#schizo moment

[sanfielle]

i've remsde my blog (if we are mutuals i have followed you on my new blog already) 👍 if you did nto get the URL / are unsure who i am / just wanna follow my new blog you can send an ask to ehre or to @ratnukegenius + i will share my new URL. im just queuedumping here at this point.

[mindmojis]

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[cookedupinthelabm8]

I may have become a little feral with the besties...

[kogglyuffs]

never too late

[butchdykekondraki]

always funny to call myself a schizo in front of my coworkers and watch a bomb go off behind their eyes

[moodr1ng]

(in daytime) i love listening to podcasts and reading stupid fanfiction and eating a burger :) so normal (as soon as the sun sets) im going to die soon.

[takekawa]

woke up in a miserable panic fit took edible to not feel like death was coming for me and forgot the cbg/thc edible i got renders me a slug(positive). my brain is barely working and my first thought for background noise cocomelon entertainment was hazbin hotel

[craycraybluejay]

tfw an ex-mutual talks down to you very rudely for disagreeing/being mad ab their fringe psychology beliefs. Lemme guess, you also believe ODD is a real actual disorder.

Sorry you feel the need to make fun of people because they don't listen to your youtube guy. If I agreed with every conflicting psychology researcher and academic I would have every mental disorder in the book and so would you.

Codependency isn't always (but absolutely can be) about "seeing others as an extension of yourself" as referenced in cases of NPD. Sometimes codependency is about traumatic attachment. That is decidedly not narcissistic because neither party has NPD. Sometimes codependency is born out of necessity; ie-- there is one person you have had to depend on your entire life. You got stuck on a remote island for a decade or more. You were in a cult and knew only one person outside. A million scenarios but I won't write them out here.

Furthermore the claim on my own mental state is even more absurdly and rudely armchair psychologist. I don't feel connected to people, let alone see them as an extension of myself. I don't *understand* some people's anxieties and motivations at all and wouldn't claim to. Because they are very much not me. I am me, they are they (about 8.5 billion of them to my knowledge). I can never hope to truly get into their brain universes and unfortunately no one can get into mine either. We are all in a state of internal isolation to some extent because you cannot feed someone your dreams, no one can personally experience what is not their own experience. If I saw others as extensions of myself, would I take the time to study the motives, fears, and ways of showing love to those closest to me? I'd just assume they were like my own, no? But I will ask my therapist quite bluntly if she thinks I have any cluster b disorder if you are so certain. And about her opinion on all this shit. I'll even send her the video, if I can find it on my own again. She is a licensed psychologist with an extensive education and experience in the field. So you know.

Truly insane the level to which some people believe they know exactly how everyone's brains tick. All the same. Almost similar to your claim about seeing others as an extension of yourself. Huh. Maybe I'm just being dramatic and it's again another iteration of "if you haven't personally experienced it, you can believe anything about it simply because you don't understand." But hey, you armchair diagnosed me first. So, I think you have a cluster b disorder despite probably never having been professionally diagnosed with anything remotely similar. I believe it wholeheartedly. You see the world, and people with their complex minds, as black and white. A symptom of, you guessed it, NPD. You defer to any authority that will back up your point of view. Spoiler: there will always be one, because there is no such thing as a unanimous academic vote on what is true and what is false. But most importantly you talk to people who (what a scandal!) haven't read and immediately believed the things you have read and immediately believed like they are inherently below you (see: you talking to me in the most condescending and unnecessarily mean way possible over an academic dispute).

[thebestestdancers]

looking at the dash discusion about the term neurotypical and rmembering when i made fun fo the similar term 'unpsychotic' and a mutual blcoked me for it after angirly trying to explain why such a term needed to exsit (could not explain it at all btw)

[hornsketch]

[ghostlyschizophrenic]

i should have realized i’m starting to have more psychotic symptoms than usual when i turned on NPR in my car and it was talking about a topic that i was just watching a youtube video about and my reaction wasn’t “huh that’s a coincidence” but instead “this was meant for me specifically”

[spookyradluka]

Do you want to "out crazy" your weird conspiracy theorist uncle this holiday season? Comment something he would say on this post and I will tell you something more unhinged

So when my brain starts going through rabbit holes my brain comes up with the craziest shit in my dreams bc I also experience regular psychosis still so let me help you

Edit a lot of answers will go onto its own blog to not clog this one up, it's in the notes @spookyradconspiracyhour

[traumaticenby]

I woke up with big pain in my neck. Do you want to know what I did first?

I didn't take any any pills and started pray for help from any gods, which told me to take pills.

[chickes0up]

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[chemicalcarousel]

things that should have made us realise something was up:

feeling like another person was taking over my body

what we did instead:

"huh that was uncomfortable and weird.... well, anyway-"