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onwriting-hrarby · 2 years
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the end
yes, my lovely people.
At 36 pages, I finished Rotten Judgement at 12:10 pm.
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I still need to edit it completely, but let me tell you that after great deliberation I have changed the last line of the fic (I had it planned since September! But I guess things change).
Overall, without having read it again, I'm very very happy with the result. So we are celebrating it!
I'll keep you updated with the date of publication.
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Oh, where are you from then? And fanfiction? Can we read this somewhere? :3
I'm French!
As for my fanfictions, you can find them on my AO3 account, just here :
I have currently 6 fanfictions there:
The Doppelganger [Complete] : A short story between Horrortale and Underfell where both Sanses got swapped into each other universes. Their brothers are investigating to understand what happened. Chaos follows.
What is best for humankind [On going] : It explores Sans and Papyrus past in an more-or-less an AU taking place at the end of the war between humans and monsters. The skeletons, as chidren, have to flee their home and survive despite all humans killing monsters on sight. Sans will soon discover something is wrong with how his fater is acting.
Horrortale : Rotten Apple [On going] : It's the story of what happened between Undertale and Horrortale. We're following Sans, Papyrus, Toriel, Undyne and Frisk after Frisk left to search for help. As the Underground starts to fall into a civil war, as Toriel and Undyne fought for the throne, Frisk has to face their past with the help of Chara's and Asgore's ghosts. It's a reimagination of Horrortale, it doesn't follows 100% the storyline of SourAppleStudios so the story gets more coherent with the characters' personality.
Remember the good days [On going] : It's a post-pacifist Sans x Reader story! After a terrorist attack, Sans got shot behind the head as he was trying to protect Frisk. He survived, but lost most of his independance as he suffers since from memory loss that is getting worse and worse. After many years in a monster foster family, you are taking your independance in the neighbourhood, with your little sister and your cat. Papyrus, your new weird neighbour, then proposes you a job. He wants you to take care of Sans while he is studying at the university. Seems easy enough... right?
No Weakness [On going] : It's an Underfell more-or-less post-pacifist story. Sans refused to let Frisk sacrificed themselves in the Judgement Hall. Instead, he made a pact with Papyrus, Undyne, Alphys and Toriel : the child will stay with Toriel, and they are the protectors of their secret. Not an easy task for Papyrus who is more and more scared of what will happen the day Asgore will discover the child. In the meantime, Undyne starts to act weird, and one day, quits the guard without a warning and Papyrus' life, leaving him the leadership of the Royal Guard. Papyrus should be flattered, but still, he is worried for her, and despite his attempts, Undyne refuses to talk to him. Until he learns on TV Undyne is about to marry Asgore. There's just one little problem: Undyne HATES Asgore with all she has. Papyrus, despite the warnings and threats, starts to investigate to save his only friend.
Out of the closet [Complete] : A short story inspired by Biscia trans Sans headcanon. Papyrus goes home from school and can't find Sans. Until he notices the door of her room is closed, which means Sans is sad again. He will try to cheer her up!
For my other French stories, they're all on Wattpad! I'm very productive :p I have original projects and fanfictions there.
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redgillan · 7 years
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Rotten Judgement - Epilogue
AU!Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: Hercules!AU After selling your soul to save your lover’s life, you become one of the Lord of the Underworld’s slave. Bucky is obsessed with one thing: collecting hearts. But why?
Word Count:775
Warnings: a big ball of sickening fluff
A/N: It’s the end :) If you’re wondering why Reader is Airmid then read this. Celtic mythology is everything ♥ Thank you guys for your feedback and support. Love you!
Rotten Judgement - Masterpage
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You stood in the middle of the throne room, arms crossed, observing the two chairs on the slightly elevated pedestal. You were startled out of your thoughts when you felt two strong arms wrap around your waist from behind.
“A penny for your thoughts?” Bucky asked, kissing your cheek.
“Why is my throne bigger than yours?”
“Because I love you.”
Laughing softly, you turned in his arms and gave him a loving kiss. You heard the shuffling of feet as several guards left the room and pulled away from Bucky.
“Are you ready for your coronation tomorrow?” he asked, his words muffled against your neck.
“It’ll be okay.” You took him by the hand and started to lead him down the hall toward your room. “I have something to show you.”
You closed the door while Bucky sat down on the edge of the bed. You walked over to him and nudged his legs open with your knee. He put his hands on your hips as you settled between his spread legs. Smiling, you slid a finger under the knot of his tie and loosened it.
“I like where this is going.” He helped you and tossed the tie over his shoulder.
“It’s not what you think,” you scoffed, now unbuttoning his black shirt. He cocked a brow at you, a cheeky smile on his lips. “Really, it’s not what you think.” He shrugged out of his shirt as you pushed the material down his arms. 
“Uh-huh,” he replied, not convinced.
A few days after you came back from the dead, you began to notice changes in your life. In addition to being immortal, you realized that you had extraordinary powers. You were able to heal people or, occasionally, bring them back to life.
Bucky was excited, but sensing your fear, he called the Fates who confirmed that you were now a Goddess. Not just any Goddess, but the Goddess of Healing. It took you a moment to accept it; after all, you were just a normal girl.
However, the more you thought about it, the more appealing the idea became. It was fitting, since the God of Death brought you back to life.
“I worked on something,” you told Bucky, taking his metal hand in yours. “I think I can regenerate your arm.”
“My love,” he sighed, “the Hydra did this to me a long time ago. Its magic is very powerful, you can’t-”
“Shush, I’m working!”
You ran your hands up and down his metal arms, focusing on the healing energy pulsing through your fingers. Bucky just sat there, a small smile on his face as he watched you. When nothing happened, you reluctantly admitted defeat.
“Oh, my Queen,” Bucky cooed, pulling you onto his lap. “Don’t be sad. You already saved me, you cured my heart. The rest doesn’t matter.”
“I’m the Goddess of Garbage,” you mumbled against his shoulder.
Bucky chuckled and kissed the top of your head before he set you on the mattress. He crossed the room in a few strides and opened the top drawer of his dresser. You noticed he was hiding something behind his back.
“I wanted to wait, but I can’t keep this secret any longer.”
He sat back on the bed and handed you a small wooden box. You lifted the hinged lid, aware of his intense grey eyes studying your face.
“Is that a-”
“-crown,” he finished. “Do you like it?”
“Fuck, it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen!”
“I had it made especially for you.” Bucky took the crown from your hands and placed it on your head. “For my Queen.”
You stood up from the bed and raised your eyes to your reflection in the oval mirror fixed to the wall above the dresser. Bucky joined you, wrapping his arms around your waist as he met your eyes in the mirror.
“You look beautiful.”
Your lips parted to thank him when you felt his left hand gently stroke your forearm. Your eyes widened and you lowered your gaze to his hand to make sure you were not dreaming.
“Oh, my God, I did it!” you screamed, startling him. “I regenerated your arm!”
He looked down at his hand, a shocked look on his face. He slowly raised his head and looked at you. The look in his eyes, one of admiration and amazement, rendered you speechless. He cupped your face with his flesh hands and covered your mouth with his own, drinking you in.
“A life without you, even an immortal life, would be empty.”
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arctimon · 2 years
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A “Ms. Marvel” to Behold
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Tomorrow, we will see the first episode of Ms. Marvel, the Disney+ series starring Iman Vellani as Kamala Khan, the superpowered Pakistani teenage girl from Jersey City. Kamala has come a very long way from her original unveiling almost ten years ago.  Back then, she was just a scrawny kid obsessed with Carol Danvers (Captain Marvel) and wandering in her own fantasy land.
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And then everything changed when the Fire Nation Terrigen Mists attacked.
Now...well, she’s still a scrawny kid obsessed with Captain Marvel, but now she kicks butt in addition to that.
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For anyone who may not be paying attention to what’s happening on the show, Kamala’s powers are getting...reworked.  Instead of the embiggening powers that she got in the comics, she gets the power to create constructs using a magical bangle (sort of like the one Comic!Kamala has above).  That has been met with a lot of resistance online, with people saying it misses the point of her powers to begin with.
Sana Amanat (who created Kamala and also serves as one of the EPs for the show) spoke up about the resistance, saying that the changing “makes sense...because there are bigger stories to tell.”
Which is both a positive and a negative, because Ms. Marvel is the future of the MCU.  Her appearance is not just going to be regulated to the show; she’s going to be in The Marvels as well.  And past that, expect her to either join up with the Avengers proper or in this universe’s version of the Champions.  And with that lies the possibility that her powers are going to stay that way.
The changing of the powers sucks.  I agree with it, too.  But I also agree that there are bigger fish to fry in the MCU.
(Of course, there’s also the rumor going around that Ms. Marvel is going to get her comic powers eventually, but that may be wishful thinking more than anything.)
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The point is that Ms. Marvel is here to stay.  And reviews have been very positive so far since the embargo has dropped (sitting at 94% on Rotten Tomatoes).
So maybe we should wait and see what the show is going to be before we make judgements about RUINED FOREVER or whatever you kids do these days.  And I say this as a fan of hers...and her nonexistent alternate universe counterparts.
Which reminds me.
I don’t know how I missed this, but I rewatched the original trailer for the show, and...well...
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Freaking epic version of “Blinded By The Lights” by The Weeknd? *looks at the imaginary camera* It’s almost like someone at Marvel knows that Earth-14123′s version of Kamala’s favorite artist is Mr. Tesfaye.
(That’s OK; I’ll take credit for it.) (...This is a joke.  No one at Marvel reads my BH6 fanfiction.)
(Unless-*shot*) I do know one thing for certain, though.  Between calling out Marvel boss Kevin Fiege (jokingly) about doing Black Bolt “dirty” to understanding the significance of her role to showing the Ms. Marvel costume she made when she was 15...
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(Which, by the way, is amazing)...
Iman Vellani is Kamala Khan.  She is Ms. Marvel.  I don’t even have to see any episodes to know that she is going to nail this role.
Iman Vellani is here to stay. (Ms. Marvel premieres June 8th and runs through July 13th on Disney+.)
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minisoysquares · 3 years
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As fun as the events and ideas you posted about 19days would be, wouldn’t it also just bring in more negative stuff - like fandom in general has become a field of land mines and I fear that something that’s supposed to fun will turn into some sort of battle. Like how some people get extremely heated over any other ships outside of their fave ship and they cannot possibly have other ships except theirs, etc. The last thing anyone wants is for content creators to be targeted simply for making something they thought would be fun
(This ask and answer is about this post.)
First of all thank you so much for addressing such a big and valid concern. I agree that that has indeed happened in certain fandoms - I can say I've been in the thick of it and witnessed quite the warfare - but in others it has also brought fans and readers and content creators together even closer and tighter in a wonderful thriving community.
I have the feeling this'll get quite long so please proceed under the cut with that in mind.
I believe all things are potential harbingers of both discord and harmony. There will always be people who feel entitled and who want - even demand! the audacity! - authors and artists to create for their ships and their ships alone. And there will also always be people who can appreciate the writing and the art without judgemental treatment regarding the pairings/characters depicted, no matter their preferences.
All of that happens and will continue to happen, whether we go forward with these events or not. And yet authors will still write what they want to write, artists will still draw what they want to draw, graphic designers will still make the edits they want to make as well. What we could do, in this small and close knit fandom, is take in our hands this powerful rich opportunity and try our best to make a model of positivity out of it.
In these events, there would be no bashing or shaming allowed. The content created would be to be enjoyed by those who are attracted to it, and those who do not have a taste for that fanwork in particular would be asked to remain respectful. (As it should always be.) There would be no ship wars in these spaces. Discourse, hate-speech or anti-behaviour would not be tolerated by the moderators of the event.
Creators who indulged in it would be immediately disqualified. Any unnecessary commentary or complaints from the audience would be deleted and reported as spam. Anyone instigating conflict would be only painting a target on their back, really. Because most of us - I dare say - are only here to appreciate the brilliant artwork and fanfiction woven and crafted by the talented people who share it with us.
If it came to it and it escalated, this hellsite has several tools that can be put to use to that regard. Accounts could be blocked and/or even reported. They wouldn't be able to interact with the blogs created to run these events from then on. We would be able to create a black list and post it publicly so everyone else who wished to could simply block those unruly pesky accounts and remain at peace and free to enjoy themselves to their utmost.
Let us not forget that this is all fiction and it's all for fun. Everyone's allowed to have their own opinion, likes and dislikes. There simply is no need to step on anyone else and their interests to elevate them.
Let's exemplify, for the sake of clarity:
Do I personally ship A with B? Imagine I do not. I do not search for it. If I come across it? I scroll past it. Once or twice, I may even like - and even reblog - if it happens to catch my attention and it's well written/drawn! (I have tags along the lines of 'I don't ship it but' and 'look at this beautiful art' or 'drown in the power of these words.')
It's so easy to interact amongst ourselves without coming with pitchforks at one another. Know what actually needs effort? Being a meanie and a party popper! Who in their right mind wastes their time on things they don't care for? Dum dums, that's who! Of course, we're all dummies at times... and that's okay! Let's just not harass people or crash their fun while we're at it!
If nothing else: you wouldn't like if others did this or that to you, therefore don't do it to others. It's a simple concept to grasp.
Very important: in these events, every single piece would be explicitly and properly tagged and warned for right at the very top of each post, so there would be absolutely no excuses for anyone being nasty.
We would just have to be open to the experience. Enjoy our ships and let other enjoy theirs. We do not have to all like the same thing. That would be just boring. But we can cohabitate devoid of trouble in fandom. Each one of us just has to be respectful. No need to even be nice. No one has to compliment something they don't like. They also don't have to step on what others do.
Don't like a ship/character/theme? Don't read stories focused on it. Don't put down authors who write it or readers who enjoy it. Same for art. No need to shout about how awful it is just for the simple reason that it does not fit into your personal shipping preferences. It can still be still be a tasty and wonderfully baked cake, it's just that you're not fond of vanilla or strawberries. It's okay. There are all kinds of cake for everyone's tastes!
Further examples: If a ship happens to be a NOTP for me or I don't care for the character(s)? I filter the tags. All of them. Any and every tag I can think of. It's very easy to protect ourselves on Tumblr from content we do not wish to see. (My own list is huge and just as effective.) Filtering is incredibly important.
So go ahead and filter out the ships you can do without! Filter out porte-manteaux like Tianshan, Zhanyi, Qiucheng, Tianxi, Tianyi, Lishan, Litian, Liyi, Shantou, Polydays, (...) Filter out any ship tag that doesn't strike your fancy like Q x MGS, HC x JY's mom, (...) Filter out characters that aren't your cuppa tea like HT, HT's dad, SL, JY's mom, XH, (...)
Make it safe for yourself and for others. That way you won't rage at the sight of your NOTP, won't feel the compulsive need to trash the people who ship it, no one is hurt and everyone is happy!
There are many steps we could follow to prevent rotten eggs in our coop. And many more actions we could take to throw them out if need be. I firmly believe, however, that if we're all of the same mind everything would go well and with very few bumps along the way.
If we only ever feared the possible negative consequences of our actions, never taking the risk for the possible positive ones, we'd never get anything done. I say let's not let our beloved fandom stagnate or dry out. Let's incentivate and motivate and inspire! Let's share! Let's have fun!
Think of it in these terms: it wouldn't be a competition at all but rather a charity event. Performers and spectators coming together for a common good, raising content and spreading joy! There would be no winners or losers or prizes. What would matter would be good old-fashioned participation, both by providing content and/or consuming it.
It could also a good way to get people to express themselves more. Many content consumers tend to lurk or keep to themselves even if they like the content posts. (I used to be one myself and only a couple months ago started to come out of my shell.) I myself advocate for reblogging instead of liking - if you have to choose one or the other, I mean, why not do both? - and leaving a word on every single post I like and/or reblog. Sometimes I go nuts commenting, sometimes I leave a small note in the tags.
It doesn't matter how. Even if you're shy or introverted (*raises hand*) or don't know what to say I guarantee a single emoticon or a string of disordered letters symbolising incoherence will make the creator's day all the same. Getting feedback is so important and motivational for creators and also a great way for fandom members to keep in touch and support each other.
Additionally, if a person would like more of a certain type of content here are some healthy actions they could take: a) commission a creator and pay for it if they can; b) politely make a suggestion to a creator with an open ask box; c) post a prompt publicly for possible interested creators to use; d) do it yourself and share it with others!
This turned out into more of a "behavioural guidelines" thing than I'd have liked. I am not in any way whatsoever telling anyone what to do. This is what I do, and it works wonders for me. I stay completely out of toxic arguments and in on all the goodies. I'm able to fully enjoy my fandoms. And isn't that what we all want?
Thank you again for sharing your thoughts with me. And I apologise for the long rant!
Of course, this is only my personal stance on the issue. I did go for a survey first exactly for this end, to get their opinions on the subject and see if it would be worth a shot. I shall hope many other people will think as I do, but I will wholly respect those who don't.
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eryiss · 4 years
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Summary: 'Freed The Dark, God of Death and ruler of the Netherworld. Followed by a reputation as rotten and stinking as the corpses he gives a home; he had been ostracized by gods and angels alike. And as the war between gods got closer, and those he cared for are dragged into the fight, his seclusion begins to twist his mind against him. But as his darkest day approached, he was forced to choose where his morals lie.' - Levy McGarden: A Examination and Retelling of the Fiorean Gods. [Fraxus One Shot]
Event: Fairy Tail Reverse Bang (Hosted by @ftguildevents​)
This was made in partnership with the great @fairiesherefairiesthere​, who made the beautiful artwork that made this fic possible. You should show them and their work a lot of love, and reblog it from here.
You can read it on Fanfiction, Archive of Our Own, or under the cut. Hope you enjoy.
Once Dead, Now Judged
The God of Death. The God of Judgment.
His is a story many people believe that they know, one that has been spoken of many times. In the telling and retelling of this story, many aspects of what made it so important have been lost. The Gods have been diluted into a single trait, and their significance in the tale is often misunderstood or disregarded entirely. The story has been condensed into a point where it can be explained in a single statement.
'The God of Death wanted the war to end, so he ended it.'
Of course this is not the truth of the matter. This mindset disregards both the personal and the political motivations which led to these decisions. It disregards the humanity behind the Gods, the fact that they were people and had flaws and loves, all of which led to that famous moment. The moment where corpses walked upon water, where souls were ready to kill souls. Where a disrespected God had the world at his feet, and chose to save it rather than destroy it as it perhaps deserved.
The moment where Freed Justine, God of both Death and Judgment, shaped the future.
Artists have often tried to capture the moment in their work. Countless renditions of the battlefield have been painted, each depicting the shadow of the death God looming over the fight to put an end to it. These depictions of the moment, while both beautiful and important, often hide away the humanity behind the story. This moment wasn't the God of Death's. It was Freed Justine's.
One such painting that recognises this is called the 'Knight of Judgment'.
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Knight Of Judgement. Artist Unknown. Date Unknown.
Though its artist is uncredited, it is clear that they see the story in the same personal light that I do. It shows the moment that shapes our reality, but not from the perspective of the battlefield. From the perspective of the man who made it happen. That is the story that I will be telling you all today.
The untold story of the man behind the God.
Of the human behind the revolution.
Of Freed the Dark, God of Death, and ruler of the Netherworld. Followed by a reputation as rotten and stinking as the corpses he gave sanctuary; he had been ostracized by Gods and angels alike. And as the war between Gods got closer, and those he cared for are dragged into the fight, his seclusion began to twist his mind against him. But as his darkest day approached, he was forced to choose where his morals lie.
Levy McGarden; An Examination and Retelling of the Fiorean Gods
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"Bastards!"
Freed's words echoed throughout the chamber as he stormed through it. Darkness covered almost everything, with light filtering in through the stained-glass windows that circled his throne room. His footsteps reverberated through the room as an accompaniment to his anger, the heels of his boots slamming against the black marble flooring.
On his face sneered a scowl, his fists were clenched at his sides, and he made a sharp gesture towards the large wooden doors before him. They opened with speed, slamming into the walls, and cracking slightly, sending a gust of wind towards the God which lifted his hair and the long black robe that hung behind him.
"Sanctimonious ego driven bastards!" He roared into the nothingness of his castle.
How dare they? How dare they!
He shouldn't have expected anything more. He should have gotten used to his treatment at that fucking table. He should have long since forgone any hope of being treated as an equal before them all, because they didn't see him as such. To them he was nothing but a utility, the person who cleaned up the messed that their ridiculous infighting was responsible for. That was the only reason why he had been called to service, and it was the only reason would ever be called to service, because people were going to die, and they needed him accommodate them.
The Netherworld was nothing but their dumping ground. They saw it as justification for allowing their stupidity to interfere with people. A way out of feeling guilt for the people their fancies killed. They delude themselves into thinking the Netherworld was just another part of life for humans, and refused to listen to anything that would break that illusion.
And Freed: he was nothing to them. He was just the person who kept the gates closed, stopping the corpses and the souls from returning to life with the anger of being wronged by the Gods.
"Bastards!" He yelled for a third time.
With a snarl, he slammed his hand on the wall at his side. The impact created an almost soft cracking sound, and a fissure-like tear ripped apart the wall of the corridor he was walking down. Bricks split apart, and windows shattered into shards on the floor.
The sensation of destruction was cathartic, but only slightly.
A moment later, he heard footsteps behind him, running to catch up with him. It was Evergreen, who he had placed outside of his throne room while he communed with the other Gods. Communication was though the mind, leaving his body essentially empty, so it needed to be guarded. Once, a man had made the mistake of attacking him in that state; now, the attacker endured the sensation of acid being secreted directly into his skin as penance.
Freed always made sure someone was on guard now, predominantly because changing someone's genetic makeup in such a way was a tedious process.
Though at that moment, it sounded delightful.
Everyone seemed to understand that Freed was not a man to target. Though, most people didn't have the opinion of him to do so. So long as you didn't break his trust, he would show a level of decency towards you. Most understood that his decency was a kindness, and they wouldn't risk losing it.
He didn't slow his place, and took a small amount of pleasure from the glass cracking under his feet as he walked. Pushing his arm forward, he slammed another set of doors open, the hinges cracking with the strain of such fast movement. By the time he had reached the threshold and walked into lobby of his castle, Evergreen had caught up to him.
"Freed," She said, and he glanced to his side to see Evergreen had sprouted wings and was hovering slightly to increase her speed. The wings had an odd look to them, and Evergreen had once stated they resembled fairy wings. Freed enjoyed her eccentricities, as odd as they were. It made her more human.
Something the bastards at the 'Table of the Gods' would do good to understand.
"They see us as nothing but a way to distance themselves from responsibility," Freed snapped at her, uncaring for the lack of context. He slowed down a little so Evergreen didn't have to fly to keep up with him, though.
Evergreen was a demon, technically. Freed disliked the term, as there was nothing separating his demons with any other God's angels, other than the fact she lived in the Netherworld rather than in the skies. It was another way that the so-called Higher Gods separated themselves from Freed. They were Gods of the world and they had their angels. He was a God of the Netherworld who had his demons. Ridiculous political bullshit.
She was one of the highest-ranking demons in the Netherworld. Freed had placed her in control of the corpses, or fairies as she called them. Her particular magic allowed her to revitalise the bodies of the dead, as their own genetics failed to do so. Rather than having limbs fall off, she kept them healthy and functional. For those who wanted it, she would change what they looked like slightly to the persons ideal form of beauty. Freed never particularly understood why people cared that much for what they looked like, but it seemed to make his subjects happy so he wouldn't intervene.
Evergreen made up one third of the triad named Raijinshuu. Freed and Bickslow completed it.
"What happened exactly?" Evergreen probed, dropping to the floor and letting her wings flitter away.
"What always happens," Freed growled. "They politely informed me that there would be an influx of dead coming and I'm to accept it without argument nor question. And of course they tried to imbue their politics into the situation, claiming certain dead should be treated better than others."
"Ah," Evergreen said in recognition before echoing Freed's own statement. "What always happens."
She placed a hand on the Gods back in a soft touch. Given his situation, Freed didn't have the chance to get close to people on a human level; an issue faced by all Gods no doubt. But his two top demons were what he considered friends, and he had made a great effort to show that he didn't see himself above them. That couldn't work with all demons, of course, as he needed to keep a level of authority over his land. But the two of them were allowed to see him without any of his facades or defences.
Some of the other Gods who knew this looked down on him for this. But he had spoken to more humans than they knew existed, and each of them had stated the importance of connections with other people. They were more knowledgeable than any God about what made life worth living.
That was why Freed wished to be involved in conversations about dead. He knew humans as more than just a premise. They weren't just hypothetically alive. They had thoughts just as much as any God, they were simply more breakable than them. As the thought struck him, another wave of anger creeped over him.
He leant his back against Evergreen's hand. Physical contact with other people grounded him.
"Come on," Evergreen said, apparently noticing Freed's return to rigid posture. "We thought this might happen."
Eventually, after walking through many of the hallways in his home, he was guided towards one of the many sitting rooms. It was his favourite, given its large fireplace, the fact it was at the back of the castle, and the view overlooking the garden. It was the most secluded place in the building, and therefore the most comfortable for him.
When they walked in, Bickslow was waiting for him. The fire was roaring and crackling, the wooden shutters had been closed to keep the light inside, and a china teapot was steaming out of the funnel with three teacups resting beside it.
It was nice to have connections with people. People did kind things for you.
"There's the big scary God of Death," Bickslow said with a taunt in his voice. "Did someone get angry and demolish a corridor again?"
"Do you really think it's wise to antagonise me, Bickslow?" Freed said, the amusement almost unnoticeably seeping into his tone. "I control this realm entirely; I can force you to eat a human heart and drown on the blood, should the mood take me."
"I prefer a liver, really. Less messy," Bickslow said with a cackle.
Freed smiled a little at that, relaxing into the easy-going environment Bickslow always projected. Making up the final part of Raijinshuu – or the tribe of hell – he was of equal power to Evergreen, and equally important to Freed.
Whereas Evergreen looked after the bodies of the deceased, Bickslow looked after the souls. This was an equally important job, as both the soul and the body made life. Just like an uncared-for body would fall apart and crumble without care, the soul would spiral into darkness and insanity, becoming self-destructive and dying out like a star. Bickslow both used his magic and his personality – so he claimed – to keep the souls both sane and content.
The two demons worked together well. They needed to. Death was the process of splitting up a soul from one's body. For an afterlife to begin, the soul and the body needed to be brought back together. Evergreen and Bickslow were responsible for merging them both when possible.
They were quite affective at their work.
The process was often a tedious one, it must be said. Bodies and souls could appear anywhere in the Netherworld, and could often go unfound for centuries. Sometimes a body would be destroyed to the point where Evergreen couldn't save it, sometimes a soul had gone mad before anyone could even find it. Thankfully, this usually only happened to those who were truly evil, perhaps as some form of karmic punishment, but both Evergreen and Bickslow were still respectful in how they dealt with those cases.
Evergreen had created a forest, fertilised with what remained of the corpses. Bickslow had created a spell where the remnants of souls could be merged together, making an entirely new soul. It had happened thousands of times, and Bickslow had crafted only five souls out of these remnants. They had been assigned to little dolls, which followed the man around constantly.
"Since I knew you'd be all icy," Bickslow continued, picking up a teacup and proffering it to Freed. "I thought you'd enjoy this. Masala tea, nice and hot."
Freed took the cup with a word of thanks. He tried to keep the culture of the living at arm's length for most of the time, but he had once drunk tea and found it rather spectacular, and decided he would allow certain parts of humanity into his own life. He was allowed to have a weakness, and a warm drink was a good one to have.
"What happened then?" Evergreen asked, sitting at one of the red sofas opposite the God. "Specifically."
"There's a war coming, so they think," Freed sighed, placing the teacup down. "Apparently they don't intend to be subtle if it does happen, and humans will be killed in thousands. We have been instructed to make plans to accommodate the dead."
"Instructed huh?" Bickslow said with a small grunt.
"Indeed," Freed nodded. "Apparently the ridiculous feud between Makarov and his idiot son has boiled over. They expect the first casualty within months. And once one person is killed, either man will willingly do anything in return to prove their point."
"And they have to drag the people into it?" Evergreen sighed.
"I doubt that they have to, but they will," Freed mused. "They don't see the people as being alive any more than an ocean, or a mountain. They're just little creatures to them, barely thinking in comparison to a God. Why would the bother with the effort of keeping them alive?"
"They didn't listen to ya when you told them that, huh?" Bickslow asked.
"Ivan's exact words to me were 'Keep your corpse fucker mouth shut,'" Freed shrugged.
"He hasn't gotten any smarter, then, if that's the best insult he could think of," Evergreen muttered, and Freed laughed. It was a clipped, cynical laugh, but better than nothing.
"If he ever ends up down here, I shall need one of your souls to possess that ridiculous suit of armour he insists on wearing," Freed said, looking to Bickslow. "It would be a nice level of irony that the thing he wears to protect him ends up ripping his bowels out and crushes them as he watches. I'd find that pleasant."
"I'll get em trained up ready," Bickslow said with a grin. "But you don't think they can be cooled off. Makarov and Ivan I mean. They've never gotten along, you said, but they've never gone to war."
"Laxus is trying to calm them both down, but I doubt he'll be of any help. He fights with Ivan as much as his grandfather does," Freed lifted the teacup to his lips again, sipping at the spicy liquid and allowing it to warm his cold blood. "And it seems like their millenniums worth of grievances has come to return all at once. Laxus would have to be a saint as well as a God to get them to even consider being diplomatic."
"So we gotta play clean-up because their pissing contest is gonna get violent," Bickslow surmised, and Freed nodded. "And they don't even have the fucking courtesy to talk to you like an equal."
"They consider themselves to be the most important beings in existence. Annoyingly, existence seems to agree," Freed said with a tired expression. "Why would they care about the ants they're crushing? Or the people who try to help them?"
"Should we be expecting Laxus here anytime soon?" Evergreen asked.
"Perhaps, though not in the next few days. Calming them both will be his priority," Freed stood up, placing his tea in its saucer again. "I suppose they're right, though. We need to prepare if half the world is going to be slaughtered."
Bickslow and Evergreen shared a look.
"Tomorrow," Bickslow said firmly. "We start tomorrow."
"There's hardly any reason to prolong-"
"Tomorrow," The demons said in unison, and Evergreen continued talking. "You've not slept in days, if nothing else allow yourself a night's rest."
"A few hours ain't gonna affect anything," Bickslow added. "And we both know that anything you do while pissed off ain't gonna be as good as if you're calm. So take the night off and sleep."
Freed took a moment to think, then sighed and nodded. He returned to the chair like they so clearly wanted and allowed Bickslow to pour him another cup of tea. He brought it to his lips and watched as his friends smiled in contentment of their actions. It was important that he had these people in his life, and he was glad that they were there.
As tedious as they may be.
~~~
Often disregarded in the story of Freed the Dark is the people close to him. His relationships with both his friends and those he ruled were imperative to his overall decision to enter the war. As leader of the Netherworld, he was shaped more by humanity than any other God, and without this influence it is unclear as to whether or not he would have walked into the fight or not.
The closeness he held to those not of his blood was anomalous for a God, and was part of the reason as to why he was disrespected and looked down upon by some of his fellow Gods. They saw him as impure, tainted by the lesser beings of the land.
It is important to state that not every God looked down upon him. He was not the victim of complete ostracization, and certain Gods looked to him as an ally, friend and, in the case of Laxus Dreyar, a lover.
Laxus was the youngest son of the Higher God's, known colloquially as the Dreyar's. The grandfather and patriarch of the family, Makarov, was known to be God of Expansion and Family. He sat at the head of the God's Table, and was seen by all as the ruler of the Gods. Makarov's son Ivan, the God of Persona, and later the God of Tricksters, showed great levels of jealousy towards his father and tried on many occasions to usurp him, both through manipulations and violence.
The family of Gods were all-powerful and volatile.
However, Laxus showed himself to be different. After being manipulated against Makarov, Laxus chose to leave the skies. It is stated that he was unsure where Ivan's manipulations ended, and his own personality began. His exile was so he could become his own man.
It was during this exile he found himself in the Netherworld, walking through the garden of the castle.
Meeting the God of death, they quickly found solace in each other's company. Laxus understood better than most the hardships of being a God, particularly one involved in the politics of others. They could relate to each other on a level nobody else could, and what started as a mutual fondness quickly developed into love.
Their relationship was kept secret from most, with only those closest to the men knowing in the days before the war. Despite the secretive nature of the romance, both men adored each other. It cannot be overstated how important this relationship was in proceeds that ended the war.
Levy McGarden; An Examination and Retelling of the Fiorean Gods
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Having loved the man for so long, Freed knew what to look for when Laxus was approaching.
Being the God of both Thunder and Lightning, when Laxus was around there was a certain feeling in the air. The slight presence of static, a partial increase of humidity, and a tiny chill to the air. Freed would compare it to the feeling of standing in a cloud that was just about to bear lightning. Most people either didn't notice the feeling, or saw it as an imposition. Freed rather liked the sensation, it was as if he was being wrapped up in the long fur lined cloak that Laxus wore.
The feeling arrived before the man himself. Laxus' abilities allowed him to become one with the clouds and lightning, and to form a cloud wherever he saw fit. So when he wished to visit Freed, he would summon a cloud into the castle, and bring his consciousness into it, his body following soon after.
In the first few instances of his arrival, the cloud had struck lightning and Laxus had formed out of that. Laxus later revealed it was an unnecessary level of showmanship, and he was showing off.
Freed looked back on that confession with fondness.
When the smoke coming from the fireplace started to pool in the air, followed by the sensation of static, humidity and a chill, Freed knew that his lover would soon be with him. The God placed his wine glass at the table beside him with a soft smile, waiting patiently for the cloud to dissipate and for his lover to be by his side.
"Mr Dreyar," Freed said pleasantly, watching as the cloud burst and left Laxus in its place. "A pleasure to see you again."
Laxus didn't say anything at first, but instead stalked over towards Freed and wrapped his arms around the man tightly. Freed couldn't be sure what had spurred the action on, but hugged his lover back with an equally strong grasp. They stayed like this for a moment, tightly embracing one another as the fire crackled beside them.
"Sorry it took so long to get here," Laxus muttered into Freed's shoulder.
"You needn't be," Freed replied almost automatically. "They're your family, and you have a responsibility to them."
It had been just shy of a week since the meeting of the Gods, and where Freed had yet again been dismissed by the leaders. Laxus had been in attendance at the meeting, of course, and Freed hadn't seen him since he had walked out.
The time since then had been mainly spent preparing the Netherworld for the inevitable influx of dead. His demons had been told to be vigilant for new souls and corpses, as when they would come was unknown. The dead had been told to begin preparing buildings and homes for the newly dead, as Freed would not allow for overpopulation. And everyone had been informed that their ancestors and relatives might die soon, and they would need their families to help them adjust, so to prepare themselves for that. It had all been busywork for Freed, and partly because he wanted to distract himself from his lover's absence.
"I should have come to you sooner," Laxus said, burying his face into the crook of Freed's neck.
"You're here now," Freed whispered. "And that's enough. And anyway, Bickslow and Evergreen have been keeping me sane. As has the work."
"I'll thank 'em later," Laxus mumbled, pressing his lips into Freed's neck in a kiss. "You sure you're okay?"
"I believe I've calmed down," Freed said with a nod.
"Can't believe you stormed out like that," Laxus said, removing himself from Freed's arms. "Don't think either of the bastards ever had someone do anything like that to them before, you should have seen their faces after you left."
"I doubt it'll change anything," Freed shrugged, picking up his wine again.
"You pissed 'em both off, that's something," Laxus said with a hint of a laugh in his voice. "You know when they realise we've been together for centuries, they're gonna think that you're the reason I rebelled against them."
"Finally I'll be credited for something worthwhile," Freed chuckled a little at that.
Freed was unaware of it, but Laxus looked towards him with a hint of sadness in his eyes. He had long since been aware of the disrespect Freed faced from both the Dreyar's and many of the other Gods. He had tried what he could to change that, so far as to defend him both before and after Freed had left the meeting a week prior. But the Gods were stubborn, and set in their prejudices. Laxus just hoped that one day they would change their ways.
"I'm sorry they don't treat you right," Laxus apologised, speaking softly.
"Don't be," Freed instructed, standing up and walking to the window. He was in a study overlooking the Netherworld, and looked out over the dead before him. "I should have gotten over it by now."
"You shouldn't have to," Laxus insisted, standing up.
"Maybe it's for the best," Freed sighed, tapping his fingers against the windowsill. "I'm sure if they paid more attention to me then they'd look upon this world with distain. No doubt they'd have hundreds of issues with how I treat my subjects. With their logic they'd want me to torture the good and kneel before the bad."
"And they'd be wrong," Laxus assured him, wrapping his arms around the man. "You're a good man, Freed, and a damn good God, too."
"There's a certain level of irony in calling me a 'damn' good God," Freed chuckled, turning around in his lover's arms, grinning.
He pressed their lips together, Laxus leaning into the kiss softly. They had not kissed in a month and, even with their seemingly endless lives, that was far too long a time to go without it. Freed adored his Lightning God, the beautiful man who split open the skies with a wave of his hand, and created the most spectacular tapestries of light on the canvas of a cloudy night. He was a poet in actions, even if he refused the claim, and Freed was enamoured with the man and wished to show it with his kiss.
Love was something the humans had taught him. He liked it.
When they pulled apart, they stood in each other's arms with content expressions. Laxus looked spectacular like this, with a soft smile and no falseness on his face. He had once confessed that he truly only felt himself when with Freed. Though the sadness of the statement was not lost on him, Freed was thankful that he and his kingdom could offer the man sanctuary.
"You chose to come here through smoke, rather than your own cloud," Freed eventually spoke, and Laxus looked down on him with a quirk in his eyebrow. "May I assume that was so you could hide how you felt."
Laxus sighed. His ability to control the weather was slightly tethered to his emotions. The more emotional he felt, the stronger the impact of his abilities. If he was emotional, the lighting would be more ferocious, the thunder would echo louder, and the rain would be heavier. It also affected the clouds, and the darker his mood, the darker the clouds. Had he not used the smoke from Freed's fireplace, the cloud he summoned would have been blacker than the nights sky.
"I needed to prioritise you without you worrying," Laxus sighed. "You were upset, I wanted to make you feel better."
"I appreciate that," Freed nodded, bringing his hands up to stroke Laxus' cheeks. "But you need comfort too. So would you like to discuss what's wrong?"
Laxus took a moment, before deflating slightly.
"They're gonna fight, Freed," He whispered, almost not believing his own words. "I couldn't talk 'em down from it. I thought I could; Makarov at least would have listed to reason I thought. But neither of them even looked at me, they didn't care. Gramps said that Ivan would turn the world to darkness if left to his own devices, and Ivan said he should have killed him a millennia ago. There was nothing I could do."
"It wasn't your responsibility to stop them," Freed spoke softly. "Don't you dare start blaming this on yourself."
"They're both getting troops together. And nobody else can stop them because they're scared of 'em, so they're just gonna keep dragging everybody into the fight. I don't even think it's gonna be a fight, it's just gonna be the two of them pissed off and sending people to slaughter."
"It's unfortunate," Freed sighed. "But I'll do good by the dead, if that's any consolation."
"It ain't your job to clean up after them. And it shouldn't be the people's job to fight for them," Laxus argued with a growl. "They should just fucking fight between themselves if they need to. Why do they have to drag people into it?"
Freed didn't have an answer to that, so instead took his lovers hand in his own and held it. The man was shaking, and Freed felt that it wasn't entirely because of anger. He looked at the man's face and his heart almost broke. Laxus was portraying anger, but Freed had looked at enough humans faces to know fear when he saw it. He pressed their foreheads together in a gesture that hopefully calmed the man, before he spoke.
"I won't let them take you if you don't want to fight," He promised softly.
"You can't stop them," Laxus sighed, leaning against Freed. "They'll invade this place and rip apart everything you've done if they want to."
"Perhaps they won't want to."
"He called me a strategic advantage," Laxus sighed. "Ivan, my own father, said having me on his side would be a strategic advantage. I command the sky, so having me fight for them would ensue a victory. And gramps didn't say it, but he knows that it's true. They ain't gonna let me hide away. And I'm not gonna let them bring their fight here because of me."
Freed wanted to argue the point, but couldn't. The fight would take place in the skies. Having someone bring lightning down on any oncoming army would be invaluable. But Laxus didn't need to hear that.
"You can stay with me for as long as you please," Freed promised. "But you're right. You probably will be brought into the fight, so I want you to make me a promise."
"Anything," Laxus nodded.
"Pick the right side," Freed said firmly. "There is cruelty in them both, but we both know who the better leader will be. And so long as you have the choice in who you fight for, you must promise me that you pick the right one."
"I will," Laxus promised, and brought both of Freed's hands to his mouth to kiss, as if sealing the promise.
"How long do you expect we have until the war begins?" Freed asked.
"Months, at most," Laxus sighed. "I don't know when exactly, but everyone seems to know this is gonna be important, and neither side is gonna want to make a mistake early on. So they'll take time to build up their support and make their armies stronger. But they both wanna make the first hit, so they can't be building forever. In a year's time we'll be in deep."
"Perhaps we could do something," Freed offered. "Sabotage them in some way."
"They'll have more defences than we can imagine," Laxus rebutted. "Right now, I just wanna sleep."
"My bed chamber is always open for use for you," Freed assured him, unwrapping himself from his lover's arms. "Take all the time you need."
"Only if you join me," Laxus said, voice firm. "Ever and Bix already told me that you've been working yourself hard, and that you've been delaying sleep when you can get away with it. So if I sleep, then you have to too."
"If you insist," Freed said with a smile. "And I suppose it's appropriate."
"What d'you mean?"
"Well, given that we're in the Netherworld, sleeping seems appropriate," He looked to Laxus with a mischievous grin. "Where else is there to rest in peace?"
Laxus barked out a disbelieving laugh. "You've the most fucking morbid sense of humour, it's fucking great."
And, in spite of the situation, both men smiled as they retired to bed.
~~~
I believe that the 'Knight of Judgment' is a unique painting as it shows what was important to Freed in the days of the war.
Located in the lower regions of the painting, you can see both Laxus and the Raijinshuu. They are shown to be sitting at a table, which multiple artists and historians agree signifies how they influenced Freed in his actions. In many ways, this is a representation of Freed's own Table of the Gods, with those he held close holding his council.
The location of them in the painting is also significant. They are placed in his stomach: they are a part of him that he carried with him throughout the darkest days of his life.
It is a great sorrow that he needed to be secluded from them for the war to end.
The affect that the war had on the Netherworld was unique. Although the realm was secluded and the battle never neared the doors to the Netherworld, the impact of the fighting was said to have been felt in different ways. An overall atmosphere of unease is said to have filled the land, and there was an obvious influx of the dead. Both humans and angels were being slayed at an alarming rate.
The horrors of the war were unseen, but not unknown.
It is said that Freed often found himself at the doors of the Netherworld, contemplating seeing the fray first hand. He stopped himself each time, instead putting his focus on the new wave of deaths that came with each day. At this time, he relied on his friends and lover for support. As often told, this reliance could only last for so long.
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"I'm glad that you're here again," Freed said softly.
The God was lying on his large bed, arm in arm with his lover. Draped in velvet sheets, Freed couldn't help the look of fondness that adorned his features, nor did he care to try. It had been months since he had last had Laxus in his arms, and the loss of his lover's presence was starting to take effect. When he had felt the familiar static, humidity, and chill, he had worn a smile that could almost be described as giddy.
He had needed something to make him happy. The war had brought wave after wave of dead, meaning Freed and his demons were worked to the bone in accommodating them. Every day, hundreds of scared people were brought to his door, traumatised from their murder.
Every day, his anger at the fighting Gods increased.
Freed had worked himself harder than he'd ever needed to. Not only did he go about his usual roles as leader, but he also tried to assist his demons. Sometimes he would search the plains of the Netherworld to find lost souls. Sometimes he would work with The Raijinshuu to merge a body with its owner. Sometimes he would go to the city and build homes for the newly deceased. Ivan and Makarov had already taken their lives away, Freed should do whatever he could to keep them safe in his domain.
He and Laxus had spoken often, but not once in person. Laxus had been doing whatever he could to calm the fighting, even in the smallest of ways. He worked mainly with his grandfather, trying to veer him away from more destructive ways of attack. He had been successful for a while, but Ivan's power was growing and apparently it was getting harder for Laxus to keep Makarov's destructive plans at bay.
The longer the war lasted, the harder it was for Laxus to do anything really.
It was why he had come to Freed's castle. They both knew it.
"Sorry it ain't with better news," Laxus sighed, placing a hand on Freed's cheek with adoration in his eyes. "They're not gonna stop until someone wins. And I think they're just gonna get worse."
"So there's no point in trying to mediate anymore," Freed concluded.
"I think I have to join in first hand," Laxus said in a defeated tone, and Freed stroked his cheek with his knuckle. "I'm not doing anything on the side-lines anymore, they're both too focused on the fight to listen anymore. At least if I join in now, I get to choose which side I'm on rather than being dragged into it against my will."
"And, for full clarity, who's side will you be fighting for?" Freed asked, cautiously.
He was almost certain as to who Laxus would side with, but couldn't be sure. Ivan was a master manipulator and had unfortunately groomed Laxus into being his ideal child before Laxus had left him. It was always a lingering worry of Freed's that Laxus might be manipulated again.
He trusted the man, though. He had to.
"Gramps," Laxus said, nodding slightly to affirm his choice. "The way he's fighting is fucking awful, and he's not acting like he used to. But he's definitely the better of two evils right now. If Ivan wins control, everything he wants is so twisted and cruel. And if we can't get them in a room to talk it out, or stop it some other way, then we have to stop him with force. And, like he said, whatever side has me on it has an advantage. Might as well use it for some good, I guess."
"It's not right that they use you as a weapon," Freed sighed, pressing their foreheads together.
"I'd rather be a weapon for good, than nothing," Laxus mumbled, but there was a level of defeat in his tone.
Freed hated hearing his lover in such a state. His relationship with his father had always been strained, but Laxus had looked up to his grandfather and loved the man dearly. But the way he spoke of Makarov as of late made Freed think he was a shell of his former self. His defence of his values had made him cruel. Makarov preached love and family more than most Gods, and yet he sent people to die to keep these values. He had become a hypocrite of the worst kind, and it seemed to be hurting Laxus more than he would admit.
Placing a hand on Laxus' cheek, Freed looked at him with a soft expression. Laxus closed his eyes and leant into his hand, and it was clear how much strain the man was putting on himself. Freed let his face turn sad for a moment.
"He's not as he used to be, is he?" He eventually asked, speaking about Makarov.
"He's so focused on winning the fight, he's not paying attention to what he's doing," Laxus admitted. "Sometimes, I worry what he'll be like when the war's over."
"You need to make sure he keeps his humanity then," Freed said as he nuzzled further into his lover's grasp. "If you're going to be fighting with him, then you can at least try and keep him sane and kind."
"I'll do what I can, but I might have lost him already."
Before Freed could try to argue the point, Laxus shifted so he was sitting up in the bed. He made a gesture with his hand, and a dark cloud crackled to life in front of them, with lighting shimmering all over it. Freed recognised it as the same spell they had been using to talk when away from each other. It was essentially a looking glass into another location; Laxus was showing him part of the war, something Freed hadn't yet been privy too.
It was abhorrent.
The fighting was taking place over the ocean, and it looked near cataclysmic. Huge waves were sloshing and forming, higher than any wave should be. They crashed into oncoming soldiers with thoughtless ferocity, and Ivan's fighters looked practically ant-like against the attacks from the sea. They were washed away, most probably drowning. Despite knowing what the world would be like if Ivan's troops won, Freed felt something like sympathy for them.
In the centre of the spyglass stood Juvia, Goddess of the Sea, who was clearly controlling the ocean. Her expression was stern and face without regret. Standing either side of her were Natsu, God of Fire, and Lucy, Goddess of the Stars.
Lucy's eyes glowed and she raised a hand into the air. Suddenly the nights sky was plunged into darkness, as if all of the stars had been extinguished within a moment. Even knowing that behind the darkness was a hellish fighting, it was almost a moment of calm. Just the darkness and the sound of the ocean.
And then there was screaming. Fire spread through the enemy forces, illuminating their pain and nothing else. The removal of light had been a distraction that allowed Natsu to climb aboard the ships of the opposing troops. Some of them jumped over the edge of the boats, and found themselves churned up in a whirlpool of Juvia's creation. It was only when he saw the angels battered against the rocks did Freed realise how close they were to the coast.
How close they were to the humans, who had nothing to do with the fight.
It was sickening to watch, made worse by the fact Freed knew the three Gods responsible. Natsu and Lucy were some of the most optimistic people he had met, and had never judged him. And although he didn't know Juvia well, she had always been kind to him. Everything he watched contrasted with what he knew of these people.
"Gramps orchestrated this," Laxus sighed, flicking his wrist, and removing the spyglass.
"Yes," Freed agreed, voice quiet. "I expect it isn't easy to see."
"I told him not to do it," Laxus said with a growl. "I told him that he shouldn't do it near the coast, that people are gonna die because of it. And not just because they get dragged into the whirlpool, but because it's gonna affect the landscape. Juvia can't make water, so she's getting it from the clouds. It won't rain for months so crops are gonna die. And the fish ain't gonna be where they should be, so who fucking knows when they're gonna eat."
"Don't hold yourself accountable for that," Freed said firmly.
"But when I join the fight, it'll be my fucking fault," Laxus exclaimed with equal parts annoyance and exasperation. "But I can't let that stop me, because if I stay out of the fight then I'll either be complacent in it or I'll be dragged into it and forced to do the same crap against my own will. It's just… it's just shit."
Rather than speaking – there was nothing he could say to make it better – Freed kissed his lover slowly. Laxus moved his lips with Freed's, and it was almost in a desperate way. It was awful to see Laxus with such fear in his soul. Freed wished he could do more.
"Even in this war, you are still your own man, Laxus," Freed said softly, pulling apart. "You have your own mind, your own opinions, and your own morality. If you don't want to change, then you don't have to. Hold onto yourself, that's all you can do."
"What if I can't?" Laxus asked weakly.
"You can," Freed assured him. "You have fought against the influences of your family constantly, and you have become the best of them because of it. It will be difficult from time to time, I'm sure, but I know you Laxus. I know you well enough to be sure you will never change your values for anyone, let alone your father and grandfather."
Laxus took a moment to think, and Freed pressed their foreheads together. It was a silent reminder that he was there for him.
"Thanks," Laxus eventually said. "For being here, and for saying all of that."
"I mean it," Freed reaffirmed, stroking Laxus' cheek again. "You have a stubborn side like no other, it's rather an attractive quality for me."
Laxus laughed slightly, appreciating Freed's attempt at lifting the mood slightly. He pressed their lips together in a soft and chaste kiss, wrapping his arm around Freed's waist and pulling their bodies closer to each other. Laxus often felt more comfortable under the protection of Freed's sheets than he did in his own home. Freed's castle felt so far detached from the reality of what was happening, it was like a safe haven for him. The irony wasn't lost on Laxus.
"I'll talk to Gramps about what I can do to help," Laxus eventually said. "While I still can. And like ya said, maybe if I'm fighting on his side then I can try and keep him kind."
"It's probably for the best," Freed agreed, but the worlds felt like acid.
Of course he didn't want Laxus in the fight, but he knew his personal opinion wasn't needed now. If he could have his way, Laxus would happily reside in his castle for the entirety of the war. But that wasn't possible, and Laxus would make a difference. Freed just had to hope that Laxus' inclusion could shorten the length of the war and stop the deaths.
It was an unlikely hope, but all Freed had.
"Can I stay here before I do it," Laxus asked softly, almost weakly. "I need to be with you."
"For as long as you need," Freed promised.
When they fell asleep, they both felt sick with what was to come.
~~~
Many people begin telling the story of how the war ended long after Laxus had become involved. As Freed and Laxus' relationship is often disregarded and forgotten, many people don't see the significance of Laxus' choice to join the fight and leave the Death God in his realm. Most people just see this as another God being forced to take a side and fight, but it was much more.
Laxus leaving to fight was a further hit to Freed. The added work and general disrespect from other God's had already taken affect, and to have these Gods take his lover from him, and to hurt his lover in the way they did, was something of a breaking point.
In retrospect, this is possibly the moment Freed's descent began.
Of course we can only conclude this with the advantage of history. The story of how Freed the Dark got his title is one often untold, and therefore unexplored. But there is a general consensus that it was due to the seclusion he enforced on himself after those he loved were dragged into the fight. This was the first example of this happening for the God, and is seen as the first real hit the man's sanity took.
The change was gradual, and often his own tendencies were the most self-destructive. In the ensuing days and weeks, Freed's temperament got worse and his actions became more thoughtless. It is said that this wasn't clear to most at the time, but with the benefit of hindsight those close to him could see the affect his lover's absence had on him.
To truly explore how Freed became the man who stopped the war, we must explain his descent into solitude. The next step in that process came on the day he sent away the Raijinshuu, and left his castle empty.
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Humans could be quite antagonising, Freed was finding.
He had always done this. As part of being the lord of the Netherworld, he tried his best to make the realm as pleasant for his subjects as he could. Being in complete control of everything meant he had abilities beyond the regular king, and therefore could be a better server to his kingdom. Because of this, he had always allowed his subjects to talk to him, make requests of him in ways that could improve their afterlife.
Today was one such a day. When the dawn had arisen, a queue of the dead had spiralled around the walls of the castle. The majority of them were recently deceased, and Freed knew the moment he laid eyes on them that they didn't want anything of importance, but rather childish requests that Freed had no interest in granting.
He was in a foul mood before he saw the first person. It did not get better.
The requests were ridiculous. Two ex-lovers had their homes in the same street and spent five minutes arguing that the other should be moved to the far end of the city. An adult man had asked for the water in his home to be turned into wine, and claimed it was because of religious beliefs and denying him would be an affront to his faith; it would be an affront to his alcoholism if anything.
And now he was forced to endure an elderly woman ranting at him, claiming her neighbours had been stealing her food provisions and should be punished for it. Her suggestion was that he and his family be starved for a week and to have his food supplies lessened permanently. It was absurd. He was a God, not a mediator for ridiculous arguments. It was tempting to starve her out of spite.
Still, at least he could let his mind wonder and drown out the obsessive whining of the humans for a little while.
With the hordes of the dead coming to his world because of the war, he hadn't had time to relax. Even when he did have a few moments to himself, his mind usually went to Laxus and whatever he might be doing. That was never for good.
It had been months since they had even spoken to one another. After Laxus decided to join the fight, they had spent a few days together before the blonde had returned to the skies to take his grandfather's side and join the battle. After that, they hadn't so much as seen one another. Freed had no idea what his lover was doing, if he was safe, or if he was in danger. The absence of the man he loved was starting to affect him.
In the past, even on the long stretches where they couldn't see each other in person, they could at least talk. But not this time, and Freed missed him. Now he just had idiot humans to distract him.
The amusement was wearing thin.
Because these ridiculous creatures were not treating him like a God. They were not treating him as something to be feared or looked up to. They were treating him as some odd wish granter who is supposed to care about their damn stupid problems!
"May I interrupt you, ma'am," Freed snapped suddenly, hands gripping the side of the throne.
Apparently the woman was the breaking point for him. She stopped, and looked to him almost affronted.
"Because if I'm completely honest with you ma'am, I couldn't give less of a damn about your problems, ma'am. In fact, ma'am, you're such a tedious person that I'm considering granting your neighbour twice the food than he gets now out of spite of you. So, ma'am, I feel as though it's in your best interest to shut your damned mouth right now before my spite becomes something more sour."
The woman looked at him with a gape. Freed glared at her. Did she not understand that he was a God?
"I allow you my council because I wish to make this place good for you all," Freed continued. He stood up from his throne and started to pace. Those in the room all looked towards him. "I make changes to accommodate you all. And this is what you want from me? To act as a ridiculous mediator for all your petty bullshit."
"Petty?" The woman had the arrogance to actually scoff as if offended.
"Quiet!" He yelled, and the glass in the room cracked at the echoing sound. His jaw clenched and he glared at the woman. "I am a God. I am above you, yet nobody seems to understand that. I am not a fucking serviceman; I am your better!"
Freed's tempered flared, and his eyes pulsated with darkness. From the corner of the room, Bickslow winced a little at the rise in anger. He went to speak but Freed interrupted.
"All of you leave," He roared at the congregated humans in his throne room. "Get out. Now!"
"But we've been waiting since sunset last night," One of the men in the line protested, and Freed turned his glare to him.
"Then you'll learn that next time you should get here earlier, won't you," He spat, acid dripping into his tone and he stalked towards the man. He cowered below Freed, and the God would be lying if he said it wasn't satisfying. When he next spoke, his voice was a calm, threatening tone. "If you have any further objections, I would be delighted to hear them. But be warned of the consequences if I disagree with you."
Bickslow opened the door to the throne room and ushered the humans out before anybody could speak further, shutting the door when it was just him and the God. Freed stormed towards his throne and collapsed onto it, eyes still a shadowy purple glow.
Rather than speaking, the demon simply waited for the God to calm down. Freed was typically a calm man, only reserving his anger for when he had met with other Gods, so to see him acting in such a way as a result of speaking with humans was unusual and concerning. Bickslow knew, when Freed's rage had gotten the best of him, that it was best to allow the man to decompress and let his anger dissipate without interrupting him.
The silence lasted a short while, and was only interrupted when the door to the throne room opened. Bickslow let out a held breath when he saw that it was Evergreen, rather than someone who didn't know Freed and might further his anger. She, too, didn't say anything and waited for Freed to calm, giving him a concerned expression; she must have seen the humans retreating.
"Mindless cretins," Freed eventually said, his voice quieter now. "I am a God, for fucks sake. Does nobody understand that?"
"What actually happened?" Evergreen asked, walking towards Freed and speaking softly.
"The same thing that always happens," Freed growled, though it was aimed more at his lap than at the demon. "I attempt to show an ounce of kindness to people and they see it as weakness. I am their God and they disrespect me, treat me like one of their own. Perhaps the idiots at that intolerable table were correct and I should treat my subjects with cruelty. At least then I wouldn't be forced to endure their mindless whining about their ridiculous problems."
"You know you don't mean that," Bickslow sighed, placing a hand on Freed's shoulder. "She was fucking stupid. You know some people are just up their own asses. There're thousands of people who respect you because you ain't some dictator."
"Perhaps," Freed said, though his voice didn't portray confidence.
"He's right Freed," Evergreen encouraged, sitting on the arm of the throne, and smiling at the God. "Remember what you told Laxus before he left. He has to make sure he doesn't change who he is. You have to do the same thing, keep yourself kind."
Freed didn't say anything, and deflated at the sound of his lover's name. Bickslow and Evergreen shared a look at that.
Though the two of them had known Laxus was important to Freed, they hadn't known just how much the God cared for him until recently. Freed's mood had changed slightly, and he was both more forlorn and had a shorter temper. It was clear that Laxus had been some kind of a light in Freed's life, in some sense, and to have him ripped away from him and into a warzone was harming Freed more than he let on.
The influx of work probably wasn't helping either and the God was facing more stress than he probably ever had before. They did their best to keep him happy, of course, but Freed insisted on keeping himself busy and making more work for himself than needed.
"He'll come back eventually," Bickslow said, in a voice almost soft. He patted the man's shoulder gently.
"He hasn't yet," Freed snapped, looking up with a glare.
"We know he hasn't, Freed," Evergreen sighed, placing a hand on his thigh comfortingly. "But you had to know that it'd take a while for anything to give."
"I suppose," Freed let his gaze fall again.
"You just gotta make sure you're still the man he loves when he comes back," Bickslow grinned. "And that's why you've got the two of us, right? So we can keep you on the straight and narrow for your man. That way, when he comes back covered in scars and even hotter than he was before, the two of you can pick up where you left off and start kissing each other. And you won't have to do it with Ivan Fuckface in charge."
"I suppose not," Freed chuckled, and it was only slightly bitter. "I do understand that what he's doing is important. I just miss him."
"Of course you do," Evergreen smiled. "I don't know what it's like, but the way you smile at him shows how much you care. But you just need to be patient."
Freed agreed with the statement, but didn't say anything. Selfishly he would have rather Laxus not go to the war. He would have offered the man safe haven in his castle and fought off the forces who tried to take him, and he would do so with both tooth and claw. But his demons were right; Laxus needed to fight for the more moral side and Freed couldn't stop him. If Freed were any other God, he too would probably be fighting on Makarov's side at that moment. But he had to look after his people, and doing that meant he had to allow his lover some trust.
"Thank you for putting up with me," Freed eventually spoke again. "I understand that it might get annoying listening to me complain about not being treated well, I'm sorry."
"We agree with you, idiot," Bickslow laughed. "The Gods are dicks to you and some of the new guys down here don't know a good thing when they see it, and they complain about it. You're allowed to rant at us whenever you want."
"Whenever we meet another God's angel and they talk about how they're treated, we realise just how good we get it with you," Evergreen laughed. "And that's quite a claim, because you can be quite annoying when you want to be."
"Oh," Freed raised an eyebrow. He knew Evergreen was baiting him to another, more cheerful topic, and he allowed it to happen. "Give me an example."
"I know," Bickslow grinned, voice loud again to lift the mood. The demons were doing what they always did to get Freed out of a bad mood, wait until he was willing to talk and then be optimistic and loud. "When you saw her looking at the Strauss brother with moony eyes so got him to work in the castle and then you made the climate warmer, so he'd take his shirt off to make Ever implode."
"Yes," Ever muttered. "That was annoying."
Freed chuckled, and his shoulders relaxed, and jaw unclenched. He relaxed in his throne and glanced to the window that had shattered at his shout. He waved a hand towards it and it slowly started to melt back into place.
Just like Laxus' magic was connected to the weather; Freed's was connected to the structure of the Netherworld. He managed to keep his destructive tendencies to the castle, and when he was calm he would fix anything he had broken in his anger. He didn't miss the shared smile of his demons when the window was fixed. They clearly knew that, to an extent, his mental wellbeing was reflected by the structure of his home. Laxus had storm clouds, Freed had crumbling stone.
"The two of you are far too good for me," Freed claimed, cricking his neck.
"You're only saying that because you haven't seen how obedient some of the other angels are," Bickslow chuckled.
Obedience was much less appealing than having friends. Freed wasn't going to say that, though.
"You're fine as you are," Freed assured them.
"That's good. I doubt we'll change anytime soon," Evergreen chuckled, smiling. "But, you do know that if there's anything we can do for you, you just have to ask. We know that this isn't easy for you."
Freed thought for a moment. There was, of course, one thing that he wanted to ask of his demons, but he couldn't. It was a purely selfish request and could endanger their wellbeing. He dismissed the thought almost as it came to him, but apparently his demons had seen the momentary flicker of an idea strike him. They looked at him expectantly, and that didn't stop when he made a passive motion with his hand.
"You needn't do this if you don't want to," Freed began. "In fact it's probably better if you don't. It's a fanciful idea at best."
"Tell us," Evergreen requested.
"Laxus. I need to know that he's alive, and safe," Freed admitted, weakly. "It's killing me not knowing what's happening with him."
"You want us to find him and make sure he ain't injured?" Bickslow concluded, raising an eyebrow towards Freed.
The God nodded, though had no expectations that his demons would indulge his ideas. Bickslow and Evergreen looked to one another and seemed to have a silent conversation between themselves; Freed had often wondered if his demons could actually speak without their voice and they just hadn't told him. After a few seconds of silent communication, they looked back to Freed with a concerning amount of determination in their expressions.
"Will you be okay without us?" Evergreen asked, and her voice was serious.
"You're considering it?" Freed asked. They both nodded, and Freed felt a mixture of sickness and relief. "I-I can merge souls on my own. That's most of your responsibilities as of late."
"We meant if you could look after yourself while we're gone, Freed," Bickslow sighed.
"If I can look after a realm of millions, I can look after myself," Freed spoke with offence shaping his tone. He knew of their reason for asking though.
"We'll leave in the morning," Bickslow stated, and Evergreen nodded.
Freed looked at his demons with shock. He knew they had respect and fondness for him, but hadn't expected this. He was asking his friends to walk into the most vicious battlefield in history, and all because he couldn't bear to not know what was happening with his lover. It was an almost pathetic request and yet they were happy to risk their lives for it.
"Thank you," He whispered, bowing his head to them.
They both smiled, and it made Freed's stomach ache. He loved them both, and they were too good to him, despite their protests. Anyone willing to walk through hell for him was worth more than Freed could give them.
And tomorrow, they would be gone…
He would be alone in his castle.
And he would have to deal with that.
~~~
It is unclear as to how long Freed expected his demons to be gone from The Netherworld, looking for his lover. Many of the records claim it was only meant to be days, but that is heavily contested and criticised. But no matter what the expectations, the time taken to gather any information on Laxus' state was long enough to have a great effect on Freed.
Again, this is something reflected in the 'Knight of Judgement' art piece. The flowers located in both the death Gods eye and heart are reflective of his emotional state.
Art historians claim that the flower located in Freed's eye is reflective of the beauty he saw in the world, and the people. The encroaching purple effect is a show of how, without those he loved to influence his actions, that optimism and beauty he saw in existence was slowly being taken away in his solitude.
The flower in his chest is said to be orange and red as his heart is stained with blood. It acts as a mirror for the more violent side of the man after his loved ones left, something that gets more and more prominent as his seclusion continues.
This can be seen in his interaction with the angel known as Jackal.
Jackal is known to be a cursed angel, a criminal of the war and part of Ivan's Tartaros Nine. He is responsible for some of the most brutal deaths during the war, many of which were humans who he saw collateral damage. He is said to be one of the most sadistically cruel of the angels on Ivan's side, and has often been shown as the man who encouraged Ivan into his most aggressive and twisted attacks.
The death of the angel was seen as a large victory for Makarov's side, and the strike of lightning that sank his ship and led to his drowning is sometimes accredited for a shift in the war. Many people think Jackal's story ends there, but this is untrue.
Jackal's story truly ends in the afterlife, with Freed. And for those with a sensitive disposition, I advise caution into reading the details of this meeting.
Levy McGarden; An Examination and Retelling of the Fiorean Gods
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At the back left of Freed's castle was a tower.
Inside the tower was a room that often went unused. A torture chamber of sorts.
Often, those who might have justifiably occupied such a room were never given an afterlife. Luck seemed determined to spawn their souls and bodies in places where they couldn't be found, meaning the truly cruel people usually had their bodies composted and their souls fizzled by insanity before they could even near an afterlife. Fate must determine that death being permanent a larger punishment than anything Freed could have done to them.
That apparently wasn't seen as true with a certain person. Both the body and the soul of Jackal had formed at the foot of Freed's door. It was practically an offering, and Freed understood what he had to do.
An angel's death was similar to a human's, in the Netherworld. Although they were considerably rarer, the process was the same. Death ripped apart the soul and the body, and if they were brought back then they would be indistinguishable from humans. Other than the demons and Freed himself, nobody in the underworld was different from the other. That meant, whereas previously an angel would have a higher tolerance for pain, they were now as breakable and damageable than any human would be.
This was convenient, given what Freed was going to do.
He knew who Jackal was. The murderer of countless, the angel who bathed in the ashes of his victims, the Demigod of destruction. The titles he gained were overly dramatic, but were not exaggerated. Jackal was a murderer, and even the presence of his soul and body had seemingly sent a shiver down the Netherworld.
And he had been given straight to Freed. As a gift almost. The idea that the leader of the Netherworld would punish sinners was something greatly exaggerated, but Freed felt he could conform to the stereotype for now. It might be rather therapeutic.
Fun, even.
A welcome distraction too. After sending his closest demons into the warzone, he had been alone in the castle. The only interactions he'd had were with the people whose souls and bodies he had merged together, and he had dismissed them without a word. Being alone in his castle was something he hadn't experiences in millennia's, and he wasn't dealing with the situation. He was allowing his anger to permeate, with nobody to use as an outlet.
But now he had someone. His anger at how cruel the war had become, and how it affected those he loved, could now be directed at someone who has responsible for it.
Maybe that was why Jackal had been delivered to him where no cruel man had been before. Freed was now a fate worse than death.
The doors to the tower creaked and groaned as they slowly opened, and the light flittering into the room from behind Freed illuminated the dusty chamber dimly. Cobwebs cluttered the room, the stonework lacked the usual polish of the rest of the castle, and the only things that had any level of care attributed to them were the shackles, manacles and chains that were keeping the man contained.
Jackal couldn't move. Metal bands wrapped around his wrists, ankles, biceps, thighs, stomach, neck, and chest. A large metal plate blocked his mouth and, although it couldn't be seen, Freed knew that there was a rusted shaft of metal holding down the man's tongue and resting in his throat.
Freed looked at the man with no sympathy. He knew what he had done.
"Typically, the devil is meant to confront a person with their sins in a situation like this," Freed began, and Jackal looked at him. His expression was hidden by his bounds. "But I expect you lack the morality to feel guilt."
Jackal made a choking, raspy sound. He was laughing.
Freed's didn't show any reaction other than a slight tensing of his posture. He had heard stories about how Jackal worked. His sadistic nature was prevalent in everything he did, and one way he entertained himself was by toying with people. Many of the dead had been forced to beg for mercy by the man, only to have him kill them a moment later. It would be in keeping with his reputation for him to try and antagonise Freed, and he wasn't going to give the man the satisfaction of getting under his skin.
"No," Freed continued. "You much prefer the hands-on approach, I expect."
Clenching his fist, he slammed it forward in a sharp punch to the man's gut. It was a simple enough movement, but the God's strength mixed with the angel's newfound vulnerability forced out a small choking sound. Jackal quickly manipulated it into another throaty laugh, but the pain the action had caused was obvious. Freed looked at him with almost curiosity.
He punched the man three more times, in quick succession, hitting the same part of his stomach each time. His only partially restored body bruised easier than a living person would, and a purple mound spread from where Freed had punched. Jackal was still laughing.
The reaction was interesting to Freed. That was perhaps not what Jackal wanted from it.
"I'm curious to see what your intention is, with the laughter," Freed said, stepping back and looking at the man plainly. "Because even if you succeed in antagonising me, I won't let you out. You'll be here for as long as I want, and I'll hurt you in whatever way I see fit no matter how much you laugh, or how angry you make me."
He just kept laughing.
"Furthermore, if this is some form of manipulation to make me do something I might regret, then I must inform you that my mortality is not as rigid and clear cut as you might think. And with a man such as yourself, regret is unlikely to take effect."
He was still laughing.
And Freed didn't find himself annoyed by it, for the moment. He knew what a manipulator looked like; he had met Ivan after all. All men like that were clearly after a certain reaction and the worst outcome for them was to be denied it. So Freed turned to the side, looked at the large wheel that was attached to the chains containing Jackal, and began to turn it. The shackles tightened around the man, the chains started to stretch him, and the skin bruised beneath the metal.
"I expect you thought yourself above death, so you probably didn't bother to learn the rules of the Netherworld," Freed continued, removing his hands from the crank and looking back to his capture, who was wincing with his eyes. "Your body won't heal, at all. We have people with the ability to heal it, but they work for me, and they will not help you. So anything I do to you, will be a permanent fixture."
Freed absently ran a sharp nail down the man's leg. It split open as if cut by a knife, and Freed noticed the slight widening of the man's eyes.
Good.
"Of course I might heal you eventually. The definition of your muscles, and the lack of any blemishes, shows you keep pride in what you look like," Freed mused aloud, looking him up and down as one might assess their prey. "Ruining it multiple times in multiple ways might be interesting."
Jackal didn't react to that, but Freed had a feeling he would have a comment if he could speak. He thought only for a moment before placing his hand on the large metal gag, pulling it forward and taking the man's head with it. The leather straps flicked open at the pressure, and Freed pulled the rusted iron out of his prisoners' mouth. He didn't miss the raspy cough that Jackal allowed, nor did he miss his dried lips.
He was more affected than he was letting on. Freed almost felt some sympathy.
But he knew what this man had done. The purposeful attacks on the shorelines just to kill humans and hurt them. The joyous laughter he had projected as the skies lit up with death and anguish. The disregard for anything other than his own twisted amusement. This man had lost his chance at sympathy more times than it was possible to count.
"So you're the corpse fucker Ivan's always talkin' about," Jackal rasped.
"He's yet to come up with a more creative insult, it seems," Freed brushed the comment off. "A pity."
Before Jackal could say anything again, he grabbed the man by his neck and lifted him up. The chains fought against it, and strained their grip on Jackal. Freed's claw like nails dug into the man's neck and a slight trail of blood slithered down one of Freed's fingers. Now without the obtrusive gag, Freed could see more how the man was shaking and gritting his teeth to stop some kind of exhalation of pain. Freed's grasp tightened just a little.
"I'm conflicted on how to treat you, Jackal," Freed stated, forcing eye contact with the bound man. "Given this is a form of punishment, it seems only right there to be some kind of irony involved. Perhaps for everyone you've made cry, I should make you cry. For everyone you've left to burn, I burn you. Perhaps I could invite your victims here, use you as a form of entertainment for them. Have them flog you and laugh as you weep, which you will. Although, selfishly, it might be more fun if I were to make you my personal… plaything."
Jackal laughed hoarsely. "Heard that you were a pacifist. This is a surprise."
"Who told you that," Freed chuckled, pushing his claws further into the man's neck. Something popped under the pressure; he didn't know what, but there was more blood now.
"Everyone," Jackal said, and he gargled. Blood was coming from his mouth. "They say you got corrupted by those fucking half-life's you let in here and those little bitch demons. Say that they made ya weak."
"Perhaps they did," Freed mused. "But do you know what else they did?" He leant close to Jackal, grinning. "They left me. And now it's just you and me."
Freed pushed the man forward, as if throwing him to the side, but the chains kept him where he was. Blood slid out of some of the wounds Freed gave him, but he was still laughing weakly. Freed looked at him with intrigue, but didn't say anything. He let the man laugh for a little while before he tired himself out, then he spoke again.
"You see, I've had a lot of time to think as of late," Freed mused, looking at the man as the amusement was settled. "And I've decided, the war doesn't make me sad. It doesn't make me feel bad. It makes me feel angry. Because an imbecilic man and his equally idiotic father decided to take out their anger on the world. Just to destroy it. Not because they need to fight, nor because anything needs to change. Because they're ridiculous little people with so much arrogance that they think they're problems are the world's problems.
"And then there's people like you. The enablers. The puppet masters, perhaps. The people whispering in their ears, telling them they need to act larger. Get angrier and more destructive. To go bigger and stronger because that's what power demands and that's what happens in wars. And all just to feed your evil wank fantasies. You saw an opportunity and you took it, and expected no consequences."
Freed slammed his fist forward and punched the man in his gut again, and Jackal visibly deflated at the action, coughing up blood. The bruise on the man's stomach got larger, and Jackal's laughter was weaker this time.
"Interesting," Jackal commented, voice gravely and quiet now.
"Speak up," Freed demanded with a sharp tone.
"I said it's interesting. Which of the Dreyar's you chose to mention," Jackal cackled, looking up at Freed with a manic grin. Freed's posture tightened at the statement. "You talk about Ivan and the decrepit bastard. But not little Laxus."
"The point being?" Freed demanded, the sound of Laxus' name on the angel's tongue sounding wrong. Evil.
"We all fucking know about what the two of you fuckers do when he's down here," Jackal laughed manically, and Freed tensed. "And daddy Ivan isn't happy. And when he wins he's gonna come down here and get ya. And I've heard what he's gonna do to ya. And you're not gonna like it. And he's gonna make little Laxus watch as he rips open his demonic little secret."
"Don't assume you have the right to say his name."
"What are ya gonna do to stop me," Jackal giggled, allowing himself to go limp in the chains. "Lock me up. Torture me. It ain't working yet. And that'd be ironic – since ya like irony – that you'd be hurting me because little Laxus is away. Because that's why you're acting like this, and not just letting me die. Because you miss him. Ain't that just fucking sweet."
"Don't say his name."
"Or maybe you just miss him shoving his dick in your ass," Jackal cackled again, eyes wide and unhinged as he looked at his torturer. "You'll might have to get used to it. Because if Ivan has his way, there won't be much left of your fuck toy when the war is done."
Freed paused at that, then his gaze sharpened.
"What do you mean?" He asked, voice cutting. "What does he intend to do."
"Oh, I don't think I want to tell you yet," Jackal laughed. "I just heard that Ivan needs a nice little powerhouse for the rest of the fight and has his eyes on little Laxus. But once he's won, he doesn't need him anymore. And he had a lot of plans for traitors, and your Lightning God is the most traitorous little fucker of all. I won't tell you all of what he'll go through. But I think that it will be spectacular, I just wished I could see it."
There was a moment of silence. Then Freed saw red.
Everything that had happened since the war began flashed into his mind. The endless slaughter of innocent people. The forced involvement of his lover. The decisions made to force his friends into the fray. The slow but persistent chipping away at his kindness. The cruelty shown by all who were involved. Everything was twisted and wrong.
And here, before him, was Jackal. An orchestrator of this hellish existence. A manipulator and abuser.
Someone who deserved agony.
He slammed his hand forward again, eyes glowing. Darkness swirled up his arm and manipulated his flesh, replacing his skin with fur and talons and his hand with a claw. He reached out with a snarl, his drumming heartbeat drowning out the sound of Jackal's laughter. His claw dug into the man's chest, ripping open his flesh as if it were nothing. He dug in further, cutting through the flesh, muscle, and bone before finding his target, and he grabbed it.
The man's heart.
He pulled.
Jackal screamed.
Blood dripped from both the wound and the organ, before Jackal slumped. The removed of a heart was a way of killing the undead. It would ensure that the body and soul were split apart again, and couldn't be returned. The rest of the soul's partial existence would be agony. An infinite hell preserved by the last flickers of consciousness.
Freed dropped the organ, letting it fall to the ground. He spun on his heel and allowed the body to slump and bruise in chains, not sparing the angel another glance.
After leaving the room, his boots clicked on the marble as he walked down a corridor. Either side was a stained-glass depiction of both Evergreen and Bickslow, decorations that hadn't been there before. The castle was trying to tell him something, apparently. Either a warning or a judgment on his morality. Freed spared them a glance but stormed through it without much care for his friend's depictions.
At the end of the corridor, he slammed the door shut. The corridor crumbled to nothing behind him, destroying the glass visages of his friends as it did. It was just wreckage in his wake.
~~~
The hand with which Freed removed Jackal's heart was his right. The 'Knight of Judgement' art piece portrays his right hand as being overtaken by thorn like chains, showing the affect the darkness had on him. It acts as judgment for what he did, and when he allowed his cruelty to overtake him and taint his actions.
After that day, Freed was changed. This art piece shows it.
Although it is argued as to whether Freed's actions were justified or not, it is almost unanimous that this was the only time Freed acted solely out of blind rage and anger. This was the only time in the war where he lost himself entirely to his emotions.
Also often disputed is why Freed had destroyed the corridor leading to the torture tower. Some claim he did so because he wished the block his path from the room off so that he could move on from what he had done and not repeat it. Others claim it was a clear objection to the judgment of Bickslow and Evergreen through their stained-glass visages. Either way, the corridor was one room that was never fixed after its destruction.
Despite the fact Freed never acted out of blind anger again, his mind did not heal immediately. The following weeks, he secluded himself in his castle. No demons nor humans were allowed in. The doors were replaced by walls, the windows bricked up, and moat surrounding it filled with melted stones and magma. He had finalised his own prison.
His self-destruction and seclusion continued for a while longer, the precise time is unknown. What is known is that the next time Freed would see any other creature is the return of his demons to the Netherworld, which is often where the story of the end of the war is said to begin.
Levy McGarden; An Examination and Retelling of the Fiorean Gods
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There was something wrong in the Netherworld.
It was the first thing that Bickslow and Evergreen noticed when they returned. There was a certain edge to the atmosphere that hadn't been present before. Whereas previously the Netherworld had been welcoming by design – death was jarring enough, why make the new environment hostile to the deceased – now it was darker and sharper almost. It was no longer the bustling city it had once been, but instead was a shell of itself, an endless expanse of buildings.
Two demons glanced at each other with concern. The people who should have populated the streets were nowhere to be seen, the ever-present sound of talking that came with humans had been lost, and the feeling of loneliness was practically palpable.
Their immediate concern was for their God.
As they flew through the streets, they could see the dead were in their homes. Some people were working the farms needed to keep food, but only the bare minimum. The Netherworld was a skeleton of what it once was, and everything the two demons saw were making them more worried for their friend. Freed had done whatever he could to make the place better than this, so to see what had happened in their absence was more than concerning.
"Maybe we should have stayed with him," Bickslow sighed. "At least one of us."
"There's no point in dwelling on that," Evergreen said, looking at the abandoned streets with a frown. "We should just get to him as soon as we can and try and help him."
"Guess we should."
The demons sped up their flight through the city, both wearing expressions of concern as they got nearer and nearer to the castle where their God resided. As the building became more than just a silhouette, they both looked at it with wide eyes.
Whereas previously it had been somewhat welcoming, it now stood both secluded and crumbling. The windows had been replaced by bricks, the moat had been expanded to the point where the castle was on its own island, and the drawbridge was lifted and bolted upright. The brickwork was cracked, and it was clear some of the more vulnerable pieces of stone had fallen to the ground below. Doors were removed and any form of entrance seemed blocked up or destroyed. It was entirely closed off, no doubt with Freed inside.
After flitting around the top of the castle in hopes of finding an entrance, their concern grew. Freed was secluding himself. Completely.
Of course, they couldn't allow this. Freed was a man more emotional than he would openly admit, and clearly the toll of the war was affecting him greatly. Worse, he was a powerful man, and it would be entirely possible that Freed's seclusion could lead to something more destructive. It would only take the wrong thing to happen before Freed's emotions contorted into anger, and he use it against his subjects.
It took a little while, but after flying around the walls of the castle, they managed to find a single unblocked door. It was at the back of the castle, and only allowed access to the private garden. The place where Freed and Laxus had met.
When they entered, they saw the state of disrepair was worse inside. Carpets were muddied, dusty and torn, curtains clumped on the floor having fallen form the walls, paintings were either destroyed or removed, light had been eradicated entirely and shards of brick and stone populated the ground. It was a wreck, and the fact that Freed seemed either unaware of it or simply didn't care sent a surge of fear through the demons.
The castle was a reflection of Freed. If he didn't care about the castle, he didn't care about his own wellbeing.
Guided by the light of Bickslow's glowing souls, they quietly navigated the silent castle. They checked Freed's chambers and the study that he preferred, but saw they were both unoccupied and equally as run down as the rest of the building. They then searched more of the rooms Freed could often be found in, before walking towards the throne room. They had hoped they wouldn't need to go there, that Freed would be elsewhere, but all signs pointed that this was where he was.
Freed was never in the throne room for a good reason. It was normally the source of his anger.
When they pushed open the door, they were greeted with the sight of their God. The room itself was more ruined than any other, with streams of light flitting in through the cracks in the walls, hitting Freed in various places. Every decoration was in tatters, burned away or non-existent. The only thing still in its former glory was the throne itself, and that made Evergreen and Bickslow look on in worry. Freed hated that throne, only used it when needed, and yet now it was the only thing he was bothering to keep immaculate.
Why he was doing that they didn't know, but it wasn't going to be for a good reason.
Freed himself looked different too. His face was emotionless, his right hand replaced with an obviously demonic claw, his clothing ripped and in the same state as the castle, and his right eye was pulsating in a dark purple glow.
"You've returned," He commented, looking at his demons enigmatically.
"What the hell happened here?" Bickslow demanded, looking around in almost disbelief.
"Progress," Freed shrugged, not moving from his throne. "I had something of a realisation. Call is an epiphany if you want to romanticise it."
"Okay," Evergreen said slowly, approaching Freed with something akin to caution. Freed raised an eyebrow at that. "And what did you realise."
"That humans brought this upon themselves," Freed said plainly. "They worship these Gods without care for the consequences. They build up their dammed egos to the point where they believe that their Gods can do no wrong, and the Gods believe them right back. They're complicit in their own destruction. They have a hunger for mistreatment, whether they're aware of it or not, and I have granted them their wish. I expect they're thrilled at what they've got."
"Freed, that ain't-" Bickslow began, but Evergreen put a hand on his arm to stop him. They needed the full story before they could help.
"Why did you let the castle get like this?" She asked.
"I didn't see the point in maintaining it," Freed stated, looking at his demons with almost curiosity. "Nobody but me is going to see it, and I don't particularly care for the frivolities of it all. Why waste the effort in making it look respectable if there's nobody to appreciate it?"
"And the moat?" Bickslow prompted.
"There were complaints about the way I was changing things, and people thought it wise to try and change my mind," Freed sighed, in annoyance most likely. "The moat acts as a deterrent. There's no way to approach me, and those who try will have their bodies boiled. It proved quite effective, after the first few attempts were unsuccessfully made."
"And why remove the windows?"
"Predominantly to further keep out anyone who wished to try their luck in speaking with me," Freed glanced at where a window had once been, then back to his demons. "And partly because the light seeping in was a bother. I can see without it; it was simply a functionality for the human's ease. Unneeded now."
The two demons shared a look. They had perhaps expected a blind rage from their God, but this calm, detached nature was a lot more concerning. It was as if all the emotion had been sapped out of him.
"What made you do this Freed?" Evergreen asked, stepping closer again. Bickslow did the same.
"I told you, I came to a greater understanding of the world," Freed shrugged. "Humans are addicted to pain and turmoil. They bring it upon themselves so it makes their short existences seem worthwhile; they force agony on themselves so that they can feel better when they get rid of it. I have been a crutch to them, and they haven't earned my help, so I have removed it from them. I have also removed their influence from me."
While Evergreen looked at their God with concern, Bickslow's eyes widened and he felt a rush of guilt wash over him. He had seen emotions of all type in humans, both repressed and volatile, and he knew what Freed was doing. He was a man of pride and duty, and he wouldn't allow his true feelings to be known to anyone. But it was plain to see that he was lonely.
Bickslow and Evergreen had left him alone when he was struggling. He was more alone than he had ever been, and he had closed himself off.
Perhaps he thought that emotions were the reason he was hurting so much on his own, and was trying to remove their influence from him. Perhaps he just wasn't thinking straight, and his self-inflicted seclusion from the world had led him to make stupid decisions. But it was very clear what was happening; Freed was angry and lonely and didn't know how to deal with it, so was lashing out at the world.
Walking up to Freed, he was met with an inquisitive eyebrow raise and nothing more. Before Freed could stop him, the demon wrapped his arms tightly around the man, pulling him into a tight hug.
Freed went rigid against Bickslow's chest and for a moment he was unmoving.
"I'm sorry we left you," Bickslow stated softly, and his voice quivered. "And I'm sorry you're having to go through all this shit with nobody to understand how hard it is for you. And I'm sorry that people constantly undermine you. I'm sorry we haven't been here for you and I promise we won't do that to you again. But we are here for you, and we love you."
A sob slipped through Freed's lips.
He wrapped his arms tightly around Bickslow, clinging to him as if he might disappear. Bickslow tightened his own grip, and allowed Freed to press his face into his torso for as long as he needed. He was probably crying, and most likely wouldn't end the hug until he stopped. That was fine, he could deal with that.
Evergreen had walked over and was gently stroking Freed's back, and the two demons shared a sympathetic look. They knew now that one of them should have stayed behind to look after him, they knew that Freed wasn't as in control as he liked to think and should have anticipated he might need help.
But like Evergreen had said earlier, they couldn't focus on that.
Eventually Freed did remove himself from the hug, and the dampness around his eyes told Bickslow that he had indeed cried. They didn't comment on anything as Freed rubbed the back of his left hand against his face, cleaning it slightly and making himself look more presentable. The glowing in his right eye diminished now, but the effect of his time alone was still obvious in both the castle and in his demonic right arm.
"I shouldn't need to rely on you," Freed whispered. "And I'm sorry that I do."
"Everyone needs people, Freed," Evergreen said softly. "And the people who think otherwise are the people who start wars and bring cruelty for no reason. You are not one of those people."
"But what I've done over the last-"
"Anything you've done can be fixed, Freed," Bickslow firmly stated, leaving no room for argument. "You're allowed mistakes, more than anyone. People can forgive you and move on, they're good at that."
Freed thought for a moment, before ducking his head in defeat. Evergreen patted his shoulder while Bickslow ruffled the top of his already messy head. Freed chuckled slightly at the action, though his heart was barely in it. The demons wished that they could do more to help their friend, but he could only heal himself. And, unfortunately, part of that healing process would involve the God's lover, something which Freed would soon find out about.
"We found Laxus," Evergreen said after Freed looked up again. The man's head snapped towards her. "And I'm going to need you to promise to keep calm."
"If he okay?" Freed demanded, regret replaced by a small mixture of fear and anger.
"He's alive," Bickslow said calmly, and the lack of affirmation of anything better made Freed tense. "A couple of weeks ago, he was captured by Ivan's forces. They're using him against Makarov, we're not exactly sure how, but they're managed to draw his lightning out of him against his will."
Freed's eyes went hollow as he thought back to what Jackal had said. If captured, they would use Laxus for as long as needed, before killing him.
"Are they hurting him?"
"Yes," Evergreen sighed, placing a hand on Freed in the hope of calming him. "We're not sure, but we think they're using some kind of torture to get him to use his lightning."
"We couldn't save him on our own, he's heavily guarded," Bickslow confessed, looking at the floor with an angered expression. "We did what we could, but we had to leave. We came here immediately because you needed to know. I'm sorry we couldn't save him."
"What exactly are they doing to him?" Freed said, standing up.
"They've got him in chains, and when we were there they were constantly beating him," Evergreen explained softly, watching as Freed moved. "There's these things, they look like crystals, which looked like they were coming from his back and his chest. Every time he was hit, and a spark of lighting came across him, the crystals picked it up and sent it into a metal structure. We think it's a weapon, a lightning canon of some kind."
"They're beating him," Freed echoed quietly. "They're torturing him."
Many things happened next.
The castle seemed to shift around them, stone cracking against stone, shards of glass and rubble lifting from the air and floating towards the walls, ruined tapestries and curtains reforming and returning to their previous places around the room. Light streamed into the room where the windows now reformed. The room was just as it once had been, in its perfected glory, and both demons felt the rumble of movement through the castle that told them the entire building was the same.
Freed himself changed too. Any signs of him being haggard or exhausted were removed, and replaced with perfection. He stood upright, tall, and proud. He was more regal and God-like in that moment than he had ever been.
Two sharp, curved horns twisted out of his head, parting his hair. His eye glowed bright as he looked back to his demons, an expression of barely restrained fury on his face. Air seemed to twist around him and darken, as if magically inclined to support his rage and passion. He was not just a God, at that moment. He was a warrior.
"I will speak to my people," Freed proclaimed, turning on his heal and started to move through his castle.
"And say what?" Evergreen asked, sprouting wings to keep up with him.
"To announce that we will no longer be passive in this war," Freed stated, motioning to the drawbridge which fell with a dramatic shutter, lava sloshing around it. "They have captured the man I love and are using his gifts to slaughter innocent people. His own father is responsible and will show no guilt nor compassion. This war has been happening for years and has twisted those who have been dragged into it. It is a blight on anyone who has seen it yet was born of the whim of two egotists. But it will continue no more."
"What are you gonna do?" Bickslow questioned as Freed walked out of his castle for the first time in months.
"I will bring hell to them," Freed proclaimed. "And anyone who dares try and stop me will do battle with the devil himself."
~~~
The day the doors to the Netherworld opened was the day the war ended. The day Freed ended it.
It was a momentous occasion, one which will forever be recognised in history. The day that the God of Death saw the war for the first time, and decided that he would end it. The day where the dead fought for the living. The day the leading Gods were shown for what they were; weak and uncaring to those below them.
On that day, Freed became a fighter. The horns he grew symbolised that, both as a reflection of the helmets worn by warriors as well as a clear declaration of his strength. The God was a weapon, something dangerous and to be feared. He had no weaknesses, no vulnerabilities. He was something that could not be destroyed by lesser beings, not could be looked down upon. Freed was often assumed to be an incompetent leader of the Netherworld by other Gods, but in that moment he was more devilish than any God could hope to be.
That day, everything Freed did struck fear into the hearts of Gods.
The day the doors to the Netherworld opened was often feared. In prophecy it claimed to be the day the dead rose to overtake the living, angered by their treatment and mortality. Even Gods were taught to fear the opening of hell.
And when it happened, a shiver went through the world.
And even a God as twisted as Ivan Dreyar felt fear.
Levy McGarden; An Examination and Retelling of the Fiorean Gods
~~~
Ivan was a bastard.
Laxus had always thought this, ever since he had realised just how much of his life had been manipulated by his father. The man was a cruel and vindictive person, doing whatever he wanted and hurting anyone he could just to get his own way. The only thing that he had ever thought of was the best way to achieve his own goals, all of which were only designed to increase his power and influence. He had never been a good person.
But now, he was more than just cruel. He was more than just a bastard. He was evil. There was no other term for what he was doing, no other way to describe him.
He had captured Laxus himself. He's set up a diversion, starting a battle on the land and murdering an entire town of humans just for the sake of it. Laxus had taken to the skies to stop the forces, but had apparently left himself open for attack, and Ivan had taken the chance. One of his angels had put Laxus to sleep, and the thunder God had awoken in his father's clutches.
When he had woken up, he was in chains. The room was small and filled with smoke, something of an engine room Laxus guessed. He didn't have time to dwell on that, as when he looked down to see a large, jagged blue crystal had been sewed into his skin. He had panicked instantly, lightning crackling across his skin. It flickered towards the crystal and was absorbed by it, skittering up a large metal column that he was wired up to. It wasn't hard to understand what was happening, this was some way for his father to steal his lighting and use it for whatever he pleased.
Bastard.
Over the next few days, Laxus had been forced to endure a lot. Ivan knew that his lightning was an instinctive thing, and that the easiest way to get it from him was to hurt him. Well, perhaps not the easiest, but Ivan didn't seem to care.
Beatings and threats came thick and fast, the intensity of them depending on how much lightning he needed. For one particularly large fight where the Lighting Dragon – the name he had given the weapon – was needed, Ivan had decided to take a knife to Laxus' face. No doubt a jagged scar would be there when Laxus next saw his reflection.
He tried not to think about it. He tried not to think much about anything that was happening, instead he was just focusing on trying not to show how his father was affecting him.
If nothing else, he would keep his damned dignity.
It was getting harder to do that, though.
Mostly, one of Ivan's angels had been beating Laxus, but Ivan himself sometimes did it. Today was one such day. The old man had rid himself of the metal armour he had constantly been wearing since the start of the war, and was holding something that Laxus had become all too familiar with. A two-pronged weapon that Ivan would have rested against an open flame. It was simple, vicious, and effective. So Ivan either wanted a lot of electricity today, or just wanted to hurt him.
"It really is a shame I have to do this," Ivan commented as he walked forward. "It would have been much easier if you had just followed logic and chosen to fight my side without objection. I wouldn't have had to kill you that way."
Laxus didn't speak. He wouldn't speak.
"Well, perhaps kill isn't the correct term," Ivan continued, gently running the sharp tool against Laxus' torso. "Because if I killed you, you'd go into the arms of that little harlot of yours. Rather, I'll force you into something akin to death."
Gritting his teeth, Laxus glared at his father. He didn't know how the man knew about his relationship with Freed, but it was now one of Ivan's favourite ways to torment him.
"I've a few ways in which I could do that," Ivan mused aloud. "There's burying you alive, of course. Drowning you then resuscitating you only to drown you again. I could do some experimentation on the ways in which a God can replenish their body after grievous injury. Or I could just keep you here and make an example out of you in case anybody had any thoughts about trying to usurp me. The possibilities are endless."
"Fuck yourself," Laxus growled, voice hoarse from lack of water.
"Oh, you're speaking today are you?" Ivan asked almost conversationally, pushing the prong against Laxus' new face scar. "What's got you so chatty?"
"You won't win," Laxus grunted.
"Oh I think that I will," Ivan chuckled, pushing the device further against Laxus' injury. "In fact, I think I'll win rather soon. My father is far too reliant on those angels of his. But I think by the end of the week, they'll be here with you. Think of it as a present, some company for you."
"He'll stop you."
"No. No I don't think he will," Ivan chuckled. "He's struggling already. It's why he hasn't tried to save you yet. Did you know that? There's not even been an attempt. Not even a single angel has been sent for you. Not one."
Laxus growled, and lightning flickered across his skin. The crystals hummed as they absorbed it, and Laxus winced at the fizzing sensation that he was forced to endure. Ivan laughed at the reaction, pushing the hot poker further against his sensitive skin. Laxus grit his teeth and did what he could to force back the shout of pain that was trying to fight its way out of him. His entire body was tensed up, but his father clearly saw the pain Laxus was in. He was almost revelling in it.
The sessions could last days. And with the sadistic glee that the man seemed to be taking in his pain told Laxus that today would be such a session.
He had a plethora of devices that he took delight in using. He had brought them all with him and looked through them, settling on one and raising it up.
Throughout his weeks in his father's clutches, Laxus had done whatever he could to distract himself from his pain. He focused on happier memories; those of his grandfather before he had started his war. His time in the underworld, laughing and relaxing with the Raijinshuu and his lover. It didn't stop Ivan's torture from hurting any more, but at least it was something of a distraction, as well as a comfort.
Even thinking about Freed was calming. Laxus could picture him perfectly. His sharp features, his long silky hair, his strong arms, his beautiful laughter, his ardent passion. Everything about him was perfect, and Laxus missed seeing him so damn much.
They should have spoken after Laxus had left for the war.
He might never see him again.
Shutting his eyes, he tried to let memories of his lover overtake him. The first time they had seen each other, in Freed's garden, where they had spoken about the difficulties of being a God that nobody seemed to talk about. The meals they shared together, where Freed was slowly introducing Laxus to more of the human's culture. Just lying in bed with him, side by side while relishing in the man's beauty. His everything.
He had such an overwhelming presence. When he walked into a room, Laxus could feel him there. Freed had once said that Laxus had an aura to him; something about humidity and a chill. Laxus thought Freed had one too; a level of coolness, like the feeling of running your hand through moss. There was also a smell of damp stone, which was slight and barely noticeable to anyone but Laxus.
It was almost like he could feel it now.
Then, after a moment, he realised he could feel it.
He opened his eyes to see that Ivan had stopped his torment, and was looking around with confusion. Laxus suddenly felt a familiar feeling of comfort overtaking him. The feeling he got whenever he had entered the Netherworld. It was like he was there, with Freed beside him. With his moss like coolness and his stone scent. It was as if the Netherworld was bleeding into the world of the land of the living.
Then, Laxus realised what was happening.
He couldn't help it. He laughed.
"What?" Ivan snapped, glaring at his bound son. "What is this?"
"You can feel it too," Laxus laughed again. "You wanna know what it is, huh? I don't think you'll like the answer."
"Tell me!" Ivan shouted, backhanding Laxus. The blonde kept laughing despite the hit.
"Guess you wouldn't recognise it, since you've not been down there. But that's what I feel like whenever I go down to the underworld," Laxus laughed at the look of panic that flicked onto Ivan's face. "And if we can both feel it all the way out here, I think you can guess what's happening."
"No," Ivan growled.
"The devil's coming out to claim the world," Laxus quoted from one of many prophesies about the Netherworld opening its doors. "I wonder how happy he'll be when he finds out what you've been doing to me."
Laxus continued laughing while Ivan slowly looked towards him, before flicking on his heel and walking out of Laxus' chamber. Laxus allowed his limbs to fall limp in his bounds, closing his eyes and allowing the sensation of Freed to overtake him. Even in the situation, with the residual pain from Ivan's attacks, this was the most comfortable he had felt in months.
Freed was coming. And, at least for Laxus, that meant hope.
~~~
Often, this is where people being telling the story of how the war ends.
The gates to the Netherworld open, the God of Darkness walks out of his domain and lays judgment on those who have caused slaughter. The suffering ends and the war is finished. In the retelling of the God's of Fiore, this is one of the most famous and important moments of history. This is reflected in poems, songs, artwork, and stories told about it.
Again, the 'Knight of Judgement' reflects this.
The dagger laden with an all-seeing eye is a reflection of the strength that he showed in these moments. It is often referred to as the Blade of Judgement. Both the way Freed saw the injustices in the world, and how he punished them. It encapsulates how, in that moment, he was both Judge, Jury and Executioner.
A role which ended the war and gifted him the title 'God of Judgement'.
Levy McGarden; An Examination and Retelling of the Fiorean Gods
~~~
The opening of the Netherworld was near apocalyptic.
From the depths of the ocean walked forward an endless army of corpses. They were all unkillable, without fear nor regret, and brandishing weapons that could kill angels and humans alike. Above them floated their souls, warping and swirling through the air as dark purple fire. The fire of a soul cannot touch a living creature, and thus acted further as weapons against the oncoming fight.
Waves sloshed and churned as the water was toyed with, the armada of bodies waling atop the surface. The boats of the already fighting fleets were taken on the whim of the seas, losing all control, and becoming useless. They creaked and moaned in protest, but the sound fell to nothing.
Instead, there was silence.
The shadow of the God of Death loomed over the entire battlefield. His size was monolithic, and he looked down upon the living with an expression of calm, quelling rage. He towered over both men and mountains alike, and the ferocious wind of battle hit him and flung back the endless green hair that seemed to merge with the cloak he wore. It plastered against the surface of the sea, and the Death God slowly walked forward, creating waves of tidal size with each movement.
The waves gained a purple sheen to them, both by the shade of the God and the aura he exuded. The sensation of death and the Netherworld was slowly tainting the land of the living.
In that moment, eclipsed by the sun behind him and looking on the living with a sneer, he was more of a God than he had ever been. And it seemed everyone who saw him wouldn't dare deny the fact, as they looked upon the man with fear.
With every step, the fighting stopped.
The Death God looked at the congregation before him. At Gods and angels and humans fighting a war that should have never happened. How they had been twisted by pointless agendas and how many of them had been turned to savages. How once good people now saw the removal of life as an everyday occurrence, or even pleasure, rather than the travesty that it was.
Life ending should not be seen as a possibility. It should not be seen as something required for the future. It should be seen as something that only nature and time should control. These Gods had removed fate's hand in death, and for that they must be punished.
"Stand before me, Gods," The Death God demanded, voice echoing through the ocean.
He waited a moment. Nobody came, it felt like nobody moved.
Lifting his hand, the Death God allowed swirls of magic to form around him. Runic lettering fluttered through the air, a language of the Gods often thought to be lost or dead, at his control. They shot off in two directions, hunting down the Gods responsible for the war. A moment later they returned to him, this time carrying two men in their grasps, who struggled against them. The bounds were tight around the ruling Gods, and the Death God looked to them with indignation.
The last time he had seen them in person was when he had stormed form their meeting. He had forgotten just how human they looked. How pathetic they looked. But they had caused such destruction and heartbreak, and all for nothing.
They were ants compared to him.
"Look upon your creation," Freed demanded, making a gesture which turned the two men around.
They were forced to look over the battlefield that they had made. A battlefield Freed had no doubt that neither man had stepped onto themselves. They saw the hordes of corpses Freed had at his disposal, the ocean of souls that had been ripped from their bodies because of the whims of the two men, the angels and Gods that would soon be dead as well, the blood that had stained both the hands of the fighters and the water itself.
"Do you deem your actions good?" He asked, voice loud enough for everyone fighting to hear.
"Not damn near enough," Ivan snarled struggling against the runes keeping him in place.
With a quick hand gesture, Ivan was flung forward. He was tiny in comparison to the Death God, and struggled under the intense gaze of the man who controlled him. He sent a defiant glare to the other man, who looked at him without pity nor fear. He showed no emotion at all.
"Repeat yourself," The Death God demanded.
"I said it ain't near enough," Ivan growled, and the runes tightened around him slightly. "This world needs to change, or it'll die, and I'm the man who's going to change it. And no corpse fucking Demi-God is going to stop me."
"Still with the same insult. You're a tiresome man, Ivan Dreyar," The Death God chuckled, but his face showed no humour.
"I will slaughter you like I have anyone who has gotten in my way," Ivan spat, wincing as the runic bounds got tighter still.
"Like you would your own son?" Makarov spoke up, voice gravely and a growl. "You're disgusting."
"You raised a deviant, old man," Ivan growled to his father. "How you can be proud of him is astonishing to me. You should have killed him at birth, for all the good he's done to either of us. I am proud I have done what is required of me, and once this imposition is dealt with I will finish my work and end his disrespect."
With closed eyes, the Death God sent another flurry of runes to find Laxus. It might take longer, Ivan no doubt kept him hidden, but they would find him.
"He is the only good thing you've done," Makarov continued. "And when I found out whatever you've done to him you will be beaten for each scratch you're responsible for; you can be sure of that."
"It's a shame that you will not live to see that opportunity," Ivan retorted.
"Silence!" The Death God yelled. "You are both unimportant, inconsequential in this war from this point on. Neither of you will make an order, demand, or bring further death. You are both to be silent. Unless you wish to fight me, your war is over."
"You couldn't begin to fight me," Ivan spat, looking to the Death God again.
"Yes, I could," The God snarled back, and Ivan flinched at the sudden emotion. "You, Ivan Dreyar, are nothing but a bug that I could crush beneath me. I have an infinite army of souls and corpses, all rotten by your manipulation. They feel rage and anger towards you that is unrivalled, and that fury will drive them to be more vicious and cruel than your most twisted of dreams.
"My soldiers are unkillable, and immovable. They cannot be reasons with nor can they be stopped. And with every life my soldiers take, we recruit another. And endless spiral of people who can and will put an end to your power, Mr Dreyar."
As the Death God spoke, the bounds around both Makarov and Ivan got tighter. The latter seemed to struggle with breathing now.
"I am more a God than you could ever wish to be, and I will do whatever is needed to end your tyranny on this land," The death God growled, lowing his gaze on the man with sadistic calm. "So help me I will bring rule on it myself if that is what's required of me."
And it would be easy, oh so easy to do it.
He could shape the world in his image, remove those who would cause harm and destruction onto it in the same way that Ivan had to him. He would remove the judgement and prejudices that had plagued his own life, and preach better ideals to his subjects. He could be both the king of the Netherworld and the living.
A flutter of runes suddenly appeared before him, and there stood Laxus.
The God was naked, revealing the extent of his injuries. Scars and bruises and cuts and burns populated his skin where previously there had been none. Marks that connoted restraints were still visible around his arms and legs, and his exhaustion told the Death God that Laxus had not slept nor rested since his capture. He looked more vulnerable than he had ever been, and something inside the God of Death's heart broke at the sight.
He couldn't be the ruler of the living.
Because wanting that might twist him into someone who could hurt another in the way Ivan had hurt Laxus.
All he could be was himself.
Freed made a motion with his hand, his body twisting to its normal size as he stepped through the air. He brought Laxus into his arms and grasped him tight, the two Gods holding one another as if their lives depended on it. They buried their faces into the other's neck, not speaking nor sobbing. But they both felt a rush of exhaustion, relief, and joy flood through them as they were brought together again.
Laxus shook in his arms slightly, and Freed made a quiet promise to him that he would do whatever he could to help the God. Laxus nodded into Freed's neck and pressed his lips against it, feeling a sense of safety that he hadn't in months. A sense of home.
"Fucking disgusting," Ivan rasped.
Pulling away, Freed removed his cloak and wrapped it around Laxus, who took in the warmth of the clothing readily. Freed looked towards the two elder Dreyar's with anger on his face again. Ivan had a sneer which he was trying to maintain despite losing his breath, and Makarov was looking at the display between Laxus and Freed with an expression of confusion and disbelief. Freed ignored it as best he could as he walked towards the two bound men.
"Ivan Dreyar," He began, walking to the struggling man first. Ivan stared directly at him in some ridiculous display of ego. "You are made of cruelty and nothing more. Your actions are done without repent nor regret. Your goals are selfish and the way you attempt to realise them are evil. You have shown no guilt nor understanding of what you have done. What do you say to this?"
"Fuck you," Ivan grunted, the bounds getting tighter and tighter.
"Very well," Freed sighed, raising his left hand. "You cannot be changed. You cannot be fixed. You cannot be trusted. Therefore, you will be killed."
"You can't kill a God," Ivan laughed, and Freed shook his head.
"No. You can't kill a God," He took a step forward. "I can."
The runes around the God started to glow, burning into him. They spiralled around him, their lettering blurring into purple bands that tore into his skin. The sound of their humming could only do so much as to mute out his screaming as his flesh was torn open and scolded. The process was soon covered by a blurring purple halo of runes, which died away a moment later and left Ivan's body desecrated, cut apart and scolding. His soul started to rise from his body, but Freed ripped it open with a flick of his wrist, dismissing it entirely. He would get no afterlife, nor did he deserve one.
Freed turned slowly towards Makarov, who was looking on the body of his son with a look more disappointed than grieving. He looked towards Freed and his expression seemed to be one of acceptance. At least he had some morality left.
"Makarov Dreyar," Freed continued. "In this war, you chose to fight for the freedom of the people you govern. But by doing so, you forgot the value of life. It became unimportant, and people just tools for your victory. Furthermore, you dragged other Gods into this fight and infected them with your violent mindset. You were both complicit and responsible for the deaths of many, and you will be punished accordingly."
"I understand," Makarov hung his head.
"Wait," Laxus said, voice slightly hoarse. "You don't need t'–"
"Let me finish," Freed put a gentle hand up to quell his lover, still looking at Makarov. "This world needs a ruler, and you were once a good one. Throughout the war you have been changed from who you once were, and you need to become that man again. You must relearn the value of a human life, and how important kindness and respect are. Furthermore, you must learn that you are not above the humans, rather their servant and protector. Do you agree?"
"I do."
"Then your punishment will be this," Freed continued. "You will walk this land, and see every inch of it. You will see every human that walks upon it. You will see heartbreak and joy and birth and death and understand it as every human does. No living creature will see you, and you will walk alone. You will use this time to reflect on your actions, and how better you will serve these people. Once you have seen every corner of the land, we will meet again, and I will determine if you're ready to rule. In the time before that happens, your grandson will take the place as Leader of the Gods temporarily, and I will act as his advisor."
Makarov nodded with his head bowed. He seemed to understand that this was a kindness. A mercy. Nothing more.
"Before you leave, I'm sure that your grandson will wish to speak with you. Take the opportunity while you still have it."
He released the runes that were holding Makarov in place, and the two Dreyar's walked through the air and towards one another. Freed watched as they pulled each other into their arms and hugged, Makarov whispering what Freed could only assume was an apology. Laxus seemed to have forgiven him, so long as he accepted what Freed was suggesting was the right thing to do. When Makarov assured him that he would come back a better man, Freed felt a sense of relief. He had mainly offered Makarov the chance at redemption for Laxus' sake.
After the two men had said their goodbyes, Freed made a gesture with his hand and the older God was swirled in runes, taken somewhere on the land that hadn't been completely destroyed by the war, so his punishment could begin.
Laxus and Freed walked towards each other, and rested their foreheads together. They stood in silence for a moment, relishing in each other's presence in such a way that they hadn't been able to do for months. To be together again, in one another's arms, was such a strong relief neither had expected, but both needed so damn much. Neither man was willing to let go, and Freed slowly leant up and pressed his lips against Laxus', uncaring of who saw it.
Kissing his lover was euphoria.
Evergreen and Bickslow, who had watched Freed's proclamations from the side-lines, slowly flew towards both men. When they broke their kiss and pulled the other close, both demons were dragged into the embrace with them. Freed felt tears prickle at his eyes because of it.
The three people he loved more than anything were here with him again. At his side.
"I love you all," He whispered into someone's head. "So much."
They stayed in each other's arms for a time, before eventually pulling apart and looking at the battlefield before them. The fighting had stopped – it felt like the world itself had stopped – and everyone was looking at them. Looking at Freed in particular.
He took a step forward from his loved ones, and made the proclamation to everyone involved in the fight.
The war, finally, was over.
~~~
It was in those moments that Freed gained the title of the God of Judgment. Where he looked at the actions of the two Gods and sentenced them for their crimes. He looked into their souls and saw darkness in one, and potential for good in the other. He used this judgment to change the course of history for the better, and for that the world should be thankful.
His judgment did not end there. In the ensuing days he had every major fighter of the war take council with him, from both sides of the fight. He judged them both on their ability to be good and the possibility for reformation. He devised punishments suited for them all.
Thus, he became the God of Judgement. This is reflected in the 'Knight of Judgment' art piece by the reflection of the scales of justice. The two skulls represent the value someone puts on a life, something pivotal for Freed's own judgment.
This is where some might end the story.
However, this is not an appropriate stopping point for the life of Freed Justine. As established, his actions were heavily influenced by those he loved. It is, in my view, important to explore how these relationships evolved and changed after he had ended the war. Thus, the story continues and ends more happier than some historians may tell you.
Levy McGarden; An Examination and Retelling of the Fiorean Gods
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"At last, you're here!"
At Evergreen's exclamation, Freed chuckled. He walked into the garden of his castle, where a small table had been set up on the patio beside the pond. Both of his demons were already sitting there, and most likely had been waiting for a little while for both him and his lover to leave the castle to meet with them.
They did this once a week. They put aside an afternoon to meet up, talk, and share a drink.
Freed had been the one to suggest it. His time alone in the castle had made him realise a lot of things, and one was just how important his loved ones were. His castle was large, and felt larger when he was alone. He had relied on their support more often that he would have previously admitted, and wanted to treat them better than he had in the past. This was his solution.
There were rules for the meetings. No talking about their various duties. They couldn't bring a bad attitude with them. They had to try something new from human culture each time.
The reason both Freed and Laxus were late was, as the God's in charge of a post-war earth, they always had a lot of work to do. Today was no exception; they had spoken to two of Makarov's high-ranking angels about what they had done during the war and what they should do next to become better. It had taken longer than they had expected, but thankfully for no other reason than one of the angel's had arrived late. Laxus and Freed had done their job and walked from the throne room to the garden quickly, side by side.
"Apologies for the lateness," Freed spoke. "Apparently timekeeping isn't something Mr Fullbuster excels at."
"You know the rules. No work talk," Bickslow chastised, though he grinned.
"Yeah Freed," Laxus chuckled into Freed's ear. "You know the rules."
Freed shook his head, half tempted to point out their short walk to the patio had been dominated by Laxus muttering about the angel in question not arriving on time. Instead, he took his seat close to the pond and absent flicked his eyes over the table. It had been Bickslow's job to decide what part of living culture they would be exploring today, and he usually went for something that could be eaten. Today was no different.
Seemingly picking up on Freed curiosity, Bickslow handed him an empty glass and plate. He poured fresh lemonade into the glass from a pitcher, and then cut a slice of chocolate cake and placed it on the plate. Freed quirked an eyebrow at the cake.
"We're meant to try something new, with the intention of expanding our knowledge of their culture," Freed commented. "The last three times you've been in charge, we've had cake."
"Different recipes," Bickslow grinned. "And if you say it doesn't count, then you're disregarding the time and effort put into this recipe in particular. Which is a real dick mood if you ask me."
"You really are intolerable sometimes, aren't you," Freed chuckled, shaking his head.
After that, they fell into the normal routine of these meetings. They talked, joked, teased fun at each other and enjoyed an afternoon without responsibility. It was a welcome break for them all, and each of them were glad when Freed had proposed they do it. Particularly Evergreen and Bickslow, who had been taking on the slack that Freed's occasional absences had left in the Netherworld.
Although there was no setting sun in Freed's realm, it was clear that the evening was turning to night by the gradual quieting of the world outside the castle. People were returning to their homes to sleep, as their bodies demanded.
Returning the netherworld to its old state had been a large undertaking after the war had ended. First, Freed had been forced to merge the souls back together with their bodies after they had been split for his army, which had taken weeks of literal endless work. Then he had to get back to bringing the culture of the Netherworld to its lively state. The first thing he had done was to make a general apology to everyone for his angered and dismissive behaviour as of late. He then made personal apologies to those in particular he had wronged.
He did so reluctantly to the woman who complained about her neighbour stealing her food.
It was slow and somewhat arduous, but it was working. Slowly he was regaining their respect and improving the Netherworld from what it had once been. There were now more decorations lining the streets, as well as more placed to gather and be social. The open-air marketplace and cafés were particularly popular, and had been very helpful in making the Netherworld feel more human. They had been Laxus' idea.
"Okay," Laxus said, stretching his arms as he stood up. "It's getting late, and we all know that if we don't leave soon Bix'll start teasing Ever about the big guy she likes, and I don't wanna pull them apart again. So I think I'm gonna call it a night."
"I do not like him," Evergreen exclaimed.
"And teasing her about him is my favourite part of the evening!" Bickslow whined.
"Well, perhaps we'll allow you to do it when you don't decide to get us a chocolate cake for us to eat again," Freed said with a smirk, and Bickslow pouted at him. "I think I might be done for the night too."
The Death God stood up also, and moved beside Laxus. The Thunder God grinned and wrapped an arm around his lover, giving a curt wave to Freed's demons after they bid the two Gods farewell. Freed also wished them both a pleasant night as a pure white cloud appeared above the perfect garden, a stream of lighting slamming down and hitting them both, absorbing them inside of it and transporting them to Laxus' own home.
A moment later, they walked through to Laxus' bedroom. The entire place was open and airy, modelled after the architecture of the buildings from the Greek islands. It was a pleasant place, and Freed wouldn't deny he enjoyed the view from above the clouds.
Glancing down, Freed's eyes landed on a large map of the earth placed upon a plinth. It was partly coloured black, signifying where Makarov had walked as part of his punishment. He was making his way across the land, slowly but certainly. When he caught him looking at it, Laxus wrapped an arm around Freed's waist from behind.
"How long d'you think it'll take?" The Thunder God asked.
"About a year, at this rate," Freed said, turning in Laxus' arms and resting against his lover. "Do you miss him?"
"A bit, but he's gonna be better for doing it," Laxus shrugged.
"I hope so," Freed smiled, leaning up and placing his lips against Laxus' in a chaste kiss.
Both smiling with expressions bordering on lovesick, they pulled apart, slid out of their outfits, and climbed into the sun-warmed sheets of Laxus' bed. Laxus pulled Freed into his arms softly, pressing their lips together in another soft kiss before they both closed their eyes. Freed shifted closer to him, letting out a quiet yawn and allowed sleep to overtake him.
And, in the arms of his lover, filled with the warm love of his friends, the God of Death and Judgement found rest.
Again, the amazing artwork in this was made by @fairiesherefairiesthere​ and you should reblog it and show them so much love.
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themadlostgirl · 7 years
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Not Dead Yet (Part 31)
*friend: you busy?
me: *furiously writing crappy fanfiction*
me: ...no...*
Pairing: Reader x Peter Pan
Warning: language
“Y/N,” Devin found me relaxing in a cave, “You need to end this feud with Pan.”
“Not happening. Not until he admits he was wrong.” I muttered as I warmed myself by the small fire I had created. It had been pouring nonstop for a week. This cave was one of the few spots on the island that was dry anymore.
“What did he do that was wrong? Why does everyone have to suffer because you two idiots had a falling-out?” Devin shouted.
“You wouldn’t understand. Just trust me, I won’t let him do anything rash. A little rain isn’t the end of the world. Peter is just being dramatic as per usual.”
“Maybe you’re right. Now usually I’m on your side for most things but I am going to go insane if you keep this up. Just talk to the guy, something, anything, just stop this petty fight and let everyone else get on with their lives!”
“Devin, I love you like a brother, so believe me when I say this, I say it with love: Grow a pair, leave me be and stop complaining or I will rip you to ribbons with my teeth.”
“What the hell is wrong with you? What did he do that’s put you so on edge?” Devin stomped towards me unfazed by my threat.
“It’s none of your business! Now beat it!” I threw a rock at him. He dodged out of the way.
“Fine. Come find me when you’re done being a bitch.” he left the cave muttering obscenities.
I can understand that Devin and the other boys must be sick of this weather. It’s a downpour outside of my little cave. The ground was a mudslide with every step, rivers were deadly torrents, and the cold wind sliced right through the skin. This was the worst I had ever seen Neverland. Now I know I could end it and all it would cost was my pride. Things could go back to normal, I could play along and pretend that I am happy being Peter’s Lost Girl and life will continue on.
If I gave in now though who would I be? The obedient little pet that just rolls over when he throws a tantrum? No. I do not care how long it takes, Peter Pan will swallow his damn pride and apologize for what he said and admit he was wrong. If that means putting my friends and brothers through a couple weeks of rotten weather then so be it.
A gust of wind blew into the cave and extinguished my fire. “The least he could do is turn the heat back up.”
~~~
“So, you find Y/N?” Ben asked when Devin returned to camp.
“Yeah,” he ducked into the tent, “She’d hiding out in a little cave on the north side of the island.”
“We’re you able to talk her into ending her fight with Pan?”
“It’s Y/N. What do you think?” Devin huddled into himself trying to retain some body heat.
“Great. We’re going to be living in Never-Hell forever.” Nick muttered. “All this because Pan said he didn’t care about her? Geez.”
“Wait, what?” Ben and Devin turned to stare at Nick. “Is that seriously why?”
“I overheard their spat the night after the pirates invaded camp. I figured it wasn’t my place to divulge their problems so I didn’t say anything.” Nick trailed off as the other two glared daggers at him. “That was before things went south of course.”
“What I can’t wrap my head around is that Y/N would let this go on because Pan said something to hurt her feelings?” Ben scoffed, “The girl is a walking weapon with a hell of a temper and a superiority complex that rivals Pan himself. Is there something you’re not telling us, Nick?”
Nick gave out a long sigh. “If it wasn’t obvious already Pan and Y/N have a connection that goes deeper than we know. There’s something he really trusts her with and she trusted something in him. When he said he didn’t think anything of her she took it kinda personally.”
“It’s a lie. We see how they are around each other.” Devin groaned, “Why can’t see she that?”
“She does. She knows he’s lying or in denial or whatever.” Nick rubbed his temples, “That’s the whole reason she’s doing this. Y/N wants him to admit that he was wrong when he said she was nothing more than another recruit.”
“So we’re waiting for one of the two most stubborn people in the universe to go running back to the other with their tail tucked between their legs?” Ben started to laugh. His laugh spread to the others and soon all three were in stitches. “We’re gonna be living in this rain for years aren’t we?”
“Probably.”
~~~
I left the cave to find some food. Filling my belly with imaginary food was taking it’s toll and I needed some real grub. The trees were too slippery to climb and all the berries washed off the bushes. Time to do some fishing.
I went back to camp and grabbed a net. “Here I was hoping you were dead.”
“Nice to see you too, Felix.” I went to the nearest stream. “Care to help me?”
He took one side of the net and hopped across to the other side of the stream. The rush of water tried to swipe it away but we held it tight. “Where have you been hiding?”
“Felix,” I blinked through the rain drizzling in my eyes, “I know you don’t care. I also know that you wouldn’t help me in anyway that doesn’t help you. What do you want?”
“Talk to Pan.”
“No.”
“You tumor with breasts, the island is going to flood if you keep this up!” He snarled at me.
“No, the island is going to flood if Peter keeps this up. He’s the one that’s making it rain. You want this to end? Talk to him.”
“You don’t think haven’t already tried? If it’s impossible to talk sense into you imagine trying to reason with him?”
“I know. Trust me, I know.” I started to pull up the net out of the water, “But I don’t control him.”
“Are you so sure about that? Look at this rain!” he swept an arm through the air. “This is all because of you!”
“What do you--” I stopped myself, “The rain stopped.”
Felix noticed as well. Not even a drizzle. We let the net wash away with the stream and ran back to camp. The other boys left their tents to admire the lapse in the downpour. “Happy? The rain stopped.” I pat Felix’s shoulder, “Now I’m going to go find something to eat like I planned.”
“Y/N”
“Yeah?”
“You’re the worst.”
“And you need to come up with some better insults.”
With the rain gone and the island started going back to normal. It was warm again, the rivers were calm, the land was drying up so you weren’t slopping through mud everywhere. Surprisingly enough though no one had seen Peter.
Apparently after the rain started Peter just vanished. I wonder what made him stop making it storm. Surely if he had gotten over things then I would have seen him around the camp. With or without Peter life back at camp evened out. I was sleeping in my tent again which beat lying on a dank stone floor.
Finally one night I was tucked away and snug in my tent. I was in that sweet spot between sleep and awake, where you can tell you’re starting to dream. Things were warm, I was content, then there was a whisper.
My eyes snapped open. I looked around my little dark tent but nothing was there. Must have been the wind. I laid back down to go back to sleep when I saw a shadow pass by. Someone’s out there. I reached for my dagger just in case.
“Y/N…” Peter’s voice was outside my tent. “Are you asleep?”
I let out a breath of relief and put the dagger back. Now he shows up? In the dead of night when I’m trying to get some rest? Seeing as how I am still not speaking to him I was prepared to ignore him and go back to bed.
“Y/N, I’ll let you sleep for a month if you just talk to me for two minutes now.” he said. There was something gentler about the way he spoke that made me ignore my better judgement and stick my head out of the tent. He looked genuinely surprised that I paying any attention to him and just stared at me. I gave him a look as if to say, ‘start talking or I’m going back to sleep.’ “Don’t push me away." He held my face in his hands kissing me deeply.
What the hell does he think he’s doing?
I moved to push him off when a picture flashed before my eyes except it didn’t feel like a picture it was more like a memory. But it wasn’t any of mine. It was the fight with the pirates. I was wielding a sword instead of my club. Everything was going by so fast it was like a blur. Then it stopped, the eyes I was seeing out of were staring at...me. It was me in the white chemise, a sword being pushed through my back and out of my stomach before it was ripped out again. Then just like that everything went pitch black. All I could make out were shadows against more shadows. It began to melt away. I saw myself again lying on the ground red drenching the chemise, Felix next to me looking as scared as I ever saw him. The scene shifted, I was at Peter’s Thinking Tree. Staring down at my blood drenched hands. I scrubbed them raw until all the blood was gone but even with it no longer staining my fingers it was like it was still there. That ugly red shade still blaring back at me.
Peter let go of me and the memory ended. “Why did you show me that?” I spoke to him for the first time in over a month.
“Why do you think? I trust you.” he caressed my face. It was now that I really got a good look at him. Everything about him seemed tired. When was the last time he slept? The boy looks like he’s about to keel over. “And I need you to understand that what I said to you that night we moved camp it wasn’t true. I was angry and tired and worried and I shouldn’t have said what I did to you.”
“What made you change your mind?” I brushed the hair away from his weathered eyes.
“It took some time but I came to terms with the fact that if there is anyone in this world that is more headstrong than me it’s you. That being said an eternity could have gone by before one of us did anything. So while I suppose you won this round I’m counting it as a personal win because I am choosing to be the bigger person.”
I shook my head with a chuckle, “You really cannot be humble, can you?”
“What do you want me to say?” He avoided my gaze instead focusing on how he was fiddling with my fingers.
“You’ve had over a month to think about it. You know what you have to say.”
“You didn’t understand it enough from the memory?”
“I’m not forgiving you until you say it.”
“Fine.” He squeezed my hand, “You’re important to me.”
“Good, but not what I was looking for.”
“It’s what you’re getting.”
“Not good enough. Say it.” I bumped my nose against his, “Say it.”
“Will that please you, your highness?” he ground out.
“Immensely.” His eye started to twitch. He muttered something under his breath. “What’d you say? I didn’t hear you?”
“I was…” he trailed off again.
“If you don’t say it I’m going back to bed.”
“Sweet lord above,” he seethed, “I was wrong! I’m sorry! I didn’t crack open the island to get rid  of the pirates. I don’t think you’re just some replaceable Lost Girl. You are the most infuriating being I have ever had the misfortune of knowing but despite it all, despite the daily hell you put me through with just silence, I want you at my side. Not just as a confidant or a Lost Girl but as my friend. Was that what you wanted to hear?”
I enclosed my arms around him without hesitation, hugging him tightly. I swallowed back the lump in my throat and whispered, “Yes.”
He relaxed against me bringing a hand up to cradle the back of my head, “Does this mean you’re done ignoring me?”
I gave out a long sigh, “I hate you but there are times that you truly surprise me Peter Pan. So yes, I’m done ignoring you.” He made it very easy to hate him but it took a lot more to stay angry at him. In the end I was just waiting for the moment to welcome him back into my day.
“Oh thank you gods.” He gave out a groan of relief. “Now that that is settled, come here,” He pulled me in closer. I let out a short laugh before he smothered it with a kiss. We stumbled back into my tent.
He was laying on top of me not even giving me the chance to breathe before he was sliding his hands against the hem of my shirt. “Not wasting a second are you? I just forgave you. You think that’s an invitation?”
“Do you want me to stop?” he murmured against my neck.
“Lord no. I’ve missed this too, y’know.”
He grinned down at me before running his hands up under my shirt. His touches were gentle and tickled my skin. His lips left mine as he rolled my shirt up and off. He pressed kisses from my collar bone down my sternum, stopping at where my scar blemished my skin before kissing that as well. The soft sound of his voice whispering ‘I’m sorry,’ between kisses. I pulled his face back up to mine to hear them better.
I reached for his own tunic. He leaned off me long enough to remove it before pressing against me again. I was able to feel every curve, bump, dent in his skin. I didn’t realize I was starved for this kind of intimacy until it was in my reach again. Speaking of intimacy. “That didn’t take long did it?” I let out a hushed groan when his hips rolled against mine.
“I’m making up for lost time.” the whispers were gone replaced with the familiar growl I knew and loved.
“Lost time?” I raised an eyebrow at him, “Like you weren’t off doing this exact same thing with barmaids over the past couple of weeks.”
“I wasn’t.” he breathed into my ear, “Why would I go off to find some girl who doesn’t know what she’s doing when I have you right here?”
“Well doesn’t that make me feel special?” I chuckled.
“It should,” he gave me a particularly hard thrust. He caught my moan against his mouth. “Shh, you gotta be quiet pet. Don’t want the whole camp to know what we’re up to, do you?”
“Peter,” I gasped when he reached for the edge of my pants, “I forgive you and I am loving this right now but you do know that isn’t happening tonight, right?”
He let out a disgruntled groan before dropping his entire weight onto me. “Oof! P-Peter, can’t breathe…”
“Damn you temptress.” he mumbled into my shoulder, “I admitted I was wrong, what else do you want? How long must I wait?”
“As long as I say.” I kissed his temple with a giggle, “Still wanna make out?”
“No. You probably want to get to sleep.”
“Maybe before you came by and woke me up.”
“No no, I should let you get back to your beauty sleep.” he started to pull on his tunic. “I’ll see you in the morning.”
“You get back here and finish what you started!”
“Night, Y/N.” he disappeared out the tent flap.
“Asshole.” I collapsed back against the ground floor. Despite the abrupt end to our make up I found my face splitting with a smile.
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okay listen up folks. i'm not a fandom person okay, when i get into a fandom i rarely interact with the community. not because i dont like it, but because it's just who i am: i go into the community just to appreciate the art and the fanfictions and the headcanons and that's pretty much it. but this time I'll make an exception. i am so fucking TIRED and PISSED of hearing about people being THREATENED because they ship something that doesn't appeal to one another. like??????? do you even hear yourself?????? it's like hating on someone because you like strawberries and they prefer blueberries, it's fucking bullshit. and dont come at me and say "shaladin is pedophilia" because if a minor is 17 they can sure think and act like a fucking 24 year old god dammnit. yes, a minor is still a minor, but A FICTIONAL CHARACTER IS STILL A FICTIONAL CHARACTER. if you ship shaladin it fucking doesnt make you a pedo, it just makes you a stan of something fucking hell. and if you say something like "ship x is toxic" HELLO AUS ARE A THING. HEADCANONS ARE A THING. most importantly IT'S ALL FANTASY. PEOPLE WON'T COME AT YOUR HOUSE TO KILL YOU BECAUSE YOU SHIP TWO PEOPLE WHO HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH EACHOTHER. "people who think of x and y together are disgusting" well sorry if your eyes landed on that one fan art janet, you really should go back to read your 2k fanfiction about two grown man fucking eachother because that's legal at least. at least they won't get arrested and put in court by the fiction police. to the people who spread hate on people who are just having fun: you disgust me. i am revolted by the fact that you think, based on solely your judgement, that scaring and insulting people who did nothing to you might be the right way to "spread the good". to "erase the evil". fuck you. to the insulted people, to the people who received hate for not hating on anyone: don't listen to those rotten apples. block them. you do you, you ship that fucking klance, you dig that shance, you smash that sheith and whatever you feel like shipping. you make your hcs, your art and your fics. don't hate on people. just don't. ignore the people who do. even this post is just giving them attention, and i dont hope this will make big changes. i just wanted to say that this fandom has gone to shit, but it's not the first time a fandom has done this. peace out
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Series - Part 1
Delicate by sebbys-girl (9/9)
Left Behind by sebbys-girl (10/10)
Cinderella by sebbys-girl
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A Love Across Time by sebbys-girl
Ghostly Visions by sebbys-girl
Catch Me by buckyywiththegoodhair
A Hard Love by sebbys-girl
A Lesson in Love by buckyywiththegoodhair
P.S. I Love You by kittenwritesstuff
Braving the Elements by sebbys-girl
She Loves You by annadier
Soldatin by annwhojumps
Old Friends by agentmarvel13
Silver Storm by agentmarvel13
99 Problems by agentmarvel13
Homesick by thorne93
Flashes by justsomebucky
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Barnes’ Book by marvel-lucy
When Night Comes by flatbottomholland
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Stereotypical by avasparks
Renegades by serzhantkris
Green Light by omgopalsapphire
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Not a Damsel in Distress by writings-andstuff
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Happy Endings by 4theluvofall
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Barter by buckyslocalfarmer
I’ll Be Good by imhereforbvcky
Live Wild by redgillan
Who Owns Me by avasparks
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The Bed Song by writingfortheavengers
House Sitter by belledamsceno
Clarity by soldierplum
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Chat Messages by just-another-fanfiction-writer
60 Seconds by james-bionic-barnes
Where Do the Flowers Go by writingruna
Teach Me by metalarmlover
I Remember You by writing-soldiers
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To Hell and Back by likochkah
Ease My Mind by buckyskorpion
Bucky Thort Wrong by buckyfalcone
My Fake Boyfriend by supersoldierslover
A Second Chance by daisbucky
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Massage Therapy by 4theluvofall
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Thank You by crystalline-heart-of-roses
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Rotten Judgement by redgillan
See You at the Cemetery by backpackfullofplums
Frozen Hearts by everything-but-the-not-natural
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The Back-Up by daisbucky
Dangerous Woman by belleetlabeast
Liberty by ifoundkylo
I Can’t Save Her by a-tale-of-two-comics
Business and Pleasure by snowyseba
Punk by buckyismyaesthetic
Worth the Risk by lowkeybuckytrash (14/14)
Incubus by after-avenging-hours (15/15)
Misfire by whyisbuckyso
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Selfless Love by redgillan
Misterul Meu by blueeyedbucky
Same Patterns by annadier
Song of Themyscira by anakin-skywalkers
Friends by supersoldierslover
He’s Not the One by buckybarnesstar
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The Boss by itscaptainyoulittlemaggot
Someone From the Past by nikky-the-writer
Teach You by sharonisantisocialimagines
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Wish You Were Here by promarvelfangirl
Sabotage by mermaidinplaid
Winter Shadow by marvel-lucy
I’ll Be With You by belleetlabeast
Haunting Me by papi-chulo-bucky
Don’t Say Anything by cumonbucky
This is War by soldatbarnes
The Only Exception by justsomebucky
Bucky² by newtie-patootie-bootie
Little Jealous There, Sarge by gaybybirth
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The Friendly Wager by justsomebucky
All My Friends Are Heathens by sebseyesandbuckysthighs
Front Line Love by bucky-plums-barnes
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Gunpowder & Silk by lilhemmo
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The Five Times You Caught Bucky Blushing by mindingmyownbusiness
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Angel on Fire by killmongerdreams
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In the Lonely Hour by lancefvcker
Authority Issues by avasparks
Leave This Town by avengerofyourheart
My Type by howlingbarnes
Flame For One by werezmastarbucks
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Disney Corruption by after-avenging-hours
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Sign Me to Sleep by blueeyedbucky
Chaos by avasparks
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Hereafter by oneshot-shit
Check to the Heart by promarvelfangirl
Another Carter by agentmarvel13
Hunters and Nymphs by after-avenging-hours
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He Couldn’t Stay Away by marvelfic
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City Love by chrevastan
Saudade by hargrovesgoldilocks
Losin’ Control by bolontiku
Seat 2C by viollettes
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Carnations by viollettes
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Clint’s Little Sister by bolontiku
Pulse by midgards
Bully by let-winter-go
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Love is for Children by sebseyesandbuckysthighs
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Life in Color by whothehellisbella
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The Wallflower by hello-sweetie-get-the-salt
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The Crown by lancefvcker
Betrayal by midgards
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No, It’s Bucky by verycoolveryunique
Sparks by buckygirl-fanfiction
Incidental by lilhemmo
Beauty and the Beast by dabblinginmarvel
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Shame/Less by sexylibrarian1
Ten Years by justsomebucky
Time After Time by justsomebucky
Meant to Be by waitingfortherightpartner
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Second Chance by softcorehippos
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Till We Catch Feelings by minervaem
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Aqua Mutante by hello-sweetie-get-the-salt/nickyquinnwrites
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Wraith by witchymarvelspacecase
Seeing is Believing by eufeme
Ride with Me by writemarvelousthings
Cure by avasparks
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To Make a Soldier Blush by justreadingfics
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Some Rules are Never Meant to be Broken by mermaidxatxheart
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Relationship Tutor by samingtonwilson
Reign by theincredibleultron
Just a Touch by wintersparker
Bluebird by knittingknerdy
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Hunted by sebs-potato
This is Gospel by caplansteverogers
I Can’t Stay Any Longer by just-a-kj-blog (also on AO3)
The Catch by totheendofthelinepal DEACTIVATED (on Google Drive)
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Nyx (20/20) (on AO3)
College AU (3/3) (on fanfiction.net)
Someone to Watch Over Me by totheeendofthelinepal
The Heat by totheendofthelinepal DEACTIVATED (on Google Drive)
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Fracture by totheendofthelinepal DEACTIVATED (on Google Drive)
Paramount by totheendofthelinepal DEACTIVATED (on Google Drive)
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Uptown Girl by totheendofthelinepal DEACTIVATED (on Google Drive)
Castle by totheendofthelinepal DEACTIVATED (on Google Drive)
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Steve’s Little Sister by imagineyoureinmarvel
Man in Uniform by imaginesofeveryfandom
Not Interested by promarvelfangirl
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onwriting-hrarby · 2 years
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Rotten Judgement — The outfits
Jean Kirstein: a total playboy but a softie at heart. he likes leather and jackets, and simple t-shirts underneath because it's easy to change to his uniform. because he's so tall, he might come off as scary sometimes—but, honestly, girls swoon over his torso and the warmth of his jackets.
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historia reiss: ever the posh queen, for sure—feminine, but comfy. she's given up skirts after getting pregnant, but she still has this expensive aura around her. of course, ymir is her total opposite—and normally teases her about it.
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how do you picture the RJ characters so far? here you have armin and levi, in case you missed it! i am also thinking of opening another picture series ;)
—hera
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awed-frog · 8 years
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I saw one of your tags say that you're not sure Sam would be ok with Destiel and I'm curious why. Do you think it'd be like the Benny situation again or something else? I didn't ship Denny but I don't think Sam likes when someone else comes before him in Dean's eyes. (I can't see Sam not liking Desitle as a homophobic thing, but ya never know.) Anyway I'm genuinely curious because I could see Sam not exactly like a shipper but ultimately ok with it.
Hi! I have to say, I’m always torn when I hear about people reading my tags, because on the one hand I’m vain and prideful and they’re written to be read, but on the other, tagging is like talking to yourself, so - *blushes slightly*.
Anyway, first things first - before I discovered what a fandom was, I was a total sucker for shipper!Sam. My doubts didn’t begin until after I’d read a shitload of fanfiction about it, and something really rotten in my brain was like, What if Sam wasn’t okay with it, though? because I always like to be contrary and to turn things on their heads and see how they work and if they still work. So I’ve got no real problems with shipper!Sam. It’s just - I sometimes wonder - generally when I’m writing myself - what would be more interesting from a narrative point of view - if it’d be better to have Sam in the background, hanging up mistletoe and leaving The letter of the day is B leaflets around the Bunker or if it’d be easier for Dean to have something to push against. I think a case could be made either way - but if TPTB would have wanted to go down that first road, they probably wouldn’t have killed off Charlie, since she would have been (and she probably was) an even better shipper and wingman than Sam.
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That said, I have two arguments against shipper!Sam.
One: Sam is way more messed up than he lets on, and some part of it is terrified not only that Dean will walk away, but that Dean will fall in love with someone and actually pursue that. I know I’ve seen this discussion go down somewhere, but I honestly don’t remember who first came up with this - apologies, guys - the fact that Sam is an all or nothing kind of guy. Like, when he went to Stanford, that was it - he never contacted John, or even Dean, again. For years. And the same happened when he was with Amelia - he just - I don’t know, cut himself off? I’m not sure if it’s his personality, or a by-product of his less than ideal childhood, but Sam’s got trouble to let people into his life, and once they’re in, it’s like there isn’t room for anyone else? Which is a childish trait, of course, and it signals a lack of emotional maturity on his part (not surprising - poor Sammy). And since Sam tends to relate with other people through his own experiences, part of him surely assumes Dean’s exactly the same; that if Dean found himself a new best friend, or a better hunting partner, or even a spouse of some kind, he’d just walk away and that would be it. So in this sense, Sam would feel threatened by any relationship Dean could potentially develop, not only by Cas.
Two, we used to see Sam as the shades of grey brother, but the amazing thing about this show is that Sam and Dean went through a lot of character development resulting in them almost swapping the roles they had in the first seasons - and yet all this feels natural and completely believable. So these days, Dean’s more likely to be the one who gives monsters a pass (hell, look at his relationship with Crowley), while Sam’s become sort of judgemental and what needs must. I think it was Ruby, most of all, who scarred Sam from the inside out and made him so much more conservative, or pragmatic (like, look at him now - he’s more willing than Dean to work with the BMoL, because he’s Mr Head Choice or something). Sam took a huge risk in liking and trusting Ruby, and it all hinged on a sort of anti-racism argument - an I don’t care if she’s a demon, because even demons can be nice and Our biology doesn’t determine our destiny and whatever else. Dean had shut him down about this, of course, but Sam had persisted - and I know there were other elements at play here, but to me, the central point was exactly this: a pigheaded and generous and noble willingness to trust a creature you don’t understand at all and you’ve got no reason to trust. Now, of course things are different with Cas, because Cas has proven, time and again, that Dean’s safety would be his number one priority and all that, but I’m still not convinced Sam would actively want that for Dean. After all, Sam’s seen this other, softer side of Dean’s - he’s seen him around kids (he remembers him from their shared childhood) and he’s heard (a bit) about how happy he was with Robin and whatever, so I sometimes feel Sam still wants the Sookie ending for Dean: a chance to have a true family of his own, and a life Dean could finally lead in full view of everybody, without shame or weirdness or sigils carved on the walls. And I’m not sure this is something Cas would be able to give Dean.
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Finally, there’s the whole bisexuality deal. Here, I have to say - I don’t know what to think. I’m sure Sam’s got no problem with queer people, but it’s always slightly different when it’s your family, right? And there are days I think Sam must know - Jesus, they’ve been sharing a room for thirty years - and days when I think that no, that parent/child thing they’ve got going is way too strong for Sam to see the whole picture (to even think about it). 
(Like, I know it was supposed to be funny and that I’m reading too much into it, but Sam recoiling when Rowena suggested he undress Dean and check his chest hair or something - to me, that was emblematic of how their relationship works. Dean’s changed Sam’s diapers, has helped him to get dressed for years, surely bathed him and watched him play with that one plastic submarine they’d scavenged somewhere and, years later, he stitched him up and massaged weird herbal salves over his bruises and whatever - but to Sam, of course, it’s weird to think about his brother’s body at all, because that’s the relationship we have with our parents: when you actually have to take care of them that way, it means things have got very bad and very scary.)
In any case, at the very least Sam would be worried about Dean’s safety (and there’s always that heartbreaking thing, right, that if you’re bi and you can be happy with a woman - man, it’d be so much easier) - but one big reason to be optimistic in this sense was this new development we’ve seeing - that openly gay hunters can actually exist in the community without being bothered. 
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(Then again, judging from the news coming about the US, I sometimes feel Dean and Cas could have their college AU life only in a big city, and not in one of those wild, road off to the horizon states where Dean feels most at home. So, well - I really don’t know.)
Anyway - we know so little about Sam, it’s likely that anything could work concerning his approach to the Destiel situation. I guess we’ll have to wait and see.
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pocket-luv101 · 8 years
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I Won’t Say I’m in Love
Characters: Lawless and a bunch of singing whales Ship: LawLicht Summary: Some things were better off never spoken. Lawless could never say he was in love. It hurt too much. But his Subclasses were determined to make him admit it. {LawLicht//Songfic}
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“Lichtan, I’m home~” Lawless said in a songful tone as he walked into their hotel room. He was expecting Licht to yell at him or kick him but only silence greeted him. The room was dark and empty which was strange to Lawless. It was too early for Licht to be asleep but Lawless didn’t turn on the lights in case he was. As quietly as he could, he opened the door to Licht’s room and peered in.
“Is my Angel-chan sleeping?” Lawless asked the dark room but there was no response. He walked into the room and turned on the lights only to find that it was empty like the rest of the hotel room. Something close to panic tugged at his heart and he dashed out of their room. Where could he be?
Lawless had been at his part time job most of the day but their contract would’ve told him if something happened to Licht. Kranz would’ve told him if they going to leave the hotel as well. His mind raced, trying to think of where Licht could be.
“Gil!” Lawless saw his subclass at the end of the hallway. He ran quicker and grabbed his arm. “Have you seen Lichtan? He’s not in his hotel room.”
“He’s downstairs. He overheard the manager talking about how the singer canceled on him and he offered to play the piano for them.” Gil told him and could see the stiffness leave Lawless’s body. Any worry he had was quickly masked with a cocky grin.
“That’s my Angel-chan. He won’t refuse the chance to play the piano for anyone. I wish he would call me before he wonders off like this. I keep telling him that we can’t be apart but he never listens to me. Next time, tell me if he goes anywhere so I don’t have to run around looking for him. You call yourself my subclass but you never think of me.”
The words triggered a memory for both of them and regret crossed Lawless’s face. It was only for a brief moment but Gil recognized the grief. Lawless clicked his tongue and quickly regained his usual expression. “I’m going back to my room. I’m tired from work.”
“You don’t want to go watch Licht play?” Gil asked and Lawless yawned exaggeratedly. It had been a long time since Gil had seen Lawless worry about his Eve and he didn’t know if he was right to be hopeful. His Servamp could be irritating and a brat at times but Gil wanted to see him happy.
“Maybe I should. We don’t know when I’ll get bored of him so I should listen to his music while I still can.” Lawless joked but still walked towards their hotel room. He only stopped when two of his other subclass blocked his path. Their large whale costume didn’t allow him to walk around them.
“Maybe he’ll last longer than the others.” His subclass wearing a green whale costume insisted and Lawless rolled his eyes.
“Does it matter how much he outlives the others when the end is still the same? Lichtan might go on and on about being an angel but he’s still human. He’ll die eventually but he goes on living his life like it actually means anything. His delusions are almost laughable but entertaining.” Lawless tried to walk past his three subclasses but another two stopped him.
“You’ve only been in a contract with him for a month. Give him time before you judge him.” One of his subclasses began to lecture him and Lawless sighed. He didn’t understand why they would always treat him like a child when he was their Servamp and master.
“If there’s a prize for rotten judgement, I guess I’ve already won that. I know the truth now,” Lawless said bitterly. He had seen with his own eyes what came to people who tried to make something out of their worthless lives. “No one is worth the aggravation. That’s ancient history. Been there, done that.”
“It’s okay to try to love someone again.” Gil told him and something snapped in Lawless. He forced his way through his subclasses, intent on returning to his room to be alone. They followed him and he screamed over his shoulder.
“Stop spewing nonsense. To be wise and love exceeds man’s might.” Lawless quoted. He didn’t know if he was speaking to his subclasses or trying to remind himself of what he thought was truth when he said: “I’m not foolish enough to love. Who even said I fell in love with that delusional angel, anyways? He’s just a little entertainment for me. He’s a way for me to kill time, nothing more.”
“Who d’you think you’re kidding? He’s the earth and heaven to you.” One of his more persistent subclasses followed him and Lawless groaned. The other subclasses followed his lead and it was obvious that they weren’t going to leave him alone. “Try to keep it hidden, honey, but we can see right through you. You can’t conceal it. We know how you’re feeling and who you’re thinking of.”
Lawless walked out of the hallway and into the lobby, hopeful that they wouldn’t follow him. His hopes were dashed when they surrounded him. He was forced to face them. “Just drop it guys. I don’t feel that way. There’s no chance, no way. I won’t say it. No, no.”
“You swoon, you sigh. Why deny it?” One asked.
“It’s too cliché.” Lawless clicked his tongue at them. “I won’t say I’m in love.”
Lawless saw an opening between his subclasses and he used it to escape. He found himself running but he didn’t know if it was from his subclasses or his feelings. He wasn’t sure how long he had ran or how far until he ended up on roof. He looked up at the full moon but its beauty did nothing to console his heart. The moon had been full when…
“Don’t think about it! It doesn’t matter and thinking about it is pointless.” Lawless ordered himself and leaned back against the door. He thought that his heart had learned its lesson about love. But it feels so good when you start out that even wise people forget to be wary of love. His head screamed over his heart, Get a grip, man, unless you’re dying to cry your heart out again.
“There you are!” Lawless jumped when he realized he wasn’t alone on the roof anymore. One of his subclasses was pointing an accusatory finger at him. It was a silly scene and Lawless would’ve laughed at his own situation if it wasn’t for the confusing emotions inside his heart.  “Lawless, you can’t deny it: who you are and how you’re feeling.”
“I’m not—”
“Lawless, we’re not buying that.” Another of his subclasses interrupted him. “We saw you hit the ceiling.”
“Just face it like a grown up.” Gil said. “I saw how you looked at her— how you look at him. When are you going to own up that you got it bad?”
“No chance! No way! I won’t say I’m in love!” Lawless walked off the roof of the hotel, hoping to escape his subclasses in the crowded street. Why were his subclasses being so persistent? They should know as well as him that nothing good could come out of becoming attached to a human. But, despite his own insistence, he felt conflicted.
“Don’t be a fool, Lawless. You’re not in—” Lawless couldn’t complete his sentence when he came face to face with Licht. He stood in front of a billboard promoting Licht’s next concert. The serene expression he had and the lights illuminating him made Licht look like an angel.
He tried to remind himself that human life was a finite thing and no human could use it to create anything of themselves. Everything they did could be undone by the action of another. But those thoughts weren’t as convincing when he was staring at Licht. He said that he only wanted to entertain himself with Licht but could he want something more from Licht?
Did he want Licht to prove him wrong?
“You call yourself an angel but you’re really the devil whispering promises to me, aren’t you?” Lawless thrust his hands into his pocket and forced himself to turn away from the billboard.
“Given up on running now?” His subclasses were behind him and only spoke when he turned. They knew that he was most likely confused by his own feelings but he had to face them. One of his subclasses patted his head. “Give up. Give in. Check the grin, you’re in love.”
“You guys been watching too many romantic movies. Even if this was a great Shakespearean romance, this scene won’t play. I won’t say I’m in love. Now stop following me.”
“You're doin' flips. Read our lips: ‘You're in love’.”
“You’re way off base. I won’t say it so get off my case! I won’t say it!” Lawless walked back into the hotel, hoping to lock himself in his room and away from his subclasses. He was glad they didn’t follow him but he could hear Gil’s voice trailing after him.
“Lawless don’t be proud. It’s okay, you’re in love.”
Lawless couldn’t understand how Gil could say that with any conviction. Love? The admittance of that short word doomed people to disappointment. Even someone as powerful as a Servamp. Love could fade. Love could leave. Love could die. But no matter how it ended, someone was left to grieve. He wouldn’t be that person again. By not admitting to the feelings within his heart, he could assure himself of that.
The soft notes of a piano made him look up and he saw Licht. It wasn’t a poster, but instead the person haunting his heart. He had intended to return to their hotel room but found himself going to Licht instead. Even without the expert lighting in the poster, he looked like an angel. He was focused on his piano so Lawless doubted Licht knew that he was watching.
“I won’t say I’m in love.” But like every time he heard Licht’s music, Lawless felt overwhelmed with emotions. Licht seemed to put his honest feelings in his song and Lawless couldn’t help but respond in turn.
His whisper was drowned out by the music. “At least out loud, I won’t say I’m in love.”
A/N: I made a post about making this fanfic a long time ago and only now got around to writing it XD This might be my last time writing a songfic because it was kind of difficult to incorporate all the lyrics naturally into the story and dialogue. I usually use "Hyde" instead of "Lawless" but at this is before the Greed Pair arc and it seems more appropriate to use Lawless.
I was debating where to post this since my tumblr is for my short one off things but I like this enough to post on my ff account. So I posted it on both here and there.
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redgillan · 7 years
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Rotten Judgement - part 8
AU!Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: Hercules!AU After selling your soul to save your lover’s life, you become one of the Lord of the Underworld’s slave. Bucky is obsessed with one thing: collecting hearts. But why?
Word Count:1,997 (see what I did there?)
Warnings: the usual + Blood, Mention of Torture 
A/N: The final chapter. Thank you all for your feedback, you literally tricked me into writing more ;) I adore you guys ♥ There’s an epilogue coming this Sunday bc it was already super long. 
Rotten Judgement - Masterpage
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“People do crazy things... when they’re in love.”
Nat gave Bucky a curt nod as she slowly closed the door. He stared at the closed door for a long moment, trying to understand the meaning behind her words.
Was she taunting him? Surely you couldn’t have sacrificed your life unless you truly loved him. He started pacing back and forth as he talked to himself.
“You are, by far, the most stubborn person I have ever met,” Bucky groaned, talking to your lifeless body. “If I say ‘black’, you say ‘white.’ You never listen. It's like you enjoy winding me up or something.”
Bucky waited a moment as if he was expecting an answer, but you just lay there, motionless. He rounded the table in two long strides and hunched over you. He brushed your hair away from your face, combing his fingers loosely through your hair.
“It’s a good thing you can’t interrupt me,” he said, a ghost of a smile curling his lips. “Now I can tell you how much I love you and you can’t tell me how much you hate me.”
He dropped a kiss to your forehead and closed his eyes shut. He finally had you all to himself, even if it was just for a second. As he moved away, he felt an intense pain in his chest, like someone had placed his heart in a vice grip and was applying pressure.
Bucky hissed through clenched teeth as something cracked open in his chest. The pain gradually faded and he relaxed slightly, wondering what just happened. He felt a flutter in his chest, something he hadn’t felt in centuries. His heart began to beat again, hard and fast, sending warmth through his veins.
His eyes still closed, he felt a smooth finger trace the crease that had formed between his brows. When he opened his eyes, he found himself staring into your eyes. He looked completely lost and it made you smile.
“Hey.”
“Hey,” he parroted, completely flabbergasted.
Bucky gently helped you into a sitting position and had to hold on to you so you wouldn’t fall. He sat next to you on the table and observed you warily. You gave yourself a quick once over and turned your head to look at him.
“You changed my clothes?”
“Nat did,” Bucky almost choked on the words, then cleared his throat. “They were covered in blood.”
You let your legs dangle over the side of the table and smoothed the skirt of your long white dress. A long silence settled between you. You braced yourself and brought up the subject that you both had been avoiding
“So, I was dead, but now I’m not,” you said, glancing sideways at him. “I am a ghost or-”
“You were dead, but apparently...” he exhaled slowly and rubbed the back of his neck, grimacing. “I woke you up.”
“How?” You felt him shift uncomfortably next to you.
���I kissed you,” Bucky blurted out. “On the forehead,” he quickly added when you raised a brow at him.
“You kissed me on the forehead,” you repeated, frowning. “You can resurrect the dead with your lips?”
Bucky ducked his head to hide his blush. You looked at him and laughed softly, your smile threatening to split your face. You had never seen him blush before, but you definitely enjoyed the sight.
“True love’s kiss,” he said, looking up at you, then you started laughing quietly and his face fell. “You don’t believe in true love?”
“I do, but I never thought I’d have one.”
“Yeah, well, that you like it or not, I’m your true love,” he replied, his tone bitter.
You mentally scolded yourself and tried to think of what you could say or do to make things better. Sighing inwardly, you took his hand and linked your fingers together. His head snapped up and your eyes met.
“Nat said you had a frozen heart, but your skin is so warm,” you said, grinning. “Oh, and you’re blushing now, that’s new too.”
“True love’s kiss really does wonders, huh?” He bumped his shoulder against yours, a cheeky smile curling his lips.
“Apparently.”
You laid your free hand against his chest, his muscles twitching under your touch. His heartbeat thumped hard and fast under your palm. Bucky leaned in and pressed his forehead against yours. You stayed in that position for what felt like a very long time before you broke the silence.
“I feel weird, like I could do anything.”
“It’s quite normal,” he replied, pulling back so he could look you in the eye. “Our souls are linked, I’m sharing my immortality with you.”
You jumped off the table, your legs almost buckled under you. Bucky was beside you in a heartbeat and caught you before you could fall.
“I’m immortal?” you said, disbelief lacing your voice. He nodded. “Woah...”
“We’re not like other immortals.” Bucky’s arms circled your waist and drew you close. “True love is rare and I’m pretty sure you have powers now. I can feel the energy pulsing through you.”
“I’m kind of scared,” you replied honestly.
“It’s going to be okay, I’m here.” He brushed his lips against your temple. “But you have to promise me one thing.”
“What?”
“You can’t keep sacrificing yourself for the sake of others. Darlin’, I’m not worth it. We may be immortal, but we can feel pain and I can’t go through that again. Promise me.”
“You know I can’t.” You flinched when Bucky let out a loud groan. “You stayed by my side and tried everything to bring me back. No one ever did that for me and, honestly, I like seeing you like this.”
“What, frustrated?”
“Concerned.” You angled your head up and smiled. “It’s nice to know you have my back.”
“Always.”
He tilted his head to the side, his eyelids fluttering closed and his lips parting. Exhilaration coursed through you as you mimicked his movements. You could feel his warm breath fan your lips, but then someone knocked on the door. Reluctantly, Bucky let them in.
“Steve!” you cried, pulling away from Bucky to throw yourself into Steve’s arms. His arms went around you and he returned the embrace.
“I was told you needed my help, but...” he trailed off, his eyes darting from Bucky to you. “I’m sorry. I should have known Pierce was not a guardian angel. I can’t-”
“It’s okay,” you interrupted him. “It wasn’t your fault and I’m back now.”
“Thank you for bringing her back,” Steve told Bucky who made a noncommittal noise in response. “So you and him...” Steve whispered to you.
“Yeah, I think so.” You watched as Steve pursed his lips and nodded slowly. “I meant everything I said to you, Steve. You’re a wonderful man and you made me feel so special.”
“You are special. And he’s very lucky.”
A satisfied smile played on Bucky’s lips as he watched Captain America’s retreating figure. You had chosen him and it made him happier than he had ever thought possible. Steve paused at the threshold and turned toward you.
“If your new beau lets us leave the dungeons, I’d really like to see you again.”
You whirled around to face Bucky, your face a picture of astonishment. He shuffled his feet awkwardly and avoided your angry eyes. He looked like a little boy who had been caught with his hand in the cookie jar.
“You put my friends in the dungeons?” You nearly shouted. “Seriously?!”
Bucky stumbled over his words, and for the first time in his life, his confidence vanished completely. Steve’s small smirk wasn’t helping at all. So instead of making a bigger fool of himself, Bucky took a few steps towards Steve and pushed him out of the room.
“You’re all pardoned, now get the hell outta here,” he said, slamming the door in his face.
“You’re unbelievable,” you sighed, rubbing the spot between your eyes. You closed your eyes and took a minute to gather your thoughts. “You thought Steve was my true love?”
“Well, you always spoke so highly of him.”
“I was trying to make you jealous.”
“Clearly, it worked,” he remarked dryly. “From now on, no more grand romantic gestures. I mean communication is a big part of a relationship, right?”
You took his outstretched hand and let him bring you closer. The word ‘relationship’ made your heart do a little somersault and you nodded vehemently, pleased with his initiative.
“I’ll start,” he said, then took a deep breath. “I don’t like Steve-”
“You don’t say,” you teased. Bucky glared at you and you mouthed an apology, gesturing for him to continue.
“But I’ll admit that he’s a good guy and he means a lot to you. I will try to be civil, but I can’t promise anything,” he sighed. “Okay, your turn.”
“I acted like a brat and I’m sorry. I’m not better than you or Nat or Wanda. I think I signed the contract because I really wanted a different life, but then it became so real and it frightened me.”
Bucky lifted your head toward his and smiled sweetly. Your faces were so close that you could see a smattering of freckles across his nose. His lips brushed over yours... and then the door slammed open.
“I KNEW IT!” Wanda screamed, grabbing Nat’s arm.
“Don’t mind us.” Nat had a big smile on her face. “Pretend we’re not even here.”
“You guys are so cute,” Wanda squealed, her eyes sparkling.
Bucky pulled away from you, his jaw set tight. You ran a soothing hand down his metal arm and turned to the Furies. They were covered in blood, gigantic smiles on their faces... it was right out of a Stephen King novel.
“Whose blood is it?”
“Pierce’s,” Nat said.
“Is he dead?”
“He died twice,” Wanda grinned, sharing an amused look with Nat. “Now he’s passed out, it’s not fun to torture him if we can’t hear him scream.”
You shrugged, you couldn’t care less about Pierce. He killed you, tortured Bucky for years, murdered Nick Fury and Lord knows what else. Bucky cleared his throat noisily, hoping they'd get the hint and leave
“Wait,” you stopped them. “I know I haven’t been the nicest person, but... thank you for everything.”
“No worries, that’s what friends do, huh?” Nat chuckled when you gave her a bashful smile. “Friday nights are girls’ nights out. No boys allowed.”
“I’ll be there,” you promised, mirroring her smile.
Wanda made a funny noise, as though she was choking on her saliva, and clapped her hand excitedly. Once they were gone, Bucky breathed a sigh of relief and held out his arms.
“C’mere before someone else shows up uninvited.”
You wrapped your arms around his neck as he backed you against the door with his hands on your waist. You shivered at the seductive look he gave you, his lower lip trapped between his teeth. He kissed you hard and deep and when his tongue slipped into your mouth, you moaned shamelessly against his lips.
After a moment he leaned back and rested his forehead against yours. You breathed in sync, chests rising and falling against each other.
“Bucky?”
“Mhhm.”
“When I was dead, I was in the antechamber and I thought I’d have to spend all eternity trapped there. All these poor souls, wandering aimlessly, it was awful. Can you let them in?”
“Anything for you, my love.” He pressed his lips to yours again.
“Oh, one more thing,” you said, tapping his chest before he could deepen the kiss. “Now that you don’t need an army of heartless people to defeat Pierce-” you watched Bucky’s eyes widen, “-yes, Nick told me. You’re both completely crazy. I think it’s time to return the hearts. Honestly, it’s creeping me out.”
He dropped his forehead to your shoulder and exhaled slowly. “Fine,” he said, meeting your eyes. “You’re going to be the death of me.”
“You can’t die, you’re immortal.” You laughed when he rolled his eyes.
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Rotten Judgement—The Last Chapter: The sandcastle
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And let me know what you think of it! Comments are very much appreciated since I spent a year, basically, hheheheeh.
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Rotten Judgement—The Outfits
And I'm back with the last series of the behind-the-scenes of Rotten Judgement! In this instance, I present to you the 90s outfits of Eren and Mikasa.
Mikasa Ackerman: your door-to-door girl. Not very preppy, not very sporty, but carries her fashion with an immaculate sense of elegance. Her signature is a red lip. Sasha says only Hizurians can look beautiful with her fashion—and Mikasa always reminds her that this is a bit stereotyped.
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Eren Jaeger: the man can't dress, so that's why he keeps it simple and pragmatic. His hot-headedness would make him choose the first thing he has in the wardrobe, and that's an easy task if all he has is shirts and jeans. Mikasa believes he's attractive even so, and that's all that matters to him.
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I also did Jean, Levi, Historia and Armin! Feel free to check it all here so that you can imagine next chapters with the outfits.
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Rotten Judgement—Chapter 19: The words
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Well, it's finally here! 3 months in the making, alongside chapter 20 and 21: this story is ending, folks. It's been almost a year since I started uploading. Time sure flies, huh?
Relationships are changing rapidly and forcefully, things are moving, and I can just warn you that everything's speeding towards the general strike against Fritz. But this is love, friends... Sometimes, it just falls under politics.
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I want to share a little bit of what has been happening these last few weeks regarding my experience with writing: I have been waking up with messages in my inbox—nice!—only to find out that they were all hate comments—not nice—in all of my stories. At first, I deactivated comments in the story that was receiving the most. Then, they started attacking this one. And then, all of the other ones. I am thankful that I received a lot of positive messages on the last chapter (the author's note I put up, which is now deleted in favour of uploading this chapter), but I just wanted to give you a heads-up so that you know what has been going on and if you find any nasty comments in here: I refuse to moderate, because I want you all to feel free of commenting as you want, and also, I would see the hate even so. So, if you like this story or have liked this chapter, or even if you have some constructive criticism to give (constructive), please do comment. It would make me very happy, also because I am terribly anxious about putting this up after 3 months :') I hope you all remember this story.
Everything, from kudos, reblogs, comments, asks or whatever you want will make me very happy, because honestly, I don't think I can wake up another forsaken day to see all my ao3 inbox plagued with hate.
But, most of all, and at the risk of sounding pitiful (which I do): I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS CHAPTER!
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