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suuho · 3 months
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Taemin akgaes coming after Jinki cause griffin is doing much better than bpm is absolutely crazy. I expected that the 'this member is being treated much better by the company so we're gonna hate him' train would die down now that they're in different companies but people still somehow make it work. TBH I think Minho is the only one getting unfair treatment now, no official account has posted about his schedule in japan and he gets the least gigs but his fans still don't complain as much as Taemin akgaes, like we still don't know what bpm is planning he's only been with them for 3 months. Just wanted to rant about it since you can't speak out about crazy fans without getting jumped.
the thing with griffin is, that this agency was basically just founded for jinki. meanwhile, bpm is an agency that has signed a myriad of other artists and is also managing baekhyun’s company as a subsidiary, so, at this point they are just two completely different situations. i also think that taemin might not even want to go so crazy with work right now, because… well, he’s been exploited by sm to no end and treated like a work horse, so why not let the man rest a little? he’s still getting schedules, he had his concert, and even working on an album takes time. meanwhile, with sm, minho and kibum know how to negotiate their needs and that is the only way they have survived in that company. i find it honestly a little annoying that sm is only selling minho as boyfriend material on instagram, when i would love to see him get acting opportunities or release another solo. but, well. sm is burning down as we speak and shinee have long not been their top priority; i’m not expecting much, especially after ontae left. kibum drives a hard bargain (no matter how he annoys me right now) and he knows how to put enough pressure on the company to let him do what he wants—he also has so many other gigs, so it’s not like he has to release anything. this is mostly just a creative release for him and something he does because he loves being a performer. (btw, if it’s minho’s own decision to lay low and don’t take acting jobs etc. that’s fine too, but… i don’t trust sm as far as i could throw them, let’s be so for real).
taemin akgaes are so fucking annoying, especially when they’ve only known him via superm or very recently. like… i’m sorry, i never used to have much of a problem with them and i love baby shawols, but these akgaes are getting on my last nerve. 💀 i have stopped engaging with fansites if i know they’re just taemin akgaes. it’s insane to me anyways that any shinee fan could be an akgae. like… that’s shinee five. what are you doing here???
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wayvsphantom · 1 year
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ok hihihi im home from kcon so i wanna write everything i felt n saw before i forget it lmaoooo
nmixx: honestly super cute!! i didnt know the TWO songs they did but they were fun little summertime bops! i was up and moving for their "the feels" twice cover tho and i thought i was sick of that song shout out to the girlies for performing it really well!
ive: ok i dont know if my section is just women hating or women defending but my whole row sat down for their TWO songs and everyone got on their phones (including me!) instead of watching. I was genuinely upset and angry that the stylists for ive put them (actual minors, actual schoolgirls) in slutty schoolgirl uniforms, furthering the sexualization of minors needlessly and im glad people around me were also not supportive of it. anyway i heard them perform kitch (got literally no love from my section) and love dive (slightly more love from my section) but pls can they get some help im tired of seeing them do an overly sexual love dive dance break in slutty outfits when they are actual minors
cravity: they had good energy! i didnt know their TWO songs but they had good vibes and worked really hard!
taeyong: ok i thought i wasnt gonna vibe w his set but he came onstage and i LOST MY FUCKING MIND!!! like he really just has a star energy on stage it cant be stopped like he was my first ever nct bias and hes everyones bias for a reason!!! also shalala was so fun live the bass shook my bones fr ! taeyong you were great !! he should be really proud of that performance (of his TWO songs)
shownu n hyungwon: ok i did not realize how much i loved them until they performed on stage they were both so fucking good ?? like i fully need a mx tour bc i wanna see them so bad now ?? they peformed those TWO songs w such a fun sexy grown man energy that i was deeply missing lmao 10/10 pls come back to LA
wayv <3: OK U KNOW IM SOFT ON THEM BUT OMG THEY WERE SO FUCKING CRAZY GOOD WEISHENV U WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS THEY CAME OUT TO SCREAAAAAAAAAAAAMS I COULDNT BREATHE I WASNT READY AND THEN IT WAS A NEW SONG (that i was not feeling i cant lie) BUT THEN I FOUND OUT IT WAS THE KCON THEME SONG OR WHATEVER so i was able to breathe again.... anyway fake out over they came back later in the night and they WE4RE INSANE!!! LOVE TALK!!! U WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS!!! EVERYONE KN EW EVERY GODDAMN WORD TO THAT FUCKING SONG!! I was getting teary wayv u r not a flop u are the most famous group in the world!!! xiaojun is unreal pretty btw also yangyang and hendery.... omg TEN!!! TEN IS SO TALENTED AND PRETTY!! also i fully understand the winwin hype now i would die to protect that man ok okokokokokokok INCREDIBLE!!! they also gave us eng ver of phantom she was cute too!! the dance break finale gave me chills omg but i was missing kun :/ wish they couldve at least mentioned him but whatever.... WAYV WORLD TOUR ASAP
taemin <3: honestly the greatest performer ive ever seen live like holy shit thats a once in a lifetime talent right in front of me like yes i am very biased that is my ult right there but like he truly cannot ever be replicated. he came out swinging w advice and the boom that was "NEVER GET THE KEYS TO MY LOCK" the crowd was readdyyyyyyy and after advice this man got a 5min standing ovation every single person there recognized his god given gift to serve and it was incredible to see LITERALLY FUCKING CRAZY AND THEN THIS MAN GETS ON THE GROUND AND WE'RE DOING FUCKING CRIMINAL??? THE SONG THAT MADE ME WHO I AM TODAY?? and he even did the slutty little cuff removing w mouth move and i lost my v oice screaming so hard i feel so lucky to have seen that my life cannot get better anywayyyyyy MOVE!!! WE MOVED!!! HE MOVED THEY MOVED I MOVED WE ALL MOVED!!! THE GIRL THE MYTH THE LEGEND THE MOVEEEEEEEEEEE!!! those hips.......... yeasssss......... !!!!! he was swinging that concave ass like his life depended on it! he was also soooo flustered from everyone going insane like ik he wasnt expecting it taemin you will be famouus for a thousand years babygirl and he said big shinee news coming soon so !!! soooo!!! world tour!!!!
ok i think i hit every group i will unpack the wayv m&g too but i just had to get this all out kcon will pay for their crimes of 2 song every artist like i'll never go to kcon again or recommend it to anyone but i had fun!
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skzhocomments · 7 months
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The Boundless Sphere of Fate - Lee Taemin - Chapter 3 - At each other's throats
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Chapter 3 - At each other's throats
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“Psst. Wake up.”
“Ugh… just… 5 more… minutes…” Blair covers her head with the duvet.
“I’m bored, wake up and talk to me.” Taemin pulls the duvet away from Blair, then gasps. “What are you wearing?!”
He wasn’t expecting to see the girl half naked under the covers, in just a thin bralette and some pyjama shorts that were… too short and tight to leave anything to the imagination.
“Taemin?! What the fuck?!” She sits up in her bed, annoyed, reaching to grab the duvet again. “Don’t waste your spiritual energy for shit like this.”
“Morning!”
“Ugh… you piece of-”
“It’s 1 PM, how much longer did you plan on sleeping?”
“Hey, I’m recovering until tomorrow.” Blair protests.
“What’s tomorrow?” Taemin tilts his head in confusion.
“Work. What else?”
“Oh, do you work?”
“Of course. How else could I have bought this house?”
Blair reluctantly stands up, the duvet still around her body, knowing that she wouldn’t be able to fall back asleep, and makes her way lazily towards the kitchen, brewing some coffee.
“I don’t know, maybe your parents had money or something.”
“Yeah, right.” Blair chuckles.
“Bad relationship with them?”
“You bet. One hates me, the other wouldn’t recognise me on the street.” She grabs a coffee cup from the cupboard and places it on the table, pouring the hot, black liquid inside.
“The coffee smells great.” Taemin notes.
“Hmm. It does. I love coffee. Wait, what?!” She turns to him shocked. “How can you smell it?”
“I don’t know. I sometimes can.”
That’s weird.
“So, now that I’m awake, can you tell me what the fuck were you doing in my room?” Blair sits down at the kitchen table and sips on her coffee.
“Hey, aren’t you gonna offer me any?” Taemin points to her cup.
“You can’t drink it anyway, so why would I dirty a cup for nothing?”
“Mean.”
“You started it, by coming uninvited in my bedroom. What if I were naked?”
“Ew.” Taemin grimaces, earning a death glare from Blair. He starts smirking, happy that he got under her skin again.
Two can play this game. She thinks, then asks blatantly.
“So, where exactly did you die?” She starts looking at the floor and pointing with her eyes to different areas of the kitchen. “There, in front of the oven? Or maybe there, next to the door?”
Taemin’s gaze then shifts.
“I know what you’re trying to do. Don’t.” He says sternly.
“Or maybe next to the sink-”
“Stop it.”
“Or perhaps you were sitting at the table, just like me-”
Before she finishes the sentence, her coffee mug is smacked from her hands, flying directly into the opposite kitchen cabinet, breaking into pieces, coffee staining the whole surface. She becomes expressionless.
“Rude.” She says, standing up and grabbing some napkins to wipe off the coffee from the floor. She then starts to grab the bigger pieces of her former cup, and by the time she is done and turns around, Taemin is no longer in the room.
She struck a chord.
~
~7 years in the past~
~Blair’s POV~
Today is my birthday.
Normal people would be happy in these circumstances. It would be something to celebrate, a happy day.
Not for me, though.
I dreaded this day, because today I’m turning 18, which means my mother will no longer have any sort of legal obligation to take care of me.
“Good morning, dear!” She smiles brightly, and it makes me wonder if I’ve ever seen her be so happy. I don’t smile back. “Done packing?”
As if there’s much to pack.
“Yes, mom.” I reply in an emotionless voice. I feel drained.
“That’s great! Want me to drop you off anywhere?” She is all smiles; it makes me sick.
“No.”
“Okay, then! I have a date, so I’m gonna go get ready. See you, sweetie!” She waves her hand and leaves, as if I’m going to the supermarket and coming back in 10 minutes. As if we’re actually going to see each other again.
We won’t.
I grab my backpack and a small suitcase, and I make my way out of the house.
I take a look back.
It’s weird knowing it’s the last time you’ll ever see a place; knowing that you’ll never come back.
Mira waves at me. I don’t wave back, I just nod at her. She’s been here for many years, and I don’t think she’s too happy to see me go. I’m sad I couldn’t help her cross over, but some grudges are too big to bear, and there’s not much I can do for her.
I know she’s cursing my mother for kicking me out, since she’ll lose her chatting partner.
I’ll miss Mira.
I won’t miss my mom, though.
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~present day~
~third person POV~
“Newbie! How’s the new house?” Blair’s co-worker, Brian, approaches her with a large grin on his lips. It’s unfortunately already Monday, and Blair doesn’t know how Sunday passed by so quickly. Despite the fight with Taemin, nothing memorable really happened. She kept unpacking and rearranging stuff “Done unpacking? I see you’ve already managed to hurt yourself.” He laughs and points to the plaster on her index finger.
When scooping up the mug pieces from the floor, Blair managed to cut herself, making her curse Taemin even more.
First of all, he is stuck in my house because he’s stubborn and won’t cross over.
Second of all, he can interact with objects. I’ve seen it before, albeit not many times, but Taemin’s spiritual energy is simply shocking. The way he was able to grab the duvet, and then, minutes later, interact with the coffee mug was completely unusual.
Third of all, his fucking temper. How dare he smack that coffee cup from my hands?!
Blair scoffs, making her co-worker chuckle even more.
“Come on, don’t be mad! I know you’re clumsy.” Brian speaks and pats her on the shoulder, letting his hand linger a bit too long. “So, how was unpacking, newbie?”
“Why are you still calling me that?” She smacks his hand off her shoulder, annoyed. Brian did nothing wrong, but she is still seething from Taemin’s reaction this morning. “We’ve been working together for more than a year.”
“Damn, has it already been a year?”
“Unbelievable how time flies, isn’t it?”
“Right. Scary. We’re getting old and wrinkly and-”
“Ok, Brian, let’s keep the negativity out of this conversation.” Blair chuckled.
“We’ve been working together for a year, and you never once went out for drinks with me.” Brian shook his head and crossed his arms in front of his chest, scoffing.
“Sorry, sorry.” Blair waved her hand. “We’ll go, I promise.”
“When?”
“Hmm, let me think.” She contemplates for a few seconds while Brian looks at her in anticipation. “Mayybeeeee, uhm, when I’m done packing?”
“And when’s that?” He grins ear to ear.
“Definitely not this week, but eventually.” She shrugs, and he looks at her with a face that’s almost saying ‘Bitch, what?’, that makes her burst out laughing. “Is that not good enough?”
“Nope.” He shakes his head. “Me and you. Friday night. In two weeks. Drinks on me.” He says in a serious tone and gestures between them.
“Okay, okay. Fine. I promise.” She laughs it off.
“I hope you’re a woman of her word.” Brian grins triumphantly.
“Now I’m getting offended! When haven’t I kept my word?” Blair placed her right hand on her chest, mimicking heartache.
“Just making sure I’m guilt tripping you enough.” Brian grins again.
“You manipulator. Don’t you know that’s a red flag?”
“Oh, come on, I’m the greenest flag in the world!”
“Ok, ok, green flag, can I go and do some work now?” Blair chuckles.
It’s easy enough to get on with coworkers at work, since none of them know of her special… ability. She hasn’t been in any situation so far where she accidentally disclosed she sees ghosts and talks to them on a daily basis; it used to be harder to hide, but nowadays she’s pretty much an expert at pretending ghosts aren’t real and coming back to talk to them and apologise 5 hours later when there’s no chance of someone recognizing her.
~
A few hours later, Blair can finally go home after a full day at the office. She’s tired, her feet hurt, and she feels as if the whole world is against her as it starts raining as soon as she steps out of the building and starts walking towards her house.
The rain is merciless and she obviously doesn’t have an umbrella; she doesn’t remember where she put it during unpacking. When she gets home, she’s dripping wet and decides to head directly into the shower.
Taemin is nowhere to be seen, so she almost forgets all about him as she undresses herself of the wet clothes that are sticking uncomfortable to her skin and hops in the shower.
She turns on the hot water and closes her eyes, rubbing them. She just wants to go to her cosy living room and restart the show on Netflix Taemin rudely interrupted on Saturday, and then sleep for a while.
Weird. She thinks, as she feels the temperature of the water slightly changing.
And then it gets really really hot, to the point where it’s burning her skin, and she finally opens her eyes and notices the faucet has been turned to HOT completely.
“TAEMIN!” She shouts, annoyed, and she only hears giggling from the other side of the door.
The fucker.
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katrinawritesthings · 9 months
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beeeeeeeeeeee???????
Jongtae: new neighbors
Taemin: scared of bugs
Jonghyun: owns three beehives
he leads Taemin through the house, showing him his space gay decorations and wall art, until they get to the bee room and the back door. there, Taemin takes what Jonghyun assumes is a far deeper interest in all of the honey collecting and beekeeping tools than he normally would if his only other option wasn't actually going outside to see the bees. the time to go outside comes anyway, and Taemin peers timidly out of the back window while Jonghyun hovers with his hand over the doorknob. he's cute, the way he stands there playing with his fingers in front of his stomach, biting his lips, blinking a mile a minute. cute enough to pull at Jonghyun's heartstrings. "i have a bee helmet, if you want," he offers gently. "you know," he waves his hand in front of his face, "with the mesh." “yespleasethankyouiwouldlikethat," Taemin says all in one breath. Jonghyun nods, trying not to laugh. okay. all right. he grabs it from where it hangs out with the the rest of his beekeeping suit in the closet and hands it over. "can you tell me what you know about bees already?" he asks.  "uh," Taemin says. he fumbles with the helmet and veil with shaky hands, looking for the opening. "i know," he says, "that they're very good and helpful for the environment. and that they do little dances to tell their friends where pollen is. and that they don't like stinging people because once they sting something then the stinger comes out and then they die from butthole suddenly too big disease. and that they don't know what a gender is but if they did they would have three of them. and I know that according to all known laws of aviation–"
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baekhvuns · 1 year
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We did it Baek, we beat the MATURE CONTENT allegations! Not sure about this message though 👀 Yes, I'm either meeting idols randomly or missing everything </3
Not being able to see Kai in the MV, fucking jail for everyone!!! I'm glad the comeback seems to be successful despite everything, honestly first Shinee now Exo, good times for the hags! I listened to Baekhyun's debut 10 times in a row to celebrate the anniversary btw!
My overall review of Exist is that I enjoyed the album, I like that it's EASY TO DIGEST, but the songs are catchy enough, I don't go through 100 emotions while listening to it just to end up confused. Anyways, uhmmm what's up with that champagne on the window shield I-?! And Mr Byun being embarrassed for saying sex??? Man, stand up lmao. Ngl, I wish the MV gave a bit more, I also saw people mentioning Suju 😭😭😭😭🔫
So actually some of the past Exo tracks aren't for me, but this album is really sooooolid, it's definitely cohesive sonically, the r&b undertones, THE FUCKING HARMONIES HELLOOOOO EARGASM! But also thematically it's definitely an album made for horny people lmaoooo. I'd have to give it more listens to establish which songs stopd out to me the most, but so far I think Regret It and Private Party are my faves!
Kai is away so Baek is the one serving cunt now?! Who would have thought. Military made Taemin into a bigger baby girl, meanwhile Baek is whoring
Also, let me say I'm so proud of Shinee honestly and the way they can never believe whenever they win, because some fuckass people wanna claim Shinee isn't relevant anymore and they won INKIGAYO!!! TAEMIN DID S CLASS AND HARD CHALLENGE WITH HYUNJIN, HE WENT TO JYP????? Why is he so adventurous all of a sudden
Jamal astrology hoe, pls https://www.pinkvilla.com/entertainment/ncts-jaehyun-to-make-big-screen-debut-with-film-in-6-hours-you-will-die-alongside-park-ju-hyun-kwak-si-yang-1228441 this is the short description 👀 I need more kpop men in unhinged roles, like yeah them playing losers in rom coms is fine but give me something else
Hybe didn't even apologise for the way they treated fans, they justified their actions. Fans were still groped, wtf, sometimes the gender matters, but they were still violated so what difference does it make seriously
So, I'm sure if YSL was in contact with Hwa they'd already invite him somewhere :/ and he'd definitely thank them publicly, but his dedication to get noticed is admirable. Stop because first I saw those sandals on Ten and had to close my eyes and Seonghwa too... Hongjoong's obsession with Olivier Rousteing paid off so fingers crossed, ugh if not I'm personally going to Anthony Vacarello's house ☠
Re: N**m*r: Idk some girlies really love footballers, they have humiliation kink cause I know at least 3 WAG wannabies from London who do that, they don't care those men will cheat on them. They usually just wanna bang and go, lmao kinda respect the hustle, but is it even worth it with some of them... yikes
Omfg no because I saw the Suarez thing and was like HUH, then got confused why RM was posting about it 😭
Baek are you updated on King the Land, because the latest episodes?! They really went for it, it's so cliche idk how it even works, but it does! Do you remember Yoona and Junho dancing to Senorita, because that was an event!!! I also remembered Taeyong and Seulgi and WOW... imagine 4th gen idols doing that ajsvhshajskdavshsjdjd
Insane to think certain idols would be in totally different fields, like business, pilot, chef then tattoo artist, Twitch streamer lmao but here they are in the same fucking group doing aegyo and hip thrusting on stage
Yeah, so I obviously enjoy 4th gen, but 2nd and 3rd gen had the quality, now I see those Tik Tok fucking songs that are under 3 mins and I wanna die!!! Don't wanna be a boomer, easy and fun choreography can be cool, not only for fans to follow, but also idops to perform, but where is the versatility, the creativity...
Shhahdhndjshahhshaaj stop SM people are lurking cause that guy was quick to like Yuta's post?! 😬😬😬😬 and now there are articles about SM being xenophobic <333 like I said, embarrasSMENT... it's a shame they have so many artists I like, because they're literally the worst. And apparently Sungtaro are debuting soon, I will believe it when I see it. Really shitty that they remived Shohei, he's neither in NCT Tokyo nor the other bg :( man is a grown ass adult, let him debut!
Ryan is Ken for life because wtf is he saying?! Margot os serving so many iconic looks during the promo! Btw booked tickets for both Barbie and Oppenheimer on the same day lmaooo it's gonna be a fucking ride
You're right, KQ posted the "apology", not even Ateez's account??? And the apology was too vague imo, again if Indian/South Asian fans want to accept it that's their decision, I'm not saying people should cancel them and send then threats (it's happening and it's so bad), BUT some stans are ok with bare minimum, they just wanna move on... :/ that's what I told my friend, imagine if someone wrote a track called Kimchi Song, Asian people get so much shit for their native food, so it's incredibly insensitive. I don't wanna generalise, but I met so many Korean stans and while some were nice, some are simply crazy and lose their morals over kpop. On the other hand, one thing can tip them off, nothing serious and they can go from loving someone to sending them threats and???
It's a shame none of the members apologised, I like to think they wanted to, but idk. San posted on b.stage I thought he'd mention it, I understand it was his birthday, but... :/ I'm not usually personally affected by most of idols' fuck ups, but it always pisses me off regardless
Exo possible collabs??? Exo on Killing Voice, well they definitely fucking killed :o
Shinee, Teen Top, U-Kiss, Exo, Infinite, what year is this?! Remember when we would get so many 2nd/3rd gen ggs comebacks?! 2021 and 2022 😭😭😭😭
Baek, I got two tattoos during my trip and I already made appointments for two more, so pray for me lmao <333
Did you see model Hwa on the cover?! Sadly I don't have high hopes, because it's Cosmo and they usually have boring shoots, so far they look ok (but their clothes are basically their promo/stage fits? 😬) *sigh* - DV 💖
hello!! i answered this but tumblr glitched and wndfkklwef
We did it Baek, we beat the MATURE CONTENT allegations! Not sure about this message though 👀 Yes, I'm either meeting idols randomly or missing everything </3  /// Not being able to see Kai in the MV, fucking jail for everyone!!! I'm glad the comeback seems to be successful despite everything, honestly first Shinee now Exo, good times for the hags! I listened to Baekhyun's debut 10 times  in a row to celebrate the anniversary btw!
WE BEAT THE MATURE CONTENT ALLEGATIONS!!!!
that cream sada is not just about cream soda after all 😀 KAI WOULDVE DEVOURED HE HAS THE FIRST CHORUS TOO 😭😭😭😭 FUCK RAVI, KAI IN A SUIT DOING THAT BODY ROLL WITH HIS GAZE WOULDVE ENDED ME SO BAD FHWJDHWKDHWK im also vv glad it’s successful but sm’s doing everything in their hands to not make it bc what the fuck, all this treatment and everyone still thinking we crazy like ☺️☺️ but this is actually sad. HIS 10TH ANNIVERSARY AND HES A MILLION SELLER AGAIN OH TO BE HIM !!!!!
good times for hags yes!! saw this twt and cried my eyes out rhkwhdwjshkw
sorry what the fuck. u know what i can’t even handle him idk how id handle kai  like ive gone thru theee breakdowns all delulu while wondering why iTS NOT ME WHOS WITH HIM
THIS IS JUST NOW WHAT THE FUCK   )oh im screaming AND MATEO??? BROTHER IN CHRIST??? UR WIFES WATCHING FBHWKDHWK
??? thirty sexy to a new level
i need this man actually
yeah kai possessed him also not kai doing fansigns in the barracks and having men fall for him 😭😭😭
im also vv sorry this is late like idk what happened i met this new person yesterday to do an assignment w my friends and i went home and im immediately sick like i think they hexxed me bc i am SICK 😭😭😭
My overall review of Exist is that I enjoyed the album, I like that it's EASY TO DIGEST, but the songs are catchy enough, I don't go through 100 emotions while listening to it just to end up confused. Anyways, uhmmm what's up with that champagne on the window shield I-?! And Mr Byun being embarrassed for saying sex??? Man, stand up lmao. Ngl, I wish the MV gave a bit more, I also saw people mentioning Suju 😭😭😭😭🔫
I AGREE. I AGREE ITS EASY TO DIGEST ITS EASY TO LISTEN like my ears are not crying im so vv happy w the entire album, i realized many reactio channels said that after heat me out,, it’s so casual r&b like the reactors have grown to love simple music and that song + all the other ones are just so, non fussy??? just straight good music and the choreo??? the best in their career ever. the preciseness??? beat the broken knees allegations 😭😭
cream soda took me three listens to understand and it dawned on me that it’s bc my volume wasn’t up so i listened to it w bass and 😯😯😯 eargasm galore,, it is A HIT. ENTIRE CHORUS BEING A HIGH NOTE, 12/10 OVER FOR EVERYONE EVER FBWKDH ITS SO FUN FUNKY SEXY PERFECT FOR SUMMER AND PARTIES??? vocals wow,,, a new level,,, ur so correct! it didn’t feel confusing but it felt so nice to hear their voices after so long,, THE HARMONIES LIKE???? THE FALSETTO BEING THE ENTIRE CHORUS IS MENTAL PHEWWWW KILL ME SIRE,, champagne on the windshield, u know exactly why 😵‍💫😵‍💫 LMFAOOO NO BC THIS DOES LOOK LIKE THE SUJU MV SHIT THEYRE OLD NOW 😭😭😭ngl me too i wish the mv was just tad bit MORE but i won’t complain bc this mv was filmed on the du of the damn lawsuit so ik none of them said a lot of shit against what to do and what not to 🤚🏻but i think the more i watch it the more i like it,,, cinematography is rly pretty the yellows holds greens purples and reds,,, wow 🫡 very classic, gatsby look just classic exo
just tells me that there’s a lot of incredible music but this talent is 😮‍💨
So actually some of the past Exo tracks aren't for me, but this album is really sooooolid, it's definitely cohesive sonically, the r&b undertones, THE FUCKING HARMONIES HELLOOOOO EARGASM! But also thematically it's definitely an album made for horny people lmaoooo. I'd have to give it more listens to establish which songs stopd out to me the most, but so far I think Regret It and Private Party are my faves!
im going to say U GOTTA RELISTEN TO OBSESSION WND TEMPO IM SORRY I WILL NOT ACCEPT ANY LESS 🔫 OASIS SIGN DAMAGE BUTTERFLY AFFECT YA YA YA??? no ur so right this album is so solid and cohesive in the best way possible,,, like the tracks are so well thought out??? the 90’s, r&b pop and synth pop 😭😭 CRYING IK THOSE PRODUCERS WERE LINING UP TO WORK W RHEM UR RIGHT RHE FUCKINF HARMONIES THE WAY I GET SO GASPY WHEN THEY DO THAT LIKE??? this is exactly what i want from atz so bad 😭😭😭 IT RLY IS FOR HORNY PPL LIKE DO U HEAR THE BED CREAKING NOISES 😭😭😭 PRIVATE PARTY PLS DID U HEAR THE BED CREAK this me listening to it
but like im obsessed w no make up and love fool,,, like what the fuck did they put in THOSE SONGS,,, what an album honestly i am always surprised w them in the best way,, like how can u gag me every bc 😭😭 i am obsessed w cream soda
Kai is away so Baek is the one serving cunt now?! Who would have thought. Military made Taemin into a bigger baby girl, meanwhile Baek is whoring /// Also, let me say I'm so proud of Shinee honestly and the way they can never believe whenever they win, because some fuckass people wanna claim Shinee isn't relevant anymore and they won INKIGAYO!!! TAEMIN DID S CLASS AND HARD CHALLENGE WITH HYUNJIN, HE WENT TO JYP????? Why is he so adventurous all of a sudden
NO BC BAEKHYUN???? WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING IM ACTUALLY CRYING,, it’s the way kai left them a mission that they need to DANCE and not embarrass him and they are dancing im so sick the footwork is insane,,, taemin bbygirl meowing and baekhyun’s out here showing nips and tongues 😭😭
NO BC ITS TAEMINS REACTIONS TO THE WINS HAVE ME SO HAPPY LIKE HE TRULY CANNOT BELIEVE THEY WON LIKE MF UR A LEGEND??? 😭😭😭 THESE CRUMBS ARE SO WHOLESOME LIKE TAEMIN X SKZ, DARA X EXO, MINHO X EVERYONE 😭😭 AND THUNDER IS GETTING MARRIED??? 😭😭
Jamal astrology hoe, pls https://www.pinkvilla.com/entertainment/ncts-jaehyun-to-make-big-screen-debut-with-film-in-6-hours-you-will-die-alongside-park-ju-hyun-kwak-si-yang-1228441 this is the short description 👀 I need more kpop men in unhinged roles, like yeah them playing losers in rom coms is fine but give me something else
no bc im very excited to see what he does,, kpop’s actors / drama’s have been really good and exciting,,, i just know he’s gonna be so incredibly hot,, do u ever look at jamal and think he’d fit the twilight role so perfectly
Hybe didn't even apologise for the way they treated fans, they justified their actions. Fans were still groped, wtf, sometimes the gender matters, but they were still violated so what difference does it make seriously
no bc do u rmr the mental health polls hybe did?? fans were groped NEAR the new artists,,, i hope a few ppl sue them bc this is so incredibly wrong???
So, I'm sure if YSL was in contact with Hwa they'd already invite him somewhere :/ and he'd definitely thank them publicly, but his dedication to get noticed is admirable. Stop because first I saw those sandals on Ten and had to close my eyes and Seonghwa too… Hongjoong's obsession with Olivier Rousteing paid off so fingers crossed, ugh if not I'm personally going to Anthony Vacarello's house ☠
yeah!!! :( HIS DEDICATION REALLY IS UP THERE I HOPE THEY LISTEN FOR ONCE,, im sorry like those sandals are so whatsapp mom core 😭😭😭😭 KEEP UR GRIPPERS WITH U PLS WE DONT NEED TO SEE 😭😭 omg hongjoong’s manifestation power must be crazy good for rousteing to fall in love w him like that LMFAOOO ANTHONY ITS ON SIGHT
Re: N*mr: Idk some girlies really love footballers, they have humiliation kink cause I know at least 3 WAG wannabies from London who do that, they don't care those men will cheat on them. They usually just wanna bang and go, lmao kinda respect the hustle, but is it even worth it with some of them… yikes /// Omfg no because I saw the Suarez thing and was like HUH, then got confused why RM was posting about it 😭
NO SRS THIS HUMILIATION KINK IS FBKWHDKWHDKW I RESPECT IT BUT THE WAY I CRINGE FBWMDBKW ou not the wag wannabes u know what yeah i also respect the hustle like u go get that ride and dip w the money <3 no bc srs are they even worth it 😭😭😭 YEAH ME TOO UNTIL IT CLICKED AND MY HEART CAME BACK UP FBWJDHSK also why tf is everyone moving to saudi im actually so disappointed in everyone, losing passion over money 😭😭 LIKE BRO UR IN UR PRIME AND UR GOING INTO A NOWHERE LEAGUE
Baek are you updated on King the Land, because the latest episodes?! They really went for it, it's so cliche idk how it even works, but it does! Do you remember Yoona and Junho dancing to Senorita, because that was an event!!! I also remembered Taeyong and Seulgi and WOW… imagine 4th gen idols doing that ajsvhshajskdavshsjdjd
I AM SO UPDATED!!! I LOOK FORWARD TO EVERY WEEKEND FOR NEW EPS the kiss. the way. he was shaking. 😶😶 crying screaming shitting i need them married. YOONA AND JUNHO WON THE IDAF WAR omf do u rmr the cabi song like that was peak idgaf,,, taecyeon and yoona and then jessica 😭😭😭 taeyong seulgi doing a show together???? 👁👁
Insane to think certain idols would be in totally different fields, like business, pilot, chef then tattoo artist, Twitch streamer lmao but here they are in the same fucking group doing aegyo and hip thrusting on stage /// Yeah, so I obviously enjoy 4th gen, but 2nd and 3rd gen had the quality, now I see those Tik Tok fucking songs that are under 3 mins and I wanna die!!! Don't wanna be a boomer, easy and fun choreography can be cool, not only for fans to follow, but also idops to perform, but where is the versatility, the creativity…
RIGHT LIKE KUN AS A PILOT??? 😭😭😭 so random,,, twitch streamer stOP 😭😭😭 here they are being a slut fbwkdhwk ur right!!! thwy had the quality, everyone was releasing bangers it was crazy but the best time for kpo musically!!! UR RIGHT THE TIKTOK SONGS ARE 😭😭🔫,,, no bc this 100% easy and fun can be cool but not having it fit the music,, new choreo is so underrated these days like all we see his hand moves or straight up gymnastics,, give us good food!!!!
Shhahdhndjshahhshaaj stop SM people are lurking cause that guy was quick to like Yuta's post?! 😬😬😬😬 and now there are articles about SM being xenophobic <333 like I said, embarrasSMENT… it's a shame they have so many artists I like, because they're literally the worst. And apparently Sungtaro are debuting soon, I will believe it when I see it. Really shitty that they remived Shohei, he's neither in NCT Tokyo nor the other bg :( man is a grown ass adult, let him debut!
LMFAOOOO BRMWHDKWHDKW HES ON TWITTER FOR SURE,,, EMBARRASSMENT TRULY,, but honestly is it surprising bc sm’s past treatment with their chinese employers and then doing a law suit on them before leaving,, literally,, the idols are the best part of sm honestly 😭😭 YEAH ???? LIKE JUST PUT THEM IN A GROUP AND DEBUT IT OUT also their new bg having jaejoong dna like sm rly loves him 😭😭
Ryan is Ken for life because wtf is he saying?! Margot os serving so many iconic looks during the promo! Btw booked tickets for both Barbie and Oppenheimer on the same day lmaooo it's gonna be a fucking ride
LMFAOOOO CORRECT I DONT KNOW WHAT HE IS ON FBWKDHWKDBSK so excited to see it,,, OH UR DOING A DOUBLE FEATURE??? SCREAMING PLS GET THE SEATS NOLAN WANTED PPL TO HAVE stop ur gonna feel the nuke irl 😭😭😭
You're right, KQ posted the "apology", not even Ateez's account??? And the apology was too vague imo, again if Indian/South Asian fans want to accept it that's their decision, I'm not saying people should cancel them and send then threats (it's happening and it's so bad), BUT some stans are ok with bare minimum, they just wanna move on… :/ that's what I told my friend, imagine if someone wrote a track called Kimchi Song, Asian people get so much shit for their native food, so it's incredibly insensitive. I don't wanna generalise, but I met so many Korean stans and while some were nice, some are simply crazy and lose their morals over kpop. On the other hand, one thing can tip them off, nothing serious and they can go from loving someone to sending them threats and???
yeah like the clear difference in followers and posting on the other acc had me side eyeing them,,, was v disappointed that it was yunsanhwa— omg do u rmr lee hyori doing sexy dance on a hindu mantra???? MY JAW WAS ON THE FLOOR HOW DO U BE THIS INSENSITIVE????? yeah ppl wanna move on but i am definitely side eyeing them for a while 🤨 but honestly i expected it, every idol has to do something like this with their whole chest 😭😭😭
It's a shame none of the members apologised, I like to think they wanted to, but idk. San posted on b.stage I thought he'd mention it, I understand it was his birthday, but… :/ I'm not usually personally affected by most of idols' fuck ups, but it always pisses me off regardless
i do too but that ur right that part,,, it always pisses me off when it be the ppl u never expected??? this one rly had me open my eyes a little like 🤚🏻
Exo possible collabs??? Exo on Killing Voice, well they definitely fucking killed :o  /// Shinee, Teen Top, U-Kiss, Exo, Infinite, what year is this?! Remember when we would get so many 2nd/3rd gen ggs comebacks?! 2021 and 2022 😭😭😭😭
possible collabs,,, i need them to collab on a group album more often. THEY RLT DID BUT I WANTED A PT2 BC THERES SO MUCH AND THEM CHOOSING LOVE SHOT OVER TEMPO??? CRAZY.  watching it made me realize how c razy their discography is, hit after hit and wow 🤚🏻 mr kim jongdae rly does it w so much ease, and baekhyun??? he’s a full time flirter, part time idol
I AM SO EXCITED FOR INFINITE LIKE DBWKDHWKHDKW WE SEE IDOL L 😭😭😭 FINALLY AFTER SO LONG CRYING FHWKDHWK hoping this summer brings good songs for everyone esp the 2/3rd gen groups that are coming back, we need that era back!
Baek, I got two tattoos during my trip and I already made appointments for two more, so pray for me lmao <333  /// Did you see model Hwa on the cover?! Sadly I don't have high hopes, because it's Cosmo and they usually have boring shoots, so far they look ok (but their clothes are basically their promo/stage fits? 😬) sigh - DV💖
WE NEED A DOODLE DRAWING OF THEM RIGHT NOW 🔫🔫 I DID SEE MODEL HWA COVER. ITS ALL BLACK AND WHITE BUT I GUESS ITS SOMETHING 😭😭😭 but did u see jeong yunho. why is he so big like that. i went thru a 15 min blankness looking at him
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little-sundays · 7 years
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Pepperoni Piza
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warnings: bloody, strong language, action, let’s go back to the original street racers!au, later you’ll get a prequel of the street racers!au wanna one (you thought it was done? It’s not).
The male vanished under the surface of the water when you blinked. You were about to wait for him to rise up until you heard the soft sound of the bell; thus, you walked near the edge of the pool and called out for him. He heard you the first time, but he ignored it.
“Kim Taemin, it’s four in the afternoon.” You added, “I still have a night shift to fill in.”
The second time you said his name, he pulled you in the water with him. The younger male had held tightly onto your wrist before tugging you towards him and pressing his lips to yours until you were inhaling in his mouth. Your eyes remained close after you pulled away from him, then rose to the surface. On the contrary, Taemin only got up after you.
Instead of leaving immediately, you sat there on the wet tiles while eyeing him. The boy swam towards you and in response you spoke, “Have you been practicing that with every girl?”
He smirked at you before he gave his answer, “If that’s what you think.”
You kicked off the water on the tiles to him in dismay before leaving him there in the open. On the other side, Taemin tilted his head to his left and watched you leave. Thus, he muttered, “She’s problematic.”
Thereafter, you settled the firearms on the table near the window. Assembling the rifle on the window frame, you looked through the scope to identify your target. You noticed the male was situated between the bodyguards giving you access. As you were about to pull on the trigger until a vehicle drove through hitting the target. Leaving your rifle behind, you grabbed your handgun and rushed towards the crime syndicate.
When Taemin finally filed out the car, you jabbed your finger to his chest and exclaimed, “This is my fucking mission. Why the hell did you kill the target?”
“Well, this is my job and he’s not dead yet.” Taemin said sternly. Then, you left him and walked towards your target. Flipping the bleeding male over, you checked into his pockets to find any drugs—crystal meth in particular. Once you found none, you announced, “Clear.”
The other members, Im Youngmin and Takada Kenta, unlocked the suitcases. Taemin, however, didn’t move an inch and instead just observed the other boys. He then shifted his attention to you whom was moving the dead bodies into the plastic bag.
“Are you going to move?” You asked Taemin. Instantly, he answered, “No.”
You stated, “Go fuck yourself while you’re at it then. But do it far away from here where I can’t hear you moaning out a name.”
However, Taemin only let out a laugh in return. He replied, “Sure, I’ll do that.”
“You’re disgusting.” You returned to which he cocked his brow at. He said, “I won’t be moaning your name not even in my sleep.”
Losing count and getting bored of the different ways your professor pronounced Anne-Robert-Jacques Turgot, you instead focused on the event outside. As you stared through the classroom’s window, you were able to spot the male amidst the crowd.
The professor grabbed your attention by calling you thus questioned, “What did Turgot propose?”
“He divided the people into three classes: the salaried class, the agricultural class and the land owners.” You answered immediately. You counted from ten to one; however, the bell finally rang at two. Quickly packing up your belongings, you ran out the room and down the flight of stairs before you were a meter away from him.
“Taemin,” you said aloud. The male when he heard his name faced you in a fraction of a second, another smirk tugging on his lips. Both of you were tasked to do another mission together.
Taemin grasped your wrist and pulled you to him once again and teased you, “You miss me, don’t you?”
“I hate having you as my partner.” You confirmed before giving him a curt nod.
The target was the newly elected president, Seo Joon. He was holding an event at the Building of Pierre which involved various banking agencies. Taemin made contact with the visitors as he roamed around the floor grounds.
You said through your earpiece, “Taemin, the president’s moving towards the stage. The others are heading towards the computers. Observe the president while I cut the cameras.”
Taemin responded, “The president’s daughter is here; she’s also on the lookout.”
He added, “Complied.”
You walked into the halls and checked the area before you took out a knife and cut the lines of the recording cameras to the system. Once you’ve finished, you confirmed to Kang Daniel before walking back to your original position.
“Taemin, the cameras are down. Head back to your position, now.” You ordered, however he didn’t move yet. He stated, “I’m being watched.”
You ordered once you saw the smoke coming from the computer systems, “Longguo, create a diversion.”
Longguo obliged and shouted, “Everybody evacuate!”
The throng of people started moving out once they saw the smoke. You gave another command, “Im and Takada, follow the president.”
Taemin finally moved from his position and rushed towards you, he said, “We need to leave. The fire’s expanding.”
Before you left, you noticed through the heavy smoke a familiar boy crawling out the room. You heard from the other line, “We lost track of the president.”
You confirmed this to Daniel and said, “Change target, Seo Seunghyuk.”
“Copy,” Daniel replied.      
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sugar-petals · 4 years
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:: Two Girls Dominating SuperM
↳ NOTE: Since sharin’ is carin’ 😋 Happy holidays! Get the list Santa cuz here go seven kinds of naughty. PS: I use different POVs here, whatever fits best.
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warnings ⚠️ bondage, pegging, flexibility kink, sex toys, some switch!kai, rough sex, harnesses, oral (m giving), possessiveness, taemin’s evil lady kink, ice cream
⎡Taeyong⎦⇁ I think it’s time to reveal an unspoken truth about the pop industry. You ready? When Rihanna did S&M, a vision of Taeyong from the future whispered the lyrics in her ear. I swear to god. That’s exactly how it happened. Just the way we’d expect, dear Taeyong is gonna float in paradise. Not one domme ready to shake him up, but two? He can retire. Boy doesn’t need anything else. Except maybe a bit of cash to buy harnesses he can model but they’ll treat him to that anyway. That being said. Knowing that two fly madams in latex are ravaging his body at every chance they can get is gonna make him know he can die happy one day. Like, he truly lived. He won’t really hold back with restructuring a lot of parts of his life to let this dynamic unfold all the way. We’ve heard of his DIY skills. This sounds funny but Taeyong will design, paint, decorate, and maintain a special area for their play. Not necessarily just one room, he varies that. We know how gifted he is with interiors and domestic ideas, so. Prepare to get blown away by his sheer efforts. And man, the amount of spare time he can stretch to get a quickie out of that time window. Incredible. Even more interesting is gonna be the range. Taeyong can handle girls that dress up super differently every time, he goes along with any roleplay or character they come up with. He’s gonna be their little prince, their hotel boy, their waiter, their flight attendant, their Jack Dawson incarnate. And their dream boy altogether, cuz that’s what Taeyong is.
His frustrations are bound to work up over weeks if he is busy at SM, so finally seeing them again will have him so excited. And nervous. And so involved with preparing things for them, the perfectionist comes out. Can you imagine Taeyong donning his apron and preparing a four course menu for an entire afternoon? You bet he’ll pull that off. Butler Taeyong will be at full throttle. He’s gonna end up getting viciously fucked in the kitchen anyways. Like to the point where all his hair is a mess in his face and everyone ran out of breath. And seriously, he’s the type to completely surrender and place all trust in the girls. Which they know, and they’ll reward him so well. With things Taeyong loves best aka getting whipped and plowed. One of you could be binding him to a fucking machine and controlling the remote, the other marking his legs and upper back. The little bun gets terribly turned on if you push him on all fours for that and hold the nape of his neck in place so he can’t go anywhere. Consider your carpet ruined with semen. While Taeyong is busy recharging for the next round lying on the floor exhausted, you take polaroids.
⎡Baekhyun⎦⇁ Okay listen, I’ll tell you the secret. You can pull a complete duality on him. Baekhyun, getting nuzzled and snuggled and squeezed from all sides because he’s so sweet? Absolutely his jam. He got two hands to hold, after all. And two mochi cheeks to kiss, my friend, two of them. But also, getting a full dose of freaky stuff inflicted on him with some good music playing? This loud little fucker is going to levitate. These two raging girls can take complete control of his body and fool around to their liking. Grabbing his butt, feeding him cake, dressing him up or stripping him down, riding his face to oblivion. Like not just circling your hips. Actual sharp thrusting and making him forget the light of day. And using some cute pink ropes to string his pretty wrists from the ceiling as a treat. Only a matter of time until he’s an arching mess. As you already suspected: A giant dose of ass destruction is only one step away. Any toy suffices. At best, when he’s trying to beat a new high score and has to concentrate on the game. Nice challenge for his focus, he likes that. He wants to feel how he’s getting stretched out from all directions until it hurts so good. Screaming „Ah!“ is his favorite word. Maybe not too straps in one hole, that’s Taeyong territory, and Baekhyun’s ass is really tight generally, but spitroasting? His favorite pastime. Stuffed up and getting a load of extra hard thrusts. He can suck and gyrate all the way, all at the same time like he never did anything else. It’s gotta be hard and fast. I’m telling you, he’ll make it sloppy anyway.
Did he ever think he could get fucked up like this by a sexy tag team? Nope, he squarely thought he was undeserving. Now that he’s getting regularly suffocated and earns the praise for being so cute, Baekhyun is actually starting to believe he can ask for and enjoy that glorious wreckage. Because if there’s one thing he wishes for, it’s drowning in his own spit. These two are gonna be so territorial and wild, his dick and tongue are gonna threaten to fall off every night. How many condoms Baekhyun’s gonna fill, those will be record numbers, it’s like the album charts. Baekhyun’s a straight-up cum bank dairy cow extraordinaire when it comes to milking him dry. Like what did you think if two mommies feed him with all sorts of delicacies, all that juice is going to stock up and get ready to blow. And the amounts and types of collars Baekhyun’s neck is gonna be in: Whole lot, even with leashes attached. Oh god, they’ll strap him stupid with some dog ears on as a reward. Baekhyun’s prostate is gonna be a constantly spongy ruined mess, poor mochi gonna end up waddling around the kitchen to chug a liter of water at 3 AM.
⎡Taemin⎦⇁ You know who’s gonna be in his element. You just know it. Taemin is ride or die when it comes to wanting someone to be the boss of him. He’s not just dabbling in all that jazz to experiment, he’s livin’ and breathing it. Taemin’s imagination is the 3D version of AO3’s finest fanfics. Hell, he even imagines the sounds over and over, it’s gotta be 4D! He’s already crafted the most intricate fantasies for some seriously action movie-like roleplay. But let's start from the beginning. What’s on Taemin’s ever-wicked mind when he goes to sleep at night? Two intimidating ladies ganging up on him. Arriving on their black motorcycle at his house, flirting the living hell out of him, raiding his fridge, grinding on his lap in their biker gear, licking his face, taking his luxurious clothes off, calling him names, making him dance for him (that one’s a staple), biting down on his torso wherever they please, and having their way with him until it’s all one big orgy. Hell, probably on that motorcycle in the garage. Taemin pretty much getting one dry orgasm after the other because it’s the time of his life. Like, they’re really spoiling him. And he’s giving himself to them. That kind of scenario going down? To Taemin, that sounds like his wettest of dreams come true. He’s like yes, yes, yes and yes. A dynamic duo of sadistic girlfriends, that’s gonna leave him so shook and utterly addicted. Like he wants to get backed into a corner, bring on all the kabedon, Taemin goes all the way the way we know him. Nobody loves that fantasy more than him.
Now… the trick is. They’re actually really fun and sweet and pet his hair incessantly. You know, casually, doing daily life things. Cooing at him and getting all the sweetest princely kisses from their angel. My god, they’ll be so gently in love with him. But in the bedroom, it’s raw business. Taemin is gonna take is so hard, he’ll be seeing stars. That he’s getting slapped around — the thighs included, he loves that — while getting a handjob has to be the most orgasmic experience ever. Taemin is gonna bust fifty-thousand nuts over having his hair pulled by one girl and being choked by the other. Boy is he gonna be hard even if the pants stay on. What if he’s not the one grinding around this time. Two scary girls riding his lap, cuffing and belittling him — wow. Taemin never wants that feast to end. Getting roughed up at any occasion makes his day. He is needy, but the girls have all the cruel shit could ever ask for, and he has the stamina to handle all of it. And the class, he never loses his mystery. A fucking marathon with some pretty brutal bondage and impact play involved, no problem, he’ll last it. You can torture the soul out of him, he’s gonna be winding and gasping for more. Except maybe that his voice is gonna be pretty hoarse if they don’t gag his mouth for the most part. Man, Taemin is so vocal. This will have the ladies all runny beyond imagination. Nobody who meets him casually is gonna suspect it, but Taemin has the wettest dick in all of Seoul (unless Lucas is doing an allnighter) and no pliable brain left because he’s got is fucked out hard daily and he gave it daily. Now you know.
⎡Jongin⎦⇁ Kai is gonna act smug about this right from the start. He’s gonna be the guy who’s proud to show you off, walking around arms over your either shoulders, him right in the middle. Like hello, I’m experienced. The entirety of SM Entertainment is gonna have rumors circulating but nobody’s gonna be surprised. Little does he know you’re down to make his naughty lyrics come true. Kai is gonna get pegged and punished holding onto his dear oversized teddy bear. Literally, these two will have him burying his entire face there. Whimpering and high-pitched moaning like it’s time for EXO adlibs. His couch is large enough for three people, so. Somebody is gonna end up horny and crying. With his album on repeat because there’s no better music to fuck to, don’t kid yourself, you likely don’t, anyway. It’s Kai we’re talking about. He has sluttiness for days. Getting your hands on all that tall dark and handsome goodness is just all that you need as a domme duo. Have you seen how this guy moves just breathing and walking and cocking his head on the occasion… I don’t wanna know how far he can go in the horizontal realm to put it carefully.
But you gotta be ready for Kai’s aggressive side that wants to make things happen. If you like a struggle for dominance, this is the address. You two are just too tempting and delicious not to move around on his bed to assume new positions. And if Jongin doesn’t feel like snapping his dangerous hips into either of you, he’s lying. Kai is ready to fucking dick you down like it’s your birthday. He has to be taught to request and wait like a good boy, on his best behavior and his knees preferably. Yep, I think that Kai is a case for some extended training because he’s so impatient, with good reason, but he still needs to be put in his place. Which Kai likes because it means you go harder on him without restraint. Was it his goal all along? I can see one of the girls taking the role of speaking to him with his head in her lap. Giving commands occasionally, checking in. And the other, getting freaky on him with her instruments. Kai’s body is so sensitive and reactive, it’s gonna be fun to see him twitch and beg. Even something as simple as clamping his nipples will already do the trick. That’s when you have Kai begging.
⎡Ten⎦⇁ Believe it or not. Out of all people, he’s gonna be the one with the most doubts and insecurities — at first. It feels a little overwhelming to Ten because he doesn’t know what’s coming. You know that kind of facial expression he does when he is uncertain. Mind you: Having a whole bunch of people around him isn’t new to him. Bitch, he’s in NCT! A threesome is peanuts against that neo energy. It’s more like, the coordination, he doesn’t know how to act. He’ll be shy and big-eyed and doesn’t know what to say. The king of comebacks and clapbacks: Speechless. Let that sink in. The girls are dealing with the kind of guy who needs a lot of clarity and talk beforehand because he doesn’t have experience with it. It takes him to really know what the program is and damn he’s right about that. Ten really getting into what he’s signing up for is big-brained of him. He asks a lot of questions with an open-mind, but also care. But then again, we know how Ten’s confidence can skyrocket, and that he’s so secretly curious about those things he’s bursting with anticipation. And he knows what to ask for to really get someone going. Touch me, tease me, feel me up, am I right or am I right? He adapts so well to almost any circumstance in his life, it’s admirable. Totally up to the challenge once it goes down, he really grows into that. And I promise that particularly the physical part is absolutely his forte, that’s where he blooms. Ten can be easily taught through the genius of his body and he’s gonna love that.
Once things get hands-on and he finds himself with two girls mounting him, and on go the cat ears, he’s like oh my god this is great. The surprise factor is the biggest in the group here. Ten is gonna almost facepalm because he’s been worrying himself where there was nothing to be anxious about. Because he’s in his groove! Smiling and laughing and having a good time. No stress, just feeling so damn good. Probably with several super-size vibrating toys employed on him because that’s how Ten rolls, always taking the challenge. What a twitchy mess he’s gonna be, I can’t. The two ladies are gonna have a blast themselves bending him around and getting the best of the best erections out of him. Ten is totally gonna snack something while they’re fooling around as three. Or they’re stuffing him with delicacies, he’s gonna be so eager. But that’s not even a glimpse of what they’re gonna do! Ten is ready for almost everything, my friends. Tag teamed while dressed up as Alice? Likelier than you think. With the wig, that’s right. Ten is gonna be their good girl for one long night and truly love it. He obeys so well, spreads his legs like its nothing. It’s all gonna be a hell of a mess on his outfit though. If there’s one person ready to have cum all over him, that’s the right address. He’s throwing peace signs and pose for their phone cameras. Oh Ten, the legend you are.
⎡Lucas⎦⇁ Wong Yukhei… the entire concept that is him literally screams for it. Two people handling all that fucking hunk. So much space to work with, that body is a drug. Xuxi is one staggering big boy, his forehead is making love to any door frame. Lot of waist to grab (…like why is it shaped like that. Offensive!) lot of wrist to tie. And those long fucking model legs, for god’s sake, you just gotta do something with those for once. Get those thigh harnesses! Plus he’s a literal baby who’s all down to date girls his senior. Yukhei is a sucker for mad girls acting possessive over him. And he’s a handful, one fucking tease, one chaotic man. Two times the payback is just so much more appropriate. He can just get fucked and fucked and fucked some more. As is two times as much stimulation. You can imagine. Yes, all over his body. Grabbing his necktie and guiding him around this that (good shit) and caressing his face, and his back, and his chest, and his stomach, it’s so sexy to touch him there.
But let’s not lie. A certain somebody has cock and balls for two people. Lucas is one hell of a stallion. Lot of girth to make hard and to edge. That needs a duo of two unhinged girls, forces of nature, someone shy won’t do. It’s their job to make him shy and docile, not the other way around. Because Lucas enjoys being teased and flattered right back, and is more than fine with being toyed with, even playfully beaten up. You know he loves to be on the receiving end of bickering. Doesn’t mean he suddenly forgets to be an active party or just leans back. He has giant hands and knows how to use them, he’s chartered some major clit territory as well, remember that. That’s gonna be three people losing their fucking minds. Imagine all those luscious, raspy groans. Lucas never holds back, no filter, he knows what the ladies like. Drenched in sweat is all you’ll gonna be. And probably a whole bunch of lube because that’s the other thing the entire concept of Lucas is screaming for. The more ye know.
⎡Mark⎦⇁ Alright my friends. Cute Mark vibes different but that’s no secret. Boy’s gonna admit he’s really intimidated and shy, but so happy he’s gonna get sandwiched once he agrees to try it. It’s all a matter of courage. The girls will be the ones approaching him because they bought him ice cream, and the conversation starts from there, but it’s up to Mark to really set the mood. Oh boy, he’s not gonna stop blushing. This nerd with a girl on each side, that sure as hell looks great on him, I assure you. And if Mark Lee is your trophy rapper poly boyfriend, you truly made it, so. This is gonna be a dynamic right here. And the most fun, imagine the mayhem. He’ll talk his mouth off like his life depends on it. Mark doing sexy talk with two girls at the same time would be so entertaining. They will own his ass. Like wow… they’re making out with him, alternate with french kisses and putting their hands all over him, and ruin his face with ice cream. Mark would be so sexy to pull close by his collar.
And you bet it’s gonna slowly escalate from there, he’s tapping into some sides of him he never knew were there. Ice cubes down his chest, tongues down his mouth, hands in his hair kind of afternoon. As a brief and hilarious interruption, a shivering, horny as hell Mark takes a phone call from Johnny. Who, as you learn, is completely unsuspecting. „Hey, I’m at IKEA, uh. The living room section, actually. Should I buy the blue pillow or the yellow one? I can’t decide. They both have the same print on them, so.“ Mark is gonna blurt out that blue is probably gonna be a good idea and ends the phone call before anybody can moan into the speaker. Johnny is left confused at the other end of the line. The girls will end up teasing Mark that he said blue because that’s what his balls are for sure. Freudian slips, always glorious. Mark is not gonna deny that and ultimately ends up with his face between two cleavages — talk about melons, are we gonna kid ourselves — and two hands down his jeans. This is gonna need a lot of towels. Mark has never gotten this fucked up in his whole life and he is grateful. Watch out people, he’ll write a whole mixtape about this.
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jeontaehui · 4 years
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 TAEHEE WITH SUPERM
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baekhyun baekhee
there was this tension at the start. you wouldn’t notice it at first glance but when you really pay attention to how the both of them act around each other ,,, you’ll just wonder how they are off-cam.
taehee mentioned during wgu era baekhyun was one of her role models when it came to the entertainment industry ,, so some fans wondered maybe there was still this senior-junior relationship between them while the rest were getting close with her.
but baekhyun hates awkward. luckily, they were roommates when they came to the states for their debut. 
he figured he could get closer to taehee by making her laugh a lot, and he succeeded !!! it was easy since they basically shared the same humor.
he also took her out to eat when they came back to korea ,, discovered her love for playing video games and that they had a lot more in common
taehee enjoys playing hard to get when it comes to baekhyun.
(superm midterm exam ep. 1) “but you said i was your role model!!!” “when it came to being funny, yes...?” “W H A T !!!!”
as much as possible, baekhyun wants taehee to show off or be given attention to. whether that came to lines on the script or bragging about what she can do, not only does he do this as a leader but as someone who wants to show that taehee is as capable as them.
(200913 vlive) taehee comes up to the camera and nervously laughs, “yah, how do i do this?!” she turns around to face the rest of the boys who have challenged her into doing taemin’s killing part in the ‘criminal’ mv. “just do it like you would usually do!” baekhyun encourages cheerfully. “don’t act shy! you know you can do it.”
iconic moment (mtopia ep. 11-2) "whoever competes with baekhyun hyung is likely to lose,” kai says, watching as the eldest prep himself for the game. hearing this, taehee instantly shot up from her seat and moved to the red square opposite of baekhyun. though determined, she lets out a casual remark, “i’ll fight him,” and the others laugh. 
ever since the first game of the night, baekhyun and taehee teased each other back and forth, trying to get the other off their game. the scoreboard between the two of them was currently 2:1, with taehee having won the paper cup game and the team game with mark and the others. baekhyun glances to the side nervously, until an idea pops in his head. 
he lights up her candle shortly and hands it to her, “here.” taehee accepts the candle without protest as she sat down, until kai says, “he gave you the weaker candle.” her head snaps up to see baekhyun dead set on making his flame stronger than hers, his fierce expression making all of them crack up. “oppa!” taehee complains but she laughs. “yah, baekhyun hyung, that’s unfair!” taeyong backs the maknae up, well aware of the feeling of losing quickly to their leader. “jeon taehee, you better win this,” taeyong tells her, his tone was laced with seriousness yet his pout said otherwise. “avenge me,” and taehee gives him a salute and a wink in return. 
not sooner than later, their match begins. their hot battle keeping the members on their toes, they too were aware of their rivalry from earlier. “jeon taehee, let’s go!” mark cheers. although taehee could barely see with the water getting in her eyes and hair, she moved her candle in all directions in defense to her opponent’s shooting (at this point, taehee figured baekhyun was just trying to shoot at her face but she’s not complaining... that much). with a sharp aim, taehee was able to distinguish baekhyun’s candle in just less than a minute. 
“i think water went into my nose,” taehee giggles as she lowers her candle down, removing any excess water from her eyes once her other hand was free. meanwhile baekhyun looked shell-shocked, taemin and the others laughing more at the result. “hyung, you looked like you won!” kai teases him further. “i won,” baekhyun jokingly seethes, “I WON!”
taehee laughs, “알았어, loser.” the team breaks off into a louder fit while baekhyun smiles in disbelief. taehee sure was different. 
song falling by trevor daniel
taemin 2tae
despite both of them being the most quiet during the first meeting, the both of them got closer the quickest !!!!
first day they were like ‘hi hello annyeong’. next day, they’re sharing recipes, having inside jokes, mini-handshake (courtesy of taehee), play-fighting, making funny faces at each other whenever they make eye contact during dance practices ....
dance prodigies !!! amazing, talented, remarkable dance prodigies !!! aces at everything !!!! their stage presence !!!!
(superm reveal which member has the best hair and who is the funniest of the group | billboard) “these two,” taeyong gestures to taehee and to taemin, “how do i say this? they look immoral on stage.” the others chuckle at his bluntness, “i think that would be the best term for it.”
taehee finds taemin very cute and would willingly watch his aegyo.
(’one’ dance practice behind) “hyung, you are honestly so cute,” taehee centers the camera to taemin, “times like these, i wish you were my younger brother.” he laughs. 
meanwhile, taemin finds himself laughing at taehee’s antics most of the time (totally didn’t expect the chaotic energy coming from this one).
taehee always manages to find her place next to taemin somehow, and when taemin turns to find out she was beside him this whole time, he’d smile at her and pat the top of her head. 
taemin became one of taehee’s comfort people !!!! from having a senior-junior relationship to being one of taehee’s most trusted friends, they grew really close after time and related well with each other.
iconic moment (’one’ dance practice behind) “woah, oppa you look really pretty from this angle,” taehee tilts the camera to the sides until taemin starts doing aegyo, causing laughter to bubble from the girl. “hey! hyung, why are you seriously so cute?”
taemin recalls the other day he and taehee hung out together, and he sits up straight before telling the story. “you know what taehee did the other day?” his lips break into a wide smile, his tone piquing interest from ten and mark. “what did she say?” mark said. 
“she said, ‘hyung, it think it would be nice if you were my dongsaeng.’ and i haven’t said anything yet and she said, ‘yaja time? start. taeminnie, what do you want to do?’”
mark and ten burst out laughing, taehee feigns ignorance. “what? when was that? i don’t remember that.”
taemin chuckles, “taehee is really so precious.”
song it’s tricky by run d.m.c
kai kaihee
kai was a bit awkward with taehee too at first.
he was very cautious around her, even if it was just standing close to her during photoshoots.
kai, keeping his distance: “is this okay?”
director: “closer!!!!”
kai: fuck
but now he teases the hell out of her you’d probably mistake them for being friends for a long time.
(superm on knowing bros) “baekhyun hyung? baekhyun . hyung???? you seriously find him the most attractive out of all of us?????” “BEAUTY IS IN THE EYES OF THE BEHOLDER!!!!!!” “YOU NEED TO GET YOUR EYES CHECKED THEN”
he makes fun of her accent (jokingly ofc) but also loves it.
“how do you say ‘귤’ in english?” “tangerine” “ahh you are so cute !!!!!!”
also teases her by wrapping his arm around her shoulders and proceeding to shake her aggressively.
before superm, kai already found taehee super cool .... he was probably intimidated by her.
when kai is not teasing taehee, they’re both teasing mark.
in the end, there is an i-will-tease-the-heck-out-of-you-until-your-ears-turn-red kai and a im-her-father-no-one-touch-her kai
iconic moment (mtopia ep. 11-1) “i feel like taehee would get this though,” baekhyun says and the others agree with him, taehee’s agile. they all watch as she puts her hands on each side of the toaster, preparing herself by biting on thin air. “okay, i’ll start now!”
using her left thumb, she pushed the press handle down and released. but instead of catching the piece of bread, she caught her tongue in between her teeth. she immediately pulled back and brought her hands to her mouth, walking away the pain as the members pointed out she wasn’t able to succeed. kai was the first to notice her, “what’s wrong, taehee?”
“i bit my tongue and it hurts so much,” she winces. kai cackles, “바보! taehee!”
“it was an accident!” she exclaims. “i know but you don’t put your tongue out like that!”
taehee grumbles at kai’s remark as she sat beside him. the latter pulls her close by the shoulder and ruffles her hair, laughing as she poked her cheek. “you want to eat bread?” kai smiles at her, already reaching out for the plate of extras. 
“i’m gonna eat bread.”
song mambo no. 5 (a little bit of ....) by lou bega
taeyong yonghee
taehee’s all up for the ‘taeyong babie’ agenda since it’s so cute to see the older members tease and baby taeyong.
knowing that baekhyun likes to poke the fun out of these two, taeyong and taehee would team up against him.
(superm mtopia ep. 1) “taehee, let’s make baekhyun hyung out,” taeyong tells her, taehee mirroring the determined look on his face. “we got this.”
taeyong hypes taehee up like a stage dad or something lol he’d go like, “WOOOO!!! THAT’S MY BABY,” and taehee would find herself smiling before resuming to whatever she was doing. 
taehee had to stop herself from clowning taeyong when they went surfing for mtopia and instead gave him tips and all. of course, she tries to bite her lip from laughing while doing so.
(mtopia ep. 3) taehee goes to sit beside a nervous taeyong on the dock as he waits for his turn. chuckling, she says, “hyung, just pace yourself, alright? don’t rush—“ but then kai cuts her off, also noticing the scared look on the rapper’s expression, “you won’t die anyways.” taehee whips her head back to glare at kai, though it was clear she was trying to hold in her laughs. “HEY!”
iconic moment (mtopia ep. 2) taehee was the first to pick out of the eight of them. whether she’ll start shedding tears or not, her fate relies on the fifth sushi she had chosen, hoping that it wasn’t the one with wasabi. “it’s the one. she lost it,” baekhyun says as he tries to throw taehee off guard. “it’s not,” she replies, though her eyes said otherwise.
once she grabs the piece of sushi in between her chopsticks, she takes a tentative glance towards the staff and keeps her eyes on them as she took it in whole. taehee knew she was doomed on the first chew, the spiciness of the paste burns her tongue and brings tears to her face. she laughs dryly as a few tears slipped down her face and sniffs, “i never knew wasabi was this spicy.” the boys behind her laugh at the crack in her voice, the staff handing her a tissue as she staggered back to her place beside taeyong who immediately wrapped his arms around her to comfort her. “taehee can’t handle spicy foods well,” taeyong chuckles, “are you okay?”
“yeah, my mouth just feels like it’s burning!,” taehee exclaims, her wild gestures adding humor to her expression. taeyong lets out a hearty laugh as he gave her water, “have this.” he watches her down the water in one go, though there were still tears in her eyes, “taehee, you are too cute. i’m serious.” taehee laughs as she wiped her eyes, and they continue with the game. 
song train wreck by james arthur
ten tnt
they are literal geniuses !!!! but... they have their moments.
(200930 live) “he’s the main character in ‘aladdin’, right?,” and with knowing smiles, the others nod at ten’s question. clueless, ten decides to ask more, “what was his name? a whole new world~” and baekhyun and mark tell him he’s right, but ten has literally no clue. chuckling at his cuteness, taehee speaks up, “hyung! he’s the main character in ‘aladdin’! aladdin!” mark and kai laugh loudly at her hint, she was already giving him an answer. kai notices that, like ten, taehee hadn’t got her question correct yet with all the obvious hints they were giving her, and so he laughs harder. “taehee! don’t act like you’ve got you’re question correct!,” the said girl shrugs exaggeratedly, bringing her hands up in the air as if to question the heavens. “you told me he was powerful! so is he like a superhero or something? thor?,” she exclaims, and the others began laughing at her guess, the maknae unaware of the large ‘LEE SOOMAN’ on her cap. “who is it?!”
their banter that goes back and forth are one of the things that make the members’ stomachs hurt from laughing. 
(superm: ready to fly in la) “the three maknaes are my babies,” ten tells the camera, tilting his head to look taehee into the eye before continuing, “but then you’d be my least favorite.”
taehee knows that ten secretly has her as the favorite loves her too, so she always makes it a point to call him cute or something to throw him off guard. 
iconic moment (superm as we wish ep. 1) it was very obvious how taehee felt about ten’s drama. she tried to hold back her smiles but ten was just too cute, it made her heart run in circles. when his drama ended, the boys praised ten’s performance, but baekhyun noticed how much taehee liked it. he calls her out,  “taehee-ssi, you seem to like this very much.” 
a surprised ‘really?’ comes from ten while taehee spoke. “ten oppa just looked so.... natural while doing it,” taehee says, her words and expressions assuring ten he really did a great job. “my heart is doing flips right now?”
the boys laughed, “did you fall for him?” and before taehee got to answer their leader’s question, ten said, “i’ll date you based on your performance.”
“i didn’t even say yes!”
song positions by ariana grande
lucas luhee
lucas took one look at him, mark, and taehee and just went, “you know if someone took a look at us, they’d think taehee was the oldest.” (taehee had punched him on the shoulder while mark hit the table, laughing)
but then he clarified that it was just because taehee had this motherly aura around her and that she takes care of him and mark really well. 
from then on, lucas would accidentally call taehee ‘noona’; sometimes, he would call her that intentionally when asking for the snacks that were kept in her bag, or teasing her.
(superm as we wish ep. 2) “unnie,” they hear taehee say from the monitor. while the boys accompanied each other in different work environments, taehee went alone to a little café to try out the experience herself. she found herself well acquainted with one of the staff members that had showed her around, and she found herself asking, “how old are you?” the boys erupted into choruses of ‘ooh’s’ when they heard her, baekhyun jokingly asking if she was there to find a date. taehee shakes her head shyly, but she busts out laughing when lucas shouts, “NOONA, FIGHTING!”
we see more of taehee being a baby with lucas in superm :(
he’d give her piggyback rides or ask her if she’s eaten yet, and if she says no, lucas would be like, “come on, man! the last time i saw you eat was breakfast but you only ate a sandwich. wait for me here, i’ll get you a plate.”
iconic moment (mtopia ep. 11-2) as mark and kai shoot each other’s candles out with their water guns, taehee leans into lucas’ side as she laughs with her head buried into his shoulder. it was an endearing sight to see them comparing hand sizes, both of their eyes widening at the size difference. “you’re hand is so small!,” lucas says. “well, duh. your hand is like the size of my face!”
song rather be by clean bandit (ft. jess glynne)
mark markhee
taehee knows so well that superm mark lee is a different breed
(the story of ‘jopping’) “you look so handsome these days,” taehee said to mark as she took in his appearance, causing the latter to become shy and flustered, “really?”
but mark caught onto it this year and ‘complained’ that taehee had favoritism .... to superm mark
“you’re cute in 127 and dream!!!! you’re different here, what’s wrong with that?”
taehee LOVED ‘talk about’. she posted a video of her jamming to it in her manager’s car on twitter.
in mtopia, taehee literally took a glance at mark’s quiz in the first episode and said, “ahh you should get this one the first try, it’s easy.” cue a pouty mark
during games, mark knows taehee in and out so it comes off as an advantage to him and a disadvantage to her. 
(mtopia ep. 6) “it’s taehee. taehee is the liar.”
mark and taehee are roommates most of the time and their nightly routines just consist of putting face masks on each other and listening to music while waiting!
iconic moment (mtopia ep. 11-2) “sleepover!!!!,” taehee says excitedly as she sat on the bed with mark. she had just finished brushing her teeth while mark brought out facemasks from his bag. “you wanna put them on each other?,” mark asks, tearing one of the packets open already. 
he turns his head to his right and giggles. taehee had her bangs tied up in a short ponytail, her eyebrows arched in a cheery smile. “you look like 뚱이!,” mark laughs, “dude, seriously. you’re so cute.”
“whatever, just put it on,” taehee rolls her eyes playfully as she hit mark’s shoulder. she closes her eyes but hears mark chuckle again. opening only her left eye, she says, “what’s wrong?”
“you’re really cute,” mark repeats, both of taehee’s eyes now wide open at his compliment. she goes to say something but chooses against it, closing her eyes back again when mark begins putting the mask on her face. 
song until the last falling star by matthew perryman jones
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nct-lian · 4 years
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nct 2020 reacts to the “visions of you” trailer
warnings: murder, use of knives (stabbing), blood
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the video started off with nct’s group greeting, introducing themselves and saying what they’d be doing in the video
the video started off with nct’s group greeting, introducing themselves and saying what they’d be doing in the video
“today we will be doing what, shotaro?” taeil pointed to shotaro who was sitting comfortably beside him
“uhhh we’ll be watching lian noona’s new dramas trailer!”
all the members then clapped and cheered, happy she was acting again
johnny cut in and said that lian was sitting behind the camera on her phone and that she was also there
lilizens are crazy and he knew the members would get hate for “leaving her out”
BUT ANYWAYS :D
xiaojun, who was seated in between mark and jungwoo, took the initiative of putting his finger on the mouse to see how long the video was
“wah—! this is the longest trailer ever, it’s five minutes long!”
a chorus of “woahs” and “welp it must be interesting then” sounded through the studio and it made lian laugh behind the camera
everyone else there after that: pls she’s so cute
“would anyone like to summarize the drama briefly?” taeyong scanned the room, looking for a member who volunteered
sungchan raised his hand up high, offering quickly
“okay well it’s about a student who gets murdered, but stays in the world as a ghost and falls in love! right, noona?”
lian beamed and gave him a thumbs up from behind the camera when she saw that he was looking for her approval
“yes! good job, channie :)”
“let’s watch it, yes?” jungwoo hit play excitedly, already anxious to watch it
the trailer started out with soft music playing in the background, a pair of friends skipping through the hallway of what looked to be a school
the camera panned over to their front profiles, and it showed park mikyung (lian) and what people found later to be “kim minji,” her best friend
lucas shouted out, “예뻐 !! (pretty)” when he saw her smiling brightly
she laughed quietly, careful not to disrupt the viewing, yangyang following after her
it was dark outside, and it was clear the two friends are heading out of the school after night classes
when they both exited the front doors of the school, a couple other students waved goodbye with a smile, “bye mikyung! and minji, too”
“ahh~ she’s the popular girl” lian could pick up what shotaro said in japanese and nodded
taking the camera off of the best friends, it went over to a boy who seemed to have been looking at them from afar, almost hidden away behind a wall
the mysterious boy mumbled, “just you wait, mikyung-ah” and chenle had to slap a hand over his mouth in order to hold in the loud ass gasp trying to escape
“minji, i’ll call you tonight! i have to get home, my mom is probably waiting” mikyung could be seen giving her friend a hug and walking away from campus and onto the sidewalk
she gracefully flipped the straightened hair out of her face, pulling her phone out of her backpack along with her earbuds
“play taemin-sunbaenim!!!!!!!!” haechan suddenly yelled, the group chuckling afterwards
it was like haechan predicted what would happen, as they then saw that she chose to play a shinee song on her walk back home
“AYYEEEE”
though the fun was cut short as the members watched the screen closely, mikyung stopping in her tracks as she slowly turned her head to look behind her
“omg she hears footsteps, MIKYUNG BE CAREFUL” yuta raised his voice
she swore she heard footsteps, but shrugged it off anyway and continues walking, bopping her head slightly to the beat
mikyung began hearing the footsteps come closer, and everyone watched as she picked up her pace in walking
it wasn’t long before she turned her head around again, but this time she saw the same boy from the school
the members gasped out loud, yelling at mikyung to run and that it wasn’t safe there
“YAH MIKYUNG- RUN GO HOME OMG RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN” “MIKYUNG GET OUT OF THERE” “LIAN YOUR CHARACTER IS SO DUMB”
mikyung didn’t run, though, and she just stared at him
“ahh- mikyung-ah- i was just heading home, are you heading home as well?”
she could only nod at him and wave goodbye, but she waited until he was out of view and in front of her so she could go back to her home while feeling safe
the rest had happened so quickly, mikyung running as fast as could to get back to the safety of her household
“FINALLY- RUN MIKYUNG” yangyang cheered
the trailer had skipped over to her finally entering the apartment she lived in comfortably with her mom, but her mom hadn’t seemed to have gotten home yet
she took off her backpack and walked into her room, taking out the contents and spreading them across her desk neatly
she dropped the backpack onto the floor and walked back to the kitchen to get some grapes to eat while waiting for her mom
“gosh why is this so scary?” hendery piped up, watching as mikyung washed her grapes and put them into a bowl, heading into her room for what they assumed to be a late night study session
a time lapse of mikyung writing down notes and flipping notebook pages took over the screen, and now an empty bowl could be seen sitting in the sink
a ring went off, startling renjun a little bit
the members all clung onto each other, the trailer gradually getting scarier and scarier even though there was almost nothing happening just yet
after the ring sounded, mikyung looked over her shoulder and saw a faint shadow hiding behind one of the curtains that had covered the sliding doors of the apartment
“OH MY GOD SHE’S GONNA DIE-“ jisung shouted
“SHUT UP JISUNG DON’T SPOIL ANYTHING” chenle shot back
mikyung let herself gasp, hastily feeling around her body to check whether or not she had her phone on her, and to her luck at that moment, she did
she pulled out the phone and hurried to enter minji’s chat room, typing as fast as she could, mikyung sent a simple text that said, “call 911. i need help”
the floorboards creeked behind her, and she knew whoever was behind those curtains was coming closer and closer
if she didn’t start moving now, there was an incredibly high chance she could literally die right there right now
mikyung put her phone back into the pocket of the skirt that came with her school uniform and tried to run, but something griped around her waist before she was able to escape what was once her safe place
she grunted, feeling the grip tighten
“i’m terrified” mark’s eyes widened at the scene playing out in front of him
mikyung wanted to scream, she wanted to let her neighbours know she was in danger, but a hand covered her mouth before she could do so
“ah, mikyung-ah.. if only you knew the consequences, hm? if i can’t have you, nobody can.” and with that, the same boy from the school, the same boy who stopped her on her way back home, plunged the knife into her back with no hesitation
he let his hand uncover her mouth to hear the cry she let out as she fell to the floor, blood oozing out of the open wound in her back
the boy chuckled to himself, removing the knife from her back to increase blood loss, but he didn’t stop there
he continued to stab her, creating another wound in her back and one in her stomach
he left her there to suffer, exiting through the glass doors in the kitchen and carefully walking down the steps that led to the street outside the apartment complex
the gloves he was wearing to mask any fingerprints from being discovered were taken off and thrown in a trash bin, along with the knife he used to kill mikyung with
the focus of the camera however was no longer turned to him, but was back in the now quiet kitchen of mikyung’s home
her body was still on the floor, a pool of blood now visible from underneath her
it was seconds later that her eyes closed and her breathing stopped, her face going emotionless
park mikyung was dead
all the members had frowns on their faces, not being able to see her in such pain even though it was all fake
a sniffle was then heard from the back row of the members, the boys in front all turning to look behind them
“johnny, are you crying?!” taeil shreeked
“you’re NOT crying?!” he wiped his eyes and sniffled again
“oppa! don’t cry!” lian shouted at him from behind the camera
he shook his head in retaliation, “this is so sad! what a cruel world we live in.”
the members all laughed at that, somewhat understanding where he was coming from
“i’m going to be traumitized for life after this.” doyoung said
off camera, johnny received a tissue from a staff member, allowing everyone to continue the viewing of the trailer
jungwoo hushed the little side conversations, telling them they still had two minutes left of the video
everyone settled down and stood still in their respective seats, full attention back on the laptop sitting at the front
sirens were going off like crazy, mikyung’s lifeless body still laying there in a pool of blood
by the time paramedics arrived along with a swarming line of police cars, as well as minji herself, there was no saving mikyung
the cries of minji could be heard even though the camera wasn’t focused on her
it was devastating to watch
montages of other clips then played out, a scene of an incredibly sad, middle-aged woman was shown sobbing in front of mikyung’s picture at her funeral
dressed in a black hanbok, she bowed down to her daughter’s picture that was surrounded in white flowers and banners that wished her peace and happiness in the afterlife, crying for her to come back
“i’m about to cry too-” taeyong said, feeling bad for the woman
the scene was soon over, a new and happier one playing instead
it finally showed the second main character, son eunsang, quietly walking down the hall and looking for a water fountain
mikyung was walking on the other side of him and looked over to see what he was doing
she got a little closer, thinking nothing of it because, well, she was a ghost
but she stopped in her tracks when she caught eunsang looking back at her
she waved a little to see what his response would be, and to her surprise, he bowed
“can you see me?” she questioned, and she gasped when he nodded his head
that was the end of the clip, but another one followed in its tracks
“yah, don’t walk through me!” mikyung yelled, eunsang walked right through her body in order to get away from the conversation that they had (which wasn’t included into the trailer)
a couple of the members laughed at that, but the rest remained invested in the video
more tiny little scenes went on to play after that, light-hearted moments between the two main characters left the members smiling fondly
but it was one scene in particular that had them all clapping for eunsang and cheering him on
a group of boys, seemingly popular, had been teasing eunsang for only god knows what, but they had also mentioned mikyung
they were saying things like, “you look rather upset after mikyung died. did you like her? eunsang, did you like a dead girl?”
different angles of the shot had shown mikyung standing beside him, some didn’t. but after she had seemed to have enough of the stupid conversation topic, she brought out her hand and slapped one of the boys’ books onto the ground
her being a ghost, nobody knew how the books had fallen and his sidekicks took a step back
they started to think eunsang was some sort of wizard
eunsang smiled down at her and followed in her footsteps, throwing a punch at the same guy who had just stood back up after picking up the fallen textbooks from the floor
jaehyun finally spoke up after that, “wAH! hwang inyeop is so cool!”
the rest of the members agreed with him and all started clapping, “THAT’S RIGHT EUNSANG. PROTECT OUR LIANNA” they cheered
after that, there weren’t too many other clips that were worth pausing for. just cute moments, and a few angsty ones to get viewers excited for the series
the trailer ended with a loud bang, a big logo of the title displayed out on the screen with the release date right below it
the voices of lian (mikyung) and inyeop (eunsang) had both read out the title in sync
and with that, he trailer was over
the members all did one final synchronized clap, applauding the amazing acting skills they were able to see
“that was so good! any final thoughts?” taeyong took the lead
hendery raised his hand, “i’m so excited for this. when it comes out, i’ll be waiting for it to finish so that i’m able to binge watch it :D”
a couple of the other members nodded their heads, agreeing and saying that it’d be better to wait so they’re not left on a cliffhanger
more sweet commentary continued for a couple more minutes before the filming process began to get too long, so they had to finish it off quickly
“wait! lian, come say something!”
lian, who was behind the camera, looked from her phone and went over to the group of boys
she took a seat on jungwoo’s lap and began speaking
“hii~ i’d just like to say that i hope you guys are looking forward to “visions of you” !! inyeop-oppa and i worked really hard, and we wish for you all to enjoy watching it~ please give it support when it comes out, and have fun watching the trailer if you haven’t already! bye bye~”
after she said goodbye to the camera, the boys all did as well and the video came to a close
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Finally, summer break. It’s been a while since I was able to go home. Having to attend high school rather far from my home in Seoul, I never thought that I’d adjust to the new environment. Fortunately, I wasn’t entirely alone, since I stayed with my aunt for the four years of my high school life. School wasn’t so bad, but the homesickness is what killed it for me. Even though it was my parents' idea to send me a rather vast distance—me not being too excited about it, but I knew I wouldn’t get my way in the end—there was some good that came from it. The two only good things, actually. 
I glance outside the train window, the buildings of Busan zooming past me. Sure, it may not be my home, but I won’t lie. I’m really going to miss this place. My phone suddenly vibrates in my lap, glancing down to see a text from my group chat, smiling as I respond.
(Binnie)
R u still on the train?
                                                               Yeah have been for the past like 30 mins
(Eunuwu) 
Going back to ur parents? Or r u moving out?
                                                                                                                      Funny
                                                                        Yk I can’t move out, at least not on                                                                            my own. My parents won’t allow it
(Binnie)
:/
What about Jaehyun?
                                                                            Idk, they rlly dc what he does tbh
                                                                       They’re just hell-bent on me getting                                                                                    into the top schools and shit
(Eunuwu)
Damn, rough
                                                                                                                        Mhm
(Binnie)
Try talking to them, u never know
They might change their minds?
                                                                 Nah, I already know how it’s gonna end
                                                                         Me crying and stuffing myself with                                                                           pints of ice cream
(Eunuwu)
Doesn't sound so bad
(Binnie)
¬_¬
(Eunuwu)
Except for the crying part ofc
But c’mon it cant really be THAT bad
I’ve been over plenty of times, they seem nice
(Binnie)
U’ve been to her house??
                                                                         Yeah him and oppa are friends too
(Binnie)
Righttt forgot lol
                                                                  And that’s bc you were there dumbass                                                                    and half of the time ur either in oppa’s                                                                    room or out somewhere
                                                                  Interaction with my parents = minimal
(Binnie)
That sounds awful ngl :( sorry Hyuna
But hey we should all hang soon!
(Eunuwu)
I’ll be in Seoul for the summer too so y not?
                                                                                                           I miss y’all :’(
                                                                   Ok I should be there around like 5 ish                                                                     so I’ll text then
(Binnie)
Aww I miss u toooo 
(Eunuwu)
*puke*
                                                                                           Shut up, ur just jealous
(Eunuwu)
Me? Jealous?? Of what, ur face?
Yea no thx, Ive got a great face already
And personality 0:)
                                                                               Gr8, explains why ur still single
(Binnie)
LOLL
She got u there bro
(Eunuwu)
Shut up
Ur talking as if u’ve got a gf
Idiot
(Binnie)
At least I didnt reject them as coldly as u did lol 
                                                                                             See? My point exactly
                                                                               Your fAcE scared off every girl                                                                                   in sight bc of tht pErSoNaLiTy
                                                                           I almost feel bad for them, u little                                                                             heart breaker
(Binnie)
He made a couple of em cry I heard
                                                                                                                     Rlly?!?
                                                                                                                         YAH
                                                                                                               U MORON
(Eunuwu)
Bin wtf
(Binnie)
¯\_(ツ)_/¯
                                                                                    U JERK HOW COULD U??
                                                                                              Those poor girls omg
                                                                               Im so kicking ur ass when I c u
(Binnie)
Me 2
(Eunuwu)
Wtf?? Y???
(Binnie)
No reason lol, just feel like it
                                                                                         And this is why ily Binnie
(Binnie)
:D <3
(Eunuwu)
GROSS
                                                                                                        Can it u demon
                                                                                                         Read 4:02 PM
I snort, turning off my phone and placing it back down on my lap as I go back to staring outside my left-hand window again. Meet Cha Eunwoo and Moon Bin, my two best friends. The only reason I got through high school how I did without major setbacks. Sure, there was the occasional homesickness and all, but had I not met these two, I probably wouldn’t have even attended and graduated. 
Being so far away from the place I grew up never really suited me, and they saw it right away from day one how lonely and upset I looked. I didn't seem to fit in, especially since I skipped a grade and was placed in classes that were very advanced for me. Not that I minded the vigor, but it was hard for me to socialize, let alone make friends. 
That’s when I met them. Freshman year in homeroom before my first literature class. Moon Bin, a boy with parted, coppery-golden hair accompanied by his shy, puppy-eye smile and sweet nature, offered me an empty seat next to him in class, even going as far as to share his textbook and asking how I found the school. No doubt, I was embarrassed and immensely shy, stuttering over my words and failing to meet his soft gaze. However, he didn’t make fun of me nor find me odd. All he did was smile, laughing lightly at my slightly flustered state. He stuck his hand out, introducing himself (most people just call him Moonbin or Bin) with that smile of his, thus the start of our new friendship. Since then, he became someone who always knew how to cheer me up when I was feeling down. No moment was ever dull with him by my side. 
Eunwoo, the tall, brooding black-haired and charismatic student almost everyone knew (and crushed on) of, was usually with Moonbin when we hung out together, but he normally kept to himself. Though quiet and sometimes reserved with his intimidating looks, it didn’t take long for him to break the ice with us, the three of us becoming close friends. Promising to stay like this until we went to college and beyond. Regardless if we all diverge and tread different paths, we would always converge and come back to one another. 
Four years flew by and graduation was upon us. Just like that, the two became like family to me, my ride-or-die duo. The two who were able to turn my world upside down, finding solace in a time where I thought it was nearly impossible for me to.  
My thoughts are interrupted by my “Move” ringtone—yes, I’m a huge Lee Taemin fan—looking down at my phone again to see it’s my brother calling. I sigh, picking up the call.
“What?” 
He gasps dramatically. “Is that any way to address your loving older brother after being away for so long?”
I snort, shaking my head. “Loving my ass, oppa. How are mom and dad?”
“They’re fine, living. Didn’t you tell them you’re coming home?”
“Nope, I don’t even text them that often. You already know this..”
He sighs. “Yeah, I figured.” 
There’s a slight pause on his end, but he continues. “You took the three-thirty train, right? So you’ll be here around five or so?”
“Yeah, give or take.” 
I look out the window again to see the endless stretch of greenery and flowing springs, sometimes even children playing in the fields. I grin mischievously, deciding to poke fun at my brother when he doesn’t respond right away. 
“What, you miss me?”
He makes a sound similar to throwing up. “As if. I got so used to the peace and quiet. I’m not ready for it to go away.” 
“Yah!” I realize that I had yelled a bit too loudly and eyes were now trained on me, and I bow my head in apology. I lower my voice, “You’re such an asshole.”
“Oh, I know, but you still love me anyway.”
“Shut up.”
I can hear his laugh resonate through the phone and a smile unknowingly tugs at my lips. I wouldn’t say it out loud, but it’s true. When I lived with my aunt in Busan for the duration of high school, I missed Jaehyun a lot. Though two years older than me, he didn’t seem to alienate me the way my parents do. While I hate the notion that they spoil Jaehyun endlessly and let him do as he wishes, I won’t lie and say that he was a prick about it. He could’ve been, but he never came off as selfish. I’m really close with my brother, shocking as it may be. Sibling relationships are like that—one minute you want to strangle them with their intestines and the next you’re singing duets together. Crazy, but that’s how it is for us. My parents don’t really pay me any attention, so Jaehyun decides to do that instead. Not complaining though. I’d rather take his pranking and teasing over my parents’ demands and reprimands any day.
“Aight, I’m heading out for a bit. Text me when you arrive.”
I smile again. “Will do, but make sure to get me food!”
“Let me think…” He hums, and I can practically sense the smirk on his end. “Nope. Get your own.”
“Oppa!”
Jaehyun laughs. “See you in a bit, Hyuna. Get here safely. Bye!”   
He hangs up the call before I get a chance to retort, and I scoff. Typical of my brother. He knows how much I enjoy street food, and every time he goes out, it’s almost certain that most of the time he stops somewhere to eat. Did he ever bring food back? Sure, but by the time I’d get to it, most of it was gone anyways. That only lasted a little while before I had gone upstate anyways, so he had more food for himself, I guess.
As the train barrels down the tracks, I feel my heart racing in excitement, but there’s also a slight ounce of dread. I really don’t know why. I want to believe it’s because I’ve been away for too long, but part of me knows it’s the fact that I’ll have to face my parents again. Knowing that I only have two months to decide where I wanted to go and what I wanted to do, I know the bitter truth is that those decisions won’t be left up to me. Last time, I was sent to Busan.
God knows where I’d be sent to now.
***
“Final destination of the KTX Busan-Seoul train at Seoul Station is approaching and will arrive at 05:30 PM. The doors to alight are on the right hand side. All passengers are requested to dismount the train upon arrival. Thank you.” 
That’s my stop.
Gathering my bag and hand luggage, I patiently wait for the train to pull up at the station. Seeing the familiar shops and buildings around me makes my legs bounce up and down in both excitement and anticipation. 
Four long years away from Seoul...
Before getting off, I quickly text the group chat and then my brother, letting them all know that I’ve reached safely. Side-stepping the other passengers exiting the subway doors, I carefully land onto the platform with my luggage in tow. I breathe in the air around as I stretch my arms up into the sky, the grin widening on my face.
It sure as hell feels good to be back home.
I try my best to maneuver through the crowds, but it doesn’t stop the rush of people knocking into me. At times like these, I curse my genetics for favoring my older brother instead of me in terms of height. Eventually, I come to a clearing and when my eyes glance upwards, I spot a rather familiar dark brown-haired six-foot-tall male amongst the small crowd waving me over.
“Hyuna, over here!”
I gasp, my eyes widening. “Oppa!”
He smiles as I begin walking towards him, my feet hurriedly moving across the concrete. The distance between us shortens and I abandon my luggage as he opens his arms wide. 
Only for me to sucker punch him in the stomach.
He yelps in pain, grimacing as he holds his abdomen. “Shit, that hurt. What has Aunt Sua been feeding you up there? Rocks?”
I smack his shoulder, my blood slightly boiling in anger. “Yah, why didn’t you tell me you were coming?! Do you know how much money I blew off for the bus fare?”
He straightens his back before going to rub his shoulder, then behind his neck.
“Fine, fine. My bad. I wanted to surprise you, but I guess that didn’t work, did it?” 
I cross my arms over my chest, huffing in annoyance. He sighs, nodding.
“Okay, okay, I’ll compensate you. Dinner’s on me.”
At this I grin, blinking excitedly. I grab onto his arm and shake it vigorously. “Really? You mean it? You’re the best, oppa!” 
“Look at this brat..” he taunts, shaking his head. In a flash, he headlocks me and rubs the top of my head harshly with his knuckles, upsetting the neatly-tied auburn ponytail. 
“Yah! Quit it!” I smack his arms and flail in protest, but he chuckles, saying this is what I get for cunningly finding a way to exploit him the minute I stepped back into Seoul. 
What can I say? It’s a talent. 
He lets go eventually, and I try to smooth down my already-tangled hair. I grumble incoherently but Jaehyun pulls me into his embrace, wrapping his arms around me. His free hand gently pats the side of my head in comfort.
“Welcome home, sis.”
I stand there stiff for a second before hugging back. He squeezes me tighter and I find myself smiling into his shoulder. 
“Good to be back,” I whisper. 
We stand like that for a moment before he pats my back a couple of times, us pulling away from each other soon after. He reaches behind me to grab my hand luggage as he shoulders my bag. I tell him that I can carry them just fine, but he starts walking away from the platform to the parking lot. I call out after him as I run to catch up, and I can see the corners of his mouth twitch. Jaehyun leads me to his car, a sleek matte-silver convertible Mustang. My mouth drops open in shock at its stunning beauty, my body forcing itself to remain composed for the sake of avoiding public self-embarrassment. 
He throws my luggage in the back seat before he turns to me, smirking at my expression. “You like it?”
“Shit, do I like it? I love it!” I run my fingers over its metallic surface, the silver exterior gleaming in the evening glow. Grinning, I stare up at my brother who catches my gaze as I stand next to the driver’s seat, my fingers already curled on the handle.
“Can I—”
“No.”
“Please—”
“Nope.”
I pout as I pull my hand away and step to the side. Jaehyun chuckles, rubbing my head playfully before getting into the driver’s seat and starting the car. The engine purrs to life as my brother pulls out his shades and wears them. He looks at me and cocks his head to the passenger seat. 
“Don’t just stand there. Get in.”
Smiling, I quickly make my way over to the other side and slip into the passenger seat. I barely have time to buckle in before Jaehyun speeds off. I scream in fright, but he laughs heartily, telling me to let loose.
With the wind harshly whipping around us, I close my eyes and tilt my head upwards, absorbing the remnants of my childhood in a place I’ll always call home. A place where my heart always feels at ease.
My name is Jung Hyuna. I’m eighteen years old, and this is my story.
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~present day~
“This should be the last one!” The driver of the truck she rented out exclaims as he places down a large cardboard box on the floor.
“Thank you so much!” Blair squirms with happiness.
She couldn’t believe she managed to find such a nice house in this market, for such a low price, too. Albeit small, only having 2 bedrooms, a living room, a kitchen and 1 bathroom, the house is very beautiful. She could already envision drinking her morning coffee at the kitchen table, then going to the living room and spending the whole Saturday on the couch in front of the TV, binge watching whatever show she is in the mood for that day.
This house is a 20-min walking distance from her work, in a nice neighbourhood and next to a large park, so she just couldn’t understand why it was so cheap. The deposit required for it was low, the price all together was too.
Blair spent the whole day unpacking the few items she stuck in the boxes, but eventually got too tired to focus. She notices the time.
23:34
Kinda late for an episode… She thinks, but TV shows are her only hobby, the only thing she is looking forward to after a long day, and tomorrow is a Sunday anyway. She can resume unpacking tomorrow.
Whatever, she shrugs, going to the kitchen and grabbing some soda and snacks she is going to munch on.
Blair makes her way to the cosy living room that is now pitch black, and as she turns on the TV and notices a silhouette on the sofa, she almost has a heart attack.
“WHAT THE FUCK?!” She screams loud enough for the whole neighbourhood to hear, dropping the tube of Pringles crisps and the soda from her hands. “GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!” She shouts, still loudly, noticing the young man on the sofa seeming as shocked as her.
“Wh- what?!” He exclaims, surprised. “No way!”
“W-who the fuck are you?! Get out before I call the police!!!” Blair shouts again, taking a few steps back, trying to create some space between her and the stranger – a man that looks around her age.
“I’d like to see you do that.” He laughs. “How can you see me?!” The man gets up from the couch.
“Wh- oh.” Blair sighs. She should’ve realised. After all, she’s been living among ghosts for so long that she couldn’t believe she still had difficulties noticing the difference sometimes.
The man is wearing casual clothes, a bit out of style for this decade. A beige knit V-neck vintage-style cardigan and a pair of grey trousers.
Probably from the 60’s. Blair examines him head-to-toe.
“That’s insane. No one’s been able to see me before. Can you also hear me?”
“Did you… did you live here?” Blair asks hesitantly, rubbing her forehead with her thumb and index finger. No way she was going to have a ghost roommate. “Actually, scratch that. Did you die here?”
“Woah, how did you know? Right on the kitchen floor!” The man smiles widely, impressed by the woman’s guess.
“I see. Fuck. Uhm. Great. Okay. What’s your name?” Blair asks, trying to think of what to do further. She just fucking bought the house and there’s a ghost living in it?
Maybe that’s why it was so cheap. A young man died here. Young people have more spiritual energy than older people. Maybe he could even interact with objects since he was also sitting on the sofa and-
“Taemin. Yours?” The man interrupts her train of thoughts.
“Blair…” she sighs again and leans down to pick the items she dropped. “You scared the shit out of me. I thought you were an intruder for a second.”
“Cute.” Taemin grins. “So, Blair, how come you can see me?”
“I don’t know. I just can…”
“Just me? Or all ghosts? Are there even other ghosts?” He questions and takes a few steps towards her.
“Of course there are. And yes, all ghosts.”
“That’s so cool.”
“No.” Blair shakes her head. “It’s not.” It only brought me pain and suffering. She wanted to say, but she didn’t.
It is true, though. Seeing ghosts has made her feel like an outcast ever since she was little. It was way harder to differentiate between alive and dead people back then, so she used to speak freely to anyone she would see.
A mistake.
A mistake that cost her a lot, including her mother’s love.
“You can see me, at least, so I’m happy about that. I haven’t spoken to anyone in decades.”
“Where were you the whole day, though? I haven’t seen you anywhere while I unpacked.”
“I was watching you. From a distance. I kind of left when I saw you take out those… items… from the black box and put them on the nightstand. Who puts those things so out in the open-”
“Okay, okay! Got it.” Blair gets red in the face. “I’m a single woman in her 20s with needs, no need to shame me!”
“How old are you exactly?”
“25.”
“Old! How come you didn’t get married?”
“Did you just call me old?” Blair scoffs. “And marriage?!Why would I get married to anyone when I’m so young?”
“Young?!” Taemin is the one who scoffs this time. “Back in my time, girls got married as soon as they became of age. They also didn’t use… atrocities like those things on your nightstand.”
“Those are called toys.” Blair interjects. “And they are better than any dick I’ve tried, so stuff that. Times have changed.”
“Any d- Oh, so you are one of those people.” Taemin rolls his eyes.
“Yes, I’m promiscuous. And proud. The horror!” Blair raises her hands in fake defeat and brushes over Taemin, plopping herself on the couch and turning on the TV. She opens the pringles can and starts lazily eating the crisps inside, browsing through Netflix in search of a new show.
“Won’t you get fat if you eat those so late? Women used to not eat anything after 6 PM-”
“Oh, shut the fuck up, will you?” Blair rolls her eyes. She was expecting Taemin to be annoyed with her, but instead, she is only met with laughter.
“I like you.” He grins. “You seem fun.”
“You don’t. You seem annoying and judgemental.”
“I’m really not. I just think you look temperamental and getting a reaction out of you is funny to me. I haven’t spoken to anyone in a long time, after all. Can you blame me?”
“Tsk.” Blair side-eyes the man. “Calling me old to get a reaction out of me? How old are you, anyway?”
“What year are we in? I think I lost count.”
“Don’t be silly. I was asking about your age when you died.”
“Oh, okay. I was 22.”
“Shit, so I really am older than you.”
“Debatable. I’ve been around for another 60 years or something after my death, so I could’ve been your grand-grandfather, young lady.”
“Ewwww, so creepy. Young lady?! Don’t call me that!” Blair shudders.
“Okay, old lady, then?”
Blair decides to ignore Taemin and presses ‘Play’ on a random show that looks promising enough.
“So, why did you move here, old lady?” He asks the girl.
However, she just ignores him.
“Hellloooo!” He gets in front of the TV and waves at her, blocking her view.
“I can’t see shit. Move! God!” She throws a pringle at him, annoyed.
“Ouch!” He mimics hurt and starts brushing his arm, as if he is tending to a wound.
“The pringle literally went through you.” Blair rolls her eyes and throws another one at Taemin, being slightly amused to see it go through him again.
“Mean.” He rolls his eyes. “Throw another one.”
“No way, I’m not gonna have any snacks left if I keep wasting them on you.”
“Come on, Blair. Another one. I’ll show you something cool.” He grins.
Blair rolls her eyes annoyed and throws another crisp in Taemin’s direction, but instead of it going through him, he catches it in his hand and crumbles it.
“What the fuck?” Blair stands up shocked and goes next to Taemin, trying to grab his hand. However, her hand now goes through him, as expected with a ghost. “No way.”
“Impressed?”
“So, you do have more spiritual energy and are able to interact with objects.”
“Spiritual energy?” He tilts his head. “I guess so. I just can, once in a while.”
“With people too?”
“No… I could never touch anyone. I can sometimes touch strands of hair.” He says and raises a hand in the air, trying to caress Blair’s hair, but his hand goes through. “Not now, apparently. It took a lot to crumble that pringle.”
“I see…”
“I’m a bit dejected, though. I won’t be able to mess with you and scare you into leaving the house.” He laughs.
“Did you do it to the previous tenants?” Blair laughs as well.
“Yeah, you should’ve seen them. They would scream ‘IT’S HAUNTED!’ then run away and never return.”
“That’s pretty mean.”
“It’s my house.” Taemin shrugs.
“Not anymore, it’s not. You’re looking at the new owner, old man.” Blair smirks.
“You bought it?! Not rented?”
“The previous owners must’ve had enough of people leaving in a rush. They sold it for super cheap, too.”
“You gotta thank me for that.” He winks. “It might actually be better that you’re stuck with me. I can finally talk to someone, and you seem fun enough.”
“Right, so why don’t you cross over?” Blair asks and immediately notices Taemin’s expression shift from the carefree happy smile to a serious, annoyed face.
“I can’t.”
“Of course you can. How did you die?”
“No. Don’t ask that.”
“Come one, Taemin… Maybe I can help so I can have the place for myself, as I intended when I bought it.”
“I said no.” He replies, annoyance lacing his tone. “You can’t help me anyway. The man who killed me… is probably dead by now, anyway.”
“Did someone kill you?!” Blair asks, shocked. “How?”
“I don’t want to talk about it, Blair.”
“But-”
“Enough.” Taemin keeps his ground and walks over to the sofa, sitting down.
The girl simply nods and stops asking other questions. She knows better than anyone how annoying answering questions could be. It’s better to not say anything, sometimes.
~
~14 years in the past~
“We’ve been through this before, Blair. You need to be honest with the nice doctor.” Her mother spoke, touching the girl’s shoulder lovingly.
It was all a façade. Blair knew by now that if she would say something wrong, her mother would take it out on her again.
But she didn’t like to lie.
“I told you the truth.” Blair confessed. “The woman is right outside but she can’t come in-”
“Blair!” Her mom shouted, startling the girl and the doctor.
“Let’s calm down a bit, shall we?” The doctor smiled in a fake manner and touched Blair’s hand. “I suspect this is a need for attention, as kids her age tend to see something or hear something, then twist the truth so their parents notice them. Could you tell me more about her relationship with her father?” The doctor continued asking Blair’s mother, as if she wasn’t even in the room.
Blair hated this.
She was here.
And she was telling the truth.
“I told you! I’m not a liar!” The girl started crying, but her tears stopped flowing as soon as her eyes landed on her mother’s.
Disappointment.
Loathing.
“Her father is not in the picture.” Her mom replied matter of factly.
“This might be the problem, then!” The psychiatrist concluded. “I can refer you to a great therapist. There’s an amazing program for children with her… issues, and the sooner she starts, the better.”
“I don’t need any therapy. I’m not lying!”
“Of course not, dear.” The doctor showed her a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. “You are just confused. When starting puberty, it’s normal to feel this way, but we have to work towards improving ourselves, yes?”
~
~present day~
“So, what are we watching?” Taemin interrupts her train of thoughts with the sudden question.
“I don’t know… you’ve stood in front of the TV for the past 10 minutes, so I’ve missed everything!”
“Play it from the beginning, then.” Taemin shrugs.
“I have a better idea. You can go fuck off to another room, and I’ll just watch it in peace.”
“Rude.” The man rolls his eyes. “Where am I even supposed to go? My bedroom is tainted with those… monstrosities on your nightstand. Who even puts them out in the open like that?!”
“Whoever wants to use them as soon as they get in bed, duh.” Blair shoots him a glare. “And I think you meant to say my bedroom, cause it sure as hell ain’t yours anymore.”
“It’s always been mine.”
“Not anymore.”
“Blair.”
“Taemin.”
“Blair, it’s my bedroom, come on. You won’t force me to sleep somewhere else.”
“Sleep- you don’t even sleep!”
“Not the point!”
“Whatever, there’s another room, so just go there!”
“Yeah, another empty room. The previous owners got rid of all my stuff there.”
“What did you use it for?”
“Praying.”
“You’re joking.”
“Yes, I am.” Taemin laughs, earning a scoff from the girl. “It used to be a dance studio, it had big mirrors on the left wall and the light in the morning was just perfect.” He smiles fondly.
“Were you a dancer?”
“Yeah, but I didn’t get to make it that big before I died.”
“Ouch. Were you any good?” Blair chuckles.
“I was, but I haven’t danced in decades, so I doubt I still have it.”
“Show me.” Blair pauses the TV show and watches the man with curiosity.
“No way!” He laughs.
“Come on! I’m sure you still have it! Let’s see!”
“Will you dance too?” He asks, taking Blair by surprise.
“I mean, I’m no dancer, but…”
“Come on, play something.”
Blair opens YouTube, typing in a popular Elvis Presley song: ‘You’re the Devil in Disguise.’
“Woah.” Taemin chuckles as soon as he hears the first instrumental notes. “I didn’t know you’re into classics!”
“Just figured you’d know this one, great-grandpa.” Blair sticks her tongue out playfully and watches as Taemin closes his eyes, feeling the music.
He starts moving to the rhythm and comes closer to Blair, handing her a hand. Even if she can’t actually grab it, she plays along and mimics standing up with his help, and they start dancing together to the rock and roll.
Blair couldn’t remember the last time she’s had so much fun, and to any outsider she probably looks like an idiot dancing alone in the living room, but Taemin is here, and his moves and facial expressions make the dance so funny, she almost forgot she has no sense of rhythm and no idea how to move her body properly.
Taemin doesn’t care either, and he doesn’t tease her for her two left feet, despite sharing a few laughs when she trips and almost falls.
When the first song is over, YouTube automatically plays the next one in tow, something called “MOVE” from a Korean singer she’s been listening to.
It is different to anything Taemin heard before, but still, he tries to get to the gist of it, and by the second time the chorus comes around, he does such a jaw dropping hip movement, Blair realises he was a really talented dancer.
She also feels bad that he is a ghost, because damn, she’s been staring at him the whole time, mesmerised. He has such a satisfying way of moving his limbs, an interesting mobility, and an amazing control of each joint in his body.
“What the fuck.” Blair mumbles under her breath.
“You know, Blair? If I could make music, this is the type of songs I’d make!”
He continues dancing without minding the girl, enjoying every second of the unusual contemporary song.
“You shit eater!” Blair exclaims when the song is over, making Taemin shocked.
“What did I do?!” He exclaims.
“You still have it! The fuck?! This was like… the best dance I’ve ever seen!”
“Really?!” He rubs his nape and lets his head down, blushing.
“Yes! Get the fuck out of here!” Blair scoffs. “Now I feel bad for dancing with you during the first song!”
“Nooo, don’t! I enjoyed it a lot! It’s the most fun I’ve had in so many years!”
“I thought you also had fun torturing innocent people who didn’t know ghosts exist.” She chuckles, as YouTube starts playing a popular song from Lord Huron.
“This sounds so beautiful, should we dance together?” Taemin offers his hand again, making Blair chuckle.
Still, she indulges him once again and places her hand in the air, hovering above his, creating the illusion that they are holding hands.
It’s crazy. Blair had flings over the years, she’d have casual sex now and then, but the people she’d see weren’t necessarily interesting to her.
This is the first time in her life she wishes she could actually… touch someone else.
“It’s a beautiful song, but it’s pretty sad for a first dance.” Blair remarks. “It’s called The Night we Met and it’s about this person who used to be so in love with someone, and now can’t move on, so he wishes he could go back to that night so he can never meet them again. He just wants to go back to that time so he can never love them.”
“Hmm.” Taemin contemplates as they move slowly to the music, together. “It’s sad, but… I like the title. It fits.”
“Does it? How so?”
“Yeah. It fits us. This is the night we met, isn’t it? I’m sure we’ll both remember it.” He moves closer, their faces now mere inches apart.
Blair wishes she could feel his breath on her lips.
She wishes she could close the distance and kiss him.
But she knows she can’t. She would just go through, and it would be sad and embarrassing. So, she holds her breath and tries to control her heart that is now beating out of control, and she tries not to think of all the times her previous lovers didn’t make her feel anything, and how much Taemin’s been making her feel in the past 15 minutes.
She closes her eyes and breathes in slowly, trying to get back some ground and control herself.
Just infatuation. That’s all.
Towards a ghost.
Stupid. Blair thinks, before she hears Taemin speak.
“I wish I were alive so I could kiss you right now.”
He speaks quietly, barely audible. It was like he was letting out his inner thoughts that were not actually meant to be heard.
Still, Blair heard, and her eyes shot open, and she saw how beautiful Taemin was with his eyes closed as well, and she just realised by the way he slowly opened his eyes and how his mouth moved in a small grin that he was full of shit.
“You’re such a playboy.” She scoffs, seeing just how his grin grows larger.
“Did I make your heart skip?” He laughs, making fun of the girl.
“You wish, ghost-boy.” She rolls her eyes and turns off the TV.
“Aww, are we not playing anymore?” He pouts.
“I’m tired and unlike you I really need my beauty sleep, so, kindly, stay here and be quiet and don’t come into my bedroom!”
She makes her way towards the room in question and closes the door behind her, and she is glad to see that Taemin hasn’t followed through.
Placing her hand on her fast-beating heart, she curses Taemin in her head for playing with her like that.
Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid. She curses herself over and over again, then plops down on the bed and closes her eyes, trying to forget Taemin’s beautiful skin, how cute he looked with his eyes closed and how deliciously he could move his hips. 
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jinhogae · 3 years
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m, o, n, i please and thank you wife 🤍
M: Your favorite Maknae?
trick question bc there is only one, lee taemin, the original and best maknae.
O: Another occupation you could see your bias being?
taemin could never be anything else. hoshi could be a choreographer or a pre-school teacher <3
N: The best/catchiest name (or stage name)?
DINO !!!!!!!!!!!! DINO. D.I.N.O. nothing beats dino. i also love I.M as a stage name tho idk if that is catchy? anyways, dino for the win. dino, future and present of kpop. 🦕
I: The most interesting voice or style in K-pop?
every time i get this ask i get so excited let me just rec more people to all of you <3 kihyun of monsta x the nation's 3rd gen vocalist and such an interesting vocal tone. he passes the mark despite my usual tenor hate. and let me be basic and say taehyung! when he gets to sing in his range! it IS interesting! #freebaritonetaehyung. yuto of pentagon bc once more i would die for a good baritone and he can rap too. and always somewhere between cloud rap and taemin's goth era. chungha has great style when it comes to music and visuals and never misses for me. she's so interesting as a solo artist. and of course boa always kills it and keeps it fresh, which is so hard to do but she's been doing so for a long time.
interesting kpop asks!
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onewfantaesy · 3 years
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So anyways Crime Baby AU
Taemin and the rest of his family have no idea about Taemin’s biological father being different. His mother really believed Taemin was his father’s son, the affair with the crime boss had been short lived, and now she and her husband were happily back together with a teenage son and a new baby. She tried to put that blip of her life behind her, tried to forget about it.
Until Taemin is fifteen and an idol, and suddenly she becomes very paranoid, starts saying people are following her, she’s being stalked, all that. But the family assumes she’s just being paranoid, because they can never find any proof, she must just be stressed with work.
Until her car gets blown up and she dies in the hospital the next night.
The police assure the family they’re under no threat, it seems to have been a mistaken target, they couldn’t find any reason for her to have been targeted like that, especially since it fit the MO of when of the big crime families in the city. It must have been a fluke, they’re so sorry for their loss, they’ll do everything they can to catch the person responsible for his mother’s death.
Taemin is in a total trance for weeks, through the funeral, through promotions for the group he’s still forced to participate in because he’s under contract and they gave him three berievent days off, that’s enough, back to work.
And suddenly it’s after one in the morning four weeks after his mother’s death, and he’s alone in a van with just the manager on the way back to the dorm after a schedule, and they’re cornered in the dorm parking garage by several huge black cars with overly tinted windows and he’s pulled out of the van and the manager is knocked out, pistol-whipped in the side of the head, and Taemin freezes in a panic and backs against a pillar, hands trying to grasp for something, anything to keep him grounded, because holy shit what’s happening why is this happening holy shit is mom was right they’re being stalked and then she died and now he’s going to die too.
And then a man steps forward, and Taemin can’t catch his breath.
“You really do look just like me,” the man says. “The resemblance is even more uncanny in person, really.”
Taemin doesn’t know what to say, just tries to swallow the lump in his throat even though his mouth has gone dry.
The man moves forward, each step echoing and ringing in Taemin’s ears, until he grabs Taemin’s jaw with one hand, and it makes him squeeze his eyes shut, not wanting to see if a gun is a placed to his forehead.
Instead, his mouth is yanked open, and a cotton swab is prodding all over his mouth, and Taemin gags just from the shock.
“Don’t puke on me,” the man says, his voice slow and commanding and it makes Taemin freeze, every muscle in his body tending.
Then his sleeve is rolled up by a man who moves over from behind and a needle is placed to his arm, and just the barest of whimpers finally leaves his throat, afraid he’s about to be poisoned.
Instead, blood is drawn and a bandaid - a bandaid, Taemin can’t believe it - is placed over the puncture in his vein.
“Tell me what this is,” the man - the one so obviously in charge, still holding Taemin’s jaw - asks, pointing at a bruise just above his elbow. It’s hand-shaped, darker where fingernails dig into the skin.
Taemin doesn’t say anything, but his eyes move to the manager who’s still knocked out on the floor, temple bleeding from where a gun whacked him on the side of the head just moments ago.
“Why don’t you go upstairs now,” the man suggests.
“You killed my mom,” Taemin says before it even registers in his brain, his voice cracking, dry, hoarse. “Why did you kill my mom?”
“I don’t kill anyone,” the man says, a smirk of a smile playing on his lips. “Now, I think it’s time you went upstairs. And if anyone asks, your manager here told you to head up before him, and he let you out before he parked the car.”
“But - but what-”
“We’ll be in touch,” the man whispers, his fingers still cradling Taemin’s jaw, gentler now, and it makes a shiver run down his spine. “Now. Go upstairs. Go to bed. You didn’t see anything.”
The hand is removed from his jaw, placed on his back instead, nudging him towards the elevators to go up into the apartment building. Taemin is slow at first, feet barely stumbling over each other as he stares at the sight of his manager on the floor, as the hair on the back his neck rises from the stares of the burly men surrounding him with guns not so well concealed at their belts, and he almost trips before he bolts towards the stairs, not looking back, not daring to wait for the elevator, terrified they’ll run after him and kill him too.
He runs all the way to the floor the dorm is on, punches in the code with shaking fingers, slams the door shut behind him. Doesn’t even shower before he rushes into bed and pulls the covers over his head, his breathing erratic and panicked. No one wakes up.
He can’t sleep at all. An hour later, someone enters the apartment, checks in on the room the boys are sleeping in, and goes down the hall to the room the overnight manager sleeps in.
The next morning, they’re told the other manager was found beaten to a pulp in the parking garage. He’s badly injured, but still alive. Taking time off to recover. Taemin is asked if he saw anything.
“No,” he says, voice shaking. “He - he dropped me off before he parked the car. Said he had to do something first and to go upstairs and go to bed.”
The surveillance cameras were all scrambled from the night before. They take Taemin’s word for it. The manager doesn’t remember what happened, or so he says.
Two weeks later, Taemin receives a rather cryptic “fan letter” in the mail. Except it’s in the actual apartment mailbox, not their SM fanmail collection.
All it says is You’re my son.
Taemin shreds it and pretends he doesn’t know what it means, pretends he never got it. But he knows he’ll only be able to pretend for so long before he’s visited again.
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jageunyeoujari · 4 years
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‘idea’ & self-knowledge as love as freedom
w thanks to @radiatingdyke​​ & henrik !!
so in a previous post, i talked abt spectacle & respect in criminal for context. now starting off w henrik’s thoughts re: plato:
"It’s honestly pretty ambiguous what Plato means by it- at least in the republic- The core theory is that ideal forms are a truer kind of reality than the shadows. The philosopher escapes a cave of shadows projected on the wall by a ruling class, the only “reality” they ever knew and were literally bound to. They crawl through a treacherous passage to find themselves face to face with the dazzling light of the sun which blinds them temporarily, and as their eyes adjust they find themselves in a forest and realize the shadow puppet of “tree” was not the real tree all along! For what the shadows are: Idk how developed popular media/conventional politics were at the time but we (America) based a lot of our shit on it so I think one strong possibility is we find ourselves in a modern allegory of the cave where the shadows dancing on the wall are the world as it’s told to us- through news education and policy and the “real” is personal experience and genuine community. Then shadows would then be actual reality as we know it, including the real trees and personal experience, a veil placed over us by metaphysical forces which can be lifted through Godwork to reveal the true nature of the inner workings of the universe. The last part of the allegory is that the philosopher returns to the cave to free the other prisoners and spread the light”
so while criminal is the revelation in the toxic cycle of the idol culture & mutual destruction & obsession are confused for love, idea is making the decision to learn what true love & connection is, leaving behind the suffocating expectations demanded by the industry, & in the process, become complete in his humanity.
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so we first see taemin in jail, condemning himself for his role in the toxic parasocial relations of idol culture, and literally... calling himself out.... altho i would say that this:
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in criminal is purgatory proper, the jail may be the end point of his journey there. he confesses his sins, his soul gets purified, & then next we see him in the bar which is confirmed to be heaven (which happens to look much like lee soo man's office) while the flashy models stare at taemin, the walking dead, the posh people in suits (likely executives) ignore him. 
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so here we have taemin trying to fit in seemlessly in this world of the elites who have the highest level of control in the idol industry. here, he is assured his status as the best & now guaranteed to be free of pain... but on their terms. there is shallow comfort but nothing else. the others content w playing games & eating delicacies, surrounded by alcohol, but are contained to sitting, indulging in frivolities, & passively looking on but no chance of connection. the bar is just another form of intoxication, but unlike criminal where there is at least an illusion of attaining love, heaven is merely stagnant. this idealized heaven of the elites cannot give true freedom as it is based on sterility & exclusivity, just another form of social control. "the dangerous dream that swallowed me is proven by you." staying here would be another form of self-betrayal & denial of the love he seeks so he rebels against heaven through his dancing, an affirmation of his life.
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taemin then being shocked that all these shadow versions of himself are not the truth... silvery dissolving forms... his identity fragmenting............ but still taemin still can't break away from the illusion that the adoration & fame he receives as an idol could be actually hurting him.
as @radiatingdyke has talked about, BoA's 'killing me' line is reminiscent of korean shamans channeling gods. significant that it is BoA who he channels as they are both similar, debuting at a very young age & have been massive stars ever since then. "you are my messiah" BoA cuts him off, speaking the truth. this isn't who he rly is or what he actually wants. he must face himself & the truth or he will die. 
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the mirror steps are i think symbolic of plato's ladder of love. to my understanding, the ladder of love is basically about how the aim of life is the ascension of the soul to heaven. the gods can do this as a god's soul is in perfect balance w all the different aspects of itself which makes them necessarily wise & good. humans' souls are in disarray, however, & it is this conflict between all parts of the soul which makes it difficult for us to follow the gods to heaven. to do this, people have to understand the true Form of beauty, by climbing the ladder of love. the steps start from loving a body which one is attracted to due to physical beauty & by understanding the beauty of this body, one can then consider how the beauty of one body is found in all bodies. the progression goes on from loving more broadly until we come to the last step, love of knowledge & wisdom. now one is able to see the actual form of Beauty, bringing harmony to your soul. so in order to taemin to finally know peace within himself, he has to know how to love.
& the progression of the ladder implies for me that by first learning to care for others but understanding who they are in their completeness & beauty, you eventually are able to learn to care for yourself & see the beauty in your own soul. & on the flip side, the better able you care for yourself, the more you are able to care for others. i'll discuss this more when i go into my thoughts on act 2 as a whole but basically, the rest of act 2 has a truly warm & loving atmosphere when taemin speaks to the other. in comparison, act 1 presents his experience of 'love' as enmeshment, painful, confusing, losing his self of sense to cater to the desires of the other. there are feelings of obligation to stay in this destructive relationship bc that’s his prescribed role & anyway, any attention is better than none at all. 
ppl w a poor sense of self can readily suffer mistreatment for the sake of a semblance of connection, confusing obsession for love when what’s rly happening is actually cathexis, an investment of emotions. while care & affection can exist w cathexis, as does happen in fans’ relations w idols, this is not the same thing as love which liberates & cultivates growth in yourself & the other. fans’ obsession w idols quickly flipping to hate when idols stray from the designated persona of perfection is investment in that image but is not real love. in act 1, he does not understand the other clearly for what it is, destruction that must end, & the fact that he is suffering. without such awareness, he is incapable of truly giving & receiving love. 
& while act 2 does have similar themes of taking on other's pain, it becomes a stark contrast to act 1 bc he does so from a place of utter assurance of his identity & true self-love, not from the fear of being left alone. he loves himself for who he is so he is able to love for ourselves purely as well.
& as @radiatingdyke has said (& in much more detail than i can) the ladder reflecting the sky can also be a reference to indigenous korean beliefs where the sky represents the entire universe. the creator god is Hanulnim, literally sky god.  
 also, even tho NGDA as a whole is replete w western imagery & references & v catholic, the overarching narrative of the 2 albums don't feel western to me in that there never is a fight between good & evil. a typical western narrative would be more like there would the defeat of like 'criminal' taemin by 'good' taemin or an obvious redemption arc. & to me, idea doesn't read so much as he confronts & then accepts both the good & the bad in him but that he leaves behind these limited concepts altogether & instead connects back to the true essence of the universe & becomes free to be utterly himself.
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he’s struggled so much over the course of his career w figuring out how to reconcile the duality of himself, what it means to be authentic as an idol, wishing for his true self to be seen & appreciated. it’s always been looking outward for that validation but skirting away from revealing the whole truth of himself... & idea is the final answer to all that. no more denial, repression, burning away of the past, configuration to other ppl’s desires, no more use of mystery as a defense against the fear of being rejected if people see him for who he really is. he accepts himself for who he is & that’s all that matters.
in classic gaytholic taem fashion, he compares himself to jesus + mary + other divinity in NGDA imagery but ultimately, taemin is done w being both a god & the condemned. “i’ve finally opened my eyes.” he’s never been anything but a human being & he’s showing us all the beauty in that.
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almondbiscotti · 3 years
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LET'S BE RATIONAL ABOUT THIS
Been seeing some comments about how fans are worried about Taemin serving his mandatory military service right now and that they're worried about his mental health because a fellow soldier shared that Taemin doesn't talk much and does what he's told and he does it well.
I actually have quite a lot of thoughts about this and I think I'm rambling a little so I'm gonna put it under a cut. In consideration of people who do not wish to see a long field of text and wish to easily scroll this by. :)
Disclaimer, this is 200% my own thoughts and opinions. I adore Shinee and only wish good things for them. And I'm also not Korean (hello from sunny Singapore) so I'm not speaking for S.Korea. Hell, I'm not even male so I've never served in the military. But I had quite a good conversation with my boyfriend who has done his mandatory military service as a Singaporean and got some of his thoughts on this too. But 300%, just my own thoughts and opinions.
I can understand that there are fans who miss him and wish he didn't have to be away for 18 months, I can understand that fans worry about his health and wellbeing because military service is not meant to be walk in the park but I really don't understand the extrapolation from Taemin doesn't say much and does what he's told (well) to TAEMIN IS SUFFERING AND HE IS MISSING HIS SUPPORT SYSTEM AND TAKE HIM OUT TAKE HIM OUT PLEASE. O.o
Dude. What. Like... what do you know? Like really, WHAT. do you know? What did you think this enlistment was supposed to be? A party? He's a soldier now, not a fucking entertainer.
The worst are the ones who are pissed off at the fucking S.Korean government for enforcing mandatory military national service for all fit-for-service Korean males. I seriously cannot understand this. Like really, do you not understand that the 2 Koreas are LITERALLY still at war. Do you REALLY think that this is just a bunch of men in suits going LET'S JUST ROUND UP OUR YOUNG HEALTHY MALES FOR 2 YEARS OF THEIR LIVES AND MESS AROUND WITH THEM COS IT'S SO FUN LET'S MAKE ALL THE KPOP IDOLS' FANS SUFFERRRRRRRRR.
Firstly, nobody gives a shit about fans. I assure you it's not in ANY consideration how the idols' fans feel. Secondly, can you even begin to fathom the opportunity cost of mandatory military service requirements and THEY STILL ENFORCE IT ANYWAY. Even if you cannot, surely there must be a reason why SO many countries enforce mandatory military service for able bodied males.
Like. What. The. Fuck. I seriously find it hard to understand how can anyone see only SUCH a tiny part of the whole picture.
And how do you think these comments reflect upon Taemin? I mean, the whole concept of soldier unity and loyalty can be encapsulated in one question: "Will I fight in the war together with this soldier?" And you would want everybody to wholeheartedly declare YES I WILL. That sense of loyalty and trust is what's gonna keep them alive in war times. (This is literally a matter of life and death. LITERALLY.) So if I was a platoon mate of Taemin's and I'm seeing these comments speculating about Taemin's mental health, I'm gonna be worried the fuck out man. Like dude, is this guy fit for service? Should he be handling guns and grenades and all other weapons that could literally kill us all if mishandled? Will he suddenly abandon ship if we're called to fight for our country? Do I trust this guy? Oh Lord, SHOULD I trust this guy?
Also, side point. If Taemin really wasn't fit for service, like physically, he has some challenges, or mentally, he has certain conditions. Pretty damn sure he would have declared it and concessions would have been made. Because it is in NOBODY'S favour to put somebody unfit for service through service.
I can understand that fans worry. I really do. You care for the little fucker, you want him to be happy, to be healthy, to be well. But there are much bigger concepts at stake here. Loyalty to country, to your homeland, to your fellow countrymen, to your family. Trust between comrades etc.
Lastly, I have also seen fans who are upset because they think that Taemin has served his time because of the great artistic output he has contributed to the Kpop music scene. No doubt. Absolutely, the boy has done some amazing things. He is very talented and he has also worked extremely hard. But imagine if war descended on S.Korean, like the North went berserk and made good on their nuclear warfare threats. Do you think it would even remotely matter how well he can dance to Move or Advice or Press Your Number? Like dude, LIFE AND DEATH HERE. PLEASE PICK UP THE RIFLE, FALL IN LINE AND LET'S GO PROTECT OUR LOVED ONES. Like what? He gets a free pass to just chill and watch his countrymen fight (and possibly die) because he dances really well...????
My point is, there are many types of service to your country. Artistic contributions, literary contributions, economic contributions, advancement in medical technologies, etc. Everybody contributes in their own way. But military service sits above all of that. And it doesn't matter how much you have contributed in other aspects, the physical protection of your country in times of need is still everybody's expected duty. (Partially why I think the BTS law thing is kinda silly but it's about delaying service not eliminating it altogether so I guess it's still okay? But okay, topic for another day. This is my personal opinion, Armys please don't burn my house down.) I think this is why treason in any country is the biggest crime you could possibly commit.
All in all, CALM THE FUCK DOWN JESUS. Taemin is a healthy, able bodied, GROWN ADULT MAN. He ain't some small baby no matter how much your brain is unable to accept the tiny bowl cut kid you first met in 2008 is now fucking 28 years old. He can handle it. Just let him go. Miss him, binge watch his MVs on loop for like 312842 hours (not recommended but you do you.), blast his music at 100 decibels, clutch his pictures, curl up in a ball and cry, whatever, YOU DO YOU. But really, pretending he is less capable of what's expected of him, getting angry at the "System" for "enslaving" him, bemoaning the entire concept of loyalty and service to country, is ridiculous, narrow minded and honestly, kinda pathetic.
How the fuck did I manage to write an entire essay on a Kpop Idol's fan's reaction to his enlistment is beyond me. But okay. That's all. I'm gonna stare at pictures of Onew now. Bye!
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hyungwonmyheart · 5 years
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Sleepover
Group: SuperM / NCT Pairing: Lucas (Wong Yukhei) / Female Reader Words: 6,637 Tags: college!au, party time, drinking games, alcohol use, dirty talk, handjob, clitoral stimulation, vaginal sex, pet names Summary: You’re invited to a party by your best friend, Ten, at his apartment. When you get there, you discover the only people who showed up are some of his guy friends (the members of SuperM) and his roommate, Lucas; the one you’d been harboring some strong feelings for ever since he moved in. A night full of drinking games leads to you sneaking into Lucas’ room when everyone else is asleep, all thanks to liquid courage. A/N: I’ve been writing this freaking fic for months. There will eventually be a sequel, but it will not be featuring Lucas/Reader as the center point! I had a lot of fun writing the game section because it really showcased their personalities. Sometimes you just need to write silly filler. Anyway, I really hope y’all enjoy this! :D
“When are you getting back in town again?” Ten asked through the phone screen. He was sitting on his couch, eating lunch while video calling you. His phone was propped up on something, allowing him full use of his hands to enjoy the meal.
You were lying on your childhood bed, having visited your parents for a few days. You weren’t particularly concerned with the camera angle; it was just your best friend. “Tomorrow afternoon. I have Sunday off before I go back to work on Monday.”
“Hey, that’s perfect!” A new voice said just as someone popped their head into the frame. Ten’s roommate, Lucas, was all smiles when he laid eyes on you. “We’re having a party tomorrow night. You should come!”
At the sight of Lucas, you immediately sat up in bed and readjusted the phone to look your best.
Ten noticed, but nudged Lucas away to say, “Oh yeah, we’re having a party tomorrow night. You should come.” His monotonous voice lacked enthusiasm since his roommate spoiled the news.
“That sounds like fun,” you exclaimed, already looking forward to it.
Your friend swallowed a bite of food when a sly darkness came to his gaze. “By the way, you look great. Doesn’t she look great, Lucas?”
You narrowed your eyes on Ten, knowing what he was getting at, but only smiled as Lucas sat down beside him with his own plate of food.
“She always looks great,” the younger replied, shit-eating grin and all as he swept some of his hair out of his face. Then, he wasted no more time to dig into his lunch.
Ten wiggled his eyebrows at you, which only made you even more flustered.
“I gotta go, my mom’s calling for me,” you fibbed to get out of the conversation.
That made Ten suspicious. “I didn’t hear her--”
“See you tomorrow! Bye!”
“Hey, wai-”
You quickly ended the call before tossing your phone away and burying your face in a pillow. That little shit, you thought spitefully about your friend. He knew you carried a torch for Lucas, and never let the chance pass to tease you about it. Lucas was six feet of charming, goofy, raw charisma. He was undeniably handsome, and his smile was to die for. You were in deep, deeper than you ever let Ten know, though he probably figured that out for himself.
However, you couldn’t confront those feelings. What if you did pursue Lucas? What if things didn’t work out, and the awkwardness forced him to move? And then, Ten would have to go through the trouble of finding another roommate. You didn’t want to cause such a fuss. You could keep it in your pants if it meant helping them live in harmony.
Your phone jingled to alert you had received a new text.
Ten: Coward.
If only they could make it that easy on you.
•••••
You traveled home safely from your parents’, and immediately started getting ready for the party. You weren’t sure exactly what kind of party this was, so you opted with a smokey eye and rosy lip look while your clothes were trendy, yet casual enough to be comfortable in. The desire to impress Lucas lingered in the back of your mind...well, more like hovered over your back like a vengeful spirit ready to devour its next soul.
Okay, maybe that was a little dark, but it really was an ominous feeling, damn it!
All you wanted was to have a good time tonight, and if that good time included Lucas’ company, then everything would be perfect.
You made your way to Ten’s apartment around 8 o’clock that evening. You stood outside the door for a solid fifteen seconds, preparing yourself for knocking. Usually, you’d be inclined to stroll in without delay, but for some reason your anxiety was getting the better of you. This was just another party to hang out with some friends...and Lucas...Nothing to get so worked up about.
Knock, knock, knock.
You heard some footsteps approaching before the door swung open and Ten greeted you with a bright smile.
“Hey!” He said, giving you a hug before ushering you in.
“Hi!” You returned, immediately looking around the room. Your face fell a bit.
Sitting in the living room was a group of six other men. You knew all of them, though a couple you considered acquaintances. Mark and Taeyong were friends of Lucas’ you’d only met once before, while Baekhyun, Taemin and Jongin were the ones you saw on a regular basis with Ten.
You figured it must still be early. “Who else is coming?” You asked as you started to unzip your jacket.
“This is it,” Ten announced, motioning to the others.
You paused mid-zip. “Wait, wait, wait. I thought this was a party, not just some night for drinking with your boys.”
“Some people cancelled last minute, so it’s just us! And you! Yayyy,” he responded, sarcasm dripping from his words.
You sighed, feeling a little put-off by being the only girl in a group full of guys, but whatever, you’d roll with it. You finished taking your jacket off, along with your shoes while you were at it.
“Before you start mingling,” Ten began, stepping between you and your line of sight to the living room, “I’m going to take this as an opportunity to let you know something that I found out.” The sudden sinister smile on his lips made your skin crawl. It had to be something interesting for him to make that face.
“Spill,” you demanded.
Ten lowered his voice. “Lucas told Baekhyun who told me that Lucas wants you.”
You raised a brow. “‘Wants me’?”
“Yeah,” he continued, “and he says he loves your smile and you’ve got a nice ass.”
Peeking over Ten’s shoulder, you nearly stared holes into the back of Lucas’ head as he sat on the couch. “And?” You asked to see if there was more while returning your gaze to your best friend.
“Oh, and he thinks you need a man who knows how to dick you down.”
Your mouth dropped.
Ten giggled. “Okay, I added that last part in.”
You rolled your eyes and shoved him playfully. You were still wrapping your mind around this. “Why would Lucas tell Baekhyun that? He literally has the biggest mouth--”
“--Because, unlike us, Lucas doesn’t know better not to tell Baekhyun anything like that,” Ten cut in.
You glanced down at your fidgeting fingers. This felt kind of unreal. You choked back your hesitation to ask, “Does he really want me?”
Ten blinked. “Are you serious? That boy has been fawning over you since Day One.”
Shaking out the anxious energy from your hands, you took a deep breath and primped your hair a bit. If this was true, you had to make sure. Tonight.
You heard Lucas’ voice from behind Ten as he loudly said your name. “You made it!” He exclaimed, bringing you into a warm hug.
You breathed in his cologne and never wanted the hug to end. When he pulled away, much to your internal disdain, you smiled up at him. “Hey, Lucas,” you said before waving at everyone who was now staring at you from across the room. “Hey, guys!”
They all said their hellos as you walked into the living room with Lucas and Ten close behind you.
“Can I make you a drink?” Taemin offered, going to stand from the couch.
“She can do it her damn self,” Ten quipped as he took a seat on the floor by the coffee table.
You started poking his side with your toes, knowing it was going to bug him.
He swatted at your foot, but you moved too quickly for him to touch you. You stuck your tongue out at him.
“C’mon, I’ll make it for you,” Lucas said with a laugh. He placed one of his large hands on the small of your back and guided you towards the kitchen.
You ignored the silence that followed as everyone watched the two of you leave, but you were relieved when Ten started up the conversation with, “Which one of these drinks was mine again?”
“You should’ve gotten a Sharpie so we could write our names on the cups…” Jongin stated.
“That would have required thinking ahead,” Baekhyun teased, sipping at his own drink.
Mark chimed in, “You really don’t have a Sharpie? Anywhere?”
Ten sent a glare around the room. “Fresh out.”
Their discussion faded as your focus was overwhelmed with Lucas’ presence.
“Whatcha got a taste for?” He asked, motioning to the plethora of alcohol and mixers scattered across the kitchen counter.
You couldn’t really say ‘your dick’ without dying of shame, so instead you went for, “A shot of tequila.”
Lucas smirked and reached for a shot glass from one of the cabinets. “Anything else?” He questioned as he poured your shot.
You snatched it off the counter and tilted your head back, downing it. You hissed a bit before setting the glass down. If you got some alcohol in your system quickly, you would surely loosen up and relax more. That was your logic. Your eyes flickered to his as a flirtatious smile played on your lips. “Another shot of tequila?”
The low chuckle that came from his direction traveled straight to your core. “Don’t go too hard yet, we’ve still got games to play,” he informed you while pouring your second shot.
You tossed the tequila back once more. “But I like to go hard,” you couldn’t stop yourself from saying.
A look of surprise crossed his face, but you quickly turned away to mix yourself a cocktail. You cursed your dirty mind. Maybe he didn’t catch the innuendo in your words…
After you stirred your drink, you let Lucas--who was now awfully quiet--lead you back out into the living room.
Taeyong stood from the couch and offered you the seat. “The lady shouldn’t sit on the floor,” he declared, sitting down beside Mark.
Your cheeks flushed, and you wondered if it was from the gentlemanly act or the tequila.
Probably both.
You thanked Taeyong and sat between Baekhyun and Taemin. Lucas wheeled in the computer chair from his bedroom, while the others remained on the floor.
Ten clapped his hands together and rubbed his palms against each other. “Since this is it, how about we start a game?” He suggested.
“What game?” A few questioned simultaneously.
“I thought we could start with a game called ‘Most Likely,’” he continued. “Basically, we’ll go around in a circle. Each person thinks of a question to ask everyone in the room, like, who is ‘Most Likely to fall asleep first at a sleepover?’ Or ‘Most Likely to lose their phone while it’s on silent?’ Silly questions, dirty questions, all are welcome. Then, everyone points to the person they think are Most Likely to do so. Whoever has the most fingers pointed at them has to drink!”
“That sounds like fun!” Mark gabbed.
“Then, I’ll start!” Ten announced. “Everyone got their drinks? Yeah? Okay! Who is Most Likely to feel comfortable walking around naked?”
Baekhyun started to laugh. “Oh, we’re starting out dirty right from the get-go, huh?” When everyone’s fingers pointed in his direction, his smile faltered and he pouted. “Hey! Are you guys ganging up on me?”
“Are you really going to sit there and act like you don’t?” Jongin said in disbelief.
“W-Well, no, but--”
“THEN DRINK!” Ten and Taemin demanded.
Baekhyun begrudgingly took the first sip of the game before boasting, “Me next!” He tapped his chin in thought before asking, “Who’s Most Likely to eat an entire pizza in one sitting?”
Fingers gravitated to Lucas.
Without even arguing, Lucas raised his cup to his lips.
The next few questions went by with brief discussions.
You asked, “Most Likely to get a million followers on a social media platform?” Unanimously decided that would be Taemin.
Taemin asked, “Most Likely to become an evil mastermind and plan to take over the world?” Well, that was right up Ten’s alley, though it was agreed you’d be his minion.
Taeyong asked, “Most Likely to forget something at the grocery store if they don’t have a list?” He shot a playful glare at Mark, to which the younger apologized to his own roommate ‘for the thousandth time.’
Mark asked, “Most Likely to become a supermodel?” One would think it went to Lucas since he was so tall, but everyone agreed there was something about Jongin that would draw the eye in that sort of situation.
Jongin stared into his drink for a few seconds as he thought. “Most Likely to abandon their room because of a spider?” A smile crept to his lips as all the fingers pointed to you.
You narrowed your eyes on each person before defending, “Okay, first of all, when it’s a big spider and it disappears from my sight, of course I’m going to get the fuck out of that room!”
Baekhyun snorted. “Until someone else comes and finds it and kills it for you.”
“Remember that time you slept in your living room for five days because you couldn’t find that one spider?” Ten brought to your attention.
You glared at your best friend. “Go to hell.”
“We’ll ride down together, my little minion,” he cackled. “Now drink.”
You took a big gulp from your cup.
The game continued. Lucas asked, “Most Likely to spend an entire day playing video games?”
The vote had barely even come down to Baekhyun before he raised his hand. “I’ll take that crown, thank you!” He beamed, taking a drink.
You giggled. This was actually pretty fun.
“Okay, we’re back to me,” Ten announced, carefully picking out his next question. “Most Likely to become an escort?” He wiggled his eyebrows towards Taemin, obviously thinking everyone would choose him.
Ten didn’t expect the fingers around the room to point at him again. After more thought…they were probably right. "Okay, yeah, I can see that,” he started, “but listen, I have very expensive tastes. I just need a sugar daddy instead."
Laughs filled the room, but then Taemin chimed in, "You say that, but..." He glanced at Taeyong, who'd yet to have been picked for a question. "Who's most likely to be a sugar baby?"
Most fingers were directed at Taeyong.
Ten, who was pointing at himself, pouted, but ended up nodding in agreement. "Yeah. Yeah, I can see that."
Taeyong’s face flushed. “But why me?!”
Leaning over from his seat, Taemin jokingly grabbed Taeyong’s chin and squeezed his cheeks together. “You’re sweet, and who wouldn’t give money to that face?” He mocked, though laughed loudly as Taeyong slapped at his hand.
“Are you trying to say that I would take money from some old dude just because I’m cute?” Taeyong’s cheeks were blood red at this point. His flustered gaze was on the ground. You noticed that Ten couldn’t take his eyes off of him.
Baekhyun crossed one leg over the other, smirking over at the embarrassed man. “Who said it had to be an old dude? There are lots of women out there who’d love to have you around.”
You kept your gaze on Ten, picking up on the subtle twitch of his eyebrow when Baekhyun spoke about a woman getting Taeyong’s attention. Oh, so I’m not the only one with the hots for someone… You thought, stifling a giggle.
“You’d be crazy not to,” Ten butted in, finally tearing his eyes away from Taeyong. You knew your best friend, and you knew he wasn’t always one to act on his feelings unless he was sure of the other party’s attraction to him as well. He swirled his drink around in his cup. “Free money? Hell yeah.”
Taeyong finally sent a glance at your friend, a distant look of hurt in his gaze. “Nothing’s ‘free’, Ten.”
Ten couldn’t stop himself from poking a bit more fun. “Okay, so you’ll have to do a bit of literal ass kissing, but you’ll be living comfortably,” he said with a laugh.
You exchanged awkward glances with Lucas, and you immediately knew he caught on to Ten’s feelings as well. It may not have been obvious to anyone else, but you two were the ones he was closest with.
You brought your arm down in front of you, as if cutting the tension with a knife. “All right, all right, next question…”
A few more rounds went by before it came to Mark again. Like his roommate, Mark’s cheeks were also flushed, but you realized he was a bit drunker than the others in the room. His drink was almost gone, and if you remembered correctly, Lucas may have mentioned at some point that his friend was a lightweight. “Most Likely to pierce their dick?” Mark almost slurred.
Lucas motioned to you. “That’s not fair, she can’t answer that!”
Mark rolled his eyes. “Fine, pierce their ‘genitals’?”
“That just sounds even dirtier,” Jongin murmured.
Ten chuckled, “The dirtier the better, in my opinion, but it sounds like Mark’s the one who’s interested in it.”
“I never took Mark as being that kinky,” Baekhyun snickered.
Mark gasped and shook his head vigorously. He immediately regretted that. He lifted his hands to his temples, trying to massage the headache and nausea away.
“What the hell is he drinking?” You inquired, curious to what had him so messed up this early in the night. You looked around at the others, but froze when you realized Lucas was staring at you. When he quickly averted his eyes, you felt a flutter in your stomach.
Taemin snorted at your question. “I made him a drink; it must’ve been too strong for him.”
If Mark’s concoction from Taemin was that strong, now you were grateful that you made your own drink.
“Are you still okay to play?” Lucas asked Mark.
“Yeah, I’m fine,” the younger insisted.
“Then, let’s keep going,” Ten declared.
It was Jongin’s turn. “Most Likely…” He pondered for a few seconds. “Most Likely to have sex in public?”
Even Taemin pointed at himself. “What can I say, I like the thrill?” He rubbed the back of his neck innocently.
When the time came for Lucas’ next question, he leaned his elbows on his knees and looked around at the people in the room. “Who is Most Likely to be a pornstar?” His low voice sent tingles to your fingertips.
Such a dirty question from the man you liked so much. That was all it took for your mind to drift off at the thought of Lucas being a pornstar. You imagined him slowly taking off his clothes, and giving you ‘come hither’ eyes. He was so tall, you were sure he had to be packing. His hands would travel down his chest, his solid abdomen, eventually reaching the waistline of his underwear. The ‘V’ line of his hip bones trailing under the fabric.
“Hello? Earth to--”
You snapped out of your trance and realized everyone was waiting for your answer. You cleared your throat and absently voted for Taemin like everyone else.
“I’m the answer to all of these. Why am I the pervy one?” He puffed his cheeks out.
“Well, if the cock ring fits…” Baekhyun joked, making everyone start laughing.
Taemin reached over you to slap Baekhyun’s arm, but you ended up tickling him under his own arm. With a gasp, he sat back and gawked at you. “Excuse me, I’m sensitive!”
“Yeah, sure,” you giggled. Your eyes flickered over to Lucas.
He was watching you again, and you couldn’t help but feel a tinge of jealousy coming from his direction.
After a few seconds, you finally looked over to Ten to see him giving you a suggestive smile. You immediately cursed his existence as he asked the next question.
“Most Likely to sleep with a friend’s friend?”
Fingers from around the room, including your own, pointed to Ten, yet his and Baekhyun’s were pointing to someone else.
Lucas.
Mark burst into laughter. “Lucas?! Yeah, right! This goody two-shoes?!”
Lucas’ face turned red all the way to his ears. “Shut up, Mark. Taeyong, take his drink--”
“NO!” Mark shouted, suddenly downing the rest of the alcohol in his cup.
A moment of chaos broke out as Taeyong and Lucas leapt to get the cup, but it was too late, and everyone else was laughing hysterically.
Meanwhile, your eyes briefly met Ten’s. You glanced to Taeyong, back to Ten, and gave him a knowing smile. “Lucas isn’t the only one most likely, huh?” You whispered. That seemed to shut him up for a moment before you stood and went into the kitchen. Taking a deep breath away from everyone else, you were trying to keep your cool. The way Lucas reacted to that last question, the way he’d been staring at you all night, the way he gently touched your back earlier; Ten was right, Lucas liked you way more than you wanted to acknowledge.
You were ready to give in.
After refilling your drink, you returned to the living room.
Ten beamed at you. “She’s back! Let’s play another game! It’s called ‘Flip Cup’--” He paused, looking at the youngest in the room. “Mark should probably sit this one out, though…”
•••••
3 A.M.
The party had settled about an hour before. The guys were too drunk to go home, so Ten and Lucas helped set them up to sleep in the living room while you changed into the spare set of pajamas you left over here for situations like this. It was also obvious that you were going to stay in Ten’s room.
“I can sleep on the floor,” you had told him after he suggested sharing the bed. It wouldn’t have been the first time.
“...Are you sure?” Ten asked, purely confused.
You nodded, taking a pillow from the bed. You had a plan, and you were just drunk enough to have the confidence to do it.
Luckily, you were too wired to accidentally fall asleep, so you laid on the floor, staring at the ceiling for a while until you were sure Ten was passed out. When you finally built up the courage to get out of your makeshift bed, you carefully stepped over to the door and opened it. Turning your head, you took one final glimpse at your best friend, who was sound asleep, before closing the door. You could hear soft snores coming from the living room as you crossed the hall to Lucas’ room. You stared at the doorknob for a long while.
You had to get out of your head if you were going to do this.
Just fucking do it, you snapped at yourself. Grasping the handle, you twisted the knob and peeked your head into the room.
Lucas was curled up in his blankets, his head tilted to the side where you couldn’t see.
Ever-so slowly, you entered the room and locked the door behind you. It was now or never. Creeping over to his bedside, you lifted the covers and crawled into the bed. You waited a few seconds to see if Lucas would stir, but his steady breathing reassured you that he was fast asleep.
How did you want to do this? His body heat radiated under the blankets and you wanted nothing more than to cuddle up to him. Scooting over, you snuggled into his side and let your hand flitter down his bare abdomen to find solace between his legs. You praised his creator, who blessed him so, while you massaged his length through the sweatpants he wore. It soon twitched to life.
Lucas let out a soft grunt before stirring from his drunken slumber. He slowly turned to look at whoever was touching him, squinting through the darkness to lay eyes on you. You could see the confusion pass through his expression, as if he were wondering if this was some alcohol-induced wet dream.
You flashed him a sweet smile, resting your chin on his shoulder.
“What are you doing?” He quietly croaked, his voice pitchy before he tried to clear the grogginess.
You kept your voice down to tell him, “Ten said Baekhyun said you wanted me. Well, here I am.” You squeezed on his hardening cock, palming it a bit more firmly.
Lucas leaned his head back, sighing with pleasure. He didn’t know whether to curse or praise Baekhyun’s big mouth. A soft groan left him, his hips lifting to meet your hand.
You swallowed hard. There was something about the sounds he was making and the way he was moving that made you want to wreck him. “What exactly was it you wanted from me, baby boy?” You asked, gripping even harder onto him.
Your pet name sent a chill through his body. When he realized just how strong your grip was on his aching cock, trapped inside his sweatpants, Lucas knew you wouldn’t let him beat around the bush. “Everything,” he answered.
You raised a brow. “That’s awfully greedy, and very vague. C’mon, baby, tell me what you want from me?”
Lucas met your sultry gaze through the darkness. “You. I just want all of you,” he replied earnestly. “Since the moment I laid eyes on you.”
Your face felt hot as your hand faltered briefly. “And you’ve kept that a secret? For months?!”
His hips moved to get some kind of friction on his length from your hand. He took a deep breath and nodded. “I thought it was obvious!” He defended before you shushed him.
“You need to be quiet. Everyone’s asleep,” you told him. Pulling the blankets back, you maneuvered yourself to straddle his waist and stared down at him while grinding down on his groin. “I want everything from you, too, Lucas...Let’s make up for lost time.” Your voice was soft, but your words were so sincere that you felt him twitching under you in response to hearing them.
“You have no idea how much I’ve wanted you to say that,” he growled, sitting up to grab the back of your neck. He guided your lips to his and thrust his tongue into your mouth.
You whimpered, taking in every taste of toothpaste and lingering alcohol. You scratched your nails down his chest before playing with the hem of his sweatpants.
“Wait--” Lucas breathed, breaking apart from the kiss. He pulled your shirt up and over your head, tossing it aside as he moved to kiss what skin was revealed of your breasts. His fingertips grazed around your waist and up your back, his touch hot and needy to get you naked as well. He managed to unclip your bra and bit down on the delicate flesh just above one of your nipples while he slipped it off.
Gasping at the sensation, your head fell back while your hips rotated down onto him. “I need you...” The whine slipped from your lips with a desperate yearning. Just hearing your words made him moan out in response, making your hand quickly cover his mouth. You hardly meant the words you were about to say, but you wanted to see his reaction. “We can’t do this if you’re going to be loud. Maybe I should go--”
The panic in his eyes almost made your heart burst with affection. He didn’t have a right to be this cute. “Stay! Stay!” He whispered against your hand. As he pressed his chest against yours, he nudged your hand away to fiercely capture your lips. You could feel in the way he held you, his nails now dragging down into the flesh of your back; he wasn’t going to let you go. You were hopelessly lost in his kiss.
As his fingers traveled lower behind you, they reached your pajama pants and dipped under the fabric to find you weren’t wearing anything underneath. Lucas’ hand slipped even further down to delve its fingers between your sopping wet folds. He let out a heavy breath against the kiss, dipping a tentative finger into your pussy.
Your eyes widened and you shuddered, your breathing just as feverish as you rotated your hips into his touch. His finger swirled around in your juices, and it was muddling your mind. You came into this wanting to wreck him, and suddenly it was very much turning the other way. You pressed your hands on his shoulders, pushing him down onto the bed and breaking from his kiss.
Lucas stared up at you with those bright, puppy-dog eyes. “What’s wrong?” He was nearly breathless.
That made you smile. “I just need more than your finger,” you admitted, helping him rid his sweatpants. When you were perched atop his naked body, you finally saw what you were getting yourself into. Well--more like what was going to get into you. Your mouth fell open a bit, but you quickly shook off your initial shock. Feeling it through pants and seeing it in all its glory were a bit different.
He tried to hold back a smirk, but the way you were looking at him only boosted his ego. He said your name, which snapped you out of your daze. “Is everything okay?” The mock in his voice only irked you.
You nodded, trying to ignore that smug little way he smiled up at you. Licking your lips, you started rubbing your warmth against his cock. As it grazed your clit, you lifted a hand to your mouth to keep back any noise. That felt really good. You grinded down even harder, bringing sighs of ecstasy from both of your mouths. Your hips had built up to a pace that eventually made Lucas growl and flip you over onto your back.
“No more teasing,” he declared, his cock prodding at your entrance. “I can’t take it anymore.”
“Then fuck me, baby boy,” you hissed as you parted your legs even more for him.
Lucas brought you into another kiss to stifle both of your moans as he finally guided his cock into you. It was a tight squeeze, taking a half-dozen minimal thrusts until he had sheathed most of himself inside. Your walls clenched down around him, and it was like he was in heaven on earth. He swallowed every sound that threatened to escape your mouth.
Your legs wrapped around his waist as you clung to his broad frame. When he withdrew his length and gave you his first full thrust, you quickly realized that staying quiet was going to be a real problem.
That thought also occurred to Lucas. He, however, had no intention of holding back anymore. Parting from your lips, Lucas gazed down to see a hopeless look in your expression and smiled. “Mm, you feel so good, sweetheart,” he purred, building up a strong rock of his hips.
You gasped and bit your bottom lip. Your eyes were glued to his. The more he thrust, the harder it became to stay sane. Clapping a hand over your mouth, you panted into your palm.
It was easy to hear the ragged way you were trying to keep some control over your sounds. You were so adorable. He had wanted this for months, and now that you were finally here with him, his bed wasn’t so lonely anymore. He prayed you were enjoying yourself as much as he was. “Is it good for you?” He murmured, nipping a kiss on your forehead.
“Yes,” you rushed under your breath, “yes, yes, yes!” Your hands wove themselves into his hair and attempted to yank him back down to kiss again.
Lucas lowered his head a few inches, just enough to graze your lips before he lifted it again. He waited for a whine of objection before he grinned at you. He sat backward on his haunches and steadily gripped your waist. He wet his lips as he studied the way your bodies met through the shadows. “You’re so fucking beautiful, you know?” He said, not much caring for the volume of his voice. “I can’t get enough…” He leisurely drew his hips back, watching every inch of his dick as it pulled out to its head. He paused just a moment before sliding in as much as he could possibly fit inside you.
You nearly choked on air as he touched you so deeply. Your hands scrambled to grab onto his wrists, as if gripping onto them would get you some semblance of control over the situation, but no. Lucas was in control now.
The seductive smile that met you through the darkness of the room made it quite clear of that.
When you felt him start to work his hips in such a way that was making the head of his cock touch your sweet spot with every caress, you were frantic. You couldn’t hold back the moan that slipped into the air, and you knew the thin walls of the apartment would do nothing to shroud it.
His eyes danced. “Do you like that spot?” He asked with fascination. Giving his next thrust a bit more gusto, you groaned loudly before you could catch yourself. It finally occurred to you what he was doing.
Lucas seemed to have a determination to make you wake the whole freaking apartment.
Not him.
You.
If there was one thing Lucas should know about you by now, though, it was that you were stubborn. You glared at him. “You’re doing this on purpose!” You half-heartedly spat.
His thrusts halted again. “Doing what?” He asked obliviously.
“Trying to wake everyone up!”
He snorted. “Need I be the one to remind you again that YOU woke ME up?!”
You rolled your eyes. “I thought it would be kinky, but you’re just trying to make it awkward for everyone else!”
Running his tongue over his teeth, Lucas let those words hover between you before he abruptly pulled out of you.
Honestly, he could have leaned down, captured your lips again, and kept at it that way, but he came up with a different plan. You wanted kinky, after all… “Fine. You want to stay quiet?” You were in utter confusion before you felt his large hands flip you over onto your stomach. He roughly grabbed your hips and lifted your ass. “Bite the sheets,” he snipped, thrusting back into you with reckless abandon.
Doing what you were told, you clamped your eyes shut and gritted the sheets between your teeth as you struggled to remain silent. Lucas kept up the relentless pace for a few minutes until you heard him curse softly and his hips stutter.
You hadn’t quite built up to your peak yet, so the reality of Lucas meeting his end made your stomach drop.
Until you felt him grip onto your waist even harder and quickly pick the tempo up again.
You were shocked. “D-Didn’t you just come?” You asked over your shoulder.
Lucas wiped some sweat from his forehead. “Yeah, but fuck, you feel so good. I can’t stop,” he grunted, slamming into you. “You said you like it hard, right?”
His stab at what you said earlier in the night had you whimpering, “So hard! God, yes, fuck me hard!”
“Shut up, or else you’ll wake everyone up!” He put pressure on your back and pinned you to the bed. “Unless you want everyone to hear you panting like a bitch in heat over my cock…”
Your jaw fell open as you tried to quickly turn and snap at him, but Lucas had a hand over your mouth before you could say a word.
He leaned over your body to growl into your ear, “Tell me I’m wrong.” He drove his cock as deeply as possible into your clenching cunt. “Tell me you aren’t a writhing mess from me fucking you.” He didn’t give you a chance to answer before he pinched your nose. He continued bucking into you as he cut off your access to oxygen.
Digging your fingers into the sheets below you, it was a frantic attempt to stay conscious as your body finally broke down. Succumbing to his powerful thrusts, you climaxed just before you could black out. Lucas’ hand withdrew from your face in time to keep you awake. Your ears were ringing, you were seeing stars, and your pussy was convulsing around him.
With a groan of pleasure, Lucas rested his head on your shoulder as he came again.
There was a moment of silence that felt more like a high-pitched buzz as the sensation of release hummed through your bodies. Lucas slid out of you just as he slumped onto the mattress beside you. He couldn’t meet your eyes, so he covered his face with his hands instead.
All at once, you felt your senses return to you and you were aware of what was happening. Lucas had laid down and hid himself from you, and you had no clue why. Reaching out for him, you used what strength you had left to reveal the embarrassment on his face. “Are you okay?” You asked, nuzzling his jaw with your nose.
Lowering his hands, with your help, he gaped at you in disbelief. “I should be asking YOU that!” He exclaimed, flipping onto his side. He grabbed your head in his hands and peppered kisses all over your face. “I went overboard, I’m so sorry! I can’t believe I said those things to you!”
You started laughing at his burst of affection. “Lucas, it’s okay,” you laughed, finally catching his lips as they went to peck your cheek. Getting lost in the kiss, you relaxed only when you felt his body start to settle down. Eventually, you pulled away and wrapped your arms around his midsection, burying your face in his chest. “I didn’t realize you were into that…” You said with amusement.
“I don’t know where it came from! You must have brought that out of somewhere in the depths of me,” he joked, lightly scratching his nails up and down your back.
“...I liked it,” you admitted.
A cheesy grin came to his lips, but you were too busy being smothered by his sculpted chest to know it. “...I like you.” His voice was low and sincere.
You giggled and pressed teasing kisses along his collarbone, emphasizing each word. “I. Like. You. More.”
His embrace tightened around you. “I doubt that,” he cooed, pressing a single kiss to the top of your head. A thought occurred to him. “...Ten is going to wonder where you went in the morning, and then what will we tell him?”
“The truth,” you stated simply. “You know, that we’re together now.”
“It’s about time,” he joked, resting his chin against your head.
“Yeah,” you agreed, “it is.”
•••••
Just as things settled down in Lucas’ bedroom, things in the living room were settling as well. Having roused from the sounds coming from down the hall, Jongin, Taemin, Baekhyun and Taeyong were staring at various places around the room with wide eyes. Meanwhile, Mark was passed out, snoring on a futon in the corner of the room. Apparently, he could sleep through anything when he was that drunk.
When it seemed like the main attraction was over, Baekhyun grumbled, “Finally!” And Taemin mumbled something along the lines of, “I can sleep now.” Steady breathing filled the room again.
Everyone else had fallen back asleep, yet Taeyong’s eyes were on the ceiling. He couldn’t stop the thoughts racing through his head. He glanced at the hallway to see a light dimly shining from underneath Ten’s door. He had to be awake too.
If you could be brave, then Taeyong convinced himself he could be as well. He crawled out of his makeshift bed and tiptoed over to Ten’s room. He could do this…
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