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ionlydrinkhotwater · 5 months

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OK but I really love how unhinged Neil comes off in other people's POV cause looking back at the first three novels he was so damn weird

Take what happened in Colombia

Imagine what Andrew was thinking

Holy crap this binder WTF?!?! OK he's sus as hell I've gotta test him, I'm gonna mess with the tags when I refold his clothes but like...I doubt even he's THAT crazy

*Neil barges in and starts shouting in FRENCH*

OK so he IS that crazy (and French?!)

OK I'm gonna spike his drink and get some answers in a minute just gonna leave him with Aaron and Nicky for a sec while I satisfy my Gay panic this runaway has inspired in me with Roland and then I'll just...WTF DID HE JUST PAY A GUY TO KNOCK HIM OUT?!

OK I'm gonna pick up some breakfast and when I get back to the house I can interrogate the....OK ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME THIS DUBIOUS TWINK CRAWLED OUT OF THE BATHROOM WINDOW?!

OK so he's not around let's get back to Palmetto he probably got a ride from one of the upperclassmen

OK he didn't...did he run away? I guess that makes some sens... OK wait he HITCHHIKED?! THE FUCK?!

OK THIS ASSHOLE SPEAKS GERMAN TOO?!

OK he's on the run from the mob...there are a lot of holes in this story but at this point I'm gonna take his word for it that he's isn't a danger to my people cause I don't have the energy to continue to pursue this anymore. This fucking guy is more unhinged than what I was prepared to deal with this weekend.

#aftg #all for the game #tsc #the sunshine court #neil josten #andrew minyard #andrew was more tired than Neil was after that weekend 🤣#you won the batttle kind of andrew but neil won that war #not to shade nicky and aaron but wingus and dingus were not the ones you should have left neil with TWICE #also its cracker dust not truth serum it was a weird plan to start with and nicky and aaron were more high and more drunk than neil was #they were not the ones who should have been left in charge #also by letting neil out of sight for all those hours he hitchhiked let him come up with a plausible lie #that held up until BALTIMORE #like my dude you had the binder you should have hid it and threatened to burn a page wverytime neil lied #cause if the money was from riko paying neil to be a mole he would NOT want it burned #and what hes gonna go to the cops about his ill gotten cash and fake ids? you could have had him andrew #ps i imagine neil saying all of this to Andrew when that first time in Colombia is ever brought up #just critiquing his methods #andrew isnt one for regret but neil picking holes in his plan and pointing out what HE would have done makes him feel pretty damn close #he probably finds it annoyingly attractive too tho

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luck-of-the-drawings · 4 months

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[OLD ART ALERT] A COLLECTION OF SCENES FROM THE GILLIONS CATSCRATCH ARC THAT BROUGHT ME GREAT JOY. i love fishy chips especially when its just gillion being delirious and violent and hostile

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #jrwi riptide spoilers #JUST NOTICED A MILLION MISTAKES FUUUUUUUUCK BUT WWHATEVERRRRR IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA HHUURRRLLL #SO I REALLY LIKE FISH AND CHIPS RIGHT. IVE BEEN IN LOVE W THE SHIP EVER SINCE THAT NAT 20 KISS #BUT I THINK I SHIP IT WRONG. OR LIKE. I AM CORRECT BUT EVERYONE SHIPS THEM DIFFERENTLY #THE FISH N CHIPS I SEE EVERYWHERE ELSE IS SO FLOWERY AND SWEET AND ROMANTIC. AND THATS NICE! THAT STUFFS NEAT #but gillion and chip would NEVERRRR enter anything similar to a romantic relationship. chips too damaged and gillions too uninterested #I LIKE MY FISH N CHIPS ONE SIDED AS FUCK #bc 2 gillion chip is his best friend in the whole wide world but hes also kinduvagross little man that took him a MINUTE to really warm up2 #but to CHIP gillion is this powerful and gorgeous and heroic paragon of destiny and his best friend in the whole world who will #bring about the eschaton. 'i didnt believe in destiny until i met you' until i met a champion radiating with a light thatll alter the world #OHH REMEMBER THE FIRST ICE ARENA?he was so mad.still probably shaking from the ordeal.NEVER had he felt true divine radiance CLEAVE through #his SOUL like that.do you remember that moment in the forest w the bugs. an alien from the ocean; lacerating the land w lightning #when the realization flickered in chip for a moment.that the thing standing before him was more powerful than he could ever fathom #remember when grizz mentioned that the nat20 kiss was the 'best kiss chip ever experienced'. that has nothing to do w this. where was i.#LOST MY TRAIN OF THOUGHT. BUT HEY. I THINK at the beginning chip absolutely knew that gill was smth grand n powerful n scary #when gillion revealed what exactly the prophecy was;chip got defensive and mad.sure he was sleep deprived but OOH. HES SCARED!#he believes gillion too! he believes that his destiny is to eradicate either the sea or land and that scares him!#but then he gets past it bc ultimately he trusts his bestfriend gillion so so much. he fuckin loves this dude.#he would throw himself intothe path of fire for this dude. he would boat across the ocean for this dude.he would build arenas for this dude #even if this dude will end half the world.even if this dude wields the power and the obligation to eradicate him at any second.#even if this dude is going to throw himself into harms way for his own comrades.even if this dude is just going to sacrifice himself.#one way or another one shall die for the other.these self-sacrificial bastards click so well with eachother!!#chip believes his body is best used to pave roads and gill believes his body is destined to pave prosperity.WHATEVER!!#i really love their dynamic!! they care for eachother so much!in MY heart tho. the icing on the cake here is the fantasy that chip is #just a bit more In Love w gillion than he realizes. like this powerful fish guy is HOT and PRETTY and KIND and FUNNY and LOYAL and STRONG #but gillion would never rly feel that same sort of attraction towards chip. its just not rly his thing. aroace as fuck man.#thats how it is in MY little heart atleast. and i sit here and play w my touys in my brain n i explore my silly lil one sided fish y chips.

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antiparticular · 5 months

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hello???? looking at the bracelet after that ?? gayass.

#ok we knew episode 2 was the edwin having gay panic about the cat king episode #but i think this is the most unequivocal 'edwin does actually want the cat king too' we get #it's very interesting to me that he is aware at least on some level about how he's attracted to men even this early on #it's not that he doesn't realise how he feels. he just believes it is wrong #dead boy detectives #edwin payne #edwin paine #the cat king #edwin x the cat king #<- i don't actively ship it but i need the reach #im much more fascinated by the internal workings of edwin and how he interacts with people + himself than i am by shipping him with anyone

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prettyboykatsuki · 8 months

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there is truly a strange disconnect between some astarion fans and not recognizing his most basic trait as being a sponge for attention.

#aristotle.txt #i think this will make people upset but its really just like #elf boy needs attention. like needs it. and a lot of it #hes spent an entire lifetime completely devoid of love and affection #not of gods not of people. nothing. not only that he is already a relatively self involved person #fundamentally that man needs adoration and romance and attention and love #like in heaps. it feels like people seek in him things that he both does not want and would not do #he is not incapable of tenderness but its going to look a lot more like allowing you to love him than it is acts of selfless romance #id argue its the most loveable / attractive aspect of his character and its like. completely overlooked somehow at the same time #its just so like. it incites so much ??? in me sometimes hehkjsdkjf

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flowerakatsuka · 3 months

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i can't believe that a show who's main bread & butter is masturbation jokes really has me like

#had some major realizations about why exactly karamatsu doesn't recognize he could have feelings for kuroba until ->#there's that drastic shift in their relationship after the reunion #i've touched on it a lil before and i kinda wanna make a more detailed post about this specifically #but the long & short of it is that he's actually ignoring the depth of those feelings on purpose #he was genuinely oblivious at the start of things but it's not like he completely lacks self-awareness #so when he does begin to notice that his feelings for them go deeper than just friendship or finding them attractive #he chooses to stay oblivious bc he doesn't want to start getting his hopes up and ruin what he currently has with kuroba #which gets increasingly harder the more kuro shows glimmers of potentially liking him bad #i'm also imagining a moment where his brothers are getting on him about the status of his relationship with kuro ->#after matsuyo brings it up earlier in the day and he kinda snaps at them about it #BUT I'LL GO MORE IN DEPTH ABOUT THAT LATER #i should actually head to bed soon it's late #i stg this show is making me lose it...#mj rambles #ship : kurokara

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rawliverandgoronspice · 3 months

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re: my last reblog, but sincerely asexual Ganondorf makes me. feel emotions. maybe one day I will elaborate.

#thoughts #ganondorf #my hc is that he is on the ace spectrum rather than 100% ace --but pretty far down that path still #tho I do think it makes too much sense for him to be at least a little bit into men honestly #on the other hand if he does feel any sort of attraction for women I think it's more case by case and psychological rather than physical #but yeah ace ganondorf has my heart this would complicate him in very delicious ways I think

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possamble · 3 months

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AHA thank u i was mostly just. frantically pulling the "no hetero" card bc farcille is super super always endgame for me and the "marcille has two hands" thing is absolutely not for me and my personal characterization of marcille

i like. can't find it anymore for some reason but there was a farcille fic set just after the shuro confrontation where laios reaches over to hold marcille's hand and ask her if she likes him or if she's just tolerating him too and it was so. the vulnerability. the puppyness.

that safety and security he must feel in knowing that she wears her heart on her sleeve and he will always know when she's unhappy with him because she will absolutely let it be known. the way that falin's first revival was the turning point for the way he felt about her because, for the first time in his life, protecting falin wasn't something he had to shoulder alone. there was finally someone else who cared about her as much as he did (in his eyes, resenting his parents for failing to protect her) and would stop at nothing to save her. the way it must have been proof for him that, not only was falin not alone anymore, he wasn't alone anymore.

idk why i like rather than dislike the fact that his only framework for parsing how he feels about "the first girl other than his sister that he's ever cared this much about" is a comphet romantic lens. like he would have the autism moment of fully assuming that he's in love with her for a while and just like. not? doing anything about it? because he doesn't feel the urge to, nor is he sad that he knows marcille would mostly likely never "feel the same way" about him?

like. he "figures out" that he's "in love with marcille" with all the passion of printing out a label and sticking it onto a favourite scrapbook for organizational purposes. he's equally happy to be her husband or brother-in-law so long as it means she stays close and is part of his family.

i know logically i should hate it but it's sooo crunchy to me. my comphet besties ever. designated plus one and dance partner to all fancy and formal occasions. having actual real chemistry but the "romantic" part of it is some weird shapeshifter smokescreen. augh

#asks #tunnel anon #screencapped so it doesn't show up in the l*imar tag #anyway don't read these tags if lesbian marcille is your truth. you're real for that and i would never oppose that #but i guess im in the bisexual marcille camp for a couple of reasons (first and foremost being that ryoko kui is like.#a fabulous incredibly likely bisexual and marcille is clearly her Specialest Little Guy so it feels only fair)#so technically laios and marcille “dating” is a possibility in my head but such an insanely depressing one that i don't give it much though #like yeah sure marcille is capable of being attracted to him and even having feelings for him if he pursued her intensely enough #but that's the paradox. he wouldn't.#once again. equally happy to be her husband or brother in law bc he doesn't understand being attracted to women #and dearest marcille needs more than that.#little neurotic dragoness bunny who needs to be desired and wanted with an all-consuming passion #hopeless romantic freakassishly monogamous cringe darling who needs to be “the one” for her partner in order to thrive in a relationship #because she wants to be given as good as she's giving and nothing less (and boy does she give!! she gives her everything!!)#so i vastly prefer her never developing feelings for him bc he never decides to pursue her in a way she can't ignore #over them getting together and her self-esteem taking hit after hit as he demonstrates no romantic passion for her #like yes it's toxic and ridiculous. but let's be so real. if someone blatantly flirted with her and he did nothing and felt nothing #she'd be crying herself to sleep feeling unwanted and unessential and “not even worth getting jealous abt” bc she's Like That.#while he starts to hate himself more and more for not being able to give her what she needs #kissing them on the head and tucking them safely into my personal canon. i could never do that to them.#also marcille being the first and foremost thing that laios and falin “fight” over in a way where falin is finally able to assert herself i #yknow??

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5eraphim · 5 months

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rewatched Batman Begins + the Dark Knight last night and i remember being so struck by the audacity of Jonathan Crane's "i said my drugs would take you places. i never said those were places you wanted to go"

like can you imagine going toe to toe against one of the most posh, out of place looking plugs youve ever met to confront him for ripping you off and all he has to say for himself was, "well you felt something didn't you?"

like yeahhh "sorry i cut your coke with trazodone, and i mean yeahhh i know that's mixing an upper with an downer and i knowww that can be bad. but also, have you considered thanking me instead?"

#oh jonathan. never change.#i have mixed feelings about cillian's scarecrow. but i think on rewatch im more positive regarding him than i used to be #like he IS wayyyy too *pretty* and conventionally attractive to really fit the character #but i do think he nails crane's subtle antisocial quirks/mannerisms and how dramatically different he is with and without his mask #and i do really love that #jonathan crane #the dark knight #batman begins #batman #batman villains #the scarecrow

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shakingparadigm · 5 months

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"trying to get Ivan into the tumblr sexyman fandom wiki" anon here. I succeeded. He now has his own page on there. Yes yes yes I KNOW that he doesn't really "qualify" as a Tumblr sexyman (he's moreso just a regular sexyman) but once you visit the tumblr sexyman wiki you'll be surprise at what people there consider to be sexy (it's..... Bizarre to say the least) and there's like almost 2k characters who are considered to be sexymen on there. Once you get sucked into the sexyman wormhole you'll realize that there's more to sexymen outside of Tumblr and that it's alot more complicated than "suit and tie, is evil, is rich" ect ect. In the end a sexyman is just any character who is considered sexy by their fandom lollll

YOU ACTUALLY GOT HIM ON THERE 😭 CONGRATS 😭 Though Ivan isn't close to the big tumblr sexyman names I don't think it'll hurt too much if he's on the wiki. It's all in good fun, anyway. I can't believe I'm discussing a character's fandom perceived sexiness this late at night when it's a busy Monday tomorrow. Tumblr moment. Anyway good on you anon

#i think tumblr sexymen need a certain level of infamy in order to actually be considered tumblr sexymen #they're all usually unconventional or so conventional that it feels like they were made for the sole purpose of being sexyman bait #it is more than the whole “suit and tie” thing yes #i don't really see ivan as a tumblr sexyman (you're right though. he is a sexyman just not the tumblr specific variant)#since most tumblr sexymen have an ironic quality to them while ivan is played pretty seriously #and is conventionally attractive in a way that makes sense to even non-fandom people #but while i think this im not against him going on there!!! be free #asks #also pls drop the link LMAO

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sysig · 16 days

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Treatment plan is going swimmingly, as you would imagine (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #Vargas #DAX #Edgar #ZEX #Scriabin #Look who it is! Handsome faces abound <3 #Finally Some* explanation of why Edgar and Scriabin are around the SCII co. (*Explanation not guaranteed) lol #Tiny Sims thought bubbles about their extroverted troublemaking counterparts hehe <3 #I love how Extremely Obvious it is (to me anyway) that I'm Way more confident drawing Edgar lol #His shapes are completely ingrained in my hand now - DAX is still a bit of a learning process I'll get more consistent as I go #The Vargases are just so shaped agh too fun stop this #Still strongly considering digitizing that first one as well for funsies and meme purposes haha I can't help myself #DAX was So not-about pretending to be a loyalist lol self-disgust all over #Thinking an awful lot about ZEX's ex - I'm sure it's nothing #He haaated talking one-on-one(?) with a human for an hour haha DAX! You'll have to get used to it! Like he doesn't hear that enough lol #ZEX <3 The Troublemaker he is!#Edgar of course couldn't catch a break all the way around lol ahhh such a shame DAX is so quiet I loved when Scriabin tried to poke him hehe #He's so mean <3 The spooks! Lovely to watch them all dodge each other in their specific ways haha ♪#Quick cut in of DAX as he sees himself - ZEX also has that at times hehe it's cute! They're VUX at heart it's to be expected #''Shoo'' - DAX 24/7 haha #It's funny to doodle him here cursing when really he's quite polite for the most part - just some internal cursing #Then again he doesn't say much generally lol #ZEX listen to your subordinate he feels bad! ZEX wouldn't think he'd done anything wrong DAX is just neurotic like that lol #Defensive hugs! Edgar doesn't care and isn't interested you're growling at shadows DAX lol #There's very little he wouldn't do for ZEX! He loves him! Looking like a fool is a small price to pay for a false positive #Better than a false negative when it comes to protecting that extremely danger-attracted Admiral of his haha <3

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fire-eyed-raven · 1 year

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Usually I'm all for not treating two characters as a one inseparable unit. I'm all for exploring them separately from each other or considering some interesting rare pair options for them.

But not with Madara. I love Madara very much but I'm sorry his canon obsession with Hashirama can't be ignored by me. I can't separate it from him. Their bond with Hashirama is completely something else. It's a very integral part of who Madara is.

He wants his attention even if it will be in a fight he wants everything Hashirama can give him. He'll recognize him in any situation. He'll be happy to see him even if the last time they have seen each other Hashirama killed him. He talked about uniting Ying and Yang and clearly meant Hashirama as Yang to his Ying. He ended up merging a part of Hashirama into himself in a most literal sense. He can't shut up about Hashirama when we see him as himself and not an impersonator (obito) or through other's memories.

#For me Madara and Hashirama is a package deal most of the time.#when I see that bond ignored it feels wrong and like it's not Madara at all #they are canonically soulmates #and Hashirama is beyond special no one else would get that level of attraction and fixation from madara #Hashirama is a very rare combination of a person who shared his ideas and vision ( even if they went different ways about it in the end)#and was equal to Madara or stronger than him #and that man does love to get his ass kicked #and doesn't like when it's him beating someone else's ass easily on the other hand as we can see from the manga #tbh only other ( very crack) pairing that I can somewhat consider for Madara is with Gai for that exact reason - he loved to fight him #madagai / gaimada ( ? does this dynamic exist?) is not my cup of tea but I definitely see where ot could come from and it looks fun #Madara liked to fight him #was real excited #and that's very important with him #idk where I'm even going with all of this #trying to write down my thoughts is like herding cats #maybe I'll write about it more later #hashimada #hsmd #hashimada thoughts #madara headcanons

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caguaydreams · 5 months

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lmao why does SEGA keep pushing the sonadow agenda

I mean, I'm not complaining but ???? 👁️👁️ I know what you are

#in hysterics #Tails going from a little sonadow hater to a full on supporter look at him go #and I can SEE that in a way the intent here is for them to solidify their 'dead-serious rivalry'#and they'll have them acting perfectly on point to serve that purpose but then three seconds later you hear more gay ass flirting #rinse and repeat. It gives me whiplash #is this on purpose?? are they trying and failing miserably to avoid shippy interpretations??...................... is this on purpose??????#although they're still leaning into Shadow being grumpier than necessary. But what he lacks in friendly characterization Sonic has in spade #he's carrying the whole thing at this point.... but admittedly Shadow also plays into it #the MOMENT they appear and start talking I'm like 🤨🏳‍🌈?#'I don't know... I think my *magnetic* personality is quite.. *attractive* 😏' SHUT UUUUUUUUUP #💀💀💀#make out already fr #sonadow #victory for Tails #it feels like SEGA is aggressively giving it their all this year #what a pain #CAN I GET A BREAK

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toxifoxx · 7 months

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truly at the end of the day its all about receiving validation

#<- was having a lot of fun drawing fat william till he stopped to think about what other people might think #<- very important that people like him just as much as i do #<- incredibly important (i love him so much and his character is so much more nuanced than the fandom ever gives him credit for #and he already gets shat on way too often by people who don't understand what they're talking about)#truly the amount of hate based around him being a murderer is insane. Brother he's not a real life murderer. he's not going to #come out of the screen and hurt you #I NEED PEOPLE TO AT LEAST LIKE HIM A LITTLE BIT *bursts into tears*#and i need validation #and getting people to simp for him and think oh hes hot 😳 is one of the easier and more entertaining ways to get nice comments #what i lack in skill and talent i can make up for in character design and suggestive subtext right?#ugh #i dunno it feels like the only way to get people to say sometjing nice about my art sometimes #don't get me wrong i adore drawing him slutty but. ougggghhhhhh #hope it doesnt sound like im implying he's less attractive if hes fat personally i think hes hot as fuck #its mostly about stupid ass conventionally attractive shit #and also that people get bullied for portraying him fat... That too #anyways #im normal again now #toxi.txt

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lususnatura · 1 month

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#KISS THE EARTH AND LOVE IT WITH AN UNCEASING CONSUMING LOVE: visage.#alright but... for some reason this picture is giving me very specific vibes. like 'blamore showing up at your muses doorstep looking-#(slightly) disheveled and like something happened to him but he doesn't want to talk about it' type of vibes LMAO #and idk why but i feel like whenever character's have messier hair than they usually do it only makes them THAT much more attractive-#in my humble opinion so that might also have something to do with it JSJSJ 💀 LOL nah but that combined with strong eye contact...#i only have one way to describe how i feel about that: i LOVEEE

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northcountrymaid · 26 days

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UGH IDK WHAT TO FEEL. i really like this guy i love spending time w him and he rly likes me but then i think about having a Boyfriend again and break out into a cold sweat

#also i feel like my attraction to him is more :) hes cute :) than sexual...

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commsroom · 2 years

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i honestly do feel that eiffel's disrespect for authority and willingness to complain are positive traits. in terms of 'these are things i value in real people', but also for what it represents and what he's resisting within the narrative of wolf 359.

it's notable in the face of cutter's personal philosophy and goddard's corporate culture (pryce & carter #5, etc.) ... eiffel won't just accept anything, he won't do his job with a smile (he might not do his job at all, but either way, he reserves the right to be upset about it), he won't learn to compartmentalize. he will complain. he will keep on complaining. he values emotional honesty, and actively encourages others to express their feelings, especially the ones that aren't goddard-approved.

no matter what happens, or how long they've been up there, he never gets desensitized, and i think there's really something about someone who will keep saying 'this isn't normal, it isn't okay, i'm not okay with it, and i ask you to also not be okay with it,' even when he seems alone in saying it. their situation is horrible, and he feels everything so strongly. being able to express that is healthy, and it's human. i find it reassuring.

#wolf 359 #w359 #doug eiffel #you know?#it's how all of the antagonists in wolf are so good at compartmentalizing. it's cutter's particularly intense brand of toxic positivity #eiffel isn't interested in any of that. he feels how he feels and he's more than willing to express himself.#it's not just that he doesn't get desensitized either. it's that he is always surprised when other people are.#no matter how much callousness he runs up against he never stops being shocked and disgusted that other people can do that #and his emotional honesty creates a space for people who otherwise don't feel safe or comfortable enough to be honest with themselves #minkowski tries so hard to buy into the corporate culture but she's never quite got it.#and hera has internalized on a much deeper level that it's not safe for her to express her feelings #so it's just... nice that he can do that. i like him.#i like that he doesn't try to fix things for hera or tell her to feel better. he's just willing to be there and be upset with her.#to me (and i think for her) that counts for a lot.#& being good at complaining is a very attractive trait. to me.

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