#protector box

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[TEXT ID 1: “This alter is a moodbooster”]

[TEXT ID 2: “This alter is a trauma holder”]

[TEXT ID 3: “This alter is a protector”]

Basic alter roles again :)

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[palettepainter]

I'm still mixed on the posing off this doodle, originally it was going to be apart of a doodle dump with Raph and Camilla but eh, not 100% satisfied with it but didn't want to just delete it sooo...here ya go

[tomisartist]

Can you draw Surge Protector from Wreck it Ralph?

👮‍♂️SURGE PROTECTER👮‍♂️

I have 19 boxes waiting to be filled with characters😃

[weekdaysend]

It took me over a week, but I finally finished this line-up! These are key characters (+ the protagonist) that'll appear in the sci-fi magical girl story I'm writing.

[shinayashipper]

Oh my God Mortal x Immortal Puzzleshipping with Atem as the God that Yugi's family worship for thousands of years and for generations (built him a shrine and keeping him and all). But only selected generation will be able to /See/ Atem, talk to him, and have supernatural power / be his medium.

In the past, many followers and believers always come seeking Atem's Help / Blessings thru the Mutous. There are legends about Everything related to Atem in his glory ("see that mountain over there? It looks Splitted, because that's when The God Atem used his Lightning Sword to defend us from Demons!" Etc etc). Now in modern era the Shrine is more like a tourist attraction... The Mutous haven't gotten their Medium for generations, but they kept maintaining the Shrine and religiously gives Offerings to Atem- even if he didn't Answer to their calls anymore.

Yugi didn't really think he was Religious, but he does have Faith that Atem The God of Sky really exist- After all, it was all he's taught for since he can remember. Of course until one day he Accidentally (or maybe Someone planned it?) Opened a Sealed Box in the Altar when he was on cleaning duty- and Atem appeared to SCOLD HIM ABOUT IT 😂😂 (yes the first time they actually met and talked it was Atem with his booming voice: "Are you OUT of your mind!?" And Yugi "?????? Wh- WHA WHO!??")

The Box contained the Evil God Spirit Zorc and congrats Yugi! You just Released Evil into the world once again 😂 Now you need to Fix This, along with Atem! Unfortunately, your God here seems to be Losing Some of His Memories!! Whatever shall you do! 😂

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[Text: This system is protector heavy.]

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[systemboxesforparts]

[This [noun] is tired of their systems shit]

[system-community-corner]

support people with DID!!!! but not people with DID who think endos are real!!!

take that shit out of ur bio

Check your entitlement towards another person's blog.

I will always support people with my disorder, even if they support people who make a mockery of it. Do you know what DNI stands for, Anon? it stands for Do Not Interact. It's exceedingly simple.

I doubt you'd care enough about the reason as to why I have such a simple, easy to follow rule for my blogs. Yet I'll always be willing to repeat myself. Pro endos and the endogenic community heavily traumatized me and my system.

We were avidly groomed by multiple people who either identified or supported endos. We were told point blank our trauma would never be enough, that the abuse we went through as a child and young teenager wasn't actual abuse in any way and that we should be thankful to have it so good compared to others.

We were manipulated into believing that our trauma was point blank - not real. The symptoms we showed meant we were endogenic and that we deserved much worse treatment if we ever disagreed with that. We were manipulated into sending adults sexualized photos of ourselves to prove that we supported endos against those bigoted anti-endo sysmeds!!

We were threatened with being doxxed, among other things, if we talked about our experiences publicly. It sounds so stupid as an adult who Knows Better - but I need to be kind to our younger self. We just wanted to fit in, we craved approval, and we didn't care how we got it or from who just so long as we were liked and valued.

Got to the point where we eventually met our ex partner system, one that over time convinced us that alter death was a real thing and that they were able to system hop and kill our alters for stepping out of line.

Multiple people routinely used our trauma against us (after they couldn't claim it wasn't real anymore) to cause us to forcibly split new parts to mold into however they wanted. Oftentimes, they'd attempt to mold the alters into a new efuck buddy <3 our in our ex partner systems case yet another fictive to roleplay with and date <3<3

It took us far too long to recognize that as harmful and abusive behavior because it was heavily normalized in the spaces we were in. We are WELL aware that not every single pro endo or endogenic person is like that.

That said, I don't think its unreasonable for not wanting them to interact with the damage a certain subset of the community has caused me. Even still with how the majority of the community continuously harms people with severe disorders with the blatant misinformation they push - willingly.

[landoffreaksandfrogs]

whipped up some fancherubs and i know everything about their story and character arcs but by god am i not giving them names.

[whoelsewillihaveicecreamwith]

In hard times such as these you have to make difficult decisions, such as ordering the Sora amiibo.

[geometricalien]

Between Akashi & Furihata, if one of them died, who do you think is more likely to heal from the pain of loss sooner & moves on with his life?

When has Akashi Seijuurou gotten over anything in his fucking life? This rhetorical jest is an oversimplification of one of Akashi's character flaws which is his need for control. This is all to say, simply based on that, Furihata is the more emotionally intelligent of the two, the one more open and accepting to change. I think they both would require years to fully heal but I think Furihata would be the one to move on sooner.

I've tried to keep it short and direct above for those without brainrot but I AM going to go apeshit below the cut

Oh my god oh my god oh my GOD I'm so glad someone wants to hear me talk about THIS, THIS EXACT CONCEPT- ACCEPTING THE LOVE OF THEIR LIVES DEATH FASCINATES ME ENDLESSLY FUCK

Okay for reference there has been 2 fanfics involving this concept that I read when I first got into akafuri and they have HEAVILY influenced my perception of this question:

- The Truth About Reality; which is literally about Furihata not accepting Akashi's death and through mysticism goes to 4/5 different parallel realities to get him back. It's a favorite of mine and I read it once a year. It has themes of sacrifice and second chances which make it so crucial to the thematic elements of akafuri. Read it please

- Through the Air by Maiokoe; I love the first chapter, literally Kuroko Kagami Takao and Midorima come to Akashi while he is at work and inform him that Furihata's flight just crashed. It is so so so good. The way it plays out, Akashi's mounting fear, his resistance, the way his fear turns to anger then to despair- sometimes I cry when I reread it. And the last lines of the chapter---

What was a world without his lover? What was this life without his easy nature and smiles? What was this life without his affection? What was this world without Furihata Kouki? What did this world mean to him? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. What was Akashi Seijuuro without him? He didn’t want to find out.

Those lines have colored my opinion of what Akashi would be like if his husband died so fucking much that it really was eventual that I started my Greek fic where Akashi is Achilles and Furihata is Patroclus. So if you know the Iliad then you know how my fic will play out and exactly where I take a stance on Akashi’s terrible all consuming love.

To talk about the dissolution of happily in love akafuri by the cruel hands of death is to examine how their relationship evolved them and what being torn from their other half would do to them. To be haunted by their after image, to look at their favorite mug, to wear their favorite sweater- who would wear grief better. Who would welcome it, accept its presence. Who would repress it.

Please do not mistake what I'm saying to mean Furihata would move on quickly. Where Furihata is Akashi's light, Akashi is his gravity. He would be adrift and untethered without Akashi. The world would turn upside down. He would feel the expanse of their house, the emptiness of their bed. Furihata would be lost. It would take years to come down back to earth by himself.

Furihata would eventually move out of that house/apartment too full of memories, at the prodding of well meaning friends he would download dating apps, eventually he would go on dates and try his best to not compare them to his late husband because how could a man compare to a god. And then years and years down the line, when his heart only half aches when he sees a hair of red, when he only wears that old ratty sweater on the occasion bad day, he can look up into the sky and smile, thankful for the memories. I think he could even fall in love again, begin a new chapter.

A large chunk of Furihata is lost the day Akashi dies but he grows around the pain and walks on. Accepting the scars, accepting the love and pain, accepting it all.

As I said though, Furihata is Akashi's light. His metric on good and bad. The saving grace that redeemed him and inspired him to become worthy of such love.

Imagine if the sun was stolen from the sky and we were pitched into utter darkness. Until our eyes adjust and we can make out some shapes, you are surrounded in black black. Complete emptiness. Alone more than ever before and for a moment you think it will consume you. That is how Akashi feels for the first year until his eyes adjust to the darkness. He would continue in this shadow life indefinitely, watching everyone else patch themselves together and move on, while he.is.stuck. And he won't admit it and only those brave enough would say it to his face, but he is absolutely wallowing, sulking, in this darkness as self-punishment. that in some twisted sense, this is what he deserves. he digs his feet in, refusing to move. And if out of the corner of his eye a flicker of light dances, he would refuse to follow it. The dark is where he belongs.

He would bury himself in work. He would refuse to move out of their house. Refusing to touch any of the things that Kouki last left them, his toothbrush bone dry in the holder, the book he was reading on his bedside table.

And when his friends compare him to his father- he becomes furious, alight with indignation. He is not cold and cruel like his father had been. "No... you're empty."

It would take him so so long to accept that Furihata would want him to be happy even if its not with him. That he deserves to be happy. Only then would he take tiny half steps out of the cave he buried himself in, the cave that he would have made his grave.

As a side note, I mentioned Furihata falling in love with someone else afterwards... my personal interpretation is that Akashi could not. He would try if only just because he knows Furihata wants him to be happy and knew that Akashi is the most happy when he is in love- but The Akashi heart is a fearsome terrible all consuming thing.

Akashi Seijuurou, is a man who celebrated the anniversary of each milestone of their relationship. Akashi Seijuurou, is a man who is head over heels in love and worships the ground his beloved walks on. Akashi Seijuurou, is a man who calls their partner love- because they are the manifestation of their love. Akashi Seijuurou, is a man who would go to the far corners of the world to see if there was some way to still communicate with their partner if said partner was turned into a worm and would build a terrarium of utmost luxury for said partner and talk to the worm as if it was them, take the worm to see the sun meet the ocean, because they have to hope that their partner still has some consciousness. And if not, then he needs to do that for himself. To fool himself. And once that worm passes, he would be extra compassionate to earthworms because they remind him of them.

The Akashi heart is a blessing to the receiver for there is nothing stronger or purer. The Akashi heart is a curse to the creator if only because they have that one single heart and they are physically unable to take it back.

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[Text: This protector functions best under pressure.]

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[This protector has a knife]

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[carriecarriecatgirl]

his name is misha

[cows-have-secrets]

My love language is when someone makes my bed for me. Like yes babe, you've never looked sexier than you do rn, putting my box sheet on 😩

[queen-mabs-revenge]

d'you know that guy in one of douglas adams's books who's followed by rain everywhere and doesn't know it's bc he's actually a rain god and rain loves him so much it wants to just be with him all the time?

it me.

literally every place i've ever lived has had a flooding or leaking situation???

apartment in college dorms was below an apt that had a burst pipe and the only thing to be damaged was a bag of my clothes i left over the summer

1st apt in rome had major sink issues and leaked all underneath constantly

2nd rome apt: seminterrato so basement issues. bathroom flooded once during a heavy rainstorm.

3rd rome apt: rooftop apt - ceiling torn off in a massive thunderstorm onto the street below; major flood damage and basically everything was a write-off

4th rome apt: actually this one was only hit by lightning so...👍

1st home in ireland: front wall would go actually soggy every time it rained. like poke your finger through it soggy

2nd home in ireland: leak in the roof directly above my bedroom onto my fucking bed; then right before moving out a bunch of slate tiles got blown off the roof

3rd home/1st apt in ireland: giANT FUCKING HOLE IN MY CEILING AS WE SPEAK from leak that happened 3 yrs ago and reemerged this year

not even including my parents home growing up bc idk that was over 18 years and was on a glorified sandbar so ofc it flooded in the basement occasionally yanno?

idk maybe i'm paranoid