#vent -

[jamieenthusiast]

could he really

[slasherstation]

One thing I’ll say about the hate for Kabru and Toshiro is how I feel hurt by it not as a poc but as someone who has the same traits as them. I hate that people are able to understand that Laios can’t read the room but have a hard time understanding why Toshiro didn’t communicate/validate only Laios feelings and not Toshiro’s. Ofc he should have and that’s a flaw of his character. But I just feel so awful seeing people not understanding that if Toshiro was able to communicate he would have. I’m the same way. I’m a pushover, I let people cross my boundaries and I struggle with communicating my feelings.

Like imagine relating to Toshiro AND Laios. I’ve had someone who didn’t like me and said something behind my back treat me as if we were friends. And I’ve struggled to be open about my feelings when people bothered me causing me to snap and seem mean/rude.

The Toshiro hate is definitely valid and completely understandable especially as an autistic person who’s dealt with what Laios is going through. But the way people speak about Toshiro just makes me feel also awful and uncomfortable

[taralen]

[what do you mean]? [i wonder!]

LOSING MY @#()$. PSYCHOSIS VENT.

[family-oddity]

Between my fury and grief, love still remains.

[thehealingsystem]

currently crying as I'm writing this but uh I reeeaallyy wonder when people are gonna decide to leave us lesbians with unconventional gender identities alone. please leave the teenage bigender lesbian alone. they're a young girl in high school who likes other girls whom their mother will never accept and has to hide their relationships, and forever hide their heartache after they fail. please leave the transmasc lesbian alone. people will whisper behind his back about how much of a tranny he is while expressing disgust when he holds hands with a girl. please leave the nonbinary lesbian or just transfem lesbian alone whom is too masc or man-leaning for your taste, whether that be because they're amab or a nonbinary guy, they're trying super hard just to live and can barely pass and is forced to hide or else people will accuse them of invading spaces or being a predator. I know you won't ever see us as deserving of the lesbian label- no matter how much we present like a cis girl or how much we've been discriminated against for our attraction, from my experience- but we're just trying to make it by too. I'm tired of just trying to convince people I'm allowed to exist. not be in spaces, be in communities, exist. please leave me alone. please leave trans lesbians alone.

[crime-wives]

do you ever feel like, oh god, my life is slipping away and i’m just sitting here. watching. there’s the constant, incessant itch to grab the reins and pull. but whatever you do, your hands keep sliding off, and the days keep slipping by and there’s no way to stop? and i just think, oh god, it’s almost may and i feel stuck. i am the same person i was in january, and february, and march. how does the world keep turning and i’m still here?

[foxlungz]

All my life people have shown me repeatedly that I don’t mean shit to them so I’m sorry if I never believe that someone can actually care about me bc it’s all I’ve ever known

[rejectionofhumanity]

I’m trying not to become a misanthrope like so many other otherkin and therians. I’m trying to remind myself of the good that humans have done. But sometimes that’s impossible to see, and all I see is the negative. The horrible things that humans have done. The things I want to run far far away from. Sometimes it feels like that’s all humanity is. How do you deal with it?

[lastoneout]

the doctor said no to a wheelchair in the cruelest way possible

[tinderboxofsillyideas]

[k1ssmycorpse]

im so pussy i can never cut deep enough..

[sweetjijisama]

I feel like I don't want anything anymore...

It feels like I am "living" (surviving) my last few days or weeks on this earth...

Even if my life hasn't really started yet...

Like there is no future..

I can't imagine having one...

I don't want one anymore...

I want to want things...

But I can't for some reason...

That's just it.

[taralen]

The past few days have REALLY sucked. Here are some stress doodles venting through the only character I can ever relate to on any meaningful level in three different flavors! 👍🏻

Their character designs are based on my LoveLetter AU ones, and some of the ideas behind these are influenced by stuff I want to happen in it. However, my AU is not relevant to understanding any of these, given the fact that I vomited these on paper from the actual real-life drama I'm dealing with.

[slasherstation]

I’ll be honest. Dungeon meshi has slightly or very much been ruined for me by fans and I think I’ll have trouble seeing the series the same way :(

Like my experience has been so frustrating. Not even just with the racism but just in general. I hate how this beautiful anime/manga just makes me uncomfortable and upset when I see it.

Ofc I still like it and will post about it. But the way I just feel uncomfortable thinking about certain stuff pertaining to it hurts.

[neytui]

Today's my birthday!!!! ✨✨

Some vent below

The past few months have been a complet mess for me. First on march, my great aunt who has been diagnosed with cancer for two years sadly passed away, this was no surprise for any of us so I was not as sad about it if I'm honest. A week before this my dad had an accident and broke his talon and had to have surgery, this was the same day my aunt passed. My dad is fine and has healed all good. Now recently, a month ago I think, my cousin, who's I have grown with, same age as me, went to same school and everything, was diagnosed with a tumor on her brain. Was about 8 cm long and was causing her really strong headaches, it needed to be extracted as soon as possible, but the operation was very expensive so our family need to collect money first. We finally met a doctor willing to do the surgery and she was operated the Thursday, I saw her yesterday and she's thankfully doing fine. While we were on this, I felt incredible sick one day while I was on college, to the point I couldn't talk anymore. I went to the neurologist and he told me to get some exams, he diagnosed with athipics migraines and since that day I've been feeling sick and sad, that was on the fifteen. I was really hoping to feel good on my birthday, but that doesn't seem to be the case. I'm writing this on the 27 so I hope I'm feeling better tomorrow on my birthday. Regardless I would still like to thank everyone who welcome me on this place, I really have enjoyed it. I'm really sorry I haven't been able to post anything in a while but with the family, health, college and commission matters it has been really hard.

I hope everyone is having a good day :)