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x-pair-o-dice-x · 2 years

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Ayup Dice, I can’t remember, but have you ever said anything about Fundy is By Nature? It’s been a minute since I’ve checked in with that au and I could just be forgetting something you’ve already said ridksjz

Have a Big Red btw- :D

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tumblr you’re a fucking BITCH why didn’t you TELL ME i had an ask- /lh

i.. don’t think i have anything for him, actually? as of right now, no, he’s not in this au.

#asks #mcyt gt #by nature au #been a hot minute since i talked about my aus here dodjkdnd #been a lil bit burnt out on g/t stuff; i think #or maybe not motivated enough? who knows #all i know is that i’m currently hyper focusing on a fic over on my main;; fofjofndk #you guys should 👉👈 you guys should check it out maybe #also wow. off topic but i think this blog and writing fics (mostly ones that involve tommy) have made me swear a whole lot more than i used-#-to #like. i used to say ‘heck’ ‘shoot’ or ‘fudge’ a lot. maybe even ‘hot chocolate fudge’(replaced holy fuck/shit) if i was feeling Spicy.#but now i kinda just. you know. Swear.#i’ve evolved against my will /lh #i wanna go back saying hot chocolate fudge was fun- /lh

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intotheelliwoods · 8 months

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So basically would you rather have "larger 2 to 3 part updates with a longer hiatus" or "smaller 1 to 2 part updates with a shorter hiatus"

#yeah nope my motivation is totally dipped #zapped #energy is still there ideas are still there but my attention span to sit and draw for hours said goodbye #anyways I have parts 2/3 done for the next update #might just post the first two parts and the third later in the week #this is also just kinda me asking hey would you like what I have now before my motivation dips for a whole week again #oh boy the irl has not been kind to me and I think I finally crashed from it #who knows maybe I can finish part 3 tomorrow though #who knows...#ight enough of a tag dump

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 8 months

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hey dude I hope you’re doin all right and that packing and all is going well! Remember to take it easy and drink lots of water! Motivation will return when it’s ready :] 🌻🌙❣️

im losing my sanity as usual but the packing Is Indeed going well! im almost done <3

#and soooo true #motivation is like... a wild horse #you have to let it come to you #it may run away again. it may kick you in the face! but who knows... maybe you'll ride it for just long enough #before it bucks ya off #yk ive been on a bucking horse before. it was easier to stay on than i imagined #ah eaden... you crazy mustang... miss ya #& thank you! i have been Chugging water so no worries about that #actually - uno reverse card #YOU drink water & take it easy. but remember to take it!#rambles from the bog #actually i may have underestimated how much food ill need in a week...#cause i packed up the unneeded pantry stuff....#well huh no. cause if i make that box of pasta i kept unpacked... i have some tomato sauce left i think...#livin' the college student life without ever going to college!#if i need to ill order a pizza or somethin... maybe more curry...#ok no im being dramatic theres a bunch of frozen stuff nevermind. i forgor

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francy-sketches · 11 days

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I'm gonna have to work on my final project non stop for like a month straight bc I procrastinated on it too much fuck my stupid baka life

#.txt #also I have to do a movie pitch for it bitch it's an amv with intentionally one dimensional characters 😭 tf do I even say about it #at least the characters are like. knockoff jaime and tommen so its almost like im drawing asoiaf fanart #unfortunately I've come to hate them. the knockoffs I mean #I wanna change the designs a bit so they dont resemble my blorbos as much. i think im gonna give the kid darker hair #ok well discount jaime just looks like him with 2 hands and a blue cape 💀and I cant change him atp #my worst mistake was giving him like. a solid metal skirt armor thing bc its a pain in the ass to animate #at the start of the year I had the most work done out of everyone how did this happen #its bc they started nitpicking the story and I kinda lost motivation to work on it lke this shit is stupid. and cringe #by they I mean the extra screenwriting teachers we had a couple lessons with which like. this is an animation course not a writing course #I'd get it if it was like. a full time school but we have 2 3 hour classes a week we dont have time for this shit man #ig my mistake was that my idea didn't start from the story it started from the song I wanted to make a cool music video for it #its not that the story is nonsensical or anything its just a very basic fairytale esque thing nothing groundbreaking #'but you're not SAYING anything with this' I'm not trying to omg just let me make my little amv :(#does everything need a plot twist or to subvert expectations is it not enough that it looks cool #there's a couple people who are worse off than me in terms of how much they've done but also theres a couple that are nearly done #looking at them like god I wish that were me.....#and also I think I accidentally overwrote a shot I worked on for 3 hours. killing myself #maybe I can restore a previous version but its on the school computer and the school is closed for a week so im not gonna know until then

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poppy-purpura · 8 months

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What iterator do you have the most fun drawing, whether they are canon or logs or oc?

Now I have more fun drawing IL iterators!

Look, she is so pretty!

#pura #ask #some sad things:#mostly it is because I'm talking with people who cares about logs so #it is more fun to discuss ideas about IL with them etc etc #Unfortunately I have no enough motivation to develop my OC things #or canon things #but it is okay #i m trying sometimes to draw own things #just it is hard to know I am not so good at emm...#at introducing my ideas to followers #I should try harder!...#Maybe in future :')#haha

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paunchsalazar · 3 months

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I don’t know if I have what it takes to do this, in terms of talent and skill and willpower, but if so I have absolutely no idea what to do otherwise

#I’m okay with being a just kinda alright artistically but being just alright and unemployed can only go on for so long and the gap grows #I feel so stupid but also any other route I can imagine feels false…#I had something like a dream for a little bit maybe that’s it #and i don’t think that complacency is the whole of the problem but it certainly isn’t helping.. but it’s hard to feel motivated..#even those who I feel like are giving it their all and leveling up at rapid speeds are just as unemployed.. does it even matter #but am I wasting time by not trying harder? I have a good amount of work + relevant experience.. still not enough #whatever me and a few hundred others so it goes #I just don’t know what to do with the days and worried with each day I’m screwing myself over for the future w each choice

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misscrawfords · 5 months

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I've just written 250 words of Henry and Susan's first meeting - all out of order of where I actually got to.

And I know this doesn't seem a big deal but... IT'S WRITING. I AM WRITING SOMETHING.

This is actually a very, very big deal.

#it feels good #it feels really good #should i post it when i'm finished?#i just feel so excited to write anything no matter how random #who knows maybe i'll actually change their first meeting further down the line but i don't care #i'm writing!!!!#and turns out that having just a couple of people interested is enough to motivate me #anyway enough typing on tumblr #i've got a scene to write!#and two dumbasses to interact poorly and awkwardly

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jacky-rubou · 5 months

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writer's block hitting me hard rn...

#vent #i wanna write my aus but my motivation is through the floor #idk #i thought i took a decent enough break but i guess not #or maybe it's just me bein weird about how much attention they're getting...#who knows

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planet-poptropica · 2 years

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⋆ You know what I’d love? A sitcom show about retired Poptropica villains. ⋆

⋆ Imagine. ⋆

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electrobiology · 11 days

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you only get better at writing through writing but how do people think of things to write about....... but that's not even my problem it's how do you turn your thoughts into words....... and how do you make it meaningful.....

#i opened the copy of self-portraits i have after i finished early light #and i'm stuck thinking about how it talked about how dazai wrote all through middle and high school and stuff #when i was reading letters to a young poet rilke asked the other guy don't remember his name #to consider if writing was a necessity to him and if it wasn't then he shouldn't write #and i've thought about that since #and i think in the end writing is a need for me #my father told me the other day about someone he knew who saw everything as music... the way people breathe etc #maybe everything being a story is actually a bad thing unlike music but because half of my life has been taken up by reading #there's no helping it. the world is a story #but i Can't Write........ technically i can but nothing i ever say is meaningful #how do i write a meaningful story. tell me #i feel that i don't have enough life experience to write stories. i've never lived a day in my life so i have nothing to write about #uuuhghfggwgwgffsv #i feel even less qualified because i don't ... understand people #complicated motives... reasons for doing things.... way of speaking.... personalities.... i don't get any of it #so how can i write people being people either....#i've always tended towards writing fanfic rather than original fiction because i can easily analyse and make them fit within a guideline #but original characters.... i have to make them up. and i don't have the capability to invent a person #i once read from nabokov i believe that all of his characters and stories have pieces of him that he gave them #and i think i read somewhere about acting that if you just imagine you're acting as a specific person rather than a new one #it's easier to act a different way. so i imagine that could go for writing characters... taking people you know and fictionalising them #it's all so hard

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abysslll · 8 months

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i need a reason to keep going

#honestly i think writing down like episode release dates and shit on my calendar would really keep me from. whatever the fuck im doing #is it spiraling is it suicide ideation is it depression who fucking knows #anyway #bsd coming out weekly was so good for me. monthly manga is ok but its not Enough i need something every week #so i can have that special Will To Live motivation each week and school doesnt just flatten me #i think the new dr stone season is coming out soon maybe ???#maybe that can be something to focus on. i dont really like dr stone anymore though </3 #vent kinda

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l48yr1nth · 2 months

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Hi. Just wanted to say I really like your art. The way you use shapes is truly amazing and I love every art piece that comes up on my dash. :).

I AM. GOING. TO CRY.!

thank you and i love you and ur awesome and . i love you. :) :) :3

#labyanswering #incoming. incomprehensible ramblings #i seriously cannot say enough how much this rocks to read #i teared up a bit. maybe a sniffle #but i didn't tell you that #you. grab my heart and squeezed it a little #had to sit and take a breath for a second after reading and processing this ask #GRABS YOU #SHAKES YOU VIOLENTLY #DONT BE SO SWEET IN MY INBOX ! IM SHORT CIRCUITING AND OVERHEATING AND MALFUNCTIONING!!!#kisses u gently on the head /p #u are too sweet to me.#im going to. EXPLODE. ALL OVER. EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!!!#if you ever talk to me again i will GET YOU #very very happy. veryVERY. happy.#have not been having the greatest of times (relatively) lately. u are why i keep going #i have like been struggling to keep up with my own blog lately and like. tears up a little.#i don't do art for validation but i'm NOT the social-est person so uploading and interacting is a bit of a difference from my usual self;;#and hearing that like. u guys like my stuff so much is my main (like 99%) motivation for continuing to draw and post #also this community rocks! i've made so many friends with similar interests!! I GET TO KNOW SO MANY AWESOME FUCKING ARTISTS!!#PEOPLE I FOR REAL LOOK UP TO IN TERMS OF ART TALK AND DRAW WITH ME!!#AND PEOPLE MIGHT LOOK UP TO ME AS WELL!#AND PEOPLE LIKE WHAT I MAKE!#AND I CAN SEE SO MANY THINGS OTHER PEOPLE MAKE!#THAT I LIKE SO MUCH!#im rambling so hard im sorry #but like i can't put it into words #properly at least #i may not know exactly who you are but i need you to know that i think ur awesome! u rock!#ok im up an hour past when i usually go to bed i have to GO. BYE.

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storfulsten · 11 months

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oooh my gloomybear corpse collab shirt arrived today aaand a new corpse song dropped fuck yeah today was a good day <3

#it's not even my birthday yet I feel so blessed heck yea #saying today as if it's not almost 6 in the morning the day after for me but still #I haven't slept yet since getting the shirt yesterday afternoon so still counts as same day shh it makes sense don't worry #anyhow #new music heck yesss #speaking of the song my fav part: the last few seconds #just listen to it and you'll know yessir #one of my fav sounds ever and uhhh ngl the simp is strong atm and I apologize #he just has a really nice laugh though simp or no it's an undeniable fact ok you're lying if you disagree tbh #but realtalk the whole song is good af and will be on repeat for the rest of the week at least #~if pain is beauty I'm a pretty bitchhh~#that line just tickles my brain for some reason I love it ha #anyways enough rambling #will try to motivate myself to draw something soon hopefully fingers crossed #something bombeep related hopefully or maybe more corpse who knows we'll see I guess ha #stream 'CODE MISTAKE' on spotify bc dope af music and also the giggle bc ye serotonin #and or click the youtube link heck yea music #anyways laters bye

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taniushka12 · 5 months

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theres one specific barry / zane idea tht haunts me and i really really wanna read it but i Dont wanna be the one to write it bc theres already So many other things i wanna write.......... dont wanna add it to the list....................... but i really wanna read ittttt............

#tani's personal shit #im not writing the whole idea here bc it'd take a while but suffice to say #what if barry -in what he considers a dream -turned nightmare-- helps tom produce nightless night?#(things get gay at some point bc he looks Just like al and has some of al's best & worst -ie alcohol n stuff- trails yet... theres no alic #anyway at the end though they're both sitting alone at the cinema and barry realizes he actually has no fucking clue of what the mvie is ab #and Boom first this guy's names is thomaszane?? like that guy who died years ago?? but also hes playing ALAN??? and then theres the murders #and hes like hey tom?? buddy?? what the fuck??#and idk maybe tom thanks him and kisses him i dont really know i havent thought that far ahead (plus i need More motivations on his end)#but i want something with a Punch and then maybe one last dip into the nightmare before he wakes up and its like oh OH its a nightmare 😀#thank GOD.#dreaming about kissing your dearly beloved bff who died years ago is bad enough yknow he didnt need.. all That #........#god why isnt there any fic of them. wheres your whimsy?

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corvidlvr51 · 5 months

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A while back I bought a book on whim because I liked the cover and the synopsis sounded interesting enough, but only one chapter in I can tell I'm probably not going to like it very much

#ranlog #I'm usually good at at least reading some reviews before buying a book but sometimes I get ahead of myself #I would be more “whatever I'll just read it” if it weren't over 500 pages but alas #I don't like DNFing but if I still dont feel motivated to read after the 25% mark I might drop this one #who knows though maybe I'll end up liking it enough to at least finish it #oh and the book is Curious Tides

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keeps-ache · 1 year

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and ANOTHER !!

#art #my art #artists on tumblr #digital art #oc #score of four #blood #Prophet goes by they/them :D #this guy sucks hard but also i think they're cool so i'm conflicted hhvbfhsj #/the first of the Choir that i've actually figured out the backstory and motivations of!! cool :DD #/maybe this'll become a thing #maybe not #it's not up to me lol [camera focuses on my Brayn holding a bat and a bag in the background]#but i'm having fun with it so ~who knows~ :>#//i also have a scene with Martyr but i'm not happy enough with it to post it loll #maybe later!! if i can get it to stop looking so plain hhhhhhhhhhhhhh #//but yeah!! i do kinda wanna go somewhere with this but i dunno hh #it's that time of year where i make a bajillion new OCs and 90 new stories and then lose interest in them as soon as the temperature hits #the higher 70s hhvhfvhjf

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