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starpros-sunshine · 3 months
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I think I get it now
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h3rmitsunited · 1 year
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okay so like I've seen the takes that Eddie's being a dick for not postponing hellfire for the game and like yeah kinda... but also
why did Lucas not bring this up literally before the actual day of both games? Do they not schedule these basketball games ahead of time? Like he would have know this would come up right?
I'm going to guess it's just hand wavey plot for the sake of conflict but like if I was dming a game and two people said like a couple hours before our big cool finale that one of the other players can't do it tonight because he's actually gonna be at this big game that he knew would be a possibility for weeks now and he literally didn't bring it up beforehand at all, I'd be a little annoyed too
And like it's the championship game so maybe Lucas thought man no way we're gonna get far enough to actually make it to the championship game so I'll totally be able to hellfire with the dudes, but like... even on the chance that they could have got ther3 he could have been like hey eddie so there's a chance I might have this thing in a few weeks and won't be able to do hellfire on the usual night you think we could move it
And maybe eddie would have been like fucking hell no dude for your dumb laundry basket game? And Lucas could have like talked to him about like how he's all not wanting to get bullied and trying to get in and blah blah and eddie could have said oh yeah I get it dude okay we'll move it but just this once man I'm getting soft in my old age
And then it could have been like cool okay problem solved
But like day of? To be like I'm not going to hellfire so talk to Eddie for me and move the game... like I guess maybe he was putting it off because he was scared of what eddie would say? With how he is about the basketball sports boys
I don't know like I get Lucas feeling upset that his friends still played without him ans didn't come to the game but it all literally happens on Friday, day of, and he knew when hellfire was and had to know when the basketball game was, so like why did nobody realize the issue before that day?
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So basically I started homeschooling a couple of years ago cause my school really sucked and there were a lot of bullying problems and I was super stressed and basically spent my whole time defending my friends and my mental health was really struggling. When I left my small friend had promised she would message me alot and stay in touch and what not but within a few weeks she stopped responding. At the time I was obviously really upset but tried to see itfrom their point of view and came to the conclusion that that she was just really struggling with school and couldn't really message much.
The thing is she was pretty much my only friend at the time because all my friends from the year above stopped talking to me too but I wasn't as close to them anyway cause after lockdown we couldn't talk at school anyway cause they put us in year group bubbles. I still really missed them tho cause we were super close pre-covid. Eventually I got a bit closer to someone from the year below me who I had talked to a bit on school but not much till after I left. anyway that made me a but happier but I was still super lonely and started convincing myself that I was just really unlikeable and that's why all my friends stopped talking to me no matter how much I reached out. So yeah my mental health was way worse than before and ut just got way worse when I realised my younger friend cared about me way less then I cared about them and then when they stopped talking to me altogether too.
So yeah for about 2 years I was basically alone and my only friends were tumblr ones and as much as I love and appreciate them it's not the same as having people I actually get to see especially considering my experience with the irl friends made me really nervous to talk to them cause I thought I was being annoying and they wouldn't wanna talk to me too much either.
Last year I got really close to the sister of one of the people I did my afternoon courses of college with and now were best friends and I have some friends at college so I'm doing alot better in that aspect but the thoughts of them leaving still comes back alot. But yeah then in the summer last year my school best friends (the one who stopped messaging oruginally) came into my work and hugged me and was all like "Oh ny god I missed you so much how have u been, we need to hang out" so I was like really happy to see them again cause they seemed so excited to see me I thought I was right and tge reason she stopped talking to me was cause she was stressed. And yeah we got a tad closer and started talking a bit more abs when college started ee started hanging out at lunch on Thursdays and I've been pretty happy with that. But this Thursday we were talking about this and that and some how the conversation turned to me leaving school to homeschooling and she said that she was mad at me for leaving and that it's why she stopped talking to me on purpose. She then said how school was better when I left cause although the classes still sucked she stopped being bullied so i k ow she wasn't mad cays eit meant I wasn't there to defend her ans even if she was I don't think that would be a fair thing to judge me for because I cannot stress enough how tiring it was having to spend all my breaks arguing and defending and how it's the main reason I left.
So I responded saying about how lonely and sad I was ehen none of my friends would talk to me even though they promised they would stay in touch and how many nights I would just sit and cry because I thought there was something wrong with me because why else would everyone leave me?
And all she said was "oh" she didn't say sorry,she didn't look regretful or anything. I said afterwards that I'm mainly fine now and I've got a new best friend that actually talks to me. And even then she just changed the conversation and didn't seem to care how much her actions especially effected me.
I'm sorry to rant and I know this is super long but my college friends know her and I think they would day something to her and I don't want that I just need to get this out. I just don't understand how she's so nonchalant about it and I'm so frustrated that she stopped talking on purpose after telling me multiple times well stay in touch
Rory
First of all, there's no need to apologise for the rant, I'd definitely much rather you have somewhere to say it all than keep it contained because you can't tell anyone. It's a tough scenario and I remember school and college especially get even tougher when you're shouldering it alone.
I hope your friend does try to make up for her past mistakes, or at least acknowledge how she hurt you, but I'm glad you've got other friends who you can rely on other than school ones. Mean Girls was right in the fact that people act weirdly during school, even to their friends, but you're close to the age where people start to act a bit better about their actions (though not everyone grows out of it 😬)
If you do ever need to talk about things that you can't tell your college friends though, you're always welcome to come say it here and just get it out :)
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nightswithkookmin · 3 years
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SO YOU ASKED.
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What's happening with JM he acting hella shy lately.
Ans: think I already answered this but anywho
I don't know.
But I personally don't think his shyness is out of place as he's one of the most shy members in the group. I think JK somewhere last year picked him as the most shy member in the group and he ain't telling no lies.
On a few occasions, on stage while recieving an award he's went super shy and JK noticed and has teased him a couple of times about it on stage.
And like he said in his Vlive, a lot of his confidence and shamelessness was a facade. If you ask me, he's just been doing a lot of introspection and investing time into understanding himself and knowing parts of him himself he's unfamiliar with and letting those parts thrive.
He's baring himself to honesty and that comes with vulnerability no one can force onto him and that I think is a good thing. Not all shyness sterms from lack of confidence or low self esteem.
Sometimes it's rooted in consciousness and becoming aware that you are at the center of another's attention. Sometimes it comes from guilt or having awareness that something you thought was a secret was never one.
Sometimes it comes from accepting as truth something you've long denied. And he talks about feeling he's denied his own thoughts and beliefs so it's safe to assume he's no longer denying something anymore.
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When he's shy like that I think he knows we know he knows we know. Lmho.
He attributed it to the large number of viewers and personally if I knew I was under the gaze of a quarter of that number I would spontaneously combust.
Don't know how these people do it.
I'm a small community kind of person.
I think Jungkook himself was a bit surprised to see him like that and I'm sure right from there on he went Googling for blogs like mine to understand why Jimin stay acting shy lately 💀
No one:
Jk's search history:
Why is Jimin shy Jikook ananlysis| theory
Is Jimin cheating on me Jungkook jikook analysis
My boyfriend is acting shy these days is he cheating on me quora
Is Jimin falling in love with JK again Goldy analysis tumblr| ask goldy
What does it mean when my bandmate is shy around me Goldy ananlysis kookmin
Goldy-ah Jimin is acting shy should I be concerned Ask tumblr
Is my bandmate falling in love with me
I think I'm in love with my bandmate
How to tell my bandmate I've fallen for him
How to tell a boy you love him
How to make a boy fall in love with you
Falling Harry styles
Falling lyrics meaning
How to cover falling by Harry
Is harry styles gay
Am i gay
Gay bts members
Minimoni sexual tensions tiktok
Yoomin moaning theories YouTube
Signs Jimin loves Jungkook as more than friends facebook
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I have lived through many very shocking jikook shy times and I feel y'all are just experiencing a minor league and freaking out.
I've gone through periods of Jimin quietly sat in a corner somewhere amidst a chaotic environment just taking JK in like- those moments still make me shiver just thinking about it.
I've seen Jimin go "oh Jeonggugie..." twice in a very coy smitten flirty situation and in case you was wondering it's the 'oh' for me
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That's so gay Jimin and so private like I do not need yall to make me this uncomfortable feeling like an intruder each time when all I came for was the music😭🤧
How do I explain this to my cats😥
And please let's not act like this whole Christmas Vlive moment didn't happen
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And mind you for some of us we were only slightly starting to adjust to the changes in his looks and appearance within that period so this did a number on us. HIT US HARD had us staring at him like that Kevin Hart meme.
Won't forget the memes. Won't forget it🤣
Yall nasty working full time for satan🤣
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Also let's not forget how extremely shy he got here when the Florist made that double entendre about his birth flower name.
Or when he was with Joonie and suddenly blurted out a poem bout the moon and got super shy and self conscious.
Or when he stuffed his mouth with sausage, looked past the camera and smiled awkwardly at the camera.
Or on those iconic two occasions when he was staring at JK but panicked and looked away the instant JK turned in his direction.
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This came and went too. Stood right there in the middle of a speech taking turns staring at Jungkook...
I lost my train of thought. Lol
I guess what I was trying to say was, shy Jimin isn't exactly new or shocking and there are moments where his shyness makes hella sense because it flows from his nature.
He's talked about how sometimes his head is filled with random nonsensical things that makes him beat himself up sometimes or get really shy when he acts on them.
I suppose calling JK in his moment of vulnerability to join him for a Vlive would make him shy afterwards- but frankly I didn't buy none of that innocent act. I can sniff bull from a mile away. They ain't slick. Seen JK show up in hybe tshirt two times in a roll for a vlive post his clothing scandal to know that jikook live was preplanned💀
Like I said, guilt can make a person shy too.
but that shy moment in buttermeg's video makes no sense to me. You stealing glances at your bandmate and acting all shy... sir....
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If they secretly broke up and are getting back together they should let us know Juseyo🎤
Like I said on Ko-fi, this just feels like Jimin is seeing, acknowledging, appreciating and admiring Jungkook either as a friend or lover because he's probably developed a new lens or is seeing a side of Kook he never saw before.
He's rediscovering himself, finding new interpretations of himself and others and learning to understand what value people in his life bring to him and falling in love again with that.
We should all be falling in love with Jungkook honestly. He really is an amazing person. He's human nonetheless and has his faults but his good outweighs the bad in my opinion.
I'm happy for Jimin. His growth trajectory in terms of his exploration of relationships is beautiful. From him saying he's come to appreciate the true friendships in his life, denouncing toxic friends and opening himself up to his parents etc.
Let's leave him to it. He's just admitting his feelings about Kook to himself. Love never hurt nobody.
Good for him 🥂
GOLDY
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hanazou · 3 years
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matching onesies with him.
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Books : Dazai | Chuuya | Oda
Shelf : Mixed
Genre : Fluff, domestic
Note : I did this of my own accord because I am, in fact, a softie
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Dazai Osamu
This clingy crackhead.
Dazai will be the first to come up with the idea. It's actually a random one and he asked it so spontaneously, he doesn't expect you to actually say yes.
"Sure, why not?" You agreed.
He's both surprised and elated, and he didn't hide this reaction at all.
"Oh, darling!" He wrapped a hug around your neck. "You always revive my heart with your love!"
You both will be enthusiastic about picking the onesies and agree to surf the net instead of looking from shop to shop since Dazai is under the supervision of a certain angry Kunikida
It almost feels like babysitting. Not that you hate it right? Should you get an identical pair with different sizes? Or complementary ones?
Dazai will call the customer service to ask if they have black crow onesies since crows represent death in some cultures. The response is obviously no and it's obvious that the customer service was confused.
"That's a shame," Dazai whined disappointedly, shoulders dropping. "Wouldn't it be both cute and poetic if we had a double suicide while wearing matching crow onesie? Two achievements in one!"
At that point you wouldn't even be surprised anymore. You will just take the phone away from him to apologise and thank the customer service. You have to convince Dazai that you won't find a onesie of that kind
"Wait, don't tell me," You stared at him. "The reason you want to get onesies is just to wear a matching crow pair?"
"Is it?" He grinned mischievously. "Maybe you're right, maybe you're wrong, but I just want to match with you."
Other ADA members will wonder what you and Dazai were doing, Kunikida the most. He isn't exactly curious, more like suspicious. What's that good-for-nothing Dazai up to now?
Eventually you find a pair of identical ones. Kind of rare designs too! Guess what?
Crabs! In red! The little eyes on the hood!
It will take less than a week for the onesies to arrive in a small box. When it does Dazai will pull out a cutter so energetically Atsushi will think he's going to pull a suicide attempt with it
"AAH! Dazai-san! No!"
Nothing will happen aside from Dazai stabbing the box (while making sure he doesn't cut the onesies inside. he's good with blades, ex Port Mafia and all)
The crab pincers for your hands are soft like mittens and so smooth???? Imagine sweaterpaws but with crab pincer mittens (!!)
It will take everything in you to stop Dazai from wearing it that instant since a client Fukuzawa talked about will be coming. You will need Atsushi's help to take it off him but let's not talk about it
Both of Dazai's legs are already in the onesie too..
It seems like Kyouka wants one. Yosano and Naomi will tell Atsushi to buy the girl one and match with her
When Dazai and you go home together, he will be so excited to wear the onesies immediately. Dazai will be light on his feet.
And when you finally put yours on? Pictures. Dazai will take lots of pictures of you. You're a piece of art and he wants pictures so he can recall the image anytime
"Oh, dearest~ How is it possible for you to be so cute?" He began his dramatic poses, a hand over his head while spinning like a ballet dancer.
You both will take a lot of couple pictures.
"Love, you are so adorable I want to eat you!"
"Is it me who's cute or the crab?" You teased back.
When Dazai makes a troubled expression to answer your question, you will have to pinch him 💢
If you can cook crab soup, wouldn't it be funny to make and eat one with Dazai while wearing crab onesies? He will be so clingy when you do it, like an old school married couple; when you cook, he'll be bugging you while hugging from behind. It feels cozy, don't blame him
You have to be keen with your eyes so you won't miss Dazai secretly pouring ajinomoto to the soup. Get him a healthier diet, I'm begging you.
"Look, the crab is red like us." He pointed at the soup. "And like your face when I do this." He took advantage of you turning your head to peck your cheek.
He will also pinch your nose with his pincer mitten. "Boop!" It's a challenge. Boop his nose back.
You think he's already as clingy as he can be, huh? Wrong. You are absolutely wrong. If he previously sticks around you like a magnet, this time he's glued to you.
Even in the shared living space, he won't let you go. Is it the softness of the onesie under his touch, the warmth, or your cuteness? Well, it's all of them. What then?
Snuggles.
You both cuddle together in the futon until falling asleep together. You feel twice as warm.
He's the big spoon, let him feel the smoothness of the onesie while feeling your heat. And for once, the double suicide joke stopped for the rest of day. That's how much this impacts him, and you're proud of him.
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Nakahara Chuuya
Matching with Chuuhuahua in a onesie? You lucky fella.
You have to be the one initiating it with Chuuya. Baby boy will be like "Eeh?" at first. He's not against it at all but more like, confused. The request is out of the blue
"Come on, why not?" You tilt your head. "It will feel so soft to cuddle with?"
That's it, that's the spell for him to agree
Mans is a Port Mafia executive, you can't go out from shop to shop in a mall to get your onesie with his schedule, so you have to settle with online shopping with this guy too
Only when he has time to spare from beating up people
You will sit together on a couch at the headquarters once Chuuya and you don't have missions. It's a good chance to relax and unwind together too
Chuuya knows best where to find clothes, including onesies. There are so many options! Dinosaurs, frogs, bears, Sanrio characters, Doraemon, Pikachu, Line characters, pandas, unicorns, penguins!! (I should stop fantasizing Chuuya in each of them)
Chuuya will act cool and chill about it at first, but he actually got invested in choosing and thankfully he isn't a crackhead unlike a certain someone
He has a good fashion sense I don't accept criticism, and this side of him will jump out while both of you scroll the catalogue. He nails both street wear and mafia outfits daily, so you can bet he'd pick the best onesies for you both
"This one doesn't suit you," He moved to the next option. "These are the only colours available? Pass.", "What's with the unnecessarily long tail?", "Oh maybe this? Wait, I don't like the stripes."
Of course, he will listen to your opinion too but since you feel he's better at this, you just either nod or shake your head with him
You have to be careful with your words when picking the size (this is much more valid if you're taller) or he'll go "I'm not that short!"
Kouyou and Mori (+ Elise) will catch you both on the couch together while browsing, comfy and all, and Kouyou asked what you two were doing. Chuuya's face will be as red as wine.
When you want to explain, his gloved hand will cover your mouth and he frantically shakes his head, screaming "Don't!" silently.
But alas, while you want to tell him there's nothing to be embarrassed of, Kouyou will take the phone from your hand with a curious grin and a "What's this~?"
Chuuya will just accept fate at that point, growling to himself and all
Kouyou and Mori won't expect to see a catalogue of onesies, apparently. The "Huh," on their faces are hilarious, and Mori will be instantly inspired to get a full set for his Elise-chan, much to her distaste.
While Mori and Elise are going at it, Kouyou will actually share her opinions. Chuuya will crawl out from his burrow of embarrassment and listen to her with you.
"Rather than identical ones, these would be much better. They have variety." Kouyou said. And you both will agree. You both have been eyeing a specific pair anyway
You both will decide to get complementary ones! Chuuya's will be a brown teddy and yours a white bunny! (Try googling Line's Brown and Cony, they're cute you won't regret it) Kouyou will totally agree with the decision.
When the package arrives, both of you will open it together. Chuuya's eyes for clothes are never wrong, the quality is immaculate. So warm and smooth, not a seam out of place.
Imagine the blush on Chuuya's face when you put on the white bunny onesie. The bunny ears on the hood! The fluffiness! His flustered face!
He will be slightly hesitant to put his own on, but when he does, you swear you can die from the cuteness. Want to see more cuteness? Tease him about it, and maybe he'll tickle you down until you're too breathless to tease him.
Chuuya doesn't want to say it explicitly but it does feel really comfortable, it's suitable for winters too.
As usual, Chuuya will be the big spoon. You will melt into his warmth and the smoothness of his onesie, and you can tell he's enjoying it too, from the way he'll drag his hand all over you to feel the smooth fabric
"It's a good thing we listened to ane-san's suggestion, hm?" You asked. "I didn't exactly like the matching penguin pairs."
"Yeah, this isn't bad at all." Chuuya admitted, snuggling his chin into the crook of your neck. "You're so warm."
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Oda Sakunosuke
First off I'm Odasaku's lover before I'm anything else.
When the weather gets cold, it's your idea to get onesies for the kids. They could use some cute onesies to sleep in.
Unlike Dazai and Chuuya, Odasaku will have time to spare to go shopping with you. Being the handyman of Port Mafia has its good sides, after all.
The atmosphere is identical to a date! You both meet up at evening after work, have a simple dinner first, then start the shopping. Shopping for the kids' onesies with him makes you feel like a parent doesn't it?
Odasaku and you will make sure not to pick flimsy, thin, or rough ones. Only the best for the kids. Both of you put your keen eyes to use, examining every considered piece
Odasaku and you will definitely discuss whether to get five identical or different ones. After considering that the kids have different personalities, choosing different pieces will sound more ideal. You both will grant them the liberty of picking themselves.
"We just have to make sure they don't fight over it." Odasaku said.
Lion, dinosaur, piglet, panda, and penguin. That's what you both will choose!
Odasaku is a man who doesn't wear his emotions on his sleeves, so you relied on his eyes when it comes to him. You will see love and sincerity. He picks each piece with careful consideration.
The store clerk will throw an unexpected (yet clichéd shoujo) question at you both. "You picked such good choices. We have sets for adults too, why not match with your children?"
Odasaku and you will widen your eyes. First of all, parents? And match? Both of you stare at each other in confusion. Should you get two get a pair for yourselves?
"Why not?" Odasaku eventually said.
Odasaku's will be a brown dog and yours a white cat (remember that one official art of Odasaku with puppy ears? <3)
Odasaku and you will immediately visit the kids and give them their onesies. Their excitement in picking one for their own made you smile, and you can see the joy in Odasaku's eyes when the kids thanked him and you. He doesn't smile, but you don't need him to just to know he's glad his children love your pick. The way he pats their heads already speaks volumes of love.
Thankfully no kid wrestled to get what they want. You were especially concerned Kousuke will compete with someone
Odasaku will bring a secondhand polaroid he once bought at Yokohama's flea market to take pictures of the kids. You will herd the children to gather for the picture while Odasaku looked for the right angle in the other side of the room.
"Why don't you stay there for the picture too?" Odasaku asked you, half of his face behind the camera.
You kneel behind the kids and put your hands on Sakura and Yuu's shoulders, the ones who stood on the far left and right. That much is enough to warm Odasaku's heart, but when you too, smile for the camera, he freezes for a while to take the sight with his eyes
The picture comes out nicely. You will end up convincing Odasaku to take more but with him in it, together, all seven of you. You would need the curry diner owner's help to take the picture
"Sakunosuke, smile, will you?" You held his shoulder while you both kneeled behind the kids for the picture. He would be a little stunned
He smiles, but it was faint. Nevertheless, you recognise the content in his eyes in the photo, and it's enough.
When it's just the two of you in the living quarters, you will have to remind Odasaku that he too, bought a onesie. He will gladly put it on him since you look so eager, he's curious how it feels too
Your heart stops when he put on the hood with the puppy ears. You will have to fight back the urge to attack him with cuddles right there and then when his confused and innocent face matches the onesie so much!
"You're adorable," You smiled half teasingly, taking in the look of confused Odasaku who looked down at his onesie. The weight of the material felt right, it's like a cozy blanket.
"Try to put yours on," He says. When you did, his heart also missed a beat. The kitten ears on your head! The pure snowy white on you!
Odasaku is a bear hugger and when he hugs you, his embrace will feel tighter than usual. It's no surprise, he likes you and cats, and the way you interacted with the kids that day played tricks on his heart. You hug him back and ruffle his head while he mumbles his thank-you's at you
That night's sleep will be filled with nothing but cuddles of love and adoration. Yes, Odasaku is the big spoon, but you will also hold his arms tighter around you as you both drift into the night, chatting about life.
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r1ntaros · 3 years
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Sweet Escape //Choi San [2]
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Pairing: mafia boss!san x fem!reader
Genre: fluff, angst, mafia au
Word Count: 5.7k
Warnings: usage of drugs, mentions of alcohol consumption, cursing, mentions of weapons
Summary: Going back home feels dreadful as he knows that his freedom will no longer be his by the time he sets foot in the place he grew up once again. San is desperate, for the first time in years, to have someone save him even if it’s in a form of an angel-looking beauty that hides the darkness from within.
Author's Note: Part 2 is finally here and I'm sad to say that this is where it ends.. Also, some names are made up by me hehe! Enjoy!
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San has never felt so free and it’s all thanks to y/n.
San has never felt so free and it’s all thanks to y/n.
San has never felt so free and it’s all thanks to y/n.
It wasn’t long when he realized that he did, in fact, grew to love y/n as a friend then escalated into something more quickly. He knew by the time he realized that he had to get rid of it quickly before he ended up actually hurting himself. But here he is, sitting in front of her at dinner, watching her talk about herself in admiration.
He couldn’t help but smile as he notices her small mannerism like how she uses her hands to make her stories more exaggerated, how she snaps her fingers when she remembers something important.. or snap in front of San’s face to get his focus once again to which she perfectly did so.
“Sannie, are you okay? You’ve tuned out in the middle of my story telling.” She huffs with a pout and crosses her arms in her chest. He couldn't help but laugh, muttering an apology as he cut a part of his steak and put it in her mouth to emphasize his apology.
She obviously lit up, eating the slice and said after chewing with a clap, “Thanks, bestie. That’s really good!”
“I know, it tastes extravagant.”
“It really does, probably different from what I used to have back home.” She said, spinning some pasta on her fork only to give it to San as an exchange.
“Okay, that pasta tastes really good as well.”
“I know right? Carbonara really is the best!”
Y/n started to inhale her food more and so did San. They were eating quietly, the silence engulfing them is very comfortable as if they’ve known each other for a long time to be like this in each other’s company. However, the silence didn’t last as y/n spoke, “Sannie, I hope this is not crossing the line but may I ask why you decided to take this trip alone?”
San could only offer her a small smile and he wiped his mouth, ready to speak when y/n added, “It’s okay you don’t have to ans—”
“I’m getting married after this trip.”
He doesn’t know if his eyes are playing tricks but he saw how her eyes became downcast, “Oh..” was all she muttered before eating her food once again.
San, however, took this as a sign to continue, “My father is a really powerful man, pulling some string in favor of other people’s success. There’s this lady that he did a huge favor to which she’ll pay the price with her daughter’s life.”
It seemed to gain y/n’s interest, her eyes telling him to continue, “He decided to set me up in an arranged marriage. Trust me when I say I don’t like it at all.”
“And yet you agreed to it?”
“I have no choice, I’ll accept his conditions or else I’ll..” San contemplated for a while whether to tell if he’ll get himself possibly killed once he declined his father’s decisions. But he thinks y/n is so much of an angel to know how dark the world can be.
“You’ll get what, Sannie?” She urges, looking at him with wide eyes making him sigh, “I’ll gain no inheritance from him.”
“That’s so fucked up.”
San couldn’t help but laugh wholeheartedly at the grimace painted in her face as he agrees with her words. Little did she know that his whole world is entirely fucked up and what he told her is just a .001% of everything.
“How about you, little y/n? Why did you decide to go on a trip alone?”
She scowled at his remarks only to receive a laugh from San, “Fuck you, I’m not little. You’re just tall. And to answer your question, let’s just say my mom and my sister don't specifically want me to be around during their planning for the big thing.”
“Care to elaborate what does that mean?”
“My sister is getting married to this..” She gestures her hands vaguely as if trying to find the right word, “Big shot type of a man’s son and they’re meeting him for the preparations in the wedding.”
“Huh? What does it have to do with them sending you away?”
“They said and I quote ‘We don’t want you to meet your sister’s father-in-law because we don’t know what you can do.’ Like what the fuck is that supposed to mean? Are they expecting me to seduce a fucking 50-year old man?”
San couldn’t help but let out an amused chuckle, “Or maybe you’re too pretty to be around that it’ll make your sister’s father-in-law change his mind to get you to marry his son instead?” He tried to offer lightheartedly and it seemed to work as y/n beamed at him happily.
“So they’re threatened?” She asked, giggling in amusement.
“Yes, maybe they are.”
“Well they should be,” She said and stood up from her seat, San following her actions, “Come on, let’s go up the deck for the last time since this trip is coming to an end.”
San wished she didn’t have to remind him.
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The both of them were sitting on deck, the same place where they first talked almost 3 months ago. They bask in silence, y/n sitting beside San with his blazer draped on her lap. They stare at the darkness around them, carefully listening to the waves crashing on the ship’s walls. It made San think about the time he endlessly has to catch her everytime she accidentally slips on the ship’s stairs after their usual afternoon swim in one of the pools.
How she drunkenly volunteered to sing that one night only for her to make San realize that she possesses the voice of an angel. How San was able to show her his competitive side while playing tekken with her on the lounge room, not caring about the weird stares people gave them for being too noisy and how they cuddled the night after their shenanigans, watching netflix and eating whatever snack is available for them to eat.
San giggled at the memory, startling y/n.
“What’s so funny?” She asked, tilting her head curiously to the side and San had to stop himself from pinching her cheeks because of how cute she is.
“Remember that one night when we were eating dinner and that old couple approached us, asking if we’re on honeymoon?”
She couldn’t help but giggle as well while nodding her head, “I was so flustered I accidentally said yes. But hey, at least we got free dessert!”
A solemn smile made its way to his face, “How I wish it was really true.”
Y/n could possibly get a whiplash with how fast she looked at San, eyes full of shock, “San? What do you mean?”
“I like you, y/n.” He said, taking a deep sigh, “Fuck I know it’s too fast but you made it so easy for me to fall in love with you in a span of those months we have spent together.”
“Sannie, I—”
“Ever since then, I dreamt of nothing but being able to hold you and get you involved with the way I lived. I want to bring you with me to the future and spend every remaining time with you that the present has to offer. I want to be able to kiss you, to be able to hug you freely in front of my family and my friends..”
He looked at her in the eye, “I want to be with you, y/n.”
A tear slipped her eyes as she looked at him, not knowing what to say. She wants to tell him how she wants the same. How she’s been craving for his loving touch and how she wants him to cuddle her without looking too needy.
But y/n fought all those thoughts as she thought that everything was escalating too fast between the two of them.
And aside from that, he’s getting married. Fuck. San is..
“Sannie, you’re getting married. I.. we.. we can’t.. I don’t know how I—”
San was shaking his head, trying to grab her hands in his. He refuses to believe that he’s getting married. Refused the fact that after this, he’ll no longer spend his life by himself. Instead, he’ll be spending it with someone he doesn’t know.
Someone who doesn’t possess the same attractive feature as her. Someone who he thinks he won’t love the way he loves y/n. Someone who is not her..
Someone who is not y/n.
And it pains him terribly in his heart and his mind.
San let out an incredulous laugh after his realization sinked in, “Yeah.. you’re right.” He nods his head as if agreeing to what she said, “Fuck, I’m so sorry. I must be out of my head. I’m gonna take my leave.”
He stood up from where he was seated making y/n alarmed, “Sannie wait hear me out—”
“Good bye, y/n.”
And that night, he left her for the first time in the darkness alone with tears heavily falling down her eyes, sobbing uncontrollably with longingness not knowing that San also left his heart along with her leaving him empty and dull because of the pain. The next morning, y/n feels her body is too heavy for her to get up and leave the ship especially after what happened last night.
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She never got to see San again once he left her all alone at the deck and she never got back to her room as well which leads her to her current situation, walking barefooted along the ship’s stay-in rooms and lost in her thoughts but she knows she has to move quick as the ship near docking on the port.. at least that’s what the staff who woke her up told her though.
She was passing by San’s room when the door suddenly opened to reveal San in his god-like glory. They made eye contact for a while only for the male to look away, dragging his suitcase behind him which made y/n to continue her walk to her own room. Only when they created enough distance that y/n remembered his coat still slung on her shoulders.
She frantically made her turn, “San!”
The male visibly froze at the end of the hallway but at least he spared y/n a glance which she considered as a win.
The soft patter of her feet was frantic as she removed the blazer hanging on her shoulders and gave it to the rightful owner, “T-This is yours.. thank you.”
San grabbed the blazer on her hand and he started to walk away once again when y/n spoke, “Safe travels, San.”
He muttered a quick ‘you too’ before turning his way out, not sparing her a glance anymore.
She let out a deep sigh and proceeded to her room to clean herself and change her clothes, thankful that she already packed her things the day before. After she does so, she pulls her luggage along with her, just in time to hear that the ship has successfully docked.
Knowing what was already waiting for her, she immediately went straight through the port’s waiting area where she saw far more men in black suits that acted as bodyguards guarding seven other men who looked like they were waiting for someone to come down. Looks like someone important, she thought but she proceeded to walk until she saw her own bodyguard and personal driver who offered her a warm smile.
“Hey there, little baby. How’s the trip?”Junseo, her bodyguard and somehow someone who acted as her brother, asked as he pats her head. She just offered him a small smile and answered timidly, “It was fun, but shit went down yesterday.”
“Awe, what happened?”
She shook her head softly and it’s enough of a message for him to know that she doesn’t want to talk about it. He nodded in understanding and spoke once again, “The private jet your mom sent is already waiting at the airport. They said you can go grab some lunch first if you want to but they can serve you one in the jet if you don’t want to eat here on land.”
“Let’s just go to the airport, I want to rest.” Was all she said and proceeded to enter the car.
Junseo sighed and nodded his head, muttering a ‘shit really went that bad?’ under his breath and entered the car.
Meanwhile, in a safe distance, San had his eyes on her as if guarding her carefully in the last minutes only to be snapped by Seonghwa back to reality.
“You’re awfully spacing out again. What the fuck is wrong with you?” Seonghwa huffs in annoyance.
“Sorry, what was it?”
“I said, we have to leave. And that the wedding will be held next week.” His best friend rolled his eyes at him and he made eye contact with Hongjoong who was staring at him intently, making him raise his eyebrows which the latter just promptly answered with a shake of his head.
They left the place quickly in order and as the distance to the airport continues to decrease, he knows that along with it is his heart continuously breaking into two.
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Successfully arriving in Korea, y/n braced herself into another 3 hours travel time which made her catch up with everything she had missed.
Junseo had said that the wedding has been perfectly planned already and that it’ll be grand. A lot of money has been placed on it as well and that she’ll be the maid of honor. But aside from those, there’s one thing she’s curious about.
“Who is she going to marry anyways?” She cut off Junseo in the middle of his rambling and he looked a bit startled by it but he quickly answered, “I think it’s like Choi.. something?”
“Choi..?”
“Yeah, you know that one huge mafia group right? The one who was led by the Choi’s. He has a son who will be next in line and I heard that he won’t lead the mafia unless he agrees to his father’s terms.”
“And that is to marry my sister?” Y/n supplies with a raise of her brow.
Junseo nodded as a confirmation, “Yeah that one or else he’ll get killed.” He then tapped her driver’s arm, “Jaeseok, what’s the name of the man again?”
“Choi Shan? Choi Sang? I don’t..” She pales at the close proximity of the name to her San. But on the other hand, she never got to know what San’s real name is.
“Choi San?” Y/n asked with uncertainty.
Jaeseok nodded his head enthusiastically as if she answered a million dollar question. Her eyes widened as she slaps Junseo’s arm, earning a shout of surprise from the other.
“Do you have a picture of him, Junseo?”
Junseo pulled out his phone and did a few taps on the screen to show him a photo of San, making her heart sink. “Fuck..” She mutters weakly and gives the phone back to Junseo.
“What’s wrong, y/n?” The bodyguard asked with concern.
She lets out a deep sigh and tells them what happened during the trip, Junseo and Jaeseok listening intently to her story. When she reached the end of it, the two boys let out a deep sigh. They were quiet for a while with y/n dreading deep on her feelings, regretting why she didn’t tell him that she liked.. in fact love him that night.
The silence was broken by Jaeseok and the tone of his voice hinted something, “My girlfriend is your sister’s stylist for the wedding though.”
“What the fuck was that supposed to mean, dude?”
“Well we can pull some strings and get y/n to marry Choi San instead.” Jaeseok said with a shrug and he adds, “Don’t look at me like that and stop pretending like we haven’t actually plotted anything evil before. Remember when we decided to knock out the guy who forced y/n to date him by putting some sleeping drugs on his wine?”
Y/n couldn’t help but laugh as she fits herself in between the gap of the seats, “So what’s your plan, Mr. Clever Pants?”
“Just put your sister on sleeping drugs too, just enough for her to not wake up during the whole ceremony.”
Junseo seemed confused, “How are we going to..?”
“Also, don’t you think it’s time for y/n to have an exposure? Y/n is older by a year yet she’s the one who was hidden by Ms. Han, even giving her her actual father’s last name. So it only makes sense that Choi San is supposed to be married to y/n because she was pregnant with her by the time she made the deals with the devil.” Jaeseok logically explained and y/n flinched at that fact.
Everything makes sense now.
“And besides, he didn’t specify which daughter too so both y/n and Ayeon are qualified. But y/n should be on the winning case since Ms. Han was carrying her as a baby that time.”
The car went silent for a while and Junseo made a turn to look at y/n only to see a devilish smirk plastered on her face as she was already looking at him. Junseo knows her all to well. She agrees with the plan. The bodyguard only sighed and pulled out his phone to call someone, “Hello, Yunho? Yes, it’s me Junseo, your cousin. Can you do me a quick favor?”
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It’s been six days since San went home and since he last saw y/n as well. The wedding is tomorrow. In a span of those days, his friends never failed to miss that their friends had a little bit of change in his composure. He seemed more broken and vulnerable and they decided to leave it for a while until Hongjoong could no longer take it and took the matters in his own hands.
So long story short, the boys already knew about y/n, and are trying to use their connections to look for her whereabouts just so the two can reconnect with each other.
No one was successful except Yunho, of course, especially after his cousin called while he was on his way home to Gwangju and sadly parted ways with San already.
Yunho, out of all seven, has met y/n immediately four days after his cousin’s phone call. She works fast, even faster than Yunho himself. He found out about everything, even y/n’s side of the story and provided them with what they needed and also helped them plan for the big thing as well.
He was supposed to meet them once again for finalization but San had begged them to come over to spend the last days of his, Yunho quotes as he said, “bachelorship” to which he thinks is too dramatic for his friend and then proceeds to remember that he knows nothing about the plan.
They were currently playing a dangerous game of darts that instead of throwing darts itself, they throw pocket knives on the dart board. They just went on with a round of it before deciding that they should just let themselves get drunk.
Yunho poured himself a drink in a glass and slumped beside San then they clink their glasses together before continuing to down the shot. It seethes on their throats, feeling the burn of it. After recovering with the shot, he placed his hands on San’s thighs, “What’s your plan dude?”
San looked at him, confused, “What do you mean by what’s my plan? I’m getting married tomorrow, dude.”
“Well do you not have plans to meet or look for y/n at least?”
The black-haired male sighed and ran a hand on his hair, “There’s no use, Yunho. She doesn’t want me the way I want her. Heck, she even pointed out that I’m getting married when I told her what I felt that night.”
Yunho pats his thigh as he had let out a deep sigh himself, “Maybe it’s just a misunderstanding?” Yunho knows it is.
“Even if it is, there’s no use in looking for her. I’m getting married tomorrow.”
“Damn it, Sannie. It’s hard to be you.” Yunho said chuckling a little bit and poured their empty glasses some more whiskey. “Since you said it yourself, you’re getting married tomorrow so there’s no harm in enjoying your last night as a single man until we reached our limits, right?”
San roamed his eyes to look at his other friends with their glasses of whiskey raised up and San couldn’t help but smile as he raised his own glass as well.
Wooyoung cheered, “Let’s get drunk tonight, yeah!”
They all laughed at their best friend’s antics and San couldn’t help but shake his head in amusement. He’s thankful for them.
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The day has arrived.
Everyone was busy doing their last minute preparations. They decided to just hold the wedding in a private place but it’s still grandiose despite being so secluded, away from the public’s eyes.
On the other hand, the bride was too busy preparing herself for her big day. She was excited to experience this whole new world, expecting San to be an easy husband and fall for her immediately. Ayeon was in the middle of her pampering when a knock was heard on her door.
“Come in!” She answered enthusiastically.
The door opened only to reveal her sister, making her mood drop as the smile on her lips became a frown, “What the fuck do you want, bitch?”
Y/n just chuckled and went inside the room, “Just want to check up on you.”
“And why is that so?”
“Why,” Y/n said as she took a seat on one of the seats near the vanity, “Can I not see my baby sister before she gets sent off? Look after her as she steals everything away from me for the last time?”
Ayeon raised a brow and looked at y/n, “Are you out of your mind? What are you saying? Me? Stealing everything away from you?”
Y/n nodded enthusiastically and she stood up, going behind Ayeon and proceeded to comb her hair. She noticed her little sister stiffened a bit and she had to suppress a smirk, “I’m not out if my mind, Ayeonie.” She giggled and placed the brush on the side and leaned down her sister’s ear level, “In fact, don’t you think it’s my time to finally shine?”
A chilly feeling went through Ayeon’s spine as she looked at her sister through the mirror, the devilish smirk on her face was enough for her to shake in fear but it was soon replaced by a gentle smile.
What a two-faced bitch, she thought.
Y/n pats her little sister’s head, “Eat your breakfast well, Ayeonie. I’ll be taking my leave to prepare as well. I hope you enjoy the rest of the days.” She said as she opened the door, just in time to let the personal assistant to enter the room and serve her sister’s breakfast.
She couldn’t help but smirk as she made her way through where the wedding gown is settled, excited to wear it herself.
Y/n was, so far, enjoying the passing hours of the day before the wedding starts. She’s currently in the room assigned as her place to stay with Junseo and his cousin Yunho. They were talking about random things, specifically everything relatable and the similarities of their childhood.
They were sipping their red wines as they basked in the sun passing through the curtains, laughing out wholeheartedly.
Yunho then spoke after taking a sip on his wine glass, “When we were kids, San used to have a thing for collecting flowers.”
“Collecting flowers? Why?” Y/n asked, curiosity and amusement laced in her voice.
Yunho lets out a deep chuckle as he shook his head, “San never met his mother since she died after giving birth to him. It’s Seonghwa hyung’s mom who raised him and they always visit his mother’s grave. San noticed how Seonghwa hyung’s mom always leaves flowers on his mother’s grave and little Sannie just thought that ‘hey, maybe that flower is my mom!’ He thought of it like an offering to make his mother magically appear out of nowhere.”
Y/n couldn’t help the sad smile that appeared on her face, “That’s so wholesome.. yet sad..”
Yunho nodded in agreement as he continued to speak, “After finding out that his mother will no longer appear, no matter what, San never welcomes any women in his life thinking that they’ll also disappear just like how his mother was taken away from him without even letting him meet her.”
“The world is too cruel for him.” Y/n said solemnly as she stared at the red liquid in her glass.
“It really is, so imagine his pain when he thought you don’t feel the same for him.” Yunho said it so casually but it felt like y/n was hit by a ton of bricks.
“He thought I rejected him?”
“My friend is too much of a fool himself. I told him that it may just be an understanding but, eh, he’s stubborn.”
Y/n stared at Yunho for a while before she goes to speak, “Yunho, I—”
Suddenly, the door frantically opened, revealing Jaeseok and his girlfriend who’s panting harshly but the excitement in their eyes is evident.
“Y/n! The drug has taken effect, we locked Ayeon in her room. Come on, let’s get you glammed up!”
Preparing y/n did not take up too much time since she finished her makeup beforehand. Jaeseok’s girlfriend just did her hair, retouched the colors on her face and helped her wear the wedding gown.
When they were done, she looked at herself in the mirror, “Wow..”
“Really wow, y/n. It suits you more than it does to Ayeon. When she fitted that I couldn’t help but grimace because it doesn't suit her physique.”
“Well I guess I’m really meant to get married today.” She joked making laughter bounce through the room.
Mirae suddenly clapped and went through the bed where the veil lies and helps her put it on. “The fabric used for that veil is thicker than usual veils so they won’t recognize that it’s you.”
Y/n flashed her a smile, “Mirae, thank you so much for working hard.”
“You’re welcome bubs, it’s for you. Now let’s go, the wedding is about to start!”
They arrived at the wedding hall just in time before the wedding started. Y/n wasn’t able to hold a conversation with her own mom to which she was thankful or else she could’ve blown her cover.
The wedding march wasn’t that time consuming since only a few important people were asked to join the entourage. She started to feel nervous, her hands becoming clammy as she counted a slow 1,2,3 when the door opened, revealing the inside of the venue.
At the end, on the altar, was San. Her San, looking so different yet still dashingly handsome with his black hair slicked back, jaw tight and a serious expression in his face. Y/n started to walk, making sure that it’s not too slow or too fast.
The one to receive her hand in the middle of her march was Yunho which made her feel at ease a little bit. Even if they only met a few days ago, she couldn't decline the fact that Yunho has bought an oddly calming presence for her.
By the time they reached the altar, San, without a clue that it’s her, took her hand in Yunho’s hold and planted a kiss on it.
She knew she shouldn’t blow her cover but she couldn’t help but giggle at the gesture and she whispered, “Hi Sannie.”
San snaps his head towards her, eyes wide. He recognizes that voice. In the same volume, he whispered back, “Y/n?”
“Yeah, it’s me.”
“You’re Ms. Han’s daughter? I.. I thought your sister..”
“Shh, Sannie. The less we talk the faster we will be wedded.”
“Wait aren’t you supposed to remove your veil?” San whispered again making her elbow him at his side, shushing him.
“I can’t risk blowing my cover, I’m doing things illegally.” She answered making her groom pout, clearly unsatisfied. “But I want to see your pretty face.”
“Later, baby, when we kiss.” She answered back and it seemed to make San content as he finally shut up and they focused on the ceremony as it proceeded.
The whole thing was too fast, she did a lot of things like changing her voice and mimicking her sister’s mannerism so it wouldn’t be suspicious. But she knows she has to reveal herself to the public.
“Groom, you may now kiss the bride.”
And there it is.
San faced her with a smile on his face, “Now?” He asked, looking like an excited puppy. He was about to lift the veil when she stopped her.
“Wait, a few warnings, things will get messy.”
San smirked, “I know.”
With that, San lifted her veil, and she was met by an eyes full of love and happiness from the man in front of her. She couldn’t resist it anymore as she pulled him by the neck, kissing him full of love and want, to which San returned back as well.
Just as they pulled away from the kiss, her mother caused a scene, “You’re not Ayeon, where’s Ayeon?”
A collective gasp can be heard but she ignored it and nonchalantly answered, “Sleeping.”
The veins on her mom’s neck started to pop out, “What did you do to—”
Her mother’s exploding tantrums only stopped when San’s father placed a hand on her shoulder and calmly asked y/n, “Darling, who are you?”
She gave her mom a nasty look and said, “Wow, mom, you hid me so well. Too afraid to expose me because you know I’ll steal Ayeon’s spotlight and your lovely youngest daughter will be left with nothing?” She laughed in disbelief and proceeded to answer the question directed at her earlier, “I’m y/n l/n, Han Siwoo’s eldest daughter. She was carrying me when she made that deal with you.”
“Don’t believe her, Mr. Choi, she’s lying!” Her mom said but the panic in her eyes was enough message about the unveiling of the truth.
“If I’m lying is what I’m currently doing, then what do you call your own actions, Ms. Han?” She felt herself slipping into anger but she was held on her ground when she felt her husband squeeze her hand.
“You’ve destroyed my life ever since I was born, don’t you think it’s time for me to repay you in kind? Besides, the truth is more powerful than the lies you put up in people's minds. Even if Ayeon is in my place right now, everyone will still know the truth.” Y/n said and she added, “And besides, Mr. Choi didn’t specify which daughter right? Me and Ayeon are both qualified, it’s just that she’s not as clever as I am.”
She then glanced at San’s father, offering the man a smile, “It’s up to our decision on who you will believe, Mr. Choi. It’s either you kill me or kill her.”
Mr. Choi held his gaze at y/n for a while, the lady answering him back with the same intense stare until he decided to look away and look at y/n’s mother. “Ms. Han, you and your dirty lies.”
“Mr. Choi, I—”
“I thought when you offered your child in exchange, you'd give me your first born.”
“Ayeon is—”
“ I want the truth.” Mr Choi’s voice was dominant, leaving no space for any other argument.
She visibly deflates, “My second born.. Ayeon is my second born.”
The whole venue was quiet for a while and y/n couldn’t help but smirk, “Finally decided to reveal the truth huh. I’ve been waiting for 22 years.”
Whispers can be heard to the venue as disgusted stares were given to her mother. San’s father looked at her once again, “My dearest daughter-in-law, what do you want to do with your mother?”
Y/n contemplates for a while but she knows she has an answer to that.
Knowing that her life was in the hands of her cruel daughter, Ms. Han started to beg, “My baby y/n, you know I—”
She couldn’t stop herself from giggling as she pointed a finger at her mom, “Kill her.”
Her mother’s eyes widen as two men hold her in both arms as she screams, “Wait no, no! Y/n, you heartless bitch! I gave birth to you!”
Ms. Han’s pleas fell deaf in y/n’s ears as she muttered under her breath, “You only gave birth to me but didn’t give me the life I deserve.”
San seemed to hear that as he held her hand tighter, making her look at him only to see the same eyes filled with adoration, “It’s a new chapter for us, I’ll give you the life you deserve.”
She couldn’t help but giggle, planting a kiss on her now husband’s nose, “I didn’t know that meeting you within those three months is one of the signs that I’m going to spend the rest of my life time with you.”
“I love you, y/n.” San muttered softly, as if it’s their biggest secret.
A tear fell down on y/n’s eyes as she beamed at San, “I love you too, Sannie. I didn’t get to say that before.”
“Worry less, we have our lifetime together to say it whenever we want to.”
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(Selden being unsatisfied that the analogy that beauty being applied to vulgar clar doesn't fit Lily) a course texture will not take on a high finish -> deep down he knows Lily is a good person but also valuable in her own right as a person beyond the function of siciety-- the core of Lily is comparable to the raw materials of the clay. A kind of analogy similar to beauty is only skin deep, where Lily's beauty, as Selden views, is a product of her person, not just a mask she wears.
the material was fine but circumstance had fashioned it into a futile shape -> again the idea that women, particularly in the upper classes, are restricted by their need to fit into societal boxes. The restrictions don't lessen the women, but lessen what we see of them, as we look for only what is useful to us, and the only purpose of women in these ranks is marriage, which Selden views as futile.
the sun came out, ane her lifted parasol cut off his enjoyment -> the setting, parricularly the weather, has a big impact on setting the mood. The sun often symbolises happiness, so here the fact that Selden is blocked from the sun is telling that he can never think about Lily for too long, like it's a secret. The fact that it's Lily who cuts of the sun is interesting. As an overarching metaphor, the sun is his happiness and his happiness comes from Lily, but she also is the cause of the direct opposite, curbing his happiness by the barriers she puts up. In this sense (and I'm probably going out on a limb here) where Selden is seen as Lily's hope, Lily is also a cause of her own demise by distancing herself at times from him, by putting up those barriers.
The weather is used on the previous page as well which I didn't mention: A rapid shower had cooled the air, and clouds still hung refreshingly over the moist street. -> this feeling of refreshment and invigoration is linked to the meeting of Lily and Selden, where they each view the other's company as refreshing and invigorating, which is also to say honest and open.
"... what a hideous place New York is!" -> I've probably mentioned this before but Lily is quite overly expressive and blunt when she talks, which may read as rude but I like her for it: it's a refreshing contrast from the setting and other characters, where etiquette is of high concern. It also demonstrated how unsuited she is to life in high society. (and also discord between reading people/situations and reacting to them in a way that society deems appropriate makes me think she might be neurodivergent but I'll revisit that idea when I have more evidence)
American craving for novelty -> to maintain novelty is to constantly create new things which is unsustainable and frivolous. This can be linked to specifically the upper classes' desire to show wealth by always having the latest fashion, but also high society itself which is unsustainable as Lily learns. It also points out the driving force of capatilism in America which is still unsustainable without great damage to many people. Hence Lily becomes a victim of a culture breed from capitalism.
He paused a moment -> This shows that Selden considers the consequences of asking her to his rooms before he asks her, because he knows what the consequences are for Lily to be caught in such a position. Despite this, he still asks her, giving her a choice, and ultimately agency, even if she is biased towards following him.
Her colour deepened – she still had the art of blushing at the right time -> instills the idea that everything is a performance done to observed and judged. The fact that there is a right time to blush, something that is an involuntary reaction, highlights the ridiculiusness/futility of societal expectations as discussed preciously. This also implies that there have been previous occasions in Selden's presence that have had cause for Lily to blush, which is intriguing, and speaks to a deep relationship.
"... I'll take the risk," -> it seems as though all of their time that they can spend tozgether is fraught with danger. Hence something thrilling and exciting for both of them is gained on each others company. Perhaps this among many other things is why they never become an official couple, because then they would lose that sense of forever chasing their affection.
"Oh, I'm not dangerous," he said in the same key. -> I'm sorry i can't hear you for their flirting ajsjkfg. The "Oh," is a clear indication that Selden is flirting, but also it adds an extra layer of meaning to "I'm not dangerous.". This carries both the literal meaning that Selden is aware of what a proposition like that could look like and is telling Lily that he knows for her to go up to his rooms is dangerous, in terms of what people's perceptions of that will be, but that he is not going to realise those assumptions. He would never harm her and is telling her he actively cares for her well being. It also, with the flirtation, could be read as that Selden could be dangerous if Lily wanted him to be, where dangerous means desirable. "said in the same key" refers to flirtatious tone that they share with each other but I think it also shows understanding of one another, which they both find hard to come by.
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This all felt… strange to me.
After everything I had been though I was just going to step back into my life like nothing happened. 
Being shipped away to military school, being beaten and abused there, being sent off to war and all the horrors I experienced there, and now I was faced with my old house I was home.
It didn't feel like my home; it felt like a place I remember but yet a place I didn't belong.
I walked up to the door knocking loudly and within meer moments it was opened 
"Oohh Timothy my precious little boy" my mother smiled hugging me tightly, I held her close too even if some say she felt like a stranger to me. "Oh come inside darling," she smiled tugging me inside with her and shutting the door behind me, the house was just as I remembered it so little had changed it was cleaner them I remembered the dust and webs cleared away "we have company in the living room if you wanted to join us" she says
"Uhh… yes" I stuttered "I'll be down in a moment just let me put my things away" I told her and she nodded so I hurried up the stairs, a route I remembered so well, I turned the corner into my bedroom and felt a wave of emotion.
Everything was as I left it the day I was taken to military school, my clothes still hung in the wardrobe even if none of them would fit me now, my books still on my shelf just as I had left them, my walls covered still in drawings and letters, my bed even still had my little bear even if he was dusty and a little dirty now I put my cases and trunks on the floor of my room sitting in my bed, it was so strange that here nothing had changed and yet I had changed so much.
I decided I better go down and see these guests, my mother would be upset if I didn't and I suppose I should see my father. I got up and fixed myself up and headed downstairs seeing my father in his chair. My mother sat at the table with another woman I vaguely recall and a man stood by the fireplace.
"Ahh Master Timothy Latimer" the man said smoking his pipe 
"Ohh my you grew like a weed didn't you sweetie" the woman smiled 
"Timothy darling, you remember Mr and Mrs Y/L/N from nextdoor" my mother smiled 
"Oh yes of course" I nodded even if I barely remembered them "pleasure to see you again" I said giving the woman's hand a kiss and shaking the man's 
"Quiet the gentlemen aren't you" he laughs "good qualities for a man such as yourself, especially being a military man and all" he laughs "we must be going, last minute planning and such you know" he said to my parents before preparing to go "actually just before I go, Timothy tell me dear boy are you still a uhh free boy as they say?" He asked and I nodded "then tell me are you available this evening? I know you've only just got home but our dear daughter is having her party tonight and we'll we rather do need someone to escort her" he explained
"Your daughter? Y/n?" I asked already feeling a little nervous 
"Why yes" he nodded 
"I uhh I'd be happy to escort her sir" I smiled
"Excellent, I'll see you this evening then" he smiled before they went back to their house.
"You didn't have to agree Timothy" my dad laughed from his chair 
"Well why wouldn't I?" I asked 
"He's just trying to wed his daughter off on you, I swear it's the only reason they came over to try and talk to I to escorting her tonight"
"Why would they want me to marry their daughter?" I asked 
"Because your a lovely young man Timothy" my mother smiled 
"No it's because you've just come home from military service, your education and your on a perfect level as them, we are neighbors for goodness sake" he laughs
"Well… I wouldn't mind marrying y/n, she was always nice when we there little" I admit 
"Aww Timothy that's so sweet" my mother cooed excited at the prospect
"Not anymore you don't, she's a real dog" he laughs
"I'll be the judge of that" I said "but I'm just escorting her it doesn't mean anything" I answered
I stood Looking at my reflection in the mirror fixing my uniform and heading downstairs seeing my mother stood by for door 
"Ohh Timothy you look so handsome" she smiled coming and fixing my hair a little for me 
"I'm fine mother" I told her "I'm not sure when I'll be home" 
"It's alright Timothy, you take as long as you like" she smiled giving my head a little kiss 
"Alright, see you later or tomorrow" I told her before heading out the door and down the path across to nextdoor knocking on the door a couple of seconds later her Mrs Y/L/n smiled opening the door in her very impressive dress "hello Mrs Y/L/N I'm here for Y/n" I said 
"Of course, I'll go and get her for you" she smiled letting me into their Living Room waiting around as her father came down "Evening Mr Latimer" he smiled "so you are going to escort my daughter to her ball? Of course I want to keep an eye on her to make sure she doesn't get into any trouble, but of course if some nice young men happen to rather like her?" He reminded "or of course… if the two of you happened to hit it off" he encouraged 
"Uhh yes sir" I nodded 
"Ahhh there she is, my beautiful young lady, finally heading to her ball" he smiled as y/n stepped down the stairs her face as I remember her, her hair grown long with beautiful little curls and blue ribbons, her rather long blue dress and perfect little blue and white heels… I don't think I had ever seen a lady so beautiful. 
"Timothy is that you?" She giggled running down the stairs to be stood with me 
"Uhh yes" I nodded 
"Aww I haven't seen you in years" she smiled "not since you where a little boy" she smiled
"Y/n!" Her father warned 
"Of course, it's lovely to see you Master Latimer" she smiled 
"It's wonderful to see you again miss y/l/n, I haven't seen you in so long I uhh you look beautiful" I smiled 
"Thank you very much" she smiled 
"So did you want to get going? You didn't want to be late?" I told her 
"Yes of course" she smiled offering her hand so I took her arm and lead her out.
I stood having a drink still with y/n on my arm I was so surprised at how different and how beautiful she was, she didn't show much of an interest in anyone at her party and honestly most people didn't show much of an interest in her either, I honestly think most where here for the open bar rather then for her depute even if I couldn't help thinking about what my father said about them planning on wedding her off to me. I mean she hasn't even showed any deisre to be away from me all night "Timothy? May I ask you something?" She smiled
"Yes of course y/n" I nodded 
"You wanna go in the back to the staff rooms ans fuck in the broom closet?" She asked 
"Uhhh…" I stuttered in shock "okay' I smirked a little excited at the idea "I get why your parents are s desperate to get you wedded off" I laughed "your a little rebel girl aren't you?" 
"Maybe" she smirked dragging me back with her.
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pbandjesse · 5 years
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Im sitting in the bathtub at my parent's house. Today has been a really nife but really long day. James has headed back to Baltimore and i miss him already. So much. Today was such a nice day with him.
I slept okay last night. I woke up at 8 and wanted to hit snooze. But i did not! And I got up and felt good. I got dressed. And did my make up. And was finishing getting ready as James texted me that he was parking.
He came in and got some bags for me. Clothes to sort for keep or donation. And then we were off.
We made a detour to go see the tulip garden. And it was very pretty. A stop at mcdonalds that took to long but gained us free donut fries and a hasbrown, and then we were on the highway.
We made great time to Philly. And it was a beautiful day. We listened to podcasts and it was really nice. We got downtown ans went straight to old city. And the museum of the american revolution. A very good parking spot and we walked right over. We got in line and as we're about to pay the guy says just so you know there's a lot of squirrels here to die. And we said oh it's okay we working Museum's too. And his eyes lit up at least like do you have an ID. And we don't but we did have a work email and so we saved $42 and got to go to the Museum for free. Killer.
I like going to new Museum because I like see how they deal with the layout and the flow. And this was a pretty good one. We missed two things on the first floor because I just know they were there. But but we did see was really nice. There was a lot of kids. And a couple things were closed because of school works but I had a good time. I got to see a lot of neat stuff. I don't know why Libby told us there was only one artifact because the place had a lot. There were lots of small artifacts but it was still a lot of stuff. And I had a great time.
We were there for a while and then finished up and we went to the store. Whenever you're in a museum for free I like to at least by one thing to support them. And I got a patch of my favorite flag I saw there. Nothing strongly political or patriotic. Historical. And the girl who checked us out of the register turned out to be someone I used to work with at the Franklin Institute. Pretty cool.
There's still an hour on the meter so we walked around the block. We went to Penn's Landing and wandered around. I took pictures. Some bikers made a joke about my Shelby. And then we went over to Franklin Fountain and got to try carrot cake ice cream which was fabulous. And it was nice seeing James in his element with people who know him. I always like to see James with people who love and respect him. But it was time to go back to the car.
We left and we drove around for like an hour. Looking at the places we used to live and where we might have run into each other. Turns out they open the Federal Donut across the street from the apartment I used to live in. Which makes me so mad because I put it in so many donuts! But that was probably for the best.
It was neat driving around the campus of the college James went to and him pointing out stuff. We did that until a little before 3. And then we drove towards the restaurant his best friend Evan is head bartender at.
We got there a little early so we walked around the block. I was starting to run a steam so we sat down for a few minutes at the campus try think Drexel? Quaker? I have no idea what it was. But it was neat and they were having like a welcome thing for possible new students. Lots of clubs were out. And then we went to the restaurant.
The whole place was dog themed.? It was very cute and it was fun seeing Evan. I think he's a really cool guy. The other girl at the bar was fun too and I got to show them my Furby stuff and it was nice being out in the world with James and getting to tell stories and stuff. It was really nice. The food we got was great and I had a really good time. We were there until about 5 and then it was time to go.
Traffic was horrible. We drove through the city to try to avoid sitting on the highway but it was a struggle. James was just radiating being upset about it.
But once we made it to the highway everything was fine. We got to my parents house about 6:15. It was really nice to see them.
Besides all the hugs I got from them they also got a new puppy. Like Molly is great and very sweet but his new puppy is unreal looking. It's pretty crazy how small she is. And she just leaps off of things! It's hilarious.
We went to dinner with my family and spent a lot of time talking about how I just quit my job at ships and everything that happened. We talked about fire Notre Dame and capitalism and talking to kids about hard subjects. It was really fun to be able to kind of talk as a team with James. We are on a lot of the same levels and that's always really nice. Dinner was good too. I like the bred more than anything else. It was really just nice to spend time with them but I was also getting very tired.
We got back to my parents house and went through some Halloween costumes for my students and then James left around 8:30. He just texted me that he got home safe. I spent most of that time talking to my mom. And I've just gotten out of a bath. I'm very tired and I'm looking forward to going to sleep. I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow. Maybe me and my mom will go somewhere. I'll probably go through the clothes that are downstairs in bags and piles. Sort stuff out for a donation and figure out what I'm keeping. I hope you all sleep well tonight. Good night
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longsleevs · 5 years
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The cabin
Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader
Warning: language i guess
A/N: This time, a short imagine! Xx
Summary: Jacob looked confused at all of us "What the hell is going on! You two like each other or what!?" In that moment i was about to freak out, so i just standed up and went inside the cabin.
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We just can't wait till the moment when we arrive in that little town full of snow and cute views, were we will spend an amazing weekend
"What are you thinking about??" Tom said while i was looking through the window "What??" I said turning to look at that beautiful eyes that drive me crazy, he smiled "I asked what are you thinking about" he said with a kind smile "Oh! I just can't wait to arrive, that's all" i said looking through the window again trying to not to blush, he just smiled and turn to talk with Haz and Jacob
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We finally arrived at the cabin, it was a smol house made of wood, it looked like any Christmas movie from the outside "This place is amazing" Z said looking to not just the house, the view that we had too "So you guys just learned something new" Jacob said while we all looked at him confused "That i can choose the house for the trip and it will be amazing" he said with a proud smile "We haven't seen the house inside Jacob, calm down mate" Haz said while Tom was laughing
In that exactly moment Jacob opened the door, and we went to inside the cabin to find the most beautiful place that we had ever seen "Can i spend the rest of my life here" i said as i walked around the house sort of like flouting with a huge smile on my face, i could feel a pair of eyes looking at me, following all my moves, normally i would stop but I'm just so exited that i didn't even care
We went upstairs to find 4 rooms, 3 bedrooms and 1 bathroom; we decides that girls in one room, boys in other room and mama Jacob in the last room. "You're telling me that this house just have 1 bathroom, while here we are 2 girls, 3 boys, 2 GIRLS that will never left the bathroom and the this idiot, that will want his hair to look nice!" Haz said like a insane person, like completely insane "Calm down, there are othet bathrooms Harrison" Jacob said laughing "I'm sure that you aren't insane because of Z and Y/N or my beautiful hair, you just don't want us to smell your shit in the bathroom, mate" Tom said and Harrison started laughing "Shut up! That was our secret, idiot!" Haz said thing that make all of laugh, suddenly i felt a soft touch on my shoulder "Sorry, darling" Tom whispered to me with a soft smile in his face.
Look away, you blushing, idiot!
Gez, i just don't know how to explain, how much i love this guy, that curly brown hair that falls over his cute face, that soft and kind smile that melts my heart, that deep brown eyes, the fact that in my head he is the most perfect human being on earth
Back to earth, Y/N
The next thing that i knew was that we were at the living room and we were already on the couch, Tom sat next to me (i was next to Z btw) and put his arms behind me, like resting them on the couch, but I could feel his touch from behind.
We were talking, laughing, having a great time, but all i could think about was the fact that he sat next to me and that his head was rest on my shoulder; i was freaking out inside and i knew that Z realised what was going on next to her and that her friend is about to have a heart attack
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It was all dark outside (we arrived at 4 pm, rn it was 7 p.m) and Haz has the great idea of going outside and had like a little camping, but we will sleep inside, that's how he explained his idea, btw he meant have a little wood fire, we all laughed at him, i thought that he was insane because outside was freezing, but 3 out of the 4 people liked his idea, guess who said no, Yup! ME!!
We were in the living with Z, the guys went to the grocery store and we decided to stay "What was that in the living today?" She asked me with a smirk in her face and then laughed "Idk, i sat there and he came and sat next to me, thing that could be completely normal, but then he sort of hugged me from behind, i mean, you know exactly what i mean" i said and she laughed "idiot" she said as i rolled my eyes "and then he- he rest HIS damm head on MY shoulder and stayed like that until we all moved. Did you dam told him about my feelings! No! You told Jacob and he told Tom, yeah... that's what happened. Btw I'm going to kill you two!" I said and she laughed of her paranoid friend "No idiot, i didn't said anything, stop being paranoid" Ha! Look i knew that she think I'm being paranoid! "And no Jacob don't know. And maybe he likes you back! Is that so difficult to believe!?" She said as looked to the ground playing with my fingers "Yeah... why would he like me? I mean I'm just Z's friend, or that annoying girl that is always with us..." i stoped when i heard the door open "WE BACK!" Haz shouted, while we were rigth next to the door "we are rigth here idiot! And don't scream!" she said mad, just because i was about to cry.
I tried to stop crying, cleaned my face and turned to face Jacob ans Haz "Where's my chocolate??" I said trying to sound exited "Tom has it" Haz said, pointing at the kitchen, looked at him confuse "He is at the kitchen" i said ohhh and gave him a smile and went to the kitchen finding Tom taking the stufs out of the bags "You will just stare or you will help me??" He said and laughed "Mmmmm Sorry... i just came to for my chocolate, but i can help you!" He didn't even looked at me, or smiled, he just keep taking the things out of the bags "Here it is, love" he said as he took the chocolate out of the bag, i just smiled at him and started taking the stuff out of the bags with him.
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We all were outside, i had life 3 or 2 bed sheets around me and like 2 couts, because it was freezing, while the weirdos of my friend's were drinking freezing beer and i was drinking hot coco. We all were sat on like this big chairs, all of them were for like 2 or 3 persons, i was sat in the least cold one when Tom came closer "Can i sit there??" I looked up at him "Yeah! Sure!" I said as i gave him some space to seat "Can i?" He said touching the sheets, i nod and gave him a little of space, in that moment i realized that we were cuddling, and sharing the sheets
Don't freak out
"I guess that we have a couple here, and i didn't knew!" Jacob said pointing at Tom and me "No we not! We are just feezzing!" I shouted without processing the words that were coming out of my mouth. Z looked at me saying 'like you are and idiot', while Haz looked at Tom but i didn't pay much attention on that "What it's going on here? Is there something that you guys wanna share with me?" Tom and I looked confused at Jacob while Z and Haz just looked at us like if they wanted to know what to do "Mate, just say it" Haz said looking at Tom "I guess you should say it too" Z said looking at me and whispered "sorry". Jacob looked confused at all of us "What the hell is going on! You two like each other or what!?" In that moment i was about to freak out, so i just standed up and went inside the cabin.
I sat on the couch "What the hell is going with me! You have always expressed how you felt so damm easily but now you can't even told the guy that drives you crazy, that you love him!! I'm an idiot" i said to myself as i started to cry. I felt completely lost, until i felt that soft touch on my skin, i looked up and i just saw Tom sitting next to me and putting his arms aground me, i rest my head on his chest and tried to stop crying "You can keep crying, darling" i looked up to him, our faces were in front, my eyes were lost on his deep brown eyes "Why are you crying, love" he said cleaning my face, and getting closer "Nothing" i said looking down "You wanna know my secret, the one that Haz told me to said it, darling" he said while holding me on his arms, i just nodded "You need to look at me, in the face, if you wanna know, love" i looked at him "Ok... Here it is... I'm going to say it. I- I- reall- really..." he was really nervous, that was kinda obvious, with just looking at his face, once he said the word 'really' he got closer to me, and our lips connected on a cute and soft kiss, i pulled away after a little kinda shooked "I really like you Y/N... No! I love you, i have being in love with you since the first time that i ever saw you... i just thought that you were the most beautiful and amazing person in this world. The way that your hair is always up in a messy bump, that kind and cute smile that you always have, the way that i get lost every single time that i see your beautiful green eyes, and the way that they sometimes change of colors. And for me you are just perfect, you are the most perfect and beautiful and amazing and kind soul in this entire universe" i looked at him so damm shook, i just never though taht this guy could feel the same way that i feel for him "Wan- Wanna know m-my secret??" He looked at me confused, i mean he just said all that beautiful things about me, he just confessed his fellings and i didn't even said anything "Yeah... i guess" he said with a mad tone "I love you too Tom" i said whith a huge smile, he smiled and his eyes has sparkles "I can't believe i just told you that" i said looking down, he just kissed me without saying a word, his lips were so soft and comfortable and the way the fitted with mine was just perfect "Since when?" He said with a happy face, once we pull away "Before we meet in person, i mean... before i even knew you were Spider-Man... i mean since the impossible" i said looking down "You looked so cute, sensitive and soft, i fell for that kid, i mean i had a crush on 16 or 15 year old Tom. I always watched your movies, i had a crush on you and i admired you... You don't know how loud i screamed the day that i found out that you were Spider-Man, because that meant that you and Zendaya would be in the same movie, and that i could meet you. I fell in love with you since we meet, i really didn't knew you before, but when i finally meet you i fell completely for you... I couldn't control myself any time that we were together, i just looked at you and the only thing i could think about was about the way that yout curly brown hair falls over your face, about your soft and kind smile and about your beautiful eyes..." he cuts with a kiss, wow! thee kiss already! We went away when we heard the door open
"Can we come in??" Haz said, Tom and I laughed "Yeah!" 3 people came into the house "you don't wanna kill me rigth?" Z said hiding behind Jacob "Nop, not at all" i said laughing at my bestie "How is everything in here??" Jacob said "Better than ever" Tom said with a huge smile.
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A/N: Hi, my little sunflowers!🌻 Hope you liked this one. It has being a completely mess writing this, Why? Oh! Easy! Because the internets didn't worked and i saved it all, like until the half of the story on the drafs, and the Wi-Fi wasn't working, so it didn't save, and then i completely forgot like my password, oh! Rigth! Why my password?? Because my little sister uninstalled Tumblr from my phone!🙄
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Hi!~ I would love to request a couple things ship please? I'm the eldest of 4,making me reliable & a good leader. I'm very caring,affectionate,kind & strong both physically & mentally. I get competitive & fearless sometimes. I'm a good listener so as a good adviser. I'm not the type to open my worries to others fast & likely to say it's fine. In fact,I just need someone who will face me and tell me to be honest w/them. I have so much love to share w/everyone,especially my family & people I care.
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Hellooow! Finally its done! My laptop ia being a mess and i am doing this from my phone hence bo gifs and no font.. SorryI will ammend it once i’m on laptop~
I ship you with Taehyung!
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Couple things:
- Gawd so many smiles and happiness- Always there for each other making one another smile- Healthy competition- who makes the other laugh more- Who wishes birthday first- Who wins more at video games- Who kisses good morning first- Late night conversations- Mostly him talking and you listening- Being embarrassed but always coming to you for advice- Always guessing when something is bothering you- Him cornering you and not letting you go unless you tell whats wrong- Persistent! He never gives up on you- He wants to meet everyone you’re close to (friends ans family)- Wants to show you off to everyone he’s close to (members, friends, family)- Oh heck he dies seeing you play with kids! - Suggesting you at the weirdest moments that he wants kids of your own and soon, leaving your mouth hanging open- Lotsaaa cuddling!!!- Bear hugs!!!- Dates!!! Whether inside the house just cuddling or on the rooftop watching at stars or going outside for an adventure- Visiting haunted houses in amusement parks- Him going “You can always hold on to me if you’re scared”- Him getting shivers when you both are out while you laugh and ask about the poor bby’s well being- Him winning you toys - Him being a romantic and sending you a delivery of flowers- Road trips!!!!- Getting lost together but still enjoying- Bickering on who told the wrong way
Hope you like it~
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Hii!! I'm really sorry it took me so long, but here i am once again. You also had a busy week? Eveything okay? You babysitted your cousin again? Jajajajajaj noo. That would be very sad. Do not miss the concert because of that! Bring them ans then you'll see. I saw pics of one of his concerts were people had ballons and it looked wonderful! (1)
Hi love!!  Seriously, don’t worry about how long it takes you to answer me. I know your busy, and you have to study and all that, so… And yeah, last week was a bit busy, so out of normalcy, jajajja. Bc I never have things to do,lol.Yeah, I’ll bring the balloons 🎈 and I’ll see what I do. If it’s a success I’ll take a pic to show you,jajaja. That concert that Niall streamed the other day? They have balloons, jejejeje. It’s from where I got the idea 😅.
I know what a Diskman is, but i nevver had one. Anyway, i was not laughing of Andy and Lucas. I cannot judge since i have only heard one spng that was included in the Singstar Karaoke🤷. Wow, you had a good time in the 2000. You saw the most famous ones!! Ed was magical. His live was so good!! He was there all alonne and he pulled it off so well. Very lively😍 I almost cried when it ended (2)
Jajajajaaja, I know you weren’t laughing at it, jajajaja (but I totally was, lol, it’s so embarrassing). But I guess I was a teen and they were our own one direction,jajajajajajaja (no! Nada que ver!!) You think? I’ve always thought I didn’t go to a lot of concerts. I love music and concerts, so I guess I just wish I could go to a lot more,jajajajaa. Oh Ed… I’ve seen some videos of his concerts, and I want to go to one. He came to Spain around my birthday in 2014? And I wanted to go, but the place was very small and the tickets were sold out in a few minutes. I didn’t fight for them too much, either,jajaja. I’m happy you enjoyed it!!! That feel at the end of a concert is the best and the worst at the same time.
Noo! He is not disgusting. Poor baby. JAJAJAJAJ. You really managed to find a larrie at the concert? It could have been any fan, or even a het one, and you found the larrie? Lucky girl!! Yep. She is updated on everything. Only thing she doesnt follow is Harry’s suits, which is a pity because they are The Best and I dont even like fasion but still they make me want to chance my mind. I would love to see him at the Met Gala. He would be the king of the event. (3)
Oh, my baby, I love him, jajajaja, but he’s so weird… 🤣🤣🤣🤣.Not only did I find a larrie. I sold her my tickets,jajajaja. But lol, we were so afraid someone would hear us talking and say something to us 😅😅.Genuine question: how does she keep updated? I’m always missing things, and I live in tumblr, jajajaa. I don’t know how people can keep up with everything!    I’m always thinking I’m doing something wrong,jajajajaj.Harry’s suit are in another league. I admire him just for being brave enough to wear them. He would be the king at a Met Gala. But it bothers me that they always talk only about what women wear at those events. He should start walking red carpets to show the world how do you wear suits,jajajaja.
Is it later already? Can we talk about you being a witch? Yay!! You already started the tag. I now have a tag😎 i feel cool. (I’m jealous of your cousin-in-law (?) too. Uni would be much easier with that ability). I feel a bit stupid, but i cannot understand how they can say he is slow while at the same time he is doing all of that, but, Go little boy!! I’m cheering on you! (4)
Jajajja, we have this joke in my family where we say I’m half witch,jajaja. It’s just I’ve have night dreams sometimes, that predicted the future? Jajajajaj like once I had a dream about a girl how comes to the shop. In the dream, she was at the hospital,very ill. Well, I had been a few weeks I haven’t see her, and I told my sister about my dream. I didn’t thought anything about the dream. But that same evening that girl’s mom went to the shop. And my sister told her about my dream. And the mom told my sister that her daughter has been hospitalized for more than a week, very ill (but she was already recovered). My sister called me immediately after,jjajaja.Then, another night I dreamed with two crows. I was walking down an empty road, and they were flying behind me. One closer to me than the other. (Ufff, I still get anxious thinking about it). When I woke up I looked up the meaning of dreams, and find out that crows mean death. Well, the next month my brother-in-law’s granny died. And the next week my cousin. (See? One closer to me that’s the other…) I was so scared back then… And well, I’m always having those gut feelings, or whatever they are. Like last year I predicted the date when that baby girl I’ve talked to you about was going to be born,jajajaja. My sister is always asking me to see the future,jajajaja. But it’s something I don’t control,p (and don’t fully believe, jajajaa) eh eh!!! I just remember another thing!!! Jajajaja, fandom related, even. One day I was taking a nap, when Suddenly Louis came into my dream telling (about something he had bought for D*nielle😅): it’s Gucci! It’s Gucci!! Well, I woke up after that and opened tumblr. And there were new pics of Louis wearing that jumper with a bee and a fence phrase? And everyone was crazy screaming IT’S GUCCI!! IT’S GUCCI!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣. And I was still half sleep thinking: I did it again…😅.
Yeah!! You ARE cool. And now have your own tag!!jajajjaWell, I don’t understand that about my cousin, tbh. And I don’t know how to explain it either. He knows (or memorizes) those things, but I’m not sure if he understands what they mean. But also then he has trouble understanding simple things. Like if he wants to eat something (chocolate) and you tell him that he has to eat dinner first, and then he can eat the chocolate, he doesn’t get it. And it’s not like other stubborn kids. It’s just he doesn’t understand what late means. Or he doesn’t like to have his hair cut, because he thinks it won’t ever grow out again. Same with cutting his nails. I’ve discovered now that he doesn’t mind having them filed out (Limadas), so I do his nails whenever he has them too long,jejeje.
Yes!! You really did manage to put rainbows on the cake. How smart and sneaky. And it looks so good😍. You did all that? JAJAJAJJAA Listen, i would trade my non existent masculinity for those marshmallows and i dont even like them. Thats how good they look. Yeah, nop. I’m not going to do that. We arent that close anymore, i probably wont see her for a couple of months and i dont think she would listen. She only sent it to me bcs “ tu eres feminista y toda esas tonterias” and wow. Okaaay. (5)
I’m pleased to inform you that that cake was a totally success,jajajaja. Someone saw while I was making it and asked me if it were for a gay parade? I just told him it was for a baby. Well, I make another similar one yesterday and he saw it again. And he started making rude comments about gays, and how they’re expanding like a disease, just because it’s a trend now to be gay. AND I CAN’T YELL AT HIM!!! 😡😡 I just sent him a very mean look (convine these 😒🤨 emojis and that was my face) and ignored him till he went away. I HATE THAT PEOPLE!! So ignorant. But they’re worse, bc the talk like they know what they’re talking about or like they are right. And NO! Aggggg.🙄“Tú eres feminista y todas esas tonterías” wow, why didn’t she ask you for more help!! She sounds so kind… (since this is written, I’m reading that how better I please,jejje. Maybe he’s kinder that how that sounds…). Well, there’s nothing worst that people how doesn’t want to learn and hear, so… sometimes it’s simpler to ignore them 😒.
I tried explaining it to my others friends though, pointing the flaws of the sentences and they just thought i was being picky. So…i tried, but they are not going to change their minds. Which, fair enough. Oh nooo. Poor kittens :( My examens are starting next week. But this week i have to finish some assignments and they are nightmares. I have cried many times this week because of them. I hate theeeem. (Not much to keep you informed but okay. I will). (6)
Uggggg, I don’t have any advice for you. I never went to uny, so 🤷🏻‍♀️ Take it the more easy you can, but it’s something you have to go through to reach you goal, so. Look at that,jejeje, your goal. And after all this work, summer is waiting for you, so, another thing to look for up,jajaja. Good luck with everything.
Also, that story was horrifying but useful i guess?? That CD sounds heavenly. I would buy it too (but like, in a year or so bcs thats how i work xd). It wasnt “tomorrow”. And still, no news. I’m waiting for some announcement. I just want something to change. I hope the future brings only good things to Lou. Pretty please? Yeeees. Liam was/is everywhere and i’m all in for that. L, you are doing amazing sweetie. 😍 (9 of 10)
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣 YOU’RE SO FUNNY!!! Jajajajajaja.Yeah, it wasn’t tomorrow, nor yesterday, nor ever. I’m so impatient!!! Did you see he reappeared today?? He’s just so cute. He has had his hair cut again. I love his hair like that 😍😍. Please, let it be an announcement soon!! (I’ve read theories about him letting his contracts run out so he can free, and if that’s the case, I’m all for it, lol, even if I have to keep waiting for another year (please no)).Liam is truly everywhere. It makes me so happy. The other day the played For You in Pasapalabra (I don’t know if that’s a common thing, bc I don’t watch tele5). And yesterday they talked about him in all the programs at Los40. Mentioning his appearance at the festival. And the have tweeted something’s about him. And I don’t care if they use him as clock baiting, if they talk about him, I’m happy.
(Just read that you were working today. I reckon you didnt babysit your cousin. Oops. I never guess correctly). You went to the doctor? I dont want to pry, but are you okay? I hope you are good!!!💕 1 day until Niall show!!! It’s already thereeeee😱😱😱😍 Ooh. My weekend was dull, i studied and that was it. Thanks for asking!! What about you? Anything interesting? Have a good night!😘😘😘 (10)
Yeah, I had to work yesterday, AND babysit too, jajaja. But we have some spare space at the shops, so I took my cousin there, and between my mom and I , took care of him. So, yes, you were correct. Your memory is better than mine (a lot better).Yeah, I went to the doctor. Everything is okay, thanks for asking,jeeje. They just have to check my lungs and heart for some surgery I want/need to take (but I don’t talk about it yet, jejeje, bc I don’t want to jinx my luck,jejjje).TOMORROW I’LL BE SEEING NIALL!!!!!! I CAN’T BELIEVE IT!!!! How is your sister doing???? Jajajjajaja I’m so nervous/excited!!!! Jekjdnffieornvonerv I did my nails this morning, and of course, I got and Irish flag on one of them,jajajaja.. I can’t wait anymoreeeeee. I hope I can take good videos,jajaja, and that we’re close enough to see his nostrils,🤣🤣🤣🤣.The most interesting thing of my week haven’t happened yet,jajaja. I’ll tell you everything on Sunday (bc Souter day I’ll be dead and have to work 😩😩😩).Tell your sister to have the time of her life. And ask her to FaceTime you for a bit so can see Niall at least!!(still wishing you could go too. Another time, I guess).Have a good day/weekend/week. And don’t stress yourself about answering.
Pd: for how long do you have exams? I hope it isn’t too long. Are they finals? (I know nothing about this 😅)
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