#poly bpd culture is

[borderline-culture-is]

Poly BPD culture is only dating one person because you cannot handle two partners/favorite persons

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[bpd-culture-is]

BPD culture is being ambiamorous and open to poly relationships but the thought of your FP giving love and attention to anyone else makes you sick to your stomach so you tell them you're not poly because what if they start loving their other partners more?

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[narcissisticpdcultureis]

Npd + bpd culture is being in a poly relationship of people with bnpd

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[bl33ditout]

🩸[ she/they ☆ 22 ☆ biromantic asexual ☆ sagittarius ]🩸

hello i'm mimi and welcome to my blog! here i most frequently post and reblog about:

🩸nu metal and mall goth ☆ 90s and 2000s pop culture and nostalgia ☆ dark academia aesthetics ☆ low-poly video game nostalgia (mostly nintendo) ☆ glittercore and other old web ☆ old anime 🩸

CAUTION: please be warned that i sometimes vent post content which may be triggering; this includes mental illnesses such as depression, anxiety, bpd, as well as topics of suicide and self harm. i do not condone or encourage the behaviors or the actions, but i vent post about it as a way to cope with these issues i struggle with. i tag any of these so they can be filtered out under "tw [content here]"

my only DNI/DNF is that p0rn/nsfw blogs are not wanted here and unwanted advances will result in a block on sight. properly tagging these subjects goes a long way though

#fav - this is where all my top favorite posts go under. basically anything i find to be aesthetically pleasing to my senses

#glittercore - this is where i tag all the glittercore posts i make and reblog. under #mine is where you can find glitter edits specifically made by me

#blinkies - where any old web blinkies i like get tagged under

#nintendo - any nintendo-related stuff i reblog goes under this

#magical girl - sailor moon, cardcaptor sakura, madoka magika or any other magical girl anime/manga content go under this. because i love the genre so much

#reminder - where the more "positive" stuff goes, because we all need some soft gentle reminders every now and then

#💖 - listen... i like chester bennington, alright? also for other people i find to be pretty...

#writing - i am an aspiring creative writer, hopefully one day a novelist as well. these are where the writing tips i reblog go under

LINKS:

pinterest ☆ spotify ☆ spacehey

[gardeningfordreamers]

the good place (mostly queer) head cannons (v.2) i get bored half way through... might revise in the future but for now...

eleanor

female / bisexual+poly / she/her / bpd is a chronic nail biter, and keeps love letters from the few ex’s who ever wrote her one. her first girlfriend was when she was at ASU and they got matching lip tattoos. 

chidi

trans man / straight / he/him / autistic  creates those eco bricks after watching a documentary on pollution+waste, is v stealth about his transness. and only got diagnosed as autsitic in the rebooted timeline after simone recommended chidi to get an evaluation.

tahani

afab trans-neutral+unlabeled / bisexual / they/she / autistic  wears sweat pants when all alone but would never admit that, gets really bad seasonal allergies. (can you tell i didnt have any hcs for tahani)

jason

male / bisexual (pansexual) / he/him  watched lost as it came out and was deeply invested in shipping culture, also watched/rewatched all seasons of sytycd when in the real good place, one of the times him (as a child) and his mom were spending time together jason asked to try on his moms jewelry, and then never took off a necklace she gave him.

michael

unlabeled / gay / he/it loves the noise of crunchy leaves, and coffee cake. finds anatomy so interesting and takes multiple community college biology classes. loves keychains.

janet

unlabeled / straight / they/she/it fanny pack lover. believes in bubble gum chapstick supremacy, and has a huge keychain collection in their void. okay side rant i just love janet so much, to be able to see someone who is meant to be the perfect/ideal “object” understand she deserves just as much agency over her own body and labor is just so powerful, just like the very stark difference of her cardboard cut out traditional helper “woman” origins and their future self who takes control over her own expression and identity as a person outside of her traditional role.

shawn

male / gay+poly / he/him SOOO GAY. HE HAS THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON MICHALE, like such a big crush. he wants to deny it but after michale became the good place architect they started getting mexican food on earth afterwards the after life meetings, and they both started getting crushes, lmao. 

judge gen

female / bisexual+aro / she/they i kind of headcannon her as transfemme but also not much, but she is also so much fun, her and jason would be such good friends. she definitely is an owl lady and has like that one specific owl ice pack, like the rubbermaid pink one. 

derek 

male / straight / he/it derek has the biggest golden retriever energy. loves to play card games. and is extremely good at writing haikus for some reason. him and mindy are one of my favorite pairings in the series.

mindy st. claire

female / bisexual (pansexual)+poly / she/her

jeff/the doorman

male (questioning?) / ace+aro / he/they / autistic 

vicky the demon 

unlabeled / lesbian / she/it

simone 

female / bisexual / she/they

john 

male / gay / he/him

brent (after improvement system)

male / (closted) bisexual+poly / he/him 

trevor the demon

male / gay+poly / he/them/it

head cannons pairings

eleanor x tahani (not otp just more a silly reboot ship i wish we saw...)

michale x shawn (x trevor) (im really into trio polycules)

brent x john (after the improvement system)

(most cannon ships)

tagggs.... . .,. .

[justafictionalgirl]

intro post

hii

this is my kinnie blog <3

Doubles are okay except for my main kin

sourcemates please interact (any rekos or mishimas especially)

general stuff:

name(s): Millie, Nao, or just any other source names

pronouns: she/they/rose (+some other neos but rose is my favorite)

gender: genderqueer, demigirl, trasnfemme, AFAB, xenohoarder (kinda, my hoard is pretty small rn but i use every xenogender i come across that i like/relate to).

orientation/attraction: queer, bi, ace spectrum, preference for women, poly(maybe)

misc: IN(x)J, autistic, bpd, polykin

terms: feminine and neutral are ok. no masculine terms please!

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kins/irls:

Nao Egokoro (yttd) (main kin)

Dahlia Hawthorne (ace attorney).

Nene Kusanagi (proseka)

Blanche (chocolat no mahou)

holland lop rabbit

sylveon (pokemon)

kuromi (sanrio)

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links:

pronouns.page

hyperfixations (unfinished)

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DNI: transphobe (TERFS included), homophobe, ableist, racist, knows me IRL, "MAP's" or any other label for p*dophiles, any kind of nsfw blog (i am a minor!!), transmed, anti neopronoun, anti mogai, anti xenogender, proship/anti-anti, anti otherkin, cringe culture, believes in "narc abuse", anti (sfw) agere.

[beelsnack]

Hi! If you feel like it I'd love the answers to all the obey me mc questions!

=O I always feel like talking about Kieran!! 

Which of the Boys are they the most like? Probably Belphegor. They both act like brats but they really just want to be loved and cuddled.

Which of the Boys are they the least like? Asmodeus, which is why they get along so well. He’s the only one who can convince them to do some self care everyone once in a god damned while, and they’re the only one who can pull his head out of his own ass to see reason. Who does your MC date? [If multiple, what order do they start dating each one?] Obey Me, the Hot Poly Mess Simulator™. Mammon was first, because I’m a sucker for the friends to lovers trope. Beelzebub came next, but only after they had a big conversation about how monogamy was solely a human concept and they wouldn’t hurt anybody’s feelings if they had multiple lovers. The other brothers followed pretty much seamlessly, although Kieran and Belphegor had their own issues to work out. (Beel had to mediate.)

Yes, they’re dating all seven brothers because I don’t want to pick.

How does your MC Sleep? [On their side, on their back, with a partner, etc., in PJs, etc.] This is where my inner psychology nerd took over, I actually did research on what sleep positions say about personality. Kieran sleeps on their side with their arms outstretched. (’The Yearner’ sleeping position, if anyone’s interested. It’s kind of neat, actually!) They actively refuse to wear pants to bed, sleep shorts at the most. 

If you were to pick one song — and only one song — to describe your MC, what would it be and why? Na Na Na by MCR. It has such chaotic energy that fits Kieran to a T. Did they come from a religious family/culture? Do they practice a religion? Kieran is actually a practicing witch! They never did anything with demon summoning or ouija boards, but a lot of green witchcraft and divination. They had a side hustle up in the Human Realm doing Tarot and palm readings. They started when they were a teenager in their rebellious Goth phase just to piss off their Roman Catholic mother, but decided that they actually liked it and kept with it.  What do they think about the whole angel/demon stuff? They had considered themself agnostic up in the Human Realm. So suddenly having the fact that religion was at least a little bit true shoved in their face left a bad taste in their mouth. After the sting of being wrong faded, however, they actually found the history and mythology quite interesting. What’s your MC’s relationship with their family? Complicated. Their mother had BPD and an injury to her back that made her unable to work, and thus Kieran had always been in the role of the caregiver. Their father worked a lot to support the family, so that left Kieran to take care of their mother from a young age. Honestly, it wasn’t until they got sucked into the Devildom that they realized they had a shitty childhood. What are your MC’chances of survival if they got lost in the levels of Devildom that take you to the surface [aka the layers of Hell]? They’re small, but surprisingly scrappy. The lower level demons that went after them wouldn’t be too much trouble, but they would be very easy to lure off the path. I’m going to give them a 40% chance. Is your MC jealous/upset about not being able to use magic? Do they learn? They don’t have any flashy magical talent, but they have a base knowledge about how it should work, so they decide to teach themself. After setting fire to an empty classroom at RAD, however, they asked Solomon for some pointers. What was your MC’s first impression of the demon boys? After the initial terror wore off, they were vaguely annoyed by everything. These absolute nerds were the Seven Rulers of Hell? First impression of the Angels & Solomon? The Angels were...surprisingly normal. Luke reminded them of their little cousin, and Simeon was kind, if not secretly a Sass Master. Solomon was nice and fun to talk to, and they didn’t mind if he was a little shady. What is a skill your MC has that the Boys would be surprised by? Lock-picking. Do they own a secret place for their most prized possessions?  They bought a Halloween decoration from a craft store that was basically a hollowed out book. Anything they thought was important went in there and was hidden in their bookshelf. What’s the most important thing they own? Their Tarot. Do they eat the strange demon food? Unless it’s actively poisonous, they’ll try anything once. Although they’ll only eat Hell-sauce noodles if they need to clear out their sinuses. What’s their favourite part of being in Devildom? Going to RAD. The Exchange Program was basically just a really really late Hogwarts letter for them. What does your MC miss most about the human world? Sunshine. The Devildom is pretty in it’s own right, and they always did prefer nighttime, but sometimes they can actively feel their lack of vitamin D. Satan bought them a sunlamp. What does MC spend most of their time doing/with who? Gaming with Levi. He always begs them to play multiplayer with him because they’re one hell of a sniper. (Yes, he phrased it like that. Kieran couldn’t stop laughing for a solid five minutes.) How does MC wear the RAD uniform? [If they do.] They usually have a black undershirt on underneath it and wear it buttoned properly. They tried to do the tie thing for a while, but they kept fucking up the knots, so they just tied it around their neck like a scarf.

*wipes brow* Holy shit, that was a lot! But it was fun to write, so I hope it’s fun to read. ^^

[iphis24]

thoughts on Locke and Key (netflix)

spoilers, obvs. evaluation under the (highly idiosyncratic and unapologetically biased) headers of: audio description; queer content; romo stuff; women’s rep; some not-fully-articulated thoughts on representation of race, mental health, and neurodiversity; worldbuilding; and how scary it was.

CWs: suicide, death, violence, accessibility, faceblindness, race, cisnormativity, poly stuff, guns / shooters, sex / dating / high school culture, demonic possession, motherhood / family, ableism, crime, fiction, Coraline by Neil Gaiman, videogames, body horror, A Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket, fandom

audio description

this was the first time I watched a show using the audio description track the whole time, and I have to say that really improved my experience. 

as I keep telling my friends, “the nice voice tells me who the white people are”: it helped sort out the character recognition problems I have because of faceblindness

it also really helped me to catch body language/facial expression stuff that I would otherwise have missed: this show seems to have a lot of “glistening eyes” and “trembling chins”? I really never would have picked up on those on my own

it was a slightly odd experience because I was watching with both subtitles (which remained necessary because the actors don’t enunciate their lines in an even volume in the way the audio description reader did) and the audio description, and the scripts were almost mutually exclusive: the audio description would talk when there were no subtitles, and the subtitles would come in when there was no audio description. nevertheless, the combination really improved my experience of the show.

I was glad I could understand the audio description even without subtitles; the pacing, enunciation, and even volume really worked for me. the reader’s voice felt clear and catch-able.

the audio description also helped reduce the tension I felt because of suspense - it often came in a little earlier than the action was actually shown, which cut through some of the scarier moments for me. I appreciated this because I’m not really into the horrory parts of horror, but your mileage will almost certainly vary.

queer content

I was promised nothing and still disappointed. 

there’s an uncle who seems to have a partner named Brian or Bryan or something. the partner is mentioned maybe two or three times and never appears on screen. the uncle himself never explicitly talks about or references being non-straight. this is breadcrumb level rep.

there are a bunch of jokes about a “demon” villain character who shapeshifts into personae of different (binary) genders - other characters refer to this character as “he/she/it”, at one point even saying “I don’t know the pronoun for demon-nonbinary”. “they” is never considered as an option. nonbinary is never mentioned as an option for nonvillain characters or human characters. disappointing.

romo stuff

there was a nice moment when a character who is romantically interested in two other characters suggests they both date her at the same time. this doesn’t work out, but I did appreciate that

a male character is consistently good about a female character not wanting to date him. that feels markedly nonstandard even though I would like to believe it’s a bare minimum. in a show marked by the spectre of the Isolated White Gunman, I appreciated the presence of at least minimally mediated masculinity.

I honestly still have no idea what the age of these characters is. it felt kind of odd that there was so much dating and kissing and sex having going on, but shrugs.

women’s rep

two intimidating and beautiful women are (possessed by) demons. this disappointed me greatly, especially considering that one of the reasons I was originally hooked was I was hoping for some nice wlw subtext and an ao3 archive full of f/f.

kinsey was a fun character though. jackie had some good moments but it just took me a really long time to remember her name and what she did outside of those moments so that’s something. ellie and nina were certainly present too, but it felt like their job was mostly Being Moms and sometimes Struggling Inspiringly with The Past.

race

we see a Chinese man kill himself at the start of the show and like. he’s pretty much the only Asian character with a name who’s important to the plot and the main thing he does is kill himself.

other than that, a whole bunch of white people and a few black people. even ellie manages to live in a house which, other than her, is full of white people. it feels kind of weird that they seem to have used adoption to shy away from having the autistic boy be black, but maybe his birth parentage will be important later idk.

mental health and neurodiversity

the way the plot dealt with these felt weird and uncomfortable at times. a woman in a mental institution has her situation explained with magic. mental health days form the basis of a throwaway joke. an autistic boy’s mother uses his “meltdowns” as an excuse to do crime, while the boy himself is shown to be a sort of gentle giant friend to a much younger child.

BPD was also used to try to explain the shooter figure, which was kind of gross.

worldbuilding

I was originally really into about three things here: the “hidden objects game” aesthetic, the “Coraline” aesthetic, and the “hypersaturated fantasy world” aesthetic.

hidden objects game: I really loved how the title cards promised and then outlined how the keys played into stuff. that was great. love the aesthetic of the keys. love the weird sideways shit the keys do. the keys r just So Good. I want to hug them.

Coraline: there was less like,, Horror Of The Body than I expected based on the “keyholes in flesh stuff”, but plenty of Plucky Children. possibly more of a Coraline Laika movie feel than a Coraline Book feel, given the presence of Friends. an unexpected resonance I kept feeling was to the Baudelaire children from ASOUE, but like, the unfortunate movie version. these children r v white and not v specialised.

hypersaturated fantasy world: I wanted more of the surreal bullshit. loved the Dad Memories Candy Shop and the Kinsey Brainmall. show me more of this stuff. I want colour!! flying nonsense !! really smart and quirky design choices!!! please,,, 

how scary it was

I made it to the end but felt worried about the presence of shadows when I left my bed to get a drink. this show at least temporarily made me fear the dark.

on the bright side, it was mostly not very gory. the main fears presented seemed to be the figure of the lone (white male socially isolated Mentally Ill) gunman, and the violence that “normal” and “good” people might be forced to wreak in response. also, shapeshifting genderswitching beautiful demons.

overall thoughts

I want more gay, more gender, more grounding in the body, and more surreal hypersaturated interestingly designed worldbuilding. also, possibly more women, possibly of the non-evil variety. I haven’t decided yet whether I want this badly enough to fill the fandom gap on my own but it seems at least a little bit possible.

depending on the art style, I might try reading the comics. see how.

[borderline-culture-is]

Poly bpd culture is crying at night because even after a year, even after entering a new relationship, you cant stop thinking about your ex

- 💉🪡 (Can I claim this?)

you can claim the sign-off!!!!

[fullyrealisedlegend]

Let me tell you about my new characters!

I technically started developing this as a Voltron AU but it took on a life of its own and became so AU and OOC that I just went “fuck it” and made a whole new batch of characters. There’s vague similarities because of how it started, but I feel that Voltron is archetypal enough in its character design that it was unavoidable.

For context, it’s a kind of futuristic special ops/military setting.The futuristic comes from mild elements of cybernetics and genetic modification. I’ve also made all the main group queer and disabled and/or neuroatypical. Not to mention culturally diverse.

Because of the wide level of diversity, it should be obvious that I don’t have personal experience in everything I portray, so I’m going to be doing a huge amount of research and talking to people with first hand experience. I’ve also tended towards things that people I know personally experience, especially in the case of neuro diversity and queer-ness, but I acknowledge that no 2 experiences are the same.

With all that in mind, I’m really excited to be finally writing details and notes for this universe and I’ll post details for a few of the charas under the cut :) (Note: They don’t really have names yet)

Character 1: (Mikael?)

Laos/Chinese/Spanish

Intelligence/infiltration - (includes seduction)

Nb masc

Bisexual

Dating Character 2 (poly/open - surprisingly healthy)

Born: Hong Kong

ADHD & Depression

Hypersexual

Past drug addiction (cocaine)

Character 2:

Japanese/Native American (RESEARCH TRIBES)

Hand to hand

Cis male

Gay - demiro?

Relationship with C1

Born: Japan

PTSD - Anger management issues - BPD

Chronic pain

Martial artist

Favours blades and melee

High stamina - Resilient

Torture - sadistic

Protective - Borderline possessive?

Genetically modified - was used as somewhat unwilling test subject

Character 3:

Jewish Polish Australian

IT and long range (sniping)

Gender: ???

Sexuality: ??? asexual??

Maths genius - helps with calculating shots

Also stealth - small size helps

Born: Poland (immigrated to Aus when very young)

Autistic - often non-verbal (speaks AUSLAN)

‘Feral’

Cybernetics - experimented on at a young age by own mother

Character 4:

Tongan

Heavy weapons & explosives

Also on-site medic and engineering?

Cis woman

Sexuality: Lesbian

Anxiety & paranoia

Born: Tonga

Chemistry trained - general science nerd

Muscles!

Tank

Driver?

Macgyvers stuff

Character 5:

Muslim Malay/Canadian

Born: Canada

Team Leader - field officer/team sergeant

Trans Man

Pansexual/poly? - too busy!

Strategist

Oldest member

Prosthetic limb & PTSD & depression

Thinks fast

Brain always working

High alert all the time

Background:

Character 6:

Egyptian/Moroccan

Born: Egypt

Unit Commander - responsible for group, base command

Trans woman

Straight?

Insomnia & sight-impaired (one eye?)

Background:

Character 7:

Romani

Born: France/Italy?

Help to commander

Full medic for team - Medically trained trauma surgeon

Can be emotional/psychological support often as well

Prosthetic leg & arthritis

Background:

Character 8:

Russian/Estonian

Dispatch/support/information organisation

Born: Russia

Nerd & joker

Cis man

Pansexual

Social anxiety

Also bit of an IT nerd but more hardware? - argues IT with C3 a lot

[borderline-culture-is]

polyamorous bpd culture is call me what you like by lovejoy

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[borderline-culture-is]

THE CHRONICLES OF ⭐🌊🐾 FINALLY CONTINUE !!! AND WITH A GOOD ENDING TOO !!!!

BPD + POLY + OSDD CULTURE IS WE'RE IN A V-SHAPED POLYCULE W/ OUR FAV SYSTEM (we aren't dating) AND OUR PARTNER SYS WHO IS ALSO OUR FAV SYS ?!?!?!?!!?!? WE'RE SO HAPPY AAAAAAAGHH YAY YAY YAY

(i think i have officially coined the term FS to refer to fav system so if i use that acronym , just know !!!!!!)

WE WILL BE BACK SOON WITH MORE ADVENTURES but YAY YIPPEE !!!! i hope you are all so so well !!!!! BUT HELL ARC IS OVER LET'S GOOOOOOOO

—⭐🌊🐾

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[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is i got into a poly relationship amd both of them r my fps and now im constantly getting tr1ggered of jealousy but im not gonna hurt them i wont do it

-🦝 (my old acc was t worded, i used this emoji :3)

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[borderline-culture-is]

BPD culture is dating someone who is poly with two other relationships and trying your damndest not to be extremely jealous

(i have nothing wrong with my partner being poly ! i support them but sometimes its hard)

[also ! could i be 🐱🐾 anon if its not taken?]

Sure

[borderline-culture-is]

SIGH. POLY BPD + OSDD CULTURE IS HAVING YOUR TWO PARTNER SYSTEMS MOVE IN WITH EACH OTHER AND YOU'RE SO SO EXCITED FOR THEM , BUT YOU CAN'T HELP BUT BE JEALOUS BECAUSE THEY'RE GONNA GO SHOPPING AND GET TO KISS EACH OTHER AND HOLD HANDS AND DO NAIL PAINTING, AND AS A BPD HOLDER , RELATIONSHIP PROMISE KEEPER + PACT HOLDER ALTER YOU FEEL AS IF YOU'RE DOING SOMETHING WRONG BY NOT BEING ABLE TO BE THERE AND SHARE SUCH INTIMACY WITH THEM.

IT'S NOBODY'S FAULT , BUT I'M SAD. I MISS MY PARTNERS AND I WANT TO GO HOME TO THEM . LET ME GO HOME SOON . EVEN JUST TO VISIT . PLEASE .

I MISS THEM . HOW AM I/WE SUPPOSED TO FUNCTION WITHOUT THEM ?

— 🎙🌠🎀

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