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iguessitsjustme · 1 year
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Two Truths and A Lie - Work
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trashbaget · 2 years
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uravichii · 2 years
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omg scary good luck 😭😭😭 meron na aqq kadami ng hw 😥
omg nakita q nga 😭 goodluck beh kayang kaya mo yan 😼
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bearingwitness · 1 year
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Notebooks 1951-1959 by Albert Camus // The Knight of the Flowers (detail) by Georges Rochegrosse // The Way to Keep Going in Antarctica by Bernadette Mayer // Little Weirds by Jenny Slate // Nausea by Jean-Paul Sartre // The Fairy Glen by Steve Gill // The Carrying by Ada Limón // All the Gay Saints by Kayleb Rae Candrilli // Mirrors X by Nikki Giovanni // The Poet by Reynier Llanes // The Wanderings of Oisin by W.B Yeats // Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke // Letter to Gustave Flaubert X by George Sand // When I Grow Up I Want to Be a List of Further Possibilities by Chen Chen // Waterlilies by Claude Monet
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Fable Headcanons time!
Ari has like 5 books that she loved when she was little but cannot remember the names of.
If we were using real world logic, Rae's notebook would be covered in crossed-out words where he miswrote them, or half-crossed-out words with the true endings on top.
Someone tried to teach Oscar how to swim once. It didn't work too well. They figured out he'd make a pretty good anchor though!
Howl purrs louder than a kitten should be able to. He just somehow does.
Eeji can purr.
Centross probably got at least one bite scar before he died. At least he still knows where his came from, though! (poor Jerry)
Sometimes, if you sit by Momboo's memorial for long enough, the trees whistle a tune that sounds like one she used to hum for Easton and Jamie when they were little.
Arisanna can recall random melodies she knows she's heard before but doesn't know exactly from where. She assumes it's a record in Purgatory that the allays used to like.
Addie goes cat mode and will just lay in the most confusing positions but still be perfectly fine.
Fenris's tail wags whenever he sees Rae- likewise, Rae's tail wags whenever he seens Fenris, Aax, or Caspian
There has at least been one time where the entire polycule constellation has made a giant dog-pile (itty bitty puppy style) to go to sleep.
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I forgot to announce this on Tumblr but there is a new Fable SMP ambience track live now!
I’ve spoken with a bunch of the other cast and have a whole series of this now planned, but starting us off with the most recent: Rae’s study! :D
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Once again, a list of behind the scenes details I enjoyed:
Very gently you can hear the clinking of Rae dipping his quill in an ink pot on occasion
There are different sounds for writing vs sketching, with changes to the speed and pressure of the pen on paper
Likewise there are at least 2 different weights of paper when it comes to the page turning sound effect, meant to represent Rae turning the pages of his notebook vs turning the pages of the larger books he’s reading to take notes on
The cat noises are extra quiet/soft since they’re intended to be howl, but it could realistically be any of Rae’s cats lol-
Atlas appears and takes a nap at Rae’s feet at about the 7 minute mark
The sipping on coffee is literally just… me sipping on coffee lol-
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shiftythrifting · 28 days
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Someone got over their Rae Dunn phase
Yes, that fuzzy white spot is mold inside the globe
Carousel polar bear that I wanted but have absolutely nowhere to put
Pepsi branded napkin dispenser
Labeled soup mugs, in case you forget what you put in it? I guess?
One of these cursed ornaments from a particular shop I used to work at. I kind of wish I'd bought it just because I miss that place, but the whole "faceless head with limbs" this is too weird
Found at Goodwill in Brattleboro, VT
Bonus:
A nice faux leather disk bound notebook with a build in pen holder and a real leather wallet with a pin card that I *did* buy, and am very happy with!
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Bla bla bla- something about icarus being so steeped in willful ignorance that they reject responsibility at every turn.
Bla bla- and Rae searches desperately for the truth at every turn and takes on more responsibility then he is asked to.
(I'm not going to keep up the bit I have serious thoughts)
You can see the gaps in both of their charecters where it is so obvious that the other brother filled in for them previously-
Like they are(were) both solitary because they always had each other.
And Icarus didn't believe in the end because they didn't remember Rae.
And Rae doesn't know how to have fun and take a break because Icarus was the one who *was* better at that.
And Icarus only started taking notes because Rae said they should, but Rae used to steal *their* notebooks.
We know at some point towards their adulthood their relationship became better, and then they just forgot each other in the resets. They probably just turned around and the other was gone and they both wondered if they had been traveling with anyone. And what were they looking for again?
Idk there is something in Rae knowing he has to find his mom and sibling and Icarus not remembering they have a brother.
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arlo-rose · 7 months
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Rewatching end duo lore from the other day and me when Rae willingly gave Centross his notebook so he could check off one of the boxes. We’ve seen before how protective Rae is of his notebooks and how he rarely lets anyone else even hold them, so letting Centross fully write in it, even just a little was so neat….. me when end duo guys.
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tanith-rhea · 1 year
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ello!!!! may I request some sort of coffee shop au with Miranda and female reader? Either we work there and she's the customer who always brightens our day, or we just continue to run into (not necessarily literally, but also what is some spilled coffee if we get Miranda in exchange?) each other all the time? It's really up to you, I'm just asking for some cozy coffee romance :) <3 tysmmm!
Coffee, tea, or could I offer you me?
Working at a coffee shop wasn’t nearly as quaint and romantic as the books you’d read while growing up described. However, instead of accepting the dull reality and focusing on working to pay for college, you decided to make a difference, and be the cupid of the establishment. If you couldn’t live your coffee shop romance, you would help other people do so. That was before you witnessed the most beautiful girl you’d ever seen get stood up by her date.
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As the cupid of the Rainbow Roast Café, your life mission was to provide ordinary people with the ristretto-like love experience of their life. Or at least give clients a funny story to tell their grandchildren one day.
Your co-worker Maggy had even a bet going on that you would pair off at least one more duo or group of individuals until the end of the month, to which Dave — your other co-worker — betted against, saying you had already struck twice this month and it was virtually impossible for you to get another success in just ten days.
You didn’t see it as a competition though. It was the closest you thought you could get to experiencing a coffee shop romance. Patrons who flirted with you often acted like creeps and it was very rare for one of them to be a woman. So, you decided that giving other people the chance at a nice and soft meet cute and possible love story was your best shot.
At first, you thought it would be a horrible breach of boundaries to tell a client that you saw someone eyeing them from the other side of the café, so you kept your cool and inwardly itched watching people nurturing crushes and not telling the other person about it. Until the day of your breaking point.
There was this girl that always came at eight-twenty and ordered a white chocolate mocha. She had a favourite table by the windows to the side and near the back, and she sat there every day without fail to people-watch and write in a journal-like notebook. That was until a month in on your job, another person arrived at eight and ordered a simple iced and bee-lined to the very table.
When the girl got her order that morning, she was stuck for a bit, watching the intruder of her sacred spot. You thought she felt pestered at having to choose another seat, but over the next few days it kept happening, and the looks she shot at the brooding figure at her table started to appear more like pining than cursing.
You, being nosy and lacking several social filters, approached her on a slow day with the biggest double chocolate chip cookie you could find and tried to strike up a conversation. She turned out to be just as nice as you thought she was, and two days later you finally asked if she liked the mysterious customer at her former table. She timidly admitted to having a crush and asked you to keep quiet about it. The next day you wrote into their cup about the cute girl in a cardigan and how she thought they looked cool.
Lysa and Rae are still customers, but they sit at the same table for four months now.
The following ones were easier. You would write in a piece that customer x told you they liked customer y and see where things went. You always befriended the customer first and then offered to help, and when they said yes you felt over-the-roof-happy. You were always social, but you never thought you’d have such an enormous amount of friends, all of whom were dating while you were still painfully single. It was nice though.
Everything was going great that particular day at the café. Andre had paid a visit to get Mina her usual smoked latte before class and invited you to a movie night at the weekend in her dorm. You had bonded with Mina through your shared guilty pleasure of watching cheesy love triangle dramas when you were sad, and her taste in movies was as close to yours as that of a soul buddy. You wished you had attended uni with them, it would have been so much fun.
But, however good the day was, there was still time for that to change. An hour before the end of your shift, a stupefying figure entered the coffee shop. A woman, so tall she could reach the 8’3 door head if she raised her hand, walked in and settled at one of the front window seats. Judging by her slightly nervous aura, you assumed she was waiting for a date.
There wasn’t much movement that time in the afternoon. Most people were working and the few customers around already had their orders, so you decided to go ask the recent arrival if she wanted something while she waited.
Getting closer, you noticed her whitish-blond hair looked very soft, as did her milky skin and overall presence. If it wasn’t for her height, you could say she would look very plain or unremarkable. A white woman, with blond hair and average proportions. That was before you rounded a table and saw her closer from the front. She had a very remarkable face. It was a combination of gentle eyebrows, high cheekbones and a sharp jawline that somehow managed to not be threatening but disarmingly inviting.
“Excuse me,” you cleared your throat, hoping you didn’t sound as breathless as you felt, “Would you like to order?”
When she looked up from her phone, bright pools of arctic blue glued you to where you stood. If you walked, you were quite sure your legs would give out. She was nothing but exquisite, and suddenly you wished she was waiting for you, and that just this once you were the protagonist of the story.
“I’m sorry?” she prompted, and her voice, for everything that is good in the world, her voice sent chills through your skin even though it was an unusually hot autumn day.
“I just asked if you would like to order something.” You took out your notepad for something to look at other than the gorgeous stranger. “I can bring you something while you wait for…” it was quite shameless, but of course, you were fishing for information, “whatever you are waiting for,” you hoped she wouldn’t feel offended by your less-than-professional approach.
“I’m just waiting for a friend.” She gave you a small, timid smile, and gazed at the table, confirming she very much wasn’t waiting for a friend. “He won’t take long, so I’ll order when he arrives.”
You only nodded, instantaneously slaughtered of all hope and happiness at the kind dismissal. You returned to your place behind the counter and started cleaning already clean coffee machines and the spotless counter.
She was waiting for a he. Of course, that didn’t mean she was straight, and she was so beautiful you’d feel personally attacked if she was. Maggy noticed your state and tsked from the kitchen door.
“What is it? Someone didn’t want to chat?” you usually felt disappointed when some people gave you hints they wanted to be left alone. You wouldn’t annoy a customer for the life of you, but it did make you pout.
When she approached the counter to look at you, however, her eyebrow arched, and a smug smirk twisted her face.
“Ooh, am I seeing a rejected puppy?” her pretentious tone made your lips twitch. She was teasing you, but you wouldn't give her the satisfaction of making you laugh.
"Not rejected. You know I don't flirt with clients, it's creepy enough when they do it to me."
"Oh, so what would you call it then? Friendly banter?" you snorted ungracefully. It was true you were comfortable with teasing, flirting and sometimes even catcalling your friends. What could you say? You loved embarrassing and complimenting them, it was just the perfect means.
"Yes, friendly banter. Not everyone is smoking hot like you to be able to flirt and be taken seriously, you know," you arched an eyebrow and she threw a napkin at you.
"You're impossible!" she kissed you on the cheek before returning to the kitchen for more goods.
Half an hour had passed and the woman's date still hadn't arrived. You pondered going back there and offering something again, but you imagined she'd feel uncomfortable with you noticing she was possibly being stood up. Your bones hurt with the want to go strike up a conversation and distract her from the douchebag that was making her wait, but at the same time, your heart raced in panic at the thought of talking to her.
It was some time since you'd had a crush on a person. Even being a hopeless romantic, you didn't have many opportunities to find anyone attractive in your day-to-day life. You lived close to the campus, so taking the subway to work wasn't necessary. You spent your day at the coffee shop and it always felt like breaching an unspoken rule to fancy a client (even though you admitted some were very aesthetically pleasing), and all your friends were spoken for and their friends were usually on college so a few years younger and that didn't do it for you. So it was very curious to finally feel it again, and for a client to make matters worse.
"Ok, stop ogling her, you'll bore a hole on her neck like this" Maggy mused, bringing the rest of the pastries.
You let out a defeated breath. "You're right, I have work to do and no time for this kind of thing."
"Woah there, you seem to have thought a lot of things in the five minutes it took me to get back, huh?"
You did, and she might not have the knowledge of what went on in your head, but you knew she understood your conclusion. How did she come to know you so well was beyond you, but you guessed five months of friendship and almost uninterrupted proximity did that.
"You know it's not for me." You shrugged and noting she was about to object you excused yourself saying you'd get more excelsa beans.
When your shift was close to end, the woman was still there. She wasn't waiting anymore, you noticed. She was idly taking notes on a small pad and listening to music. She didn't look too affected by the guy not showing up. Maybe she suspected it would happen, or it wasn't the first time, you didn't know but her nonchalance about it made your chest tighten.
Before you could change your mind, you chose one of the biggest triple chocolate ganache palm-sized cookies from the display case and prepared an iced vanilla latte to go. You put the two in a paper tray and fake-power-walked to her, willing yourself to feel the smallest amount of confidence. You were the chatty one of the group, why was it so difficult to act normal with her too?
"Hey, hello..." great start, "Ahem, my shift is almost ending and since I couldn't help you earlier with your order I thought I would bring this to you." You smiled and were almost sure you did ok.
Until she looked up from her notepad with shimmery eyes, and your smile fell. She had not been so nonchalant then.
"Oh, I'm sorry, do I have to order to stay here?" she seemed confused while looking between you and the tray you placed in front of her.
"No! No, I just thought you'd like something sweet," you were nervous like you haven't been for a long time, "I don't know... you just seemed like the type..."
"That likes sweets?" her small voice made sent shivers through your arms, she sounded so fragile, looking at your offer with something akin to wonder.
"Yes. Sorry. When you work here for a while you pick up on these things. If you don't though, I can take it back-"
"No!" she interrupted you, briskly circling a hand to your pulse when you made it to take the tray away and looked at you with a bewildered expression. "Sorry! I do like sweets." She let you go as rapidly as she touched you, chest flaring red, she avoided your eyes and cleared her throat. "Thank you, it is very nice of you," with that, she smiled, almost beamed, and you could only nod and get the hell away from her as fast as you could.
While desperately changing into your own clothes, you jumped at the sound of Dave entering the locker room.
"Shit, sorry!" he exclaimed, looking at you from head to toe. He was a quieter friend, but very perceptive, "So Maggy wasn't joking," he smiled.
"Please, not you too."
He laughed, "I won't tease you for being human. Everyone has a crush from time to time."
"Shut up! I don't have a crush." You finished tying your shoe. "And even if I do, she's probably straight or has a boyfriend."
"So you thought about it."
"SHUT UP!" you couldn't help but laugh and as you closed the back door to the alley you heard him laughing too.
You didn't pay too much mind to your thoughts of the beautiful stranger in the following days. She would likely never go back to the shop and if she did it would take a while and your attraction would have died down.
When she came not three days after, you cursed and ran to the kitchen.
"What are you doing, we need you outside," Maggy furrowed her brow softly.
"Could you please go there for a few minutes? I can finish icing," you pleaded, already taking the bag from her hand; she gave you a strange look but said fine.
Not a moment after she entered the kitchen again with a pleased smile. "Y/n you insufferably adorable idiot, go back out there and serve your customer!" she pointed at the door, and you made a show of slumping your shoulders and pouting while you made your way out front.
The woman was at the counter, she had a light frown, as if a bit confused with something, and startled when you said, "Good morning, how may I serve you?" in your best impression of a customer-service-friendly tone.
"Oh! Hi," she beamed at you, "Nice seeing you again!" Fuck she was gorgeous, "I would like the drink you gave me the other time, I really liked it."
You didn't know if the swell of pride in your ribcage was for being such a kick-ass barista or because of the happiness on her face from your accurate assumption.
"Coming right up!" you started making her drink, pleased with yourself, "Will you want anything to eat, as well?"
"No, if I do my co-workers will want it too," she chuckled and you got a to-go cup. When you handed it to her, she looked puzzled. "How did you know...?"
"The time," you filled in when she didn't elaborate, "Lots of people come before work and the ones that stay are usually students."
She hummed, eyebrows going up with a soft smile, "What about elders?" she handed you payment, exact change with an extra A$2,00 coin. Hot and a good tipper? This woman has no shame.
"We have only one couple and they come a bit later in the day," you smiled, accepting the money.
"Well, thank you then," she awkwardly lifted the cup and gave you one last, sheepish smile, before leaving.
You were so very screwed.
She kept coming. Day after day, she came in at the same hour and asked for the same drink. You offered some variations a few times, but she always went back to the first you made her. You stopped pretending you weren't smug for getting it so right.
Today was raining softly, autumn was settling in finally and cold afternoons were now a guarantee rather than a wish. You heard the doorbell and looked up to see Mina skipping to the counter with a scarf-hidden smile. Her nose was rosy as well as her cheeks which turned her eyes into thin joyful lines.
"Hey, lover! I missed you this weekend." She fake-pouted and you began making her usual.
"Sorry, I worked Dave's shift on Saturday and forgot to let you know."
"It's fine, but only if you go to the next one. If you don't, I'll stop being your friend!" she joked, sitting on one of the stools to watch you make her drink.
"Ok, dear 8-year-old cousin," she laughed and you changed topics to what movies they watched and how you regretted losing Toni's shock-filled eyes at New Moon's 'hot vampire royalty' as Mina said he put it. For someone who said they hated Twilight, you were happy for their growth.
After some more gossip, Mina grabbed her coffee and fled to class with a kiss on your cheek.
It was past mid-afternoon; your shift was slowly nearing its end and you were grateful for bringing an umbrella. It would probably be still raining when you got out.
When she walked through the door half an hour later, though, you wished you had more time. Her hair was a bit damp, and she had a sports jacket on. Maybe she left work around that hour because it was close to the one, she came to the shop the first time.
Try not to be a stalker, you weirdo, you thought to yourself while she approached.
"Hello there," she had her usual easy smile on. So beautiful.
"Hey, what will it be?" you could almost act normal now, the result of prolonged exposure, you assumed.
"You know," she shrugged, leaning on the counter lazily.
You started preparing her drink with a small smile and Maggy shook her head at you, rolling her eyes dramatically before leaving for the kitchen. She had nothing to do in there anymore.
"Tough day at work?"
"Oh, the usual. Paperwork mostly, it's been a while since there's been any excitement." She shrugged, but soon fixed her posture and shook her head frowning. "Not that I want anything to happen. If paperwork is the price, it's fine by me."
Curious comment. You didn't know what she did, you realized you didn't even know her name. You fantasized about leaning over the counter and kissing her silly but could not say who she was. How could it be that through an entire week, you hadn't even caught her name; usually it took you one conversation and the next you would set her up with someone from the shop. Of course, you weren't inclined to do that with her particularly, because of reasons.... but it was rather odd.
"Sorry, I don't think I ever asked your name," you turned to place her order on the counter, not on a to-go cup this time.
"Oh my god, that's true! I only know yours from your tag, it never crossed my mind I didn't have mine on!"
So her work requires wearing tags... Fuck, I'm a creep.
"I'm Miranda." She extended her hand for you to shake, it was just as soft as it looked. You imagined what being caressed by it would feel like... or a massage... or other things.
Shaking your head, you leaned to kiss her hand, rather than shake it. Out of your control, really. You simply could not lose the opportunity.
She looked to the floor, biting her smile. You could not see the red in her chest this time, but her ears were blazing.
"I'll just-" she took the cup, looking at you and rapidly away again, "Thank you. I'll go sit now." You only nodded, amused and slightly euphoric but trying to keep it down, as you saw her go.
She sat on one of the front window tables, leaning on her elbow and pointedly looking at the rain.
Two days passed after that. It was almost the end of the month, and you didn't even find another potential couple to help. You were too busy daydreaming on the job to pay attention to the customers. Maggy would lose her bet, the poor baby.
It was the middle of your shift, so it took you by surprise when you saw the blond owner of your thoughts walking in.
“Hey!” Miranda approached the counter, her smile making quick work of warming your whole being. She was the best part of your day no matter what happened. You thought seeing her smile at you was worth more than winning the lottery. You could live without the money any day.
“Hello, there,” you smiled back, with your usual cheekiness. “Your usual, I presume?” You were almost beginning her latte when she interrupted you.
“No! No, today I’ll be having a cold brew and an espresso. Robin needs her caffeine.” At that, she pointed at a brunette walking slowly in. She looked waspish and you could easily believe she was one of those people who were very grumpy before their first cup of coffee. “I’m her partner,” she leant over the counter and whispered to you like it was an exciting secret. She looked so proud you felt nauseous.
So she had a partner; a week after being stood up. It was understandable, she was a smoke show, funny and adorable all at once. How could she not have a mile-long line of people waiting for a chance? It still disappointed you that you weren’t the choice.
“Do you want me to grind?” you asked, absentmindedly leaning down to search for the good beans. At the silence, you turned to see her. She was turning red very fast, then you realised what you said and almost dropped the bean’s package on the floor, “The beans! Do you want me to grind the beans? You know… so the shots are nice and fresh.” Jesus, good one.
“Yes…” she gazed at the floor for a second and shook her head before looking back at you. “Sorry, I was just distracted… by stuff…" she pressed her lips in a thin line and looked in any other direction than yours. “I’ll just- I’ll just sit there.”
And off she was.
“Could you be less of a flirt? Not everyone can pull girls like a magnet and it’s offensive,” your co-worker’s voice woke you from your trance. Maggy was coming with a tray of fresh cakes.
“Shut up… it was her.” You tried to recompose yourself, your week’s worth of daydreams turning sour as you saw her walk to the back table where her “partner” was. Miranda liked the front window, why did that woman seat in the only corner with no view of the street and the farthest possible from the door?
“Ooh, so you’re finally admitting it.” She began to arrange the sweets in flower-like patterns on the display case, still smiling to herself.
“You only listened to my screw-up. She has a girlfriend,” you didn’t mean to sound so snippy, but you felt angry tears forming in your eyes and couldn’t stop tapping your left foot faster and faster.
Maggy noticed it in your tense posture and tight face, and before you knew it she was shoving you into the kitchen and asking Dave to cover outside.
Incredible. Just magnificent. She had a girlfriend, because of course she did, and you foolishly invested time and hope planning to ask her out and imagining all the stupid little dates you wanted to take her to and all the stupid little things you would do to make her smile. Great.
“Hey, come here…” Mag’s voice was no more than a whisper, bringing you to her chest while you very pointedly didn’t cry.
Your chest was rising and falling erratically with your half-swallowed sobs and your face hurt from all the muscles you strained to keep from letting it all out.
Maggy knew you wouldn’t cry. You were too stubborn for that, too chagrined with yourself to allow release. After less than a minute, you pushed yourself out of her arms, face sullen and voice hoarse.
“They ordered a cold brew and an expresso. I feel suddenly sick, can I go home?” you didn’t feel sick, she knew it too, but she only said:
“Yeah… yeah, I’ll cover for you.”
You nodded, never meeting her eyes, perpetually looking at the ground as you walked to the staff changing rooms and then home.
While walking home that afternoon, you caught the rain. You’d seen the weather report, but you left in such a hurry that you forgot your umbrella and didn't feel like going back to get it.
You got actually sick. The next morning you woke up sweating, feeling every muscle in your body hurting. It was nine, so you were already late. You called your boss to tell him you had a fever and he said Mag had already told him you didn’t feel very well the day before. He gave you the weekend off and ended with a kind “get better soon”; he was a nice boss.
You spent said weekend in bed. When you felt less horrible you took a shower and changed the sheets, prepared some soup and ate on the sofa while watching the news.
Apparently, there was a gang targeting young girls from the university near the Rainbow. All the police could tell at the moment was that they were being abducted after hours when leaving the campus for a night out. What they did to them after was a mystery you felt like throwing up just thinking about. You texted Mina to know if the group was safe; they were, but also very scared.
“The police detective in charge of the case, Robin Griffin, couldn’t disclose any more information,” the anchor’s voice sounded while a picture of a sulking brunette appeared on your screen.
It was her: Miranda’s partner. A police detective of all things.
Of course, Miranda would date some mysterious, grumpy detective that fought for the innocent and had a secret soft side she never showed anyone except for Miranda. It was the perfect ray of sunshine/rainy cloud couple half of the young adult fantasies had.
You wondered what Miranda did for work. You shouldn't be thinking about her, but you couldn't help it. All you knew was that she used a tag, and that didn't reduce your options all that much. You had to get her out of your brain.
After finishing eating and taking another shower, you went to bed early to get some healthy twelve hours of sleep before returning to work. With any luck, Miranda wouldn't come so soon.
You weren't very lucky, as proven by the relationship status of the person you madly wanted.
Miranda came again the next morning, accompanied by her detective girlfriend, Robin Griffin.
"Morning!" she was cherry as all the other times she greeted you but now it caused you physical pain to see her smile and attribute her happiness to the sulking jackass at the back booth.
Maybe you were being too harsh if Miranda was dating the woman she had probably a reason but you chose to ignore it as an outlet for all your negative thoughts and feelings.
"Good morning, how may I serve you today?" you said in a practised monotone, customer smile on your face.
A little line formed between her eyebrows and your fingers itched to smooth it away.
"Hum, I'll accept a suggestion today." she observed herself drum her fingers on the counter, "And Robin wants a cold brew again."
You nodded, starting with a white chocolate mocha and ignoring the figure leaning her weight on the counter.
"You can grind-" you heard her start and stop for a few seconds, "the beans for Robin's, she never commented on coffee before but last time you made it she said it was really good."
"Last time I made it?" you cursed your curiosity, "Someone else made you two coffee?"
Technically, the only time you made coffee for them you only started the grinder and fled, so Maggy was the one to finish it.
"Yeah... we came on Saturday to straighten some things. I like the atmosphere here and Robin didn't mind coming again."
Straighten some things? Were they having fights? None of your business in any case but... were they? You only hummed in response.
You placed her drink on the counter and started the second. Noticing you wouldn't start talking again, Miranda cleared her throat and looked to the side. Why couldn't she look you in the face today? It was normal for her to blush and avert her eyes sometimes when you talked but she seemed incapable of keeping eye contact for five seconds today.
"I like your shirt," she commented, out of nowhere.
"It's my uniform? But thanks?" what in the seven hells?
You finished the second drink and thanked whoever listening for her silent departure. Her awkward nod still made your chest constrict though.
This time there was no Maggy to witness your suffering, instead, it was Dave who was bringing the new arrivals and decided to lean against the door and watch.
"Shut up," you breathed as soon as you saw his smirk.
"I didn't say anything."
"But you were thinking."
"Oh, come on, she was obviously flirting with you!" you hated that you agreed with him, it felt like flirting — hesitant and weird but flirting.
"Her girlfriend is sitting right there, she was not flirting with me just five meters away from her," if you said it out loud one more time maybe you could convince yourself.
"Well, or she's very clueless, or devilishly smart." He shrugged and started putting away some gourmet-looking packages underneath the counter.
Later that day you were still thinking of Miranda's strange behaviour. Dave wasn't one for gossip, but this time he opted to completely ignore that and conspire with Maggy about what were Miranda's intentions with you, quite loudly, just a few feet away. They were insufferable sometimes.
After a few hours of little giggles and middle school singsongs, you mistrusted the sudden silence. Dave, oddly enough, was cleaning the expresso machine serenely while Mag was nowhere to be seen.
"Where did Maggy go?" you asked, walking to the kitchen door and peering through the circle window. She was on her back having a phone call.
"Her boyfriend called, don't know what's about but she looked strange when she came in."
A few moments after, Maggy slowly opened the door and peeked from it, "Y/n, can I talk to you for a sec?" she asked, an uncertain tinge in her voice.
"Sure..." you followed her in.
Once inside, you heard her let out a long breath, "Ok, so I know I only covered for you days ago and that it sounds opportunistic as shit, but could you cover the end shift for me? Markus had an accident playing basketball and needs me to get him at the hospital" her tortured face was the cherry on top of your hellish day.
"Of course, I'll cover for you! What happened?"
"He fractured his ankle, that's why I need to get him; he probably won't be able to walk around the house very well too."
"You're fine, go get him. I don't have anything better to do anyway, bug." You kissed her cheek and rushed her into the staff rooms.
Closing wasn't so bad. Today was raining again but you had your umbrella and wouldn't forget it this time. After swiping the floor and checking the kitchen for stoves on and the like, you closed everything and went home.
Every day it got darker and darker around this time. You didn't notice before because you usually were at home, but now you wished you had charged your phone for some extra light. The rain was thick, and you couldn't even hear your steps. The umbrella didn't do much to shield your legs, which were drenched up to the knees.
After a few blocks, the streetlights got dimmer, the shops and public spaces being substituted by tall apartment buildings. You decided to hurry a bit and ignore the shiver on the back of your neck; soon you would reach home.
Well, not really. You felt before you saw the group of four people nearing you. When you thought of sprinting, one of them caught up to you and held you back with strong arms around your middle and one hand covering your mouth. You trashed, trying to free yourself, but they only shushed you sounding amused. The other three joined and they led you to one of the corridors between brick buildings. You couldn't see a thing, only feel rough fingers in your face and the prickly feeling of days-old facial hair on your ear as a hoarse voice breathed on your ear.
"Be a good girl and stay quiet. It'll be a lot less painful for you."
You felt overwhelmed by panic, gagging in bile and trembling like a baby dear. You didn't know where the strength came from, but you freed your face desperately and screamed your lungs out for help. You didn't know if anyone would listen with the rain, you could barely hear yourself, but it could have something to do with the buzzing on your ears muffling all sound around you.
You stepped on his feet, kicked him and bit his arm but he wouldn't budge. He managed to put his hand over your mouth again, but you bit it until you heard him scream and tasted iron in your mouth. However, that only made him hold you tighter, hurting your ribcage, and the rest of the group came to aid him.
What they did was each try to get you under control, which meant none had a full grip on you, and throwing yourself against one worked for you to start running for your life in the direction of the streetlights. You didn't know if your screams were intelligible of even if they were loud enough to be screams, you couldn't hear, had no frame of reference.
You thought you saw the lights of a car turning the corner, but you didn't have the time to see. The same guy who had you before was jumping at you, crashing you against the asphalt with his body weight. You felt your skin burn. Arms and face glued to the street with the impact. Your head was ringing, and you only saw spots of light and unfocused shouting and around you, a very loud noise was the last thing you heard before it was all black.
You woke up feeling warm. There were quiet noises of clicking porcelain and muffled conversation to your left.
The sterile smell was what hinted at where you were, opening your eyes to bright white ceilings and empty beds around you. You were the only one in the room apart from the three people around the door.
Miranda, her girlfriend and a nurse. Oddly enough, Miranda was dressed as a police officer. What she was doing there you had no idea, in fact, you didn't even know why you were there.
You tried to sit, and all three looked at you. The nurse came over quickly and fussed around you, helping you sit, and asking how you felt. You didn't feel too bad, but there were some friction burns on your elbows and forearms that you could do without. Mostly it was just your head buzzing faintly.
"She said you might have a concussion," Miranda joined in, timidly placing her hand over one of yours resting beside you in the bed. You turned it so she could hold it if she wanted. You felt a pang when she did.
"The detective asked if you would be willing to answer some questions. I told her you might not be feeling well enough right now, but if you do I can tell her so." The nurse didn't seem too pleased talking about 'the detective', which reminded you of the movie hospital staff and made you smile.
"I don't know how much use I'd be," your voice was croaky as you looked from the nurse to Miranda, "I don't really know why I'm here."
She understood the question you didn't make and asked the nurse if she could talk with you alone. She seemed only partially agreeable but left anyway.
"You were attacked last night near the university," she said immediately, even if trying to sound softer, and her hand tighten around yours. "Why were you even out at that time in the rain?"
"I don't know... I worked the end shift?" you remembered Maggy asking you to and remembered closing and going out in the rain. Not much more than that.
"You were so lucky we decided to patrol the area, Jesus Christ," she was talking faster than normal, and you furrowed your brows, "Do you have any idea how worried I was?"
"Why are you here? You aren't asking me any questions..." your head hurt too much to think at that moment. You just wanted some peace and not to have to stare at Miranda's face because your head and arms were enough things hurting.
"What? Because I care about you! Because I saw what those sick men were trying to do and I know how it'd end-" she choked in her hurried whisper. Was she about to cry? "You have no idea the terror I felt when I realized it was you the one on the floor. You weren't responding and all I could do was scream at Robin who somehow arrested three men on her own and still managed to call an ambulance."
Wow, there really was a reason Miranda dated her, then.
You felt exhausted all of a sudden. Emotionally and physically, you just needed some sleep and a hug and you leaned against Miranda for just that.
She took you in her arms, surprised but seemingly not against it. You sighed and swallowed the knot in your throat. It didn't help much. Why did you have to like her so much? Why was she so kind and caring even after knowing you for only two weeks? It was so unfair she was taken, the one person with whom you could envision making it work.
When you parted, Miranda still had her arms around you. She was searching for something on your face, staring earnestly into your eyes as if willing you to understand her. You could not for the life of you understand anything about that woman anymore. Here she was, holding you and comforting you after flirting with you at your place of work. Sending you all these mixed signals and expecting you not to fall for them.
She looked almost frustrated with your lack of understanding, then her eyes snapped to your lips for one second then looked back at you; brows furrowed and eyes pleading. Why did this have to be so complicated? You matched her look, gazing wantonly at her lips, just to torture yourself at not meeting them.
However, at your lack of action and obvious wish, Miranda made the decision and leaned in. You weren't expecting it, suddenly woke from your daydream to a very real pressure on your lips. She had strawberry lip balm on and tasted of tea. Hospital tea, the ones at the reception for people staying the night. She smelled of nothing other than her, no soap or sweat or anything, just her after a long night and possibly long morning of dealing with whatever resulted from the last night's occurrence. She felt like home, her arms around you bringing you close delicately, the pressing of her lips long and slow as if she was trying to convey this ineffable thing you couldn't understand when she looked at you. It was beautiful and sweet and so painful you had to stop.
"But what about Robin?" you whispered against her lips.
"What about Robin?"
"I'm so confused, aren't you dating Robin? Your detective 'partner'?" and as you said it, everything clicked together "Oh, no-" You hid your face in Miranda's chest, feeling silly for all the bitterness and jealousy you indulged for the last week, but also hating yourself for all the unnecessary heartache. "You and Robin are partners, as in you work together on cases, correct?"
"Yes... I thought that was rather obvious..." Her arms tightened around you and she made soothing circles between your shoulders. "I think we even discussed the case in the coffee shop. I thought you heard us."
"I might have misunderstood," your voice was muffled by your face pressed onto her uncomfortable, bumpy, vest. You heard her chuckle, and she took a step back, with her index under your chin prompting you to look at her. She had a mischievous grin and an arched brow.
"Did you think we were together?" you only nodded, "And were you jealous?" at that, her grin went from mischievous to an earnest, excited smile. She was too pure for this world.
You didn't respond, only looked to the side screwing your face up to avoid the relieved smile.
"No, c'mon, I want to hear it," her voice carried a note of amusement, but she only looked kind when tilting your face to look at her again.
"I might have..." she huffed a small laugh "No! Shut up! Listen-" you could not control your smile at her looking so delighted "It's your fault that you were so adorable that first day and accepted my coffee like it was the best thing ever! It was just coffee and a cookie, and you looked unreasonably happy! And after that you kept coming and coming more frequently to my god-blessed queer café and flirting and looking shy and beautiful, what did you expect me to feel? Are you kidding me? This was all your fault, you menace! So, of course, I was jealous when you appeared with a dark and mysterious stranger and sat in the most private corner possible to whisper to each other like teenagers thinking they’re being subtle!"
"Ok, I realize you are very passionate about this," she laughed softly, bringing you to a hug again. "But you forgot that you were flirting mercilessly with me and that I never asked you to stop." She had a point, but again there were people who liked being flirted with, even when they were in relationships. You didn't think Miranda was like that, though.
"I know, but I'm allowed to be a bit irrational about this..." your volume decreased as you finished the sentence.
"You're pouting," she whispered to match you, "Why?"
Taking a deep breath, you locked eyes with her. Here goes nothing. "Because you're my coffee shop romance," you said trying to sound confident. At her lack of response for more than five seconds, you backtracked, "That is if you'd like to be. I shouldn't have assumed, you-"
"Jesus, shut up-" she said and smashed your lips together.
The kiss wasn't too dextrous, both of you smiling too much and too eager for it to work properly, but it was the best thing in the world.
"Not Jesus, but I'll let it pass this time," you murmured against her lip when you slowed down. She was peppering chaste, slightly long kisses on your lips and face.
"Shut up," you heard her smile before feeling it in your skin.
"You'll have to make me," you breathed back.
Decided to put notes at the end. I posted this one here because of the ask, but I hope you liked it and that I lived up to your expectations! I had a lot of fun writing this one, so thank you so much and sorry for the long post 💛
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whosthere54 · 10 days
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Hiiii I have some food for you guys 🥞🥞🍓🍓
Also I have a old thing I wrote about Icarus so you can have that too, not really happy with it but I like the concept :)
(This was in my notes app)
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Basically, I read I know that I lost you [one or two forevers ago] by liminalAugustus and saw a quote and really thought about it.
“I have a brother again. His name is Rae.”
What if Icarus wrote a letter to themself to remember after he found out Rae was his brother?
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They stared at the cover of their notebook as if it had wronged them. They glared at the intricate purple and yellow design, at the pair of golden wings depicted in the center.
They opened it up again to reread over the letter they had written, starting to pace once again.
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[The letter looked like it was written hastily. There are also some spots of blood staining the pages, as well as some dried evidence of tears. The first time they said their name is what looks to be “glitched” with many different colors obscuring the ink only in that spot.]
To whoever find this,
My name is Ì̸̳͙̳̇c̸͇̽a̵̭̕r̴̙̒͛̚ù̷̖͘͝s̶̼͓̔͒ and I wrote this book to remind
me of things before, to see if I can remember again. If you are not me who finds this, please try to find me. I don’t know how much I’ll remember, but I may possibly go by the name “Sherbert”. You will be able to tell it’s me from the yellow and purple wings and jacket I wear.
To myself,
I don’t want to make this too long just in case pages glitch out like before.
Your name is I̸c̸a̷r̶u̶s̷ Morningstar, you are the child of Fable and Isla Morningstar.
You have a brother again. His name is Rae.
He loves science and research, his favorite flower is a blue orchid the same as yours. He is so selfless and kind and nothing like you but treats himself like you do all the same. You need to make sure he knows nothing bad that happened is his fault, it isn’t. You need to make sure he knows that he is loved, and that he can ask for help and doesn’t have to know everything. He will have his boyfriends, but he doesn’t always think of going to them first. Make sure he knows that he can, and should. Make sure he knows you care about him, and make sure he knows that you are so incredibly sorry for everything. You were a horrible brother, but you are trying to be a better one.
Athena is your cousin. They care too much about others and don’t worry enough about herself, make sure He’s aright. She will have Jamie and Rae, don’t push yourself too much into his life. Remember what happened last time.
You love them. Don’t let yourself hurt them again.
You are not alone, you have friends now.
Centross is your best friend, though we haven’t told him. (Don’t want to boost his ego too much now do we.) He is happy now, don’t ruin it for him and bring up things that should be left in the past.
Wolf is your friend.
Ocie and Momboo are your friends.
Jamie and Easton are your friends.
Caspian and Aax are your friends.
Seven is your friend.
Ven is… complicated, but he doesn’t deserve to be alone. Make sure he is okay.
I don’t know if Will will be there, and even if he is, he will go his own direction. Don’t forget him.
Remember Haley. You killed her, she didn’t deserve that. Don’t disrespect her death by letting her go forgotten.
Remember Chaos. You didn’t know them that well, and they didn’t trust you, but she does not deserve to be forgotten.
Remember what you have done before, you do not deserve the forgiveness that these people have given you. Don’t forget them. You love them, and I think they love you too.
If the portal fails… I can only hope you find this in the next reset.
You are not alone.
You are not alone.
You are not alone.
From yourself,
- Icarus Morningstar
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Icarus rips the pages out of the book and folds them up, sealing it with golden wax and a blue orchid. With shaking hands they pull out their flint and steel, and head outside their house. They look up to the sky and breathe for a moment.
They just let themselves feel. They feel the wind tousle their hair, the sun against their face. This may be the last time they feel this until the next reset. They turn back towards their house and look at it with a small smile.
They set a piece of the ground alight, just looking at the burning flame for a moment before throwing their letter in. They watch it burn and disappear, and put out the flame.
Hopefully it wouldn’t be needed, but even then…
It would be nice to remember they aren’t alone.
-=+=-
Yeah so there’s that. I had thoughts.
Anyways go read “I know that I lost you [one or two forevers ago]” by liminalAugustus it’s a longish one chapter hero AU fic and I enjoyed it a lot.
Remember to get some food and drink some water and take any meds you need to. You are loved <3
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willbee-1 · 2 months
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Welcome, Tumblr get lore theories ⟟ wrote in ⏃ notebook that ⟟ started around castle arc of Fable (so s2) the parts in parentheses are now me thoughts
-And what god was she (Isla) probably suppose to marry? Was it Fable (I sure did call this when we had no evidence behind it-)
-bc if he (Fable) found out Soul helped Orchid (Isla), gives reason to curse (I still stand by this theory, especially bc now we know that Fable did actually curse her and it makes sense-)
-leading theory for me is
-arranged marriage
-had first sibling (Icarus)
-meet Enderian/fall for her
-had Rae
-ran bc someone found out
(....when I tell you ⟟ got all this info just based on one Isla tiktok we got, the one with the caption the life of [crossed out in ink] Morningstar- theory brain really went and ⟟ was correct)
-..what if she (Isla) was forced to marry Fable
-but would make Sherb Rae's sibling
- would also give reason to curse her
-im thinking [crossed out in golden ink] with the they pronoun is just young c!Sherb (this statement was written before we knew broters were broters-)
-so many things could happen at finale (s2)
-we deal with Perix
-Fable comes through
-we open the Aether portal
(Man and guess what, they did all 3 of them :D)
-im worried about the bubble (we're at before the start of s3)
-the bubble might not have worked all the way
(And guess what, the bubble didn't work all the way it broke)
-Nether Fable or Enderian knew where she (Isla) went, you'd think Fable would also be looking for her (see and you know what- ⟟ was right- ive said it before thay there was no way in hell Fable just let Isla walk off like that- that had to have been too easy-)
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rae-unbeloved · 12 days
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I DONT KNOW WHAT IM DOING BUT HERE'S AN INTRO POST.
Call me Rae, I'm a minor. Very silly Scot that is in like 70 fandoms (but i can barely remember them and the special interest of hamilton takes up too much room.) I don't really care what pronouns people use for me but they/he are probably the ones i fw most, im genderfluid, omni and aceflux<3
I have notifications on and im very chronically online, but i have school (8am-4pm Gmt/Gbt or smth) so i cant constantly be online as much i wish i could-(/hj)
Also my words dont word most of the time so if i post smth that makes 0 snese dont mind me :3
I really like the American revolution, i've stayed up all night writing in my notebook abt the Revolution, I have a problem. I vibe with a lot of musicals but outside of that i like Animal Crossing, The Owl House, drawing, writing, shrikes, Heartstopper, Saiki K & Pjsk!!
Please interact, i will remember you forever (that is mostly serious) and i get scared of interacting first so like, yeah, please interact with me👍👍👍👍
I am literally alexander hamilton chat idk what you mean. Me and my wife also have a forbidden gay marrige and uh, im half scottish (most like ¾ but eh) annnd i like writing. Boom. Adios mi amigos<3
PS. DONT BE RAC|ST, SEXIST, TRANSPHOBIC, ETC. PLEASE AND THANK YOU.
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moonylantsovs · 6 months
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RULES | 1.13: WE ARE GROUNDERS (2)
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summary: the daughter of marcus kane gets sent down to the ground with ninety-nine other teenage criminals and a fake guard on her eighteenth birthday, deciding to take charge of the camp along with the two people she never thought she'd get along with after her previous experience with authority and the privileged
pairings: john murphy x fem!oc, bellamy blake x fem!oc ( slowburn )
taglist: @lotr-got
warnings: best friends to lovers, enemies to lovers, swearing, death, violence, cliffhanger
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War has always been something that Gabriella Kane thought humanity would not encounter for another four hundred years. To her dislike, war has started since the second the hundred had landed on Earth.
It started with the dropship landing on grounder territory instead of Mount Weather and the only way it would end would cause more than half of them to die. Gabriella had to do everything in her power to keep her people alive and that started with keeping Raven alive by helping Clarke stop the bleeding on her and Wells' gunshot wounds.
Raven screamed in pain and gripped Gabriella's hand tighter as Clarke pressed the hot knife against her wound.
"That should stop the external bleeding." Clarke said, looking up at Finn before moving to do the same thing to Wells before his wound got infected.
As Clarke pressed the knife to Wells' shoulder, he gripped the edge of the makeshift table tightly and clenched his jaw to prevent himself from letting out anything other than pained grunts.
"I don't understand. How did Murphy get a gun?" Finn asked as he watched Clarke put a bandage around Wells' shoulder.
Gabriella shifted uncomfortably and stared at her feet, feeling a sudden rush of guilt. She was a hundred percent sure that it was her fault that Murphy got a gun to shoot Raven and Wells with and tried to kill Bellamy.
"Long story." Bellamy immediately dismissed the subject, seeing how Gabriella's expression became stoic at the bare mention of Murphy's name.
"We got lucky." Raven croaked out, sighing and shutting her eyes. "If Murphy hit the fuel tank instead of us, we'd all be dead."
"Wait, there's rocket fuel down there?" Clarke asked and Gabriella instantly wondered how she did not think of it sooner. It was a dropship and it needed rocket fuel to function.
They should have thought about checking beneath the dropship for it weeks ago.
"Is there enough to build a bomb?" The engineer wondered out loud, directing her question at Raven who's eyes flickered knowingly.
"Enough to build a hundred bombs. If we had any gunpowder left."
Gabriella sighed in frustration and rested her forehead in the palm of the hand that was not holding Raven's. She let the harsh reality settle in; not only did Murphy try to kill Bellamy and shoot two of their people, but he also ruined all of their gunpowder by creating a whole in the dropship so he could escape and save his own ass.
"Let's get back to the reapers." Bellamy said, gripping Lincoln's notebook in his hand and putting it in front of Gabriella so she could get a better look at the reaper drawn.
"Maybe they'll help us. The enemy of my enemy is my friend, right?" He added, making Gabriella scoff.
"Does that look like someone willing to help a hundred teenagers who invaded their home?"
"She's right." Clarke agreed. "We saw them. Trust me, it's not an option."
"There's no time for this." Finn exclaimed impatiently and turned to Clarke. "Can she walk or not?"
"No." The Griffin shook her head. "We have to carry her."
"The hell you will. I'm good to go." Raven snapped, trying to get up but groaned in pain, only to have Gabriella push her to lay back down.
"Like hell you are." She glared down at her. "You have a hole in your leg, Rae. You aren't going anywhere."
Clarke leaned down, looking at the mechanic sternly. "Listen to me. That bullet is still inside you. If by some miracle, there's no internal bleeding, it might hold until we get somewhere safe. But you are not walking there. Is that clear?"
Raven swallowed thickly, trying to keep the tears from forming in her arms, and nodded weakly. Finn nodded to himself. "I'll get a stretcher."
Bellamy glared at the back of Finn's head when he turned around and called after him with a taunting tone. "Can't run away fast enough, huh? Real brave."
Finn swiftly turned around to come chest-to-chest with Bellamy, his glare stone cold. "Dying in a fight you can't win isn't brave, Bellamy, it's stupid."
The male leader scoffed, "Spoken like every coward who's ever run from a fight."
There was a challenging look in Bellamy's eyes and Gabriella could see he was just waiting for another one of Finn's retorts so he could start a fight where he could get his anger out. And as much as Gabriella wanted to see Bellamy beat Finn half to death, they did not have time for that.
"Enough." She scolded, stepping between the two glaring men. "The amount of toxic masculinity in this dropship is making it really hard for me to breathe so I would really appreciate it if you boys would take your cat fight somewhere else and give Clarke and me room to help make sure Raven and Wells don't bleed out until we get somewhere safe." She set her glare on Finn "That was the plan you and your princess set your sights on since you walked back into camp. So I would suggest you shut up and help us deal with this." Bellamy looked down at his co-leader and opened his mouth to retort only to have her turn her glare back on him. "If I were you I would keep my mouth shut too. You might have almost been hanged less than an hour ago but you aren't helping anyone by trying to pick a fight."
"She's right." Wells chimed in, "If you don't stop fighting without any reason we'll never get this over with. We have to get going, now."
"But what happens if they do follow us?" Gabriella asked. "It's a hundred and twenty mile walk to the ocean and there's eighty of us which means we won't go past unnoticed for long--"
"Look, we're wasting time." Finn cut her off, "If you and Bellamy want to stay, you can stay."
With his final words, Finn walked out of the dropship to get a stretcher, ignoring Clarke who called after him, "No, they can't."
Wells was quick to notice the tension between the three leaders and looked down at Raven's half-conscious body before muttering awkwardly, "I'll uh- see if Finn needs any help..."
Once the Jaha left the dropship, Clarke looked between her two co-leaders pleadingly. "I can't do this without the two of you. None of us can."
"What do you want us to say, Clarke?" Bellamy sighed, furrowing his eyebrows in frustration.
"I want you to say that you're with us." Clarke said, looking at her best friend who still had not uttered a word and had her gaze locked on her dirty boots.
"Those kids out there, they listen to you." Clarke added, making Gabriella finally connect her gaze with her. "They listen to both of you."
Gabriella scoffed bitterly, "They're getting ready to go. They listen to you more."
"I gave them an easy choice. But five minutes ago, they were willing to fight and die for you." Clarke pointed out, keeping her gaze on both Gabriella and Bellamy before she added, "You inspire them. I'm afraid we're gonna need that again before this day is through."
And with those final words, Clarke exited the dropship and left the two remaining leaders standing in silence. After a few moments, Bellamy let out a sigh and nudged Gabriella's elbow with his own. "You doing okay, Bambi?"
"No. What happened is my fault and I can't get it out of my head." She admitted, feeling a strange feeling of relief after finally letting her actual feelings off her chest.
Bellamy's face flashed with realization and sympathy at her words and he turned around to face her "Hey, what Murphy did wasn't your fault."
"Yes, it is. If I hadn't begged you to let him stay he would not have killed all those people, Raven would be able to actually walk, we would have gunpowder so we could actually fight back and you wouldn't have almost died." Her voice slightly raised at the end of her rant and she was painfully aware of the tears that were slowly filling her eyes.
"You aren't responsible for the mistakes he makes." Bellamy told her firmly, resisting the sudden urge to comfort the girl in front of him by whipping her tears away and pulling her into his embrace. So instead of that, he opted to comfort her with his words. "If it's anyone's fault it's mine. I should have listened to you. I should have kept the camp in order better and not let them run around like rabid dogs."
Gabriella stared at him with tears in her eyes and with no warning, wrapped her arms around his neck to pull him into a hug. Bellamy stumbled backwards slightly from shock but wrapped one of his arms around her waist and used the other one to caress her hair while he listened to her soft sobs. He felt her hot tears hit the bare skin of his neck which only made him hold her tighter. In the middle of a war, these two broken leaders found comfort in each other's arms, trying to forget that everything around them was imploding and only focused on the few moments of peace they had for now. And that was all they needed.
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Gabriella and Bellamy stood by the lit campfire in the middle of the camp, watching as the delinquents made their way outside, with Clarke and Wells walking right behind them.
Leaving the delinquents' camp made Gabriella feel bittersweet. It was a place filled with terrible loss in so many different ways but also a place where she was finally able to feel like her old self again...a place where she had almost full control of everything that was happening. A safe haven.
She knew Bellamy had the same thoughts once she saw him gazing into the fire thoughtfully. Hesitantly, she reached up to squeeze his shoulder. "We did good here, Freckles."
Bellamy's shoulders slumped and his face flashed with something similar to defeat. "Eighteen dead."
"Eighty-two alive." Gabriella corrected with a ghost of a smile on her face. "We did good."
The oldest Blake connected his eyes with hers and stared at her face before nodding, speaking the words he knew both of them needed to hear right now "Yeah . . . we did."
He bent down and picked up a bucket of water, spilling it on the fire, and making it dissolve into a small cloud of smoke.
Gabriella and Bellamy made their way to the gates of the camp, where Clarke was waiting for them without Wells this time. The Griffin looked between her two co-leaders and asked, "You two ready to go?"
"It's not like we have a choice, do we?" Gabriella's words were more bitter than intended but she was being honest. A part of her knew that staying in the camp would only end in slaughter. But the other part knew that if they were going to go down, it would not be without a fight.
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"You know the first thing I'm gonna do when we get to the beach?" Miller spoke up after a few minutes of the delinquents walking in silence.
"No. What?" Jasper deadpanned with fake curiosity, fixing the gun in his grip from behind the three leaders.
Miller smiled that boyish grin of his. "I want to go surfing."
"Quite." Jasper hissed, "Keep your eyes open."
"No more damn trees, just pale, blue water." Miller continued, ignoring Jasper's words completely.
"Shut up, Miller." Gabriella snapped, giving him a warning glare over her shoulder. She was not going to deny that he had a point but his constant talking was giving her a headache.
Out of the blue, Octavia halted in her steps and held her hand up in front of Gabriella so she'd stop too. Once everyone saw the two girls stop, they did too.
"What is it?" Gabriella asked, eying the younger Blake curiously.
Jasper shrugged, holding his gun up high. "I don't see any-"
His words were cut off by a sharp object being thrown at a kid's head, making him drop dead on the forest floor. Panicked gasps could be heard from all around the group and Gabriella did not waste a second before lifting up her gun, getting ready for whatever was coming.
"Grounders!"
Gabriella, Bellamy, and Clarke started yelling at everyone to get back to camp, to the safety of the walls they built when they landed.
All gunners were on the wall, looking through their riffles and waiting for any sight of grounders. Gabriella swapped her small gun with Philip's rifle and rushed over to stand by Bellamy's side so she could get a better look at what was outside. She liked the rifle in her hands to her eye and looked through it, but saw nothing outside of the camp.
Clarke swiftly made her way by their side, looking around the woods with a scared expression on her face.
"Where are they? Why aren't they attacking?" Bellamy asked, obviously not seeing anything either.
"Because we're doing exactly what they wanted us to do." Clarke realized.
Bellamy narrowed his eyes, slight annoyance in them. "What are you talking about?"
Clarke ignored him and turned around to look at Wells, who was already looking up at her, equally confused by her words as the rest of them.
"Lincoln said the scouts would be the first to arrive." She said.
"If it's just scouts, we can fight our way out. That's what Lincoln would do." Octavia's words made Bellamy's body stiffen and he was quick to retort.
"We're done doing what that grounder would do." He hopped down from his place on the wall. "We tried it and now Drew is dead. You want to be next?"
"That grounder saved our lives. I agree with Octavia. For all we know, there's one scout out there." Finn exclaimed, making Gabriella roll her eyes and walk over to them.
"You really want to take that risk, Spacewalker?" Gabriella glared. "You're free to walk out and get yourself killed but it's your funeral."
"That scout has insanely good aim." Jasper called over his shoulder.
"Clarke, we can still do this." Octavia pleaded, looking up at the Griffin girl.
"Looking at you, girls." Bellamy sighed, looking between his fellow leaders, his pleading look matching his sister's almost perfectly. "What's it gonna be? Run and get picked off out in the open, or stand and fight back?"
Gabriella allowed a faint smirk to trace her lips as she shrugged, "Well you both know what I think. That means it's two against one either way." She looked at Clarke. "But you still get your vote, Princess."
After a moment of debating, Clarke got down from the wall only to have Finn grab her forearm. "Clarke. If we're still here when Tristan gets here--"
"Lincoln said 'scouts'. More than one." Clarke cut him off. "He said 'get home before the scouts arrive'. Finn, they're already here." She turned back around to give Gabriella and Bellamy a defeated look and sighed. "Looks like you've got your fight."
Bellamy smirked slightly and turned towards the delinquents who were awaiting their orders. "Okay, then. This is what we've been preparing for. Kill them before they kill us. Gunners, to your posts. Use the tunnels to get in and out."
"From now on, the gates stay closed!" Gabriella added, "And don't waste any unnecessary bullets!"
The delinquents scattered around to do what they needed to do and both Bellamy and Gabriella noticed Octavia was following them.
"Whoa, whoa, whoa." Bellamy exclaimed, blocking her path. "You're not gunner."
"No, I'm not. It's like you said...I'm a grounder." Octavia said confidently, brushing past them, barely giving Gabriella a chance to register the fact that she had a sword in her hand.
"When did you get a sword?!" The blonde called after her, but Octavia was already inside the foxhole. Gabriella's shoulders slumped down and confusion was written all over her face, while she asked, "Why is she carrying a sword?"
Bellamy let out a frustrated sigh and answered, "You don't wanna know."
-
"We got twenty-five rifles with twenty rounds each, give or take. Roughly five hundred rounds of ammo. While you two were gone we made some improvements. Thanks to Raven, the gully is mined."
Raven scoffed at Bellamy's words from her place on the dropship seat. "Partially mined. Thanks to Murphy."
"Still, it's the main route in." Bellamy said, ignoring the mechanic's pessimism. "If the grounders use it, we'll know. She and Wells also built grenades."
Clarke frowned at the sight of only two of them. "It's not many."
"Again, thank you, Murphy." Gabriella muttered bitterly, her sadness and disappointment for the boy being replaced by anger in the few hours she had to process what he did.
"We'll make them count." Bellamy reassured her. "If the grounders make it through the front gate, guns and grenades should force them back."
"And then?" Wells could not help but ask, raising his eyebrows.
His question was followed by a pregnant silence before Raven was the one to speak up, "Then we close the door and pray."
"And pray what?" Clarke asked, "That the ship keeps them out? Because it won't."
"Then let's not let them through the gate." Bellamy said with determination.
"Or we can just all go inside, close the doors, and beg for them to think we're not home. That sounds a hell of a lot easier." Gabriella spoke, a mix of sarcasm and venom dripping from her voice.
Bellamy huffed in amusement, still not understanding how the girl next to him could find the ability to joke around in the middle of war. He lifted the walkie in his hand and commanded "All foxholes, listen up. Keep your eyes and ears open. Inflict casualties, as many as possible. You can hold them off long enough to make them turn back. That's the plan."
"That's always your plan, just like the bomb at the bridge."
Gabriella turned to glare at Finn. "Do you ever stop talking? Unless you've got a better idea, keep your mouth shut and let the adults handle the situation."
"It can't be that simple." Clarke whispered, drawing attention to herself. She ignored the questioning looks and looked at Gabriella and Raven. "You said there's fuel in those rockets, right? Enough to build a hundred bombs."
"I also said we've got no gunpowder left." Raven reminded her, not understanding what she meant.
"I don't want to build a bomb." Clarke shook her head. "I want to blast off."
Gabriella and Raven grinned in understanding, the latter being the one to speak up, "Draw them in close. Fire the rockets. A ring of fire."
"Barbecued grounders." Bellamy nodded. "I like it."
"I'm in as long as it keeps us alive." Wells shrugged. "Besides, if anyone can do that it's Raven and Ella."
"Will it work?" Finn asked, looking down at his ex-girlfriend.
"The wiring is a mess down there, but yeah. You give me enough time, we'll cook them real good." Raven confirmed but Bellamy quickly chimed in.
"Yeah, Gabi isn't staying in. Clarke and Finn will help you here and Gabi and Wells will come with me. We need as many gunners as we can get."
"You think you will be fine with me leaving for a bit?" Gabriella asked, side-eying the ponytail-wearing mechanic.
"I'll be fine."
-
Gabriella stood in between Wells and Bellamy, her rifle tight in her grasp and her vision locked on the gates while Bellamy was desperately trying to catch sight of his little sister in the crowd of delinquents.
"Where's Octavia?" He finally asked Miller after not being able to find her.
"She left five minutes ago. Didn't say where to. She thinks she's a damn samurai."
Gabriella gaped at Miller. "And you let her leave?"
"She had a sword." Miller deadpanned. "What was I supposed to do? Threaten I'd call her brother and his girlfriend and tell on her?"
"You see anything?" Bellamy asked Wells, ignoring Gabriella and Miller's silent argument.
"No." Wells huffed impatiently. "What are they even waiting for?"
"The longer they wait, the better. This is about buying time with Raven."
"I see them. They're moving! I count two, three-- no, wait, there more. I don't know man. There's too many of them."
There was a loud gunshot echoing through the forest and Gabriella felt herself panicking. "Who fired the shot?"
"Probably Sterling." Philip told her.
Miller quickly added. "South foxhole."
Gabriella snatched the walkie from Bellamy's hands. "South foxhole, report now."
There were two more gunshots before Starling spoke."Yeah, yeah. We're okay. They didn't attack, it's like shooting at ghosts."
"There." Philip exclaimed just as Starling stopped talking. "I see them!"
Both Philip and Miller started shooting at the barely visible shadows of grounders in the trees, while Gabriella, Bellamy, and Wells yelled for them to stop.
"Hold your fire!" Bellamy finally snapped loudly. Once the two gunners did what he said, he said again, "Reload. Now."
"Those were our last clips." Miller said, almost sheepishly.
"We should-- we should fall back."
Gabriella instantly shook her head. "No way. If this position falls, they'd have straight access to the gates. Use the mines if they get closer, Bellamy, Wells, and I will cover for you."
"What if they don't work?" Philip asked, looking straight at Gabriella.
"They will."
"Ella, Jasper, we need you in the dropship right now."
Bellamy rolled his eyes at the sound of Clarke's voice and took the walkie from Gabriella's hands. "Negative. We can't give up the west woods and we barely have any ammo here so Gabi has to stay."
"The west woods are mined, Bellamy. The grounders just figured that out. Jasper, get in here."
"I swear to god, if we die it's because she can't get his priorities straight I'm gonna kill her." Gabriella scoffed and Bellamy made a small noise of agreement while Wells just rolled his eyes.
"All gunners listen up. The grounders are not attacking. They're making us waste bullets. Don't shoot when they're running laterally."
"That's my boy." Gabriella muttered proudly, realizing how true Jasper's words were.
"Jasper's right." Bellamy spoke into the walkie again, "Don't fire until you're sure it's an attack. Repeat, do not fire until you are sure."
"Let me use this for a second." Gabriella said, pulling the walkie out of Bellamy's hands and putting it to her mouth. "Are the mines working?"
"Yeah." Jasper spoke through the walkie-talkie. "Why? Is everything okay?"
Gabriella's mind flashed to the east foxhole, remembering they were out of ammo and one of the weakly guarded foxholes. She took a deep breath before turning to Bellamy. "I'm going to take the walkie and head to the east foxhole with Wells. If anyone needs backup it's them."
"I'll go with you."
The youngest Kane shook her head at his words. "No, you stay here and make sure everything here is going well. We will be fine. Wells will cover for me."
"I will?" Wells' eyebrows shoot up in surprise. Seeing Gabriella's almost threatening raised eyebrow, Wells pursed his lips and nodded. "Right...it's not like I have a choice."
"Just..." Bellamy sighed, looking down at Gabriella with a glint of worry in his brown eyes "be safe."
"Safe is my middle name." Gabriella grinned confidently, giving her male co-leader a two-finger salute before grabbing Wells' forearm and dragging him away.
-
"Stand your ground, if they take the gate, we're all dead."
Gabriella and Wells share a worried look before they quicken their pace back towards the now-empty west foxhole.
"They've broken through! There are hundreds of them! They're heading for the gate! Game over, man!"
"Yeah, no kidding." Gabriella muttered when a bunch of grounders with swords came barging toward her and Wells. Both of them raised their riffles and started shooting at them, trying to kill as many as they could.
Gabriella was surprised when one of the two last grounders pushed her onto the floor and raised his sword above his head. He was barely able to slice her shoulder when two loud shots rang through the air and the grounder dropped on the floor, along with the swords in his hand.
Wells stood above him, panting and staring down at Gabriella in concern. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah. I'm fine." Gabriella nodded, accepting his extended hand and getting to her feet before putting his chest lightly. "Thanks, Princey."
"See, I can be a badass." Wells said, a ghost of a smirk appearing on his face that made Gabriella snort and shake her head.
"You just ruined it."
Wells rolled his eyes and checked his gun. "I'm out of ammo."
Gabriella frowned. "Get to the dropship." She ordered, getting ready to head out and find Bellamy.
Wells shook his head stubbornly. "No, I'm not leaving you."
Gabriella eyed him momentarily before sighing. "You really are a pain in the ass, huh?"
"Well, you called me worse." Wells chuckled slightly, mirroring the blonde's small smile.
Gabriella was cut off by saying something when even more grounders started attacking and Miler yelled. "There are too many! Everybody to the dropship, now!"
"No!" Clarke yelled desperately from her place at the dropship door. "We need more time. Gunners, stay at your posts. The rest of you get inside. You too, Wells."
Clarke did not expect Wells to shake his head and say, "No, I'm going to help Ella look for Bellamy."
"Where is he?" Clarke asked, making Gabriella run her hand through her head in frustration. "Obviously not here. He has to be somewhere outside with Octavia, we'll go look for him."
Clarke did not even get a chance to try and keep them there because there was a loud bang heard in the sky, followed by a big blinding light, falling down.
"Is that from The Ark?" A girl named Fox asked and Clarke stared at the sky in disbelief.
"That is The Ark."
"We don't have time to talk about this now." Gabriella said, grabbing a hold of Wells' forearm. "We have to go now."
-
"Bellamy, where the hell are you?" Gabriella asked into the walkie-talkie as she and Wells got deeper and deeper into the forest and away from the dropship. The pain in her shoulder was getting worse but there was no turning back now, they needed to find Bellamy and he wasn't answering on the walkie.
"I don't know where I am." Frustration was clear in Bellamy's voice when he finally spoke up and Gabriella saw Wells pinch the bridge of his nose in frustration out of the corner of her eye.
"What do you mean you don't know where you are?" Gabriella hissed. "Wells and I are looking for you outside of the gate and you need to get to camp now."
"Why did you get out to look for me? Are you out of your damn mind?" Bellamy half-yelled on the other side of the walkie.
"Can you two stop flirting and get back to the dropship?" Clarke's voice cut off their argument.
Gabriella rolled her eyes and said, "We'll be there in a minute."
When Gabriella turned around to say something to Wells, she did not expect to see him unconscious on the floor. Suddenly, there was a sharp pain similar to the one on her shoulder and Gabriella felt her vision go black.
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So I got a notebook on someone’s suggestion to keep my thoughts and questions I have in for further research (putting further research in the book as well) and I just realized I’ve become Rae Morningstar
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Update to the FSMP secondary school AU ideas:
-Centross does wrestling and plays rugby for the school and is really good at both
-Athena has successfully pressured Rae into joining the Gardening Club that Strawberri runs and is spending a lot of time with Jamie now
-Caspian invites Rae to his house to do their homework together almost weekly and it’s becoming more regular now.
-Rae felt really awkward and out of place at Caspian’s house at first, but is starting to feel more comfortable and Caspian’s mum is really nice to him
-Icarus is doing work experience at a local apothecary and taking chemistry and doing an online ornithology course
-Caspian is asking Rae to proofread his stories because he wants to impress him and he trusts him not to judge
-Strawberri and Icarus have crushes on each other but are too nervous to do anything about it yet
-Rae has started doodling in his notebooks but most end up relating to Caspian in some way (hmm, I wonder why?)
-Caspian is trying to understand the science stuff Rae rambles about but he’s mostly content to just listen
I’ll keep updating and if anyone has any other ideas, feel free to add them!
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