#shaped weird. and all of a sudden ''hello eddie''. and eddies screaming and trying to get out and finally the losers figure out that

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my brain telling me to go back to reading reddie fic 24/7 by making me dream about them last night

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Only Told The Moon: A Reddie Fanfiction Chapter Two

“You’re so fucking annoying Trashmouth,” Eddie said as he walked around the streets of Derry with his best friend Richie “you’re lucky I like you.”

“Aw Ed’s, you’re so cute when you’re sassy.” Richie said as he pinched one of Eddie’s cheeks earning a elbow in the stomach from Eddie. They were the only people on the street, it was passed the town curfew and no one was allowed to be out. Somehow, Richie convinced Eddie to go on a midnight walk.

“Where are you taking me?” Eddie asked as he looked up to Richie, he had no idea why Richie wanted to have this midnight walk or why he agreed. Richie’s very outgoing, you never knew what he’s gonna do next, especially when he’s walking with you at midnight. Richie didn’t answer Eddie he just continued walking, Eddie didn’t like the feeling he was getting in his stomach. Richie usually made Eddie feel safe, but he wasn’t feeling safe at the moment. “Richie tell me where you’re taking me or I’ll leave, I swear to god.”

“Hey hey, calm down Ed’s,” he said as he turned to Eddie and placed his large hands in comparison to Eddie’s small shoulders. Richie looked into Eddie’s eyes, he was planning something special for his friend, and he wanted it to be a surprise. Richie isn’t the best at keeping secrets, he’s terrible at it. He didn’t want to say anything because he knew that he could slip out the surprise and not even notice. He wanted to be extra careful, but he didn’t want to scare Eddie. “It’s a surprise, okay? I just don’t want to give it away. I’m not gonna hurt you, trust me. Like seriously Ed’s when have I ever lead you wrong? Actually don’t answer that.”

Eddie rolled his eyes and giggled at Richie’s comment, although he was scared of where he was going because some of Richie’s thoughts and ideas were terrifying. They continued walking for a few more minutes until Richie stretched his arm out stopping Eddie from walking any further, they had arrived at their destination. Eddie looked down at Richie’s hand which was pressed against his chest and slowly rose his gaze up to the area where Richie had brought him. They stood in the empty park underneath the stars surrounded by trees. Richie took Eddie’s hand in his and brought him to the stage which regularly had performances on it and at Christmas had a display of baby Jesus in a manger. The stage had a simple black chain with a sign that said ‘stay off’ guarding it. Richie lifted the chair over his head and climbed onto the stage. After he got on the stage he offered his hand to Eddie so he could help Eddie make his way onto the stage as well. Eddie felt his cheeks get warm luckily it was way to dark so Richie couldn’t see his face. Eddie hesitantly took Richie’s hand knowing that he could get into bucket loads of trouble if he went on the stage. But he went anyway not wanting to waste this experience with Richie, he was out past the curfew anyway how much more trouble could he possibly get into? Richie grasped Eddie’s hand firmly with his strong grip and heaved the smaller boy onto the stage. Eddie sat down next to Richie and stared looking at the stars, he rested his head on Richie’s shoulder. He thought nothing of it, Eddie had rested his head on Richie’s shoulders plenty of times before this. He smiled at the beauty of the stars, they made him feel safe. Eddie looked to his side to see Richie staring at him other than the stars, he lifted his head off of Richie’s shoulder and gave him a questioning look.

“What?” Eddie questioned while looking at Richie, he was confused. The stars were so beautiful, why was Richie looking at him and not the stars?

“You’re beautiful Ed’s.” Richie stated with a dorky smile that Eddie absolutely loved. Eddie felt warm because of this compliment, he cheeks grew red and his lip was in between his teeth. But then something unexpected happened, they heard a voice. Both of the boys assumed that they were getting caught and started to worry. The voice was angelic and soft, not the kind of voice that would usually scare a person. It sounded feminine but that didn’t necessarily mean that it was a woman. The boys both knew that if they tried to move they’d get caught, walking on the stage would make it creak because of it’s old age and if they tried to get off the wound shake the chain causing a the links to clink together which would make a racket. The best decision was to stay where they were and hope that the voice didn’t find them.

“Hello?” The voice questioned, the voice sounded beautiful. It was very melodious and soothing, Eddie couldn’t help but melt when he heard it talk. Although he wasn’t into girls he truly was attracted to the mysterious voice.

The boys looked around for the voice not saying a word so they would have better chances of not getting caught. Eddie eyes looked at the big trying to figure out if there was a person standing next to it or if that was just a shadow. He started to move his eyes when he felt something lightly jab into his side, Richie had elbowed him. When Eddie looked over at Richie he saw Richie with his glance locked on the sky. Eddie decided to see what Richie was looking at and when he looked into the sky he saw something so unexpected he was in absolute shock. It was the moon, the moon had a face. Eyes, eyebrows, nose, and a pair of lips, a face. The eyes were a dark grey but the were soft and doe like, with a fine line of eyelashes along the top and bottom. The eyebrows were perfectly shaped and natural, unlike the ones on half of the girls in Derry. The nose was thin and the perfect size for the face, it was also smooth and gave the face a youthful aesthetic. The lips were soft and plump, the teeth that laid behind the lips were all straight and aligned with each other. When the moon smiled it sent shivers through Eddie’s spine, however, he hadn’t decided if it was a good feeling or not yet.

“Eddie Kaspbrak, Richie Tozier!” The moon exclaimed with a soft smile. This has taken the two boys back so much they stumbled backwards almost in sync with each other. The moon giggled at them making the boys feel weird. The moon was laughing at them, who wouldn’t feel weird?

“Um, how do you know our names?” Richie asked still in shock with the whole situation that was happening right before his very eyes.

“I know everything,” the moon said with a mischievous look as she glanced towards Eddie. Eddie had know idea what the moons gender was, he had know idea if moons had genders in the first place. But something inside was telling him that the moon was a girl and he decided to go with it. Eddie made eye contact with the moon and he could read everything in her eyes. She knew everything that Eddie confessed and she was about to tell everything to Richie. Richie couldn’t find out how he felt, it would ruin everything. Eddie gave a scared look to the moon and she gave an even more intense mischievous smile than she had on her face before as her returning look. “Richie did you know that Eddie’s in love with you? You’re his world. He would do anything for you, I mean anything. But this isn’t friend love, oh no it is not! Eddie is gay, and he is gay for you.”

Eddie felt his heart crumble with each word the moon said, he felt hot tears roll down off his face slightly dampening his shirt. The moon was in complete bliss, she had ruined Eddie’s life and she was living for it. Richie was in shock, he took glances at the moon and then at Eddie. Soon Richie’s face turned into pure disgusting. He crinkle his nose up crushing his face together, creating a mushed face full of disgust and hatred.

“What the fuck is wrong with you? You disgusting fucking shit, I can’t believe I was friends with you!” Richie screamed as he stood up on the stage not caring about the amount of noise he was making or how many people he would be waking.

“Richie…” Eddie whispered as he also got up trying to calm him down so he could explain it and try to make the situation better than how it was going now. Eddie extended his arm out to Richie in attempts of helping but it was no use.

“Don’t fucking touch me!” He screamed as he pushed Eddie’s arm away causing Eddie to stumble backwards and fall onto the hard wood of the stage floor. The moon watched the two boys with a huge smile on her face, like everything was falling into place as she had planned all of this all along.

“Richie I’m sorry, I’m so sorry I’m disgusting, I never meant to do this to you Richie. Please stop, I’m sorry.” Eddie pleaded as he moved away from Richie his body not leaving the cold stage floor.

Richie glanced at Eddie, he was scared. Eddie had a tear stained face and his eyes were glazed with fear. His hair was messy from being thrown down and he was covered in dirt because the area he had been thrown into was where all the garbage and dirt had been piling up. Eddie would normally be having a mini heart attack if he was thrown into a pile of garbage and dirt. But he was too worried about Richie to even notice how disgusting dirty he actually was. Then Richie glanced at the moon, she was practically laughing at them. But she made eye contact with Richie, she spoke with her eyes and told him to give Eddie what he deserved, Richie nodded in agreement.

“Fucking disgusting worthless piece of shit.” Richie said as he raised his fist and brought down to Eddie’s face, Richie was about to punch Eddie in the face. Right before Richie’s fist smashed into the side of Eddie’s face an alarming sound occurred. This more alarming than when the moon started to talk, it was an alarm. It was loud and obnoxious.Eddie started sweating, screaming, and crying all at the same time. Then all of a sudden everything went black, he could see nothing.

All of a sudden Eddie opened his eyes, it was all just a dream. He was drenched in sweat when he woke he was breathing heavily which led into a series of wheezes which triggered his asthma. Eddie sat up in his bed and searched his bedside table for his inhaler. Eddie finally found it, brought it up to his lips, and pulled the trigger sending air into his mouth. He calmed and placed his inhaler back down onto his bedside table. His eyes stared at his loud alarm which woke him from the nightmare he was recently trapped in. This was one of the only times he was thankful for that irritating alarm. Eddie slammed his hand down on the alarm causing it to silence. It was 6:30 am, on a regular day he would be getting ready for school. But today was the first day of summer vacation and him getting ready for school would be pointless. He could fall back asleep but the nightmare before had him to shaken and he could barely close his eyes. He looked out the window and saw no moon, he felt relieved.

Eddie got up and made his way over to his bathroom. He looked at his reflection in mirror, his face was stained with tears and shiny because of his sweat, his hair was pointing up in different directions, he looked tiered although he just woke, he looked like an absolute mess. He splashed water on his face trying to cool himself down, but he just stared at his reflection. Eddie was a rather attractive person, he had to be one of the cutest people in Derry. His features were soft and youthful, something a lot of people wished they had. He looked delicate, the type of delicate that made you afraid to touch. You felt like he would break so easily if you even laid a finger on him. Eddie knew that he was cute, he wasn’t the person who cared about that kind of stuff anyway. He had confidence in his appearance but he never showed it. Although he’s confident with his look, he hated his personality. He didn’t like being so cautious and wished he could let go and do something without worrying about how disgusting it is, he wished he could be more careless but he just couldn’t help it. But mainly he wished that he wasn’t gay, he wished that he was what everyone expected him to be. He wished he fit the normal standards of a person but he just didn’t.

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Well this was fckn weird…comment your opinion and don’t forget to like/reblog (and vote on Wattpad @/bitchintozier)

~ Lampire 💜

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falling in love with Richie Tozier: Part 1 (when they’re kids)

you were friends with Greta and a total tag along to her whole group, merely appreciating the fact that you were in the cool crowd

you always fucking hated it when they bulled bev, and you’d sometimes give her glances and mouth ‘sorry’, but you knew you were being a total pussy

you’re walking in the woods alone when you see the clown, and it takes the shape of a scaly, slithering thing that looks like a snake but kind of looks like a human?? when you turn around after freaking tf out, you see pennywise and leg it

next thing you’re running out into the open and you’re at the Barrens and the New Kid is all bloodied up in the water and Bill, Richie, Eddie and Stan are helping him up then they’re looking at you like wtf

you’re just like breathing really hard and freaked out

‘um. hello’ because ur still down low freaking out about the fucked up clown and snake monster you just saw

you go with them bc you’re freaked out, saying you saw ‘something’ in the woods but brush it off, because you kind of know bill because your parents are friends (even though they’re Losers, but you couldn’t give a shit if Greta saw you with them right now)

you stay with Richie as the others go into the drug store, and you honestly think he’s kind of a douchebag. 

he cracks some wise jokes to you and you roll your eyes and Ben watches and he’s all bloodied up

‘Sure you’re okay with being seen with us?’

‘Fuck off, Tozier’.

‘Be still my beating heart’.

then Bev would come along after the others come back, and you’d be awkwardly trying to offer help but the little one, Eddie, would freak the fuck out and say his hands were cleanest so don’t even try it

you’d get down low offended and snark back that your hands were fucking clean (Richie would snort and glance at your and adjust his glasses and it made the checkered shirt you wore feel a little tighter but you dk why) and then you’d see cool af Bev and you’d give her the awkward look, because whilst you’d never said anything terrible to her, you’d never stopped your friends from bullying her either

‘Hey, Y/N’

‘…Hi, Bev’.

you’d help with everything and suddenly you were involved in this whole thing. Bill came knocking on your door one day (and you parents were super happy because they liked the Denbrough’s and hated your friends) and told you Bev needed you guys

you were like shit okay and gabbed your pink af bike and joined the others who were waiting at the end of your road (you lived in the nice houses of Derry bc your dad worked out of town in some swanky job but it just made you feel all the more out of place and weird and like Greta only chose you bc of that)

after seeing her bathroom you winced a little and said, ‘shit, Bev. crimson flow hit hard?’

the Losers look at each other and groan and you don’t really know why

you thought it was funny af

it’s summer and usually you’d be with Greta at her house watching movies or talking about boys, but suddenly you’re helping Bev and the Losers clean up her bloody af bathroom and you don’t really know how this happened??

you go outside with Stan and Eddie when you’re done (Bev and Bill and Ben are inside Bev’s being some fucking throuple or something, but you don’t really care) and you feel almost awkward, because you’re suddenly with these guys and they knew who your friends are because they are fucking assholes to them

‘Why are you friends with Greta?’ Eddie pipes up

you shrug and shuffle in your Nikes. ‘Why are you friends with Richie?’

‘Hey!’

you all help out Mike later and then you’re in a fucking rock war and it’s awesome (even when you get your clean Nike’s wet and get a rock thrown at your knee) and then there’s eight of you

it carries on and you all realise you’ve all seen something. all seen a clown. you go to the creepy af house and wait outside, but then you, Stan, Bev, Mike and Ben hear screaming you run in, terrified. more terrified than you’ve ever been because Eddie’s hurt and they’re all fucking crying and that god damn clown is back and you’re pretty sure it fucking eats children

you’re scared as shit and you just want to go home and read a book and watch tv, but suddenly you don’t want to talk to Greta or the others and you realise, holy fuck, this is what having real friends is supposed to be like and you’re so scared of losing them?? because you actually like them???

you watch as Eddie’s mom drags him away and you step forward with a frown when his mom has a go about Bev, but a pale hand on your shoulder draws you back and you realise it’s that Trashmouth

so you side with Richie and the others and wipe away the dirt and tears from your cheeks as you all stand in the street and you say that you don’t want to do this anymore because you’re scared af and what if you all die???

Richie and Bill fight, and you suddenly feel like something really good has ended

you all go back to your own lives, and you call up Greta and she’s pissed as shit because wtf is this word on the street that you’ve been seen with that slut Bev Marsh?

you call Greta a stupid bitch and slam the phone down, because Bev is actually really fucking cool and brave and nice, and she took Bill’s side to keep fighting this clown when you were too scared to

you parents notice you’re not going out much

you stay in your room a lot

you walk around the streets of derry in your dungarees and your hair in a plait and you feel really fucking alone

you walk past the arcade one day and see Richie in there, furiously playing a game and shouting at the screen

when you approach him he jumps and dies on the game and you laugh and he calls you a ‘total bitch’

‘can I hang out with you?’ I’ve come to realisation that Greta’s a total fucking sociopath and now I have no friends’

‘took you that long? jesus christ. you’re even dumber than you look’

you hit him and he laughs, and suddenly you’re hanging out with Trashmouth Tozier at the arcade (somewhere you would normally never be seen dead) and he’s pretty funny (if a little annoying) and he tells you you’re not half bad

you go to the bathroom and when you come out Richie whirls around and Bill is there and they’re telling you that Bev has been taken and that you all need to go

you all go to the sewer and down the well and Mike almost dies, but Bowers does. you scream and back into that tunnel and drag Eddie back with you, because he’s fucking tiny and he has a cast and, shit, you really fucking care about these idiots, no wonder Bev likes them so much??

you wished you could have been brave like her

but she got taken by a freaking clown so maybe not

Stan almost gets fucking eaten by a demon clown weird thing, and you’re all crying and hugging him and telling him that you didn’t mean to leave him. you really didn’t

later, after you find Bill and Stan has calmed down, you find Bev and you start crying (again) because she looks fucking dead

and Richie holds your hand

and you look at him like dude wtf

and he looks back at you like dude sorry idk why i did that

Ben kisses her and you snort out a laugh bc wtf Ben, but she wakes up

and then all of a sudden you’re fighting a demon fucking clown with what looks to be a part of a bicycle, and you’re hitting it and jabbing it, and even when it turns into that fucking snake hybrid, you scream and call it an ugly fucker and vow to ends it shitting life

because you’re not scared anymore

you have friends

you’re with the Losers

and you beat the fucking clown

but then Bev is leaving and you’re all holding hands (you’re between Richie and Stan and your palm is bloody but you really, really don’t care) and you’re terrified of what has happened, but you’re so happy you have these guys

and you hug Bev goodbye and tell her you’re sorry and you’re happy you go to know her more

and you feel the memory of her slipping away

and on the first day of school you march over to the Losers table and ask them, ‘can I sit with you guys?’

and Richie grins and pulls out a chair and Bill stutters out a yes