#skarsgard daydreams

[pxgeturner]

someone tell me why it seems as though no one in the true blood fandom likes bill compton. i love that man. actually don’t tell me i only just started szn 2 and i wanna keep liking him. bill lovers rise!!!

[likeadevils]

Inspired by @youareinlove's blog today: timeline wise, which songs could be about Harry?

obligatory i don't know anything, i'm just a guy, most songs are inspired by emotions more than people, etc etc

red (and like all of these are controversial for one reason or another):

treacherous: written-- not just recorded, confirmed to be written, like. 12 days after they met and like the day after she got back from a trip to new york with him. so.

ikywt: okay so this one's complicated-- the first draft (which was just the chorus, iirc) was written around january 2012, months before she met harry, and probably about jake. then, in april, her and harry have a month long Thing that ends with him making out with another girl on tour. in june, taylor brings trouble to max martin and shellback and reworks it. then, in fall 2012-2013, taylor and harry both heavily imply it was about harry a few times. so i think it was either outright written about him, or the irony of writing a song called i knew you were trouble, then a couple months later writing "this slope is treacherous, this daydream is dangerous, this slope is treacherous, and i like it" was just so similar to the plot of ikywt that they both called it a wash

come back be here: again written-- or at least finished being written, we don't know the date she got the first idea-- right after she got back from a trip to new york with him, which left in him leaving for tour and her going back to LA. i also think that trip to new york was a last minute plan because he needed to be in new york for work and she just decided to go along with him-- to my knowledge she didnt need to be in new york for any reason aside from like, having a crush.

babe: this was either written at least a month before they met or a couple months after that first fling (that ended with him making out with another girl). i lean towards summer cause pat monaham (her cowriter) tweeted about being surprised she liked one of his songs the night before her and harry met, but that's like wishy washy

the very first night: no idea when this was written, but probably around the same time as babe.

honorably mention to message in a bottle that i assumed was about him on first listen, but then she makes a reference to it in this interview that was probably conducted before they met. and to everything has changed, which was written after they met but probably not about him, and run which was also written after they met but like a month after they broke up and probably not about him.

1989

style: ✅

ootw: ✅

ayhtdws: written like 10 days after they broke up

iwyw: ✅

wildest dreams: could be about harry, could be about some hookup in 2013, could be about matthew gray gubler of all people, almost definitely not about alexander skarsgard though-- selena said she was there when taylor wrote wildest dreams and selena and taylors schedules just didnt match up around that time.

hygtg: so they first got together in april 2012, and then they got back together in october 2012, which is 6 months. also it was recorded like two weeks after they broke up which makes the bridge just so funny. remind me how it used to be 🔪 pictures in frames of kisses on cheeks 🔪 and say you want me 🔪

this love: written like. 2-3 weeks after they got back together. maybe a month tops. we don't know exactly when they got back together but it seems like late september/early october-ish and this was written oct 17

i know places: so like. it was written a solid year after they first dated, taylor was very much seeing other people, she had just called things off with the founder of snapchat and his team was writing nasty articles about her being clingy or whatever. so like, it could very much be an imagined prince. but the prince does have green eyes. and she did wear that fox sweater on the central park date

clean: i mean harry thinks its about him but ten months before feb 2014 isn't really anything for any muse. i still lean towards harry but the jake thing isnt insane

wonderland: ✅

slut: i think this another daydreaming song, and it was written at least a year after they'd broken up because of public scrutiny. but one of the first times they hung out was at a pool party in LA (at justin bieber's house funny enough). and everyone wanted him, that was her crime. so like his ghost is definitely there

say don't go: ✅

now that we don't talk: ✅

suburban legends: i mean it could be about a high school love that kinda set her on the path to get into all these on and off again relationships. but its probably about harry.

is it over now: ✅

onwards:

idk man theres shades of him throughout folklore and evermore and midnights, but those have become a bit murkier with the matty of it all. but notable songs:

either harry thinks gold rush is about him or the location scout for his satellite mv is the funniest person on earth

question samples ootw so he is the most likely muse, but again theres the matty of it all.

[foxes-that-run]

Part 2: 70 Heart Kisses (1D years)

This post is in three parts:

When Harry got the Heart tattoo

70 Heart Kisses (1D years), and

70 Heart Kisses continued. (Solo career)

The amazing @womanexile and @this-daydream-is-dangerous-13 started this off with finding a good chunk of these. This is by no means a complete list, I think that would be impossible.

It’s also important to note that only Harry knows what this tattoo is about, why he kisses it or if that is for one person and who that may be. Below is a list of times he has kissed it with other events at that time. To me, many kisses appear to be about personal milestones.

2013

In the 2013 timeline Harry and Taylor started the year infamously with the blue dress on a boat. Taylor went to London after Harry's birthday, they seemed neither together nor properly single. 

12 March 2013 - Dublin - While Niall gave a speech referring to Ireland, his home, Harry kissed the heart. (1:07) Home is clearly special to Harry. Taylor had just sold her Hyannis Point House, in the EHC secret message, ‘August’ and ‘I Love You’.

21 April 2013 - Manchester before Back for You (1:20) this is before Harry went to LA during a break both he and Taylor had from tour, Harry started wearing the peace ring.

16 June 2013 -  Louisville - Harry was feeling himself during “Last First Kiss” and at the end was flirting with someone in the crowd, he mimicked pole dancing then he kissed his heart tattoo (4:04). A few days before, Taylor was in London and did an interview with Nick Grimshaw where he said Best Song Ever 4 times and we saw the Never Gonna Dance tattoo for the first time as he got off a party boat. To me this kiss was similar in meaning to the song Careless Whisper - a commitment to be faithful. This is close to the anniversary of Taylors 2011 Lover Journal entry days after Harry was MIA in the US when Taylor had the Temper Trap arm lyrics in St Paul. 

2 July 2013 - New Jersey - during “Change My Mind” (0:23) Harry had gotten the cross tattoo the day before and would be in the same city as Taylor soon.

6 July 2013 Hersey during One Way or Another (29 mins). Near Taylors first home while she was also in Pennsylvania and then not seen for 7 days. While Harry and Taylor were both in Pennsylvania, at the next show Harry threw up off stage.

7 July 2013 - Hersey - Last First Kiss, heart kiss at (0:17) (might be a nose wipe) after Niall gets a lyric wrong and other arm at (2:09)

2 August 2013 - Las Vegas - at the start of “Last First Kiss” (0:06). This was in the lead up to the VMAs which Harry and Taylor were texting each other and in the after party at. Taylor had a Lover Journal a week later where she describes the feeling in I Know Places.

13 October 2013 - Auckland - While watching Niall joke about being 'Niley Cyrus' before introducing Last First Kiss (0:17) and again after his chorus before Liam’s part (2:39).

17 October 2013 - Melbourne - after More Than This, (5:09) kissed the anatomical and black hearts. In the same show, Harry cried in Over Again and rushed off to vomit backstage. Taylor was seen with Alexander Skarsgard 3 days later. 

2014

At the start of the 2014 Timeline Harry was seen backstage at Red when Taylor cut her hair. On Valentines Day Taylor posted a Shirley Temple quote “There’s nothing like real love” and Harry got the Anatomical Heart Tattoo, which he interchangeably kisses with the first heart tattoo. After this they were seemingly together again, Style and Stockholm Syndrome were written soon after. They were seen at parties together and Harry also got the fern tattoo covering “might as well…”. 

8 May 2014 - Rio de Janeiro - in yellow shirt during “You and I” (1:21) on “Silence and sound / did they ever fight like us?” and again (2:38) “['I see what it's like for day and night / Never together,] Cause they see things in a different light like us” before the chorus, which he sang with his eyes closed, and again during Little Things (0:24) on ‘your hand fits in mine like it was meant to be’. The tour has only just started. Harry had been in the same city as Taylor since January. Harry kissed the heart on lyrics about being apart from his love and worrying about the relationship. 

26 May 2014 - London- Niall’s charity football match, after scoring the penalty shot Harry hugged Niall then kissed his heart tattoo (1:22) 1D, Ed, Lorde and Lily Allen had played Radio 1 Big Weekend before this and Ed wrote 18 this week. Taylor was MIA, she had been in NY then reappeared a week later in Shanghai.

1 June 2014 - Manchester - start of Story of My Life (0:12) Harry Kissed things I can. 

8 June 2014 - Wembley during ‘You and I’ (0:41) on “'Cause they see things in a different light like us” again. This was the last show before a week’s break, Harry wasn’t seen, Taylor had shows in Asia. 

17 June 2014 - Copenhagen - ‘You and I’  (1:22) 

30 August 2014 - Chicago - You and I (0:29) Last show before both Harry and Taylor are MIA. 

13 September 2014 - Rose Bowl Los Angeles, during You and I on “did they ever hold each other tight like us?” (1:21) Harry had chest pains later in this show. Harry and Taylor had the week before off and both went from London and LA, 2 days earlier the Rolling Stone article ‘things you learn hanging out with Taylor Swift’ included: “now I go in thinking, ‘How long do we have on the clock — before something comes along and puts a wrench in it, or your publicist calls and says this isn’t a good idea?'”

16 September 2014 - Phoenix- You and I - after “Silence and Sound, did they ever hold each other tight like us?” (1:22)

20 September 2014 - iHeartRadio festival - Las Vegas - on the  “Little Things” chorus (1:13). Harry looks like his mind is wandering, and trying to focus on the song. Harry and Taylor both played the iHeartRadio festival that weekend, Taylor played songs from Red, Love Story and Shake it Off.

23 September 2014: Tulsa - on “Better than Words” chorus (4:23) and in C’mon C’mon at (1:14)Harry was hurt earlier in the show but was seemingly in a good mood. Taylor was seen in NY this day, but had been MIA since the 19th when they were at the iHeart festival together. 

28 September 2014: Charlotte - during “Right now” (0:06, and nearly again 1:40) Charlotte a few days before Tampa. Taylor held 1989 secret sessions in Nashville this day and talked to sessions about Harry. On their 28 September Anniversary

3 October 2014: Tampa Florida during “Right Now” Between ‘lights go down’ and ‘lets go crazy’. (1:00 and 2:20). This was the second last show before both Harry and Taylor went to London, Taylor did a Riptide performance on BBC 1 5 days later with the lyric "I love you when you're singing that song / And I got a lump in my throat / 'Cause you're gonna sing the words wrong"

2015

Harry and Taylor dated throughout the rest of 2014. At the start of 2015 timeline Harry went to LA 3 weeks early to start writing for MITAM and saw Taylor. This post on the 6th seemed to mark a break up and so began Harry’s horrible year, he was seen with Kendall and models after that.

11 February 2015 - Brisbane - WDBHG - things I can - (10:31) and the right shoulder at the start of you and I (1:18:27)

15 February 2015 - Melbourne- (Valentine’s Day in US) during Night Changes (0:13) The Style Music Video was released the day before (13th in the US). On what would have been their 1 year anniversary Harry kissed the heart. 

20 February 2015 - Perth - ‘You and I’ (2:16) other shoulder kiss. During Happily in Perth Liam asked Harry "Are you OK?" (1:01), it was song 7 for 8 shows, then never played again. Harry posted a photo of a crosswalk B&W stripes caption 'chains around my feet'. His feet have 'never gonna dance again' tattooed on them, George Michael lyric about being faithful. 

24 February 2015 - Osaka - Night Changes  -Harry kissed the anchor tattoo (0:28) this was the last night happily was played ever, the show before Harry looked close to tears in Happily and Liam asked if he was ok. 

25 February 2015 - Osaka - Night Changes (1:48) (there’s a great crowd shushing before this). Taylor was pictured with Calvin Harris the night before. Happily was replaced by Stockholm Syndrome this show after a few shows where Harry looked upset. 

18 March 2015 Hong Kong - Night Changes an anchor kiss at the start (2:19) and heart kiss at (3:58) Before this, Harry walked so far back from the microphone Liam checked on him. This was the last show Zayn was at, this Reddit post gets into why the band probably expected him to finish that tour leg, they had a show with songs for his voice in 3 days. Taylor was in Nashville and Calvin was rumored to be seen with her at dinner. This may be a continuation of the Night Changes kisses. Tayvin then went public and the heart kisses become hard to find.

23 June 2015 - Sweden-  during You and I anatomical heart kiss in Sweden after Liam sings “did they ever fight like Dan” (guitarist) (1:14) Taylor and Harry were both doing European shows. Harry posted a colour picture to IG, that he missed you Sweden, kissed the heart in Sweden the day Taylor flew to Glasgow then Harry posted it felt great to be in Sweden. The next day, Taylor’s Clean speech included “I’ve never been so sure that it’s treacherous and difficult to be happy in 2015.”

26 September 2015 London O2 during “Don't Forget Where You Belong” (3:55) Taylor was in Nashville and gave a longer than usual Clean Speech,it was one of 2 to refer to loss “I was in London making this album […] I was dealing with kind of getting over the loss of a relationship, and everyone else’s kind of speculation on it, and everyone else weighing in on everything I was doing.”

28 September 2015 - London - You and I (1:29) anchored kiss on “a different life like us”. On their 28 September Anniversary. Same show Harry talked to a fan about their anniversary. Taylor also talked about heartbreak and time in her Clean Speech the same night. 

12 November 2015 - BBC Radio one lounge, during Torn. Before this, Harry was really struggling to get through "Story of My Life", he turned around twice, and ended the song on “the story of…”  (2:13) This was the last push of promo for 1D about MITAM. The next day Harry said “you think it’s so funny you sing it” instead of the Perfect bridge and 3 days after Harry was so quiet on Xtra Factor it was on the news.

Continue to Part 2: 70 Heart Kisses (solo career)

[yenn-reads]

A new month, new favorite series. And this month it’s going to be spooky.

Where are all my monster fuckers?

I have some treats for you. I have to admit it was hard this time to decide on three stories and maybe some of you are a little disappointed not to see their favorite monsters. I'm 100% a vampire fucker. I always was and always will be. So there's a lot of them in here today.

But like always, if you have your own favorite, tell me in your reblog. Share all the vampires, werewolves, ghosts or whatever monster series you love!

These are mine:

The Pull

Vampire!Henry Cavill x OFC Rowena (💕🔥🌩, status: completed)

@sillyrabbit81 is one of my favorites. I don't think anything I've read by her has ever disappointed. But this one really needs more praise. The story of the Crown Prince of Vampires Henry and his mate Rowena is breathtaking. It is full of emotions and the plot will keep you hooked until you manage to read all 25 parts. And if that's not enough to draw you in, perhaps the cameo appearance of Werewolf! Alexander Skarsgard will make you read it. You definitely should!

Natural

Mikey (+Walter+August+Sherlock) x reader (💕🔥🌩, status: ongoing)

This is my all-time favorite supernatural story, ever! @raccoon-eyed-rebel built a world and a whole lore around this story that is absolutely spectacular. It's fun, it's romantic, it's heart-breaking, it's hot. And because she has the incredible talent to put more than just one Henry-shaped guy into a story and make it work, we get Mike, August, Walter and Sherlock to live with us. All of their characters are built so uniquely, you're going to love them all. So it's a good thing we're in a slowly developing reverse harem.

And because I'm an annoying little fan girl I got some glimpses and spoilers for it and let me tell you, @raccoon-eyed-rebel is going to give us some really good stuff for this one!

Worship

Hades (Geralt/August) x OFC Eliza (💕🔥🌩, status: completed)

Second post, second time I have @daydreaming-in-letters on my list. Though this wasn't intentionally, it's far from a mistake. Because she is a favorite writer of me for a reason. And her Hades-AU is my favorite of her stories. It's absolutely unique. As always @daydreaming-in-letters knows exactly how to build worlds and atmosphere with her words. Let her take you to the underworld. Get to know Hades. In his divine form or his human resemblance. He will take your breath away.

Take a look at those stories, read, reblog, talk about them. Every time I see someone of my mutuals reblog something I recommended, my heart fills with joy. And be sure, the heart of the writer feels the same.

By the way, sorry for shameless self promotion but I couldn't let that opportunity slip, if you still want more vampires, you could also take a look at my own series

[this-daydream-is-dangerous-13]

wildest dreams is about Alexander Skarsgård. the mv is obviously about an affair and the male lead is married to another woman. HS is like one inch taller than taylor so it doesn’t make sense to be about him ? harry literally said it himself “Cause I don’t want to hear about him, How he’s holding you better at night” its not that hard to get. literally only requires basic reading comprehension.

Oh wow, Anon. Are you suggesting that I lack “basic reading comprehension skills” because I disagree with your view? 🤣🤣🤣

I will say this once: coming in to my inbox with thinly veiled insults? Not a way to (a) endear yourself to me and (b) get me to respond.

Next time - use your actual name if you want to have a dialogue, reply without questioning my intelligence, or know I will not reply.

All the other AS fans in my inbox, with comments shading/insulting me and my cognitive capacity because you have a differing interpretation: lol. Let’s agree to disagree; know that after this post I won’t be engaging further. You might think the is “handsome as hell”; I think he is creepy AF (and I am legit disturbed by the fact he dated teens/much younger women almost exclusively at that point). Put your name on it if you want to chat, or write your own post about it.

Back to the MV-related points.

It’s an affair is either of the parties was in a relationship; neither was. Especially AS, who was not then married. And does not even seem to be married now.

The MV takes whole scenes from iconic movies set in Africa; the plane scene is an almost frame by frame recreation of an iconic scene from Out of Africa. It’s primarily an homage to sweeping, epic films, and she cast a short king/nepo baby as the romantic lead.

I also disagree that the lines you cite from HS’s Him relate to this situation. It’s a CH-related track, particularly because it name checks a CH-Ellie Goulding collaboration (which shares its name with a some from Debut) - The Outside. I do not think that a fleeting encounter with AS (one of many TS allegedly had during the 2013-15 on-and-off period) would have precipitated a track filled with that much anguish.

And: scene.

[the-firebird69]

There's a lot of things going on and it's tonight Bill Skarsgard and yes it's Luke George is Dave from space Odyssey 2001 and space Odyssey 2010 and they go to the Moon to investigate something and the movies are backwards and they see it and they don't believe it and I see it with equipment and they do trace it and they do see what it is and it came from Saturn they say and it's really not supposed to be there and they forced it and they made it and then they followed that's coming up pretty soon they find signal coming from the Moon and it is a relay and they do find something coming from the Moon to that thing and it looks like one of Garth ships. Other events are coming up but that apparently might be coming up pretty soon and it's because his father finds the transformers and not here since Chicago and they find a signal relay and it's most likely Bill's stuff and that's what they're fighting over already and that's why he's in Chicago and Bill shows up in California

-there are a few jokes going around and Bill is joking with his grandkid it's really the other way around a little they both started it on it

-there's some other things happening and they're pretty horrendous the morlock decided to attack the max and the Mac bases they struck the bases overseas in the eastern hemisphere and they're really tan of size and they hit all 10 and about 20 small ones and about 500 real small ones they hit a lot of stuff and it actually plus a couple navy bases and about three subterranean that were only sub training and that's about half of the basis of that kind they really don't have that many but they're looking for easy Intel tonight and they met with fierce resistance and then they started the Counter-Strike already and they started wiping out these forces that were gathering to go after the basis and they started to wipe out areas with them in it but specifically where they knew they were and they wanted fairly aggressively in the Western hemisphere they went to New York and Cincinnati and pretty much every major city and with spaceships too and they hit about 500 spots in each City and it's like a block each and that's a lot in the city is a mess in this fires they also hit the suburbs and they hit the Oscars in the Oscars they hit 300 areas they're bigger and all together and they're probably four by four miles and this is an almost every major city I should say it's about half the cities to strike the suburbs areas and they know where they are there and it's mostly just them it's a weird enclave and they hit like madness and those areas are big like 20 by 30 and they hit probably half of them they're still hitting them and we hate to say it but they're going to hit the eastern hemisphere there's only a few more places where these guys are and they're going to lay into them tonight

There's several other items they were attacking and yes her son fell asleep for about an hour and he is woken up and my he is harassing those who are harassing him just now they were tendium some kind of daydream. Nothing really happened it's just what they're doing and the more like are down and they are poor, they're giving a pizza by their boss no they are hit by the max and they're in a lot of trouble and the macks are on the tirade here in the east coast they started hitting and it hit five out of the 10 very large and so on in this case it's the morlock hitting the Mac baces. There are a lot of hits going on right now globally and it is the max.

Turns out the max hit 300 bases of cork and warlock really and that was in the Western hemisphere. Those bases were about 10x10 they hit them out 500 that are 8x5 and 3,000 that are 4x4 and they hit 10 that are about 20 by 20 and those are special bases down below the morlock had bunker systems that were probably by 40 by 60 they're pretty big and they had plans for those for the rest of society and they also destroyed 20 by 30 basis the bunkers below a 6x70x80 there there the empire proper and they're going nuts on them and they're hitting bases of operation 20x50 MI probably about three of those. Their time the tax in the Western hemisphere are Non-Stop. They're loading up for more attacks shortly and they will continue they said until the attitude changes and yeah the attitude is really stupid from our perspective as well.

There's a war in space waging and the morlock sent 400 million ships more to Venus and they were intercepted by the empire they said it too we all look like jackasses because of these losers they're hugely stupid they said the boys been giving orders to try and save his wife I'm not really getting what he's saying those people are somehow so they decided it was just stupid to let them continuously do that and it was another 400 million ships they lost they only have 400 million left and the empire is going to go after them and whatever is left of Tommy f and these people are idiots and just sit there waiting for it.

-there a couple more things we're going to publish

Thor Freya

Olympus

This one's pretty huge the stuff in this is important

Hera

Zues

[jacksonqz]

welcome to jackson DANIELA, RUBY, BECK, ELIJAH, WESLEY, REED, & AJAX. get some rest -- you have 12 HOURS before your first day on the job. you'll make a fine BOUNTY HUNTER, RADIO OPERATOR, FARMER, & SOLDIER

[ LINDSEY MORGAN ] – have you heard about [ DANIELA MORALES ]? [ SHE/HER ] lives at the qz. I think they’ve lived there for [ TEN MONTHS ]. they’re [ TWENTY EIGHT ] yrs old and seem very [ QUICK WITTED]. i’ve also heard they can be very [ IRRITABLE ] as well. they’ve been assigned as a [ BOUNTY HUNTER ]. they often daydream about [ FRESHLY PICKED FRUIT IN THE MORNING ]. i’m curious to know more. | poppy. est. she/her.

[ SOPHIE THATCHER ] – have you heard about [ RUBY "RUE" COLLINS ]? [ SHE/HER ] lives at the qz. I think they’ve lived there for [ TWO YEARS]. they’re [ TWENTY THREE ] yrs old and seem very [ ADAPTIVE ]. i’ve also heard they can be very [ ECCENTRIC ] as well. they’ve been assigned as a [ RADIO OPERATOR ]. they often daydream about [ WATCHING A THUNDERSTORM ON THE PORCH]. i’m curious to know more. | poppy. est. she/her.

[ SOFIA CARSON ] – have you heard about [ BECK LOPEZ ]? [ SHE/HER ] lives at the qz. I think they’ve lived there for [ ONE MONTH ]. they’re [ TWENTY-FIVE ] yrs old and seem very [ DETERMINED ]. i’ve also heard they can be very [ SNAPPY ] as well. they’ve been assigned as a [ BOUNTY HUNTER ]. they often daydream about [ DANCING IN THE KITCHEN WITH REALLY LOUD MUSIC ]. i’m curious to know more. | jaci. cst. she/her.

[ THEO JAMES ] – have you heard about [ ELIJAH KELLY ]? [ HE/HIM ] lives at the qz. I think they’ve lived there for [ 3 MONTHS ]. they’re [ THIRTY ] yrs old and seem very [ COMPASSIONATE ]. i’ve also heard they can be very [ DISMISSIVE ] as well. they’ve been assigned as a [ SOLDIER ]. they often daydream about [ CIGARETTE SMOKED FILLED LUNGS ]. i’m curious to know more. | j, cst, she/her.

[ JOSHUA BASSETT ] – have you heard about [ WESLEY HUDSON ]? [ HE ] lives at the qz. I think they’ve lived there for [ TWENTY-THREE YEARS ]. they’re [ TWENTY-THREE ] yrs old and seem very [ INTUITIVE ]. i’ve also heard they can be very [ RECKLESS ] as well. they’ve been assigned as a [ RADIO OPERATOR ]. they often daydream about [ BURYING HIS YOUTH IN A CASKET INSIDE OF HIM ]. i’m curious to know more. | four. cst. they/she.

[ CASEY DEIDRICK ] – have you heard about [ REED MORDAN ]? [ HE/HIM ] lives at the qz. I think they’ve lived there for [ TEN YEARS ]. they’re [ THIRTY-THREE ] yrs old and seem very [ PROTECTIVE ]. i’ve also heard they can be very [ CLOSED OFF ] as well. they’ve been assigned as a [ FARMER ]. they often daydream about [ THE SMELL OF SUNDAY MORNING BREAKFAST AT HOME ]. i’m curious to know more. | maddi. est. she/her.

[ BILL SKARSGARD ] – have you heard about [ AJAX ARCHER ]? [ HE/HIM ] lives at the qz. I think they’ve lived there for [ TWO DAYS ]. they’re [ THIRTY ] yrs old and seem very [ ADEPT ]. i’ve also heard they can be very [ DISMISSIVE ] as well. they’ve been assigned as a [ SOLDIER ]. they often daydream about [ BALCONY CIGARETTES AT 2AM, THE CRACKLING OF A WOOD STOVE, DARK CLOTHING - FOLDED NEATLY ]. i’m curious to know more. | kee, ast, she/her.

[burghq]

[ bill skarsgard ] – have you heard about [ ajax archer ]? [ he/him ] lives at the qz. i think they’ve lived there for [ 13 years ]. they’re [ thirty ] yrs old and seem very [ knowledgeable ]. i’ve also heard they can be very [ secretive ] as well. they’ve been assigned as a [ fedra officer (compromised) ]. they often daydream about [ being alone on a remote island ]. i’m curious to know more. | Kee. ast. she/her.

ACCEPTED!! bill skarsgard is now taken and job listing- fedra officer ( 1 / 2 ) taken. please submit your account within 24 hours!

[loliwrites]

I was reading an interview about how Alex has always questioned if girls were interested in him because of his celebrity, or because they thought he was funny or charming in his own right. It made me think that he probably has hidden insecurities, and I wonder how Addi would react when she found out?

skarsgard-daydreams said: This is from the interview:

The Golden Globe winner also spoke candidly about growing up in the spotlight. He began acting at the age of 13, and is actor Stellan Skarsgård's eldest son. "To have people talk about you and say, 'Well this is who Alex is…" when I had no idea myself, it just f--ked with my self-confidence," Alexander explained.

"Because if a girl looked at me or seemed interested," he added, "I thought she was only interested because she had seen me in the movie. It made me feel worthless. I wanted girls in school to like me because I was funny or cute or interesting—that's what you want isn't it? When you're 13? And I guess when you're 40 as well…"

I’ve read/heard him talk about this sort of thing too... Which makes me believe it’s not a hidden insecurity at all. It’s very present, at the forefront of who he is and how he sees and interprets relationships (platonic and otherwise). I think this is absolutely one of the crosses he has to bear -- and one he gets caught up on more than he’d like. 

To a degree, I think Addi already has this idea or inkling that this might be something he battles with. She’s seen and been around enough actors to know that they’re actually really fragile and delicate people. They spend their entire careers being someone else. How could that not fuck you up? But I also think she believes she's eliminated from that way of thinking for him because they honest-to-goodness started off as just friends and work colleagues. So in her eyes her "dues have been paid" in a sense with him. She thinks they've already gotten past the hardships that come with that insecurity. Maybe even in a sound, rational mind, Alex thinks they've gotten past that too.

But insecurities are funny little beasts, aren't they? They sneak up on you just when you think you've kicked them to the curb. You're feeling great, in a great state of mind, and then BAM! the insecurity bitch comes at you throwing elbows and you're knocked down a few pegs... Hell maybe you get kicked all the way back to the ground.

And this is exactly the sort of thing that could/would happen pretty early on in the official relationship... like, in the still hiding it from the public phase. This doubt and second guessing. Shit, this is the sort of thing that probably happens the morning after an amazing night together. The lust, and passion, and pure desire for each other had them feeling positively love-drunk through rounds one, two, and three. It was the sort of night where they both knew that the other was pouring every bit of themselves into the act; of wanting -- nay, needing -- to give everything they had. Addi was soft and small and in turn, Alex was the gentle provider. The sort of night that by the end of it, they had solidified exactly how they felt for each other.

But Alex woke up in a cold sweat that night and had to peel Addi off of him. And the anxiety he knew and thought he had long abandoned, crept back and nestled inside him. When he looked at her in the dead of night, watching the way her chest rose and fell in a perfect, unconcerned rhythm, all the anxiety let him see were all the flaws of their relationship and himself.

Our girl Addi is one smart cookie. But even if she weren't, it wouldn't've taken a rocket scientist to know something was wrong when she came up behind Alex in the kitchen and pressed a delicate kiss to the center of his bare back, only to have him shrink away from her. She eyed him as she poured herself a cup of coffee, but he avoided eye contact, and instead, flipped open a newspaper she didn't even know she had.

"Are you okay?" She asked and cringed at the first bitter sting of black coffee going down her throat.

Alex flipped the newspaper over and started scanning over the business section. "Yeah, fine,"

She frowned and took another sip of coffee, "you don't seem fine."

"How do I seem?"

"Surely not like someone who went multiple rounds of passionate sex with their girlfriend only..." she leaned over to get a glance of the microwave clock, "eight hours ago."

His face seemed to blush at the admission and just when she thought she could lean in and give him a kiss, he dodged her again in the most un-obvious of ways.

"What's the problem, Skarsgård?"

"Nothing's the problem," he defended and reached for his coffee cup.

But Addi wanted to have this chat even if he didn't. She slid his coffee cup away from him, out of reach. "It's Saturday morning. I've got all day to play this game. And I don't lose, so save us the trouble and time and spill it."

He stared at her for a second, reluctant to say anything. But she was there, sitting without movement like she was a renaissance statue carved from marble. And he knew that he wasn't bound to get out of the kitchen without having a conversation about what was milling about in his brain.

"Why do you like me?"

Addi rolled her eyes, "oh, we're going here this early in the morning?" Then seeing that he'd traded in his anxiety-ridden expression for something more stoic, she quieted down and grew more serious.

He tilted his head to the side, absently, "we don't make a ton of sense, so what was it? Was it power? Was it fanaticism or fantasy? Was it who I had worked with and that you'd be closer in proximity to them?"

"Strangely enough," she folded her arms over her chest, somewhat annoyed that he was putting this on her; projecting a fear or an agenda. "Aside from you being hands-down the most attractive man I've ever seen, I like you because you're kind. I like you because you treat everyone with gentleness and respect. I like you because you're charming and hilarious. I like you because you treat me better than I've ever been treated by anyone. But mostly, I like you because you're terrible at Jeopardy and I always win," she tried to hide a grin but ultimately felt that fail.

He reached for his coffee cup and this time, Addi let him have it. She stared at him as he took a sip, not saying anything in return. In fact, it seemed as though his brain was reeling more now than ever.

"We were friends first, Alex, don't forget that. You were special to me long before you started fucking me,"

He half-laughed into his coffee and flicked his eyes to her. Setting down his cup, he dragged a fingertip over the ceramic. He took a breath to give himself time to figure out what he wanted to say next. "I know, I just... panicked, I guess. I have -- or had, a tendency to pick people who didn't make me feel great about myself."

She leaned in a little closer, feeling like Alex wouldn't shy away from her as he had done before, and placed her hand on his thigh. As she inched it up towards his crotch, she caught that he focused on it, and she whispered, "I don't make you feel good?"

He swallowed, cheeks flushed, and looked back up into her eyes, "you do, kid. But feeling this good in a relationship made me get into my head."

Addi nodded and pressed her palm gently against his crotch. She leaned in a little closer, gaze switching focus between his eyes and lips. "We don't make sense?"

"Not really," he cupped his hands on either side of her neck, "but for once I don't want to logical about it."

She grinned and made the last little effort to kiss him. The relief that washed over her when he reciprocated the kiss was insurmountable. She breathed in deeply through her nose, curling her fingers over the outline of his member, and let out a semi-audible gasp when he pulled away and his hold on her neck got just a tad rougher.

"And I'm not terrible at Jeopardy,"

"Oh," she winked and giggled softly, "okay."

[homesickhalfling]

[skarsgard-daydreams]

I crossed a milestone this week and wanted to celebrate with my mutuals and followers by putting together a little challenge! I have included eight photos that are variations on a common theme: intimacy. To participate, pick the photo that inspires you and write a drabble or a story to go with it for any of the Skarsgard brothers or their characters. You could also make visual art like a drawing or a moodboard if that’s your thing. Then tag me in your creation so I can share everyone’s contributions on my blog. There’s no deadline or word count requirement! Participate as you are able and feel free to invite other people to join in the fun.

I also wanted to say thank you, Danke schön, and grazie mille to all of my followers and everyone who has liked, reblogged, or commented on my writing since I started this blog. I have never had such a supportive community to write for and it really is a privilege to share my creations with you all.

As a small token of my gratitude, I have created a page on my blog where you can filter my list of works by characters, pairings, and genres to find exactly what you want to read. The stories and drabbles are posted on there in reverse chronological order as well, so the newest pieces will always be right there at the top. If you want to try it out, you can view it here, or you will find the link on the desktop version of my blog. This will be updated in tandem with my traditional masterlist. I hope you find it useful.

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[gloria-gloom]

got approved to play in an audition i wasn’t expecting to be approved now i have to practice like an insane person and travel next month 🤡🤡🤡

[tarzan-the-ctcrnal-lovcr]

| Uncovering | Chapter 2

A Jane x Tarzan fic by let’sgetthoughtful on ff dot net.

Rating: Mature  |  Word Count: 3,392  |  Chapters: 2/2

Summary: Some lemony meditations before John/Tarzan and Jane return to the jungle. Limited sketches. Rated M.

A/N: You know me—I can't help sharing hot thoughts… Please enjoy.

Jane, who had been sketching the terrain as they sped past, felt her mind wander to John. Still clutching her pencil, she studied him carefully and began to draw. Absorbed in his reading, he took no notice, leaving Jane the ability to observe uninterrupted. She appraised his intelligent face, his wild hair, his large, rough hands. Outwardly, he didn't look any different than when they had left the port, but something in his bearing had changed now that they were back in Africa. Was it confidence? Anticipation? Whatever it was, Jane liked it. Even after years together, he took her breath away.

Soon she was daydreaming.

...

[halfway-happyyy]

a concept: you and Bill on a road trip around the coast, sunglasses over his eyes, wind whipping through his hair. The sun is bathing him in the most beautifilul golden glow and he's trying in vain to keep his eyes on the road, but he can't stop grinning at you. 'Water' By Ra Ra Riot & Rostam blares in the background.

[castiellawolfkissed]

here is a fun little thread I thought of doing. Name your top five villans that you think are just soft boi's and girls who need your love.

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(this last one is my son and i will fight anyone who says otherwise. @kalliravenne please accept our baby boy.)

Tag List: @emmyrosee @skarsgard-daydreams @kalliravenne @writinglionqueen @littlefreya @hausofobsession @flowers-in-your-hayr @grimeundglow @omg-im-such-a-masochist

and anyone else who wish to join!!

[septembersghost]

I was watching wildest dreams mv today and I just noticed that there is a makeout scene almost identical to 'the notebook'. I know most people think WD is about Alexander skarsgard but this is something I found interesting.

wildest dreams is such a breathtaking video, it really is one of my favorites (my love of old hollywood, no one is surprised!). i think it's the last video she ever kissed a costar in, isn't it? (scott eastwood was an excellent choice.) secret swiftie confessions: i actually rather dislike the alexander theory and don't feel like it holds up, but then again i prefer to separate wildest dreams from any potential muse and keep it as a gorgeous vintage-inspired daydream.

i've never seen the notebook (i know!), so i'm not sure what the connection is, you can elaborate if you want to!