#she rlly do be shining tho

[whousestypewriters]

its you and me, baby - j.l x reader

pairing: joey lynch x fem!reader [established relationship]

requested: yes / no

warnings: swearing and sadish/insecure thoughts?

a/n: dw guys im still feeding you even tho im not online (this has been ling over due as well sorry to the two anons who requested this for taking so long!!) also i rlly dont like that i kinda not really sorta made aoife a problem in this bc joeyaoife forever!!!

taglist: @lxvebelle, @ecliphttlunar,

you like to think you're not insecure.

really.

but sometimes those small moments of doubt creep in and you find yourself questioning yourself more.

like right now as you watch your boyfriend talk to a very pretty girl at the bar. the same girl he'd been talking to for the last fifteen minutes. aoife molloy. she went to school with you and joey. you never really talked much to her but always got the vibe that she was a perfect shining star, that everyone loved.

example number one; your boyfriends smile right now.

he's smiling brightly at aoife, chatting away while he gets drinks for the both of you, laughing at whatever things she says. the feeling starts to build in your gut, one you desperately try to shove down because its the worst feeling ever.

and you see them too. the slight touches from aoife on joey's arm. fucking hell you're going to need several drinks if this is how tonight is going to go.

aoife's loud laugh breaks through your thoughts and draws your attention - not that you weren't already looking at them - back to her. joey's eyes are alight and you feel a ping of sadness and two ugly emotions you definitely don't like; insecurity and jealousy.

why didn't joe's eyes light up that bright when you two were together? why did he laugh as loud? was it you? were you just not funny enough? or was it something else? that one thing deep, deep down you were always afraid of. that you weren't good enough for him. and that he had found someone better.

"stupid shit thoughts," you grumble to yourself. "shut up, shut up, shut up."

pushing away all thoughts, you decide on getting your mopey ass a drink instead cause clearly someone else can't do that. standing up you make your way over to the bar and just to be petty you slip in next to joey and aoife and call out to the bartender ordering your drink.

joey hears your voice and his head instantly snaps around to you. "y/n, hey baby i was just getting us some drinks," he says with a small grin.

"yeah it seems so," you roll your eyes picking up your drink and heading back to your table. joey seemingly knowing that you're pissed says a quick goodbye to aoife and follows you over with two more drinks.

he sits down across from you and tries to make eye contact. "are you okay?"

you answer with a short nod and a sharp, "yes."

jealousy isn't a good emotion. its such an awful feeling, and you do not like it. so when joe asks, "you sure, baby?"

you kinda snap. "i said yes. i'm fine okay?"

he lets it go for now but you feel his eyes on you through out the rest of the - admittedly short - time you spent out together. you know he knows something is bothering you.

yeah, somthing was bothering you, someone called aoife molloy who's the prettiest person ever and who had joey lynch laughing his ass off for at least twenty minutes before you interrupted.

now you liked aoife, she was a sweet girl, but seeing the way she was with joey tonight really made you wanna bitch slap her. that was your boyfriend not hers.

the ride home you were quiet and you tried to bury the jealousy and insecurity bubbling beneath the surface you really did. but those dumb little thoughts kept weaselling their way into your head creating more doubt.

after you had both gone inside - still not talking - joey had had a shower and started to relax getting ready for bed while you had your own.

the hot - ok more like burning - water did nothing to ease the awful feeling in your gut. it was aoife molloy most guys your age would kill to go out with her. and she had chosen to talk to your boyfriend - who you aren't kidding yourself he's absolutely gorgeous. you've heard girls whispering about him more that a few times - you're not-single-very-taken-boyfriend.

ugh.

so when you come out of the shower and still didn't talk to joey thats when he snapped.

"alright thats it." he shoots his arms out wrapping them around your waist and throwing you on your back on the bed. he leans over you one arm on each side of your head caging you in. "what is wrong, and don't you dare say nothing because i swear to god i will kill you-in-a-non-threatening-way-because-i-love-you," he rushes the last part out.

"nothi-"

"y/n."

"fine," you sigh. "it... bothered me tonight, when you were talking with aoife."

"and..." joey eggs you on.

we're you really about to say this? "and i got jealous and insecure and i wasn't happy about it."

"why were you jealous?"

"because of her!" you cry. "its aoife fucking molloy, she's gorgeous, she's every guys dream girl and she was flirting with my boyfriend! and my boyfriend was smiling right back at her and yes it made me jealous because my boyfriend never smiles at me like that. he never laughs as loud when he's with me so yes. i. was. jealous."

joey's face stays still for a moment before he breaks into the biggest laugh. "oh, my god, y/n!" he chuckles loudly. "you have absolutely nothing to be worried about there. you wanna know what we were talking about the entire time? you." he leans down and presses a kiss on your forehead. "we were talking about you." he presses another kiss to your cheek, "aoife had brought up how grumpy you looked and we got caught up talking about you." he presses a kiss to the other cheek.

"me?"

"yes you, my grumpy little bug." he presses a soft kiss on your lips.

"there is no-one else, you got that? i adore you. i cannot stand the thought i being with anyone else. it physically pains me. i love you more than i'm actually sure is possible." he presses another kiss to your lips.

"its you and me baby. you and me."

a smile overcomes your lips and you pull joeys face down to kiss him yourself. "i love you," you whisper. "so much."

you both pull yourselves up under the bedcovers and fall asleep to the soft kisses and squeezes you exchange.

ok so maybe you are a little insecure but none of it matters as long as the boy who has his arms wrapped around you was with you.

a/n pt2: ok so i dont really know what happened with the ending so i lowkey js gave up on it. i hope you enjoy!!

[oceantherat]

My preferences on JPN vs ENG voices in Rain code (no spoilers)

Do people care? Probably not. Am I still gonna do it? Hell yeah.

Disclaimer: A bit biased to the dub because I’m more used to it

Yuma: ENG

The Japanese one is alright but it sounds kinda wrong to me and also the English one sounds more like a sopping wet cat and I love him for that

Shinigami: JPN

Her Japanese voice is WAYYY better like to offence to the English voice actor but she legit sound so annoying 😭

Zilch: Eng

They both sound alright tho I think I’m slightly leaning to the English one more

Zange: JPN

Yeah idk he sounds more like an old man here. In the Eng he just sounds like a guy with a rlly raspy voice

Melami: ENG

She sounds so weird in the Japanese version threw me completely off guard like is that even the same character /j

Pucci: JPN

She sounds adorable, I think it fits her much better

Aphex: not sure

Idk about this one tbh they both fit

Yakou: ENG

Yeah no Dazai did it better /j

Eh it’s probably just cause I’m not used to it but the japanese one sounds weird

Halara: ENG

Idk they just sounds better to me in english, more serious?? Idk how to explain it

Desuhiko: not sure

I like both the voices

Fubuki: ENG

I think I like her English voice slightly more, it leans into her personality imo

Vivia: ENG

The Japanese one sounds a little generic to me idk

Yomi: JPN

I love both voices the Japanese one is silly and also fits him and the English one is really funny to me

Martina: English

I think the deeper voice fits, kinda similar to Halara

Seth: ENG

NOPE NOPE NOPE THAT IS NOT THE SAME MAN #NOTMYSETH CRAWLING BACK TO THE ENGLISH ONE WHERE DID MY PATHETIC LITTLE MAN GO

Guillaume: idk

They sound the same, that’s a good thing

Swank: ENG

Probably the bias shining through here

Kurumi: Eng

She sounds kinda annoying in the Japanese one

Makoto: ENG

I’m not gonna lie, I heavily dislike his Japanese voice. Like it sounds silly but like idk women voicing men has always kinda irked me if it’s really obvious

On the other hand I LOVE his English voice so much it’s insane killing him with my mind /j

[uriekukistan]

Now that you’ve established the jjk main trios ult groups:

Nobara <- Twice

Megumi <- Red Velvet

Yuuji <- NCT

Do you have any ideas on who their ult bias is? (And anyone else you have ideas for?)

ooh yea so i was thinking abt this last night after i said that but i fell asleep 💀

nobara would have a biiiiig crush on sana but her bias would actually be jihyo, she loves all of them pretty equally tho

megumi would like seulgi i think, but he would have a soft spot for yeri, i can see him fighting haters online when she got added to the group. also he prefers their more r&b songs rather than the more upbeat pop songs

yuuji would probably bias johnny and/or mark. im just going on vibes at this point idk, he’d probably think their humor is rlly funny

side note yuuji being the only boy group stan out of all of them makes so much sense

some other half baked ideas: maki & blackpink, gojo & sistar, inumaki & shinee, shoko & geto would be more into bands like day6, n.flying, or the rose

can also see gojo being into ioi & the associated girl groups (lost his mind when pristin disbanded)

havent figured out yuuta yet he gives me very strong txt & beomgyu vibes but that doesn’t fit the canon tl </3

if u have any ideas, i’d love to hear them as well !! hope ur doing well today <33

[minquiec]

hhhhoooolllkkkkkyyyt shijjjjjjjtiiiiiittttt brain goes crazy moment

Omg

So obviously everyone and their mother knows abt the moon and sun trope yadayada and I was like thinking abt jipunk (what's new 😞)

And at first I was like oh yea hb is DEFINITELY the sun idfc right but then I get to jia and I'm like uhhherrrmmmmm what would jia actually be 🤨❓❓ cause I was like mmmm iddkkkk I don't rlly think she would be the moon maybe she'd be a distant star or smth iddkkkk

BUT NO

SHE REALLY WOULD BE THE MOON BC

That one song the moon will sing where the specifically the lyrics

Ok ignoring how I took the photo I was too lazy to screenshot cause my ipad was alrdy pulled up on spotify ANYWAYS

Especially on the 'bore the shadows that you made with no light of my own, I shine only w the light u gave me'

AND I REALIZED HOW TRUE THIS WAS BC if y'all remember (you won't but I sure will heuuurhhghrhh) I said before that jia needs hb more in some sense and comparing it to the implications of how the moon needs the sun to shine, it kind of works

And this is like literally even further idk solidified(??) By prowler jia au (even tho I have zero lore on it but we ignore that)

I've literally said this nowhere but in p!jia's world she doesn't actually have a hb in her life and at the same time she doesn't actually become spidergorl

But she still has these losses that happens to her which literally drove her nuts cause ofc it would EVERYONE AROUND U DIED ID GO A LITTLE COOCOO INSANE TOO

So in a way u can see p!jia as the jia that COULDVE been if she never met hb (that's crazy girl WAKE UP /J I love them)

AND I JUST GOTTA SAY IDC HB IS LITERALLY THE SUN but not like in that textbook sunshine definition but more so how he literally like

Like like likelike

He's

Like

Freedom??? Does that make sense to anyone or am I talking to myself

LIKE ITS HIS WHOLE CHARACTER RIGHT HOW HES FREEDOM AND SURELY THE SUN REPRESENTS FREEDOM (source: trust me brouh)

Like it's soooo it drives me insane bc he rlly ellylelylley would be the sun bc he's a symbol of probably freedom, light, hope, goodness the whole shebang and it's the whole thing behind why jia would LOVE HIM

LIKE THE

FIICKIJNG SUN

shes just so in lov w him it's a little pathetic actually (same girl tbh)

Anyways that's it I literally thought of this while I was airing out washing and I looked a little crazy giggling to myself while doing this

[aettuddae]

hmmm ngl ive only been into kpop for like a year and me getting into it was kinda an accident(?) 😭 one of my closest friends that i met last year said she liked it and i rlly wanted to be her friend so i said she can show me some songs!

i only ult like one group (aespa) because more than one is so overwhelming to me! but i REALLY like red velvet, exo, nct (dont really listen to dream tho), and snsd

some groups i occasionally listen to is like ive, shinee, blackpink (dont know if u can tell but i really like more of the wacky weird(?) music 🤥)

i also had a BIG newjeans & loona phase when i was first getting into kpop! yeah funny enough what got me into kpop was newjeans and 2 baddies by nct 💀 and then i kinda jumped around from group to group until i discovered aespa

also i was thinking like this new group has ten, xiaojun, AND lilly in one group like i know they be singing DOWNNN in there songs and since they have a neo vibe i would probably would stan them too if they were real!

how about ur biases? do u have any in groups u dont rlly care about cause i lowkey do 😭😭

hmm…chuu can do it reference? 🤔🤔

-🕷️

of course, getting into something because of someone else can happen 😅 but you stayed ! it's a weird, but fascinating world idk

yeah, it can be really hard to stan multiple groups, i think i do it as a mechanism to shut the voices (kidding, i just have a lot of love to give 😔), but i imagine it's more carefree (? to only stan one, it's all about having fun, at the end of the day. but also, anon, YOU HAVE TASTE 💋 we basically listen to the same groups

i got you so fucking bad in this take, because i also like the "weird" sounding music. no shade AT ALL, but if i want tik tok jingles i can listen to western artists, the cool thing of kpop are the particular sounds and concepts !!

the difference between newjeans and 2 baddies by nct what the hell were you on back then

i thought about it so much, when picking the positions for the group, since i wanted kyuin to be the main vocal i was like "this is a group full of main vocals how is she supposed to be even better?" 😭 there's also like three main dancers.. crazy. from what you tell me, i too imagine you would quite like them if they existed

yeah i have biases in groups i don't care about, but it's very sporadic.. i would say gyuvin and matthew from zb1 and minji from newjeans.

for my ult biases, karina (no shit i didn't imagine), taeyeon, sehun and yoohyeon from dc. also, kazuha (no surprise). fun fact, minjeong is kinda my bias of aespa too.

what about yours?

[burgundykicks]

1. "I love you ,its ruining my life" WAS NOT EXPECTION THAT IN FORNIGHT ,A TRACK 1?

I absolutely love the beat tho and I'm so exited for the music vid

2. HOLY SHIT THIS GD TITLE TRACK IS GIVING RED TO ME?

LIKE CAN YOU HEAR THE RED? I MF LOVE IT

"This ain't the Chelsea Hotel ,we're modern idiots"

"You left your typewriter at my apartment ,straight from the Tortured Poets department"

NOT WHAT I WAS EXPECTING DAMN

3. "I clean up sandcastles he destroys"

NOOOOOOO

"Left all these broken parts ,and told me I'm better off"

STOP IT PLEASE

4. "For a minute I knew cosmic love ,now I'm down back crying at the gym"

TELL ME THATS NOT WOLFSTAR/JEGULUS CODED?!?!?

Actually this whole song is giving wolfstar

"Everything comes out ,teenage petulance"

SIRIUS AND THE PRANK

5. TRACK FIVE OH GOD

"How much sad did you ,think I had ,did I have in me?"

STOPPP HELPNO ILL CRY

(INTERRUPTION TO SAY SHES JUST ANNOUNCED 15 EXTRA SONGS HOLY FUCK?!?!?!? SHES A MACHINE BRO)

6. "I only know these people raise you ,to cage you"

THIS SONG OMDS IT HITS SO HARD

"I'm having his baby ,no I'm not ,but you should see your faces"

Giggled bc that's rlly funny

7. "Now pretty baby I'm running back home to you ,fresh out the slammer I know who my first call will be to"

AHHHHHHHH

8. FLORENCEEEEEE

"I need to forget so take me to florida ,I got some regrets ill Bury them in florida"

9. "My boredoms bone deep"

"Am I allowed to cry"

"Someone told me ,there's no such thing as bad thoughts. Only your actions talk"

"If its make beleive ,why does it feel like a vow"

MARAUDERS FANDOM THOUGH

10. "You don't get to tell me about sad"

NO OMG THE WAY SHE SCREAMS THE TITLE HURTS SO MUCH

"Is it a wonder I broke let's hear one more joke ,then we could all just laugh until I cry"

"Who's afraid of little old me, well you should be"

"So tell me everything is not about me ,but what if it is? Then say they didn't do it to hurt me ,but what if they did? I wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me. You wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me."

Fuck

11. "But your good lord doesn't need to lift a finger ,I can fix him (no really I can)"

"He had a halo of the highest grade ,he just hadn't met me yet"

12. "Black and white ,all those plot twists"

The noble and most ancient house of black.

"I wish I could un recall ,how we almost had it all"

"It was legendary ,it was momentary"

13. TRACK 13!

"Cuz I'm a real tough kid ,I can handle my shit"

"Lights camera bitch smile ,even when you wanna die"

"I'm so depressed I act like it's my birthday everyday"

"I cry alot but I am so productive, it's an art"

"Cuz I'm miserable ,and no one even knows"

14. "Was any of it true ,gazing at me starry eyed"

"And I don't even want you back I just want to know ,if rusting my sparkling summer was the goal"

"And I would have died for your sins ,but instead I just died inside"

15. "Honestly ,who are we to fight the alchemy"

"This happens once every few lifetimes"

16. Last track before bonuses/the doubke album omgggg

"All your life did you know, you'd be picked like a rose"

"No one in my small town thought I'd see the lights of manhattan"

"You look like ,stevie nicks in 75 ,the hair and lips ,crowd goes wild at her fingertips ,a half moon shine ,a full eclipse"

MARAUDERSMARAUDERSMARAUDERSMARAUDERS

"Promise to be dazzling"

"You look like taylor swift in this life were loving it ,you've got edge she never did ,the futures bright ,dazzling"

I'LL POST A RANKING WHEN I DECIDE BUT AHHHHHH

[wendytestabrat]

hot take: seasons 1-3 are NOT the best seasons of family guy

ok so like the people who say seasons 1-3 of family guy are the only good seasons are total liars and they’re trying to hard to be edgy and contrarian bc those were like the lowest rated seasons which was why it got cancelled after them FJSJSJSK. i think they also just have nostalgia for those seasons if they grew up in 1999-2002 and watched the reruns on adult swim. i don’t think family guy got RLLY good until season 4 when it was brought back from the dead. imo seasons 4-9 are like the best seasons of the show, that was the golden era from 2005-2010 (even tho there was a little evidence of it slipping around s8 & s9 but they were still solid ass seasons). there’s even some episodes from seasons 10 & 11 i’d rather watch than seasons 1-3 if we’re being honest. ESPECIALLY “back to the pilot” and the reason why that episode is so funny is bc of the way it pokes fun at the flaws in s1 yet ya’ll ignore that FHSSHSJSJ. but yeah the main issue with seasons 1-3 was how underdeveloped the show was and it hadn’t rlly found its voice yet imo. another problem i have with those seasons is they feel way too similar to the simpsons. the humor and gags are def way more lighthearted and family friendly, but yeah that aint the family guy we know bc the show does way better as an edgy offensive comedy like south park lol. i think that’s why a lot of people like seasons 1-3 more bc the show had a little bit more of a serious tone back then before it just turned into a bunch of offensive stupidity, but idc i like the offensive stupidity in family guy FHDJSJKS. also umm ya’ll realize seasons 1-3 BARELY used the brian & stewie dynamic, yet ya’ll say brian & stewie are the best part of the show even tho all the B&S episodes came later so MAKE IT MAKE SENSE. but yeah seasons 1-3 def do deserve credit for being a bit more serious and mild and having more of a good heart to them (which is DEF something i appreciate abt those seasons) i’m not saying those seasons are bad, they’re just different and i love them for different reasons, but they AINT where the show shined best. s2 is prob my fav season from that era i mean “road to rhode island”, “da boom” and “peter peter caviar eater” are masterpieces. i also feel like the humor in seasons 1-3 was more quick and subtle too, wheras the gags started becoming way more long and elaborate as the show went on (for better or worse) so yeah i appreciate that abt 1-3 bc some of the jokes actually hit harder and are funnier bc of this. like that gag comes to mind where peter is pretending to call lois from the office but he’s rlly in the kitchen and lois is like “peter i can see you” LOL and then he moves so she can’t see him and is like “ok NOW i’m at the office” like some of those jokes were so pure and simple and didn’t need an elaborate ass set up or pop culture reference. but yeah i’m honestly sick of people acting like family guy went downhill way before it actually did or acting like the show only has 3 good seasons bc that’s BULLSHIT. the truth is family guy has had like 11 good seasons which is A LOT and impressive af imo it was able to go strong for that long. (yes s10 & 11 are a bit mid but still watchable imo, i even like s12 too even tho everyone complains abt that season for killing off brian FJDJDJSJ, but it had plenty of decent episodes like “into harmony’s way” and “grimm job”). it wasn’t until like s13 when i started complaining and found the show unbearable to watch DHSJSJKS. but yeah even after s13 there’s been some good episodes here and there even tho i don’t watch family guy regularly and keep up with all the episodes like i used to. s16 and s20 are DEF the strongest of the modern seasons and had a handful of decent episodes. if there’s a new episode i usually only watch it one time wheras the old episodes i re-watched until i could recite every line LOL. i’d still rather watch modern family guy over A LOT of shows and cartoons, it’s one of the only shows left on tv that still makes legitimate comedy without caring abt being offensive even if it’s not as laugh out loud funny as it was.

[larz-barz]

Sleepover

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@muichinno eheheheh (could this one count as a request? i’m just gonna put it under the regular section on my master list lol)

(Featuring ZenMilo and MakiMui cause they are in 2 of our rps and i’m kinda obsessed tbh)

(dw, tanjmilo is not going away, this is an au where Zenny isn’t a perv so she actually likes him, plus he’s understanding of her feelings and stuff and it’s just rlly cute)

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Milo walked up to the door of her best friend’s house and knocked.

Maki opened it soon after and smiled. “Milo!!!”

Milo and Maki hug then the latter drags Milo into her house.

“I was just about to take something for my braces!” Maki said.

Milo remembered the pain that she felt back when she had braces (idk, i don’t feel like going in depth in braces stuff so ima just say she doesn’t need braces anymore and just wears a retainer).

They run to Maki’s room, already having planned what they’d be doing the day before.

Maki turned on the tv in her room and put on some music for them to sing along with.

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“CAUSE I’VE GOT THICK SKIN AND AN ELASTIC HEARTTT”

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“YOU’RE SO SMART A STAND UP BRO, I’LL THINK ABOUT YOUR OFFER LET YOU KNOW~”

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“OOOOOOO~ OOOOHHHH~ ALL I KNOW, ALL I KNOW~ LOVING YOU IS A LOSING GAME~”

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“AND A DUCK WALKED UP TO THE LEMONADE STAND AND HE SAID TO THE MAN RUNNING THE STAND, HEY! BUM BUM BUM! GOT ANY GRAPES?”

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“SO SHINE BRIGHT~ TONIGHT~ YOU AND I~ WE’RE BEAUTI-“ Milo’s and Maki’s amazing (like actually tho, they’re rlly good singers, i’m not joking) singing gets cut off by Maki’s mom yelling that the pizza came.

The 2 girls ran out of the room to go get some pizza.

They walked back to Maki’s room to go watch some anime while they ate their pizza.

“HANAKO!” Milo yelled, after Hanako launched Yashiro off the ledge to find the apparition’s yorishiro ( @sakurasunkiss knows the scene i’m talking about ;))

“Milo shush!! I’m trying to watch!” Maki said, annoyed at Milo.

“Sorry, sorry.” Milo muttered.

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Milo and Maki start getting drowsy around 4:30 a.m.

Milo’s phone goes off so she picks it up to check it.

“What is it?” Maki asked, leaning to look at Milo’s phone screen.

“You’re so nosy. It’s Zenny.” Milo said, giggling at Maki’s reaction to being called nosy.

“I’m not that nosy!” Maki said, pouting.

“Anyways, what’s he doing up this early? It’s 4:30 a.m on a Saturday.” Milo said, typing a response to his text. (He was asking her how she was doing btw)

“Sooo, how are things going with you and Muichiro?” Milo asked, grinning and causing Maki to blush.

“Things are going really well so far.” Maki said with a shy smile, thinking about Muichiro.

Maki’s phone started rapidly buzzing, signaling she was being called.

She checked the caller id and it said Muichiro❤️.

“Should I put it on speaker?” Maki asked, preparing to answer and Milo nodded her head, yes.

Maki answered the call and put it on speaker.

Milo pulled up ‘Careless whisper’ on her phone then started playing it.

Muichiro sighed into the phone and Maki glared at Milo.

“Is Milo there with you?” Muichiro asked.

“Yep. Kinda wishing I asked to just text.” Maki said and Milo started laughing.

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Milo left reluctantly with her mom that afternoon.

~the end~

[feral-teeth]

🖌, 🕰, 👀 & 🍂 for the ask game 🫶

🖌️- Do you have/want any tattoos?

I dont have any, but I love the idea of tattoos and i get sick of seeing and feeling things being on my body really easily (like watches or like temp tattoos) so idk if its the best idea for me? I would probably only get something very abstract or something i really love.

Attached are the marble tattoos i would get on my arms and legs! Like i imagine black or gold marble along my shoulder and down, cutting off where there woukd be patchwork tattoos (like a mix of spencer agnews and anthony padillas)

Heres the link to my tattoo inspo board :3 - its among all of the other boards in that folder

I also know that once i get top surgery i want to put like, something cool on the new free real estate on my chest once it heals - like a cool feral dog or like stitches or something cool. To represent how fucking sick and badass being trans and getting top surgery is. And also being a furry i need like teeth or something feral looking on me (i wonder where i got my username from lol) ik someone on insta whos trans and he has these SICK tattoos like paw prints on the palm of his hands and some other rlly cool ones!! His name is Fox i think? Hes a huge inspo for me and my furry journey/trans journey for a while.

Also a tooth. Cuz fuck yeah

The future of having patchwork tattoos on my arms when i get money for it… it keeps me going. I cant wait to look fucking HOT esp w black ink cuz i find it super hot and more aesthetic on me.

I remember there was a self-love influencer and she had two tigers on her belly, and i loved the idea of that and to appreciate my stomach more.

. I also love the idea of having angel wing tattoos cause i used to always imagine having angel wings and wrapping them around me when i was scared or needed comfort. So they would represent that comfort. I also imagined them like, dragging on the ground behind me sometimes, like my wings were too big for my body. I imagined them as like gold and red and w like splashes of bright colours.

🕰️ - What time is it where you are rn?

Well its 6:01pm as i start to write this - lets see how long it takes for me to post it lol - checking in its 6:26pm - now its 6:35pm - 6:40pm abt to post

👀 - what colour are your eyes?

Brown, but golden in the sunlight! I have an old photo that i love when i was in British Colombia in the car and the sun was shining so perfectly and i got a picture of my golden eyes. Its such a beautiful picture i might just find it and post it here after i answer this <3 also reminds me of a photo i took of the mountains out the window that was literally a perfect screenshot of the beautiful moment. It makes me miss my old instagram where i used to only post aesthetic photos i took 😔probs gonna make my personal account do just that now 🫡

🍂-whats your favorite season?

Fall always! I love the season i was born in (i heard thats usually a proven thought) and even tho its moving into dead winter, it feels like new beginnings and a clean, fresh start because school used to start for me around then and its my bday in fall too so its like new school supplies? Presents? Money?? Amazing. This will surely change my life for the better! And all of this ruin and pain will fall behind me cuz i have new clean fresh pens and a new journal and a new schedule i know ill just drop after a month ! (Digital planners saved me sm omg)

But i also love every season and the poetry and meanings and atmospheres they bring. I always get so sad in the winter, but that sadness and pain being surrounded by so much joy and brightness and christmas lights and a hazy glow makes a good contrast for poetry and your own depression so 🤷 spring is new beginnings. The contrast between winter and spring and meaning new life and the dead rotting and turning into something that helps the fertilizer grow is such a strong concept for me. Summer being so hazy in the heat with heat lines coming off of the sidewalk, your ice cream melting onto the hot pavement, making it sizzle. The sadness that summer can bring too. The heat and fun and sun that everyone seems to be having while youre stuck inside or watching them through a haze of your own, you want to break the glass between you and the others but its just too thick, so you just slam on the glass, yelling, hoping that someone, anyone can hear you on the other side.

Back to fall - Now my bday just makes me sad 😔 whats funny is that it usually still feels like summer when its my bday, so its like im still in that hazy summer, preparing for the winter and dead leaves on the ground that are pronised every year.

From this ask game - get to know me! 💖

[prettyboykatsuki]

hi i rlly like ur tav reader. theyre very earnest. i dontplaybg3 but i am enjoying the writing quite a lot so far. and i feel like i know wyll already from all your posting. the didion quote has me revaluating writing tho in a positive way! ty fot sharing

thank you!!! im glad their earnesty shines through thats the main character trait i want to show.... thank u for reading it means a lot.

ALSO LOVE THAT JOAN DIDION QUOTE... i dont even know if its that i agree with it but i just. i like that framework. here is the full thing!!!

i like the rest of the article because she goes on to talk about her identity as a writer and experiencing life in this almost periphereal way it was just so... relatable to my own experiences with the practice of writing.

THIS QUOTE IN PARTICULAR.... "I knew that I was no legitmate resident in any world of ideas. I knew I couldn't think. All I knew then was what I couldn't do. All I knew then was what I wasn't and it took me some years to discover what I was.

Which was a writer."

[bears-necessity]

im curious of what you think about the yiik characters. i need to know what other yiik fans think. alex is my personal favorite (i want to kick him down the stairs) but i like michael a lot too. theyre all stupid nerds. honestly if you have any headcanons id love to hear them.

OMG THANK YOU FOR ENABLING ME TO BE ABNORMAL I HAVE SO MUCH THOUGHTS ABOUT THESE GUYS OKAY SO im putting this under a cut just so its not super long on ppls dash here

first off every YIIK character is queer and neurodivergent becuz I'm queer and neurodivergent and I said so, the specifics of that depend on my mood and what sort of au bullshit i'm coming up with at 2am in a VC with my friends tho

Alex is complicated. i hate him hes a massive douche but also I really do get what the devs were trying to with him. the occasions when he's being nice and having fun with his friends are where he shines and honestly at heart hes just some guy who needs to get a grip and get his shit together (relatable). if i knew him personally i'd probably slap him and then we'd be good, he probably specialised in sci-fi/fantasy creative writing for his libarts degree and definitely wrote an essay at somepoint about videogames as an art form. He has tattoos but they're all probably really cringe and embarassing because they were super trendy when he got them and then fell out of fashion, he has one of those barbed wire ones around his upper arm.

Michael is my FAVORITE GUY OF ALL TIME HES SO SILLY but also i've made him horribly angsty in my brain as well it's so. i think him and alex have a really good "friends who are used to each other's bullshit" dynamic but also i ship them a little bitty bit just cuz i'm a sucker for besties who are obliviously in love with each other as a trope. He would hate-watch ancient aliens and buzzfeed unsolved because he thinks he knows better than them. If you read his comments on ONISM he also seems to be a really sweet and supportive guy with the userbase and thats rlly cool hes such a guy Aside from that though he has the most unexplored depth as a character imo, since it's confirmed he isn't from the present reality and at some point definitely becomes aware of that fact I like to think underneath the funnyman bestie thing he's probably having a crisis about who he is and stuff because even before he's consciously aware of it he probably felt this vague subconscious feeling of like,,,Not Belonging ig? idk i think he probably knows this isn't where hes really meant to be and hes trying to truck through it but the impostor syndrome is definitely there. I love michael so much he is a certified blorbo

Rory is sooo mecore I stole his name online because he's so mecore we are both emo/scene kids and his canon favorite song according to some questions directed at the dev team is a brighteyes song that i also love its like fate. ANYWAY I feel really bad for Rory because i think his character is probably handled one of the worst just with the tonal whiplash a lot of his character-centric moments has. I bet he listens to weezer and radiohead. If YIIK was set now he would be into creepypasta and he would get michael into it since it ties in with his paranomal urban legend stuff, they would vlog hunting for slenderman together. him and alex run a gaming channel together (THIS IS AN INSIDE JOKE BUT I HAD TO PUT IT IN I COULDNT HELP MYSELF)

Vella is pretty and I think she's super cool, one of my besties LOVES her so I kinda let him be the friend group CEO of vella stuff but my biggest takeaways from her is that I hope she gets back into making music again, but for her own fun this time instead of to fulfill some success pressure. maybe she starts a crappy little garage band with some of the gang and they write terrible songs about aliens who smoke pot and dance the macarena and she's the only one there who can actually play but they have fun with it. She also knows all the videogame cheat codes and keeps setting high scores that alex and michael cant beat. Also her mind dungeon reminds me of yume nikki and thats super cool cuz i love yume nikki

Chondra and Claudio deserved way more time for their characters to develop and also their lore is weird and confusing and I think the whole missing brother thing is rlly weird too becuz of the reveal of how that all works with alex and shit. BUT if they had been handled bettter they probably would be my favorites because I think claudio is super fun and his VA sounds like he's really going for it and he's just such a chill guy and he's super passionate about his interests and i respect that and 100% would be his bestie chondra is super cool too, she's clearly really into sports and I bet she hangs out at the local skate park and impresses everyone cuz of her roller skates and also probably gets vella into skating too and they go together and have matching customised helmets just for the extra cool factor. alex and michael and rory come and watch them but are too pussy to try (alex has had enough from that stupid skateboard ability you get in vella's dungeon). Maybe she goes to some competitions for it and stuff too

uhhh some other various stuff the essentia is really cool but also confusing and it took ages to make sense of her lore but i LOVE her voice the effects to make it robot-y are *chefs kiss* and essentia 995 is just SO idk how to describe it the part when she says "often it is necessary to lie to oneself to get a tough job done" hits really hard for some reason. shes metal as fuck, metaphorically and literally. sammy is literally a caricature of a real life dead girl and i think that's pretty fucked up and they shouldnt have done that, but she would have been really cool if it wasn't for that big yikes. in general i really love a lot of the influences yiik has i'm a huge fan of rpgmaker horror and murakami books and a bunch of the other shit that it references so hehehehehe thats cool

this is long but also this is everything I can think of off the top of my head thank you for letting me be abnormal about this stupid game i hate it and love it so much :D

[seefasters]

Hey its been a while. Spektor-anon. Life got kinda crazy which is why i havent reached out to talk about how much i love mash (i love it very muchly) i watched thru the rest of it! Loved it!! Youre right tho, the show punishes hawkeye too much. Like i agree he was a self important self righteous dude who sometimes needed to be taken down a peg, but also hes self righteous and CORRECT. war bad. War bad!!! It rlly took me out when they had an episode where hawk has to like???? Apologize to a general or something for being too disrespectful like NO!!! Mash is supposed to be totally skeptical of the respect ppl thoughtlessly pay the military. Even when margaret started getting character development id always felt that while the show respected her careerism, for the most part the show took her military zeal to be sort of to her detriment. Like her competence and comittment to excellence in a male centered world is commendable but her jingoism and thoughtless obedience to order is a flaw- a flaw they personalize to her bad relationship with her dad. The show comes to the conclusion she needs to learn how to be less starry eyed and to get her self worth somewhere other than her father and i feel like it comes to that conclusion visavis her relationship to the military as well. Love that. So why punish hawkeye is my thing? Feels like a fumble in the antiwar show to shit on the antiwar guy for being too antiwar >:>[.

Also also gfa? Gfa! My beloved gfa!!! Hawkeye has a mental breakdown and no one is equipped to deal with it least of all bj? Exquisite. Ruining music for charles by indelibly associating it with war!! Amazing! (It really figures that he would only be capable of respecting an asian man if that asian man has command over western culture aka mozart, but i still think it deals a blow to his western elitism all the same which i count as a win) also amazing- margaret and charles's send off!!! Klinger and Soon Lee was heart healing. Finally in the very last episode mash gives us a little depth to korean characters. Thank god. I love klinger in love. I love their romance its so compelling. Also also also the mulcahy stuff was so so heart breaking and brilliant and i love it. I love that bj is the only one who knows! No one else knows!!! I love all these missed moments of connection. Mash rlly knows how to make the moments of connection (the mozart. The poetry book. The goodbye note) hit and it does it in part by also giving you moments of missed opportunity in spades (bj cant rlly support hawk the way he needs and he cant be honest. Mulcahy never heards hawks parting words and in turn hawkeye never knows that. And he never knows why. And everyone is parting ways mostly forever. And you as an audience get to know some of the side characters who never got any play before for a brief shining second and then theyre gone and you know they had a full life and perspective that you never got to see and never will aka that one nurse "i think ive had it" line)

Thank you for giving me my favorite show. And thank you for humoring me in your askbox as i talk about it. Very kind and silly and thoughtful of you. Very caring even to a stranger. Very mash xoxoxox

SPEKTOR ANON I MISSED YOU SO MUCH i hope you're doing alright rn

if i'm being fully honest i don't really remember the episode you're talking about - i recall a couple where hawkeye went head to head with a general and was forced to stand down or something like that but i don't think the show ever punished him for his antiwar position? the most its ever done was show him as someone who's swinging at windmills i think

margarets arc in that regard is so good though. far from perfect but still very very good

you're so right about the missed moments and i'm glad you liked gfa vvgfgfhfgh!! mash is so good at creating a sense of bittersweetness, its genuinely one of its best qualities. they're having fun watching a movie but the casualties are inevitably coming etc etc. and charles is just..... i know the music is the literal thing he loses in gfa but i like to interpret it as him losing his sense of self and his place in the world (charles class consciousness era)

also shoutout to bigelow (the "i've had it" nurse) woman of all time

thank you for coming to my askbox for all these months anon! i'm like..... actually emotional, it means so much to me that something i made out of love for mash helped you find it and love it too. i'm so happy it touched you as well.

i hope you come around again! i'm always here to talk about mash and im always happy to see you in my askbox

[despiteherself]

I was just thinking about how Astrid should have had some personal beef with one of the villains in rtte and would love to hear your thoughts on it. It would have been fun to see her and Ryker keep having these hand to hand combats and her being hell-bent on trying to absolutely beat the shit out of him. Or if there was something between her and Viggo? Or literally any other villain in the show (idk lol I just think we could've seen so much of her if they had decided to do something like that)

oh i absolutely need astrid to have like personal beef with EVERYONE. I honestly think she might have shined more if it was personal beef with the gang - like her and ruff hashing shit out would have been soooooo good but i think her having a nemesis would have been far more interesting than whatever hiccup and viggo had going on (I’m sorry I actually couldn’t tell you bc I thought viggo as a concept was boring)

astrid struggling to fit in, astrid being a hard ass and aware everyone thinks she’s too much. astrid struggling to relax, pushing herself too far & taking her own feelings of inadequacy out on the others. her hero worship of hiccup getting in the way. a nemesis would have rlly added fire to that in a way that could have been really interesting!!! like the extra pressure making her snap at everyone and Ruff calls her out again. Not sure I trust the rtte team tho?

can’t say u deeply loved any villains in the show so like,, not sure which one id prefer haha

[enhypen-scholarship]

a/n's note: omg i totally forgot i had a tumblr acc😭😭😭😭 im sorry if i havent oosted like anything at all :;((((( here it is!!!! not proofread btw i tried my best

warnings: swearing just a little bit tho and sex joke😢 but its only one nothing more nothing less, slapping on the face????

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wonwon!!☺️ [8:43 PM]: hiiii where r u rn??? ive been waiting for you :((

: im sorry baby i was rlly busy i couldnt answer your texts and calls, something urgent came up

wonwon!!☺️ [8:43 PM]: its okay love, take your time.

: im heading to cheol's house rn, get ready

wonwon!!☺️ [8:43 PM]: kkayy ill get ready in five, tell me your day okay love?

: yes i will.

wonwon!!☺️ [8:43 PM]: okay drive safely ilysm my sunshine💓💓

: ilyt

"Hi love!!!!" a deep but familiar and sweet voice shouted, eyes shining from being excited. "Hi, baby." you greeted sweetly, "Really sorry for the inconvenience 'Cheol." you apologize, "Nah you're good." he smiled, "Thanks by the way. We'll get going." you said as he clinged on your arm, "Love, how was your day?" he chirped, "Good." you answered shortly, "Just good? What happened?" he asked, "Mhm?" you hummed, "well...." you continued your saying, "there was this girlㅡ" you stopped to take a long sigh. "Love?" Wonwoo worriedly asked, "Sorry." you chuckled, "What happened? What did the girl say?" he furrowed his brows, concerned painting his face. "Actually, um. Nothing." you said as you shrugged your shoulders brushing off the negative energy, "Love." he said with a low voice, "I'll tell you on the way. I don't wanna ruin." you smiled nervously, "You're not ruining anything, you here and your presence itself is already calming." he reasoned, "I won't stop bugging you if you won't tell me." he held your hand and squeezed it. "Okay. Fine, I will literally tell you on the way home, just be patient, okay baby?" you asked, he hummed happily in agreement, finally taking the last step to the road, Wonwoo opened the passenger seat taking you out by suprised, "Um?" you furrowed your eyebrows, "I'll drive." he insisted as he went to the driver's seats' direction, you smiled finding his polite and gentleman gestures for you attractive, you ducked your head as you finally sat on the passenger seat, adjusting your feet on the ground, and pulling the seatbelt for safety, "Okay, now tell." he broke the silence, you chuckled nervously, "So..." you started awkwardly, scoffing at how unbelievable you are right now in front of your boyfriend, "Well, um." you cleared your throat, "Uh this girl in the cafe was being rude to our customers and well of course, she had to make a scandalous scene unnecessarily, and majority of the employees were standing there just shocked and suprised," you told, "and my damn instincts told me to stop her, and I did. Miserably she slapped me when I told her to calm down and solve this like a normal adult, splashed me with water, that's why I probably look like shit right now." you mentally slapped yourself, "and there was this guy, um... He asked me for my number randomly, I didn't know what his intentions were, and he was going way out of the line saying he could do better than you treating me like I'm some piece of garbage getting ran by shitty cars in a road, when he doesn't know what you're literally doing right now is so fucking calming. And physically I slapped him, so someone had called the manager for my bold action, and nowㅡ" you stopped as you realized you were talking too much, "Did I talk too much?" you asked, "No. No, my love. You don't. You're suspended for 3 days, right?" he guessed, "Correct." you answered, "Dear God, my love, I'm sorry." he leaned in as he kissed your forehead, "You're amazing you know that?" he complimented you, "Mhm?" you hummed, "You're fucking amazing." he smiled, "You can stop with the jokes, Won." you rolled your eyes from embarrassment, his face dropped from your reaction, "Love, look at me." he told you, "Huh?" you looked at him straight at his face, "You're amazing, okay? So fucking amazing, and so fucking pretty, mhm?" he kissed your forehead once again, "Remember that. You are so strong standing up for yourself when I'm not by your side," he smiled, "And that guy you told," he reminisced, "bet he doesn't know how to take care of you and your needs." he sexually winked at you, "Won!" you slapped his muscled biceps making him wince, "What! For all I know he would probably treat you like some old garbage ran by cars," he joked making you laugh from the corny joke, "You are so corny Won."you sassily rolled your eyes, "But I'm honest my love, I am the luckiest guy on the planet to even hold you, kiss you, hug you and take care of you." he held your hand as he turned on his gear, "Let's go home yeah?" he asked, "Yeah. I'm kinda sleepy to be honest." you yawned.

[thatone-highlighter]

What’s ur favorite and least favorite bugsnax characters,,, I know you’ve said ur favorites but I’m curious to know more why those r ur favorites (and ofc what ur least faves r)

I think my favs are Filbo and Chandlo but i really like most of the characters, my least fav is Beffica easy. I Do Not Like Her At All.

I am not surprised i like Chandlo so much he is literally the Epitome of the characters im usually drawn to. Hes the stereotypical jock guy, hes nice to ppl and just wants to make friends, hes autistic, hes a himbo, he wants to help whenever he can, hes chill. And then his dynamic with Snorpy, the gay ppl, the codependency, the care you can Feel for each-other, the way they dance around eachother so much. Its The Most Ever, a good part of why i enjoyed BrokenTooth so much.

Filbo is, hes just fun. I couldnt specifically cite a reason why i like him so much hes just, comforting. Hes just this guy he tries so hard all the time over and over again. Hes so nice and wants whats best for everyone and will do whatever he can to make sure people are happy, he doesnt know why Elizabert left him in charge and neither he nor anyone else things he should have been, but he still works so so hard to try and fill her shoes and to be the leader they need him to be. Oh and ofc the frogs hes got his own little froggies and mayo,,,,,,,

Im sorry i know you said Beffica was your favourite but i Hate Her. From the moment i met her i didnt like her and it did not get better. I get the little thing they tried to do with her about her just spreading the truth and getting the blame for things other people did but st the same time like, shes just a shit and i Do Not vibe with her. I dealt with her up until her last sidequest when she had the Nerve to go after my boys Chandlo and Snorpy. Like come on she finds out Chandlo is 100% genuine and immidiately instead tricks Snorpy into confessing about how he feels about Chandlo to her. He still thinks that was Chandlo hes gonna think that Chandlo’s reaction to him confessing was to run away and never address it ever again. Like come on the Least she could was not try to cover her ass and be upfront about it, what reputation is she protecting everyone already doesnt like her. Wished there was a dialogue option where the player Doesnt say theyre her friend i do Not want to be her friend

The rest of the characters i generally like, im kinda indifferent to Wiggle and Cramdo tho. Cramdo i think makes sense he kinda reminds me of spamton but less endearing, dont not like him but dont like him either. For Wiggle i just dont vibe with her much, nothing against her either just dont vibe.

I like Floofty and their whole vibe, particularly the autism and their lack of a moral compass and how it has them interacting with everyone else. I like Triffany and her archeological stuff, and her tendency to distance herself from people when she gets stressed, iits nice to see her contrast everyone else who either desperately wants everyone to stay together or to have absolutely nothing to do with anyone and instead she likes being in the town, but shes conflict avoidant so when one breaks out she’ll just leave, its reasonable. I love Gramble hes such a funky little guy and he loves his bugsnax, plus he just Radiates autism just by looking at him. I love Snorpy, talked about him a bit too when i was talking about Chandlo, hes a fun character on his own with his little conspiracy theories and stuff but to me where he really shines is when he interacts with other people, im sure theres other examples but i Really Really like watching him interact with Chandlo and Floofty, i want to study it under a microscope. I like Wambus his thing with like the gardening and just his overall vibes, not someone i would interact with regularly but i did get a bit excited whenever i had a quest, plus his relationship with Triffany is so wholesome and the cactriffany he made is rlly funny, and ofc Whatever The Fuck is going on with him and Gramble. Shelda had to grow on me a bit, i started off very indifferent she seemed kinda pretentious but she grew on me over her side quests and i did really like her in BrokenTooth, her whole religious experience plotline thing is very interesting to me and has me surprisingly invested for someone whos not and never been religious. Eggabell i… i dont have too much of an opinion on Eggabell, but her motives and the way she treats other people is very interesting, she kinda reminds of Luz in a lot of ways

I havent finished the game yet so i havent met Elizabert but she kinda makes me think of Rose Quartz, makes me think they’re gonna pull something with her at the end. The way everyone hyped her up so much at the start of the game saying all this incredible stuff and they all think shes so great snd then you get further in and some people start talking shit and pointing out her flaws and stuff. Very inch resting

[beaniebabs]

do u like.

the skringly bingly?

LITERALLY THE SPRINKLE !!!! she is beautiful 💖💖💖💖 i don’t Only like the cutesy ones tho i prommy like i think garlic is really sillay 🥺

(sorry i’m being insane and going thru the wiki and listing every single plant i like and/or love at least in pvz2)

uhm iceberg lettuce and kernel-pult and coconut cannon and hot potato and chard guard (i Love chard guard i’m only in lost city rn but i’ve been using chard guard in like every level since i unlocked him in frostbite caves he’s so epic and a genuinely rlly strong plant and yea ^^) and stunion and endurian and after this i haven’t rlly unlocked many more plants so i don’t have personal experience with all of them to change if i like them or not bc i don’t think i would’ve cared much abt chard guard until i used him bc i mostly base how much i like them on if i think they’re cute but uhmmm blover and citron and infi-nut and magnifying grass and tile turnip bc he looks sillay and PUFF SHROOM ‼️💖 and magnet shroom and celery stalker and thyme warp and garlic again <3 and spore shroom and primal peashooter/wall-nut/sunflower and perfume-shroom and lily pad cuz he kinda looks like a froggy and bowling bulb and GUACODILE ‼️‼️‼️‼️ and banana launcher and SHADOW-SHROOM 🥺🥺🥺🥺 and hypno-shroom and PEA-NUT HE’S SO SILLAY and chomper and ghost pepper and hurrikale and fire peashooter specifically when he has the costume where he’s grilling a hotdog on his head and lava guava and toadstool and strawburst and cactus cuz i learned cactus is a girl so that’s so swaggy and electric blueberry and jack o’ lantern and cold snapdragon and shrinking violet and escape root and kiwibeast especially with the costume that gives it pigtails that’s so cute and parsnip and holly barrier and starfruit and dandelion and aloe and bombegranate and hot date and goo peashooter and sling pea and snap pea and dazey-chain and electrici-tea and blastberry vine and pokra and imp pear and PYRE VINE !!!! and gumnut and shine vine and explode-o-vine and turkey-pult and headbutter lettuce and gloom vine and PEA VINE MY LOVE and solar sage cuz he’skinda gay and tiger grass and teleportato mine and buttercup and levitater and TOMB TANGLER UNDERRATED EMO KING FR and yea (: