idk if i interpret your posts right but it seems like you do matchups for twisted wonderland? May I get one?
Im female and go by she/her. Im an ENTP, my zodiac is gemini and Iām about 165cm tall. Iām pretty energetic and always smile since hard feelings like grief, anger or sadness are really overwhelming for me since I am pretty āsensitiveā meaning I take most things to heart easily. I always give advice and help to others and I try to be the best version of myself to make them feel comfortable. I make lots of bad jokes while knowing they are bad. I get lots of compliments for my Singing voice and writing. I also love love love to Infodump like i can talk for hours about something or someone I like. I love wearing pink things with ruffles or lace and Iād say Iām pretty girly over all. I try to act tough and always give everything to make others happy. Im a Great cook and a hopeless romantic. I also have a 8 step skincare routineā¦ I see beauty and worth in everything and love to help people build confidence and self-love. My favorite artist is currently Mitski, since I really relate to her music. I have some father problems going on which make me want to be cared for, but at the same time I have mother problems since my mother was emotionally absent after my dad left, which makes me want to care for people. š«
Hope our have a good day or night and Drink enough!<3
Hi! Thank you for being so conscious of me and im so flattered you liked my last matchup enough to ask for one yourself but i love people telling me about themselves so your ask was a happy suprise and really made my day! I didnt expect to get that much attention but hey! If anyone else wants a matchup from me youre more than welcome to send info in! The more the better! Extra little jazz: if you want to send up info the way you would for a matchup and get hcs for a specific char youve got it! Also, if you want your info priv you can lemme know in your ask and ill tag you or you can go by an anon title(ex: leaf anon/ š anon)and ill mention ur title in the post, if you do this I wont post ur anonymous ask Like last time we have options in order from less to most compatible imoš„
4. Jack Howl
Upon first meeting you, jack would claim to not care for you
But the thing is, deep down he doesnāt want your feelings getting hurt at nrc, the boys there can be real mean for no reason
Heās also worried about people taking advantage of your kindness
His words and actions conflict as he insists on walking with you everywhere āto be a manā or so he claims
Heād probably scold you about how youāre never putting yourself first leading to you telling him about your want to help others be their best selves
This would get him thinking, he thought you were weak for āletting people walk all over youā but really itās just selflessness
Heās into the idea of self betterment so he gives you an enthusiastic speech about how youāre doing good work
After that day he sees you in a new light, the definitions of resilience and strength to him have taken on new meaning
Heās always looking to improve, heād take your advice to heart and trusts you most with his emotional problems
Hes gotta open up to somebody, the tough guy act canāt be a forever thing, youāre clearly the best person for the job
Hes pretty mature so he wonāt say anything mean to you even as a joke
He wont let others do that to you either, you wont have to tell him if something bothers you, hes protective so more times than not heāll defend you
Hes still too macho to let you know just how much he cares but it slips out in his actions
When he can see your upset(Ace was probably mean to you) heāll insist on walking you back to your dorm after in other words, telling ace to shut up
Hell softly squeeze your hand on the way back and make a comment about what happened earlier off handedly
Say ace was bein birtchy ab the way you dress, before leaving you to enter ramshackle heād say āI think pink is nice for youā while awkwardly looking away
Jack wouldnāt know how to respond in the moment of receiving affections while youāre taking care of him but his tail will wag so youāll know heās enjoying it and he definitely wont protest.
Jack would care for you too in the more traditional masculine way of walking you to class and escorting you here and there
Heād show you the affection you desire but be verbally round aboit with it.
Holding out his jacket to you, heād insist you take it, not in a very romantic way.. but still, heās so easy to read you can tell how shy he was
3.Trey Clover
Trey would love your look!!
You would remind him of a cake
In fact, hed make a cake to match you as a suprise
Most likely as a gift for helping out ace and deuce despots what a pain they can be
He really appreciates how kind you can be and your willingness to help others
It really takes a load off his shoulders with the first years coming to you every now and then, he knows how much work they can be so a cake is the least he can do
Knowing your living situation in ramshackle and with Crowleyās LIMITED allowance hed take care of you subtly
Inviting you to join heartslabyul for tea and having you over to help with schoolwork
Hes be more forthright from time to time making you lunch and bringing you food
During tea times and unbirthday parties hed always invite you to sit next to him
Heād use that time to talk to you about how youāre doing, he notices how youāre always caring for others he needs to make sure youāre being looked after as well
During this time you might get into infodumping
He finds the way you get cute and would ask questions just to see you passionate
If you cook for him heād love it! In fact, upon telling him that you cook heād start inviting you over to help him out or offer to come help you out(he knows youāve got enough in your plate) as an excuse to have some alone time together
Hes Great at comforting people so if something someone says hurts you youāll have him to lean on
That being said heās also an upperclassman and well respected
If he catches you hurt by what someone says heāll wrap his arm around your waist to reassure you and ask the person whatās wrong and how he can resolve the issue
Trey gives dad jokes vibes heād find your jokes endearing
From time to time hed Iām sure heād even genuinely find them funny
Trey isnt used to being cared for the way you take care of him
Hes usually on the giving end but hardly ever the receiving, its special to him and he remembers each moment and is truly great full for it
Hed return the favor and care for you more, hes a good boyfriend so heās always making sure to give what he gets
He loves when you help him take a break, the way you encourage him to take care of himself as well as remind him of how he matters reminds him of how lucky he was to have landed someone so caring
2. Rook Hunt
BEAUTĆ 100 POINTS
He finds you so cute! Your beauty is so different from Vilās or Neigeās
Youāre like a lone tulip adorned with dew in the morning shining brighter than the rest of the dull leaves
Hes Tell you that in more words and write you poems, be ready to receive many odes to your beauty
Heād love to hear you sing you have his full attention
In fact hed write poems and sonnets for you to read too
Your singing is so lovely, you must have a beautiful voice! Heād listen to you talk for HOURS just listening to your voice and taking in how beautiful you are while you speak
He loves the your stop and smell the roses attitude, he finds that it adds to your beauty
Your beautiful way of thinking adds to the depth of your beauty
Hell have fun looking within your kind spirit and discovering new beautiful things about you
He loves your ability to cook, heād love to have you pack him something while he goes out hunting
Rook is a very passionate man and very knowledgable, youād both end up info dumping on each other too, youād say a lot of random stuff to each other that and neither of you would even be phased
The hopeless romantic part of you will definitely love being with rook
Heās writing you love letters, giving you flowers. His confession was likely intimate and private but also grand, a beauty for your eyes only
Rook also has a keen eye for beauty. Heād take you to see his favorite sights and sing to you of the beauty before him
Heād also take you hunting!
He understands if youāre not too keen on the actual hunting part. You can both hunt beauty with your eyes
Rook is good natured at heart though itās hard to see with what he says
When he speaks it may come off as an insult but truly he just sees the beauty in your flaws and canāt help but comment on it
I Hope his positive tone comes through but hell definitely notice if it hurts you
āMon amour! I meant it in the highest complements! Youāre beauty but transgresses perfection and seeps into the cracks filling your beautiful form! Mais je suis dĆ©solĆ© ma chĆ©rie.. I will refrain if it is what will make you smile most.ā
Room would love to help you with your skin care routine! I know that sounds weird.. kinda because it is?
If youād let him.. heād wash your face for you, apply serum essence, your entire routine
Heās beaming the whole time like a giddy child but heās also treating you delicately like heās washing a porcelain doll.
Heās very Open to receiving affection and having you care for him. You wouldnāt have to question whether or not he appreciates it, itās written all over him! .. and heāll tell you how thankful he is
Room would follow you around like he worships the ground you walk on. You just keep on surprising him with the depth of your beauty, he canāt get enough!
1. Jade Leech
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Jade would keep an eye on you out of pure curiosity at first.
Youād seldom find someone so willing to help others out of the goodness of their hearts like you would, especially at NRC
He follows you around finding your āobliviousnessā entertaining. The way you cant See the danger youāre clearly putting yourself in
With all the aggressive students things can get ugly but before any of that would have happened, Jade would be stepping in to make sure things didnāt escalate (after heās had his fill on entertainment)
You would thank him for his help and heād inquire about your helping and positive attitude
āYou do know that theyād just trying to take advantage of you right? Dont you? Why do you insist on helping them?ā
After telling him about trying to bring out the best in others and only wanting to help them love themselves, Jade is even more dumbfounded
He finds it cute, from your character to your cute clothes, you truly are uniqueā¦
With Jade around people would know better than to hurt your feelings and if they were dumb enough to try to intentionallyā¦ well, you wouldnāt see it but Jade would handle it
Jade would love your singing and would love for you to sing for him on your dates
Are you an outdoorsy person? Because for dates heād bring you out on hikes to show you all the beauty, from the scenery and landscape to the smallest dainty flowers
You wouldnāt have to worry about packing or holding your own bag Jade would hold it for you. Worried you might fall? Hell catch you donāt even worry thereās no way youād even get a scratch when youāre with him.
While on your hike you might point out some things you like, flowers, trees anything really.
Hed make mental note of it and make a terrarium for you with what you found beautiful together
Hed decorate the outside too to make sure it was up to your standards. Pearls, lace, pink bows, it so cute!
Jade would dote on you too, not too much in gifts, you get them here and there but Jade is definitely a quality time/acts of service guy.
Heād sit down and just listen to you talk, talk about whatever! Info dumping, your day, especially your day, he wants to know where you are
You do so much for people, helping them build their self love but whoās doing that for you? Jade will.
Heād constantly tell you about how nice you look and what a nice thing you did, making sure to never overlook your achievements and congratulate you on each one.
Heād make you tea or some water to make sure youāre hydrated and something to eat while you talk to make sure you have enough energy
Then itāll just be the two of you, talking and showing how much you love each other as well as making sure you both love yourselves
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Today I decided to write this paper to express what I feel inside. Perhaps I may feel some relief, or these words may heal me from the psychological and internal pain that I am facing, and I do not reveal it to anyone. I just bear with all my strength to withstand. I came out unusually early. From home maybe an hour and a half before I have to go out to go to schoolš¶. Well then the reason I do this is one of my biggest fears fighting and strife š„. This problem felt narrow and suffocated š as if I no longer had oxygen in this universe šµ and I no longer had enough energy to endure. I felt feelings of anger š¤¬ and fear š° and tension š± and despite that I tried to stop myself from crying š I didnāt want that because they might ask me why. Crying does not mean weakness for me, but rather it increases my stamina and venting about everything inside me. I didn't want them to know that I was upset because they wouldn't really understand my feelings and wouldn't take them seriously. And my destination and the place I decided to go was the garden opposite my institute. It was fresh air š which refreshed me and the trees were beautiful š³ and varied in shapes and colors š“š²šµ and although it was a dirty little place š¹ there were empty cans and bottles on the green grass š± This really spoiled the scene and on The road leading to the benches šŖ is in this garden full of orange peels š and āTurkish heartsā some cigarettes š¬. And when I looked at the sky I saw a breathtaking sight of its great beauty and splendor šļø It was a shining sun and some beautifully shaped clouds wrapped around it š¤ļø And a few calm wind breezes š¬ļø I always say that nature always comforts me and forgets all the worries and miseries of the world and brings me back my lost breath. The place is very quiet and almost empty, and we only notice some passers-by on the road, including students š and parents š§š© š¦° and women are old š§are taking a break on benches on the other side after Their return from the market .they look tired of carrying some vegetables and food, and sometimes an old woman sits next to me and may tell me about a topic about life or the children of this generation or how exhausting it is to carry these heavy bags every day and my company with them really makes me very happy. Silence prevailed in the place, and you could only hear the footsteps of people passing by, or the sweet chirping of birds that tune into the ears of the listeners š¦š¶. And anyone who was except for friends, family or an acquaintance comes to me in a predicament or in sadness or worries, so I try as much as I can to change a bad mood and make him happy āŗļø and he does not leave me except with a wide smile on his mouth š and he may feel some reassurance perhaps and this also makes me happy a lot, but here I felt that I A magnet that attracts the negative energies of the people around me and gives them all that is positive.
But what about me?
Can I be like them, I mean to face their same negative and sad feelings, in fact I did not find anyone to comfort me in these moments. But despite that, I will know that I cannot express my feelings to anyone, but I store it for long periods of time inside me without revealing it to anyone. I couldn't find anything more to say. Let me think. No, now I feel comfortable for a while even though I know that after I leave the institute I will go home and what scares me šØ is that they are still the same as I left them. And I will state that I am visiting a psychiatrist to help me overcome the psychological pain I feel, improve, and obtain the peace of mind that I once desired. And she is the one who told me about this way to face my fears and not take the wrong path and harm myself, which is to leave the place where I do not feel comfortable and go somewhere comfortable away from the noise and problems until they are finished. Her words were true in this respect, but what terrifies me is when night falls, where I will go, I cannot go out. But she said that there is another solution, which is to isolate in a room far from them and put music in a loud voice šµš„ so that I do not listen to them, but this will not last long, as their voices still reach my ears. You were able to understand me more than any other āpersonā š even though it is just a piece of paper, but no matter what I write on it, you will not oppose me or judge me. Despite everything, praise be to God, I am still strong and able to endure more and nothing will prevent me from achieving my goals š. And last but not least, despite my inability to use a rich and eloquent lexicon, and this is because of my neglect to read books that may provide me with a sea of āāwords and sometimes I have an idea I have to write my own note. Now it's time for me to go, the bell rang and I had to enter my class...
I wrote this down on paper and rewrote it in my note on the phone so it didn't change today
Well it's a new day and now it's 16:46
And I decided to go back to the same place, I mean the park I went to yesterday, next to the institute, and things are the same as usual, the same recurring daily problems. My mood is not worse than yesterday, but I feel some annoyance š and a little hungry š
, and the park was empty I mean there were some people last day but now There are only some cats and ants under the seat I'm sitting on, collecting their goats and a white cat no and black too š¤ is this a coincidence? And there were two friends on the other hand, or two lovers, I think.. And in the middle of the square there was a huge marble in the form of a square with the inscription: āThe Square of Literature and the Bookā, āBehring Al-Wadiā, Friday, November 17, āAs for the year, it was not clear and located This park is next to the Municipal Palace, and in front of it is the institute where I study, and in the back is a basketball court.......
I stopped writing a little because I decided to stop and turn the other side of the park, I saw some of the people I know who study with me in the same class. I thought they might come to me and ask me why I was there and I had no desire to talk to anyone š I came back to the same seat and after a few moments of sitting I saw my aunt coming on the other side of the road. She said to me: "Are you crazy? How do you sit alone in this empty place? Don't you know that this is dangerous for you? The conditions in our society have become frightening and there are many criminals and thugs." In the streetsā... Her words were true somehow š But I only had this shelter to comfort myself š.. And we decided to go home and it was about 17:18. I do not currently want to talk about the cause of the problems because this is somewhat private. This does not mean that I will not mention the reason later when I complete my paper, or I mean, can it be called a memorandum?
To meet my loved ones, I will complete the next day or when I have another chance to write.. I know that everything I have written so far is negative, but I still have hope and my condition may improve and change my writing style and mention everything that is positive and joyful for myself....
Finally I'm really sorry for any grammatical mistakes because English is not my Natal language
So I'm trying my best and using a translator .š„ŗš„°
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