I didn't think I'd be tagged by the @kikithedeceiver again!
Answering some questions. Here we go!
Last song: Jin's cover of Shinigami Record
Favourite colour: Blood or bright red.
Last movie/TV show: Young Sheldon with my fiancee.
Sweet/spicy/savoury: Sweet! I can barely handle spicy food.
Relationship status: Engaged to my wonderful fiancee!
Last thing I googled: Pokemon Scarlet and Violet mystery gift codes
Cuurent obsessions: Kagerou Project, Pokémon (+ Pokémon Adventures), My Hero Academia, Oshi no Ko.
As for who I'll tag... @akaa, @medjed, @charenneal, @xxspooky-koixx, @just-simply-aging, @endingboyhansel and anyone else who wants to do this really.
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Why does no one draw Lady Shiva with more thick muscles than the canon comics do? It's a crime I tell ya.
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my camera is working fine but VTS isn’t picking it up? That’s what I think is happening, if anyone can give me some solutions as to why this square is blank, that’d be great.
I’ve also tried:
- Restarting VTS
- Restaring my laptop
- Reuploading my model
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PLEASE go donate some esims if you’re able to
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I kinda wanna join a separatist/radfem discord server and I see there are some links but I'm also kinda unsure since I have like 0 trust (even though I love radfems and other women) and I'll make an effort to engage in more literature and studies and whatnot so I wonder what joining a discord server will even really do for me? Since I'm the type who lurks a lot and is busy most the time and I honestly really hate being perceived (I consider it a burden/annoyance) but radfems are one of the only things keeping me sane. Interacting with m*les is freaking awful and it sucks because while I'm not necessarily looking for fellow fans of my interests, my interests are full of m*n in the audience, sadly.
tldr; idk if interacting with other radfems directly will help me (like joining a discord server) and I already like all the tumblr blogs, so I'm wondering if I should take the leap of faith or not. I don't mind them verifying I'm a woman but it also feels like there are so many things that could go wrong. (Trust issues)
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Yes you’re not fatphobic but are you capable of talking about fat people in a positive manner without saying somft/round/rotund/squishy/tumby/chumby/any other variation of the sort. Are you capable of talking about us in a positive manner without it being about beauty or attractiveness. Are you able to talk about fat people in general without being dehumanizing or infantilizing. Can you treat fat people with respect.
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Going to babble a bit about my own experience with being a system
I still have a habit of calling my system/alters "the voices" or "spirits" because I grew up believing they were spirits entering my body and taking over. Including some from other worlds.
I grew up saying that what was probably dormancy was them going back home.
I called them "the voices" because when I described them as spirits who could take control of my body I was told I had an active imagination, calling them voices that told me what to do and could actually make me do things (by taking control) made people actually listen and take me seriously.
I had a psychiatrist try to tell me I lied about my trauma/experiences for attention. He told me that the voices were caused by BPD (something I personally don't believe I was diagnosed with; the story behind that is it was put on my file when I was a minor without any testing being done or informing me or my mother about it. I only learned about it like almost 15 years later when switching family doctors. My old family doctor never mentioned it either).
I was told that I couldn't remember things from my childhood, or things I told others because of my ADHD, when my siblings who also have it could remember things just fine.
I was told that my childhood wasn't too bad, and growing up poor, with CPS often in my life was normal (it wasn't). I was told getting sexually assaulted as a child wasn't bad enough to cause any issues. Even tho some days I find myself triggered by really simple things (I once had someone put their hand on my shoulder in a comforting way and I had a fucking breakdown where I couldn't stop crying and had to be removed from the area, they in no way meant any harm but I remembered a sexual assault)
All in all I'm tired of not being taken seriously because I described my experience as something that sounds not distressing because I keep saying it's not that bad because I don't want to bother people or be a burden.
I don't remember conversations I have with my fiancee, I don't remember plans we make even when we have them written down in lists.
It's not normal, my experiences are not normal and I'm tired of people saying I'm lying for attention or exaggerating.
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