#rhs vent posts

[beyondthetemples-ooc]

...So, uhh. I used to think ''they were in so much pain they passed out'' was an exaggeration. I read about it happening in fantasy books as a kid, but I've never heard of Real People actually passing out from pain!

But now I think that could be a very real thing, actually. Because I just got a cramp so bad it triggered my vasovagal reflex, I got really nauseous and light-headed and I had to lay back to keep from passing out.

(It's not even the type of cramp you'd expect with my "still having a uterus" thing. It was... like a charlie horse, but lower? Wrapped around the leg. I think the term is transverse. Rather than running up and down my leg, it was like someone put a rubber band around my leg, and the tension/cramping went on a diagonal from the middle of my calf down to the inside of my ankle, my entire foot froze up, and it was like a band of pure agonizing pain and tension was wrapped around the top of my ankle/lower calf.)

Though the pain radiated all the way down to my toes and up through my hips. o_o This was........ a really bad one actually.

I've been eating bananas and tomatoes, taking magnesium, and going on walks. Why am I getting pains so bad it makes my brain go "oh shit we gotta blow the leg arteries wide open"??? I thought only heat and IUD replacements trigger that in me. But I Guess Not!

It stopped cramping, but it's burning like I ran ten miles and my ankle feels like I jumped off the playground set and landed on it wrong. This is gonna be one of those ones where it's sore for three days, isn't it...

[theweekndfan28]

Entry 279

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[roronoa-roro]

Date nights !!

Pairing: kita x reader, osamu x reader, atsumu x reader

Coming up next: kenma x reader, kageyama x reader, recommendations if any

disclaimer: reader is gender neutral.

ᴋɪᴛᴀ ꜱʜɪɴꜱᴜᴋᴇ :

Date nights with kita shinsuke are pretty chill. Usually you both are exhausted from the week and just decide to relax with each other. Oil massages, aromatherapy, and a nice, long soak in the warm water with your favourite bath bomb. Your legs intertwine with his as you bond skin to skin. Post bath, Kita princess-carries you — oh, he's a strong man — to the desk, where lay your elaborate set of skincare utilities. Kita absolutely adores the way you slap the mask on his face, rambling about all the damage the long hours under the sun does to his skin. He loves the way your eyes twinkle, reflecting the twenty or so candles he lit around the dark room since you love aesthetics so much.

His lips set into a smirk as you apply moisturizer to his torso and always get distracted by his strong muscles. He loves the part where you hand him the moisturizer and let him massage it into your skin even more. The best part of the date though, is when it's all over and you both are on the bed, your head on his chest and his arms around you. And you just bask in the presence of each other. It is nice, Kita thinks to himself. It is so, so, so nice he could do this forever. The love and adoration overcome him as he kisses your forehead and slips into the best slumber he's had that week.

❝ ʏᴏᴜ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍʏ ᴘᴇᴀᴄᴇ, Qᴜɪᴛᴇ ʟɪᴛᴇʀᴀʟʟʏ. ❞

ᴍɪʏᴀ ᴏꜱᴀᴍᴜ :

Osamu loves date nights. It's his time to experiment with his favourite recipes and have a taster at the ready. He always has cutesy little onigiris and soft mochis with pink eyes and tongues ready for date nights. And you are also expected to cook something for him. You could be a Michelin star chef, or a hazard to the kitchen, or anything in between, best believe that man is getting you into the kitchen with him. The night is filled with bickering and laughter, as you both discuss ingredient proportions and the best flavours. It always ends up with silly accidents and one of you covered in flour.

Once the cuisine is ready, it's served on the previously prepared candle lit table for two on the balcony. The balcony itself is decorated elaborately with a little something from both, you and Osamu. Over dinner, sometimes you both pretend to be aristocrats, smelling and tasting the wine, using forks and knives. Other times, you both gossip, brutally tearing on anything and everything you can debate on. And most of the times, it's just staring cheesily into each other's eyes and smiling like dorks, cuz wtf, you both are so in love with each other. It's bliss, drinking in each other's features in the romantic setting and carving the memory deep into your heart.

❝ ɪꜰ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ꜰᴏᴏᴅ, ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ꜰᴏʀᴇᴠᴇʀ ❞

ᴍɪʏᴀ ᴀᴛꜱᴜᴍᴜ :

Date nights with Atsumu are crazy. Atsumu is a very spontaneous man, and he knows how to have fun. One thing you absolutely learned from dating atsumu is that dressing comfy was the go-to with him. He could be asking you out for a movie and then halfway change his mind and take you to the amusement park, just because it looked so pretty from afar. Sometimes when you are tired, he would settle for board games, and if you're not in the mood, then a vent session for you both. And the vent sessions are so awesome. Because, however unhinged the vent could be, the responsibility of the other person is to hype the vent. So, a typical vent session would go—

"I couldn't believe that prof's audacity! I literally turned in the paper at the last second— like rh timestamp was literally there and he had the fucking audacity to say I submitted it late. That bitch!"

"YEAH!! That bitch!!! How dare he do that to youuu!!! :((("

"I KNOW RIGHT??? I hope his house burns down!"

"That's right, we're gonna burn his house down!!!"

"Yeah, but save his dog. It's a cutie."

"YAYYY, SAVE DA DAWG AND BURN DA BITCH!!!!"

Eventually, one of you would break into giggles, and soon enough, both of you would be clutching your stomachs, laughing at how absurd it all was. By the time you made it to bed, you'd be so worn out that sleep would come instantly, comforted by the sound of each other's gentle breathing. No matter how you drifted off, he would end up spooning you, his fingers softly entwined with yours.

[av-royale]

ATTENTION! there is a special quest and badge in the dorm bathing quarters! the Break In! badge is earned by working together with 4-5 other players!

in order to start the quest, jump in the dryer furthest from the basket racing minigame. just move around until you make it down a long chute.

it will load you into a new area titled In The Vents, and the quest begins!!! [note: the quest will not show up in your journal, nor does it give any diamond/exp rewards.] [you may find additional chests in the vents, granting you diamonds/exp/a useable flashlight!]

1. assemble a team of 4-5 people at the entrance!!! (too many people can lead to loading issues, as only x amount of people can load into a server at once!)

2. follow the path!!! many rh youtubers have already posted videos on where to go in the vents!!! [just search ‘break in royale high’.] if you’re having trouble multitasking, set someone in the group as your guide! [IF YOURE HAVING TROUBLE SEEING, go into the settings, disable shadows, and turn the Royale Day filter on! it should make seeing things easier!]

3. MINI PARKOUR! (Simple) after youve gone through the first hidden wall and gotten the chest, there will be a second invisible wall to your left!!! it’s critical that you Do Not Go Through It until you’re ready. once youve reached this area, turn on sprint. then, go one at a time through the passageway Without Stopping.

underneath will be trapdoors that will send you back to the start, but if you sprint over them, you will make it across before they drop you. you will pass over 3 of them and end in a room with another chest. use this room as a loading area to wait for the rest of your team!

[NOTE: if one of your teammates falls, you can send someone back across the same way you got in, and back to the start to lead them back. you can do this however many times you need.]

4. TAKE THE PLUNGE! after everyone in your group has made it to the loading area, friend each other to ensure you land in the same server.

when all of you are ready, jump down the 3rd/closest vent tunnel. it will drop you in a front office server in a vent. as soon as everyone is there, crowd in the vent exit at the end of the hallway.

[NOTE: you will need everyone on your team to be there (4-5 people) for the vent exit to open!]

this should drop you in the headmistress’s office, and grant you the Break In! badge!!!

[distortionswife]

!! Hi hello !!

I'm Arwen, I'm 19 and I make art, memes and random ass posts. I use they/them, please respect that and don't use feminine type nicknames with me!

I'm working on a commission sheets for if others are interested!

I have a lot of interests, so just ask! Atm it's a hyperfixation of the Magnus archives! I make art and memes of it, so you're welcome to follow!

Keep in mind, I am autistic ( AuDHD ) and might not always understand your tone. I often use tonetags, they're provided in the ( read more ) bit below !!

Please use them if you can, they are very helpful. Thank you!

Links to my Paypal and Kofi for the future, a better commission sheet is a w.i.p!

Paypal.com/LilGodOfNight is my PayPal <3

Tone indicator list

/aff — affectionate

I’m thinking of you. /aff

/c — copypasta

crazy I was crazy once they locked me in a room a rubber room a rubber room with rats rats make me crazy /c

/cb — clickbait

You’ll never believe what’s inside this $20M home! /cb

/f — fake

Look at this real-life unicorn. /f

/gen or /g — genuine

You’re such a nice person. /gen

/genq — genuine question

Does this help clarify? /genq

/hj — half joking ( you're like, half serious, half not )

I mean, I’m usually right. /hj

/hyp — hyperbole

I have 10,000 things to do today. /hyp

/ij — inside joke

There’s just something about those beach fries. /ij

/j — joking

Elias bouchard never did anything wrong/j

/lyr — lyrics

Vintage tee, brand new phone. High heels on cobblestones. /lyr

/lh — light-hearted

I think you misspelled mosey. /lh

/lit — literal

The rat we saw was the size of a small dog. /lit

/lu — little upset

Our top client won’t be renewing. /lu

/met — metaphorical

His fingers were icicles after shoveling for so long! /met

/nav — not a vent ( more so an update or a statement, )

Work has been so busy. /nav

/nbh — nobody here (none of your followers)

I’m really feeling down because of someone. /nbh

/neg — negative connotation

Oh my gosh. I’m going to cry. /neg

/neu — neutral connotation

The dog needs to go outside. /neu

/nf — not forced

Do you want to hang out today? /nf

/nm — not mad

Did you leave the iron on this morning? /nm

/nsb — not subtweeting

I hate when people don’t say things to your face. /nsb

/nsrs — non-serious

I just bruised my leg, but I’m okay. /nsrs

/nsx — non-sexual intent

You look so good. /nsx

/p — platonic

You look so pretty. /p

/pos — positive connotation

Oh my gosh! I’m going to cry. /pos

/q — quote

“Sometimes I’ll start a sentence and I don’t even know where it’s going.” /q

/r — romantic

I can’t wait to do life with you. /r

/ref — reference

It’s exactly like the gold or blue dress debacle. /ref

/rh or /rt — rhetorical

I still can’t figure out the issue. How can I be so stupid? /rh

/s or /sarc — sarcastic

This is just what I needed on a Monday. /s

/srs — serious

I really like working with you. /srs

/sx — sexual intent

You look so good. /sx

/t — teasing

Oh really? Guess we have to be best friends now. /t

/th — threat

I will block you if you don’t stop. /th

Pictures version:

( so you can download them

[storm-coax]

idk it's weird, I like attention but hate trying to small talk with people. I wanna talk with some of my moots and friends but I don't wanna disturb them and shit. Why must communication be so difficult? /rh /gen

(just a vent post and not targeted at specific people, idc how long it takes for people I'm currently talking with to respond as long as you respond eventually it's aight /gen)

[sakuharuka]

Just a little post about tone indicators I may or may not use

/j = joking

/hj = half-joking

/jbnr = joking, but not really

/ij = inside joke

/bj = bad joke

/mj = mostly joking

/srs = serious

/nsrs = not serious

/hsrs = half-serious

/pa = [intentionally] passive-aggressive

/npa = not passive-aggressive

/jpa = jokingly passive-aggressive

/ntto or /nto = not trying to offend

/ntta or /nta = not trying to assume

/rq = request

/cur = curious

/jc or /jcur = just curious

/gcon = genuinely concerned/genuinely confused, depending on context

/conc = concerned

/conf = confused

/vcon = very confused/concerned

/genc = genuinely concerned

/genq or /gq = genuine question

/grq = genuine request

/gen or /g = genuinely/genuine

/hg = half-genuine

/mg = mostly genuine

/s or /sarc = sarcastically/sarcasm

/srd = sardonic [ally]

/vpos or /vvpos = very positive/very, very positive

/pos or /pc = positive connotation 

/neg or /nc = negative connotation

/neu = neutral connotation

/lh = light-hearted(ly)

/h = hysterical

/e = excited[?]

/a = asking (I think)

/ref = reference

/nref = not a reference

/href or /sref = half reference/slight reference

/rp = roleplay

/prp = purposeful[ly]/on purpose

/nprp = not purposeful(ly)/not on purpose

/t = teasing

/nf = not forcing

/nfta = not forcing to answer

/th = threat

/nth = not a threat

/hth = half threat

/jth = joking threat

/q = quote/quoting

/c = copypasta (like quoting, but sometimes /q is paraphrasing as well, and copypasta is direct copying and pasting what someone wrote/said)

/ph = paraphrasing

/rt or /rh = rhetorical question

/ly or /lyr = [these words are] lyrics [to a song]

/nm = not mad

/cb = clickbait

/nbh = (these words are directed at) nobody here (I'll not vent in my blog but I need to use that lmao)

/nco = not calling out

/u = upset

/vu or /vvu = very upset/very, very upset

/vn or /vvn = very negative/very, very negative

/am = (directed) at me/myself

/ay = (directed) at you

/nay = not (directed) at you

/nsp = not self pity (I have a problem with self pity stuff so that'll be important)

/hyp = hyperbole

/cpm = compliment

/nav = not a vent

/v = vent

/mv = mini/minor vent

/naq = not a question 

/hml = humorless

/im = imitation/mockery (paraphrasing, half-quote)

/nip = nothing/nobody in particular (in case I blog something really random)

/pr = proud

/gr or /gt = grateful

/aff = affectionate[ly]

/ol = object love (I'll probably use it while talking about my stuffed plushie)

/m = metaphorically, melancholy, melodramatic

/sgs = suggestion

/emb = embarrassed

Some extra tone indicators that I created for myself, that I'll put the meaning in case I put these in other accounts and/or apps: /si = self insert

/hc = headcannon

/iref = internal reference (reference to my ocs or to my fanchildren that u don't know yet :D)

/dh = dark humor (something like 'bad joke' lmao) /dw = don't worry

[fuck-yeah-writing]

Here's a list of commonly used tone tags and what they mean =]

(If you don't know what tone tags are I encourage you to read this post)

/cb = clickbait

/f = fake

/gen or /g = genuine

/genq or gq = genuine question

/hj = half joking

/hyp = hyperbole

/ij = inside joke

/info = information

/j = joking

/lh = lighthearted

/li = literal

/ly = lyrics

/m = metaphor

/modding = doing modwork

/nav = not a vent

/nbm = not being mean

/nbr = not being rude

/neg or /ng = negative connotation

/neu = neutral connotation

/nf = not forcing

/nfta = not forcing the answer

/nm = not mad

/npa = not passive aggressive

/nsrs = not serious

/p = platonic

/pa = passive aggressive

/pos = positive connotation

/q = quote

/ref = reference

/rh = rhetorical

/s or /sar = sarcastic

/srs = serious

/t = teasing

[beyondthetemples-ooc]

It's past 3am and I don't have the time, the spoons, or the emotional strength to elaborate.

Edit: I elaborated anyways. This is Heavy and I guess I still have a lot to work through...

(Personal family stuff below. tl;dr I'm learning to accept that I'll never be as close and trusting with and feel as loved by my stepmother and father as I want to, but it still hurts.)

((And don't reblog this or you Will be blocked.))

--

Lately, I've been wondering... See, when it turned out I was living in a house that might be foreclosed any day because the property owner hadn't paid taxes in years, I moved back in with my stepmother and father for a month, just long enough to get a lease signed and move in to my own place ASAP.

I appreciated them letting me do that. (Although I know the primary motivation was them needing the money I'd pay in rent.)

They acted like they LOVED me being there.

But here's the thing: I wasn't really there.

Physically, yes. But not mentally. Not emotionally.

I've learned how to lie to their faces. I've learned how to hide who I really am in front of them, because I'm sick of being real enough to constantly upset them. I'm sick of the arguments, the screaming, the relentless emotional abuse. I'm sick of constantly having to defend myself and leaving conversations in tears because everything about me somehow offends them.

I only spoke up to agree with them. I only spoke when spoken to. I only interacted when someone initiated it. I nodded, I listened, I hid everything about my own thoughts and feelings and vulnerabilities and life.

I gave up long ago.

I pretended to be a shell of who I am, an empty shell filled with what they wanted from me.

And we didn't argue.

But we don't really make connections that way, do we? They aren't really loving "me" that way, are they?

I also grew very sick of walking on eggshells and cutting my feet to keep the rest of me from being burned.

But ever since I moved out, about 9 months ago by now, stepmom and Dad have sent me messages. Inviting me to family functions (only if I'll spend the whole weekend there or spend $700 to get there). Saying they're thinking about me. Saying they love me.

And it's been making me question myself. Is putting distance between us really the right choice? Is it cruel of me to avoid it? Am I just being pessimistic about our relationships? Is it possible that they really want to get to know me better?

Is there really hope of us reconnecting?

But when I was desperately combing through my files tonight to try finding those Missing Writing Files, I found a file compiling all the ways stepmother and dad have hurt me.

Do you know what quote I used to name that file?

"My only weakness was loving you."

When people say "forgiving someone doesn't make it okay", then what is forgiveness saying? What is forgetting everything they've done? What does it solve, what does it accomplish? What does it do besides leave you open to being hurt again by people who will never change?

People you've tried to talk to, to make amends, to problem-solve with, to open up to, to try mending your hearts together. People you've employed six years of communication training and therapy and compassion and empathy for. People you tried so, so hard to understand, to help them understand you.

People who spent those entire conversations spitting in your face.

And all they tell you is that you're being disrespectful by being hurt when they scream at you. Or call you names. Or tell you your wants and needs don't matter. Put you down. Threaten your future. Threaten to kick you out. Mock your insecurities. Call you inhuman. Tell you you have 30 days and when you write up a letter for them to sign so you can get assisted housing because you only work 10 hours a week minimum wage and you'll be homeless if they don't, they steadfastly refuse.

Am I a bad person for not wanting to forgive them?

I won't say I'm holding onto the pain intentionally. I won't say I'm bitter. I'm angry, yes, a little, but mostly I'm sad.

I mourn what I daydream about, but will never be. (Them learning how to love me kindly.)

I put, in that file, a blogged journal entry about the time I dreamed my father hugged me when he saw me crying instead of yelling at me for it, and it was so important and needed and promising that I woke up crying for real because it will never happen.

They refuse to ever, ever even CONSIDER that the way they acted was wrong. The only apologies I've ever gotten were sarcastic or refuted. Those apologies that are rhetorical devices to set up how sorry they really AREN'T. "I'm sorry I'm such a bad person." "I'm sorry, but you were wrong." "I'm sorry you're upset."

I spent the past two hours reading through the story of my adult life with them. After I realized it was emotional abuse. After I started trying to reach out. After I learned how to defend myself in the moment, but not from the lasting impact.

And even still, maybe I haven't learned that lesson. Because I can't make peace with the fact that I'll never make peace with them.

Gods, it hurts, it burns, it stings, to think that after everything they've done to me, every cruel word, I still WANT them. But what I want from them isn't how they actually are. What I want from them is the version that I've imagined. The ideal scenarios I conjure to try piecing together what would help, what would soothe the pain, what would make me feel loved.

Because the reality is that I haven't felt loved by them in a very long time. They can say it all they want, but the times they've said "you don't matter" or "you're a failure" or "you're an awful person" or "I don't care how badly I hurt you" drowns it out.

The last entry in the file goes like this:

I love her, as I love any other person, just enough to stay silent when she says, “Sometimes I wonder if I made the right decision” or “sometimes I wonder if you would be better off without me”. Guess what… I would. But I can’t tell her that. It would DESTROY her, to hear it from ME and not just her subconscious. I can’t destroy her. As much as she has taken from me, and hurt me, and scarred me to the point where I’m afraid to ask my best friends permission to do things… As much social anxiety as she has given me in everyday interactions? As much trust as she destroyed, as much as she has RUINED me? Even after everything she’s done? I can’t destroy her, too……..

And there's a part of me that wonders if my self-esteem is Still Too Low, because maybe I don't love myself enough to be infuriated by the mere insinuation that I "should" love them, even after everything they've forced upon me. Maybe I don't love myself enough to protect myself from these silly little daydreams, these hopes, these wishes, that someday they WILL love me for who I am, and not just who they're telling themselves I am.

I'm not a bitter person by nature. I'm not angered by the way people treat me. I just... get really sad, and spend an hour thinking about it and typing about it on my online journal.

It hurts, but I'm trying to accept it. It's a sort of grief, having spent 20+ years of my life trying to earn their love and begging for their understanding. Hope is such a strong, persistent thing for me.

But I have to accept that they've never going to change how they treat me until they can realize that the way they've done it all my life is WRONG. Until they decide they WANT to change. Until they decide to accept that it is, in fact, Not Okay to scream at a child for forgetting to put the dishes away.

And I have to assert, to myself moreso than them, that this is the right decision. That it's not worth the constant letdowns, the pain, the strife, the heart-rending accusations that were leveled at me every single time I lived there for more than 35 days.

I have to tell myself that it's worth it to PROTECT myself. It's important for me to heal. It's important for me to surround myself in people who DO love me for who I am, and who are there to support me when I need it. It's important for me to be where I don't have to pretend to be someone entirely different just to avoid being hurt again.

I am worth protecting, and they are not worth hurting myself over.

But it doesn't stop me from aching over the fact that I have to make that decision.

[theweekndfan28]

Entry 218

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[snakeobsessedloser]

Tone Tags!!

Hello I thought it'd be important to show a list of tone tags for those who don't know them :)

It's hard for me to tell tone sometimes so here's a list of tone tags for me to better understand what you're saying :)

Tone Tags:

/j = joking

/hj = half-joking

/s = sarcastic

/gen or /g = genuine

/srs = serious

/nsrs = non-serious

/pos or /pos = positive

/neu = neutral

/neg = negative

/p = platonic

/r = romance

/c = copypasta

/l or /ly = lyrics

/lh = light-hearted

/nm = not mad

/lu = a little upset

/nbh = vagueposting/venting but not directed to anyone

/sx = sexual intent

/nsx = not sexual intended

/rh or /rt = rhetorical question

/t = teasing

/ij = inside joke

/m = metaphorically

/li = literally

/hyp = hyperbole

/f = fake

/th = threat

please keep these in mind when commenting or looking at my posts :) this goes for all of my blogs :)

[emploitogo]

Le cabinet IMPACT RH Consulting recrute-10/11/2022 (60 postes)

Le cabinet IMPACT RH Consulting recrute-10/11/2022 (60 postes)

Le cabinet IMPACT RH Consulting spécialisé dans l’accompagnement des entreprises, recrute pour le compte d’une structure soixante (60) agents commerciaux des deux sexes dans le cadre d’une campagne de vente. Les zones choisies pour cette campagne sont AGOE, SAGBADO, et BAGUIDA. Les commerciaux seront déployés en fonction de leurs zones de résidence. Missions : La présentation et la démonstration…

[bhangstore]

JEDEW 2-Pack Mini Hygrometer Thermometer Digital LCD Monitor Indoor Outdoor Humidity Meter Gauge for Humidifiers Dehumidifiers Greenhouse Basement Babyroom Fahrenheit or Celsius (Black-2 Pack)

About this item

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5-Mini round digital humidity thermometer allows you to easily know the environment temperature and humidity. Small, Durable and Portable enough for saving space and carrying around.

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[klavierpanda]

Gotta love that my mum barely sees past the B in lgbt /s

[bl00ds0aked]

I hate how illogical my brain is sometimes. I got friendzoned by this girl I really liked and now my thoughts are just repeating “what did you expect?”

I.... I really don’t know what I expected. No one is every interested in me for more than a few months, but this was going really well and even if it was just hanging out it still hurts me to get told she doesn’t want anything more at all.

If I had to put a song to this it’d be Teen Idle by Marina and the Diamonds. The lyrics match pretty well for the most part; but the “oh god, I’m gonna die alone” part is really sticking tonight.

Am I too ugly?

Am I that annoying?

Did I overstep her boundaries and not know?

Am I that clingy?

Am I just THAT unlovable?