attended Hebrew school. As for French, she learned in high school and she still takes lessons at Eonia but she hates it.

Her father started taking her to a climbing gym when she was five and by the time she was ten she was already climbing 6a routes which is pretty much an intermediate level and very impressive for her age. 

She had her own TV show on Discover Kids titled “Eden’s Wildlife Adventure” in which she explained the importance of different types of animals. The first seasons were shot between Australia and South Africa, but in later seasons she traveled across Africa and South America. The show ran from 2005-2011 (which was when she was claimed).

Dreams of climbing Mount Everest before her 30th birthday.

Her father is a classic rock band and so is she. Her animals have been named after influential musicians. Right now she has a cat named Hendrix, a horse named Cobain, a dog named Mick. Growing up her father took care of a baby lion which they named Little Richard because he was smaller than most lion cubs. Over the years, his father and grandparents have fostered several wild animals while they recover or before they are sent to a reserve. Among the animals they have fostered are elephants, giraffes, zebras, cheetahs, leopards, hippos and more.

While she loves rock, she’s also a sucker for 2000s pop. Please don’t ask her about modern artists because she’s clueless. 

She’s fed up with the Mean Girl jokes, we get it she grew up in Africa and she’s white.

She is a proud Jewish girl and follows many traditions. She does attend the local synagogue during Yom Kippur and Rosh Hashanah. And of course, Hanukkah is her favorite holiday. Her family practices Reform Judaism, so she doesn’t follow a kosher diet.

Eden was raised as a vegan and her whole family is vegan. In the past years, she has been in the process of becoming vegetarian.

Favorites: Anything written by Agatha Christie(book); Say Anything (1989) (movie); Everybody Wants to Rule the World by Tears for Fear (song); 

Again, no one asked me but I will reply: “Ella, does Eden hate Iker?” “Well, thanks for asking. In a shocking turn of events, no she doesn’t. How come you might ask? Well, she doesn’t hate anyone but if she ever did then yes, she would hate him.”

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           hi  kids  !  wow  ,  we’re  already  at  opening  and  that’s  so  crazy  !  i’m  kofi  ,  your  co - admin  ,  and  i’m  so  excited  that  you  guys  are  here  !  i’m  23  ,  from  the  est  tz  ,  prefer  she / they  pronouns  and  i  graduate  from  college  in  a  little  more  than  seven  months  ...  yikes  .  that  being  said  ,  i’m  ready  to  introduce  you  guys  to  my  latest  muse  ,  who  may  have  huge  development  changes  as  we  go  on  because  of  him  being  brand  new  ,  mr  .  saint  moon  !  he’s  um  ...  something  of  a  mess  and  idk  if  i  love  or  hate  him  yet  ,  but  i’m  happy  to  plot  with  ya’ll  on  my  d.iscord  @  𝐡𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐜𝐲.#4090  !

            (  lee  juyeon ,  22  ,  cis  male  ,  he / him  )  *  fun  fact  about  me  ?  okay  ,  let’s  see  .  .  .   an  injury  stopped  my  promising  olympic  career  .  crazy  ,  right  ?  i’m  saint  moon  ,  i  live  in  the  contemporary  new  build  with  a  three  thousand  square  foot  outdoor  patio  on  ocean  lane  in  key  biscayne  , &  not  to  brag  ,  but  my  family’s  worth  around  $740  million  .  pretty  decent  for  real  estate  and  construction  developers  ,  huh  ?  we’ve  been  around  for  some  time  ,  but  in  town  ,  everyone’s  always  associated  me  with  the  gatsbys  ;  but  it’s  not  like  that’s  my  whole  identity  ,  or  anything  .  while  filming  for  key  biscayne  ,  it  was  surprising  when  i’d  get  dragged  on  twitter  for  being  “  errant  ,  impetuous  ,  &  rancorous  ,   ”  but  the  cameras  don’t  see  everything  ,  &  my  real  fans  know  that  i’m  nothing  but  coolheaded  ,  venturesome  ,  &  enamoring  .  i’m  not  too  bothered  by  it  though  ,  because  since  the  series  ended  ,  i’ve  opened  a  highly  successful  café  in  south  korea  and  planning  to  expand  to  the  states  .  follow  me  on  instagram  @SNT.MN  to  keep  up  . 

name  :  saint  moon  .

nickname(s)  :  none  .

age  +  date  of  birth  :  22  +  july  19th  ,  1998  .

astrological  sign  :  cancer  .

myers - briggs  personality  type  :  infj  .

enneagram  type  :  the  individualist  .

moral  alignment  :  chaotic  neutral  .

gender  +  pronouns  :  cis  man  +  he / him / his  .

place  of  birth  :  gangnam  ,  south  korea  .

place  of  residence  :  key  biscayne  ,  florida  .

sexual  orientation  :  bisexual  .

romantic  orientation  :  biromantic  .

occupation  :  former  reality  star  /  instagram  influencer  /  café  owner  .

nationality  :  korean  .

ethnicity  :  korean  .

language(s)  spoken  :  korean  ,  english  ,  japanese  ,  and  learning  mandarin  .

social  media  handle  :  @SNT.MN

THE  BACKSTORY  .

            saint’s  story  starts  when  his  parents  ,  moon  ji - ho  and  park  soo - ah  went  on  their  first  date  .  in  truth  ,  it  had  been  a  rare  instance  of  love  at  first  sight  when  they  bumped  into  each  other  at  ji - ho’s  office  in  seoul  ,  and  the  date  was  only  used  to  solidify  their  feelings  .  you  see  ,  ji - ho  and  soo - ah  were  fairly  well  known  with  ji - ho  being  the  second  heir  to  moon  industries  alongside  his  sister  ,  moon  eun -  ha  .  moon  industries  was  founded  in  the  1940s  ,  and  is  known  primarily  for  their  real  estate  and  construction  business  .  the  company  was  founded  in  seoul  ,  and  originally  started  out  by  purchasing  and  renovating  beautiful  homes  and  condominiums  within  the  city  .  after  thirty  years  in  the  business  ,  ji - ho  and  eun - ha’s  father  was  one  of  the  first  in  south  korea  to  reach  the  status  of  billionaire  .

            ji - ho  and  soo -ah  were  looking  to  forge  their  own  path  ,  though  .  although  they  were  lucky  enough  to  have  wealthy  parents  ,  both  of  them  have  always  liked  the  idea  of  working  for  themselves  and  getting  their  hands  dirty  .  so  ,  they  refused  ji - ho’s  father’s  investment  and  decided  to  start  their  own  real  estate  firm  .  they  went  through  the  process  of  obtaining  their  real  estate  license  in  both  south  korea  and  the  united  states  ,  specifically in  florida  .  after  studying  hard  ,  they  were  able  to  open  moon  real  estate  ,  and  it  was  a  hassle  for  them  .  they  initially  ‘ struggled ’  seeing  as  though  they  were  their  only  employees  ,  and  soon  ,  soo - ah  discovered  that  she  was  pregnant  with  their  son  .

            for  four  years  ,  they  worked  hard  with  their  bumbling  baby  boy  ,  saint  ,  crawling  at  their  feet  and  curiously  looking  at  home  or  building  buyers  .  for  a  long  time  ,  they  considered  saint  to  be  their  closer  as  he  was  the  selling  point  and  allowed  people  to  hold  him  while  looking  at  the  home  .  usually  ,  soo - ah  would  use  saint  as  a  marketing  ploy  whenever  they  were  trying  to  sell  to  young  couples  ,  and  it  always  worked  .  the  moons  became  known  for  saint  syndrome  ,  where  those  same  young  couples  would  typically  call  to  say  that  they  were  expecting  within  a  year  of  buying  their  home  .  it  only  took  a  few  years  ,  but  the  moons  were  soon  raking  in  their  own  money  without  the  help  of  ji - ho’s  father  .  

            when  saint  was  six  ,  his  family  relocated  to  key  biscayne  ,  florida  .  life  was  easy  living  on  the  water  ,  and  his  parents  continued  to  sell  gorgeous  homes  both  in  seoul  and  in  the  wealthy  neighborhoods  of  florida  .  with  such  a  lifestyle  ,  it  wasn’t  unheard  of  for  saint  to  excel  at  his  private  school  ,  where  he  was  known  for  his  academic  prowess  as  well  as  his  ability  to  play  both  the  piano  and  the  cello  .  saint  was  a  fairly  popular  student  while  growing  up  ,  and  it  showed  when  the  moons  would  host  their  annual  christmas  party  .

            he  was  fourteen  when  he  finally  started  to  understand  the  rivalry  between  thoroughbreds  and  gatsbys  .  originally  ,  he  put  off  like  he  didn’t  care  ,  but  in  reality  he  was  trying  to  figure  it  out  .  the  moons  were  a  special  case  ,  considering  that  ji - ho  was  clearly  an  heir  to  a  billion  dollar  fortune  ,  but  also  had  become  wealthy  in  his  own  right  thanks  to  his  business  with  his  wife  .  saint  never  understood  that  jabs  and  jeers  that  he  would  receive  from  thoroughbreds  ,  because  to  him  ,  they  were  all  rich  so  what  the  hell  did  it  matter  ?  he  eventually  began  to  side  more  with  the  gatsbys  ,  never  understanding  why  the  thoroughbreds  felt  as  though  they  needed  to  stick  their  noses  up  in  the  air  at  them  .

            within  two  years  ,  though  ,  saint  seems  to  have  changed  for  the  worse  .  while  his  grades  may  be  good  ,  he  begins  to  spend  more  time  with  new  friends  in  miami  .  while  there  ,  he  surrounds  himself  with  fast  cars  and  short  nights  ,  but  he  thinks  it’s  his  parents’  fault  for  buying  him  a  488  spider  for  his  sixteenth  birthday  .  saint  began  to  get  into  trouble  ,  often  pulled  over  for  speeding  and  reckless  driving  to  impress  his  friends  .  like  always  ,  a  star  is  meant  to  fall  ,  and  it  all  came  crashing  down  for  saint  when  he  thought  that  drag  racing  on  u.s.  route  1  was  a  good  idea  .  he  assumed  that  he  could  lose  the  cops  ,  but  he  was  stupid  for  ever  thinking  so  --  he  totaled  the  $1.3m  dollar  car  ,  and  after  being  treated  for  minor  injuries  ,  he  was  booked  in  the  county  jail  .

            having  rich  parents  seems  to  be  all  fun  and  games  considering  they  were  barely  able  to  get  him  out  with  a  slap  on  the  wrist  ,  but  that  very  same  night  they  sent  him  away  on  a  business  plane  to  live  with  his  no - nonsense  grandparents  .  for  the  first  year  ,  saint  pouted  and  argued  ,  screamed  and  kicked  over  being  trapped  in  seoul  .  he  tried  to  escape  the  fortress  of  a  house  in  pyeongchang  ,  attempted  to  ditch  his  security  guards  when  he  went  out  in  public  ,  but  he  eventually  realized  that  there  was  no  getting  out  of  this  .  so  ,  he  made  the  most  out  of  it  :  he  finished  school  ,  and  during  his  senior  year  with  the  help  of  his  grandparents  ,  saint  opened  goodnight  moon  ,  a  late  night  café  that  appealed  to  college  students  and  late  workers  in  need  of  a  coffee  and  pastry  pick  me  up  .  the  café  went  viral  ,  and  so  did  the  handsome  owner  .

            he  returned  home  when  he  was  twenty  ,  and  discovered  that  key  biscayne  was  filming  .  as  the  resident  who  suddenly  disappeared  ,  saint  was  sought  after  by  the  producers  and  was  introduced  mid - way  through  the  second  season  .  

THE  SHOW  .

saint  and  his  family  were  not  introduced  on  key  biscayne  until  midway  through  season  two  .  he  was  introduced  as  most  table  shakers  would  be  ,  with  a  flurry  of  local  headlines  ranging  from  KEY  BISCAYNE  TEEN  ARRESTED  FOR  DRAG  RACING  and  HOW  MONEY  GETS  YOU  OUT  OF  A  JAIL  SENTENCE  .  his  parents  didn’t  like  the  idea  of  being  on  a  reality  series  ,  so  they  weren’t  featured  although  there  were  a  few  scenes  with  them  .

he  was  the  reality  show  villain  and  you  can’t  tell  me  otherwise  !  showed  up  with  an  air  of  what  the  fUCk  ever  and  despite  the  air  around  him  since  he  was  arrested  and  shipped  back  to  south  korea  ,  he  never  let  that  stop  him  ?  like  ofc  he’s  a  rich  boy  who  got  away  with  something  bc  he’s  rich  ,  but  it’s  not  that  he  doesn’t  acknowledge  it  ,  he  just  chooses  not  to  talk  about  it  .

was  definitely  the  subject  of  show  cliffhangers  ,  probably  nearly  got  kicked  off  the  show  because  of  his  short  temperament  and  despite  all  that  would  still  be  invited  to  the  reunions  because  he  would  always  start  some  shit  .  he  was  very  vocal  about  who  he  didn’t  like  on  the  show  ,  and  probably  had  good  chemistry  with  a  cast  mate  and  fans  of  the  show  always  pushed  for  them  to  become  a  thing  (  a  wc  ...  mayhaps  👀 )  but  they  were  never  anything  more  than  friends  .

by  the  end  of  the  show  ,  saint  was  that  cast  member  that  fans  love  to  hate  .  he  was  employee  of  the  month  ,  and  that’s  on  period  !  gave  what  he  was  supposed  to  gave  and  was  highkey  problematic  (  not  in  a  bad  way  ,  but  in  a  way  where  he  was  always  the  one  in  the  middle  of  some  shit  )  and  when  people  would  question  him  about  it  ofc  he  didn’t  care  KFNDSJBFS  .

THE  PERSONALITY  .

a  little  shit  .  that’s  it  .  that’s  all  you  need  to  know  .  although  he’s  standoffish  ,  still  has  his  insecurities  because  he’s  not  the  ‘  perfect  ’  son  that  his  parents  pushed  for  him  to  be  .  very  much  so  the  black  sheep  of  the  family  ,  and  is  deemed  as  a  lost  cause  by  his  thespian  of  a  mother  ,  so  he  figures  that  he  might  as  well  live  up  to  that  name  .  comes  across  as  someone  who  genuinely  doesn’t  care  ,  and  he  doesn’t  KFDBJSFSD  .  sometimes  only  looks  out  for  himself  which  adds  more  sand  into  the  asshole  bin  ,  and  he  hates  being  asked  ‘  dumb  ’  questions  .  it’s  a  pet  peeve  that  his  mom  thinks  he  picked  up  from  his  father  .

THE  HEADCANONS  .

he  does  not  want  to  be  your  friend  KFNDSFUS  .  he  can  be  very  standoffish  just  to  get  that  point  across  ,  and  he  doesn’t  interact  with  people  outside  of  a  chosen  few  .  

can  be  wildly  off  putting  and  while  someone  else  may  be  afraid  of  confrontation  ,  he  isn’t  !  might  be  the  subject  of  bar  brawls  and  minor  scraps  because  he  genuinely  does  not  know  how  to  shut  the  hell  up  .

hates  walnuts  ;  idk  why  that’s  important  but  it  is  .  serve  him  something  with  walnuts  in  it  and  he’ll  never  talk  to  you  again  .

romantically  and  emotionally  stunted  ,  therefore  he  bides  his  time  with  casual  sex  and  noncommittal  acts  of  romance  .  can  be  found  slipping  out  of  beds  in  the  middle  of  the  night  ,  never  returns  texts  ,  and  at  times  will  pretend  that  he  doesn’t  know  who  the  other  person  is  (  ew  !  )  .

a  chaotic  boy  with  a  heart  of  gold  ,  he  just  doesn’t  show  it  and  has  mastered  the  art  of  being  fake  .  

despite  his  repulsion  of  romance  and  relationships  ,  he’ll  flirt  with  anyone  that  has  a  pair  of  legs  ,  and  he  quite  honestly  might  call  someone  daddy  just  for  the  hell  of  it  KNFDH  . 

probably  posts  those  outfit  thirst  traps  on  instagram  reels  or  tik  tok  bc  he’s  annoying  .

THE  CONNECTIONS  .

an  angsty  ex  boyf  👀 if  i  have  to  BEG  for  it  i  will  !  and  i  promise  to  make  you  cry  xD

a  best  friend  pls  !�� someone  who  has  been  friends  with  him  since  before  he  was  shipped  back  to  korea  for  a  few  years  so  when  he  came  back  and  was  on  the  show  ,  they  were  THE  dynamic  duo  .

i’ve  been  really  into  his  plot  but  someone  he  works  out  with  ?  maybe  they  don’t  work  out  together  per  say  ,  but  they’re  somehow  always  at  the  community  gym  at  the  same  time  .

something  soft  ?  something  so  sweet  that  it  would  make  my  teeth  rot  ?  could  either  be  a  boyfriend  or  girlfriend  thing  or  tbh  i  don’t  know  but  i’m  literally  looking  for  something  that’s  all  fluff  and  all  marshmallows  and  if  i  don’t  get  it  then  i’ll  cry  .

a  plot  where  they  full  on  hate  each  other  .  none  of  that  cute  shit  KNFDNFHSD  .  no  lingering  feelings  ,  no  moments  of  hate lapse  --  they  hate  each  other  and  it’s  a  spicy  hate  ship  that  literally  gets  your  blood  pumping  .  

SKINNY  LOVE  ARE  YOU  THERE  ?

his  hoodrat  friends  NFDJNHFBD  i’m  kidding  but  i’m  thinking  like ...  a  billionaire  boys  club  type  of  thing  ?  perhaps  the  five  of  them  get  together  and  ppl  try  to  penetrate  the  group  or  they  have  these  instances   where  ppl  straight  up  hate  them  for  no  reason  ?  they  were  probably  the  TALK  of  the  show  bc  thought  they  were  assholes  KNFDJBFBD  idk  either  way  ,  my  hand  is  out  .  (  1  of  4  spots  filled  )

a  one  night  stand  with  some  substance  ?  like  yeah  ,  they  fuck  around  and  they  have  their  fun  together  but  they  don’t  pretend  to  not  know  each  other  in  public  (  unless  this  person  is  a  thoroughbred  and  i  oop  ,  chile  )  so  they  probs  tend  to  be  a  little  like  confidants  at  times  but  also  have  a  tendency  of  shutting  each  other  up  with  sex  .

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are there any new idol/fan au you know? ( I had all the fics in your tags read and I need new ones

Oh wow it’s been a while since we recommended idol and fan au! This means we also have more celebrity au in general so we split them up for your and everyone else’s preferences ^^

idol + fan au:

Criminally Romantic - kyungsoo is a famous author of crime novels, very handsome and charismatic on top of being talented and fanboy jongin is a goner!! strangers to lovers, smut, fluff, a bit of crisis in their relationship, happy end, this is my fave fjdfs 

Afterlight - kyungsoo and jongin have been best friends growing up together, and then kyungsoo becomes a famous actor/idol. jongin is very happy for him, but kyungsoo has some troubles that may hinder his celebrity life and jongin who is in love with kyungsoo would do anything to save him. angsty but beautiful i loveee :’( 

god i could have kissed you - kyungsoo thinks he’s not a fan of any idols much less one named kai but he is a very helpful friend and collects the merch at a café for his bestfriend. kyungsoo also happens to meet the idol himself while doing so ;) fluff!!

Gentleman - kyungsoo is a popular actor who goes undercover to the cinema and watches his newly released movie “Hyung”. next to him, a noisy watcher snorts and cries because of the sad ending which makes kyungsoo a bit annoyed but then the sobbing guy, jongin, recognized him :) actually very sweet and domestic later, jongin is overall a very proud fan! 

No Matter How Hard I Try - based on this prompt: Soloist/Actor Kyungsoo dedicates his Best actor award to his long time bf only to find out that his bf was cheating on him. JI is doing a live & walking back to his place when he bumps into a small covered up dude that oddly resembles the man who is his favorite idol. (you’ll love this!!!!!!)

honey bear’s peaches - more on royalty au! kyungsoo gets to a very small event with his friend baek and both have heart eyes on the nation’s handsome princes sekaiyeol. fluffy :))

Hope and Legacy - kyungsoo is not an idol per se, he is a famous figure skater and jongin idolizes him. it’s so good! 10/10

Eyes on You - kyungsoo gets more than what he bargained for when he gets to meet his idol backstage. smut, rockstar jongin :)) (nipple play, facials, top jongin)

nini reacts - jongin is a youtube vlogger and a huge fan of exo, especially of kyungsoo and meet each other at the fanmeeting

Waste Time With a Masterpiece - kyungsoo wins a date with his idol and crush for a day :) also this is supernatural + smut ;)

Adrenaline - trainee jongin is just a trainee but already meets his future fanboy :)

Your number 1 fan - ongoing, a love between an idol and his assistant that is hidden behind the stage

First Impressions - it’s main chanbaek but jongin is a famous idol, handsome and shy and kyungsoo is starstruck!

idol/celeb + non celeb:

our days are numbered, but let me stay here awhile- idol jongin escapes the hectic idol life to the countryside where he meets farmer kyungsoo, who grows out of season fruits and vegetables in the middle of the coldest winter. so nice :’)

things i couldn’t tell you - soulmate au with telepathic communication. jongin is very mysterious about himself and kyungsoo suspects he doesn’t like him but theres a reason why jongin acted like that at first

Diamond Crystal - idol/model jongin. they got married only out of convenience and there is some angst at first as they’re cold towards each other 

RedBull gives you wings and the ability to not sleep for 8 days - idol jongin has been running on 3 hours of sleep for the last 2 days while kyungsoo on the other hand, hasn’t slept in 8 days

Can You Keep A Secret? - kyungsoo is afraid of flying and during a turbulence he blurts his secret to a stranger next to him. kyungsoo is an idol while jongin a ceo. age switch!

Guard My Heart -kyungsoo has never felt the need to change his bodyguard, unlike his members, but he may have a reason or two (bodyguard!jongin)

shirts and bars (take us this far) - pure smut! idol!kyungsoo and ceo/businessman jongin, age switch, humiliation, bdsm, dirty talk ohh

begging you to keep on haunting me - jongin is korea’s sweetheart and rising ballet dancer and receives a threatening letter one day. in fear, he hires three bodyguards, except one of them is always out of jongin’s sight and he does everything to make this mysterious kyungsoo show up. this is crazy good, reminds me a little bit of black swan (not as dark and tragic ofc). smut ;)

another cliche - they break up but also get together, jongin is an idol while kyungsoo not

The Apocalypse Killed the Video Star - jongin was once a famous celeb but in the apocalypse, no one cares about it, especially a baddass like kyungsoo who has to save his bum numerous times! this is so great fjgdfj

Ice Ice Coffee - kyungsoo goes skating with his famous ice skater boyfriend jongin for the first time and it’s romantic and fluffeee

in the sea of people (there i found you) - kyungsoo gets dragged to a concert by his friend jongdae who is a huge fan. kyungsoo meets a bassist jongin for the first time :)

Miss Me - actor kyungsoo and very jealous ceo jongin, smut, domestic ;)

I Missed You - actor kyungsoo gets a visit from his boyfriend after coming home from work. smut, top jongin! 

both are celeb/famous:

Truth be told (I never was yours) - yiiis enemies to lovers, seasoned actor kyungsoo thinks idols can’t act and idol jongin wants to prove him wrong!

circuit dreams -jongin is a formula 1 racer and kyungsoo is an idol. together they make a powerful couple

coincidence? nah! -Kai and D.O. were both famous when it comes to cosplaying. They had their own fanclub names even if the fans know they were gay. One time, they went to a cosplay event wearing the costumes of the one of the top yaoi couples. The fans mistaken them to be a couple in real life

It was You - jongin is a famous novelist but struggles with his new book and when a handsome and drunk stranger at the bar asks jongin to run away with him, jongin agrees. so romantic ehfsf and the also find strength in each other :’)

[BREAKING] Kim Jongin spotted on a date with his model boyfriend - drabble, jongin is a prince who got caught on a date with his boyfriend, model kyungsoo *u*

you make me (no one else I’d rather do this with) - drabble, noir actor kyungsoo and rookie idol jongin are casted as the korean counterparts of Even Bech Næsheim and Isak Valtersen of SKAM.

Got Me Coming Right Back - a small collection of celebrity kaisoo, model jongin and actor soo in a secret relationship vjjfsd me likey

Hopefully you’ll find new fics to read! Don’t forget to give them love too! 

- Admin J

[izzyfandoms]

Chosen - Chapter Five

(This is a Gender-Swapped Sanders Sides high school au)

SUMMARY: Logan Berry, Dee Ceite, Patricia Foster, Virginia Picani and Regina and Rena Prince are all 16-year-old high school students. They live relatively normal lives, with ordinary lessons and ordinary crushes and ordinary families, until one day a monster shows up and attacks them after class, and everything suddenly changes.

SHIPS: Moxiety, Logince, Dukeceit

WARNINGS: Sympathetic Remus, Sympathetic Deceit, swearing, siblings arguing, sexual implications

GENERAL TAGLIST: @quillfics42 @ajdraws0430 @phantomofthesanderssides @creativity-killed-thekitten @phlying-squirrel @sly-is-my-name-loving-is-my-game

CHOSEN TAGLIST: @coasting-on-a-wave-of-apathy @littlestr @whispers-stuff-in-your-ear

Masterpost

FIRST CHAPTER | PREVIOUS CHAPTER

“And then Regina was like ‘what? I don’t have a crush on Logan!’ which is super silly ‘cos they’re so obvious and she’s told me that she likes Lo so many times!” Patricia rambled on.  

“Mmm,” Virginia hummed in agreement; she was painting Patricia’s nails with a pretty, dark purple nail polish. “It is pretty silly.”

It was Sunday, and they were currently at Virge’s house, in her room, sat together on her bed.

“Yeah!” Patricia blew a raspberry.  

Virge tapped her girlfriend’s knee. “Stop moving, you’re gonna mess up your nails.”

“Oh, sorry, honey!” Pat stopped moving. “Anyway, Logan totally likes her back, right? I mean, she’s basically told us. And Dee and Rena, too! They’re super-duper in love, I just wanna take their faces and smush them together until they get married and live happily ever after!”

“As entertaining as that would be,” Virge said, finishing Patricia’s left hand and moved to the right one. “We shouldn’t meddle. Let them deal with their own shit.”

Patricia tutted lightly. “Language.”

“Sorry, sorry,” Virge said. She examined her own nails – pastel blue, painted by Pat earlier – double checking that they hadn’t been damaged, though they were already dry. “You know I’m right, though. You’re always telling me not to interfere, no matter how often I want to tell them. They’ll figure it out on their own.”

Pat sighed. “Yeah, I know.” She then giggled. “Doesn’t mean we can’t still complain, though.”

Virginia hummed in agreement again, and the two sat in comfortable silence for almost a minute, as Virge finished painting Pat’s nails. Once she was done, the pigtailed girl looked over her hands appreciatively.

“Yay! Now my nails are your favourite colour and your nails are mine! It’s perfect!” Patricia giggled, beaming.

Her girlfriend gave her a small smile. “You’re adorable.”

Patricia giggled again, softly, a light blush on her cheeks. She leant forward, careful not to smudge either of their nails, pressing a kiss to the tip of her girlfriend’s nose. Virge waited a few moments, watching her girlfriend adoringly, before she pounced, the shorter girl falling back on the bed, the taller almost on top of her.  

Pat spluttered with laughter as Virginia tickled her sides, the purple-haired girl grinning mischievously as she did so.

“Ah, Virge!” Patricia exclaimed between laughter. “You’re gonna- you're gonna make me mess up my nail polish!”

Virginia finally stopped the onslaught of tickling, pushing herself up so she was hovering over her girlfriend, and shaking her head to get her hair out of her eyes.  

Patricia wrapped her arms around her girlfriend’s neck, pulling her down to kiss her properly and closing her eyes.  

Virge kissed her back eagerly, her hands at her girlfriend’s waist. Pat’s lips were soft, as usual, and tasted vaguely sweet, like strawberries – she switched up the flavour regularly, so it was always a bit of a surprise. Virge’s lips, by contrast, were always slightly chapped, as she tended to chew them when she was especially anxious, but, in Patricia’s opinion, that didn’t make kissing her any less enjoyable.

“Ewwwwww!”

The two teenagers pulled apart immediately, their heads turning sharply to face the door, which was now open. Virginia’s eleven-year-old sister, Anne, was standing in the doorway, making a grossed-out face. She was wearing one of her sister’s old black-and-grey hoodies, and she had eyeshadow smudged under both eyes – she'd never admit it, but she was absolutely copying her older sister’s style.

“Get out my room!” Virge screeched, turning red. She sat up and grabbed one of her pillows, chucking it at her sister.

Anne dodged the purple projectile and ran off, laughing. “Mom, Virge and Pat are kissing again!”

“Leave them alone, Dear,” Emily half-scolded from across the hallway, though she was still smiling pleasantly. This was honestly the harshest she ever got with her daughters. She walked up to Virginia’s bedroom door and gave the two blushing teens a slightly apologetic smile. “Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do,” She teased, shutting the door.

“Mom!” Virge whined, before turning back to her girlfriend. “I’m sorry my sister’s such a brat.”

Patricia poked her shoulder teasingly. “Don’t be mean.”

Virge rolled her eyes, but pressed a reassuring kiss to her girlfriend’s forehead. “I’m not being mean; this is just what it’s like having a sister. Ask Regina or Rena, I’m sure they’d agree.”

Pat pouted a little at that. “I wish I had a sister. You’ve got Anne, and you’ll probably have Dee, too, soon.”

“You can bond with Logan about it, I guess,” Virginia shrugged.

The pigtailed girl gasped, her eyes brightening. “Logan can be my sister, then!” She pulled out her phone, careful not to mes sup her nail . “I’m gonna go tell her, right now.”  

CATS

Patricia

Logan!!!!!!

Logan!!!!!!!!!!

Logan!!!!

Logan!!!!!!

Logan!!!!!!!!!!

Lo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dee

I should’ve muted this chat.

Logan

Patricia, you now have my attention.

Patricia

Logan!

Your my sister now!!!!!!

Logan

*You’re.

Also, what?

We do not share any parental figures; how can we be sisters?

Regina

God ofc you use perfect grammar in texts ilysm

Logan

What do ‘ofc’ and ‘ilysm’ mean?

Rena

it means she wants to fusdjjkfhfjshfkldjfdkshfjdhfdjfhsdkhfksdlfhsdfh

Virginia

oops guess renas been murdered

Logan

What?

Dee

Ignore her

Regina probably just tackled her

Regina

ur right!!!!!!!!!!!

gina did take my phone!!!!!!!

but I took hers and now im locked in the bathroom!!!!!!!!

i can say whateva i like!!!!!!!

REGINA IS TYPING

Dee

Oh dear

REGINA HAS BEEN REMOVED FROM ‘CATS’

RENA HAS BEEN REMOVED FROM ‘CATS’

Virginia

using my admin powers for good

“Virge!” Patricia exclaimed, poking her girlfriend’s shoulder disapprovingly.

“What?” Virginia shrugged. “Do you want to hear everything Rena has to say about what Regina and Logan wanna do with each other?”

Pat wrinkled her nose uncomfortably. “Well, no... but it’s mean to remove them!”

“Fine,” Virge sighed. “But if Rena starts talking about sex, I’m going to remove her again.”

PATRICIA HAS ADDED REGINA TO ‘CATS’

PATRICIA HAS ADDED RENA TO ‘CATS’

Virginia

rena if you talk about anything inappropriate from either your phone or reginas im blocking both of you

Regina

I finally got my phone back!

And I agree

Pls don’t do that  

Rena

:(

what counts as inappropriate tho

Virginia

anything that would upset pat

Rena

boo!  

boring

“I’m going to fight her.”

“Honey, please don’t.”

Logan

Patricia, what was it you were trying to tell me at the start? Your statement about us being sisters was factually (and grammatically) incorrect.

Patricia

Were the only people on the chat without sisters!!!!! That means we should be sisters now so were not alone!!!!!

Logan

*We’re and *we’re.

And that does not make sense.

Besides, Dee doesn’t have any siblings, either.

Patricia

She and Virge are gonna be sisters soon right!!!!!!!

And youre my sister now sorry I dont make the rules!!!!!

Logan

*You’re and *don’t.

You were the one who made this chat. You do, literally, make the rules.

Virginia

(just go with it)

There was almost a minute of no texting, though everyone appeared to still be online, and Patricia shifted closed to her girlfriend in the interim, practically seating herself in the taller girl’s lap. Finally, Logan started typing again.

Logan

Fine.

Patricia

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m going to spam you with heart emojis now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Logan

Please, don’t.

Patricia

Okay I won’t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dee

I hate to interrupt

But my mom just got a message from Remy

Apparently, she and her parents are inviting us (and Mr Thomas) and any of our parents who know about the monster shit (her words not mine) to this fancy party at her place next Saturday . We need to dress kinda fancy, like dresses or fancy shirts and trousers, as it’s like tradition or something to hold these parties for each generation of chosen ones

Mom says she can tell any of your parents who don’t know the truth that you’re all at my house

But she also recommends you tell your parents whats actually going on

Virginia

ew party

Rena

ew telling dad the truth about the monsters

Logan

I didn’t think you were one to shy away from the truth, Rena. Wouldn’t it be easier to be honest with your father?

Rena

normally i wouldnt care

but if dad finds out about all this he could get all protective and shit and try to stop us from fighting monsters and all that other ‘dangerous’ stuff

Regina

Ugh, I can’t believe I acc agree with u

Patricia

Im still tryna figure out how to tell my moms!!!!!!!  

I might ask Miss Emily to help me but idk

Virginia

she would she loves u

Regina

Wait lol pat arent you at virges house rn why r u texting  

Patricia

Because I love all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RENA IS TYPING

Regina

Before you speak

Is it appropriate?

Rena

no

Virginia

then dont

Rena

):

Virginia

dee can u get ur mom to text my mom the details  

Logan

Mine, too, please.

Dee

Sure

Regina

Me and rena will have to ask dad later hes busy rehearsing lines rn

Rena

acc hes probs just txting the dude he went out with yesterday lmao

he wont tell us anything bout it and got kinda awkward when we asked bout the guy he went out with

so im assuming they fucked

Regina

I hate you so much

Stop saying that

Fight me

One day Im acc going to fight you and it is going to be brutal

Rena

i will win

Patricia

Hey now!!!!!!!

No fighting!!!!!!!!!!!!

“This won’t end well,” Virge said dryly, rolling her eyes.

Patricia hummed quietly in agreement, her brow creased. “I wish they wouldn’t argue so much, it makes me sad.”

Her girlfriend opened her mouth to respond, but she was cut off by the bedroom door opening again. They both turned and watched as Emily stepped inside, giving them a smile.

“Patricia, your moms are here.”

“Oh, okay!” Patricia pocketed her phone and wiggled out of her girlfriend’s lap, jumping up and stretching. She took a step in the direction of the door, before pausing. She glanced up at her girlfriend’s mom with a slightly sheepish look. “Um, do you think at some point you’d be able to help explain the chosen one stuff to my moms? I’d like to tell them, but I’m not sure they’d believe me straight away.”

Emily’s expression softened; she put her hand on Pat’s shoulder supportively. “Of course, dear. In fact, I’m having dinner with Harriet on Wednesday. Would you like me to tell her then?”

“Yes, please! That would be super helpful, thank you!” Patricia beamed. She then turned on her heel, back to her girlfriend, and leant forward to kiss her quickly. “Bye, Honey! I love you so much!”

“Love you, too, Pat,” Virge responded softly, a little embarrassed that her mom was there to witness this, but still smiling slightly.

[dmitri-smerdyakov]

So it’s been a while, huh?

I don’t know how many people are actually still following this blog/are interested in it but...hi again! I already wrote a post sort of explaining where I disappeared to and why (long story short: it was tumblr staff’s fault) but I also want to talk to you guys properly and update you all on what’s been going on since.

I don’t want to abandon this blog but I have another blog that I’m using now -> it’s @alwaysahiccupandastrid. It’s not as Beasts oriented as this one was, I’m afraid, but still feel free to follow it and chat to me! It’s much like this blog was when I used it in that I don’t really post exclusively for one fandom, it’s just a mix of whatever I like!

Anyway, updating! I already told you guys that I graduated university in July, finished my degree...that was stressful! A lot went down at university but it sorted itself out in the end and I survived! Our final assessment was at the end of May, and we performed a show that we created four times, three nights and one matinee. I’m very proud of what we achieved all things considered! But yes...I am no longer a university student!

What else has changed?

I no longer work for the cinema anymore - I quit a few weeks ago after getting a job at a fancy hotel that was supposedly better...I quit the day after my first shift because I had a “me too” experience with another employee...without too much detail, he touched and started kissing me, and I left. I struggled for a couple of weeks trying urgently to get a new job, and I’m now working for Superdrug! My first shift was Wednesday afternoon/evening and I’m excited to start properly! It’s not permanent: I’m also hoping to hear back from Nikon soon about an admin position that’s closer to home and pays extremely well!

I no longer see that therapist who likes Harry Potter - I think I talked a little bit on here about my counsellor who was also a Harry Potter fan and who I liked? Yeah...turns out not so much? I stopped going to her because she a) screamed at me for waiting in the waiting room until my bus was due to arrive down the road and b) she got pissed because I couldn’t do a few certain weeks due to show rehearsals. I’m honestly all the better for it frankly.

More tattoos! - Okay so it’s not a super important thing but it’s a change so...! I think when I was last on his blog I had 3 tattoos - I now have 8! So in addition to the wand, the “worrying means you suffer twice”, and the Deathly Hallows symbol, I now have a tattoo of Leta’s flower from the Lestrange family tree (with her name and the words “beautiful. Separate.”; a tiny tattoo of Harry’s scar/glasses; a Night Fury/Toothless tattoo with the words “heart of a chief” and “soul of a dragon”; the Chief symbol from HTTYD 2; and the words “Night Fury” in Viking runes.

My hair?! - Again, not important but hey! Let’s celebrate! My hair finally grew back and is now blonde! It’s not too long, just about to my shoulders, and my roots are dark blonde whilst the bottom is more bright blonde from dying it in March. It’s silly but hooray!

I met Kevin Guthrie in March! - I met Mr Abernathy himself at Comic Con in London and he was LOVELY. He was such a wonderful man, so cheerful and amazing with the fans. I had some pretty interesting conversations with him about Fantastic Beasts and whether he’ll be in the next one...we shall see! He also told us that Poppy Corby-Tuech (Vinda Rosier) is “all about the cosplay”! And ofc I got some photos with him :)

I’m now 21 - my birthday was obviously in January and I’m old(er) 😂😭 I didn’t do anything too special, just saw CoG with the family and then a few days later went to the WB Studio Tour again (which was amazing because my sister has a friend who works there and was showing us props lots of people won’t ever see!)

Mental Health crap - Obviously I’m not “cured” or anything. I’m still on Sertraline for my depression (haven’t taken the anxiety one for a while but that is a whole other kettle of fish!) and I still have problems but I’m not as low as I have been these past few years on this blog. I’m proud to say that I have been self-harm free since about March or April (it’s hard to remember since the months blur together), and I’m genuinely all the better for it! Part of it is because I didn’t want to damage my tattoos on my arms but it’s also because I’ve managed to resist the urge as well!

^ Having said that, I’m on the waiting list to see a doctor/specialist because my GP said there was a possibility I could have autism/Aspergers/be on the spectrum. It’s a LONG waiting list in the UK so it could be a while until I see a specialist, but there’s that. It’s not a bad thing necessarily since it might be a step closer to making sure I get the exact treatment/help I need.

Fandom junk - I already mentioned in my earlier posts that since late February/early March, I’ve gotten REALLY into How To Train Your Dragon. It’s now my main fandom, in fact, which is sad because the last film has come out and there’s just a half an hour Christmas special left to be released this winter 😭 but HTTYD has had such an impact on my life and my mental state, like it has genuinely made me so much happier and (in my opinion) a better person. I still love Fantastic Beasts and Harry Potter (I even went to King’s Cross at the beginning of the month for Back to Hogwarts Day!) but it’s not my main fandom right now; I had to take a breather from Beasts and the Beasts fandom because it’s really not a great place to be at times. But I’m still into it and I’m waiting for the third film to come out in 2021!

Other random/rather unimportant stuff:

My bed is now overrun with Build a Bear dragons (and the odd baby Niffler)

My sister turned 18 and I’m so...old? I feel so old now omg

I’ve been trying to help the environment by taking little steps like going out litter picking (both on my own and with my dad) whenever I can, and I’ve been using the Ecosia search app as much as possible (for every 45 searches, they’ll plant a new tree!)

I went to Disneyland Paris again in June and it was a lot of fun, I met Peter/Wendy/Alice/Mad Hatter again, there was a false alarm because some twat left their bag at the meet and greet so they had to get the sniffer dog and everything, and I also met Donald Duck, Stitch, Tiana/Naveen AND Rapunzel (Rapunzel is my sister’s absolute favourite, so I’m happy she got to meet her!)

This may be super lame but I got so happy because I got noticed on Twitter several times by Jay Baruchel (the guy who plays Hiccup in How To Train Your Dragon - he’s so awesome and loves the character btw), his fiancée who’s a model keeps liking some of my posts on Instagram, and Cressida Cowell, who wrote the original How To Train Your Dragon books (which are vastly different to the movies but omg they’re so amazing?!), liked a tweet I sent her about my Toothless tattoo and she loved it?! I’m having a good year celebrity/famous people wise for some reason?! 😂❤️

I dont know if my blog was still in use when this happened but I’ll mention it anyway... I SAW EZRA AGAIN IN DECEMBER!! I went to watch Sons of an Illustrious Father play in London and it was GLORIOUS. Ezra Miller is GLORIOUS.

(I won’t post pictures of all the stuff here but... soon maybe?)

So that’s all I can think of...it’s been so long since I used this blog and I felt bad just abandoning it, so here we are.

I don’t know how much I’ll still use this blog, but as I said, I definitely don’t want to just abandon it. At the moment, I’m logged into this account on my iPod and onto my account on my phone, and I think I’ll keep it that way. I don’t know how much posting I’ll do here but I’ll still be around, and I’ll try to see if I can keep this blog alive alongside my current one, if people want me to!

I hope you guys are doing well, and I’m glad to have this blog back. Even if you follow my new blog and have been for the last few months, it’s still awesome to be talking to guys again on this account!

If you guys want to chat or say anything, feel free! Like I said, if people still want me to be active on here then just let me know and I’ll do my best! ☺️

[staytheb]

Chances

Pairing: PTG’s Yuto x OC [Lynn] || PTG’s Hongseok x OC [Alice] Genre: college!au, slice of life, slight fluff, slight angst Word Count: 3,892 Summary: Hongseok's found out who's the girl he's slept with, but more importantly she's the one he's been crushing on since they've first met. He's just hoping that she'll look past his playboy reputation and give him a chance to prove that he's been only all about her and no one else. Yuto finally learns the identity of his secret admirer that's been leaving love notes on his phone and is surprised it's the girl's he liked since they first had class with together. Now he's hoping for a chance for them to become something more since they've now come face to face with no cell phone between them. part one {So It’s You}

Warning: implied sex, drinking, college life stuff, and young adult theme more or less. not proofread either since i’ve last shared it either. lol

so while part two is a lot shorter compare to part one, i was still happy with how this turned out and ofc my sister was happy to get another part to this. she really is a bugger some times. i mean, not sure if this will be your cup of tea or not, but if any of y’all like it, then thanks. if not, then it’s all good. anyways, happy reading and kthxbai, Admin Lia~

Hongseok had just opened his bedroom door when he and Alice were bombarded with flashes of lights of the lower PTG members taking photos of them. Hongseok lifted an arm to shield his eyes while Serena turned her body away from the onlookers towards Hongseok's body, but she didn't miss the words coming from out of their mouths. "OMG!" "It's so true!" "She came back again!" "I know right!" "The first girl to come back two times in a row!" "Hongseok is the man!" "Please teach me your ways, Hongseok!" Alice turned to face them again as she moved their hands away and glared at them. "Um, excuse you. Get a life, please."

"What is it to you?" One of them asked rudely. "You're just one of Hongseok's many paintings in his art gallery." Another added with just an even ruder tone. "See for yourself." One of them shoved their phone into her face so that she could see all of the girls that Hongseok had slept with over the course of his college time here so far. Alice knocked the guy's hand out of the way as she looked at them all with disgust. "I can't believe you're all so proud with the fact of sleeping with so many people like it's of value or something." She cast her disgusted gaze onto Hongseok who was looking at her apologetically. "Don't talk to me ever again."

Alice removed herself from Hongseok's embrace and passed the males with a shake of her head and a sigh. Before Hongseok could reach out to stop her the lower members surrounded him and started firing questions about how to be like him and the likes. Hongseok let out a low growl in annoyance and lashed out at his fellow brothers for their naive behavior. "Quit your nonsense and delete those pictures. I've never thought that some of you were like this." He rubbed his face before looking at them again. "You guys will have yard duties for the next two weeks. We'll talk later. I really need to go." Hongseok rushed off to find Alice. 

"So, which way is your dorm, Lynn?" Yuto asked Lynn once the two left the Phi Tau Gamma's house. "Uh, hold on a minute." She told him while her focused was on her phone so she could text the other three that she had left and was hanging out with Yuto. "What again, Yuto?" Lynn asked after she was done messaging them and placed her phone back into her back pocket. "Your dorm." He repeated. "Oh right. My dorm. That way." She pointed to the left of them as she led the way with Yuto matching her strides while keeping a comfortable distance between them under the night sky that shined with the moon's glow.

It was a comfortable silence between them as it was the two of them walking on the campus as everyone was either partying, sleeping, or studying. Lynn was enjoying Yuto's silent company when there was a sudden sound of a twig snapping spooking Yuto into clinging onto Lynn. Lynn was startled by his action and looked over at the tall male. "Yuto, are you okay?" "Uh, yeah, yeah. I'm totally fine." He answered in a distracted tone while looking left and right of the shadows while still holding onto Lynn's arm. "Are you perhaps scared?" "What? No. No. I just thought I heard something."

Lynn chuckled as she patted his hands in a comforting manner. "I won't make fun of you if you are, Yuto." "Okay, Lynn. I'm slightly scared of the dark." Yuto confessed as he looked over at Lynn. "Go ahead and make fun of me." "Why would I make fun of you?" She gave him a weird look. "That's sad if someone did that to you though." "I dunno. I just thought being scared of the dark seems unmanly." "It's okay, Yuto. Everyone is scared of something so you're not the only one." "Thanks for your words, Lynn. I greatly appreciate it." He smiled at her and she nodded. "You're welcome."

Yuto was going to ask Lynn something, but her phone went off distracting her. "Hello?" She answered after pulling it out from her back pocket. "Oh, hey, you got your phone back. What's up?" Yuto tried not to eavesdrop on the conversation, but he couldn't help but hear it since he had comfortably re-positioned his hands on Lynn's arm to that of linking arms instead and was near her than before. Lynn looked over at him as he flashed her a bright smile while she gave him a confused one, but looked forward and went back to talking on her phone. "Yeah, no worries. I got you. I'll text you when I'm there."

Lynn hung up the phone as Yuto waited for her to say anything if she wanted to tell him anything, but instead she re-directed them in another direction causing Yuto to be confused. "Um, aren't we heading to your dorm?" "No. We're gonna get food. Do you like spicy stuff?" "Um, no. I can't really handle spiciness." "You're like one of my friends. Alice can't handle spicy food either." "Yeah, well I can't deal with the dark or spicy food." "It's all good, Yuto. Where we're going has other choices, too. So don't worry." "Is this a date by chance, Lynn?" Yuto asked a moment later with a shy smile as Lynn nodded. "Sure. I guess you can say that it is."

Just then the duo saw a figure running towards them and Lynn laughed when she heard what the guy was yelling out as he was calling out for her despite not knowing her name. "Hey, you, Shinwon's friend. Shinwon's friend. Hey." Hongseok said as he finally reached them and took a moment to catch his breath. "Hongseok?" Yuto let out in confusion as he watched his friend catch his breath. "What are you doing here?" "I, hold on." Hongseok held up a hand before speaking again. "That's why I'm here. I need to talk to her." Hongseok directed his hand at Lynn which she and Yuto shot him a weird look.

"Uh, why?" Lynn asked while looking at Hongseok suspiciously. "Um, weren't you supposed to be with Alice right now?" "I was, but she left. Something happened and I really want to talk to her about it." Hongseok said in a sad tone with slumped shoulders. "Do you think you could help me with that?" "Ah, that makes so much sense now." "What does?" Yuto asked. "Um, I forget that Alice usually craves Boba Palace when she's super annoyed and wants something to make her forget whatever is bothering her when she's not in her usual weird mood as she eats there all the time." Lynn directed her attention onto the other male.

"But I'm assuming you're the cause of it for her being annoyed?" "Unfortunately, yes." Hongseok admitted with a defeat look, but cast Lynn a hopeful look. "So will you please help me out?" Yuto interjected. "Wait a minute, Hongseok. How do you know Lynn's friends with your Alice although she did mentioned an Alice earlier?" "I remember Lynn from earlier when I was trying to return my Alice's her phone back to her. Also, she's Shinwon's best girl friend." "Girlfriend?" "Yeah, like as a best friend, but a girl and not a guy. Girl friend." "Ohhhh. That's what you meant." "What did you think I meant?" Hongseok shot his friend a weird look.

"It's nothing. It's nothing, Hongseok. Don't worry about it." Yuto laughed sheepishly as Lynn elbowed him knowingly causing Yuto to shy away a bit, but he had moved his arm away from her arm and was now placed around her waist instead. "What?" "Anyways," Lynn re-directed the topic back on track focusing her attention onto Hongseok, "I can help you, Hongseok, but you're gonna have to do everything on your own or Alice won't forgive you." "Anything, Lynn." Hongseok agreed desperately. "I'll do anything to have her forgive me and to give me a chance." Lynn grinned mischievously. "Alright then, Hongseok. Here's the plan."

Alice had just gotten done changing into comfortable clothes after washing her face and relieving herself upon arriving back at the dorm when she heard a knock coming from the main door a moment later. "She's fast." Alice made her way out of the bedroom she shared with Lynn and into the living room towards the door while tying her hair up in a lazy ponytail. Another knock sounded as Alice hurried to open it and tried to close it upon seeing who was on the other side, but Hongseok slipped a foot inside preventing her from closing it on him although he winced from the impact of it.

Alice tried to nudged his foot out of the way, but Hongseok kept a firm stance as she glared at him instead. "I thought I told you to never bother me again, Hongseok." "Technically, Alice, you told me to not talk to you ever again." Hongseok reasoned with a smile while holding up a drink carrier filled with bubble tea drinks and a bag filled with several crispy chicken bits for her to see. "Can we please talk?" Hongseok asked with a hopeful expression while also showing her a box of macarons. Alice eyed him weirdly because she knew her friend had sent him when she had asked Lynn earlier to pick her up some stuff from Boba Palace.

"Lynn sent you didn't she?" Alice asked a second later as Hongseok nodded. "Yes, only because I asked her to. Would you give me another chance, please? Or at least let me explain myself?" Alice let out a sigh while gradually opening the door for the male to enter to which he happily walked on in and waited while the female closed the door before doing anything else. The duo settled themselves in her living room with the both of them sitting opposite from one another, but neither of them touching the items after Hongseok placed it onto the coffee table. Alice waited for Hongseok to speak, but she also avoided looking at him.

"Listen, Alice," Hongseok began as he slowly tried to form what he wanted to say to her, "I know my reputation is hardly innocent, but I really do like you." He looked down while playing with his hands nervously. "I didn't know they had photos of me with those other girls, but they really don't mean anything to me. Nothing." He looked up just to see Alice quickly look away and that gave him some courage to continue on. "I know it may be too much to ask, Alice, but please give me a chance to show you my sincere feelings. I mean, you don't even have to forgive me or anything right now or whatever, but I just want a chance to be with you."

Alice couldn't help, but let out a scoff upon thinking that this whole situation was like that of a drama scene. She even let out a few chuckles while shaking her head as Hongseok sat there silently unsure of how to react to her reaction. "Seriously. What have I gotten myself into?" Alice asked herself while placing her face into her palms before looking over at Hongseok with a tired look who then shot her an even awkward look, but neither of them didn't say anything. They just stared at one another for a moment until Hongseok stood up with a dejected look. "I'm gonna go, Alice. I won't bother you again after this. Sorry for troubling you."

He apologized as he turned to head out when Alice called his name. "Hongseok, wait." She said as she stood up and made her way towards the male while Hongseok turned to face her. "I don't know if I'm going to regret anything later, but life is life." Alice took a hold of Hongseok hand and gazed into his eyes. "I'll give you a chance, Hongseok." Hongseok broke out into a wide smile as he excitedly wrap his arms around Alice in an instant causing Alice to become suddenly shy. "Yes! Yes!" He then looked at her with furrowed eyebrows. "Wait, have I been forgiven, too?" "You've been forgiven once you showed me those."

She motioned with her head towards the snacks as Hongseok grinned. "So that means that you were already going to give me a chance?" "Yeah, something like that." "You really do like playing hard to get, don't cha?" "No." Alice denied before muttering the rest of it. "Just with you." "I heard that." "Shut up." Alice felt the rumble from Hongseok's chest when he burst out laughing as he hugged her closer against him. "Thank you, Alice." "For what?" "For giving me a chance." "You're welcome, but..." "But what?" Alice bit her bottom lip as she tried to find the right words to ask him something very important for their relationship to continue.

"Whatever it is, Alice, just say it. It's the only way for us to even work out if we talk about it." Hongseok assured her as she finally said what she's been worried about since earlier this morning. "Could you get yourself check? I mean, Hongseok, not to be rude or anything, but you've slept with a lot of girls and I don't know who they've slept with before they've gotten to you. I really need to know about your past sexual activities because I already gotten myself checked out this afternoon. I've been good before I had sex with you and I'm just waiting for the results." Alice said all in one breath as Hongseok smiled while cupping her cheek.

"If it's better I can call them to give you my files if you actually wanna see them with your own eyes. I always get myself checked after each encounter, Alice." Hongseok said with a gentle smile. "Besides, I may have slept with a lot of them, but it was always safe sex. Even with you, Alice, but unlike the others we may have had more rounds that I think you've forgotten about." "Oh my god, we did." Alice suddenly remembered as Hongseok laughed and she lightly punched him in the chest. "Shut up. I can't believe I forgot those." "I mean, we can reenact them if you like. Ow." Alice punched him again with wry look. "Stop or I'll kick you out."

"Please don't." He said as he held onto her tighter. "I just got you to give me a chance and you've forgiven me, too." "Then I'll just take them back." Alice sarcastically said although she didn't really mean it as Hongseok shot her a knowing look. "I mean you would try, but we both know that you don't mean it because you're the type to play hard to get." "I do not." She denied again, but still held onto him. "Whatever. Can we do something now instead of hugging in my living room?" "It's not such a bad thing, but if you say so." He agreed. "How about we eat since our date has changed in to boba and chicken and chill tonight." "Wow, but okay."

Yuto and Lynn were casually sitting at a table at Boba Palace off in a little corner to themselves because Yuto wanted some quality time with the female away from the onlookers. "Why are you such a loner?" Lynn had asked after they've drank half of their bubble tea and eaten three-fourths of their crispy chicken bits. The male cast her a weird look. "What do you mean? I'm not a loner." "You always wear black and you hardly said ten words to me since we sat down to eat." "I'm naturally quiet so I don't even know what to talk about, Lynn." Yuto confessed with a sheepish look. "Besides Hongseok interrupted our bonding time, too."

Lynn playfully eyed him. "Oh I see. Well I don't know if you can consider this a date then, but more like a hang out between two awkward friends isntead." "But I don't want to be friends." Yuto muttered with a slight pout, but Lynn heard him. "Oh really?" Lynn mused as she teased him. "I guess it was your chance to get to know me better, but we can call it a night and-" "That's not what I meant." Yuto let out flustered as he rubbed the back of his neck and avoided looking at her. "It's just, I don't know what to say to you now that we're actually hanging out just the two of us and we're not in class or at one of the PTG's parties or events."

He admitted before returning his gaze onto Lynn. "And I just like the color black. There's nothing wrong with that." "I guess I need to throw in some colors to your wardrobe then." Lynn laughed as Yuto eyed her. "What? You wanna go clothes shopping with me?" "I mean we could if you wanted to. It could be another date of sort to get to know one another better, but I mean we can just also get to know one another as friends instead." "But I don't want us to be friends, Lynn. I want us to have a chance to be more than that." He muttered with another pout as Lynn cast him a small smile. "Sorry, Yuto, but I was just teasing."

Lynn looked down at her hands before looking over at Yuto who wasn't pouting anymore. "Now that I'm actually talking to you I can be more open with myself instead of leaving more love notes on your phone." "Ahh, which reminds me." Yuto pulled his phone from out of his pocket and scrolled through it before finding it and smiling. "What's up with that look?" Lynn asked a bit cautious upon seeing that silly grin upon his face while he recited something from his phone. "My favorite part of the day is when I get to talk to you." His eyes shifted to her, but frown when she gave no reaction and tried reading another one.

"One smile can't change the world, but your smile changes mine." Yuto looked at Lynn, but she continued to give him a weird look and he once again read another thing. "On a scale of one to ten; you're a nine and I'm the one you need." Lynn laughed, but quiet down when Yuto frowned at her once more. "What's funny?" "Whatever it is that you're reading, Yuto. What are you doing?" "I'm reading some of your love notes that you've left on my phone for me to find, Lynn." "Oh my god, I didn't write any of those!" Lynn gasped with widened eyes, before letting out a groan. "Ugh, Shinwon must have written those just to tease me. That jerk."

Lynn then realized something as she returned her eyes back onto Yuto. "Wait a minute, Yuto. You actually saved all the notes that I've written?" 'Yes, but how many of these are actually from you and not Shinwon?" He asked while looking at her as Lynn shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know. When I was done I would always returned Shinwon the phone and he always found a way to get it back to you when I was done." "No wonder." He then looked over at Lynn in a shy manner. "Could you tell me which ones were actually yours so I can delete the ones that aren't?" "Um, no, because I would just end up deleting all of them myself."

Yuto frowned while he brought his mobile device back to him as he was about to offer it to Lynn to look through all of the notes. "Now why would you wanna go and do that, Lynn?" "Because, Yuto, I know that my words are probably cringy as fuck now that I think back on it." Lynn said with a disgusted face as she recalled all the words she had written for him. "Super cringe-worthy." He laughed as he nodded his head. "Although true, but I like them." He cast a glance in her direction as Lynn made a face at him. "Hey those were your words not mine, but at least I have proof if you ever try to deny anything." "Whatever, Yuto."

The male put his phone away as he ate a chicken bit. "Y'know, here's your chance to say those words to me now face to face." "Why?" The female eyed him suspiciously after finishing her guava boba. "All you need to know is that I like you and we'll leave it at that." "Not uh, Lynn. Not gonna happen. Now you really have to tell me you like my company and that you can't stop thinking about me and all the other things you've mentioned before we confirmed our feelings for one another." "Um, why do you want me to do that, Yuto? Why can't you do that instead. Why can't you say all those things to me, too, now that we're face to face."

Lynn countered as she didn't want to openly said it to his face now because she could feel the shyness creeping up on her, but now she felt even more shy when she heard Yuto talk about her. "Okay then, Lynn." He shot her a gentle smile. "When I first saw you in our math class I liked how your hair was in this weird bun because you used your own hair to tie it with. I was surprised that you girls could do something like that with your own hair." "Are you being serious now?" Lynn scoffed as she shot him a playful glare. "You remembered that?" "Yes. Now give me the chance to continue." He grinned as Lynn rolled her eyes, but let him go on.

"Then when class was over you ran into me because you were in a hurried to go to your next class or something. I don't remember what it was that you were off in a hurry for because you never rushed out of class since that first day." Lynn groaned because she remembered why. "Ugh, that was because I was trying to rush out of there because I thought you were cute and then I caught your eye." Yuto let out a chuckle as Lynn eyed him. "Shut up. You had a very intense stare that sent me different vibes and I thought you were going to murder me or something for looking at you the wrong way." "That's just how I look." "I know."

He chuckled as he rested his forearms onto the table with a playful look on his face. "Shall I continue, Lynn?" "No thank you, Yuto. Please don't. I don't need you bringing up our past encounters." Lynn shook her head as she also rested her arms on the table. "Besides, Yuto, can't we just enjoyed the present?" "If that actually means taking chances and making memories with you, Lynn, I would love that." She rolled her eyes, but smile. "Cool. So what now?" Yuto reached over to take her hands with his. "I could walk you back to your dorm or maybe we can just walk around until you wanna call it a night." "I favor the second one." "Let's go then."

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Sadness Behind a Locked Door

Request- Hello! May i request a Jaemin scenario where he cheats on you and you find out. And the ending is up to the author. Thank you!

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Author’s note; hola. I am beyond sorry for how long this took. We haven’t posted much due to problems in our personal lives. But surely we will be more active from now on. On here as well as on our other blog @peachyfanfics !

(My baby 🥦🥦 -Jamz)

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Jaemin entered the dorm while being completely exhausted. He dragged his feet and kept his shoulders low. Practice was always such a bum and it never failed to make him exhausted. As he began raising his head he saw Chaeyoung, a girl he’d been seeing at the same time as you. She stood up and ran to him.

“Jaemin-ah~ why do you overwork yourself!?” She began speaking with a whiny voice.

“Cause’ it’s what I do. It is why I love and I will do anything to keep it.” Jaemin replied while tossing his bag from practice across the floor.

Then the other boys came in. It was a big laughing herd. It all got silent though when they saw Chaeyoung holding Jaemin’s shoulder.

“Yah! What is this? Jaemin I thought you were dating Y/N?” Taeyong asked with concern about Jaemin’s current actions.

“Aish. NOTHING! How many times do I have to say? There isn’t going on between us two. Okay?” Jaemin answers with anger annoyance apparent in his tone.

“Okay~ if you say so.” Lucas teased and then led everyone out of the living room.

Chaeyoung was extra careful when around the boys. Any small mistake in words for her and they would know. From them they’d tell you. Which wasn’t a good thing.

“What are we going to do Nana? This secret has been kept far too long. Y/N is gonna find out soon.” Chaeyoung continued “plus you love me right? Not Y/N.”

“That isn’t a question I have a real definite answer to.”

“Come on Jaemin! You’ve been cheating on Y/N for a month now and you still can’t make up your mind on whether or not you don’t love her. Its obvious you. If you did you wouldn’t be with me.”

“Stop Chaeyeong. The reason I am with you has not a thing to do with Y/N so leave her out of this.”

“wow obviously you aren’t who I thought you were. I am sick and tired Jaemin it is either me or her. Pick.”

“No. I-I can not.”

All conversations ends abrutly at the sound of a knock at the door.

“Um, I thought today was supposedly for us only.”

“It was Chaeyoung I told Y/N I was too tired to go out.”

Jaemin then proceeds to answer the door. His heart drops when he sees your face.

“Y/N.”

“Jaemin who is that?” You softly whispered with a shaky voice.

“Chaeyoung. A girl from SM. A friend of mine.” He replied.

“Oh. Is that how it is? I see you have made your choice. Well Y/N I am Chaeyoung Jaemin’s second girlfriend.”

Your heart dropped at her words. You had come to the dorms to comfort Jaemin since you knew he was tired because of work. And you just got the worst news.

“O- I- um. I will leave you two then. As for Jaemin, don’t even try to explain this. You cheated on me and lied about it. It is over.”

You didn’t even let him say a word before you turned around left. As you made your exit you felt tears welling in your eyes. The other people entering the dorms looked at you confused. Everyone knew you were dating Jaemin, it wasn’t a hidden secret that was kept from the public either. Fans knew of the relationship you two were and weren’t too happy at first but warmed up to it.

After all you guys had been through... all the backlash and heartbreaking hate you guys overcame together. And Jaemin just decided to treat you as if you were less then him. Never in a million years would you ever let him do that to you.

The tears running down your cheeks increased when you saw happy couples that reminded you way too much of Jaemin. You unlocked the door to your house and closed it (locked it) the second you got in. Whatever did you do to Jaemin to deserve this harsh unfair treatment.

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Jaemin sat alone in his room after Chaeyoung left. He couldn’t take his mind off the way your eyes seemed so heartbroken. He couldn’t take his mind off the fact your face became shaky whilst stuck in this situation. He couldn’t take his mind off the fact that he did that to you.

What kind of human being would hurt the one they “love” by loving someone else?

Jaemin messed up big time now. And he doesn’t if can ever make things go back to the way they were.

- one year later -

You sat at the arcade waiting for your date to show up. Two hours had passed already and they still weren’t here. You looked around at all the other couples around laughing and having fun with each other. A deep sad sigh was emitted from you as the realization hit you that you had been stood up. All hope left you as you turned off your phone and started to walk away.

There hasn’t been a day in your life since that day with Jaemin where you haven’t missed him. However, you knew with great pain was a great cause for it. You couldn’t go back to him. He was the man who treated you as if you were less than him. He was the man who cheated on you and if you were to go back he could do that exact same thing. You knew you weren’t suppose to feed into an unhealthy relationship and you weren’t planning to.

As you were walking you felt a few rain drops on your faces. Not sure if it was going to rain or not you check the weather on your phone.

‘Crap’ you thought to yourself as you read that it was raining.

Immediately you run into the nearest store to you right now. You took out your wallet and payed for one of the prettiest umbrellas you could find. The second you were about to leave, it was pouring. You opened the umbrella and tried dashing towards your house.

On your way to your house, you spotted a male figure outside in the rain. Without having to step any closer your heart dropped. This man looked a lot like Jaemin — the man who shattered you into broken glass. He looked great though. He looked like a fine piece of art hung in the museum for tourists to adore. Expect it wasn’t that. He was a beautiful man with many fans, but with his beauty the heavens cursed him with a dreadfully awful heart.

His heart only cared for certain people and you weren’t one of them. And if he didn’t want to open up the gates of his heart to you, why did he let you do it? He didn’t care and he never will.

Your thoughts started to trail off as you saw him sitting on the bench in front of the corner store. The place where you guys went right before your first date. Seeing him in the rain sad, alone, and depressed made you feel some type of way. He was going to get sick if he stood out in the rain like that.

Quickly you rushed back to your house and went to your closet. Luckily for this moment, you still had one of Jaemins old sweatshirts you had taken awhile back on a movie date at NCT’s dorms. You snatched it out of the closet and ran back out to him with the umbrella you just bought.

You arrived to just see him in the same exact position. The red light was lit for the cars and the walking person signal told you to cross. Which you did. Confidently you walked up to him, before you could back out of the plan.

“Here.” You stated plainly towards him.

Upon hearing the familiar voice his head shot up. Was it really you?!

“Y/N? You’ve c-come back?” Jaemin stuttered as the cold breeze passed.

“No. Just take this sweater and the umbrella. Just because we broke up doesn’t mean I can’t care for you.” Quickly you handed him the umbrella and sweater just so you can get out of there.

You let go of a heavy sigh once he took hold of it. Without merely a second going by you turned around and walked away from. Trying to let go. Let go of the feelings. Let go of the pain. Let go of him...

Then you felt a large hand grab your hand and turn you around to look at him. Ugh, Jaemin. He looked deep in your eyes as a tear slipped down his face. He softly placed his lips on yours. It felt comforting. To have a sense of connection with him again. But for right now you were forbidden from him.

The kiss last 2 seconds before you realized how wrong this way. You couldn’t just let him back into your life, at least not this easily. The grasp of his hand on your neck loosened as you gently pushed him away.

“No. I can not do this. Do you not realize how much your actions ruined me?” You argued as you saw his tears stream down.

“I know. But please just let me love you again. You were and still are my everything. I can’t afford to lose you.”

“If you couldn’t lose me, you would’ve stopped treating me like a fool and actually think about my dignity and pride. Or myself in general!”

As silence hit in between the two of you before you decided it was time. Time to leave. You swallowed your sadness and tears as you turned around once again and left.

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You entered your house and slammed the door shut (you locked it too ofc!). That’s when the tears were allowed to come out. Your sadness was only allowed to spill out when you are by yourself behind a locked door...

(This got me in my feels. But still love you Jaemin💝💝)

-Admin Jamz

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Beneath The Skin

Relationship: Remus Lupin x OFC

Summary: This is the story of one young woman's struggle with pain, inner pain, mental pain, physical pain, psychological pain, every kind of pain you can imagine. Remus Lupin understands pain, he wants her to understand that it doesn't mean you can't feel anything else, he wants her to understand that pain has absolutely nothing on love.  

Warnings: TRIGGER WARNING, heavy mentions of self-harm and suicidal tendencies, pain, angst, loss of parents, trust issues. 18+ Minors DNI

Chapter 16 - I Was Doing Okay

Rosaline had felt her mind go into a tailspin, she couldn’t focus on anything that wasn’t Lupin, nothing that wasn’t the pain of his betrayal. She’d come so far, she’d made friends in Tonks and Kingsley and enjoyed her work at the Aurors department. The bad days were easier to deal with when Tonks was there to distract her, she didn’t mind the nightly patrols with the other Aurors, she kept quiet and to herself and things just seemed to be okay again.

Of course, she was scared that Voldemort was back, but she’d made a promise to herself that she would be brave and do everything she could to protect the people she loved, she would make her mother proud.

But everything just seemed to implode when she saw the face of the man who’d made it possible and then disappeared. She didn’t hear anything for months and after a while she gave up hope that she would ever see Lupin again. Rosaline pictured his face every night before she went to sleep, knowing that just the simple act of remembering his happy, laughing face would help her to wake up and concentrate on the simple things that gave her joy. But now that was gone, when she imagined his face, it filled her with agony all over again, she couldn’t focus on the joy, she couldn’t remember the taste of the chocolate he gave her and she couldn’t stand the memory of his touch.

Rosaline knew this feeling all too well. Hatred. It was absolute hatred for Lupin and a part of her felt guilty about it, ashamed, but she couldn’t escape the feeling that he had broken the most essential promise he’d ever made her. He promised he would never leave her and that was exactly what he did.

Rosaline had gone back to work, unable to sleep and knowing that she needed more of a distraction than Tonks could give her, she turned her music on and got back to work, unlocking the dark chest in her office. She stayed there until the morning came and suddenly felt the exhaustion in her limbs.

Rosaline stood up from her desk and stretched her aching body a little, trying not to think about Lupin and failing miserably. He would have been proud, he would have loved to hear about how well she had been doing at the ministry, about the highs and lows and how she loved her office. It was clunky and full of books and boxes that had old broken equipment yet to be repaired, others filled with spare parts for Sneakoscopes and watches and other Dark Detectors that the department used. Occasionally she would need to repair brooms and there were boxes filled with parts and equipment to do just that. Her desk was more like a large worktop with a stool and her admin desk sat in the far corner with paperwork piling up on top of it.

Rosaline had her record player on a counter behind her with her albums on the shelf below, she’d filled nearly the entire cupboard with new and old music, anything that kept her busy and distracted. It was her favourite place to be and she used to think how Lupin might have visited and smiled at how well she was doing for herself, knowing she had done it all herself, but it was always a distant fantasy.

‘There you are!’ Tonks. ‘I’ve been looking everywhere for you. Have you been here all night?’

Rosaline nodded and stretched her shoulders, releasing some of the tension, before getting back to work.

‘Rosie, do you want to talk about what happened last night?’ Tonks stepped in Rosaline’s office. She didn’t mind Tonks or Kingsley or Sirius calling her Rosie, usually she preferred Rosaline, but they said it with such love and good intentions that she never corrected them or got annoyed at them for it. ‘We don’t have to talk right now, but you know you can tell me things, right? You can talk to me if something’s bothering you.’

Rosaline nodded but gave no indication that she wanted to talk about anything. Tonks eventually left her in peace to work, only really talking to her again when a new assignment came in or when Tonks decided she’d skipped enough meals and brought her a cup of tea and a sandwich. It took nearly a full hour for Rosaline to actually eat it, but she made a conscious choice not to break her promise to look after her body. She’d never broken that promise since making it, she wouldn’t start now.

Eventually Rosaline got tired enough to go home and sleep for a while, she knew she was about to have a few bad days and there was nothing anyone could do about it.

Rosaline spent the next couple of weeks, trying to avoid Lupin at all costs, sometimes she would fail in her endeavours, but used Tonks as a shield to prevent herself having to actually speak or look at him. Sirius was naturally curious and Rosaline felt sorry for him for having been locked up in his house for weeks, that she decided to tell him a little about her last year at Hogwarts and her past. Little did she know that Sirius may have had the very thing to cheer her up.

‘Right, don’t get your hopes up too high,’ Sirius explained, leading her up the stairs to one of the seemingly hundred of rooms in the Black family house. ‘But I know that there are a lot of old photos hiding somewhere in here, mostly of Order members and I’ve definitely seen one or two with Snape in them, so chances are, your mother might be in here as well.’

He began pulling out a few boxes to search through and Rosaline found herself feeling an overwhelming hope that she may have been able to see more than one photo of her mother. The one she had was wonderful, because it had both of them in the same photo, but she would have liked to have seen her mother in another light, just to know that she really existed and people really knew her.

Finally after nearly an hour of searching through boxes and countless questions over people Rosaline didn’t recognise, Sirius handed her a single photograph of a large group of people all discussing something before looking up at the camera all of them with solemn looks on their faces. Rosaline quickly scanned through, frowning as she couldn’t see her mother anywhere.

‘This was taken three days before the end of the war,’ Sirius explained, sitting down on the dusty bed next to Rosaline. ‘Not many of us left by that point and no one trusted each other, so everyone was a bit on edge, we knew we’d been betrayed by someone, but you never really knew who it was you were talking to.’ He pointed to a dark corner that led to a hallway out of the old house they were in. ‘Just watch.’

Rosaline watched Dumbledore appearing with a woman Rosaline recognised immediately. Her mother quickly looked into the main room with Dumbledore shielding her from the camera immediately before the action repeated.

‘She was a spy for us, so I’m afraid if she’s in any other photos, it’ll be like that, hiding in the background.’ Sirius said, sadly, but Rosaline was just happy that there was another picture of her mother in existence. ‘I’m sorry I got your hopes up, Rosie, I’ll keep looking through these old boxes and see if I can find a better one, but I don’t think I’ll have much luck.’

‘It’s okay.’ Rosaline sniffed, realising that she was crying a little. ‘Like you said, she was a spy, no point in denying it.’

Sirius gently placed his hand on hers and gave a sympathetic smile, his hands were a calloused and not as gentle as she would have liked, but she appreciated the gesture all the same. ‘She was very brave to do what she did, I don’t know if I could have gone through all that and still raised a child alone. Maggie was an extraordinary woman… and if I may be so bold to say, she was very beautiful, you look a lot like her, except for-‘

‘Except for the freckles.’ Rosaline finished the sentence, half smiling through her tears. ‘Lupin said that as well.’

‘Did he really?’ Sirius smiled much more warmly. ‘Well, Remus isn’t wrong, I can see why he’s so miserable at the moment.’ Rosaline frowned. ‘He’s not stupid, he knows he did something unforgiveable and he knows what it’s cost him.’

‘I don’t want to think about him.’ Rosaline said, firmly shutting down the conversation.

‘That’s okay,’ Sirius nodded. ‘But I would like to say one more thing before we head down for dinner.’ Rosaline took a moment to nod, looking up at the still handsome face of Sirius Black. ‘Let him apologise to you. You don’t have to accept it and you don’t have to say anything back, but I think it will do you both the world of good to talk about things… we’re about to fight a war Rosie, trust me when I say there’s no room for hesitation, because if you hesitate you lose people and none of us can afford that. Don’t leave things unsaid, because those are the moments you regret, the chances you didn’t take the people you let go without telling them the truth.’

Rosaline frowned, not really understanding what Sirius was talking about. Lupin had been a friend, admittedly there was something else that happened whenever she thought about him, but it wasn’t like they had any other connection.

‘If he’s making you this angry, then you might want to consider the possibility that you might still feel something for him.’ Sirius explained, which only further confused Rosaline, surely she didn’t really feel that way about Lupin. ‘You’re welcome to stay here any time you like, Rosie. There’s plenty of room and I’d hate for you to find yourself in a tight spot out there.’

Rosaline half smiled at him. ‘Thank you.’ She said, quietly and Sirius moved his hand to her back and gently kissed the top of her head in that big brotherly way that she had always heard about, but never really known, until now.

They eventually went down to dinner and few people arrived having just come off of missions or were about to head away for one, Sirius made sure that Rosie sat next to him, leaving Remus’s usual seat free, she wouldn’t know that he usually sat that there, but maybe Sirius could help the two of them resolve whatever past issues they had.

Mad-Eye had wandered in to drop off some information for Dumbledore and handed over his sneakoscope for Rosie to look at, she didn’t even ask questions, she just brought out her small repair kit and glasses and got to work fixing the cogs inside the glass spinning top.

Remus had entered only twenty minutes after Rosie started work, she’d not touched her dinner, aside from the moments when Sirius had reminded her to eat and even then it was only a mouthful. Molly just tutted in her motherly fashion, but didn’t say anything, instead she just heated the bowl of stew so that it didn’t get cold while Rosie was busy.

Remus could see that there was nowhere else to sit and nervously took his usual seat beside his friend. Sirius slid a glass of Firewhiskey in front of Rosie and she quickly downed it in one, hardly acknowledging what it was she was drinking and looking mildly annoyed at the interruption.

‘How’s it coming, Rosie?’ Sirius asked and chuckled at her nodding, again not really acknowledging what he’d said. ‘Easy fix?’ Rosie nodded again. ‘Can’t get a word in edgeways with this one.’ Sirius laughed, Remus seemed less amused by the spectacle. ‘What?’

‘Just leave her be.’ He said quietly, Sirius knew he was hoping not to disturb Rosie, but it seemed she had suddenly been alerted to his presence anyway and the tension suddenly increased between the three of them.

Rosie froze momentarily, before having an internal conversation with herself. She took her glasses off and set down her tools, not looking at either of them, she finished off her dinner and thanked Sirius quietly as he poured her another Firewhiskey. Remus smiled to himself and Sirius wondered what was happening.

‘You finished that scope yet, Carter?’ Mad-Eye called over the noise of the kitchen table. She jumped and her eyes shot to where the grumpy Auror stood waiting for his item to be repaired.

Rosie shook her head and got back to work. Sirius wasn’t an expert, but it looked like the cog had been replaced and she was just making sure the rest of it was in working order. Her hands were shaking at first, but she eventually found her concentration and after another fifteen minutes, the Sneakoscope was repaired.

She took her glasses off and sat back, placing the tips of her fingers over her tired eyes, he noticed that she never rubbed them, presumably because it would only irritate the skin and Remus had told him about her pain issue. Mad-Eye caught the movement and limped over.

‘Is that it?’ He asked, gruffly and the second she nodded, he scooped it up and left the kitchen without so much as a thanks.

Rosie stretched her neck and slowly began packing away the small tools she’d used.

‘He could’ve said thanks,’ Sirius sighed. ‘All that work you do for them, can’t even show a little appreciation.’

‘It’s fine.’ Rosie gave a half smile and shook her head. She gently began stretching her hands, feeling the cramp set in.

It was like she was purposely avoiding Remus’s eyes, trying to ignore the fact that he was sitting in front of her. They hadn’t spoken and Remus had remained unusually quiet, but Sirius didn’t miss how his old friend watched her. It was like he was making up for all the time he couldn’t see her, memorising her features and appreciating everything about her.

Sirius decided he would give Remus his chance to apologise and took a deep breath, standing up. They both suddenly looked at him as if he’d done something entirely unwarranted, surely they could handle a moment on their own.

‘I’ll be back in a moment.’ He assured them both and headed over to help Molly clear everything up from where most of the Order had simply left their empty bowls sitting for someone else to clean up.

Remus felt his mouth go dry, how could Sirius just leave him sitting alone with Rosaline? He knew that she couldn’t stand being around him, so why would he force her to sit alone with him with nothing to distract either of them? Remus knew the answer, but somehow blaming Sirius was easier than formulating an apology, not that he hadn’t thought through every word of what he would say given the chance, but nothing he thought about seemed to feel like quite enough for her.

Remus had taken full advantage of her sitting opposite him to watch her, she was so incredibly beautiful and he could have watched her for the rest of his life if he could. Her bright green eyes, shaped by those wonderfully cute freckles beneath them, her smooth pink lips that she bit down on when she concentrated, her soft dark hair draped over one side of her head and her delicate, strong hands, all those things he’d failed to notice before, he loved them.

It made his heart hurt, just watching her made him ache for her. Even Sirius could understand why he couldn’t do anything about the way he felt the last time he’d seen her. Being her teacher, it was completely inappropriate to have even remote feelings like the ones he had for her. But he wasn’t her teacher anymore and he never really felt like he was, something that Sirius was keen to point out whenever he brought up Rosaline as a subject matter.

‘Rosaline, I just want-‘ Before he could even finished the sentence, she stood up and left Grimmauld Place, striding hard for the door and not looking back.

Remus wanted to cry, he wanted to just break down in tears and take back his decision to leave her in peace, he wanted to change it so that he wrote to her every day, he told her how he really felt and he finally felt her in his arms. Sirius just looked at him and frowned, but Remus couldn’t bear himself under anyone’s gaze, so he simply left the kitchen and headed up to bed.

[catastrothicc]

one of these days i'll make a coherent intro post, however *bts vc* not today !!  hello and welcome to johnny's world where we're shit @ introductions and even worse at consistency. honestly i cant stick to shit someone assist. anyways ! i bring the last piece of the puzzle rocky, who for some unfathomable reason wasn't taken ?? and i cried ?? fate. uh right i'm 19 and i never fkcing learned how to read. mdt timezone. them/they pronouns. continue under the read more to kill some brain cells !! 

tw: physical and mental abuse/manipulation, drugs/alcohol and death/murder. 

here's his soundtrack if u wanna listen while u read 

DON'T DWELL ON THE PAST // ( i'm not even sure if i'm sticking to this [ looks @ admins nervously ] so things might change up if it doesn't fall w/ the right timeline. ) ( forgive the length the muse is real )

born on october 31st, 1995 ( happy halloween ) in deadtree, rocky was an entirely healthy baby received with much love by his mother and with some hesitance by his father. all he knew was how to shit and cry and life was a paradise, until eventually the months started rolling by that became three years and his mother was in a freak car accident that left her paralyzed from the waist down and with a bad case of major head trauma. 

rocky still firmly believes that she woke up from her coma by god's will even if her basic executive function skills and self-regulations were gone. she had to be taken care of just like him, and the doctor's promised she'd learn to eat on her own again and her speech problems would regulate. this... did not happen. maybe it would've, if she had lived longer, but rocky never got to see the day when he didn't have to help his mom bathe or brush her hair. 

his dad was the only source of income in the household besides his mom's monthly pension that the man would take and then disappear for days. he was bitter about having to raise rocky all on his own and even more bitter about the hefty hospital bills they were going to be paying off for the next several years. all the man wanted to do was laze about with a beer in his hand and a blunt in the other. 

from early on he was prone to anger and it often manifested itself physically, so rocky would always have a bruise or two somewhere on his body. it was fine as long as the man wasn't hurting his mom, and he couldn't do anything else but accept the rough treatment. 

he and his mom were becoming more and more neglected by his father, who only provided the bare minimum to eat and took his wife's pills for himself. rocky was already in school and he was that kid who always got off the bus running to get home. no one knew that he always ran to make sure his mom was okay while he was gone. 

he was nine years old when his dad handed him a bottle of morphine and explained to him that the whole bottle would help his mom get a good night's sleep for once. rocky, knowing how much his mom struggled to rest, took the bottle and put each and every pill in his moms hand and watched her drink them until the last one. she did go to sleep, of course. rocky thought he'd done good until she didn't wake up the next morning. 

he grew incredibly distant from his dad after this. he was already used to taking care of himself and his mom was the only reason he really bothered to make it home early, so after her death he got into every after-school activity he could manage, and when it wasn't enough, he ran around the streets with the older kids and pretended to be *cool*.

he started dabbling with the drug scene really early on in middle school, when he realized that his dad would never strive to be anything else but a piece of shit, so he decided to steal his pills and weed just like the man had stolen his mothers medication. he would sell them to his upperclassmen and never took any for himself because he saw what they could do, though eventually he did weed in high school and besides the occasional dose of ecstasy he doesn't do more than that.

one day, at age seventeen, he went home and his dad was gone. he waited for three weeks before he sold everything and fixed up a small abandoned house that became his new abode. with the cash he'd gotten from the car and the furniture he began growing his own hella dank nug, and eventually there was word on the streets about it. his dad had always been his unaware provider, but soon enough rocky joined a group as a dealer while selling his own stuff on the side.

he didn't want to follow under someone else so he got to the roots and offered the group's providers a better deal and eventually the business was going to him alone. people saw more opportunity with him and they flocked to his side one by one until he ran the original leader to the ground. honestly this kid was hella good in school and just as good in the streets. 

of course it didn't happen without a fight tho so talk about several near-death experiences !! the streets are dangerous children stay in school.

fast forward, he had what he intensely regrets with elaine-- honestly had a good time dating a rich ‘good’ girl until he got real bad vibes from her and it wasn't chill anymore. felt real personally attacked that she was ashamed of him and broke it tf off. fuck a fake bitch !! 

( me: plays hero by enrique iglesias for this section ) and then shiloh came ! his lord and savior. his fkcing BAE. would do ANYTHING for this boy is2g makes me so emo i'm shAKING just thinking about it. rocky truly believes this boy is his soul mate. he loves him so much oh my godfjsdh.

at this point his drug ring wasn't at all what it is now. it was relatively small and the profits weren't all that good but he was doing what he could. he had steady members who had been with him since the start and shiloh became an addition along with his best girl giselle and (eventually) barbara. honestly the dream squad nothing could stop them they were invisible. unfortunately there was a snake in their ranks and goddamn he's glad she showed herself honestly good fucking riddance barbie. he felt real betrayed after she left but if anything he thinks it made his crew tighter and stronger. still hates tht bitch tho afTER EVERYTGIH HE DID FOR HER.

( to be 10/10 honest tho rocky is a manipulative bastard and he thinks he's real slick but barbie caught on and he feels extremely attackt )

anyways so knowing that shiloh and giselle are his tru ride or die pals ( 👀 @ giselle ) the business continues and they're still the dream squad. sure they're doing shady af things and they've always been doing them but u kno what they say there ain't no rest for the wicked !! 

he didn't at all like the fact tht shiloh pursued an internship w/ the mulani family but he tried to keep it chill because he loves and supports his bae but honestly could not do it. he doesn't personally pay too many visits to sycamore city precisely bc he goddamn loathes the mulani and moon families after all they've done to his people ( esp the moon’s ) and to think shiloh was getting involved w/ them really tested him as a person. he fcking failed because of how much shiloh wanted a pass into the city and rocky held him back but he's so goddamn proud of their love like damn. he knows he doesn't offer everything shiloh wants but he's out here tryin' his best to get his bae the life he deserves even if he's the worst street rat and everybody knows it. 

( what is he secretly doing w/ all tht money tho hmmm ) 

BABY RIDE WITH ME // in regards to the *gollum vc*  precious ( the ring )

just so the squad and ex-squad can get a feel of how rocky runs the ring i'm includin' this here

so rocky makes it a point to be an approachable leader whom you can go to with your problems and he'll have your back 100%. honestly everyone's dad there's no one left out. he keeps his status as the leader not by cruel acts to show what happens to rats but by making sure he's understood by each individual member. he's not the violent type at all unless someone really tests him but this guy preaches that people understand by words and acts of kindness not by violence and torture. he needs loyalty above all else so he offers a safe sanctuary to anyone who needs it. it comes with a price ofc but all he asks is that u do ur job and he'll keep u off the streets. basically in his group everyone has each other's backs and he's involved with everyone, not only because it helps him keep close tabs on everything but because that blanket of safety for his members is very important to him. 

when it comes to his dealers he basically lets them do things their own way as long as they're not out there hurting innocent people. he pays by commission so it's really up to the dealers how much they wanna sell and who they wanna sell it to. he doesn't force his own morals onto his peeps so if they wanna sell to junkies who are gonna overdose on their next hit then that's really up to them. he just tries to guide them by telling em' the right things to do even in a shady business like their own. 

w/ that being said shiloh is also a huge part of it, being his right hand man and all. rocky isn't all too meticulous or anything fancy like that, so he leaves a lot of decisions up to shiloh and honestly they're both huge dads just running a drug ring fjsiudhfgi 

HE KNOWS HE'S SO FUCKING TALENTED // regarding his personality 

rocky is a cocky piece of shit honestly i hate it but best concept

he genuinely thinks so highly of himself ?? even though he knows he's up to Some Shit ??

anyways i just wanted to mention that LMAO but find his full list of attributes here that i jst ctrl c ctrl v from the app. honestly will tell u all about his personality. thanks for reading this long ass, terribly structured, shitty shitty intro honestly u.... deserve a medal if u got thru it. is it too late to mention tht english is not my first language fhsuidfh 

[in-mysme-hell]

Depression/Self-harm - Saeyoung

Yoosung | Jaehee | Zen | Jumin 

God Seven:

200% sure this poor bby suffers from depression to begin with

Then you add Saeran who is dealing with who knows what PTSD, depression, anxiety fuckity fuck someone needs to save him

This is one big clusterfuck of a household and so the last thing you wanna do is add your own issues to the mix

Legit both Saeyoung and you hide your issues behind morbid memes honestly, it’s a cry for help for goodness’ sake

But does your husband have any idea that you’re constantly battling crippling thoughts of worthlessness, failure, and paranoia? FUCK to the HELL NO.

Each time one of the twins has an episode, you’re also the one who deals with the aftermath. Each time Saeran throws his past in Saeyoung’s face, you feel the same gut wrenching pain that they both feel. More than a few times Saeyoung reverted back to the mask he wore in the apartment when you were dealing with all that Mint Eye business. Logically, you knew that this was just his way of protecting himself and you by pushing you away. He thought you deserved better than him fuck no, sweetheart and yet, he was also afraid that, in the end, you wouldn’t be able to love the broken man he was. After all, even his own mother couldn’t love him.

So he pushed you away with cruel words in hopes that you would be too hurt to stay and finally throw the towel in

But you were stubborn as a mule and refused to give up on the two most important people in your life Saeran is a precious bean and must be loved ok!!

Each time you refused to let him push you away and each time he ended up sobbing out apologies in your arms. You knew he didn’t mean those harmful remarks and that he loved you like crazy, but a part of you believed them…those were the same things you told yourself

You were hard to love, smothering, naïve – the list went on. You were a nuisance in their lives and you often wondered maybe they would be better off without you. They would have their own space to heal and Saeran would have his brother all to himself, which he deserved after years of separation.

Nearly every night you were plagued with nightmares – actually memories of your fights with Saeyoung at their worst

“You actually thought I loved you? Stupid, little girl, don’t you get it? You were just a distraction.” – “Stop pitying us! We’re not some charity case for you to work on just so you can feel good about yourself. We don’t need you. I don’t need you.” – “You’re going to leave anyways. One day you’ll leave, okay, no one is as good as you pretend to be. Eventually, you’ll show your true colours, like everyone else, like her.”

As guilty as you felt even thinking it, your depression was at its worst since you had moved in with the twins. Ofc, that meant nothing to you in face of how much you loved them and how grateful you were to have them in your life.

Still – you were curled up in the empty bathtub at 2am, crying softly into your knees so that Saeyoung wouldn’t wake up and discover how much of a mess you truly were. He would only hate himself more if he knew. The bunker was always set to a low temperature and so you got away with wearing long sleeves all the time. In the odd day that you couldn’t, make-up worked like magic.

It was an extremely unhealthy coping mechanism, and yet it worked and felt so good. The pain sent a rush through you, making you feel absolved. Pain reminded you that you were still alive, that you were still fighting against the odds. Considering everything Saayoung and Saeran had went through, your problems were nothing – but you still cried like a whiney, pathetic brat. You had no right to feel bad for yourself when your boys were suffering more than you could ever imagine.

It was like a punishment, every time that the blade broke skin. Maybe if you were better – more good – you could help them so that Saeyoung wouldn’t even feel the need to push you away. He would know that you were going to be by his side till the end of time and there wouldn’t be any room for doubt that you were even 0.000001% like her.

The fact of the matter was, you were never enough. Not for your family. Not for your friends. Not for your husband.

Your little pity party was interrupted when the curtain was suddenly ripped aside to reveal a confused Saeyoung. That confusion quickly changed into fear when he took in all the blood covering your arms and legs.

“M-MC?!” He climbed into the tub and pulled you into his arms. Resting his forehead on your shoulder, he mumbled against your collarbone, “No, no, not you too. You’re too good. I’ve ruined you. I couldn’t even keep my wife happy. I never deserved you. Is this god’s way of showing me how much I’ve hurt you? Oh, god. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry.”

“Saeyoung, no,” you protested, your voice hoarse from crying. “It’s not your fault. I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologize!” He recoiled and stared at you with teary eyes, completely appalled. “I-I’m the one who hurt you and –”

You hurried to explain to him that your depression was something you’d been dealing with for the better part of your life, but that only made him feel worse.

“How shitty of a husband do I have to be to not even notice that you were suffering? How could I not know? I’ll burn in the depths of hell for this.”

Nothing you could say would dispel the notion that he was to blame for this and you grew desperate.

“Listen to me,” you demanded, a firm hand on either side of his neck. “I love you, Saeyoung Choi, and nothing is going to change that. Not my depression nor yours, and most definitely not your guilt.”

He stared at you with wonder in his eyes and then rushed to get the words out, “Together. We’ll do this as a family and we’ll get better. You always believed that we would be okay one day, you believed in us. I believe in you too.”

He showed you, shamefully, the matching scars on his own wrists and broke down crying when you brushed a kiss over each and every one of them.

He pulled you in for a bruising kiss before adding, “I’ll never stop loving you, MC. I may not deserve you, but I sure as hell won’t give up something this incredible. You’re precious to me, my Goddess.”

- admin Shay

[melaninkpopimagines]

Love spelled 7 ways

admin: Jazzi

word count: 3.7k

warning: language

Damn, all seven of them could remember the moment they fell for Jasmine

Chapter 1: Namjoon:

Jasmine had come to Korea with her three best friends

Lily, Maxine and Jackie.

Lily was accepted into Seoul university, Jackie had become a teacher, Max was an exchange student, and well Jaz just wanted to take pictures.

Photography.

That’s all she could think about as a kid.

Yes her major was English. And she was almost finished getting said bachelors degree; but she wanted to be a photographer. She double majored but her grandmother would kill her for doing something as “silly” as simply majoring in photography.

So it became just her hobby. That was until her school decided to sponsor her a trip tthe beauty of a foreign country for a year.

The four friends’ plans fit right into one another. They decided to share an apartment and take care of each other.

They were flying in from different states. It was their first time even meeting each other. Butterflies found refuge in Jasmine’s stomach. She had only been away from home a few time for school trips back in high school. On top of everything meeting the three people she had long to meet for years, and it being her first time flying  had her nerves bunched on the long flight. From Louisiana to Seoul she couldn’t close her eyes one bit. Her hands shook the entire way. Even the grandmother beside her did her best to calm her. Slipping a hard candy into the girl’s shaking hand.

She thought about how different she would be in the other country.

Jaz was a heavy set girl, Her skin was a warm earthy chestnut tone with a rose blush to her cheeks, her hair was curly short, and brown with red undertones. Her cheekbones built high and thick lips. Her teeth had a slight overbite, that she tried everything on earth to correct but always moved back. She thick hips and thighs, a tummy she loathed. She was tall five foot nine inches and a half to be exact.

She didn’t think she was very pretty at all, in fact she said it all the time and you could swear her friends would leap through their phones to smack her if they could.

Her friends were beautiful. She smiled at the thought of them.

Maxine, the youngest, was their baby.

Their adorable gender fluid child, who was beautiful whether masculine or feminine. They took care of her, and each other, like sisters would.

They respected her greatly and worried about her happiness so much that it was crazy.

Maxine was mixed race, white and black. From Georgia and the sprinkles  to their little group.

Max had light golden skin, short brown hair, dark brown eyes, cute bunny like teeth, and the flushed cheeks, and glasses . She was built thick and Jaz always made sure to complain that she wished she had Maxine’s body.

“What does a 15 year old have to do with a body like that, lend it to me for a couple years.” She’d complain to her younger friend.

Maxine would just laugh at the older girl commenting that her chest was a hassle.

Next was Lily, a couple years younger than Jasmine. She was Dominican and Black.

She had a round face, high cheek bones, she had thick lips, and intensely perfect eyebrows, and glasses because she was blind as a bat. Her brown eyes were captivating but they couldn’t compete with her bright smile.

She was thick, thighs ass and boobs for days. Her skin was the color of a full bloomed hibiscus.

Her hair was long and frizzy; but still very cute. It was brown and faded to blonde at the tips, she wanted to dye it; but was always too busy. Standing at five foot one she was a little ball of fire.

Last but not least was the oldest girl Jackie, who the younger three called Jae. She had such a mature look for such a small girl.

She was five foot five, a few inches shorter than Jaz. She had skin as beautiful as a western coneflower. She had long Marley twists. She was thick as well. (Wow there’s a lot booty in the group of friends), a slender face, and she wore glasses as well. It seemed Jaz was the only one with decent eyesight.

Jae was he serious type. She was funny in her own way but very serious and motherly. She was a chemistry major. Probably the prettiest scientist you could ever meet.

Jasmine was ready to meet her girlies.

She hopped of the plain and nearly ran through the airport to find a cab, which turned out to be hard task. No one stopped for her. She heard Cab drivers often didn’t stop for foreigners but this was ridiculous. After her patience wore thin, or twenty minutes to be exact. She found a man and used her Korean to ask him to catch her a cab. She hid behind the tall fellow, with Caramel skin, dressed in all black, including a mask that covered his face. She could only see his dark eyes but he seemed older than her, in fact he kind of looked like…..Nah it couldn’t be. No way it would be that easy to meet a member of BTS, yet along be lucky enough for it to be her bias, Namjoon. She pushed such a dumb thought out of her head.

He didn’t say much, intact he seemed surprised she spoke to him at first. But he hailed her cab, even opening the door and scolding the driver for rolling his eyes at her.

His voice was deep just like….she shook her head again. Men all over the world have deep voices Jaz stop being dumb. She told herself as she buckled up.

It was an hour ride. The driver was driving god awfully slow, or at least it felt that way. Maybe she was just excited to see her friends, and the apartment they’d be sharing. He couldn’t stop the car quickly enough.she nearly jumped out of the car when she saw Max standing out in front of the building with their suitcase.

They were wearing a grey t-shirt, black hoodie, and black jeans. Jaz knew that meant her younger friend was feeling masculine. she hopped out the car, not really waiting for her bags, and running to her friend

“MAXXX” she screamed as loud as she could, grabbing the younger person and hugging him as tightly as she could.

“Jasmine???” Max said sort of surprised by the sudden attack.

The two friends rejoiced.

“Oh my god! Max have you seen the inside yet?” She asked.

Max shook his head, slowly. “I only got here a few moments before you did.” He gave a small smile. Max would tend to be a little shy, even with the friend’s had for a few years now. It’s just the way he was, especially when feeling masculine.

Even though they were all close Jaz had a special relationship with each of her friends. A certain way she interacted with each of them.

With Lilly she was like an older sister. They always picked with each other and pretended to argue about dumb things. But they loved each other and in the middle of any argument they would both admit to it. Jaz couldn’t live without Lilly. She wasn’t close to her actual siblings so she valued her relationship with Lily .

With Max she was motherly. She didn’t know what it was about the younger person but she wanted to protect him and comfort him more than anything else. She was just protective over max, and the younger person never failed to make Jasmine smile.

Jae was like her older sister or mom. She was very mature and level headed so Jaz went to her for advice and comfort. Jae always gave her the realistic sound advice she needed.

That’s why she loved her friends so dearly. They made her life better.

Jasmine ran up the stairs leading to the building’s entrance, they pressed in the code to get in. It was so exciting, they ran into the building, their luggage rolling quickly behind them. Jaz almost fell  as she got to the elevator.

the door couldn’t open quickly enough.

as it opened three men walked out, wearing all black, mouth masks, and black glasses. they walked right past them, actually knocking max’s phone out of his hand. max looked down. jaz knew he wasn’t the type to confront someone so she did.

“Hey! you can’t pay attention to where you’re walking?” she asked, walking after the guys. One of them stopped and looked back. A tall one with lanky limbs. He took of his glasses and stared at her. she noticed he was wearing the same outfit as the boy who hailed her cab.

he bowed quickly, before he quickly turned around and followed the other men.

she looked back at Max, who was leaned against the door, looking at his broken phone.

jaz came over to comfort him. “Don’t worry. When Lily and Jae get here, we’ll go get a new one.”

the younger person’s face lit up.

the next day came by quicker than expected. The four friends sat up all night and ate a bunch of take out, even though Max had school the next morning, that Jae wouldn’t allow her to miss. The first day is the most important after all.

They all passed out around dawn and ofc they would have been late if jae didn’t wake their asses up.

She had to drag Jaz outta bed.

Jaz got up and through on whatever jeans she had unpacked, a white t shirt, and a bomber jacket because she was too lazy to find anything else.

she shuffled into the kitchen, where Lily and Max were sitting at the counter sleepily eating cereal.

“Drop them off at school i’m running late.” Jae came into the kitchen as she buttoned the sleeve of her shirt.

“how am i supposed to do that?” jaz said biting down of some pizza she got out of the fridge.

“Take the car i rented from the airport. Don’t them be late yo.” she walked towards the door.

“Yes ma’am” Jaz answered, making Max giggle.

“Have a good day at work Mom.” lily added and the three of them cracked up.

they could hear jae grumbling about not having time for their mess, which made them laugh even harder.

“come on if yall are late jae will beat me in my sleep.” jaz said.

“jaz look at my uniform do i look cute?” Max asked as she twirled around, showing of her uniform.

“You look the cutest!” both Jaz and lily gawked over their younger friend’s cute attire.

Driving was always nerve racking. she called herself a bad driver because she was always such a scary driver. which is why she wasn’t surprised when she  got into an accident.

rear ended, probably cuz she got scared in the middle of a turn and stopped too quickly.

she hopped out of the car, the other girls following.

“Yo Jae is gonna fling your ass all the way back to America.” Lily laughed.

jaz rolled her eyes, “shut up hoe and get my camera.”

By the time she got her camera and started taking pictures of the damage a tall man approached her and she recognized him instantly.

“hi…I…am…very sorry….but….” jaz stopped him, telling him she spoke korean. he seemed relieved.

she recognized this man because she had seen so many pictures of him, of course he was in the background; but she knew him.

he was BTS’ manager sejin.

which meant in the car was…..she held her breath as she looked at the black mini van. she couldn’t see clearly from the tent of the front window but she knew people were in there.

“I’m sorry to do this but we are very late…here’s my insurance information. if you could please let us go i pro-”she stopped him again.

Max and lucy easily caught on and they were both speechless.

“You can go, i have the pictures needed for the claim. i just need your license plate. i can get it as you drive off.”she said holding up her camera.

Sejin bowed quickly shouting out thank you’s as he ran to the van.

Jasmine snapped as many pictures as she could of the damage and a few of the back of the car, so she could get the plate.

Weeks later, after filing the claim, there was a knock on the door. it was pretty late in the afternoon, so Jasmine was taking care of her skin routine, when their was a knock on the door.

the girls didn’t really know anyone. She couldn’t imagine who it could be.

To her surprise when she opened the door sejin was standing at the door.

He seemed very serious, bowing immediately.

“hello,Miss. were you the driver in the accident a few days ago.” he asked.

Jaz nodded, kind of scared by his tone.

“Can you come with me to my office? Our CEO would like to talk to you.” He said.

“I-Um….why?” She asked.

“It’s about the accident. Please just come with me.” He said.

She stared blankly for a second. “Uh yeah…let me get dressed.” She allowed him and she went to the room she shared with Jae.

“Jae! BTS’ manager is here. He wants me to go to bighit with him…” she managed to tell her friend.

Jae sat up quickly.

“Did they say what they wanted?” she asked Jaz

Jasmine shook her head as she moved around the space, washing her face while trying to find clothes to wear.

She sat on a green plaid skirt, a high neck black top, black tights, a splatter print bomber jacket, and cross strap platform sandals (that were her favorite). she even took a little time to apply a bit of makeup, and black lipstick.  If she was gonna be dragged into bighit she was gonna make it look sexy.

By the time she was finished dressing it seemed that jae had gathered the other girls, who had all gotten dressed.

Jae was wearing a beautiful,white, off the shoulder that was embroidered with red roses, thigh high pink boots, and metallic velvet lip. she looked like a meal.

Lily was wearing a cropped satin top (jaz remembered picking out for her the last time they went shopping), distressed jeans that hugged her curves, grunge high heels, and a light pink lip.

Max  wore a blue velvet bralet, that was set with a choker, high waist knee ripped jeans, a denim jacket that said something about peaches. white platform sandals, and a dark red matte lip.

jasmine was shocked to say the least. the group was never dressed up and looking delicious at the same time; but great minds must think alike.

“it was my car in the accident, and these two were in it, don’t you think we should come as a whole?” Jae said.

Max looked at her with puppy dog eyes, and lily was smiling and saying please. both of them knew Jasmine couldn’t resist it. she gave in as soon as she saw their faces.

There nerves didn’t settle as they arrived to the bighit building. their eyes all met when they saw the pictures of bangtan outside the building.

It was amazing enough to be in the same building they worked in.

The girls exited the car, and were escorted into the building.

Jaz held onto Lily’s hand for dear life, as they followed sejin to a meeting room.

they  waited for at least an hour in the huge room. they settled their nerves with games of 8ball with each other.

After losing 3 games in a row to Lily, Jaz slid her phone across the table.

“fuck that.” she pouted.

She heard someone clearing their throat behind her. the other girls stood up and as she looked behind her she quickly did the same.

Bang pdnim walked in casually with a big smile across his face, followed by three serious men in suits.

Jaz adored the CEO, her heart lit up at the site.

He treated bangtan well and was a dork, he was like a dad.

he stood in the front of the room.

“You must be jasmine.” he said as the three men laid out some papers.

she nodded slowly, “Yes sir.” she said.

“That means you took this picture,” one of the men started, holding up a picture, showing the back of the van she had an accident with. it was enlarged, showing an incredible shot of someone changing in the  back.

“is that Tae??” Max blurted out,

one of the men glared at her, causing her to coward back, prompting both Lily and Jae to snap threatening looks at the man., he backed off instantly.

“Do you know we can sue you for taking this type of picture and sending it to the company. What if it gets leaked. You’re in bi-” the last man started, but pdnim cut him off.

“calm down. It doesn’t have to go that far,” he started, “did you mean to take a picture like this?”

Jaz shook her head as quickly as possible.

“I’m a Bangtan fan, sir i’d never invade his privacy like that.” she said, sort of quickly, but sincerely. “I was only trying to get pictures of the back of the car as it drove away.” she added on.

Pdnim looked at her in shock, “You got such a clear shot while the car was moving??”

she nodded slowly.

Pdnim whispered into the ears of the men and they all left the room.

“jasmine, you said you were fans of my boys right?” he asked.

Jaz nodded as quickly as possible.

“We all are.” she said.

“Would you like to meet the boys?” Pdnim asked, looking at them.

their eyes met in excitement.

“That would be amazing!” Lily said.

“Then, I’d like to offer you a job as their photographer.” he said.

The girls stared at each other. unsure what to say. they all were speechless.

Even more to their shock the men came back and laid contracts in front of each of the girls.

“Jasmine. Your contract is a sub contract. meaning you will be your own company. we will pay you for your work and you may pay the other girls what you please for assisting you,” one of the men spoke, “the other girls have confidentiality contracts. if you meet the boys you must not talk about them to other people.”

Each girl read over what was in front of them and without hesitation signed.

“Would you like to meet the boys now?” pdnim asked with a huge smile.

They were lead to a studio room, they witnessed the boys practicing to a song they’d never heard before.

Jazmine felt tears swelling up.

The room smelled like sweaty boys but the girls breathed in the scent anyways. (nasties)

“boys take a break i want you to meet these girls.” pdnim said. the boys quickly  stopped their movements happy for the much needed break.

Namjoon glanced over at the girls and that’s when he saw her.

it wasn’t the first time they had met, not even the second. But each time he saw her he was more struck by her beauty.

He felt his heart, they made eye contact for just a moment when she looked away, surprised by the boys who surrounded them.

Joon couldn’t concentrate fully on what his ceo was explaining; but he caught something about photos and being welcoming.

He just kept his eyes on the girl.

The only thing that broke his gaze was the punch he got from yoongi, telling him to stop staring so hard.

Just that quickly she was walking out and they were told to get back to practicing.

Honestly he had been distracted for the remainder of their practice. But he caught the chatter of the younger three boys as they talked about how excited they were to have new photographers.

They tiredly walked into their building, tiredly trying to make their way to the dorm. the seven sweaty boys piled into the large elevator. as the doors closed, namjoon could hear a sweet voice yelling to hold the door.

Yoongi held the door, looking from his phone and in that instance he was struck again. his heart jumped as he saw her again, walking as quickly as she could with her hand filled with bags.

“Hey you’re the photographer noona, isn’t your name Jasmine!” jungkook said, trying to pronounce her name correctly.

jasmine nodded and  looked at him “Noona? we’re the same age.” she laughed. Jungkook blushed.

she quickly smiled to them but she felt nervous. then it stuck her. why were they in this building? she was too nervous to ask.

But when the elevator hit the sixth floor and everyone got off she wondered if they were here to see her or something.

“Um excuse me.” she asked namjoon in english.

Namjoon’s heart was beating out of his chest as jasmine  grabbed his arm gently.

Honestly Jaz felt the same way. she couldn’t believe she was touching him.

“Why are y'all here? did you come to see me? did you need something?” she looked up at him curiously.

Namjoon couldn’t help but chuckle at her cute expression. “No we live here. on this floor.”

he said.

Jasmine starred as she watched seokjin, yoongi, and jungkook walk into the apartment directly across from theres.

suddenly Hoseok, Jimin, and taehyung surrounded the two.

“You live here?” Tae asked.

jaz gave a gentle nod pointing over to her door.

“Yo you and your friends should come over! tonight!” hoseok starred.

Both namjoon and jaz made eye contact.

jaz was struck speechless unsure what to say. Namjoon awaited her answer. The both stared into each other’s eyes.

“what should i do?” jaz thought as the 4 boys awaited her answer, their eyes fixed on her.

she froze. Was she gonna go into bangtan’s dorm?

A/N: this is based off a wild dream i had. i hope yall enjoyed it. im surprised it got to 3k tbh i didnt feel like i wrote that much. anyways plz enjoy

-admin Jazzi🥔Y

[denitr-ia]

( update. )

||: aight about these changes that’ll be mostly effective immediate lets start with the important one, current classes Deni is taking. some have been dropped and replaced by new ones which means this hopefully opens new plot opportunities with at least few of you, and some will not be happening now ( wont be affecting anyone? here tbh as those muses have all dropped )-- I am open for past plots with the dropped courses though if ya wanna, js ;> or someone approaching him to ask why he dropped any particular one.  SO

continued

Beginner’s magic

English

3D art

dropped

Smithing & armour maintenance *

Sociology

Swimming & diving **

new courses

Potions for beginners ( he’s definitely up to no good here... )

Archery

Drawing & Painting *

Modern Dance **

* smithing & armour maintenance he only ever picked cause it was something familiar in a new environment, comfort taken in already having knowledge of this one thing at least and being able to absorb more in as well-- which lead to him realizing it’s definitely not what he wants to actually do when trying to plan his future. this leads to him picking up drawing class bc that is also something that he’s already familiar with, to a lesser extent and kept as a hobby so far ( beside using it as another tool for visioning his smithing projects ) but he wants to try if there’s any spark there to go deeper into the arts.

** long story short he used to live with these guys back in Seoul before coming to Vighulir of which two were dancers and one thing led to another Deni spent a lot of time hanging at their dance studio and eventually that and a sum of many things led to him accepting jobs as a stripper. He might argue it’s for semi-professional self improvement but reason lies somewhere in between that and why he took swimming & diving classes-- bc it seemed like easy fun and exercise and allowed him access to the pools. also it certainly was a plus to see classmates in.. less clothes. yep. he’s that guy.

anyhooo I still don’t see him joining any clubs -- esp with this line up, nothing against it but not his scene uwu *nudges yall* bringing to life a new one or two would be fun ey? ofc with admin’s approval. slips a notion about deni and @kimhyolyn-ia orchestrating a kink club somewhere there

that out of the way the rest of this is gonna be more of informative pointers what’s happened recently in his life and the people who affected that, or are doing so currently, and also a small list about.. well, things to maybe take into consideration with interactions and also a reminder to the rest beside all new and those old members who I maybe haven’t gotten to bother with this muse yet but you’d want me to ouo

lets talk a bit about his relations in IA verse and how your muse is more than welcome to take note of them as it’s not really any weird rp magic, this is most in the knowledge of the population of the school, who care to observe others at least.

he’s got a new roomie again everyone should go poke him yes @yamaken-ia

with @rxelizabeth‘s departure he has more time for other people, but she will still be very much part of his canon and their friendship is still a thing and she will be mentioned here and there in threads. you can deal with that however you like, sometimes it’s ofc easier to pretend the muse was never there but at the very least if your muse has been aware of either of them it would make all the sense to note a missing presence, as he went a good 6 months basically attached to hip with her and I refuse to erase what was a huge part of his time in the academy

while he has people he considers sort of friends he will mostly be seen with @ravan-ia now, someone he considers one of his closest friends and may or may not latch onto now that.. rest have left.

it’s no secret him and @kimhyolyn-ia are banging and they own zero subtlety in public bc who needs that lmao feel free to mention that if you want I assure neither of us or the muses care

his schedule wont change much, or the locations deni generally hangs out in but a short summary to make everything easier for yall in regards of plotting and where to catch him at what times ( this isn’t fixed by any means, but more to give direction of his typical week, excluding visits to certain other parts of the academy grounds or trips to Vighulir )

Beside taking forever and after to get ready in the mornings, from waking up to the end of the school day not a whole lot of deviation can be made, tho he might skip sometimes, rarely, it happens. class projects are always a fun thing to thread winkwink.

lunch however is spend at wherever he feels the need to go, and with whoever happens to be closest so he can bother them.

library is a place he does spent some amount of time, either right after school to deal with homework or for research, or the last few hours of the day which usually are spent less looking for books than people.

randomly goes to the academy roof

the common room/roof garden in Sol Solis dorm is a location he absolutely still goes to ( used to hang there with Eliza ) even by himself or dragging someone else along. or trying to be sneaky during free nights to smoke weed there. or get drunk. a favourite pastime >_>

Ignis dorm is another he frequently spends not only hours of a day but some nights in as well, thanks to Ren’s hospitality ( as in Deni just pretends it’s half his room now cause damn have you seen that shit so much nicer that what he was left with )

do I even need to mention Luna dorm for obvious reasons. It’s not the bar. Though he’s an occasional fan of it yes.

This said he honestly doesn’t spend much any time at all at his own room in Aqua dorm, beside other reasons he’s simply always elsewhere with someone, or if he does happen to be present he’s very rarely alone.

This leads to; Deni works at the casino in Pidvone Misto during weeknights, monday--thursday but not always every night. Which means he is usually unavailable from late evening to 3am ish at what time you may catch him returning to the dorm. usually sober but, it’s not too uncommon to witness the opposite either

free nights are a roll of a dice but if he’s not catching up on sleep like he probably really should be, or got nothing else going on best believe he’s out there clubbing and drinking all that hard earned money into oblivion

about 90% of weekends he spends in Seoul, working at one of two clubs he gets assigned between. That covers his nights. days however are generally free beside the side job he’s got. Namely dealing and doing drug runs. Coincidentally for the same people who own the nightclubs. That’s a thing yes. though someone’s stirring their spoon in this mess soon stay tuned ;>

probably forgot something but this covers the essentials already so.

extra special section!

with the arrival of another two-seventy ( at last do you hear me crying tears of joy ) @kangjun-ia I do need to mention this lil thing about Deni still keeping it a tightly guarded secret what he actually is. As it stands, no one who absolutely should know ( to his knowledge ) is aware of this and he’d prefer to keep it that way. With the exception of our late-dropped Seline & Hongbin. and other exceptions to this rule being if your muse is some type of necromancer/exorcist OR is an ancient fart and you think they would be able to tell, then ya go ahead and make it so! I’m fine with it as well if your muse has been in contact with another one of their kind in the past and would be able to pick on that particular aura.

now, development will happen of course and beside having my own plans for this entire matter I’m always down for exploring that side of him but it’s a slow burn and I’m totally fine with that tbh. if Jun is going about telling people it would make sense that your muse starts seeing/sensing the connection as, well, we do have plotted they will be acquainted so ouo put my muse in an uncomfortable spot I dare you.

K I’M DONE THANK YOU CONTINUE ON YOUR DAY-- OR COME PLOT WITH ME EITHER WAY HAVE A LOVELY DAY~  ♥