#ok i gotta go for a run

[bsaka7]

how have i not gotten over getting kicked off my xc team over two years ago LMAO. it literally is insane how much this weighs on me lol and it pops up the most random times. i've literally done a sprint triathalon, 2 half marathons (including a PR), ran my second fastest ever 5k time w/out 5k specific training, and a marathon in the time since so it's not like i'm missing having a running life and it's not like i was really into the "team culture" lol. it's just the shame i guess.

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[crimeronan]

people who hate kavinsky and hate hennessy: will never forgive their ex for all the shit they did. understandable have a nice day

people who hate kavinsky and love hennessy: will still never forgive their ex but love a good redemption arc. also understandable have a nice day

people who love kavinsky and love hennessy: either ARE the ex or DESPERATELY want to hook up with the ex. or both. (OP is on this tier don't come for them.)

people who love kavinsky and hate hennessy: ....Hm. 🤨🤨🤨

[xxplastic-cubexx]

need a hardened respectful fujo to sit down with james mcavoy and discuss cherik with him insteada this peanut gallery cause if i have to hear people laugh about a gay ship one more time i just might eat rocks

[orcelito]

Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍

[en-chi-la-da]

Tbh I think the whole class should get to smooch hajime. It’s what he deserves

im imagining hajime sitting in a kissing booth looking like lucy from peanuts in her psychiatrist booth. kisses are 5 cents. the hajime is IN.

[sh4tt3rg1rl]

So I was listening to my favorite song and for some reason this line reminded me of Sun

Idk why

considering I don’t know any of her lore

So uh

Yeah

there you go

THIS IS GORGEOUSSA AHHHHH THROWING THINGS AND CRYING N SOBBING AND DYING ANBEKSHEKEHE /POS

THREE STRIKES, HONEY IM HOME, THREE VOICES COME FROM THE GRAMOPHONE-

[bsaka7]

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

[arsenicflame]

ive been having a lot of fun recently just. writing. is any of it good? no. is any of it in any state close to posting? absolutely not. ill barely even let my best friend scan it. but its been so fun to just, plot out ideas. let them take me where they want to go. it doesnt have to be good, or coherent, or serious. its the joy of thinking about it

[cerealmonster15]

listen people can have their differing opinions that’s cool I just Personally Feel Like it’s just so mean to be yelling that feedback such as likes on posts and a kudos on fics are “useless”. What do u mean. Why. are ppl not expressing their feelings in a way that makes them comfortable ? ?

Like I Understand i guess in the sense of you don’t get to hear peoples opinions. I also feel kinda lonely and stuff when it’s quiet feedback but calling anything useless sounds so WEIRD to me ??? What is the goal. And also yea they do something still I’m pretty sure????

Take ao3. Isn’t sort by kudos an option on there? If your goal is to be seen more or whatever then if people are looking for high kudos fics, then people giving ur fic a kudos isn’t useless yeah??

And then tumblr. People keep saying “likes do nothing here there’s no algorithm” or whatever but that’s not really fully true. On your standard dashboard, sure, likes “don’t do anything” to move a post around on there. BUT that’s not the only place people find posts. If u are looking in the tags for posts, im p sure the default is to sort by popular posts. That’s, as far as I understand, a TOTAL NOTES count. Likes are included. Likes help ur posts her higher in that “popular” zone. I have several posts that have ended up in there in some small ship tags BECAUSE of all the likes, which does still have people seeing those posts now and then when they’re in the tag.

AND I’m pretty sure it’s a similar mechanic for the for you page. I’m sure we think people don’t use that feature but I’m pretty sure people do/ maybe new users. This is more of a theory on my part lol buttttt. I’ve noticed a few rare times where I’ve made an addition to a reblog on someone else’s post, there will be a stretch of time sometimes where random people that Do Not Follow Me keep liking/reblogging the post via my addition. WAY more times for it to just be a stray person wanting it from my addition without comments under (and I don’t think people do that when they’re only liking the post lol). And the few times I’ve accidentally had my for you tab on, I believe it does show via other people’s reblogs lol. So that’s just my way of saying total note count INCLUDING LIKES probably does put posts in peoples eyes on the for you tab / my experience tells me people do use that feature so it’s not just sitting there dusty lol.

Anyway I like mostly understand why people want reblogs and comments, like I do prefer them too bc I like when people tell me what they r thinking (however sometimes people do not add their thoughts in the tags either and that is just how it is!). And I also understand some people maybe just don’t know that others like that kind of feedback and need to hear it first to feel encouraged. I think I just personally do not like the tone that a lot of posts have when they talk about it. When ur calling likes useless bc idk it’s not the right kind of feedback u wanted so it’s inferior ?? 😭😭😭 I also feel like that intense vibe like, idk if this makes sense or if other people felt it too, but it negatively shifted my own perception too? Like. I thought likes were fine. But now with how intense people are about them and not meant if likes bc they just don’t count in ur eyes, now when people like instead of reblogging, I just think of all those posts and I’m like “hmm ok is my post bad did I make a bad post bc everyone says the likes aren’t good so if I’m getting likes I made A Bad Post. It’s Pity Feedback” <- which is SO unhealthy and also tbh has a lot more to do with my own issues that are just getting influenced here so it’s not all on those posts lol. I just Also Have Extra Issues 🫡

Ok jeeze I don’t wanna sound soap boxy tho so I’m NOT letting people rb this aJsndjfcjfjfjcjfj and ppl can absolutely have different feelings and opinions about the situation it’s fine. this is just. how I feel ✌️

[crimeronan]

spent a few hours at the farmer's market yesterday where local places have small samples of different strains of fruit and veggies to try. anyway we got a little box of plums that are so damn good it's unbelievable. just inhaled three in the kitchen and they don't even make a mess bc they just fall off the pit & melt in ur mouth. also got some of the sweetest peaches i've ever tasted & huge pears & a bunch of veggies n potatoes n corn for cooking this week. spoke with different vendors about their handcrafted beer and their rare peonies, watched little kids run around, got hot stroopwafels made to order n fresh squeezed lemonade that was wildly overpriced but very tasty. and now i'm like. i think i'm not a bitch anymore actually.

[capn-twitchery]

i genuinely have No idea if twitch tells anyone what happened-- they must end up telling grace eventually,,at the Very Least. he has to see their face at some point

i don't know how much he'd understand, since people from the neath already don't know a lot about red honey, and he's not from the neath,,,,but he did go through nemesis. so??? hm.

i don't think twitch would ever be ""good"" at handling it (i don't think you can be, really) but that must make it slightly better,,,and the more time they get to Be Twitch, the further away the fuzzy memories get & the more they figure out who they are. it sucks but it sucks slightly less, eventually, i swear

[nemesis-is-my-middle-name]

basically without exception there are 2 kinds of people in hisui in pla. there are the ones who go "hmm you're so strange and suspicious here do this dangerous task that i'm too scared/weak/lazy/whatever to do and MAYBE i'll start to trust you" and then there are the ones who go "wow you're so talented and cool and good at things here surely you'll be able to do this dangerous task for me won't you? since you're so helpful and all?" and that's why protagonist just never catches a fucking break

[sschmendrick]

me realizing that loving all these zolu fanarts (and most ships involving luffy) is actually just me deeply longing for a honest hugs and the ability to give them more often. However i am surrounded by men who wouldn't like it, and i am very far removed from all other people around me :')

I miss hugging people

[lixbf]

ive been playing so much hades 2 atp i feel like the first Big early access patch is gonna legit change my life....