In pursuit of bandaging old wounds, we may lose ourselves in another SOUL and become a monster that ignores the desperate pleas of our own SOUL'S CORE, the one that truly needs love and healing.
[[Semi-Vent Art]]
I was dealing with too many emotions while sketching this one out and had to nap before returning to it.
Spamton always has this need to become something more, something BIGGER... But in the process, he loses himself each time and gradually distorts into something superficial to what he once was. It's easy for him to ignore his core wounds because he deludes himself into thinking that as long as he keeps getting "bigger," he doesn't ever have to face his insecurities.
Spamton obsesses over Kris and the PLAYER SOUL, but while one helps him achieve clarity by forcing him to face his core wounds, the other makes him lose himself to insanity since it indulges his thirst for power, leading him to "die on that hill" and never come to terms with himself.
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There needs to be safe resources for objectum sex education.
How to have safe sex with objects. How to clean objects before and after, and what kind of objects need cleaning. How to avoid injury from certain types of objects, and what objects are completely off-limits for safety reasons.
The problem is that no one wants to do this. We’re weird. And gross. Why bother helping us have sex safely when you could just shame us into never doing it ever?
Sorry, this turned into a vent.
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the pressure fandom right now
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Here comes the rain...finally.
🌧️☔
The heat has been rough throughout April, so at least May's somehow compensating for it.
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Whenever I see a proshipper be like "DNI are stupid and unnecessary" I roll my eyes. Genuinely.
God forbid people sets a boundary for themselves. You're not entitled to someone's else's time especially when they make that boundary clear and known. You're not entitled to know their reasoning.
Someone's an asshole and crosses that boundary??? Guess what! It's not the person with "DNI" fault. You know who it is??? The person who crosses that exact boundary.
I get it, you can't control what everyone can do- but people are also allowed to curate their own expirence. Getting mad at someone for not wanting to associate with your community feels like a self-report tbh.
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in regards to my last post
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I must feed the starving people and angst is always the food of choice
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"prayed like a Father, dusk to dawn
tempted the Devil with my song
you, my peace of mind, my all, my center
if my wants and needs divide me, then I might as well be gone"
[ x ]
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the worst thing about being a non-sharing selfshipper for a specific character and feeling uncomfortable with ships of that character is when you become mutuals with someone that ships someone else with that character or also loves that character but they're a really nice person and you get along really well but you're terrified to say anything because you feel like you're going to die within the hour if you do
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people loooovvveee masc women when they're talking about abby, but when it's ellie?when you throw the word "butch" into the mix? blasphemy, i guess.
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I think something is broken inside of me.
I am in love with the idea of falling in love
I want so desperately to be known
and touched
and seen
but I shy away when it is offered to me
Even when I have the courage to grip it tight
somehow it slips through my fingers
Why is it so hard for me to just be happy?
I just want to be happy.
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Gotta be honest im at a point where I don’t want to hear anything about what Nintendo pulls out of its ass abt zelda and focus on fandom but also I dont want to hear what the tloz fandom has to say cause they’re usually (usually) wrong
So I might as well make myself a hole and pretend that the TLoZ franchise ended back when botw came out
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Based on a true story
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Testing out some new colour palettes ^^
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I show my love by avoiding you!!<3 (I want to talk to you, but I have nothing to say. I'm scared you're gonna lose interest and leave me, so why not avoid you, to avoid getting hurt.)
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