#send in a kpop group & i’ll reply with:

[beautifulpersonpeach]

I’ve been reading your blog for the better part of the year and it’s helped me rethink many things. This year was weird for me and I’ve been reflecting, I finally got courage to write this confession and I only feel comfortable sending it here. It’s okay if you post it. I think there are other people like me.

My Confession:

I’m an Orbit-Blink shooter who used to fight with an Army shooter daily until she died during the earthquakes in Turkey this year. I didn’t realize how much of my life and fan experience was tied to her until she died BPP. The way I got into shooting was through my Blink friend who introduced me to Loona when they debuted. At first I thought I was defending Loona and then defending Blackpink, but at some point shooting on its own for any reason became addicting. I would jump in on a ratio, throw insults and post gore and graphic images to people’s DMs for any small reason.

There was one Army shooter I hated because she was always there with screenshots or videos to drag Blackpink. Whenever there was a fanwar I knew I would see her there. And times when she wasn’t in the fight, I would use another account pretending to be an Army to tell her what was happening so I could rile her up to join the fight. I didn’t know it at the time but I loved fighting with her. She made me feel alive. The way she was passionate about BTS made me want to get some of that passion directed at me in any form.

Now, after months of reflecting, that’s what I realized. Because when the earthquake happened, I didn’t know she was dead. I kept checking her account for days, sending DMs from my fake Army profile, wondering why she was not replying. I even created a new scandal for Taehyung in our shooter group but she didn’t tweet. Then 2 weeks later her cousin tweeted from her account to say she died in the earthquake. BPP, it was like my whole life stopped. I became extremely depressed and dealt with extreme self loathing. I couldn’t look at any fandom fight without thinking about all the things I did to her. I hated myself and wanted to die. I went through that Armys profile and saw how her love for BTS was genuine. After months of therapy now I understand more why I acted like that, but it’s something I’ll forever be ashamed about.

In the depths of my depression I deleted Twitter, TikTok, and Instagram. After some weeks of missing what’s happening, I got Tumblr and found your blog talking about fandom behavior. In so many ways you’ve saved my life BPP. The way I was shooting was more for other shooters than Loona or Blackpink or even myself. I realize now there’s a whole subculture of kpop shooters and I think what they have is an addiction. I notice the same things with how solo stans behave. They think they’re doing it for the idols but it’s for them and other stans they’re fighting. It creates destruction. Life is short. Why spend it on something destructive?

I’ve changed everything about how I behave online. Through therapy and reading your blog, I realize people use fandom to express themselves, and if that expression is mostly negative, there’s deeper problems with that person that needs solving. Now I curate my space and avoid shooters and fanwars completely. I now focus on what I enjoy which is good lore and good music (I still enjoy a good fight but I now satisfy this need by getting engaged in Munk Debates in my city). Loona’s lore was the reason I was interested in them, so after weeks of stalking that dead Army’s profile, I learned that BTS has lore too. I fell down the BTS rabbit hole and officially became an Army on Jimin’s birthday (after reading your blog I’m now Yoonminkook biased hehe)

I’m a very new Army but an ‘old’ kpop fan and reformed shooter. I’ve committed to live a life that’s critical and compassionate. Because of how I’ve become Army, some things I’m seeing in how fans of diff fandoms act has a different meaning to me. I still struggle with shame and sometimes when I see fanwars or see solos trending hashtags and things, I remember me from what feels like long ago. I remember that Army shooter who feels like someone I owe my life to. I remember how so much is going on in the world and we could do with more kindness but people use fandom to be awful assholes. I was one such person, attimes I still have to bite my tongue. But what I do now is log off, go do something physical and positive that makes me tired, or scroll through your blog archives.

There might be people like me trying to get away from the shooter mindset and struggling because it’s hard. It’s like an addiction. I want those people to know it’s doable. Recognizing the problem is the hardest part for real so if they are at that point, it gets easier from there.

Thank you for having this blog BPP. I hope you stay here in 2024 as well.

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Happy to hear you’re in a better head space than earlier this year.

Take care of yourself. Really.

[1tarot1with1k1o]

I just remembered about the poll lol.

Anyways…I will do another poll to decide which kpop tarot game to organize, but for the meantime, I’m opening a new intuitive kpop game!

To participate, send me an ask with the name of a kpop idol you’d like to get the reading about, and I’ll tell you how I feel your friendship would go, or whatever else comes up (for some people I might get messages about how or where you’ll meet, for other I might get what activities you would do together if you were close, etc.) you can ask a specific question if you’d like! If you don’t have a question in mind, I’ll just tell you whatever comes through. Anons are welcome!

I’m not going to do romance related readings, like I already mentioned in my guidelines (which you should check before participating)!

For your ask to be valid, you’ll have to tell me at least one of the following things:

which idol/s I remind you of (the reason why isn’t needed, but it’s very much appreciated)

which idol/s you feel I’d get along with (again, the “reason why” is optional)

which idol/s you feel I will meet in the future (whole groups are totally valid to mention as it’s obviously easier to meet idols at festivals/concerts)

Guess who my biases are (I won’t say the groups cause there’s too many, so say any group you want)

Which group you think I’d fit in best, based on the vibes I give you (like it doesn’t have to necessarily be a girl group)

(anything else you’d like to tell me regarding kpop idols. If more ideas come up while I do the readings, I’ll add them to this list)

I’ll reply to your asks starting from tomorrow. I don’t have a limit for the amount of asks for now, but I’ll let you know when I’m about to close the game.

Have fun!!!

[beee1x1]

hi everyone ! my name’s b, i’m twenty4 ( born ‘98 ) & i live in sweden ! after hopping around between a couple of different groups i’ve decided to take a leap off the deep end and roam the tags for some new partners to 1x1 with , exclusively on discord .

☆ with the weekly releases of the last of us on hbo , i’m currently obsessing over apocalyptic plots , specifically zombie ones ! some other plots i’d love to explore are cyberpunk , supernatural ( i’m a big fan of true blood ) , slasher , western .

☆ i enjoy and have no qualms writing angst , darker subjects and smut , but the frequency of the latter will depend entirely on the character i’m writing and the context surrounding them . 

☆ i prefer writing ocs , but i am also comfortable with writing certain characters from certain fandoms . some fandoms i’ve delved into previously include twilight , red dead redemption , gta , from dusk till dawn , the punisher ( netflix ver )  , far cry 5 , days gone & cyberpunk 2077 .

☆ i generally prefer writing fem identifying characters , often struggling with muse when it comes to men . as far as ships go i have no preference and am open to any gender combination ! 

☆ i’d describe my writing as literate , enjoying longer replies ( 2-5 paragraphs ) & pretty prose . i will usually try to match with whoever my partner is , though .

☆ i don’t mind using gifs , and i also don’t mind writing without them .

☆ for banned plots & fcs , check under the read more .

if this post & me peaks your interest send off a like & i’ll hop into you ims !

banned fcs : kj apa , cole sprouse , sydney sweeney , alexa demie . anyone under the age of 21 , anyone deceased , anyone who’s asked not to be used , anyone who’s known to be problematic in any substantial way .

banned plots : rape , pedophilia , necrophilia , racism , ableism , sexism , transphobia , celeb plots ( aka where you write real people ) , kpop plots . 

[haenglixie]

Pass the happy! 💌 When you get this, reply with 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 more people! 🥰🥰🥰

Hiiiii Sun my darling angel 🥰🥰🥰🥰 thank you for thinking of me I appreciate u I love you 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

Okay five things that make me happy:

1. Music! And more specifically and recently, kpop. It’s definitely filled a void I didn’t know I had in my life and I’m discovering so many new groups/artists all the time and it’s just so fun and it does make me so so happy 🥰

2. Reading! 💕 I’ve been so much better at reading more books the last few years and I’ve discovered a few great authors too 🥰 and they’re always so good at helping me escape reality and that’s definitely essential rn.

3. TV shows! These are always guaranteed to bring me happiness especially all my comfort shows. I’ve also currently gotten back into anime after not watching any for several years so that’s been fun and occupying my time 🥰 also very new to Kdramas and I love those too!

4. Games! Love playing various games so much especially cosy games on my switch! I’ve only had my Xbox a couple of years so I don’t have many games on that yet. Typically I’ll always wait for sales before buying any cause im a very casual game player tbh. But they still make me happy 💜

5. And last but not least my kitties 🥰🥰🥰🥰 they make me the most happiest in the world 💕💕💕💕

[hanrinz]

sameee !! im glad ur well & hope u have an amazing summer break, im rlly excited to go on a vacation this summer :) maybe i’ll send some pics. also can’t wait to see ur upcoming posts !! having ur support is like having luck everywhere u go — i’m so lucky to have u as a mootie <33 !! i’d absolutely love to chat more w u !! ofc, if ur free, js send me dm.

AHHH OMG i thought i would annoy someone or make them disgusted too w my delusional character bc all i do is brainrot & brainrot (∩ ⸝⸝ ∩) </3 i desperately wished i had someone that i could come into their inbox & discuss abt my biass & love for a group bc i need some emotional support :< BUT YES PLS i’d LOVE to exchange yummy photos & maybe edits (if ur comfy ofc) tgt !! i’m insane too hanni 😭😭 i internally scream whenever i see scrumptious edits of my bias…pls don’t hate on me for that…but oh !! i had a feeling ur bias was sunghoon (he’s so pretty !!!!! what do u like most abt him?), since of ur enha theme 🙂‍↕️ but to js to make sure — u rlly made it aesthetic !! i’ve been waiting for so long for someone to ask me who, idk why :’) but my bias is thee heeseung (my ultimate bf #2) <333333 !! one of my hobbies is watching edits of him (they’re irresistible), pls don’t hate (even tho u might bc that’s kinda weird even to me) ☹️🙏 but yup !! i rlly can’t wait to talk more w u & discuss abt kpop (our bfs) i hope u have a great day or night, sending back lots of love & kisses mwah mwah <3 <33333

sorry for the late reply bb but omg youre so sweet 🙁🩷 thank you for saying that — im so happy to have a moot like u too bb 🫶🏻 NO CAUSE ME TOO I DESPERATELY NEED TO RAMBLE ABOUT ON AND ON & yes im very comfy with sending edits !!! i encourage them even 😮‍💨 i could never hate u for that bambi !! i think the most i like about hoonie is his personality BYE THAT SOUNDS SO CLICHE but tbh i see myself so much in him its scary atp 😭 but other than that I really like his voice and how he dances LIKD HE'S SO ELEGANT BUT ALSO SO SHARP AND CLEAN ???!?? what about u bb, what do u like most about heeseung?? (thank you very much 😭 i tried really hard to make it unique & very much smth that would last me a while!) no cause bb i love watching edits too 🙏🏻 LIEKWHQ my sister can testify how much edits i have saved on my phone lol + YES I CANT WAIT IM LITERALLY ABOUT TO SEND U A MSSG RN

[hariboz]

HELLO HELLO ML !!!! so sorry for the late reply ive been shockingly sorta busy these days :0 BUT IM BACK 2 TALK TO MY FAVE WRITERRRRR ( AKA U !!!!! )

ALSO I LISTENED TO SOME OF THE NCT WISH SONGS N HANDS UP IS DEF MY FAVE SO FAR ( u successfully influenced me ) n im totally gonna watch that bakery thing n get back to u bc why is that so cute.. ILL LYK MY POTENTIAL BIAS TOO N SEE IF UR PREDICTIONS R CORRECT 🤞🏻

I FEEL SO BAD FOR U LOVIE T__T i actually got lucky n found some zb1 digi albums at the kpop store in a mall where i live N TELL ME HOW I GOT ANOTHER WOOK !!!!! i love my man u guys ( i also got a hao n two gyubs <3 ) ALSO IKR ??? yujins pcs r so cute n pretty for no reason i swear T^T ACTUALLY SENDING MY RICKY PCS TO U I NEED TO SAVE UR WALLET !!!!! i love him but the way that hes avoiding u like that needs to end !! u both shld be reunited 🤭

&& IKR ?!?!?! wk1 being a good company was not on my 2024 bucket list but im not mad ???? LIKE LETS GO, despite it being such a stupid controversy im glad they shut the "zeroses" up n let my man free !!

NOT THE OLLIE FUND ( i dont blame u ) I SAW THAT URE GETTING THE MAGAZINES FOR HIM N GETTING SOME PCS IN APRIL ?!?! GOOD LUCK W/ UR PULLS !!! although u can get no wrong ones i mean.. ITS OLLIE !!!! but im so excited to see what u get ( if u get any good ones i might steal them, watch out... )

— 🎀

HELLOOOOO POOKIE <3 i’m glad ur back !! && AS YOU SHOULD hands up is soooo fun omg!! they did perform wish which is their debut song at smtown so if you’d like to check that out before the mv drops on the 28th…here you go 🥹🫶🏻 YESS watch wish bakery it’s SO cute ugh i love them all so much (my bet is still on riku & ryo + sakuya being your faves!! but they’re all so lovely <3)

i got 4 (FOUR!!) cheap mp digis on neokyo a while ago but STILL NO WOOKIE!! like this is personal atp…bc i have to buy ricky’s usually i actually end up with doubles 😭 i join multiple inclusion group orders and by the time all of them get to me i usually alr have the rickys i need…it was this way for yits & mp so i guess i just don’t learn LMAO maybe i should use the double rickys to trade for some wookies 🤭

i fear this will be the only time wk1 does something right…i don’t trust them to keep this up 😭 omg also “zeroses” are always mad abt something, i just stopped using twt bc every time i do i turn miserable bc why are k-zeroses mad over taerae doing gg dances well??? put this energy into something else oh my god

OLLIE FUND! OLLIE FUND! [chanting] i’m pretty sure the asy final will also be entirely decided on paid votes so….😵‍💫 i guess i’ll have to tap into the fund…? i sound insane but that’s my SON he needs to debut..!! speaking of the final..it’ll be a live show which should be obvious…but also it’s asy and all the eps were filmed in like october/november except for the rankings so 😭 i’m ready to have another breakdown like i did w the bp final…i guess…OLLIE FIRST OLLIE CENTER LETS GOOO!! &&& YES THE MAGAZINES!! i’m so excited for them oh my god!! & actually the pcs are guaranteed if i read everything correctly!! so the ones you see on that one post are the ones i’ll actually get and HES SO CUTE i’m so excited 🥹🫶🏻

[consuming-karma]

Hi guys, I’d just like to hop on here to release one last announcement.

As you guys know, I am basically a multi fandom blog that focused mainly on TLB, it’s been a couple of long months and I haven’t liked tlb for quite a while. OF COURSE DO NOT GET ME WRONG, Dwayne and Paul will always have my heart, but it’s something I like to indulge in time to time and does not capture my eye anymore.

In these months, I’ve ended up being pulled into the kpop scene, and started to enjoy kpop groups and whatnot, i think after a while of thinking, I’ll be moving on. That doesn’t mean I’ll be deactivating or anything.

I know some group of people out there enjoys the very little fics I’ve placed out for the tlb community and the moots i made would like to just come onto here and scroll a bit, but I will be leaving this blog behind and starting a new one.

I did not want to just make a new blog, keep this as my main, I wanted a fresh start where I can just redo my whole theme, because tbh, my whole Tumblr is a mess from my teen years where I just went crazy with all my old fandoms 😭

I wanted to make a new blog for a fresh start, college puts you thru those deep thoughts where you kinda just want to, and I think it would be good for me. So this is my last time, getting on this blog, and saying my final words before I move onto a new community, a fresh start on the platform. I really enjoyed interacting and being able to share works on here about every fandom I was in, but you know.. it happens. :)

This blog won’t be deactivated, deleted or anything of the sort, it will stay as open, send asks, messages, maybe one day I’ll come back and reply to them again !

Thank you to all of my moots, and those who loved and continue to interact with me, you all hold a special part in my heart, and I can only wish you all a good future and to continue loving and interacting with the communities we bonded through.

For the last time,

Buwan.

[whoseafraidofliloleme]

Hi! Thank you for answering my ask! I’m glad it was able to be somewhat helpful in identifying an issue😊

As for my method of going on Tumblr, I actually already use the mobile app, that’s what I’m using right now as well😅😅 so there’s truly no need to be sorry since there’s no inconvenience but I really appreciate the thought😊😊

Tumblr might just be being a dick so I’ll probably just contact support or something since I’ve been experiencing the same issue with several other blogs I follow and binge-read. Which will not stand because I refuse to be refused my daily intake of art in the form of fictional Kpop writings😤😤😤

Speaking of binge-read: I am ABSOLUTELY enjoying reading Wrecking Her Plans. Not enjoying— FUCKING. LOVING. BRO. The concept of the Kim Siblings is just🤌🤌 And I appreciate the appearance of Treasure members; I feel like I don’t see many featurings of them😕

I was binge-reading WHP for the first time the other day when I sent that ask before I ran into the problem so I obviously haven’t finished it☹️ But I have hope my issues will be fixed!

Previously to this, I’ve read “Loud and Clear” and “See Right Through Me”, but I believe that’s all I’ve read so far. I had actually just finished re-binge-reading those two another time before I decided to try out WHP. I think I’ll plan to binge-read the rest when I have the chance though, I love your writing and your stories🥰🥰

Your ask was definitely helpful!!. Thank you for sending it. And I'm sorry I'm replying to this ask a few days later 😭😭. Ramadan is a busy month 😭.

Tumblr loves being a dick so I'm not surprised, I've never actually gone to support I just wait for the problem to solve itself 😂.

Ah thank you for the praise, I loved the Kim siblings dynamic so much I repeated the sibling dynamic in another fic. The irony that I've got no siblings of my own so the shenanigans are based on what I've seen around on TV and my friends 😂.

Honestly the reason there's Treasure members was because I felt like I was using the same groups again and again so to change it up I featured Treasure 😂.

Well I hope by now you've finished Wrecking Her Plans, I'd love to know your thoughts about it.

Ah Loud and Clear was the first K-pop fanfic I ever wrote so it will always hold a special place in my heart. Similarly with See Right Through Me. That story really wrote itself, I had one plan and then it became something so different😂😂.

If I could recommend, I'm immensely proud of my completed Jungwon fics so I'd recommend reading Unexpected Partners or You Belong With Me next.... They both have Jungwon starting off as an asshole but there's a redemption arc.

Thank you for your compliments, I hope you carry on to enjoy my stories and come to read more 😉😉.

[withloveajaxx]

for the ask game!! cinnamon, mauve, blush, fuchsia, lavender, umber, razzmatazz, safron YES <3

IVE MISSED U TOO ☹️💗 & TELL YOU EVERYTHING?? OMG OKOK (it’s mainly me being sad tho bc life is unfair)

I’ve been doing alright, the two times I moved blogs tho,, it had to do w personal problems & some people had the audacity to send in asks that they rlly shouldn’t have bc it made me so damn uncomfortable and it was not helping w my current state so I left :,) THE SECOND TIME I LEFT WAS ALSO BC OF MY PROBLEMS GETTING WORSE AND WORSE and everything was going downhill and I needed a break + people were still making me uncomfortable w their asks (turned them off before I left again) I had accidentally deleted my only moots blog which I had to replace but using the same url (@yonayie pls my layla theme was so cool I miss it) I then deleted my other blog and moved here!! away from the trolls!! and weirdos who can’t comprehend the fact that I’m a minor!!

I spent my Christmas and new years on the verge of tears, it was not fun 😭 my house started flooding on Christmas and it scared the shit out of me!!! & on new years?? i cried bc 2022 was an ass and sm happened it was terrible & we didn’t set off fireworks like we used to so that sucked :,)

school has been a PAIN. I’m a complete loner so that makes everything harder 😭 & my math teacher? literally how did he get hired he cannot teach to save his life he’s so unfair too it’s CRAZY HNGJSJWIJE the only way I get a passing grade is if I self-study and do rlly well on the end of course test in april (which is getting dangerously close im not ready) I dislike my drama teacher 👨‍🏫 I’m okay with my environmental sci teacher + history teacher theyre chill 🤞the workload is manageable so I think I’ll be able to get all of my credits most def!!

oh oh my birthday is on the 27th!! yes this friday pls im not sure if I’ll be able to do anything for it but if not it’s okay <3 (it’d be the 3rd year not celebrating it which is why I’m so chill abt it that’s so sad 😭)

wow omg that’s sm word vomit pls!! why has my life been so depressing I cannot!! i just hope this year doesn’t treat me as badly!! PRAYS 🙏

okay now ur turn TELL ME EVERYTHINGGG <33 (everything that u can ofc 💓)

STOP WAIT,,, I INSPIRE YOU??? HELP WHY DOES THAT MAKE MY DAY WTF YONA PLEASE ILYSM 💗💗

also omg that's a lot that happened in your absence,,, FIRST OF ALL, i will willingly beat up life and people for you i swear,,, those weirdos better watch out for these hands >:((. secondly, i'm sorry that school, christmas, and new year were a pain in the butt :((. i hope everything gets better for you!! and ofc if you need anyone to talk to, i'll do my best to reply mwah 🫶

AND OMG okay what's been happening in my life,,, i'll put this under a cut so ppl don't need to scroll for too long HAHDJXJSJD

OKAY SO FIRST OF ALL... COLLEGE APPLICATIONS. good god those humbled me HAHDJKDKSD LYK I AM ACTUALLY STUPID 💀 the one i recently took was so fucking hard it was not even funny,,, like they put shit i've never learned, heard of, or saw and it was HORRIBLE. i was literally guessing everything math related please pray for my future </33 HAHDJDJKD.

ALSO!! I GOT INTO KPOP MORE AGAIN HEHEHEHE. i recently went to a concert of one of my favorite groups and holy shit. i cried. like so many times. HAHDJCKDF IT WAS CRAZY GETTING TO SEE THEM IRL AND I JUST AAAAAAAAJSKCIISJD 😭😭 i'm also seeing another group next week,,, MY ULTIMATE FAVORITE ONE. and i shit you not i am not mentally or emotionally prepared to see those men up close and on stage HSJFKDKDD

also yea school was a bitch 💀 tons of freeloaders and horrible teachers but yk what,,, i got my report today and i passed so it's okay HAHSJFKKDD. also i'm graduating soon and that's kinda scary n idk how to cope but yes 😭 i'm just hoping for the best and giving it my all HSHDJKKFF

BUT THAT'S BEEN ABOUT IT FOR ME,,, HOPING 2023 IS GOOD TO US <33

also nah i'm making sure your birthday will be somewhat special <33 gonna hold a tumblr party n give u a lil something I SWEAR 💗

[mel-loves-kdramas]

Hi this is Exol Santa one more time!❄️💜 Sorry about the messages mix up! Luckily I had to draft the ask because I was trying to get it under the character limit so I still have part 2 saved. but also it looks like the character limit on asks was removed? Apologies for my incompetence in messages (I’ve been on tumblr for like 10 years lol you think I’d have the hang of it, but maybe that’s why I expect the worst regarding functionality)

Here’s what was in the second half of the message: I just got into Exo a couple years ago! I have a friend who was into SuperM and sent me a few of their videos and basically as soon as I saw Baekhyun that was it for me, and he’s still my bias. I was in covid quarantine for 15 days and binged Exo Next Door and then a bunch of performance videos and fell in love with all the members. I’ve been slowly catching up on ten years of content since then. Monster Dance practice is a GREAT first exo video. Do you have a favorite era/comeback? Do you have a favorite of Suho’s songs? (I still need to listen to Self Portrait!)

I hope that went through this time!

I’m also having a great time chatting so I can send you actual message replies in 10 days once I can come off of anon :P I started watching Stranger so I’ll definitely let you know how that goes! And I will say that I totally agree with you about the ending of Reply 1988 I was devastated.

I think I have an idea for what I want to do for your present, and I mostly make digital art so that’s what I’m planning, but I wanted to also ask if there’s anything you were really hoping for? I’ll probably have time to make a couple things so I can do my idea and a second, or add in elements if there’s anything you’ve been thinking about. I’m not much of a fic writer but anything else I can take a shot at: moodboards, gifs, lockscreens, etc!

Hope you’re having a good week! <3

Hi Santa,

Please, no need to apologize. Tumblr is so unpredictable with ASKs. Thank goodness you had a saved draft. I wonder if the length of messages goes larger with a "response" to an ASK? I have been on tumblr a little less than you, (8 years) and I still don't know much about this crazy platform. lol

I found my way to tumblr via the CW Arrow and The X-Files' Fandoms. How about you?

What Kpop groups were you listening to before SuperM? I was so lucky to see SuperM as my first ever Kpop concert. And Baekhyun was GLORIOUS live. I am surprised I survived seeing SuperM in person. I LOVE Kai (he is one of my bias wreckers), Taeyong and Ten. SuperM's first promo photos are burned into my memory. An EXCEPTIONAL concept. hahaha

Speaking of concepts......I CANNOT wait to see EXO's upcoming concept and new music. If it has any connection to their Season's Greetings concept I will be DEAD (in the best way possible) lol.

It is hard for me to narrow down a favorite of Suho's music, but perhaps I can give you a few favs off his more recent Grey Suit era. I loved the whole album, but Hurdle, Decanting and Bear Hug were extra wonderful to me. I hope you are able to listen to Self-Portrait. His voice is just so beautiful and the album is a lovely journey of falling in love, losing it, letting it go and appreciating it. Have you seen any of the live sessions mvs? THEY ARE ALL SO FABULOUS. O2 is particularly pretty with the water concept. I don't think we would have been given such a gift of mvs for every song of that album if not for covid. I guess that is one ray of sunshine through the horribleness of the virus. I am sorry you were in covid quarantine. Were you ill or just protecting yourself and others? I hope you weren't sick with it. As far as era looks - Suho during the Lotto Era was also wow. The strawberry hair, the pink shirt and neck ties' outfit for the lotto stages. Let me see If I can add a link of it.

What are some of your fav songs from Baekhyun? AND HE IS COMING BACK SOON!!

You are so sweet to ask about the secret santa gift. I am excited about anything you are inspired to create. Seriously, I don't like to hinder creators, so allow yourself to go in any direction freely. But please don't feel any pressure to make multiple gifts. Anything you come up with will be wonderful! I can't wait to see what you create.

Have a wonderful day!

[atinykidult]

red velvet!!! & also the boyz!!! & also m.o.n.t!!!

send in a kpop group & i’ll reply with:

Thank you so much for the ask, Anna! I love you so much!!! 💕 This is a monster, so see under the cut:

—R E D   V E L V E T

do i already stan them? yes | only for the music | attempting to | no

my bias + bias wrecker: Seulgi + Yeri!

first time i heard of them: YouTube recommended, summer 2018!

when i became a fan: So, Red Velvet definitely crept up on me... probably began watching the non-music related content late 2019-ish!

favorite (and least favorite) title track: Favorite is tied between Psycho and Power Up, least favorite is probably Zimzalabim (I adore the MV, but musically, I do not have the mental capacity to listen to it for pleasure ngl, but I appreciate the talent/thought that went into it!)

favorite (and least favorite) b-side: I JUST, 100000% is my favorite! It’s what got me really into Red Velvet’s music! And I can’t think of one I hate, so no least fav...

favorite (and least favorite) mv: Favorite MV is Bad Boy for styling, least favorite is maybe Umpah Umpah? Wasn’t bad, but wasn’t as memorable as their others, to me.

favorite (and least favorite) album: Favorite is ReVe Festival, least favorite is Russian Roulette for its lack of any personal favs in it

a concept i wished they’d try: Tbh, their whole concept is their versatility, so this is a group I’m really content with as is! ^^

what i like most about them: Vocals. And Seulgi. Tbh, though, I think they have some of the most impressive vocals in the industry, and Seulgi is my ult bias for ggs! So, yeah :D

—T H E   B O Y Z

do i already stan them? YES | only for the music | attempting to | no

my bias + bias wrecker: Q + New/Sangyeon

first time i heard of them: I honestly don’t know! I remember I was around for No Air, so before winter of 2018

when i became a fan: The Boyz may have happened fall 2018, maybe?

favorite (and least favorite) title track: Favorite is Bloom Bloom, easily! Least favorite is Boy—their others just eclipse it, imo

favorite (and least favorite) b-side: Favorites are Butterfly/Just U/Daydream/Walkin In Time (I refuse to choose from these). Least favorite is? *shrugs* First half of Reveal was kind of bland to me? So one of those maybe

favorite (and least favorite) mv: Favorite MV is No Air, bc GORGEOUS! Least favorite is Clover bc I always forget it exists haha

favorite (and least favorite) album: Favorite album is The Only bc it has no skips whatsoever! Least favorite is The Start bc the songs are really hit or miss for me

a concept i wished they’d try: After their Road to Kingdom stages, I need a full comeback telling an AU story. I don’t care what kind, just something that deep and epic!

what i like most about them: Performance. They are Seventeen’s successors, in my mind, when it comes down to overall group charisma and in-sync dancing in performances.

—M O N T

do i already stan them? yes | only for the music | attempting to | no

first song youtube sent me to and rate it from: Shadow absolute trash | not my thing | it’s,, decent,, | need a couple more listens to judge | pretty groovy | okay but i like this a lot | hearted, saved, added to my bops playlist | ABSOLUTE SOTY

first impressions: I LOVE THE VIBES OF THIS SONG!!! Jazzy rnb, slightly drawl-y raps, Bitsaeon’s voice!!! This is nice!

who stuck out to me (ex. the member with _ hair, etc.) Narachan looks like Tag from Golcha, but his voice is so unique—it was MADE for the jazzy concept!

if i’ll watch more of them or not: So, I’ve seen their MV Rock, Paper, Scissors and was less impressed, but this was a great concept for them! I’m definitely interested! (Thanks for putting them back on my radar, Anna! ^^)

[deardreamsgf-remade]

seventeen !!!!!!!!!!!!!! also bap if u know them

svt: hoshi & joshua !! and idk bap that well sorry baby :(

[beee1x1]

hi everyone ! my name’s b, i’m twenty4 ( born ‘98 ) & i live in sweden ! after hopping around between a couple of different groups i’ve decided to take a leap off the deep end and roam the tags for some new partners to 1x1 with , exclusively on discord .

☆ with the weekly releases of the last of us on hbo , i’m currently obsessing over apocalyptic plots , specifically zombie ones ! some other plots i’d love to explore are cyberpunk , supernatural ( i’m a big fan of true blood ) , slasher , western .

☆ i enjoy and have no qualms writing angst , darker subjects and smut , but the frequency of the latter will depend entirely on the character i’m writing and the context surrounding them . 

☆ i prefer writing ocs , but i am also comfortable with writing certain characters from certain fandoms . some fandoms i’ve delved into previously include twilight , red dead redemption , gta , from dusk till dawn , the punisher ( netflix ver )  , far cry 5 , days gone & cyberpunk 2077 .

☆ i generally prefer writing fem identifying characters , often struggling with muse when it comes to men . as far as ships go i have no preference and am open to any gender combination ! 

☆ i’d describe my writing as literate , enjoying longer replies ( 2-5 paragraphs ) & pretty prose . i will usually try to match with whoever my partner is , though .

☆ i don’t mind using gifs , and i also don’t mind writing without them .

☆ for banned plots & fcs , check under the read more .

if this post & me peaks your interest send off a like & i’ll hop into you ims !

banned fcs : kj apa , cole sprouse , sydney sweeney , alexa demie . anyone under the age of 21 , anyone deceased , anyone who’s asked not to be used , anyone who’s known to be problematic in any substantial way .

banned plots : rape , pedophilia , necrophilia , racism , ableism , sexism , transphobia , celeb plots ( aka where you write real people ) , kpop plots . 

[studiojeon]

troubled outsiders | intro - jjk

| summary | -  how you two end up pining for each other.

warnings: none :) 

content: idol!jungkook x student!oc, friends to lovers (because it’s THE superior trope okurrrt), jungkook is quiet and shy but a social butterfly when needed (and when it comes to oc but you’re not supposed to know that yet), oc is both a badass and a socially akward queen, she has TWO friends and only because one is dating the other (like... same), the Lee Charyeong is her bestie, oc works at bighit and feels like everyone either fears her or hates her, author nim is a crackhead and has no plot planned for this series whatsoever (doesn’t know if she’ll keep this up, we’ll see).

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His presence was overwhelming, to say the least. Even if he were surrounded by six hundred other equally handsome men, somehow, to you (and the majority of the female population, at that point) he was as captivating and magnetic as they come. Jeon Jungkook didn't pay no mind to no one, but sure as hell everyone became hyper aware of his existence and essence in time. And that didn’t exclude you.

Yet, as nonchalant and indifferent as the man could be perceived, in reality he was more considerate and friendly than the aura he exuded. You knew this because working in the same company had to teach a thing or two about the people who literally carried said company and the whole industry at some point, still you barely knew four or three people, including your assistant and Jungkook, whom you had met once.

The opportunity of working at the company had come to you out of the blue, quite literally, you were attempting to send one of your assignments in when an email appeared in your notifications during your sailor moon study break. 

HYBE Entertainment

We’re glad to inform you that you’re being recruited for the position of Logistics Manager in one of our sub companies, BIGHIT Entertainment. We’ve thoroughly looked through the CV you’ve submitted and are very interested in your capabilities and what you can contribute to our organization. One of our other managers will gladly meet you on a day you can both agree on. Make sure to answer this email to get more details about your interview.

“Nani!? THE FUCK?” sure as hell that your eyes and cognitive functions were deceiving you (ADHD) you went over the text a little over three times in a row before the message settled in your mind. This was sus. 

Before even considering a reply you made a quick call. “Fucking Lee Chaeryeong” you spat on your end of the line. “You did this, didn’t you?”.

Her silence was more than enough to have you cursing her under your breath. “I don’t know what exactly you’re talking about but it most likely was me. Does it have to do with a sex toy in particular?”

“No” you denied almost monotonously, guessing the pile of boxes in the corner of your room with her names on them was what she referred to. “Does anything come to mind if i mention BIGHIT FUCKING ENTERTAINMENT?”

It was her. All those conversations during the summer about how badly you wanted to work in the entertainment business as marketing staff of some sort had their effect on your friend, who, despite all your excuses and denials, knew you better than you and your mom combined did, and because of this, was sure as hell you were not making a move towards that goal whatsoever. So, being the boss bitch she was, she took matters into her own hands, was what she explained.

You concluded that was the reason you had reached a point in your life where you had more experience than most recently graduated kids in your field, because Chaeryeong had you moving every summer break. You had been the manager of a coffee franchise and convenience store during you junior and senior years, and also figured a way to improve the marketing management strategy of a fucking restaurant while at it. Not to toot your own horn, but you were kind of cool.

Or not. “I hope this job satisfies your workaholic ass for once, I’m running out of ideas”. Chaeryeong spat before hanging up.

Sure as hell it would. 

On friday afternoon, you made your way to the HYBE INSIGHT building and introduced yourself to your recruiters who promised to give you a call at some point. “It went fine” you told Chaeryeong once you were in your car. And it was the truth, however you weren’t so sure if they would actually hire you at some point since well, you were a girl in a male dominated industry and, in your opinion, there were always better people than you. “Wanna go grab coffee?”

“I want to. But, I have practice today. I’m actually on my way there. Please avoid driving through Hongdae today, this shit’s packed.” You sighed and thanked her for the heads up. You missed your friend, badly. You hadn’t seen each other in three weeks, and you didn’t even live so far away from each other (you did, but it had been worse before). You two had very agitated lives to say the least. Chaeryeong was a kpop group member, and well, you were jumping from job to job and getting your phD in Business Management at the same time. It was hard to find moments to spare together during some periods of the year, but you guess the anticipation made your encounters better.

“Talk about anticipation” you slammed your forehead against your desk, taking a breather after such an anxiety packed situation. Short story: you got the job (for some fucking reason). And you had gone through a whole week of expectancy and anguish. Not getting that job would have broken your heart, and ego at the same time. 

You guessed the law of attraction tactics Chaeryeong had taught you had sorted their effect and were what led you to your current position in life.

“Miss _____, your presentation’s ready” your work assistant gave you a comforting pat in the back as she took a seat somewhere next to you. You were nervous, shitless. It was your fifth week at the job, and being the proactive woman you were, you had collected lots of data in order to come up with a resources management plan.

It was a Thursday afternoon, and more than a hundred people sat in front of you, waiting for your speech. Including him, who you’d once bumped into accidentally during one of your data recollections runs inside the building. 

You hated having the need to impress others yet, hence your anxious behaviour. But this was a decisive moment in regards to your validation in your new job and how you’d continue to be perceived during your work stance (no reason to panic at all)… you needed to get it together.

“I think I just pissed off a bunch of old men right now,” you told your assistant right after you got off stage. “I need a bathroom break”. Linh gave you a reassuring smile, one she always had plastered on her face.

“Take as long as you need to. I’ll give you a call once the rest are done”.

The commute to the bathroom was unnecessarily complicated in your opinion. You had spent a little over a month rushing through the hallways of the building and you swore every single day your spatial orientation got a bit more fucked up. There was no way there wasn’t a single bathroom on the floor you were in, that would just be atrocious. “It’s not completed yet” someone said beside you as you stared at the half empty map the company had projected on a wall next to the elevators. “Where do you need to go?” 

Kim Taehyung of all people in the world was talking to your ugly and unworthy ass. Your breath caught in your throat and after staring for at least five seconds your body finally reacted to your orders. “Oh, um… the bathroom. I’ve been looking for it for a good ten minutes” you explained with a nervous laugh.

“Trust me, I get it. I still get lost over here” he smiled gently. “It’s in the hallway in the middle of the next hallway” 

You laughed at his very ambiguous explanation. “Thank you” you bowed your head and made your way to said destination.

It was in the hallway to your left, not your right, and it took you a while to figure out that new piece of information. Once you were staring at yourself in the mirror, you realized that you looked considerably tired and exhausted from all the social interaction you had undergone throughout the day. You were used to the side stares and whispering you’d get whenever you entered a room at that point, but some days you just wished you could get a break from them. After all, it wasn’t your fault you didn’t look Korean at all, and that you also didn’t fit the stereotype of a foreigner.

You got that from your mom, both the non Korean features and social fatigue. But that wasn’t even the problem most of the time, it was your friendly and smart nature which she had also passed onto you. Some would consider it a blessing, but to you it was a burden, like a clear glass that shielded you from introducing yourself into other people’s realities. You had few friends and people to trust, but in your everyday life you had to deal with the pressure of standing out too much and that came with a lot of negative energy from others. You sigh as you spray your favorite fragrance on yourself. You could be feeling like shit, but no one will ever catch you slipping.

But that excluded him apparently. You hadn’t noticed that on the other side of the hallway was the men’s bathroom and the realization hit you as you were calmly getting some tea from the vending machine. “Good afternoon” the man greeted you as he made his way out the hallway, but stopped in his tracks right after he noticed you. “_____! Hi” he smiled at you and you wanted to die, suddenly forgetting what you were ordering in the first place.

“H-hi Jungkook” You smiled back, poorly attempting to put your wallet back into your backpack. 

“Need help there?” he noticed your agitated state and held your bag for you. He smelled just as heavenly as you had expected, somewhat between big dick energy and flowers. Oh, and he also remained as kind and polite as you remembered him.

Seeming as if he wasn’t planning on continuing his path to wherever he was heading to in the first place, he stood quietly by your side, waiting for you to be done with your deal. “How have you been?” you break the ice for him.

Quickly, you grab your tea and start walking back to the auditorium together, unaware of your surroundings or the suspicions that could arise. “Busy, but very good. How have you been? I saw your presentation earlier… I wish I understood half of what you said but you still sounded amazing”.

And you would never admit it out loud, but you were positive you were blushing (and falling in love too - platonically, of course). “Oh god, you think so? I basically told them they’ve been doing things wrong all along so maybe you’re the only one who’s appreciative of my work” you handed him the second can of iced tea you bought without him noticing. You swear his eyes lit up like stars in the night sky. “Payback for the other day” you smile at him.

The first time you two had crossed paths you didn’t look nearly as glamorous as you did now. In fact, you looked incredibly disturbed and in pain, carrying a huge pile of paperwork in your hands. But as soon as sweet Jungkook noticed your state, he offered you a hand and somehow ended up helping through your multiple data collecting trips that afternoon. It was a nice day.

“Anytime” he took the can in his hands with a shy look on his face. “Unless I’m practicing, you know…” you look down at his feet, with huge black boots engulfing them, and you smile due to their contrast with his personality. “Here, i’ll give you my number so you can call me whenever you need to put all those papers back. Hopefully I’ll be around” he added as he pulled his phone from his back pocket.

Way to get a girl’s number, my god.

[sankyeom]

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[sungtaro]

omg i always think these are cute :0 🎤 hiii eri 💙

hehe hiii i hope ur well daisy !! for your concept i think i'd pick something rly energetic with a cute outdoor music video ! your group has 11 members and you're in the middle. you love getting everyone together to play games, and the vibe of the group is really silly and fun. you're known for being a hard worker and often staying late in the studio to practice. the fans are often replying to your posts to remember to take care of yourself, so you make sure to update them on your meals and reassure them that you're resting ! you help with songwriting as well and like to host 'workshop' vlives where fans can send in their own lyrics and such for you to read and tell them your thoughts. and your pokémon plushie collection is legendary. <3

mutuals send me a 🎤 and i’ll tell u what kpop concept i’d assign to u and the kind of group u would be in (CLOSED)