#scaw

[csavii]

oc shenanigans pt 2

Scaw- @slate021

Hueburst- @trashiiplant

[willgrahamscock]

no greater tension than two mutuals who want to talk so badly but are afraid to so they like each other’s post until the end of time

[hilacopter]

so called "anarchists" when you ask them to start by dissolving their own country and not the only jewish one

[faircailin]

Conscious Observer(s)

[spro-o]

credit to @smokerswifey for the idea of an NNT band!AU / motivation for me to resurrect my own AU which I made like,,, 2-3 years ago,,

anyways- MELIODAS!! Lead singer and guitarist of the band ‘The Seven Deadly Sins’ :3c

+ a some chibis I made of the gang + Elizabeth and their instruments (possibly subject to change?? might refine their styles a lil more)

personal ramble incoming if you care to read :3 v

1. I have gotten quite the few requests lately, but do trust I will be coming around to those!! It might just take some time since this drawing + getting things ready for my commissions has been taking a while (not even mentioning the fact I have my IB end of year exams approaching :,) it’s desperate out here)

2. I HAVE ACQUIRED THE BABYGIRL HIMSELF!!

It’s so hard to find merch I can get if this fucking idiot, so I jumped the moment I saw his ass in store today. I gotta make a shrine for this bitch,,, he’s messed up my brain too much for me to not do so /pos

[sushisusii]

Scared

[peter-must-die]

i cannot emphasise how TERRIFIED i am for this tour.

one of the only things (if not the only thing) we know is going to happen is that dnp are going to be addressing phan theories and 'scandals' LIVE. and other than that we know NOTHING.

and also their whole 'info' part of the website is INSANE like "take back what the internet took from them" like holy fuck i'm terrified and so excited simultaneously

i'm also going into this blind i am avoiding spoilers at ALL cost. terrified.

[lollytea]

Huntlow situationship gives me such intense brain termites you don't get it

[meirimerens]

l'enflammé

[mulderscully]

the fact that trump is refusing to debate harris says a lot

[wikitpowers]

AHAHAHAUHAHS MY SISTER WAS SHITTING HERSELF READING THIS SCENE LAST NIGHT

[one-bunny-a-day]

11/06/2023

[fatmaclover]

do you think mac and charlie have ever been sat together getting high looking at the stars or just chilling together or whatever. do you think mac always wants to talk about his queer identity. hes always so desperate to be seen, to be heard, to be understood in his own way.

i think charlie would be hesitant. every time mac wants to talk about how he feels in relation to his identity, charlies always shutting it down. "no, dude, dont press that gay shit on me"

but like. mac wears charlie down eventually. keeps insisting on wanting to speak about it, to use charlie as a wall to bounce feelings and thoughts off of. to find the correct words or mediums or images to understand himself better. to have his friends, his family, those he loves, to understand him better.

not to mention his best friend.

so charlie relents. "fine, fine, whatever. lets just get it over with"

and its a long talk. charlie listens for hours as mac explains his struggles with being a man, his self image, his relationship towards women, womanhood, femininity, masculinity, how confusing it all is. how weird it is to figure out what balance he is of what, how he relates to it all. how its such a struggle to just.... find his place.

and charlies really listening here- and theres some really potent stuff. like, yeah, all this stuff is confusing. whys mac bringing it up like its not supposed to be? is it not supposed to be confusing? are you not supposed to feel utterly baffled when youve been pushed to just sit down and think about why youre attracted to what. why you feel certain ways about certain things. why youre comforted by what youre comforted by. why youre made uncomfortable by so much normal stuff.

"isnt... everyone confused by stuff like that?" charlie asks, taking another huff of whatever near-lethal substance the two had gotten their hands on.

"are you?" mac returns.

"well- of course i am. its all so weird."

and theres a long pause between them. they both take a moment to get a couple more huffs in, and mac finally breaks the silence.

"i was always under the impression that people who werent gay never really thought about it."

"well- im not gay, and ive thought about it." of course charlies defensive. this is really vulnerable and sensitive stuff.

"well- sure. you might not be gay, but- i mean- the crossdressing thing man. cmon."

"thats not weird!" charlies hackles are immediately raised. "ive told you- i- i had a single mother, and-"

mac grabs charlies shoulders, looking into the brown eyes in front of him.

"im not saying its weird. i dont think its weird, charlie."

its another long moment of silence. charlie doesnt know how to respond, the world felt like it was crumbling a little.

too high for this.

"i- i guess-" macs voice was like a knife, the way it cut through the nightly city noise. "i just want you to know, that i think its okay, if its complicated for you, too. and that im not gonna be stupid and shame you for it being complicated."

another beat of silence, only broken by a car alarm going off in the far distance.

"i-... yeah. okay man, sure." charlie responds, simply relaxing into macs hold.

its a pretty quiet night, from then on, but it isnt like much needs to be said.

charlie can at least feel a little bit safer in her best friends arms.

[leonardalphachurch]

i genuinely don’t understand why they had tex like. struggle against being sucked into the memory unit. regardless of how fucking stupid the animation of her being sucked in was like. with cabooses later line it sounds like ending up in there was her plan? and it’s an infinitely more satisfying story if she CHOSE to go back into the unit and end the cycle? like, actually giving her autonomy for once? but the animation just. does not reflect that. she struggles. she tries to get away. she did not want to go back in there. she wanted to live. so like. what the fuck even is the actual story supposed to be being told here.

[infectiouspiss]

You are such a female it’s actually crazy 😂😂😂😂 u woman

im soooo bad at it though im such a bad female :( all i know is take testosterone be attracted to men eat hot chip and lie

[canon-gabriel-quotes]

You changed your icon? Huh? What? When?

Licherally the most recent post

(I changed it yesterday)