i keep thinking about the one line dark justiciar shadowheart says when shar returns all her memories right before she kills her parents
and u can be like, do what u think is right!! (even though u probably picked all the worst options for the nightsong to die)
and she
she acknowledges and is aware of how messed up her whole situation is but shes in too deep to stop!!!!!
and im
ooOOOUUUUGGGHHHHH
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you get 1 (one) artfight repost from me lads
partially because compressing this down into all the animation software nerfed the quality but also because it gives me another chance to go rahh look at @elizabelle881 s ocs they're the coolest fuckin guys ever and i love them so much!!!!
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Idk if I can continue posting about Gaza. Woke up from a horrible horrible nightmare about it, started scrolling my phone to distract myself, saw a post about it, had an anxiety attack. Maybe because the nightmare was too fresh or my brain is feeling raw in general.
Otoh keeping away from the news is making my scrupulosity OCD go hog wild. Leading to me obsessing about what might be happening. I don't know why my brain keeps doing this, it's not like a rando with no disposable income in a third world hellhole can do fuck all to help them. What are they supposed to do with my mental health crisis? Eat it?
Doesn't help that I'm wondering whether hyperfixating on Gaza is my brain's way of reminding me that there's worse places I could be trapped in than in this fucking house with the deranged woman that gave birth to me. Although tbh it feels like a toss-up on the worse days.
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I finally managed to finish Doom of Caras Gelebren and it was very good, but I'm laughing because you can pick out the exact moment where Amarthiel was consigned to long-distance soap opera duty for life. Like, this was probably her first assignment as a champion of Sauron and she got her ass handed to her on a plate. No wonder he gave her partner assignments in a Very Far Away Location from about TA 1300 through present day. Every weird, sort of inexplicable behavior from her can now easily be explained by the fact that two minutes into serving Sauron she told him she could beat Celebrimbor in a fight and promptly got knocked on her ass in ten seconds flat and she's still trying to get him to take her seriously again.
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