Find A Song
that is a melancholic dreamscape of dissociation and unreality
Route 500 - Island Perimeter
This song was set to be the title track and opener of the album that never was - it captures the overarching theme that has ran through the music i have released over the past couple of years and most importantly the sentiment of reclaiming your own narrative and perspective of the world around you - in my case losing touch with reality due to substance abuse and manipulating a distorted and frightening landscape into something ethereal and worth exploring.
Due to some health issues I didn't have the opportunity to get out and shoot a video for this one so i played around with all of the videos i have made to far and the outcome took shape perfectly as an homage to this era of our music that has meant so much to me - particularly with how much support we have received this year x
Added to FAS Spotify playlists dream/psych/shoegaze/ambient and mental health.
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Holy shit I've got over 500 followers this is amazing. Thank you guys sm!
Here, have a sneak peek from chapter 2 (MC is "team building" with the ROs at a fair)
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A young woman makes her rounds on the platform, collecting tickets and checking the safety bars. She gives ours a firm tug, then tells us to enjoy the ride before departing. Not long after, the music gets louder, energetic beats pumping through unseen speakers. Smoke rises around us, illuminated by the colorful dancing lights. They flicker across Reem's tawny face, play upon her deep black hair and gleam in the darkness of her eyes.
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NAH, HE DOESNT KNOW WHAT A PERIOD IS?
imagine youre just. on your monthly cycle and then he thinks you’re either dying or dying.
you gotta explain to him how this stuff works and he’ll be flabbergasted. hopefully it’ll help you get away with being angry and rude if you say it’s the effects of your period
LMAO this is so funny to me... he just doesn't know what's going on. He's doing his best, though.
He's kind of like, "What is wrong with you? Are you really dying already?" He's worried, a little panicked, and a little annoyed all at once. It comes out as anger and frustration though, so that's all you can see. He's a little upset with himself, wondering if he did something wrong and you're dying because of his negligence. When you explain that no, this is in fact normal, he just kind of takes a moment to process it. You bleed for days on end in pain and it's just normal? That doesn't make any sense. Why do you do that? He knows it's not your fault, but still. Who knew keeping an entire person would be difficult?
After that, he sighs. He's relieved that nothing is actually wrong with you, not that you can really tell. He asks what you need, and he'll go out and see if he can steal it. You're left restrained in the meantime, and he's not always successful in finding it, so it's really not a good time all around...
He'd give you a little more breathing room when it comes to attitude, but not much. He's not a patient man to begin with, and he's completely aware of the power he has over you, so if you do sass him he just doesn't really understand what's going through your head. You know who and what he is, and that you're only alive because he wants you that way, and you're still talking back? Are you trying to convince him that you're not worth it?
He'll brush the attitude off a few times, but if it persists, he'll snap back at you. He just wants you to be nice for him :(
I don't think I've mentioned this before, but he's very touchy. He's new to touch that isn't violent, and it feels... nice? He finds himself holding onto you and laying next to you often. So if it makes you needy, he actually starts looking forward to it a little, even if it's a bit more work.
Ultimately, don't judge him too much for not knowing. He hasn't had an actual relationship of any kind with any other person in ages. Of course he doesn't know.
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Find A Song
that lives in the moments you don’t want to engage with the world
Route 500 - Not Today
‘Not Today lives in the moments you don’t want to engage with the world, creating any menial distraction to steer clear of your own mind, drifting through numbness, wanting to be left well alone and
for time to simply pass.’ - Route 500 are not ones to shy away from the heavy topics and this powerful alt/indie classic traverses a landscape of dark emotions, coming to a roaring crescendo that would remind anyone how to feel something again
Added to FAS Spotify playlist indie folk/country/americana.
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Hello! Can i ask for prompt 46 with rio please?🥰❤️
(not me using this as an opportunity to allude to my theories on Rio... definitely not me)
46. You're so…nice.
You were pretending to be a well off heir at a gala. You were meant to be observing the Princes and their politics, but your eyes kept getting drawn to Rio, who was serving drinks. He was looking absolutely stunning tonight. Yes, all the servants were dressed like that, but he seemed to be shimmering.
You watching him was how you noticed him leaving the room with an Obsidianite Count. You assumed he was showing him a lounging area, or a powder room, and thought nothing of it until the Count returned but Rio didn't.
That was when you got concerned. You were standing next to Leon, who must have noticed your unease, because he took your wine glass, and nudged you with his shoulder.
"Go ahead. You won't miss any major politicking if you're only gone for a little while," he grinned, and you gratefully ran to find Rio.
You almost passed him. You moved so fast that you only processed that he was the curled up ball on the balcony a split second later than you should have.
"Rio?" You asked, worried. You'd known him for two years, but he'd always been your sunlight. You'd never seen him curled in on himself like this. He looked up at you, and attempted to give you a reassuring smile.
"Oh, hey Y/N. I'm just sitting for a second, my feet hurt," He said.
You sat down next to him, and leaned your head on his shoulder.
"Me too, I'll just sit here with you then," you poked his side, evoking a laugh from him.
You sat in silence for a while, before he finally spoke up, "You know how we don't know who I really am, or where I came from?" You nodded. "What if…" he bit his lip, "what if I was someone you didn't love, or didn't like? What if I was someone bad?"
You turned his head to face yours and kissed him softly and slowly, then you rested your forehead on his shoulder.
"Your past is a part of you, but it isn't who you are right now. I love Rio Ortiz more than anyone else in this world, he's sweet, he's thoughtful, he's so incisive, and he's my sunshine. Knowing who you used to be would never change that."
He gave a dry laugh, full of self derision. "You're so…nice."
"Well, I have a really sweet boyfriend who keeps me on the right path," you giggled, pinching his side, causing him to squirm.
"Clearly he's not doing a good enough job," he laughed squirming to avoid your pinching fingers. Finally, he stood up, and subtly put a folded paper into his pocket while holding out his other hand to you.
"Come, your eminence, your subjects are surely missing you," he said, usual smile back on his face.
You raised an eyebrow at him, taking his hand and standing up. "Are you sure you're alright? If there's anything you need to talk about, I'm a really good listener."
"I know," he grinned even wider, and gave you a twirl, "I do have something to tell you, but it can wait until later. For now I want everyone to drool over my gorgeous Y/N, and be insanely jealous that you have a mysterious boyfriend."
He escorted you into the ballroom, and went back to serving while you found Leon again, and learned that Jin had stolen your wine glass in your absence. But it didn't matter, because, at least for now, you and your beloved were happy. You had each other, and in the end, that's all you both would ever need.
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