#oh yes he is.............very pretty 😣

[mariaace]

HIIIII MARIAAA How are you??? If you're not busy or nothin or whenever you get around to it ofc, you should do the one of the Instagram thingies for Fyodor, Nikolai, of r Sigma if you haven't ^^ they're super cute and creative!! 💖 if you have or don't wanna feel free to ignore lol

Hellooooo I'm good?? Very stressed, but good hbu?? And yes ofc I'll do them and I'll tag you in the other two. This one is for Fyodor (your man) i hope you enjoy it<33

Fyodor Insta Series

Liked by Dostoevsky, Koliaa_ and 76.5K others.

Caption:Fedya... I'm lost

Comments:

Dostoevsky:Again, my darling?

↪Koliaa_:AGAIN?? HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU GOT LOST PHHDKD

↪the.one_and_only:You are literally lost every time we're somewhere without using your portals🖐🏻

↪Koliaa_:HEY! NOT TRUE

↪Dostoyevsky:It is true tho.

↪Koliaa_:FEDYA!!

Casino_owner: Where even is that?

↪the.one_and_only:I literally wrote I'm lost how tf am i supposed to know?

↪Casino_owner: Not what i meant🤨

↪Dostoyevsky: Why would you know anyway?

↪Casino_owner: It looks pretty

↪Koliaa_:Yeah not like you.

↪Casino_owner: I sighed so loud.

↪Dostoyevsky: Yeah i heard that.

↪Casino_owner: WHAT??

Liked by Koliaa_, Casino_owner and 63.5k others.

Caption: LOOK HOW PRETTY!!

Comments:

Koliaa_: And they say romance is dead🖐🏻

↪Casino_owner: It looks pretty dead to me

↪the.one_and_only: haha very funny. I hope you become pretty dead

↪Dostoyevsky: Say what now darling? Give me a few minutes.

↪Casino_owner: NONOONONONOO WAIT WAIT

Nakahara.Chuu: We are the roses from?

↪Dostoyevsky: I can show you where if you want

↪Suicide_miniac: Was that a threat??

↪Dostoyevsky: No?

↪Suicide_miniac: OH SO YOU THREATENED ME, BUT NOT HIM??

↪Dostoyevsky: I respect him more than you, yes.

Liked by Casino_owner, Koliaa_ and 84.9k others.

Caption: I love candles.

Comments:

Koliaa_: More than me?😣

↪the.one_and_only: I do not even love you??

↪Suicide_miniac: HA!!

↪Nakahara.Chuu: Nobody loves you either

↪Casino_owner: What is happening in these comments?

Ginn_Aku: Your page is so aesthetic i love it.

↪the.one_and_only:Thank you so much<33

↪Akutagawa.: You're friends with them??

↪Ginn_Aku: Yeah!!

↪Akutagawa.: How come I didn't know??

↪Suicide_miniac: You don't know a lot of things

↪the.one_and_only: Can you already kill yourself? It's taking you quite the time

Liked by Dostoyevsky, Koliaa_ and 104k others.

Caption: It sounds as beautiful as him.

Comments:

Suicide_miniac: So he can't play properly?

↪the.one_and_only: I'm coming to hunt you down.

↪Nakahara_Chuu: I'll help.

↪Suicide_miniac: CHUUYA????!!!?!?

↪the.one_and_only: Accept it. He has better standards tha whatever you are.

↪Koliaa_:PFAAA PAHAKAJAJEHFBK

Koliaa_: I also wanna hear😣

↪the.one_and_only: No.

↪Casino_owner:You a hater or something?

↪Dostoyevsky: And you are a toddler or something?

↪Casino_owner:...

↪Suicide_miniac: KDBDMDKDHHDKEJ

Liked by Dostoyevsky, Suicide_miniac and 57.8k others.

Caption: Once i become a little witch, it's over for y'all

Comments:

Ginn_Aku: I wanna read it too!

↪the.one_and_only: I'll give it to you after

↪Koliaa_: Yeah, cuz they're reading with Fedya right now🙄

↪the.one_and_only: Cry about it

↪Koliaa_:😭😭

Suicide_miniac: It looks interesting

↪Dostoyevsky: Why are you always in my partner's comments?

↪Nakahara.Chuu: Yeah btw??

↪Suicide_miniac:🤷🏻 It's fun here

↪Casino_manager: He doesn't have what to do

↪Suicide_miniac: Who's saying it

Well i hope you like it<33

@luvfy0dor-main @dazailoveschuuya @transmascaraa

© mariaace 2024 pls do not copy, translate, steal or claim any of my works!

[lewisvinga]

mystery girl | charles leclerc x fem! reader

summary; after meeting the friend of an influencer, charles becomes infatuated. unfortunately, she isn’t like her friend and doesn’t have any social media accounts until her friend finally convinced her.

fc; various girls on pinterest

warnings; ?

taglist; @namgification @louvrepool @locelscs

note; requested ! i was a bit confused so i hope this is as close to your request bc i had to switch some things up bc i was confused 😥😥😥

masterlist !

liked by yourbestfriend, pierregasly, and others!

francisca.cgomes: 🤍

tagged; yourbestfriend

yourbestfriend: we’re gonna need to go on another girls trip asap😣

francisca.cgomes: oh i agree 100%

yourbestfriend: luv u ( from me and y/n )🫶

francisca.cgomes: luv uuuu

pierregasly: ❤️

username: Y/B/F AND KIKAAAA

username: omg who is the girl in the middle? she’s gorgeous!!!

francisca.cgomes: y/n:), she’s a good friend of mine but she doesn’t have social media!

username: omg the girl in the black skirt is so pretty

username: y/n needs to open up an instagram account she’s gorgeous 😍😍

yourbestfriend: think we need to convince y/n to open up an instagram account ?🤔🤔

francisca.cgomes: oh yes.

liked by yourusername, lilymhe, and others !

yourbestfriend: mini brasil photo dump 🫶

tagged; yourusername, francisca.cgomes

yourusername: this is scary

yourbestfriend: no it is not u gorgeous drama queen

francisca.cgomes: her official insta debut 🥹

yourbestfriend: we need ******* to slide in her dms right NOW.

francisca.cgomes: pierregasly help us

pierregasly: who what

username: omg she made an instagram??

username: wonder who y/b/f is talking abt😭

username: my bet is on charles bc kika tagged pierre

username: my fave influencer 😍

username: awh her account is private :/

liked by yourbestfriend, charles_leclerc, and others

yourusername: hi instagram

yourbestfriend: and charles

yourusername: y/b/f.

yourbestfriend: her first insta post and i’m in it 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

yourusername: maybe ur the drama queen

francisca.cgomes: not the picture of u studying #studiousqueen

yourusername: trynna get my masters fr

pierregasly: charles_leclerc

yourusername: pierre jean-jacques gasly…

charles_leclerc:how about i take you on a coffee date 😁 no studying !

yourusername: hmm, i’d like that a lot😊

liked by charles_leclerc, yourbestfriend, and others

yourusername: out w cha 🌷

tagged; charles_leclerc

charles_leclerc: trés belle [very pretty]

yourusername: thank u , cha 😁🫶🫶

charles_leclerc: making very important calls right there

yourusername: i love my new bookshelf thank u sm cha 😣😣

yourbestfriend: YOU GOT HER A BOOKSHELF?? she’s never leaving her home i fear

charles_leclerc: i couldn’t resist 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️ besides, i don’t mind staying inside w her😁

alex_albon: charles mystery girl wow did he panic in front of you

lilymhe: ignore him, you’re doing amazing sweetie !🫶🫶🫶

yourusername: mystery girl?? ö

georgerussell63: ask ur bf to show u the messages of him panicking and asking about u

carmenmmundt: leave the poor couple alone 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

charles_leclerc:ignore them, chérie pls😔

yourusername: …… ok as long as u get me another book😁

yourbestfriend: NO.

francisca.cgomes: she has too many books charles don’t give in.

charles_leclerc: i am a weak man, i can’t help it

[81folklore]

i can do it with a broken heart - f1 grid

parings: gn!driver!reader x platonic!f1!grid x ex!jacob elordi

summary: after yn and their ex break up, they carry on as best they can and no one had any idea how bad they were struggling

type: social media au (smau)

notes: george is in this but he does not drive for mercedes, yn does. i also used a mixture of fem and masc pictures because i couldnt decide and thought you could just imagine whatever you wish!!

notes 2: probably the longest fic ive done so far but im pretty proud of it. the time stamps above each section are semi important so i would keep an eye on them!! also i know ive been gone for so long but i do not promise ill be back. alsoooo i know i only included a bit of the grid but i kept getting distracted and then couldn’t figure out how to include everyone!!

masterlist

march 2024

twitter

charles oh my god i cant believe my cat is finally the pfp

i have been waiting for YEARS

max yes well you better enjoy it because it’ll change soon and you’ll be back to waiting again.

lando jesus max do you have to use punctuation???

alex be glad he doesnt use captials

oscar one thing at a time lando, we dont want to scare him

max ???

lando anyway

yn mate you ok?

yourname im fine? ur scaring me you never ask how i am

lando yeah but usually your not single

lewis oh no! you and jacob split?

yourname yeah, wasnt working anymore

charles ah im sorry, that must suck😣

yourname i mean it does but its been coming for a long time so its not surprising

fernando hello! yn what is wrong? you always use emotes!

yourname theyre emojis nando, and im fine just a bit lost

fernando do not worry, i will come and find you!

yourname no, i dont mean literally just..we were together for so long i dont really know what to do now you know?

lando i get it, you wanna play tarkov with me???

yourname cheers ill get on now

george let us know if you need anything!

may 2024

yourusername

liked by mercedesamgf1, lewishamilton and 814,583 others

p✌️ was just what we needed this weekend!

thank you to everyone who came out and supported myself and the team and huge thank you to the team for working so hard all weekend⭐️

view comments

mercedesamgf1 mega job this weekend yn👊 *liked by author*

landonorris nice to share the podium with you mate

yourusername same time next race?

user33 loved seeing you back on the podium

user2 absolutely smashing it this season

user21 more podiums please🤲 *liked by author*

user3 fourth podium of the year first p✌️*liked by author*

twitter

*pretend it says after march i changed dates around last min*

august 2024

yourusername

liked by lukehemmings, charles_leclerc and 1,124,642 others

did some reading, painting and writing

baked some good food and spent time with some good people, also got a cat…not bad for summer break☀️

view comments

user66 AHHHHHH

yourusername ahhhhhhh

user26 cats name plsplspls

yourusername norman🐱

lukehemmings nice music👍

yourusername woah arent you the guy who wrote mum?!

mercedesamgf1 ready to see you back on the podium

yourusername always!!!!

user74 have you had funnnn??

yourusername yesss!! ive been doing lots of things i enjoy, basically treating every day as my birthday😋

twitter

*was supposed to write them instead of her sorry!! was doing two stories at once and kept getting mixed up😅*

october 2024

yourusername

liked by mercedesamgf1, gracieabrams and 1,291,638 others

p☝️ for the 3rd time this season, very very pleased

huuuuuge thank you to the team, every single one of you who worked tirelessly over the summer break and every moment since then, these have been for you⭐️

view comments

user55 what a good season to be a yn fan *liked by author*

user6 these races have been incredible to watch, so proud

yourusername ⭐️⭐️

gracieabrams woop woop!!!!

yourusername 😝😝

user2 gracie??

user41 why have we not had any personal photo dumps yet😕😕

user88 right we miss seeing you yn!!

yourusername sorry guys😣ive been suuuper busy working on something i just honestly forgot

user41 NEW PROJECT?? WHEN?? (also pls dont feel bad we love u)

yourusername soon!! (and i love u guys too)

twitter

november 2024

yourusername

liked by taylorswift, lewishamilton and 3,689,921 others

tagged: taylorswift

i cannot believe i get to say this, but my new friend taylor just released a new album and i was able to write a song on the album

im honestly not sure how this came about but i had so much fun writing this and expressing all my thoughts and feelings in a way ive never done before

i poured my life and soul into this song and im so glad taylor is the one who is singing it and really bought it to life

send some love to my friend and go and stream THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT (most importantly i can do it with a broken heart😉)

comments have been limited

taylorswift thank you for trusting me with this song, so much love🤍

yourusername NO THANK YOU!!! i will be forever grateful⭐️⭐️

twitter

yourusername added to their story

seen by taylorswift, lewishamilton and 729,282 others

charles i feel completely betrayed yn

fernando oh no😟! what did yn do?

charles THEY DIDNT TELL ME THEY WERE WRITING A SONG??

AND WITH TAYLOR SWIFT HOW COULD YOU☹️☹️

yourname sorry charles, surprise?!

charles ill forgive you because its a good song

yourname thank you my life just got infinitely better!

yuki very good song yn! has been on repeat☺️

yourname thanks yuki, glad you like it!!

lando I LOVE IT TOO

but seriously are you ok?!

yourname yeahhh im better now

was just a lot to navigate

lewis glad you found an outlet! but remember you can always talk to any of us

yourname i know and i appreciate it, i really do

alex yn was that twitter thread right?

yourname mate youre going to have to elaborate

alex user56tweetlink

yourname oh pretty much yeah

some things were changed with taylor but not much

fernando just listened to the song yn! very nice👍well done!

yourname thank uu

max good song yn!

now

lando can you please tell me what you meant on your twitch stream!

oscar max is kind of scary

max dont make me talk about that interview next oscar!

[wontheworld]

“we’re f**ked”

Paring: fem idol! y/n x idol !Niki

Genre: fluff (?)

Summary: Y/n and Niki are both idols that are secretly dating, y/n and Niki are chosen to be music bank mcs what happens when he flirts a little to much?

Warnings: cursing, none otherthat I know of!

Notes: not proofread! Enjoy this first Niki fic lols 🤞😻

Word Count: 626

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊

“Y/nnie!”

“Niki!”

“Music Bank!!” Y/n and Niki said smiling

“Oh Niki it seems we have vampires in the building!” y/n pouted cutely while gasping.

Niki smiled at her, “oh no y/n!! I’ll save you I won’t let them bite you!” Niki said as she still pouted.

“Niki! I think they’re romantic vampires they said come “kiss me and bite me” to me!” Y/n said gasping again.

“I’ll kiss and bite you first!” Niki said as yn looked at him.

she frowned while side eyeing him, “Niki what are you even saying- anyway let’s welcome”

“Enhypen!” They both said before separating to each side

“One! Two! Connect! Hello we are Enhypen!” The seven boys introduce theirselves.

They said a few things about their comeback and information before Niki asked a question.

“Y/n why don’t you show us some of the bite me choreography I taught you!” Niki said making the boys cheer

Y/n shook her head before covering her face in embarrassment, “I’d rather not!” She said as all the boys whined

“Come on let’s sing it so you can do it!” Jungwon said as Niki nodded

“Come here and get some 남겨줘 on my neck 네 거란 증거, just come over and bite me” the boys sang as she danced

after she finished she covered her face again as all the boys cheered, “You did so good Y/n!” Niki said as she shook her head

They finished as she bowed to them after they left and the camera turned off.

“Niki you seriously are going to get us caught” Y/n scolded him as he rolled his eyes.

“Your group is next!!” He said as she sighed before getting in the camera as her group came on the stand behind them hiding

“People keep asking me what is my ideal type Niki what should I do!!” She said sighing in-front of the camera

He hummed for a minute, “Hmmmm tell them I’m your ideal type and you’re my ideal type!” He winked as her as she smiled.

“Let’s welcome Astral!!” They both said as the girls popped up

“Resemble the stars! Hi we are Astral!” y/n and the rest of her group bowed as Niki cheered

“You guys came back with a new hit can you tell us what’s it’s about?” Niki questioned

Their leader Chaeyeon spoke, “Our new song ‘Ideal Type’ talks about of course having a ideal type and how a girl falls in love with someone that isn’t her ideal type!” Chaeyeon said as they girls smiled

“Niki do you have a ideal type!” Another member Haeun questioned.

“Yes my Ideal type is Y/n!” He said as the girls laughed while y/n frowned while shaking his head

“Just kidding my ideal type is engenes and y/n’s ideal type is starlights!” He said as the girls clapped

They finished their very last interview as Y/n sighed as the camera came off.

“Niki the hell is wrong with you you’re going to put both of us in hot water!” She said as he laughed in her face

“You looked extra pretty today how could I not flirt! With my beautiful girlfriend!” He said as she shook her head.

After she went home a notification popped up from Chaeyeon.

채언니 (chae unnie): there’s so much videos from the interview today

채언니: ㅋㅋㅋ Niki seriously got you guys exposed

yn: 😣 ik!! I told him to stop but he wouldn’t

채언니: that kpop channel Sojang already posted it saying ‘YN from Astral and Niki from Enhypen are flirting? Or even more than that, DATING!!’

yn: fuckkk!

She quickly called Niki as he picked up fast after the first ring, “Hello beautiful”

“Niki we’re fucked”

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©️wontheworld

Song for today:

[distorted59]

girlll im thinking about modern 90s jason (black album era w the undercut fr) and i literally feel like he'd be such a good boyfriend likeee youre definitely his lockscreen and his homescreen

i need more to read abt this man😣😣🙏🙇‍♀️

OH DEFINITLEY!!!!!

He's such a sweetheart!!! very romantic and also a goofbal, but he can also be pretty intimidating and agressive.

like, he can be so overly sweet with you, all lovey-dovey shit. sweet little kisses here and gentle touches there. but, if he feels like it, he would rawdog you with any chance he'd get.

if we're talking about modern!90sJason, he would in fact have you everywhere on his phone. lockscreen, homescreen, and widgets!! cute little pics of the two of you <3.

literally texts you everyday;

"Hey, baby. I just wanna say i luv you <3!"

"Aww! I luv you too Jase <3!"

would he sent you freaky pics? definitley.

he makes you laugh so much, he has such a good heart. just wants to show you his love in any way he can. lots of cuddles and you can really talk to him about anything, he'll always listen. <3

whenever he comes home and is tired, cause the boys have been nagging on him all day. either slow, heartfelt and comforting sex. where you hold him in your arms all night. shushing him and saying that everything will be alright, and that he's very talented.

or

he would pound into you from behind, gripping your hips so tight it sure as hell is going to leave some bruises for you to find the next day.

"Mine." he says through gritted teeth. "only mine, fuck i needed this."

he pounds harder into you and you can barely keep yourself upright. your knees and elbows hurt and you're starting to shake.

"keep up for me, pretty girl, c'mon."

yes, me loooooves Jason <3

[simping4-2manyppl]

Hi there! Can I request a Bill (2023) x yn (a fem!reader, who is also in the band and married to Bill ) fic where they react to fanfictions or edits abt them (abt Bill and yn back in the 2000s) during an Instagram live with the other members please ?

Take care 🫶🏻

Bill Kaulitz 🎤

“Memories”

AHH LITERALLY LOVE THIS REQUEST SMM!! IMMA DO MY VERY BEST!

Bill x y/n

I feel like this one turned out bad since i rushed it 😓 so sorry about that pookie 💔 may be some spelling mistakes!

You woke up, feeling the other side of the bed empty. You groaned, getting up and rubbing your eyes. You got up and made you way to the kitchen making coffee as you saw your husband fixing up his phone, positioning it so its facing him.

"Okay guys, now that everyones in here i thought we should do something that SOOO many people have been asking us to do." Bill said, laughing.

"Oh wait! Y/n!" He said turning around, motioning for you to come over. You picked up your coffee and made your way over to him,

"yes my love?" you said sitting down next to him, sipping on your coffee as you waved at the phone.

Seeing everyone wave, you smiled and pit your coffee on the small coffee table you guys had. "Hello everyone." You said giggling, "So?" you said turning to bill.

He smiled at you, "People have been requesting us to watch some edits i think thats what theyre called and fanfiction" (get ready guys 😣) he said with a big grin on his face. You furrowed your eyebrows and looked at him, “ill send them in our group chat so we can all see them at the same time.” bill said, pressing send.

You put your head on his shoulder, looking at the video, it was one of your guys concerts from when you were younger. “Oh gosh.. we were so little!” you said, a warm smile appearing on your face. “You were about 13 years old and i was only 14” he said, chuckling. “Exactly! Super young.” You said.

The edit was you and bill singing while there were some clips of tom, gustav, and georg playing. “When georg had his long hair!” you said laughing, “i was always jealous of his luscious hair.” You said, as georg laughed. “I know, everyone was.” He said winking, “it was beautiful.” He said, causing you to all laugh.

You watched more edits as they contained small clips of interviews you guys did when you were younger or other clips that you would sometimes record or someone else. You could remember them as if they were from yesterday, you felt old as you looked at your crazy younger self. Over the years you have had crazy looks as you never got to figure yourself out, you remember borrowing either tom or bills clothes or youd buy some clothes of your own but youd always prefer everyone else’s.

It was cute, looking back at how youthful you all were and you still were pretty young but just seeing your teen self brought back some of the best memories.

The last video bill showed was an edit of your guy’s wedding, including the members as they were also apart of it.

You loved seeing memories of the day you finally married the love of your life, you felt yourself smiling super hard as you looked at bill, “this is adorable, thank you my love.” You said giving his a small and quick kiss. “I love seeing these videos of our wedding, tom looks so silly right there.” He said laughing, “hey! No i dont.” He said rolling his eyes and he clicked on a new filter.

“Tom how do you get that, i want the cool filters too.” Bill said, whining and pressing on the screen, trying to figure out on how to get the filters. You rolled your eyes and laughed, they were always being so silly and that was one of the things you loved about bill, the relationship he had with his brother, considering you never grew up that close with any of your siblings.

“Okay, whatever. Lets move on to the fan fiction.” Bill said excitedly. You grabbed your coffee and sipped on it, “you guys, i dont know how to work this but im going to try my best. Ill be reading it out loud.” He said and clicked on an app. “Alright..” he said looking focused, trying to figure the app out.

he finally found one after searching and the title read “Your living nightmare.” ( i told yall to get ready 😓) “Ooo tom this ones about you!” bill said as tom looked at him confused, “what do you mean.” He said, “someone wrote this about you tom!” he said and started reading it, and boy was it odd.

They would go into deep detail of the character and tom, it was crazy how they made up so many things, i mean tom? A gangster? He was probably one of the nicest people you knew, obviously it didn’t appear like that to most people since he would put up an act but now you were just nervous about the rest of the fanfiction.

You wondered what people wrote about you and bill. After bill got bored and really weirded out by the fanfic he chose a new one, something called “oneshots” you didnt know what they meant but apparently they were like little chapters but each one contained a different plot and story.

He read out some about gustav and georg, some about tom and himself, he would squeal nervously when it was about him, and youd just laugh. This ones about you.” Bill said smirking at you, “something called smut?” you furrowed your eyebrows and nodded, you were now extremely nervous, “okay..” you said as he started reading, into the middle of the chapter his jaw dropped as he put his phone down, “yeahhh… okay, lets stop right there.”

He said, still shocked. “What? What is it?” you said confused as to why he stopped. He leaned over and whispered in your ear, “its about you and like.. sex related things.” He said, your face immediately turning red. “Oh wow..” you said shocked, you definitely weren’t expecting this but maybe you should have, i mean ever since you were a teenager you did always get alot of attention and some boys would catcall you and tell you things so you were pretty used to it but you never expected someone to write something sexual about you.

You laughed it off and just finished your coffee as it was already cold from you leaving it as you were busy reading the fan fictions with bill. “Well.. this whole thing was definitely interesting..” you said placing your lips together, pressing them shut.

As you said your goodbyes the live ended and bill looked at you, “some of the things they wrote about you were pretty accurate you know.” He said smirking, “you do love to moan my name out loud, dont you mein schatz?” He said, caressing your cheek with his thumb. His face now inches away from yours. Your face now as red as a tomato, “i-“ you tried to say but got interrupted, “shh..” bill said, placing his lips onto yours, slowly kissing you as you felt the kiss turn hungry very quickly. “Lets go to the bedroom.” He said getting up and grabbing your hand. You grabbed his hand and squealed in excitement.

[dustofthedailylife]

hi hi!! i saw that you take requests(sorta), but if you don’t, please delete this ask or ignore it!!

so, recently it emerged the rumor that diluc and donna are gonna get married, or are in a possible engagement fruit from some sort of contract

now, supposing that my last supposition is correct (the contract), how would the reader reacted when diluc tells them about it, while they both are in a relationship with each other? (basically a tiny angst)

again, if you do not take requests or are too busy for them, or simply the prompt isn’t to your appeal, feel free to ignore/delete it!!

"I love you more than words can say..."

→ Masterlist || → Taglist

Pairing: Diluc x (gn!) Reader

Tags: SFW, angst to comfort, both Reader and Diluc are crying, lots of fluff, cuddles and confessions at the end.

A/N: I know this has been sitting in my ask box since September but I meant to write something for it for so long already and now I finally had time to do so. I hope you still get to see and read this. I always feel guilty for keeping some requests in my inbox for so long 😣

“Did you already hear that the young Ragnvindr is going to be wed our Donna soon? That must mean he and his current fling must’ve broken up.”

“Oh, pray tell?”

You froze in place as you heard the gossip of some oblivious bypassers. You were just standing in front of Good Hunter, buying some groceries as you heard a sentence that made your heart throb while simultaneously causing your thoughts to race a thousand miles per hour. You almost dropped the bag with groceries you were holding because of the sheer wave of panic and shock those words had inflicted upon you.

“... hey, is everything alright?”, Sara asked worriedly.

“Sorry. What did you say?”, you shook your head in order to get back to the here and now. Surely this was just one of those weird rumors without any substance again. Diluc would’ve told you if it was true, right?

“You suddenly stopped talking mid-sentence and looked like you’ve seen a ghost.”

“Ah, pardon me. I thought I heard something.”

You continued putting the remaining groceries in your bag in silence. You were so startled you even forgot what you and Sara even had been talking about prior to this incident. You paused as you considered asking Sara about the rumor and whether she has heard about it, too.

“Say, did you happen to hear about the marriage of Donna and Diluc, too?”, you hesitantly inquired after giving it some thought.

“Oh, that one. Yeah, of course. Everyone’s already been waiting forever for it to happen. After all, you don’t get to see someone marry the richest person in the entirety of Mondstadt every day. It’s pretty exciting if you ask me. Don’t you think?”

“Yes, very… exciting.”

You gulped loudly as you hurried off to the Angel’s Share where you hoped to find Diluc to confront him directly if what you just heard bore any truth. And you prayed to Celestia it doesn’t.

Not only would it mean he kept it from you the entire time and essentially lied to you, but also that he just used you. But it was just a stupid rumor, right? It had to be.

You basically barged into the Angel’s Share with panic evident on your face. It wasn’t open for business yet seeing as it was still pretty early in the day, so the only one present inside was the one you were looking for. Diluc was just carrying some things into the store room when you arrived and he immediately dropped everything to rush over to you.

“Love? Are you alright?”, he attempted to take your hand but you yanked it away. The expression on his face shifted to one of great concern.

“Don’t touch me!”, you yelled. “Stop pretending and playing me for a fool!”

Hot tears welled up in your eyes and flowed down your cheeks. You had tried to hold them back but it proved to be impossible. Even more so when you didn’t know where to put all these emotions in your heart. Anger and sadness mixed with the unsurmountable love you felt for the man before you who had also betrayed your trust.

“I don’t quite follow.”, he said, shook his head, and furrowed his eyebrows.

“Bullshit.”, you hissed. “How long do you intend to play with my heart? Just stop I know the truth…”

“What do you mean?”

“What I mean is you being engaged to Donna!”, you said with your voice barely above a whisper. Your throat felt constricted from all the things you wanted to scream out but couldn't. “What even am I to you, Diluc?”

He rubbed his hands over his eyes and let out a long sigh. You noticed that they too had become red and puffy. You had completely missed that he had started crying too and you didn’t know how to react or interpret it. Did he want to be pitied, was he just frustrated that he got caught, or was it something else?

“It is not what it sounds like.”, he breathed out as his eyes continued to fill with tears. But you were done, you didn't want to hear any excuses that he would probably just make up as well. You turned around and headed for the door as you felt him holding onto your arm to keep you from leaving.

“Please - please listen to me.”, he begged and you could feel his grip tighten on your arm in desperation.

“I’ll give you two minutes.”, you stated coldly.

You walked over to the bar and sat down on one of the stools, looking at him expectantly. And he better had a damn good excuse or this will be the last time he’d ever get to see you.

He exhaled shakily before facing you and taking both your hands in his.

“What you heard was once true… however, it is no longer. I never loved Donna, nor will I ever. You’re the only one I love and you’re the one I want to marry. I’m sorry you had to find all of this out the way you did, I should’ve told you about it way earlier. But I didn’t think it would ever resurface. My father was the one who arranged the marriage but after his passing, it sunk into oblivion and I thought it would stay there for good because I never wanted to marry someone I don't love.”

You were still shaken up but you were watching his expression carefully as he spoke and your gut was telling you that he was speaking the truth.

“Recently... Donna came up to me again and wanted me to fulfill that arrangement which I politely declined and told her I wouldn't want to marry anyone but you. She left in an angered state but I didn’t think she would go as far as to start spreading rumors. She must've intended to put me under the pressure of the public eye or cause you to leave me.”, he continued to explain with frustration in his voice.

He deeply sighed once more and reassuringly squeezed your hands a little tighter. He looked deep into your eyes and a soft smile seeped through his pained expression before he spoke again.

“So, I beg you to believe me when I say there is no other person I love. There is only room for you in my heart and there only ever will be. I don’t know what I would do if you left me. You complete me like no other.”

He wiped the tears out of his eyes with the back of his hand before looking at you once more with a heartbroken expression looking back at your equally shattered expression. So you both stood there crying, unsure whether it was out of relief or aftershocks of the initial fight had.

“You idiot.”, you sniffled through your tears as you nudged his shoulder with your fist and made an effort to throw him a playful smile. “You should’ve just told me!”

“Yes, I know… I'm so sorry.”

You got up from the stool and embraced him in a mind-numbingly tight hug while nuzzling your face into his chest and soaking in his scent. He was quick to return your embrace with a sigh of relief. He patted down your back and kissed the crown of your head softly. You felt like ten stones were lifted off your chest at once and you were finally able to breathe again.

“I love you so much, it almost kills me.”

“I love you too, Diluc. More than words can say.”

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[sminiac]

can we talk minjae hard hours please? hes been acting too fowl these days

💌 — OH MY GOSHHHH YES

Warnings — Smut focused, MDNI.

Thinking about how Minjae certainly has this duality to him that only you really get to experience in full, meaning he’s more than open to taking on the role of both dom or sub, but the days he’s feeling particularly vulnerable, a little more exhausted, he’ll come to you completely unveiled, you could see it in the way he talks, voice soft, shy, a pout to his lip that makes his cheeks appear more bulbous.

He’ll get a little too quiet, whiny if he’s feeling exceptionally needy, so you’ll have to take your time coaxing out what he’s asking of you, this time explicitly, which to him sounds teasing so he’ll get impatient, slumping into your body, face nuzzled into your neck, making you touch him with your hands.

Eventually he’ll lean close, his breath ticklish, warm against your ear, “Need you t’fuck me,” and he’ll be pawing at your hand, trying to bring it closer to where he needs your the touch most. “please.”

If you play coy, moving ever so slowly he’ll start nipping at your ear, licking, sucking it into his mouth as his hips round up in search of friction.

He’s so🫠😞 The type to lose all sense of restraint once that telling warmth spreads in his tummy as your hand fists at his cock, it’ll reach a point where you won’t even be needing to move because he’s thrusting up into your grasp with reckless abandon, and his hips ache but your hand just feels so good, so close to cumming that he couldn’t possibly care about anything else, not even the amount of noise he’s making, from the obscene ‘slick’ of his length filling out your palm to the breathy whines that only pitch higher and louder the closer he comes to getting a taste of that sweet aftershock that leaves him a babbling, trembling mess in your arms.

Minjae is also either clenching his jaw so hard that a headache is starting to curl up into his head from behind his ears, or he just can’t keep his pretty mouth shut. Saliva spilling out from the corner of his lips, tongue poking out. My gosh.

His face gets so flushed, brows knitted together as he watches the wet tip of his cock pump through your fingers because the only thought in his brain is how good you’re making him feel, sweet thing:( he just loses himself to you utterly and completely, like he’s struggling to hold his head up, thrashing around in your hold when your touches become a little more direct, his sensitivity only continuing to heighten when you’ve got him spread out for you, fingers pinching at his hardened nipples in time with the moment of your hand. Ughhhh, he just gets so whiny, tries to contain his noise but he just can’t:(

Loves when you’re holding him!! An arm wrapped around his shoulders, gently holding his head as the both of you watch you work your hand up and down his length, just loves the closeness of it😣 is also always trying to find your hand, it keeps him (semi) grounded when the pleasure becomes a little much, looks so cute squeezing at your fingers as he tries to keep himself from jolting under your touch.

On the other hand, Dom!Minjae is so🤭🤭🤭 got me giggling n shit

He gets very handsy very quickly if you aren’t acting quickly to do what he requests of you, you’re making out and he’s trying to slip his hands down your pants but you tease him by keeping your thighs pressed together, just wanting to rile him up even more? He’s prying them apart, pinning your thigh down with one hand as he adjusts himself to keep your other down with his body weight, head moving closer to your pussy so he has a good view when his fingers are slipping over your wet clit, biting out a “Keep still.” when your body reacts to his pace picking.

Something tells me that this man loves missionary, but when one or both of your legs are thrown up over his shoulder, my godddd, absolutely loses himself. Always leans down to kiss you, tongue warm, heavy in your mouth, rasping out a “Feel s’fucking good baby.”

His hands would be so warm against you, and they’re everywhereeee, def has a thing for spanking, pawing at your boobs, grabbing at your neck, at your chin to aim your view down to where he’s pumping himself into you, pressing down on your stomach, he’s doing it all, just can’t get enough if you, needs to see you, feel you in every way you allow him to.

Also the view while riding him??? The faces he’d make?????🤭 don’t evennnnn get me started.

[tackletofset]

HIIIII, may I ask for slight spoilers for dark heir??

I just want to know 😣😣

was sarcean a pretty pretty boy?👀

Or does he have some sort of rugged handsomeness to him?

I’m having a hard time imagining him HAHHA

(For science, of course, regardless thank you for you time 🫶🏻💓)

YES. YESYESYES SARCEAN IS 100000000% PRETTY BOY (like his reborn, if not more feminine)

Not rough and hypermasc like his antis thought him to be.

He has been described with feminine features such as "hair like black silks", and his body language are often very FRUITY 🍌🍒

👆 Sarcean's hair.

Oh and he doesn't have beards / facial hair.

My pfp is Sarcean btw. Tho I commissioned it before reading Dark Heir and how happy I was to find out he's exactly how I imagined✨️

SARCEAN IS A PWETTY PWINCESS ✨️

[strawberrysweetcinnamon]

Hello,

I’m glad, that as you learn to make the perfect Cappuccino, all your attempts are yummy and you can enjoy them. 💚 i am currently drinking my Italian Roast coffee (k-cup). Yummy! It is a pretty morning.

Chen announcing a new mini-album! How wonderful! I enjoyed Xiumin teasing him to produce a dance song in the behind the scenes video of New Brand.

I enjoy kdramas. I will wait for a few more episodes of Soo’s new one before I watch it. I am glad to hear you enjoyed the first ep. Do you have any fav dramas?

Years ago, I remember watching “Hello Monster” and being captivated by a particular actor. I was new to EXO and had not realized that it was Kyungsoo. He did a very good job in that drama.

I am excited for Suho and his new drama. I know he really wants to act more so, yay!! for him. Have you watched any of Chanyeol’s dramas?

Do you have a favorite look or era of Chanyeol’s? I remember you mentioned you loved his Obsession Era. And any favorite photoshoots? I loved him with his Blonde/almost white undercut hairstyle in the W Korea photoshoot.

Have a wonderful week! Your ESS ❄️🎄

Oooh, Italian Roast sounds fancy! I admit I'm not much of a connoisseur or anything 😅 I ran out of milk today so I went to get a caramel latte from the bakery nearby and it felt good even just to breathe in the scent of it. ☕️

YES, I'm curious about the Chen mini album!! I admit I'm usually not a huge fan of ballads (I think I've said it before? 😅 not sure - and there are exceptions, of course) but I REALLY loved "Shall We", it was such a gorgeous song (I guess it wasn't a "typical ballad", either!). Wonder what his next title track is gonna be like! Argh, I haven't watched the behind the scenes videos from Brand New yet, though... But I remembered how someone (I think on Facebook?) pointed out how on the "wheel of fortune"(?? not sure what the correct English term is tbh) that you see in the Brand New MV, the symbols on it point to events in EXO's recent past (like rain for Suho's mini album and the 🎉 emoji for EXO's anniversary) - that person speculated that the symbols following were indicators for future EXO activities and the next symbol up was a cloud, which they speculated was for a Chen mini album. So it turned out to be correct! 😳 I'm so curious because the next symbols were wind (which would indicate... Sehun solo???) and a sun (which that person speculated was for Chanyeol - which I DO hope, he's been waiting for SO long - but I guess it might also be Baekhyun? Though his discharge is still some time away...).

Ahem, anyway 😅 As for dramas, the only one I ever watched start to finish was "Memories of the Alhambra", I LOVED that one OMG. I admittedly started watching for Chanyeol, but since he isn't in it much, I really watched it to the end just because it was THAT good. I watched a few episodes of "100 Days My Prince" but then I sort of lost interest? It wasn't bad, I'm just really not good at sticking with things most of the time. Oh, and I watched "How Are You Bread"! Good thing it was short. 😂 Don't think I've ever watched any non-EXO related dramas... But yesss, I'm happy for Suho, I remember him saying he wants to do more acting!! 😊 As for Chanyeol's dramas (other than MotA) - I started watching "EXO Next Door" (does that count? 😂) but it was so cringey I kind of couldn't get myself to go on (not that I disliked it, it was just kind of too much for me to take?? I still want to finish it at some point!! 😂). I don't think I've watched any others...

Oof. Looks/eras for Chanyeol... There's a few. 😂 Yes, I enjoyed his Obsession look. Generally him with light pink hair (so Obsession and The War era), OR with red hair (Overdose, Ex'act/Lotto) OR with silver hair (Exodus/Love Me Right, Don't Fight The Feeling) are my favourites. But argh, the white blonde look was good, too 😣 The photoshoot question is difficult, I don't think I have too many particular photoshoots in mind... so I'm afraid I can't really answer that question, sorry dear Santa. 😓 I'll try to give it some thought...

I hope you have a lovely weekend!! 🤍

[artaxerxesthegreat]

For You- Part 2

Demetri x F!Reader

A/N: Wanted to make a oneshot, ended up making a 2 parter.

Warnings: Reader is female, she/her pronouns used, some language used, NO MINORS PLEASE, vampire reader, mentions of anxiety, burnout, google translate, pining, slowish burn

SMUT WARNING: SMUT! Baby’s first smut piece, dom/sub (?), soft Demetri (?), penetrative sex, masturbation (f), uhm cream pie? I guess

A/N 2: I was freaking out the whole time I wrote the smut portion of this so idk what all the warnings are, I’m sorry 😣!

I only own Louis and Ishtar.

Word count: 7K

Recap

“Are you sure you want to leave the Volturi, Y/N?”

“Yes, Louis, it wasn’t the best experience in the world. Plus I missed you guys!”

“…Very well, Y/N.”

——————

—3 weeks ago on the plane; 2022—

That was the end of that conversation and I still don’t know why everyone was asking about whether or not I wanted to leave Italy. Sure I was depressed when I got home, everything seemed a bit duller, empty, and quieter, but I welcomed it. Plus it wasn’t like I was never going to go back, I found myself getting anxious every time it was time to go for our yearly visit. I would spend most of my free time with Felix in the training room, which meant I would see Demetri. We never really spoke, but we did spare- just to make sure I wasn’t slacking off. Once he saw my skill was pretty much the same he would excuse himself and it’d just be Felix and myself.

I asked Felix why he always did that, but all Felix would say is, “You should ask him.”

No help at all!

I feel the plane make it’s descent and I let out a sigh as I prepare myself for the ‘time of my life’.

After the drive we are presented to the Kings who welcome us with a meal waiting.

“Ah, our guest of honor is finally here! My dear Y/N, how are you?” He holds his hand out to me smiling brightly.

“Pretty good. And you?” I hold my hand out but pause, he tilts his head in confusion, “So, like, there might… maybe, be some things in here that aren’t… nice.” He keeps his face the same as I sigh, giving up completely, “I was talking mad shit about you, bro. You have been warned.”

“You wish to be paid?”

“Oh, no that- that was a total joke-”

“Hmm, you have done a lot for us, you should be rewarded for all your time, effort and patience with us. I know it wasn’t easy teaching certain members.” He sends a glance to the twins who glare at me.

“Ah, shit. They’re gonna make my stay here a living hell.”

“They will do no such thing.” Aro pats my hand reassuringly, turning to Jane and Alec, “Leave her be.”

“…Yes, Master Aro.” They say in unison.

“So creepy.”

“The magic of twins.”

“What?” I look down at our hands, “Oh, right. You’d think I’d be used to this.”

“One would think.” He smirks, releasing my hand. “Now, you all must be hungry from your trip, come eat.”

“You are most gracious, Aro.” Louis steps forward as we watch the small group of humans be ushered into the room.

“I’m not really hungry.” I step back as flashes of blood spraying all over Caius fills my mind, “I’ll eat later, if that’s alright. I kinda want to get started on upgrading your systems.”

“There will be plenty of time for that later, for now just relax, and feast.”

“Why don’t you take it to-go?” Ishtar snickers as the humans slowly realize something isn’t quite right, “They look ready to run anyway.”

“Ha ha, Ish.” I give her a flat look, shaking my head, “Enjoy, I’ll just be up in my room.”

“Very well, Y/N.” There’s disappointment in Aro’s face, but he lets me leave.

As the doors close I can hear the sounds of screams and make eye contact with the secretary, “Party animals.”

She just smiles at me as I move towards the elevator. As the doors are about to close, a hand stops them, looking up at the person I’m filled with anxiety as I see that it’s Demetri. He pushes a human woman into the elevator, with his signature stoic face as I stop her from falling. He pushes the ‘close door’ button, never breaking eye contact with me until the doors shut.

“What the fuck.” I hold the sobbing woman in my arms as she has a mental breakdown, “Guess I’m eating in my room?”

I walk her to my room once we exit the elevator and let her sit down on the couch by the window. I hand her a glass of water as she stares off into a void, “Great, she’s broken. Whatever.” Sinking my teeth into her she lets out a stared gasp and then a soft scream as I feed on her. Draining her I let her body gently lay down on the couch as I start to unpack my things.

A few hours later, Felix opens my door laughing at the dead woman on my couch.

“What?” I snap playfully at him as he stands over the woman.

“You must be the only vampire who finishes a meal, and lays them down as if they’re sleeping.”

“Eh, she helped me, I let her look peaceful. Just cuz I’m a monster doesn’t mean I have to act like one.” I smirk, handing him a wrapped up box.

“What’s this?”

“It’s a Happy-all-the-holidays-and-your-birthday present!” Smiling brightly up at him, he just turns the box over in his hand, “Say thank you and get out, Felix.”

“Thank you, Y/N.” Laughing, he gives me a hug and takes the body out with him.

Laying down on my bed I hear a knock on my door, “Come in.”

“Hey,Y/N.”

“Heidi, what’s up?” I lean on my arms trying to hide my smile.

“Where’s my gift?”

“Gift? What gift?” I play dumb as she playfully glares at me, “Alright, alright, geez. Here you go, let me know if you need help setting it up.”

“Thank you, lovely!” She holds her new phone package close as she gives me a hug.

“No problem. Oh can you give these to Jane and Alec, please? I’d rather avoid them for a while.” I pass her their phones, “Plus, they’re already programmed so they shouldn’t have any problems.”

“I think I can do that.” She sends me a wink walking out of the room.

“Alright, I just need to give the rest of the guard their new tech, have a meeting so they know how to use it, block out time to set up a new router, get them the secretary a new monitor, and delete the huge digital footprint they’re all gonna make because of Ishtar.” Pulling off my sweater I slip it on putting on a headband, “Time to go to work.”

. . . . . . . . .

“I knew I’d find you here.” Ishtar chimes as she stands over me while I try not to rip the wires I’m tangled in in the maintenance room.

“I hate this, Ish. I thought this was going to be easier- I had a plan! SEE!” I hold up my planner covered in yellow, blue, pink highlighter, “Everything was laid out, but of course it wasn’t going to be this easy- of course some of these people had to make this as difficult as possible! Like, what do you mean you don’t know how to turn on your phone?! I gave you a pamphlet! Now, I have to make a detailed presentation about the inner workings of every phone here, get a new server up and running, do an overhaul on the computers, finish building the mainframe for all the laptops, rewire their network, clean up their digital footprint, install cameras for the tours, AND THEN! Take a look at all of their vehicles, because we don’t need to contribute to the destruction of the ozone.”

“Oh, wow. That’s a lot. Here, stop moving.” She begins carefully pulling the wires off of me helping me calm down, “When do you have to have all this done?”

“I was hoping to be done by the end of the week, but I think it’s gonna be at LEAST 3 weeks!” I sigh heavily rubbing my temples, “I’m sorry, you guys don’t have to stay that long, but it’s gonna take time.”

“Hey, hey, Y/N it’s fine. We’ll stay for as long as it takes. I know you don’t like being here for long… maybe we can have a girl’s night and go out on the town?” Ishtar sits down next to me holding my hands in hers, “Take a small break before you jump back into this.”

“I- I can’t- it sounds great, but I need to get this done!”

“Y/N, you know you can’t finish projects properly when you’re this stressed.” I shrink under her gaze.

“I- I… I know. BUT!”

“Stop.”

“…okay.”

“Just take a break, make smaller plans for each day- don’t overwork yourself. You may be a vampire, but you look like you need a nap, you have bags under your eyes… how is that even possible?” She leans forward taking in the dark color under my eyes, “There must be something more, what else is bothering you?”

“Nothing.” She gives me a look and I sigh, shagging my shoulders, “I just- it- it… I don’t really know when it started happening, but lately it’s… it feels like it’s getting harder and harder for me to leave this place. Every year we come here, stay for a day or two and go back home- but over the years our stays have been longer and longer, and each time it’s getting difficult for me to leave. I don’t know why! I hate this place, so why do I feel like staying?! Fuck! We were here three times last year for a week and a half! WHY?!” Feeling venom pool in my eyes I let out a frustrated growl covering my face with my hands. Ishtar just sighs hugging me, “What's wrong with me?”

“Nothing, nothing is wrong with you, little sister. Come on, let’s go for a walk.”

“I don’t want to.” I mumble into her shoulder.

“Too bad.” She laughs pulling me up with her. Groaning, I get up and walk around the castle with her. It proves to be a good idea and my mind feels less stressed, until we start walking towards the training room. The sounds of grunts, and skin cracking brings flashbacks to my mind, making me flatter in my steps.

“Let’s go back, Ish.” I mumble trying to pull her back, she gives me one strong tug forward as we stand in the doorway.

Looking in, we see that a few of the lower guard are fighting Demetri one-to-three, and they seem to be losing. Felix gives us a nod before turning his attention back to the fight; one of the guards seems ambitious and charges at Demetri. He tries to tackle him, but Demetri slams his elbow in the guard's back, catches him before he hits the floor and throws him over his shoulder- not once did he take his eyes off of the other two. Both were unnerved by this, but they know backing out isn’t an option, they spread out trying to see if they can attack him from both sides. It seemed like a good plan, but Demetri was two steps ahead of them and they’re laying on their backs groaning in pain as Demetri shakes his head in disappointment.

“That was pitiful.” Ishtar mumbles to me.

“It was.” I nod my head glancing at Felix.

“Why don’t you show them how it’s done then?” My eyes snap to Demetri who stands tall staring me down. A few seconds go by before I register that he is in fact talking to me, and I stumble over my words looking to Felix for help. He doesn’t help me- jerk.

“O- oh, I have work to do- I sho- uld- should go-” Taking some steps back I avoid eye contact, “Go- go do that- who else can? So, b-bye-”

“Come here.” His words automatically make me stop everything. He has this knack for making commands sound like threats, I don’t know how he does it, but all his words to me seem like he’s at the end of his rope and if I don’t listen- well, it won’t be good.

Giving Ishtar a pleading gaze, she gestures with her eyes for me to go to him. I nod my head at him, walking past the guards. They exchange looks of confusion and annoyance, but these guys weren’t around for my training my first year here.

I may not look like much, but I was personally trained by Felix and Demetri, and they made it their mission to make sure I knew what to do in tough situations- even if I am scarred for life.

Taking my position on the mat, we stand in silence as I take a few seconds to get into the right headspace. Rolling my shoulders back I never take my eyes off of Demetri.

“No way I’m getting slammed into again… a least, not like that-”

Demetri tilts his head at the sudden look of bewilderment on my face, I hold a hand up to him.

“Sorry, I was… thinking…ignore me, just- forget it, forget it. Let’s just get this over with.” Fixing my stance we wait for the other to make the first move. Squinting his eyes at me in challenge, I remain in my spot. I give him a look of my own and he looks at me with mild shock.

“What are they doing?” Ishtar’s voice is full of concern and confusion as she leans towards Felix.

“I think they’re making faces at each other.” One of the guards whispers to her.

“Why?” Another asks, clutching their arm.

“I have no idea, why don’t you go and ask?”

“I’m alright.”

“They do this every time.” Felix closes his eyes, sighing annoyedly at us, “Will one of you move?!” We both shoot Felix a glare for interrupting our silent conversation. Rolling his eyes, he throws his hands up walking out of the training room.

“Where are you going?” Ishtar runs after Felix momentarily taking my attention, and a blur of black and blonde rushes towards me.

“Shit!” I barely dodge Demetri’s punch, feeling the air brush past my nose. Losing my footing, I tumble backwards and duck under the kick coming my way. “Shitshitshitshitshitshitshitshit!”

Trying to put distance between us, proves to be fruitless as he keeps doing something that has me moving closer to him rather than moving away. He has complete control over the fight and I’m just moving where he wants.

The guards watch in awe as we throw punch after punch, kick after kick, and still manage to miss each other by a hair’s breadth. I know that if I’m not careful he will find an opening and I’ll either be slammed into a wall and pinned, or slammed into the mat and then pinned- either way that isn’t an ideal position to be in.

“Well… it depends really. Who doesn’t like to be pinned down every once and a while?” Unbeknownst to me I smirk at the thought in my head and this seems to distract Demetri, because his movements start to become sloppy, “What the hell was that? Is he going easy on me or something?”

“Stop smirking!” He sends a front kick towards my chest, but I catch his foot and flip him backwards. Much to my annoyance he lands gracefully.

“I’m not!” Finally, I’m able to create that distance between us. I watch on, as he breathes heavily with pitch black eyes boring into my red ones.

“Sai esattamente cosa mi stai facendo, cuore mia.” He pants out.

“I don’t speak Italian, Demetri! If you’re gonna insult me, do it in a language I know!” I yell, taking a step towards him.

"Mi insulti, non ricambiando i miei affetti." He glares at me, taking his own step forward. I don’t know why, but I’m not scared anymore.

I’m too angry to be scared.

“Good god, man. I can’t stand you!” I throw my hands up, giving up completely, “I don’t even live here, but you still manage to make this the most unbearable experience ever for me! I hate coming here because of you!”

I look at him with so much anger that I almost missed the flash of pain that crosses his face as he lets out a small gasp. Instant regret fills my body as I try to take back my words, but he just growls at me and leaves the training room as if he’s on fire.

After a few seconds of silence I look at the three guards, “What the fuck was that?!”

They mumble out ‘I don’t know’ and awkwardly leave the room with faces of embarrassment as if they just saw something they shouldn’t have. Shaking my head I sit on the mat holding my head in my hand, “I want to go home.”

—Present Day—

After that incident, the next two weeks were trying for everyone. It felt like everyone was walking on eggshells around us. If I entered a room that had small conversations going on and Demetri was there, everyone would grow quiet and just watch us- waiting for something to happen.

Nothing ever did. Whichever one of us would enter a room inhabited by the other, we’d just walk right out, but not before locking eyes with one another.

It started to unnerve me that I started to only venture out of my room to work on certain projects, but thanks to this new digital age I can work wherever I want.

Ishtar would try to bring me out, but that was short lived when Demetri was walking through the hallway and we made eye contact. I turned right back around and into my room locking my door.

By the second week, Heidi was apparently getting annoyed and managed to get me out of my room. I would just stare off in space wherever she placed me and he would walk in, not noticing my presence right away. But when he did he’d stare back with this look on his face; like he wanted to say something, but then would leave instead. I’ve just stopped trying to look hopeful for some kind of response and just go back to what I’m doing.

For the past week, Heidi has been trying to get me to talk to him, but I have nothing to say- I mean, I should apologize but he needs to too! It’s his fault!

This whole thing has pushed my work back so much that Ishtar and Louis are leaving today. I want to go with them, but I can’t, not until I finish with the upgrades.

A knock on my door pulls me from my thoughts,

“Y/N?”

“Yeah, come in, Ish.”

“How’re you doin, sis?” She asks, leaning on my door with sad eyes. I don’t reply, just raise a brow at her and she sighs giving me a small smile, “You want to talk about it?”

“What’s there to talk about? You guys are leaving today and I’m stuck here until I finish my work. Pretty straightforward.” Laying on my stomach, I fold my arms under my chin, staring at the floor.

“I meant about what’s bothering you.” She closes the door and lays next to me on my bed.

“That is what’s bothering me.”

“I mean what’s ACTUALLY bothering you.”

“…I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I turn my head away from her, knowing she’s not buying it. She doesn’t say anything, just waits patiently for me to open up. Groaning I lay on my back and stare up at the ceiling, “It’s Demetri, I said something to him in the training room and now I feel bad- but I can’t talk to him because he leaves every room I enter, but I also don’t want to apologize because what is said is true!… So now we just avoid each other. I thought that would be a good thing, finally free of my personal torturer, but now… I can’t… I want-…” I cover my eyes with my arm struggling to find the right words. Ishtar gently pats my arm making me look at her.

“Do you like him?”

“Oh, yeah, Ishtar!” I deadpan, “I like the guy who made my first year as a vampire a living hell! Can’t get enough of him! Seriously, Ish?!”

“I’m being serious, Y/N. Do you like him? If you exclude all of the negatives, how do you really feel about Demetri?”

Opening my mouth I find that I have no words. Closing my mouth I try to think about what she just asked. She pats my arm smiling, leaving me to my thoughts, “Just talk to him, I know one place he’d never walk out of.”

I send her a questioning look at her smiling face, “Where?”

“Come with me.” Getting up quickly I follow her to the Elite Guards wing. We pass Jane’s room, Alec’s room, and stop at Felix’s door. Knocking lightly, he opens it with a quirked brow.

“Yes?”

“Estne in cubiculo suo?” Ishtar points down the hall, causing Felix to lean out and look in that direction. Glancing back at us, something seems to click and he just smiles sweetly and nods.

“What language was that? What’s going on? Why is he smiling like that?” I ask as Ishtar pulls me behind her, I shoot Felix a glance and he just shrugs his shoulders innocently. We stop in front of Demetri’s door and before I can protest, Ishtar knocks with three strong raps.

The door opens revealing a very annoyed Demetri and before anyone can say anything she shoves me hard into his arms, slamming the door closed. We don’t move, trying to process what just happened.

“…what?” I breathe out moving away from him to the door. I tug open the door only for it to be slammed again, “ISHTAR, WHAT THE FUCK!? OPEN THE DOOR!”

“NOT UNTIL YOU TWO SPEAK TO EACH OTHER!”

“ISHTAR!” I start rattling the knob debating on breaking it down.

“TELL HER, DEMETRI!”

“This is not your concern.” Demetri’s voice is calm despite the anger brewing on his face.

“CLEARLY IT IS!” Ishtar snaps back, “The both of you are being ridiculous and you need to explain why she feels so drawn to this place- AND SAY IT IN ENGLISH!”

Demetri scoffs in annoyance at her words as I lightly bang my forehead on the door. It becomes quiet- minus my head thumps- and I hear Ishtar leave the door, walking back down the hallway. I wait a bit before opening the door to leave, relief fills my body as I move to walk out, but I feel a hand on my waist, gently pulling me back in the room and the door is pushed close- I’ve never felt so pitiful, but I’m 99% sure I pouted watching the door close before I could be on the other side.

Neither of us move, or say anything as Demetri wraps his arms around my waist. I wish I could say something, but I’m so confused and lost about the whole situation I just stand there. I feel him press his nose into my hair and that’s when I pull myself away from him.

“What are you doing?” I point an accusing finger at him glaring at his sullen face, “What the heck was that?! Did you just really- no, there’s no way you just did what I think you did.”

“Why do you think that?”

“Why do I- Well for one, you hate me! And for two, you HATE me!”

“I could never hate you.”

“You-” I stare at him wide eyed, mouth agape in disbelief, blinking quickly I rip him a new one, “You made my life a living hell! You and your endless training sessions, flipping me, throwing me, tossing me like I’m a sack of potatoes! Slamming me into walls or the floor! Pinning me down and then threatening me endlessly!” He winces at my words, “Trying to alienate me from Felix! Avoiding me as much as you could! Being annoyed by my very existence! YOU HATE ME! Not once have you ever said a kind thing to me!”

“That’s not true-”

“It ISN’T?! WHAT, SO YOU’RE GONNA GASLIGHT ME NOW?!”

“No I-”

“SHUT UP!” He snaps his mouth shut looking at the floor and I don’t know how to describe how powerful that made me feel. I was caught off guard by my own words, that silence fills the space as I try to regain my train of thought, “I just want to know why. Why do you hate so much?”

He slowly lifts his eyes and I feel something inside me twist with pain. His expression is so solemn and full of regret that I feel like giving him a hug and never letting go, pushing that strange feeling down, I wait for an answer.

“…I…I am sorry. You must understand-”

“-I must?” He gives me a look and I motion for him to continue, “Sorry.”

“You must understand that I was not expecting to ever see you.”

“…What?”

“You are something of a myth for me, I never in my entire existence thought I’d ever meet you, and when I did, I didn’t know what to do.”

“I’m so confused.”

“Did Heidi ever explain to you what ‘mates’ are?”

“As in friends?”

“No.”

“Uh, then I’m not sure. Maybe, I was always stuck on ‘we can’t go out in the sun.’ Are ‘mates’ a part of the rules?”

“No.”

“Oh, then no. She never explained that.”

“Dannazione, Heidi.” He sighs out, dragging his hand down his face, ���Essentially they are life partners, soulmates of sorts, it’s rumored that every vampire has one, but you may never meet them. They are very rare.”

“Ooookay…?” He doesn’t say anything else and I just wait for more explanation. Sighing, I go over everything he’s said so far and it hits me like a ton of bricks, “Oh, shit. You… and me…? No. There is no way.” Not saying anything he takes a few choice steps towards me, holding his arms out to me. Freaking out I step away from him, smacking his arms away, “N- no, don’t do that. You can’t just- you can’t-”

“Y/N, please.”

My body stills at him saying my name for the first time, he says it with such sincerity, compassion and love, I stare up at him terrified. His expression is soft, while I’m freaking the fuck out; I’m backed into the wall, but he still gives me space to breathe.

“You can’t just drop a bombshell like that, and expect everything to be okay!” My voice sounds so broken as I slide down the wall, defeated. He bends down on one leg, resting his hands on his knee, nodding at me.

“I know, but I didn’t know any other way to say this- I haven’t known for the past 30 years…” I just look at him dumbfounded as he furrows his brow searching for the right words to say, “I was blindsided when I saw you for the first time. You looked so scared and confused, it made me wonder if you knew about us at all-”

“-I didn’t.” I huff out a laugh remembering when I woke up three days after Louis bit me, “I was so confused, but everything made sense after that… kind of.”

He smiles gently, sitting with his arms loosely draped on his knees, we both relax a bit and I mirror his posture.

“I’m sure it was not what you were expecting.” I shake my head and allow him to continue, “You weren’t what I was expecting… actually, no one was expecting you, if I’m being honest. But you were a quick learner and even though you drove everyone up the walls, you were never cross with anyone. You had very little fear of making your thoughts known, and I admire that about you… You did have me worried for you though.”

“Why?”

“You… You were very clumsy the first few years, and I feared for your safety- that is why I was so hard on you during training. I also knew you wanted to leave, and I didn’t know how to deal with that- you never stopped talking about how wonderful Ishtar and Louis are that I felt… I felt…” His voice grows soft as his eyes become distant with venom pooling inside them.

“Demetri?” I try to get him to look at me, but he covers his face in his hands, shaking his head. Moving to sit on my knees, I pull his hands from his face, and the sight breaks my heart, “Oh, Demetri.”

I cradle his face in my hands, rubbing my thumbs on his cheeks; closing his eyes he gathers himself placing his hands over mine, “I felt… like I would never be able to match up to them, and if I were to ask you to stay, your life would be miserable… I would never be able to make you happy, and you would just leave me in the end, resenting me for depriving you of real and true happiness… or… finding someone who could do a better job than me.”

“…So… to avoid that you thought it’d be a good idea to be a total dick to me, instead of just talking with me?”

“Foolish, I know.” He pushes his face further in my hands, pouting as he looks at the floor.

“…You know… It’s hard to be mad at you when you look so adorable.” I give him a lopsided smile making him cast his eyes to the side smiling bashfully, “Oh gods, stop it, Demetri! Now I’m going to hate you for a different reason- for being so fucking cute. Asshole.”

He lets out a laugh apologizing, “I’m sorry. I can’t help it. I’m afraid it comes with the territory, cara mia.”

“Jerk.” I smirk, squishing his face playfully. It’s my turn to laugh at his sound of surprise at my actions, “Sorry, not sorry hashtag.”

“Doesn’t the hashtag come before the words?”

I let out a gasp, throwing my arms around to hug him. There was a bit of force behind the hug and we ended up falling over, “You showed up to the presentation!”

“Of course I did.” He carefully hugs me back, not sure if he should, “I was there every year.”

I squeeze him tighter, shutting my eyes, thankful I can’t cry anymore.

“Y/N?” He pulls us up to sit again.

“Hmm?” Worry starts to fill me, thinking I’ve crossed a line, but he shakes his head cupping my face in his hand. Instinctively, my head turns in his hand.

“Can you ever forgive this foolish vampire, for every missed opportunity and cruel thing he’s done to you the past 30 years- all because he was afraid?” He asks with a hopeful face, but there’s fear and desperation hiding in his expression.

Now, I could’ve been a nice person and said, “~Oh, yes! Of course, my Demetri! I can forgive you until the sun burns out and nothing you can do will ever make me think ill of you!~” But he made my life miserable for 30 years, so I think I’m entitled to some compensation.

So, as a few seconds go by and I haven’t said anything, his hopeful face is slowly turning apprehensive; and it brings me great joy and peace of mind- I also feel like a piece of shit, but it was worth it!

I can’t stop the smile that comes to my face, and he doesn’t stop the scoff at my dig at him, “Yeah, it sucks when someone’s a dick to you.”

“I will admit I deserved that.”

“Yes, you did.” I nod, holding his hand to my cheek, “But you aren’t off the hook. Not even close.”

“What must I do to have your forgiveness?” He tilts his head, giving me his undivided attention. He’s so keen on what I have to say he brings his face closer to me, and it gets hard to think, “Name it, and I will do it- whatever it takes.”

The glint in his eyes holds my attention, the way his lips are slightly parted waiting to agree to whatever I say. The messiness of his hair from when I tackled him with my impromptu hug.

“Cara mia? Y/N, are you alright?”

His scent invades my senses, clouding my mind with less than pure thoughts; his attentive attitude turns to one of concern at my lack of response. He begins caressing my cheek, leaning closer as he does. My brain feels fuzzy and slow as my eyes travel down to his lips.

“Y/N?”

Removing my hand from his, I place them on the lapels of his coat pulling him closer. Placing my forehead against his, I close my eyes taking in the closeness of him, and his scent. Brushing my nose against his, his breath hitches at the action and neither of us move. Opening my eyes slightly, I see his eyes are hooded and pitch black, as he makes the first move. Tilting his head to the side, bringing his lips to hover over my own, almost timidly. I go the rest of the way, feeling his lips on mine- melting any doubts or fears either of us have.

He lets out a soft sigh wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me closer; the kiss deepens as I push him down to the floor straddling him, not once breaking the kiss. Carding my fingers in his hair, I give it a light tug causing him to squeeze my waist, pulling back I nip his bottom lip, making him moan and the sound is intoxicating.

Sitting up, I roll my hips against his, feeling his erection underneath me; leaning back down I capture his lips with mine, his hands find their way under my shirt, and quickly catching them I sit back up. He has a look of uncertainty thinking he may have done something to upset me, but it’s soon lust filled at my words,

“Oh, you don’t get to touch; I do.”

His mouth hangs open as I stand up and undress myself- he swallows thickly as I straddle him again and begin to grind on his pants. He places his hands on my thighs urging me to go faster, but I keep my same pace, I trail my hand down my front to my core and begin pleasuring myself. He screws his eyes shut, letting out a whine at the lack of skin to skin contact. Sucking on my teeth I grab his face with the hand I was using to please myself, making him look at me.

“I didn’t say you could look away.”

“I-’

“-I didn’t say you could talk either.” I taunt, putting my fingers in his mouth, “Suck.”

He does as he is told, letting out a breathy moan, he keeps his eyes on me, gasping as I roll my hips against him. Taking my fingers out of his mouth, I trail them down his chin to his neck, down his clothed chest back to my pearl. My hips start to spasm as I feel pleasure building inside me, Demetri bucks his hips up suddenly making me gasp out at the action,

“Don’t.” I warn, but he fixes me with an impish grin doing it again. I brace myself on his chest not being able to stop the moan that comes from me. Feeling his hand on my neck, he pulls me closer whispering in my ear,

“How can I not, when you use me so well.” A small whimper escapes me as I rub myself faster at his words, “Imagine how you would feel with all of me.”

My head rests against his as I try to have some composure, but he lightly runs his hands over my back, making me arch my back at the feathery touch, “D-Demetri.”

“Yes?”

I growl at the cocky tone of his voice- he knows what he’s doing and it’s irksome. He lets out a breathy chuckle rolling his hips up making me stutter in my movements, gripping my hips he keeps the pace going. Turning my face in his neck, my moans turn into pleads as I feel myself getting closer to my release.

“What is it, Cara mia? Tell me what you need, and I will let you have it.”

I bit my tongue in defiance as he is now- somehow- in control. He halts all movement making me hiss at him, laughing, he looks at the anger and lust in my face, “Oh, did you not want me to stop?”

Growling, I rip open his shirt- much to his amusement- and rip off his belt, tossing it somewhere in the room. Grabbing my hands, he turns us over, hovering over me; with one hand he holds me in place, while he undoes his pants with the other. My chest is moving up and down as I take breaths that aren’t needed, and he shamelessly watches as he rubs himself against my core. Thrusting my hips up, he chuckles, leaning down to bite my neck causing me to whimper.

“Such a needy little thing you are.”

“D-Demetri… please.”

“Please, what?” He leaves open mouth kisses on my neck and collarbone stopping at my breast, hovering over my hard nipple. He lets out a ‘Tsk’ sound at the lack of response, taking my nipple in his mouth, lightly grazing his teeth over it. Gasping at the sensation, my back arches off of the floor, his free hand massages the other making me a whimpering mess as he locks eyes with me. Moving back to my face he bumps his nose with mine smiling as he raises a brow at me, “Please. What, Y/N?”

“…I can’t think.”

“Hmmm, perhaps we should stop then.” His hold on my hands loosens as he pulls away from me. Grabbing his hands, I turn us over, glaring darkly at him.

“Don’t you dare.”

He meets my dark gaze with a triumphant smile, taking his hands out of my hold, he places them on my hips, lifting me up, aligning himself to my core. Slowly, he fills me up to the brim allowing me to adjust to his size; my eyes flutter shut at the feeling of him inside me.

“Gods, you are beautiful.” I feel my walls clench at his words, causing us to moan out together. Placing his hand on my stomach he pushes me back slightly “Look at how well you take me.”

I shudder at his words whimpering again as my walls clench around him, “Please, Demetri. I- I can’t-”

He shushes me gently, pulling me close to him, “I know. We will work on it.” He thrusts up panting out, “We have all eternity.”

I become a moaning mess as he snaps his hips up at a frantic pace. I can feel his ball sack hitting my ass, causing me to push against his thrusts. Our breathy moans fill the room along with the sound of skin hitting skin; the rhythm is all but lost as we both near our peak. Gripping my hip with one hand, he pulls me down by my neck kissing me sloppily as my nerves feel like they’re on fire.

“Demetri.” I mewl out as my muscles tighten.

“Go ahead, Y/N.”

My walls spasm and contract, making me see stars and collapse on top of him. Holding me close he thrusts a few more times before he says my name like a prayer as he spills himself inside me. I whimper at the feeling hiding my face in his neck, we lay on the floor for a few moments before I pull myself up, looking down at a blissed out Demetri. My arousal is building back at the look on his face, but before anything can happen there’s a knock on the door making us jump slightly.

“Glad you guys are having sex, but Y/N, Louis and I would like to go home now. Can you come say goodbye please?”

I groan, slumping down on Demetri at the sound of Ishtar’s voice; he holds me close laughing as he sits us up.

“She has no shame.” He quips kissing my nose.

“None what so fucking ever.” I glare at the door as she begins knocking over and over again.

“Y/N, Y/N, Y/N/ Y/N/N, I know you hear me cuz I can hear you- hell, we all heard you.”

“Come, cara mia, before she opens the door.”

“This bitch.” I grit my teeth getting off of Demetri.

“She already came! The fuck are you guys doing in there?” Ishtar gasps from the other side of the door.

“ISHTAR!!”

Demetri laughs as helps me get dressed, pulling me close he kisses me, “We can continue once she leaves.”

“… You sure? I mean you don’t have to.”

“Oh, cara mia, I’m far from done with you.” Leaning his forehead against mine he adds, “I have 30 years of pleasure to catch up on.”

Wrapping my arms around his neck I pull him close, kissing him deeply, nipping his lip as I pull back.

“You’d really do that? For me?”

“For you, I will do that and much more.” He leans down and I wait ready to kiss him again when it’s interrupted by Felix.

“Did he tell her he made her the sweater yet?”

“Nope!”

I look up at Demetri shocked as he avoids my eyes bashfully, “You made the sweater for me?”

“Yes.”

Crashing my lips against his he holds my waist tightly mumbling, “Y/N, your sister is waiting.”

“Let her.”

He smiles into the kiss walking us to his bed and the faintest ‘rude’ is heard as we start round 2.

The End (kinda sucks I’m sorry)

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Tag: @aquanova99

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Sai esattamente cosa mi stai facendo, cuore mio. =

You know exactly what you are doing to me, my heart

Mi insulti, non ricambiando i miei affetti. = You insult me, by not returning my affections.

Estne in cubiculo suo? = Is he in his room? (Latin)

Dannazione, Heidi = Dammit, Heidi

[a-shy-blueberry]

(For the “when you’re sick” thingy ùwú)

Okay we’re both having uterus troubles tonight fjdkfkd how do you think Kiri would act 🥺🥺🥺 He’s literally my go to for when I’m feeling icky

Ah Moth I'm so sorry 😣 it's never a pleasant time when your uterus decides to misbehave. And yes Kiri oh my gosh such a sweetheart I just know he'd be so perfect to you when you feel like shit 😭

Warnings: Aged up Characters

At first you honest to God tried to hide it. Gritting your teeth whenever a particularly bad cramp made itself known. And while you thought you were concealing your pain quite well, Eijirou is pretty observant, even the smallest flicker of change in your emotions and he's picking up that at least something's not right.

He goes about confronting you with care, he makes your favorite meal and settles you all nicely in a pile of blankets on the couch, your favorite movie all queued up and you're honestly so grateful that you're with someone so wonderful who treats you like this even when they don't know you feel like crap and that's when he asks. It's very casual just a simple "What's wrong babe?" But you start crying almost immediately. Which of course panics him, he's hold your face, wiping your tears then bringing you into a tight hug as you blubber out what's wrong and how you were too embarrassed to tell him and he's still so sweet to you anyways.

When you finally calm down he's still rubbing comforting circles on your back before pulling back and looking at you. He doesn't even acknowledge that you were hiding anything he just asks how he can help you feel better. Another wave of tears fall and he just takes initiative, gathering you up in his arms and carrying you to bed. He ends up leaving for a brief moment, rummaging around in your bathroom before coming out with some medicine, water and a heating pad and spends the rest of the week just there. Ensuring that you have him to support you through this.

[khaleesiofalicante]

Holis!!! Sorry but I speak in gifs and emojis 😌

Put Down the Fucking Gun

I already know this one will hurt... I remember the snippet *shivers*

THE BEGINNING

Alec is lying across from him in bed, on his side, looking at Magnus.

😍😍😍 this is so cute!!

Alec smiles. “Any chance that means ‘Sure thing, Alec, I will get ready right now because I know you and your siblings planned this getaway for a while’.”

Oooh I'm in a gateway car...🎶🎶

Where are we going??

I need to learn Indonesian 🙄

"Spanish. Because I went to school in Spain," Magnus replies. "And some French. I’m not fluent. But I’m decent."

These ones I do speak!! And portugues 😌

“Do you speak any other languages?” Magnus asks him, running a finger up and down Alec’s chest.

The language of love and he's really fluent in fuck 😌

He wonders…He wonders if it will be like this with Alec too.

Nop

Wait. Why is he even thinking about this?

Because you're in love baby

Divorces are…They feel so final.

Stop, divorce is a no no word

Yes, I am aware I am reading a divorce AU

“Yeah. Very pretty,” Jace sighs. “Very pretty art.”

🤭🤭

"What in the fuck is fireplace sex?" Alec demands.

My child was so innocent

Magnus carefully removes the raisin from his mouth and glares at it. “It’s the devil’s fruit.”

Is not the devil's fruit 🤬

Magnus kind of stops breathing at the last word.

This were everything stars to go the sad way

He had promised not to run away. He had promised to try harder.

Baby this is the part where you should use your words, damn... I'm so use to a centuries old Magnus that a Magnus that hasn't had time to overcome his issues is devastating 😭😭

The fact that his body doesn’t listen to him. The fact that it has a mind of its own.

I need to stop 😩 I need to walk around for a bit 😭

“I killed someone.”

Me, I'm dead 😭

He's doing it, he's talking

🙌🏼🙌🏼

“I’m glad you did what you did. I know that’s an awful fucking thing to say. But I’m glad you did it, Magnus,” Alec holds his face. “Because if you hadn’t saved yourself, you wouldn’t have saved me. If you hadn’t stood up for yourself, I don’t know if I would have found the strength to do it myself. So, no. It’s not weird. It’s you. Just another part of you. Nothing weird about it.”

This... this is love!!

“Of course, I am sure,” Alec nods seriously. “I mean, come on! If they can let shitheads and sadists like Valentine be governor, then why can’t they let me? Why not? Because my husband killed someone in self-defense when he was fucking eleven? That's fucked up.”

He said husband!!!!!!! 🥺

Magnus pulls him closer and hugs him tightly. “Have you already planned the wedding?”

Of course he has!!

“Aku cinta kamu.”

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

THE MIDDLE

😍😍 Maxy!!!!

“We might have to keep an eye on this one,” Alec says dryly.

Most definitely

Fine. He might have gotten a little carried away last night.

Oh Alec, you horny thing 🤣🤣

“I need you to come home,” Magnus sounds absolutely frantic. “Please. Come home right now.”

WHAT HAPPENED???? Please tell me nobody got shot!!!

“He found your gun, Alexander.”

Everything is going sad again 😣

“Because of the fucking nail polish, Magnus!” Alec said in frustration.

That is not the same!!

I hate it when they argue!! Make it stop!!

Magnus makes the decision and expects Alec to understand. As if that’s enough.

Well if you already know why he is acting like this then why do you expect him to explain himself again 🤔

Everybody is wrong and it hurts 😭

“How does that make sense?” Magnus asks incredulously. “You want the weapon that killed your father to protect yourself?”

Don't invalidate his fears Magnus 😭

These two are going to end me I swear

Magnus looks at him. His gold-green eyes turn watery in an instant. His lips tremble a little. 

Alexander you fuck up!!

“Magnus! What are you…Don’t say that,” Alec says, feeling like he has been shot in the fucking chest. “Don’t say shit like that. Not as a joke. Not even we are fighting.”

I've been shot by words!!!

Alec doesn’t get rid of the gun.

He doesn’t tell Magnus that.

THE END

I'm not even American but Fuck republicans 🤬

He needs to distract himself from the fucking photoshoot.

Yay!! The photoshoot!!!

But it makes him think about it even more – or worse it makes him think about his own photoshoot with Magnus.

Say what now??? I need every single detail about this!!!

“Have you not been sleeping well?” Alec asks gently.

Of course he hasn't, you are all a disaster and he needs therapy!!!

But he is more sad than he is angry.

😭😭

He doesn’t want to be the only one who turns up there every week like some sort of pathetic, sad loser.

He spots something familiar at the end of the street. Something big. Something white.

Oh shit!!

Maybe they can have a drink.

Alec desperately needs it.

No, stop drinking!!

He hears noises upstairs, loud thudding and squeaking.

Noooo... keep being oblivious, don't catch them yet!!

“It’s Starkweather. He is here.”

Is this a distraction tactic or is he really there??? Shit!!

“Alec,” Hodge breathes out when he sees him.

Motherfucker!!! Kill him!!! 🤬🤬🤬

“Hodge,” Alec pinches the bridge of his nose. “I need you to leave before I do something I fucking regret.”

Get me the gun... I'll kill him myself!!

“Apologize to Magnus!” Alec screams. “Apologize to my husband! Go find him and fucking fall on your knees!”

He said husband 😍

The familiar deafening sound in the air.

Is that Max??

That’s his gun. That’s Alec’s gun.

“Max,” Alec whispers. “If you hurt him, you will hurt Magnus too. Please.”

Ay NO Max basta, deja la pistola!!

David!! Stop your boyfriend!!

You two aren't even good at keeping secrets anyways

Somebody needs to do something!!!

Max breathes out harshly and throws the gun at Alec.

That's dangerous but I'll take it 🙌🏼

OMG Dani my heart is pounding hard... I was not ready for this!!

“You know what,” Alec sighs tiredly. “I’m going to pretend like I didn’t see this.”

Me too! It's been too much already!!

“There you go,” Max grins widely as Alec takes a hit. “Hold it in.”

I don't think this is a good idea 😳

Alec remembers how Rafael had written his undergraduate thesis on gun control legislation, abruptly – but understandably – shifting his focus during uni.

Why?? If this is about that secret I don't want to know... take it to the grave!!

“Where you usually keep it. Where else?” Max says incredulously. “You think you are so smart keeping the gun on the top shelf.”

Really Alec?? You're such a basic bitch sometimes!!

Alec chuckles. He hasn’t done that since uni. He smokes the joint in and lets it out – in tiny rings.

Give me a moment I need to check pinterest real quick!!

“Nice try,” Max snorts. “You love budgeting. You and Rafe are whores for a good excel sheet. So. Spill.”

Nerds! I hate excel 🤮

“Shinyun is your archnemesis?” Magnus hoots. “Oh, come on! We have much better candidates.”

I agree I mean... Fuck Shinyun 🥵 🤤

“Yep. Homophobes are everywhere,” Alec chuckles. It’s not funny. But he finds himself laughing anyway.

Because you're high!

Alec smiles and looks at his son. “So, yeah. That’s how it makes me feel. It makes me wish I was dead instead.”

That is so sad Alec!!

“I bet you do,” Max snickers. “You’re like the Mayor of Hickeyville.”

🤣🤣🤣

“I deleted it,” Alec shrugs. “Everyone there is so lame.”

Nah... everyone there is not Magnus!!

It's funny. Also terrifying. But it's funny. At the moment. 

He is so high!!

*Looks at LBAF IV* We are gonna have so much fun together *evil laughter*

Ha ha... what?

Thank youuuu Dani...!!! You are the best!!!

❤❤❤❤❤

As always, your humor made my morning.

So thank YOU 😭😭😭😭

[bakumu]

What type of engagement ring would you like Kasaki to propose to you with?

And what would be your ideal proposal, wedding, and honeymoon?

Omg anon thank you so much for asking, and thank you for being patient with me, this got asked so long ago 😣 but I appreciate it so much!! And this is so long I'm sorry lol

Proposal and ring:

For Kisaki's proposal, he took me to a garden or shrine (i can't pick lol) with a lot of wisterias in late April on a warm spring day. He donated a ton of money so that the two of us would be alone as we roamed amongst the blooms. He visits this place a lot and has taken me here many times and it's always quiet between the two of us as we hold hands and wander.

Eventually, we’d make our way to a bench that overlooks the garden and I’d sit nestled into his side. Kisaki is a little restless at this point, it's hard to notice but he keeps bouncing his leg and rubbing his thumb and index finger together, it's a little subconscious thing that he can't hide from me. I think that he's just having a rough time with work and stuff but little did I know… He starts playing with the hair on my shoulders and talking just loud enough that I would be able to hear him.

I don't want to write the actual dialog because I will cry but just imagine the cutest love confession he can muster. He talks about how he doesn't deserve the happiness I give him, but he can't make himself give me up, he has to be selfish and keep me all to himself. And at this point, I'm crying lol. But he pulls the ring box out of his pocket and asks me if I will marry him. The ring would be biggg, like one big single princess cut diamond. Maybe it would have some side diamonds but they would be very very small in comparison. Of course I say yes.

I don't really care about the fact that he didn't get down on one knee or all that because it's not really him, and also I don't really care about that tradition lol.

The Wedding

Kisaki and I own an Italian Villa on the coast somewhere, lmao because of course we do. So we flew all the important people out to Italy for a small wedding. The villa is huge too so most of the guests stay with us. We'd be there a few days before the wedding with everyone and then afterwards kick them all out lol.

The day of the wedding would probably be really relaxed. We have had a team of chefs on staff that handle the food, and so we'd probably only need a few rentals and flowers, and a photographer.

Oh and you can't forget the Assassination attempt lol. I, of course, know nothing about this and Hanma pretty much takes care of it but it was just a small glitch in Kisakis perfect day.

I think Kisaki cares about the day more than me tbh. Like I care about the photos and having a good time but the day is much more symbolic for him.

It's normal wedding activities tho. A short ceremony where we both write our own vows. Photos and dinner afterwards. Some dancing and celebrating, and I think Kisaki would let himself get a little tipsy even, which is rare for him.

And then after the party is done we go back to our room and have very passionate sex lmao. Lots of him calling me his wife because holy shit it makes him feel so good. My possessive husband 💖🥰

The honeymoon

Once our guests are all gone, it's just me and my new husband, the security team and then Hanma and Hanmas girl. And we get on Kisakis Yacht (lmao you know I had to).

We sail around the Mediterranean hitting up all the big cities and even some of the smaller ones. There's a lot of sneaking off to have yacht sex and Kisaki still has to do some business but he keeps it to a minimum because he loves me.

The honeymoon is probably the easiest he's ever been to seduce lol. All I have to do is climb on his lap and push his papers aside and he is unable to tell me no.

So yeah, good food and laughs for a bit, maybe 3 weeks? I spend way too much time in a bathing suit lmao.

[amjustagirl]

Nikki~ i finally had some time to finish up WTSLTM and i have happy tears! i gotta say, Reader is definitely made of some strong stuff, so when she completely broke down outside of Kou's hotel room, i wanted to give her a hug! having to grow up constantly defending yourself from other people can be exhausting, and even if you think you have thick skin, it can wear you down so much! i'm happy she has Kou though 😊 they're dynamic is so sweet, and he's so earnest and kind and i'm glad he was able to prove to her that he has her back every step of the way (despite his fumble before) and that the world is still full of kind people.

also, i was chomping at the bit for Bo and Mama Reader to meet and i'm so happy they did! and i absolutely love that the two most important people in her life are also the two kindest that she knows! i love how well they get along, and what mom doesn't embarrass their kids a little with the cute baby pictures? 😚

oh, and their boys!! they're all little Kou's, that's adorable! ;w; Bo would be such an amazing dad and i'm glad he sets some good examples for his boys!

this was a ride! both sweet and very raw, and i'm so happy i got to read this! i can't wait to read about Sachiko bringing home a Kou of her own to Omi-Omi! and to be fair, as far as boys go, i think she's in excellent hands! 💞

thank you so much for this, lovely! and i hope you're feeling better! 😟 last August i had to go to the doctor for some horrendous menstrual cramps! i was literally sobbing the whole way there! 😣 i hope you're feeling better, and if not i hope you get better soon!

in the meantime, i'm gonna go back and read Dreamcatcher! YES, AGAIN!! i am in love with Akaashi and i was thinking of doing a fic with him for NaNoWriMo this month! all of my ideas so far are pretty tragic though! 😫😖 i don't know if i have the voice to pull that off, but i've definitely been gathering inspiration from re-reading all of my favorite Akaashi fics! 🤗😚💞

lily!!! i'm glad you loved when the sun loves the moon and finished it with happy tears! the reader is really a strong cookie, and i feel it's most impactful when we see strong people crumble, and that's why it was so impt for bo to step up when he did. he's good for her, proves to her that he and the world can be kind, gives her hope because she's never had that before, and yeah - they have their happily ever after forever :)

HAHA their family - the reader's mama, her three little boys, just thinking of them gives me a rush of serotonin! and sachiko being part of that fold just makes me v v excited, i haven't been in the right headspace to post the story because i'm still working hard on my kuroo prequel fic, but it'll come, eventually.

i'm okay! getting better, almost completely recovered save for remnant cramps...but yeah pls take care of yourself too! and just be mindful how your body's feeling and seek medical help asap where needed!

and awwww you shld! akaashi's such a lovely character to write, and i think you're being too hard on yourself. i don't believe your ideas can be tragic!!!

[osamusriceballs]

Graduation ceremony was so fun!!(a lot of talking, but the President and few others spoke(through recorded videos)) I wore a pretty sage green dress and got to see family I rarely get to personally see!!

Quick update: I moved into dorms yesterday! I met my roommates and got to hang out with a friend today!!( he took me to a Japanese garden museum thing and I think I fell in love) classes start next week and textbooks r expensive but at least somethings happening😣😣

N e ways,,, love ya eve!!! Stay hydrated!! And updates on u plzzz -🧚🏼‍♀️

BBY!! <3

That sounds amazing!! <3 And you even get a recorded video of the PRESIDENT?! Omg, that is crazy!! Graduation ceremonies are really huge at your place :o I'm glad that your family could come too, you deserve to be with your beloved ones on such an important day! <3 I'm sure you looked amazing in that dress!! I love green clothes, green works so well with dark as well as bright hair, it's a very underrated color.

Ohhh, tell me what life in dorms is like!! Do you share a room? Do you cook together? How many people are there? And you already made a friend? Ahhh, it's going so fast omg, I feel like it was just yesterday when we talked about college, and now you're already in your dorm T.T oh yes, books for school are sooo expensive T.T my wallet always cries at the beginning of the semester :/

Sooo, updates on me~ I can give you some, because I've been rather silent these past few weeks-

So I'm basically mostly working, or preparing for my exams at the end of the month rn, so life has gotten very... tiring...

BUT: good news: I got a new piercing, and I also got the first vaccine! And my parents plan a family vacation to Croatia at the beginning of August, so I'll be able to relax on a beach maybe (if we really go- covid is still very serious here though >.<)

How has your week been? And are you taking good care of yourself? LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!! <3 *hugs you tightly*