was at walgreens with my mom and when we passed by their seasonal shelf i went "maybe i should continue the yearly tradition of buying more kitschy nightmare before christmas stuff that you secretly hate?" and she very calmly said "or we could just buy dish soap"
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you know in this age of calorie counting and fad diets, where admitting to sometimes consuming sugar especially for woman might as well be a death sentence, it's surprisingly refreshing as someone prone to fainting in medical situations to have a nurse just shove an entire packet of super glucose jellybeans at you and go "eat."
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It feels so genuinely strange to feel at peace after being in crisis mode for so many years. My therapist said it takes, on average, 2 years for the results of (C-)PTSD recovery to made visible and I'm right on target for it; it's just. I feel okay and it's starting to sink in.
Good things have happened this year and they don't feel like they're gonna be taken away, I've met very good people and they don't feel out of my grasp. I'm actually getting to know myself, seeing what my autism wants from the world, the candles and incense and sprays pointing me towards sensory seeking (and that's okay!), the special interest in music pulling me in all directions (and that's okay!), spending lots of time reading and changing up what I was taught constitutes a meal by breaking it down (and that's okay!).
I don't actively dislike my field of work, have hobbies I engage in, friends I engage with, a vehicle the same year I got my license, I feel like I'm breathing for the very first time.
I'm okay, and it's starting to really feel that way.
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i have doctors appt today to get results from the xray and holter monitor, and hopefully have the doc fill out a withdrawal form for me to send to the college so I can get properly withdrawn from there, but theyre really weird about forms so I'm rly nervous about it :')
i didnt know about the form until after i'd booked the appointment so i didnt mention it on the phone when i was booking so hopefully they don't make me book another separate appt just for the form bc all they need to do for it is write their name, check off a box, fill in a date, add phone number, signature, and date signed. like that shouldn't take more than... maybe two minutes maximum to fill in ?? aughhh i wish i'd known about the form earlier so that i could've properly booked my appt for this ;-;
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YELLING god for being 25 years old (MID TWENTIES) i have 0 capability of handling any and everything WHY are things so hard for me 2 grasp like its not even hard!!! Ennywayz things are looking good for this school program, i have 90% of everything completed i just need a couple more vaccines for the medical form to go...hhhhh really wish i managed to get all this shot done before i was working Full Freakin Time but this is usually how things go for me everything always happens all at once but WE BALLIN‼️‼️ POSITIVE THINKING ONLY CLUB (TRYING SO HARD)
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they told us we had to rearrange the readers in the store. a thing that has probably been untouched for at least half a year
it was hell and it took me almost 2 hours and its only half of them
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What do people put on wishlists. Do other people actually Know they want stuff ahead of time and don’t just impulse shop like Real Millennials And Gen Z-ers smh. It’s like a carrd sometimes I see them and I’m like “I don’t want anyone to know that much about me actually.” My mom asked me my favorite color and I was like “what are you the fbi damn ma” but actually I don’t know what my favorite color is aksjdjdj
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