#shouldnt we wait for a better time

[tangledinink]

TMNT: Stabilize [ part one ]

[ next -> ]

[orbdotexe]

okay yknow what. the TFE playlist as of today. it is all over the place. i am cringe but i am free and also you should read the tags:

I'll Sleep When I'm Dead - Set It Off Ninth Life - Ivycomb Music Used To The Darkness - Des Rocs (yeah. from the trailer. shh) Heart - Fishymom Everybody Gets High - MISSIO You Can Run - Adam Jones Bury Me Low - 8 Graves Forrest Fire - AJJ All the Dead Kids - AJJ C'est La Vie - Weathers Don't Look Back/Don't Wait For Me - trashyinferno Farewell Wanderlust - The Amazing Devil Canary In a Coal Mine - The Crane Wives (PLEASE) Monster - dodie We Don't Talk About Bruno - lydia the bard Soleil - Lizz Robinett (not the original i just like her cover of it) Phantom Feelings - CJack (Wolf n Zavala. kill me) Cut My Fingers Off - Ethan Bortnick Engravings - Ethan Bortnick Between the Rains and the Times - Reverse: 1999 Gladiator - Jann You Only Know - Phemiec The Bidding - Chonny Jash (original by Tally Hall but CJ turns it into an entirely new piece of art. oh my god) OVER & OVER - Rio Romeo A Crow's Trial - Vane Castaway - Kroh Be Nice To Me - The Front Bottoms you smell of dead flowers - Cliesel version Rain In Soho - Mountain Goats Overgrown Garden - beetlebug

[ilonacho]

it hit me what makes me the most miserable abt my work week is how it’s just school all over again. just hanging in there until the weekend. repeat. repeat. repeat

[despite-everything]

it can be so fucking hard to be close to people who have very different understandings of time and respect than you.

[ee-where-they-shouldnt-be]

making an official announcement for this cause its gonna be a bit longer than i thought. taking yet another break from doing requests. I feel pretty bad about doing this so close to my last break but id rather not burn myself out, especially when I'm having some health issues right now. its nothing major, not going to say exactly what until we get it figured out but its killing my motivation and ability to focus right now. I could keep doing requests but I'd doubt Id be able to put much effort into these. heck that Lorelai one i did recently, it wasnt that much i mostly just exaggerated the existing lighting on her sprite and that took me like a day and a half.

so TLDR, I'm taking a break, I don't know how long, its health related but no I'm not going to die.

Requests are still open until my bio says otherwise, I'll close em at 10 (or 15 depends)

this sums up how I feel rn

[mrfutureboy]

skfkdkksksk

[upsidedownmvnson]

eddie’s annoyed with you when you’re not on time for hellfire.

you know he’s sensitive about starting on time, but still you were running late again. even though this time you promised.

but the mood slowly shifts to something else as time ticks on. you’re always a couple minutes late but nearly an hour? eddie is really frustrated, and his feelings are hurt. he decides to leave your character behind, the party left you alone, sleeping in a cave.

when they return to the cave later, theyre unable to save you from a bandit situation, and your character dies. eddie kinda feels bad, but you know what time the club starts.

what he doesnt expect is steve harrington bursting into the room, looking frenzied. the whole party stared at him, but he was locked on eddie. eddie approached his friend, worried about the look in steve’s eyes.

steve stood up straight, and cleared his throat. weakly he says, “something terrible happened.”

and when steve tells him about your car accident, eddie feels sick. his knees buckle, and steve has to hold him up. he’s totally disoriented by this news. his felt his heart beat pounding behind his eyes, and his ears rang loudly, barely registering the panicked talking going on around him

“theyre alive,” steve was shouting, but people weren’t letting him talk, so he had to keep shouting it over the hundred questions. they wouldnt be able to handle it. not again. not when max still hasnt woken up. “eddie? can you hear me buddy?”

but eddie was in shock. he was trying to blame himself. he was looking for the moment he somehow caused this.

“can you walk? ill drive you,” steve says, as gareth searches eddies pockets for the keys to the van. “dustin, get over here, help me get eddie to the car.”

as soon as they moving, the adrenaline starts moving through eddie’s body. he was able to break free of his friend’s aid and pick up his pace, and the three of them ran through the school and into the parking lot. the dim light steve parked by was flickering, putting a weak spotlight on eddie as he tugged the door handle on the passenger seat

“let me unlock it,” steve snapped, fumbling the keys in his hand. he dropped them, the pressure of eddie’s stare was kinda terrifying.

when they were in the car, eddie was finally alert.

“what the fuck is going on?” he snapped.

no one said anything. there was nothing they could say that would make eddie feel better, or calm down. steve sped out of the parking lot, blowing the stop sign. he shouldnt have, given the reason you were in the hospital.

eddie squeezed his eyes shut. he was wrong. he was petty and hurt and he thought you were being a dick but you were - he was gunna throw up - you were somewhere bleeding. you were laying on the asphalt after a violent car crash and he was thinking youre an asshole

“their character died,” eddie said. “we killed them.”

“its not gunna happen,” steve said, gripping the steering wheel. a statement he couldnt back up.

at the hospital, eddie barely waited for the car the stop before he was running inside, tripping over his own feet as he rushed to get to you. dustin was hot on his trail and steve was parking the car.

eddie saw nancy with her boyfriend, and when nancy saw him, she came over, putting her hands on eddies arms. dustin spoke with jonathan in the background.

“relax,” she said, “please breath. they’re okay right now. they’re in surgery, and its going well, okay?”

“wheeler?” eddie asked, eyes filling with tears he had no control over.

“it has to be fine,” nancy said. “sit with me.”

and with no other options he listened, following nancy to an uncomfortable plastic chair that squeaked when he sat. nancy held his hand over the stiff arm rests, but he didnt find any comfort. he didnt think he would until he was with you again.

jonathan sat beside nancy, giving her a sad smile and handing her a bitter coffee. he sat quietly, letting nancy give eddie her attention. dustin sat on the other side of eddie, also opting to stay quiet. what was anyone supposed to say?

honestly, the only thing eddie wanted to hear was your voice.

might rewrite this properly - its a midnight idea i had and i like it enough to post it 🥰

[nomercyanywhere]

cunnilingus ー ₊ ⁺ ★ ftm reader

ー ー ー ー ー

"how many times.. " even from this distance, you felt the bass from his voice, his brows were furrowed, making a wrinkle in between them. he was mad, at you?

"how many times what..? sir?" your hands hidden away behind you started sweating, the windows were open and it was quite windy outside, but you felt hot. you feel your face go red and beads of sweat slowly fall from your forehead.

"you've been sent to my office." he was sat on his chair, papers on the corner of the table and a couple of pens scattered, along with a half empty tea cup. "a shit ton of people have been telling me they hear strange noises from your room.. just what the hell are you doing. " he crossed his arms and waited.

your eyes glued to the ground, it felt as if thousands of eyes were looking at you. you wanted to speak, but your throat felt tight, plus it was embarrassing to just tell him that you've been touching yourself at the thought of him, your captain, Levi Ackerman.

"..I was.. working out sir.." of all excuses, you chose the stupidest one. the room went silent for a few seconds, though he didn't say or do anything yet, you felt even he knew you were lying.

"you could do that somewhere else, why your room." his voices toned down a bit, "I prefer doing it alone sir... I- it won't happen again, I promise.." you slowly look up at him, trying to make eye contact, but he felt too domineering.. or too big?

"better fuckin' not." he finally let's you off, but with extra cleaning duty as a punishment. the moment you step out of his office, the air felt lighter and your heartbeat relaxed. you wipe off the sweat with a napkin and wandered to your room.

a few days later, another rookie had told Levi about the noises again. he had enough of the continuous complaining and went to your room to hear for himself, who would've thought, the person your touching yourself to is standing right outside your door, listening to your naughty moans.

...

he stood there for a bit, listening to you, trying to make up words you said, he put his hand carefully on the doorknob as to not make any noise, he wanted to open it, but had second thoughts, that was until he heard you shamelssly moaning his name.

repeatedly saying it quietly, one followed by a muffled "please let me cum sir..", he felt his pants grow tight, then hesitantly looks down at his growing hardon.

he quietly twisted the doorknob, waiting for the resistance you feel when a door is locked, but to his surprise, you stupidly left the door unlocked...he knew he shouldnt be doing this, your years younger than him, prepping made him feel like a creep. but who could resist such a beautiful voice? your fingers are probably not even reaching the places you want it to reach.

the door swung open, you jumped when you heard it hit the wall, quickly you grabbed your thin blanket to try covering up yourself and the wet patches on the bed.

your stomach dropped when you saw captain Levi walk in, "you never learn do you?" his heavy footsteps made the floor creak, you tried to explain yourself but got cut off by the door slamming shut, he then proceeds to lock it.

he approached you then pulled off the tiny blanket and tossed it elsewhere, you attempted to cover your half naked body but your tiny hands weren't doing you justice.

he effortlessly pries off your hands and pins both of them above your head, exposing your messy cunt, you try to squirm out of his grip but he lands a nasty slap on your thigh, left it tingling a bit.

"I thought.. that if I checked for myself just what you were doing, we would've solved this problem. Who would've known , it was just a slut, pathetically touching himself to the thought of his captain." ...you wanted to die, right here, right now, you just wanted the floor to open up and swallow you.

you closed your eyes out of embarrassment and looked to the side, wishing that none of this happened but his hand gripped your jaw and forcefully made you face him instead, "how long have you been touching yourself.. hm?" he slid 2 of his fingers in between your folds, taking up all your slick while his thumb rubbed your clit

"open your eyes and look at me brat" he began roughly fingering you, your eyes shot open and moans left your mouth once again, you struggled to form words, his speed and the pleasure made it difficult to.

"ever since... last year -!" you said aloud, he stopped.

"I bet it took you forever to cum.. speaking of cumming, you're not even close yet are you?".

you shook your head and tried to close your legs, but he let go of your hands and pulled your lower body onto him, your butt was pressed against his chest and your pussy was just a few inches away from his face

your whole weight was on your neck so he best make it quick but pleasurable, "wait sir ー!" you reach for his head but failed when he went down on you, his mouth latched on your pussy, his nose on your clit

you felt as if you've been edged for hours, so when he exhaled on your swollen bud you couldn't help but squeeze your legs, or at least try to.

"stay still" he looks into your glossy eyes and continued licking and lapping up your cunt, from your view you could see everything he's doing, you could see how his tongue would circle around your clit or how his fingers spreaded your folds

it was embarrassing but this is all you've ever wanted, except, the way he found out you liked him. soon enough though, you feel the same twist in your stomach and your legs began to shake

you were about to cum, but it wasn't the usual feeling when you did it, this time it felt like something was gonna cum out. your eyes widened at the thought of accidentally pissing on your captains face

so to prevent that from happening, you try to push him away but he caught your hands and kept it on licking.

"please let go!! sir, I'm gonna ー" just as you were about to finish your sentence, you felt your back arch and liquid spraying out of your cunt, and getting all over his face and hair.

"tch.. what a fucking mess..." he grunts before carefully setting you down, he wipes off your essence with the sleeve of his shirt, right after doing so, he looks at you, all exhausted and laying with your eyes almost closed

he gently shook your body "hey, don't fall asleep yet. we still gotta clean this up" although tired, you feel him carry you and put you down on the small couch while he replaced your sheets.

once finished, he bathed and clothed you before carrying you back to the bed, before leaving he tucks you in, hoping that if ever your feel needy, you'll come to him instead of relying on your useless fingers.

ー ー ー ー ー

a/n: warmup lmfao, its a bit ass tho omg

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

hello! i’m love your post and arts so much! I look at your posts after a hard day and my mood immediately changes to excellent. can I ask a couple of questions?

which pairing with Ethan do you prefer?

and… can we get to know you better? a little biography?

Thank you for your time! I'll be waiting for new arts! (sorry if i made mistakes, my english is not so good. im russian)

i like basically every ship with ethan! it mostly depends on the mood im in, but if im being honest, mithan, winterfield, and wintersberg gets frustrating to think about because they all dont treat ethan well canonically... lethan is fun because they have never met and i can make my own assumptions!

i used to like wintersberg the most and i still do like it, i just have expanded my horizons to other ships as well...., its mostly like a punchline to me though. they have the funniest potential which is why a majority of their posts is just joke comics. i do not like how people try to erase how karl is arrogant and egotistical tho. thats like removing the flavor.... the way karl acts is just very funny to me, hes so lame in a good way and i like how everytime he talks to ethan it sounds like hes twirling his hair and kicking his feet. canonically speaking, karl was very much in the wrong for trying to use rose and not elaborating and i will die on this hill. ethan is not in the wrong for being disgusted and angry that karl would ever try and propose that in the deal. karl is very arrogant so when ethan says no to him it makes him mad and he tries to use fear to get ethan to take his deal (kicking his chair and warning him) i like karl, i like how messed up and arrogant he is but i dislike how people try to portray him as a nice guy. however, in a AU where everythings the same except he doesnt try to use rose i do enjoy the dynamic they could have, especially if the teamed up (not with the deal where they use rose. ethan wouldnt agree unless karl never involved rose in the first place). karl is just a very entertaining character and i like him a lot, hes funny and his personality can be extremely hilarious

mia and ethan is pretty tragic and thinking about it too much makes me a bit sad, imo in a reality where ethan survives re8, he needs to divorce mia. im not saying ethan needs to hate mia and never talk to her again i just dont think they should be so intimate together because of her behavior... please do not take this as anti mia. they loved each other dearly but it wasnt healthy. their relationship was kept afloat by lies and mia doesnt change even though she deals with the consequences of her own actions in re7. she actively tries to hide her past from ethan and is mostly focused on trying to move on and have a normal life even if ethan will have to live the rest of his life in the dark.

she loves her family so much, shes very afraid of them leaving her so she hides all the bad things in the hopes that they wont leave. its selfish, its human, its real, her character is so amazing and i love her. she doesnt learn from re7 and hides important information from ethan again. i geniunly think they should have gotten divorced after re8 if ethan had survived. its tragic and its sad but they love each other so much. it sad because they both geniunly love rose so much but they themselves shouldnt be together. its just sad to think about it. whenever i draw them it usually takes place before re7. they should have divorced on good terms and shared custody of rose.........

ethan and chris is also frustrating to think about... chris is a major jerk in re8, whenever i draw it, its under a unspoken AU that chris did not behave the way he did in re8. his weird behavior in re8 is probably for a meta reason imo. capcom wanted to set up a twist villian so they make chris very vague and unesscarily cruel. while its frustrating that they turned chris into a jerk for the sake of a twist, it still happens in canon and i will forever roll my eyes whenever i see him on screen. he did what he thought was best but imo, execution matters more than the intentions. same applies to mia. they both did things that hurt ethan because they thought it would be the best but in the end they just hurt ethan.

all the ships ive discussed with people ethan has met canonically just makes it look like i dont even like the ships... LOL ... ethan just has horrible luck with the people he meets i guess... but i do enjoy the ships and drawing them, but again all of them come with the canon baggage that ends up making me sad because everyone treats ethan poorly whether they had good intentions or not

which is why leon and ethan is the most fun to draw without getting stressed... LOL... they have never met but just drawing what i think their dynamic would be like is very fun.

please dont take this post personally, this isnt a post declaring why ur fave ship sucks, this is just my own personal preferences and in the end i draw all of them anyways

if i had to rank the ships based on drawing silly comics it would be

wintersberg

mithan

lethan

winterfield

wintersberg has the funniest potential just because of karl and mithan can be funny if u water it down to "i love my wife so much" and said wife comes home with suspicious amounts of hard cash

i enjoy making joke comics far to much

if i were to rank the ships based on how healthy they would actually be for ethan it would be

lethan

winterfield, mithan, wintersberg (no particular order)

sorry 😭

leon and ethan have literally never met but imo it would still be the healthiest because ethan gets to start new

the three other ships r all unhealthy in some way, at least canonically without changing much about the characters (i do like winterfield but just because of how chris behaved in re8 it knocked them down)

i cant even rank them on personal preference because my opinion changes so often 😭 it changes based on discussions i have with my friends or recent art i see that inspires me... me and my friends recently had a discussion about mia and ethans relationship which made me very frustrated and sad with mia so i defiently wouldnt be drawing them anytime soon... meanwhile i hvae been talking to a friend who really likes winterfield often so the conversations we have give me art ideas and i end up drawing it more. if a friend of mine really enjoyed wintersberg or lethan and talked to me about it often id probably start drawing it more, the joys of being a multishipper

it changes a lot based on how im feeling and if im in the mood to draw something funny or something serious

sorry u asked a really simple question and i responded with a essay

and a little bit about myself is that i go by crumb, i am 18 and i go by all pronouns and prefer it/its

im vietnamese and live in texas

i made this tumblr acc solely so i could post my ethan art and im a re7/re8 girly so if ur here waiting for me to draw the re1-re6 characters im sorry u should probably expect nothing

i also make personal animations sometimes which u can find here

thanks for the ask and sorry for the rant!

[kmt123whatsthetea]

The Big Book of Desires

George Weasley x reader x Fred Weasley

Requested by: @gdogcat1

Request gist: “The twins find their wife’s dirty fantasy book and surprise her”

A/N: Thanks for the request! Sorry it's taken so long to write. Because no kinks were specified, I decided to pick some at random. I also focused on the marriage aspect and went for a ‘Reader feels the mundaneness of marriage and twins surprise her’ fic.

T/W: Fred being a bad influence on George and his sweet mind, Snooping, Daddy kink, Master kink, Blindfolding, Bondage, Edging, Unprotected sex

Married life with the twins was how you'd always expected it to be. Sure, it was an amazing time in your lives, but the day was starting to go the same as the day before.

Wake up, work in the shop, make dinner, sleep, then wake up and repeat the day again.

The twins could tell that something was up with you. You weren’t as affectionate as before, you weren't as cuddly in bed, you didn’t kiss them before work. Something was wrong, and they vowed to find out. The twins came back to the flat after a long shift, one that you had off, and noticed something new. A new book that your eyes were glued to. Sure, you liked to read and owned most of the books on the bookshelf, but this was new.

The title read “The Fire of Love and Romance” in fancy writing. The woman on the cover was in nothing more than underwear with a man standing over her in a shirt and grey waistcoat. The twins exchanged a look of confusion. Compared to the other books you owned, this was an anomaly. When you noticed the twins, you quickly set the book down and got up to greet them and ask about their day.

A few days had passed and you were still reading that book, or better yet, you were still reading the same chapter. It was Fred who came up with the idea first.

“Tonight when she falls asleep, we’ll take a look and see what she’s reading. It's just a book, what are you so worried about, George?”

The ever practical George scoffed at his brother's idea.

“It's our wife’s property, we shouldnt be snooping. It just feels wrong. Can’t we just ask her about it?”

George knew the answer already because he knew you. You’d brush it off, make some excuse on the spot. That was one thing that Fred loved about you, your ability to lie so easily (which worked in their favour back when teachers would ask you who gave Filch puking pastilles). George sighed softly and relented.

The plan went ahead, and the twins waited till you fell asleep before taking a peek in your precious book. They didn't know what to expect, but they didn't expect this.

“Michael looked down at his new submissive, admiring her soft breaths. He trailed his hand down her supple skin and over her lace covered breasts. He watched as she shuddered and let out soft moans”

“Be a good girl for Daddy”

The twins looked up from the page simultaneously before looking back down, the action almost comical. They were shocked to say the least, but horny as hell.

As if fate whispered in your ear, you stirred. When you saw the book in the hands of your husbands, you sat up quickly and tried snatching it back. Fred held it out of reach to keep reading while George moved beside you. George kept his voice soft.

“I'm sorry, love. We shouldn’t have gone through your book. We’ve just been so worried about you”

Fred was less soft.

“Do you like this kind of stuff, pretty girl?”

Both you and George looked at Fred, confused at the new nickname. George caught on to his brother's little idea and turned back to you.

“You want us to take care of you, baby?”

“Yes Georgie, please”

Fred didn't seem as pleased with your answer as his brother did.

“That's not his name. Address him properly, baby”

Your cheeks blushed a dark shade and you gulped nervously.

“Yes Daddy”

George smirked at your response, his cock twitching in his boxers at the word. You always had a way of making mundane words sound so heavenly. Fred put the book back on the nightstand and stalked towards you, his signature smirk looking predatory.

“I need a title too, love. Can't let Georgie have all the fun”

“Yes Master”

Boy twins seemed pleased with their new titles, almost like they had just been knighted by a fair princess.

Fred walked over to the drawer and to retrieve two ties. He brought them over to you and secured one over your eyes, making you vulnerable to their next move. The other tie bound your wrists together, which Fred then attached to the bed frame.

Both men stood over you, admiring you. You heard George whisper to Fred and footsteps before feeling hands on your thighs, pushing your legs apart. The mattress dipped one the other side of you. Your nightie was pushed up, leaving your underwear and the slowly growing wet patch visible.

“Look how wet she is, needy girl”

A hand pulled your underwear to the side and ran something along your wet slit. When you felt something cold against your clit, you knew what it was. A small metal bullet vibe that the twins bought you.

When the vibrations started, your hips bucked involuntarily. No matter how much you squirmed, a pair of hands held your hips down and your legs open. The vibrator was held steady on your clit, giving you no escape.

“You can take it, pretty baby. Are you gonna be a good girl for us?”

Although you and the twins had been a trio for years and you could tell them apart in an instant, the blindfold mixed with your pleasure filled mind made them sound identical to you.

“Yes Master, Yes Daddy”

The twins were pleased with your words and the vibrator was pressed more firmly against your clit. Your moans filled the room, the blindfold seemingly heightening your senses. When your moans got louder, Fred turned to George.

“Should we let her cum, Georgie?”

“She’s been a good girl, but is more fun to watch her squirm”

Fred pulls the vibrator away, both men revelling in your whines. George couldn't wait any longer and made his move, kneeling between your legs. He pulled his cock from his boxers and lined himself up with your entrance. He pushed in until he was balls deep. Fred kept a hold of the vibrator, ready to keep teasing you with it.

George started moving his hips, thrusting his cock deep inside of you each time. He moved his hand to your face, cradling your cheek.

“I think you deserve a reward for being such a good girl”

With a nod to Fred, the vibrator was back on your clit. You threw your head back, your orgasm approaching quicker since your last one was ripped away.

“Cum, pretty girl”

That permission from one of the twins had you letting out a cry of relief, your orgasm pulling you under. Your walls convulsing around Georges cock caused his band to snap, his orgasm catching him by surprise. His cum filled you up, leaking out when he pulled his cock out.

Fred worked to untie you and remove the makeshift blindfold. He stroked the hair from your face, his touch soft.

“Such a kinky little wifey”

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for being harsh to one of my group mates?

(📳🎓)

For context, this is in uni, and most of us are between 18 to 20 years old. We've been assigned a group project we need to do basically, and while there were originally 8 of us, for the longest time there were only 5 of us. The other 3 were unavailable for a variety of reasons - until within the past two or so weeks, one of them (I'll call A) started showing up to some lectures. Not all of them mind you, but a couple of them.

Initially I was a bit 'ehhh' on A, simply because he hasn't shown up until now. However the rest of the group wanted to give him a chance, and for the sake of fairness we did. And for the most part, imo, he's been unreliable. He showed up recently to one of our more important sessions (the session essentially being producing a bulk of the work we'd need to do) and was genuinely helpful, but for me the pressing issues I have with him are that

1. He's inconsistent. He only got to that session because we prodded him about it on WhatsApp, and I'm sure that if we didn't he wouldn't have turned up at all

2. He rarely if at all communicates with us. He responded to one person (who I'll call D) twice and another person once. While in person he's a lot better, getting in touch with him otherwise is essentially impossible.

The kicker recently is that in person, we agreed to have a one on one meeting where we'd talk about what we've done so far and what he'll be able to help out with in the future. I arrived to the location, and waited... He never showed up. I texted him multiple times to let him know that if he's late he needs to tell me, and as I'm writing this he still hasn't even bothered to read the messages at all. I let D, who's our group leader, know and they believe he shouldnt share our grade. I agree.

However, the reason why I feel I'm the AH is because he says he's been having some mental health issues. He didn't specify what, just that it's 'been hard getting out of bed' and the like. He may have mentioned depression, but I also can't 100% confirm it. The rest of the group believe we should give him another chance, saying that depression is hard and that we can't expect him to be fine 100% now, and they've even said that D themself is inconsistent when it comes to showing up to meetings, which is true. They say that they themselves have had similar struggles in the past and they sympathise.

While that's fair, I'm also of the opinion that well... He hasn't even done a lot of work. Like at all. He helped during that session but has otherwise done fuck all. From a practical standpoint he doesn't deserve a grade simply because he's done essentially nothing since we started, even if it is because he's been having a bad time. However, he also hasn't had much time to prove himself that he is capable of helping, so it could be that I'm just pre-judging him out of cynicism.

It might also not help that I'm a very practical person when it comes to mental health - I deal with my own shit, tend not to burden anyone with my issues if I can, and just get on with things. My anxieties were rough before uni, and while it's gotten better in some areas it's gotten worse in others. Yknow, stuff like money, if I'm even eating properly, general life, personal circumstances, all that shit. However it might be that A is the type to get buried in his feelings, and my more practical viewpoint is me being way too harsh on someone who is struggling.

While I understand where my group is coming from, I still don't think A should share our grade. Imo he hasnt shown much initiative if at all for the group, and even if he was struggling the fact that he just generally hasn't done anything means I don't think he should share our grade. AITA?

TLDR: Guy in a group has done not much in terms of participating in our group project, because he's been struggling mentally up until now. Group is mostly sympathetic and wants to give him another chance, while I think otherwise, believing he's had enough chances already.

What are these acronyms?

[onlyrains]

walk you home

pairing: odajima yuken x female reader

warning: grammar error, lowercase

part 2 | part 3

being best friend with ueda yui has been made you feel secure and insecure at the same time. things changed so much ever since you got closer to the dearest little sister of ueda sachio, the most powerful man of housen gouken.

he always picked his sister up after school for the sake of her safety. sometimes he sent shoji to walked her home but if it just he really busy. yui and you were attached to each other enough to the point where she always wanted to be with you—besides shoji, of course—so they ended up walked you home too even though it consumed more time to got home because you and yui would always got distracted by something in the street.

and today, a bit different. it was not sachio or shoji that waited for you two in front of the school gate. it was odajima yuken. you only knew his name and apperence from yui when she showed you the photo of her brother and his best friends, it was actually the first time you met him in person. he stood in his laid back posture with his back leant to the wall and both hands on his pocket. basic but enough to made him the center of attention for the girls today.

“odajima-san?” yui greeted. he turned and straightened his body. “where is sachio and sawamura?” yui continued.

he fixed his glasses on his nose. “ah, am i not expected to be here? to pick you up? to protect you?”

yui rolled her eyes. “but really, where is my boyfriend?”

“you better ask him yourself, girlfriend.” he started to walk but a tall silouette approching them from the opposite road.

“sawamura-chan!” yui shouted happily while waving at her boyfriend. he smiled and did a little run to arrive faster.

yuken rolled his eyes and did a fake vomit gesture. you chuckled softly seeing his dramatic reaction and that was the time when he finally fully-aware of your existence.

“let's go. but we need to get my friend home first.” yui turn her head to yuken to inform him. he nodded once.

yui and sawamura was walking happily in front of you and yuken, they chatted cheerfully and it was a relief cause you suddenly lost your voice and your head was a clear blank. you never knew walk side by side with yuken would caused you this nervous.

“ah! i need to grab some stuff from the store!” yui suddenly stopped and you almost crashed her body. “y/n, when it is closed?”

you looked at your right wrist. “ten minutes from now.” you said.

she pouted a little and gave a regretful expression to you. “i think we need to separate here. i dont want to get scolded again, you know.”

“reckless.” yuken murmured.

you giggled lightly. “nah, its fine. i can walk myself home, yui.”

“no, its getting dark and high school Z have known your face, y/n. you shouldnt be alone.” sawamura asserted then his eyes landed to his friend who stood beside you.

with no time to guess yuken's response, he embraced your arm and push you gently to continue to walk while yui took another road to got to the store quickly. “time to say goodbye, kids. bye-bye.” he said with a smiley voice as if you and yui were kindergarten students.

your body clenching a bit and your heart was beating like crazy for some reason. you could smell his mild perfume from this close.

“where’s your house?” yuken asked after silence for 2 minutes. he couldnt stand the silence between you two and he almost sure that you were scared of him.

“not that far from here. sorry to make you walk me home.”

yuken smiled a bit, you almost couldnt see it. “its fine. whats your name, by the way?”

“its y/n.”

he nodded. “i believe you must have known me, right?”

you scoffed a little. “sadly, yes.”

then silence again for a few seconds.

“ah, about earlier, yui was not meant to refuse you to pick her up. it was just as not shes expected and she was confused… maybe.” you tried to speak what was on your mind with all your courage. and this was the first time your voice been that shaky just to talk to someone. then you heard yuken bursted out laughing made you nervous and shock at the same time. “i knew it, y/n. i was just being dramatic to teased her. you are a good friend by the way.”

you smiled shyly and cursed yourself quietly. stupid. he is her brother best best friend, of course he know her well too.

“sachio got some business to do. so as always he sent sawamura but i really had nothing to do today, so i thought join him will be nice.” yuken started to explain just like he can read your mind and answer your question.

“well, thank you for your explanation,” you added a little sass on your voice.

“well, you are easy to read,” he shrugged, hands still on his pocket.

you squinting at him and he found it cute so he chuckled while looking at you involuntary.

“but is it right that high school Z have known you?”

you nodded. “yeah, i was with yui that day when they tried to attack her. i thought punching one of them is a good idea but it turned to be otherwise.”

“uh, you punched them?” yuken asked with excited yet disbelief tone.

“mhm.. i know i was wrong. they tried to attack me too.”

yuken hummed and nodded. “no wonder, then.” he replied. he was so chill. or so you thought.

he actually tried to think whether he should taught you how to keep you away from them or him gave a lesson to them to not landed a single dust on you.

“we are arrived.” you said when you both arrived in front of your house. you turned to facing him. “thank you for walk me home, odajima-san.”

“no problem, kid.” he gave you a thumbs up and smirk. oh, he really considered you as a child. “okay, see you around, i guess…?” he added while slowly walking backwards.

“okay, see you!”

you smiled from eye to eye and waving at him before you got into your house.

[bibibbon]

MHA 418 rant

Oh my where do I start with this chapter?

So after all that they're somehow still in an imaginary place thing whatever? So like after all that barrier breaking thing last chapter they're still in the same imaginary place and it hasn't came as actual time travel type plot. I guess Iam ok with that but like dam what was the barrier breaking supposed to represent another way of izuku getting to shigaraki and getting through his bs power of hate and rejection?!?!

Why is it that all of izukus memories have to directly relate to Tenko? Ok like why is it throughout this whole fight and encounter Izuku only shared like one to two memories about himself but they still weren't directly about him like we got the todoroki fighting him at the sports festival and I think that's it. Also why is it that these Memoires specifically are highlighted like they don't impact izuku directly for him to remember them. Also shouldn't at that time izuku be like a 2 year old or something so how can he remember that. Why does he remember it? Was he in that conversation like did his dad take him and he saw kotaro and all that gist or was it not Izuku's memory at all but just vestige AFO's

Dfo basically confirmed. So the mysterious guy who kotaro met with that's apparently AFO does actually tick off a lot of the checkpoints for who hisashi midoriya really is. My theory is that the man kotaro met with was either afo aka dfo canon or it was hisashi but he works for AFO. Also how does this impact izuku like he never got to fight AFO or interact with him properly (even though they share a lot of parallels) that role was given to bakugo. How will izuku react? I doubt horikoshi will give him the autonomy to do something.

Hori had to humanise shigaraki so we got the other memories. All of this interaction is basically a huge spotlight on shigaraki and there to humanise him. All we see is the league standing next to him all together and people are thinking that this is some found family type of thing when Iam thinking that they look like soldiers taking or waiting for orders from shigaraki. There's also the baby Tenko memories to show Tenko playing around with his two friends that don't even contribute much to plot. We then see him freak out about Mon chans death and all that to humanise him

After everything and Mon chan still had to die. Iam just salty about it like why does the dog always gotta die for some reason?!?! Mon chan deserves better

How did Izuku go from middle schooler to child. Yeah that was some drastic change personally I dont get how izuku went from highschool to middle school to child is it just supposed to be some abstract imagery if it is I wish it was executed better.

Shigaraki is dying? Crumbling apart? And AFO is back??!?!?? So we see shigaraki basically decaying from the inside out somehow is this supposed to represent Tenko coming to light while the evil and irredeemable shigaraki dies which dam hori really has it out for shigaraki. I vestige afo was dead or he was just dead I get that he was gonna come back but at this point he is like a parasite in the show I just want him gone for good at this point. Maybe shigaraki will kill him and we will get another variation of the dog biting their owner or some stuff like that

Poor izuku. I JUST REALISED THAT IZUKU NOW CANNONICALLY IS QUIRKLESS AND LOST AN ARM?!?! AN ARM ALL THEM THEORIES HAVE BECOME REALITY AND I HATE IT. ALSO IF THIS IS AN IMAGINARY Place Then HOW THE HELL IS IZUKU Being DECAYED HAPPENING TO HIM IN REAL LIFE AND DUE TO THE QUIRK AWAKENING THAT TENKO GOT SHOULDNT IZUKU BE SLOWLY DECAYING ALL OVER?!?!?! NVM IZUKU IS BASICALLY ALSO DYING DUE TO DECAY THE GUY LOST BOTH HIS ARMS HELP

@doodlegirl1998 just brought up the fact that kurogiri was done injustice again as he is legit the only major lov member that isn't shown directly to us in shigs memories.

In conclusion MHA is going down hill

[istillhaveyourlighter]

Dog homages and metaphors in songs:

i get mean when i’m nervous like a bad dog

~

i only talk to dogs cause they don’t understand me, my teeth are yellow, hello world

would you like me a little better if they were white like yours?

~

i bet on losing dogs, i know theyre losing and i pay for my place by the ring

~

you’re an angel, im a dog

or you’re a dog and im your man

you believe me like a god, i destroy you like i am

~

i’ll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies

~

you always said how you love dogs, i don’t know if i count.

~

i’m just a dog with no bite, this is all i’ve ever known

~

i am the dog under your couch, gnashing teeth and open mouth. i shouldnt have clawed my own way out.

~

if you’d been a dog they would have drowned you at birth

~

so i will wait for the next time you want me, like a dog with a bird at your door

-

into this world we’re thrown, like a dog without a bone

-

those thoughts i cant deny, these sleeping dogs won’t lie, and now i tried but its eating me apart inside

-

i’m tired of begging for the things that i want, i’m oversleeping like a dog on the floor

-

death inspires me like a dog, inspires a rabbit

-

She loves me like a dog

And when we mess around, I'll let her known the truth

I can't rely on hope with fate

-

One last kiss, I love you like a pack of dogs

-

He’s looking for a dog, did you find your bitch in me? oh you’re abominable socially, you’re just a little bit too much like me.

-

Please take me back, I’m stray dog sick, please let me in.

If you wanna know what lyric came from where just comment and ask, artists in tags

[gale-gentlepenguin]

ML Fighting Game Special Quotes (Into the Re-Verse)

Ladybug: Taking my miraculous wont change things for you. Only you can do that. Shadybug: Dont act like you know my pain! You know nothing! Ladybug: I know that you are so much stronger than you think. ___________________________________________________

Chat noir: I know you miss your mother, I understand that better than anyone Claw noir: Then you know why I need your miraculous Chat noir: The price of the wish is too great, I wouldnt wish that pain on anyone else ___________________________________________________ Betterfly: So you are the butterfly miraculous holder of this world, what made your heart grow dark? Monarch: I dont have time to talk with hopeful fools. Tell me where Ladybug and Chat noir are? Betterfly: Dont let your goal turn youre heart evil like the Supreme. ____________________________________________________ Shadybug: Found you, now hand over that miraculous and we can end this game Betterfly: Please Shadybug, the Supreme is using you. You can do so much good if you changed your ways. Shadybug: (laughs) As if I could oppose the Supreme ____________________________________________________ Claw Noir: If you want to be left in one piece, hand over your miraculous Betterfly: Please Claw Noir, The Supreme is using you. Imagine the good you could do if you joined the resistance. Claw Noir: (Laughs) You really think your resistance could fight the Supreme if I cant? ____________________________________________________ Ladybug: Betterfly? Nice trick Monarch, I know its you Betterfly: Monarch? I dont know who you are talking about Ladybug: Hand over the miraculous you stole! ___________________________________________________ Chat noir: I will admit monarch you do look less stupid. Betterfly: Monarch? I dont know who you are talking about Chat noir: Enough games, hand over the miraculous you stole from Ladybug ____________________________________________________ Mayura: Gabriel? What is that new costume? Betterfly: You know me? Wait... are you Emilie? Mayura: ... Im sorry, but she is not with use ___________________________________________________ Monarch: Give me one reason why I shouldnt simply take your miraculous instead? Shadybug: Trust me, I already tried the wish thing. Doesnt work with mine Monarch: What a shame, now you are completely useless to me ______________________________________________

Monarch: Give me one reason why I shouldnt simply take your miraculous instead?

Claw Noir: The Bug of my world tried the wish thing. Doesnt work with ours

Monarch: What a shame, now you are completely useless to me

__________________________________________________________

Shadybug: The Supreme will only spare one of us. Claw Noir: We are still doomed either way Shadybug: Yea... guess its just who gets to live longer then.

[aphidclan-clangen]

here is my attempt at a fanfic this is literally the first time I’ve done this lol. I hope it’s passable cause I suck at grammar and it’s probs a but confised and this was my first time writing with neopronouns so I hope I didn’t mess that up! Anyway here is my mess of a fanfic

I think of all the things I should’ve said all things that i did and I all i feel is emptiness.

It’s been 2 moons since you’ve been gone.

I… We all miss you.

Here I got you some lilacs for decoration as I couldn’t have your grave looking drab! As well  as a mouse I know that was your favorite…

I got with Blisswhistle or as u call him Whistledick. Guess you were right about me being gay for rai huh?

And things are great I mean you being gone is terrible but Blisswhistle is helping me through that rai’s really good at it I mean rai is the medicine cat but even with those standards rai’s still the best! And rai makes me feel just so happy! I wish you could’ve been here to see us actually together I mean you tease that shit out of me but it’d still be great.

You know I still remember the day you joined us in this dumb little mess of a clan it was just a regular day till your dad, who for the recored is getting some constantly, showed up and dropped u off with us and he couldn’t have given us a better kit! You were brave, sweet in your own special way of course and you always made me laugh… I miss that…

If you were worried about the kits they’re good! Stormkit wears feathers now and she looks good with them too! She’s been hanging out with Blisswhistle recently I think the two are becoming friends.

We recently met your attackers while out on patrol… I wanted to go for their throats but Pearlstar wouldn’t let me I mean star was right about it but it still pissed me off that we can’t avenge you. I promise you one thing though one way or another I’ll get them back. I’ll make them pay… 

WOAH sounds like I’m going on a villain arc. Does… this make you my backstory. Goldshine laughed to starself sure this would have made Lilacpaw laugh as well.

-I… really wish you were here… Star said tears forming at the corn of stars eyes It’s so unfair! Why are you gone! Star exclaimed. Tears now rapidly streaming down stars face

YOU SHOULDNT BE GONE YOU WERE JUST AN APPRENTICE!”

Star crumbled then and there sobbing uncontrollably first minutes until star heard someone stars ears trying to pinpoint from were the sound was coming whilst simultaneously trying to silence stars tears

-Hey… Goldshine I thought I’d find you here. Goldhines mate said softly Pearlstars looking for you wants to go out on patrol but I can tell star to wait if you’d like? Rai continued

I’m sure star wouldn’t mind…

-Thank you… Goldshine said unable to find other words for the situation

Goldshine slowly walked over placing rainbowself next to rai’s mate letting star lean on him 

-I miss lilacpaw to you know… they were such a good kit and it’s unfair what happened to flowers… Blisswhistle whispered But even though their gone I know we’ll see flower again when we’re in starclan and I know they looking at us and let’s be honest making fun of us right now…

-That’s true… said Goldshine leaning a bit more into Blisswhistle fur now being able to smell the herbs that rai were always around.

The two sat their in silence till the sun was almost gone when Blisswhistle finally spoke up

-I think we have to go star… Our clanmates must think we’re dead at this point. Upon finishing rai’s sentance rai stood

-I guess Goldshine conceded starting to pick starself up

Blisswhistle watched rai’s mate get up and with a slight head movement to rai’s mate almost aksed if star was ready. Star nodded and the two started walking away star trailing a little behind.

When suddenly star stopped, turned around and said

-Bye sis we miss ya you knucklehead. Star turned back around and trotted back off to camp to go on that patrol Blisswhistle mentioned

-🦐

Awww, I love this 💕 Genuinely made me laugh and feel sad for Goldshine, boy’s goin through a lot :< I love Blisswhistle being so sweet and Goldshine thinking so much love of him. I think you did good with the neopronouns, I was able to follow along with them pretty easily/clearly and tell who was doing what! Thank you for including them! 💕

You were very accurate with portraying these guys and what they’re going through, thank you for writing a fanfic for my little cats 💕💕