#parallelnatural

[hoarderheart]

How come you always have a boyfriend? How come you only want what you can’t have? Whoa. I know what I want, but I can’t have it. Besides you don’t want me, you just like too flirt. You’re just a complex manifestation of his memories designed to keep him distracted. The fantasy was far too real. No, guys, this is my life, this is the dream. It’s just a dream. Look, I have no illusions, okay? The life I live… It’s a lot of things, but it’s rarely happy. You know what? I'm a realist. I don't see much hope for us. No strings attached. Well, I’ve seen much stranger things happen. Damn, it’s good to see you. A hell of a lot stranger. Anything? Oh, sweet. Almost anything. He’s dead, all the way dead. Because of you. I’ll see you…I will. Is that really you? Part of me always believed you’d come back. Welcome home. But you’re always there, you know? Maybe if you didn’t up and leave us. I left, but you didn’t stop me. I should’ve stopped you. You’re the best friend we’ve ever had. You’re my best friend, but I just let you go. Man, I hope you can hear me… I know you’re in there…I know you can hear me...it’s me. We’re family. The people in your life, in your real life..? You ask, what about all of this is real. You’re my family. We are. People, families, that’s real. Out there, we need you to come back. We need you. We were a family and I didn’t wanna lose that. I need you. I forgive you… I’m sorry it took me so long...I’m sorry it took me ‘till now to say it. I love you. And I let it slip away… You’re our brother, I want you to know that. I love all of you. I need to say something. You don’t have to say it. You don’t have to say anything… Wait, there’s one thing… When Jack was dying…I made a deal. To save him. The price was my life. They’re not gonna get anything from me without agreeing to a few conditions. When I experience a moment of true happiness, the Empty would be summoned and it would take me forever. Why are you telling me this now? I wanted you to know…that when I do picture myself happy… I always wondered, what it could be…what my true happiness could even look like. There’s things, people, feelings…that I wanna experience differently than I had before. It’s with you. Or maybe even for the first time. I never found an answer. Because the one thing I want…it’s something I know I can’t have. But I think I know…I think I know now. Happiness isn’t in…the having, it’s in just being, it’s in just saying it. Why does this sound like a goodbye? Because it is. Whatever you’re thinking of doing, don’t do it. Don’t do this. I have to… You really suck at goodbyes, you know that? This is a better goodbye than the last time. You changed me, Dean.

I love you.

Goodbye, Dean.

I should’ve said, “I love you, too.”

[hoarderheart]

When Dean thinks it’s Cas…

…but then realizes it’s Lucifer.

when Dean thinks it's Lucifer...

... but then realizes it's Cas

Dean's faceeeeee jesus christ

[gemmaswife]

BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER S6E12 / SUPERNATURAL S9E06

for @trampledundercas 

[xofemeraldstars]

#shrecretshranta ↳ for @chrrispine — happy new year, alison!! ✨💫🎉

[green-blue-heller]

If I had a nickel for every time I had to watch an episode of SPN directed by Rich where the “couple” were chased by something that wanted to kill them into a corner where they had nowhere to go and decide “if this is it you’re gonna know how I feel about you” and then right afterwards, a portal to another world opened up… I’d have TWO FUCKING NICKELS lol

Listen…

I didn’t want the first nickel!! Ok???

And I’m trying to not want the second nickel because I know that isn’t going to be a happy ending either!!

[hoarderheart]

Oh. OH. It's about. wow. it's about the unwanted yet undeniable connection to such incomprehensibly powerful celestial beings, seemingly unstoppable forces. Ones that would shake the ground and bring upon a storm as they'd like. It's about how scary it is to then be singled out by such a being. By Castiel. By Amara. By God. Because why me? Out of all the people, why'd you pick me? Why'd you save me? Because you're special, Dean. You're different.

[paneerlajwanti]

[november5th]

Parallelnatural-

First touch-

Dean & Cas 4x01 / Sam & Eileen 11x11

[donestiel]

Stop reblogging all those parallelnatural stuff my dash is just one endless heartache right now because of you dude have some mercy :(

unfortunately the coven cannot, nay, will not set you free. but from all of us here we give you a very sad

[texas accent] heehaw yeehaw

[thewinshitters]

This whole episode was just parallels

SUPERNATURAL 11x03 / THE WINCHESTERS 1x05

[hoarderheart]

Oh. Oh. So Dean made a deadly deal with Billie, but Cas couldn’t let him or any of the Winchesters die for it, so Cas broke the deal by killing Billie, who, exactly through the process of getting killed, gets revived and promoted to the embodiment of Death herself, who then eventually goes after Dean for killing her again, and Cas now has to sacrifice himself to save Dean by activating the end of another deal that he can’t and won’t break this time. A deal that he made because he couldn’t let their then dead son be taken away by The Empty, his son who had previously also brought him back to life, which angered The Empty in the process, The Empty who is petty and cruel enough to go after Cas and his son, and to make them suffer through a deal, a curse that Cas willingly accepts. A string of cosmic consequences. He won’t let them die, he won’t let them sacrifice themselves, but he will willingly do the exact same thing for them. Because he cares about them. Because he loves them. And for someone that is trying so hard to fight destiny, who’s had arcs about tearing the pages of it, that’s one hell of a poetic, fate-driven end. Tie the rope in any way, it’s still wrapped around your neck.

[gemmaswife]

SUPERNATURAL S12E23 / THE WINCHESTERS S01E13

[thewinshitters]

Can’t wait for more parallelnatural

Okay, let’s see what’s happening over on The Winchesters:

• We’ve got someone whose greatest regret was not saying “I love you” to her husband before he disappeared.

• We’ve got someone who fell in love with a man who wasn’t human (“from totally different worlds”). He died; immediately after, she had his half-human/half-something-else son. She was scared of her son and inadvertently pushed him away. She still believes following your heart is never a mistake.

• We’ve got two parents who split because things weren’t the same after their adopted child died.

• We’ve got someone who’s come back from a faraway war, traumatized over losing his good buddy and imagining he sees him everywhere.

• He’s also infatuated with someone but the pair of them are convinced the other doesn’t feel the same way. One wants to be asked to stay; the other always pushes away. (Their long-suffering friends & family are like ugh would y’all just get together already this is painful to watch.)

• He also has a thing for men in uniform & loves seeing his friend dress up in funny little outfits.

• Oh he also has an anger problem and being manipulated by a god who calls himself Destiny did not help.

• We’ve got a headstrong (read: bossy, annoying as hell but you can’t help but love ’er) hunter with a soft spot for kids, following in her (missing) father’s footsteps, whose deepest trauma (in a subconscious that is a world of darkness with a trauma behind every door) was being told at four years old that she was destined for a life of violence. There’s a knife under her pillow—she likes to keep it close. She never was a child.

• But wait! Then there’s a freewheeling bisexual who lives on the road & speaks entirely in pop culture references.

Men will literally write thirteen(-plus?)-part sagas about giant intergalactic mind-controlling bugs in which every single character is themselves instead of going to therapy

[gemmaswife]

if you know you know

[gemmaswife]

the boys / supernatural

[gemmaswife]

SUPERNATURAL (2005-2020) / THE BOYS (2019-)