#oh hey Ermal was there too

[diari0deglierrori]

Irama top 5 is like when Fedez made it to the top 5/3 without anyone expecting it because while they were fighting for their lives to have Måneskin there they forgot that was even a possibility

[dalla-mia-isola-strana]

Ermal Meta and Fabrizio Moro, birthday broadcast 2020, Part 1.

Here is my English translation of the first part of Ermal Meta’s birthday broadcast with Fabrizio Moro. A thousand thanks to @himawari693 for correcting my Italian transcription: you can find it here. I will give Fabrizio Moro a low-key Cockney tinge if I want.

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ERMAL: So, I’m expecting Bizio. Fabrizio Moro. There he is. He’s joined us. … Waiting for Bizio. Bizio!

FABRIZIO: Are you there?

ERMAL: Oh la la!

FABRIZIO: Happy Birthday!

ERMAL: Hi, brother, how are you?

FABRIZIO, without pity or consideration for the poor English transcriber who doesn’t know dialects] ’Ere, wotcha duntya hair?

ERMAL: I’ve … [LAUGHS] What the fuck have you done? I’ve just had a shower, I didn’t manage to dry it in time, you’ve just got to have a go, huh? What the fuck are you laughing at, I’m usually the one teasing you and now you’re laughing. But listen …

FABRIZIO: Now Easter’s over!

ERMAL: I know, I know, and I’ve got a lovely surprise here, but what about you, have you stopped buying shirts two sizes too small to show off your pecs?

FABRIZIO: What do you think I’m going to show off now? With all the pounds we’re packing on, shut indoors, there’s not much to show off.

ERMAL: No, you’re always – look, I was saying just the other day, you’re always the DILF of Italian music, really. I know a lot of women journalists, as do you, but they come to me to talk about the real things, obviously not to you because you’re the person concerned …

FABRIZIO: What do they say, what do they say?

ERMAL: They say [MIMICS EXCITED BABBLING] “Look at him, oh, that smouldering expression, look, look!” They say they’d eat you alive. *

[* Note: literally, “they say they’d STRIP THE FLESH FROM YOUR BONES” !!!!]

FABRIZIO: Ohh!

ERMAL: Yes, but really, lots. You’re the forbidden dream of a lot of women … really. So I wanted to let you in on that. But who’s back there – your son Libero. Hi, Libero!

LIBERO: Hi, happy birthday.

ERMAL: Thank you, how are you?

LIBERO: Good.

ERMAL: How are you managing to put up with your father every day?

LIBERO: [EYEROLL]

FABRIZIO: Do you know how old he is?

LIBERO: No.

FABRIZIO: Have a little guess – who do you reckon’s older, him or dad?

LIBERO: Him – it’s a trick question.

ERMAL: You want to humour him, huh? You want to humour him.

FABRIZIO: He said you’re older!

ERMAL: No, no, but do you know what your dad said to me earlier? He said, “How old are you today?” “Thirty-nine.” “Oh, sod you, you never get there, do you? You’re never forty, you just stay there, always in your thirties.”

FABRIZIO: Listen, I wished you happy birthday … clear something up for me?

ERMAL: Sure.

FABRIZIO: I wished you happy birthday on the Instagram story, right?

ERMAL: Uhuh.

FABRIZIO: But then lots of your fans started writing saying that I hadn’t tagged you.

ERMAL: Well, quite, I saw it through screenshots because if you don’t tag me …

FABRIZIO: But I did tag you though! Because the tag’s …

ERMAL: I don’t know. You see how your dad’s older? He doesn’t even know how an @-sign works, you know.

FABRIZIO: Seriously, I did the @-sign, I wrote Ermalmetamusic…

ERMAL: But it didn’t get to me.

FABRIZIO: And I tagged you on the…

ERMAL: It didn’t get to me. Which in fact a lot of people already told you. But hey, come on, we already know you’re not very technological. How’s quarantine going, brother?

FABRIZIO: Fine, fine.

LIBERO: I play Playstation

ERMAL: You play Playstation? So do I. Me too, you know, now and then. What do you play, Libero?

LIBERO: Fortnite.

ERMAL: What’s Fortnite?

FABRIZIO: Ah, he doesn’t know…

ERMAL: I don’t know …

FABRIZIO AND LIBERO: [Whispering and laughing inaudibly, possibly agreeing that elderly Ermal probably only plays Mario Bros.]

ERMAL: Fortnite’s what … a shooting game? A shoot-em-up?

FABRIZIO: Listen, talking of games, joking aside, how are you?

ERMAL: Fine, fine. Shut in here, like everyone. Getting on with writing, but very, very slowly, really very slowly. Because, I don’t know, this seems such a weird time to me, because it’s as if … the things that occur to me to write at the moment … it’s as if I don’t have anyone to turn to, you know? Because everyone’s attention is obviously, rightly, going in another direction, you understand?

FABRIZIO: You know I’m finding it difficult too.

ERMAL: Ah, I’ve seen … I mean I’ve seen around that several people are …

FABRIZIO: I keep saying to all the colleagues hearing from lately, I’ve told almost everyone the same thing: that it’s one thing to decide to stay at home to write, and it’s another thing to have it imposed on you, right?

ERMAL: Exactly, this is almost an imposition. Everyone thinks, or maybe people imagine -- like Barico was saying a few days ago and I completely agree – many people think that in a moment like this, someone’s who’s creative can at least exploit it, give their creativity free rein, but the way I see it, creativity isn’t being nourished at the moment. Because that part of you, that pulls things out, you know how it is, it’s a bit like a hungry monster, it needs life, it needs to feed on all sorts of things, right?

FABRIZIO: I have to say, that’s how it is from a lyrics point of view, right?

ERMAL: Yes.

FABRIZIO: But from a musical point of view I’m wasting a lot of time in this room here, I turn everything on, I’ve turned everything on, I brought all the stuff I had in the basement up here, the amp for the bass, the bass, the amp for the guitar, the guitar, drums, everything, I brought it all here, making a mess, really.

ERMAL: Are you managing to record anything? Have you got stuff sketched out?

FABRIZIO: Yeah, yeah, I’ve got stuff sketched out, but like I was telling you, still not much stuff in terms of lyrics …

ERMAL: Look, luckily I wrote plenty before this, I say luckily just from the creative point of view, I mean. From October until around … from September too, but mainly from October … up until the point we were locked down, I wrote a great deal. I must have, I don’t know, 26, 27 pieces, but you know me, I’m never happy in the end. It’s just that the same pieces that I was listening to before and which I was really pumped about, I was like “Fuck, this is cool, I like this stuff,” now I listen to it and I don’t listen with the same ear as before. I don’t know if I can explain it to you.

FABRIZIO: Honestly, for me it’s always like that. In fact I’m … I often need a producer, or a discussion, you know?

ERMAL: Oh, I’ll produce for you! Don’t worry.

FABRIZIO: It happens often to me, but I think it happens to a lot of people, this thing.

ERMAL: Yeah, yeah, it happens to a lot of our friends, colleagues I mean, I happened to talk about it …

FABRIZIO: As soon as you go and listen to them … you’re saying “I’ve written the piece of my life, beautiful,” then after a week …

ERMAL: After a week you feel like taking it and throwing it all away, you delete every trace and you do it all again. At the moment, like I was telling you, I was writing a book. But I’ve got stuck. I’ve got stuck and I can’t untangle … a moment, a difficult moment in the story. [READING THE COMMENTS] They’re saying “Moro, change your earrings.” Hey, what have you got against the Moro’s earrings? Guys, do you understand that Bizio is hot, whatever he wears, whatever he does?

LIBERO: Better than Fabrizio Moro, here we have Libero Mobrici.

ERMAL: Ah! Beautiful, gorgeous! But who do you get it from, Libero? Because not from Dad.

FABRIZIO [behind a baby picture of Libero]: The cream … for anti-ageing … that I put on … what effect is it having?

ERMAL: You’ve had a crazy face-lift. But what are you smoking? [FABRIZIO SHOWS A VAPE] Iqos? Do you realise what a stink of dirty socks those cigarettes give off?

FABRIZIO: No, when you smoke it, it doesn’t smell.

ERMAL: No sure, it’s everyone else who smells it though.

FABRIZIO: I’m smoking less, though.

ERMAL: That’s great! But, how’s your voice doing? Is it all okay, because you had that phase where you were rundown. Are you properly better?

FABRIZIO: Yes, I’m better, I’m better thanks to Doctor … what’s-his-name, the doctor I went to …

ERMAL: Fussi, Fussi. Ah, I went to him too. When … two or three years ago, I don’t remember, I had a crazy rundown period. It was the summer of 2017, among other things I had to cancel a concert, because I couldn’t …

FABRIZIO: I postponed three concerts, this winter.

ERMAL: Yeah, yeah.

FABRIZIO: Then I stopped smoking, because basically, I’ve got asthma. I couldn’t smoke.

ERMAL: I’m a bit asthmatic too. But my asthma is affected by dust.  I mean dust sets off this stuff here [GESTURES AT THROAT], there’s a sort of allergy-asthma mix, it’s a mess. But lately, I’ve got to say, it’s a bit better.

FABRIZIO: Listen, we’ve got to see each other. Oh, bloody hell, I can’t cope any more.

ERMAL, teasing: You can’t cope without me, you mean? I understand. I understand.

FABRIZIO, dead serious: Exactly. Exactly.

ERMAL: As soon as we see each other the first thing we’ll do is write a song, okay?

FABRIZIO: The most … beyond the song, yes.

ERMAL: No but like first thing, without even talking, without even saying hello. We’ll turn up with our guitars and we’ll write, after that we can say everything we’ve got to say to each other. Come on. We’ve got to write something together again. It’s urgent, to exorcise this new fear. Because we come together at moments when people are afraid. At this moment, people are afraid, so we should probably do something like that. But without assuming some sort of right … purely for the sake of chasing away this feeling. We’re saying this in front of 5856 people. What is your final answer? Let’s find out*. [DRAMATIC PIANO CHORD.]

[*Note: Literally, “let’s turn it on/light it up” – Ermal’s quoting the host’s catchphrases from Italian “Who Wants To Be Your Millionaire, referring to the moment when the right answer “lights up”.]

FABRIZIO: Let’s write it, let’s write …

ERMAL: We write it?

FABRIZIO: But from home.

ERMAL: Remotely, you mean? Sure.

FABRIZIO: Remotely, we’ll write it remotely, and …

ERMAL: Shall we get on Skype?

FABRIZIO: Let’s get it on Skype, come on.

ERMAL: We’ll get on Skype, and we’ll write it on Skype.

FABRIZIO: Look, I’m talking seriously.

ERMAL: I’m talking seriously too, I’m the one who told you!

FABRIZIO: We’ll create a beautiful song … well, depending on whether we can make it beautiful. We’ll write a song. We’ll write a song and then see what comes out.

ERMAL: This time let’s start from the title. “You’ve Done Something To Me.”

FABRIZIO: “You’ve Done Something…” [LAUGHS]. No. They haven’t done anything to us.

ERMAL: It would continue… this time. With all the people who are suffering, that song, singing it in a moment like this … I don’t know. “You Haven’t Done Anything To Me” was … is, a beautiful anthem linked to that thing [that happened] there, and I’m extremely glad and proud to have done that with you, because you’re one of the people I respect absolutely the most, and you know that. Not because … you’re here right now. You know what I think of you. But in this moment … I wouldn’t feel comfortable singing it, you know, because there’s a lot of people suffering so much.

FABRIZIO: But the spirit has to stay alive. Always.

ERMAL: The spirit does, yes.

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More soon! But first, a plea. Italians, from the bottom of my heart, please stop importing English words but changing both meaning and pronunciation. Yes, I know this is Karmic payback for the sins of my own kleptomaniac thug of a language, yes, I know this plea is completely hypocritical and unjust. But I am begging you, have mercy. You might think coming across an English word every now and then would make thing easier, a nice freebie along the way, but it is in fact a bewildering nightmare every time. How, how am I supposed to know that when someone says what sounds like “lifi” he is actually saying “lifting” and now it means “face lift”? How exactly do I look that up? Non si può, that’s how.

[dreamers-queen]

I want to say this: I don't understand why people can't be happy when they discover ermal and fabrizio have a new girlfriend? Why? People are sto stupid, I read all the bad comments about ermal and fabrizio's girlfriends, both at a cinema premiere, and it's so sad? Why they wrote "he never show her in public before"? It's a good thing for me. Even if they're just friends. Live your life, let them live too!

Wise words pal, but hey: people have been like this since, like, the dawn of ‘celebrity culture’ times. Possibly even before. Sometimes it’s envy, sometimes is jealousy, sometimes people just want to see their headcanons become true and get pissed when it doesn’t happen (how many actors and actresses have been harrassed for appearing in public with someone that wasn’t who the audience was expecting? Countless, unfortunately). I’ve been there multiple times. It pisses me off, mind you, but...it’s just the dark side of the fandom life, I guess. It will pass. I’m just too happy about seeing Ermal happy to worry about it now. I’m enjoying the bliss and temporarily giving zero fucks about the negativity. 

What’s funny (well, not really funny, more like ‘extra annoying and oh god I’m too old for this shit’) is that nobody knows for sure - not yet, at least, or not that I know...? - if those two girls actually are their girlfriends or not, and yet people will try hard to psychoanalyze WHY they’re ‘showing them in public’ (as if a woman is an object a man can pull out his pocket to be ‘shown in public’, and not a human being able to chose for herself if she wants to appear in public or not, ew), WHY they’re ‘showing’ them now, WHY this, why that...when the answer to this question is just ‘because they want to’, lmao. Hell, let them breathe.

Just let me tell you something tho: try to avoid the negative comments. It’s hard, I know, but once you do...oh, magic, you just see a young, beautiful, successfull man and a pretty lady enjoying an event. That’s it. No negativity, no mental gymnastic, no WHYs, no trying to butt in their private lives, none of that stuff. It helps. And then time (and, well, Ermal himself, eventually) will tell what’s up. 

[akalover19]

A trip to the dentist

A drabble that got a bit out of hand, it's not perfect but I would like to share it :)

Ermal needs to get his wisdom teeth pulled at the dentist. And because you get kinda high of the laugh gas you can’t drive yourself so he needed someone to go with him, so Marco offered his company

So once they’re there, he can get to his appointment almost immediately. It went quick and before he knew it it was already done and he sat there in the chair, high of the laugh gas

Ermal starts to talk to himself, mumbling away. But then he starts to look up at Marco

"Psstt Marco, Marco." He giggles. "I have to tell you something " he giggles even harder

"What is it Ermal?" Marco asks curious .

Ermal waves his hand as a sign to come closer. Marco puts his ear towards Ermal and he whispers: "I lied."

"Huh? About what?" There’s a long pause before Ermal says something back

"I am in love." He covers his mouth with his hands as if he said something bad. "You- are in love?" Ermal nods and giggles again and whispers like a kid "Yeah with Bizio, I love him so much." And he shows a big smile with the cotton still in his mouth

Marco chuckles. He knew it, who didn’t tbh. So it takes a trip to the dentist for Ermal to confess it. "I'm happy for you Ermal. Fabrizio is really nice. " "Mmmm yeah he is so nice. So so nice."

"And his smile is so nice, and his voice too. And he gives the best hugs and he always caresses my hair. I love it. You know I don’t like it when people touch my hair, but I don’t care when he does it." Ermal stares dreamingly into the distance

Marco laughs. God, Ermal acts like a little kid with a crush. Its adorable

"So...does he know it? Have you told him?" Ermal grins and waved his hand again to make Marco come closer

"We kissed once. And it was so nice. But it was also weird but also nice but it felt so good." He mumbled some more but the kissing part Marco could understand

"But then he had to go." Ermal pouted. "But next week I'm in Rome so I can go to him. I think we’re  gonna kiss again." He clapped his hands

The dentist came back in the room and told them that they're ready to go. Marco helped him sit down in the car and buckled him up. Ermal fell silent for most of the time but when they almost reached his house he started talking again

''You know, I was so sad when Silvia and I broke up. I didn't think I could fall in love ever again. But then he was there and he made me happy again. I'm so happy Marco.''

''And I’m happy for you Ermal.''

They arrived at Ermal's house and Marco put him on the couch. He didn't know if he should stay or not but Ermal already fell asleep. So Marco put a blanket over him and left him in peace.

-1 week later –

Ermal is in Rome for a showcase. The band and him meet up before they all have to soundcheck

Ermal could feel Marco looking at him the whole time. Why though? Does he have something on his face?

''What is it Marco? Is there something in my hair? On my face?''

''Are you excited for today Ermal?''

''Uh yes? You know I love performing.''

''That's not what I'm talking about.''

''Then what are you talking about exactly?'' Ermal said and took a sip of his drink

''I'm talking about your boyfriend.'' Marco grinned. Ermal almost spit his drink out

''Wh- my...how? What? Huh? This is not funny Marco, I don't have a boyfriend, you know that.''

''Do I now?''

Ermal is speechless, he doesn't know what to say so he storms out the room

Marco goes after him

''Ermal? I'm sorry I didn't mean to upset you. But don't you remember what you told me last week?''

''What the hell were you talking about Marco?''

''Look, last week when we went to the dentist, you told me something.''

''What?!''

''You told me that you are in love with Fabrizio and that you kissed him once. And that today you will meet up again and hopefully will kiss again.''

Ermal got as red as a tomato. ''You weren't supposed to know...''

''Hey it's okay, I won't tell anyone.'' Ermal looks at his feet with his hands in his pocket. ''What more did I tell you?''

''That you like his smile and that his hugs are the best. And you love it when he caresses your hair. You said that he makes you happy again Ermal, you looked so lovestruck.''

A shy smile appeared on Ermal's lips. ''I'm sorry you had to put up with that.''

''Don't say sorry Ermal. we're friends, I'm happy for you.'' Marco pulled him in a hug

''Soooo….are you excited to see your boyfriend again?''

''He- he's still not my boyfriend. Yes we kissed, but we didn't have ''the talk'' yet. I hope it will happen today.'' He blushed again

''I'm sure he wants to be you boyfriend, have you seen how he looks at you? Of course he's not gonna say no.''

''You think so?'' ''Absolutely, 100%''

''Thanks Marco, for everything.''

They shared one more hug and then had to go to the soundcheck

It's a few hours later now and Ermal is on his way to Fabrizio's house. He's a bit nervous but also excited

He goes up to the frontdoor and rang the doorbell. Within a second the door swings open and Fabrizio throws his arms around Ermal's neck. ''I'm glad you're here.'' He whispers into Ermal’s ear

All the nerves were gone in an instant and Ermal tightens their embrace. It feels good to be held by him, if felt safe

''I'm glad too Bizio.''

They get into the house and sit down in the livingroom. ''I've been a bit stupid Fabri.''

Fabrizio looks scared at him ''Do you- regret what happened?''

''No! I don't! It's just that I accidentally told Marco that we kissed.''

''How can you do that accidentally?!''

Ermal told him the whole story about the dentist and how he can't remember a thing he said

''I hope you're not mad.'' He looked down and fumbled with his fingers

Fabrizio put his finger under Ermal's chin and kissed him

''I could never be mad at you.''

Ermal intertwined their fingers and caresses the back of his hand

''Erm? I've been thinking.''

'''Would you- do you-....I like you Ermal, a lot. And it would be amazing to call you something more than a friend.''

''I mean- only if you want that too.''

Ermal showed a bright smile. "Hmm let me think for a bit.''

''Of course I want to be your boyfriend!''

He nearly jumped on Fabrizio, swinging his arms around him

They kissed again but it was different then the last two times

Fabrizio held him closer, he had a hand in his hair and smiled into the kiss

It was slow yet passionate. The butterflies in his stomach went crazy. This felt amazing, and now he can have this many more times. Fabrizio is his boyfriend, it still sounded weird but oh so good

The rest of the day they snuggled up on the couch, kissed every now and then and enjoyed being boyfriends

And Ermal sent a text to Marco

To Marco:

I have a boyfriend now, just thought you would like to know ;)

[misograce]

Imagine Ermal using some albanian words everytime he and fabrizio joke around, and Bizio thinking that Ermal is probably making fun of him (but he doesn't mind - we all know why) when in reality those are sweet words because he's in love with him and he needs to express it somehow.

Hi, omg, this took me ages to write, I’m so sorry!

It started one day, they were in the studio together and joking around like always when Ermal suddenly switched to Albanian. Fabrizio pauses for a second but then doesn’t ask. It’s most likely Ermal just using the resources available to tease him and not meant maliciously so really, why should he bother.

What he doesn’t notice is Ermal’s sigh of relief when he simply takes the remarks in stride.

And so they keep on teasing each other with the odd Albanian remark slipping in every once in a while and Fabrizio just accepts that new addition to their banter.

And every time Fabrizio doesn’t ask what Ermal is saying he grows a bit bolder, calling Fabri pet names, telling him how great he looks, how much he’ll gladly spend all his time with him etc. all with the other man none the wiser.

They continue like that until one day they’re out having coffee together with Ermal’s brother.

They’re bickering again and Ermal, forgetting about his brother’s presence, slips another of his Albanian pet names.

Rinald damn near chokes on his coffee when his older brother calls Fabrizio my love

He manages to keep it together though mostly and waggles his eyebrows  suggestively at Ermal. “You didn’t tell me your relationship has become that serious”

Ermal glares at him and tries to mimic for him to shut up while Fabrizio just looks on, completely lost.

Rinald pays for his coffee and leaves, cackling to himself.

Fabrizio turns to face Ermal. “What was that all about?”

“I,,uhm, do you, do you maybe want to come back to mine and I’ll tell you there?” And Ermal honest to god blushes.

So they get up and make their way back to Ermal’s flat with an awkward silence hanging over them.

Once they’ve arrived he takes Fabrizio’s coat, tells him to sit down and goes to busy himself in the kitchen, asking if Fabri wants anything to drink? No, anything else? Maybe some snacks? Basically anything to stall for some more time.

He’s fumbling with some biscuits when he feels Fabrizio’s warm hands on his shoulders. “Hey, why are you so nervous, everything ok? C’mon, just tell me what’s been going on, and what your brother meant earlier.”

And so Ermal tells him. Tells him about all the pet names, about all the little confessions, about how he felt ready to burst with his feelings but was afraid of rejection, of loosing the friendship they had, about how the first time was a mistake, about how he continued it as an outlet for his feelings since Fabrizio never questioned it.

When he’s finished Fabrizio gently cup his face in his hands and just looks at him with the softest smile.

“Oh Ermal, amore, you don’t have to be afraid, you never had to be afraid.”

Ermal blinks. “I…you..what?”

“What I’m trying to say, doofus, is, that I love you too

[metamoromemes]

Ermal’s reaction to Fabri’s new tattoo?

I know you meant Fabri’s latest cross tattoo but at this point it’s not so new anymore (because i procrastinated, sorry) so i hope you dont mind me writing about a hypothetical new ermal/NFAMN-themed tattoo :P

When Fabri first approached his sister Romina about the idea she grinned and gave him a knowing look

(”he’s that important to you yeah?” “stop teasing me about it and get to sketching” “wow you’re really in love, brother, hehe” “if you don’t start now i swear i’ll call a different artist”)

In the end Romina does her magic again and fabri is very happy with the result

Fabri doesn’t want to show it while it’s fresh like this because it’s not as nice and he’s worried the raw, reddish skin will scare ermal

In fact he hesitates showing ermal at all because he knows ermal isn’t really a fan

Ermal himself has said that fabri has too many already and he’s scared of theswallow on his arm (jokingly, but still)

Anyway fabri decides to give it at least 2 weeks before he’s ready to show ermal

Because it’s on his back he had some problems applying the cream but other than that it’s healing pretty well

A little over a week after he got the tattoo Fabri has a show in milan so he stays over at ermal’s because it saves money and they can spend more time together

Coincidentally it rains outside so they’re both soaking wet by the time they reach ermal’s house

Fabri hates falling sick so he strips the wet clothes the moment he reaches the bedroom, it doesn’t really register in his head that he’s now half naked and his new tattoo is out on display

Ermal enters the room to hand fabri a towel and stops when he sees the scribble on fabri’s back

He notices the new tattoo instantly because 1) he memorizes every single inch of fabri’s skin (yes including the freckles) so there’s no way anything new will go unnoticed 2) he’d recognise that handwriting anywhere, because it’s his

that’s right, fabri got a tattoo of ermal’s handwriting on his left shoulderblade, beneath the one fabri’s already got on the back

and it’s not just any handwriting, it’s part of the lyrics to non mi avete fatto niente that ermal scribbled on a piece of notebook paper in anita’s bedroom

which means fabri must’ve kept it all this time

the tattoo reads “in fondo siamo umani” twisting around each other to form an infinity, with a sprig of white poppy tying the loop

it’s simple yet breathtakingly beautiful

Ermal, like drawn in by gravity, walks towards fabrizio and reaches out to touch the tattoo, fingers softly tracing the words

Fabrizio freezes and tenses up

Noticing this, ermal quickly plants soft kisses on the skin until fabri relaxes into the touch

The first thing ermal says, before fabri can open his mouth, is “thank you”

Because for him, the idea of having something permanently inked onto your skin is a lot likea lifelong promise and the weight of that shakes ermal to the core

To think that on fabri’s skin right now there’s something of ermal’s that’ll forever be there, it makes ermal wonder what made fabri do it

so he asks that very question, “why?” and fabri simply turns around and grabs his face, kissing him sweetly

“i always have things important to me inked onto my skin, to symbolize that they’re part of me. libero, anita, my songs… and you, you’re a big part of me now, ermal. when we wrote that song, it changed me forever, and i just knew i had to. i did it because you’re my everything and more”

Ermal is left speechless, he knows fabrizio puts a lot of thoughts into his tattoos but he never thought he’d actually get one for him

He kisses fabri and proceeds to show just how much he loves it

Afterwards ermal insists on putting the cream on for fabri and hey, how could fabri decline that offer?

When they cuddle that night ermal traces the tattoo over and over again, trying to commit to memory how it feels under his touch

Fabri simply smiles at the gesture and snuggles closer

(“By the way this is definitely not the last one i’ll get for you, i already have a few in mind” “oh really? like what?” “avette rotto il cazzo” “i will fucking kill you fabrizio”)

[borisbubbles]

21. SAN MARINO

Jessika ft. Jennifer Brening - “Who we are” 40th place

It always lowkey bemuses me that it took FIVE people to write this shitty ass song. It’s literally a Ralph Siegel version of “Heroes” <3 

The Eurovision Gods giveth and the Eurovision Gods taketh. For all intents and purposes, “Who We Are” is their gift to make up for all awful shit we had to endure during the preshow, for rare is the selection that reads like a literal fanfic. I don’t exactly have time to recap it all (actually, I *do* have the time, but I don’t feel like spending it on a country I’m ranking 21st, soz.), but essentially it went down like this: 

“Zoë Straub came, saw and bitchfaced her way through hundreds of hungry famewhores, only to hand the ten last mewling imps Siegelfied parodies of famous hits. Oh and the Heroes parody, sung by desperate ratchet cunt Jessika Muscat won over the one entry universally deemed competent, because robots and memes and shit”

It was an absolute shitstorm and of course it led to what was by far the shittiest entry in the entire year. I say “Shittiest” with some affection however, as “Who We Are” is entertainingly bad:   The unconvincing, generic “Be Yourself” message that only appeals to nihilistic gays <3 The palpable desperation leaking through every note and pore <3 The wee robots <3 “HEY IT’S ME JENNY B” which is a totally pointless interlude yet also the musical highlight of the song <3  Can I also mention my appreciation for Jenifer who, after spending months pretending to be her bestie, ruthlessly deleted Jessika off social media mere DAYS after the final <3  What a glorious, beautiful mess.

YET SOMEHOW THEY DIDN’T FINISH LAST <333333

All the Australian gays powerbottomvoting Jess & Jenny B to second last in the semifinal <3 (and the Maltese too I guess, but they would’ve voted for Dustin the Singing Turkey if *he* were Maltese, so no brownie points there, I’m afraid)

But we are mostly here, in this middling rank, because of the ROBOTS. It’s San Marino, so my trash expectations were fairly high. Perhaps, too high? It briefly looked as if “Who We Are” would reach the same “Nichola Murray leads the DoSAC cabinet” type of trainwreck status Fusedmarc and Remedios Amaya had previously achieved. Not only had they brought their wee robot dancers, they also had them hold up signs such as “I’M NOT YOUR TOY” and “JUSTICE4VALENTINA” and at one point had one of them PROPOSE marriage to Jessika (which she accepted!!!), which freaking hysterical. Somehow it didn’t become a smash meme? Probably because of the insipid message they went with over these alternatives:

Yet, for some reason, SMTV suddenly took the song anti-bullying message in earnest and turned the signs into “Sometimes / Size Doesn’t Matter ^__^” and in doing so scuttled most of the laffos potential. Like, ugh, now is NOT the time to become self-aware and downgrade from “hysterical” to “modestly bemusing”!!! Call me anal if you must, but plugging the geysters of gaylarity unsolicitedly is not a-okay in a semifinal this dull and incompetent!! Fortunately, DoReDos were there to make me completely forget about Messika and Jelly Bish forevermore :)  The Eurovision Gods giveth and they taketh away indeed. PS: Yes, “Rain of Revolution” still makes me chuckle at the sheer mention of it (”LOOKEEN FOR DA RAISINS HAMSTAR ON DA ROOOOOOAAAAAD” *ostentibly visible camera crew walks by in the background*). It still firmly holds up as one of my all-time fave trainwreck entries <3

PPS: since i know people will be interested, here is the robotmeme template i made: have fun, hunties.

RANKING SO FAR

21. San Marino (Jessika ft. Jenifer Brening - “Who We Are”)

22. Sweden (Benjamin Ingrosso - “Dance You Off”)

23. Austria (Cesár Sampson - “Nobody but you”)

24. Latvia (Laura Rizzotto - “Funny girl”)

25. Azerbaijan (AISEL - “X my heart”)

26. Israel (Netta - “Toy”)

27. Norway (Alexander Rybak  - “That’s how you write a song”)

28. Montenegro (Vanja Radovanovic - “Inje”)

29. Armenia (Sevak Khanagyan - “Qami”)

30. Poland (Gromee ft. Lukas Meijer - “Light me up”)

31. Greece (Yianna Terzi - “Oniro mou”)

32. Georgia (Iriao - “For you”)

33. Belgium (Sennek - “A matter of time”)

34. Italy (Ermal Meta & Fabrizio Moro - “Non mi avete fatto niente)

35. Romania (The Humans - “Goodbye”)

36. Ireland (Ryan O'Shaughnessy - “Together”)

37. Croatia (Franka - “Crazy”)

38. Belarus (ALEKSEEV - “Forever”)

39. Russia (Julia Samoylova - “I Won’t Break”)

40. Spain (Amaia & Alfred - “Tu canción”)

41. Iceland (Ari Ólafsson - “Our choice”)

42. Australia (Jessica Mauboy - “We Got Love”)

43. Czech Republic (Mikolas Josef - “Lie to me”)

[lightbanes]

so i was tagged by @sonias-world-of-fandom (edit: and @jael-or-not, thank you sweetie (◕‿◕✿)) don’t worry, i won’t kill you, i love these games, ha!

1. nickname: Monika 2. gender: female  3. star sign: taurus 4. height: 5′10 5. time: 8pm 6. birthday: may 8th 7. favorite bands: let me check my spotify playlists… i don’t have favourite bands at this moment but there used to be linkin park, 30stm and my chemical romance when i was younger. oh and i like mumford and sons too 8. favorite solo artists: fedez, j-ax, ermal meta (i love italian music so much!), taco hemingway 9. song stuck in my head: ‘new rules’ dua lipa 10. last movie I watched: spiderman homecoming 11. last show I watched: shadowhunters (2x20) 12. when did I create my blog: this one? year and a half ago but i’ve started it all over again recently 13. what do I post: mostly shadowhunters, f1, motogp, some marvel and yuri on ice sometimes 14. last thing I googled: whoa i don’t have an idea 15. do you have any other blogs: no 16. do you get asks: not really 17. why did you choose your url: because i’m obsessed with malec now 18. following: 671 19. followers: 111 20. average hours of sleep: 8h 21. lucky number: 4 22. instruments: nope 23. what am I wearing: white t-shirt and shorts 24. dream job: it developer 25. dream trip:Italy! 26. favorite food: italian 27. nationality: polish 28. favorite song right now: ‘my consequence’ hey violet

i tag @hail-andfarewell, @spreadlovelikelegs and @omg-daddario (if you’ve already done this i’m sorry!) and anybody who wants to be tagged!

[akalover19]

Awww ❤ I'm glad I made you smile ☺ Don't worry about negative anons, I'm sure it was a one off situation. But if that person ever comes back I'll fight them (ง'̀-'́)ง 😉 Well, since it's ok to send you a prompt... how about the first kiss on New Year's Eve? 🙈😏

Such a nice idea! I hope I will give you your lifejuice xd. Hahaha but jokes aside, I hope you will like it!

Ermal was pacing in rounds through his dressingroom

He was nervous for various reasons

First of all the performance he had tonight, but most importantly for Fabrizio

Ermal made a stupid promise to himself to tell Fabrizio about his feelings before the new year started…

Otherwise he will never be able to do it, he thought

Only… 2019 will begin in 4 hours to be precise

You could say he is good procrastinating when it comes these things

He’s never been good at handling feelings or crushes

Like this one time he was 19 and wanted to ask a girl out

He said to her: ‘’Do you want to…uhh do you eh.’’ ‘’What do I want?’’ ‘’Uhm do youuuu..want to tell me what time it is?’’

Yeah smooth, he even cringed thinking back at it

But he’s not 19 anymore, he’s a full-grown man in his late 30’s. Surely this wouldn’t be as difficult as back then…right?

Well, if it would have been this easy, he would’ve already told Fabrizio

But did he do it?

Nope.

So now he has 4 hours left, great, just…great

Ermal took some deep breaths and stepped out his dressingroom

He was now a man on a mission, a man with a goal. To find Fabrizio and finally confess

He didn’t even have to look around, because Fabrizio already stood in front of him when he just opened the door

Oh god

They nearly bumped into each other, resulting in the two man standing face to face, really close

Fabrizio immediately wrapped his arms around the younger man, telling him how much he missed him

Ermal responded in hugging the man back, as usual, his face in the crook of Fabrizio’s neck

Taking in that familiar scent that he missed oh so much

They pulled out the hug and looked at each other

Fabrizio showed a smile, which made Ermal’s stomach drop

‘’Bizio I- I uhm…’’ his throat had gone dry in a second

It was almost impossible to say something, let alone those words

‘’What is it? Are you alright?’’

Ermal coughed

‘’Yes, I’m – yes. I uh I missed you too.’’

Fuck, why is this so difficult

Fabrizio smiled again, but this time it was wider, brighter, with something so genuine in it

It only made it more difficult for Ermal

‘’I’ll see you later yeah? I have to soundcheck now.’’

Ermal stormed off abruptly, leaving Fabrizio confused

He has to make a plan he thought

Yes, that is a good idea. Make a plan and stick to it!

And so he did

In the last hour he would take Fabrizio apart from other people, just the two of them and then say it

Though he was scared of a bad reaction, he was confident in his new plan

Luckily (for Ermal) they didn’t see each other much for the next 3 hours

Fabrizio felt as is something was off with Ermal, something was just odd?

But he couldn’t lay his finger on it

Every time he saw Ermal, tried to get his attention or talk to him, Ermal would flee the room or pretend as is he didn’t hear Fabrizio

‘’Why does he act like this? Have I done something wrong?’’

It had hurt Fabrizio, he honestly didn’t why Ermal acted this way

Fabrizio needs to be alone for a bit, yeah get his head cleared out

One hour had gone to two hours. Two hours had gone to three. Only one hour left…

He has to do it now

Come Ermal, you can do it!

So Ermal tried to find Fabrizio. He knew he wasn’t on stage so he would be around somewhere

But Fabrizio is nowhere to be seen

Ermal looked in every dressing room, asking every person, but no one has seen him

Oh god, what am I gonna do now?!

Think Ermal, think. What would Fabrizio do if he wanted to be alone?

He would find a place where no could find him. Somewhere where no one would even look

No fans, no staff, no one

Ermal thought for a minute, where could it be?

The only place he could come up with was behind the stage curtain

No one would be there because it will open at 12 o’clock, revealing something

He didn’t even know what. Maybe fireworks on a big screen?

Anyways, he was heading over now

He had to be quick though

Because of all this procrastinating and looking around he lost a lot of time

Right now there were only 10 minutes left

Shit, 10 minutes. This will either end in me not telling Fabrizio or just in time

The venue was big, it took some time to get from one end to the other

He also had find his way to the stage, only to get weird looks back at him

Finally he was behind the curtains

It was dark, he couldn’t see much, but right in the middle sat Fabrizio on the ground

Just staring into the big black curtain, with on the other side hundreds of people

‘’Bizio?’’

‘’Oh hey.’’ Fabrizio looked up, surprised to see Ermal all of a sudden

Ermal stretched his hand out, offering it to Fabrizio to stand up

‘’Listen I need to talk to you. I’ve been wanting to say this for a long time but, I didn’t have to courage to do it.’’

‘’Wait before you say something, I also need to say something.’’

‘’No Fab-

‘’’Shhh let me talk first. Look I noticed that you are not yourself today and that you’re avoiding me and I get it, you don’t have to be around me all the time, but it’s just weird you know.’’

Fabrizio kept talking and talking, bragging on and on and on. When does this mean even breath?

Ermal didn’t even register what the other man said. All he could think about was how many minutes he has left

Time was really ticking away now. You could hear all the people from the other side cheer ‘’ONE MINUTE LEFT!’’

One minute! Shit shit shit

‘’Listen Bizio, you have to-

‘’No Ermal I’m not done yet. Because I’ve been thinking about everything and about us blablablabla.’’

‘’5!’’

‘’BIZIO JUST LISTEN’’

‘’4!’’

‘’TO ME’’

‘’3!’’

‘’I’’

‘’2!’’

‘’LOVE YOU!’’

‘’1!’’ Ermal grabbed Fabrizio by his shirt and pushed his lips to the older mans

‘’HAPPY NEW YEAR!’’

Fabrizio froze at first, but quickly put his arms around Ermal’s neck, pulling him closer

They relaxed into the kiss, enjoying this sudden change in their relationship

Suddenly the big black curtains open, revealing them making out in front if the public and national television

They didn’t notice it at first, their eyes were closed, too much into their kiss

But hearing one big, loud ‘’OHHHH!’’ by every single person shook them out of their intimate moment

There they stood, frozen to the spot, shocked and blushing like never before

It was like time stood still right now, like in the movies when it goes slow-motion

Fabrizio grabbed his hand, pulling hard on his arm and made them leave the stage

Once out of the public eye, everything became clear again

Realisation kicked in making Ermal stare at Fabrizio with big eyes

He was speechless

Has this really happened? This certainly wasn’t part of the plan

Ermal could kick himself in the face, already scared of the consequences

Fabrizio could see how hard the man was on himself. It broke his heart to see him like that

Fabrizio puts his finger under Ermal’s chin, making him look up into his eyes

Funny how you can communicate with someone by only looking into their eyes

Ermal knew now, that it was alright. Everything would be fine. It’s them against the world, together

‘’Happy new year.’’ Fabrizio whispered

‘’It is indeed.’’

[akalover19]

Oh, I'd love to read something about that iconic Amici moment. Ermal realizes that he's in love with Fabrizio and thinks about it for the rest of the show. Fluff at the end would be appreciated cause I don't want our boy to suffer too much ❤

Ohhh! That moment when he mouths ‘’pensa’’ andjust stares dreamingly at Fabrizio…It gave me so many feels (btw I’m sorry, it’s quite shitty. I wanted it to be better, but I couldn’tsomehow…so I’m sorry if you expected something better)

Ermal hasn’t seen Fabrizio yet

He was gonna perform pensa with one of the contestants on amici

But as always, Fabrizio is late

His train had a delay

This meant that Ermal would see Fabrizio the moment he would walk out those stage doors

To be honest, Ermal was a bit sad that he couldn’t see Fabrizio before the show

They hadn’t seen each other for a while and he just wanted to spend some time with him

But now Ermal is sitting in his seat, watching the various contestants sing and dance

Every time a new contestant came on, Ermal’s heart started to speed up, thinking Fabrizio is coming now

But damn, is he gonna be the last one? Why does it take so long?!

When is fab coming on? Ermal is getting really impatient

He just wants to see Bizio okay? To know he arrived safe and sound…that’s it

Finally, FINALLY, pensa starts playing

Irama (a contestant) sings the first chorus

Still no Bizio

The doors open, people are starting to clap and scream

And there he is, finally

Slowing walking out to the middle of the stage, showing a smile as bright as the sun

Just for a split second their eyes met

Woah

Ermal felt like his heart stopped, but the rest of his body was alive

But he couldn’t move

He was mesmerized by that man in front of him. Moving back and forth, singing with passion

It was like Ermal was in a trance, forgetting everything around him and only focussing on one thing

Without noticing, Ermal moves his lips to the lyrics

“Pensa” 》think

But that he couldn’t do, he could only watch, stare, admire

Before Ermal knew it, the song was over.

He shook his head, coming out of the trance, hearing the audience scream for Fabrizio

Woah, what just happened? I never had this before…why do I feel so…so…

Funny?

Ermal didn’t pay attention to the host talking to Fabrizio, he was too busy with scanning anything on Fabrizio. Why does he look so good?

His hair, his jacket, his trousers his, the tattoos on his arms, the necklace…

Oh god he’s smiling at me

Ermal couldn’t quite process the words he heard. Something about olimpico?

Ermal doesn’t know anymore, his head was truly a mess

It’s already time for Fabrizio to leave. Ermal didn’t know if he should feel relieved or disappointed

Fabrizio walks off the stage

Ermal’s eyes follow ever step he takes, until he’s gone

Ermal is left gobsmacked. The realisation starts to kick in

Are these butterflies I’m feeling? Do I…am I…I can’t be… in love

Right?

No of course not, don’t be ridiculous Ermal. You just missed him, that’s it.

But, for the rest of the show Fabrizio didn’t leave his mind one second

He just wanted this to be over, to go home and sleep

If it was possible, his head would have exploded with thoughts

At least, it did feel like that

Eventually the show was over and Ermal was searching the backstage area

Fabrizio was talking with someone, showing Ermal his back

Ermal’s heart starts to beat faster again, god what is Fab doing to him

‘’Bizio’’

The man turned around, showed the widest smile ever and basically threw his arms around the younger man

Ermal held him close, burying his face in Fabrizio’s neck, smelling that familiar scent of his aftershave

Their best hug was definitely when they won sanremo, but this one is a close second

This was nice, no, more than nice

It felt amazing. Just a hug felt amazing

This made Ermal wonder, what would more than a hug feel like?

He feel Fabrizio’s warm breath in his neck, his lips against that sensitive piece of skin. A wave of butterflies shoot through his entire body

Oh fuck

I’m in love

Fabrizio pulls out the hug and ruffles Ermal’s hair, he always does that

Weirdly enough nobody except Fabrizio is allowed to touch Ermal’s hair

Ermal is lost in his thoughts again and before he knows it, Fabrizio is already talking to other people

The rest if the evening Ermal just stood there, looking at Fabrizio getting all the attention by almost every woman in the room

He can’t stand the sight of it anymore

Maybe he’s feeling a little jealous

So he goes to his dressing room, moping to himself

But just when he sat down, Fabrizio came in

‘’Hey, here are you. Listen uhm, do you maybe know a hotel in the neighbourhood? Because of the delay I had no time to find an hotelroom’’

‘’Hotelroom? Nonsense. I’m not gonna let you pay when you can just stay at mine’’

‘’Really? Oh thank you Ermal!’’ Fabrizio wraps his arms around Ermal again which made Ermal have this wave of butterflies for the second time tonight

Not long after they left for Ermal’s house

Once there, they decided to watch a movie on the couch

It’s already quite late and both men are feeling more and more tired

Ermal looked to his left, Fabrizio’s eyes fell shut

The gravity did its best and Fabrizio’s head fell on Ermal’s shoulder

Sleeping peacefully with the sound of little snores

God, this man is adorable

He felt a pair of strong arms wrapping around his waist, hearing quiet mumbles

But the next one was very clear

‘’I missed you Erm’’

Ermal’s breath hitched and a soft whisper came out of his lips

‘’I missed you too Bizio.’’ Ermal’s arms also found their way around Fabrizio

And that’s how they fell asleep

In the arms of someone they missed very much, but were oh so glad to be together again

 So,this was really bad, I’m so sorry. I hoped it would turn out better than this…

[akalover19]

Hiii. I asked for the second part and thank you for writing it so fast! Wow. Thank you, for real. It was beautiful as always, I love your writing so much. But like... where's the happy ending? I wanted you to relieve my pain, not torture me even more... 😅 So yes, I would be very grateful for part 3 👀 ❤

Sorry about that, but I hope this makes it up to you❤ 

Part 1 - Part 2

Fabrizio hadn’t left his mind since that morning

After they had breakfast it was time for Ermal to leave

That wonderful morning was now one month ago. They didn’t see each other since then

But today they will meet again at this summer festival. How many of these performances they’ve already done? Ermal doesn’t know, but he does enjoy each one of them

Now he’s waiting for Fabrizio to come, looking into the distance trying to spot him

But what he did see was not Bizio…

‘’Sofia?!’’

‘’Ermal! How are you doing?’’ Sofia immediately hugged him

‘’I’m…I’m alright.’’

‘’Are you really?’’

Ermal told her the whole story of him going to Fabrizio’s house, staying there…staying in his bed. He told her everything

‘’Ermal, do you really think just friends sleep in each other’s arms? Do you really think he caressed your hair because of the great friend you are?!’’

‘’He just tried to comfort me, friends can comfort each other can’t they! Really he doesn’t see me like that, maybe it’s better like this.’’

But before Sofia could respond, they said man stood next to them

‘’Hi guys, sorry I’m a bit late Ermal.’’

‘’It’s alright Bizio. Oh this is Sofia by the way.’’

‘’Oh THE Sofia, nice to meet you.’’ God, they’re not dating again are they??

‘’Nice to meet you too Fabrizio, Ermal told me a lot about you.’’ She smirked at Ermal and he blushed

‘’Good things I hope?’’

‘’Only good things, don’t worry.’’ And then she winked at him

They talked for a bit, but then Ermal was called for something so he had to go

This left Fabrizio and Sofia alone

Well…this is awkward

Sofia could see the heart eyes Fabrizio just gave Ermal. She is sure he feel something too…maybe give him some advice?

‘’I’m sorry Fabrizio I also have to go, but it was nice to meet you! And remember love isn’t something you find. Love is something that finds you.’’ She patted his shoulder and walked away

‘’What the hell? Why did she say that?’’

He soon forgot about it when he also got called, though the phrase did stay in his head

Love isn’t something you find. Love is something that finds you

‘’Bizio, here are you! I finally found you.’’

Seriously universe…is this a sign or what?

‘’Oh hey.’’

“Are you ready for the sound check?”

“Sure, let’s go.”

The rest of the evening was alright. Like always they sang, they hugged and after that they had some drinks together and went back to the hotel

‘’I’ll see you in the morning then?’’

‘’Or would you maybe like to have another drink in my room?’’

Ermal smiled at him. ‘’Sure, why not.’’

So in they went, both now lying on the bed with a glass of red wine

‘’I’m sorry to break it to you, but this wine is awful.’’ Ermal said as he giggled

‘’That’s not my fault! It’s the hotel’s fault!’’

‘’Yeah yeah sure, I would say that too. But at least I have a good taste in wine.’’ Ermal looked over at Fabrizio with a big smirk on his face

‘’ Ào! Come here you, I’ll make you drink this stupid wine.’’

Fabrizio got on top of Ermal and pinned him down, laughing out loud

Ermal also laughed hard, trying to fight against Fabrizio

They rolled over, Ermal now on top of Fabrizio, using all his power to hold him down

‘’You’re stronger than I thought Meta.’’

‘’You’ll be surprised with the things I can do.’’

‘’Oh yeah?’’ Fabrizio wrapped his arms around Ermal’s waist, trying to make them roll over again so that he was on top

But (un)fortunately this resulted in them rolling off the bed onto floor

‘’Ouchh Bizio!’’ Ermal fell with his back on the floor and Fabrizio on top of him

‘’I’m sorry, are you hurt?’’

‘’I don’t think so.’’

They gazed into each other’s eyes, forgetting the position they were lying in

Ermal’s curls were all messy and in front of his eyes

Fabrizio slowly puts his hair to the side, revealing more of those brown eyes

How can he resist such a beautiful face when it’s so close to him

His hand wanders down Ermal’s face, his thumb now caressing his cheek

It was still silent between them, both totally lost in the moment

Ermal held Fabrizio close, with his hand on his back

Fabrizio was so lost that suddenly some words came out of his mouth

‘’You found me today.’’ He said almost whispering

‘’What?’’

‘’Love isn’t something you find. Love is something that finds you. And you…you found me.’’

Ermal’s breath hitched. Is Fabrizio saying that he loves him?

‘’Do you love me?’’ He almost feared saying it out loud and feared the answer even more

But Fabrizio didn’t say anything, he only nodded with apologetic eyes

‘’I love you too.’’ Ermal blurted out, finally, finally getting it off his chest

Fabrizio likes him more than friends! FABRIZIO LIKES HIM! It almost feels like a dream

‘’Can I kiss you…please?’’ Fabrizio had a blush coming up

Ermal already pushed his lips against Fabrizio’s

Wow, this feels good

Really good

Even better than cuddling in bed

Here they were, lying on the ground, kissing like 2 teenagers

You could say they are two idiots in love

Finally able to show it, feel it, love it

Sorry forthis shitty ending xd…I didn’t really know how so yeah…