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#seven.. and three.. and two more.. so 12? so im at like 22 then i guess
neurodiversebones · 1 year
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what are some of ur favorite episodes, if you don't mind sharing? i'm in the mood for a rewatch but don't know where to start 😭
gonna do this by season !!! there are SOOO many that i adore lol
season one :
- 1×09 , man in the fallout shelter (MY COMFORT EPISODE OF ALL TIME my mom and i like to watch it together and i can recite parts of it from memory)
- 1×17 , the skull in the desert (for the brengela content mostly LMAO)
- 1×22 , the woman in limbo (BRENNAN ANGST !!)
season two :
- 2×03 , the boy in the shroud (MORE BRENNAN ANGST !! so much good brennan development + brennan/cam moments here)
- 2×08 , the woman in the sand (brennan hot im so gay)
- 2×09 , aliens in a spaceship (not a hot take this is everyones top 5 but <33 god its SO GOOD)
- 2×11 , judas on a pole (i love max keenan ....)
season three :
- 3×05 , the mummy in the maze (BRENNAN/CAM/ANGELA'S COSTUMES IM SOOO GAY .....)
- 3×09 , the santa in the slush (this is the first episode i remember watching when i was a kid + im a SUCKER for a christmas episode)
- 3×12 , the baby in the bough (ACCIDENTAL BABY ACQUISITION !! i have done 'dancing phalanges !!' to my nieces btw .)
- 3×13 , the verdict in the story (I LOVE MAX KEENAN)
season four (currently where i am in my rewatch) :
- 4×04 , the finger in the nest (RIPLEY BRENNAN IM SOBBING)
- 4×08 , the skull in the sculpture (idgaf abt the case but ANGELA GIRLKISSER)
- 4×12 , double trouble in the panhandle (CIRCUS BRENNAN !!)
- 4×14 , the hero in the hold (ghosts confirmed ?? b&b angst ??)
- 4×21 , mayhem on a cross (SWEETS ....)
- 4×22 , double death of the dearly departed (watched this ep after taking a 40mg+ edible . i had never been high before . insane experience .)
- 4×26 , the end in the beginning (AU EPISODE !! B&B KISSES !!)
season five :
- 5×10 , the goop on the girl (CHRISTMAS EPISODES !!!)
- 5×12 , the proof in the pudding (bones canonically solved jfk's murder and thats just . a thing .)
- 5×16 , the parts in the sum of the whole (i fucking love this episode its everything to me)
-5×17 , the death of the queen bee (I LOVE A GOOD HS REUNION TROPE)
- 5×21 , the boy with the answer (i love a courtroom drama episode)
season six :
- 6×03 , maggots in the meathead (ONE OF THE FUNNIEST EPISODES OF ALL TIME)
- 6×09 , doctor in the photo (god this episode is so sad but its SO good)
- 6×14 , the bikini in the soup (valentines ,,,, i LOVE holiday episodes guys)
- 6×16 , the blackout in the blizzard (I LOVE THIS EPISODE SM EVERY SECOND OF IT IS FANTASTIC AND ITS SO UNDERRATED)
- 6×21 , the signs in the silence (brennan w kids makes me emotional)
- 6×22 , the hole in the heart (oh yk . the agonies)
- 6×23 , the change in the game (hi its wanda im at the bowling alley . bowling . I'M PREGNANT, BOOTH . YOU'RE THE FATHER . THE ADELE FADE AT THE END . IM CRYING)
season seven :
- 7×06 , the crack in the code (BANGER setup to an arc i have complicated feelings abt . this ep has such a spooky vibe i love it)
- 7×07 , the prisoner in the pipe (BABY !!)
- 7×13 , the past in the present (THE END JUST MAKES ME SO SAD I LOVE THE ANGST)
season eight :
- 8×06 , the patriot in purgatory (i love having all the interns YIPPEE)
- 8×07 , the bod in the pod (im just here for camastoo . you are my carburator .)
- 8×14 , the doll in the derby (ANGELA ON ROLLERSKATES ....)
- 8×15 , the shot in the dark (ghosts are real part 4 . christine brennan triggers my mommy issues . i want her to hug me .)
- 8×23 , the pathos in the pathogens (ANOTHER TOP TIER FAV EPISODE THE ANGST IS SO GOOD)
season nine :
- 9×04 , the sense in the sacrifice (YIPPEE LOVE !! PELANT DEAD !!)
- 9×06 , the woman in white (brennans vows make me sob every time .)
- 9×10 , the mystery in the meat (COWGIRL BAR FIGHT IM SO <33)
- 9×11 , the spark in the park (brennan talking to the professor makes me SOB .)
- 9×24 , the recluse in the recliner (tbh i never understand the fbi conspiracy arc but this episode is crazy)
season ten :
- 10×02 , the lance to the heart (you put the lime in the coconut ....)
- 10×10 , the 200th in the 10th (INSANE OLD HOLLYWOOD AU ITS SO FUCKING FUN)
- 10×15 , the eye in the sky (booth angst booth angst)
season eleven :
- 11×09 , the cowboy in the contest (I LOVE UNDERCOVER I LOVE COSTUMES)
- 11×10 , the doom in the boom (HODGINS ANGST)
- 11×12 , the murder of the meninist ("we love going viral" "so do infectious diseases")
- 11×13 , the monster in the closet (PUPPETEER ARC !!!)
- 11×18 , the movie in the making (comfort episode I LOVE A MOCKUMENTARY AND ALSO THE CAMASTOO PROPOSAL)
- 11×22 , the nightmare within the nightmare (this episode scared me so bad bc i watched it at 4am 😭 THE FUCKING ZACK REVEAL IS CRAZY)
season twelve :
- 12×01 , the hope in the horror (I HATE THE DEMONIZATION OF DID ITS SO GROSS BUT I LOVE SEEING ZACK)
- 12×07 , the scare in the score (I CRIED SO BAD ....)
- 12×09 , the steal in the wheels (i giggled i <3 silly undercover time)
- 12×11 , the day in the life (CAMASTOO WEDDING IM SOBBINGGGG . ALSO THE END HOLY SHIT)
- 12×12 , the end in the end (i fucking wept . i love tge finale im so emotional abt it .)
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bbeelzemon · 4 years
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today has been kinda weird... i think tomorrow im gonna start work on This Month's Big Art Project
#nothing bad happened and its not really weird or bad emotionally or mentally or whatever#its just like. multiple things have happened that alone would warrant a Huh That Was Weird.#but theres been like 5 of those just today dhbdsndvs#although one of them Implies Future Tragedy but its not anything i havent already thought about extensively#princess is getting oolldddd and has cancerrr you know how it goeesss#we're still debating on our actions about that so im not really dedicating my mental state to it just yet#but like my phone cord breaking.. or my ****** starting despite being on ** (which is maybe an annual occurence at best)#just like a bunch of weird things happening all on the same day.... very unusual#anyway im just doodling my species list for my comic right now. ive got like 10 down i think#10 + however many i already have in published characters#seven.. and three.. and two more.. so 12? so im at like 22 then i guess#once im done for the night i want to post a screenshot of their previews cuz they look so cute next to each other#probably won't post their wips individually though since there's just so many of them#ok im on mobile so i cant edit my tag but i just realized i counted my main cast as 7 different species hdsjdnsg#youve got the human (doesnt count) the tekni the renfel the seipri and the two liotairs. thats literally only 4 species designs whdhsgs#also i counted byoh in that additional three. but vinjaws are one of the ones i sketched/already counted. so again that doesnt really count#so its more like.. 18? 18 species designs?#and im like nearly 1/3 done too. i expect to have close to or over 60#ohhh maybe once i figure out their bio stuff i can post them to toyhouse with each species as a 'character' listing..#also i dont know if this is relevant to anyone but you guys are always welcome to make ocs using my comic species hehe#just give me a heads up so i can tell you about the species and their homeworld/culture/etc (if ive gotten tht far in their development yet)#but i would love to see what people make out of my ideas..#also this is super early to be thinking about this but i might even put friends' ocs in the comic as cameos.. i really like that idea a lot#okay ive changed the topic like 5 times now. im just posting this dhsjfh no more tags im just rambling now dhsndbs
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bokutoslittlebird · 4 years
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Threesome with Bokuto Kōtarō and Akaashi Keiji
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Alpha!Bokuto x Beta!Reader x Beta!Akaashi
Warnings: Omegaverse, double penetration, dubcon, creampies, some BokuAka action (bc those are my babies), this is long
Summary: After presenting as a Beta, your mother decided being friends with an Alpha wasn’t good for him. After moving, you befriended another Beta, Akaashi Keiji. After years of not getting over your childhood crush, you never expected to see him again as your best friend’s mate. Akaashi can’t take care of Bokuto through his entire rut, so he lets Bokuto have some fun. There’s a lot of catching up to do between you two, anyways.
— 5 years old, [Y/N]
“You need to stop hanging around that boy, [Y/N],” your mother had said to you one evening. You had looked at her confused, wondering what Kōtarō had to do with your homework. She continued, ignoring the look on your face. “He’s presented as an Alpha. You need to stop hanging around him.”
“That doesn’t matter, mommy. He’s my friend,” you had said, not quite understanding. “I don’t want to hurt him.”
“[Y/N], listen to me. He doesn’t want to be with someone like you. Stop hanging out with him.” At the time, you didn’t understand what your mother was saying. You thought that she had thought your friend didn’t want you as a friend. You’d prove her wrong when you finished your homework.
You had finished the work and immediately went to yours and Kōtarō’s spot, seeing the familiar spiked up hair on the young boy. His frown was unusual, though. “Kō-chan?”
“My mom said we can’t hang out anymore,”
— present day
You woke to the alarm from your phone, the rhythmic beat of the song shooing away the traces of sleep. Your eyes fall to the calendar across your room, seeing you had to work today. With a promise of a hot bath and a treat of ramen after your shift, you are able to get out of bed and get ready to start the day.
Your work shift was simple, just taking orders and making coffee for customers, occasionally bringing treats to customers at the tables. It was normal, right down to when your friend walked in. “Keiji!”
“[Y/N],” he smiled, not having the same enthusiasm but enough to satisfy you. You had met Keiji after you moved, shortly after Kōtarō ended his friendship with you. Keiji had presented as a Beta, just like you, so yours and his mother encouraged playdates and study sessions at each other’s house, hoping a relationship would bloom. “The usual, please,”
“You sure? The season specialty is here! I know you like pumpkin,” your smile turned into a smirk, knowing you had got him when his eyes widened. The season specials were ready to serve, but nobody had switched the menus up.
“Hm, I think I’ll go with the pumpkin latte for today,” he finally said, after weighing his options. You smiled and put in the order, knowing exactly how to work his buttons. “I’ll have to let my boyfriend know,”
“Oh?” That was new information. A week ago, Keiji said he was going to die single because everyone’s an idiot. Now he’s got a lover? “Do tell,”
“He’s an Alpha, but his parents don’t care. Don’t tell mom. She thinks you’re my soulmate, still,”
You guffawed at that, shaking your head at the memory. You remembered when you got older when Keiji’s mom had started giving you lessons in cooking and sewing, typical ‘wife’ things. Keiji smiled at your dramatic scene of laughing, knowing it was how you were.
“Wait till she finds out you’re mated to someone else,”
“I prefer to term courting to mate, since I’m plain and boring. He’s anything but, honestly,”
“Perfect match for you, Kei-chan,” you winked, seeing Keiji’s cheeks turn a bit pink at the inside joke. You laughed again, finishing up the last details on the latte.
“He reminds me a bit of you, actually. But without control or a filter,”
“Maybe I am your soulmate, you just don’t like me,”
“Haha, very funny,” he replied, walking off with a little wave. You wiggle your fingers, waving goodbye to him. After watching your friend leave, your shoulders sag a bit, remembering the young boy with white-and-black hair. Back then, you wouldn’t call it a crush. More of an admiration for the boy with no fears and a clear future. With more experience under your belt, you could admit it was a crush. The boy had stolen your heart and crushed it the last time you saw him.
You clean up the counter as the clock ticks, slowly telling you your shift is coming to a close. You feel like you want to cry, but you don’t know why.
The next day, your phone dings with a text message from Keiji, surprised he would shoot a text. He usually called unless he was busy in a meeting or something. Your eyes glance at the screen, trying to finish your essay for one of your classes. The message doesn’t strike you as immediately needing attention, so you ignore it, focusing on the paragraph you’re typing out.
Another ding takes your attention away from the screen completely, knowing Keiji really needed your attention.
[Keiji ❤️ - 12:17 pm]
- Can you bring some fruits to my apartment? I forgot to get some at the store. I’m busy.
[Keiji ❤️ - 12:18 pm]
- please im hungry
The last message startles you, seeing as Keiji always punctuated his texts because, well, he was like that. You quickly typed a reply and made sure to save your document before heading to your kitchen.
[Sweetcheeks😘 - 12:22 pm]
- I’ll be there asap Kei
— 5 years old, Kōtarō Bokuto
“Kōtarō, I need to talk to you,” his mom had said. He looked up at her, a paper hat on his head, a smile on his face. “You need to stop hanging out with [Y/N] so much, baby,”
“Why? Did we do something bad?” He frowned, not understanding. What did he do?
“No, baby, not this time,” she laughed, smiling down at him. Her smile was not full of love and joy, it was sad. “Her mother doesn’t want you two hanging out so much. She said they’ll be moving soon, so I don’t want you to be hurt anymore than you already will be.”
Kōtarō didn’t smile for the rest of the day. After he told his friend they couldn’t hang out anymore, his mother held him in her arms while he cried. It wasn’t fair.
— present day
Kōtarō had been sent home early, with his rut steadily approaching and his fights with Atsumu and Shūgo getting more intense. His ride home was full of anxiety, knowing Keiji couldn’t quite handle ruts very well since he was a Beta. Omegas were meant to handle Alpha ruts all the way through, but Keiji could only handle half of the rut. The last time Kōtarō’s cycle had started, Keiji had to come to where he was, huddled up in an apartment. Keiji couldn’t walk two days after the rut ended, even though he dealt with three out of seven days of the rut.
Kōtarō’s arrival to Keiji’s apartment was slow. His instincts told him to run, but he was able to restrain himself. Keiji opened the door almost immediately after the knock, wrapping his boyfriend in a hug. “I’ve missed you,”
“I’ve missed you, too, Akaashi,” Kōtarō said, indulging in the coffee and minty scent from Keiji, although there was a bit of pumpkin, too. He involuntary let out a growl.
“I had a pumpkin latte earlier,” Keiji immediately said, expecting Kōtarō’s reaction. Instincts came first the closer he got to his rut, Keiji had learned. He could feel the Alpha deflate a bit in his hold, just hugging and scenting. Keiji smiled at that, knowing he would be in for a rough week. “I made a nest. It’s not as good as an Omega’s-“
“You didn’t have to do that,” Kōtarō’s voice was clear and sharp, halting anything Keiji was saying. “You’re not an Omega. You don’t have to act like one,”
“I-I know, Bokuto-san,” Keiji stuttered out, the look in his boyfriend’s eyes startling him a bit. It was intense, but it wasn’t necessarily bad, per se. “I just-“
“I’m not here right now because of your sub-gender. I’m here for you,” Kōtarō’s voice was once again clear and sharp, going right into Keiji’s bones. He’s sure if he was an Omega, he’d be kneeling and begging. For fuck’s sake, he’d have probably entered a heat cycle.
“I know, Bokuto-san. I know,” Keiji leaned against him, reveling in his smell. He couldn’t scent Kōtarō or smell a distinct scent, but Kōtarō obviously came straight to the apartment after practice. He smelled like sweat and deodorant, a strangely pleasant combination.
Kōtarō let out a growl as he felt his rut come on, his hands moving towards Keiji’s ass. In turn, Keiji blushed and cleared his throat, backing up from Kōtarō. He smiled and held up a finger. Kōtarō grinned, straightening his posture. Keiji smiled and ran towards the bedroom, knowing his Alpha was hot on his heels.
The following day, the two lovers were still going at it. Keiji hardly had any rest, only getting his rest once Kōtarō needed to rest, even if Kōtarō claimed he passed out after their third round. A small tease and a mischievous grin had sent Keiji back to being railed by a feral Alpha, but he wouldn’t have it any other way.
Keiji threw his head into the pillows, drool spilling from his lips and he moaned, having his third orgasm of the day from Kōtarō’s forceful thrusts. On the other hand Kōtarō had only orgasmed once, knotting Keiji and spurring the Beta into a second orgasm almost right after the first. The thrusts didn’t cease, Kōtarō chasing his own release in his mate was the only thought in his mind.
“You’re so fucking beautiful, Keiji,” he groaned out, plugging him up with another knot, his orgasm following it. Keiji’s eyes rolled back, digging his nails into Kōtarō’s biceps at the sensation. It stung and was a lot more pain than pleasure, but he couldn’t complain too much.
Kōtarō finished painting Keiji’s walls white, resting his forehead against the man underneath him and catching his breath. Keiji gave him a swift peck on the lips, assuring him he was okay. However, Keiji’s stomach growled at that moment, sending heat to his cheeks.
“I haven’t eaten today,” he realized, talking out loud. Kōtarō may have been an Alpha in a rut, but he was also an Alpha with a mate. Mates needed to be protected and cared for, so his instincts told him he needed to feed his mate. Kōtarō’s eyes immediately went wide. “Don’t move!”
“Ah— sorry! I always forget,” he laughed, adjusting their position so he could lay on his side. Keiji just shook his head, smiling. Kōtarō was a wonderful mate, truly, he just happened to be overly passionate about things he cared for.
Keiji thought to you, how you’d probably enjoy having an Alpha to take care of you. Keiji knew you often overworked yourself and forced yourself to do things, trying to be as independent as possible. He couldn’t be your mate, but he’s had a thought that ends in all sides benefitting - hopefully, at least.
Kōtarō moaned as he slipped from Keiji’s abused hole, the knot finally deflating. “I’ll get you a snack.”
“I have leftovers in the fridge. Bottom left drawer,” he mumbled back, wincing from moving too much. Kōtarō immediately nodded, jogging off to the kitchen, butt-naked. Keiji couldn’t say much. He enjoyed the view.
He winced as he rolled over to his phone, glad he put it on the charger near the Nest yesterday before he got pounded into the mattress. He opened the messages, typing out a quick message for you and sending. He hoped his plan would work out well, but he had faith his calculations were correct.
Hearing the microwave beep meant the food was ready and Keiji still hadn’t gotten a response from you. He typed out another message, hoping you’d actually read this one and put his phone on the floor, face down. Just in time, too, as Kōtarō walked into the bedroom with a freshly heated plate of food.
“Food’s ready!”
— back to you
You had gathered some fruits together, slicing and dicing them as an added flair. Sliced bananas, strawberries, diced watermelon, mangoes, and sliced avocados on slices of bread and cream cheese. You felt like an American middle-aged woman about to attend a brunch with your food choices, but Keiji liked specific fruits specific ways and you knew he only ate avocados on bread with cream cheese.
The ride to Keiji’s apartment only took five minutes, but it felt like it took an hour, your anxiety eating you up at the thought of what Keiji is doing or needs help with. You assumed he needed help with something, but you weren’t positive on what. It could just be as simple as he can’t leave home because his anxiety was too high or it could be something worse — what if his mom got in an accident? The thoughts didn’t stop, making the five minutes much, much longer.
Arriving to Keiji’s apartment, you noticed how dead it seemed outside. You saw a woman on the way up the stairs who gasped as she left her apartment, quickly locking the door and running down the stairs, almost running into you. Confused, you noticed the lights seemed to be off in the other apartments, but that wasn’t too strange. It was a Saturday, but it was midday so people were probably out.
You had a spare key for Keiji’s place, seeing as you often checked up on him; he had a spare for your place, too. Entering the apartment, it was deathly quiet, putting you on edge. There was a certain air about the room that made you feel like you were in a horror movie. As you made your way to the kitchen, you noticed the messily placed dishes in the sink, the shirt in the hallway leading to Keiji’s bedroom, and the duffel bag beside the door. You’re confused. Keiji doesn’t have a duffel bag — not since the old one ripped a couple of years ago.
You ponder whether to go into Keiji’s bedroom or not, worried someone might’ve broken in —that shirt is definitely not his. That’s when you feel a presence. At first, you freeze, wondering if Keiji’s playing a trick on you. It is October after all. You place the container of fruits on the counter and hear a growl, immediately turning around to meet golden eyes and familiar hair.
His eyes were narrowed, obviously pissed, but then his face changed. He seemed confused first, then a dawning came upon him. Next thing you know, you’re picked up and having the life squeezed out of you. “[Y/N]!”
“Kō?” Your tiny voice whispers. You can hardly believe it. Your ex-best friend and childhood crush is in your best friend’s apart— uh oh. “Uh oh,”
“What-Oh?” His voice repeats, looking at you. The Alpha of your dreams is the Alpha of Keiji’s dreams—what a day it’s been. “[Y/N]?”
“I should, um, can you let me down?” He obliged, letting you stand on your feet again. “I need to, um, go. Uh, Keiji wanted fruits so I, uh, brought them. I’m gonna go,” you turned, hoping to tears would stay in until you left. You weren’t expecting Kōtarō to cage you in, effectively trapping you. As a Beta, you didn’t immediately obey an Alpha’s command, but the look in his eyes told you to stay. You obeyed.
“Don’t go. Please,” is all he said, his eyes twinkling. You shook your head, deciding this was a bad idea. “[Y/N].”
“You don’t get to act like nothing happened, Bokuto-san. You stopped being friends with me, remember? I expected you to be breeding an Omega by now. Looks like it was just me,” you spat, feeling the anger you held in boil over. The feeling of your best friend leaving you because of your sub-gender, the feeling of betrayal, remembering how your mother sighed at you and rolled her eyes, telling you she was always right and your friend would never look your way again.
“What?” He peered down at you, no longer hunching over. You realized just how tall he had gotten. “I stopped being friends because you were leaving. You being a Beta had nothing to do with it,”
“Sure, I guess now it doesn’t. Since, you know, you’re with my new best friend. It’s okay, I get it,” you once again tried to leave, but Kōtarō wouldn’t budge. “Move, Bokuto-san.”
“No.” His voice was clear and sharp. You were sure if you were an Omega, you’d be on your knees crying. “I don’t want it to end like this. I want to make amends.” Good thing you weren’t an Omega.
“Well, I don’t care what you want. Let me go,” your own eyes narrowed at him, his face not changing. His body unmoving. You rolled your eyes, deciding to not play this game anymore. Going to duck under Kōtarō’s arm, but his body moved to pin you to the counter. “Dude!”
“You smell different.” Is all the warning you got before you felt his nose in your neck. You felt butterflies at the contact, but also cringed at the display. You then noticed a shadow in the hallway. Attempting to pry Kōtarō off you wasn’t working, so Keiji got to see his boyfriend hunched over you.
“Good, you seem to be getting along again,” he said, a gentle and lazy smile on his face. Surprisingly, Kōtarō didn’t turn around at his mate’s voice, just kept rubbing his nose against you. “I hope you can take care of him,”
“Akaashi Keiji, what the fuck,” you muttered. He didn’t seem concerned his boyfriend was currently nuzzling against you. You noticed the limp in Keiji’s walk and he had one of his hands on the wall.
“I’ve been keeping track of your cycle. You should be ovulating by now. Bokuto-san has told me about his childhood friend before and it took me a while but I figured out it was you,” Keiji kept talking, limping his way to the couch. “I’ll get the fruits later. Bokuto-san, don’t hurt her too much,”
“Hurt me?” You squeaked, eyes widening at the implication. “Keiji, I can’t—“ you started, a scream interrupting your sentence as Kōtarō picked you up and hauled you to the bedroom. He displayed his strength earlier, of course, but the fact you were were on your back in what looked similar to an Omega’s Nest within seconds of the ground leaving your feet was a display that turned you on immensely. If Kōtarō wasn’t currently attempting to strip you, he would have been with the sickly sweet scent you exuded.
“I’ve been waiting for this,” he growls out, his hands deciding to rip your very nice shirt into shreds, deciding your movements to get them off were too slow. He offered the same treatment to your bra, your short scream of disbelief when it was torn. He was nice enough to pull off the pants you were wearing, along with your panties. “Ever since my first rut,” he continues, his nose buried against your thighs, his tongue licking a hot stripe against it. You whined at the contact, full on knowing he could smell your arousal. “I thought I’d never find you again.”
“Boku-“
“No. Not here. Call me your Alpha, little Beta,”
“Uh-“ you stopped, unsure of the situation. Kōtarō, regardless of your feelings, was with Keiji. That alone made you hesitant, even if Keiji literally told Kōtarō to go for it. You felt weird having to call him your Alpha anyways, since you were never subjected to those Alpha/Omega relationships. You can’t say you weren’t interested in it, often just having fun with other Betas and maybe an Alpha or two during their ruts (you vividly remember helping an attractive Alpha in your last year at Nekoma, rendering you unable to walk for the next two days). Neither of them called you by your sub-gender, nor made you call them Alpha. You obviously hesitated, taking a trip down memory lane much too long, since Kōtarō’s hand had wrapped itself around your jaw, forcing you to look at him. You didn’t think your old childhood friend would be so.. rough.
“I’m waiting, little one. Call me your Alpha,” he growled out, again. The growling was doing wonders to you, making you wetter by the second. Another growl came out, spurring you to speak.
“I- Alpha, we can’t do this. We need to talk-“
“You can try to talk, but I’m gonna fill you to the brim until my cum is seeping out of your cunt. Let’s see how well you do.” Kōtarō immediately went down to your nether regions, your folds glistening to show him just how turned on you were. Your face was hot, practically burning when his eyes locked on, unmoving from the sight. He wasn’t looking long, getting a startled scream from you as he buried his face between your legs, lapping at your juices. Your hand went to his hair, the hair as soft as you had hoped, as he continued to drink from your pussy as if it was his last drink on earth. Your other hand was bunching up a nearby shirt, one you had left at Keiji’s two days ago after a night of drinks. If you weren’t so busy rolling your eyes into your skull as your mouth hung open, moans spilling from your lips, you’d have noticed the mix of yours and Keiji’s clothes in the Nest.
Kōtarō continued to be relentless, pushing two fingers into your heat as you were clenching your thighs around his head. You were worried you’d hurt him, but he was an Alpha in every shape and form — if he wanted to stop you, he’d do it. He knows he’s in control. Adding a third finger brought you to your first orgasm of the day, feeling exhausted afterwards. Kōtarō rose from between your legs, his eyes immediately finding your glossy ones. He smiled and licked his lips. Then, wiping the slick from his lower face with his hand to get the excess that his tongue couldn’t get and then licking it off, his eyes never breaking contact.
“So sweet, I’m already addicted,” his grin got darker, his body crawling up until his hands were on both sides of your head and his lips were slotted against yours. His tongue darted between his lips, into your already open mouth, deepening the kiss. You were so in bliss from the after-orgasm high and kissing your crush, you didn’t even feel the head of Kōtarō’s cock pushing into you.
Kōtarō threw his head back, moaning at the tight fit. You mewled, it being some time since someone entered you, the feeling almost foreign. It didn’t hurt, thankfully, the wetness Kōtarō created more than enough to help him slide in. He didn’t stop, he just kept pushing in until the beginning of his knot was flush against you. Another growl erupted from Kōtarō, the only warning you got before he pulled out only to slam back in. The sudden movement had your back arching and your head against the plush pillows of the Nest. It was the green light for Kōtarō.
Your knees were pushed to your shoulders, the position momentarily uncomfortable until your mind was replaced with the burning and overwhelming sensation of Kōtarō pounding into you liked a man starved. Moans were bouncing off the walls, along with Kōtarō’s grunts, mixed with the sound of skin slapping skin as his thighs continuously met your ass. Your hands switched from fisting fabric to winding around Kōtarō’s neck as he buried his face into your neck, his panting and grunts loud in your ears. You felt the coming of another orgasm, the familiar tightening in your abdomen and the arching of your back being a few indicators. Your nails raked against Kōtarō’s back, leaving angry red streaks in their place. Another grunt from Kōtarō and you felt a painful sensation you hadn’t felt before — a knot. The added pain before the height of your pleasure sent you over the edge, mewling out Kōtarō’s name as you did.
Kōtarō had you plugged up, him spilling his seed into your hot walls. You whined at the feeling of fullness. He sighed at the feeling himself, indulging in your scent. You figured now was as good as you’re going to get to talk. “Um, Kōt-“
“Alpha.”
“Sorry,” you mumbled, rolling your eyes. “Alpha, um, this is an awkward time, I suppose, but can we talk about, like, us?”
“We don’t need to, but we can,” he looked at you, moving his position so you guys were on your sides. More comfortable for each other. “What do you wanna talk about?”
“Okay, um, the Alpha thing is weird, but I’ll let it slide since obviously you’re in a rut. Obviously Keiji isn’t an Omega, so he can’t take you throughout the entire rut. Um, I don’t wanna be your booty call for ruts, this whole situation is so fucking weird-!”
“You’re not the ‘booty call’, as you said. Akaashi mentioned he had a surprise for me, but I didn’t think he’d offer me you. After this, I hope he lets me court you, too. So I can be your Alpha, too.”
“Kō- Alpha, we’re no longer friends because you’re an Alpha. That’s why you broke off our friendship so long ago, isn’t that right? You deserved an Omega, which I am not, but you found Keiji and that is fine. I am not a part of this.”
“I don’t care about sub-genders. That’s why I’m with Akaashi. I stopped being friends because you were moving. It hurt a lot to end things, but I didn’t know what else to do. That was Mom’s advice, at least.”
You were confused. Your mother said it was because he cared about sub-genders, but now he’s saying it was because of the move? Your friendship ended before moving, yes, but it was almost a month before moving. You could have stayed friends, anyways. Did your mother lie to you? Did his feelings change? “My- My mother said you needed an Omega so I-“
“She was wrong. She’s the one who set you up with Akaashi, yeah? She didn’t even care what my family thought about us. That’s in the past, we can move past it.”
“All these years...” you muttered, feeling the tears from before coming back. The knowledge that your own mother forced your friendship to end made you angry, but everything was fine now. Kōtarō was your friend again. At least, you thought he was. “I don’t know if I want a relationship, though,”
“Too bad,” he grunted, his cock leaving you feeling empty. A whine was all you needed to do to have yourself pinned under Kōtarō again, his cock filling you up again. “I’ve been dreaming of this for so long, as if I’ll let you leave so easily.”
Kōtarō continued his relentless pounding into you, the constant fucking rendering your lower area numb. Eventually, your world went black after a— what was it, 6th orgasm? Kōtarō’s second knot was the only thing you remembered before you tuned out completely. The grunting, whines, moans, all of it faded into silence. While you had passed out, Kōtarō panicked, thinking he went overboard. Keiji’s words echoed in his mind: “Don’t hurt her too much.” Was this too much?
Kōtarō, stuck inside you because of his knot, called for Keiji to help him. Of course, Keiji came as fast as he could (not very fast, poor man is still recovering) to see Kōtarō, who is close to tears, above your blissed, fucked, and passed out form. He sighs, shaking his head. “Bokuto-san, I think you went too hard,”
“Akaashi...” he whined, his strong arms curling around you. Even passed out, your body reacted, curling into him as you softly moaned. “Akaashi...”
“It’s okay, she’ll be fine. Her body isn’t used to it. At least, not yet.” A moan from Kōtarō let Keiji know his knot had deflated, him pulling out of your cunt and the copious amounts of cum he filled you with spilling out. It made even Keiji aroused, seeing it seeping out of you. Kōtarō knew he was aroused at the sight and came upon a solution.
“Akaashi! Maybe we...”
Waking up was next thing you remember. You felt so, so full, like you were plugged up in both ends. As you flutter your eyes open. You expected to see your ceiling, having woken up from intense dream or something. You maybe even hoped to see Kōtarō grinning down at you, sweat dripping down his face and his chest. You did not, however, expect to see Keiji smiling down at you, gently caressing your face. “Kei?”
“Hey there, pretty baby. How are you feeling?” The nickname threw you off — Keiji never called you a nickname. He was very formal, even saying your last name until only recently. You obviously showed confusion, or maybe you hesitated, because a rumble was felt behind you, a familiar voice following.
“She’s probably feeling pretty stuffed, Akaashi. Stuffed full inside and out, I hope,” Kōtarō’s voice said. You turned your head, hissing at the pain in your neck, to see Kōtarō grinning at you, just like you hoped. However, wasn’t Keiji resting?
“I should thank you for the fruit. It was delicious and cut up so cutely and delicately. I was getting a bit jealous to hear Kōtarō having so much fun with you. I was hoping to have my own fun with you when he rested after his rut, but he was kind enough to share. Isn’t that nice? I don’t think I can get you pregnant, but I want to try. We’d have such cute babies together, you know?”
“I was hoping she’d carry my pups first, but you can pump her full next time. We have all the time in the world, after all.”
“Excuse me? Wait, wait!” You shouted, suddenly realizing the whole ‘filling you up’ speech wasn’t just an Alpha’s instincts — it was their intention to impregnate you. “I can’t have kids! I’m in school and-“
“I can provide for both of my mates, right Keiji?” Kōtarō said, his eyes holding nothing but love as he gazed at Keiji. It made your heart squeeze at the love between them. Keiji smiled and nodded, deciding at that time to roll his hips. You threw your head back and mewled, sensitive from the consecutive orgasms previously.
“I’m glad you’re still sensitive. There’s no evidence to back it up, but I heard the more orgasms a woman has, the more likely it is she’ll get pregnant. Of course, Omegas have a fertile cycle, but you’re a Beta, so I had to track your cycle for about three months. I hope it was enough.”
“Three months?! Akaashi Kei- oh!” You screamed, feeling Kōtarō move. He was filling up your back entrance, adding to the fullness. Also, it explained why you were on his chest.
“I also need to cut out your caffeine, that’s a bad habit you need to cut out anyways. No more nights of drinking while binge-eating. Your body needs to be in peak condition if it’s going to carry our offspring,”
“I can’t wait till you’re all swollen and wobbling. It’ll be so cute. And then we’ll do it again. And again. And I don’t know if I wanna stop, babe!” Kōtarō laughed, thrusting his hips up, making you jerk at the feeling.
“Maybe we can stop after five. We’ll need a bigger house, too,” Keiji continued, rolling his hips in rhythm to Kōtarō’s thrusts. You closed your eyes, one hand fisting Kōtarō’s hair while the other gripped Keiji’s shoulder, hoping to ground yourself. “You’ll look so beautiful when you’re pregnant. This is what our families want, after all. You’ll bear my children and Kōtarō also gets what he wants in the end. He gets his own offspring. This all works out,” he grunted, snapping his hips after almost pulling all the way out. “In the end, at least.”
If you could form a coherent sentence, you’d tell them to stop, but the only thing on your mind was how stuffed you were. Keiji was thrusting into your puffy, abused cunt that was overflowing with Kōtarō’s cum, rolling his hips every so often to increase pleasure. Kōtarō’s grunts were heightening your arousal and sending you hurling towards another orgasm. Your eyes rolled, your tongue sticking out as you clenched around Keiji, sending him towards an orgasm of his own. A curse and a stutter of his hips and he was spilling his own seed into you. He knew his genes wouldn’t take, not when you’d been pumped by Kōtarō multiple times. He had looked for the chances between a Beta and Alpha genes in a Beta, but he only got Omegas, which were made to take Alpha seed and breed easily. A small part of him wanted to try and overpower Kōtarō, but he knew he wouldn’t be able to compare to the amount you’ve already taken.
Kōtarō was still going, his strong, warm hands holding your knees to your chest, keeping you spread open, as he thrusted up into you. He knew Keiji had finished, the face he was sporting a familiar scene to the Alpha, so Kōtarō was chasing his own high. A high-pitched whine from you as Keiji rolled his hips again, earning a growl from Kōtarō in return. You pant as your hand leaves Keiji’s shoulder, ghosting over your sensitive clit as you attempt to close your thighs, overly sensitive from all the rounds you’ve been forced to go through. Keiji saw your hand brush over it, taking his own hand to replace yours and apply pressure onto the nub, rubbing it.
A scream was ripped from your throat, another orgasm around Keiji’s cock as Kōtarō buried himself, shoving his knot in your tight hole. You were twitching at the extra feeling of fullness, the hot spurts of cum in your ass and the oozing cum from your cunt, even if Keiji was plugging you up. A sigh escaped your lips, your eyes rolling back as he attempted to catch your breath. Kōtarō brought a hand to fondle your breast, earning another whine for him.
“I could get used to this,”
“So could I. Good thing we’ll get to see much more of it,”
You normally would have told them no, attempting to push Keiji off and out of you, but you just sighed, trying to kiss Kōtarō. He smiled and obliged, licking your lips before kissing you, enjoying the taste of you. Keiji smiled at the scene, bringing his mouth to your perky nipple from Kōtarō’s earlier fondling, biting gently on it. You mewled, shifting your legs up Keiji’s hips and he moved in deeper. Kōtarō growled, his hand rubbing the red and swollen nub between your legs. You wouldn’t normally let this continue, but you could hardly think.
If you could think properly, you might have noticed the bags of clothes you don’t remember bringing to Keiji’s. You might have seen the handcuffs nearby. You might have seen the extra lock on the bedroom door, so out of place. You normally would have been able to think properly, but the only thing you could think of was being stuffed with Keiji’s and Kōtarō’s thick cocks, filling you up to the brim.
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Sequel -> The Perfect Family [tw includes dubcon/noncon, use of the word r*pe, water torture/attempted drowning, gunplay, pregnancy, blood, abuse (mentally and physically), bit of watersports]
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wrenqueenisboss · 3 years
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☙ Wren's 700 Follower Event ❧
Thank you guys so much! Your love and support means more than I think you will ever know. This event is basically a custom ask game + requests. Hope you enjoy, my darlings!
<3
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Starts Jan 10 ends Feb 1
(event masterlist)
Asks for me:
1) what name do you wish you had? 2) book that left the biggest emotional impact? 3) comfort character? 4) biggest regret? 5) if you could live anywhere, where would it be? 6) what motivates you to ______ ? 7) favorite book to read? 8) what did you want to be when you were younger? 9) what makes you smile? 10) have you ever had a nickname? what was it and why? 11) if money was no object, what would you do all day? 12) how would your friends describe you? 13) list two pet peeves? 14) where do you see yourself in five years? 15) if you were a character, what would you character be like? 16) if you could share a meal with 4 people (dead/alive) who/why? 17) have you ever had a secret admirer? 18) what's your favorite holiday? 19) the most daring thing you've done? 20) last book you read? 21) are you a clean or messy person? 22) who would you want to play you in a movie of your life? why? 23) favorite family tradition? 24) favorite school subject and why? 25) fashion trend you want to happen/come back? 25) introvert or extrovert? 26) family motto if you have it? 27) three things you think of the most each day? 28) what song best sums you up? 29) one thing you will never ever do again? 30) who knows you the best?
Prompts: (use this form to submit requests!!)
angst: 1) "if the world allowed us to love, I'd stay." 2) "I trusted you when no one else would, and now you go and hurt me" 3) "I shouldn't have given my heart to you." "maybe not." 4) "I'm so so tired, just let me go please" 5) "losing you would destroy my heart in ways that I'm terrified of" 6) "i gave up on you a long time ago." "and us?" "a long time before that" 7) "i gave you everything that I had and still wasn't enough" 8) "I wouldn't wish the pain you've caused me on my worst enemy." 9) "I hate that - even after everything you've done - I still love you" 10) "love is a took for manipulation. and I hate that I was naive enough to fall for the trap you set."
fluff: 1) "i'm not going anywhere, trust me" 2) "you make me feel safe." 3) "You can't count stars!" "and you shouldn't count freckles but I know that you have seven just on your nose" 4) "please, just go on this date. you can hate me after, I promise" 5) "you look so cute when you blush" 6) "did you realize that your eyes sparkle when you laugh?" 7) "in the end, neither of us were meant to be alone" 8) "I didn't believe in soulmates. but then I met you" 9) "my friends think we're dating" 10) "you saying 'shut up' is the equivalent of normal people saying 'i love you so much please kiss me right now'"
misc: 1) getting a matching tattoo sounded dumb, until I saw the little doodles they drew in the margines of their notebooks 2) i'd do anything to protect them, and that fact absolutely terrifies me 3) there's nothing better than staring at the shining stars as harmonized laughter fades to the wind 4) it's the most horrible feeling, searching to wreckage and hoping you don't see them, lifeless on the rubble 5) A had never loved before and B had loved too many times
Tagging some moots:
@gray-moon2 @aestherielleee @im-so-deep-in-lore-help @97c1a9 @gh0stsb00 @clemclemtime @heavenly-fairy @a-rradio @allywritesforfun @bunarise
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ageofevermore · 2 years
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for the ask thing <3
1-50, so all of them
this is a joke
nothing is a joke to me <3
1. do you have freckles? 
it depends on how long i’m out in the sun for during summer
2. do you drink tea or coffee? how do you take it? 
i’ll drink them both the same, milk & sugar
3. what was the last song you listened to? 
story of my life by one direction
4. do you sleep on your back, stomach or side? 
yes, all of the above
5. do you sleep with a stuffed animal? 
yes, absolutely, it’s preposterous you’d ever think i wouldn’t
6. do you prefer drawing or writing? 
writing 10/10
7. what’s your ideal number of blankets to sleep with? 
one, because when there’s more i can never keep them from falling off or twisting around weird body parts
8. what’s your favorite band/artist? 
taylor swift bc i’m a sad bitch
9. when is your birthday? 
december 26th
10. how tall are you? 
five foot legally
11. what color are your eyes? 
brown with like yellow
12. who are five (or more) people you want to hug right now? 
you, i’m still waiting
… and i don’t like hugging other people unless i’m in the mood and i’m not
13. fears? 
the dark, spiders, being alone, being tolerated
14. what’s your favorite color? 
purple, green, brown, yellow, pink, blue, and orange
15. what’s your favorite season? 
fall, all the fucking way
16. want any tattoos? what of? 
yes! i want some cute patchwork eventually! mickey heads and disney inspired tats, but butterflies are also something i’ve been eyeing
17. want any piercings? where? 
i have three lobe piercings and two cartilage, but i want to continue my cartilage and eventually get my fourth lobe
18. who is the last person you texted? 
you, so answer me
19. do you have a best friend? How long have you been friends? 
not anymore
20. what/who do you miss? 
my grandpa 🕊
21. how was your day today? 
i feel like i’m going to fall into a bottomless pit of anxiety so, great!
22. how much sleep did you get last night? 
like… seven hours?
23. do you believe in aliens? 
yes, all the way
24. when was the last time you cried? Why? 
last night, bc my life is going to shit
25. what’s your favorite decade? 
the 90s, but i miss early y2k so fucking bad
26. what are some seemingly childish things you like? 
i will not take any criticism for admitting that doc mcstuffins, bluey, sofia the first are bangers. also i’m a disney adult so do with that what you will
27. what’s your favorite book? Or just one you’ve read a few times? 
before i fell
28. how are you, really? 
not good at all
29. does it take you a long time to make decisions? 
yes, im an overthinker and a procrastinator, but i’m also incredibly rash so it depends really but i usually always end up going back on my choice and overthinking
30. what are you looking forward to in the near future? 
coming home from college <3
31. what are you looking forward to in the distant future? 
decorating my classroom because i’m going to school to be a kindergarten teacher
32. if you could go anywhere right now, where would you go? 
to steal your ducks
33. do you sleep with your door open or closed? 
closed, i’m not trying to get possessed by the hallway demon
34. what’s your favorite flower? 
lilly’s and wildflowers
35. do you currently have a squish? 
yes! three!
36. do you like your middle name? 
yes!
37. do you prefer dogs or cats? 
dogs all the way, cats are vicious
38. do you have any phobias? 
i don’t think so
39. do you stay up late?
unfortunately
40. do you like the beach? do you prefer it sunny or cloudy? 
as a jersey girl, i love the beach! my favorite weather is cloudy and overcast so i’d have to say cloudy
41. what’s your favorite cartoon? 
sofia the first, duh
42. tag 5 of your favorite blogs
@maximoffskitten
@nats-dreamland
@smalls-words
@dmonchld
43. do you have siblings? How many? 
one step sister
44. who was the last person you said “I love you” to? 
you? i don’t really go around saying “i love you” so either you or my cousin
45. is there anyone you would die for? 
if it came down to it probably but not off the top of my head
46. what do you need when you’re sad? 
cuddles :( and space bc i don’t feel comfortable being upset with anyone irl
47. have you memorized your phone number? 
if i hadn’t before i applied for college i definitely do now
48. what’s someone you can trust with your life? 
i don’t think i have anybody
49. what does your last text say? 
“bc i’m like between a 9 1/2 and a 10 in vans and i only grabbed a nine bc they felt fine in store and now they are just not”
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I posted 1,425 times in 2021
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For every post I created, I reblogged 4.9 posts.
I added 78 tags in 2021
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#i say as i sit in a block of stair with unwritten signs on both sides that looks like an armchair as i look out to my backyard full of cows
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
I just realised that my pfp is a type 3 alternate. I was just too lazy to draw the face. I've had this for years.
21 notes • Posted 2021-10-07 05:59:55 GMT
#4
Do you ever see a picture and feel ✨✨✨✨ in your heart
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in regards to me making my pfp a type three alternate on accident. 
She thought locking the doors and windows was enough to save her. It wasn’t.
She thought the authorities would send someone to save her. They didn’t.
By the time she realized no one was coming, it was too late.
The alternate may or may not have fell into a bush. Its got no eyes afterall. 
Now the alternate performs her routine instead of her.
27 notes • Posted 2021-10-12 09:57:00 GMT
#2
My only friend left me alone
w these lunch eater ppl in class
help
Im so alone
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#1
Now imagine, there's this world wide panic going on. You've locked the windows. You've blocked the doors. You're afraid and powerless as the world as you know it starts falling apart in front of your eyes.
You are with your friend. And its just the two of you. You switch on the radio. All you could here is the warning broadcast and its starting to have static in it. You switch it off.
Theres an emergency broadcast on the tv too. For a while. You click through the channel's and theres nothing interesting. News systems have been down for a while too.
You wonder if emergency services are down as well.
You switch the television off after it got static too. The last news you heard wasnt pleasant at all. And you doubt if it'll help to learn whats going on outside either. You really dont want to know what happened to all the babies.
You dont know whats going on. And you thought it was an elaborate scheme by the government at first. How fucking pathetic. You changed your mind quickly enough when you woke up one day and your neighbors greeted you.
They weren't your neighbours. The mannerism, voice was all the same. Bill would wake up and drink coffee every morning at seven and he'll pat his belly at the end of it. Marge would be outside then, swiftly watering her plants and making her way inside. Though the limp on her left leg made it difficult.
But these new ones were not your old neighbours. Bill behaved the same and it was sickening to see something else mimic his expressions, mannerism, voice down perfectly. The new bills head was too big. And his eyes were too far apart.
Marge watered her plants and went back inside. Marge with a limp on her left leg. Marge who had a blank stretch of skin for a face. Marge who looked at you without eyes. Marge who looked at you. Marge who she saw you she knows your there Marge who looked at you.
You didnt stay there any longer.
And you moved in with your friend into their apartment.
Your friend who returned from their room.
They walked over to the kitchen. You see them taking the leftover juice from the counter. Their hand bend at an angle too outward. Their legs shouldn't be bending so much as they walk with their usual sway. Almost as if their knees allow more movement than yours. Their hair was the same. Different. But same.
And they turned their head to look at you. Same eyes. Same nose. Same smile. Same tilt of their head. Same chin.
It's head was turned too far than a human can. It's shoulders were behind it's chin from where you could see.
It looked like your friend.T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝. It talked like you friend. N̶̢̮̫̲̓̈́͛̽̈́̀͐̈́̽̎́͘o̵͚̤̞͚̗̰̅͛͑͗͒̎̊͘t̶̨̢̨͙͕͇̭͍̣̝͔̹̱̓̓͗͝ ̷͎̜̥͉̻͉̤̻̋͋̒̾̇̉̀͛͐̀̈́̏͛̀͝ͅq̸̧̘̰̻̰͔͔̹̙̀̽̋̉̃̀̄̔̓̆͒͝͝ṷ̸̢̣̙͈͇͉̬̰͖͙̼̈͘ͅi̸̲̮̝͓̼̦̒̍̐̈́̑̾͗̆̑̈́̒͛̽̊t̸̛͕̰̟̦̽͝ȩ̶̨̦̝̯̰̖͖̹̯͍̜̺̼̊͂̇͂̈́̈͊̍̂͋͗͠. Smelled like your friend. I̸̖̿t̶̛͕̰̪ ̸̮̖̱̑ẅ̷͕̀̓ā̴͔̕͜s̴̳̺͆́n̴̦̂'̶̩̮̲͌́̀t̶̩̀̇͗͜ͅ ̸̮͉̾̕t̵͙̮͎̔͋̚h̶̡̰͒e̴͎͐̾͝ ̶̻͐s̴̢̞̕͝a̶̹̓m̴͎̲̈́ȩ̸̝͒̿. Everything wasn̸̨͈̥̞͚͙̙̝͍͌̑͜'̷̤̹͎̾̓̒̿̉̏͋͑͑t̷̯̤̽̆̽̕ the same.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
T̵͚̅̒̆h̸̬̘̄̕͜a̸̛̺̝͎̤̦t̸̫͚̩̼̣̿͆̂̀̊̚'̴̧͙̼̈́̓̄̂̃͝s̷̪̈́̽͠ͅ ̸̨̺̩͎̻͌̃̄n̶̜͚͉̱͆̽̓́o̵̞̟͋͂̀t̸̘̜͕̔ ̶̛̳̱̬̃͑̋͌y̴̲͉͕̔͂̚ō̸̳̤͔̥̪͔̾̀͒̓ụ̴̭̳̩͈̼̉́̉́̚ṟ̶̣͇̻̽̄ͅ ̴̞̒̿̒̐f̴̩͎̖͖̈́ŕ̵̨̼̳͖̱̒̇̕͠i̴͚̦͇̟͐̊͜é̸͉̥͉̯̗̈́͝ņ̴̞̬̻̀̌̅͐́̆d̵̝̙͓̒̊̒͑̚͝.
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Manga the Week of 6/2/21
SEAN: June’s busting manga out all over. Let’s see what’s fallen in front of us.
Airship has two print releases: Adachi and Shimamura 5 and ROLL OVER AND DIE: I Will Fight for an Ordinary Life with My Love and Cursed Sword! 3. They also have an early digital release of I’m in Love with the Villainess 3.
ASH: Oh, that means I still have some time to catch up before it’s released in print!
SEAN: Cross Infinite World has a new novel, Romance of the Imperial Capital Kotogami: A Tale of Living Alongside Spirits (Teito Kotogami Romantan Kinrо̄ Otome to Oshikake Jūsha), about a young woman living as a caretaker to a bunch of handsome yokai. This certainly sounds like a couple of recent Viz shoujo manga titles…
MICHELLE: Definitely conjures some Demon Prince of Momochi House vibes.
ASH: That it does, and thus intrigues me.
SEAN: J-Novel Club has several new digital releases, as we get The Apothecary Diaries 2, Discommunication’s 7th manga volume, Girls Kingdom 3, Marginal Operation’s 7th manga volume, My Instant Death Ability is So Overpowered, No One in This Other World Stands a Chance Against Me! 5, and The World’s Least Interesting Master Swordsman 6.
J-Novel Club also has print titles. We’ll see By the Grace of the Gods 4, How a Realist Hero Rebuilt the Kingdom’s 2nd manga omnibus, In Another World with My Smartphone 16, and Marginal Operation 6.
Kodansha sees the print debut of The Summer of You (Kimi wa Natsu no Naka), a BL story about two teenagers loving to hang out and watch movies, and the love that develops between them. The author is also known for The Two Lions, just licensed by Seven Seas, and about 70 billion Gintama doujinshi.
MICHELLE: I’ve been looking forward to this one!
ASH: I wasn’t previously aware of this series, but now that I am, so am I!
SEAN: Also out in print: Chi’s Sweet Adventures 4, The Heroic Legend of Arslan 14, Hitorijime My Hero 10, Rent-a-Girlfriend 6, Sweat and Soap 6, Wave, Listen to Me! 6, Weathering with You 3 (the final volume), and With a Dog AND a Cat, Every Day is Fun 4.
MICHELLE: I need to catch up on Wave, Listen to Me! and With a Dog AND a Cat, Every Day Is Fun; I enjoyed both a lot for very different reasons.
ASH: I’m definitely here for Wave Listen to Me! . I’ve been meaning to give Sweat and Soap a try, too.
SEAN: Kodansha’s digital debut is Ya Boy Kongming (Papiri Koumei), a shonen title from Comic Days about a Three Kingdoms general reborn into modern Japan.
We also get Chihayafuru 26, Girlfriend Girlfriend 3, GTO Paradise Lost 14, My Dearest Self with Malice Aforethought 5, and With the Sheikh in His Harem 2.
MICHELLE: Insert traditional “yay!” for Chihayafuru.
ANNA: Yay! Also I’m so far behind!
SEAN: Seven Seas debuts The Tale of the Outcasts (Nokemono-tachi no Yoru), which ran in Weekly Shonen Sunday. This tale of a young orphan girl and a beast immortal should appeal to fans of Girl from the Other Side and similar titles.
ASH: Oooh, you have my attention.
SEAN: Seven Seas also has New Game! 11, Peter Grill and the Philosopher’s Time 5, Reincarnated As a Sword 6, and the 15th and final volume of Shomin Sample.
Viz debuts Yakuza Lover (Koi to Dangan – Dangerous Lover), a shoujo title from Cheese! spinoff Premium Cheese!. College girl meets yakuza boy, and despite trying to avoid “bad boys” she’s irresistibly drawn to him. Given it’s Cheese!, I suppose this is more in the “shousei” genre – expect a spicy story.
ANNA: I’m stoked for this and Cheese! spinoffs.
SEAN: There’s also a pile of other Viz. Chainsaw Man 5, Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba 22, Dragon Ball Super 13, Jujutsu Kaisen 10, My Hero Academia 28, One-Punch Man 22, Seraph of the End 21, Takane & Hana 17, Twin Star Exorcists 22, Vampire Knight: Memories 6, We Never Learn 16, and Yona of the Dawn 30.
MICHELLE: So much good stuff.
ANNA: Indeed.
ASH: A very good Viz week.
SEAN: Yen On has some May remainder titles that got bumped to June: the 10th Haruhi Suzumiya novel in paperback (it’s actually Books 10 and 11 in one big book), High School Prodigies Have It Easy Even in Another World! 4, Overlord 13, and Strike the Blood 18.
Yen Press likewise has a LOT of “this used to be May” titles. We get As Miss Beelzebub Likes 12 (the final volume), Eniale & Dewiela 3 (also a final volume), Happy Sugar Life 9, If Witch, Then Which? 2, IM: Great Priest Imhotep 9, Love of Kill 2, Monthly Girls’ Nozaki-kun 12, Overlord 13, Shibuya Goldfish 9, Teasing Master Takagi-san 11, The White Cat’s Revenge as Plotted from the Dragon King’s Lap 3, and A Witch’s Love at the End of the World 3 (another final volume).
ASH: Wait, did you say Monthly Girls’ Nozaki-kun?! Hooray!
SEAN: There’s a lot of series in this list I love to bits. What are you getting?
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What was the first fandom and/or pairing that you wrote fic for?
Do you participate in any writing events or challenges throughout the year? If so, what do you like about them?
Do you write fics from start or finish, or jump around?
Do you outline before you start writing? If so, how far do you stray from that outline?
What is the perfect environment for you to write in?
Which part of writing do you struggle with most?
dialogue, exposition, or plot the most?
If you could only write angst, fluff, or smut for the rest of your life, which would it be?
Is there a trope you haven’t written yet but really want to?
Is there a trope you wouldn’t write if it was the last trope on earth?
What is your most underrated fic?
What fic are you most proud of?
What is a line/scene you’re really proud of? Give us the DVD commentary for that scene.
Who is the easiest/hardest character for you to write about? Why?
What’s your favorite minor character you’ve written?
What is the one fic that got away?
Have you cried while writing a fic?
If you had to remix one of your own fics, which would it be and how would you remix it?
Tell us an idea for a longfic you want to write in the future. (sorry for sending so many i really wanna know)
(no don’t worry it’s perfectly okay! i had fun answering all of them 😊)
1. what was the first fandom and/or pairing that you wrote fic for?
ah. okay, so the first fandom i wrote and published for was Voltron, though i will never give away what the pairing was. i was 14 and it was on Wattpad, the rest is forbidden knowledge
2.do you participate in any writing events or challenges throughout the year? if so, what do you like about them?
i recently participated in a few events and challenges, and honestly, they were a lot of fun! i’d have to say that what i like about them is that i get to get out of my comfort zone and push my limits. 
3. do you write fics from start or finish, or jump around?
well. uh, no. 
sometimes i do write whole fics in one sitting,  but usually it takes me a day or two, and i have more than one WIP doc open because my brain needs to switch fics when it gets bored, so to speak. i just need to jump around to avoid losing interest in a story
4. do you outline before you start writing? if so, how far do you stray from that outline?
if it’s a multi-chapter fic, then yes. if i don’t have a clear ending or goal, then the story can and will drag on and on and on lol. sometimes i’ll stray from my outline, since it’s not really a strict set of directions for me to follow, more of something to guide me. very often, my story won’t exactly resemble my outline.
5. what is the perfect environment for you to write in?
late at night with a steaming cup of tea or coffee, or just an energy drink, wrapped in my fuzzy blanket with instrumental music playing. 
7. Which part of writing do you struggle with most?
writing
/hj. idk i guess i’d have to say finding the right word when i forget it. or another super annoying thing is that sometimes i have the perfect word in french, and i need to find a good translation for it, but the english version of the word just doesn’t feel the same as the original. that’s very annoying lol.
10.  do you enjoy dialogue, exposition, or plot the most?
dialogue. i tend to stray from the plot and i always struggle with exposition, but i absolutely love writing dialogue. 
11. if you could only write angst, fluff, or smut for the rest of your life, which would it be?
angst. no questions. i need to hurt my characters because i love them.
12. is there a trope you haven’t written yet but really want to?
enemies to lovers. i don’t have any actual WIPs with that specific trope, but i do really want to write it one day lol.
13. is there a trope you wouldn’t write if it was the last trope on earth?
alpha/beta/omega. i fully support my writer friends who write it, but sadly i will never write it. it bothers me a little too much rip. i’d rather never write again than write it. 
16. what is your most underrated fic?
um. personally, i think that this fic from my urban fantasy AU was really not popular lol. i kinda see why, since its pure fluff and from an AU that is a personal indulgence lol
17. what fic are you most proud of?
okay this Jayroy fic from my bad things happen bingo is definitely one of the ones i’m very proud of. idk, i just like it? i can’t explain why i’m proud of it, but i am.
18. what is a line/scene you’re really proud of? Give us the DVD commentary for that scene.
i decided to cheat a little and i’ll be using a line from a WIP instead. and the commentary’s gonna be written bc i can 
It was a mission report. Bruce had told him it was fine if he finished it tomorrow.
Tim could finish it tonight. (tim you absolute walnut SLEEP)
He was perfectly capable of doing what Bruce asked him. (not when you’re sleep deprived, idiot) He wasn’t Dick. he certainly wasn’t Jason. But he could still work diligently and without mistake. He could be better. (aw bby you dumb idiot child you dont need to be better)
Tim stared at the person standing in the hallway, eyes narrowed and mug in one hand. He knew for a fact that it took longer than twenty-seven hours of no sleep to start hallucinating. (I BANISH YOU TO SLEEP JAIL YOU UNRULY GREMLIN)
But that was the only reason Tim could fathom the Red Hood standing in the kitchen of Titans Tower at half-past three in the morning. (and that’s valid. i too would think i’d be hallucinating lmao)
Red Hood approached Tim slowly. “You have a lot of nerve wearing that uniform.” (jason please LET. THAT. GO.)
Tim glanced down at his rumpled gray shirt and flannel pajama bottoms. (i laughed writing this. i laughed a lot) 
He should be more alarmed that the Red Hood clearly knew he was Robin without the mask, but Tim was too tired and he was going to have to push that freak-out to the next day. (me doing homework at 4am like)
19. who is the easiest/hardest character for you to write about? why?
this time i’ll go with the type of characters. the easiest character for me to write is definitely the one character i relate to the most/ my comfort character because of course, i know them more than any other character and to some level understand their character. the hardest character to write is probably one i don’t really know or one who doesn’t have a lot of character development or there isn’t much info about them. i’ll still write them, but i’ll be making up a lot of stuff lol.
20. what’s your favorite minor character you’ve written?
hmm. i haven’t written many side characters, but i did love writing Dana Winters. she’s very cool and i like her a lot.
21. what is the one fic that got away?
it might just be me but im struggling a bit with what this could mean, so i’m going to assume it means that one fic that didn’t go where i expected it to (if that’s not what you meant, feel free to send me an ask correcting me lol)
so i’d have to say its the second part of this 2 chapter fic i wrote because a lot of people were asking for more cuddles in the first part. i was not expecting writing another fic specifically for fluff, but here we are.
22. have you cried while writing a fic?
definitely during that one major character death fic i wrote. i wrote the aftermath of the character’s death and i was crying while writing it lmao.
i was crying so much writing the ending for this
23. if you had to remix one of your own fics, which would it be and how would you remix it?
i wrote a sort of road trip birdflash au that i wouldn’t mind seeing as a remix
30. tell us an idea for a longfic you want to write in the future.
i’m actually writing a longfic right now. i don’t even know where i got the idea from, but it’s basically a batfam no capes AU where they all practice magic instead and it’s set in 1927.
here’s the ask game! send me an ask! (or more than one, i don’t mind)
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year in fic
i saw a couple of these around and i love the idea! so yeah im taking part too <3
Heresy
Rated: General
Word Count: 2,524
Posted: 15/6/19
3000 years on from the apocalypse have been pretty chill for Crowley and Aziraphale. Gabriel and Beelzebub took their posts after they quit their jobs as reps on Earth and now are trying to get in touch to discuss personal matters. This is basically a short fic that’s jut a hella awkward conversation with some possessiveness, it’;s sweet. Side note, this was my first fic and I wrote it up before we knew Beelzebub uses they/them pronouns so I used the actresses pronouns for it. I mean to fix it up but haven’t got to it yet, so, apologies
Needed a break, gone to France x
Rated: General
Word Count: 8,808
Posted: 28/6/19
About a week after the apocalypse and Aziraphale leaves Crowley a note on his door explaining his absence. Crowley goes into a tailspin trying to decode it for like two months. Light miscommunication fic, but it’s made up for with some nice fondness and some letters at the end that are pretty cute tbh 
Try On Some Pride For A Day
Rated: Mature
Word Count: 20,614
Posted: 4/8/19
One night, two months after the apocalypse, Aziraphale challenges Crowley to a competition. Will Aziraphale get Crowley to inhabit the seven heavenly virtues, or will Crowley get Aziraphale to enjoy the seven deadly sins? It’s all very cheerful with much sexual tension and a couple of squabbles. This is a friends to lovers sort of fic. It’s also asexual Aziraphale, pretty outright, so while it gets steamy there’s no sex in the fic
Summoned
Rated: Explicit
Word Count: 12,635
Posted: 21/8/19
Heaven and Hell decided that as they have their Worst Employee of the Forever sorted, they could shimmy the worse parts of the gig off to them. And being summoned sucks. Crowley finds he keeps getting summoned by different people, more often than ever before. This fic is the roughly year and a half period after that failed apocalypse, told only through scenes where Crowley (and one time Aziraphale) have been unwillingly summoned by someone. I will say the real joy of this is that Crowley is pissed off most of the time and Aziraphale is appropriately protective. The last chapter is full blown sex. This is another friends to lovers fic
Is It Worth It Yet
Rated: Teen
Word Count: 10,935
Posted: 22/9/19
Around abouts the 1000AD mark, in what would become Turkey a few hundred years later, Crowley sat down, took a breath, and told Aziraphale how he felt in a total trainwreck of a conversation. Chapter 1, that conversation. It’s pretty angsty but I fix it all, don’t worry Of course, Aziraphale would then expect Crowley to bring it all up again after the apocalypse, and when he doesn't he decides to take matters into his own hands and broach the topic himself. It doesn't go as well as he'd hoped. Good ending tho, don't worry guys. 
Soft.
Rated: Mature
Word Count: 9,178
Posted: 10/10/19
Crowley has had one thought going about his mind for a while now, and that is that he really likes Aziraphale's body (highlighted by how he comparatively didn't enjoy seeing Aziraphale in Madame Tracy). But how does one tell their friend of 6000 years that he's got a hot bod? Awkwardly and with great difficulty, is the answer. He accidentally dredges up a Gabriel-related issue Aziraphale has been holding on to. This is a very consent heavy fic, there’s a lot of “are you sure?” and “what do you want?”
the kind of thing one says easily
Rated: Explicit
Word Count: 15,496
Posted: 15/10/19
Kind of my take on an au where Crowley just straight up told Aziraphale pretty early on that he loves him, so it was a fact of their dynamic for centuries before the apocalypse. I call it the "if they actually communicated" au. Fits in with tv canon, I've done a prelude or a run on from one or two major scenes in the show, you'll almost certainly catch it. But yeah, snapshots of them talking about feelings, sometimes very serious (mostly pretty serious actually) but sometimes quite light and lovely. Classic lads. Still don't get together until post apocalypse cos, ya know, it be like that. Runs from like 2000bc to 2020ad with 12 segments of story, although three of those are 2019 cos like that's when shit really went down
Not Quite Human
Rated: Explicit
Word Count: 10,398
Posted: 26/10/19
Crowley and Aziraphale had both quit their jobs for each other and returned home after the apocalypse, tumbling rather helplessly towards a relief-filled romance. But old habits die hard and with nothing left to keep the pair from expressing their feelings, they created their own barriers to hold themselves back. And so years passed with pointless desire, self inflicted wallowing, and miserable restraint. Luckily for both of them, the angel was fed up. He’d been stewing too long and had decided to give it a go. This is kinda an exploration into a different writing style for me, it's not a dedicated pov and it's full of little flashback style (sort of, not like serious flashback, more like mulling over the past for context) vignettes with ideas i wanted to include. 
Still Waking Up
Rated: Teen
Words: 31,153
Posted: 5/11/19
Aziraphale has noticed Crowley's odd behavior. Since the Apocalypse he has spotted Crowley outside the shop, just watching, like a watchdog that watches and doesn't come in and explain himself. This fic follows a roughly two year period after the apocalypse in which Crowley admits to nightmares about the bookshop and Aziraphale burning and struggles to come terms with it and ask for help. Aziraphale grows increasingly lonely and purposeless and some of his damage from Heaven rears up. They slowly navigate supporting each other as best they can. Main points of interest are probs bed sharing, much mutual pining, kissing, and softly handled trauma recovery.
(omg guys that’s a cumulative word count of 121,741 in six months! that’s a whole lot more than i’d imagined. what a year)
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unkn0wnl0v3 · 4 years
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Day 8 ✿ Sep 22 ‘20
I just talked to Cat all morning about like books and philosophy. I like books and philosophy ALOT. I like it more than fish and water. If I could I’d have my own private library. Agh! I fucking love books. I also really like fish and aguaculture. Jobs I’d commit to when I’m older is editor, fish breeder or teacher. However downsides to that job is: editing is a job that might not be alive in a few years, fish breeding is hard and expensive if you don’t have a market and teaching may also be an obsolete occupation in less than a decade. Personally these jobs would be good if it was like the >2000’s. Now every job will either kill you or die before it can. Maybe like a teacher in a private school or a freelance editor. However those jobs are hell if you choose to work for the wrong people. So fuck it I’ll be a fish breeder. Even though School marm for a private school sounds amazing. And editors can read all day. I have Mr today. I’m excited cause he’s always fun to have(09:10)
‘Sorry for only letting you know now but I will be staying in your class. I thought about it and realized two things. 1. I get low test scores regarding state tests, so that’s probably why I’m not in an honors class. Besides this if my state test scores are that not good then maybe I should be in a regular English class. 2. If I worked my butt off and did the quality of my work like that consistently It’s really crazy to me that test scores make me end up in a class totally different than what my mind needs or whatever; so I’ve met the conclusion that If it’s not the test that got me here or just like human error is that Fate and the universe(or god if you believe in them or whatever you think makes the world go spin) needs me to be in this class. Whether it’s to meet you, or a classmate. Number 2 is a pretty complex philosophical idea however I believe in it more than everything else. Also I purchased Flowers for Algernon a while ago and it only came recently. From my memory in your slide thing it said you liked it(?). Well it’s very good so far and it’s making my brain do a lot of thinking. Like my brain is literally imploding from reading it and thinking about all the other questions it indirectly acts. So that’s just a side note I wanted to add cause I’ve only had it since yesterday and I’ve already rambled on about for like over an hour to a friend who hasn’t even read it.. and I’m not even done yet! Oh well see you in a bit:)’... I wrote this to D in regards for the whole not switching out. I truly did forget about ever buying this book for five bucks on thrifted books back in like August. And I had only remembered buying it after he added it to his slide thing about like getting to know him. I kinda hate like having to have so many ideas and stuff in my head. Like right now I have so much in my head. Three key things are the philosophy of love, god and science. Those three are always in my head but for some reason everything’s just touching and mingling. I feel like I’m disappointing people who I should love but is it any matter if I disappoint them cause they never loved me before. Love is complex whether it’s sexual or romantic or all of the above. How can I like my teacher. He’s just a school teacher who’ll dissapear from my life before I know it. However what if it is fate.. God and science always correspond when trying to understand one of the other. Like what I’m thinking right now is if interfering with gods stuff really is worth it. Like if we hate gmo corn so much why are we trying to fix genetic disorders or mental stuff idk. I’ll say more later I’m too hungry to think.. (12:46)
This class is like boring as fuck. I like him as a person and as a teacher BUT I DO NOT LIKE HIS CLASSSSSSSSS. If I like consume his class outside of class yes fun nice wow! But if it’s in Class this fucking zoom SHOOT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like when I talk to him outside of Class it’s fun it’s wow:) but this Class makes me want to die. I wish it was Face to Face Class so I could just daydream about eating him out. However i can only see his Face and his hopelessness during these zooms. Fuck me. (13:16)
Yk i’ll be so bored but I never fucking listen in Class. Maybe if I listened Class would be less boring. (13:27)
Oh my God im so Smart, well we know that already but i was the only one who got this dumbass question right. Like im literally amazed at how dumb these people are. Wow! I Love this Class. Im Smart as fuck (♡´౪`♡)(14:11)
Earlier I went to Petsmart with my dad and we got the biggest most beautiful fish tank. I’ve already added rocks and two little accessories. As for the lights and filter I just finished working on it. It was hard as fuck to do everything but I got it done so I’m happy:)... I’m so excited to get fish and enjoy the tank and have a cute little pet(s)! I wonder what D’s favorite pet is. He seems like a dog person who grew up with cats all his life.. but would never own a dog irl. He’s a turtle dude I bet:D!! I was talking to Cat and she was joking over my type. And I was like “guys that do the dishes and do chores” like my standards are so low a seven year old could reach them. However they’d also have to be able to discuss topics and ideas I find interesting. I couldn’t date someone who was dense or uninspired by the lack of answers in the universe. I think that’s a big thing for me, someone who can talk to me about things that other people try to avoid. That’s why I’d fall for a teacher. I can only see them as knowing plenty of not all. So I’d have to have faith that they can have these convos. So I chose the hottest young blonde of all my teachers and called it a day. Ah Im fucking tired(22:30)
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heytheredeann · 5 years
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I was tagged by @im-the-punk-who, thank you! I’ve proooobably done a few similar ones before, but I’m pretty sure that there were at least a couple of new questions and I wanted to do it, so.
1) Name: Elisa
2) Nickname: Ely
3) Zodiac: Sagittarius
4) Height: 160 cm more or less (maybe 158? I’m not sure) (should be 5′2 in feet and inches)
5) Languages: Italian is my first language, I’m fluent in English and I’m learning German because I’ve always wanted to. I also had to study French in middle school, but I never liked it and I don’t remember much XD
6) Nationality: Italian
7) Favorite season: Winter! I like the cold, a lot. Me and heat don’t mix.
8) Favorite flower: I’d say cactus but I remember I recently stumbled upon the information that they are not considered flowers. sigh. I’ve had a whole sunflower phase as a kid, so let’s go with that.
9) Favorite scent: Do books count? ALSO RAIN.
10) Favorite animal: Horses, never really grew out of my horse phase.
11) Favorite fictional character: Yeah, you are getting three, that’s the best I can do LOL. Dean Winchester, Neal Cassidy and James Flint, in no particular order.
12) Coffee, tea, cocoa: Cocoa all the way.
13) Average amount of sleep: About seven hours. 
14) Favorite colour: Blue, black, green. I’ve given up on choosing between these LOL.
15) Dog or cat person: I’m........not really the biggest fan of either (DON’T KILL ME PLEASE), I probably shouldn’t get one of these as pets, but if I had to choose maybe dogs.
16) Number of blankets: Three to four in winter LOL. That’s because I like having the option of stripping them down one at the time if I feel like it’s too hot. If I go for one warmer blanket I can only die suffocated or freeze my ass off by pushing it down, so.
17) Dream trip: I would love to go on a road trip (maybe around Europe, or in the USA), but if I had to be more specific I’ve always been curious about visiting Germany and/or India.
18) Follower count: 11k! 
19) Blog established: MMMMHHHH about five years ago? I think it was 2015 or 2014. Though I had a Dragon Ball blog before this one, so I’ve been on this site for longer LOL. 
20) Random fact: I love walking in the rain. The last time that I got off the train (after two hours and a half sitting down) to find out that it was raining and it was cold I had to talk myself into being an adult and catching a bus to avoid getting a cold. But it was so tempting okay
Bonus Questions
21) Gender: Female
22) Sexuality: Very much gay
23) Hogwarts House: Slytherin
24) Where are you from: Italy
25) Why start the blog: I’m pretty sure I wanted to blog about more than just Dragon Ball but I felt uncomfortable changing my url, theme, etc. So I just started a new blog.
26) Most recently played album: Probably Together til the end by Mono Inc. I’ve been a little bit fixated on The Tide.
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weirdlizard26 · 5 years
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For the ask meme? All of them.
jay,,,
give me a sec to edit this post ok
1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
wine glasses are like reading glasses except you wear them while drinking wine
i’d say water bottles but only the ones that can handle heat and stuff and not poison your drink with plastic or whatever
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
i havent had a lollipop in a good while so thats my choice
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
havent tried either but boy i’d love to try just a little bit of cotton candy at leastonce
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
bro,,,,,, that was like 10 years ago, how am i supposed to remember that,,,,,,,
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
i usually drink soda from plastic cups but honestly? nothing beats the experience of sipping that sweet sweet ambrosia from the bottle,,, but also i’d love to try soda in a can some day!
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
idk what half of these would look like but sportswear always wins in my book
7. earbuds or headphones?
ok i actually googled whats the difference and im more of an earbuds person! theyrejust safer i think and it makes me kinda anxious when im home listening tomusic and cant hear anything going on around me
8. movies or tv shows?
tv shows! well, unless the episodes are like 40 minutes or a full hour because its hard to focus for that long kfjsndkfs
9. favorite smell in the summer?
pavement after rain and also. grass.
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
haha thats a funny joke you made there *starts crying*
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
just a couple of meat+cheese+mayo sandwiches! if its summer mom cuts tomatoes or cucumbers for us and as they start getting more and more expensive we replace them with pickles!
12. name of your favorite playlist?
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
sorry i couldnt choose!
13. lanyard or key ring?
key ring!
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
aaaa i love fruit flavored ones!
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
aaaaaaaa i dont remember if it was elementary or middle school but we were assigned this really cool ukrainian book that ive actually read before they assigned it. well, nobody here will recognize it but it was Тореадори з Васюківки by Всеволод Нестайко and it was about 2 boys who were best friends growing up in the countryside and they went on adventures and had fun and their friendship made me so happy,,, i guess i was all for cool friendship portrayal even back then! it was mostly laughs and jokes but some moments were actually serious and hit me really hard and i remember them to this day actually
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
its a myth, sitting was created as a personal attack on me
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
my trusty old sneakers!! theyre all black and the sole is very soft and nice
18. ideal weather?
when the sun is out and its just warm enough to show off your new graphic tee and also very soft and nice
19. sleeping position?
i just lie on my left side like a fool
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
notebook!
21. obsession from childhood?
TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES!!! AND DANNY PHANTOM!!!! i even made a ghost fighting costume once,,,, tho it wasnt much of a costume, it was just fingerless gloves i cut out of paper. they were extremely uncomfortable. but very effective in fighting ghosts!
22. role model?
kfjsdnfk i have a bunch! might sound weird but one of them is bdg i think??? and the other 2 are some online acquaintances whom im too afraid to interact with more often than i do
23. strange habits?
repeating silly lines i hear on tv / in anime/cartoons? and also i never touch food with my right hand unless its plums?? and there are more but. you know. bad memory.
24. favorite crystal?
all of them!!!!!
25. first song you remember hearing?
my grandma used to sing this to me over the phone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUPnqqPXQsw
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
go for a walk!
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
slep
28. five songs to describe you?
we are the people by empire of the sun
home by cavetown
strawberry blonde by mitski
smile like you mean it by the killers
afterlife by arcade fire
29. best way to bond with you?
wash your hands very thoroughly and make jokes
30. places that you find sacred?
i see nature i go crazy from how much respect i have for it
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass andtake names?
*wearing hinata cosplay* im here to play volleyball and kick your ass and as you can see ive already played today’s match
32. top five favorite vines?
road work ahead
a avocado!! thanks!!!!!
REBECCA THIS IS NOT WHAT YOU THINK
i fell can you help me :(
that vine where ukulele sounds like human voices and people sounds like ukuleles
33. most used phrase in your phone?
idk how to check that??? sowwy
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?
the stomach meds ad they keep showing on tv
35. average time you fall asleep?
3am? 4am? idk for sure
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?
t-trollface…
37. suitcase or duffel bag?
havent used either (cause ive never traveled anywhere too far away) but the latter looks pretty and i feel like it would fit more stuff
38. lemonade or tea?
depends on my mood!
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
dont kick me but im not sure if ive ever tried either ;w;
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
the school’s cat who hates most people actually kinda warmed up to me even tho im terrible with animals
41. last person you texted?
jay uwu
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
afabs cant have both huh
but i want both. please give me both.
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
all of these sound nice but my lazy ass will always go for hoodies
44. favorite scent for soap?
aaaaaaaa im allergic to a lot of soaps but i like flower scented ones
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
i love all of them dearly but lately ive been more into superheroes i think. im not sure really sure what exactly i feel
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
something really really long
47. favorite type of cheese?
there are different types????
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?
i hope im a pear
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
become a good person. thats all.
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
i dont remember what it was but i remember i was with my friends and we couldnt stop laughing for several minutes and ive never felt happier
51. current stresses?
UNIVERSITY FUCK OFF!!!
52. favorite font?
i like comic sans
53. what is the current state of your hands?
they arent doing so hot tbh, my dermatitis is back again
54. what did you learn from your first job?
i dont have one!
55. favorite fairy tale?
gonna be honest chief, i dont remember too many of them ;w;
56. favorite tradition?
on new year’s we turn the lights off, light up a candle in the kitchen, laugh at president’s speech and only then starts eating
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
getting over a lost friendship, passing high school finals and uni entrance exams and coming out to my best friend
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
singing!! being able to learn how to do most things pretty quickly!!! and i cant think of anything else but honestly these two are quite enough for me
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
uh oh! guess what! i dont have a catchphrase and im very self-conscious about it!
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
im torn between sports anime and slice of life
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
because humans dont have wings we look for other ways to fly
from haikyuu
obviously
62. seven characters you relate to?
tsukishima kei from haikyuu
mae borowski from nitw
apollo justice from ace attorney
flame princess from adventure time
donatello from tmnt
sokka from atla
kageyama shigeo from mob psycho 100
63. five songs that would play in your club?
mr brightside, bohemian rhapsody, smile like you mean it by the killers and allof haikyuu ops and eds
64. favorite website from your childhood?
if social media counts, vkontakte i guess?? i didnt really go anywhere else and it still exists and i thriving so im not sure if it should count fkjsndkjf
65. any permanent scars?
yeah, the one from my very first vaccination from when i was a few months old i think and also some traces of when i had chickenpox
66. favorite flower(s)?
idk a lot of flower names but i really like tulips
67. good luck charms?
dont have any at the moment but i’d love to get one!
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
whatever fish mom used to buy when we were kids >:(
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
bro my memory isnt good enough to remember those,,
70. left or right handed?
im a righty but i had to become a lefty for like a month when i broke my pinkie
71. least favorite pattern?
i like traditional ukrainian ornaments
72. worst subject?
history :P
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
ice cream + fries
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
idk how pain levels work but i try not to take meds unless the pain is interfering with studying
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
idk but i had a box full of my teeth for so long they turned to dust and i had to throw it away
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
RHNGRHGNRHGRNH EVERYTHING except for freshly made mashed potatoes
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
if its green it can stay
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
have never had either of those and i hope i never will cause they sound gross!
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
i dont have a license, so.
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
kfjsndfks depends on the mood tbh!
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
fireflies!
82. pc or console?
i WISH i had a console but this is too broke for that,, i played a couple of times tho and it feels more fun than pc!
83. writing or drawing?
please dont make me choose, ive abandoned both and its making me feel bad
84. podcasts or talk radio?
podcasts :O
84. barbie or polly pocket?
idk what polly pocket is but barbie rules!!!
85. fairy tales or mythology?
i feel like sometimes fairy tales are kinda like watered down myths so i have a right to say i like both
86. cookies or cupcakes?
my heart goes to cookies
87. your greatest fear?
finding out im faking any part of my identity
88. your greatest wish?
get through whatever’s going on right now
89. who would you put before everyone else?
mom
90. luckiest mistake?
when i recorded an undertale medley and got a few notes wrong but it actually ended up sounding better than originally
91. boxes or bags?
boxes!
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
fairy lights……
93. nicknames?
never really had many? my bff calls me mr smith sometimes but thats all i can think of fkjsdnfs but also! steve used to be my nickname before i decided my life my own and i get to choose my name
94. favorite season?
spring ;w;
95. favorite app on your phone?
sudoku
 96. desktop background?
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 97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
my own and my mom’s
 98. favorite historical era?
eh im not very fond of the past because not every time period had soap
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cantbehandled-ever · 5 years
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thanks @satans-helper for tagging me in this get to know me tag! i’ve never done one this long, so here’s a bunch of info that no one wanted to know about me lmao
1. What’s your middle name?
- Lynn, which i hateee
2. how old are you?
- 19
3. when is your birthday?
- november 17th
4. what is your zodiac sign?
- scorpio sun, libra rising, pisces moon. i have two fucking water signs which explains why i’m so emotional
5. what’s your favorite shade of green?
- forest/emerald green
6. what’s your lucky number?
- 8
7. do you have any pets?
- yes! i have three dogs and i’d die for them
8. where are you from?
- originally chicago, but now i live in orlando
9. how tall are you?
- 5’9
10. what shoe size are you?
- 10 in women’s, 8.5 in men’s
11. how many pairs of shoes do you own?
- 10
12. what was your last dream about?
- i dreamt that i ran off to live in a cave and raised goldfish as my past time, so i’m really jealous that i didn’t actually do that
13. what talents do you have?
- i can bs my way through stuff, because if i really need to, i can come off as decently eloquent. also i can sing kinda well, nothing amazing
14. are you psychic in any way?
- i’ve had dreams that ended up happening exactly like i dreamed them
15. favorite song?
- i could not tell you, but lately i’ve been listening to Second Hand News by Fleetwood Mac several times a day
16. Favorite movie?
- the sixth sense (i just really like m. night shyamalan movies)
17. who would be our ideal partner?
- someone with a great sense of humor and i’m pretty anxious, so someone who is good at keeping calm
18. do you want children?
- nope lmao, but i do want to be an aunt. i like kids, but like only when i can give them back to their parents when i get tired of them lol
19. do you want a church wedding?
- not really, if i did end up having one, it would be bc the building was beautiful it would have nothing to do with it being a church
20. are you religious?
- no, long and sad history with religion. i do consider myself to be pretty spiritual and learning more about stuff like that is really interesting to me
21. have you ever been to a hospital?
- yep, last year over spring break i had to get my gallbladder removed:)))))))) my surgeon took pics of my gallbladder though and it’s super sick and gross looking so at least i have that
22. have you ever gotten into trouble with the law?
- nope
23. have you ever met any celebrities?
- i met andy mientus, but he’s not like a huge celebrity
24. baths or showers?
- showers, baths are gross
25. what color socks are you wearing?
- white and purple
26. have you ever been famous?
- not really, but when i was in fifth grade i submitted a poem i wrote to a publishing company and they put it into a book, so my elementary school made a big deal out of it, so i was like a local celebrity amongst ten year olds for a week lol
27. would you like to be a big celebrity?
- only if it was for music, because that’s the only way i could see myself being happy with it. however, i’d much rather just have my own niche audience and be super personal with them, but still make enough money that i could afford to have that be my only career
28. what type of music do you like?
- mainly rock and funkier music, but i can pretty much listen to anything
29. have you ever been skinny dipping?
- no, because i hate my body lol
30. how many pillows do you sleep with?
- 4
31. what position do you usually sleep in?
- i’m a stomach sleeper
32. how big is your house?
- i live in a tiny apartment
33. what do you typically have for breakfast?
- usually just coffee, but sometimes i’ll have a breakfast bar
34. have you ever fired a gun?
- yes and i hated it, it’s way too scary to hold something like that
35. have you ever tried archery?
- yeah! we had it as a unit in my middle school gym class and i wasn’t super horrible at it!
36. favorite clean word?
- indubitably
37. favorite swear word?
- it’s more of a statement but i say “fuck off” all the time
38. what’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?
- 29 when i was studying for finals last year
39. do you have any scars?
- several
40. have you ever had a secret admirer?
- yeah when i was seven
41. are you a good liar?
- when i need to be
42. are you a good judge of character?
- no i try to let everyone prove themselves, but mainly just makes me feel dumb when they screw me over
43. can you do any other accents other than your own?
- i don’t really have a midwestern accent anymore, but i can do one to make fun of my family members
44. do you have a strong accent?
- no
45. what’s your favorite accents?
- south african
46. what’s your personality type?
- advocate
47. what’s your most expensive piece of clothing?
- my doc martens were like $135 and i treat them like babies
48. can you curl your tongue?
- yep
49. are you an innie or an outie?
- bellybutton??? an innie but that’s super weird
50. left or right handed?
- right handed
51. are you scared of spiders?
- oh absolutely
52. favorite food?
- sushi
53. favorite foreign food?
- sushi or mexican food
54. are you a clean or messy person?
- both, i keep my room super messy, but any area of the apartment that i share with other people i keep spotless
55. most used phrase?
- “oh absolutely”
56. most used word?
- fuck
57. how long does it take you to get ready?
- roughly about an hour and 15 minutes
58. do you have much of an ego?
- depends, but in general i wouldn’t say so
59. do you suck or bite lollipops?
- suck
60. do you talk to yourself?
- who doesn’t?????
61. do you sing to yourself?
- all the time
62. are you good singer?
- i’m fine, nothing impressive
63. biggest fear?
- being kidnapped and also i’m really afraid of strange men, i can’t bring myself to trust both of them
64. are you a gossip?
- to my roommates
65. best dramatic movie you’ve ever seen?
- i really don’t know, i don’t watch a ton of dramas, mainly comedy
66. do you like long or short hair?
- on girls i like both, on guys i prefer long
67. can you name all 50 states in america?
- yeah if you gave me a few minutes
68. favorite school subject?
- biology
69. extrovert or introvert?
- introvert
70. have you ever been scuba diving?
- nope
71. what makes you nervous?
- i have anxiety :)))) so everything
72. are you scared of the dark?
- only if i’m in a strange place
73. do you correct people when they make mistakes?
- depends on my relationship with them
74. are you ticklish?
- holy shit yeah
75. have you ever started a rumor?
- nope
76. have you ever been in a position of authority?
- not one that mattered
77. have you drank underage?
- yes, i literally have more alcohol than food in my fridge rn
78. have you ever done drugs?
- yep, like three days ago
79. who was your first real crush?
- a kid named conner when i was in sixth grade
80. how many piercings do you have?
- four
81. can you roll your r’s?
- nope
82. how fast can you type?
- moderately fast
83. how fast can you run?
- not fast at all
84. what color is your hair?
- auburn
85. what color are your eyes?
- brown
86. what are you allergic to?
- shellfish
87. do you keep a journal?
- nope but i have a finsta which i use for the same reason
88. what do your parents do?
- my mom is a nurse and my dad used to be a firefighter
89. do you like your age?
- i mean i don’t like how close i am to being a real adult, but it’s fine
90. what makes you angry?
- lots of stuff
91. do you like your name?
- nope, i think it’s stupid
92. have you already thought of baby names, and if so, what are they?
- nope, no children thanks
93. do you want a boy or a girl child?
- neither
94. what are your strengths?
- i’m a good problem solver and i have a good work ethic
95.what are your weaknesses?
- i am physically weak and wayyyyy too emotional
96. how did you get your name?
- my mom watched steel magnolias in college and decided she was going to name her first daughter shelby
97. were your ancestors royalty?
- i doubt it, but on the off chance, pls send money i’m broke :))))))
98. do you have any scars?
- yes
99. color of your bedspread?
- white
100. color of your room?
- yellow
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bipolarwitchcraft · 5 years
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Awnser all the questions of the post you recently reblogged.
Yeet 1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?-water bottles. I like metal ones. 2. chocolate bars or lollipops?-lollipops3. bubblegum or cotton candy?-cotton candy4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?-a pleasure to have in class and a creative writer. I wrote a lot of stories and was told by a few teachers I could be a published author when I got older. I hope they’re right. 5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?-cans the easiest 6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?-boho goth county would accurately describe me7. earbuds or headphones?-earbuds but not apple earbuds Bc they hurt8. movies or tv shows?-tv shows under 30 mins bc my attention span is 2 seconds (excluding the Orville and 911 bc those are amazing shows)9. favorite smell in the summer?-well water and main and tail shampoo10. game you were best at in p.e.?-volleyball. If I didn’t have to play 2 sports to be in athletics I would have played it in high school. 11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?-I don’t eat breakfast usually at school but when I work at camp I’ll usually have 2 eggo waffles and peanut butter maybe with a plum or something 12. name of your favorite playlist?-drive songs 13. lanyard or key ring?-key ring. I can’t stand having my keys on a lanyard 14. favorite non-chocolate candy?-Swedish fish 15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?-the secret life of bees and of mice and men. They are the only two I actually read all the way through and didn’t sparknotes lmaoo16. most comfortable position to sit in?-completely slouched in a chair with on leg crossed 17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?-my serape ariat cruisers or my berks 18. ideal weather?-70s to mid 80s with a nice breeze 19. sleeping position?-I’m a stomach sleeper lol but I usually try to fall asleep on my left side 20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?-note book. My favorite are the 5-star note books. College rule. One subject. 21. obsession from childhood?-dinosaurs and rocks. Still relevant today as a geology major22. role model?-don’t have role models. They always disappoint. Just be a decent person and do what you enjoy. 23. strange habits?-I rub the corners of blankets and pillows and such on and under my thumb nail. But only my right. I also poke my tongue out of my mouth a little when I’m riding. 24. favorite crystal?-I’m a sucker for amethyst. But quartz is also a favorite. I have natural quartz clusters all over my backyard at home. 25. first song you remember hearing?-besides like baby songs it was probably something my dad was listening to so I’m going to say Loser by Beck or Sweet Home Alabama bc those have been staples of my life. 26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?-ride and then immediately jump in the lake 27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?-read 28. five songs to describe you?-I don’t know enough about myself to know what describes me but my favorite songs rn are ‘99’ by Barnes Courtney, Colours by Grouplove, Pumped Up Kicks by foster the people, Talk Too Much by Coin, and Broken by lovelytheband 29. best way to bond with you?-talk to me 30. places that you find sacred?-nature, whataburger at 3am, and my room 31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?-I always feel badass when I wear my show chaps 32. top five favorite vines?-omg so many. Road work ahead, Adam, any from that kid that wear his hoodie and has his ears sticking out (snoooooooooop), well when life gives you lemons, you either kill your self or get killed what you gonna do 33. most used phrase in your phone?-lmaooo34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?-tide pods with gronk 35. average time you fall asleep?-midnight ish 36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?-ummmm it was probably some iFunny shit 37. suitcase or duffel bag?-duffle 38. lemonade or tea?-sweet tea 39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?-lemon meringue pie from Bluebonnet Cafe 40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?-some much. Some let a rooster loose in the main hall and no one could catch it, some left stink bait in the locker and the whole school smelled, some just showed up and gave my ag teacher a calf, we had a interim principal who we called Bernie Sanders which he hated and sent out a announcement video telling us to stop and we only got worse 41. last person you texted?-my mom42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?-jacket pockets 43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?-oof I’m a sucker for a cardigan 44. favorite scent for soap?-lavender 45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?-fantasy 46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?-over sized t shirt47. favorite type of cheese?-mozzarella 48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?-I feel like I would be a strawberry bc im a strawberry blond/a redhead 49. what saying or quote do you live by?-sometime it just be like that 50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?-this video has my gasping every. Single. Time. If you’re sad PLS WATCH: https://youtu.be/23B017ZVIx451. current stresses?-finals and getting my wisdom teeth removed 52. favorite font?-I only use times new roman lol I don’t type a lot 53. what is the current state of your hands?-dry but my nails are getting long which I’m glad about54. what did you learn from your first job?-I worked retail so I learned how to handle people at their worst lol 55. favorite fairy tale?-I like the Disney Rapunzel, but I also like the original telling if the little mermaid 56. favorite tradition?-watching the 24hours of a Christmas Story during Christmas 57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?-self harm -body image -fighting 58. four talents you’re proud of having?-creativity through writing, riding, baking, common sense59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?-bro60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?-yoooo61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?-I’ve read too many books to have a favorite line from just one lol, but I heard “I’m a grown up ass man I can do what I want” on AP bio which was pretty funny 62. seven characters you relate to?-Nina Zenik from Six of Crows. That’s it. She’s the only one. 63. five songs that would play in your club?-I cannot stand clubs or bars so none lol64. favorite website from your childhood?-fucking moshimonster.com and girlsgogames.com 65. any permanent scars?-yep. I got burned as a baby and still have the scars on my fingers 19 years later. I have a lot more as well. 66. favorite flower(s)?-I’m more of a succulent person so cactus flowers 67. good luck charms?-I don’t really have any 68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?-I had ranch flavored soda once so that takes it. But I don’t like cheap beer either. 69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned? -a daddy long leg spider is the most poisonous spider but their fangs are too weak to pierce human skin 70. left or right handed?-right 71. least favorite pattern?-houndstooth 72. worst subject?-calculus 73. favorite weird flavor combo?-hot Cheetos and sour cream74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?-575. when did you lose your first tooth?- 5 y/o76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?-mashed 100%77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?-jade succulents 78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?-I like sushi from HEB 79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?-school id80. earth tones or jewel tones?-earth times 81. fireflies or lightning bugs?-firefly 82. pc or console?-Uhhh idk??? 83. writing or drawing?-writing 84. podcasts or talk radio?-talk radio 84. barbie or polly pocket?-Polly pocket. Forbidden gummy 85. fairy tales or mythology?-mythology 86. cookies or cupcakes?-cupcakes with no icing 87. your greatest fear?-bugs crawling in my ear 88. your greatest wish?-to be successful and happy with a S/O and a daughter on lots of land89. who would you put before everyone else?-my parents 90. luckiest mistake?-There are no mistakes. Everything happens for a reason. 91. boxes or bags?-depends 92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?-sunlight93. nicknames?-my dad calls me sissy bug and my mom calls me bamber and my friends call my dumb bitch lol so 94. favorite season?Spring or fall. They’re basically the same in Texas. 95. favorite app on your phone?-social media apps96. desktop background?-I don’t have a desktop but my laptop is just a pre downloaded galaxy ones. 97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?-mine, my moms, my dads, and my dads business 98. favorite historical era?-ancient Egypt and the 60s
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1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?
water bottles and soda cans!
2. chocolate bars or lollipops?
chocolate.... im lov it
3. bubblegum or cotton candy?
cotton candy!
4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?
hardworking, earnest, and honestly? they gave me too much credit ebagweaganegioawnegew
5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?
soda bottles!
6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?
somewhere between boho, goth, and grunge hehe
7. earbuds or headphones?
headphones!
8. movies or tv shows?
movies,,
9. favorite smell in the summer?
you know that wet pavement smell after it rains? love that
10. game you were best at in p.e.?
dodgeball hehehe
11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?
nothin tbh. i don’t wake up early enough for it
12. name of your favorite playlist?
Writing Music! i made it hehehe
13. lanyard or key ring?
key ring!
14. favorite non-chocolate candy?
GUMMY BEARS AND JELLY BEANS
15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?
“A Child Called ‘It’“ by Dave Pelzer
16. most comfortable position to sit in?
cuddled up to someone in blankets,,, im lov anything with my s/o tbh
17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?
i have this beat up pair of blue slip ons that have bloodstains on em bc i got a nosebleed one day bwaeiugbaweugbaweubguaw
18. ideal weather?
post-raining, or like. just before it starts raining
19. sleeping position?
anything with my s/o or bein wrapped in like. a billion blankets
20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?
on my home pc in my room!
21. obsession from childhood?
dice and video games!
22. role model?
i know it’s gonna sound dumb but like. a lot of characters from media have influenced me a lot, like sans/komaeda etc. another one from my real life would be my aunt on my mom’s side!
23. strange habits?
i bounce my leg while listening to music or stressed,, that’s abt it. OH and i like twirling a small blanket around on my arm bc... acrobatics of sorts
24. favorite crystal?
amethyst, but anything clean cut and rounded looks rlly nice imo,,
25. first song you remember hearing?
the first day i remember in my life was christmas at my grandma’s when i was 4, so probably random christmas music ubwegebwgwebgoibgweg
26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?
sometimes when i get tired of sitting around at home i like to walk down to the dog park by my house! 
27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?
cuddle,,,,,,,,,,, wrap up in a blanket with some freshly baked cookies n just. be there
28. five songs to describe you?
megalovania, medley rush 2 from the sonic rush ost, the promised neverland english op, metal crusher from undertale, metal scratchin’ from sonic rush
29. best way to bond with you?
just talk to me! im godawful at starting convos but i love talkin to ppl! 
30. places that you find sacred?
every person’s room feels that way, as well as obvious places, like churches n whatnot. we went n visited my aunt’s old house so my mom could pick up some stuff and being in her room after she died in 2015 was just like. an emotion i can’t rlly describe
31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?
hoodie, trackpants, n sneakers hehe
32. top five favorite vines?
back at it again @ krispy kreme, ADAM, they were roommates, two dudes in a hot tub, my croissant
33. most used phrase in your phone?
either “be there soon” or “ily” 
34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?
none tbh. i don’t watch much tv so i don’t see ads often
35. average time you fall asleep?
either 10:30 or sometime after midnight. no in between 
36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?
it was a rage comic
37. suitcase or duffel bag?
suitcase!
38. lemonade or tea?
lemonade, but i LOVE tea!
39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?
LEMON CAKE....
40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?
i was walkin in the halls with my friend and someone dropped a styrofoam cup of pasta on my friend’s head from the second floor awbegiuawbeguiawbguaewg
41. last person you texted?
the person who sent this ask heheheheh
42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?
jacket pockets!
43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?
hoodie!
44. favorite scent for soap?
anything really, but i like whatever my s/o uses bc it would remind me of them!
45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?
fantasy!
46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?
underwear tbh. like. that and a tshirt or just underwear is the only way i can sleep
47. favorite type of cheese?
sensory issues say i have to hate all kinds of cheese outside of like. grilled cheese so let’s go with that/cheddar
48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?
dragonfruit! 
49. what saying or quote do you live by?
GOD pretty much every quote from monomi or chiaki in danganronpa 2, but mostly “if you learn to love yourself, that love will continue to carry you for your whole life! love, love...”
50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?
OH HERES A FUCKIN STORY OK so i was at my friend’s house with a bunch of others bc we were doin a sleepover type thing and we were eating raising canes in his attic at like 3 am and some guy high on like. 3 different drugs at once got impaled through the leg on his fence. nobody saw him but we knew he was there and the cops were there in like 3 minutes. that very same friend has some of the most wack stories ngl
51. current stresses?
just doing well in school and making sure my s/o is happy!
52. favorite font?
comic sans.......................... im sorry
53. what is the current state of your hands?
my palms b sweaty but my fingers are dehydrated tbh. typin
54. what did you learn from your first job?
work.... difficult
55. favorite fairy tale?
probably the princess and the frog!
56. favorite tradition?
christmas!
57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?
probably my most noteworthy traumas tbh. gettin therapy for em, too
58. four talents you’re proud of having?
writing, my ability to overcome obstacles, being able to help ppl as well as i can, and making friends fast!
59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?
“Not dead yet.”
60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?
Probably either shounen, romance, or moe,,,,
61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?
“It’s a beautiful day outside. Birds are singing, flowers are blooming. On days like these, kids like you... should be burning in hell.”
62. seven characters you relate to?
sans, komaeda, makoto naegi, komaru naegi, toko fukawa, chiaki nanami, and chihiro fujisaki!
63. five songs that would play in your club?
they’d all be fall out boy tbh. that and videogame osts
64. favorite website from your childhood?
armor games hehe
65. any permanent scars?
i don’t think so? at least, not yet
66. favorite flower(s)?
roses and anything blue!
67. good luck charms?
my dice sets!
68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?
vanilla york peppermint patties... gross
69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?
pikmin in pikmin 1 who are underneath a bridge when it’s completed are killed because they get pushed through the ground
70. left or right handed?
right handed!
71. least favorite pattern?
probably the hellish bumpy pattern all teachers have all over their fuckin classrooms
72. worst subject?
math
73. favorite weird flavor combo?
chicken nuggets in milkshake... good. or frankly just like. cooked chicken mixed with anythin cold like ice or ice cream
74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?
like. 3 or 4
75. when did you lose your first tooth?
i was eating a crunch bar and it fell out hehe
76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?
I WOULD DIE FOR FRENCH FRIES.
77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?
any small blooming plant, like a single rose or flower!
78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?
hrm. coffee from a gas station tbh
79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?
NEITHER LOOK GOOD LMAO and i don’t have a driver’s license. that’s just like. a prediction
80. earth tones or jewel tones?
jewel tones!
81. fireflies or lightning bugs?
lightning bugs!
82. pc or console?
either works but i spend more time on pc!
83. writing or drawing?
writing, but i like both!
84. podcasts or talk radio?
talk radio, but i love podcasts like TAZ or Critical Role! 
84. barbie or polly pocket?
neither? but probably barbie bc it’s more well known? idk
85. fairy tales or mythology?
mythology!
86. cookies or cupcakes?
cupcakes all the way b
87. your greatest fear?
me being the last person i know alive. i’d rather die than outlive everyone
88. your greatest wish?
i hope that no matter what there is after we die, i get to be with the people that are most important to me. 
89. who would you put before everyone else?
my s/o and family tbh
90. luckiest mistake?
buying danganronpa bweguowabguawebogbaweibg
91. boxes or bags?
boxes!
92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?
fairy lights!
93. nicknames?
i go by wes, dev, bines, anything rlly
94. favorite season?
spring!
95. favorite app on your phone?
tumblr hehe
96. desktop background?
it’s the ddlc cast! it’s a greyscaled image of four of the events cut together and their eyes glow hehe
97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?
only one, and it’s my dads bc i have to call him every time i go to my grandparents’ hehe
98. favorite historical era?
probably the one we’re in now tbh, but like. also hate it
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compoesure · 4 years
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brain dump
the words won't come out properly, the sentences that don't want to be said 
1.
I miss the poetry I made as a teenager
I didn't expect to be 18 and at 15, I certainly didn't expect to be alive at 20
it wasn't a phase though
I still think about it 
sometimes blood is the only thing that could possibly release the pain where it can't be identified 
2.
I don't want to grow up
I hated my childhood
life was scary
but god its so much worse now
I don't want to be alone 
I've always been alone 
3.
the tears come through with no emotion
numbness like a needle 
4.
the addictions that pulled you away from the last are becoming unsustainable 
and im sad again 
5. 
I’m trying to move on
help people the way I needed help
truely 
6. 
I’m so anxious 
I’m so scared
I need to drive 
I don't want to drive
I need independence 
I don't want a job 
but I do 
confusion has a place in my brain 
7. 
I find relief in the fact that no one will acknowledge this 
I’ve nowhere else to document 
8. 
111, 222, 333, 444
9. 
the notion that things get better is so damn naive 
they do 
then they get worse
the good moments get better 
the bad moments get worse
10.
I used to think all I needed was skin on skin 
I’m still empty 
and nothing ever worked out
I still don't know if im ready for love
the universe, the things around me have made me think like this
11. 
this could go to 100, if someone is actually acknowledging this, welcome to my innermost thoughts 
though the get more gruesome than this
I sometimes think of what it would be like to bleed out on the floor
pretend I’m dead
12. 
I really just want to smoke but the anxiety to drive is too much 
13.
I want to stay in the same place
14.
M.N, i really like you. I hope we get to meet some day
total dad vibes
15. 
L.M,
my god 
I wish we could have stayed for longer
my heart felt whole laying on your lap 
dancing in the living room 
my heart breaks to know that I was too stoned to remember every detail 
Im glad you didn't get to know the mentally ill me
im glad we had no idea
im sorry it had to end
16.
there's a seven foot monkey that I just can't beat, the only apparatus required for happiness is your pain and fucking going outside. 
I don't like going outside, so bring me everything here
17. I didn't realise coffee by beebadoobee was about suicide. maybe its not. I haven't researched it. maybe im projecting 
18.
how does it feel to grow up with three sisters. a brother. together but not together parents in a big house. private school where you fit in. Feeling alone in a house constantly full of people. 
19.
it almost feels wrong that I want someone to cradle my while I doubt everything I've ever worked for. being alone is my strong suit. being alone is good. at least that's what I tell myself 
20.
two decades old and I had several new years kisses. I feel so loved when im drunk in a room full of people. made up. laying on the bed in the shed. head spinning. she looks so pretty, im sorry she's so so so sad. poison is the only this that gives me joy. im alone. maybe ill try bleach. or maybe ill try acid. maybe ill try loving again 
21. 
someone tell me im okay. that ill be safe. that ill be so goddamn happy one day. because I just can't imagine it. not in the near future. my hair falls out at the slightest of stress. who am I if i’m not pretty. 
I still think about calories
22.
for a blog with a renaissance-esque vibe, this is obscenely depressing. that's the reality im sorry. I know this is the a-side, maybe try the b-side next time 
23. 
my brain is becoming lighter. just for the moment. self care but there's a brick wall in front of the toothbrush 
24. 
next time you read this. I hope so so so much that you're okay. and not ready to pass out on the floor. I hope your making money, driving confidently without so much fear. you hold so much fear for life. I fear its stopping you from truly living. 
next time you read this, please follow up again, please tell me its all okay. and if its not. please tell me so. tell me why. tell me what happened and the butterfly effect that lead to it. Im so goddamn scared. are you driving. did you get the job? are you in love, where you in love? are you healthy? are you still studying? is your hair still blonde? when's the last time you felt truly happy? have you seen the 1975 since 2019? do you finally feel alive? what makes you feel alive? next time you see this, go book that tattoo. spend however much you need. get the temperance tattoo if you haven't already. get the quote “don't trust your weaknesses” if you have. 
25.
there is so much hope in the universe, the stars in the night sky, the moon in the day. the ocean undiscovered, bands you don't even know you're obsessed with yet. silver linings you're yet to experience, love you're yet to fall for. next time you feel love, let yourself fall. fall so hard without consequences, for a moment, even if its only a moment, even if it hurts after. those are the times you'll never forget. 
under the rotunda in the rain, you showed me cigarettes after sex 
not far from the library, you showed my how to skateboard. we could have reproduced the robbers video that day. true romance. I cannot thank you enough for how alive you made me feel. I hope you felt the same. 
09.03.2021 - 10:37pm
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