why i think about this song: this song makes me feel like i'm reuniting with people i haven't seen in a while. some of them are dead. this song kind of makes me want to send them postcards. i don't know where i'd mail them, so i haven't done that yet. i'm realizing that some of these entries are like. depressing and/or upsetting hope y'all don't mind that.
thinking about how i am frequently homesick for an era that didnt even exist. sometimes i see it in art or hear it in music and i think man i miss those times. but those times never existed and even if they did i wasnt even born yet. do you get it?
i always think i can stay up really late and study and it'll be all good but actually what happens is the clock strikes 9:45pm and i get so so tired and have to listen to sad music and go to bed
congratulations to me for actually getting some different music in here and not the same 5 albums from 2014-2016 on repeat... according to spotify i was also in the top 0.5% of listeners for the veils and top 100 for sunset rubdown lmao
i know literally nobody at wwwy saw mcr backstage either day but also mcr and mitski are playing the same day at corona capital . what if *gunshot* *gunshot* *gunshot*
not all albums can be half an hour of lovely violin instrumentals with one (1) pulaski at night in there for fun. but how wonderful to live in a world where that album exists
Why did u go ahead and choose the hardest one straight off the bat what the fuck
Not in any particular order
◇ seeing the stars in hawaii for the first time (i just... the sheer awe that filled me. Never have been able to recreate it. It was amazing)
♤ cant choose one but an amalgation of all the videos my sister and i have ever made together
♡ oliver cuddling with me in the back seat of the car (he rarely cuddled with us, but driving in the back seat was our time ❤️)
♧ riding the v pretty highway that i shall not dox on the motorcycle with my dad
○ changing my last name legally
It's impossible to choose only 5 moments to be my all time top moments but . These are really good contenders. I really struggled w the last one, but I decided to add changing my name bc it was a really important decision to me, and a really big step into me finally feeling like im my own person