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the-music-keeper · 5 months

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Your girl deposited her thesis tonight, y'all!

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skeletalheartattack · 2 months

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bozo dubbed over dubbed over

#video #elevenlabs #i've been fucking obsessed with these stupid fucking elevenlabs dubbed videos #specifically a friend sent me a ytp sexer dub and i absolutely lost it (laughing)#so i wanted to try a few videos out myself to see what the site would do with them #for some reason my first thought was to use bozo dubbed over #''i... i...... i.... ah..... i hope nobody leaves'' fucking killed me #i only did like 5 videos to see what it'd end up generating but usually if the audios too clear it'll just repeat what was said #except in the ai voices that it uses #the second video i did was just bozo dubbed over again. but that version is like really evil for no reason #third video was hotel mario high quality. and it basically says what they already say but with weird annunciations and the likes #fourth video being meet the sniper. it wasnt exactly what i wanted but it did alter a few lines #the final one just being hotel mario again but lower quality. which did result in me laughing really hard #granted. all of them made me laugh really hard to some extent #for the record. i didnt do any alterations except just make it dub from english to english #i don't know if there's more you can do with it. i don't think i can make any more without making a new account #unless the limit resets every week or so

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moregraceful · 28 days

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max and i are closing in on launching [redacted sports rpf charity fest] and i am once again pondering how do i write "experience with writing form emails and manipulating google forms in ways no one has dreamed of" in a cover letter without saying "i did it for the rpf grind"...like there's no way unless everyone in this microsoft teams meeting gets really cool about a bunch of stuff really quickly. you know

#IT LITERALLY CAME UP WHILE I WAS WRITING A COVER LETTER A COUPLE WEEKS AGO #AND IT WAS SUCH A BAD COVER LETTER BC IT WAS LIKE. I CAN DO THIS. I CAN BE A VIRTUAL PROGRAMMING MANAGER #I JUST CAN'T EXPLAIN HOW I CAME BY THESE SKILLS!!!!#i did not get an interview lmao. but we stay silly #like how do u frame ''community organizer'' when you're organizing. people on the internet to create rpf fanworks. for charity #lmaooooo oh well #me and max locking down our timeline last night and i'm like 😶 the thing i have wanted to do for years is finally happening #the universe tried to smite us multiple times in multiple ways. but we persisted. and it is happening!!!#last night i had to go to the grocery store at 9pm wearing short-shorts and an oversized t-shirt bc i was really like #if i don't get a coke in me right the fuck now i am going to end it all #procured coca-cola. drank it in the parking lot. recovered instantly. got on here and started posting #went to monday night service. last one bc after this week it'll be too late at night in est :(#it was such a nice global community to be apart of. people in 5 countries on four continents showed up almost every week!#not to be christian on main. but i love working with ecumenical organizations because i meet people all over the world #who have different ways of doing church and different interpretations of scripture and different takes on faith #and i always learn so much from people! good and bad lol sometimes it's like wow i will NOT be integrating that into my worldview #yo just under one week until i move 😵‍💫 i decided i am packing one (1) more box and then saying fuck it we ball #whatever i forgot has to go in the car. i cannot let myself be owned by cardboard boxes any longer #and soon. freedom. new start. new beginnings. someone said ''i hope you look at this as a time of new growth and unfolding'' to me #and i went man. i think i am #like the pine trees that reseed after a forest fire #fresno oilers.txt

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front-facing-pokemon · 1 year

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#mega salamence #did not forget this one. i was like… salamence is a competitive pokémon. and megas happen in competitive. salamence has a mega‚ right?#i was right. they do. here it is. it just gets Even More primary colors. the yellow in the eyes completes the Primary Colors Trio #and their chin turns red instead of white. also i guess their model is yelling at us instead of smiling with their farquaad chin. they're so #appy that they got to mega evolve :) even though something-something TPC like canonized that mega evolution like. hurts?? and sucks??#and the pokémon hate it or something?? as their excuse for why they removed it. i have no idea if that's true or not i think it's something #i heard one time and probably never fact-checked. and to be honest? i don't really feel like fact-checking it right now either #my power is out. and i was gonna put some curry chicken in the slow cooker. but now i can't. i was trying to get better about trying new #foods and eating better bc of the 'Tism always wanting me to eat the same shit all the time but no00o0oo0o the universe said i was gonna #have an AWFUL morning. by the time this posts it'll have been over for like two weeks but. well. Sahhry!

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secondhandlovers · 2 months

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Yearly train tickets cost around 80 € for students (and even that is insane tbh when I was younger they were like 60 €) but now that I'm an adult they cost around 740 € ....

#I mean I already paid for it last year but I got mail reminding me that I need to buy a new one in the next six weeks or it'll expire #like djnddhjs #also some of my coworkers are like yea just get the klimaticket you'll get all your money back at the end of the year and you can drive #literally anywhere in the country with it :) like I'm NOT gonna spend more than 100€ on it when I'm only ever in two of the federal states #100 € in the sense that it's over 800 €

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shadowbannedthehedgehog · 10 months

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one of the poems talks about the part of transitioning where you realize each month you'll never actually have/give birth to your biological kids n i think tht's interesting not smth u see mentioned much in relation to transitioning

#like i mean im not trans hv no desires to transition #i want my uterus removed for like 85% i hate my period reasons n pmdd n it's just a fucking inconvenience #n only 15% it'll make me feel more gender #n i've nvr as far as i can remember wanted to give birth #n yh u see all the stories of docs not approving hysterectomies for fertile women #but like tht direct link or thought in my head tht yh actually i will nvr have kids nvr really occured to me #achieving tht thru hormones is diff tho as the poem highlights #bc it's like no one definite moment where ok u go in for surgery come out n it's over #it's being a week late then another n being aware of it #it's all very interesting #cloud nonsense

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shirogane-oushirou · 2 months

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[cw vent: chronic illness, general world politics mention w no detail)

"man. i'm so tired. i feel like i can't do anything selfship related. is it because my energy's been sapped from family visiting and everyone wanting to do ~summer activities~ nonstop? am i so in my head about "getting ren's story right without stepping over any lines" that i've backed myself into a perfectionist corner? is the world just going to shit so hard that i can't have one (1) minute of escape on this blog before going back to working through the political hellscape we're in? god even trying to make this plushie pattern is killing me even though i want to hold my guy So Badly AUGH."

/finishes the plushie pattern after trying multiple body bases and literally buying a japanese ebook about plushie face and hair design/

"actually what if i lived forever and spent all of that time making an army of these fuckers to swim in? what then?"

#obviously tagging this as #vent -#lol. lmao. anyway.#when i say i spent all day on this... jumping from base to base trying to find one that worked well for what i wanted #and had the right face shape and the easiest way to map a face onto it and know it'll look Right when embroidered...#and then i just caved and bought a book i'd been looking at since i started making mini ren lol #(by p.iyo p.icco -- their y.outube videos influenced mini ren's design and i plan to give that credit once i post final pics #along with the person who made the 10cm doll base i used.)#and it took so much effort and i kept thinking about how Fucking Tired i am and how frustrating it is that playing cards w family #means i have to spend 2 days recovering bc sitting up + in a chair w no good support + mental games + being social = negative battery.#and then i keep going in circles about ren's backstory and the whole 'this is a story about conditions i have but for anyone #who doesn't know me it DEFINITELY reads like a gross story about a stigmatized condition i DON'T have so i have to tread #very carefully when writing about it... but i don't practice writing like i practice art so i'm simply not at the skill level #to navigate that and it makes me feel like i can't post any of that until i figure it out' Thing...#but i DID finish my plushie pattern. and i will start on it sometime this week? depending on Factors? and if i reeeeally like how it #turns out i might buy The Plushie Making Fabric™... i checked at a craft store and buying 1/4yd of both fabrics won't break the bank...#and then i could make all of his AU selves w different expressions 😏#anyway. recovery officially starts in a few days (doc appts and pest control coming over this week + dogsitting in a few days.#not great for recovery lol lmao.) so hopefully i'll be more Around here by this weekend. idk. don't hold me to that kjsndkjn #i might get sucked into plushie making again and disappear for 3 days straight kjsdnfkjsdnf ;;;#📌 [ my posts. ]#💭 [ my thoughts. ]

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house-in-the-backyard-trees · 5 months

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For once I would like to work at a place where me calling off doesn't result in a guilt trip. Sorry I'm the only responsible employee there but I was literally hyperventilating at the idea of letting my manager down bc I woke up and instantly started bawling about everything and could not face work. And my stomach has been murdering me from all the anxiety I've been dealing with so I literally can barely function anyway.

#like it is not my fault our newest employee can't remember anything. i trained her for over a month honestly. she still can't remember where #half the buttons on the screen are or what they do. I'm half convinced she has dementia bc she's asked me multiple times what year it is #when she was doing her paperwork. like even at my first job i was left alone more than my boss will let this woman. she refuses to let her #close alone. and like i know it'll go bad. but it is not my responsibility to babysit a 65 year old. i trained her and i know i trained her #well bc the other 2 people i trained did not have this amount of issues. i am not an assistant. your shitty company will not give me that #position even though i asked. i am the same rank as everyone else working there and i cannot have anymore stress right now or i will fucking #quit. the other girl that works here just got her wisdom teeth out and she'll be down for the count. not like she was much use anyways. but #i do not understand why my manager is making it all my problem when i taught our new employee everything. i was working by myself here for #entire shifts by the time i was here a month. the store might burn down if she does but Jesus Christ not everything is my responsibility #when my manager isn't there. I'm not the fucking assistant. I'm a fucking cashier. like I'm about to stop doing all the things i was doing #to try to get them to promote me to assistant. cause it obviously didn't fucking work. not gonna go around and make a list of everything #expiring this month. not gonna obsessively organize and stock the cooler. I'm tired of being the only one that does it and does it right #anyway. it's so fucking exhausting. like last week i was so anxious and upset i was throwing up. i couldn't have gone to work if i tried.#now I'm just over being the useful one bc it never got me fucking anywhere.

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lynxalon · 1 year

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gamers i feel fuckennnnnn terrible ✌️

#hm.#like. this particular situation feels hopeless like i cant salvage anything #its like when glass cracks and u know its broken and dangerous and all it would take is one lil push #and itd just fall #like. i always wanna be someone who tries but. i always try until im raw and bleeding and worse for it #theres trying and theres not knowing when enough is enough and i just dont know where the line is between that #is it really unsalvageable or do i just not wanna hurt over this any more #i know im cared about but. theres one person who i wish cared more. who i wish didnt say things and promise things #because now that its later down the line its clear none of that meant a thing which is exactly what i said then #promises like that dont last. especially from those with commitment issues. i would know.#its why i dont make those kinds of promises. only very rarely. and now im gonna be made into a liar #promise breaker. i hate that #i keep complaining about this and. i keep giving myself a few days. a week. over and over.#'maybe it'll change when my heads clearer. maybe i'll feel differently later'#and tbf i do for a bit. but it doesnt last. it lasts for less time each time i try that #im still mad and upset and hurt #i'll figure it out but. why me. why does this happen

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eggmeralda · 1 year

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listening to my february-june 2022 playlist which led to ⬇️

#oh my god it was sooooo gooooooood #what do you mean there were 12 months. no there weren't. 2022 ended in mid august. perfect year with no bad months at all #anyway i'm thinking about the 2022 that exists in my mind (january-mid august) it was so good #i listened to. so many albums. and got introduced to so much music #specifically down the route of electronic stuff like eurodance and techno and happy hardcore and that #and also down the route of i guess more atmospheric stuff? like shoegaze and dream pop and droney noisy stuff #and then there was. The Hyperfixation. call me bitter bc i was experiencing extreme truffula flu brainrot aHAHAH- *is shot*#one of the hyperfixations of all time. it was so intense it gave me agoraphobia #okay i had agoraphobia anyway but my camp entre obsession did contribute to it a bit #bc it released so many chemicals in my brain it would just give me anxiety #okay but the actual agoraphobia was so weird like what was going on there #i was so scared of eating food that might annihilate my digestive system i just wouldn't eat. and wouldn't leave the house #i mean i did leave the house but only if i had to and i DID NOT enjoy it and i would start zoning out if i was out for too long #and i did eat but it was limited to like. porridge and bread and for some reason sushi. like they were the only foods i didn't fear #what was wrong with me #then i got over it by the summer. like the slight fear comes back sometimes for a few weeks but it'll never be as bad as it was then #my god the summer though. unreal time #july we have such a complicated history but you did a great job in 2022 #the swag archive..........the career awakening...........(don't tell my 22yo self trying to apply for archiving jobs is the absolute worst)#(let her have her dream)#omg speaking of the dream. and also swag. the night i found out swag was asexual. wtf. great night #i guess it was a mixture of always being in search of a canonically asexual character that i was interested in since i was 18 #like there was todd chavez but i wasn't like Obsessed with him or anything. and i can't think of any other character i knew #and then i find out just as I'm going to bed that the character that has been absolutely obliterating my soul for the past 6 months #is canonically asexual?? so then i didn't sleep for another 2 hours #unreal night #I'm running out of tags but anyway i love you first 8.5 months of 2022 i love you 2nd year of uni i love you camp entre truffula flu #i love you every album i listened to then i love you job i had at that sweet shop i even love you agoraphobia no i don't you were awful #but you were part of the vibe. anyway 2022 jan-aug my beloved #ramble

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masquenoire · 2 years

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Not all of Roman’s teeth are real. Having gotten into many fights over the years (not to mention being on the receiving end of Batman’s fists on more than one occasion), many of his teeth have gotten knocked out, forcing him to obtain crowns. They are near indistinguishable from his natural teeth, which are frequently deep-cleaned and whitened to maintain his signature skeletal smile.

#💀 || headcanons #💀 || musings #Feeling pretty worn out and sore today #And I got cramps on top of it all so not going to be very functional today #Going to try and be a little active despite tiredness though #Got two more big shifts tomorrow and Friday #3-11pm then 4-12am #Been dwelling on this thought for a while though #Roman's definitely lost teeth over the years #Whether by getting whacked by Batman/Robin/Red Hood/Catwoman/Batgirl/Matt/ect #Shiloh gave me the idea though #That he's got one golden tooth #He'd be tacky like that lmao #Happy Wednesday my friends #Hope this week is treating you well!#I feel so grungy and desperately in need of a shower #First time I've been able to see dad since we're both home at the same time #I'm buying takeaway for dinner as a treat and it'll be chinese :D #I just hope I don't thow up because of fucking cramps #Lord give me strength to survive these next two days #I ache all over

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bookshelf-in-progress · 2 years

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Fun fact: The fairy tale flash fiction has now passed 4,000 words.

#i'm okay talking about it because i'm going to finish this thing if it kills me #it nearly has #you don't know how i've agonized over those opening scenes #writing and then rewriting and then cutting almost everything of it #i gave up months ago before finally getting inspiration or at least motivation to just push through #i've now reached roughly the halfway point #maybe 3/4 #and i am embarrassed by a lot of it but also at least i have something that sort of a little bit flows #i want to finish the ask game stories before starting on the four loves challenge #the trouble is that i love tattercoats as a story so much that i'm aiming for a more detailed retelling than i might otherwise #it's still bare bones because i'm a hack who can't write description #but it's going to sit in a weird middle ground of being too long to be satisfying short fiction and too short to count as a full retelling #i've got one speech that i love #a few images or moments that i'm okay with #and the rest is just scaffolding that hopefully keeps the story from collapsing even if it isn't pretty #all duct-taped together with sentiment #i had hoped to get a first draft done tonight but since that ain't happening there's no chance it's getting done this week #but at least i'm further in than i've ever been before #and making good use of scene breaks so this section feels more doable than it ever has #if i can just get them to the palace it'll be relatively smooth sailing #here's hoping i can keep from overagonizing and just get a draft down that i can edit later #it hasn't happened yet during this draft but one can hope #(which is rather a prominent theme in the story actually)#adventures in writing

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sunnys-side-upside-down · 2 years

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2 and 10. Also how are you today? Doing well?

2. Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even)

Go through any of my art and you will definitely see a pattern. I usually always draw ponies facing somewhere to the left. NEVER right (That only happens if I draw it left, then flip the canvas). There's no difficulty difference between full left facing and 3/4 left facing, as long as it's left facing. Drawing ponies facing forward has been fairly difficult over the years, but it's getting easier now.

10. Favorite piece of clothing to draw

I don't really, draw clothing?? In fact, I kind of hate drawing clothes (especially since I learned how to draw through drawing ponies, so I don't have much experience with it). I guess I used to like drawing handkerchiefs on ponies necks though, but not as much anymore. Sweaters can be fun occasionally.

Also I'm doing well thank you for asking!! I'm about to start crunching out homework (mainly art related work).

#text post #this actually makes me want to start drawing winter scenes #I used to draw my sona and Sunset in sweaters all the time but I haven't in quite a while #I actually wanna do some winter themed art this year though #it'll just have to wait for my semester to be over cause I have a lot of final projects I'm working on right now #one more month and one week and im free #i'll definitely share two of my final projects though #because one is a fully rendered scene of helix doing magic in his library for my digital painting class #and the other is the full animatic of the story between helix and tweetie

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thrumbolt · 1 year

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Ugh, I really wasn't planning to get involved with the ACOTAR fandom, like I didn't plan to have any feelings whatsoever about this series, because after reading it I don't think it is that good. This was just supposed to be a silly little distraction from the constant doom-state of the world....but....it's not gay and monsterfuckery enough and I have the urge to change that. I need to draw art.

#for the most unpopular character because that's how I roll #the more a fandom hates a character the more i am like 'he's perfect u guys r just mean'#acotar #one half of my followers like: what is an acotar and can you eat it?#the other half like: Thrum WHY would you read this? What's next? Twilight?#shhhh don't worry about it #It'll all be over soon #but for one week this will be a pro tamlin blog lmao #elves or fairies or monsterfuckery what even is the difference at this point anyway I just roll with it at this point

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sysig · 2 years

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I have been thinking about Spamton all fucking day

#Get Outta here you strange little man #Like I know my biggest-as-of-yet doodlepost of his was just several hours ago so today but you gotta understand #That was all drawn over a week ago I should be well through thinking about him now #Doodled a tiny little thing yesterday which folded out into some headcanon doodles and then Some More headcanon doodles #And some of them feel too vague to properly explain but the ones that are more concise and clear are like?? weird?????#Really skirting the line of QSFW hard but I literally don't know how to change the context it stops making sense if I do that #I dunno maybe if I think about him a little longer or sleep on it (again) it'll start to coalesce into a proper idea #Convincing my brain to start on the Requestobers tomorrow is gonna be fun lol #Technically they're already started which in fact makes it more and less difficult in equal proportion - trading one for another #Novelty is lower but nervousness is also lower! Give and take #Also still healing from my accidental injury yesterday I forgot to mention that #I tripped over something and couldn't catch myself because I was carrying darkling beetles and their new babies (!)#So now my drawing hand is injured lol #Hella exciting that the beetles actually had mealworms considering I super haven't given them a proper enclosure yet #I do have a container plucked out of storage just for them tho! I saw it recommended for mealworm propagation and I was like #''Well I already have one of those I can just grab that and clean it up'' and then I tripped while carrying it and the beetles lol #Anyway all this to say I'm all funny-fidgety today #Deltarune #Kinda?????? Lol

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daedrabela · 1 year

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SO ALL NIGHT FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS I KEEP FLICKING LITTLE ANTS OFF OF ME WHILE I'M GAMING AND I KEEP THINKING IT'S JUST THE SAME ONES OVER AND OVER

WELL I JUST FUCKING LOOKED OVER AT MY TOMIE LAMP AND THESE FUCKERS HAVE THE THING COLONIZED THEY'VE GOT EGGS AND SHIT AND THEY'RE ALL BUNCHED TOGETHER

SO I FREAK OUT BECAUSE THERE'S TOO MANY BUGS IN ONE SMALL PLACE FOR MY LIKING AND WE GET THEM VACUUMED UP

I'M SNIPPY WITH HIM BECAUSE HE'S SLACKING ON GETTING THE VACUUM TO ME QUICKLY BECAUSE AS SOON AS I TURNED THE LAMP OFF THEY STARTED TO SCATTER

AND I'M ALREADY SPIRALING BECAUSE THE SPARE ROOM IS FULL OF SHIT AND I'M SICK OF LIVING LIKE THIS AND THEN!!!!

THEN!!!!!! THIS GUY ASKS ME "you know what bugs me?" BITCH IT'S TAKING EVERYTHING I HAVE NOT TO THROW HANDS WITH ANYTHING IN SIGHT RIGHT NOW YOU CAN'T JUST SAY SHIT

#tw bugs #bugs tw #i hate this place so fucking much i hate it #i can't take baths because the tub has these grody strips in it #and we can't peel them off because the building management put this cheap enamel shit over the tub that's peeling off and it'll strip it #the bathroom is so tiny it feels smaller than my old bathroom even though they're the same size and my old one had a slanted ceiling #the cat stinks the whole place up #it's so dark in here always because there's these cheap paper blackout panels on the windows #the living room is a disaster because of how they decided to arrange it it's so weird the tv is like right in front of the sofa #and not against a wall so it's just in the middle of the room #there's junk mail everywhere #neverending fucking trash no matter how much i pick up there's still more and more and more #we fill three fucking trashbags a week #i used to fill a single trash bag every two weeks #i hate living here so goddamn much #i wish i could go live on my own again so bad #i can't just break up with my boyfriend everyone will make me feel guilty for it #he'll probably cry and i can't deal with seeing people cry because of me i feel so guilty for everything all the time #i hate my fucking life #i want to fucking die #🥀

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