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on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.
Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.
Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.
Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.
There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.
#svsss#luo binghe#svsss au#scum villain#scum villian self saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#disciple shen yuan#lbh. visibly exhausted and with twitchy eyes: im fine :) | everyone else: ho no the fuck you ARENT.#SQQ was hysterical not because he found out LBH was half-demon but bc he was having a long-awaited mental breakdown over his autonomy :)#or (limited) lack thereof. he was having a sudden onset crisis of mortality and was handling at quite literally the WORST time. oops#im thinking very hard that LBH would never push his disciple into the abyss especially with no system to force him to. so SQQ either#had to goad him into it (failing always) or throw himself in. he ended up doing it himself but not before some very impressive hysterics.#BUT ALSO. IF THIS HAD BEEN WHERE SQQ WAS THE HALF-HEAVENLY DEMON INSTEAD IT WOULD'VE BEEN SO GREAT.#and by great i mean horribly angsty bc SQQ is NOT doing too hot and has. in very SY-like fashion. convinced himself that LBH will kill him#when he finds out he's a demon. so when it comes out i have this mental image of him lunging at LBH and LBH flinches back. but SQQ wraps hi#hands around the blade of Zheng Yang and yanks it up so the tip of the blade is digging into his chest where is heart is. LBH can't yank th#sword away without risking slicing into SQQ's hands. SQQ's hair has fallen out of its tail/bun and is now messily spilling down his#back and its NO helping the kinda deranged look he has going on. he's visibly shaking and his eyes keep flittering away and back at LBH's#face. SQQ is looking at the messages from the system warning him that he has to go into the abyss or punishment will occur. he's like.#rambling though. talking about how shizun doesn't *like* unclean things and there is nothing more unclean than a demon. like he is#INSISTING. LBH can't?? get a fucking word in. actually. SY isn't listening that much either anyways. too overwhelmed with the system and#the amount of stress he's under and his crumbling mental state and the innate and primal desire to live even when he's standing in front of#his own executioner. it all ends with him sitting on the ground at the lip of the abyss with his hair falling in his face. he looks so#unkempt and fallen apart and so distinctly *non-Shen Qingqiu* that LBH feels physically ill over it. tears are streaming down SQQ's face#and despite everything he is smiling. its not a nice smile. its a very frayed falling apart at the seams about to crack smile.#he tells shizun not to worry about staining his blade with this disciple's filthy blood because this disciple will take care of it himself.#and then he falls into the abyss before luo binghe can so much as grab him. the only reason LBh doesn't literally jump in after him is bc#he was numb with shock and the abyss was already closed before he could feel his legs again :]
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Sam and Dean lacking personal space in every episode - 12/327
#spnedit#supernaturaledit#supernatural#spn#sam winchester#dean winchester#wincest#weirdcest#gencest#samdean#spn 1.12#1x12 faith#*#*sdtc#*spn#userkaz#samwinchesteredit#deanwinchesteredit#I love that dean pushes his hands away multiple times and then proceeds to lean even closer#dean you are so transparent
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conversations in game that make you see red





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Dry devil: So marry [Hans] off. Find him a wife that'll straighten him out in no time. He'll sire a few brats and he'll be as tame as a lamb. And happy!
Radzig: An interetesting idea, don't you think, Hanush? Maybe he really needs a firm woman's hand.
Hanush: Am I supposed to find him a bride on top of everything?
I hated this conversation so much when I heard it. How just beforehand Radzig has to remind Hanush that he's supposedly forgiven Hans for the mess he got into, but it's clear from how Hanush speaks that he hasn't, and that he still considers Hans a burden more than anything else.
The idea that they have to placate him through marriage, it's gut wrenching to hear how casually they discuss it without even considering speaking to Hans. It feels spiteful how Hanush wants to spring it on him. It makes me wonder how much time they've actually spent together since meeting out of Maleshov, if Hansuh can see at all how changed Hans is through his experiences, or if he simply deigns not to because it's easier for him to maintain power if Hans is irresponsible. From what it looks like at Raborsch, Hans spends a lot of the time alone, and not even in the vicinity of his uncle.
I presume it's just one of the ever shifting goalposts to allow Hanush power over both Hans and his estates for as long as possible- first he has to get married, for the war effort of course, and then he'll have to sire an heir to ensure the line of succession is maintained, then there will undoubtedly be more hurdles to overcome, especially if it's like real life where Hans has to wait another 9 years before gaining his inheritance. It feels tragic in a way, especially following the ride from Maleshov, when Hans displays some truly noble ideals regarding ruling, yet finding himself caged by the corruption of power.
#hans capon#kingdom come deliverance#kcd2#kcd2 spoilers#hanush of leipa#radzig kobyla#dry devil#personal hc is that somewhere down the line hanush is absolutely able to use hans' relationship with henry to threaten to send henry away#just as collateral so hans doesnt push his claim on his inheritence#since im just a sucker for the tragedy and them sticking to their roles despite the heartache it brings#just trying to take whatever joy they can seize with desperate hands#BUT im also just fully into any ending where theyre happy together aha
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How's that possible? Since when did you start eating spicy food? I told you I'd do it for real next time. ...Don't touch me, or—I'll kill you!
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#uservid#userspicy#userrain#userspring#pdribs#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#chen yi is really sitting there the whole time with only one thought in his mind and it is: i am gonna kiss this man. and then he does!!#okay but heres where i gotta get analytical about it bc ppl will say blah blah theyre so good at miscommunication and im sorry but NO#THEY ARE THE OPPOSITE. when ai di runs away at the end of ep10 after chen yi says he's figured it out and next time he'll do it for real-#chen yi does not seek ai di out Once after that nor does he try to force him into any admissions. HONESTLY HE DOESNT SINCE THE EP10 BAR#he LETS AI DI COME TO HIM EVERY. TIME. he lies a little to keep ai di from running but he doesnt ever actually force ai di to return to him#any time AFTER he CONFIRMS ai di has real feelings for him-which he does during the bar scene. there was no miscommunication there#it was only listening and observing. and chen yi doesnt push farther than offering gifts or that little lie because he wants ai di -#All of ai di. the truest parts of ai di.... he wants the REAL AI DI the one he knows and loves - to come to him of his own volition#in Whatever Form That May Be. because he loves him!! & in this case the form is in torture and accusations bc chen yi's lie has been caught#but chen yi is nothing less than DELIGHTED. bc AI DI STILL CAME. its further proof of ai di's feelings for him and chen yi loves it#& now it's chen yi's turn to show ai di all the ways in which he loves and belongs to him. its time to play his hand after waiting so long
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why won't you let me help you?
#hijack#frostcup#hiccup#jack frost#jackson overland#hiccup haddock#rotg#httyd#jackshiccup art#my art#this took me way longer than i thought oops#but i loved doing their hair the most..#anyway... them....#i don't know what kind of au this is but just KNOW i had otnwas on my mind while drawing it#as a matter of fact i need everyone here to get on that fic rn#i tried to turn up the Yearning™ on this one let me know if it worked#jack putting his hand on hiccup's chest to push him away but hiccup just holds his hand hahahaha....#also jack's red shirt.. well yes !
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Nandor babygirl you were so unhinged for this
gifs by the ever awesome @deliciousnecks
#im still not sure how to interpret the first gif#like my impressions was that nandor wanted to have his arm around guillermo without appearing obvious#but guillermo interpreted it the wrong way#but i also saw some ppl saying nandor was pushing guillermo away#but it could also be seen as unintentional with guillermo pushing against nandor’s hand#anyway this two scenes weren’t that long apart#nandor went from the first gif whatever it was#to the second where he sat next to guillermo and just draped himself all over him#like its the most natural thing in universe#wwdits#nandor the relentless#nandermo#wwdits spoilers#what we do in the shadows#guillermo de la cruz
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how am i supposed to live laugh love when the london special exists
#i just cannot recently#sleeping? marinette is claiming gabriel was a hero not a domestic terrorist#showering? adrien pushed bug noirs hand away#eating? cat noir and LB hugged for the last time ever in SAMG animation#working? adrien screamed for his dad while bug noir stood crying watching him over the security monitor#cleaning? tikki has known all along gabriel was monarch#I CANT ESCAPE THE BRAINROT PLEASE!!! SEND!!! HELP!!!!#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#ladynoir#ladybug#chat noir#mlb#miraculous fandom#adrien agreste#marichat#adrienette#ladrien#marinette#marinette dupain cheng#ml london#ml london special#ml spoilers#ml london spoilers
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Despair disease
#danganronpa#sdr2#nagito komaeda#hajime hinata#komahina#sayaka maizono#makoto naegi#oooooohhhhhh boy chapter 3. uh. daily life was great#the case itself. probably my least favourite of the game#despair disease. on one hand rip hinatas issues that he hears komaeda go 'I hate you go away' and can only respond with 'wha-FINE I will'#and not. ya know. realize the whole liar's disease going on#on the other hand hinata. the liar's disease. oh my god#at this point in the game I was more sympathetic to komaeda and focused less on hinata#but in retrospect now that Hinata is Best Boy Doing His Best Always Moving Forward#dang kinda insane how two-sided the sabatage of their relationship is#that yes komaeda's self deprication/actions pushes people away and makes them distrustful of him#but hinata is also all too willing to take anything even slightly doubtful of him at face value then turn away from it#the idea that hinata is filled with so much self doubt he is So Unwilling to hear anything negative Komaeda says about him#(bc Hinata still cares what Komaeda thinks about him! What everyone thinks about him!)#that he can't look past the obvious liar's disease and would rather leave komaeda altogether while still grappling with why he cares#about the other. these two are so similar their relationship implodes so badly over the game oh my god I think about them constnatly#uhhhh anyway second pic is my 'komaeda is maizono 2 To Me' agenda#apologies to all the naezo.no shippers i ship them too I just ship them in a way where they keep breaking up#wait a second that's just the canon komahina dynamic...... skldhfs#dr playthrough doodles#my art
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No thoughts, just Darry “I’m not a violent dog, I don’t know why I bite” Curtis
#all he wants is to protect the people he loves#he doesn’t understand why he’s only good at pushing them away#no matter how much he washes his hands they’ll always sting from the force of hitting his kid brother#dally thrives on violence u can’t take that away from him in favor of putting a quote next to him#the outsiders#the outsiders darry#darry curtis#the outsiders headcanons#the outsiders fanfiction
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One of the absolute best things about the bros is that they just. Play. They play around like the teens they are, playing ball, or video games, or anything else. They just play and have fun together, genuinely enjoying each other’s company. I dunno, I just appreciate how easy it is for them to mess around and be kids.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#it’s what makes Raph’s mindset at the beginning of the movie so tragic to me tbh#bc like on one hand he’s absolutely not WRONG that Leo (and Donnie and Mikey) need to take being heroes and a team more seriously#but on the other he shouldn’t have to sacrifice his own childhood for it y’know?#raph IS the one who has most consistently pushes them being heroes and#I can’t help but think the shredder incident only pushed him harder in that direction#but to a bit of a detriment#it’s honorable but self destructive in a way#the thing that gets me too is that contrary to popular belief raph DID have fun and a childhood pre shredder#sure sometimes he had to be the responsible one but pretty much all of them got stuck in that position now and again#raph still got to be a kid and then#idk it’s what makes the ending of the movie so poignant to me#bc it’s RAPH who suggests the game it’s RAPH who takes them away from a moment of responsibly and pushes them to do something FUN#and I adore this I really do#so much
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anthony, with fear and panic in his eyes: OH GOD OH NO WHERE IS MY WIFE SHE’S NOT BY MY SIDE

anthony, five seconds later: oh thank goodness. here she is.

kate: anthony, please get your hand off of my stomach


#bridgerton#anthony bridgerton#kate bridgerton#kanthony#*my memes#ep: tick tock#you can actually see her hand pushing his away in the scene which is hilarious#you can’t blame him! he knocked her up and wants everyone to know!
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Why do you always use that to piss me off? ...It makes me happy. We agreed that I'm in charge of the bars. But you come here all the time to watch me. How am I supposed to lead my people? Use your head, okay? Suit yourself. What's the matter? Chen Yi. Chen Yi! [...] Don't make me worry.
Chen Bowen as CHEN YI & Chiang Tien as AI DI KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userspicy#userrain#uservid#pdribs#userjjessi#*cajedit#*gif#your honor i would like to remind you and the jury that ai di is faking drunk at this time#at the most he is a little tipsy and Definitely pretending to be asleep.#now your honor please observe in the fifth gif ai di slinging his other arm around chen yi's neck. while ''''''asleep''''''#as well as the way it slides back down chen yi's shoulder and how he clearly puts it back to get a better grip#and next your honor i would like to direct your attention to the last gif. and the way ai di's fingers curl when zherui says#'love and admiration are different'. not only do they curl but they pinch. do you see?#as you can see from this evidence he is very aware of the conversation and desperately in need of chen yi's affection and attention#.............and its better than the goddamn darcy hand flex in my Personal Opinion. act your fucking heart out diandian.#and NOW observe the caption. by combining the conversation where chen yi drove off angrily with the one where he comes back for ai di#you can see that the Real reason he was upset was bc ai di was pushing him away#& he came back for him anyway. he just wants to be close to ai di all his actions & feelings are ai di-centered even when the topic is cdy
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#hear me out it’s all about the hand.#ian pushing mickeys hand away in the first one#cause he doesn’t want help#and in the second one he’s gripping to his wrist#as he doesn’t want mickey to let go#post#shameless us#shameless#gallavich#ian gallagher#mickey milkovich#ian x mickey#cameron monaghan#noel fisher
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#terrible photo quality good LORD#anyway#gonna draw this just give me three years#something something jack trying to keep ennis close and ennis pushing him away#but his hand is still over his heart#what#brokeback mountain#bbm#jack twist#ennis del mar#🌌ben yammers
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Messy comic about his Intrusive thoughts
#one piece#portgas d ace#monkey d luffy#moonel.mspaint#tw intrusive thoughts#cw intrusive thoughts#Ace isn’t really the best and stable person#so I do think he used to have intrusive thoughts and it was especially directed to Luffy because Luffy would always let his guard down when#with Ace because he trusts him like an older brother#but Ace on the other hand still struggles with his issues of being the son of the late pirate king#he thinks he doesn’t deserve someone as special as Luffy so it all gushes up into a bunch of intrusive thoughts that#want to get rid of Luffy and push him away#to try and test Luffy if he really does mean what he said when they swore to be brothers#because if it weren’t for Luffy and Sabo. Ace didn’t really have much to live for and keep himself stable because he was just a child during#those times#.#sorry if I rambled there#i have a lot of feelings about this messy comic
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It’s Dan!Darrel anxiously fidgeting with his hands, crying, breathing quickly and heavily during the end of throwing in the towel for me
#it’s like he’s trying so desperately to just clam himself down and it isn’t working#it feels like he’s so used to simply pretending he’s fine and pushing away the fear and holding off from spiraling#that he doesn’t know what to do when suddenly it’s like he’s being drowned in it#he’s worried and scared and worst of all he can’t hide it#it’s like the only thing that actually grounds him is when Soda grips his arm and sorta gently shakes him and makes him look him in the eyes#when he tells Darrel he needs him#the one thing that can truly get Darrel to stop spiraling is the reminder that his brothers still need and want and love him#and it’s when he finally brings his hand up and places it over Soda’s#that soda finally realizes his big brother is gonna be ok#but maybe im just reading too far into it#the outsiders musical#the outsiders broadway#dan berry#darrel curtis
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